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for some<font color="#E5E5E5"> background information</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> by</font> living a small<font color="#E5E5E5"> apartment complex right</font> outside<font color="#CCCCCC"> my campus with some friends I'm</font> also a 20<font color="#E5E5E5"> year old girl</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so my friends were always bashing on me</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> never meeting up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with any boys are</font> going I've gotten sick of it I didn't want<font color="#CCCCCC"> to be the little friend who stayed</font> home and eats pizza while friends<font color="#E5E5E5"> were</font> out on<font color="#E5E5E5"> dates with boys so I signed up</font> for plenty<font color="#CCCCCC"> of fish</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now I'm not the type</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of person who would say</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> yes to any</font> random stranger they had to be<font color="#CCCCCC"> nice-looking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they had to</font> have plenty of photos of<font color="#E5E5E5"> themselves and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we both had to have at least two common</font> interests so with those<font color="#CCCCCC"> rules in my head</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I psych myself up to join the world of</font> online dating within a few<font color="#E5E5E5"> days I</font> already had two boys I was talking to one<font color="#CCCCCC"> said he was a doctor kind of hard to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">believe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because he was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> twenty and one</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">said he worked as a construction guy</font> easier to<font color="#E5E5E5"> believe I didn't think that</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> doctor guy was lying to me but one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">day as I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> getting crap from my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">roommates the construction guy who we</font> can call<font color="#CCCCCC"> Dan message me on a messaging</font> app we were using and asked if I wanted to<font color="#E5E5E5"> go out for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a bite to eat I told my</font> roommates where I was going and<font color="#E5E5E5"> who I</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> with you know all the things someone</font> should do so someone knows have<font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">abducted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I even had a check-in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time so</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that when my roommates texted me if</font> things were good I had<font color="#E5E5E5"> to say some silly</font> code word<font color="#CCCCCC"> that meant</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> things were going</font> good<font color="#CCCCCC"> if I responded with another code</font> word<font color="#CCCCCC"> it meant help me get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out of this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and if I didn't use code</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> words and she</font> would call the<font color="#E5E5E5"> police for help so I</font> quickly dolled myself up and got ready <font color="#CCCCCC">for my date I put my hair in a classy</font> bun leaving strips of it hanging<font color="#E5E5E5"> down</font> around my glasses<font color="#E5E5E5"> I've put on a nice</font> white<font color="#E5E5E5"> blouse</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and some black pants and I</font> was ready to<font color="#E5E5E5"> go I jumped in my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> car and</font> headed out<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> restaurant where Dan</font> had chosen<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was just out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my town</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but it was still only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a 15-minute drive</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from my apartment I arrived at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> restaurant<font color="#E5E5E5"> and saw him almost</font> immediately<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was wearing some nice</font> clothes and looked just like his photos he was waiting<font color="#CCCCCC"> just outside the</font> restaurant doors for me his eyes lit up <font color="#E5E5E5">when they saw me he walked over to me</font> and smiled<font color="#E5E5E5"> we chatted a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> little bit</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">outside since it was summer and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not too</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">cold outside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and then walked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> inside we</font> dinner and talked about<font color="#E5E5E5"> our life</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> things like<font color="#E5E5E5"> how school was going and I</font> got<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> text from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my friend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but since</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">everything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was all good I sent that good</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">codeword back dan talked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about how much</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he liked his job</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and things and all</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">together was pretty</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nice except for one</font> thing <font color="#CCCCCC">dan was boring he didn't do anything</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">exciting or really talk enthusiastic</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about anything and it was boring it was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">an average date and I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> honestly didn't</font> care to go on<font color="#E5E5E5"> anymore the next day I</font> woke up to the feeling<font color="#CCCCCC"> of my phone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">vibrating non-stop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked at it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">realized it was vibrating so much that</font> it had fallen off<font color="#CCCCCC"> my dresser I almost</font> laughed then I saw the messages were <font color="#E5E5E5">from Dan</font> at first they<font color="#CCCCCC"> were all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> things of how</font> much fun II had had and that<font color="#E5E5E5"> he would</font> really<font color="#CCCCCC"> like to go out again but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then the</font> messages<font color="#E5E5E5"> took a turn they got violent</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and angry that I wasn't responding it</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> 7:00 in the freaking morning I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sleeping</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I no doubt of that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> situation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> text<font color="#CCCCCC"> him back and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> said I had been</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sleeping in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that no I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was not going on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">any more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dates with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just about</font> to block his profile<font color="#CCCCCC"> on both sites when</font> I got a<font color="#E5E5E5"> final message watch your back</font> it said at first<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> really creeped</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> but then I thought</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that since I had</font> blocked him and all<font color="#CCCCCC"> my accounts</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> were</font> deleted he could do nothing<font color="#E5E5E5"> wrong later</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that day I saw</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> text from a random number</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">telling me how pretty I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> looked to my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">blue PJs</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I glanced outside just in time</font> to see none other than<font color="#E5E5E5"> Dan running down</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my road</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> how the hell did he get my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">number I thought</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wearily</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I block that number and continued what I</font> was doing<font color="#E5E5E5"> later</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that night I fell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> asleep</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">pretty early</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and woke up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my phone</font> text alert going<font color="#E5E5E5"> crazy it was from the</font> number I had just blocked earlier that day there were dozens of messages<font color="#E5E5E5"> saying</font> how I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> going to get it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I quickly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> showed all my roommates the</font> messages<font color="#E5E5E5"> they all told me that I should</font> go to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> police</font> but since I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was a stupid person</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I blocked the number again and went back</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to sleep but once again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I woke up to my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">phone buzzing I didn't wait</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I jumped in</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> car and drove all the way down to the</font> police<font color="#CCCCCC"> station</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">once there they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> told me they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> couldn't do</font> much to help<font color="#CCCCCC"> me and just told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me to</font> block the<font color="#CCCCCC"> number I did at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> least I had it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on record nothing happened for a few</font> days the numbers stayed blocked on my phone for<font color="#E5E5E5"> a while about then the picture</font> started they<font color="#CCCCCC"> were pictures of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my house</font> of me<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my house my car and my work I</font> went back to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> police and finally I</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> able to get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a restraining order</font> against Dan<font color="#E5E5E5"> I never received any</font> messages<font color="#CCCCCC"> from Dan again after that I now</font> never ever<font color="#E5E5E5"> use dating websites</font> at the age of around<font color="#CCCCCC"> 6</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 7 I live next</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to an old sixty or so year old man</font> named Keith<font color="#E5E5E5"> he would often go running</font> around the<font color="#E5E5E5"> streets as if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was very fit</font> for his age at the<font color="#E5E5E5"> time I lived with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> grandmother<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was friends</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with him and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">would often</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> invite him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> round for a cup</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tea and to gossip</font> things were fine for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> little while</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">until one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> day I looked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out my window in</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> bedroom from my window I could</font> clearly see into his garden<font color="#CCCCCC"> he was</font> laying on<font color="#E5E5E5"> a deck chair masturbating as I</font> was a child I didn't understand of <font color="#CCCCCC">course I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> assumed he didn't know I was</font> there the<font color="#E5E5E5"> next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> day I went to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> open</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">curtains in the morning and saw him</font> doing the<font color="#E5E5E5"> same thing again he looked up</font> at me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and smiled</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then carried on a few</font> weeks later<font color="#E5E5E5"> with me not mentioning it to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my nan</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in case</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she thought I was lying</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about it I continued to see him almost</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">daily I started to realize it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't</font> right when<font color="#CCCCCC"> I noticed he would make an</font> effort