Bloodthirsty Emotions | Emotional Alchemy

i am alive okay so welcome everybody to wildlife sunday service if you're watching us from the usa canada or wherever you are in the world uh this is wildlife church and we are we are at grace church we love the fact that god has set us free he's given us the freedom to express ourselves in the image that he's called each one of us to be that's exactly what he looks like you know each one of you out there if you're watching me you have the image of god hidden inside of you in an earthen vessel and we are hoping that our words and what we are teaching will bring out the best of you which is christ no matter who you are what faith what religion you are you have christ inside of you and we are hoping that a wow word will set the christ free to grow into every good thing that god has planned for you in your life okay now guys this series is really awesome this series is uh something that i've wanted to preach for a long time and um i've i mean i've i have been preaching this i mean constantly for a long time but uh the words i've not had let me just adjust this properly i've not had the words uh some of the words that i'm using now i've not had all the necessary words to really bring it into fruition and i really think that i've got the right semantics uh the right language for it in this season to express myself in a better way and express the word now you know how important has been for wow life church we are the ones who created the joy meter do you understand that joy meter like we have a meter for joy and we handed over joy me to every single person to take home so that they will know what level of joy they are in that's wildlife church you got it that was so long ago why because we have experienced the power of choosing the right emotions okay because really it's a toolkit given to us in the beginning of our lives and in the beginning of creation itself emotions were given to us so that it can now create okay it's a toolkit to be able to create everything we have in our lives around us that surround us is a part of the creation that we have created as creative beings by choosing the right emotions okay so this is not new but uh i'm hoping that you will see new facets of how important this is now fiona told you a story uh about christ and just understand uh the the entrance of christ into the world why did christ come you can say and people can say well to forgive my sins and people can come to say uh you know to reconcile me to the father and all this kind of stuff but what is the modus operandi of doing it what is the way that christ did this and this is what is so important and what was the demand and the need on the earth that's the most important thing to see you'll see that the the demand like fiona and i were discussing recently you know like sometimes we are cycling on uh on the road and i think they did about 45 kilometers this morning and uh you know sri lankans have no uh sense of uh cyclists they have at least they know that they are cyclists but they think that that uh either they can just uh run over them or push them aside or somehow that cyclist are invincible in some sort or some protection shield is upon them uh you know something about big buses and cyclists they don't go together i don't know what what it is but sri lankan like buses like to compete with cyclists on the road here in sri lanka so somehow they get like ah it's a race i don't know how that happens but um but sometimes you know you feel like a little cyclist and you're being pushed around by this huge bus and at some points you just can go quickly into an emotion like you know i just like you throw me off the road i know ralph will have this type of emotions quite often but like what the you know hell are you trying to do yeah in german okay and uh really it's a quick a very quick feeling isn't it it's like like i hope you just take the next turn and topple or something light you know it's like uh have you have you ever is it just is it only me either but it's a very quick if you if you meditate for long enough you'll be able to stretch this feeling it's a very quick spark of like like you know someone cuts you off the road and you feel like what you call road rage or whatever it is that's a quick spark of that something that thought and that actually is a deep uh entrenched unconscious subconscious blood thirst in us that each one of us have and uh we want uh somehow we cry out for revenge it can happen on the road when when you're a cyclist when someone cuts onto you my god it happens to you at work it happens to you it happens you constantly and continuously and if you are not a person who lives a contemplative life you will miss the areas in your life that that little that little spark just comes forth and uh you know the the craving for revenge and blood is is deeply deeply entrenched in every single man like uh you watch someone on tv or uh some people who watch me and then they realize maybe some misfortune and happened you know like damn good for him you know when you see a politician who who fails and then he's thrown into prison or something wrong goes goes on with him that blood thirstiness comes out again like yes that's right you know justice is done you know that that is all from that innate place that i'm talking about and here's the thing and that's what the bible calls wrath you know and the old testament talks about this wrath or the wrath of of god but actually in the new testament this explains it really beautifully that jesus christ came to fulfill this wrath and previously in previous revivals or or theologies that you might have heard if you not come to wow you would have been taught that uh this wrath of god that means god was so angry you know emotion you can see these emotions yeah this angry god okay now true christ comes and satisfies this angry father's uh you know vengeance is satisfied by the dying of his own son that sounds really off i don't know where we got that from but do you know that most 99 99.9 of christians believe that that sounds really off that's the truth that this angry angry father this god is satisfying his own bipolar disorder by killing his own son man it's i mean if you do a movie on that you know it it sounds like why would i want to believe in a god like that but the new testament explains it i'm sorry that all the the theologians of the last couple of centuries have interpreted but that's not what the bible says and that's not what the first 500 years of christianity ever said that's what augustine said after he came into uh i mean in the 600s that's what that two two three