Impact the World: Kyle Gray

[Music] welcome to impact the world the show for and about creatives change makers and entrepreneurs this is a conversation episode where a special guest shares with me what they are creating and the behind the scenes journey of their experience [Music] [Applause] [Music] hi welcome to this episode of impact the world today's guest is kyle gray who many of you will be familiar with kyle has written seven best-selling books he is known often as an angel expert he is an author an international speaker and was at one time considered the uk's youngest medium it was lovely to get to talk to him after all these years of knowing each other out there and he had some great things to say so i hope you enjoy this episode with kyle and you can find his work at kylegrey.com and as ever all of the links will be in the notes for the show [Music] kyle thank you so much for being with us today and i was just saying to you right before we got started that i we've never met before i mean we've had some messages um over over the last few years um online but we've never actually like been either in person or on video so this is a treat and i was saying to you that i started doing readings um in 2004 so 16 years ago and it was about 2006 i started putting work on youtube and online and it was really quickly after that that i saw you out there i mean it must have been 2006 seven or eight and i remember i was like wow who's this cool angel guy and you were really young and i mean you're still young compared to me because there's like 12 years between us but i remember really being struck by just the uniqueness of your youth and your certainty with your gift and uh yeah it was it was a really cool thing just to see you out there doing something very different um with confidence and so i'm curious first before we kind of dive deep into things you've been doing this work now publicly for how long so my business is 16 years old yeah i think it is so quite a long time yeah yeah so we have the same years so how old were you when you started then you must have been 16. i started doing readings and i was 16 and it wasn't full time you know i was still i was a high school dropout just so you know like i i'm quite proud of that and i walked out of school at 15 and i just got a job in a hairdresser's uh sweeping up pairing and shampooing very badly and um i had to wait until i was 17 to officially start my business at the time so i just got a number of jobs just to keep me going and then when i was 17 i went through the scottish enterprise which is like a an entrepreneurial uh set up by the government and and i went through their business courses to learn how to like start an official business and uh yeah i've been doing it ever since then so your gift when did that start because that was really young for you wasn't it that it was yeah for you so i call it a skill gift just just more because i think everyone can do it i genuinely believe that yeah totally it's like a muscle you know you just learn how to grow it but i started really young i had them a virus when i was four years old called guillain-barre syndrome and it's uh it's an autoimmune virus that attacks the nervous system and i was paralyzed for just over a year and at the same time as me having game bar syndrome my grandmother had stage four lymphoma cancer so we're both in wheelchairs both in the same home at the same time it's a very interesting to look back at but we created this incredible bond and it was right around that time my sensitivity level started to shift because i couldn't walk or get up and go from one room to the other i could kind of sense beyond them and then as the year went on my um grandmother's health deteriorated really badly and my health naturally improved so he thought i'd meningitis for like six months and then my health started to to shift and um i remember one night i'll never forget this week as long as i live it was the week school started and um my grandmother was moved to hospital i remember getting this ninja turtles lunch box and being obsessed with it and uh i remember my parents going to the hospital to be my nana and then i woke i went to bed but a neighbor put me to sleep that night and i woke up for the night my grandmother was was back home and then she flipped me on my belly and tickled my back and it was so nice and um i remember just feeling so loved and then the next morning i went looking for my grandmother and i couldn't find her anywhere so i told my mom where's nana like you know like she came into my room last night she tickled my back when i was sleeping and my mom just couldn't put two and two together um but it turns out she'd actually passed away that night and that was like my initial awakening yeah and it was quite a traumatic week when i look back because my um you know there's no resentment or anything now but my father was also caught having an affair that week my grandmother passed away i was starting school and then my mom had a bit of a nervous breakdown so there was this like weird week and um it kind of like catapulted me from this realm to the other yeah shattering of the the world you knew to open up the other one yeah wow and then you were five i was four so i was about four four and a half and then basically from then onwards just weird stuff would start to happen and you know i had these migraine headaches that ended up lasting 11 years and um the doctors like my parents obviously had spent i'd spent a lot of time in a children's hospital because i had guillain-barre syndrome and the doctors had just thought this is an after effect of having nerve damage you know of just like not having um being able to walk and all these different things and so i was tried on like every medication you can imagine and then at that time e numbers you know like additives was a big topic in health and a specific doctor said it's obviously candy and e numbers or you know all these different things so my parents took me off like all sugar all candy all and i i got even more sensitive even more aware you know like petting people's dead dogs you know i was like talking to dogs that no one else could see me so they started putting me back on all the candy and so yeah there was just lots of weird happenings and then my mum accidentally ended up going to like a a session with a medium like uh her friend was hosting uh her next-door neighbor hosting a medium and my mom was like a mobile hairdresser at the time and she said this medium just arrived at my house and she says i'm looking for diane her her mother agnes is here to talk about her blue-eyed boy and my mom was