Healing School with Bryan and Sue Nutman - August 9, 2018

[Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] today that's great to have you in the house and it's good to have Jesus in the house not only here but inside of you he is alive and well by his spirit and we are so grateful that he is the same yesterday today and forever that's why we know healing is here because Jesus is the healer he describes himself in Scripture as the great physician so those of you joining us on the internet we want to say welcome to you if you know somebody who is walking through a healing journey and they're not watching with you man go get them if you can and have them join you right now we're gonna archive the live stream so it will be available later but there's nothing like fresh manna right hot out of the oven and that's what's gonna happen today Brian and soon that men are in the house and they're gonna be delivering the Word of God and ministering in the Holy Ghost and I know it's gonna be powerful so go get somebody and have them join you those of you in the auditorium welcome we're glad you're here today and how many of you have come in early for healing is here anybody well healing good welcome healing is here is happening next week that is one of our largest conferences on this campus and we are so excited about all that God is going to be doing Randy Clark is gonna be with us and Audrey Mac and they're gonna tell you a little bit more about this but we've got a lineup that is absolutely stellar for next week and I'm telling you you do not want to miss it we've got workshops in the afternoon and training sessions in the morning and we don't want to just be teaching the Word of God we want to teach it and then activate demonstrate as the Apostle Paul said I don't want to come to you just with man's words my paraphrase but come empower and demonstration of the Holy Ghost amen so those of you here in the auditorium stand and greet someone you didn't come with welcome somebody that you didn't drive up here with or however you arrived and we are just grateful that you are here thank you prayer ministers thank you worship team what a great summer it's been already and we've got much to celebrate Thank You AVL team and those of you who are helping us in the back as well we are so grateful for all that God is doing hallelujah well as always we're gonna jump into some worship and exalt the name that's already above every name but we're gonna exalt them in our hearts and in our lives today as we put our focus on Jesus [Music] you unravel me with a melody and you surround me with a song hell deliverance from my enemies boat ill haul my fears they are gone you unravel me come on where the melody you hoe you surround me where the sound of the liver rents hope deliverance from my enemies hold till all my fears are gone I'm no longer slave I'm no longer no no no hi [Music] Oh God yes ahead how [Music] I am a child I am your child Jesus I belong yes I do [Music] mother [Music] Oh yes [Music] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] I'm no longer he'll know I'm saying hi I'm a child god I am your child low [Music] no no no no a child look out I am child I am child I belong to you Jesus Jesus you came to this earth than you paid for me you paid it all yes you did sing hallelujah glory glory hallelujah here to his name no name above you Jesus you are my father you're my god yes you are so I praise you know yes I praise you know I praise you every day with every moment all my life yes I do yes I do Lord yes i love you lord i love you because you first loved me first loving me father father father father jesus father god you are my god we're so grateful we don't have to be slaves anymore even slaves to the law but we've been liberated and set free to be living in this lifestyle now of grace and truth amazing love Wow thank you Jesus we just lift up our hands and just say thank you to the Lord there's something about just lifting up the sacrifice of praise as we lift our voices and our hearts but we also lift our hands and bless the Lord [Music] can we give you all thanks today you are worthy of all of our praise thank you Lord that your perfect love has cast out all fear there were no longer slaves we're no longer slaves is sickness and disease to poverty into debt to destruction to addiction but whom the Sun sets free is free indeed thank you Lord God [Music] he's the first of the last demolished help today [Music] you to be on somebody better help me in this house to bake [Music] to come on Yvonne would you lift that off right now [Music] [Music] the one who's worth you [Music] come on we better lift it up clarity [Music] [Music] while we give you all the glory [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] Oh [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] No [Music] we were [Music] you [Music] were they to be praised you are yes you are Jesus worthy to be praised you Bible says it by his stripes we were healed we are healed we were healed Thank You Lord God and whatever it is that's been trying to come on your body I want you I want you just to take a minute right now and just visualize with me that that symptom that's trying to attach itself to your body which is the body of Christ by the way which is the temple of the Holy Ghost by the way Jesus took stripes for that situation on your behalf he took a stripe for that cancer he took a stripe for that diabetes he took a stripe for that sickness that disease whatever medical science has named it to be and he's the Alpha and the Omega the beginning in the end the first and the last and he said it's finished it's finished the victory has already been won it's obtained for you and Lord we say yes to every promise yes teh man yes to you yes to your kingdom yes to breakthrough today yes to not being contained yes to limitless thank you Jesus [Music] see [Music] shall be forever [Music] [Laughter] [Music] [Music] [Music] you the God [Music] shall be [Music] [Music] [Music] this has and Miss Jesus [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] say Amen to every promise a meant it to your word Lord we believe your word and faith comes by hearing we say Amen to you we say yes to what you're saying we say as to what you're doing we see is good even in the midst of the storm even in the midst of the battle god we declare we've made a choice so we're gonna hear your voice that's what we've chosen we've made a choice we're listening to you Jesus we're listening to you you said he who has in the ear let him hear God we're listening to you listen we're listen we're listening [Music] thank you Lord for good news thank you for the gospel thank you for the good report [Music] [Music] it is [Music] who is me [Music] here for me to my [Music] even women [Music] it is [Music] No [Music] [Music] [Music] you know his name we still know use me [Music] [Applause] my [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] soon know his name [Music] the ways and way and still know his name the waves and we still know his name [Music] come on let's lift up our hands again to the Lord just thank you whoo what a powerful name with a powerful God the Almighty the one who's mighty in the midst of you right now whoo thank you Lord God thank you lord and every storm god your name is exalted and magnified and Lori thank you for the laws of your kingdom that we have authority because of you Jesus you've given it to us in your name that we can speak to mountains we can speak to storms we can speak to sickness and disease and bondage of every kind and cast it into the sea thank you lord thank you Lord God it was for freedom that we've been set free and Lord we give you thanks and praise well hug somebody before you're seated today we're gonna break away to a video here in just a minute but give somebody a hug those we hear in the auditorium and if there's somebody there with you online come on give somebody a hug tell me of God's for you nobody could be against you nothing can be against you we believe that around here amen God is so good thank you Father [Music] I couldn't walk without a limp I couldn't hop like this and now I could even run the power of God is way more powerful to the little little ALS and that's the healing that I received you need to stir yourself up Jesus has already healed us join Andrew woman Audrey Mac Barry Bennett brandy Clark Daniel Amstutz and Carly tardes and healing is here 2018 August 14 through 17 find out how to walk in God's promises of health and wholeness both physically and emotionally to learn more call seven one nine six three five eleven eleven or visit our website you don't want to miss any of the exciting things that are coming soon to Andrew Wommack ministries find out how to walk in God's promises for health and wholeness at our annual free healing his hear conference August 14th through the 17th learn about the opportunity to attend Karis Bible College in your local area from Andrew himself at Karis Day on August 18th it's almost that time fall is on its way and a brand new school year at Karis is coming with classes starting September 4th and mark your calendars for Karis alumni day September 29th in Woodland Park and reignite your call with those who started this journey with you for more information or to sign up for any of these events click on the links below well hello good afternoon everybody hello [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] today so please do call them because they would love love to pray for you amen so we would like to invite you to some events that we've got coming up and one of the ways the one that I am most excited about and it's my favorite is healing is here and it is next week whoa yes it's from Tuesday to Friday next week and you can go online and register for that so please do and then we head Andrew off to Chicago August the 23rd to the 25th and then it doesn't stop there at beginning of August we have our ministers conference and so that's for anybody who is in full-time or part-time ministry and that's October the 1st to the 5th and then Andrew heads across to the UK and does the same ministers conference there and then later on in October he goes to Africa so if you're in Uganda or Kenya please check out Andrews website at age where um I don't net for the locations and the dates and times that he'll be there so we love to bring you testimonies because it really encourages us doesn't it and it shows us that God's Word is for us as well as those people that have already received and so I'm going to read you a scripture Mnet's Hebrews 4:12 and it says for the word of God is living and powerful it's sharper than any two-edged sword piercing even the division of soul and spirit and of joints and marrow and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart and so I'm just going to concentrate on those first few words where it says the Word of God is living and powerful and so if something's living it's alive isn't it and the dictionary says that when something has life it distinguishes it from that which is dead characterized chiefly by metabolism growth and the ability to reproduce and respond so I was that word metabolism just kind of limped off the page at me and I was like yeah what is metabolism and so the dictionary says that is the way that chemical processes in your body work in an efficient way for example to make new cells and to give you energy as I thank you God that the word his word is like metabolism it's the ability to produce whatever our bodies need to work efficiently and his word it's powerful and the dictionary says that when something is powerful it has great force or effect and is able to control or influence as so thank you God that your word is powerful it has great force and the ability to control and influence any situation amen now I'm going to in illustrate exactly how the word is powerful at controlling or influencing something so I need an assistant so James would you come and join me please would you stand here for me now give James a round of applause please James is our intern for this year with his beautiful wife Annette and so they're a blessing to us now James excuse us just one moment come here what I told you earlier yes that for this illustration to work you need to let me win don't go all macho on me because you're gonna be beaten by girl okay just play along right now we have that straight now because I have the mic I am gonna choose who does what okay so I am gonna be the powerful word of God okay or shall I say my arm is gonna represent the powerful Word of God now James I kind of picked the wrong person here