"I Played A Game With A God And I Regret Everything" Creepypasta

hello there I hope that finding this would be helpful in some way I am reading this to share my story of the lost soul trapped in an endless nightmare that only gets more dreadful as time passes and I hope that no one else will share the same experience it's been so long since this has happened so pardon me for the lack of details anyway this is a story to tell you of my fateful encounter with an unknown being now it's not a poltergeist or some Specter but I suppose the closest description would be a god unfortunately I was unable to understand his name so I want to refer to him as u B or unknown being from here on I met him during a time where and I decided to take my own life and although most of the events happened too long ago this part was etched in my mind too deeply to be forgotten I looked at my phone for one last time August 7th 2016 for 18 a.m. I took a deep breath inside as I prepared myself to cross to the other side of consciousness assuming death itself is the transition between two states of consciousness I had the noose wrapped tightly around my neck and was ready to give the stool or kick when suddenly I noticed a pristine white envelope lying on the table I was aware that if I just got over with my plan it wouldn't bother in the long run but something inside of me as if my soul was screaming compelled me to open the envelope so I took off Newson checked all over the envelope it was pure white with nothing written on it and I broke the seal to take out a folded note which said would you like to start a new journey with slight changes before I had any time to process what was happening or who sent me this letter even why I was receiving this letter lies were seared with a sudden white light upon regaining my vision I was in an unknown space where white stretched as far as the eye can see though the place was unknown and lonely I felt comfortable and at peace with the silence as if someone was reading my mind and wished to break my tranquility of our Chan tapped on my shoulder as I looked back I was greeted by a middle-aged man in a tuxedo smiling at me as soon as her eyes met he immediately asked do you know the reason why you're here boy well no sir I tried saying some more but there are no words to speak to this he gave me a smug laugh and replied all right let me introduce myself I am God and you are here because I specifically chose you to go over your life once more well you will retain your memories and knowledge from your past life although you have to remember that there are some things in life you can't really change even with their retained memories now you shall go and complete your life as you please you bees voice reverberating throughout my head as my vision blurred and eventually faded as I was transported back to earth as I grew up I was able to become the person I always wanted to be life had never been better and I was always looking forward to the next day unfolding it the way I wanted it find the understood one a walk in the park man oh and UB was also there for me he didn't help me directly but he was kind of a good friend that I could always talk to since he was kind of like a god I was able to converse with him telepathically so it didn't really look strange when I spoke to him in public by the end of high school I was pretty much friends with most people and I was quite skilled at writing just the way I wanted to grow up for college I decided to take computer science just late during my past life I wanted to prove to myself that I'd be able to get through it without failing this time around I guess having some base knowledge about what I'll be facing is kind of cheating but hey life isn't fair so why should I play by the rules toward the final weeks of my second year in college my friend brought me to a party I wasn't attire person to go to these kinds of events but he was a friend I found difficulty declining their reset in a table at the corner of the room I was pretty bored and I was just reading a book on my phone I wasn't sure what my friend was doing but he eventually called out to someone behind me she came over and my friend introduced me to her her bright eyes looked at mine intently as my friend beckoned her her name was Christine and she studied at a university one ton away from mine initially I was pretty nervous as I wasn't comfortable speaking of strangers especially we had nothing in common but she made me feel comfortable as we spoke and her charming looks just captivated me she had long brown hair tied in the back in a ponytail dripping down in her back she had dark black eyes which had a gaze it took you to another world it was irresistible and the way her soft pink lips moved as she spoke call me further my infatuation it was starting to get laid so I decided to walk Christine all the way back to her home thankfully we did get there safely and I immediately went home I'll get Ian excited when I got home I immediately texted her asking how she was and we just continued on and on just as the start of a new day brings and the darkness our conversation was brought to an end by the dawn of a budding sweet relationship after two years I had successfully graduated and earned my degree and I had UV to thank Christina and I kept in touch him although we walked down different paths after college we always spend time chatting with each other on the internet when time permitted us eventually we got to know each other's families and sometimes I'd ever stayed over at my family's house for dinner although it was more often that I was the one coming over to her place and she was an only child and her parents wanted to spend time with her on Saturday nights he also took jobs in the same city so all the work life was more difficult and complicated in college life we at least got to meet one another after the day's end and Christine's 26th birthday I had decided to leave work early and surprise her with a fairly expensive dinner I was a bit short on cash that night so I to withdraw some money from the nearby ATM around 4:10 p.m. I went to a cafe that was located conveniently across Christine's workplace that way I could kill some time by browsing the