like what do you mean my mom's like you know cutting someone's hair and they called her on one of those massive phones that we used to get and um my mum rushed to this psychic and then the woman was like your son is is going to be like me when he grows up and and she said uh you'll come off of uh she said this weird prediction it was so strange you'll come off of a cruise ship and his face will be on um a national newspaper and it happened it was just so weird uh the daily mail called me the youngest medium in the uk when i was 17 years old and they plastered my photograph in the middle of this and we had just come back from a cruise holiday together my mom and i so it was really you know weird and that's brilliant you know my parents um read that paper um although i wasn't living with them at the time but that's how i knew you it's like you know and that's how that's how you were in britain at the time kind of put out there and what was so fascinating to me about that was we didn't see that and i tell you what i remember about you well i don't know if i really clued in on this at the time but now i look back you know often in the press um or in conversation and in societal programming there is like a kickback reaction against anything uh outside the norm supernatural medium is you know there's this programming that people go oh that's crazy you know it's almost like you're you're supposed to reject it disassociate from it distrust it i don't remember any of that around you in the press coverage and i think that was what was different like i'm not maybe you experienced some of that but the way you were presented and perhaps it was your youth yeah there's always something very innocent about it that was very magnetic and clearly that's partly you but there was also something about you that was very accepted which was kind of cool to me at the time i was like wow this is different yeah well i will be honest it was it was actually very positive initially in a lot of these newspapers and to go from there and then i ended up writing at the sun newspaper for five years as like a columnist they called me the angel whisperer at the time you know just to think i ended up writing in these very right-wing newspapers about very progressive ideas very you know otherworldly ideas and not being edited or watered down i was like writing about you know higher chakras and all these crazy ideas and it seemed to just work it's fantastic like if anything you know it's like as often in our field you can you know as they say can be preaching to the choir a lot of the time so how brilliant that you know you were like the trojan horse that managed to get into those papers and also i don't know about you kyle the one thing i've noticed is you know i was very nervous to go public as a channeler and luckily for me it happened very slowly and channeling was a very fringy world and it wasn't anything i really knew existed until i got taken into it because of the work i was doing but i was a little protected in a way but i think the thing that i was struck by was how many supposedly ordinary people um people who had very ordinary jobs like ceos of big companies um people who would not have talked about their spirituality to their friends would literally come up and grab me by the arm and go i don't tell anybody this but i get messages from my guides too and it's how i run my company it's kind of like this you know like this covert thing so i think i think the reason it's you know i think for for people who perhaps don't overtly talk about it or explore it because it's in us we are souls we are spirits i think there is a natural interest and i think there is the lights go on inside you when you come in into contact with somebody who is either the right kind of person for you the right kind of way of experiencing spirit the right kind of language or form and so um again i just go back to that there was an innocence with you that partly was youth and partly i think was the angelic frequency that allowed you to kind of do that which is which is great i genuinely believe that it's almost like the angels kind of set everything up and we're like if you want to do this like we'll totally roll with it and i remember having this conversation even when i was so young i was like 16 or 17 i'm like okay are you going to do this because i ended up like doing lots of tv as well back then and you know like being the psychic on these likes shows on you know itv and doing all these things and i remember just having this conversation myself like are you gonna do this like do you feel okay with with doing this and i remember feeling you know what this is just an opportunity to be unapologetically yourself and i think that's what's been really helpful for me is that i've never held back with what i do like people will say like what do you do for a living i'm like i speak to angels and they're like what you know and it's never been oh i don't question it i just say it and if someone's not ready to like receive that then that's okay but i'm not gonna water down my life you know because it really is a life you choose when you do this one you know it's like it becomes your your world and then the one the one cool thing about us i was thinking about it earlier on is i have all the same best friends in school like that's cool same circle same group like best friend's a corporate banker you know my old friend works for apple and like we all have our very own lives and even though my life is slightly different from theirs there's like a complete acceptance and i think that's also because i've been okay with what i do yeah that's a really good point i think that yeah i think you know often the mirrors in society that we have of our own discomfort yeah it's kind of like you know negative comments it's like you know i don't think anybody loves having a bunch of negative comments at them i don't necessarily think there are many people like whoa loads of but i think when they get under your skin it's always worth investigating it's like oh what part of me believes that or yeah that's in me and this person is giving me a gift of letting me get into the seed of it in myself by you know taking that little arrow they sent and finding the wound that it's located in me yeah exactly yeah so your publisher sent me this and it arrived yesterday oh yeah it's your raise your vibration book i love how shiny it is because it arrived um i wasn't expecting the shine i have seen this book out there um on your website because you put it out there a couple of years ago didn't you i think 2016 so number one it's um 111 practices to increase your