Cryaotic: A Failure's Descent Into Madness

if you had to ruin your life and career as a Creator would you cheat with your best friend's girlfriend would you exchange lewd messages with countless underage fans would you have a nervous breakdown on your live stream and post it as a response to the allegations tired of hiding the truth of the internet that's how it is okay if you answered yes to all these then you may be crowdic chronic was known for riding the wave of Let's Plays particularly themed round horror like creators such as PewDiePie who on multiple occasions also collaborated with both of these craters became massive successes in their own rights as chronic shifted more towards live streaming where he built a community not just the viewers but also many co-streamers that were ingrained members of the lnc or late night crew as it was known cryotic being the host held the most influence of it and is why everything devolved While most accusations of his transgressions were released at a rapid Pace between late June and early July of 2020. his history of self-destructive actions reaches far before then others covering cry short for cryotic will deem him a mass manipulator a mastermind that whizzled his way to achieve control of others in actuality that would be too generous of his ability the truth of his nature is far more pitiful in how little control he had of even his own life that spiraled faster The Lager who stayed on YouTube Uber but first the beginning and understanding of how this came to be this is nearly a screenshot of chaotic monkeys what we know as cry's Channel though it was made in 2006 his first video was released over a year later in 2007 under Christ's theme it is of a World of Warcraft character dancing to a high-pitched tune likely made by cry himself and though the channel states he was 25 he was really around 19 years old also here are a few other videos these as per the title and the description was clear that in some capacity he was reupleting music from established bands while these did not survive unlikely due to reasons related to copyright there were additional videos released in 2008 many are nonsensical on purpose and thus for the majority there is little pattern among them besides forcing a quirky Persona pudding pudding pudding pudding pudding disregarding other videos like this one where it shows the title screen of an RPG game maker crime made or showing glitches in a video game some had the connection to the popular MMO World of Warcraft telling stories through either movie clips or his own raditions of the events he's experienced as it became abundantly clear he was an active player another thing this uploads show is reflected on the attitude of video Creation in the late 2000s and that the realistic incentive to make YouTube videos for the average person was to share Creations amongst friends especially before the partner program was introduced early creators major incentives to create were specifically driven by their own interests there was no sacrifice to keep things patterned and sensical especially when there was no money involved demonstrated well by cry's Channel until it began uploading let's plays in 2010 what started it as single contained videos are random moments in games spurred him into covering the entirety of them he was hardly the only one to do it but was one of the few dedicated ones that carved out a niche by sticking with horror games and gave a reason for viewers to subscribe to him his first series was on the newly released amnesia the Dark Descent uploading his first let's play not even a month after the game was released Asia the Dark Descent I hate horror games I am a coward it took him about three weeks to finish the game after 32 videos his consistent uploads and not mudding his uploads with anything else besides this series and his commentary that was expressive enough to show his personality yet laid back enough to offer a calmer experience work together to grow his channel and there was also his voice that viewers gravitated to unlike other stories of success that can be traced to viral videos or series cries growth was gradual unlike another creator that was playing through the same game albeit two months after a cry finishes series was a small let's player known as PewDiePie alright ladies and gentlemen my name is and I can't believe I'm doing this we're playing some amnesia the Dark Descent in 2011 it was apparent that the parallels extended Beyond just playing this game series because besides dabbling in other game genres like rice sometimes did PewDiePie also fell into the niche of covering games based around horror what's more is that cry impudes were often playing the exact same game from Nightmare House 2 to Amnesia DLCs to even custom stories better known as user made mods naturally there was a variation among the channels in other series they would select but the similarities of their choices was interesting yet more clear when fan suggestions were accounted then there was a major separation in channels and that is in terms of growth and why this is because of innovation from PewDiePie's side the game changer for him was the inclusion of a FaceCam that captured his freakouts to games but more importantly allowed his fan base to attach themselves to PewDiePie on a more personal level with that PewDiePie's channel grew immensely and cries grew steadily as he was determined to stay Anonymous as it happens with crater who make similar content fans will leave comments on both channels comparing the two more often than not if these comments will complement both creators and sometimes they will accuse one another of copying the choices of games as both PewDiePie and cries videos appeal to a young demographic of children these ill thought out comments would appear more so in these videos even still they were not very common and typically ignored by the Creator the importance of these commenters are that they likely help PewDiePie and Cry notice each other and due to The Peculiar position of both being an online content creator it would not be too hard to find common ground and make plans for future collaboration as fans were requesting little did viewers know cry was already doing a bit of collaboration of his own and was able to not only cover a demo of this specific custom mod for amnesia three months before PewDiePie welcome to amnesia the Dark Descent custom story La Casa requested by the mod Creator himself Russ money he also got access to the full version before it even really least and still that is not the most important part of this video it was a creator that went under Russ money as shown here as The Story Goes rust money approached cradick with a demo and cry really enjoyed it when it was complete he gave him first dibs but because this mod was experimental and more complex than the others the two had many conversations likely about the installation these