Caroline Myss - The Journey of Transformation

i wanted to open up with this prayer and this prayer is has become one of the richest prayers i have ever read and it comes through joyce who sends me many many prayers and this is written by a french priest michelle uh quist and he's a i believe a jesuit no we what is he what flavor do you know what flavor it doesn't matter i'll tell you later okay tell me later it doesn't matter but this prayer is called the sea lord i saw the sea attacking the rocks somber and raging from afar the waves gained momentum high and proud they left jostling one another to be the first to strike when the white foam drew back leaving the rock clear they gathered themselves to rush forward again the other day i saw the sea calm and serene the waves came from afar creeping not to draw attention quietly holding hands they slipped noiselessly and stretched at full length on the sand to touch the shore with the tips of their beautiful soft fingers the sun gently caressed them and they generously return streams of light lord grant that i may avoid useless quarrels that tire and wound without achieving results keep me from these angry outbursts that draw attention but leave one uselessly weakened keep me from wanting to always outstrip others in my conceit crushing those in my way wipe from my face the look of dark dominating anger rather lord grant that i may live my days calmly and fully as the sea covers the whole shore make me humble like the sea as silently and gently it spreads out unnoticed may i wait for my brothers and sisters and match my pace to theirs that i may move toward upward with them grant me the triumph perseverance triumphant perseverance of the waters may each of my retreats turn into an advance give my face the light of clear waters give my soul the whiteness of foam illumine my life that it may sing like sunbeams on the surface of the sea but above all lord may i not keep this light for myself and may all those who who come near me return home eager to bathe in your grace that's a prayer i love that prayer okay so this is a big subject and i thought where do i begin with the subject of transformation because it's it's it's huge and i thought now many of you have heard me talk about aspects of this do i hear music yes why do i hear music okay well we can't control the hotel joyce i would love to be able to do that but i think even i have limits it's hard to consider that but i don't know but and we'll ignore it now we don't hear it anymore and so it shall be joyce um anyway um there was the first time ever in all my teaching here that i heard music in this room i've never had that okay so when i was thinking about transformation and i gave this a lot a lot of thought because i i have thought about writing about this subject and etc for a long long time one of the one of the aspects that occurred to me is that is how often the subject is treated as an interior process to the exclusion of what's happening in the world around you in other words as as we discuss the nature of transformation and and i want to position it as a um the mis a mystical journey you we have to understand that the whole planet is undergoing a mystical journey of transforming and what is transforming and that we are we are transforming within a larger sphere of what is transforming and that we are part of something greater that's going on and that the choice to transform is actually not in other words the organic dynamic of transformation that is already in motion has we are part of it by virtue of what is taking place at this time in history so it's important to understand this time in history it's very important to understand that it's very important to understand what is happening in this particular time in human civilization it's it's important to understand how consciousness is opening and actually shifting and how that is sweeping the whole world and actually reshaping everything from our relationship to physical time to actual time and how that is transforming i mean what is actually getting transformed actually our relationship to time itself and that is a that is affecting everything from the financial markets the speed at which they are collapsing and the speed at which people think they should be making money absolutely everything is getting transformed the boundaries of nations the the mythologies in the heavens about god there's the collision of the gods the ending of religions they are coming to a close christianity is closing down is it i mean the you have to understand what is actually getting transformed and what it means the end of the fossil age is getting transformed the way that we have used money is getting transformed the way we have educated our children is getting transformed traditional education is shifting to internet education they're not gonna learn the humanities the way they used to they're not gonna these are now getting transformed into inadequate and what is attic what is essential now is this is is techno education the the degree to which the familiar world is getting dismantled is awesome i do not mean awesome in the wow isn't that wonderful rather it is so overwhelming that that it is immeasurable what is getting transformed includes the types of illnesses we are now susceptible to what is in our drinking water are all the unused drugs from hospitals all the drugs from people's medicine cabinets there are so much drugs in the water that you're taking it's a wonder your immune system can function at all much less the drugs that go into the water into the in it from the rain that are just spread upon the land now the pharmaceutical companies own the the water systems yes everything's getting transformed if not mutated there's mutation and then there's morphing and then there's transformation there's so much that we have to understand about what is taking place here so that you understand what the choices of response are and i want to position this within the environment the external environment within your internal environment and i have asked ellen gunter to do a presentation because she's an expert on echo spirituality she was accepted into al gore's school and she did his training and i asked her if she would do a pr the al gore presentation and also on her work she's the author of a wonderful book called reunion and i asked her if she would do a presentation tomorrow because we have to understand what is happening in our earth and in our global community and nobody speaks better about it than her and i'm not just saying that because she's one of the people i love most in the world but because i truly know her to be a superb scholar and her presentation needs to be included because this the earth is the largest living being we know we rely upon this earth and everything happening within the global village is happening to us and in us because i need to teach the mystical laws within transformation this weekend so that there really is this understanding that what happens in the one is actually happening in the whole what happens