spiritual connection yeah um and i kyle you have seven books is that right yeah and you have beautiful card decks too i've i've seen artwork on your the artwork's really stunning but i wanted to ask you because you know this book is raise your vibration 111 practices one thing i noticed um because we've you know we're on each other's social media a few years ago you really got into fitness as one of your big practices and you really started sharing about that and i was curious how that has changed your your vibration and your foundation yeah i think like most people this is sounds terrible like most people but a lot of people in the spiritual world i was very all mind very all soul but not enough body yeah and there was somewhere along the journey where there was a complete disconnect from my physical being and i i've noticed when i look back at my earlier times i think i was you know interested in raising consciousness and the idea of ascension and all these different things but what i've come to understand is that for me it's not about going beyond the body but actually arriving within like the deeper we arrive in ourselves like the deeper we actually get to know the voice of our soul and somewhere along the way i i felt there was a disconnect i got very overweight and and it wasn't a problem for other people but it felt like a problem for me and i started first with yoga like it became just i wanted to try it and and and it became something that that i enjoyed and then i realized that when i was doing this stuff for my body like when i came to do the mind and the soul stuff like there was like a synergy there was like a connection there was a clarity is a great word you know there was this feeling of openness and the vastness and i wanted more of it and it kind of became a bit of an addiction now you know so and then you know i ended up going so deep down the yoga path like i ended up being in india practicing you know ashrams and doing like very long sedan like saturdays and like going really deep in into it and then i realized that i actually started to use the yoga practice as a sabotage towards my body again and i had to to investigate that you know like the style of yoga is practicing is all about you know when you master one pause your teacher will then give you the next and some of these poses were you know full-on contortion and then and i was and i'm like i'm a scotsman you know like i'm six foot one forty friends chest you know like i'm a bit oh you're solid you're solid i've been doing your workouts yeah so when like you know someone's asking you to put two legs behind your head and then bind your arms around as like hold on like i can do this but is it making me happy so i i i kind of pulled back on that and i ended up finding myself doing functional fitness and weightlifting and i would do everything cycling hiking you know running i did it all all day but there i'll tell you this for me it's now it's more for pleasure it's not to like change anything it's more just to to arrive in myself in a deeper way yeah and like there just really is something about movement that really shifts something for me you know and so i think i got to one end of the spectrum and i've finally found like a nice balance yeah no it's funny because i there's a there's a resonance for me with you because it was three years ago that i really committed to fitness in a different way and a bit like you know i kind of done different things all my life but often it was either to change something or because i thought i should and it was about three years ago that i was like no no i need to do this first for strength and for for my sense of kind of grounding in the world because like you i had my very out there period especially when i went deep into the channeling and i also started to notice in the spiritual community this well twofold number one the leaving of the body or number two the never being able to return to the body since some kind of trauma had taken you out and so spirituality became the kind of safe place but then you weren't it's like spirituality or ascension eventually asks you to return to your body and if you don't it starts to hurt so it's like maybe you got out your body because of trauma but if you stay out your body for too long the trauma will get really intense because at a certain point we have to come back in and heal so yeah i i i too have found the the kind of the commitment to to to fitness for the purpose of strength in a very holistic way has been a real game changer for me plus it's super cool like just putting something heavy above your head like i think that's so fun i got that up there you know or like doing a handstand push-up like that's fun [Laughter] [Music] one of the things that i know you have become very known for around the world is your writing i mean i know there are many different things that you do but i have it here that you have 60 plus international publishing deals and maybe since that was written it's kind of more than that now so what is the process of writing like for you when you craft a book or a an article how does that look for you you know i'll be really honest i'm so linear i am there's a bit of a type personality in me i genuinely kind of fit into doing things in a retake in a routine and by schedule it feels good to me so like i meditate at the same time every night it to the same amount of time the same music like i've got this little thing so when i'm writing i actually create like a linear structure plan of what i'm going to do and when i'm going to write it and and i follow it pretty pretty neatly and it works because so yeah so that that's genuinely how it works but i'll tell you why it works it feels to me that a lot of my work is spiritually inspired you know and i i do feel angels around me when i'm doing it and it feels like i'm not just making an appointment with my macbook to make this thing happen it feels like it's like a commitment from my soul to the angels like i'll be there then let's show up together you know and it really it really does work for me um and i and i only write in four hour windows and it's just so lovely just and i'll say okay that's me i'm going in and that everyone knows that that's an undisturbed time where i will be creating something in four hours but i'll i'll like you know create six thousand words in a day just so you will write for like four hours i will go yeah wow yeah and it's really it's really a great process i'm doing that right now actually i'm writing a book it's due in september and um i did that this morning it was a brilliant um experience today lots came out are we