conversations moved to Skype to speed up communication until one day Ross money gets an unexpected call from cry unsure the reason Russ answered and as cry explained he called the wrong person and was trying to reach his girlfriend at the time known as JC yet the call continued as cry decided to involve Ross and the car to his girlfriend anyway while the relationship with Jason later ended because of this accidental called the friendship with Ross would soon flourish how a live stream and in October he was using his channel to promote one except he revealed a rather interesting start for it just want to make a quick little announcement going to be in a live stream on Halloween night which is Monday it'll be starting around 10 pm Eastern Standard Time and going on until we pretty much can't stay awake anymore it'll be fun if it all works out I might start doing my own live stream sometime won't that be jolly swell to stream at 10 pm at night would imply the stream would go on well into the night furthermore he was going on someone else's stream and then popping on on his own and while on his own stream Russ reached out he joined the call and that was live stream where the two really hit it off Jordan resonai on the stream Saturday November 5th at 11 PM Eastern Standard Time We like playing with you guys we like to do so again if things go as well as last time we're gonna make this a weekly thing look forward to seeing you guys the following stream saw not only Ross money as a permanent member but also a new one at least as far as the audience knew known as Scott John was actually making custom Amnesia mods with rust money and as it turned out it also fit well into the group dynamic that was greatly helped by their irregular sleep schedules as the late night streams Were Meant to go late into the night that's when they became known as hosting Late Night with cry and Russ this later evolved into late night crew or lnc for short establishing a schedule of streaming late night on Saturdays on the streaming platform twitch there was also a larger involvement of guest and established hosts for the streamers now present on his YouTube channel that earlier in the same year had the privilege of being welcomed into the YouTube Partner program meaning that he could make money from his own work on YouTube with advertisements and money through streaming on Twitch from viewer subscriptions and donations the following year 2012 with a clean Foundation of France and steady stream of content flowing out karate and the late night crew were reaping the proofs of their labor it's important to note that though the late night crew had its established members take a share of earnings also entertaining were guests that could range from other established creators to even guest Collins one of these callers was Cheyenne a fan of cries and later because of continued communication became Christ's girlfriend and also another member of the late night crew she was 16 and Cradock was 22. the rages would be a topic of discussion but with Cheyenne's dedication to defending it and the perception of cry it did not stir up any controversy more distracting were Revelations and hints of frustration through Christ's side and a Wonder of not so much if he wanted to grow his channel but was even capable with the minimum amount of responsibilities it took he had consistent uploads out of the way and some sort of stream schedule but that ran late into the night and viewers Learned was done by convenience making other cast read his life more difficult in the real world considering he was sleeping in the mornings and waking up during the night moreover cry was not flexible he could not temper his own expectations and his disappointments with himself will leak into his videos I don't know if you realize this but um the past month plus I'd say I have um my sleep schedule has been horrible I have been uh staying up until like seven to almost nine o'clock sometimes I have not been responding to freaking all the messages that people send me man like I like to respond to at least 90 percent and not responding is a dick move man I don't like being a dick I like being a generally decent individual but let's play is we're the center of his channel he also did readings of short stories and cry talks these are more personal where he tends to be more free about his thoughts and emotions and a reoccurring area of disappointment in himself was his inability to reply to those that are reaching out through YouTube comments or email and many of his older videos there were at least five comments responding to viewers questions as he prompted them to do so but with his growth this was hardly sustainable there's also this cry Talks video where he dissuades his audience from commenting negatively on other people's channels and a way to promote cry I got this this thing that makes me so I can go and on other people's YouTube channels I look at them and I look in the comments of their videos and I see things like why are you trying to copy crier or you're just some kind of wannabe or things like that who the do you think you are no one's trying to copy anyone there will not be so much interest in these statements as they were someone normal with creators venting some of their smaller frustrations and requesting Their audience to act appropriately it became notable when it continued in further cry talks venting about things that annoy him combined with his Bay request to viewers vague requests like asking viewers not to fawn over him yet is something he was encouraging through the act of direct communication not one-off comments but various chats over the Internet with a demographic of teenage girls that would often give him praise Town yes while it's flattering it's I don't want you guys freaking out all the time you know [Music] what what's wrong with you know having a head-to-head conversation instead of uh offending yourself and freaking out over me just saying hey this reveals in a way that he does not understand the standard perception of viewers and creators viewers don't see the true form of a Creator and only see the perception everyone sees online that is not unique to any Creator there is an understanding here that is not the fault of the audience but of chronotics let me reiterate this shut the up a game is meant to be played by people it's not a trophy to be grabbed called first like a jackass and anyone who touches it afterwards is considered some kind of hack you're on the internet because you have nothing better to do you're bored you need a Time sick maybe just got done jacking off and you still have another hour before your mother gets home sit there shut up and enjoy it don't sit there with your dick caught in your zipper over this kind of thing in this video with the thumbnail that says shut the up is another great example of his lack of understanding of both the thought process of children that watch