Boosie Badazz | Hotboxin with Mike Tyson

i'm 37 i ain't young like you i i watch everything you say he's 37 looking good hey baby [ __ ] you don't know about mine everything [Music] hey everybody welcome to another episode of hot boxing i'm evan britton and i'm mike tyson mike we got bootsy in the house dog this is interesting welcome to the hot box fellas so what are we doing bootsy what's going on in your life didn't you just come home or something yeah i came home in like 15 14 i've been just taking off ever since i've just been making music doing i got i got my liquor i got my clothing i got my potato chips i'm just grinding mike i'm just double boosted check this out right who are you it's this who are you what happened what happened to you to make you the way you are uh you know i come from the slums you know badly no i know we all come from the slums yeah but there's something about this one's like it's something nobody about let's talk about me okay um uh let's see i'm from the slums too i know what blew my mind when somebody i had a hat my mother bought me a hat in the 70s that robin hood had was a release that i had to have i must have been nine or something but for some reason i had to innate i like style i like clothes it's out of the blue i like clothes and somebody punched me in my face he became my good friend too eventually but he punched me in my face and took my hat and that blew my mind that blew my mind and ever since then um i didn't understand word and people would pick on me take my money i became um not a nice person i hurt people and oh it's just really bad stuff but yeah what happened how did you that's who i am now i'm an insecure kid i'm really scared all the time but everybody thinks i'm [ __ ] fearless what changed me what happened yeah why didn't the way you are now that has nothing to do with this the way you are now cause you lost just the way you think the way the way you think about yourself in the world uh i just think about always going further in the world you know what's that what's going further father is just expanding it's just it's just it's just making a better way for my kids you know i got a lot of hustle in me i got a lot of hustle in me from from always one when i was a kid i always wanted when i was a kid what did you want because nobody in my family really had so i always wanted to look like calvin the the drug dealers and [ __ ] um and and now i just i just got a a hunger for one more that's just that's just a part of me i always want more like i'll never settle for [ __ ] i feel you know and then i came home from prison with nothing you know i came home with nothing so i've been home five years and i'm just i'm just refreshed you know i feel like prison made me a better man it made me smarter it made me it made me a businessman yeah good good pack so what do you want listen oh that's what i want to say how do you feel about other people's feelings you know you offend a lot of people talk about [ __ ] um gay [ __ ] homosexuals no i know a lot of times i need to shut the [ __ ] up it's just it's just why don't you i don't know man it'd be hard like you know it'd be it'd be hard my mama got on my ass yesterday tell me i need to shut the [ __ ] up but when it be on my heart i just i won't you know i i i'll be i gotta say something sometime you know sometimes um if it's not i'm sure your mother said this is what everybody says i don't need black people don't say it at all yeah you know sometimes you know you know sometimes it's hard to say to yourself you know i don't like myself but i don't know how to change you know what i mean like i didn't like myself for a long time because i did a lot of [ __ ] to people but just who i am i'm an abused kid that abuse people until this day i have i haven't abused anybody probably myself but i'm still a predator and you can't stop if you're that person i think we're all that way all of a sudden oh yes um my survival mechanism makes us all predators yeah we stay out of everybody's way the right people's way i always be friendly with the right person so we could have power getting some rap you know that's just human nature that happens without us even thinking we do that without even thinking so that's what i want that's um i always wanted to die i always wanted to kill myself but i couldn't kill myself so now i got to deal with who i am so i got to change myself i got to find out who i am i got to look into myself and find out who i am and why why do i say these things about certain people you know why do you say things about um personally that might be a homosexual why do you say that about them do you feel the possibility that you're homosexual and you but disrespect them you further yourself from being a homosexual or thinking you may like homosexuals nah nah i'm you know i'm straight as an arrow i'm just saying you know i'm not thinking why do you because i got offended because because it's a child you know that's why i really got offended you know and uh that's why i really say if it was if it was a [ __ ] 19 year old 18 year old grown person i probably wouldn't i know i wouldn't have said that why did you but i feel like he i feel like you know i'm just saying hey you know i'm not judging you yeah don't ever think i'm here judging you i'm just trying to understand you yeah you know and i got some demons you ain't in my world when it comes to demons yeah okay but yes tell me why it was just like you know i just felt like you know that's a child i feel like a child ain't at 12 can't make that decision i i feel like i feel like that's just how i feel you know and uh and certain things i talk about i don't like that i just feel like i just