Break Up | Girls Living On The Streets Of Brighton

some guy in a wheelchair I've been in that MIDI half-hour doing the hit and I can't get in there's enough to do it here I actually got a door number so it's not just named a B C or D it is number 43 must be very careful cuz I'm in public did I get caught I could get arrested like that you talk to me like [ __ ] on a daily basis now on [Music] [Applause] I'll say disgusting that is absolutely pisses me off him to wash in a public toilet funnel its degraded when Nick is a black jet black it's not right it's really not human I've lost two babies to care over a shitty life of abuse and you know what if people saw the bigger picture yeah they would not judge me at all [Music] it crushes me I've broken down so many times during this because of it she's not going to get stability because at the moment I'm just addressing my own mental health needs that I've never been able to accept so at the moment I'm on in direct contact saucy and one more time and feel her adoptive parents agree to it so I'm grateful for whatever I do get to not and pictures late or whatever [Music] the felt sorry for him I got to the point I felt sorry for him but I can't do that anymore I'm 21 got my whole life at about I don't want to pry this community anymore it's hard because I've grown up around it it's what I've known from squats and things but I've experienced it I'm done now I want to go and experience the real world [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] Tony got me a new ring yesterday new wedding but we're not married by love cover law four years together back together now we've been on and off sixteen years so I'm far songs I'm married hey in my heart you are yeah I mean how we all know actually were I couldn't do this on my own I crumble and fall mate I would have an itch deported someone to talk to you don't let your mind carry away the drug juice I'd be a lot worse I'd make a lot more money on my own as we all know women make a lot of money on their own yet but I won't got on my own because it kicks up all the time so I have to having it's like a bodyguard but a partner you know you can love them and trust them as well you know [Applause] [Music] that's an avenged honor check a bag yeah have a bag I've got one I call it maria ir [ __ ] you got people so you get help that it's what street people join it we help each other I've got visions of waking up thinking I'm under a duvet I know be a layer of snow every day are scary but you're sticking with us and no matter how cold it gets played we got that free single do there's a double duvet now and a blanket just think of us we always got a doorway to go to you make money with us menos it's gonna win them back split 50-50 tonight oh man I don't do that all you get this and cuz I've done most of the beggining it Morde money doesn't work like that you gotta help your own to see it up a pain in our eyes I I don't even see them now hide I bet front receiving for a head on it off [Music] I just came back in March I was there for two months how was it thing huh yeah good I became a born-again Christian Street Academy yeah and they actually you know they like pray for you and it works you know Christian's I didn't believe it but it does I got into heroine and it was like I you know it's really difficult to stop so I was doing it and then stopped I stopped but then I go back you know and then yeah if I didn't become a born-again Christian I'll probably be back on it now who's that in the bright on it's so easy you know it's so much with I want to wash dishes the very interesting [Music] [Applause] [Music] I slept better I think that was because I felt reassured I wasn't alone so yeah it was good because I was bloody frozen [Music] terrified absolutely petrified sharing like because you're used to being together on yeah and then but yeah sure you know actually when you're in the same person's company all the time they do your [ __ ] head in this was just a drive you nuts they said I'm a I can go if you like you're come from I don't know it was able to work up I'm gonna just woke up so before I could all right we're now kita not the socket hell no don't drink your heroin yes much better isn't herself enabling me on anytime but I won't drink alcohol enjoy please carry on carry on no I'm about to have a hit like crack on and people walking past Messer on I think I honor I believe you in a sec can you keep your eyes open for us we are main key [Music] it's great yeah because there's like it's got a wood burner a sofa bed no table cooker [Music] there is a door yeah I'm gonna just chill then you get some rest yeah [Music] oh that's only ponies gone for a [ __ ] laia we all know what he's doing [Music] think he's having a sneaky hit I think he's cheeky like that hopefully he'll hurry the [ __ ] up because we need his toilet he's in a disabled toilet self there's my answer and he's done his hair again you're Elias why you went in there but you pissed me off and he didn't have a buckle go for a [ __ ] yeah I'm gonna hit the same time what's that say on camera yeah and I said you'd do it sneaky hit myself removal did yeah but you had a