Drug Dealer interview-Big Heavy (follow up)

so she grew up in [ __ ] uh some some rich place in Orange County it's like uh Newport Beach Newport Beach I took the words right out of my mouth literally and her family's got money her father died and left her you know hundreds of thousands of dollars but she's not competent she's a rich girl she's a trust fund baby [ __ ] she shows me pictures of her and her sister standing on the sideboards of her father's Woody you know what I mean they got money and uh you know he left her a lot of money but that wasn't what attracted me to her when when I when she first got there where we live she was lost but she likes cigarettes she likes smoke weed and she liked to talk so I would make sure she had all the cigarettes she wanted always she needed and we would talk a lot but I noticed that if I tell her to do something she'd do the opposite but if I get mad and I don't talk to her she gets sad so she would try to make it up to me and she would try to act right and so she was making an effort I was making an effort and we got really close and so I never asked no chick to marry me before so my brother's in the back seat of the car with his wife and I'm driving and I pick her up she asked me to take it to the store so right away I made a little plan I was gonna take it to the store act like the car wasn't gonna start and when she came around under the hood to see what was wrong with the car I was gonna get on my knees and put a ring on her finger you [ __ ] she got in the car and started talking [ __ ] and acting crazy and my brother got mad said we ain't going in a [ __ ] store yeah so I just hopped out of the car when my woman went to sleep on her ass you know in a couple of days later we was back together laughing and smooching and one day we were in the kitchen and she just [ __ ] went berserk bro she she got angry she wouldn't talk it out with me she wouldn't listen to reason and then she mushed my face in front of everybody and then stormed out of the kitchen and you know my first reaction was the papa but I don't hear females so the only thing I could do was just leave her alone you know and I know she's sad about it but I just I can't I can't she's back drinking she's back doing math see before she got to the hospital she had been drinking and doing meth and she fell and had an aneurysm so she was in a coma for like six months and they they cut into her head and they put a stint on the part that was bleeding and ran the step into a down her neck to to her stomach so that the blood would have somewhere to go instead of swelling up in her head and you know she had time to dry out from the alcohol and she had time to kick the meth habit and she didn't have a craving for it but everybody that stays there is like some kind of dolphin or you know some kind of moochie she gets money from her mom every week so the next thing you know I come home one day and she has a four local in her hand and then the next day she's talking about getting a gallon of vodka and you know she's hanging out with the with the meth Queen that's her best friend and so I know she's doing Mexican too and then she started acting [ __ ] crazy I'd let her go but I got a habit of [ __ ] picking the wrong ones that's why I got four babies mothers you know it's just [ __ ] crazy bro and I try to be a good provider I try to take care of them I try to love them but I'm a big dude so they picked me because they think they're gonna act stupid and I'm gonna hit them but I don't do that I leave you think they want to be hit yeah they yeah they want to be when she pushed my face she wanted to fight but she's a little bitty thing she's like that big bro she's got a bad bite she's only like 130 pounds but she's lipstick fingertips ass and titties like wow I mean she's built like a brick [ __ ] out since she's 50. she's a little bitty little bitty German girl I can't mess with it though I had to let it go because it's too toxic I can't even be in no relationship where I'm imagining in my head that I'm hitting a girl because one day I'm gonna do it I'll keep visualizing it I'm gonna do it and then I can't live with myself I look after look at myself in the face every day there's a box that you operate out of and there are lines that you won't cross I ain't gonna last no kid I ain't gonna steal from somebody that's working hard every day like me don't got no insurance can't replace what they they lost you know what I mean I ain't gonna take advantage of some dummy who gets drunk or goes to sleep and leaves his money laying around and all of that stuff if you leave your money laying out I'm not going to steal it if you leave your dope laying out I'm not going to steal it I got Integrity but don't leave a [ __ ] sandwich laying around because I'm gonna be just like that [ __ ] cat with the ate the bird but yeah I I wouldn't steal from nobody that it's a defense [ __ ] you know you really ain't because because he's going to take something from somebody and cause them anxiety because they lost it when he could have just asked for it and probably got it or got his own [ __ ] [ __ ] what's wrong with you what's your attitude about being a drug dealer then I tell you people do what they have to do you know I've heard dealers tell me that what they're doing is fighting I've been I needed service yeah I've been I've been to boogie man I mean I don't have nothing personal against anybody but if somebody pays me to come get you I'm going to get you it's the job if you did something to somebody bad enough to where they'll pay me to come take care of something I'm gonna take care of it