to<font color="#E5E5E5"> make me look by doing such</font> things<font color="#CCCCCC"> as making</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> loud</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> noises outside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> even shouting my name<font color="#E5E5E5"> soon after it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> my birthday<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nan invited him round to</font> my party as most of our<font color="#CCCCCC"> neighbors had</font> been invited<font color="#E5E5E5"> to and was alone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">kitchen getting a glass of water when I</font> heard the kitchen door open and saw him walk in he was wearing gold cycling shorts which clearly<font color="#E5E5E5"> showed off</font> everything<font color="#CCCCCC"> at the time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I thought it was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just a fashion choice</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> now I see that</font> he wanted people to look he said to me if<font color="#E5E5E5"> you were my daughter I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> would never</font> let<font color="#E5E5E5"> you leave the house looking so sexy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thank you for keeping our secret</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I don't remember my exact answer but it</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> something along</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the lines of sexy is</font> a bad word he started<font color="#CCCCCC"> to pull down his</font> shorts<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I panicked and called my nan</font> she rushed in to<font color="#E5E5E5"> see him standing over</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me quickly pulling his shorts up and</font> with an erection<font color="#E5E5E5"> thankfully and never</font> saw him masturbating after this<font color="#CCCCCC"> Manan</font> called the police<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he got a warning</font> in my<font color="#E5E5E5"> opinion this wasn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> enough for</font> what he did<font color="#CCCCCC"> I live next door to him for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">another six years I'm a man in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my late</font> 20s<font color="#CCCCCC"> a work graveyard shift</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> midnight to</font> 8:00<font color="#CCCCCC"> a.m. and have since turned 18 at</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> time of the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> story I lived with my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wife and newborn daughter in a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">third-story</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> apartment front door to the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">apartment in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a small kitchen window are</font> both accessible<font color="#E5E5E5"> from the outside but all</font> other<font color="#CCCCCC"> windows in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> patio door which is</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">attached to the living room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> are about 40</font> feet off the ground<font color="#E5E5E5"> we live in a pretty</font> safe neighborhood<font color="#E5E5E5"> but it's surrounded</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> by</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">some pretty sketchy areas also important</font> to note<font color="#CCCCCC"> is that the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> air-conditioner</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we have this window mounted to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our</font> master<font color="#CCCCCC"> bedroom so all three of us were</font> sleeping<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that one room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when daughter</font> was only<font color="#CCCCCC"> a month old at the time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's</font> late July and blistering hot outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm</font> a<font color="#CCCCCC"> cold-weather kind of person</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> anything over<font color="#E5E5E5"> 75 degrees and fucking</font> miserable<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I've got the windows open</font> in the sliding door to the deck is wide open to<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a breeze going</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">through</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the house and so only the</font> bedroom has<font color="#CCCCCC"> a/c to make matters worse</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I've come down with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this fever that is</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just kicking my ass and I've just had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> baby so<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm running in about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ten hours</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of sleep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> whole of the last month</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as I said I normally work graveyard</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this particular night as I went out to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the living room to get dressed for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> work</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I could barely lift my arms you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know how</font> when you have<font color="#CCCCCC"> a fever your muscles turn</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to jello and everything hurts</font> that's me to the max so I said<font color="#E5E5E5"> fuck it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">called into work and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so hard on the couch in the living room</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I proceed to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hardcore</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fevered</font> nightmares<font color="#E5E5E5"> and eventually awake in a</font> pool of<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> own sweat</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> check the clock</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I've only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been out for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 30 minutes</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I start trying to go back to sleep when</font> I hear this<font color="#E5E5E5"> thump thump thump</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I cannot</font> for the life of me<font color="#CCCCCC"> figure out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> where this</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> coming from the thumps continued</font> it's not loud<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it seems like it's</font> right on top of<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I listen as closely</font> as my disease addled brain will allow me and<font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing the noise</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> has</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> gone as</font> quickly as it<font color="#E5E5E5"> began</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> took a peek on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> video monitor to make<font color="#E5E5E5"> sure</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my daughter</font> is<font color="#E5E5E5"> doing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ok and promptly go back to</font> sleep<font color="#E5E5E5"> thump thump</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Shh as once again I'm</font> awake<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> trying to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> figure out what the</font> fuck that<font color="#E5E5E5"> noises my attention is drawn</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> my infant daughter</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> crying in the</font> other room I know this means<font color="#E5E5E5"> she's</font> hungry so I peel my<font color="#E5E5E5"> ass off the couch</font> and go to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> kitchen to begin making</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her a bottle my wife emerges from the</font> bedroom<font color="#E5E5E5"> unaware that I'm home and gasps</font> with surprise which startled me as well <font color="#CCCCCC">I turned towards her to put her at ease</font> which causes the living room in the <font color="#E5E5E5">patio to be in my line</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of vision though</font> not hers as she's still<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the hallway</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">as I'm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> telling her it's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ok it's just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I see something fall from the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> roof on</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> patio and then</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a moment later</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a man</font> dressed from head to toe in<font color="#CCCCCC"> black drops</font> down from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the mother fucking roof of our</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">three-story building</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> onto my patio my</font> feverish sleep-deprived brain<font color="#E5E5E5"> went full</font> panic mode<font color="#CCCCCC"> I tried to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> think of words to</font> blurt out but all that came out was a loud<font color="#E5E5E5"> panic scream as I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> took off running</font> from the kitchen towards the patio door which<font color="#E5E5E5"> is wide open the only thing</font> keeping<font color="#E5E5E5"> this fuckhead out is the</font> flimsiest<font color="#E5E5E5"> screen which isn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> even locked</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I'm moving like I've got cement</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">blocks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 4 feet</font> thanks to<font color="#E5E5E5"> this fever</font> luckily<font color="#E5E5E5"> he heard my incomprehensible</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Yelp and saw me running towards him in</font> the darkness<font color="#E5E5E5"> and decided to scurry back</font> up onto<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> roof like a fucking ninja</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thum thum thum</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> i pulled the door closed</font> and lock it<font color="#E5E5E5"> my wife runs off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to call</font> 9-1-1<font color="#E5E5E5"> while waiting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> police to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">arrive I see that he has left his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> duffel</font> bag on the deck<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the police show up</font> and investigate the bag<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was very upset</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">by what they found inside zip ties duct</font> tape<font color="#E5E5E5"> condoms disposable cameras rope a</font> rather<font color="#E5E5E5"> sizable dildo</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a couple box</font> cutters<font color="#E5E5E5"> and a nice big hunting knife</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> have<font color="#CCCCCC"> little</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> doubt of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what this man came</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to do that night and if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I had not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">decided to stay home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't see what</font> would<font color="#E5E5E5"> have stopped him</font> my husband and I<font color="#E5E5E5"> moved into this house</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> nine months ago</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at first the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">neighbors seemed okay</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">we are the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> high and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> buy type</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there's a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">woman who lives directly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> across the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">street</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'll call her Lucy on Mother's</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Day as my husband</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I were leaving for</font> brunch Lucy wished me a happy<font color="#E5E5E5"> Mother's Day and</font> I wished her the same<font color="#E5E5E5"> Lucy began</font> approaching<font color="#E5E5E5"> our driveway as we started</font> to pull off and didn't want to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rude</font> so I rolled<font color="#E5E5E5"> down the window</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told her</font> we were in a hurry<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we could talk</font> when I returned<font color="#CCCCCC"> she became hysterical</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">yelling obscenities and throwing her</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hands in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> air</font> my husband pulled off when we returned <font color="#E5E5E5">we noticed three of our four planners on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">pedestals Stan's located outside the</font> front<font color="#CCCCCC"> door were turned over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as we got</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">out the car she ran</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the