because you've got such a wonderful face you're always smiling and joyful but in this example I need you to be nasty I need you to be horrible because you're representing disease so yeah I'm afraid so well we've just been told in Hebrews that the Word of God has power but when the devil tries to put sickness or disease on us we need to use the word because it has muscle power amen so when the devil comes at us and wants to do away with us okay we have to go no devil no devil James don't no devil it's really testing me now and the devil will try to test you but you need to give the Word of God amen as say know by your stripes Jesus I was healed you are defeated and then when the devil tries to come back at you with symptoms ah ah no no no devil by the Word of God you came and healed me amen thank you James so the Word of God it really wants to flex its muscles so please use the word of God because that is your defense you have the victory you have the tools so please use it so when we speak or hear the word is always alive doesn't matter when you hear it amen and that's why we record these messages and put it on our archives so that it is always available to you and I'm gonna read a testimony now from Charmaine she wrote in to us and she was watching healing school on our archives and I'll just read you what she says thank you for the healing school last week and for the word by mr. Joseph sue pairs because of a different time zone I would usually watch healing school the following day so last Friday I was doing the same as I sat down on the bed with my boy on my lap at the end of the message as Joseph sue PES already had people standing below the stage for ministry he prayed in the spirit and said he saw in the spirit somebody's sitting holding a child on their lap watching healing school before I knew it he continued to to describe what the healing would entail and at this point I started to cry I knew instantly he was talking to me he said God was healing both the molecular structure inside the seeing the breathing and the function of my child's brain and the throat he said that the mind would function perfectly and it would not turn out as has previously been spoken over my child he added that there was a blessing on this child and I called out to my husband who happens to be at home which was unusual that wasn't normally the case but we listened together of the word and we both cried it was another strong confirmation that the Lord had been assuring us and so my husband and I received that word so thank you for doing what you do at healing school to bring across what sometimes is a very much needed word thank you for ministering the word to us especially last week bringing a fresh breath of air to what could have been a very pressing week so amen thank you so much that when you yes let's give God a praise because his word is alive and you can receive it at any time and if you've received testimony then please do write in and tell us we've got an email address which is healing school at a WM I dotnet and so my giveaways this week was really inspired by that and I've got five CDs here and they're all of July's teaching of healing school and so James if you could raise your hand now we want to give this to somebody who would love to put this in the mail to somebody that they know because we want you to encourage somebody else amen so James if you could give these out to five people I would really appreciate that and I don't know if you've ever heard of Ashley and Carly Tara Dez but their healing journey started off by somebody giving them a tape of Andrews teaching and it was a teaching that Andrew had delivered years previous to that but once it was in their hands the Word of God came alive in their hearts and they received that testimony for their daughter Hannah and so if you go to Andrews website at a WMI dotnet on the front homepage and if you scroll halfway down there's an area called ministry focus and if you click on the Healing Center that will show you lots and lots of different testimonies so please encourage your friends and family to visit that as well now I we also I have to introduce our guest speakers they would be introduced a bit later on too but Brian and Sue not men are very good friends of mine and they're going to be teaching today and they've got a prophetic ministry called roots and wings ministry so I have got some top tips for prophetic ministry in its little card so if anybody would like this please raise your hand James if you could give that to me give that it's out sorry and please check out they've got a store at the back there so please check out their product that they've got available so I'm now gonna welcome my sister Tracy and she is gonna give you an opportunity to be a blessing good afternoon were you not blessed by that I loved that illustration that Julia gave about how strong the Word of God is because a lot of times what we think we think that you know what that sickness that disease that pain all of that is more powerful than the Word of God but how many know that the devil is a liar he is a liar he is the father of lies all he can do is tell you a lie anything that he says that you are then you need to say the opposite because that's not you right he doesn't know how to tell the truth he just knows how to tell a lie well I am so happy to give you this opportunity to give in our offering today a healing school family we know that you join us each week and you are always excited to give right but you know you don't sound it you're always excited to give right do you know what all giving is it's another form of worship just like you were up here and you know you saw Dan you in the band and everything playing and worshiping and you were like hallelujah praise the Lord when I say that it's time to give it should be like this it should be the same enthusiasm that's all I'm saying that's all I'm saying if my ashes would please come forward at this time they're going to give you some offering envelopes and filling those out you can make if you're writing a check you can make it out to CBC or Karis Bible College if you're giving by credit card you can there's a place there for you to write in your information please write clearly and not in tongues we do appreciate you that like that right we do appreciate that and also when you put in your information seal the envelope that has your credit card information on their online family we do not want to leave you out of this process at all you have an opportunity to give with us today so if you go to carries Bible college without o-r-g once you click the scroll down the bottom you will see a blue button that says donate you click on the donate button that will indent then take you to our give page carries Bible College and there's a section there that says donate to Karis Bible College you click that it takes you to the awm store scroll to the left and you click on student mission fun once you click on student mission fun you have the opportunity there to give $25 $50 $100 and you know what you can write in as large amount as you want make sure you have it of course and we will accept it because we can spend a million easily that is M I ll I Oh N thank you but we also want you to prayerfully consider partnering with us are you being blessed when you tune in each week are you being blessed when you come here each week we once want you to know this is good ground here and you can sow into this ground so prayerfully consider being partners with us here at healing school in Luke 6:38 and the new American trance new American Standard Bible it says give and it will be given unto you they will pour into your lap a good measure pressed down shaken together and running over for by your standard of measure it will be measured to you in return now we know that we don't give to get but we have a promise from God and in there it says that God will give us a blessing and in our giving and you know you could return on anything that you're so if you saw a bad attitude you won't get a bad attitude back but if you so love you get love in return so we are blessed to be a blessing and I just encourage you today that today and your giving you are sowing and you are sowing into good ground we know and I know that some of you may know but maybe our first-time guests don't know every time you give in healing school the funds from that go to our mission fund in the mission fund we have second-year students that Andrew and Jamie has made a mandatory requirement that they would go on a mission trip so perhaps you can't go to Uganda you can't go to leaves you can't go to Nicaragua you can't go to those countries but you can partner with us here at healing school by giving in today's offering and it is just as if you yourself are going every blessing every child healed every person one to salvation every baptism in the Holy Spirit you are doing that when you partner with us today let us receive the offering father God we just thank you we thank you for who you are and we thank you that you are Alpha and Omega you are the beginning and the end we thank you that this see that we have in our hand O God that we don't give it grudgingly but we give it with a good heart God cheerful giving is what you've said in your word we know that promises are to be given unto us but that is not why we can we give to be a blessing just as you gave your son the best gift that you could have given we use that as an example and we do the same we thank you that in giving today we will receive a hundred term a hundredfold return in Jesus name nothing lacking nothing missing in our finances amen at this time I'll call Daniel Anstis to the stage to introduce our speakers for today thank you very much Tracy such a blessing she's been my administrative assistant now for several years and just such an incredible blessing to all of us well what do you think I got my summer gear on today pretty casual here but how many we are so grateful that we get to have the healings over the summer right I mean Thank You Andrea and Jamie for for allowing us to be able to do this all summer long and thank you to all of you who are partnering with us and you know it's been a special summer and it continues to roll on as a special summer today Brian and soon Edmond as we said are in the house next week we are going to be all week in healing is here and we will still have the healing school so for those of you who cannot come to healing is here for whatever reason we will be here for the healing school next week and our speakers for the healing school next week are going to be all of our guest teachers and evening speakers so we're gonna do a panel and we're gonna be answering questions which is always one of my favorite things to do is just to hear from these different speakers and it'll it'll be a great time and then also next week we've got workshops in the afternoons of each day and Brian and soon that man who you're gonna hear from here in a minute have a workshop that they're gonna be doing that's gonna be really powerful on healing and how it pertains to spirit soul and body amen and it's gonna be great I know these guys and love them and that's why I'm having him here today but next week is gonna be really powerful so if you can come and be a part of any of the healing Securi event I just got a stat yesterday on how many people are registered and I'm just gonna say it's a lot okay so we actually have more people registered than we have room in our building currently but each year we always have people who don't they register but they don't end up coming for some reason so I know the Lord's gonna work it out right but the following week after healing is here we're gonna have Carrie Pinkett speaking to us and then the following week after that Joseph's II is gonna be back in the house on the 30th and then guess what the following week we are no longer ever going to be in this auditorium guess where we're gonna be over in phase two so we have a three thousand plus seat auditorium so y'all better get busy and started inviting some friends to healing school because you know what we are so grateful that we get to share this good news that God wants you well sickness and disease is really overrated amen Jesus didn't come to help us manage our sickness and our disease by being on prescription drugs for the rest of our lives he came to carry it away and so I'm so excited today because these two who are about to share and I love when when couples can share together and Brian and Sue do such a great job at this but Brian is the director of our partner relations department which