because I'm getting paid it's not personal it's business and it's just like the drugs if you don't buy them from me you're gonna buy them from somebody else you know what I mean and I'm not proud of it and I don't feel good about it because I don't and sometimes I give it back you know I used to have this one chick she used to always sell food stamps sell her money off of her you know welfare thing in she had a beautiful little boy she had a brand new little infant girl and she lived with her mother who was like uh what's that chick's name Mother Teresa her mom was the best so you know when she be running on a run away from the house and I didn't see her for three or four days I go over to her mother's house and give her the food stamp card back you know what I give her some money and I tell her to take care of the kids the little boy I think he was like four or five I take him to the dollar store we're in the dollar store Everything's a Dollar I pushed the card around we go down the toil and grab one thing and show it to me and I'll be like yeah throw it in the basket throw it in the basket you grab something else and hold it up yeah it's a dollar he don't understand but he thinks it's Christmas you know and then when he gets back to the house I get on the floor with him and play with the little toy soldiers and we bounce the ball and you know what I mean we got to be friends I couldn't take that food out of his mouth I couldn't not let him have clothes and not let him have shoes and not let him have a chance you know his mom just didn't understand and she was one of them people if people say one thing and then do something else with this little [ __ ] in it it's all [ __ ] she come to the dope house buy some dope sit on at the table and say I gotta stop smoking this [ __ ] watching smoking it you know actually speak louder than words what people are doing is what people are really about you know what they what they're doing that's what they do you know what I mean if they say some other [ __ ] all small cover up [ __ ] yeah I heard it all before but you know I I'm looking at what you're doing I don't listen to what you say I listen to what you don't say because what you do speaks a lot louder you know and you know I am what I am but I still got a good heart I still got good intentions I still want to see people win I still want to see people succeed I still want to root for the underdog you know what I mean and I'm one of the bad guys yeah I'm a bad guy then so the [ __ ] what you know what I mean it's it's no one's real job to judge even when people that judge me when you get to heaven when you're on your knees at God's feet he's going to ask you what were you doing my job because can't nobody Judge Me With God ain't nobody gonna judge me about God I get down I get mad where I where I get you know I'm saying I get down where I get mad at I bust a [ __ ] head for nothing I'll bust a [ __ ] head and take him to the hospital and sit with them until they they say he's okay you know what I mean but that's the bust his head again if you do that same dumb [ __ ] again if you pick somebody's stuff up and say you found it you're a [ __ ] thief you knew it was interesting before you picked your hands on him if you see some [ __ ] that's laying around and you know the owner's not there you get loud you go hey is this somebody's [ __ ] you know what I mean you don't [ __ ] pick that [ __ ] up because if you put your hands on it you know it's not yours you're stealing [ __ ] piece of [ __ ] well I mean that's just that's just the way my mind thinks I'm everything's black and white either it is everything like people always tell you I'm gonna get a job and then when they don't get a job you're asking why aren't you having a job I'm trying [ __ ] try to fade through the [ __ ] roof try to disappear right now try to float either you're doing it or you ain't don't say that boy I'm trying yeah [ __ ] that you know what I mean in life if you don't do it for yourself you're not going to get it if somebody gives it to you it means you're gonna get butt [ __ ] later you know what I mean if somebody gives you some [ __ ] you owe me this you owe me they own you how can you sleep at night knowing that you took something from somebody else that you can't pay back how can you live with yourself knowing that other people are going around having conversations about you and saying that you owe them and it's true you know what I mean it's a bad thing especially in prison you don't want to owe nobody you better be up and out of your bed at four o'clock when them doors right big bubble might come in and say bought you for a pack of cigarettes [Laughter] what's your biggest Vice is it women or is it drugs or something else I'm gonna say a phrase that too short says all the time but it's Town business the game's called life I play the game you can never talk down on a player's name I'm MVP and I ain't tripping off no hoochies and no mini skirts I'd rather be on the turf putting in worker caught up in some dirt you know what I'm talking about that excites me and I'm an old man and I should not be active but I'm active than a [ __ ] ask my blood homies it's just any it was what I was raised to be like I'm breeded I'm I'm in this game I'm in these streets there ain't no Studio gangster I know Spirit rhymes about [ __ ] I ain't never did or having jewelry I ain't never wore or having a car I never drove I tell the truth I'll keep it real I ain't special I'm just a street [ __ ] city boy Street [ __ ] Turf grinder you know I'm talking about I'm about this life man it's what I do I make it happen and