him and how to dissuade the larger audience from repeating the actions of accusing other creators of copying the ideas of game series this is represented by his aggressive stance that tries to shun those viewers rather than help them understand their errors but at the time his openness of expressing his motions was looked upon positively and to give more reason to these reactions with slight leaks of his life at home that Amplified those negative feelings take for example his Tumblr the very first post available in insinuates his mother is a drinker but not to what degree quote it is done now I feel powerful Like My Mother after several boozeries excellent unquote there are other pose that show more of the state of cry recalling the video where he discouraged viewers from putting him on a Podium or the flattering messages that he gets here in this tumblr post is a comment of a fan saying every time cry Giggles my ovaries implode pry responds God you must be in so much pain by now the fan posed an additional comment of the same theme but it doesn't stop here because this YouTube comment was placed on a Tumblr and cry once more respond to it on an additional platform though cries seemed to put on the facade of discouragement of his audience and audience's sexualization he was encouraging these comments by responding to them and promoting them though he did change these habits slightly other areas saw scrutiny because it is a fact proven by chronic sharing of his own statistics that he has an audience that are mostly made up of teenage girls yet he did things like sell this pillowcase that simply says let's cuddle relatively that isn't controversial when compared to the thong he was also selling he discouraged fans from posing with these items as well while it was not obvious at the time craddick was quite the troubled person on his YouTube he at times made update videos being open about his poor mental state and how that is affecting the production of his videos without divulging the problems and specifics about his personal life let's just say um I got a lot of stuff on my on my plate right now and I need to uh finish eating all of this meal that um my my life has put on my plate before I can go on to the next plate which has jolly you know sweets on it instead of moldy cabbage to find out what was happening we can look at his Tumblr and examine this post that was released a month prior to that update video here he reveals he was raised by a single mother for as long as he could remember a mother that had a constant battle with depression where he would have to hide her medication to prevent her from doing something drastic and no matter what attempts he or his siblings made to show her love she always sought out a different form of love from other countless men men that treated his mother and to that extent the entire family poorly until one man committed to a relationship that turned into a marriage and a stable household and then arguing start between his mother and his stepfather the difference this time is cry claims to have found some solace in that they purchased a home and had some seclusion to the arguments whenever they started up only for the relationship to seemingly end when it was revealed that his stepfather had been cheating the last section will be read through cry's words as that is the best way to capture his perspective on what happened quote the biggest question that ran through the boy's mind the most confusing thing of it all all he continued to ask himself why would a man come into the life of someone only to absolutely destroy her to further crumble a woman's trust in men after being abused and mistreated by innumerable individuals throughout the entirety of her life all the while all the while treat the boy like nothing was wrong to joke around with him to treat him like a friend to befriend him and let the boy begin to look up to him as the first father figure in his life while you sit there and torment the only mother he has ever known venting status achieved sup unquote these words can be communicated in way of disbelief and the dishonesty of people and that they are able to break the Fatal Trust of their partners and master transgressions with those that they appear to be honest with the irony of these words will ring painfully in Christ's future as for his own relationship he and the late night crew brought on the last established member known as snake a nickname brought on through his deep voice that is similar to that of solid snake in the game series Metal Gear Solid the late night crew as it was would consist of crying as the main host Ross money that bounced off well with Christ comedy Scott John that had a similar personality and snake that's laid back demeanor did not detract from the stream but added an element of professionalism and dry humor though various other characters would pop in and out like Craig's girlfriend Cheyenne or Russ money's girlfriend simply known as red now in 2013 viewers could look forward to the weekly Saturday streams starting at around 10 pm and ending early Sunday morning these were scheduled in a way that they would play a lineup of games and have what they called a wind down hour more the gameplay if there was any was more relaxed as to the transition to a calmerce state and helped the audience fall asleep even during the stream these streams were far outshining his presence on YouTube the same could be said for the members involved it is fair to State on the surface level they had a successful operation going rust money specifically through the streams was able to find a more stable life as he was revealing his prior home life to be possibly worse than chronotics the community could grow more attached to these characters and find some solace in their own problems from those that they saw understood them yet chronic cannot contain his emotions or at least was not in control of them this is likely why his anger or sadness often bled into his cry talks videos and even though his channel had grown tremendously from over 100 000 Subs to nearly 900 000 in the span of the year that showed he grew as a Creator he was not growing a better understanding of his status as an online personality the more he grew on YouTube or any platform the more deranged audience members make themselves known and there is a good possibility that cry was getting harassed through emails due to a lack of response from these members instead of ignoring these or blocking them as most creators would have he made it cry talks I'm not your puppet there's too many people for me to get my personal input on so he'll just take it everyone can have it everyone can get some here just just have it just take it here you go happy birthday Merry Christmas Happy Kwanzaa happy Hanukkah happy New Year merry Halloween happy Easter happy every other holiday congratulations on the event good job I'm proud of you I'm not proud of you