Former homosexuals and children of LGBTs speak the truth!

this session is going to be again what people just don't know in terms of the country in the world you're gonna hear personal testimony of what it's like to have have gone through some of these issues children for parents who are LGBTQ in the testimonies you're gonna you're gonna hear this morning I want to thank David for what he said about the therapy he nailed it that's exactly what what the process was for me my name is George Cornell my dad is a pastor I spent 25 years in that life most of it in the Los Angeles Club scene and I've been out of that life for 10 years now it is a journey I can't thank God enough for allowing me to wallow in the misery of that life because it was through that misery that I realized this is not working and I've got to find something else I didn't understand that it was God or that jesus paid it all for me because I never saw him as an option I it's easy to get into that life it feels good at the moment but within 3 years of when I first stepped into a gay bar I had a sex addiction I was on drugs and alcohol I was a male prostitute I suffered with severe depression and I attempted suicide it would still be another 22 years before I could get out of that life I'm determined to let gays and lesbians know the who are in that life there is hoping that you can get out of it it's misery it will lead to a dead end nothing is worth an eternity apart from Christ are not even having a relationship with God and I praise God and most of all my Savior Lord and Savior Jesus Christ for dying on the cross for me and giving me a second chance one night I walked into a bar in Fort Lauderdale at the Copa a lot of gays will know that bar God turned everything down when I was around my friends as I was walking in and he said to me if you were to die tonight would you death would you go to hell stopped me in my tracks but I didn't want anything to do with him and I went on into the bar I praise God that he did not take my life that night because I really don't know where I would have spent eternity there is hope in getting out of that life and I wrote from queer to Christ for the reason that I wanted Christians to understand what it's like for someone as a child to grow up in church and have a same-sex attraction and to struggle with this and then you go and why it was so easy for me to get into that life because I so desperately wanted to love and to be loved and that's why it's hard to get out of it because they're telling you you can't God does not approve of this but at the same time I won't love that was just as powerful for me as it was and having a relationship with God and I was so torn and it would cause me so much depression and I struggle with with suicidal thoughts all the time after that but I will tell you and I have a real issue with the liberal Christian teachers pastors and leaders who are pushing this because the LGBT community is taking these talking points and they're then shutting down and telling us no you can't tell me because they've said this they're lying I sat under that for two years and I was so miserable and depressed and beating on the steering wheel of my car and crying and asking God to tell me because I told guy if you tell me that it's right under all circumstances help me to know it so I can have peace with it I wanted my peace of mind and if it's wrong you tell me because I'm still going to be committed to you I want out of this life that this is not what you want and after two years God finally helped me to see the lies of the Christian liberal theology if it's lies you will never you cannot remain in sin and have a relationship with Christ he's not it's going to put a barrier there and I'm determined to expose it and lastly I want to say about this whole transgender push in schools it's bad enough that we as kids have enough that we're dealing with just with our hormones and trying to fit in as a teenager I went through the same struggle of wishing I was a girl dressing up like a girl desiring to be a girl because then God wouldn't be mad at me if I wanted to be with a guy had I've been allowed to in today's Cystic ultra not have parents or therapists help me I probably would have gone through that whole transgender the surgery and everything and would have regretted it because once I move through that I now have accepted what God created me to be a man and I want I'm telling you I'm really disgusted with the Christians who are apathetic who don't stand up and who aren't trying to fight against this agenda it is going to destroy the children and we have to think of them it's I don't want them to grow up with any regrets and I don't mean to sound preachy but I'm very passionate about this the book is there and if you've got gay friends or lesbians and transgendered individuals in your life and you're afraid to witness to them you do it anyway give them this book I slipped the plan of salvation and and the gospel in there they'll have the information I didn't have time to witness to all my gay friends but I had time to get on this book and I praise God for where I am today thank you thank you thank you George Meghan would you please come on hi my name is Megan Joseph I'm from Virginia Beach Virginia and I didn't grow up in the church I'm unchurched Oh as you would call a person middle school is when I became very confused about my identity my sexual identity just everything and I started to develop same-sex attraction and I was very confused I started to get bullied when I started to tell my friends they would look at me weird they wanted they would say I'm lying when I was starting to get involved with one girl and so I actually ended up changing middle schools and going to a different middle school where everything got a hundred times worse and I was completely out casted and then one day my aunt invited me to church at a youth group I got saved but I didn't repent I didn't know what repentance was I didn't know that I was sinning so continue to live in that lifestyle but also going to church begin to start leading worship began to become a leader at my church began to have girlfriends very toxic relationships with people who had eating disorders and depression and just very toxic stuff and then I went to high school still involved in church actually the church found out about my identity and kind of asked me to step down from leadership I didn't really know why and my parents found out and because of the shame they would never let me go back to that church and that was my family that was where I