internet and be able to notice when she exited her building I waited her on two hours before she got out I quickly packed on my laptop and rushed to greet her just as she smiled when she saw me two men wearing tuxedos from both sides ran towards me and started firing shots I dropped to the ground unable to support my body with a sharp pain resonating all over I worried that they might hurt Christine as well but they just ran away whoever they were I was a bit relieved that I was their only target after a brief moment my breathing became heavier and eventually lost consciousness when I woke up UV was staring at me with the same smug smile he had before I had a hunch that he was somehow involved considering the men down the same suit that he had without thinking about anything else I immediately asked those men very connected to them somehow aren't you I'd be lying if I said no so yes I did send them but why what for I thought you were on my side I was just having the time of my life okay boy look I'm on no one side I'm not your friend or your ally or anything you're even lucky I gave you a chance to review your entire life with perks to top it off so what now are you going to finally feel my soul somewhere and lock me up for eternity no actually you get a third life and a fourth and a fifth and so on with the accumulated knowledge you should eventually get the hang of it right well off you go before I could even protest your comment there I was crying as an infant in beginning my third incarnation just as my second life I went through school and college with minimal difficulty and this incarnation I also met Christine it seemed as though my memory retainment was exclusive to me so I had to rebuild our relationship and her player conversations I'd hate to admit it but this time around it stung me inside of it the memories you share the laughs the tears everything was gone nonetheless I made am I go on the slab to keep her safe so we could live a normal life together to cut the long story short we were pretty much in the clear now or so I thought until the night that I died the last lifetime reoccurred this time it was slightly different though I waited in the cafe browsing the internet and when Christine was outside the building I rushed to her but I looked both left and right thankfully there were no suspicious people around we got to the car and we were heading towards the restaurant to celebrate her birthday just as I reached the last turn before the street of the restaurant a large truck speeded head-on directly towards us during the impact I lost consciousness for a short while but eventually sprang back to check a Christine blood smeared throughout her forehead from where she was hit she was unconscious and I immediately called for an ambulance by the time you reach the hospital she was pronounced dead the emptyness haunted me I stared at her cold corpse recalling the events that led to this tragedy regretting angers smother all other thoughts if only I had capitalized on the small window to turn and weaken the impact if only I'd chosen to do things differently when I got home it was around 10:00 p.m. the dead we used to share felt too big to me our apartment wasn't really the largest and we used to think it was pretty small but having other space to myself made me feel like I owned an endless field nothing but the Halloween when to accompany me around midnight I got up and went to the nearest train station I was just too tired to do anything else as the train approached at a swift speed I jumped to meet the train leading to a painless death at this point I'm not even surprised anymore ub was a trader and I despised him so much for that I despise myself even more for believing that his little game would eventually grant me joy you ve had that same smug smile when I first met him I let him do all I was talking about accumulating knowledge and getting through life he didn't seem to care about how I felt so you didn't say much after that and simply repeat in my life for the fourth time this time I died again during Christine's birthday some undetected disease apparently working its way over the years that I wasn't able to attend to at this point I was just confused and tired so I enquired about why it always had to end this way Ubese response filled me with the newfound fury it was the ire that lasted forever until I got what I wanted the very reason why the fifth life onwards I began doing everything in my power to escape this nonsense alright boy do you really want to know why you keep dying do you remember this you reveals the world but I was supposed to use to end my life the first time I replied nothing so eventually he continued yeah you can look at this robos a reflection of yourself and the many threads that make it the lives you live as you can see all the threads run through the rope independently but they all have the same end these threads may be unique to one another such as there are no two threads that are exactly alike but together they start together they end as well no matter how much knowledge you attain and how differently you live one life to another you always meet the same end you were designed to be a tragedy in you will stay that way no matter what that is the simple way that I've designed you and you will continue to do this until you have died in every possible way so boy off you go once more lifetime after lifetime death after death rebirth after rebirth I've always been trying to save Christine and myself at this point I probably died at least 200 times and and I'm pretty damn tired I've tried to circumvent you beasts design by dying in earlier day before but it doesn't work I've also tried poisoning both Kristy and I with their consent but I'm afraid of this to no avail however I will continue to attempt to escape in his bedroom so long as Christine and I cross paths with that I part here now with a simple message please remember that all those second chances are a sign of mercy and grace it is always best to think twice whether it really is better the second time around [Music] you

Channel: Mr. Creeps

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Id: AnrVMr6QMY0

Length: 13min 35sec (815 seconds)

Published: Thu Aug 10 2017