grow the up hi shout out to you good maybe next time no I don't care anymore I'm sorry you feel lesser of me as a person because I can't respond to your emails there are way too many people to humanly respond to and if I don't respond to a few of them they get royally pissed off and start a riot that I apologize for being one person who has flaws of his own there it's done just hell his increasingly aggressive venting to his General audience towards the Supreme minority of users was worrisome but little knew even only bits of how bad it truly was behind the scenes this is the third question which of these do you consider cheating [Music] which one you know what gonna have to go with this this one that's just the way my brain works man if you love somebody I don't know and you say you love somebody else and you're a but if you love somebody and you up because you bang somebody else and you're a but you don't love somebody else at the same time so it's it's a little lesser but it's still pretty bad okay what do we got for that question [Music] thank you [Music] wow really huh I'm in the minority for that I thought it wouldn't be opposite sting that means I'm gonna get yelled at later yes that was a clip of cry playing the video game Catherine that would get more attention throughout the years in the clip quite decides what is morally worth for him between physical cheating or emotional cheating that can involve intimacy shown through non-physical acts and though cry was repulsed even by just the concepts it turns out he was cheating on Cheyenne his girlfriend at the time the person he was cheating with was kicked and barred from ever coming on the stream again sometime after this Cheyenne and karate broke up but no one knew the entirety of the depths of chronic's depravity because as Russ found out through his girlfriend red as she admitted to Russ she was flirting with cradic while Craddock was dating Cheyenne Russ took Red's worth for it and believed it to only be friendly flirting and this is all Russ new in reality while this was another case of emotional cheating online chronic and red went as far as to commission an artist within their own community of friends to draw them having sex Ross didn't know this of course but the distrust in Craddock was now there and his relationship with red wasn't because he broke up with her in 2014. also recorded in late 2014 was this update on a small Hiatus cry was taking due to an illness and thus Russ was delivering it that matters not what matters are the last couple seconds that were likely meant to be cut out guys hopefully I'll be good to go on Monday if not I'll work on not up the recovery process even more than I already have good luck good good whatever I'm done I'm out of here this have me do this again I'm done that may have been genuine frustration at what happened but just like Russ didn't know how far red and Craddock went in terms of cheating no audience members knew anything going on behind the scenes outwardly there was no discussion of cheating and the group continued to stream and move on with their jobs while holding these secrets set through different Communications new only selected pieces of information except for kratik of course who despite massive growth in 2014 with more collaborations with titans of YouTube like PewDiePie found it difficult to even complete the most minor of tasks it became apparent that he had commitment issues and not just with relationships on May 1st he announced he was going to be voice acting in a video game that was in the middle being crowdfunded just two days later he was crumbling under pressure as he was venting through this video when you're in a position like mine you either gotta learn to like forget all that don't sign up for everything that you can't handle or be able to manage your time properly I can't do any of that I'm working on it but I am my personality is not exactly you know up the par with this kind of thing I'm still learning that's who I am I I got faults everyone has faults but my faults are pretty stupid sometimes again unexcusably so but hey you know let's let's see how people are I guess his complaints about his channel were becoming frequent like in this video chatting about even the thought of the loss of his audience and interest in him I'll see you later tomorrow and the next day and the next day and then I think one more day and then I'm you're gonna get tired of me eventually just wait for that to happen okay that video was uploaded June 10 2014 just three days later he made another video with a similar attitude this time he was lamenting the growth of his audience and the loss of communication he could have with a smaller one you know everyone you know felt like you know they were all part of the whole shebang it was it was awesome it was really fun but now it's just flooded with I want to suck your dick and I want to suck your dick too that that sucks man like I appreciate you wanting to suck my dick but I don't really want you to suck my dick I just like you know to hang out and man in the same video he also revealed that he used to desire a heavy intimacy when I was younger you know being a young boy and all going through school and all that other stuff I used to have a wicked competence issues just because you know I always other people they had all those people being like I love you I love you too I I had a few of those but you know a lot of other people had a lot more and I was just like ah God man that's I won't be that guy even with his personal setbacks he was still uploading but not innovating even so his channel in 2015 surpassed 2 million subscribers yet PewDiePie in the same year reached 40 million and was established as the largest channel on YouTube also up in the Rings were similar channels like Markiplier and jacksepticeye but no Cradock by 2016 he couldn't even commit to completing a let's play series this was probably better for him as he did seem to like having a smaller audience or at least the benefits that came from having one but his procrastination and lack of perceived progress in his personal life is something that continued to plague him my my general uh is going to bed at about 9 to 10 A.M waking up at about five sometimes even eight o'clock at night procrastinating playing some Hearthstone because I have no life wondering why I'm not doing anything and procrastinating a little bit more until I finally get some recording done do some editing and then stay up for a very long time while things render go to bed and the cycle continues hopefully one of these days I stopped doing that but yeah that's what the mindset is right now he will not stop doing that and his mental state by his own admission seemed to be getting worse while he was announcing a twitch panel of the late night crew that was becoming a yearly thing he never attended in person to keep his anonymity but was present through an online