is huge and just such an outstanding job and I see some of the partner relations staff here today would you guys stand that are all working in partner relations yeah can we just say thank you to all of those who are with us today in our partner relation department what a blessing and then of course soon that men as well as many other areas she is great Greg Moore who is the director of Karis Bible College Colorado she is his organization side okay so she is his executive administrative assistant and I'm telling you what a blessing she is not only the Greg but to all of us who are managers and all of us who are staff at Karis Bible College so I want to say something just real quickly Brian and Sue were some of the very first people that helped us establish the healing school they were students at the time and they just had such a hunger to get involved like these to have this year that I'm so excited about you being our interns this year by the way you guys are just it's gonna be an awesome year but Brian and Sue got involved and eventually became our interns but we took the healing school on the road and it was we had so much happening here and so many people asking us could you please come and bring the message to where we are and one of my fondest memories it's when we loaded up this van we I mean we weren't staffed for this we weren't resourced for it we didn't even know how to do what we were doing we just said we're willing we're available and let's just do it you know so we loaded up this this van this big van with all of our team and with the sound system and and our musical instruments we just took it all on the road with us and I remember when when the driver pulled out were you driving at the time Brian yes you were Brian was dating this man at the time and when we pulled out of the Elkton parking lot and Colorado Springs with this van it was so low to the ground that has scraped the pavement as we drove out of the parking lot we didn't know until we got back but we found out later that what we did was totally illegal so you know God just blesses where we are with what we have we started it and now I'm telling you what what a blessing this healing school is literally being live-streamed around the world you're a part of it we've been training thousands of students how to minister to the sick and now in 70 caris Bible College locations this good news of God wants you well is getting out so again can we just give the Lord a praise and thank you for this Sh and as we do let's give a great big healing School welcome today to Brian and soon that man of roots and wings ministry what a blessing to have you guys here flashback of memories that was such a cool time and we then drove 17 hours like that Kansas actually and we were got there and it was amazing wasn't it but it was all as Daniel said God was just in the middle of that and it was such good fun than we did three other one up to Minneapolis and then one across to San Jose then they turn around and when we got to rein you in a bit guys it was awesome and thank you Daniel for inviting us again and can I just say that you know I love Daniel and Tracy and I think even Joseph's II said last week he is such a father of the faith you know and that's what I really love about Daniel but it's not just a father in the faith he's a spiritual father to many and so that's what I appreciate about Daniel is that not only does a habit pastor's heart he has a Father's heart and that's not given to everybody so that what that's what I truly love and appreciate about Daniel so thank you because you've spoken into our lines continuously and that we truly truly appreciate so are we good we are good I think what we're gonna do today is is that Sue's got something to share and I've got something to share and we're gonna try and sort of isolate sort of mesh it up a bit I suppose you know the Holy Spirit is a ways about mission cleans up and especially messing with our minds because sometimes our minds need to be missed do we agree I think even again Joseph's see last week great message about the traditions of man the Holy Spirit is about the heart yeah and also not men well what can I say messing with traditions because he is a God of the supernatural the natural but anyway as we start on today's Sue's gonna share her heart about the realms we again we just want to speak from our hearts from experience of what we've walked through what we go through what we've been through even in the last few months honestly we we've had a few batteries the last few months come against our family and it's been it's been interesting you know it's been one of those things that you have to walk through but it's how you want it really really is and and the more that you get to experience God's faithfulness in these times it just transforms the way that you see but how much get to know him and that's immediate is more than anything else is how do I know him more in these times of adversity so next week as as daniel said we're doing a workshop which we got the privilege to do an event and I've told it a funny name I've called it trichotomy healing because actually when you study the word trichotomy out it means and so how many of you know that when we walk through areas of adversity including sickness our souls can really you know we we go into this freefall moment and and everything everything that we've heard everything that we've learned all the scriptures seem to just go and you're left there and you're thinking what do I do now and so the soulish realms are really one of those things God gave us our soul for a reason our will in our emotions because that's something he gave us with spirit soul and body like he is a triune being and so we're really concentrating on how do we get into that place where our souls can prosper whether we are walking through the healing or whether we haven't seen the manifestation yeah but how do we actually get into that place of peace and rest knowing that it's already been done so that's what we're gonna be teaching on so I'm not gonna go into too much more because you're gonna have to come yes I was just going to mention we've got a little product table at the back and what it actually is we're working on a couple of books at the moment but my husband is an amazing prophetic artist and one of the things he loves to do also is to go and spend time with God with the camera and take some pictures so we've got some of those on the back and the card that jr. handed out in point of fact that's a little free gift for you so please just go back and pick up your free card just so it just will give you some tips on you know operating in the prophetic which basically is just here from God amen it's that simple so and I just want either forgive Brian the honor because our Eagle picture which is sort of the start of roots and wings was Brian actually dislocated his no I told my tendon from my bicep yes as we were going from second year into third year there was an incident he ended that with this lump on the top of his shoulder which was his bicep muscle that should have been down here and anyway you know we went through that process and yeah during the healing time the Lord told him to start painting again and he hadn't painted for about 15 years and it was interesting to watch he had his hand in the sling and was painting and he came out with this amazing picture I think it's amazing because I think my husband's amazing of this eagle and the Lord downloaded then your ministries to be called roots and wings but this is the thing that sometimes is God's timing isn't it we were going into second year we're really excited right we're gonna launch our ministry in third year because you have to do a ministry plan and that's it and God said no you wait we were like okay so you join a team and join somebody else and that was what we did during our third year and it was like timings not right timings not right well three years later in 2016 he then turned around and said to us now you launch the ministry and I'll open the doors so that's just a little lesson on allowing God to do his timing as opposed to us and if you like me and you like to organize and plan that's one of the hardest things you have to learn so it's very true well I'm gonna step down for a few minutes cuz it's for a few we're gonna bring you back because your accent is probably more awesome than mine so whatever but anyway thank you very much again Daniel for allowing us to share and as I said we are gonna share from our hearts we are gonna share from the experience we are going to share a time of what it is to walk through with what Sue's going to share but also what's on my heart today and that's about prayer it truly is one of the most vital weapons we have in our tool belt and who wants to pray to thrive not just pray to survive because I want to pray to thrive and that's what I hope to share on a little bit later yeah is how do we get into that place of Prayer and why do we get to pray and so it hopefully again it's just experiences that I've had to walk through of just what it is to get into that place of prayer and seeing the manifestation or what happens when we don't see it immediately how do we carry on praying so I hope you enjoy what we have to share and we'll be having some time of ministry for those of you who know we teach a couple of courses here at Karis and we love the prefer a practical sight so we will be doing ministry together okay as part of the as part of the deal if you come here to listen to us so I just want to thank our AV team guys these guys are absolutely amazing they're going to be running a little PowerPoint for me today because I'm a visual learner so I like to see things so if anybody's on that same page as me so thank you guys we can probably bring up the first slide but I just want to say these guys are amazing I know because obviously I work here at the moment they're currently trying to set up the new phase to their China every time I walk past they're moving some stuff out of one office trying to set it up in another office doing healing school concentrating on a huge our biggest conference next week and still with smiles on their faces so I'd like to say if anybody would like to bless our ABT with cake they are always open to cake are you open to cake guys so guys and girls are amazing okay so and I have actually got lenses to put on which I don't feel condemned about because Daniel wears glasses my boss wears glasses so we're cool all right we're all good so I'm just gonna run through this because this is something that sometimes we can put on different lenses in different situations so I've just broken this down for you so lens number one it's not for me I'm not worthy to receive my healing my past is too bad how many times do i minister to people and they're like well you don't know what I've been through you don't you don't know what happened to me or you don't know what I did okay oh my problem is too small or too big for God so next side as we all know it's for everyone we know that Jesus took everything for us on the cross over 2000 years ago Jesus took all your sins nothing in your past bothers him he took our sins past present and future you're the one that has the issue in forgiving or forgetting and that includes yourself and come to the workshop next week and we'll do it we will deal with that okay nothing is too big or small for God to heal now if we look at John 5 I'm probably gonna look at my electronic Bible here which is just as anointed as the other one okay let's go John 5 let's go to verse 6 so when Jesus saw him laying there and learned of his condition and for the length of time he asked him do you want to get well now whenever I read is on as I say I'm a vision learner so I immediately put myself into that situation you know I'm visualizing the place the pool the arches all these people laying round there and I was I was thinking well if I was the guy I would be like duh do you think I want to get well I mean you know wouldn't you think that maybe just me and he's it so he politely response to Jesus which is nice sir if there I am an invalid and no one is here to help me into the pool when the water gets stirred while I'm trying to get in somebody else goes ahead it goes ahead of me so he was trying to explain to Jesus that actually you know there's a situation here and I need your help in the physical but I want to you know my interpretation of this scripture is actually Jesus looked at him and knew he could see the physical going on but Jesus knew that he'd been there for 38 years what was the main thing that he needed