hit if it was bad out there not so much pain now yeah I say a story I'm in agony Sivaji hold one yeah so you only could have half left greed it was made in these [ __ ] Grady I don't care who says he's greedy it does matter no Stefan it'll split us up in the end greed yo I can't do it right now I'm on the toilet yeah yeah I'm on the toilet literally give me a few minutes well so that would be a sec yeah my god they're without service her self-righteous poor wronged me oh oh he's a nasty base so why when he gets up he's very very dangerous when he keeps up oh I don't need that today I really die but Tony keeps always like a volcano erupting my [Music] yeah I suppose what you know you can't stay with your friends for too long because you're gonna end up losing them you know it might like start arguing because you're in a small space so I want if I if I want to give him some space or you know if we start arguing or whatever then I just go [Music] I smell like shampoo [Music] I was I I got a job instantly and I was staying with friends I decided to stay in the squad just I just [ __ ] up of my job I was just cleaning and no where was my fault because you're not supposed to take a cash payment and I did now I feel homeless because I actually I'm stuck I think my baby more like judgment instant judgment what is she doing here she's not even from this country I'm born and bred with the [ __ ] hits the fan I can always go back to my family but I don't disappoint them cause it's embarrassing or you you screwed up you know like all your back [Music] don't know him don't know two new people they jumped me when I graduate dance hospital this time I scared me now I did enjoy and towards the end I was always wearing double meals double like ice cream in jelly and all that yeah it was great I loved it every time the food lady come around she was like double I was like yep definitely could have a shower what I want is it was lovely go to sleep and rest whenever I wanted yeah it was brilliant I used to sleep here but listen I'll give you a bit of advice to please see her yet because of prayer and Monge yeah you have to move in the morning just to let you know that's all right mate no problemo my name is Susie anyway what's your name Jack alright Jake well two more people I didn't invite him to the homeless [Music] but yesterday there was a stabbing over there homeless guy showing and then the merger bill on the back of the train station yesterday as well so I was two things I went a bloke took a tablet and died times he either it's always to do with the homeless you know so yeah that worries me suffer [Music] the friendship is over with our loser Arnaz all right now I just take this wrong way she's done it Church doesn't even associate with us now this year sorry yesterday she carries a cigarette and walked off I should even know us I don't know how could she she's better now of this way because she's in someone close to me oh yeah good shot I want to strangle him but I love him so much as well so you have more on ya relationship you argued but then your friend it's just tightest pond you can get cuz no one will come between us right yeah you have to [Music] how are you I just kind of us well [ __ ] pneumonia but it over I'm actually thinking maybe it's a good thing if I do die sabotage gonna honestly because getting me at this I can't handle this anymore just do I know you can't end up in this and dying is not the [ __ ] on its own there's nothing for me there is [Music] Oh [Music] it's got to be more out has to be [Music] I have been at Angoon CA and na and the results the people must have heard of hey but I don't attend that and I make sure I at least get to one meet in a day but if I can get to to it it's great it's like the 12-step program I got myself a sponsor I got myself a big book and doing the work that needs to be put in and then twelve days clean [Music] I don't know I just I get oh I didn't want to go but I went because I know I'd regret it and later to come to know I mean a gentleman I knew I generally would regret completely it was the worst thing that John mean it's like I've been running your limbs taken away from them throw my mine was a bit blank to be fair and it's there's no did it hit you and you walked out was it was it just numb blank it's just completely numb there was blank there was my tears there was so saying on the road I just I don't under it reminds me of lose my grind and again and there was no tears that couple years later I'd then ended up sitting down crying and things like that you know I mean and realizing how much I did love him and I what I did miss him [Music] I'm actually looking forward to getting cleaning they know where the new normal is just a room would be nice literally I'm far from greenie just a room and a bed [ __ ] that's how they [ __ ] the Internet

Channel: BBC Three

Views: 2,461,118

Rating: 4.8159804 out of 5

Keywords: homeless, on the streets, living, rough, sleeping, women, girls, brighton, britain, uk, documentary, bbc, three, bbc3, bbc 3, breaking up, break up, relationships, love, life

Id: a0Pc8NIKl4c

Length: 18min 44sec (1124 seconds)

Published: Fri Dec 01 2017