voice chat yeah so sorry about a new video today I just wanted to make a quick video saying sorry I haven't been feeling too well both in the mental level and the physical level as you can probably tell about my voice it's a little bit raspy but uh we're gonna be doing a little twitchcon panel thing in a few hours here and I just figured I should make a little video in case you guys don't know about that this is where he was mentally in September of 2015 and frankly remained that way onward his channel slumped into lesser and lesser viewership there was a peak in 2017 and the same month he collaborated with PewDiePie and had a short Resurgence but did not utilize a moment and continue to further deprive his channel of content his dreams were the same the graph of average viewership only trended downward the importance of this is cry perceived himself as unmotivated and stagnating in his personal life friends were not being made his sleep schedule did not allow for productivity and he was not getting out to have his own Bastion of success regress must have been very difficult as nothing could catch his deteriorating mental state to make matters worse his relationship with Russ money was getting far worse and around 2015 a new love interest for Russ entered the scene simply known as Angel as rust details quote we will flirt and be sexual with one another on DMS and over the phone in my admittance I was nowhere near emotionally ready to try to have another romantic relationship living with untreated depression PTSD and residing in a horrible helpless environment I treated Angel badly becoming upset whenever my suggestions of a real romantic relationship were denied at one point in angels and eyes relationship I noticed how she was hanging out with cry more often cry was definitely aware of my feelings for Angel even using her presence to try to get me to stream with him once having my suspicions of cry and ability to respect boundary with red I feared he wouldn't respect my crush on Angel it hurt me a lot to see them stream together play games offline hearing that they would have movie nights and not in the least invite me to participate eventually I had enough and confronted them both about both of them claimed it was only a friendship I explained a cry that Brett told me they had a part in the past and that it pissed me off he perpetuated the lie and apologized for the flirting but gave no other details unquote Ross goes on to say he found out that angel was also revealing her sensitive correspondence with Ross as a form of entertainment with her friends on Discord feeling betrayed he stopped communication with her and blocked her even with his relationship with Angel Soward how cryotic was involved already made a friendship and lacked any trust worse then in around 2018 Ross was finally introduced to those commissioned pieces of cry and his former girlfriend radda now knowing the full extents of the emotional cheating it is hard to say what it did to his current relationship with crime what's more this was not the only relationship destroyed by Craddock and due to his actions possibly didn't have any friends to rely on other members of the late night crew were only there in a professional capacity such as members like snake whose extent of friendship mostly ended at the end of the live streams there was also Cheyenne that had long left late night crew while she was not looked upon Him favorably by Christ audience for some reason in 2017 cry was doing a series of podcast Style videos where he would have guessed on and they would talk while completing it for virtual puzzle and cry invited Cheyenne on for one of these the result was an intoxicated Cheyenne and hinting at shrine's transgressions and stabbing at his failings every step of the way well I've never had this wine before so I don't know what is the alcoholic content levels I don't know I could go get the bottle I mean but I'm actually I'm gonna finish this bottle anyway tonight how big is the bottle it's not that big at all oh my God now you're gonna make me look it up so I have to defend myself not being a alcoholic so I'm making progress mine's hard well you're giving me a handicap here no you did that the day never mind yeah never mind yeah yeah that's what I thought that's what I thought did you though did you ever think no once in your life nope yeah don't you lie to everybody like that problem but you need to commit to using it you know you don't know a damn thing about commitment [Music] I have commitment issues I'm sorry there's gonna be can we just say that we're much better friends than not just so they get get that out of the way I'm not your friend you're my friend what have I done that is dumb today exactly right this podcast would be so long if I had to list every single thing well luckily it's not actually a podcast so that works out to say this was an uncomfortable watch would be an understatement the comments ignorant of Christ cheating as nothing had been revealed at this point still Wild against Cheyenne and her crewness as for cry his channel and even his twitch streams was all declining in various ways his streams were getting less attention and his channel continued each round of videos make a couch right it's a super cool couch I like it it's comfortable it's really fun it was nice making the couch it looks real good but then I get you know order from higher up so like yo I want you to make 25 more of these couches don't change it up just 25 more of these couches and by the time he gets to number 18 or something along those lines you're just like man you know I kind of wish I wasn't just making couches anymore maybe I could try to make a stool one of these days or uh bathtub I don't know just anything else cry expressing he wants to do something else but lacks the motivation to see it through it is also important to note that this being in 2018 there was immense evolution of content on YouTube Let's Plays have been long on a decline and channels like PewDiePie have drifted through various forms of content like commentary on ongoing events people were finding different ways to express their talents and interests yet cry remained the same and thus worsened but he couldn't even stagnate his YouTube viewership dipped to 1 7th of what it was in just two years the very same thing happened to his twitch as he went from averaging around 8 000 viewers to just a little over 1 000 on his streams I never got to grow up I guess if that makes sense I uh I did all high school thing and I did a little bit of jobs and then I got really lucky with YouTube and I was you know younger 20s and um I've been supporting my family since then as well so I've never gotten the chance to move out on my own and I kind of realized once I I was getting up there I I kind of never stopped just simply being a middle brother or just like a kid I cast mentally pretty much I've been seeing a therapist as well