guys propagated that type of gospel but actually when you look at the true gospel god comes to satisfy that blood thirstiness and that wrath that you and i have in our hearts and the cross is a fulfilling of our blood thirstyness that emotion right there that emotion is satisfied by the cross and jesus goes on a cross so that your blood thirsts in us you're craving for a debt to be paid you're craving that something bad should happen you you get it because you're ticked off that was completely satisfied by the reference of the cross 2000 years ago uh the innocent hanged on across so that now you have a reference point to say well that was done no finished it is completed you understand it so that now you can alchemize that emotion so that you don't have to hold on to that vengeance so that you don't have to hold on to that blood thirstiness so that you don't have to hold on to that that place in that heart that bitter root that has been built up from days and years and maybe because you you you had a uh you got a bad end of the stick maybe your life was you were born into a family and you you were treated badly and maybe all that is satisfied your wrath and your anger your bitterness your offense is satisfied by jesus hanging on the cross he says i will do it for you so that now when you see that every time you see a mistake you see a fault you see something go wrong you see someone suffer that you can now say you suffered so i don't need to be satisfied with that any longer your blood completely satisfies my bitterness my anger my offense and my wrath come on you understand that that's powerful stuff when you understand that's how deeply rooted our unconscious psyche is for revenge you understand it revenge you do it all the time we do it all the time we do it with our competitors we do it i mean passages do it to other pastors you can see it in sri lanka what is happening you know we have constantly ah you taught you with a big shot no you don't have a big shot no where did miracles ah where where you i thought you can hear someone what no what i thought you can charge four batteries how come you fell off the bike i had gone to the physio and fiona put the photo of the physio up it could be the physio because i've been a triathlon and we can be injured every day you do try time you try to try it long before getting an injury and then someone says johnny even to the physio but the fact of the matter is of course of course but that's that thing that that thing is satisfied the bloodthirsty nature is satisfied on the cross it is done it is finished on the cross you see where do we get this type of bitterness from we do it all the time you won't believe it you watch stars on tv you see how you handle someone's divorce you know you listen to gossip what is gossip about gossip is a lot to do with that kind of stuff why people love why they are fed by gossip is because it satisfies their wrath their impulsive nature that's what gossip is like yeah that's right and sonja did you hear what sons are doing what is it about what's the story about why are you telling me the story it's satisfying an impulsive nature for your revenge you understand that and that is why ah the cross is beautiful because he pays it in full he pays the price in full for the wrath of man now so don't tell me that emotions are not important to god he does it so that your emotions get alchemized by the obedience of christ he says take every thought captive to the obedience of christ why because thoughts after every single thought like a boat going and a wave following it after every thought you will have an emotion no matter what thought is you will have an emotion after thought and it's so wonderful the gospel of christ because it deals with our deepest and our darkest emotions okay so let's talk about this and let's look at the book of genesis okay are you are you with me okay so now in chapter four okay in the book of genesis we see that cain has murdered abel okay and there's this story and that's where where that's where the story comes from that's where the theology that wildlife church teaches comes from where the blood of abel after the murder was crying out for revenge you see and that blood represents the blood of all of humanity like crying out for revenge i remember when prophet kobush died you know he used to preach long life and immortality and he said god never wanted to die but my god when he died you should have seen the facebook pages just coming out christians believers serves him right serves him right he preached long life and immortality you know it's just christians today we look at america and the churches in america and they are at war with each other why because certain values were adopted by others and and the crying out for revenge and blood constantly and continuously and it's a emotional chaos that we've created in the church why because we don't understand that that blood test that gratification you have been satisfied by the cross the alchemistry right now take the thought captive take it to the void of the cross and right there your emotions die and you can pick up faith and you can mix it the bible says that you can mix your murmuring and you can mix your grumbling and you can mix your complaining with faith isn't it cool and he says against faith against love against joy against peace against patience there is i really did it last time there is no law just think about that for a moment when you say there is no law against joy peace love just think that there is no law now we must understand this is in galatians and the galatians says that there is no law against love joy peace patience the fruit of the spirit now when we understand the fruit of the spirit those are emotions because emotions are a big deal for god because emotions are not things that just happen to us emotions are our choices we make on a daily basis psalm 103 says that david says soul praise the lord he looks at the soul and he says soul hey wake up praise the lord okay you come to church today and fiona says how are you guys doing okay soul praise the lord soul praise the lord man you know the bible says in i'll say constantly and continuously you see in john it says by this we know that we are the truth that we commend our hearts before god if our heart condemns us god is greater than our heart that means when our heart condemns us no matter what the condemnation is we go before god and command our heart and soul praise the lord you've been saved we don't allow ourselves to be caught up in the emotions of the fallen you understand there's the emotions of the fallen and we're supposed