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surely what I'm just children with no [ __ ] I texted you this before I even made it public cuz it was a personal thing tensions got high yesterday I mean you were both there for positive reasons and you know we both believed in it and because the tensions got so high the negativity that energy and I was obviously I had a frustration as I knew the song was gonna ruin the meaning behind what was supposed to happen and I was so frustrated on that car that I took it out and I did take it out on you well I don't know if a hundred percent I believed in it right even because you know I of us I thought it was gonna be a [ __ ] show but I'm glad to hear that okay that's what I thought but I was what I said is that I would get people involved I would tell other youtubers and I would personally go and I would support it and in the process you know we're doing a moms basement with Shane Dawson you know obviously the Tanic on series is the greatest thing ever I was heavily heavily inspired by that if there was no Tanic on videos from you I wouldn't have done this and I was like if he's trying to do an event in like five days or whatever it is I have to create a documentary right but the thing is I feel like you understood that I was just trying to capture reality and then once you realize that it flopped what once you realize that it failed you knew that the story was going to be that and then you tried to lash out on me my lash out was internal anger that I had held in for years that just decided to come out there and again I apologize for that but one thing I want to say I must say to you i'ma say to you and I must say to you and to the people of the internet hate dies love arrives did not flop it was a great success it didn't go in the way I intended it for it to happen but it went in the way I needed it to happen cuz like I said I don't know if you heard it take a master and Live Nation feel so bad about it being a bomb threat me investing all my money me doing this with good intentions I explained to them why the song was being played because obviously they're not gonna allow me to do host an event and end it with hate but they knew it wasn't a song about hey cuz I got to explain to them which I didn't get to do to you um and I trusted that I didn't have to explain to you before the event because when it happens naturally live at the event you would understand but they're now helping me make the next one whether it be August 15th or October 15th it'll always land yeah but do you think people are gonna show up 100% because what happened in that circle is full of so much love and energy that is just gonna be even bigger and better I think there was probably about 1200 people there you said that there was under a thousand right a thousand would be a police report at 1500 and the main events and artists hadn't even started coming in yet you know it's hard to get to the Greek Theatre the event was slated to be sold out at capacity so it was a regardless of that it was a success to me because let's say I did get on that stage let's say I was on there with Drake but yesterday it being shut down and the people still gathering around and now me you Shane Dawson and everybody are now in one room talking about it Adam 22 I see this as a giant success because the whole movement gets to continue we're not gonna suspend here now I'm not gonna go back to wherever I decide to live in my life whether it be with my parents or a house in LA and be like I have a grudge against keemstar now I don't care how the documentary turns out or anything I'm going to do everything I can to fix this the thing is you said Drake was coming on if you had 2 million concurrent viewers like that's just nowheres even close we had 60,000 viewers before the event started 2 million 2 million would be like the world record whatever I far know the world record is by Red Bull it's 3 million I'm sorry I'm looking at cyclopædia of the YouTube world but no from Red Bull a skydive or whatever so like it would be in the top 3 or top 5 for sure like that's an insane number to get and Drake playing the horn I know what's wrong quarters of a million what's wrong with setting that well no there's there's nothing wrong would send that but I feel like if Drake said that to you he was basically saying I'm not gonna say that to me Jake didn't say that to me What did he say can we hear that story about you mean tell that okay I'm deciding whether I tell it do I tell it here do I tell him your documentary or do I tell it on my own I met Jay I'm just gonna rip this for my documentary if he doesn't matter yeah the day before the event you want me to tell the story now yes and why - why everybody would thought was manic wife like it was supposed to happen also shot as Shane Dawson supposed to be his interview this is a look at a different sorry shame we could totally because he is shame or having like the best hour-long conversation before this start happening we will get yeah it was tight before that too so just for the record like this is not like in place of the Shane Dawson story I wish I had a J or something we can talk about it this story is so dope team and the best part about it came I documented everything that happened that night live on Twitter so I'm just gonna open up to read you my tweets as I tell the story because this was the most fantastic story of my life okay so nice little round right I'm in talks with Lenny s who's DJ Khaled's manager who runs rock nation who manages jay-z I have Lenny as his mentorship in this Tyler Perry is helping me through this oh we owe Johnny who's o vo Ryan's brother who's in Drake's team who gave me this tattoo at ovios tattoo shop was facetiming me every five minutes to see how it was going but here was the beauty of it right shot at the bear woods that's our weed sponsor tonight foo see if you want to blaze up we got it on deck you know this story um please put this in the documentary okay I look like this yeah you - oh how he's gonna freak out no I'm just kidding no why baby so no I leave my house the day before right and there's so much energy surrounding us and before leaving my house right I had knew that I wanted Drake to get there I knew I was in talks with over yo Johnny I knew I was in talks with all this but I hadn't fully happened yet I leave my house I take my friends to dinner we're walking in TMZ is their team Z I don't know why he didn't post it on whatever but team Z did a thing I give a message to Drake LeBron James I was full of happiness yeah but even that right there couldn't someone say if TMZ was there how come I didn't get posted I have the text though with him right now and you can ask him yourself yeah he said there's a store there the story they're gonna run and I'll tell you right now was my opinion on Logan versus ksi that I did outside the restaurant well the thing is like there's just all this different stuff like Drake might come you know TMZ all this different open-ended stuff that nobody can confirm and what we can confirm is that what happened at the actual event one it'll it will be confirmed by the next one because I guarantee the next one will go exactly as planned - I believe in manifestation right so I say exactly what I want to happen and that's what gets it to happen so I wanted I started July 15th a week ago just by putting it on a shirt and with that one idea and energy and manifestation every single thing I put is happening but not in the way I wanted it to I still get a chance to talk to you my song still came out I'm still in touch with Live Nation take a master still on top - Drake's team everything's still happening it just turned shitty but here's what happens I finished TMZ we me and my group end up going to a club called lure we hear Drake is at Delilah I asked my buddy country three times is this where we're supposed to be he was yes I checked I paid a thousand dollars for bottle service just because I knew I was gonna be in the same room as Drake I was gonna be wearing a July 15 shirt the king is back he would aside I believe that energy would draw me in I believe that hard well people call crazy I but I called the leaf so as we're walking in I look at the napkin it says Laura I look at country and I go where we meant to be he goes Delilah I go look where we are I got so pissed off I just walked away and I'm just harnessing my energy because I don't want to lash out anymore and then my one of my team members Andrew who's best friends with he's literally one of the kings book I'm gonna get to it no no real quick real quick is it kind of creepy that you're like trying to figure out where Drake is and you're like trying to know why and I'll tell you why they're trying to hunt him down to be like yo come at my youtuber value I don't them for you I'll tell you why so before I even posted the video to P Diddy and Quincy I had alfredo Flores reach out to Quincy explained my event and say foo si wants to do this is that okay he gave me the green light I'm not gonna post a video to P Diddy and Quincy without their respect knowing that I'm gonna make them feel like [ __ ] if they can't they couldn't but they still allowed me to put that energy out there I'm in dm's with E for T Mistah fab the game Snoop Dogg wait a minute wait a minute that's and it makes sense what you just said you got permission to ask them I caught up alfredo Flores was Justin Bieber's best friend and I said brother I don't know how to maneuver in this industry is it wrong for me to reach out to Quincy and Diddy and ask them to come to the event he said brother all you have to do is share with him this energy I'm sure they're down let me hit up Quincy he hits up Quincy Quincy follows me on Twitter they allowed me to post the video Quincy