in you is happening in the hole that this is one and the same thing that there is nothing separate from what's happening in this world that that that though we may want to say i don't want to know anything about that that response is not a protection that's like a nuclear fallout saying that if i shut my my remember when they said put duct tape around your window well it's not going to help you saying that you don't want to watch your the news is like putting duct tape around your psychic field it's not going to stop the fallout from what's happening in our world today from what's getting transformed and what what we what you need to understand as well as part of this is that we've also entered the age of the psyche and the soul which has opened up your inner senses and has [Music] made you has awakened you intuitively spiritually in an inner way that has um the way intuition and interior voice has been positioned is that it's all about receiving guidance for you always for you only for you and that is somewhat like a child would position it um the it also makes you enormously enormously sensitive to the the greater field around you now as i describe the stages of transformation which we'll get to there's a critical stage of transition which is the most which is extraordinarily traumatic and difficult but it's that stage that puts a kind of wiring in place that helps a person carry the weight of the world as they say on their shoulders it helps you to sus withstand the realization of what's going on in the world and not be crushed by the little ego that says i have to do everything no you don't you have to do what you're called to do you only have to do your calling but you're calling if you understand that if you do your calling what is in one is in the whole what you do is enough just do it it's not for you to know how your life is effective or why your life is effective or how much your life is effective what you need to do is what you've been called to do that's it but this is a very different type of ego it's a very it's a much more refined ego to live at that altitude of the mystical consciousness that says i am what i do i do fully fully all my actions contribute to the grid i'm on the grid the mystical grid that's how you're going to think of it i'm on the mystical grid everything i do is grace on the grid grace on the grid grace on the grid and it contributes to this transformation and that's how you're going to see it as contributing grace on the grid the ordinary mind the ordinary mortal has to see something big in front of their eyes in order to think that that is you know and they have to they have to have credit for it but that's the person under the third stage of transformation so before i go any further here i wanted to have jim describe the movies that he's showing because he i love the movies that he's showing to support this would you mind here's how the mystery of this container works the poem that joyce gave carolyn that carolyn read this morning about the sea perfectly perfectly describes the movie we're going to watch tonight the way it could not we could take stanza by stanza of that prayer and apply it to the movie the way is i don't know if any of you know about san diego casta what is it called santiago campostello it's a pilgrimage that people make along the coast of spain to the church where the apostle saint james is thought to be where his remains are thought to be buried and um carolyn and i were in india with several of the other people in this room and we the guide told us that a pilgrimage is a diff uh a difficult journey undertaken with intention and that's what this weekend is it's a different you're on a pilgrimage you're not leaving the room but you're on a pilgrimage of the soul here and this movie follows uh a lot of people but four in particular who are making this pilgrimage all for different reasons the fun for me is it looks on a it's a spiritual wizard of oz in a way because the four people are dorothy and the other three that's what we're watching tonight just a very personal spiritual movie it's uh stars martin sheenan was directed by his son emilia estevez tomorrow night we're most likely watching if i finish it in time we're most likely watching uh the best what is it the best marigold hotel the most exotic best marigold hotel for for elderly or for the elderly and beautiful i am moving there but if you can remember what i love though what i love is is what i love though i was i was working on it last night and he's trying to explain the the young man who has the hotels trying to explain but you see everybody's outsourcing their elderly because they don't like them because it's not just britain you know so so but this is but what's sourcing the elderly what's so exquisite about this movie is that it demonstrates that this journey does it continues until our last breath and that we're not immune to transformation you can't say i've i've done my share for this lifetime leave me alone because you don't get to choose that part and that movie as carolyn was saying the movie really illustrates that beautifully so that's what we're doing unless we watch salmon fishing in the yemen which we'll do if i can't finish exotic marigold hotel in time okay i love that did you see salmon fishing in yemen i love that movie yeah yes on that on that very screen um 7 30 tonight and um 7 30 tomorrow night okay okay so how many of you have never been to a cmed it didn't occur to me that there could be one person here [Applause] well welcome oh my word hello visitors virgins welcome how nice to have you well thank you wow okay oh i will i will i won't i shan't what i need to do then is i would like to start with a kind of a lecture in in the higher altitudes in the imagination and one way to think about this is um i've i've often times started a lecture i put oatmeal on my pants this morning i didn't mean to do that but it stained um one way to think about this is simple simple analogies or simple examples or simple images oftentimes serve me very well because i can't draw and this works i sometimes tell people to imagine their world as an apartment building and here's the penthouse and every floor is a different level of consciousness so that you your building never changes but the level on which you live everything you see is very very different your furniture is different your neighbors are different the altitude's different the rent is different everything changes but nothing changes everything changes but nothing changes the exterior doesn't change at all so no one knows that you've done so much changing on the inside by looking at the outside nobody knows you've done so much transitioning on the inside they have no idea you've changed your furniture you've changed your floor you've changed your perspective you now can go from in the basement where you thought you were the only person in the world and you were in charge of everything but the thing that keeps happening is you keep finding back staircases and doors and every time you do you think