to shift alchemize change sublimate those emotions transform those emotions into the emotions of love joy peace patience goodness kindness all this convert those emotions you understand that that's what we're supposed to do so you see when you say there is no law galatians says there's no law against love joy peace and patience and we must understand as christians when we say law we're not talking of ten commandments we're talking of 614 commandments that were in the old testament and most of the 614 commandments in the old testament had what people don't understand they are they are sanitizing um or what we call uh cleanliness rituals with food with how they live 614 laws are purity yeah purity but purity not just for holiness holiness came like why do you think they were covering their faces okay now we realize when you look at all the masks why they covered their faces and they said in wilderness times they needed to do it because of the situation later on they they connected sickness and impurity together there is a connection there sickness is an impurity that means someone gets sick and his holiness are the same thing they realize that okay so they say cleanliness is next to godliness you get what i'm trying to say so they would cover themselves full head to foot why because of cleanliness because of the plagues that they went through in those times the bible talks of nine plagues at one season and one time you understand that so they had not only face marks they're not covering up their faces but that's how these things started they started with cleanliness rituals and so i mean they would wash their hands constantly and continuously they would they would wash their food they would wash they would have different rituals in the old testament for cleanliness those are the 615 laws that they're talking about when he says love joy peace patience goodness kindness against such there is no law they're talking of all those laws i'm not telling you not to wear your mask you're not trying to wash your hands i'm telling you please do that but i'm trying to say that the bible says that love joy peace patience goodness kindness somehow does something to your immunity in such a powerful way and doctors will say it as well that even those plagues could not get on them because those laws now are redundant in front of the face of love joy peace patience goodness and kindness come on isn't that cool that's what it means okay so when we understand the power of the fruit of the spirit the power of emotion the power of why jesus came on the cross to die for our sins so that now we can have the right emotions which is called in the bible by christians it's called the fruit of the spirit if you see the fruit of the spirit it's just emotions okay if you understand futuristic just emotion but actually if you see the fruit of spirit it's simply the rising of the spirit without certain types of emotions you understand it if you take account and if you audit and if you submit certain types of your emotions to the void of the cross if you take your thoughts and your emotions to the cross you'll realize that the fruit of the spirit love joy peace patience rises you see so let's talk about it because right in the beginning you see after cain had killed abel okay or was about to go and kill abel god comes and he talks to him about his emotional state and you see it here in verse six so the lord said to cain why are you angry is it there okay and the word they are angry you must check it out you must do a search on it and you'll see it's murmuring why are you down why are you moody that's what it means okay why are you angry it says here and then he goes he says why has your countenance is it there fallen is it there if you do well will you we will will you not be accepted so he says hey you know when you go into the room my god you know you see people and you say you see people in one day it's like hey what's wrong with your mood that's what god is saying god's problem is hey but you're in a bad mood he's like what's wrong you're in a bad mood why is your countenance fallen why is your facial expression fallen why have you changed you see why have you taken this emotion don't you know that you can rule over this you see it's a choice that you have to be in a good mood or a bad mood you understand that your mood will determine the results that you will get yeah i'm telling you your mood no matter what it is whether it's sports whether it's disease whether it's sickness i'm telling you you go to a doctor and you tell a person who's got a terminal sickness they have a better probability to live if they're in a good mood yeah you can you can talk about it serotonin endorphins dopamine all neuro epimephrine all these are called healing hormones they are good mood drugs that you have already inside of you you can go into your mind and choose to be happy happiness is not something that happens to you happiness is not something that joy is not something that just comes on you according to whether you have good food a good job joy is something that you take when you wake up in the morning you choose you wear your jaw you wear your praise it's something that you take it's not something that happens throughout the bible and you don't see this when he says prove your god and look deep inside of me and see my heart and my mind he's saying god look at my intentions and my innermost being right there is the word for kidneys he says look at my innermost being he says look at my emotions and judge me according to my emotions yes there is judgment according to this bible according to emotions that's right the whole universe the whole cosmos the whole creation responds to your emotions that's how we create it was given to us to create it was given to us so that we can now take the more grosser you know thoughts are very subtle you know you can take the emotions are a bit heavier they're more manifest they're more materialized you can include the grosser sort of particle with the thoughts and then you can create out of it till you raise emotions to a certain place you cannot create you can have thoughts but they're very thin as you put emotion to it it becomes heavier and heavier and heavier so that you can create you see emotions are so important to god and what we've been taught so so i mean unfortunately is that emotions happen but the cross sorts this problem out it's so important to see it let me tell you something okay when you understand that god tells cain why are you in a bad mood why is your content has fallen you know you can wake up in the morning and you look at someone and it's