couldn't make it but they still allowed me to put that energy out there I'm in talks with DJ Khaled's manager these are you've got permission to ask somebody if they were performing energy out there these are all guys who believe in animal but they're do you understand how this doesn't make sense but it does because I'm talking to Quincy just cuz it doesn't make sense to you doesn't mean it didn't make sense to P Diddy in Quincy it's just okay let me just throw this on as my opinion it feels like the the vein yesterday might have got screwed up either way about the bomb threat but a lot of the things that you didn't do such as booking at months in advance paying the artists for them to appear in advance you know like doing a free right but you know normally they don't like doing all kinds of promotional stuff they would normally do they put it on the radio they would do all kinds of you know email blasts to try to get more people to comment stuff like when you look at the turnout was pretty low the fact that the artists weren't confirmed everything it kind of just makes me feel like oh that's why venues book events the way they normally book later that I would say that except for once you can we just take a minute for let me finish those Drake's yeah yeah well you the thing is like you talks for such a long time that I forget like okay okay um we end up at Delilah Drake's Club I get out I see country go to the front desk I instantly feel they're not gonna let us in I walk away I call olio Johnny Ohio Ryan's brother on Drake's team and the first thing I ask him and you can ask him this if you want to get somebody on John Miller I guarantee you a part of ovo Drake's team will come on to backup every word I'm saying and the first thing I asked him is brother I'm outside of the club Drake is that I'm being creepy as [ __ ] is this wrong should I go home he said keep going let God lead you Drake's team member is telling me not to give up now here's what's funny he has a direct contact with Drake if he wanted to all you have to do is be like let me call Drake but he didn't cuz he wanted me to do it on my own as soon as he said that I go to my team I said I need everybody to leave I'm doing this on my today I'm standing outside of Delila a guy who literally is scared to be in places like this I got Drake's team around me beautiful girls walking in and by myself no plan Benjamin Kicks walks up I go up to Benjamin Kicks shout out Benjamin Kicks met him that night give me the energy explain to em July 15th let him listen to the song he goes for show I'm with it another artist who performed last night comes behind me first thing he says he goes Yusuf I was born in East LA I don't wanna die and he's still a can I get on your stage I said brother done he looks at me in the eyes he goes anything you need I got you for life instantly I go back to Benjamin kicks that same artist who saw me found a way in his oh boy was gonna get him in through the back he's running he goes foo see come on I'm running through the back I'm not just getting two drinks of that I for some reason I started turn back around I go but you can ask every person there they'll confirm this story I go back to Benjamin kicks just say something like by whatever I turn around the guys inside I'm like [ __ ] next thing you know I see the person from Louis Vuitton who sold me the shoes I just gave away to the 11 year old yesterday in the crowd and he was waiting out there I tell him the story he goes well our friends are about to let us and wait for us the door opens the security guard goes ladies only tonight fellas I didn't even force it didn't argue I walked away he got in because the girl said no this guy's with us I didn't question it I go back to the front that same guy who got in that artist is that the smoking section through the gate it looked so sketch he was I know how crazy this looks I'm [ __ ] drunk security I go up time I go what he was go to the back right now I was like are you crazy he looks at me in the eye he goes go to the back I felt it I go to the back I'm standing right next to Drake's white Rolls Royce the one with the angel and the thing is that a Rolls I'm not sure I'm saying next to Drake's car his Security's around me in the cars but they're not telling me to leave because it looked and felt like I deserved to be there I didn't give up I knew I had a plan that night so I get on my knees I put the message to Drake Drake I'm outside the club tonight I sound like a crazy person who's literally crying outside the club but I'm gonna meet you tonight I put it out to the universe I'm gonna meet Drake tonight I put that energy out there door opens God gets me and I go through the kitchen we walk in I was in the hottest la party of the night he whispers in my ear he goes kylie jenner's here Drake is here Ludacris is here everybody's here he doesn't tell me where Drake is all he says is let God lead the way I'm not trying to be preaching about God but every single person was telling me this everybody talks about God in your life it's kinda just nobody ever says anything about God to me as soon as I accepted him for my life right I swear so I'm getting there so now I'm inside the club and here's where the tweets start and aware how I met Drake so you're about to get the exclusive your murder in the documentary and I would not put this story out there cuz anybody can go to Drake and his team and be like did this event happen and if it didn't happen they'll be like this guy should be arrested he's crazy I sound crazy right now cuz I'm the only one who's in there you know okay I'll show you the text no no forget the text how did you meet Drake so this you're in the party here it is as I'm outside dream big call me crazy now call me crazy tomorrow if I pull this off it's because I'm crazy next week I pray that Drake fulfills my God's plan next week what some call desperation I call hunger for success that's why I finally said I'm meeting Drake tonight remember this tweet for years to come next week I'm inside the party Drake is in I'm letting God lead the way it's happening next week it's a video that says scared shitless but I'm trusting the process as soon as I tweet that I look to my right Shawn Mendes is there I tweet and I go standing inches next to Shawn Mendes life is so surreal right now I will need Drake tonight I'm shaking in a club with high industry people all the Instagram beauty guru for other beautiful girls who I follow are in the booths it's a litany I'm not giving up and as I'm looking down at my phone I look up I say and just like that when I'm stuck the real Dennis G who's Drake's dad walks right past me as I'm taking a snap on my shoes instead of bothering him and saying can I speak to you I said please check your messages again this is God's plan he knows me he was that Tyler Perry's my dear for me I have a picture with him so I knew I met Dennis it would be good but I knew he wasn't in the right place for me to talk to him and I wanted him to have his fun so I just trusted it as soon as I decided I'd stay back Kenny Hamilton was part of Justin Bieber's group who knows me because I met them and partied with them goes right in front of me Oh sup brother did it uh were arm and arm he goes with us he takes me to his table whose table is it ludicrous I'm now in the hallway staring ludicrous in the eye hitting my chest saying I'm gonna be on stage tomorrow with more eyes on this event and the president has on the punchy to dispel hey Ludacris gives me Dax and he goes my brother I feel like keep going at this point I'm like [ __ ] what anyone's saying online I'm doing this tonight I hope back to the booth I'm dancing I let Ludacris do what he does right after that we the best music whole group trio Ivan Barrios the other hot rocky who has a beard I'm sorry I forgot his name walked past me Ivan Barrios DJ Khaled's Diddy's everybody's photographer DM him write DM him stops and talks to me for 10 minutes as I tell him the story let him listen to this song he doesn't tell me where Drake is yet all he says is you already did this don't stop gives me his phone number we try to take a picture I'm almost there Kenny looks at me this is how crazy that night was Kenny looks at me he goes no pictures I go fine Ivan leaves right right after that you said you were gonna be finished let me get there I was didn't know what to do the doubt is real the hate is real the fear is real but you know what the love is far stronger even if I have to stay up until the event a walk on the stage being I'm gonna do it I'm now standing by myself the club is emptying out only people who are allowed to stay in the club is Drake's team guess who's standing with them me because I decided not to give up because I had a mission that night as crazy as it sounded I don't know what to do but I believed in myself before I even met Drake so everyone leaves the club no one's there except for Drake's like own crew you understand Jason Cruise like 60 people and the celebrities who are in there and I'll talk about that I met ok Jay that night all this stuff so let me finish ok I'm standing in Jake's crew don't know what to do as I'm standing there I turn around Drake's dad is coming back into the crew as I pulled up to him I miss him but I touched the person behind him for some reason you're gonna get mad at this cuz I've said so much I don't know why I asked him this I said brother do you believe in God he looks like me like of course I do I said give me 30 seconds and read this he reads this post that says seven days ago I came in it with an idea of Sydney Australia this guy ends up being Drake's right-hand man and as I tell him this story about how I'm gonna get Drake and I'm pounding and I'm shaking and I'm telling you my purpose I look at him in