healing from his soul because you know can't tell me he wasn't disappointed every time somebody else jumped in the pool before him oh man you know no I knew that it's that resentment why did they get healed and I didn't all these types of things so jesus said to him get up pick up your mat and walk and sometimes we need that don't we we need that get up pick up your mat walk because Jesus knew that he didn't want his focus on his condition he needed his eyes on Jesus and the man picked up his mat and walked because at the end of the day Jesus is looking for us as a relationship and that's what he wanted to connect with that guy I would imagine as soon as he looked into his eyes he knew he had to get up he knew he had the strength together and because Jesus was there physically sometimes we can say well that was alright for that guy by the pool but what about me while I'm sitting around my pool well you can look jesus in the eyes and you can trust him and you can pick up your mat and walk if you've got to know a pen or a piece of paper I want you to write this down it's not about relationship it's about it's a sorry it's about relationship not ritual so there you go it's about relationship not ritual so lens to next tide there you go wrong lenses they're all different what we see and what we hear in the natural now this is a big one isn't it we can go to the next slide so the world's view again this is sort of can be family and friends and and very they can be very persuasive sometimes and it's hard when you've got something and you say to people I'm standing on the Word of God and they're like yeah but I'm not seeing any different you know you're standing on your you're standing on a book don't other religions have a book but like Julia said our religion is alive that book is alive and professionals you know I mean it's like we all say professionals they're all looking at for healing like we are looking for healing just coming from a different direction and we've got nothing against doctors here we love doctors we've got friends though doctors as Android says would be a lot more dead people if there weren't any doctors so but again it's that professional report it's that first report as opposed to not the last report it's the little truth as opposed to the big truth and this was something that we were walking through a few weeks abouts of six seven weeks ago the Lord had given me a scripture Isaiah 41:10 so do not for I am with you do not be dismayed and dismayed it was like when I was reading it was like didn't you know sometimes you read the word and it's almost like it jumps off the page of you for I am your God I will strengthen you I will help you I will uphold you with my righteous right hand and I thought that's a good Scripture I could stand on that sort of walking through a bit of a situation at the moment but the the situation that we were actually walking through wasn't related to this scripture and in two or three days later a friend messaged me and said hey I've been praying for you in my quiet time and the Lord really put this scripture on my heart for you Isaiah 41:10 and I was like okay I think I need to pay attention Lord to this scripture but again it was it was the word dismayed that came up and I thought I don't feel dismayed at the moment feeling quite good you know we've had an inch we had an interesting year we've had a great year but it's been one of those years where I looked at 2018 and I was like oh my days alphy are not going to touch the ground this year our amazing daughter who's running our table at the back there Amy she turned 21 in March she got married in May Brian oh it she graduated Carrie's Bible College as well two days before she got married my son then graduated high still school four days after Amy got married any consideration for mummy that week two to two graduations in the wedding in five days you know come on last week I celebrated my husband's amazing its 50th birthday sorry Bryan I had to he doesn't love her I don't think he looks it and next week my son is 18 so you know 2018 was wow it's you know I kept thinking up fine when I get to September oh and then it's a start school so maybe not you know so it was a big year but one of the things that we were sort of in the midst of all those wedding plans as any of you know who's ever planned a wedding sure there's loads of people online that have planned the wedding it's busy you know and it starts quite a few months out like about nine months out we started this and as the time was going on there was a lot of things happening in the family I mean it's a very emotional time you're so happy for them and amy has married the most godly young man a James he is absolutely amazing and I feel like I've gained a sudden not lost a daughter which is wonderful but the whole time it you just on this thing like you know we got appointments and dress fittings and sorting things out and we did the wedding so I didn't just have a wedding planner wedding planner and Amy so it was pretty busy and then Jonathan was getting towards the end of senior school um and my son is incredible but bless him he's never liked school he's like his mom actually and he he was just like I'm getting there I'm gonna try and get there but also being 17 and a boy I don't know if any of you that have been there you know there wasn't a lot of conversations he was very much like oh you do more wedding stuff I'm in my room I'm on my computer and that was that was how it was and and there was some gradual stuff I noticed with him like I was like you know you could you know not eating very well and he's like I don't like anything well sweetie you know green is good if you want to be healthy Green is good and I suppose looking back now I could see there was a slight decline over the months building up to the wedding and I sort of thought well it's typical sibling isn't it you know attentions on one not on me so you know you deal with all these things and we got to obviously the week of the wedding and he was not looking his best and and my parents came in from England and the gothy they hadn't seen him for a few months and it always takes your parents doesn't it to give you a bit of a wake-up call make you feel like a bad parent yourself and they were like he's wrong with Jonathan he looks dreadful and I was like great you know and I said well you know with three days out the wedding so I'm gonna you know I'll sort this out after the wedding so we cut the graduation amazing wedding and then the day after the wedding I thought I'm just gonna give the doctors a ring and get him checked out because you know he isn't looking great he was complaining about pains in his legs and a pain in his side and I've said right we are going because it's gonna go you know and so he went the doctors and he examined him and he was quite concerned about pains in his legs and they did an x-ray and then they wanted to take some blood so Johnson was so cross with me because I didn't you know I forgot he had an aversion about needles they took blood and and that was it really we sort of just thought oh well they said we'll let you know in three or four days well I got a phone call about four days later to say could we go in before the results and I was like okay I think well I said they're gonna turn around say you don't eat enough vegetables sympathetic mother and so we get in there and we sit down and the doctor sits there and he says right we've got the test results I so okay and he said I just want to warn you this is serious and I looked at Jonathan and he looked at me it was like and I said serious he said yes he said the results have come back and there's actually one two three four five six seven oh eight eight areas that we have concerns in I said oh I was thinking it's maybe not vegetables then yes and he said well let me just read some of these to you and I have the evidence here this was his first report and the highlighted areas there was everything that was wrong with him basically white blood cell count should be between three point four and ten point eight igoogle and wish I hadn't so basically and as I'm sitting there listening to this report I was like oh Jesus you know okay and the words kept coming to me you know the first report is not the last report which is one of Daniels sayings and I was sitting there thinking that and Jonathan's looking at me going paler than what he already was but I knew there was something wrong with him but I wasn't sure what it was and basically at the end of this the doctor said so this is all pointing to leukemia and blood cancer I said right and by this point Jonathan's like and I thought and for some reason the Holy Spirit said to me don't say anything and I just sat there and he looked at me and I think he was expecting some sort of reaction and I just spent mmm because I thought no I can't say anything so I know I must not say something anyway he went back through and he said well you know I need to know there's any family history we're gonna take more blood from Jonathan today I need to refer him to a specialist you know this and he kept looking at me saying this is serious and I was like mm-hmm they take Jonathan off to have more blood taken and that's what he was more cross about yeah that was like off you go and I go back to the waiting room and Brian's sitting there and he said well what does he say and I went leukemia I'm bran was like okay so we can't solve that out I said yes we do so a couple of minutes later Johnson appeared with bandages on his arms are these hits of Brian you know you said that doctor says I've got cancer and I said well you haven't got cancer and we're just going to get in the car and we're going to pray all the way back home that we're not going to receive this report even though we had the little truth in our hands because this is the issue we have in the world you know there are little truths out there this was the evidence but our God is bigger than that and so we had to go through the process four days later again they they recontact me to say the the next set of results in now what do we do during that was about a week what do we do you think during that time we prayed we prayed I had a few people I emailed Daniel play email Barry I email Greg I was like guys we're gonna need to pray and we're gonna stand on this word and we're not gonna have this stolen you know Johnson has a good destiny has a good plan is not going to take our joy away so we prayed I would I also did a few sensible things in the natural I went and got a multivitamins I when they got him loads of green stuff to eat and luckily my my parents were still bet well they were still there no they weren't there when we got the results pretty scoffs sorry mom and dad but but they were they were encouraging him in between the two sets of results to eat health and that type of thing and for some reason grandparents work better than your normal parents in that situation so they bring us and said well there's been another set of results come through so I said okay so they said you know we we will let you know what they are so the second set of results came through and the white blood cell count had gone down to 6.4 the red blood cell count had gone up the hemoglobin had gone up there was one area that they still weren't happy with which was the platelets that was still at four ninety seven and the doctor said well they've come down a bit but I'm still not happy I still think it maybe somebody connected to bone marrow so he said I want to do one more blood test but otherwise if there's still high the platelets then I'm gonna need to refer you to a haemoglobin specialist and I was like that's in America and that's very expensive so I'm not having that so mate if bran will tell you it's amazing how my faith is when it comes to money I'm like I'm not in England I don't have the NHS I'm sorry my faith is strong so again we had another week and we prayed and we and we were like right we put claim in those platelets are down in Jesus name I was still being strict on what he was eating because I still knew there was something wrong with him for him to have this type of results in the first place so we went back for the last test and the platelet level had gone down to 342 which was in the correct the correct area and it turned out because of like the blood test that they did that actually what Johnson did have which because I knew as a mother there was something not right with him because you know he wasn't eating when we first weighed him when he went in he was I mean he's 5 foot 11 and he was a hundred and twenty-nine