like what why are you in a bad mood why have you chosen this emotion you see it's god talks about it as the emotions of a servant and the people in the wilderness had that emotion the emotions of a servant the emotion of the servant was they were not inheritors and they constantly murmured and grumbled you know and i mean we heard so many stories about this but the fact of the matter is it is true and if you turn all you do is return to exodus 16 and i'll show you why the the israeli people including moses did not get to the promised land i need to do with an emotion and here it is i'll i'll show you can we have it in can we have it on the screen in the in the king james version not the new king james the king james version that explains it properly this is quite wonderful in the king james version let's have it on the screen this is serious stuff guys we are saying that they didn't get to promise land because of an emotion that's that's serious okay and here we are in chapter 16 in verse 7 and he says it like this and in the morning you shall see the glory of the lord for he hears your huh he hears you he hears your murmuring against the lord and what we that e mumma against us that means not only are you murmuring against god but he also hears you murmuring against men so paul says in matthew 20 in in acts 24 that he keeps his heart without offense with god and with man he strives to keep his heart without murmuring come on man is it there god hears the murmuring this is a big deal that means the emotions were in the wrong place come on man and again in just one chapter look how many times he says it and if you go into into um where is it in in verse 8 and he says eat in the evening and the morning bread to the full for the lord hears your again murmuring which you make against him is it there wow and what are we you're murmuring is it there in verse eight and what are we your murmuring are not against suspect against the lord i like that doesn't he say that emotions your emotions your misplaced emotions are not against us come on come on come on come on isn't this cool your misplaced emotions god takes it so seriously that he says it's against me [Music] look around you smell the roses the coffee look how how good life is it's so easy to be grateful gratefulness changes everything my god you know just the fact that you have a breath to breathe just the fact that you have a family around you just the fact that you have one person around you just the fact that you have a dog around you if you don't have a person sometimes dogs are better than persons truly yeah you understand it just the fact that you get yourself a puppy if you don't like people you can learn to like people okay and you see but just the fact that you have the sun shining you can't you get yourself happy man i'll tell you my life story is that i was a person who was very very depressed and when i realized this stuff that emotions can be it's a choice that i can choose to be happy that so empowered me that's so empowering me that i can choose to be happy you know there's a lazy lady called lisa uh i kind of uh remember full name something barrett okay um i must remember the next bite next time uh liz lisa whitfield barrett i think okay so she's done uh her i mean she's done her doctorate and stuff like in yeah these are film and barrett yeah phil and barrett lisa film and barrett you must check her out online and she literally says that emotions are things that we choose from our past okay feelings can be anything okay i mean feelings can be like uh something that just comes upon your body can be your your hand is in the fire and you feel like hey this is a bit hot and this can be a bit dangerous but after that all the emotions that you put to that fire is according to the memories that you have so if you've been traumatized if yeah i mean i i was talking to i was talking on the usa canada page i was saying i can say where the people have been traumatized by dogs from the first two seconds that they walk into the house and they see the dog you see i can see the way they look at the dog the way they and no judgment i'm not judging you i'm just saying your emotions are coming from a memory or from a story and so the way they deal with the dogs the dogs come and our dogs are very very friendly they're not you know one of them are fierce okay we won't tell you who but uh but but out of the the biggest guy is the biggest baby okay like he wants like a hug and snuggle and stuff like that so he comes like i'm ready to snuggle you know when someone comes and you can see like everyone gets freaked out and so but you can see all that comes from sometimes when you were young you got bitten or something happened and so now yes there is a big animal in the room and the first instinct today is there is a danger something can happen that's all okay that's wise that's okay and that's naturally what your nervous system will tell you okay but now what you choose from there is according to your past what you choose from there will be according to what you have been taught in a church like this but you choose from there and they can feel it as well because he too can feel he's got a nervous system as well and he you send out immediately will send out the right signals for him to actually turn into a monster dependent on your nerves but we are doing that constantly continuously our space our office our work our families we're constantly choosing from our past when we deal with people i remember i took uh i was i did a huge project in the middle east at one point and i i met some very very powerful people there and and some of these guys were worth like a billion dollars you know and i remember i took a very close person to me to meet one of them to because i was already contracted in business with them and this guy had had experience with the middle east that had hurt him and because of that from the first time he sat with this guy he even said it like when he sat with this guy he said we don't trust the people at the middle east you see and that whole business got ruined because i took a guy who was traumatized and didn't deal with his emotions he dealt with his revengeful attitude he dealt through those lenses of his herds and it was transferred immediately to the partner and my deal did not ask for long he lasted long enough that i made a little money but he could have lasted longer because we deal with people according to the memories and the traumas that we have and we use those emotions as we interact with them i've realized that if i don't if i can get healed as fast as possible and i can take my thoughts