the eye and I go I snuck in here tonight if he wanted to protect Drake and kick me out of here just get the hell out of here he looks at me he goes he's feeling it he knows I'm talking with a purpose and I mean it and I'm hungry I'm psycho at this point I'm hungry he goes wait right here but before he goes this is gonna everyone's gonna have [ __ ] to say about this you can ask him he goes how did you know my name I look at him I go brother I never met you in my life if my name came out of your if your name came out of my mouth today I have no idea how as soon as I said that I watch him hadn't seen Drake the whole night as soon as I put that energy in there I look back into the crowd Drake's team moves I get my first vision of Drake face-to-face from like 20 feet I start shaking because I know my manifestations getting stronger Drake his feet away from me i watch the gentleman I just spoke to walk straight through Drake's crew without giving damage to anybody going to Drake's ear and for five minutes this is what I see he's sharing my message into Drake's ears I don't give up I'm standing there I'm waiting next thing I know the energy I felt I needed more I look behind me obj is there Odell Beckham jr. ask him I walk straight up to him his security starts walking up to me I hand him the phone I go read his security grabs me and goes ain't don't try to sell him on anything tonight I don't let him dead I was so hungry I look at his security I said let him he reads the whole thing he looks at me he goes you got that I walked back to Drake's crew i'm mobbin Drake's crew dancing at Drake's music next thing I know Drake's coming closer and closer and closer he hugs I believe it was Joe Elam be two inches away from me I'm staring at him in his eyes like this hungry knowing that I left my house that and I saying I'm gonna meet Drake like a crazy person and literally Adam I'm this close to Drake but instead of taking that moment to be like Drake can I get a picture this is gonna prove all my haters wrong I accepted that it already was done as soon as Drake moves and makes eye contact with me and I stare at him I see that his second right-hand man and he nods at me like this I walk out with him I go what's next he goes brother take my number I'll tell you all the details tomorrow I did I was high I didn't meet Drake he just looked at you I mean if he just looked at you did you really be all right do something for me in the next two hours will for yourself to touch nose with drinks if it happens I'll sell my entire youtube channel to be ten your touch nose to nose literally like this that's how close he wants to me okay as you saw you if you could do that I'll give you my Ferrari I'll give you my Range Rover I'll give you my mom and dad's keys to the house I'll delete all my YouTube channels I did that cuz I manifested acts up believing myself Kim this has always been me from the start so reason I blew up my channel whether it was a good way or wrong way anyways his team member I save his name under God's plan right okay I tell him that I will show him as he's walking out with Drake's dad he looks at me he goes God is the greatest I don't tell anybody I just harness it in that next day before I started that Drake promotion I texted it to him the team member who I met I showed him the July 15 picture with Drake on it I showed him I was about to go live so Drake's people approved you putting all this promo for your event with Drake's likeness and Drake's pictures Drake himself didn't say to me face to face by his right-hand man who went and fed the message to Drake was there say me as I'm sending him the text of all that stuff he's reading each one I'm sending videos to him throughout the day like I'm charging up I got energy I'm dancing to Drake I'm happy knowing what's about to happen he's reading every single one as I send it not once is he saying yo Jake doesn't want to come stop this we're gonna send a lawsuit okay like we have I mean I have connections in this town as well and you know we reached out to like Drake's people and they said that he had no play to play there okay I want you to help the number that I have in my phone would drag steam I will but listen so here I'm sending him all that right and I have every intention immediately right after I did that I mean I'm in DMS with the game everybody the game obviously easing in a trust he runs la this guy sounds please wanna come to his event but as soon as may know hit the stage ot Genesis was gonna hit the stage Wi-Fi his funeral starts P dip said whoever else we had jay Park I don't know if we come from her everybody who's gonna come do you see the dog [ __ ] was gonna roll because all these rappers and my dreams are waiting for that moment Drake was gonna be on that stage tonight can I prove that right now with hard evidence facts no but based on what you think yeah you put out on social media that Drake would only be on the stage if you had to that was a [ __ ] of mine that was where I let the energy get too high and I just kept wanting to manifest and feed it energy and I just was there conversation between those rights people about not only viewers you know yeah that's where I [ __ ] up and I'm gonna admit that now I'm not gonna try to act like that it uh I [ __ ] up I got was so excited I'm in the hotel room I literally in seven days my beautiful girlfriend my team is throwing this huge event there I'm watching the livestream in my hotel and I saw you say good morning right to the news you know what I did enough you do that I started like supporting me I was I know you texted me and said yo it looks like you might have pulled it off he told me that - I was about to be late he was like I think I was so happy and that was in private tax that's not it wasn't puzzler here or anything you know what happens I get in the car I tell the guy who I'm texting on Drake's team that I'm going to the event I'm going to the event everything's good I'm meditating my girlfriend calls she goes baby and I go baby I'm on my way and I hear it in her voice she's crying she goes baby I go what she goes there was just a bomb threat they had to evacuate everyone I stopped because they don't let us up the street I stopped with a group of families who were down there moms are giving me hugs and they're saying you said please don't give up on us we got this love is gonna win I finally get to go up I'm telling everybody it's gonna happen as soon as I get up the police comes to me and I go yo the event was shut down we pulled right into the lot there was an empty lot and the police I told them I was like fine I'm gathering everybody there everybody coming down the hill surrounded me and that's when my speech happened and you have my speech on camera came you have the footage I have like half of it yeah there was a filmed a lot of it I gave a shout out to X on stage last night did you on my knees I said there was one person who I would have loved to have here and that's X X X and Tasi own because when he was alive once again I said when he was alive I was his biggest hater because I didn't understand his message and unfortunately it wasn't till after he passed that I took a deeper dive into his message and his music and I realized how special he was hmm why weren't you sorry why aren't you there or maybe that's the part I'm I'm so once again so I have at anaconda guy yeah why weren't you there so I have a party to actually yeah I have everything on text with my team I told my whole team I want Angela and MC in the youtubers to run the openers what was happening on stage was the openers it wasn't actual show I was and I didn't want here's the one thing so I watched another YouTube event and I saw the youtuber that hosted it did the whole thing I texted him and explained why I wasn't there and I said Keane I'm not coming until it's my part this event isn't about means for the people I don't want to be on stage the whole time I didn't want it to be about fousey or backstage I was getting there and I literally said I'll show you text my phone is right here I said you know team and I said I said I text my girlfriend I said when I get there I want to hug each person give them energy and thank them for being there before I do anything I was on my way to do that I just wanted to harness make sure everything was gonna go before I got there for the actual show the show hadn't even begun I think just and my opinion doesn't matter on this cuz I'm so out of show definitely but like began I would have been there like two hours before it started if I was putting it on because I'd be like I gotta [ __ ] make sure everything got to make sure everybody good and I got to make sure everything's going right like I got it of course my team though was so so so passionate about what we were doing they had it under control my everyone knew that if you need me you go through my girlfriend you go through country you go through Andrew it was a well-oiled machine that's why all the guests arrived safely the concert was going good Kien was having fun on stage fans were filling in I don't care if even one eventually everyone was having a good time right and that's why the event was promoted as peace and love and all that right yes a little poppy I think his name was he went up with some song about you know [ __ ] are thick and there on his dick I'm gonna look and I'm not saying that it's a bad song but what I'm saying is there was a lot of controversy online of people saying I thought this is about peace and love and war like this is about thick [ __ ] so I'm so glad you asked that because I just want to address my people I didn't when people are asking me to be on stage I just wanted energy so I didn't listen to their music there were certain songs and I'll show it to you right after I would