feel like that that was going too far you know you you like you i agree with you you know you calling you calling him or her you know like that that's just going too far you know at 12 years always like check this out this i agree with you 100 right i agree with you right me i agree with you but check this out who the [ __ ] am i to say anything we can't you know what i think don't mean a [ __ ] thing you know what i mean but i got a big you i think i'm somebody i could help the world because i'm mike tyson you know what i mean but i created this [ __ ] image of i ain't like take no one whoever whatever people think i am but i know i put something i put um i put some scary [ __ ] out there i know it's out there you know because i'm afraid that's what kind of you know we have to know who we really are we think we know who we are you know what the [ __ ] is who the [ __ ] are we to make a comment about somebody's life who are you what happened to you that you think that you're somebody making comments somebody's life i used to think that i could make a comment on somebody's life my mama said the same thing yeah she said who am i i think i could make a comment about somebody else's child but you know i said it and i and i stand on what i say really yeah i said it i said it and i stand on what i say i just feel like you know what that's a 12 year old child i realized about myself sometimes i could say [ __ ] i'm wrong you mad huh you mad yeah i'm married and being married is a war too yeah i've never been married but it's a war of love you know look love and love is so inconceivable it's free and with is all around us but we think we think we have to pay for it we think it's very difficult to have we think if we don't do something great like kill somebody before we can't receive it and i'm gonna buy it do you feel ever feel like this might like since you're a king even though you're married like if if that's your soul mate why can't when you feel that way went my wife i had to go get me another woman tell me about this let me hear this my wife i have to go get me another woman when i feel like that you know that you gotta you gotta listen you gotta be like the [ __ ] the wives that oh whatever my man won't you you you you provided i love this guy because i'm the same mentor you got to cook clean whatever he won't you probably say mentality [ __ ] i'm excited that's just for the three of them i agree you know i come home to you that's just for the thrill we gonna [ __ ] this [ __ ] together we just it's just like no no listen right just look no no listen right like i couldn't control myself if i couldn't get my lust off in a marriage [ __ ] i'm about to tell you listen suppose um suppose your wife really she did it because of you but now she's getting to the stage but she doesn't like it anymore right right right that's cool with a lot of threesomes i do what do you do with my uh i bag off a little bit then then speed it back up you know how do you feel about self-respect do you feel you have self-respect and if you do how do you feel self-respect is being a branch done yourself how do you feel about self-respect do you know what self-respect is explain it to me huh explain it to me um i might have self-respect is the illusion of yourself how do you feel about yourself how do you feel you should be treated how do you treat i feel i i feel like i treat i treat i treat people with respect i treat people with loyalty those who are loyal to me who who deserve respect how does somebody do it this this is interesting i like him and listen i'm you [ __ ] at one time how did somebody deserve respect uh respect go on respect on how you how you what you do for me that's what i go on my respect for like what the [ __ ] do you do for me to get respect you know what i'm saying what do you do to him to get respect uh i'm their phone oh his kids go to jail i got him i feed him i born him out um she anybody you know i'm there for him do you expect something back from doing that no i just i just i just want my i just want my [ __ ] not to turn just don't flip on me i'm gonna put us in positions to get the money i don't want them to flip listen and that's a lot of times that [ __ ] that god came back in here listen let me explain this to you i'm older than you right before you can't pay nobody not to flip it's in the solar flip it's in the dna they'll flip it they're not tough enough for this yeah yeah this is like me i i can't buy friends [ __ ] i don't like myself so i gotta buy some money i don't think somebody's gonna like who i am so i hide who i am and i pay people money i see they like money they look how look you know they like the cars i drive the houses i have you know i pay for that [ __ ] because i'm insecure i'm afraid they won't like me if they know who i really am and the [ __ ] i really do or the [ __ ] i really like that might be weird to them and uh how would you like somebody to know who you really are you want to tell them you really want to tell people who you are but something's holding you back that's why you do it in such a crazy way like i don't give a [ __ ] it's something you want people to know but you don't like it about yourself and you hope they don't judge you you know i miss who i am i'm everything it means who the [ __ ] i am and i'm not ashamed of who i am but it pauses me that i'm that way does that make sense i'm not ashamed of who i am but it bothers me that i'm that way why am i that way i got an image of something that's just totally not what that is not about i'm such a [ __ ] um contradiction and lie to myself both a contradiction and a lie to what i represent that is to what do i look like to heavyweight former