it's not something that you can control I'm addicted to it I'll leave it I'll go act like I'm a square I'll get a job I have a suit and tie I'll go to church all of that [ __ ] but even in church you can see the sack chases you know what I'm talking about you know which dude's wife will give you a [ __ ] you know which one of them chicks is coming to church in club clothes to show off her ass or show off her legs instead of coming in church with a dress that goes past her knee you know which chicks in the church are wearing that tight dress that's across her ass and I can guarantee you just like you looking at that fat ass who she jiggle across the floor the preacher's looking at it too where men you know doesn't make you good or bad it's it's just your natural instinct [ __ ] before there was Society before there was words and laws and all of that [ __ ] to [ __ ] put up a frame on what people do you had caveman sucking [ __ ] in the head with a club and dragging in a cave and taking the [ __ ] you know what I mean because because she gave him a boner with her pheromones or hormones or whatever the [ __ ] you know and nobody said nothing about it back then because it was the Natural Instinct it it wasn't to be judged just like now it's not to be judged I love that verse in the Bible that says lean not on your own understanding but lean on God's understanding because God was here when time began till now he then seen some real [ __ ] crack off and he understood it he let it go remember in the other interview I told you all the dudes that God had as they've chosen in the Bible will kill us you know King David uh Moses uh Samson they were all killers they all killed and there was those are God's chosen those are God's favorites you know what I mean those are the ones he chastised and talked to and loved when they praised them and worshiped him and all of that stuff and they were Killers so God understands you know what I'm talking about it's it's man that wants to judge people it's man who wants to lock everybody up who the [ __ ] does that we the only country that locks everybody up and then all the dudes that's locked up are either crazy or they wave too [ __ ] violent to be out around other people they're dangerous to themselves and to others and it's because they were in prison you know I was in a a cell 23 hour lockdown you know you only get an hour out for three years you only get an hour out and it's 15 minutes they strip search you before they open yourself it's 15 minutes you get to work out it's 15 minutes for a shower like 15 minutes to call home and then you're right back in that [ __ ] cell I used to write a face on my hand and I will talk to my hand we will watch TV together we will read books together that's what kept me from going crazy how many years were you in 10 and a half oh boy we're not going to talk about that I'll leave you with PTSD I've seen so many murders like public murders like I'm walking down the [ __ ] hallway and I pass a new cell and I look in and his homeboys is literally these are the dudes that he eats with and hangs with and all that or holding him down on the bed and one of them is [ __ ] stabbing him in the chest with a shank and the other one's [ __ ] slitting his throat and these are his boys but when the head makes a call you got to do what the head says you don't have a choice it's a society within a society and what's normal out here ain't normal in there none of it's normal in there dudes that got life I remember my homeboy champ I sold weed so I would have to go around and give the heads of each race a joint every day so that they would allow their people to spend money with my people because you know we're like the minority and if they decide that they don't want to do no business with us we lose that clientele so I would always Grease the wheels every morning and give them a joint even if they didn't smoke it whatever they did with it it was beneficial to them because it joins 25 dollars and uh I went to Champs cell to go give him a joint and he's laying in his bed with this chick named Gina with his arm around her and you know it's a dude but he he's like Native American he looks really pretty he looks like a girl he's got long hair and all that [ __ ] and he's got his arms they're in bed [ __ ] snuggled together sleep [Laughter] but in there that's normal out here they say this normal it's politically correct or whatever but to me you know what I'm saying if you're having sex with the same uh agenda as yourself as homosexuality it doesn't matter if you're pitching if you catch it [ __ ] you're playing baseball [Laughter] you've been in what cities you're from New York you're in L.A now but where else have you been Oakland Frisco Berkeley Hayward Alameda conquered [ __ ] Northern California a whole bunch of Northern California yeah the city's different huh are the cities different New York L.A yeah San Francisco L.A is like it's surreal you watch Friday and you hear [ __ ] Chris Tucker making jokes about Normandy and Weston and then you go to Normandy and Western and there's a grocery store there there's people there I'm like wow and they do sell 20 20 sacks over there big old fat pillows as a matter of fact I got one a little twenty twin twin wow [ __ ] yeah you know what I'm talking about it and it's crazy because you see that shoot on TV and you know you watch this [ __ ] your whole life and then you get here and it's right here the streets where this movie happened and you see the [ __ ] the same [ __ ] stores and all of that [ __ ] and you're like I can't believe this [ __ ] really exists because I always