house and</font> stood at<font color="#CCCCCC"> the end of her driveway she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">didn't say anything she just watched us</font> we decided<font color="#CCCCCC"> to go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the store replace</font> the planners and clean everything<font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when we put</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the new planners we also</font> decided<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> get six Wi-Fi security</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">cameras to put in all of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our windows in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">case she pulled</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like that</font> again when we pulled up Lucy ran out <font color="#CCCCCC">again but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time she brought a chair</font> to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> end of her driveway to watch us</font> as we<font color="#CCCCCC"> were cleaning</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up and replacing the</font> planners<font color="#CCCCCC"> a neighbor came to speak to us</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he told us that the landlord</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> should</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have</font> warned us about Lucy but Lucy sometimes does things<font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she feels</font> slighted or disrespected<font color="#CCCCCC"> our response</font> was we were<font color="#CCCCCC"> not there for her</font> entertainment<font color="#E5E5E5"> or companionship</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and she</font> needs<font color="#E5E5E5"> to stay away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> property</font> when we<font color="#E5E5E5"> begin installing the cameras she</font> went back<font color="#CCCCCC"> into the house the next day</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when we left for work Lucy ran outside</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in a nightgown</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and stood at the end of</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> driveway with her arms folded when</font> we returned home we saw the planners were moved but not knocked over this time we<font color="#CCCCCC"> waited them down with rocks we</font> looked at the video and<font color="#E5E5E5"> saw two girls</font> about ages 6 and<font color="#E5E5E5"> 8 come from Lucy's</font> house<font color="#E5E5E5"> they tried to push over the</font> planners when they didn't succeed<font color="#CCCCCC"> they</font> went back<font color="#E5E5E5"> to Lucy's house we called the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">police to get the incidences on record</font> in case Lucy decided to escalate<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the</font> next two<font color="#CCCCCC"> months every time there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> movement<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> front of our house if she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was home</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Lucy would run outside we</font> decided to ignore<font color="#E5E5E5"> her since it was clear</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mentally</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> unstable</font> one day when<font color="#E5E5E5"> we came home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from work she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">blocked our driveway with her car we</font> called the<font color="#E5E5E5"> police who made her move it</font> but did nothing<font color="#CCCCCC"> else</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we explained the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">situation to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the officer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> who stated we</font> should just keep records of<font color="#E5E5E5"> her behavior</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and call if she makes contact with us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> week later she<font color="#E5E5E5"> blocked our driveway with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">our car again we called the police again</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> time they gave her a ticket Lucy</font> continued to run outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> any time there</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> movement but now she would also</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pull</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">up in her vehicle about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a minute before</font> us wait in<font color="#CCCCCC"> her car and get out when we</font> got out<font color="#E5E5E5"> this happened no matter what</font> time we<font color="#E5E5E5"> got home after work one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night we</font> noticed<font color="#CCCCCC"> she was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pulling out of a</font> driveway<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the end of the block after</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">this we decided</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to use another entrance</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">into the subdivision this worked for</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> a week</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then she sat outside of</font> that entrance and followed us in I began videotaping these incidents with my camera a month<font color="#E5E5E5"> ago when things escalated</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I came home for lunch</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and there was a</font> huge trailer blocking my driveway<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> asked the driver<font color="#E5E5E5"> to move and he refused</font> stating he was a friend visiting Lucy<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">told him to move or I would call the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">police</font> he moved but then<font color="#E5E5E5"> moved back once I</font> parked<font color="#E5E5E5"> my car</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I called the police and</font> the number on<font color="#CCCCCC"> the side of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the trailer</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> owner state of the trailer should</font> not have been in a residential area<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> apologized the police ticketed the trailer<font color="#CCCCCC"> and made</font> the driver leave<font color="#E5E5E5"> the man visiting Lucy</font> was arrested for outstanding<font color="#E5E5E5"> warrants</font> for<font color="#CCCCCC"> unauthorized</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> entrance and criminal</font> trespassing<font color="#E5E5E5"> about a week after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font> incident<font color="#E5E5E5"> she followed us into the</font> subdivision parked her car and ran<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the end of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our driveway</font> she yelled about<font color="#E5E5E5"> us contacting the owner</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of the trucking company and how stupid</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we were for doing that she turned around</font> and went to her<font color="#E5E5E5"> driveway when she saw I</font> had my cell phone recording her we <font color="#E5E5E5">called the police who took another</font> report and warned her to<font color="#E5E5E5"> stay</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away from</font> us<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> house she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> went on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about how</font> we didn't own the house and how she could<font color="#E5E5E5"> go anywhere</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she wants on our</font> property the officer warned her that<font color="#CCCCCC"> if</font> she does<font color="#E5E5E5"> come on our property she could</font> be<font color="#CCCCCC"> arrested</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a week</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ago a group of</font> kids came<font color="#E5E5E5"> on our property</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> began fighting</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on the front lawn and throwing trash</font> everywhere <font color="#CCCCCC">Lucy's sat on the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> porch and yelled for</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> kids to yell louder and fight more</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we called the police and the officer</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">told us that they were just kids</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> playing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and they all denied being sent by Lucy</font> we showed the<font color="#CCCCCC"> officer of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the video and</font> he still refused to<font color="#E5E5E5"> do anything he told</font> Lucy<font color="#CCCCCC"> to stay away from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a warning</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">other officers have made</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and she</font> continues<font color="#CCCCCC"> to ignore</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the day after</font> this<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was 40 degrees Lucy came outside</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> stood in the middle of the street</font> watching<font color="#CCCCCC"> us she is continued</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to do this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">every</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> day including this morning it's</font> obvious the police are not going to do anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> we have three more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> months left</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">on our lease needless to say we're</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> going</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to move but until then we will keep</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">calling police and saving the video</font> recordings<font color="#E5E5E5"> of her stalking and harassing</font> us I live in<font color="#CCCCCC"> Norway which is a small and</font> safe country<font color="#CCCCCC"> were usually the creepiest</font> thing to happen<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be a nasty</font> look from a stranger on the bus<font color="#E5E5E5"> because</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> this I never thought anything creepy</font> would happen to me because<font color="#E5E5E5"> well it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">doesn't happen here the city I live</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> cone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Hannah Foss</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> which basically</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">translates</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to chicken</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> falls in the fall</font> of 2015<font color="#E5E5E5"> right around the time I turned</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">20 years old</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I moved</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out for my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mom's</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">into my first</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> apartment the apartment</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was in the basement of a house and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> owner<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the house was an older single</font> woman who lived above<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but we didn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> along that well the house was</font> situated at the<font color="#E5E5E5"> end of a gravel road</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> a<font color="#E5E5E5"> wooded area with fields around it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one kilometer from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the main road</font> the last<font color="#E5E5E5"> part of the road before he got</font> to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> house was up on a steep hill</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> get<font color="#E5E5E5"> to my apartment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had to walk</font> through<font color="#E5E5E5"> the front gate and around the</font> house to get<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the basement where I</font> lived<font color="#CCCCCC"> right outside my door there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was a</font> small porch which was<font color="#E5E5E5"> usually just used</font> if I or any<font color="#E5E5E5"> guests wanted to smoke</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because of the house being up on a hill</font> there was<font color="#E5E5E5"> a really steep wooded slope</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> 5 meters</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the entrance</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was also the end of the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> backyard so I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">basically lived right</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> next to the woods</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so this all started</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in May 2016</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when my</font> boyfriend Sam moved in<font color="#E5E5E5"> he lived in Oslo</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> therefore we needed a car to move</font> all his things<font color="#CCCCCC"> his best friend Jessica</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">agreed to help us when she got off work</font> which meant it<font color="#CCCCCC"> was going</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to be a long</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">night around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 11:00 p.m. we left Oslo and</font> started to drive