pound so and he'd lost you know I'd really realize he'd lost weight because we got his wedding suit in March well the time he put this suit on in May it was hanging on him and he hadn't put it on since no he wasn't one for trying his suit on it's like do I really have to wear this you know so it wasn't until the wedding day came out that I was like oh my goodness that's hanging off you so I knew there was something wrong and it turned out that what he actually had we would call it glandular fever in England but you call it mono so you know he was genuinely rough but what he didn't have was leukemia so that's what you know the Lord really showed us through that time is that he was guiding us through that and it was trusting him in that time and not allowing all this natural or negative reports to sway us but you know it's not easy when you're given evidence of what's wrong and there was something physically I'm not saying there wasn't anything physically wrong with Jonathan there was and he is so much better now I did Satan John come up to Healey school I'm talking about you and you weren't no folks so okay so um that's why I was grateful that I have a daughter she said she's very supportive blesser he's right but he has a very black-and-white faith that's my son he was healed from asthma at eleven I mean he came out of us when we drove back that day from the doctors and Brian and I were praying and praying in tongues in the car and he just turned around and said I haven't got cancer I haven't got the keenya and that's how he's been because when he was healed from the age of 11 from asthma when we first got here you know if he'd had it for years he'd been a really sickly child and he had it for years and one day I just said him hey are you taking all your puffers cuz you know slight difference in the elevation level here to England and he said to me no God told me when I got to America I wouldn't need it I still had a suitcase full of medical stuff all his puffers his tablets he had a nasal spray he had four different procedures he used to do and he did it himself by the age of eleven but like you see a lot of kids and you know my faith wasn't that strong when I came across here I wasn't got a year's supply thank you from the NHS you know because I was like you know that that's expensive over there anyway about two years later I threw the stuff out so Jonathan's had this black and white faith and and I think his faith along our faith along a bit of the natural like you know now I'm saging sit down and eat your broccoli you know all these things help so you know if like the scripture I love is Ephesians 3:20 now for him who is able to do immeasurably more than we can ask or imagine according to his power that works in us it works in us and immeasurably in the Greek and the Hebrew means without measure excessively to a limitless degree you know excessively excessively do you know God loves you excessively because that would be that will change your world when you know that God loves you excessively yeah okay where are we lens three doubt this is a big one there's a net doubt next slide there you go so these are the things that we sometimes think about but Satan has the right to kill still and destroy answer no you can never overcome drugs alcohol or other addictions that hold you captive you must injure negative criticism or bad luck I will learn something through this come on Christians we are the worst for doing that oh I'm learning through this this trial is really yeah I'm gonna get deeper through this trial no the trials don't come from him he's there to take you through them you are powerless to deal with the attacks from the devil on your family God changes his mind on your destiny and calling no you know we can change our path but God's heart for us will remain the same so on the go there's I think there's another slide I've done on doubt yeah okay so the working definition of doubt is lack of confidence to consider unlikely it was a very first expression of doubt in the Bible is in Genesis 3 when Satan tempted Eve God had given her a clear command about the tree not to eat from the tree of knowledge but Satan introduced doubt into the Eve's mind by saying it did God actually say that to you and that made her question didn't it she came back and she answered well God said this so then Satan replied with denial and denial is a stronger definition of doubt you will surely die but God's created you why would God yeah why would you die so that seed was sown and doubt is at all that Satan makes for us to lack confidence in God's Word and consider his judgment unlikely but sometimes we can't lay all the blame on Satan can we we do have to be accountable of ourselves and in Luke 1:11 we see the story of Zachariah who was visited by the Lord an angel of the Lord has told me was going to have a son we all knew this is John the Baptist but you know probably you know you had this image of Zechariah said he was old his wife was old and he was probably like you know this ain't gonna happen so knowing his doubt the angel silenced him until the baby was born sometimes Lord maybe thinks that about us you know because faith is trusting God when his plan goes against human reason or experience that's a good one faith is trusting God even when his plan goes against human reason or experience you know doubts one of those things that can really trap us it can trap us when we have inner doubt but also when other people doubt us that can really trap us I mean the Holy Spirit brought something back to me and worship and I was like oh man I'm not sure if I really really want to share that today and I was like you need to stir it up into my heart if you want me to share it because you know this is um this is you know this is about doubt this is about a lot of doubt I had in myself and those of you who know how I teach I teach very honest sometimes all this for my own cost but just so the fact that maybe my honesty can release other people here or online and you all you brought back to me in worship and I hadn't thought about this for years was you know at the age of seven I was tongue-tied and I had a stutter and I think I finally forgave my mother for taking me to the dentist and secretly having my tongue cut I finally forgave her when I was about 48 I think it's only because I know she's watching but I was a very timid child and I had an issue where I couldn't speak because I had this stutter I was tongue-tied I went through school not really liking it I was actually in remedial English classes I would never want to speak in front of people about the age of 15 I think I probably had my first encounter with God I knew about God we've been brought up Catholic but I didn't have a relationship with him and I can remember at the age of 15 when I was fed up with school I think I'd had a bad school report it's not a bad one but just you know she's no good the EF type thing and my parents are always so amazing I would go home with these reports and they would be like no we love you we think you're amazing we think you're you know don't worry what the teachers say but I had that label going through school that I wasn't good enough and I had to go for extra lessons isn't God ironic with what he does so at the age of 15 I had this I know it was a god encounter and I can remember him bring him back saying to me the scripture that he said to me about coming over to america and that scripture was in Ephesians that I have predestined you before the foundation of the world and you have a purpose and I can remember sensing this and hearing something at the age of 15 going I'm gonna I don't care what people think about me I don't care if I'm the last kid to get chosen in the group I'm gonna go and make something I'm gonna go and do something there's something inside of me that it's gonna be different to what people see on the outside and I can always remember that and I was about 15 at the time and I left school as soon as I could not with a lot of qualifications and I went to work with my parents in the family business and run a successful family business with them for 15 years and I was determined to do something I was determined that there was more to my life than what I had been labeled with as a child and ironically now and I look back every now and again sometimes I get to my office or off we've had a manager's meeting I sit there go WOW god Greg Moore's assistant Wow God what you have done in my life what you have changed in my life the confidence that I have because you are working in me it's not about me he's no respecter of person but it's what he's done inside of me but I had that choice I had that choice at 15 you know I could have carried on being labeled or I could have or I could have decided which I did to trust that inner sense that inner feeling that actually I've been made for more than this I want to change my life but I also want to change other people's lives and that's that's one of the things where I'm both Brian and I are so passionate about teaching people for what they really are their value what God thinks about them what they can do because the world is very good about telling us what we can't do and if you can just get that quiet time with him and find out what his plan is for you and your life and I'm really sensing this is somebody online that's just walking through a lot of doubt at the moment they've just it may not even be a physical report you've had this is something emotionally that you're dealing with and I just want you to know that God's got this that he has got the answer to what you're looking for I'm really sensing this is somebody that hasn't totally committed to giving their life to Jesus and you just happen to be coming across viewing this at some point but he's standing there he's just the other side of the door and he's waiting for you to walk through it as I say that wasn't in the notes and I was like holy spirit if you really want me to be vulnerable you have to give me the piece to share that but you know glory to God you know I sometimes you know would look back go wow I won't mind going back and we looking at some of those school reports but actually I think I taught most of them up so and I can get away a lot these days when I speak or communicate via email that's the English version you know they get away with that okay so what's the answer to doubt next slide here we go we know this one the remedy of doubt is faith faith comes by hearing the word Romans 10:17 God gave the Bible as a testimony for his works in the past so that we have a reason to trust him for the present in order for us to have faith in God we must study to know what he said once we have the understanding of what God has done in the past what he has promised us in the present what we can expect from him in the future we will be able to act to faith instead of doubt and I I want to pull up Brian now I will destroy you too I love this come and share the come kung fu panda story because that's gonna that blesses me every time you share it do I have to yeah I've been open today I'm expecting some from you now Kung Fu Panda story whooping I mean I think I've shared this before but who's ever seen the cartoon Kung Fu Panda yeah there's quite a few of you so this was when I wasn't even walking with God I was property as far as away from God as I could have been number a number a number of years ago and I remember sitting in there sitting in my living room watching Kung Fu Panda and those who don't know what it is it's it's a big Panda he meant to be the Dragon Master but he is really against himself his whole mindset everything is negativity I can't do this I can't go here I'm not this I'm not that look at my friends they're the ones who should be the kung-fu master in there and the Dragon Master and there was Master Oogway who was a really really old turtle and he was listening to the Panda go on and on and on you know I'm not good enough I'm not this I'm not strong enough I'm not fast enough I'm not all of this and the turtle turned round to him and he said you are but he said tomorrow is a mystery yesterday yesterday is history tomorrow is a mystery but today is the present and it's a gift so to me it was like wow Tamar's a mystery or you know yesterday's history tomorrow's a mystery but today is a gift and that's why they call it the present and then fast forward a few years and the Lord brought that back to my remembrance and he actually said to me he said do you remember that because I was speaking to you and he said it is a gift that I have given you to be present with me as an ever-present God