thought that [ __ ] was movie sets but no that's la that's what they do out here they just go to the spot and film a movie and and you know make that spot famous but it's surreal like I said in New York they do stuff like that in movies and stuff but you don't ever actually see the place you know here you see all the spots I can I can tell you all kinds of landmarks from all kinds of movies that I watched and I've been there and they're really rich people here I mean there's rich people in New York too but you don't really see them they live in the Waldorf and they have Towers 30-story Towers where they live at and they don't come out and socialize with the normal people even though they're right there in Manhattan here you go to the beach go to the country club you see stars we've sitting in a car getting hired in giraffe's [ __ ] and watching real Baywatch [ __ ] [ __ ] running down the [ __ ] beach titties bouncing and hair flowing in the wind ass is jiggling bodies looking fantastic it's just like poetry emotions it's just great to watch go to Hollywood get on that uh who's that that Walk of Fame there's so many bad [ __ ] out there just walking down the street looking to get get [ __ ] uh what's that [ __ ] called looking to get [ __ ] discovered and people just walk by them like they they don't even exist but I'll be like wow [ __ ] I love you and I don't even know you [Laughter] yeah it's pretty crazy here Plus LA's grimy underbelly is [ __ ] that people [ __ ] admire you see some gang bangers you see some [ __ ] that's Southern Doper getting ready to go do a drive-by and it looks like the movies but it's real life it's really gonna have it just uh I think it was day before yesterday we were um uh King Boulevard and Figueroa at the McDonald's right there and I'm in the little store next to the McDonald's getting uh what are they called the brisk crew punch and when I come out of the store I see these three cars there's a yellow Kia there's a IROC Z and there's a really fat ass Camaro and in the fat ass Camaro there's a Chinese dude and and the kid there's a big buff black dude in in the Camaro there was a big buff black dude so they they go over to the Chinese dude like they're gonna whoop him they're way bigger than him he's like four foot nothing and these dudes are like six foot big ass 24 inch arms telehealthy young and they look like they just got out of the penitentiary in their mat that [ __ ] [ __ ] jumped up in the air did a roundhouse kick and kicked them both in the face and when he when his feet touched the ground they were both already in motion going back to their [ __ ] cars and then all three cars would be out in the car because they stopped transferring they all three calls me just drove down the street and I was like that can't be real that's some world star [ __ ] I wish I had a camera tell you about crack cocaine in the 80s [Music] I knew we were going to get to that in the 80s crack was King you didn't have to put no [ __ ] in your dope when you got it from your supplier I mean if you paid if you paid 17 000. you still gonna double your money but we paid eleven five and we didn't get 36 ounces we had seven to the kill we got 43 ounces so that's seven extra ounces in the kilo that aren't supposed to be there but that's the [ __ ] they put on the dope you know and uh well I ounce was like a thousand bucks back then but you can make like 2200 easy I'd make 1400. I may can't say no my my rocks were like my thumbnail we call them hover rocks and you could cut that [ __ ] in half and still get twenty dollars you could cut that [ __ ] four ways and still get twenty dollars and smoke for free you can't say no to that when you come to me to watch some dope you're gonna buy it did crack undermine the African-American community I'm not one of them flag waivers the African Community undermined the African Community [ __ ] need to quit hating on each other and start and start rooting for each other [ __ ] need to quit trying to scratch their way up in New York we had teams you had a firm you had a group he was under the he was under the bus and he took care of you everything that you needed he took care of so you didn't have to scrape for no money when I got rims my boys got rims when I got paint my boys got paint if I got beat my boys got beat if I got my interior my boys got their interior done and it wasn't about that we would all pitch in and do our parts for the greater good because if you pitch in and you do your part you win so as long as we was winning we was winning you couldn't talk bad about Parkside boys because Parkside boys had their [ __ ] together Parkside boys had the big Run DMC chains Parkside boys had the big four finger rings with their names on them and all that [ __ ] Parkside boys had the candy paint Parkside boys rolled like the dudes in Cali and they didn't know dudes in Cali was rolling like that [ __ ] uh 1973 cutlasses with uh what do you call that [ __ ] uh with the tilt steering wheel and the wood grain [ __ ] finish and [ __ ] Chrome dashboard and the push button ignition and [ __ ] spider rocket arms front and back and side to side 16 pumps that was California [ __ ] that was [ __ ] that I threw into the mix from being out here you know what I'm saying but but we got the flaws and and like the song says Y'all [ __ ] is shining our rims you know what I'm talking about you got to worry about we don't be tripping off with no females we come to the party we Stars we come to the party they know we got money they know we got guns they know we ain't playing you know what I'm talking about it's a Cutthroat party you can't leave