to my place because<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> road work<font color="#E5E5E5"> we had to stop for some time</font> and didn't arrive<font color="#CCCCCC"> until</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 1:00 a.m. at my</font> place because<font color="#E5E5E5"> Hannah</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Foss is a small city</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> was dead silent when we arrived we <font color="#CCCCCC">started unloading</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the car and I grabbed</font> some plastic bags and<font color="#E5E5E5"> went</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around the</font> house<font color="#CCCCCC"> or as I stepped onto the small</font> porch outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> the basement</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I heard a</font> sound from<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> woods down the steep</font> slope<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was the sound of leaves</font> rustling in a particular rhythm<font color="#CCCCCC"> as if</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">someone was walking in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> woods and</font> kicking the leaves when they lifted <font color="#CCCCCC">their</font> feet<font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought this was kind of weird</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">because I knew that wasn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> any kind of</font> hiking<font color="#E5E5E5"> trail down there or any other</font> reason<font color="#CCCCCC"> for someone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to be walking there</font> especially at<font color="#CCCCCC"> 1:00 a.m. it was just</font> woods<font color="#CCCCCC"> in an</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> empty field Sam came up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">behind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me and he also stopped wondering</font> why I was just<font color="#CCCCCC"> standing there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> listening</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Shh do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hear that</font> the leaf sounds<font color="#E5E5E5"> I asked and what he</font> didn't answer Jessica<font color="#CCCCCC"> also stopped to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> listen at this</font> for a moment <font color="#E5E5E5">hear what Jessica asked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before I even</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">had the chance to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> answer her Sam told</font> her about the rustling sound<font color="#E5E5E5"> yeah</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I hear</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what is it she asked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but I literally had</font> no idea we all<font color="#E5E5E5"> just brushed it off as</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">some</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> neighbors her kids even though</font> there wasn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> a lot of neighbors that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> far</font> into the<font color="#E5E5E5"> woods about a week later at</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">1:00 a.m.</font> me and Sam sat outside smoking when I heard the sounds from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the woods we joked</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> what it could be because as I said</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were from Norway</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and creepy things just</font> don't happen<font color="#E5E5E5"> here stupid thinking I know</font> we didn't pay much attention to the sounds and eventually we went<font color="#E5E5E5"> inside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> week later<font color="#E5E5E5"> same time we heard the noises</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">again at this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I actually pieced</font> together that this happened at the<font color="#CCCCCC"> same</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">weekday</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> same time which was kind of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">strange</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and we got a little scared</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> joked about it<font color="#E5E5E5"> being a killer living in</font> an abandoned house<font color="#E5E5E5"> next to us we laughed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and again brushed it off as just some</font> kids or<font color="#CCCCCC"> an</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> animal but still we were</font> somewhat<font color="#E5E5E5"> afraid of what it could</font> actually<font color="#CCCCCC"> be the next week passed without</font> any sounds<font color="#E5E5E5"> from the woods</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and we</font> completely forgot<font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">until the week after I didn't want to</font> smoke so Sam went out on the porch alone after a few minutes Sam busted the door <font color="#E5E5E5">his eyes were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wide and he sounded</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> scared</font> as he whispered<font color="#E5E5E5"> quick</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I can hear those</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sounds again I ran outside and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> listened</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from the porch Sam was right</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font> sounds were there again<font color="#E5E5E5"> the same rhythm</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> paces before only this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time it</font> sounded<font color="#E5E5E5"> as if though they were closer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was a little nervous<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I just looked at</font> Sam<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was just as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nervous as me still</font> being<font color="#E5E5E5"> so sure of nothing happening</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to us</font> because<font color="#E5E5E5"> of our safe country we walked</font> closer to the slope and<font color="#CCCCCC"> I shouted haha</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">very</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> funny</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> maybe I should call the</font> police<font color="#CCCCCC"> to let them know someone is</font> creeping around my<font color="#E5E5E5"> house we both</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">laughed and then we heard the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sounds</font> stopping immediately<font color="#E5E5E5"> thinking we scared</font> off whoever<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was creeping in the woods</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we enjoyed the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> silence and shouted law</font> and right as I shouted we hear the<font color="#E5E5E5"> sound</font> again<font color="#E5E5E5"> just faster and louder</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and this</font> time it sounded as if<font color="#E5E5E5"> someone was</font> following sprinting right towards us <font color="#E5E5E5">from down the steep slope just imagine</font> if<font color="#E5E5E5"> you ever tried walking up a steep</font> hill<font color="#E5E5E5"> covered in leaves and your feet</font> almost slipping under you because of it being so steep<font color="#CCCCCC"> that was the sound</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> could hear at the same<font color="#E5E5E5"> time both Sam and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I just turned around and ran as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fast as</font> we could inside<font color="#CCCCCC"> cigarettes still</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in hand</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we locked the door and turn off all the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">lights and fall to the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> floor I was</font> incredibly terrified<font color="#E5E5E5"> did you just hear</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I asked Sam looked terrified and</font> nodded someone was<font color="#E5E5E5"> running towards us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> asked<font color="#E5E5E5"> hey just not it again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> rhetta's he</font> nodded we hear a sound that<font color="#E5E5E5"> still gives</font> us both<font color="#CCCCCC"> goosebumps to this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> date it was</font> the sound<font color="#E5E5E5"> of boots walking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the wooden</font> porch<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was so shocking my mouth was</font> just open while holding<font color="#CCCCCC"> my breath scared</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> whoever was on the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font> door<font color="#CCCCCC"> could hear us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Sam looked at me and</font> pointed to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and panic signaling</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> he also heard it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I lifted my</font> shoulders<font color="#CCCCCC"> I guess it's the International</font> gesture<font color="#CCCCCC"> of I don't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know we both just sat</font> there<font color="#CCCCCC"> for some time too scared to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> move</font> to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> living room</font> when we heard<font color="#E5E5E5"> a loud bang on the window</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the door we both just sat there</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">trying not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to make a sound</font> now the way the house<font color="#CCCCCC"> was built was so</font> that the upstairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> where the lady lived</font> was at street<font color="#CCCCCC"> level</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but if you went</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">around the back it would look like a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">two-story house</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even though my apartment</font> was the<font color="#E5E5E5"> basement so basically just half</font> my apartment<font color="#CCCCCC"> was the basement if that</font> makes any<font color="#CCCCCC"> sense the layout of my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">apartment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was that when you entered the</font> apartment<font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was a bedroom to your</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">right</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a kitchen straight ahead of you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to it was a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bathroom which was</font> between<font color="#CCCCCC"> the kitchen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> living room</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">which was to your left the living room</font> was fully underground<font color="#E5E5E5"> and just had a</font> small<font color="#CCCCCC"> window by the ceiling</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and you</font> could just<font color="#E5E5E5"> see a flower bed in a bush</font> but now we<font color="#E5E5E5"> also could see a pair of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">worn-out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> boots in the dark</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked at</font> Sam and pointed to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> window</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> whispered<font color="#CCCCCC"> kafan no Weejun for what the</font> fuck Sam didn't say anything and<font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">looked at me still terrified I'm not</font> sure if the<font color="#CCCCCC"> person outside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even knew</font> where the<font color="#E5E5E5"> apartment was because then he</font> would have<font color="#CCCCCC"> probably sat down to look</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font> us<font color="#E5E5E5"> maybe he thought</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that the basement</font> upstairs were connected and<font color="#CCCCCC"> that we ran</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">inside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an upstairs and now the person</font> outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> was trying to look inside to see</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">if he could see</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> us we crawled into the</font> bathroom and<font color="#CCCCCC"> locked the door and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font> sat there<font color="#E5E5E5"> we didn't have her phones so</font> I'm<font color="#E5E5E5"> not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> how long</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we sat there we</font> sat<font color="#CCCCCC"> there listening but we couldn't hear</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">or anything after probably half an hour</font> we crawled into the living<font color="#CCCCCC"> room and put</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> sofa pillows in front of the small</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">window and called my mother</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to ask what</font> we should do and if we<font color="#E5E5E5"> should bother to</font> call the<font color="#E5E5E5"> police stupid Norwegians I know</font> we should have<font color="#CCCCCC"> just called them as soon</font> as<font color="#E5E5E5"> we got her phones but it's just not</font> how we do<font color="#E5E5E5"> it over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> here</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> besides the</font> person was most likely gone now anyways my mother was<font color="#E5E5E5"> kind of