should i open it dare i open it should i dare i should i dare i but there's this pandora thing in you i've got to open it i've got to i've got to i've got to i've got to it will be the death of you and every single time you open it and you go up and you see this new floor there's this sense of extraordinary excitement and incredible dread because you know you can never thomas wolfe go home again and you have to in a sense i hear that music again is that somebody's phone okay okay there they will get a visitation from me and it won't be pretty anyway um when you go down well never mind i can ignore that when you go down to the lower level you have a sense i am going to leave this world behind i will leave this world behind all the familiar landscape the way i saw the world the view from this floor so familiar to me the furniture on this floor so familiar and so comfortable not all but some of it but i can't take any of it with me as you and i don't get to preview this floor and then come back here and decide i just have to trust that the next floor which is more expensive i gotta trust that it's gonna cost me more i gotta trust that the price is gonna be worth it i don't get to preview i just have to trust that if the price is so expensive what i can see from there has got to be worth it because who would charge such an outrageous price to gut gut to it's got to be worth it now i get up to this floor and lo and behold it is worth it but i notice fewer and fewer neighbors because it gets more and more expensive as i go up here and it becomes more and more difficult to describe down here what it looks like up here the air is cleaner the vista is more beautiful there's more tranquility and i can understand things more i have more think time or the way i think is different i get a much bigger view of life i see that all things seem to function together i'm out of the basement so it's not just me on this floor i just see people on my own street on this floor it's just people in my own hood but as the higher i get i see that huge nations are interconnected species are interconnected we can't move anywhere without everything and is when i get up to the penthouse it's an archetypal mythic force myths are interconnected a culture cultural myths are interconnected jihad is interconnected with armageddon with it they talk to each other myths do not operate independent even they are interconnected even they are interconnected mythologies spiritual mythologies a thought form is released on a parchment is jesus married that one possibility is shattering in the meantime the galactic theology is being developed in the vatican why because they know there's life on other planets why because there's been contact so they're preparing galactic theology why because they know the end of earth centric theology has come you cannot have an earth-centric god anymore even that mythology has come to an end the mythologies that are getting dismantled and transformed are spectacular they're cosmic they're bloody cosmic every cosmic mythology is coming down every one of them and you think it's going to be a big deal to find out there's no christmas right i mean it is like gargantuan every single myth that has held up humanity is coming down and you're living to see it you won't see the myths go up but you will see them come down because we're not going to live long enough to see what will replace these we won't live there that's not for us but we will see the dismantling which is why we will live the tr the toil the trauma the turmoil we will live that because that's what happens when myths come down the transformation nobody gives up a myth without a fight no buddy just try just try to i mean so i'm just going to hit a pause button here and i'm going to tell you that we're going to go into your myths and the ones you will not give up you will not no you won't it doesn't matter how smart and educated and cute and wonderful you are clinging to myths that are absolute nonsense and you know they are myths but by god you are not ready to let them go it's not going to happen and it could be you're the smartest person and that's all there's to it it could be but like when i deal with people who are ill or whatever and they'll say i can't believe this happened to me and who should it happen to well not me well then pick somebody else but the myth is i don't get sick other people do but i do not that's not an option because i am you are what i am more special i am more privileged i am what's your myth you've got it and there it is and the mythology is huge i don't have bad things happen to me why because i am what's your myth spectacular good person bad things don't happen to good people like me i will always have what will you always have money why because i am protected says who that's my myth and god knows it though i have a covenant with the god of money these are all mythologies there's no truth to any of them zero zero anything can happen to any of you at any time knock it off you are not protected by any of these things you can have all the money in the world and be gone tomorrow one girl said to me oh no my money's in the trust fund and i thought you yeah yeah look at me and say three times enron and run and run i mean i'm not comforted by what i'm teaching i have to tell you don't think i'm not subject to this same stuff right yeah hello i would love to be able to teach you something else but it's simply not truth it's simply not truth mythologies are mythologies and we all have them okay and but what we are living is the end of some of the greatest mythologies that have ever held together humanity which is why when we talk about transformation this just isn't the our our personal transformation every single species are at this this was it this morning i can't remember five o'clock this might get up at 4 30 on for c med but fukushima doesn't know what to do with its nuclear water it's poisoned water it has no idea what to do with it well you know what they're and they're pouring it into the ocean right you know that right hello and so they're nuking the ocean which means they're nuking everything and it's just pouring in it's just pouring in and i mean if if humanity was empowered they would scream around the planet in one loud voice no more nuclear power of any sort no more weapons no more nuclear stop it stop it what sort of species nukes itself you know but we have grown incredibly numb we have grown very numb and that's one of the things there's such a thing as the other side of transformation so um i'm going to hit a pause button here and i'm going to throw out a question and and that question is um do you feel like your own life is undergoing if i like uh active active changes are you in a season of active change that's how i would put it okay and you find that the active changes are something that for you is out of your control or self-initiated so out-of-control changes hands up out of control changes okay um for the out of control changes um are they uh what you would call terrifying frightening