to the cross i can take my emotions to the cross and i can get satisfied completely for the injustices that was done to me there was so much injustice done from done to me if i get completely satisfied on a cross with those injustices and my wrath can be satisfied on the cross then i can deal with a person brand new again even if it's the same person that's the beauty of it and that's the power of the cross even if it's the same person i can deal with it in a moment i can deal with it brand new and that's something if you've seen me you've seen me i i can be firm and i can place the emotion right second moment i can be very friendly and happy and people don't know what they happen okay why because it's a practice like a simple practice like think about the time that you uh think about the taste of chocolate what do you feel someone feel like yeah this is a good service okay what is it can you taste chocolate can you taste it come on raise your hand if you can yeah okay you can taste chocolate okay very important can you smell roses can you yeah can you uh remember the last time when you were out in uh an estate up country some of you already watching me from there or country on a tsa can you smell the tea you can yeah can you smell the tea these are very important can you smell your coffee in the morning by choice by choice can you can you remember the last time you were betrayed can you pull up that emotion immediately in one second now when you're betrayed when you're betrayed and let down can you pull it up immediately by choice can you huh can you last time you lay down in my business by a businessman can you pull it out immediately now can you okay these are very important if i tell you what alchemist is like you see you need to be able to pull out those emotions at any moment of time by your own will not allowing those things to come and sneak up on you and you need to be able to face it and take it to the cross immediately at any point of time if you don't have the power to pull up those emotions and if you if your heart is hidden if like if you're if you're so hurt that i can't feel i mean you can go back to i mean i won't give you uh i'm not going to give you a uh a therapy here on on how to deal with abuse and stuff like that but you can go back if you've ever been abused and you'll realize that those emotions being able to face it not hiding it away not keeping it hidden in a corner because i don't want to face it but bringing it up every single day i mean bring it up look at him come here look at me i'm going to change you you have energy inside of me i'm going to take it i'm going to shift it i'm going to change i'm going to optimize it your ability to do that to take it to the cross and change it okay refine it refine it because it'll come out as gold that very weakness is your strength that very weakness every time you've been betrayed every time you've been let down every time all that all that there is your very very strength it can look like gold if you do this properly that's why i call it the alchemist of emotions you understand that so it's a big deal for god that you deal with those energies where you deal with those emotions that you change that you shift it and when you can do it it's perfect prayer prayer it doesn't have to be words prayer is being able to look at your disappointments your hurts the places that you fail and let down and then shift it in a second the faster you can do it i can remember the time when i was in a huge financial crisis and i was battling with this for maybe a year or so a little more than that and constantly continuously was constantly in my head and i was driving from waterloo my factory to my home and just a moment that came that i died you know that i said you know what so what so what what are these demands that are on my life like okay that i have to you know have a a a a good family that i need to support fiona and you know all these demands that like oh my god i couldn't handle my business crashing because there was so many things around me that didn't allow me to handle it in the right way like so what if i can't look after my parents so what if i can't look after my wife you know i had to face it so what am i am i going to now my identity is going to be caught up in those demands and suddenly i alchemized like no i'm dying today to every demand on my life and i'm coming out it's so what if i crash so what if i give my car away i remember i had to give two or three cars away i had to let go uh maybe 20 staff at that point of time i did downsize my company i'm like so what let's just do it what are we struggling here let's do it and i remember i called the bank and i called everyone and said let's get this done let's get this done you want to sell just sell it just sell it just sell i just went on like this i called the supplies i said you know what commented there's a machine here take this and go take it and i started dealing with it like that and i felt free i was like i'm free i'm free i can be me and and i took that to the cross death of the ego and the cell phone across my emotions started getting alchemized and my god within five six days that i didn't have to give the machines away i didn't have to sell my company i didn't have anything i got the work and the businesses started coming in because that energy was taken away and who did it me i took it to the obedience of the ego death on the cross come on man that's what that mystery of emotions now this is i've not even got halfway i'm supposed to go but this is sunday so it's okay we don't have to go deep okay now but watch tuesday okay we choose can we go deep oh this is deep okay this is deep fun says okay fine okay now when i say deep guys please understand i'm talking about scripture okay some people ask me for all these scripture references to all this but okay now guys where will we okay we were still in we were in exodus well yeah we i'm sure the exodus constantly next to us but let's turn to hebrews okay this is going to be really good let's look at hebrews and this is really interesting this is in hebrews hebrews how are you doing for time are we good for time yeah shall we no hebrews 12. we've got 15 minutes left is it i've gone i'm at 50 minutes now talking like 50 minutes more why really we don't have to do so long yeah yeah ah the energy of that you just get that so cool let's go let's watch this in hebrews 12. here we are okay hebrews hebrews 12 really interesting you know hebrews 12. really interesting story okay the story of uh clean and able uh no sorry of isab and jacob okay and how isao gives his birthright his