as uh you know getting properly medicated for that old add I have so these anxieties reached an entirely new level in 2019. he was now sharing the core of what was bothering him even the small sense of hope a possible Improvement was lost prior when he was talking about how demotivated he was he was discussing it in a defeatous way it was not confining himself entirely to failure and left the possibility of improvement 2m now expressed full disappointment in his life almost to an irreversible degree adds much needed context to his what can be best described as a live nervous breakdown furthermore this was also his last live stream and took place on his 31st birthday being June 11 2020 while the full stream is not available there is the unlisted cut down stream on his channel that begins with consideration to his mental state informing his audience he is not in the best date yet committed to not let it affect his solo birthday stream I also wanted to express my uh personal position of where I'm at um because I'm a personal guy I don't like to talk about myself but I'm not doing the best however I can express myself through music and right there I feel like I just expressed everything possible by belting it out okay and I'm gonna keep it at that and we're gonna play video games and have a good time from now on okay for understanding and now we're just gonna have a good solo birthday today with you and chat me we're gonna have a good fun time okay then this happens six minutes Anna I see this is very personal I'm gonna regret saying this later but I'm just I feel like being open with you guys okay I'm about to start my life yet I'm 30. as this progresses his emotions take hold and he doesn't talk about a single thing that is bothering him rather he talks about everything at once from the lack of progress in his life his lack of validation his disinterest and money yet the Divine money caused as he needed to take more for himself to compensate the failings of his YouTube channel I need you guys to know that I just [Music] never care about morning I know I never knew I didn't want to even open up donations it's just the guys needed money [Music] and I felt guilty because they needed money but then when YouTube started doing bad it's like well now and then okay [Music] I had to be like okay well I'm sorry I couldn't believe you guys but Saturday days but I I have to at least take my the days of the week when I stream at least and then it caused the stress this truth like distance between us so we held the guys and us we have our distances and we don't talk like we used to and it's all distance and it's so hard just to have a good time like we used to man everything is hard is it so hard the most important part of his vanting is saying that the money more so lacked the Rob drove a rip between his friend group then he laments the fact he doesn't stop his friends from gossiping or the like and his role is diminished by his own lack of Direction telling people no I hate disappointing people I hate I hate being like hey you stop so I let people get away with so like I let my friends like say that I know hurts other people even though I shouldn't because I don't want to come straight there and it's hard and I always get put into a leader position and I don't know what the to deal with my own life so how am I gonna lead other people it is already clear that Craddock is not in a normal mental state as he is being overwhelmed by emotions that before he can digest them they shift he goes on to talk about a few between two popular creators and then black lives matter all right you know what it fine fine you know what fine I'll just talk my feelings and about that I don't give a but this is not for this I'm just tired of people using people's emotions just profit me and they just see hurting people in the process it's constantly dude like the why do people give a constantly about like the keemstar h3h3 chef for example who cares nobody actually cares people should care about the black lives matter black lives matter matters dude that it was not a trend oh dude that is a thing that matters dude but people just go back now everyone's care about all the dmca that shit's been going on you found out storms exist welcome to the internet tired of hiding the truth of the internet that's how it is okay after this there is a possible moment of catharsis as he thinks his viewers and States he's simply tired of people hiding their um all this other I was so sorry I'm sorry I'm just very open right now and I don't care anymore you know I'm at a point where there's like there's nothing left to lose I'm out of my lowest point of my life I'm 31 years old okay I'm gonna send it my I guess this is my midlife crisis but I feel great essentially if that helps I feel amazing because I have this great perspective of knowing everything's gonna be okay because you guys are I'm sorry it's just I can't hide this anymore okay I'm just tired of everyone hiding their okay I'm sorry chronic then takes a break plays trying and vents a bit more then gives a blanket apology directed at those few that knew of his actions prodding at the three prominent members of the late night crew you know what any friends right now with mine genuine friends of mine or people that I've talked to or even no it's no shame everyone knows it I'm a flirt and everything I've flirted with I'm sorry in the past I feel bad about it because I was sense that validation and I regret it now and I'm sorry I'm sorry if you would like to talk to me your genuine emotion please send me a message but right now I'm just want to play Triumph okay add all my friends if you want to talk please everything everything Russ if you want to talk to Snape gunned anybody none of the late night crew knew just how much cry had hidden except cry himself this came to a head on June 17 2020 a user by the name of Lady tiabini or beanie for short came out with a tweet stating quote this is really hard for me to share I'm not directly tagging them not my style but I post this knowing a good handful of you will know I've been afraid of this making it back to them but I'm choosing to not live with that fear anymore you have no more power over me anymore unquote this continues in pictures attached to the tweet meant to expand on her message the first of which says she began talking to this person at the age of 16 and 2011. the person they were talking to was 22 at the time this 22 year old never discouraged the feelings she was developing towards him after turning 18 and beating States the now 24 year old couldn't return these feelings because the 24 year old was messing around with his best friend's girlfriend but still saw beanie as a good backup option yet another two years later they found out that the Now 26 year old was in interacting with minors and beanie wanted to cut things off in response the 26 year old says the only use they'd ever had for