angry</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that we woke</font> her up at<font color="#E5E5E5"> 2:00 a.m. but after we told</font> her what had happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> she said it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">okay and that we should call the police</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">if we felt it was necessary at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that time</font> we were just<font color="#E5E5E5"> tired</font> and we knew<font color="#CCCCCC"> that there was nothing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">police could do I mean we didn't</font> actually<font color="#E5E5E5"> see</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the face of this person</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or</font> anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> other than his boots after he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">went away we moved out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about a week</font> after<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> reference I'm a 20 year</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">old Hooters girl and encounter creepy</font> guys all the time<font color="#E5E5E5"> but never like this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I occasionally</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get asked for my number</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go on dates by older men but always</font> politely turned<font color="#E5E5E5"> them down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">without really upsetting anyone and was</font> working<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night shift the other night</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> 40-something year old man sit at my</font> table by himself<font color="#CCCCCC"> I greeted them the way</font> I greet<font color="#CCCCCC"> all customers</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lots of smiling</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">laugh at their jokes ask about his or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">her day etc</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was really irritated and</font> didn't seem to want<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> talk to me at all</font> so I assumed he was there to eat and go without all the chatting customers expect from the waitresses<font color="#CCCCCC"> I offered a</font> box and dessert at the<font color="#CCCCCC"> end of his meal</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> he just paid and got up the lead</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when I brought back his change he</font> grabbed my arm<font color="#CCCCCC"> and pulled me close and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">said I want you so badly before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> letting</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">go and walking out the door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> uncomfortable<font color="#E5E5E5"> I just stood</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there until</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he left this was around 8 p.m. so I told</font> the other<font color="#E5E5E5"> girls then I just kind of got</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">over it we closed at midnight on</font> weekdays<font color="#CCCCCC"> so by the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time I was ready to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">go it was about 1:30 a.m. I carry a stun</font> gun in<font color="#CCCCCC"> my bag and normally have someone</font> walk me to my car <font color="#E5E5E5">but it was so late</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that nearly everyone</font> had already left<font color="#E5E5E5"> and those that were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">still there were busy trying to clean up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> could leave I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> parked right</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">front of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the doors leaving my car only</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">five feet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I decided</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to quickly</font> get in my car without<font color="#E5E5E5"> being walked I</font> always lock<font color="#CCCCCC"> my doors out of habit and</font> went to check my<font color="#E5E5E5"> phone which was dead</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> have one of those<font color="#E5E5E5"> crappy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Chargers</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in my</font> car<font color="#E5E5E5"> that only</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> charge at a certain</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> angle</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to get my phone to charge</font> when a truck pulled<font color="#E5E5E5"> up behind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> blocking the<font color="#CCCCCC"> end I couldn't pull</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> forward</font> because the restaurant<font color="#E5E5E5"> was in front of</font> me I couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> back up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this truck</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at first I thought it was my roommate</font> who will sometimes come check on<font color="#E5E5E5"> me if I</font> get<font color="#E5E5E5"> home too late to make sure I'm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> okay</font> it was a<font color="#E5E5E5"> silver truck which is what my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">roommate drives and when I turned to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">look at it it was a different model</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">which made my heart sink this person</font> then proceeded to honk their horn at<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">over and over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for a good</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> five</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> minutes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">trying to get me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out of my car</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I</font> refused<font color="#CCCCCC"> because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mama didn't raise an</font> idiot<font color="#E5E5E5"> he pulled up next to me started</font> knocking<font color="#E5E5E5"> on my window and yelled at me</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out of my car</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the same guy</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my table five</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hours earlier</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my phone wouldn't turn</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on so I switched</font> into reverse and<font color="#E5E5E5"> fast and furious my way</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the parking lot he started</font> following<font color="#E5E5E5"> me with his truck so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I ran a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">red</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> light and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> started speeding he</font> stopped at<font color="#CCCCCC"> the light</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I drove for a</font> bit<font color="#E5E5E5"> before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> going home in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> case</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he caught</font> up and tried following<font color="#E5E5E5"> me to my house I</font> checked my car when I got<font color="#E5E5E5"> home and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Casey</font> hit my car and<font color="#E5E5E5"> was trying to let me know</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but I didn't see any marks I don't know</font> whether he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to rob or kidnap</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> but creepy man who waited for five</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hours in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the parking lot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from me I</font> really hope we<font color="#E5E5E5"> never</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> meet again</font> [Music] some female<font color="#E5E5E5"> late 30s and I'm a travel</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">counselor for a large tour company we</font> are<font color="#CCCCCC"> pretty and well-known so I'm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">going to be dropping</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> any names for</font> anonymity sake<font color="#E5E5E5"> so as a travel counselor</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">fancy-smancy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> way of saying travel agent</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">i</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> book many cruises</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> both my company and</font> the many<font color="#CCCCCC"> cruise lines</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> offer us in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">industry what's known as a fam trip</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> familiarize us with what the<font color="#CCCCCC"> Cruise Line</font> offers<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I was approached two weeks</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before the holidays with a chance</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> take such a trip on<font color="#E5E5E5"> a four night cruise</font> to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> Baja</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Peninsula it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> left the day</font> after Christmas since<font color="#E5E5E5"> my husband had a</font> big guys trip with his BFF lined up<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> perfect my in-laws have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">begging us to watch our seven-year-old</font> daughter<font color="#CCCCCC"> so she went to Grandma's and I</font> went on a free cruise what could go wrong<font color="#CCCCCC"> a little</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sand surf and Sun and</font> while it's winter<font color="#E5E5E5"> 66 degree days are</font> much<font color="#E5E5E5"> warmer than the teens and below</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">zeros we have up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> north and the flight</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was perfect the embarking went smooth as</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">butter</font> the lovely balcony<font color="#CCCCCC"> Ramon was put on was</font> wonderful<font color="#E5E5E5"> so far</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so good right that</font> night I meant dinner<font color="#E5E5E5"> and an Indian man</font> sits next to<font color="#E5E5E5"> me nutless struck me as odd</font> as there were<font color="#E5E5E5"> several empty seats</font> available<font color="#CCCCCC"> he strikes up conversation</font> introduces himself and says he's <font color="#E5E5E5">traveling with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his elderly parents</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sister</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and her family</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he's 26</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> works in</font> communications and attended college<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> London he seems nice<font color="#CCCCCC"> we have a lovely</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">conversation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I throw in that I'm</font> happily married<font color="#E5E5E5"> have a child etc finally</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">his family arrives to eat and we part</font> ways<font color="#CCCCCC"> I figured I'll never see</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the next day I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> get off at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our port</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> signed up for a Segway tour<font color="#E5E5E5"> and who do I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">see in my line my new friend and his</font> father and I assume is his oldest nephew <font color="#E5E5E5">he of course waves at me and we make</font> simple chitchat before starting our tour after<font color="#CCCCCC"> the tour there was the opportunity</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to walk around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I chose to browse the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shops and get some pizza however I felt</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that was being watched</font> or followed<font color="#CCCCCC"> I turned around a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> few</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> times</font> but didn't see anyone<font color="#CCCCCC"> I shrugged it off</font> and went about<font color="#CCCCCC"> my day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I go back to the</font> ship<font color="#CCCCCC"> change into my bathing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> suit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and go</font> lay out<font color="#CCCCCC"> on the deck</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's a perfect 72</font> degree day and my skin loved the vitamin D<font color="#E5E5E5"> I order a drink and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> put in my wireless</font> headphones <font color="#CCCCCC">I'm dozing when I feel hands roughly</font> shake me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I joke sitting straight up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's</font> my friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> although</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he's frowning</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> staring</font> at<font color="#E5E5E5"> me disapproving he angrily tells me</font> I'm<font color="#E5E5E5"> not allowed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> show off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> body and</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm disrespecting him and his</font> religion