inheritance as a son okay just for a meal of convenience to satisfy himself to satisfy his wrath the word wrath there the word rat people don't understand it's just the impulsive need of bitterness you know when you say you know there are two things you can like something you don't like something that is indifference you know that indifference people people communicate so much with indifference people don't understand that indifference is that like uh have you felt when people are indifferent to you like it's like even if you tell me that you hate me it's better like tell me that you hate me like religious people one of the best ways of communication they're the most the model of communication is indifference like they'll ignore you or they won't come and say hello you know you understand that they're controlling through silence silent treatment silent treatment is indifference you're saying a hell of a lot man you're communicating i'm i can feel i'm like my frequency my level of frequency is on different level you see so i can feel i can see i can hear every word like it's like you're speaking a language to me you see that indifference that that hurts you sees but people compu communicate with that so it's it's coming from a place of wrath it's a deep place of wrath where you like you're deeply bitter and so therefore you will it's like i don't care if you die today that's what they're saying but they don't say it they just don't they're just that coldness but i don't care if you just get run over and die you know you're like or if you were begging if you were begging for your life i'll just run over every verse of you [Laughter] no that's it that's what you feel right indifference yeah yeah okay so guys this that is what esau did it's a bitter root [Laughter] i'm trying to show you why i'm trying to extract it is because we think oh i can just ignore him oh so just ignore him but what is it that's the if you go deep into it that's what it is it's like i don't care about you it's it that's it i'm not my brother's keeper that's a big problem you can't enable like where is your brother who am i indifference i'm not my brother's keeper like what are you asking me who cares about them like yeah you see that that right there is a what the bible calls the hardness of heart you know that's why we're called to be circumcised be sensitive again so like it's going on right now in sri lanka you'll see it like people are like one person will wash their hands over one group another person wash their hands over another group and they expect some problems to be solved you can wash your hands over one group division will you reap division you get division you don't get reconciliation you you saw reconciliation you get reconciliation everything is born of its kind there's no other way this thing works so here it is when esau and he saw jacob and he saw jacob esau somehow had he was the elder brother and stuff like that but he saw jacob and maybe he saw i don't know what he saw maybe he saw that his mom loved him or something like that and there was indifference you see that was indifferent there was a bitter root and was like uh he didn't care about who he was or his inheritance or who god had made him to be you understand it and he was indifferent to uh god he was offended be god and he was offended with man okay and so uh we talk about this that he gives away his birth right he he jacob comes in and he says he sees him do something convenience something that he had cooked or something like that and he says hey you know what for my immediate satisfaction to satisfy my impulsive nature to satisfy my wrath i will give away my birthright you see that a deep deep offense and so the bible talks about this and he talks about this i mean it's amazing how when the bible talks about this kind of stuff because he's talking about this situation where esau gives away his birthright okay and this is how it's spoken about okay very very interesting very very interesting okay hebrews 12 and it's right here here we are verse 15 looking careful lest anyone fall short of the grace of god lest any root of bitterness spring up is it there let any root of bitterness spring up and cause trouble and by this many have become defiled did you just see there he's dealing with a bitterness that has sprung up like a root bitterness is a root you know you don't see it you look at someone doing better than you you don't realize it's getting deep deeply rooted you see your competition doing well getting deeply rooted okay and suddenly surely this thing starts growing inside of you and before you know it you're bitter you're indifferent your heart has got hardened to those things you see and so he says be careful many have got defiled by the root of bitterness is it there now watch this okay and this is the beauty of it okay many has got the file lest there be any of you any fornicator and he calls is our fornicator or a profaned person like isao who for one morsel of food sold his birth right and the word fornicator you must understand is simply to say anyone who is that self-indulgent i call it body consciousness i look at human beings uh i i don't know i've just gone the word but i look at human beings and i look you know when i meet people from all types of faiths and it's important if you're watching me from usa canada or wherever i meet buddhists i meet hindus i meet muslims i meet different people different ways i mean priests from different faith and i meet christians as well and um i can tell you i can sit with someone from different faith in a little while as it doesn't take me two minutes to sit with someone i can see whether that person is enlightened or not enlightenment is a real thing you just have to sit with someone you can be he might not know christ but i can sit here and say this man is enlightened you can say at one moment i'll be that person i'll i feel the stillness i feel the calm i feel that there is no impact there's no wrath he's not trying to move to prove himself that i felt it i felt in the presence of someone who has been realized have you have you guys felt that he doesn't have to be a christian have you when you sit with someone you feel like this guy's realized there's meaning to everything he's saying there's meaning to everything he's doing he's not body conscious and so it's so easy to distinguish body consciousness and enlightenment very easy body consciousness means everything is manipulated according to their own need body conscious people what's the difference you know people say life is precious life is precious life is precious and life is precious and all