allowed to know what the book is now it's already listed online it's crazy yeah it's called the divine masters ancient wisdom it's a book about the ascended masters and [Music] masters of ancient wisdom and i really wanted to write a book about the masters that also wrote it spoke about some of the controversies around ascended master teachings and kind of shed a light on some of the shadow so it's somewhat a bit of um you know investigation work but also uh the book has 40 activations in it where i've channeled information from these universal guides nice could you share with us like could you give us an example of say a controversy or you know a shadow area that you've elaborated on yeah i spoke about well i'm really interested in helena blavatsky i'm not sure how much you know about her and i know her name but i don't know much about her so she kind of was the first person to ever speak about the ascended masters i had someone had spoke about the council of light in the 1400s but apart from that she's like one of the first kind of westerners to really talk about these masters from the east and basically she is the creator of the theosophical society and she was born in russia and she was the first western woman to travel to the east and search for spirit like that and said so she's influenced so many of us all of us who like i'm going to india to find myself she was the first julia roberts doing right that's who he was and she um basically was a medium channeler kind of an interesting woman a great business person i guess um who brought the masters of ancient wisdom to the world so she was the first person to speak about like masters like el maria or katumi if you've ever heard of them yeah yeah yeah and she basically had these letters from these masters and were not really sure if they were channeled if they were a ports you know that's the way they were presented and for a long time the society for societal psychical research would basically put her down as a fraud but hundreds years after she passed away they actually said our reports and our investigation was flawed we're not actually sure if she was a fraud and the letters that she had from the masters are now held in the british museum so like i spoke a lot about these things and how you know was she you know just a great mind or was she actually channeling these beings from another world and trying to present it in a way where people could fathom it because you know the idea of these letters appearing out of the air is kind of wow yeah but when she actually writing them you know so it's pretty pretty fascinating she's the first person to ever write about the akashic records like that came directly from those letters and so all of us have been influenced by this great teacher but yet don't know the source so we wrote a lot about that right that's great so you you you're submitting by september which means what about a year later it will come out it'll be coming out in april believe it or not that's quick for traditional publishing houses that's great that's great great yeah i am i i like the deadline thing it works for me um it was supposed to be a little bit later but because we're not traveling as much more space as opening up and right you know i supposed to be in california right now i know we'd have been here in person but um yeah hey at least at least the technology works so it's interesting you mentioned you know this this great woman who has influenced so many of us and it it leads me back to something that i left untouched in the earlier part of our conversation which is your grandmother and your mother right so in an email to me you referred to your mom as your momager and um that's kind of cool you know when we know the origin of her with her four and a half year old boy kind of going what what's going on you know how great but now here we are you're 32 and she's your she's your mama ja and i what two things i guess i guess i would love to talk about your mom a little bit and i was also curious how present your grandmother is with you today like how much you know how much you're you you you feel her around you because as soon as we came on the call i was like oh this is grandmother you know it's like she's so here with you i'm serious about that so choose one of those great ladies to start talking about first i think i'll talk about my nana first and i still call myself bananas boy so even though she passed away you know 28 years ago there's still like this it feels i speak about her like she's here like she's part of the the whole unfolding like um i'm not a vegan just so you know but my mom went to the butchers today and she brought me up the like the me my grandmother used to make and i was like well it's just the way my nana likes it you know i'm just like have these conversations as if she's still very present so yeah very much a big part of my life in my world and feel very connected to her without a doubt and um i there's just like little things that my grandmother had that i have and uh you know like she loved shopping she'd just buy anything because she could buy it and she loved the queen which is another thing which i just can't help but lock the queen because she loves the queen are you are you watching have you watched the crown yeah well we're very late to that party we just started a week yeah we just this week i kind of i don't know why but now i'm all over it but um at the queen it's amazing i'm i'm loving helena bonham carter as well i wish i i wish she was in there anyway hopefully next season um but have you met the queen no have you let's let's hope you managed to squeeze that in let's hope let's let's let's beat that so cool yeah yeah but um no i know i haven't i haven't um i've been close to them but i haven't haven't met have you okay that's cool yeah yeah we grew up we go up just outside windsor so you know they they change carriages for ascot and stuff so um so one one time me and my family were there and i was amazed how close you could get i was like this this seems very like anyone you know anyway i won't go down that road but um probably got horse fields and stuff probably probably but so so your nana and then your mom so tell me about your mom and um my mother is an amazing woman uh she we've just you know been so tight such a great friendship um a great supporter very much part of everything i do still loves to be part of it so she came up today and um she lives about 45 minutes away so but she works for my business now um she just like does business and accounts in my diary and she's very much involved in just the day-to-day running but she worked in the airport