you know that that's where it is guys that's where the rubber meets the road there is all of these you know we can teach until the cows come home we can give you scriptures until they come out of your is but really the rubber meets the road is am I being present with an ever-present God in the midst of what I'm walking through who were you for me right now in this place and all because I don't understand what I'm walking through this is what the report says this is what I know in my mind but I don't see the end result how many of you were like how many of you have been like there I mean come on I'm being honest I've worked through this I still walk through it I'm still there in some cases that but I want to be so present with an ever-present God that it gives me the ability it's not the end result it's not the healing it's actually the factories of knowing God more because when you know who he is and his character and his nature then the rest is a byproduct you know you look at it in Psalms 103 7 it says Moses knew his ways but the Israelites knew his acts well their acts of God other things that same thank you Jesus for healing me thank you Jesus for providing me thank you Jesus you've done this this is a act and we give Him thanks for those areas but we give Him praise for who years I praise you for being my healer I praise you for been my provider you see the difference the Israelites were only happy when they saw the axe the Israelites were only happy when they saw the things that God was helping them with you know give me this give me water give me manner give me everything was an act Moses knew his ways you see there's a difference Moses was more interested in his relationship of who he was his character is nature his heart for him and the rest was history see we've got to get a concept guys that yes I mean I walk through healings and I'm still walking through healings myself but the actual end result I've seen the manifestation yes is it going to come and yes I know and I trust him it will be there but the whole way through is father Jesus reveal yourself to me in a way that I've never understood you Holy Spirit teach me because I need to be taught how to know you more see this is the elements that we're trying to get to guys the this is where the rubber meets the road it's not about the symptoms it's not about the areas of what we have to walk through is each and every time we are present with an ever-present God but what are we doing with with the gift that he's given us and that's really where we want to come from the thing I've just got one more slide in them one more slide yay it is one of my favorite scriptures and faith is assurance things hoped for the conviction of things not seen and that's one that I think just neat you need to really pray about because basically in my little broken down language I would put basically you have to see it before you see it you have to hear it before you hear it so you're looking at through your spiritual lenses not your natural lenses but I mean how many out of you out there have just or walking through something at this point whether it's healing whether it's provision whether it's family stuff whether it's anything like see hand hands go up we are all walking through stuff everybody so what are we doing you know I'm being open here because even a few weeks ago I was struggling with with some other symptoms again and it's just even been even more reason within a few days but it's like okay lord I know that this is the little truth but I want to know the big truth you know it's not about again the symptoms is what is the big truth I need to know who you are and how do I pray I mean how many of you have actually asked thought how do I pray through this situation what do I need to do Holy Spirit in this place right here right now these are the areas of healing is getting to know him and I'm just gonna do you much just share a couple of things like I said to you especially on prayer and prayer life Luke 11 I'm just gonna go there and I'm just gonna read this through the actual scripture and I'm gonna go straight to it the disciples prayer or what we call these days that you know the model prayer our Father in heaven Hallowed be your name your kingdom come your will be done on earth as it is in heaven give us this day our daily bread and forgive our sins as also forget we forgive everyone who is indebted to us and do not lead us into temptation but deliver us from the evil one and then jesus said to them which of you shall have a friend and go to him at midnight and say to him friend lend me three loaves for a friend of mine has come for me doesn't be on this journey and I have nothing to set before him and he will answer from within and say do not trouble me the door is now shut and my children are with me in bed I cannot rise and give to you I say to you though he will not rise and give him because he is his friend yet because of his persistence big word I'm going to get you to repeat that word what does he say persistence he will rise and give him as many as he needs so I say to you asking it will be given seek and you will find knock and it will be open to you for everyone who asks receives and he who seeks finds and him who knocks it will be opened if a son asked for bread from any father among you will he give him a stone or if he asks for a fish will he give him a serpent instead of a fish if you then being evil he'll know how to be good give good gifts to your children how much more with your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him so here we go guys this is where I'm gonna run with I just want you to think about something put yourself in the disciples shoes they had spent all of this time with Jesus correct so they have seen some crazy stuff you know limbs growing out of lepers flesh being restored eyes being made all of these things they had seen Jesus had actually shown them and let's face it this one they were in the boat in the storm and Jesus walks along the water and there is so they've seen all of these things correct but in that moment there was one one need one request one ask that those disciples wanted to ask Jesus they had seen everything teach us how to pray so Jesus came up with the prayer see it's not a religious model prayer guys he was saying to them your prayers should be simplistic they don't have to be Bob Asia's long you know ten minute prayers of going out all of this thing abut but he's saying guys be simplistic in how you pray and on the second thing you look at it you look as though you go down that scripture what is he showing what happens in the natural he's trying to say that those disciples in that moment guys if you go in not for bread at midnight and you carry on being knocking and you carry on knocking and you carry on knocking will your friend give you bread yes or no so if you think that that happens in the natural what do you think is gonna happen in the supernatural Jesus is showing them this is a natural thing that a friend will do but here we are as as you're my friend to you as your heavenly Father is to you and then he rolls on ask and it shall be given seek and you will find knock and the door will be opened now here we go did he ever say stop why not why not so I'm gonna say can I suggest if there are things in your life that you have prayed for and have not seen breakthrough from it pick it back up pick it back up do you know why he's put that as a model of persistence because prayer doesn't change God prayer changes me and prayer changes you see it's not about the factories of not seeing it and not asking for it and everything that he is showing there he said I'm going away to my father he disappeared on a mountainside after a huge day of prayer time and the disciples were absolutely worn out what does Jesus do he disappears up on a mountainside and goes in prays to his father all night and comes back down in the morning totally refreshed and these guys are going why is going on why do you think the disciples had teaches how to pray because they saw something there that was powerful because when you pray it releases heaven on earth see the persistence in prayer releases heaven down to earth so how do you pray simplistic prayers you have needs do you not see he knows the needs I'm not saying that Jesus is a cosmic bellhop or a you know a cosmic sort of one-armed bandit every time that you put the money in and pull the handle that you're gonna get an answer in 15 seconds that is not what he's saying he's saying persistence in prayer will change your heart towards me you are in constant communication with me not because I'm not answering your prayer I need for your heart to change because when you truly understand my father's heart my father's love my father's gifting towards you the manifestation will become because it's a byproduct because you're not interested in the end result you're interested in Who I am you're interested in my ways not my acts so what does it do you carry on through Scripture ask and it will be given hello Jesus it's me hello I'm here so what happens when he doesn't answer or you feel that you're asking questions that you don't get an answer maybe you're asking the wrong question you see he's about relational situations not informational situations do you think he does not know your needs like he does not know mine but we go into Father I have this need it says in your Bible that I am healed it says that I can come to you for provision I need a car right now because I just need a car because the hail especially Colorado Lord ways where's my car I really need a car Lord and and this is what we do yet because I've done it in the past is that I'm asking and asking and asking I hear nothing and then it's it can't be your will Lord it's obviously not your will that you won't provide for me it's obviously your will that you won't heal me because otherwise you would have done it is that what we do and that's what I'm saying in Scripture has he asked you to stop pick it back up whatever you have stopped praying for whether that is a family situation that whether that's provision whether that is healing carry on praying because it will change you it will change me is not about the end result Jesus Jesus do you see me father do you hear me spirit do you know me yes you see this this is what I'm saying guys is that the father will never ever ever get annoyed with you knocking and seeking and asking because he's never ever told you to stop because as you do that your heart starts saying seek I'm gonna seek you in this model I'm gonna get into such a place of communication of hearing your voice and knowing who you are in your ways and your will and your character in your nature the end result becomes diminished because it becomes a natural byproduct of your relationship and can I suggest when you look at that scripture further on down what does it say it starts to turn around and we've seen to have separated the scripture out from the end of what he was saying he said how much how many of you make evil people know how to give good gifts but if you ask I will give you more of the Holy Spirit but we seem to have taken that out and used it as probably a different style of ministry which is the baptism of the holy spirit correct see but Jesus Jesus was going through an area with them simplistic prayers guys know religious prayers I'm asking you to be persistent why because that is my heart for you because I know that you can change to see me for who I am but when it starts to go down to that bottom of how much more will I give you if you ask Faye the Holy Spirit the Spirit of God is what who lives within this correct so why are we not asking for more of him to reveal himself to us could she penny drop you know and this is I'm talking from experience guys because this is what I started to see and I started to read is that actually in the asking the seeking the knocking I am never the thing I'm gonna ask for the thing that I'm gonna see more of the thing that I am going to knock more off it's not my need it's my need to know him it's my need for the Holy Spirit how much more am I going to ask for him now can I suggest this and this is you know something that I heard a number of weeks ago and I've been studying it out and it is it blew my mind you look at the Old Testament in every situation did the Israelites have needs I had some pretty major needs did they not you know they were military action against them they were being slaughtered they were being annihilated they had walking around for 40 odd years but every single time that they had a need and something needed