listen i believe life is precious but i also believe that life is everywhere life is in the trees life is in the dogs life is everywhere as much as life is in all of us life is plentiful what is scarce is consciousness what is scarce is awakenedness what is scarce is sensitivity what is scarce is awareness like what's the difference between a person who's body conscious constantly me me me self-indulgent like esau okay and your pets at home some of our dogs are aware like if you look at some of our dogs they're like they think about you they're not only thinking about their body i've seen dogs do this they'll sacrifice their body for their master that's consciousness that's rare and but some people like men you could see that men are only conscious of their bodies like everything is manipulated according to what they can get and what they can take and believe me when i tell you this is so important to understand that the israeli people were people like that when you look at the people the israeli people who are walking with with god in the wilderness he says you are so hard it's all about just you you you you only want my hand but you do not want me do you understand that that is body conscious now very very interestingly esau was one of them it was the emotions of a victim this happens when you get victimized you go to a war-torn country we are a war-torn country you go to a place that has got hardship and poverty nations there are nations like that some of you might you might bring bring it up to you and you'll realize that through generations of hardship through generations of pain they didn't know the cross and that is why it's so important they might have the best best philosophies or meditations in the world but if they don't have the cross to be able to alchemize the hardness of their heart they will remain insensitive to what is going on and that sensitivity is brought through the cross in one moment of time the first thing that happens with jesus christ is that you get convicted conviction means i become aware and sensitive again and the hardness of my heart goes away and i take on new emotions to place in different areas of my life you see and so esau now at this moment of time was hardened maybe because of trauma maybe because of pain but just because you have trauma and pain don't think that it's justified for you to hold on to those emotions because christ came to set you free from that victimization to a new place where you can choose your emotions because emotions are a choice and it's given to you now through the cross on a platter you understand that so it says it here now watch this lest there be any fornicator profane person like isau for one morsel of food soul is but right now listen carefully for you know that afterwards when he wanted to inherit the blessing listen carefully he was rejected for he found no place for repentance though he sought it diligently with tears now that's a long statement but you see this guy is crying but god says wrong emotion wow did you just see that he's saying hey you know what i did something wrong i was body conscious i won't think of myself but now i'm going to come and i'm going to come be the same victimization i'm going to cry out to you now you've got to do something and god says come on man you must know who you are why are prayers and answered because the bible says the prayers are answered with the right emotions he says when you pray believe that you've already received something that means if you're praying for a good job you have to stay in the emotions of i have received the job and when you pray from that emotion it says you get it today scientists will tell you the same thing that it is the emotion that causes the prayer to be answered you understand it if i'm praying from a place or please help me please help me i need your help i need i need something i need something nothing happens because you're still not knowing your position that you have in christ not as a servant but as a son the emotions of the sun is different to the emotions of servant completely different when you know that you're a son when you know that you are you you have been appointed to grace your emotions are completely different we might have to remind ourselves constantly and continuously that's why you come to church of who you are what your identity is but as you're reminded of your identity what happens is your prayers are different your mood is different how you go to the world how you take that job no matter what the job is is different and because you place the right emotions something shifts and something changes be close with this can i go into one more scripture yeah are you guys okay one scripture yeah okay so we'll go into i think it's two corinthians 4 to corinthians 4. i'm going to show you paul okay like man i can only say that i've gone through different things in my life and the only thing that got out of me was the only thing that got me out of my situation was the understanding that i can i have a choice i have a choice to eat from the clear knowledge of good and evil that will cause my emotions to be polarized or have a choice to eat of the tree of life okay before all of you is a choice no matter what you're going through if you choose the right emotions why is your countenance fallen you choose the right emotions everything changes there is a emotion of a victim and there's a motion of the victor jesus is the victor you see and that is what we call the fruit of the spirit now here we are paul sitting and writing the bible in a little hole a little prison cell where he was whipped he was beaten up he was sentenced to death and waiting to die paul's writings looked like this and you can see the alchemizing of the emotion immediately i'm going to show you this okay it's in 2 corinthians chapter 4 look at what he says here's a guy who is about to be crucified about to die about to be killed but look at how immediately he takes not just one polarity but he sees the full picture watch how he does it it's really cool really awesome here it is it says it in verse 10. no no it says it in verse 7 but we have this treasure in urban vessels is it there was seven two corinthians four we have this treasure in earthen whistle that means we are fragile he's the one who said he says in my weakness your strength will be made perfect you see he's the one who said that so he says this we have restriction in earned vessels that the excellence of the power may be of god and not of us listen carefully here we are we are hard pressed on every side yet not crushed is it there we are hard pressed but hey you're not