until you suck somebody grab your butter here say come here ho you know [ __ ] well what you came here for and they say that I'm [ __ ] misogynistic they say that I hate women I don't hate women I love women I ain't no pimp please give me some [ __ ] I'm gonna [ __ ] the [ __ ] out of it I'm not selling nothing if she want to sell her [ __ ] where's her [ __ ] I let her do what she want to do but I'm not gonna pimp her I'm not gonna make her go out there and get nothing and I don't want none of her money I got money you know what I'm talking about I don't watch porn I make porn you know what I'm talking I don't know maybe I'm talking a little too explicit here but yeah you know in life you have a choice that's the one distinction that we have different from angels with God's favorite creation but he gave us free will angels have to do what God says they don't have free will they have to do what they're told but we can choose but if you choose wrong you get a consequence if you choose right you get a reward but you got to know the difference you know E-40 says if you're gonna be a fool be a fool [ __ ] but just know when an act of fooling who to act a fool with these are these are words to live by you know I'm talking about that's the ghetto blueprint respect first if you respect people that you deal with you should get respect back if you give a man respect and you get disrespect back well he earned what he got coming to him but as long as you respect people they can never talk bad about you they might hate on you they might not like you but they gonna respect it you know what I'm talking about they're gonna get these millimeters stop playing with me [Laughter] what do you think most people are getting wrong in their lives the purpose that we're here for the purpose that we're here for literally God blesses people through people if you can touch your heart if he can get you to do act of kindness if he can get you to help somebody when they're down if you try to listen to them if you read the Bible man I mean people say they read the Bible but they ain't [ __ ] read that book that book's a [ __ ] brain [ __ ] there's so much [ __ ] in the Bible that once you read it the first time you're [ __ ] totally confused you gotta read it two or three times you got to get a concordance you got to figure out what they're talking about as best as you can but the Bible's full of all kinds of mysteries and murders and [ __ ] incest and all kinds of foul [ __ ] but it's an example to show you what to do and what not to do there's lots of examples in that book and if you follow those examples and make an attempt an honest attempt to do right you'll see you get a lot more Rewards then consequences you can always take advantage that's easy you ain't got to be no [ __ ] great person in the pimp some checker be no great person to rob somebody or kill somebody let me tell you a joke uh white I mean a white girl and a black dude meet each other in a club the music the black guy likes the White Chicks likes the music that the black guy dances to the white chick dances to and they dance and they they kind of drink that he drinks she likes that drink the kind of food he ordered she like that food they really hit it off so finally you know she gets tired and she goes you want to go somewhere and the guy's like sure he's like let's go to my house so he goes I'll get my car and Folly so he follows a home when they Park in her driveway she's getting out of her car he's getting out of his car locking it up she goes before we go in I need to tell you something and he goes what she goes I want you to show me if it's true what they say about black guys so he went in a house and tied her up and stole all her [ __ ] [Laughter] but seriously if you ever stop right at that point when you're gonna hit somebody or when you get it takes you know I was hanging out with a chick yesterday and she was serving but she smokes and she kept falling asleep and she's getting money I mean a big old lump of money and she's sticking under her leg and then she'd have to go do something and she'd get up and she'd leave out the room and she leave it there and she forgot that she left it there but she knew she could she could trust me I'm solid [ __ ] so when she come back in there and she's reaching all in that titty and she's looking for her money I got it here this is what you're looking for oh yeah you know what I mean right when you get to that point where you can take advantage realize that you have that power to take advantage but it's like dominoes if you push one over they're all gonna fall and when it's going to get to the end and it's gonna stop and that's how your benefits and your blessings and all of that [ __ ] are gonna go you're gonna get that little benefit from taking advantage but when it stops that's where you're going to be and people don't understand that they're missing it when you do good it comes back it might not even come back to you it might come back to your children it might come back to your old mom or your old grandma you know what I mean my mom one time she she's in a wheelchair she's been in wheelchair for like 30 years one time she went to the store and you know she went up the handicap ramp but she was backing down it and her [ __ ] chair wheel uh it went over the edge and she fell hit ahead and she's like she's like my business was all out she didn't have one underwear but some guy came along put a dress down picked up put in a chair got it to a handy van and you know I helped it helped to get an event you know what I'm I'm in prison stressing I'm Sweating Bullets cause my mom will