nerve-wracking yes for some some yes no how's give me the terror look any of you frightened by them you okay you are okay depends on the election well either way it's terror either way it's terror because the we'll talk about what's happening in the united states but either way but especially one would be a lot worse than the other but either way but okay but i'm not sure that's true either i mean i just think cycles are in motion let's just put it this way cycles are in motion cycles we have to understand cycles are in motion but we'll talk about that okay how many of you have feel like uh you're at a place of tranquility and there is no change happening at all zero okay how many of you have a sense of impending something in the air you feel do you feel like something in the world is shifting but you can't you can't you can't feel that you can't identify it do you mean do you feel like there's a sense like one thing's gonna happen or many things what's your sense many things okay what do you sense just out of curiosity the air is going to be more polluted okay okay air what else do we have revolution what kind what are you thinking chaos and revolution in the streets okay what else have i got yes i'm sorry [Music] people are gonna be able to communicate wait grab the microphone please i think simplification is coming so the dissolving of barriers and easier communication coming to a commonplace the merging of languages and community how's it going to get there how's that going to happen well i think it's up to us and some people to really pioneer some changes and what are you going to do with the people that don't want that to happen help them through it i mean they may not want it to happen but it's picture the south yeah i mean we've got to provide a safe haven and comfort that and instill them with trust that it is for the best that things are changing okay i love your optimism love it i'm not gonna i'm not gonna rain on that parade i love it you're at least 30 years younger than me okay go wait a minute microphone yeah i feel a tremendous sense that as a human race we have so abused and depleted this beautiful earth and that with all the climatic changes the the tsunamis the eruptions the oil spill in the gulf all of these things that that the earth is now at a point where it has to preserve itself and i pray every day that it has the strength to do that and that we may it may have to shed us in some way for it to maintain balance and survive in in the uh universe wow so that's sort of been my underlying well i can assure you that we take ourselves far more importantly than the earth does that's what i i believe is another species but we don't get that exactly we don't get that we're just another species we just don't get that we're just another species somehow we've separated ourselves from nature so that we think there's nature over there i think i'm going into nature you are nature where you going i think i'm going into nature well where is that exactly are you out of nature if you're standing here on the street yes nature's a tree i have to go and see a tree otherwise i'm not in nature what about the air it's we have so separated ourselves that we can't see nature unless we're standing in a desert or a tree or a natural forest or something otherwise we have no concept that we're actually standing on a living earth that is nature much less ourselves that we ourselves are part of the cycle of species so okay but you all you all have a sense that change is in the air okay okay so i i'm going to to enter into this subject through the penthouse so i'm going to put you in your penthouse and but here are the rules of the penthouse now the penthouse has its own rules okay and it's very hard to stay in the penthouse you can slip out very easy so i have to talk to you about the penthouse no you have to leave your wallets behind you have to leave them on the floor below you can't bring your identification in there you cannot bring your name your personality your background you cannot bring your religion god forbid you cannot bring anything about yourself into the penthouse you have to go in as a blank slate you can't go in with like um this idea that you have any idea of how the world is and that's the way it is so what you have to do is kind of go in with this open mind you have to leave your mind at the door and go in with this sense of openness like i have no idea how the world works i i'm going to start all over again i'm going to start all over again i'm i'm wide open i am just wide open just wide open i am here to observe human beings on planet earth and that's all there's to it okay have we got a deal so when we're in the penthouse we're in a world of observation of observing what's happening on the earth of observing how the earth operates in the greater sphere how events unfold why they unfold as they do what creates events what creates history what are the great change agents things just don't happen they just don't happen there's a reason why things happen as they do there are reasons not a reason but there are multiple reasons why things happen as they do and how they evolve and how they move and how they swim together like fish in the sea and you're part of these events and there are certain times through history where peak experiences have happened in that same way one of the laws of the universe is you know what is in one is in the whole how how things are in the micro in the macro as above so below your life in that exact way has peak experiences that reshape the rest of your life you don't live at the altitude no one lives on peaks you don't jump peak to peak to peak you know i think i'll go from everest to kilimanjaro to here to the earth no you get to a peak but it's so breathtaking you've got to get off again and yet one peak you reshape everything you reshape everything the same is true with with evolution there is a peak era the ice age for example was a peak era and it reshaped everything there are other times the the plague was a peak era but these peak eras there are peak discoveries penicillin baby peaks if you will compared to the ice age but still the printing press yet another peak galileo another peak these are mountain peaks we could call them peaks on the mountain ranges that reshape humanity yet none are equal to what's happening now why well while the printing press brought literacy brought literacy awakened and what did literacy do it opened up in the intellectual field and that that allowed for the reformation and ideas oh my god you have no idea what that printing press did still the printing press and all that it opened up in the intellectual world and thought science medicine philosophy schools universities everything because of it everything is nothing compared to what's going on now nothing pales take all the accomplishments since the renaissance and it's nothing compared to what we're living right now nothing absolutely nothing so i let me bring you into how to position i need you up in the penthouse now so what you're going to just sit back