crushed immediately he's not saying i'm not attacked he's not saying i'm not sick he's not saying i don't have a problem he says i'm hard-pressed but i'm not crushed immediately the alchemist emotions are happening immediately he's showing christ the victor and not the victim is he showing victimization here is he showing victimization he says no i'm hard-pressed but not crushed is it there he says we are hard pressed on every side yet not crushed we are perplexed but not in despair persecuted but not forsaken struck down but not destroyed wow is it there always caring about in our bodies that die in the lord jesus is it there that the life of jesus also be may be manifested in our body hard pressed but not crushed perplexed but not in despair persecuted but not forsaken struck down but not destroyed did he take moments of time like i tell some people hey you are in a bad mood why is your countenance fallen give me a couple of days let's say you know have you got into argument and fight with your boyfriend girlfriend partner whatever it is have you had a argument and then they stay in a bad mood for two three days and then you go back and you say hey why is your countenance fallen give me some time paul he didn't have time tomorrow he might die so he was hard-pressed but not crushed persecuted not forsaken it was immediate the emotion comes the energy comes of persecution immediately i'm not forsaken it was an immediate alchemization it wasn't waiting till the the feeling fizzles out because it does like when you get angry about something you get emotional about something immediately it comes in and man grab hold of it because you can take it and you have got to convert it then if you don't convert it in it goes into your body and gets somatically locked down and you become sickness disease and other things do you understand that but if you take it and then you immediately distill it upwards into i'm going to take this i'm persecuted not forsaken it's an immediate thing and man we are made fight it's so easy for to you to take the right thoughts you feel in despair you feel let down it's so easy at that moment of time to take that very thought because energy never is destroyed just know that you can convert it you can bind it with a new molecule okay you get carbon and you get oxygen you put the two together you get carbon dioxide completely different so unless you take your emotion and you mix it with faith you mix it with love you mix it around you won't have your new molecule what you're going to have is heat coming in jealousy coming in you have it in your hand and then it goes in and it remains in your body and for you to get that up out again it's going to take a lot like you'll have to remember the time you got angry and then you remember it and you can do it like that as well which i'll teach you on on tuesdays we'll go a little more advanced on tuesday but the fact of the matter is then you have to recount it i have a short account like i feel it immediately i convert it immediately persecuted not for a second straight off you got in despair but not crushed you see immediately because it's already given to you like a gift that you can do something about it and honestly if you learned to shift from one emotion fiona is a master this fiona does much better than i i can do it you know she can just be in one mood now and then in a moment in one second the quickness to shift and change amazing absolutely amazing i learned a lot from her you see before that if you come to i was known in school like if i get angry i'll put my head down like on the table so if i get angry with fiona or anything i'll put my head down on the table like this and i won't lift my head for about three hours and when i say kirby are you okay i'm not coming out i'm in my hole and i refuse to come out i'm going to be here for some time and even if i leave the school bearings and all that i'll just get up from there and i'll be in a mood and you can see the continents like so dark my whole face is twisted and i'll be like that for days hosting all the demons [Music] because demons sit on the seat of emotions believe me you can't have demons without emotions you know and then i realized my god very fast when i come to christ i knew very fast take it change it shift it is there a place that you need to get angry yes of course is there a place that you my god you've seen some of you guys have seen me angry but it's angry just to channel something create and then turn it out immediately now you can see i'm angry one moment next moment i'm laughing ask a mystery straight off i'm able to do it but that's you mastering your self self mastery to be able to do that and as you do that you'll realize that you can place the right emotion because some emotions you need for justice issues you need the right amount of anger to be able to get the justice issue done but you use it as a tool to get it done okay like especially at work and stuff like that you see something not done like actually but it's it's immediate you know some of you all do it already you know but later on the guy leaves the room you can laugh about it and say magenta you know that guy you know that you all do it all the time you see that that's important otherwise it doesn't get done because some of them can only get it through that emotion but you don't get entrenched and caught up in it because believe me it's chemistry we are dealing with chemistry you don't want to go to sleep poisoning yourself do you you know you don't want to go to sleep poisoning yourself okay so make sure that you learn to change the emotions very fast quickly and we're going deeper on tuesday okay if you've not got into the wow transitioning group then you got to answer a couple of questions there you have to have listened to us for long enough and then you can dive into transcend and it's gonna be awesome okay so see you guys on tuesday bless you guys [Music] oh my [Music] oh [Music] oh my soul our worship is it's time to sing your song again whatever [Music] maybe [Music] bless the lord o [Music] i sing like never bless the lord oh [Music] [Music] [Applause] never [Music] for all your goodness i will keep on singing [Music] 10 000 reasons for my heart [Music] [Music] [Music] so bless the lord oh my soul bless the lord oh my soul bless the lord oh my soul our worship is all day so bless the lord o my soul oh oh my soul i worship his own [Music] sin life [Music] so bless the lord [Music] so [Music] i sing like never before [Music] [Music] he's always [Music] name so you

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Published: Sat Feb 27 2021