found Jesus so that was very hard for me there's a lot of rejection in my life still going throughout high school I was the president at Fellowship of Christian students was kissing girls in the hallway um so it doesn't really add up and no one ever told me hey like what you're doing doesn't line up with Scripture and they didn't no one loved me and compassionately told me that so my junior of high school I was dating a girl from us three years and I was we broke up and I was at my lowest of lows and God encountered me and said Megan you are my child and I love you and this is not your identity and so I started following Christ I got plugged in to a fiery group of believers started for a verb revival Bible study and and I went from being a lesbian and in my high school to not identifying that as any identifying myself as that anymore and people were like you're not gay and I'm like no like I love Jesus okay so praise God and now I am I am majoring in ministry at Southeastern University in Lakeland and I'm interning with new hearts so praise God I think Megan is so encouraging to all of us that have been doing ministry for a number of years and to see some young faces and I just want to thank all of our young people that have had the courage and maybe just the interest and what are they talking about to come and to hear some truth behind these issues so we have heard from those that have lived the certain lifestyles or life decisions that they've made and so often what people forget about or the culture the culture message are the children that are left in these situations so I was one of those my dad when I was young he would just sign me up for ballet classes he would sign me up for baton classes it was something where I started to think why why is he really doing this especially when there was a certain look in his eyes as he would ask me to dance in the living room for him or he would attend my ballet practice and so there was some uncomfortableness but I didn't know how to put the pieces together until I was nine years old when he told me then of his desire to become a woman and at that moment for a child usually that there's I found even not just with myself but there's a break-off you think this is your this is your dad and this is you two different people right this doesn't affect you Denise but what I discovered shortly afterwards is what was almost an immediate grief I lost a dad my dad doesn't want to be my daddy he wants to be a woman and he can't be my mom because I already have a mom so I'm trying to process this in a quiet way I did not tell anybody else out of shame out of being embarrassed trying to process this in my own mind what does this mean what's this look like for me you know and so by the age of eleven as I continued to keep this secret I discovered that as my body was starting to develop very young I was really getting disgusted with it I didn't like it because you see what my body was doing was exactly what my dad wanted and if God made a mistake if by chance God made a mistake with your dad Denise how do you know you're really not supposed to be a boy now to actually take that box it takes as one thought for the enemy to come in with any any type of brokenness that we struggle from to take us into more of a mass that I would actually play this role out in my bedroom I'd shut the door and I would walk like a man I would imagine what I would look like with the beard with the mustache the suit and then I got to the point what does this mean for a relationship because if you're really a boy or you're going to become a man then you know you're gonna want to be married to a woman because you're gonna want to look normal and so to play that out you know of bending over and kissing a girl and and just the mass confusion that it entered my life at that time well I found that as this continued on in our home by the time I was 13 14 like I said I developed young and I was not a really petite young girl I discovered that my dad was nail into my clothes I was finding them in the oddest places behind the bathroom towels or in the backseat of the truck or up in the attic and at first I thought maybe I didn't put those clothes away in the proper way you know that I didn't put the fabric sheet my mother worked afternoon so I did a lot of the caretaking with my four younger siblings and then it just reality hit me where I had to face what was really happening and at that point I knew I had no boundaries there were no boundaries between my dad what was mine that did not belong to him and so with this chaotic chaos continuing down the spiral effect what does a child do they look for somewhere to numb their own pain and so I found that with alcohol I would save up my lunch money and go drinking with my friends you know on bathroom breaks or football games whatever it was to escape I went through the phase since my dad was not there to give me that affirmation from a Father's love then I could find that in other boys and so there was a little game that I started to play in the high school as I'd walk around and once I captured somebody's attention or their interest for a certain period of time it was on to the next one so emotionally I was a mess now today as George had said this is my frustration for you young people for the young people that are going to come after you if I would have went to high school to my counselor it's through eighth grade and said I'm really struggling here and I think maybe I'm supposed to be a boy I can see when I look like and it I understand how they walk and I'm really starting to feel comfortable in that what do you think they would tell me today to do it and that's exactly what I say to the pastors when I have the opportunity to meet them I don't know if I was living in today's culture as all of you young people are that I would be standing here as a man or a woman on the outside then of course we go on to another part where this is going to be impacting the children and where our churches really need to wake up because now we have transgender people I people that are identifying as being transgender women that are not having a hysterectomy so that they can carry a baby as we seen Thomas Beatie become the first pregnant woman our first pregnant man and the different turmoils that are going on I'm even hearing of the parents of the children that identifying these ways that are willing to carry a child so that they can have a grandchild because their child is transitioning to be the opposite sex you see the enemy's whole plan on this is destruction of the family unit