text my girlfriend and team and his set what the [ __ ] I'm sitting here in my hotel room and all I hear is like [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] thick and I'm like no I [ __ ] up there so now moving forward I know when you're inviting an artist view his music view is set and make sure it aligns with your message but just cuz a rappers talking about sex or shooting people or whatever that doesn't necessarily mean that they can't also be talking about peace and that's why I was there that yo I know music got crazy but the whole point is all of us with differing opinions like I don't listen to music like that but what differing opinions are all here celebrating what love I had a speech ready for you on stage and Banks anniversary consumer I know I know I wish I could have seen over the phone you were given like I was literally gonna hold your hand up in the air together and scream hey dies and the crowd was gonna go love arrives rice come I was literally gonna be on my hands and knees telling him why I did this song what it meant why I care for him I was gonna be such a [ __ ] [ __ ] I have so many questions let me try to just like get these get these out I'm gonna go walk behind you and go pee okay I'm so glad Shane's here I know I am too cuz he keeps me very proud I just feel like he's like what am I gonna say where's your crew crew yeah your crews not with you I don't know oh no okay I'm alone what God said where he lived ken has that fascinating you know what's beautiful about this hmm two years ago something like this would have happened Keane would have been on the internet already with a drama alert saying this what happened and just saying his side of the story we never would have got a chance to speak face-to-face like this right and I love that the conversations are happening in my youtube description of the song on the bottom it says it shows my love to Brian and also says I want to take back YouTube to the place where everybody collaborated and it wasn't fearing that one person might get on top of them get more views than them not in your culture of you to visit other cultures you know and in the culture I mean there's a there's a there's this thing that it's about clout and it's about who's popping and if you're not popping oh I'm sorry I can't hang out today I can't be in your video I mean it's always to squash that it's it's always been like that right I hate that I I don't know I don't I don't necessarily hate it I like it because if you're small it gives you something to work for and to achieve and you know if you're big it gives you an understanding of what success is right but why not if somebody's small like I had small huge I opened up my stage and I even told you what I'd doing you said a good idea I open it to small performers who are up and coming why not bring those people who are small up with I know exactly what you're getting to me and Shane had a conversation about this throughout Shane's career anyone that he saw that he liked and thought was talented he pushed his audience towards them and I've done it as well but you don't just like open it up to anyone you know you have to get behind people that you believe in another small right I understand so I don't know okay so I want to address this one thing that's happening online a lot of people think that and I don't think that's just so you know I do not like this but a lot of people online think that your show was leaning towards you know failing and you swat at your own event to get a shot so here's what happened I can't tell I don't I'm not gonna blame anybody Sam pepper did DM me and say yo you're about to hear a lot of fake information I need to talk to you so there's something going on there and I talked to my manager today now my manager the person who helped me manage that and he said yo just to give you a heads up as we're in lockdown and the police look at me and say don't even reach your phone to text they saw Sam pepper run out on his live stream and they said everyone got scared and that's why he got things so here's hopin a couple hours before the event Sam texted me DM me after I think I'm at at DM them first but a couple hours and he goes yo can I come and stream it this is about love I had problems with him I said come that attracts his audience next thing you know I'm watching Hampton Brandon's walking that attracts his audience it was it was definitely a nice thing was there a fact it was it was a fan watching y'all but that's what I think it was one of their saying take a masters saying that that specific location has been it's you can even Google has been targeted for a couple of times now and that's why they feel so shitty about this it was what I would never [ __ ] that was I was literally album crimes you did you think about like sending like having a bomb squad there beforehand because that's the only thing you can really do is you can have the local PD come in and inspect the building before the event and if they do that then they can shut down the event with footage if you want by the way for your documentary of me prepping the day before at the venue explaining to all youtubers here's your entrance here's the metal detectors here's where you go through you have a private line I thought security was good there but it wasn't I thought everything was taken care of I never would have thought oh let me a bomb you know when I'm on that today her face she was heartbroken because she wanted her son to succeed and it gets ruined because somebody calls in a bunker but I'm not worried about that because I believe that through these conversations and through the help now let's say I wanted to do a new one but before I do it and try to plan it in seven days I have a meeting with you I have a meeting with Shane I've meeting with Adam I have teams around writing stuff and I'm like guys how can we make this the biggest event how do we get into the Staples Center how do we take this next level so I can do it right the first one was rushed I tried I why is it so important to even do the event this is my purpose I want to be a motivational speaker I want to spread love I want to spread the message of helping you know I believe in this movement I took a year off for you to if come back he was gonna be for something good I had no ideas if I to come back as I'm in Australia did the 375 person show realized I wasn't living to my potential like I had that conversation with you privately so I was like I'm gonna fly to LA and throw a show right away what about just like focusing on your YouTube career nah I'm not doing what about focusing I'm making good content and then building an audience and then you know blend in motivational stuff like you always used to do it used to do vlogs and that at the end of your vlogs or in the middle of your vlogs you would you know try to motivate your audience what was wrong with that I'm not doing that anymore I'm no longer a content creator who serves for you to my income now even if I get $0 from YouTube I'm going bigger I want to tour the world with my story I want to sell it self-help books I believe it's gonna sell 100 million copies I have a bigger purpose now a hundred million copies yes I put them out do you know how insane that is and do you know that one person at one time in their life had an idea I'm gonna put a flint a plane in the air and it's gonna fly people across the ocean and they did that what's wrong about dreaming big there's nothing wrong with dreaming big Friday Florida and you did it and you're proud in the numbers it's doing I'm telling the world I'm gonna sell 100 million copies if I tell the world I'm gonna sell 100 copies what's the difference between setting a higher number than a lower number there's no limitations in life hey I just want to throw this out there Shane is so polite that he texted me while I was in the bathroom was like dude I think I kind of got to leave I'm sorry I don't want to be rude so I just want to like open the door for him to make I'm so glad you guys got to meet in this environment or in any environment by the way Shane I'm so sorry I just had I had to jump in on this this listen as a audience member this is content okay that's a good pleasure for your own sake I was wondering can probably your phone number is by how you're moving your thumbs topic so yesterday I gave banks my assurance and I promised him yo you thought you liked leak his number he had to change his number it was on complete in accident here's what happened do you think maybe like just [ __ ] like that and a lot of other things maybe you need to slow down 100% I'm heartbroken over what happened with things so my iPhone through the event-planning anybody who's organised an event no stress can get high the day before the event as everything's going good I realize the show the song is dropping on midnight on iTunes if Kim's hears this he's gonna think it's a troll to sabotage him I don't get to pull off the reason I did this song shows room of course I'm gonna think it's a troll so who said this about peace and love and all this other [ __ ] and then it's a distress right my phone and listen I heard you try to explain to these guys well no it was much more than that and it doesn't make sense like like you need to be you've never had satire you never had irony you never told something in a Davos satisfier sorry irony isn't peace and love but here's the thing if rice comes whole career was built on this tracks and you guys have no problem with hitting them down you had no problem telling the world that I should kill myself and I'm the worst person right scum did it before he right before rice gun puts out a diss track does he say hey this is about peace and love I understand no but I'm trying to end it now and I'm telling him like