champion this is what former champs represent whatever manlihood is from my fist that's just who we are we would we um america's that way that's why i'm that way we take what we want america takes what they want and that's the that's the same um toxic energy that guys that are in mature and insecure we feed on the toxic masculinity to hide who i really am but keep it real [ __ ] we respect them [ __ ] that are killing so when we see them we don't think of nothing negative to them because we want to be that image you want people we want people to feel the way we feel the feeling about us the way we feel about him fear yeah we want people to fear us i come from a place where i want fear look at my career i just drive off of fear because i was afraid i wanted people to fear me yeah you say you knew you was gonna beat him when you looked in his eye when you you say you knew it was over when he looked in his eyes as soon as he got in the ring [Laughter] i say damn he said when i looked at the eye as soon as i got in the ring i knew it now brother it's um it's like prison you know the [ __ ] yeah you know the [ __ ] yeah how much muscles he have how big he is you know the [ __ ] yeah just like the yard you think that you ever have some kind of kindness to people and their feelings uh can you ever apologize to somebody is there anybody oh yeah yeah i apologize to dwyane wade you know i ain't you know i mean what i said but i you know i shouldn't have said this [ __ ] about your child but you know i mean what i said i just have children yeah how many eight me two have like children [ __ ] i'm so um when i was young i was so um i was so in love with my dick you know or you're so in love with my dick when i was a kid that's why i have eight kills all right this is a beautiful place you know what it's just the blunt brings me back to the [ __ ] um the beginning i mean there are people who don't smoke blood you know much yeah we should all your [ __ ] blushes bring me back to like [ __ ] thank you very much do you sell these shits are you like are you in the are you in this business nah i'm trying to get in i got a couple dudes trying to make me a couple strands and [ __ ] but you know my [ __ ] got a hit mike you know but i heard you got all them damn makers i'm a marketing genius we can make some money i do a lot of good stuff know it'll be even awesome marketing for you if you were um kind and considered people's feelings to be worthy of listening all right you you gonna be my uh you're gonna be my helper with that no because i see you're worthy of that you have to believe that you're worthy of that yeah you know i got feelings you know i you know i don't want people to think i ain't got no [ __ ] feelings for nobody you know like especially for the gay community my tour manager gay i got cousins no no no no listen you love everybody yeah you just don't love yourself you're a good man no i don't know i know you're something you like me i'm a good man you're a good man you just have to believe you're a good man you know you don't have to make nobody happy you don't have to kiss nobody's ass so but you have to let people know that you just you're a good man and every time somebody makes you mad that's that means they're your master they control your emotion you can tell yourself how does this [ __ ] make you feel a certain way because they say you might say you're a [ __ ] so how do you might control your life and your emotions your move you're not gonna live like we're not living long human beings don't live long as it is why do we want confrontation when you look at a guy like me if i didn't have confrontation i was nobody and if i if i beat everybody and i scared everybody to be confront me i'll find it and i find somebody to fight i'll fight myself because that's all i knew was fighting confrontation and chaos i was addicted to chaos that's what that's what you addicted to chaos is fun too it gets my debt card care whoo it's [ __ ] i'm in the paper hit that [ __ ] i beat the reporter i did this this and that i [ __ ] paid 10 million to this [ __ ] [ __ ] and never saw 40 bucks in his life and i did this and i just became an [ __ ] because i was addicted to care that people said this is a crazy [ __ ] but i wasn't it was like drugs i'm addicted to just being an [ __ ] and getting in trouble and seeing my name being a loser and stuff and just tearing yourself apart is just as much powerful as building yourself up you know i was the biggest thing in the world [ __ ] you [ __ ] you ain't [ __ ] like i know who you are you got these white people fool you ain't [ __ ] [ __ ] your parents are pimps and pores you're nothing [ __ ] you better sit on your knees you better pray [ __ ] you know this same [ __ ] as well the sky's high get away from life but life keeps hitting you and you have to obey it you just keep saying when you try to avoid it you want to wait let me take your daughter away let me take your son away when you're gonna say his life and then man let me take your wife away when you face this [ __ ] [ __ ] you [ __ ] [ __ ] he looks at me say oh this is my [ __ ] mikey that bad [ __ ] i'm i'm not nobody to be proud of and i know you said yeah we're street [ __ ] no no [ __ ] listen you know i respect that too right but listen to be that you know you nobody will want to go through what i want to become that whatever this stuff is that [ __ ] whatever it is that make people want to say hey we love you you're our guard whatever that stuff is that is suffering yeah well that is suffering [ __ ] making you bitter and trying to find a way to forget your pain and just enjoy the moment because death is very close and [ __ ] we have to