by acting like<font color="#CCCCCC"> a slut</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by now I</font> have<font color="#CCCCCC"> to cruise employees I'm friends</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> I've taken many cruises and get to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">know the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> employees who hear the</font> commotion<font color="#CCCCCC"> are telling him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he needs to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">leave me alone never mind them embarrass</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I tell him I'm a married woman</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and what</font> I do isn't of his concern<font color="#E5E5E5"> as he stomps</font> off he informs me if I was his woman I'd <font color="#CCCCCC">be sorry I figured I won't have to deal</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with him and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the next day is perfect no</font> sign<font color="#E5E5E5"> of him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we are at sea and I hang out</font> on<font color="#CCCCCC"> my balcony sunning and dozing that</font> night<font color="#E5E5E5"> after a few martinis at the piano</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">bar</font> I settle in<font color="#E5E5E5"> my room for the night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after</font> talking with<font color="#E5E5E5"> my hubby through</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> facebook</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">messenger</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm about to doze when my door</font> starts<font color="#CCCCCC"> shaking it sounds as if someone</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">is violently running into my door I</font> throw a robe on and look out<font color="#CCCCCC"> the people</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it's the Indian guy he looked crazed it</font> was formal night so he's in<font color="#CCCCCC"> formalwear</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">harem used</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> red face screaming</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">profanities at me luckily the guy across</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the hall is a pretty big guy opens</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> door and<font color="#E5E5E5"> tells the creep to get the hell</font> out of the hall<font color="#CCCCCC"> before his kids were</font> woken<font color="#E5E5E5"> up Indian guy gives one last</font> profanity<font color="#CCCCCC"> and then leaves</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the next</font> morning the guy<font color="#E5E5E5"> across the hall</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tells me</font> something<font color="#E5E5E5"> terrifying he swears the guy</font> had a steak<font color="#CCCCCC"> knife in his hand</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I informed the cruise director but I'm</font> not<font color="#CCCCCC"> sure what happened after that</font> I only saw<font color="#E5E5E5"> him one more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> cruise as we were<font color="#E5E5E5"> disembarking he was</font> carrying<font color="#E5E5E5"> one of his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> niece's and luckily</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">didn't see me</font> I'm a late<font color="#CCCCCC"> 20s male around six four and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around 180 pounds huh sometimes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> too nice</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to my friends</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I tend to do favors for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friends even if they seem pretty</font> ridiculous<font color="#CCCCCC"> as long as it's not terribly</font> out of<font color="#CCCCCC"> my way</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> most of the time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it's help</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm drunk and need a ride home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> more one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">night at 1:30</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a.m. I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get the call</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a very</font> very<font color="#E5E5E5"> drunk friend of mine</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Claire</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font> begging<font color="#E5E5E5"> me to come pick her up and give</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her a ride home soon the bar is closing</font> soon and she's too<font color="#E5E5E5"> drunk to drive</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> home</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the bar she is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at isn't too far from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> house<font color="#E5E5E5"> about a 10</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to 15-minute drive but</font> the issue is<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she lives like 35 to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">45 minutes on the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> other side</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of town</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Claire has been extremely nice to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me in</font> the past<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I did know her as solid so</font> at about<font color="#CCCCCC"> 10</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 2 I grabbed my keys and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my concealed carry and leave the house I</font> get to the bar<font color="#CCCCCC"> around 5 past 2 and she's</font> sitting outside on a bench<font color="#CCCCCC"> by the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">doorman I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pull into the parking lot</font> which<font color="#E5E5E5"> was pretty empty since the bar is</font> closed<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> assume</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that the car is</font> remaining<font color="#E5E5E5"> were the workers who hadn't</font> yet<font color="#E5E5E5"> left I get up the car and start</font> walking to Claire who was kind<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> slumped<font color="#E5E5E5"> over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was hoping she wasn't</font> passed out drunk<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when I got to her</font> the doorman asked if I was her ride<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> told him yes<font color="#E5E5E5"> showed my ID for proof and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what he said next was of some concern he</font> pulls me in<font color="#CCCCCC"> and says hey I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> supposed</font> to leave only<font color="#CCCCCC"> close but I have a strong</font> feeling your friend was roofied<font color="#E5E5E5"> she's</font> been on the porch drinking<font color="#CCCCCC"> all night and</font> some guy kept hovering around her<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> assumed it<font color="#CCCCCC"> was a boyfriend or whatever</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but she never turned to talk to the guy</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she was either drinking or chatting with</font> the other girls<font color="#CCCCCC"> around her anyways</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> chugged her last drink<font color="#E5E5E5"> came up to me and</font> told me<font color="#CCCCCC"> you would be coming to pick her</font> up<font color="#CCCCCC"> and she asked me if she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> could sit by</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> she told me she felt very dizzy and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sick</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I told her sure</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hoping she just</font> drank<font color="#E5E5E5"> too much and she passed out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> right</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after she sat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down after that I couldn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">see the guy anymore but I didn't want to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">take any chances</font> so visibly concerned I<font color="#E5E5E5"> thank the guy</font> profusely<font color="#CCCCCC"> and he even</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> helps me carry</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Claire to my car Midway</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to carrying her</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she's kind of coming to like someone</font> just<font color="#E5E5E5"> waking up after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> surgery but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really</font> groggy not knowing where they are <font color="#E5E5E5">talking of nonsense kind of talking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> don't<font color="#CCCCCC"> remember exactly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what she was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">talking about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I'm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure if I wasn't</font> on high alert about<font color="#E5E5E5"> her possibly being</font> drugged<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was some funny-ass shit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so we</font> get her buckled in<font color="#CCCCCC"> I thank the guy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> again</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> he just says he hopes she gets</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> home</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">safe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so now hoping my friend is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only</font> stupid drunk and not drugged<font color="#CCCCCC"> I start</font> driving to her house<font color="#E5E5E5"> the whole</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time I'm</font> trying<font color="#E5E5E5"> to keep an eye on her and an eye</font> on the road she's now snoring asleep <font color="#CCCCCC">which puts me in a bit of an ease</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> about halfway to her house my fuel light comes on cursing the fuel economy of a sports<font color="#E5E5E5"> car I pull into the next gas</font> station<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of those</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> small gas</font> stations<font color="#E5E5E5"> that doesn't have a 24-hour</font> store<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I'm on extra high alert while I</font> start to<font color="#E5E5E5"> pump gas the gas station is</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> a block from the freeway and right</font> at the corner<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the intersection</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> street itself is<font color="#E5E5E5"> pretty dark with lonely</font> lamppost shining very<font color="#E5E5E5"> pitiful lights at</font> large intervals<font color="#CCCCCC"> I get that really dead</font> feeling like this<font color="#E5E5E5"> place is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font> abandoned to give an idea<font color="#CCCCCC"> of positioning</font> because this is important the gas station is at the corner<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font> intersection<font color="#CCCCCC"> the storefront would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">facing south and we were right in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> front</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it where the pumps were the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> east</font> would be where there are the air pumps for tires and parking spaces<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">north would be a diesel fuel pump right</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">behind the store accessible from the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">street behind the gas station</font> I Drive a Corvette<font color="#E5E5E5"> so the filler is on</font> the rear end<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the car and I'm leaning</font> against the rear looking around to my left<font color="#E5E5E5"> I hear this weird metallic scraping</font> so I turn and see this guy<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 15 to</font> 20 feet<font color="#CCCCCC"> from me come</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> around the corner</font> dragging a long metal pipe on<font color="#CCCCCC"> the ground</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I immediately sense I'm gonna possibly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dangerous situation now the guy looks</font> almost possessed<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he's not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> looking at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me rather like he's trying to look into</font> my car<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm on the defensive but hope I</font> can get him<font color="#CCCCCC"> to leave so I call out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hey</font> everything all<font color="#E5E5E5"> right without looking at</font> me he answers back you took my girlfriend<font color="#E5E5E5"> from me I'm here</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to take</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> now he turns to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> look at</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and he's got blood in his eyes before</font> he begins<font color="#CCCCCC"> to take a step though I start</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">yelling hoping it'll get him to back off</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm a little over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 6 feet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tall</font> not exactly skinny<font color="#E5E5E5"> but not exactly bulky</font> either but I have a really<font color="#E5E5E5"> deep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> voice</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hey back the fuck</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> turn around and</font> leave and no one