to be answered who did they go to who did they ask for the answer the profits and so when you look at the profits a new study out what the profits that come back with what do they come back with you're going to laugh at this Springs in the desert water in the dry places rivers on the mountains every need that the Israelites had the profits came back and talked about water why what is the prophetic picture of water the Holy Spirit the Spirit of God was revealed every single time the Prophet said the need will be fulfilled by what the Spirit of God in the dry places I'm gonna give you Springs everything was depicted about the Holy Spirit the Spirit of God is the answer that we need and we do not ask for more of the Holy Spirit we just asked for more of our needs so when we go back into prayer how are we gonna pray Jesus does it not say in your word is it not in your covenant that I am healed it's written it's a covenant Jesus if it says it in your word as it is in so shall it be on holy spirit Shanee who you are teach me teach me how to pray teach me what to pray shaming because I need to be a taught of how to do these things and I'm not saying become religious with it because it's not about the religious part of prayer this is about relationship relational situations have come into him with your needs yes but just be simplistic what your needs are but more than anything lord give me more of the Holy Spirit change my heart see the presence of God can do more in five minutes more of you yes we've got him inside reveal yourself to me Holy Spirit I just know you because out of knowing you everything else becomes diminished things cannot stay things cannot survive because the more that I get to see you the more that I get to know you everything else is immaterial I'm gonna come and ask you Jesus I'm gonna come and seek your face Jesus and I'm gonna come and knock on your door until I see the manifestation and I'm never ever gonna stop until I see the manifestation and I just wanna I really get that sense there are a number of people in here that have spent years years asking for the same thing but I have not seen the manifestation and I'm gonna spend with you today brothers and sisters believing that you will see the manifestation and what you're asking for but if you've stopped then pick it back up again start to believe but more than anything start to change the way you pray when you start to ask seek and not the father give me more of the Holy Spirit change me change my heart to see you in this place in a completely different way yes do we have needs but more than anything he will give the Holy Spirit to you in such more dramatic incredible experience ways it's about his word I mean Jesus is his word please guys do not stop asking seeking knocking because they will change your heart and my heart still needs to be changed and I'm still asking seeking and knocking so we're gonna bring heaven to earth amen one of the things I really sensed when I was putting this together this on the lenses was the fact that there's some people here that they feel they're wearing wrong lenses today and I just want to give you that opportunity when we're gonna have our amazing prime ministers up in a bit but if you feel that maybe any of those reasons or other reasons that you know that you're maybe wearing the wrong lenses I just want to invite you you know we love prophetic prayers which means action activating yourself and sometimes we have to have that confidence like I had to have that confidence to share something quite personal today with you guys so sometimes we need that confidence so if you're feeling that you've been wearing some lenses that you want to get rid of or we're gonna break them off of you today so I would suggest you stand up for word also have given up on prayer for a specific family member for a specific situation for an area that you have not seen breakthrough then we also want you to come through to the front because we are gonna stand with you and pray with you or to literally start to pray for that breakthrough to happen so if you feel you've been wearing some lenses that you don't really want to wear anymore it is nothing to be ashamed about it really isn't at the end of the day you know you couldn't you know if you feel you want to come this is like this is Karis is alter sometimes we have to come to the altar we have to come to the throne room and those people are see if have actually got tainted lens in a song even now that have lived in such a longevity of having tainted lenses on they don't even realize that they're actually putting them on and living life through it because it's been such a long time that you have picked up something put on these glasses and you've lived life so you know no different to how it looks we want you guys to come forward if you just feel or I just really believe that why do I act like this why do I keep on doing these things and there are literally lenses that you put on and lived life through becoming okay so this is a really simple prayer we're just gonna pray for them that blends is first and then Brian's gonna lead you in a prayer um on prayer prayer and prayer okay so just repeat after me Father I repent by having these lenses that you did not give me father today I take those lenses off and physically take do a prophetic almost thing of taking these lenses off and you've got these lenses today father I am putting them under my feet and I am stamping on them not your real glasses of course Holy Spirit come and give me your lenses Holy Spirit I receive from you now [Music] ask him to show you what he's given you and you can do this online as well yeah just as you've placed those glasses on to the floor and you've smashed them you've given up something in the spiritual realms so the question that you want to ask now you can ask this when you get into your quiet space or you can ask it right here right now you say Jesus what do you want to give me in return because he's going to give you something far greater than what you've just let go of that could be a picture it could be a scripture it could be something that is so defined in you see we don't realize that sometimes we hold on to things so tight because it becomes a part of who we are we don't know how to let go but now you've let go he's gonna fill it with something far far greater thank you Jesus [Music] do you sense a sense of peace that has just literally filled this auditorium because I do there is just as such a sense of His grace such a sense of his peace right in this place because there are things that have been held onto for so long but you now get to live in freedom you're gonna start seeing things differently you're gonna start witnessing things differently you are going to start living differently because of what you've just taken off and you're gonna start having clearer vision so I just in the gray shirt you are gonna get up tomorrow morning and clarity for what you see and how you see is gonna be incredible you are gonna have such defined vision and purpose but you've masked for too long you've said I'm not supposed to be doing this or I don't live on what I'm doing and I don't know what life is about what I should be doing what is my purpose tomorrow morning even why you sleep God's gonna give you the defined purpose and your defined and start walking in what he's showing you a long time ago this seems to be areas in your life that I truly think that you have thrown into one side there we go now now asks see the Holy Spirit I just speak abundance of Avery's life but the things that he's repressed and the things that he's pushed down showing clear vision when it gets up tomorrow he's gonna have joy restored and joy on top that he's gonna have everything restored that has been taken does anybody feel they've been wearing a label for a long time since is somebody who feels that they've had a almost like a wrong identity show you know so put over them it's not anybody okay raise your hands I need for you online if this is you yeah Thank You Holy Spirit mm-hmm Jesus I take off this wrong identity I've renounced the lie that was spoken over me thank you Jesus you've just given me a new fresh identity show me that identity now Jesus thank you lord thank you Lord that you are giving new identities today new assignments are being delivered with those identities and I just see like people just tearing off like almost like a giant label like a sticky label and just tearing it up just throwing it out it's trash you don't need it you've got a new identity but that new identity is almost like a cloak he's giving you it's like a thick velvet purple cloak for you to wear and to know how valid you are to know that you are loved excessively Edwyn godson pick you back up again pick it back up do not stop persistence but it is yours it is yours pick it back up seek his face seek his home you will see it you will see it you will live you've got too many things to do yet my brother you ain't going nowhere pick it back up again and you run you run and you saw you saw like the eagle [Music] see you soaring like an eagle you have not been pushed down for a reason you are going to soar you will walk and you will not faint is yours see the Holy Spirit is so gentle he's so gentle he's so loving he's like sitting there like Oh like can you remember being a child on Christmas morning and just looking at those poles of presents with their anticipation in your heart that's how the Holy Spirit is for you he's that anticipation he has all these gifts we just have to ask and not allow ourselves to put on lenses that the world has given us we are so much more valuable than what we can imagine [Music] [Music] ask my friend ask for what everything there's things in your heart that you haven't even asked for you and there's things that you've also asked for for a long time but us you have not because you've asked not and he's asking you to go to him saying son come on ask me come and ask me son I'm waiting for you to come and knock on my door and asked me [Music] for the stuff that you he's been on your heart again but for the things that has not even come into existence I just sense again there are things that can't even conceive [Music] because your heart lines up with my heart see I see with a heart so much like David [Music] [Music] [Music] showing what it is Jesus to be the warrior that he wants to be the king and a priest what it is to walk teaching what it is to be the priest so Dave today the Lord assigns you these are healing your eyes it's healing your eyes you receive it he's healing your eyes I'm just looking at your t-shirt Steve it says love repeat says pray obey love repeat but I'm all I'm seeing his love repeat love repeat love repeat and Steve I just I just get the sense that it's just can't ever be repeated because you have been made so unique so incredibly unique and what he has asked you to be and you still have and you're still asking questions of law what am I supposed to be doing and where am I going again but the love I've got my heart is flooding because I created you in such a unique way and I will show you what that looks like I want you to get up tomorrow morning and when you get out of bed the first thing that I want you to question that I want you to ask you saying father show me how much you love me today ask the question in the morning as soon as you get out of bed and say father today show me how much you love me and he's gonna reveal things to you that it just wild they're not gonna be massive they're not gonna be you know this great thing but he's gonna show you such unique things we just so say they are so hidden between you and him and it's Beverly Beverly I just feel the Lord saying that you have a real strong prophetic gift that actually you've allowed to be buried for a time you're worried what people might think or say when you say things so we're just gonna release now Holy Spirit in the name of Jesus I take off this mouth guard in Jesus name I thank you how this spirit you are empowering Beverly even more now and she will speak and her words will just be sharper than a two-edged sword and will cut through flesh and blood to the spirit of people so I release that now in Jesus name this is really been touching you have not been overlooked he wants to tell you you have no manual pathway and your journey is only just beginning and it's is far far greater than what you can ever see Lord I know that his heart is for prayer ministry is for for the pastoral role you've given him a pastor's heart but Lord set him on fire set him on fire all for the purpose that you called