become and not only that we have to become friendly with death we can't just wait for it because we have to be ready to accept it because then we're going to suffer god it's not going to take us if we're not willing to accept it you ever think about that you think about dying no dying with respect i know you want to try it look you all that [ __ ] you did trying to kill yourself when you're still alive that means that you have to change your life and become to reach your highest potential it's in you [ __ ] you're just afraid don't be afraid then you to be a beautiful man in the world to respect you for yours being the gentleman and being kind to yourself we don't know how to be kind to us i thought being kind of myself was [ __ ] a lot of girls and buying a bunch of cars and planes and stuff in the house that's without being nice to myself being nice to myself was just being grateful for what i had and not one anymore what did i do i lost all that [ __ ] and people stole and stuff like i didn't know what the [ __ ] i wanted that stuff for i was just taught that if you had that your life would be changed you would be happy if you had all that stuff i didn't know happiness was in between my brain i didn't know that so happiness was things you know you got a lot of things you don't seem pretty happy sometimes you're really continuous you know when i used to have that [ __ ] i think me has to look at them like i wish the [ __ ] would take my [ __ ] that would just put me in that mode because i used to i know what it's like to be beat up and taken [ __ ] from i took [ __ ] from people i used to know that world and if somebody takes something from you you're a [ __ ] if you see him around and you don't kill him that's my world and somebody takes something from you and they don't kill you and you see him around and you don't do nothing you're a [ __ ] everybody somebody might just kill you for you get the [ __ ] out of here like you'll deserve to live that's the world i come from somebody else they don't even have nothing to do with this guy you don't even know this guy he doesn't know your situation you're like me but we should kill to live such because somebody took something from you and you don't do nothing back you're nothing in the world i'm from yeah can you believe that [ __ ] was gonna kill you because you don't want to take your [ __ ] back or you don't want to confront him about your stuff that he took from you that's just the way that's the way i guess everybody that did that has been taken advantage been hurt been manipulated been sexually involved and these guys are savages now you know this guy's gonna never been taken event nobody could have never done that until this guy every time people come and see him in the neighborhood they're afraid when they see him and this guy's now why he's that way cause he's been abused he's been hurt so now he has to be the king of the [ __ ] jungle for that won't happen again right that's how it goes in our neighborhood right that's how it is with me like i don't vote for my best friend why are you still here though you never looked there from memphis but you never looked at why am i still that's why i said why am i still here because i haven't reached my highest potential to be the best i possibly could be and by being that that sometimes alienate you away from people who love you you know because really in life everybody wants confrontation they think they they think they don't they think they're rational they think they got their brains they think they know everything but what they want is confrontation they want to fight because fighting is more important than making love you know that's their fight because i want to be right that's what people's mean is just i want to be right being right is more important than being happy you know i want to be right but me being right means i'm somebody special i'm smart because i'm right on everything and i want people to think i'm smart because i want to be in that crowd of smart people i want to be accepted by them uh the dogs i act like an animal so i want to be accepted by the animal crowd the thug life crowds whatever it may be that's who i want to be accepted by the way i conduct myself i'm conscious of my preeminence because this is what i want to be accepted i'm really conscious you know and most people are too they think they think what they have to say means something i have a voice but not knowing that their voice can cost them their life they don't know where worldly and they come from a scholastic world now they're talking to people they're going to confront somebody from a savage world does that make any sense that should i say that again somebody from scholastic world is going to confront somebody with is going to confront them with some stimulating feelings their opinion about the way this person is and i'm from scholastica and i'm going to confront this savage and he's going to listen to what i have to say and it's not going to turn out the way they want it the way they believe in their mind is going to turn it's not going to turn out that way i'm the savage i got i'm not going to listen to a scholastic [ __ ] in my mind they're inferior matter of fact in my mind my my dark my dark maybe remind us my slave i could do what i want to them they're inferior and i'm and i'm a rational guy but dog in my deep mind i believe that i'm somebody's superior to people and for them to confront me from their world that i that's always been that my enemy that word of scholastica has always been the enemy of the black people we build that those scholastic schools off our backs and now they're gonna use that weapon against us with our people [Music] our consciousness supersedes the education that our kids receive and i can't believe that they're smarter than us you know people don't even study their enemies instead of just um having feelings not controlling they have no emotional intelligence and just run into a situation you know like many times in my life people believe that hey i'm going to confront mike tyson and i'm gonna let the world know that i'm not scared of him with that mentality i'm from this world and i'm gonna confront that big strong guy who thinks he's a bully and they got [ __ ] up they went to the hospital they got because i'm ignorant again that bad things happen right things happen bad things happen but um it happens because um we were both um misinformed about life you know what happens in the aftermath of that i suffer right like i would say when they can control my emotions i'm they're my master it's like when he controls people's emotions that's why he does that he gets response from he's that master it feels good to control people you know that's the power there's power and words but people say that sticks and stones can break my bones you know the words will never hit me the words are everything yeah they are the sticks we are who we are because of our words in our head thank you brother what's running through your head boosie oh i'm just my just putting me on all kind of game right now no it's always just he making me eat i don't know you feel like you're getting in my i don't know just keep talking i love you you know why because um when we when we talk about our pain and our pain hurts people right they want to beat us more but we tell them we're in pain you know but our pain offends people because we don't know how to direct it or explain it to where they can comprehend it because it's nasty that's offensive but it's our pain you know i mean and some to some people how can he say that how could he you know i could be so open like that it's just something you don't tell people you don't say that to people but this is the world we're living in you know people that don't want to hear about [ __ ] [ __ ] like that don't happen hurt people hurt people because they hurt yeah because that pain has to go somewhere the pain and the fear it's like you mike with your boxing career you were the you emanated fear because i was projecting how i felt right i project how i thought some people yeah we're all fair base everybody you react the way everybody does it because of fear you know what i mean but life is the willingness to die but die respectfully now you're saying that because you don't understand life and life is driving you crazy i want to die [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] homosexuals [ __ ] everybody because i don't understand me and why am i feeling this way about them i don't know them you know and that's how you don't know these people don't know but why am i feeling that way about them this year something i can't control you know what i can't control i can't control myself [ __ ] i can't control myself everything else can control me but me [ __ ] control me dope control me close control me my wife control me and we like to give our powers up and then but we never control ourselves especially [ __ ] because we we're so accustomed to being slaves so we give our power up so who you give your power to your wife your woman your home but who you give your manager who you give your power up to who thinks for you explain it again you have a manager agent you haven't got a road manager do you know check this i don't have a map check this out do you have a guy you go to say hey how my bills hey how's that doing hey what about this can we go over here to europe and take care of that hey that's not saw opening here for this um oil ranch can we do this my personal assistant my assistant yeah no i don't yeah that's who i go to for really yeah listen dick this right he's your assistant she she's your assistant but she's your assistant but she's your boss because she knows more about your life than you so she can be your assistant she has to be more than your assistant you just use that word to make yourself feel superior to not but she's more superior to you because she controls your world essentially you know same with me too i'm not making you like you don't listen to i'm the same way all right so i want you to think you're a dumb [ __ ] and i'm smarter than you and i'm teaching you so i'm doing the same thing too we don't know the guys like us check this out right street [ __ ] like us right you know why we um have people around us all these people and we have a lot of girls around us and stuff constantly like the other guy's pretty much around him a lot right tell the truth a lot right out of 24 hours of the day how many of those hours are your crew around you and [ __ ] and getting high uh [ __ ] a lot right now i don't know why because we can't live but we can't live with ourselves we can't live with our secrets alone just by ourselves in the room along with our seekers we rather kill ourselves so this takes the time we know what kind of [ __ ] we are [ __ ] you know we don't we know we know who we are we know where we came when we know who we are so that's this is this comforts us until you find out who you are and you accept who you are accept everything that happened to you and things you did to everybody else and accept who you are you know you brighten up you might not be the kind of [ __ ] but it would be awesome if everybody you offended you can go to them and say hey will you please forgive me you know that might be too much work for you but um that's what we do we have to push ourselves without struggle there's no