for 20 years like that was her job she worked in vip services looking after like celebs and all these different things and then my mom had a health scare she got breast cancer a few years ago and it really took a lot of the wind out of her sails and she lost her confidence and i know she's okay with me sharing this because um she let me share her story online to help other people and um when my mom decided she was going to go vogue she wasn't going to follow traditional health uh like the health system she's going to go wrong and do her own healing journey um i said to her do you want to leave there then like because i'm i've totally got the assets and the income to be able to bring you on board and you know become part of this and she was like okay i feel good about that so um my mom decided to leave the airport after 20 years and come on our business and become a bigger part of it so it's just been the last few years really yeah she she's always been a bigger part of my journey like all this front of all my talks and but um obviously business has changed a lot in the last five years i'd say and you know there's been a real acceleration and a shift of i guess the internet's a big part to do with that and so my mom became more involved in the business and um you know it's been really cool just to see her be able to flourish but also be able to not be so stressed about life and i actually paid off my mom's mortgage last week which was a big big like goal um so that was so cool all right yeah yeah very strong relationship my mom's very psychic yeah very psychic she literally will close her eyes and we'll see everything like and did she know that when she was younger or is that something that's developed for her so my mom's grandmother was a tealy feeder you've got a lineage i do my grandmother held seances in our house right so there's like a bit of a thing in my mum's sister who passed away uh this year and last year is um she maybe it was this year it was this year she also used to dabble when she was younger but she became a christian and decided it wasn't for her but it was it was so cool um that there's definitely evidence around that otherwise that's great and it's funny too because i you know my mom i was very close to my nan she died um 20 20 years ago now yeah 20 years ago and i still feel her around all the time and i know she was deeply intuitive but she was a very quiet woman she was very non-verbal but there was so much i mean she was an amazing woman and so much i wish i could talk to her about now on a human level but you know i have other conversations with her my mom is very intuitive and she has started to own that more in the last decade and i think in a weird way me doing this weird job that for my family was a bit left field you know 15 years ago kind of helps i i think that's the truth for any of us whether it's a relative or i think like i said earlier this stuff is getting more normalized and so the more people talk about it and it's just kind of in the air and just seen as a part of our life um whether you are a tea leaf reader or whether you're just someone who goes oh yeah i have these feelings that this person's gonna call me and then there they are you know so it's it's just that level of intuition is definitely heightening on the planet and i think that's also why you know we were saying before the call we both started in 2004 what a different time around all of this stuff um it's just it's kind of unbelievable isn't it how how much more normalized that the kind of work we do is in the world yeah it's it's just i think there's there really has been a shift of consciousness but i also think that there's two sides to it i think it's it's cool to be spiritual now you know we are in the age of the walk you know everyone's becoming like they call it so it's kind of like it's it's cool to be spiritual and you can walk into stores and find crystal necklaces anywhere now and so there's there's this but i actually think sometimes it's okay to come in from a level of vanity because i think if you read about it enough and study this stuff enough then eventually you're going to have some sort of experience or you're going to open up there's going to be a shift that happens you know so i think that but i also get this sense that genuinely i just think the world is craving so much more truth you know i think we just want integrity you know we want it from our world leaders so we have to find it in ourselves like i think that's so important yeah and i think the the kind of programming and conditioning of humanity that we all came up through is like feels like a very uncomfortable outfit now compared to maybe 20 years ago when it was easier to tolerate it or there were only certain people who wanted to kind of bust out of it i think it's that that's growing at such a rapid pace so i'm curious do you because you know part of my job is to kind of report on what's going on energetically every month i mean that's what i've been doing even though i'm amazed i'm still doing it there were times i thought i'd stop but now i'm kind of more on it than ever i guess um i'm curious do you ever get do you have um messages conversations with the angels about the specifics of the shifting consciousness that we're in right now in this time so when yes so every month i do a call for my angel team and we we we kind of speak about the angels often just kind of give guidance or energies that we can step into in order to kind of feel comfortable or be able to navigate through these times yeah and um it was funny because i was i've got a diary and i write it all down and i look back on it and i was looking at it today and um they kept talking about how this was a time to reclaim the lost aspects of the self you know like everything that you felt embarrassed to own in the past or felt like you shouldn't be doing or all the parts of your gifts or your abilities that you've kind of pushed down in yourself now is the time to claim them and um it was funny one of the things i was speaking about recently i shared it with gabby bernstein as well on her show that the angels keep saying this same line to me all the time the best time the best time to change is when change is happening around you and and that's like the thing i keep coming back to is like i think this is the change the world has been waiting on but it's never going on full unless we make the changes that we also have to you know to make in our own lives so i keep saying to everyone if there's something that you feel that you're supposed to change like make sure you do it now because it feels like this is the gateway the