has to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get hurt he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">takes a step towards me clearly</font> unimpressed so almost<font color="#E5E5E5"> automatically I pull my</font> handgun<font color="#E5E5E5"> from my inside the waistband</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">holster</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and draw a bead on him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fuck off you don't have to die I start</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">yelling louder pretty sure</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> voice</font> cracked<font color="#CCCCCC"> because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a I'm scared shitless</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no</font> amount of self-defense classes in time at the range prepares you emotionally <font color="#E5E5E5">for this kind of situation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and B even</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">though</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I carry I'm really against</font> violence and<font color="#CCCCCC"> killing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> someone is not</font> something I want to do and see<font color="#E5E5E5"> did I</font> mention I'm fucking terrified<font color="#E5E5E5"> anyway</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> a panic<font color="#E5E5E5"> the fucker throws the pipe at me</font> it whizzes by thankfully<font color="#E5E5E5"> not towards my</font> car but<font color="#CCCCCC"> to my right and I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dive</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> behind my</font> car<font color="#E5E5E5"> for cover</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I have no idea if he has a</font> gun himself<font color="#E5E5E5"> or what but I was going to</font> put some kind<font color="#CCCCCC"> of cover between</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me and</font> him<font color="#CCCCCC"> and by the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time I knew up an aim</font> over<font color="#CCCCCC"> the rear of my car he's booked it I</font> hear a car<font color="#E5E5E5"> door slam</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and tires screech</font> and he launches off the curb on<font color="#CCCCCC"> the east</font> side<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the lot and is tearing down the</font> road<font color="#CCCCCC"> swaying all over the place</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and my</font> own panicked hurry I pulled the<font color="#E5E5E5"> pump out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the car screw</font> the cap and tear out of<font color="#CCCCCC"> there myself</font> Claire however is still<font color="#E5E5E5"> passed out in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> car and<font color="#E5E5E5"> now afraid because I'm convinced</font> she's been drugged<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we were followed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">by that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> guy me being more concerned</font> about her earlier<font color="#CCCCCC"> and keeping on the</font> road<font color="#E5E5E5"> I must not have noticed being</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">followed the whole way</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back to her house</font> I'm wary of any car that's<font color="#E5E5E5"> behind me</font> I'm also<font color="#E5E5E5"> speeding like a jackass and</font> when I get<font color="#CCCCCC"> to Claire's neighborhood I</font> circle a separate block that's not hers <font color="#E5E5E5">four times to make</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure no one's</font> followed me<font color="#CCCCCC"> when I was satisfied</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">thinking I wasn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> being followed anymore</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I pulled up to her house and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tried</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> shake her awake she's doing<font color="#E5E5E5"> that groggy</font> waking up stuff from before<font color="#E5E5E5"> but now</font> she's able to get<font color="#E5E5E5"> up I'm able</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to walk</font> her thankfully I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> worried I was going</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to have to call an</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ambulance if she</font> didn't wake up and they get her keys from her bag<font color="#CCCCCC"> I managed a walker inside</font> and at this point<font color="#E5E5E5"> she's kind of coming</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">around asking me what's going on and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">where she is etc I tell her she's home</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and get her to lie down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she's completely</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lost looking and her eyes start welling</font> up she clings to me and starts sobbing she's still<font color="#CCCCCC"> very out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it but I'm</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">guessing she realizes something bad was</font> going on or attempted on her I was able to get her to<font color="#CCCCCC"> lie down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get her to sleep</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a Retton note for her which</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is pretty</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">much saying hey I'll be in the next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we're going to the hospital in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">morning to get you checked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fast</font> forward to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the morning she's sick as a</font> dog<font color="#E5E5E5"> and after she expelled some demons</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from her stomach</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I drove</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hospital where she got tested</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> treated<font color="#CCCCCC"> I still shudder to think what</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">might</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have happened had I not had my</font> concealed carry weapon<font color="#CCCCCC"> with me I do know</font> martial<font color="#E5E5E5"> arts to an extent but that's not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something I want</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to take against a crazy</font> person with a pipe<font color="#CCCCCC"> claire still doesn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">remember much</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from the night except</font> calling me and wanting<font color="#CCCCCC"> to sit next to</font> the doorman my advice<font color="#CCCCCC"> for you guys</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">either be with friends you trust when</font> you go out or<font color="#CCCCCC"> at least be village</font> interfere by yourself<font color="#E5E5E5"> that night could</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">have ended</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> badly in a thousand different</font> ways thankfully even luckily everyone<font color="#E5E5E5"> made it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">out safe when I was 22 I moved a</font> thousand miles away<font color="#E5E5E5"> from my Midwest home</font> to the beautiful<font color="#E5E5E5"> foothills of Tennessee</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I had a new</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> job new car and a nice</font> apartment<font color="#CCCCCC"> but didn't know a soul outside</font> of work if my phone rang I expected to hear<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> faraway family member or my</font> long-distance<font color="#CCCCCC"> boyfriend still</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in college</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this was a landline no cell phones yet</font> despite<font color="#E5E5E5"> being very alone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was managing</font> well with the excitement<font color="#E5E5E5"> of all the new</font> things<font color="#CCCCCC"> in my life</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd only lived there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for about two</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> weeks when the unwanted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">calls started the first call a man's</font> friendly voiced<font color="#E5E5E5"> asked what I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> doing I</font> couldn't place him<font color="#CCCCCC"> and thought</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> maybe it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was one of my cousins or uncle's I have</font> a huge<font color="#E5E5E5"> extended</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> family I asked his name</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he laughs little and his tone gets dark</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a bit angry</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he says you know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> exactly who</font> this is darlin<font color="#CCCCCC"> I pause deciding if this</font> guy simply<font color="#E5E5E5"> called the wrong number</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or as</font> a creep I choose the former<font color="#E5E5E5"> laughs and</font> politely tell him he has the<font color="#CCCCCC"> wrong</font> number he then recites my brand-new <font color="#E5E5E5">unlisted unpublished phone number and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> name what<font color="#E5E5E5"> the fuck an intense chill</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">races through me I've only given</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">number to my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> parents sister boyfriend</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">apartment manager and employer I'm new</font> to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> city in this lovely southern</font> state<font color="#CCCCCC"> he does not like it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I tell</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> he called the wrong</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> number and</font> starts<font color="#E5E5E5"> yelling at me then tells me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in a</font> much calmer voice the many vulgar things he's going<font color="#E5E5E5"> to do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to me</font> I hang up and brush it off<font color="#E5E5E5"> he calls</font> again<font color="#CCCCCC"> around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 1:00 a.m.</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I tell him to</font> fuck himself and hang up<font color="#E5E5E5"> he keeps</font> calling<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I unplugged the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> phone and</font> returned<font color="#CCCCCC"> to sleep however as days go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the calls continue and escalate he</font> starts in mentioning personal things about<font color="#E5E5E5"> me said he liked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the white</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> quill</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to my bed knew</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what was in my fridge and</font> that he's allergic<font color="#E5E5E5"> to cats</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had one and</font> then asked me<font color="#E5E5E5"> if I was in love with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Murray as I listened to his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> words I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">standing in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my kitchen looking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at the</font> calendar taped to the fridge<font color="#E5E5E5"> and had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Murray</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> written in pink on the 17th with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a heart around it because Murray is my</font> sister<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the 17th is her birthday</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">started shaking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and crying because</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">suddenly I realized this creep has</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been</font> inside my<font color="#CCCCCC"> apartment I was alone with no</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friends or family</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to run</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to for the</font> night<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me versus a creepy mystery</font> man<font color="#E5E5E5"> I didn't sleep much that night early</font> the next morning I talked to the apartment complex<font color="#CCCCCC"> manager before heading</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to work</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> telling her what had happened</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I want the locks changed that</font> day she<font color="#E5E5E5"> gets a weird look on her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> face</font> and after<font color="#CCCCCC"> a long pause says she knows</font> who's been inside my<font color="#CCCCCC"> apartment</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> it won't<font color="#E5E5E5"> happen again what turns out she</font> had a creepy rapey maintenance guy who noticed a young<font color="#E5E5E5"> woman moving</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into an</font> apartment<font color="#E5E5E5"> alone and thought I was his</font> new pet she<font color="#CCCCCC"> had the locks changed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> immediately</font> and promised that she would personally keep the other key<font color="#E5E5E5"> although the call</font> stopped I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> paranoid for years I came</font> and went from my apartment<font color="#E5E5E5"> because I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">never even knew what this