rice I'm doing this to you to show you like I want to celebrate you through this and I was gonna tell him like this isn't like it was supposed to be a joke I'm not a [ __ ] rapper you know what's funny the song is called lil clutter featuring [ __ ] you know what little Clara means little [ __ ] yeah it was a troll it was a troll the song had nothing to do with event okay so this is what I think yeah this is what I really honest to god think okay I think that you were in Australia you had the idea of making it back in the YouTube or whatever in the scene maybe not you too maybe something else I think you came up with doing this song you realize the song was good I actually I like the song alright I think the song was good and you said wait we need to do a music video wait how can we hype this how can we have like you know a big event how can I make sure that this song pops and that's when it came into your mind let's get a bunch of artists on stage I'll try to get as many artists as I possibly can and at the end I'm gonna world premiere this song you were right until the last part so the idea did get sparked though the idea of birth months ago I gonna have idea but the flame when rice has my brother was on stream on twitch and he called me irrelevant now the reason that hurt me is because as your brother whose collab with you you know I struggle with mental health you know I struggle depression you know for a fact I don't even about views anymore don't put your brother down like that it hurt me but if I heard that I was irrelevant when if I had your numbers right now I'd be hungry it would just make me hungry look how hungry it made me now I want to sell a hundred million copies to show the world how irrelevant I am so you're a hundred percent right though the idea first it was the event three hundred seventy-five people I realized I could do bigger next thing you know I've been even as a joke on my twitch you should go find this I've been telling the world rice gum dis track coming soon as a joke so I finally realized oh man Australia we got time let's go on the booth and through the song the event got created but the event in my speech became so much more important than the song the song was like the smallest factor missus share about it and so is it safe to say the original idea of creating July 15th was to hype up the song no because if the song had happen and let's say the event did it happen it was gonna be released in the same way I wanted rice on stage on it you on stage on a banks on stage I wanted to thank each person I want to tell rice why I made the song so the song was never made this song from the because just seems like the worst way to promote a diss track no no the nor missing the intention it's not a diss track you're still calling it a diss track you don't need to look at him to see if he agrees I'm having a conversation with you as a man now I I'm just looking at him for someone to jump in the middle here so I but you're you have this version of reality here and I have this version of reality here so I just need someone else to jump in but and let's look at intention ask me that intention let me sit down with rice come privately and tell him that's my boy I smoked up with him all the time he comes to play basketball at Alex's we chill he said that when he weighed the diss track on him and made absolutely no sense because there's no beef I and I saw the way he said in your clip about who she has no idea what he's doing I don't think rice would even understand like why I did explain it to him there is no beef exactly there wasn't beef it isn't a diss track he's my brother everybody in the studio knew he was my brother they knew I was doing this to troll they were laughing and there were wondering way he's gonna say when I tell him you know by the way little cutter means a little [ __ ] I'm trolling the whole white world because everybody was reacting to it right now are saying little Cara and that's exactly how I said they were gonna be reacting cuz it's a troll I literally pulled the ultimate troll but through that song and the intention hate dies level rise was birthed and that's why I got the idea look if I could go back right now knowing that there was gonna be a bomb there always up and just saying [ __ ] the song and I even contemplate with my team the day before do we go on with it and it wasn't until after the event late at night I was like you know what stands strong in your belief that everything is gonna work out release the video with underst I took off social media today I tweeted Twitter and Instagram post just trust that let the narrative tell itself however it is let people talk well when the story comes out when conversations like this happens it'll tell itself and even if the whole world is against it came what I'm understanding now in my life as long as I understand my intention my team understands my intention then anybody who listens to what I'm saying and agrees with it that's fine anybody who doesn't that's fine but I'm not gonna spend time trying to convince them on my message anymore because that's how I ruined my YouTube career instead of just living in my great potential and being who I could have been which is what Logan Paul did with Jay Paul did I left because I let the comments from your channel from my Twitter and everything define me starting from one leafyishere used to vandalize my name and hey I can't believe we didn't mention him this whole time I was thinking about him a friend times I thought maybe he would come out on July 15 yeah I think he's coming here he's the next one he's gotta become another no honestly like Jay Z could show up right now sorry bro only for Mike soon honestly I talked to Shane like a mom's basement right and he doesn't follow up like really anything on YouTube so he is lost like yeah like when we're talking about foo see Shane is like so he has like a fake hair thing no yeah it makes sense I used to be scared to tell people but now I showed people and it's funny because now I have grown men who come up to me I like the airport and they're like like they don't care about you two or anything but they're like you know I saw your video about hair loss they take off their hat they go thank you bro I was so insecure I don't of course cuz that's just hard when you go bald she ruins your [ __ ] a lot so then why don't you focus on that and why don't you focus on that kind of stone rather than trying to be like like the leader a concert like as a normal person who like doesn't who it doesn't whatever like for me that if I saw somebody post a picture of my face with a date under it that I wasn't but whatever I would feel like what is this - right right but if you made a video saying all these similar things in a genuine way I would be like oh cool do you not have sang it just very like he made a lot of those videos a lot of them well from this point forward got it look for this point forward and I'm asking you guys this on this table can I see your eyes and I still feel like you're still cuz you think about your documentaries still thinking I'm in the wrong and you're missing the attention here and I hope you're seeing the bigger picture of telling us I'm not I don't think I think that you are in the wrong in certain situation in certain details right but I also think that part of you really wanted to this to be a I think that you started off wanting to get popular with this district all right then I think that you figured out the best way to promote this is by selling love and peace because who doesn't want love and peace and then you just add it well let's add racism because everyone wants to end racism so if you can put out all these different reasons for people to show up to the event you can promote the song [ __ ] the song and you also put out there like this is gonna be you know I gave a speech about being a Muslim in America at the a just was real quick there was one more thing you also said that this was gonna be like the after-party of the World Cup you know like I didn't go to the event and see them talking about football or soccer when we were throwing their Mexican flags in the a I said it's a little bit you're not understanding and we sold it it's like so many different things cuz I'm anything to get people to go I mean not that there's anything wrong with that but there's just some so many angered by the way guys it's Kahless eighth birthday party July 15th like yo I really but here's the thing I know I went crazy with it I did you're right but I swear to God I did it and like you know I am like with my ideas as a grandiose as they can get I did it as crazy as that but thinking why should I say no if I believe that it's right so I warned I did it with you know I get that I might have [ __ ] up but I did it with good intentions I get that but like you have a credibility issue because like you know with the fake pranks and the fake social Germans yo yo what fortnight did you fake your gameplay yeah okay don't hit on me for my fake pranks when a lot of people in your crew have fake vlogs dog I know vibes on YouTube are fake so don't put me down Fido but that was you know I say clearly that was crazy things that may have fake pranks but there are some people on YouTube who you know who faked their whole careers and lives and that's a fact no okay you're not you're not listening to me I am you know it's not that right off because you're trying to bring a fake Prince that make me sound bad I'm not I'm trying to make you understand make you watch the Kardashians fake you watch any reality show fake you watch the news a lot of you're right you're right so not let argue I could say something that I know about dramaalert in the cloud house right now that if I do you know the firestorm that'll cause and you