just let a stranger get in her car she's in a wheelchair she'll give people money and she'll have like this big ass envelope with hella money and she'll like give somebody like 20 bucks and she got like four grand in a [ __ ] envelope and I'm like Mark stop doing that stuff but she says God tells her to do it she does it and he protects it and I can appreciate that to a level that you couldn't even understand because I was locked away so there was nothing I could do to help all I could do was pray to God and ask him to look out for my mom you know and dudes that were in prison I had I had two stores so dudes that were in this in the prison and they were jonesing for dope I give him I give him the store you know what I mean here go buy you stuff if some dude [ __ ] couldn't control his habits I'd I'd take all the store and and budget it out for him and make sure that he got what he needed every day and didn't [ __ ] himself or [ __ ] wind up in a hole on some debt or something you know and and one of these dudes he had got to the the time when he was going home two weeks before you go home they cut your books off you don't got no money so those two weeks he didn't have no coffee he didn't have no cigarettes he didn't have nothing to eat but I fed him and I gave him coffee and I gave him cigarettes like regular like he was like he was going to go to the store at the end of the week and pay me but I knew he couldn't pay me but I wasn't worried about it I had plenty and he was like man when I get out I'm gonna write you I'm gonna give you this I'm gonna give you that people never do that when they go home so I was like yeah man yeah yeah and he went home and probably like six months later I got a [ __ ] yellow receipt with like uh I think it was like 750 bucks or some [ __ ] he just sent me some money and wrote me a letter and I was like wow you had to wait the six months to get off parole but I was like wow it blew my mind you believe in karma no I don't believe in none of that [ __ ] look yeah everything that happens is God's will everything you need somebody it's because you you either you need that person or they need you and God put you all in each other's life so you could learn whatever lesson they had to teach and they could learn whatever lesson you had to teach you just got to be yourself if you walk a straight line you might influence somebody else to walk a straight line I better check the other day that she sells her ass she does though you know she she gets her hustle on she but she's about it she feeds her dogs she takes care of her old man she pays all her bills and she says when she goes to sleep at night she sleeps good because she knows she took care of it oh man it's a bomb her dog's on train I can't I can't stand the untrained animal because they make a mess when you ain't there you got to clean it up why do you [ __ ] Wag that tongue in your [ __ ] face you want to lick him and all that [ __ ] [ __ ] all of that I don't want to be your [ __ ] friend do what I say you know but it's the same thing with children and anything else if you uh what's the word I'm looking for if you condition your child to act a certain way that's how your child's Gonna Act if you let your child get crazy all the time and do things that are going to embarrass you and all that stuff in public then you don't really care about your child because you got to teach them how to act they're going to go out in public they're going to go to school they're going to go to the mall they're gonna go all kinds of places and if they don't know how to act then you're not a good parent you don't got to beat them I took at my daughters and go they already know what I'm going to say when they say what's wrong Daddy I'm I'm disappointed I expected better you that's all you need to do with a kid that's gonna break their heart they're gonna cry I'm sorry yeah we do it right next time dude you already know that [ __ ] you know I ain't got a growling gotta yell I ain't gotta slap nothing I ain't gotta hit nothing why your kid loves you your kid wants to please you your kid wants to make you proud of them they want to hear that that positive input you did good on your tests you did good at school you did good at work you know what I mean and give them rewards and always praise them for doing the right thing but if they do the wrong thing let them know I'm disappointed in you that's not what we're supposed to do that's not what I taught you to do that's not what I raised you to do you're not here on this Earth to do that stuff you're here on this Earth to do better and I expect better of you and right that right there should snap them right too if you condition them right you know but if you just let your kids run around and [ __ ] digging other people's purses and sling snot and you know what I mean video games and porn and all this other stuff you ain't conditioning your kid you're just letting your kid do any [ __ ] thing because you ain't got time for them you shouldn't add them you should have shot that one on your girlfriend's leg Let's uh let's close this out with one little One Last Word of Wisdom from big heavy One Last Word of Wisdom judge not let you be judged and mind your own [ __ ] business I do what I do you do what you do if you don't like what I do I don't give a [ __ ] you ain't feeding me you ain't clothing me you ain't housing me you ain't doing [ __ ] for me but [ __ ] judging me get the [ __ ] out of here foreign thank you man

Channel: Soft White Underbelly

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Length: 39min 28sec (2368 seconds)

Published: Tue Jul 25 2023