and think how do i even frame this moment in time that i am living in how do i frame it how do i even think about what is going on that i'm living in as i look at a world in which i have lived through going from regular mail to the capacity to reach a million people in five minutes or three minutes or one the capacity when i was of having relation a a significant relationship to now in a world where it is nothing not even thought of to have 30 sexual partners in a month that intimacy itself has been completely redefined if not dismissed that in this world the young people guard their computer password with more sacredness than the space between their legs and that adults look at that as what are you going to do that the entire power system and power structure of ritual has been completely dismantled completely dismantled never before in history has a society dismantled its ritual raising of its young this is a first this is a first let's take a look at the extraordinary these are the indicators of how severe transformation of the threads of transformation okay um i'm just giving you a preview of of how you look at like the these are the the threads of the fabric that indicate there's nothing left of the society no wonder it's collapsing there's nothing here it's like the the society is like a ponzi scheme okay if you think that there's a what they always call the fabric of society it's not here anymore and that's what people feel they feel like i'm not sure what's holding us together anymore and that's what people feel is that i'm not sure what's holding us together there is something holding but it's not the old way are you are you following me here and it's like that horrific realization that there's nothing familiar that's holding us together anymore not churches not community nothing like it used to be so when did all of this start where is all of it going what's it mean for everybody else etc etc etc the way i'd like to approach this then is through history and how that triggers an understanding of what's happening you know everybody probably knows that my favorite study is war and um war and god and the two of these four these subjects together but the reason i one of the reasons i i really really really love the study of war and always have is because war is the greatest change agent in the physical world it determines everything absolutely everything even all the medicine you take comes from war research and pharmacology and the pharmacology industry everything absolutely everything every country is formed as a result of war all the power bases as a result of war you feel safe in america because of war and that would be world war ii and then the cold war and then the nuclear power that this nation is everything about your safe life is because of war because we will go to war because we're in war because we can beat people at war everything is about war and that's all there's to it but the greatest change agent of war and and i would just want to hold it the whole world is being reshaped now again because of war the middle east and our nation has gone bankrupt because of war so make no mistake your future once again has been reshaped because of war and the yes um no but how you understand war as an archetypal necessity is something i want you to see from the 10th at penthouse okay like will we always have war yes why do we have war i'll explain what's its role in the formation i'll explain so how i want you to understand war comes from the penthouse because we'll always have it it will we'll never have peace it's not possible but it archetypally psychically it's simply not possible it's just it's the uh the archetypes we have in the human experience make it impossible for us to have peace we don't want peace we don't want peace i mean you have to look in your own life and is what is in one is in the whole look at your own life can you live your own life for one month without a fight without being aggressive towards someone you are the molecules that make war so you have to look at yourself and say can i get through my life without being angry without attacking someone without attacking someone in words thoughts actions resentment i am the person that is contributes to the psychic free radicals that create energy that creates war i am part of the transitionary force that is the engine of change that makes war this is a penthouse view where do my psychic free radicals go that form the law of energy energy creates matter my loose psychic free radicals pour into a big vat that then creates events and those events are are positive and negative and etc it said are you with me okay i'll get to that a minute the other the other side of that is prayer prayer dissolve psychic free radical so we'll get to that okay but i want to i i need to enter into this i could get so distracted because i find this so fascinating and i now teach like a hologram so you got to catch up with me i had my own moment of one of those aha moments when i was reading winston churchill and i just saw his war rooms in london a few weeks ago which for me was like falling down the rabbit hole i i could have been there for they could have just left me there for joyce and i went to the war rooms underneath the in the by the houses uh by the by the war department in in london where churchill ran world war ii and what i was i was i was in one of those time zones where i was once again saturating myself in world war ii and i i i was particularly reading a lot of work about churchill and and i thought about the way in which churchill saw hitler now all of this is going to make a lot of sense so you just bear with me i know probably you haven't heard a lecture like this all that often but churchill was somebody who had a real respect for evil so that's that's one of the that's one of the words you want to hold on to is the word evil because that's a word that we do not often use now and can you get that tracy okay okay and so when he was dealing with hitler he absolutely knew that he was dealing with an aggressive kind of almost draw this out he knew that he was dealing with an aggressive agent a dark force one two three one two three chakras four five six seven 8 9 10. your first second and third we all know this is your literal world this is your interior world and this is your mystical transcendent world he from history point of view churchill knew that he was dealing with evil in the physical world he knew it i mean there's there's the third reich etc but he also knew that he was dealing with evil in the mystical sense he knew it he absolutely knew it and so what he did was he gathered together people that he believed could deal with evil in the mystical sense he had a secret secret room most secret room and in there he had magicians and criminals the best criminals he said the best criminal minds are criminals he had mystery writers he had illusionists this is where ian fleming worked who eventually wrote double07 that was his code number to get in he had and these people were the people that came up with the