know what that'll do to you and your life but I respect you as a man and I'm not gonna leak that information cuz you looked at me you smile you said no one knows this so please keep this with you I can say right now on air and it could end everything if you expose me right now I don't care how do you remember well you're missing the point I would never but listen let me before I get lose my train of thought here I'm sorry the credibility issue because of the fake pranks and the in this fake social experiments and all that stuff right I feel like people need to trust you right so when you promote that promoted this event with all these different angles and all this different things that it was supposed to be like it comes down to what was this what was this really supposed to be about July 15th and watch what it turns into this was just the beginning I started my new chop of life that chapter you were talking about about who I was that person who I told you about who was suicidal he died last night on July 15th and I chose a new direction in my life and I promise you guys with your guidance and if you choose to stay in my life now I will work my absolute hardest to do [ __ ] right do [ __ ] with positive intentions no longer hate and introduce the world as just use of Erekat you can call me foo see as a motivational speaker the content I'm gonna upload from here is different now I'm only gonna upload stuff with the message and now again I'm gonna practice what I preach every day of my life today there was a I'll tell you later a youtuber tweeted hello [ __ ] at me instead of going at him on then called him got his number and I was like brother you didn't even act that's how I'm gonna start living if I have a problem with you on my text you I'm gonna invite you when I'm in LA to come smoke I'm gonna chill I'm gonna be brave enough to be like hey Shane you know I know I don't usually fit into your crew and a lot of people might have a negative stigma can I hang out with you one day you wonder but I'm gonna start doing stuff like that to love myself again so look I know this is gonna turn out however it turns out too but I'm telling you in the I'm something you and I and you know how I feel about you and that's why you're wearing this shirt right now and I hope you're getting an understanding of just that I know I have trouble portraying of who I'm trying to portray myself as and I asked for you guys help me you tell me what I should do to be credible help me text me and be like you Lucy I just think you should be as real as possible with Chronicle with what you're doing swear to god it was real as possible because honestly when you promote at that event and then everyone found out oh he was talking about releasing this song and it's a diss track on rice you lose all credibility with everyone I think the issue is even beyond that is like okay if you're gonna do events you have to take doing events more seriously because you know what it felt like was like you just had this burst of energy and creativity and you kept talking about love and peace and respect and everything and that's good but you know when you do an event and it doesn't work out then it just makes the garlis if it was your fault or not like with Tana her credibility has been hurt because she didn't have an and it didn't you know work out the way it was supposed to if she had done that event and killed it then her stock would be a bit higher than it was when she started if you do another show and you actually like book artists you know do a proper rollout with like everything like I fouseytube could definitely be a dude who's known for putting on events it's just you have to you know if you want to make that your thing you got to focus on that name but I said you slot your stock will go up yeah my stock went all the way up baby because Ticketmaster and Live Nation are working out the fattest deal for me to do this right the next time because they feel so bad without no no but I'm saying dude I I think you lost credibility with the community I don't think other people will come every single person they will I guarantee you all fill out an arena next I guarantee you my next show will be in a stadium yeah but you also guarantee that you'd have two million views and I was going to tube and you're gonna be on Ellen next week just that's not Ellen it's gonna happen team I speak my life into existence I manifest everything my book is gonna be called July 15th I'm gonna tell the story and it will sell the copies I tell you can't say you're gonna be on Ellen because then if you're not in Ellen then what like the back to the credit they'll all be on Ellen yeah yo you probably could we're all matter you should be on respect your daughter by the way anything I've ever said about you in the past I'm sorry if your daughter comes to you and goes daddy I want to be a NASCAR driver I want to be a singer at a young age are you gonna tell her honey like your credibility zone oh you can tell her go for it well but her brain isn't really like fully formed and stuff so why don't we add adults live as like we did when we were young and tell ourselves we can do whatever the hell you want to do yeah but the world would be a lot different if we treated everybody like a five-year-old you know duty look buddy if everybody wanna be better they be worse yeah like I heard somebody suggest one time everybody should always treat everybody else like it was Christmas which sounds nice but then you're like well at some point you got a fire somebody and then Christmas isn't special anymore yeah exactly yeah yeah yeah I am so mad that I didn't have something lesser known co-hosts Shane Dawson we just sort of had on to observe throughout this here's the thing all I'm gonna say my little final note on my end is I didn't hate you I didn't I know most people around me didn't have any bad opinion of you I remember when you told me about this whole thing even you were just like I think it might work and I was like cool like I should know nobody had on mine right so for me the credibility thing is more like if you were to say like okay I'm gonna if you would have tweeted me and said I'm trying to do a thing contact me it's we're gonna take six months to plan out all these things whatever I would have been like okay cool but because it was out of like it was so fast and Banten like whatever that the man just came from Tana conned like he was supposed to be a future you can't exactly exactly um so I'd say my advice to you is you're asking for advice yeah I advice to you is like staying genuine planning the next thing fully and like being there the whole time like from an hour before it starts because like I don't care how big your team is and whatever like you're you gotta [ __ ] be there or else like it looks like you knew wasn't we're gonna work out we're like I'm not gonna get you no I mean a hundred percent um have fun one things I go if I do ask for help for the next one and I go help me make hey guys live arrives to correct would you give me your guidance or advice in private I'll give you what I can from an outsider perspective see that's a lot of pressure on people to like we're allowed to say no the one I would respect it I asked my friends to retweet a tweet of mine my best friends they didn't do it but I had text I said even if you don't do it I love you all to say there's nothing wrong with asking for things we should ask each other for help I'm gonna ask Adam real quick Adam um you know you get bombarded all the time with people trying to send you their music or their SoundCloud link right like it's just like you're you're kind of being harassed right so then you create a system on the stream we're like okay if you donate a hundred bucks I'll play it you know there has to be a give-and-take to supply and demand you know what I mean so like you're saying much love I really can't wait to finish this Shane understands content Chris long you want roll a bunt and sit right here and we'll awesome once again hey much love so I love that and I now let's let's can we now that we're gonna light this just relax and chill and I'll talk or do you got are you leaving all right I'm down I will continue to secure he's gonna roll another boy these things are gnarly you know about harassment mm-hmm but I grew up with people like Jay Cole as my supporter like my inflow my inspiration Jay Cole harass Jay Z outside of his office building and just waiting for him through the rain through the storm through everything Jay Z walked up to him Jay Cole said Jay he was wearing a shirt that said get signed by Jay Z die trying he said Jay here's the tape Jay looked at him I said that's not how it was done two years later he has a line that says [ __ ] wouldn't even sign my CD when he see me two years later we here we are both on blueprint he went from harassing Jay Z outside of his building to be signed by Jay Z and on his song well you call harassment some people understand as energy fire that guy who I spoke to him drink steam at the club could have been like I got a psycho era with a beer trying to meet Drake kick him out now he took my message I went to Drake's ear cuz he trusted where it was from no but like okay let's say your message was an email all right that email will go right to the spam phone there's no energy behind that but if you why don't use social media to manifest our dreams I mean I don't know dude we just got a difference of opinions and how we operate what we believe in I feel like you're gonna teach the new wave manifest in your career in your career right you would you agree that you're at a low point no I'm at the nice point I've been in your overall like career okay let's hide it like I like tangible things like money and views like money you've used as supplemental