Beanie was quote a good piece of ass unquote that's when beanie informed the 26 year old significant other of their partner's infidelity beanie now posting this was 25 years old exposing that they wanted an innocent friendship with this mysterious person but had their intentions betrayed she has also learned of other women that presumably during their teenage years had similar experiences the person beanie is referring to is cradic that wasn't figured out until later additionally what the way this was presented is to not cause controversy but to share her experiences because crowdic isn't named yet she also divulges information that links directly to cradic like his age in 2011 or that he was cheating with his best friend's girlfriend the latter was information that the late night crew was previously thought only to be privy to if this is to say the late night crew that was not on good terms with cradic had a good reason to believe this was legitimate and directed towards cry and sometime within three days of the sweater pose Craddock released his final video to date titled cry talks we stopped being genuine a long time ago I've always felt disingenuine because I was never open with people about things because I was always hiding things I was never able to be genuine with people anymore after the fact that I cheated on my girlfriend with people who I didn't realize were even underage in the first place so yes I'm sorry but I promise you I'm not that same person anymore besides that line there is no substance to this four minute 22 second long video the rest is a general apology for wrongs he may have done in the past because he saw himself as infallible and realized he wasn't he also links to that nonsense of a birthday stream he had nine days ago also in the description he clarifies he was never physical with anyone that was underage it was all online it is difficult to overstate the level of confusion everyone was feeling as the average viewer the video even watched through its entirety makes no sense why is cry uploading this who is he referencing why is he linking to what is essentially an hour long of his breakdown what is going on unlike the lnc they had pieces of Christ transgressions from cheating and the constant lies the audience never got a piece of it and Christ's history and much more was being Unleashed now this moment is so unbelievable there is still confusion as to what happened which will be explained with its additions now beanie on June 17th released that tweet with four photos providing an extended statement but did not say it was crowdic cradic likely feeling the story of his inappropriate interactions with fans and cheating with his best friend's girlfriend and finally coming to light decided to come out in front of the story to gain control and become the initial source of information so that he exposes himself or rather than others exposing him as that is far worse for his reputation but his incompetence knows no bounds this video that was in ways meant to explain his transgressions of flirting with fans and cheating was caked in vagueness he did not say how many fans he was flirting with why he didn't discourage them or stop himself what he saw in that didn't apologize to anyone directly or even acknowledge anyone as to why this could be is because he could have exposed everything about himself and made it clear about every unfavorable thing he had done instead he was likely addressing only the small amount of information that had come out against him if he truly exposed all the people he flirted with or apologized to Russ directly then he would also be exposing a himself for things that aren't known cry could have been betting on that other people would not come out and expose him further with their statements against him in hindsight that was a superbly terrible bet and as more people were coming out cry tried to rectify his video by saying that it was made during a manic State and is not accurate of what a proper apology looks like also stating that there will be another video that properly addresses those affected that video never came what did was more information about cry beating confirming that it was cry that she was talking about her tweets was releasing more information like how it was her tweet that directly influenced cry into making his video and though he told beanie he was going to make a detailed that was not the video everyone got Additionally the Knight of crayons videos release announced that he was still going to stream and would be making that additional video than ever it came to be but quote The Show Must Go On unquote miscalculating the amount of backlash karate walked his back and apologized and canceled the stream as for the lnc Scott Judd announced that him snake and Ross did not know the extents of Christ depravity they did not know he was flirting with underage fans it is important to keep in mind that this was all coming out on June 20th 2020 and at a rapid Pace a day later Scott John talks to karate through Discord expressing his disappointment but what about the other two members chronic did cheat with Russ's girlfriend after all Russ also on the 21st states he is devastated to say the least and that quote cry and I have not been friends for a very long time unquote back to Scott John on the 22nd he streamed and talked about the ongoing situation I will talk about what I knew and I didn't know I knew that he exchanged um sexual text with a 16 year old while he was 22 I think um and I saw a screenshot of that that's pretty much the extent of that that creepy that I knew found out a whole bunch more that uh yeah it's weird like I talked to a lot of people the other day and it's like a lot of people had different pieces of information like different pieces of the puzzle and then like information would be exchanged with all the people involved and then one person would go wait he he did what and then that person would go yeah I knew that like there's so many weird puzzle pieces of like not knowing he also talks about why he left Wanna Cry his recent streams those are wondering why I left the stream the other Saturday it's because uh probably was like he was he was grilling me on how to like on how to be a better person and that I had to just leave before I lost my because uh yeah him telling me to be a better person is a little hypocritical the other prominent members of the LMC made their own streams talking about what was going on snakes also took place on the 22nd first thing first everything that cry has done is repulsive vile and disgusting the more I uncovered I I talked to a uh a group of uh like mutual acquaintances and friends on Saturday evening which is where I learned everything that it transpired snake provides the current number of people making allegations against cry it was 14 people that both minor and adults that uh have been in some way victimized by cry in the middle of all