him to do father that he has never been overlooked but he has been a hidden gem in the kingdom of God he is a hidden diamond yet to see the fullness of his sparkling glory Lord that you have placed in his heart father set him on fire for the things that you've called him to do Lord that he will never shrink back again that he'd never come back into the hole and thinking that nobody sees me nobody cares about me nobody knows me no he's saying I've seen you Alan you are a faithful faithful faithful man and with great faith will become great reward I thank you Father that you have set him on fire from today onwards and that his heart is so transformed and so filled with you that he's gonna set others on fire and I think I just sensing that you know that some people were thinking you know I I haven't had a word or was any of this for me Lord but I want to encourage you that the presence is so strong that I'm just sensing angels in this room and what they're doing is they're actually putting crowns on each and every person in this room but the cool thing that I'm seeing is that every crown is different every crown is different every crown has a different set of jewels for different reasons some are gold some a silver some are like a bronzy color but they all carry a purpose so I just want you to leave here today knowing you have a new crown you have a new crown to wear ask-ask Jesus hey Jesus what does my crown look like he'll show you he'll show you [Music] I'm just sensing the lady in the white top with the blue flowers he's he's saying stop being the Mary and start resting that for you for too long have you've been busy busy busy busy whether that's family stuff I don't know but I just see it seen his sense of just running around sort of trying to keep everybody happy there's a you've spent too many years trying to keep peace in too many different situations and again I don't know that's family or workplace or whatever but he's actually saying stop being the Martha he wants you to come sit at his feet and ask him ask him for the things that have been in in such a place of hiddenness box that is peppered with shadow it and the keys been shut down and you youth you felt like you've been locked down you've been shut down and you don't know how to get out of the box he said come and sit in my feet and I'll give you the key I'll show you the key see and I'll show you the wondrous things that I have still yet to pour out in your life man there's gonna be a lot of restoration not only going on with you but there's a lot of restoration that's gonna be going on in your family and I don't know what that looks like but there there there are ties but just see that there's ties that uh that have been meshed up you know these ties are sort of almost like being Frost and and they're hardened and they're they sort of but what he's gonna do he's gonna stretch and the fiber almost like a fibers of the muscle and they're gonna be stretched until they're literally straight and then they get a lot back and then it's gonna be easy thank you Jesus presence he wants to pick up where they've left off [Music] ends up the ones that have let things go and stopped praying for start praying and stopping because you are gonna see the there is such an anointing on you sir that you need to believe in the present you cannot let down or fear or all these things that you carry on scene in the natural take away from you you need to pray I want to know you in such a way that I get to release you've got such a great in your life man the humility is huge but you are such a humble just because you have not seen it your physical when he shows you he's gonna be in dreams and it's why you sleep that he's gonna instruct you think it says in in Psalm 16 7 he will instruct you in the night seasons ask him when you go to bed tonight he's asked him Stan allow me to dream again show me my dreams of how to pray again show me how to come forward again in in you that I had the strength and I had the ability to never ever let it drop so the ones who have let it drop and the ones who are in here and there's more of you out there that you have stopped praying for things and now release you are those burdens that you felt like it was a burdensome prayer and I'm gonna release the joy of the Lord him put your prayer time I just sense that you're gonna become excited again about praying you're gonna get excited again about the burning passion of Lord I want to come to you see what I've been praying for but lord it's not about the manifestation is about you I'm gonna get you decided when I come to view in because I am gonna see believe but I am never gonna allow it to drop again I am gonna carry on asking I'm gonna carry on seeking I'm gonna carry on knocking knock knock knock and the door will be opened and just pray this prayer father change my heart so I get to see more of you Daniel he said you are on a wild journey really you think you've had a wild life so far with Dave and Dave do well and all those guys he said you haven't even started yet okay get ready for it because he's gonna rock and I mean he's gonna rock your world father I just thank you that he carries your heart but he also gets to impart into other men and women what it is to truly show them the father's love in the father's heart Lord that has he gets his world rocked by you that he can rock others that he gets to release everything that he's been given and will be given but lord I just thank you that this you are coming into your greatest years and that's what I'm hearing now your greatest years you are just at that start point you know your your faithfulness again and your heart to walk through the things that you have and have always kept him at the forefront of your relationships your forefront of just the disappointments the forefront of all of those things he said son you are at the stop point and I am just about to fire the gun are you ready are you ready because that guns gonna go off and man you're gonna be out of those blocks quicker than I can say Jack Robinson so father I just thank you that as he starts to run that he has you so his vision so in his sights that man people get to watch this wind of change come that has he starts a run in the wind behind him starts to bring change father his heart is the generations let the window change come to change the generations Lord that those generations have changed with that wind when it comes off is such a wind of the Holy Spirit that it starts to change not only the areas around him but it gets to change cities and it will change nations you've already stepped into the nations in South Africa again you are at a starting block get ready cuz the gun is gonna go off [Music] sharing that I just felt that I thought you'd like you've been in a box like a like a role like trunk type thing sounds duty rage just no trumpet and it was almost like you were out of the stepping out of the box and it was like wow you can always count soon for a weird vision so so you know I just want to encourage you what has been released today don't allow just to stay here take it with you take it with you build on it prayer time I have received that I have a new crown I can't tell you that was amazing what the Angels were doing they were just putting crowns on every single person's head even Tracey down there at the cashier got a new crown so take that Lord show me you know he wants us 24/7 guys that that's what it's all about he wants us 24/7 so we're just you know we've been honored sorry it's gone on a longer time today but we just really knew that there was stuff we want you to share but the Lord has showed us in our prayer time that the was is really wanted to be ministry there really was going to be ministry today so so I just want to thank you for allowing us to fill up to flow and this isn't over this is just the beginning today is a new day amen amen can we just say thank you to Brian and Sue today one of the things I love so much about them and their ministry is they are just who they are they are unique in Christ and I love that because we get to experience the power of that because they're not trying to be me or Andrew or Greg or anybody else they're just comfortable in their own skin in Jesus amen so I'm gonna ask for our healing ministers to come our prime ministers to come and those of you who are here if you want more ministry just stay right where you are and our prime ministers we'll get to you and then again I want to just remind you that next week we'll be here again for healing is here Brian and sooner Brian and Sue are gonna be doing workshops three times yeah three repeated workshops so it's gonna be amazing and you do not want to miss next week so come invite some friends to come but I'm telling you what Brian said something earlier and he basically said you know one Holy Ghost moment is worth a whole lifetime of counseling or you know whatever it's like one impartation moment with the Holy Ghost and what God was doing today is like spiritual surgery mm and I know that our lenses have been changed we're seeing more clearly and God has vision in each of our hearts that needs to come out for such a time as this and guys while you were ministering today I really heard the Lord just say let your requests Philippians 4 6 and 7 let your requests be made known and you know God wants God saying to each one of us what do you want you know we're saying to God God I want your will you know more than anything and that's awesome but because you're desiring and seeking the Lord I'm hearing the Lord say to us what do you want what's on your heart let your requests be made known with Thanksgiving amen and so I just believe this season that God has us in and is taking us into is gonna be our best is yet to come mmm the greatest that we've ever seen because God always takes us from glory to glory so thank you for being here today again thank you Brian and Sue love you guys so much and just all that God is doing in you and through you it's awesome we love you don't forget to visit the product area in the back I can't wait to see some of those artistic pictures and and creative endeavors that's awesome and then we've also got several really great things that will help you through your healing journey and help somebody else through their healing journey so again thank you are we still on camera guys Oh awesome so I want to just take a minute to just to address our online family we don't really think of you as an audience because really God's connected us by the spirit and there is no distance so we are family we family right in the Holy Ghost and so what I want to say to you right now is whatever the need is that you came into the healing school with today you know this already but I want to just agree with the Lord that God is greater than your need and he has already planted in your heart something that will overcome anything that the devil tries to throw against you and so we come into agreement with the provision of God's grace that's already been planted in your spirit man and we come into agreement that every promise is yesterday man and we want you to know that there is no distance in the spirit realm what God is doing here by healing broken hearts by healing physical bodies by healing our thought life and how we've identified God is the same God who is healing you right where you are today right now the Bible says now faith is not tomorrow not tomorrow not the mystery not the history but the present that today now faith is so you receive that provision in Jesus name I declare healing I declare wellness I declare deliverance and breakthrough over you in the name above every name in the name of Jesus write to us share with us what God's doing the Bible says we overcome by the blood of the Lamb and the word of our testimony and we want to come into agreement with what the blood of the Lamb has already provided so write to us and let us know we're so excited to be able to bring the healing school to you every week and go get somebody for next week we're gonna be live-streaming the healings here conference both the morning sessions and all of our evening sessions as well so if you couldn't physically make it to our Colorado campus you can still join us next week for healing us here god bless you we love you and we will see you next week those of you who are here still in the auditorium we're gonna be here as long as we need to be here we're just again so grateful that you took the time out of your Thursday schedule to come and be a part of our healing school today god bless you all you

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