progress we can't be sitting on our laurels have all this chain and this [ __ ] and i used to have all that stuff too and didn't know what i had my [ __ ] caught 10 minutes i had the baddest [ __ ] and there was grafted you had the bad [ __ ] and then i looked at everybody else and i wasn't happy and then i look at these poor ass [ __ ] in africa or somewhere there's nothing they don't got nothing they gotta drink the [ __ ] water and they drink this water they could give them some kind of diary you know the water got malaria but they know they're gonna die and they still drink the water but they're [ __ ] they're happy they're always smiling they have nothing and they can't they have nothing to take care of their teeth they should have didn't invite us but they're poor and they got big brothers but their teeth were so [ __ ] white right they're so starving they have no food they can't even cry it's like crystals there's no water and their tears are just crystal you know and um but they're happy because they um they don't expect anything well the [ __ ] you talked about a loud [ __ ] is not gonna mean nothing no more so before this happens how do you make um what is that how do you make some kind of commence redemption with yourself [ __ ] the world [ __ ] people what they think with you how do you get happiness and acceptance of yourself being who you are what you hate about yourself how do you accept that how do you accept what you don't like about yourself and embrace it and say i'm gonna make this make me who i am because it made you who you are but you don't like that part and if you got rid of that part you wouldn't be boosted no more you'd be average you mean nothing that's who i am that's the part about me that i hate but if i got rid of that partner i mean nothing so i learned to embrace it and [ __ ] can you get rid of that boy no no the the name of the game is to love it to learn to love it but i'm asking like can you get can can you ever get rid of that point no that's why god that's why god gave it to you because you have to be people going you have to be in that way people still going to feel that way about you regardless right no it's not about that no no no no no dick check this out it's the way that you can still feel you iron my people's people remember like you said you only you're on a different path but people still look at you probably like that's tyson not if they see me they know this is a different guy that's not that guy no more if we believe whatever we believe if we're [ __ ] or we're great it's true it's just what we believe i love this blunts man so you think you ever no i don't know maybe you will you think you ever get the power i had to do a lot of amends and stuff i had to go around so you don't have a woman now i have a state of one you know why we have women and white men have women to make us realize that we're men you know and you know we just need to think about this i'm 54 and this is what i realized and i mean if a man is not intimidated or his wife a little bit afraid that means he's not living his life right or his partner or her partner whatever it is yes if they end up like if they're not a little bit intimidated or afraid it's because they're not living there and um that's what i existed so we think like my i'm an idiot how many times you've been married three times three times yeah but that's that it's my mother's love that's what you want let's hope any woman that we associate with because they remind us of our mother even subconsciously yeah right right she could be educated [ __ ] don't sleep but she has a personality and mother something about her that's the only reason i like you anyway because i'm attracted to my mother and you had that characteristic right my first love i fell in love with her because when if i got sick she used to console me like my mother she was the only [ __ ] listen they healed me like my mother and then when i ain't just ain't no no sex this was just on something listen i know you said no sex but know why i didn't work because of sex you know i mean we look for our mother and our lover but our mother could never be our lover because our lover would never love us like our mother she's not in her it's not in no woman to love us like our mother love us it's not in her i don't care how much the slaves you don't care how many people she [ __ ] for you bringing the money it's not enough i love you like your mother loves you eventually she'll turn her back on yes eventually she'll turn on you [ __ ] you treat her like a dog lover like your mother love you that's a song yeah listen listen hey it ain't nothing i look at my wife they don't take [ __ ] my listen both my ex-wife oh my god hey mike i gotta run back i gotta tell somebody no you ain't listening that's why bruh no i'ma tell you this you wouldn't need her to love her like my mama loved me yeah it wouldn't end up it wasn't end up man you know why i know why because her survival even though she do behave she does everything she does for you listen everything she does for you is for her survival everything your mother do for you is for your survival now listen that's great listen can i tell you something it's not over [ __ ] right i don't you know it's not over you know bootsy is not over you got a lot of life worth living you know you gotta you gotta go to situation you gotta um you gotta accept yourself you gotta forgive yourself you know forgiveness are what power does she got that she's scaring you like you're a bad street [ __ ] no woman [ __ ] that's life we living no one woman all my loving you know and she [ __ ] it up dog like nah listen you know that's that ain't no good feeling i got that happened