this turmoil cheyanna chronic's ex-girlfriend that was cheating on back in 2014 was entering The Fray and besides attacking cry was arguing that the other members of the lnc didn't know what critic was up to and that their knowledge wasn't limited to that time that he cheated she also claims that Scott John was trying to falsify documents against her but what prompted for evidence fails to provide any still the larger audience is scrambling for more information about Karai found various logs that are being leaked of chronic talking and sexual matters to his fans some alleging that he was sending lewd photos and as number of people coming out increased their stories could be corroborated to higher degrees and more and more people started dig through cradock's history chronic's lewdness towards both underage fans and those of age was just one piece of what was being revealed because now Russ could finally talk about how cry cheated with his at the time girlfriend and what it did to him psychologically this is felt through his Twitter longer retelling what he went through but that is not nearly as powerful as the raw motion shown in his own live stream that took place around June 24th cry that shit's dissolved I don't want nothing to do with it ever again I would like to move on because I'm uh held on to uh those facts of all that happening it just caused me so much pain man I'm so mad how can I look at that dude who also had a up childhood like me him and I were in and then to inflict that on people it's just what how the can you do that man as Ross expresses his disbelief in Christ's actions more questions are brought forward like even though Craddock cheated with Russ's girlfriend at the time and read why did he continue to stream with him several years after absolutely did I lived in a I lived in a meth house is what I call it because my parents like they just like I'm going off on me but I it was it was hell and I he helped me get the out of it when people are asking why did you stay when you knew that he was uh around with red and all that it's because I didn't wanna I no I'm not going back to that it's a worser hell and the same stream Ross provides the fact that the late night streams were two-thirds of his overall income additionally like cry was doing with his fans he also clarifies that the cheating with red was all online and around he did and uh one uh one instance was when uh I was with red for six years and uh yeah they around uh from what Scott says it was never physical so I'm gonna take his word on that I I believe like all the other people it was all online the dude's not even getting actual coochie that's oh my God I know I'm sorry to say that because this involves underage people but it's just like it's all online it's stupid still there is also his love interest Angels um long story short I had a crush on her uh cry and her knew about it um at some point they uh they decided to be in a romantic relationship and disregarding my feelings because of red and Angel Ross was fearful to put forward that he was with any specific partner and fear that chronic would take somebody as well that's like four months almost five it'll be five months and uh couple like a week or so uh I appreciate the person they make make me a lot more happier and I uh it's ridiculous but I felt like I had to keep them hidden for so long because uh because I was afraid cry was going to slide them DMs [Laughter] that's legit it is so stupid [Laughter] as for the other victims aquatic some were very vocal with their history with him like beanie Ari ocean hrvx posting screenshots other conversations with him and though cry would try to say he did not know he was flirting with miners some screenshots see otherwise like when he allegedly says quote get older so we can already unquote there's always a possibility that these are doctored but portions of his number left exposed give just enough information to make them more legitimate that Andy Tilda at the end of sentences was a key piece that was stitching together cries down with texting the few leaks of communication with cry did not help his case either cry equating some accusations that he deemed falls from a specific user as quote IRL game of secret Hitler unquote and that he was gonna still in the theme of the game quote call out the fascists unquote this was posted on June 26th cry when asked about how many girls he played around with at the same time according to the screenshot is three and is quote most mostly to help them build self-esteem unquote these leaks load as the days drifted into July crime made no additional updates besides the twit longer he posted shortly after his video Cheyenne announced that she reported cryotic to the FBI but not to what degree meaning that she could have just tipped them off for nothing to happen or maybe they could have investigated him either a possibility neither a certainty the members of the lnc or rather former members were taking breaks snake along with doing so also compiled the events of the past two weeks and sent it to trusted sources likely meaning the platform's Cradock resides on all this information about Craddock flirting with fans as far back as 2011 whether underage or of age came out in the span of two weeks viewers were betrayed by Christ transgressions involving not just Ross but every member of the lnc that he was dishonest with and knowingly cruel too screenshot after screenshot claim after claim it was overwhelming even as things slowed down there was still confusion about everything that happened because there was not enough Clarity and there still isn't and make no mistake there have not been indirect updates since then it wasn't until September 9th of the same year that Christ's twitch channel was banned and then in November he changed his Twitter profile picture with text that says more to come as of 2023 nearly three years later viewers are still waiting on cry's response they will seek out cry on a yearly monthly maybe even weekly basis and wish for fan or unrelated counts to be owned by cry to get some closure but this is unlikely to happen as it stands it is a person's tainted history that is only significant enough to be put alongside other ex-creators with various allegations levied against them this is the colder reality of just lost potential cryotic is a complete failure of a person that even given such immense opportunities could only complain about his inability to utilize them these failings in hindsight provide only the comfort that he did not continue to succeed but a disappointment and sadness that he did not grow [Music] foreign

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Keywords: Cryaotic, Late Night Crew, LNC, What happened to Cryaotic, What Happened, Documentary, Rise and Fall, PewDiePie, Cryaotic drama

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Length: 56min 20sec (3380 seconds)

Published: Wed Sep 13 2023