window the opening that is allowing us to kind of step into a newer age at a different time you know yeah but it was also like i had this dream i have dreams a lot and then the angels showed me the earth having a detox and it was like in order for her to um release impurities we have to become aware of them and it felt to me that that's what a lot of the stuff happening in the earth was about that the impurities are rising up to the the surface you know and they're kind of like these zits that we can pop yeah and just in case i don't know if zits in america is the same thing i'm not sure but spots like acne you know just yeah i think americans see zips because i've been a millionaire i think so cool okay okay i think i've been going to the u.s for so long that i actually say american words another problem i have now having lived here right yes i never quite know which word to use like you know because i have to translate certain words uh it sounds insane because it's the same language but there are so many words that really mean very different things here that than they do in the uk um it's interesting you said all that because it's so you know i always think that for for any of us getting messages whether we you know like you and i do put those things out publicly or whether it's just privately i always find it fascinating how in sync all the different messages are and you know you were just talking about the the cleanse and we're recording this mid-august so it probably won't come out for a little while but we're recording it mid august and one of the themes for this month was really getting deep into this cleanse and this purge time on the planet and the thing that you said about change you know the one thing that the z's my guides who i channeled said several months ago when there was a recording i did called the activation of planetary awakening and they basically said 2020 to 2030 here we go it's taking no prisoner's time so if you don't if you're not willing to awaken you will be dragged into it meaning it's going to be a very uncomfortable time to go through if you haven't yet woken up to your true nature and living a bigger life whatever that looks like to you whether that's you know being more mindful of your soul or whether you never think about the word soul or spirituality but you suddenly find the freedom of expression that perhaps got ex suppressed in your childhood basically just bringing your full self to bear on your life and that that's that's what's going on for the whole planet so it's like deeply uncomfortable at times and edgy at other times and then really exciting and enlightening and you know it's the roller coaster depending on what position of the ride you're on and and how calibrated you are to those those speed bumps you know you know it's funny you see all that because i think the other thing that i've noticed recently is i don't know if you felt this but i feel like i know my role now like more than ever like for a long time i thought you know my life and my work would look like a specific thing but now it feels so clear like i know exactly what i'm supposed to do and you know and it feels like that awareness has shifted a lot in me you know like i know my my work is centered at beginner's mind i'm supposed to get people started you know like i know that my work is easy digestible ex like i want to just find someone who's never found spirituality before and kind of like welcome them in like i know that's my role and um and and i feel like that's what the angels the angels the topic of angels the interest in angels it's a safe space for many people you know like it is isn't it yeah and it feels like approachable and the idea that these beings love us so much because they do and and and we've all heard of them it's not out there it's not too far away like that awareness has only came to me this year like that feels so clear yeah it's interesting you say that because something something that really struck me it was a few years ago when i was um talking to different publishers about the book i was going to release and one of the publishers was hay house i was like why is this guy not with us like he's our people yeah no i i actually loved the meeting i had with them um but yeah we um i was i was reading about hay house and it really blew my mind that doreen virtue when i was reading the the kind of the you know the stuff about hey house and who they were and i mean of course i knew they were but i was looking at it a little deeper because of the book dorian virtue was the biggest selling author ever and and and why that blew my mind was i immediately just linked it to angels and i thought isn't that interesting because you know there's so much out there the hay house has so many authors and other publishing companies do too great stuff all over the place and it was just it struck me i thought how interesting that that's in a way the acceptable face of spirituality and a great spiritual entry point i mean it makes sense but i was just struck by it because it was that wasn't anything i'd considered before pretty incredible very incredible and to consider that louise hayes book you can heal your life sold over 100 million copies so just just to bring that into the picture it's kind of like well okay there was a lot of books and distribution there you know yeah and her book was really important for me i'll confess i never fully read all the chapters but i oh no i'm a bit like that with books it's weird i have i i'll have the books around me because i know that having the title and the book in my presence energetically is doing something like i've always been like that and it will it's weird it's almost like i'll have the book in my presence and something will integrate um but i used her energy dictionary a lot like from the age of like 22 to 27 anything that was going on what does this mean you know so i really i really credit her and that book with being a big part of my training around uh really beginning to understand define and tap into energy diagnosis because at that point i was still an apprentice really so yeah lisa's amazi she would love you i'd love to have met her she louise he was so cool like i was so lucky to get to hang out with her you know and to meet her several times and to be in her company she was yeah incredible but that's that was something that was really important to me that becoming a member of the hay house family and like falling into that lineage when i learned that louise hay started her work as like an aids counselor and to yeah this whole movement work right i was just like she's my women yeah and as soon