with me when i was 14. you know and i've been i've been i've been the name of the game is to stop the tree where i'm gonna stop these [ __ ] dysfunctional relationships like my mother father it stops here i'm the first of my family is gonna stop here we're gonna marry until we die together boozy moe don't change your life come on come on let's talk about you [ __ ] where you come from dallas pull that mic up brother what year you boy 1992. he said yeah that's why i did prison time i was 24. yeah so listen right what [ __ ] and dollars do what do you do who's the first guy to come out there rapping with good [ __ ] who inspired you oh ceiling daily gonna have to be uh on me who i would listen to lucha and tong mr luchan tong tong like that's who said the look as far as the street street rap what does that mean what does your jury and your teeth mean to you it's trophy i accomplished something yeah nothing i love you for saying that a lot of people don't like to say that this is true i ain't never got no no no no and nothing no school and nothing so [ __ ] after jail time and after all it like i got my ap some vbs you know i used to always um this even to this day where we were really cool clothes expensive clothes and stuff and um i always do it subconsciously behind me you know subconscious the way i feel about it i use my my interesting clothes to hide the way i feel about myself you know the way i dress in an illusion of who i am none of us friends that's what i learned from my mentor when you meet somebody like right now none of us are who we appear to be right now none of us are who we are really right now right now we've been talking we love each other we're crying but none of us who we are right now who we letting each other see right now this is not who we are i'm not this person when the lights order the cameras out and i'm by myself or whatever i'm doing i'm not this person i'm not oh [ __ ] who are you then huh who are you then somebody y'all might not even like or want to be associated with oh [ __ ] you feel scared huh you feel scared you feel contemplative i shouldn't be um listen right are you happy i'm extreme i've learned to i've learned to understand the concept of happiness and happiness is just this moment right here this is happiness right here and it's gone is that some [ __ ] so when you won in the ring you wouldn't have it after you won no now now my concept my conception of happily and happiness now from no no wasn't it yeah i'm about listen know what i've been my whole life i've been a computer my whole i've been uh somebody you say mike you do this i can't live on my own without cuss i'll be dead i couldn't live i need somebody to give me instruction what you need me to do who do you need me to hurt i need that i don't i can't live my own life i'm a [ __ ] pimp and prostitute mentality how am i gonna live my [ __ ] life how am i gonna do that don't know you tell me how am i gonna live my life somebody's telling me i just had the right guy to tell me what to do yeah the guy that wants my best interest he want everything he told me to do he would do it more did you feel relieved after fights no i felt relieved when i retired because i knew after fighting i'm gonna have to do it again oh like after football games i was relieved for that moment because it was the farthest away from another game i would ever be until i was done understand that i couldn't i didn't like the concept what did i think about my opponent i didn't like what i thought about my opponent like now from the way i think and live my life now i didn't like to constantly what i felt about my opponent to build up to really hate him and just like him he created him into a [ __ ] villain and your enemy listen i would listen a lot of things you didn't see that i wouldn't shake their hands i would hit on their girlfriends or their wives i was just um i was out of control brother i had no self-love and i showed it you're a computer yeah you're programmed for destruction and listen this is what i understand about my life oh listen like everybody loved that guy that guy i hate and don't want to tell god no more i'm this guy now because of that i'm this guy right now because of the guy he came in that's my [ __ ] i am scared of that guy bootsy and that's my [ __ ] my nail no you know me you don't want it you didn't watch every fight yeah [ __ ] i see it not behind the lights a closed door it was like mike when you were before one fight my daddy won gambling and got us a new tv yeah i remember they wouldn't i know nobody was like this guy they wouldn't excite muhammad ali went from the hood it was like mike tyson was our people yeah it's like he was all the people's children he was the the checkpoint from oh hey guys we gotta wrap this up we got another interview too huh yeah but uh i love talking that's why i love you hey i appreciate you coming in man i think the information is important we got to be kind to each other we got no chance without that we got to be kind to ourselves ourselves absolutely it starts with booty gonna be kind of people if you don't have a good feeling about them that's the first step uh boosie thank you thank you uh mike thank you no thank you brother i'm very grateful that we're all here together we woke up this morning we're able to give our opinions to life that really really don't [ __ ] matter but in our own self ego based life we think we're somebody that's right um until next time everybody this has been another episode of hotbox and i'm evan burton and i'm mike tyson again thank you two [Music] two

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Length: 45min 46sec (2746 seconds)

Published: Fri Oct 23 2020