greatest illusions and deceptions of world war ii now when i was reading this one thought occurred to me was that at the end of world war ii everything suddenly changed it wasn't slowly it was instant what particular what i am referring to is that at the end of world war ii there was an almost instantaneous detachment from the role evil plays in the governments of human beings and in the governance of it and the role that darkness plays in the exterior activities of human beings and in the interior activities it's as if something happened that caused people to detach from the role darkness played it's as if it almost went into a stratosphere and we went into a very different path a path that eventually led to what we could say the birth of the new age which was came into the 1960s and in the 1960s a new language erupted on the scenes you're a product we are a product of that language we began to talk about things like holism men and in the 60s it was all about light and love the age of aquarius words we never said that didn't exist before we started to talk about the fact that the world was going to have this vision of being wondrous and happy and loving and all of this blather started pouring out of people just pouring out of people all of this one one could say seventh chakra highs all of this they were high just like in the seventh chakra all of this and they got high because that's exactly the mind got spiritually high everything was about getting high the music was that look at the words then the word high is used constantly in sixth and seventh chakra words in the music of the sixties very high that's the altitude that in it was a world in which the idea that there was any kind of darkness either operating in the outside world or in the inside was simply unacceptable simply unacceptable it was absolutely unacceptable now something very interesting happened right about here which is 59 to 62 5. and that's that two events of great importance happened here that factor into triggering transformation in the global sense and that's that the dalai lama was kicked out of tibet and vatican ii so these two and you're in the penthouse now i need you in the penthouse so that you're looking at all things for their symbolic value you're looking at all things all things and from the penthouse you understand that there's no such thing it doesn't exist as things that are not choreographed everything's choreographed everything is choreographed things do not just happen you did not just happen you did not fall from heaven like an apple from a tree everything is choreographed the dalai lama fled tibet at the first chakra the events appear tragic first chakra war the events appear tragic death slaughter the first chakra cancer in your body is a war cells are slaughtered organs are taken over like nations consumed in warfare bombarded with medicine like the blitz in london bombarded day after day after day until your joints are on fire like the east end of london your body is a war zone and that's what it looks like from the first chakra which is why if you don't engage all if you don't engage all forces in you you cannot ever get a glimpse of what is actually happening you will lock into one you will stay there and it will consume you and in the language of buddha the first world is hell and if you stay in the first world you will stay in hell if you stay in world one and two will go through these worlds you will stay in only what suits you and you will still be consumed in hell because you will make it all about you okay the dalai lama leaves if you understand that from a mystical point of view it was an event perfectly time to introduce eastern to open up the east vatican ii happens and christian mysticism is released to the world so we have eastern and western release to the world within four years five years of each other how outrageous and just a few years earlier in 48 the end of the diaspora israel is born the naghamadi and dead sea scrolls are found so within a very short period of time very short these great spiritual traditions are all rebooted in a high cosmic place all of them are anointed into the third column into the aquarian force that's extraordinary it's extraordinary they're all booted into aquarian forces the gospel of mary magdalene begins to move around i'm going to roll you back and say how did how did this happen how did we go from one level of consciousness to another where was that pivotal moment what was the turning point the tipping point that set us into what we would call in this column quantum consciousness mystical consciousness nuclear consciousness because that's what this column is and and that's when oppenheimer split the atom and i am never able to explain to people with mere words the depth to which i want them to understand the meaning of this and the significance in this in this first in the in the physical world you think of a scientist in a laboratory in the manhattan project and what he's doing is is creating nuclear fusion and splitting atoms so it looks as though he's just there in his big laboratory and doing this this project but from the penthouse you in the penthouse you looking looking through the lens of truth truth not what's true but truth where you understand where you actually are conscious conscious of the law what a person does to anything to a flower to anything it is somehow in some way somehow in some way wait wait this is not a pumpkin wait wait wait wait i can do this this is latitude and longitude this is your hologram and here you are here you are here you are on the grid here you are this is your grid so this is a actually a circle and you are in this is your grid what is in one is in the hole you pick a flower leaf and all flowers feel this in some vibrational way simultaneously all flowers this is now the atom that oppenheimer split so he splits the atom in the manhattan project but all atoms are split simultaneously he's not splitting one he's splitting all on the grid of life simultaneously like a priest at mass who offers the host in transformation this is a big deal here people and says on behalf i offer this this ritual and grace comes in and transforms this piece of bread but it's not bread it because i'm not pushing like trying to recruit you as catholics or christians but this is transformed into a carrier pigeon for a force greater than oneself it becomes a vessel a vessel but he doesn't need every host he needs one because what is in one immediately is transferred to all whether there was a basket of 40 hosts or 4 million would not matter what is in one is in my body my body what is in one is in my body all four million hosts 40 million or 400 billion it would not matter do this to me and i will take care of the it just the grace goes instantaneously are you following me when oppenheimer split the host all hosts split simultaneously when he split the atom he split your atoms too and he split the atom in every single thing now this is absolutely critical to understand this as you understand what's happening to you and