it's like she has like the best gaydar in the planet because as soon as a man comes in she's just like like so awesome it's really cool so as soon as she saw me she just went straight for like kisses and like doing all this and you know it was very funny awesome but you know just to circle back to what you said about purpose one of the things that was coming through me a lot on stage in 2016 and 2017 when i would channel messages for audiences or online in in you know my portal community and stuff this repeated message you are needed and now is your time like i almost got bored of it and embarrassed of it because it was like oh god i can't say this again especially because i knew certain people were like showing up at multiple things um but there was this there was this i'd like i never felt such a kind of intensity around that message and then a message that i have personally experienced is true and i've seen come true for so many people i know they said that in the coming years you will and this was this started about 2017 i think i was doing an event for alternatives in london when this first came through and then it came through multiple times over the course of the next year to 18 months they said uh you think the planet feels unstable now in 2017 they were like give it give it a few years because it's going to get worse and they said but as things destabilize more of you are going to stabilize they said and it doesn't mean you won't have compassion or you know you won't have empathy for the suffering that you might see for certain people or the difficulties you might see for certain people they said it won't make you immune to that but they said for many of you you're going to live on purpose in a way you have never experienced before because this is the time you were built for and i have seen that from everybody you know from and it doesn't even relate to like the job you do in the world i've just seen that in people i know who's who's whose work is really raising their family but the level of certainty they've got who they are for their family who they are with their community something has kicked in for for a whole group of people that like you said it's like there is this certainty of purpose now and it's like oh there's a lot of work to be done quote unquote work because sometimes that looks like work and sometimes that's not work at all it's just the energy you're in or the random conversation you have with a stranger there's just a lot to be galvanized in this unstable time and it's very purposeful work and a lot of people have like activated yeah totally i think i think work is the key word you know like i think a lot of us would just love it to be all shiny happy all the time but it genuinely requires action you know it requires us to really show up and and then i i don't think i realized how much work was entailed doing this work until i it's become my work you know and i think from the outside in people can see because it is because for me having a spiritual life is also very lavishly i have a very nice life and i'm not shy about speaking about that and it looks really cool and we're traveling around the world and doing all these things but there's also like a there's a lot of graft that comes with that and you know there's a lot of commitment and all the stuff that comes up when you're doing this work is is a commitment in itself you know and yeah but i'm so so grateful to be doing it yeah it's it's interesting you know one of the things that i i was really struck by because i loved creating since being a little kid but whenever i'm talking to people and i used to do this a lot in personal sessions and now if it's a group i'm running or just a friend or someone i meet the thing that you have to get over if you want to make something happen is you have to be willing to do what i would call the grunt work which i actually love now um but i think often especially when you're a visionary or a spiritual visionary you know when everyone say whenever anybody tells me about this vision they've had i'm always kind of like okay cool and they're like in the euphoria of the vision and i'm like and if i see them three months later and they're still in the euphoria of the vision it's because the hardest part is bringing that vision down to earth running it through your body running it through your personality and all your rhythms and schisms trying to build something in the world and see whether it's flowing and see whether it's flowing for everybody and harmonizing it that's where the real work is the spiritual vision is like the little romance moment this is lovely and that seeds everything but like you i used to love that stuff and now that stuff's just a given and that's like the top of the drip feed and actually the kind of on the ground how do we apply this and what do we learn as we do it and what what healing comes up for me or for the person i'm doing it with or that that has become more fascinating the older i've got yeah i love that yeah so to be on earth though oh yeah i'm with you there you have a question for you then so i would say i'm happier than i've ever been this last few years on earth yeah there were great moments there were great times but just in in my in my feeling of being on earth even with all the tumult that's going on i would say i feel more landed on the planet than ever before is that true for you too definitely and i i think there's just there's a genuine love for the earth i think that has also become so clear like i love this planet and i want it to evolve and so i'm going to do everything i can you know in order to to support that but i i i genuinely feel that i know that sounds crazy but i know there's a lot of weird things been happening in the planet and i guess there's a little bit of privilege that comes into it you know i'm lucky to be where i am and doing what i do and living where i live and all these different things like that that's genuinely there but the world hasn't really shifted that much for me or changed that much for me other than i don't travel like i've always lived in this little bubble of you know my whole business has been online for years so i nothing sh really changed for me my whole team worked remotely i always lived alone i worked from home it just felt normal and it felt like is there a reason for that and i was like maybe maybe that's what it is like maybe this is stable so that i can be more stable for other people there's not been dramatic changes in my life and so it felt easier to hold space for others because i was already adapted to what was going on yeah totally that's just my one thing i