of and support now that I have here's the difference I can get 10 million views but it could be out of people telling me I should die or I can get the views I'm getting now people tell me that this is this is all I'm trying to make just just hear me this is the point trying to make okay when you were at the top if you would have went to me and Adam and everyone else and you would have said and literally anyone you would have said hey I want to do this event right that would have been so more authentic right but because like talking about numbers and views and all that you're on a low in your career it comes across this you know trying to be relevant you know I'm not alone I don't care about relevancy because I'm gonna be on a stage and stadium as being a world-famous motivational speaker because I see that for my life what you see at a low point I see myself standing tonga at all out of kingdom because I took back control of my life my relevancy comes from what I believed for myself my girlfriend calls me a king I call her a queen I kissed the ground she walks on she believes in my dreams this morning she looked at me and she said baby these long at the beginning but you don't really answer my question you just spin it I don't I don't not spinning it I just I'm telling you I don't agree with this being a low point in my career I'm not a high point on certain measurements like like me and Hatton and came like I know for me personally I would say you know I'm at a high point right now in terms of my career just based on the things that you can quantify like views subscribers money about that kind of thing and you know I can be honest about other times in my life when I was rule yeah we some of the big doings so here that's not this thing's covered in Keith that will knock your [ __ ] Susie into car sativa indigo if you get super high in started acting funny that reaction because just Mike if you don't smoke back where this conflict which might be good for you guys you slow you down yo but you know over job yesterday just to give you an idea shuttle much than me practicing what I preach to be careful when you hit that I realize I'm not the [ __ ] up his car whisper Tim and I had read blog I was like brother if you let me use this car right now not only will I buy this car and repair all the damages I'm gonna buy you a new car and I'm gonna be fifty thousand dollars on the way home you know what I told them I was like who do you work for he said boo girl muffled hey I said who do you work for he said uber a guy named Jose I said you got a family he goes yeah I got a wife and kids you know what I told him with my girlfriend saying nice to me I said quit uber today you're not my personal driver I'll take care of you your wife and your daughter for life because of the love you provided me tonight and now he's gonna be on my salary so what I'm trying to do now all my friends what I did before this event talk to each of them personally everyone I beefed with my whole squad was with me right now we hated each other three years ago because we were all middle Easterns right real quick I gotta ask you a question yeah okay so this event cost you a [ __ ] ton of money yeah all right you're buying this guy a brand-new uber you're taking care of his family all this stuff you're at a low point and your career is in sense of making money right you told him during the no jumper podcast that you didn't really have money like that so are you gonna go broke no I saw the Tyler Perry movies I've sold a documentary with Roman Atwood I went on a world tour the Roman Atwood got a lot of views was good 11 each I have multiple channels you know I got billions of views I got investment saying that because you said you like that no I say that to say you said you were spending money on this event but you didn't really has the amount that was a sweat knee it's like it's it's like a amount cuz I'm not making any money in return so my accountants are like Yousaf this is all money out there's no in okay but do you see how that's like again more part of the credibility issue like no way because like he didn't have that much money and he was putting all his money into this you know when I tell this story in the book I'm gonna be like and I said this to my accountants and I have everything that's so special about the book is I have everything in emails and texts and I told them even if I lose every single dollar I still want y'all to wire transfer the money I'm asking you to transfer because I believe in this so I didn't care dead-ass literally I believe main manifestation my dad stresses about money my dad was a business owner and that's why he always went broke he won the lottery I'm speaking about a manifestation or whatever they're like I told you I was gonna do the documentary and you said that you know you came up with that in your head but then on the car you were like saying I was doing it just to make money ya know did it did did I come up with the idea for the documentary or did you in your head beautiful you're right you called me out on that but here's what I got frustrated on the car cuz you know if and I told you this Intex if the debt had gone the documentary would have made me look like a [ __ ] Savage and people would have been like oh yes and it would give me credibility me being on that car and the questions you were asking me because we didn't have this discussion yet I already saw in my head cuz I let fear take over that this documentary was gonna [ __ ] me up so I look like a [ __ ] monster just lashing out at you I would felt like [ __ ] when I woke up this morning and you Ed you had the wife-beater up here it looked like a tank top I felt like I was like you know what I was terrified try being honest now that we're smoking a big dork I can tell you all this I'm outside on a car with people around me I got every news station there I know I'm also talking about the president I'm talking about Palestine and Israel I'm talking about serious [ __ ] I literally on that stage broke down in tears and you eat there's even a clip I can send you somebody in the crowd took it where I'm getting in the car and I'm asking everybody to pray for my safety I was so scared up there I thought me talking about the issues I was talking I'm talking about politics here real life [ __ ] I was gonna get and assassinated dead ass I don't think anybody brought brought their guns to food but that's crazy what you just said it disagrees what you said is crazy Tupac Shakur I think there's Santa Co people dis to my Luther King Giuliano trumple I'm not calling myself dim but these are all people who spoke out about serious [ __ ] you're not on that level do do not like a political you're not no no I gave people to speech yesterday by telling them godson of the speech that you were worried about your family safety I said I said the power is in the people I said [ __ ] food they start shouting [ __ ] I said stop [ __ ] foo see it's us I'm trying to tell them we're all kings and queens this voice you're talking about I'm not that voice but everybody in that crowd together spreading that energy of love [ __ ] racism [ __ ] everything that's what could change the world so I'm telling people I can't change [ __ ] I'm not Tupac I'm not Martin Luther King I'm nobody but if I get you you you Kendrick Lamar J Cole if I'd be crazy enough to try to get all these people into one room in one night this doink is helping if I kept it on one woman one night all of us together can at one point did you say the president was talking about your van I didn't ever say that oh okay I heard it like it was a private conversation in a text message I said it's on my Instagram I said I think I was sending a flow I was like message to I said I want more eyes on this event then the president has on his country because a subtle shade okay let me tell you why I wanted to say that that's no disrespect to the president I'm saying that because it's not a make America great again huh yeah every every artist who I wanted there LeBron James everybody was in that room and they let go of everything classes on why they're up here well we're up here just cuz he's good at basketball guys this [ __ ] ton of money put us all on the same level for one night - it's gonna be powerful it's no longer about celebrities and a difference between celebrities and the fans [ __ ] that we're all celebrities if we choose to use our powers together support each other you give love to me I give love to you you give love to me I give love to you all of a sudden ideas get bigger I did this idea when I got on my own imagine if when the second I got the idea Australia I hit you up how big you could have yeah but word do you don't understand like we get millions of views on YouTube if he would've did that he could have pulled it off I think I could have Polly now imagine if we all work together on it I'm just saying the world should help each other we should help each other we should talk we should be friendly and kind well you know it's gonna create the next VidCon so go for it I [ __ ] believe in it but if we're gonna do that we should probably charge people and like figure out how we're gonna split the money and we should probably take like at least six months to plan it and we should probably VidCon is they don't pay any of the creators I know and that's why we would have an incentive to actually start something don't we would we would pay every creator that shows how to throw we should get like [ __ ] Jordan Peterson or some [ __ ] make everybody super mad Joe Rogan Busey - oh definitely like the black seed conventions way back in the day of my name used to be DJ keemstar and like people still call me that because that's how they my name you know but you know something too you remember