he's looking to take down the parents just like all of us have shared about he's looking to take the child down where there's no innocence and it's nothing but chaos but the babies these precious babies that are growing up in this confusion of dad is really my mom but wait a minute he looks like a man and what does that mean for me and how the enemy's going to use that so again I applaud you guys the young people for coming forward and to hear this and and to really be I know it's a lot to sort in but this is there's so much chaos behind this transgender movement and I have never in my life seen anything move as fast and furious as this is when it damages people's health emotional physical spiritual every component to the human person of God's creation now through doing ministry work and having the opportunity to meet Robert Lopez when the amicus brief there were six of us adult children that had come forward to say why it's important for a mother and dad and the different experiences they had growing up in gay parenting homes shortly after I had met Mariah would you please come forward and write what we discovered is that there were other adult children that were starting to connect as our stories were told and out there in articles and so I've met Mariah through Facebook and through Robert but this is actually the first time that we've gotten to meet in person and so she as well will be sharing and if you'd like more on my story it's called my daddy secret and that's really where the whole story you know comes but learning to forgive my dad as well for some of the things that happened and so Mariah's story mine's actually I think kind of like a little prettier if I may say so please thank you so much good morning everybody thank you for having me here today my name is Moira Grayland I'm a harpist and a singer but I sure didn't start out that way my mother and my father are famous gay authors my mother is writer Marion Zimmer Bradley the author of the Mists of Avalon and a great many other books and my father is Walter Breen a numismatic author who wrote many many books about coins now I growing up was expected to be the perfect Patsy I was expected to be absolutely in favor of all things gay because since I was raised by gay people I know that those bad straights are just out to hurt us now here's the problem my father knew exactly how it is that you create a homosexual my father believed that homosexuality is innate to all people but that the only way to get a child to embrace his natural homosexuality is to make sure he has same sex experience before he is old enough to be ruined by a girl so no we are born gay we are created that way by adults thank you very much adults as you might imagine both of my parents used me it's hard to talk about but I will my father and mother both very much wanted me to be gay my father went to jail because I put him there not for what he did to me when I was five but for what he had been doing to other young boys since long before I was born I tried when I was 13 to have him put in jail because he was sleeping with yet another boy prostitute under our roof I knew because I talked to the kids I talked to him all the time they were my friends they were my age my mother and her female lover who was with her for 20 years did nothing they didn't put my father in jail they didn't make him stop but they did have him move into their apartment and the two of them moved home while he was in his apartment he had all kinds of privacy and you could imagine what he did with that privacy ten years later my father molested a child in front of me and finally I went to the cops because it was in front of me and it couldn't be hand waved away and he had those books out he had show me which is a picture it is a book a coffee table book of graphic sexual imagery geared at persuading children that sex is natural as though we should all overcome our natural revulsion now as you might imagine my family was not happy with me for turning my father in I was ostracized to this day they defend him do they defend me no they defend him to give an idea of how hard it is to talk about these things my mother has been dead since 1999 my father has been dead since 1993 he died in prison he confessed he tried to persuade the judge of the rightness of his perspective he wrote a book about this that my mother edited glorifying sex between para between older people and younger people my mother wrote a companion article defending lesbian Pelzer Asti none of this should be a secret and yet people didn't want to believe it the only thing that they will believe is court testimony and what is so little known is that the philosophy in the gay movement is very different than the philosophy in the rest of the world the fundamental difference is this gay people believe that sex is good all sex all the time between all people and more sex will make everybody happy is that true no no it is not true again my name is Moira Grayland I'm very easy to find online did I grew up churched not on a tintype I was raised to believe that all you Christians are bad and trying to make everybody limited and were evil and we hate gay people and so forth and so on no I wrote my story I put it online it can be found it's called the story of Moira Grayland and it tells my story about my parents I was nominated for a Hugo I didn't win and as just as well I didn't go to their place because at the world con I was called a bigot of course I'm a bigot being the child of gays and seeing this for myself day after day what could I possibly be but a bigot all of my friends are gay prostitutes all of my friends are being given drugs by my father of course I'm a bigot what else could I possibly be could I be a child who is living in hell a child who tried to commit suicide the first time when I was 10 and spent my teens sleeping on couches so that I wouldn't have to be yet another victim of my parents friends them in any case my father went to jail continuing to believe as he believed I left California and wrote my book which is called the last closet the last closet will be out before Christmas thank you so much for listening to me god bless you all [Applause]

Channel: MassResistance

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Keywords: MassResistance, LGBT, gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender, culture war, gay agenda, homosexuality, Texas MassResistance, Teens4Truth Conference, Ex-gay, Gay parenting

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Length: 22min 39sec (1359 seconds)

Published: Sat Dec 30 2017