all the the nuclear illnesses that have everything from that point on as we as people entered the 40s the 50s the 60s one one of the one of the telltale signs of our time time is that we have a very different relationship with time one of the telltale signs of our society is that we don't know where time is gone we actually hire people to be time managers go find me some time because we have a very different relationship with time we have a pathological fear of aging which is something they did not have pre-world war ii the difference between who we are before world war ii and who we are now is two different species entirely we are not not not the same species pre-world war ii we took time to communicate to be with people we took time and the aging process was far more organic everything was organic and natural and tribes took care of their own and did they moved very differently following world war ii what has happened is that we have this i'm going to go just back a little bit and all the other changed periods of history world war one was gargantuan the war to end all wars the plague the renaissance whatever any of the events we can name in western history or even eastern history but none of these periods of time whether it was feasts and famine and droughts and earthquakes and fires and all the things that have ever happened to humanity none of them has ever had the impact of the moment we are living now because none of them has had the first of all none of them has had has positioned us in a psychic age none none of them has positioned us to have more capacity to change things or network with the entire grid of humanity both spiritually intuitively and technically at the same time there has never been such a moment as the moment we are living never there has never been such a moment for you the individual human being to come to such a moment of self-realization with such an abundance of spiritual support outside of a monastery and in doing that understand what the great masters like teresa of avila or other great masters have said which is what you do to one you will do to others heal one and you feel the whole it is not for you to understand is that true that really true shut up just learn and do learn and do become this vessel become this force it's time that that people actually begin to trust that the cost to you of learning and becoming everything that you really are has what it takes to change to literally illuminate the grid and maybe this transition we're going through this transformation we're going through can be done without a nuclear holocaust can be done without with to minimize the suffering that we are going through that maybe maybe maybe will will be elevated to a position where humanity will have a generous enough heart just to to the to where someone will be able to reach be inspired of how to create solar fuel in a way that really works and what i mean by that is this the best way i could tell you that is um if you look back in 1929 here again i want you in the penthouse how you understand history 29 the market crashes in the united states from here this is the symbolic dynamics of events this the market crashes in october 29. it's right around the corner over here in the physical world the first chakra where people actually live where you see them if you read the newspapers if you read all of that the way people started to talk was they said they were crippled economically the society was crippled economically and right after that in the 38 they had the first polio epidemic and a society will produce an epidemic to reflect the health of its psyche and soul it always does but jonas salk was prevented from discovering the vaccine for polio until after world war ii again but it wasn't until that point where america felt empowered and if you read the newspapers as i have in the language of the of the 40s the early 50s america described itself as quote being on its feet again being on its feet again we had even elected a president who had polio who had roosevelt who had gotten us into the war he hid it a lot of americans didn't know that they were far more respectful than and not like the the the paparazzi jackasses they are today and they would have exposed him and humiliated him they were still respectful is the new yes do i think autism is one well yeah but i i think you know i think um [Music] and deborah it's it's that there's so many disorders of this vibrational they're they're time and space disorders and it's difficult if you think of this as the neurology think of your head like this and that's that we have yet you know we we talk of ourselves as being more sensitive more attuned etc etc but the fact is we have a lot more wires now that are being plugged in but we don't know what those wires are running and as a result of not knowing what those wires are running we actually don't know how to protect ourselves we don't know what and and that's number one number two is our we think that our food is safe but it's not and we think that organic food is organic but it's not there isn't any water that's actually clean it's filled with drugs that people dump into this to you know bottled water companies are really getting their water from local lakes we all know that you know so there's just nothing that's actually what it says they are okay nothing fish is is contaminated because of being in the waters that it comes from uh vegetables i mean you can't and remember you just can't grasp how contaminated everything is from pharmaceutical dumping from waste dumping i mean it's just it is unbelievable no wonder kids today have allergies peanuts are grown in the same field that the next year they grow cotton in so they put heavy duty fertilizer in there and then they take it out in the next year it's peanuts and so these kids are poisoned with all this i know we were never we were never poisoned with that because they didn't use that crap then when we were growing up so we have much healthier immune systems in our generation than even kids people you know 15 years younger than us and because we didn't have all that crap but now you know and and number two is i don't think the brain should have all that stimulation so young with all that [Music] at all i don't i think that they're finding that it's going to take a while for the brain to get used to all that coming at and these kids that use these parents that use electronics as babysitters and i i think that's probably very damaging so that's another factor i think it probably is and i don't buy this idea that these children are indigo because i happen to know that person made that up so my field among other things is popular culture and everything that carolyn's been talking about you can track with popular culture before oppenheimer norman rockwell after oppenheimer jackson pollock before what you've got there's in the late 1940s there was a movie that won all the awards called the best years of our lives oh is that the war movie the war movie where they're trying to all the king's horses and all the king's men