how you in the past videos all this [ __ ] and then there was a time where you literally post the video said why am I getting all this hey you came out of that and you're the only person on that time who came out of that alive and not you're running [ __ ] because you were able to do that all I ask is that you look at me and through my [ __ ] ups through my things that you might know better than me you're older than me you're wiser instead of just saying like foo see you're doing this wrong tell me in a way so I can learn so I can come out of it just okay okay I'll tell you that was the best way no not now in life I know let me tell you like right now how I did it okay so oh you're gonna somebody how you didn't tell me what I'm doing wrong in my life also coming to a high no I'm gonna tell you how I survived up to you know why am I still getting hey um a bunch of people had old clips of me when I was trolling and saying horrible things okay but I was saying them in the context of comedy they were for online trolls and stuff like that some stuff was legitimately bad like the alux clip I'm sure what everyone has seen but all that stuff when I didn't ever think I was gonna even have a [ __ ] YouTube career that was out there other than it was like way back in the day we didn't even get paid like all gaming channels couldn't get partnered on YouTube right so this was all for fun so Sam pepper and ice beside and their hair for the record well what the [ __ ] are we gonna do we don't well we can get ice on the mic I'm gonna actually tell them tell them I'm going to be like 10 minutes because I got to go to a meeting okay yeah tell them to come in in ten minutes as soon as keemstar is done yeah we're gonna finish this and then they could both come on come on tan so fast this is gonna sound this is not it is gonna sound crazy it's a high thought right now but what I've been doing so yesterday after the event if you're wondering how I handled it instead of like cuz I was I could have been so sad I turned off my phone I got I ordered food for all my friends we played Drake music and we were dancing with good energy and I told them I was like guys my career in life gets ruined when I'm on my phone we finding bad about me I asked you guys as my friends if you see anything good about today's event share it with me because what that'll do you sharing with me and us all looking for good it's like a freak but you're also limited if you do that you're also leave living in a world of yes man you can't do that no no you're living in a world plus steady listen when I said that right now this started with you and Shane y'all started energy off settin I want to hear what you want to say and then I want to make a statement and then maybe we could end this after this okay I just want to say real quick how I survived yeah I survived on YouTube by being real and being honest there were things that I did that was wrong in the past and I had to apologize when I had to own those right but there were also things that I I I wasn't guilty of there were things that were being made up that were complete lies so I defended myself on those things I kept it as real as possible and going forward I knew that I had to make my show more entertaining you know I didn't need it to like put my voice and I needed to share my opinion on my show because before I did it as much as I do now so I could have a relationship with my audience and it was just those two things really and you know my channel just blew up because I focused on that are you focused on the entertainment I know you're focused on sharing your opinion but are you focused on the entertainment to build up the credibility with an audience mmm that's beautiful um how I plan on doing it moving forward and you can tell me if this is not good I'm gonna use social media far less every thought that comes into my mind doesn't go on the internet I take time to just be off of the internet and now and I only create when I Ghent like I'm not gonna do daily I'm not gonna do vlogs I'm not gonna click bake [ __ ] that I don't believe in I'm only gonna post something that I've actually took time and when the idea came to me you know anyway it comes natural I'm only gonna post content in those moments cuz I'm no longer [ __ ] subscribers man I love my son but you know I mean [ __ ] the chase of subscribers because any might chase subscribers and views yeah money was good usually the subscribers were good but I was miserable and everybody hated me and the money didn't make me happier so now that I'm saying like j.cole [ __ ] money spread love I'm gonna try to use YouTube now like I don't want to be at the top because I I know what that comes with like if you want to be a logue in a Jake Adeje a case ID you got to be ready to have anybody say anything and everything about you and you can't give a [ __ ] because that's why you're at the top if you give a [ __ ] you're not I can't do that so I'm gonna manage it how I can so I'm only gonna use YouTube on a frequent like moderate level that my mental capacity can sustain because I as somebody who goes through the depression bipolar can't sustain a frequency of every day because then I'm forcing it I'm not living in the moment I'm not present this whole conversation of and touch my phone I've been making eye contact with you because I'm making a conscious effort to be a better person and listen more I got ADHD I have to look away mm-hmm do you yeah it's like bad have you ever as personal question I'll ask later what I do is I just try to multitask this the only way I can focus but I bet it's aided you in the fact of how much you've gotten done I'm a machine yeah yeah you're not working at one thing at the only one thing you're probably building an empire while somebody's like building a castle can I ask you a question Lucy the answer question how does it feel to have had like like when we think about YouTube if there was a YouTube heavyweight division you held the throne for a period of time like you were that number one dude like the same way that that Jake Paul or Logan Paul feel right now regardless of how hated they were you were like the [ __ ] champion and two guys like me and Keene it was kind of like what the [ __ ] do all these people see in this dude he's crazy he's a [ __ ] words it was this guy but you were doing [ __ ] numbers thank you that wrote in Roman Atwood you could have probably put him in that category around the same time Tory he was like right up there just killing it that's my brother how does it feel you still got the Roman you still of y'all you still do decent numbers you know it's not like you're [ __ ] out here not doing [ __ ] the video you made about confronting like oh right yeah a new channel called it the cat's family turned Lucy made a million subscribers walked away from that one you're doing all the different channels obviously has nothing good for your attention the question really is just like how do you feel when you look at that and when you see somebody like Jake Paul doing five million views a day does does it not feel like I know that like that somebody who was the champion of the world is always gonna [ __ ] look back on that and like Miss that feeling or that rush of being number well you know I had such a beautiful question because that's sort of why this whole thing came about it humbled the [ __ ] out of me and it killed my ego and it showed me yo yeah you can't treat it like you're gonna have it forever and not be grateful for it because then it could be stripped away from you there was a time I tweeted on the internet like a jackass and I said oh my god I got paid 300 something thousand this month from YouTube we shouldn't be getting paid as much the universe heard that said [ __ ] you numbers down money down and everything because I tracted that to myself so when I got to the bottom wait is that when your CPM started crashing uh trajectory what do you think was John your earnings they [ __ ] you should have he made a bunch of money so he did like this humble brag I saw it as a humble brag maybe it wasn't and he was he showed that he made 300k in a month he said we shouldn't be making this much oh so I'm great where were I thought you were saying that we were being overpaid I was but it but then when I talked to Tyler Perry about this because he's worth he's the highest actor in the world I said Tyler you got so much the highest actor in the way is I'm a high it's okay roll another one we should get icing here swap out for you hey much love that you know I'm chilling when time ago I'm just chilling with hide and go look that's the whole key top I'm chilly you

Channel: adam22

Views: 2,111,038

Keywords: keemstar, fousey, fouseytube, no jumper, adam22

Id: g7K_WzRjiU0

Length: 71min 21sec (4281 seconds)

Published: Tue Jul 17 2018

Reddit Comments

[u/MattR2752]

This dude should be institutionalized. This is what happened when you surround yourself with yes-men who want to leech off your millions and abuse drugs for the better part of a decade. Fame and money can really fuck some people.

Buying a self help book written by Fousey is like buying a book about beating alcoholism written by shoenice.

[u/mamoox]

What a train wreck. The 100 million copies of Fousey's book instantly reminded me of Sam.

Edit: not sure if it got linked with a timestamp, because it should've. 33 minutes though

[u/dodgecanon5]

Lmao this reminds me of xjawz

[u/TheOccultSasquatch]

Fousey gone off the scale, he needs a serious intervention and medical help.

[u/VeraciousBuffalo]

Not to go all armchair psychologist but from a couple hours of video i’ve seen, I’m pretty sure Fousey is having a manic episode. He’s totally delusional

[u/xfuzzzygames]

I don't usually like train wrecks but damn this one is enticing.