don't think that's for the world but i think i genuinely have been a better source of service you know and like we were able to run free trainings over you know the lockdown period and with like 5 000 people there and just like the fact that this was already all set up zoom gave us an upgrade for free like there was all these things that fell you know perfectly aligned so i could be of better service so just things like that really do you miss the travel kyle like have you missed that no no no normally it's kind of a revelation isn't it i'm like oh i'm gonna try i missed one thing and it's i miss going to nobu it's my like my one favorite thing is my favorite restaurant the world is going to know so i get to go there like twice or three times a year and i haven't had that this year right yeah yeah no i don't miss the travel either i you know i miss i miss some of the i miss the people at our events because i always loved that those connections and especially like the meet and greets at the end where you really you never get much time if there's a lot of people but you just get a moment to meet people but i don't miss the disruption of the travel and i've heard that from other people too like people who don't even travel perhaps as much as we do um that they've that they've what they've found and discovered through being rooted and at the same time i feel a lot for people who have really struggled with that you know i've got friends and people that i know who like live alone and it's been a bit of a dark night of the soul for them and some of them are coming out of it now and it's making them feel differently about what they want next and to create their life differently like one of them i'm thinking of specifically it's it's jarred her into realizing she wants to commit for her it's important to find a relationship and she's been very on the fence about it for a long time and now she's coming out the gate going yeah i want something so it's so fascinating to see how personal and individual this transformation has been for for everybody in their different circumstances and then of course the global healing that's occurring in so many areas i mean it's mind-blowing really i am sometimes i feel really blessed to also know so many people do this work and i also feel glad that i've been doing it a little bit longer than other people like online and so like you know i consulted a lot of like long time friends and author buddies who where's used to traveling you know 300 days of the year and us speaking to their teams and helping them get set up online so they could keep doing their work you know and because i think it's important like i think the world needs needs us all and and you know and i think that we just have to be willing to show up and do things differently and yeah but travel's great the world is a beautiful thing but there's no place like home it's true it's true so kyle i could talk to you for hours clearly but we are probably gonna have to draw it to a close so let me ask you a kind of a final question um pithy question but i have a feeling you'll have a profound answer no pressure um what are you excited about in in the coming in the coming years and let's let's frame it two ways what are you excited about globally for the world in the coming years like what do you feel coming in for the world that feels good to you and what are you excited about for yourself and what you're doing in the world in the coming years okay uh globally i'm i'm excited about the rise of the divine feminine it's going to be so cool to live in an age where we see female world leaders like that's coming in so i can i can feel that and um and i also you know i'm so grateful to be alive when there's a rise in social justice like i'm just wanna acknowledge that so i think it's going to be so cool to actually live in a world where equal opportunity is becoming possible like that's my my excitement for the world so that and um the other thing for me personally i think it's just about um arriving more and becoming more comfortable being me and uh i just bought a house in nature so i'm moving at the end of the year to like this nice house and uh my dream home i guess beautiful are you still in scotland yes scotland just just 20 minutes out of the city nice and um you know like rolling fields and deer and foxes yeah so i'm looking forward to just being able to set up a space to call home and um and enjoy that like that i'm honestly just open to anything else that happens but i've not really made any more plans other than that just to revive more and to yeah to be home in myself wherever i am beautiful beautiful thank you thank you thank you for being here with us thank you for being you and doing what you do and just sharing a little bit with us about what you're doing why you're doing it and i have no doubt inspiring some other people who will have had some light bulb moments to do what they're doing in the world because of your journey so thank you thank you for doing what you're doing it's a pleasure i hope we can meet up for another something we will we will we'll we will be in the uk very soon so we definitely we definitely will that'd be great thank you so much carl big love thank you [Music] you have been listening to impact the world for more of my work please visit lee harrisenergy.com in 2018 i launched a course called empaths versus narcissists a power dynamic and how to recover from it it's a video course and it's designed to support you to recover from any kind of relationship where you have given your power away it's interesting because narcissism has been this big topic and i think it's very easy for any of us to just point the finger and label people and it's also very complicated you know at any particular moment we can all have narcissistic tendencies or behave empathically why i created this course is time and time again i was meeting and working with so many people who had got themselves quite entangled into this unhealthy dynamic and had come out of it didn't know how to recover from it didn't quite know what had happened 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know it's not the most fun thing to to look at or to visit in yourself but the results can be profound when you figure out how you got yourself into giving your power away in the first place how to recover from the fact that you did it and then how to avoid doing it again in the future so i hope you'll join us for empaths versus narcissists 2020 you can visit empaths versus narcissists.com to find out more details about the full [Music] course you

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