can't put back together the people who come back from the war after before world war ii you never saw before oppenheimer you never saw film noir you had detective stories but you didn't have people driven by demons and you take probably one of the most archetypal movies in our culture is it's a wonderful life they take what looks like a family movie and at its core it's a film noir and the camera angles they they show on jimmy stewart when he's going mad are hitchcockian it's coming at him it's spooky you can hear in the music you can if you can track all of this the cultural changes in the music in the movies in paintings and in television carolyn was talking about churches churchill and evil and how he hired all these these illusionists every every major business and every company and culture or our country has illusionists to project an illusion of what is and it has nothing to do with what is and what you've got if you look at george not george arso h.g wells one of the scariest movies i've ever seen one of my favorites was the 1950s verse 60s version of the time machine where he goes into the future and he sees all these people bouncing around looking like clairol ads these gorgeous of that memeo kind of people and then he goes into this temple looking building it's the library and he touches it and all the books turn to dust and he realizes that all of these beautiful young people that look like all the commercials we watch on tv are being raised as cattle for people under the ground so these metaphors this notion of the illusions and i just it's funny you were talking about pharmaceuticals this time a week ago i was teaching an archetypal intensity to you're going to i think i told you this pharmaceutical change agents who oh yes who were stunned to find out they thought they were there to do the changing and they found themselves being changed and were having crises they were they were in crisis about it and the movie that they asked me to show is the avengers now you've been with me through a lot of movies some of you including the dark knight but i never thought i'd teach the avengers but as i'm listening to you talk about this all of the avengers are our aberrations and at one point iron man looks at captain america and says everything you are comes out of a bottle like lance armstrong all of his power comes out of stuff uh uh experimental drugs they gave him to make him a superpower iron man doesn't have a heart he has a mechanical device here the hulk was trying to experiment with the growth hormone that created captain america and he explodes into rage and he can't destroy himself he tries when the normal guy tries to destroy himself the hulk comes in and spits the bullets out it's just it's thinking of this in terms of what you're saying they're all outcasts they're all called together none of them like each other none of them want to be there and they are fighting the evil that the rest of the world is unaware is going on it's blowing my mind to listen to this this morning because i thought the avengers you know but there are four chapters in the middle of the adventures that are exactly what we're talking about this morning don't make me watch that i won't just those four chapters carol at one time we were doing entering the castle and i showed the movie little miss sunshine and i used i used the volkswagen bus as an image of the cocoon that people are going in transformation that they're all stuck in there and carolyn says everybody's talking about little miss sunshine i want to see it she said they they were understanding that cocoon and at transformation and she goes when she watches it she goes back the next morning don't believe anything you tell them i mean really really but but pay attention to the culture pay attention to the culture that came out around vaticandu and following it and what happened notice that you look at how the beatles brought the maharishi in and you have meditation and yoga and all of this that wasn't and and that was four years after those guys that you're talking about right so it's it's phenomenal to watch the culture since world war ii we've gotten in the new frontier has become the world behind our eye inner space and outer space has become the new frontier our inner space um i'm going to give us a break but when we come back i have a number of questions i'm going to ask you to thoughtfully answer i'm going to kind of we're going to go inside you because you have to uh and then you know i want you to share with others because as we begin to go down into the journey of transformation i think it's important to weave your life together with what's happening in the outside world with what's happening in people in your life just to to push yourself out you have this sense that everything around me is transforming with me around me in me that this is i am moving like in a school of fish here things are happening it's not just to me it's not just in me that that one of the one of the um the pain journey the turning point that i have to get to i'm not sure today yeah maybe who um is the breaking out of being a narcissist and the comfort zone of being a narcissist which which everybody has because that is the characteristic that defines our times we as we have made ourselves our spiritual journey and the shift that critical transition in transformation is the shattering of that part of you and the placement of you once again into the whole which requires you re-mythologizing yourself okay it requires that you remythologize that you you redefine or remythologize you crush when you say who am i i don't know who i am anymore there's a re-mythologizing of yourself where do i belong now who am i now i was strong maybe i'm fragile maybe i maybe i you know i i was a you know i it's like what you sometimes see when parents when the kids go and they have the empty nest syndrome parents have to re-mythologize who am i now who am i now that's that's kind of a mini re-mythologizing but then there's the maximum remythologizing when somebody for example opens themselves up to a new task which requires truth and they find out oh my god this world really is on fire this world really is suffering and they keep drinking that information in and then and then you you realize my mythology that everything is going to be okay is gone everything is not going to be okay what's the mythology that you have to use to replace that i have children what about them we grew up on a fairy tale that says everything's okay in the end and if it's not okay it's not the end you know so everything's gonna be okay well that mythology doesn't hold up anymore okay we have to remythologize is it going to be okay if we do what maybe there's an if clause do you see what i'm saying here but that critical shift is kind of a the conversion experience we have to convert to something what do and that's transformation okay but if anyone can do it it's the cmed group all right guys let's go have a cup of tea

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Published: Tue Feb 23 2021