guy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> looked</font> like<font color="#CCCCCC"> I moved out the moment my lease was</font> up<font color="#E5E5E5"> only after thinking about it years</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">later that I realized that her weird</font> expression likely meant that it<font color="#E5E5E5"> had</font> happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only after thinking</font> about it<font color="#E5E5E5"> years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> later did I realize that</font> her weird expression likely meant that <font color="#E5E5E5">it had happened before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> plus she didn't</font> even fire him<font color="#CCCCCC"> I regret not calling the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">cops</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was young and naive</font> [Music] when I was 21 I transferred to<font color="#CCCCCC"> a college</font> in San Francisco<font color="#CCCCCC"> I checked out a room</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> rent</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on Craigslist it was in a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">really nice two-bedroom apartment it was</font> cheap rent and close to campus so it was the ideal<font color="#CCCCCC"> spot the girl who lived there</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> 29 and her name was Beth</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she was</font> tall and<font color="#E5E5E5"> wide and she had jet-black hair</font> and wore pale makeup<font color="#E5E5E5"> she seemed nice</font> although a little<font color="#E5E5E5"> quiet but she seemed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to like me and agreed to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> let me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> move in</font> so far<font color="#E5E5E5"> so good</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my first night there we</font> went out<font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pizza</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and that's when I</font> could<font color="#E5E5E5"> tell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that something was a little</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">bit off with her through dinner she kept</font> telling<font color="#E5E5E5"> me how</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> much I look like Shia</font> LaBeouf<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't know what to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> say so I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just shrugged it off with her thanks I</font> mean I look nothing<font color="#CCCCCC"> like Shia LaBeouf</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> it just didn't make any<font color="#CCCCCC"> sense</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to me when</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we got back home she asked if I had seen</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">her room yet I said no and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so she took</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> see it her walls were covered in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">posters of Shia LaBeouf she even had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">printed photos of him all over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her</font> mirror<font color="#E5E5E5"> she owned all of his movies I</font> didn't know what to<font color="#CCCCCC"> make of it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font> creepy the whole night she<font color="#CCCCCC"> had been</font> saying I look like him and now it's obvious to me<font color="#CCCCCC"> that she's obsessed with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this guy a few weeks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> past and I never</font> really saw her that much we didn't spend any<font color="#E5E5E5"> time together really she would come</font> home<font color="#CCCCCC"> from work and practically run to</font> her room<font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> spend the whole night</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in there she had this creepy</font> high-pitched giggle<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I would hear her</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">giggling through the walls all night and</font> wondered what the hell she could <font color="#CCCCCC">possibly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be doing occasionally she would</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">come out and talk for like two minutes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and she would always be slurring her</font> words<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I suspected she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had been</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">drinking a lot sometimes she wouldn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">say</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> anything and she would just stand in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hallway and watch me in the living</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">room I would turn and see her and be</font> surprised and say<font color="#E5E5E5"> hello Beth and then</font> there would<font color="#CCCCCC"> be this long</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> awkward pause</font> and she would give out her creepy <font color="#E5E5E5">high-pitched</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">giggle it was uncomfortable being around</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her she gave me the chills one night I</font> woke up at around<font color="#CCCCCC"> 2:00 a.m.</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because I</font> heard what<font color="#CCCCCC"> sounded like the front door</font> being unlocked<font color="#CCCCCC"> I came out of my bedroom</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all the lights were off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but I could</font> still<font color="#E5E5E5"> see Beth standing at the front</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">door she had her face against it and she</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> turning the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lock</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back and forth</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over again and every time she turned</font> the bolt she mumbled my name max max max<font color="#CCCCCC"> seeing</font> her standing<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the dark and mumbling my</font> name really<font color="#E5E5E5"> freaked me out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and it</font> doesn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> help me that she kind of looks</font> like<font color="#E5E5E5"> a bigger</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> version of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the girl from</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> ring I just quietly went back to my</font> room and<font color="#E5E5E5"> tried to sleep one night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> watching gladiator and she stumbled out of<font color="#E5E5E5"> her room and turned on the living</font> room<font color="#CCCCCC"> light</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> forcing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pause the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> movie</font> which was annoying<font color="#E5E5E5"> she then asked me if</font> I wanted to hear<font color="#E5E5E5"> about her ex-boyfriend</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it was an uneasy segue into the topic</font> but I<font color="#E5E5E5"> just said sure and then awkwardly</font> sat back to listen to her<font color="#CCCCCC"> ten minutes</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">into the story and she was so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> riled up</font> she was screaming<font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the top</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of her</font> lungs<font color="#E5E5E5"> about their breakup I was worried</font> that the<font color="#E5E5E5"> neighbors were going to call</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the cops she wasn't listening</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me when</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was asking her to lower her volume</font> amidst all<font color="#E5E5E5"> of her screaming one thing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she said really</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> freak me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out she was in</font> such a fit and yelled<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'll slit his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fucking throat and that was a big</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">game-changer suddenly I had no idea what</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this girl was capable of she was</font> practically<font color="#CCCCCC"> a stranger</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and everything I</font> had seen was becoming alarmingly disturbing after a few more minutes she told me thanks for<font color="#E5E5E5"> listening and started</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">doing her giggle</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I got out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">pretty fast</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and went to my room to go to</font> sleep I had a pretty unsettled feeling <font color="#E5E5E5">about being in the house with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> what's worse is<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there was no lock</font> on my bedroom<font color="#CCCCCC"> door</font> I pushed the<font color="#E5E5E5"> edge of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my dresser in front</font> of it<font color="#E5E5E5"> to act as a little barricade just</font> in case <font color="#CCCCCC">I woke up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the middle</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the night to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sound of my dresser scraping against</font> the floor<font color="#E5E5E5"> Beth was pushing the door open</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I turned on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my light shouting at her to</font> stop<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could see her through the opening</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the door she was so drunk and had</font> this insane look<font color="#E5E5E5"> in her eyes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I pushed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the door closed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and yelled at her to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> bed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I could hear her walk back to her</font> room but<font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't fall back asleep the</font> next<font color="#E5E5E5"> morning when I went out into the</font> hallway<font color="#CCCCCC"> my heart dropped I saw one of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her steak knives was on the floor by my</font> door I got<font color="#E5E5E5"> goose bumps all over my arms</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">all I could think about was her saying</font> she would slit that guy's throat<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> confronted her<font color="#CCCCCC"> about it and she said she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">didn't remember trying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to push my door</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">open</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she said she didn't even remember</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">telling me about her ex I had enough my</font> lease was<font color="#E5E5E5"> month-to-month</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I found a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">new spot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and moved out about a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> month</font> after<font color="#E5E5E5"> I moved out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> contacted me I was</font> at the movies<font color="#CCCCCC"> and my phone was off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font> I got<font color="#E5E5E5"> out I turned on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my phone and to my</font> shock I received<font color="#CCCCCC"> 40-plus text messages</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that had been sent</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to me over the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> past</font> two hours<font color="#E5E5E5"> they were all just insane</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">texts that ranged from everything</font> between hi how are you - I fucking<font color="#CCCCCC"> hate you it was insane I</font> didn't respond<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I never heard from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I always</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wondered if I hadn't</font> set my dresser in<font color="#CCCCCC"> front of my door would</font> she have quietly come into my room<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> slit my<font color="#CCCCCC"> throat</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I live in the basement of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a two-story</font> house my brother<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I rent</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he is the</font> upper floor and<font color="#E5E5E5"> my girlfriend and I live</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the lower floor he's entertaining a</font> lady<font color="#E5E5E5"> friend this evening and I'm in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> room trying not to hack up<font color="#CCCCCC"> along</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I have</font> that flu going around so I've been curled up under<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> comforter sleeping on</font> and off and watching Netflix<font color="#CCCCCC"> around 8:00</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it had to be as my girlfriend just</font> dropped off some soup<font color="#E5E5E5"> and Powerade from</font> the store to<font color="#CCCCCC"> me and headed to work she's</font> a deputy<font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the next town Dover's</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Police Department so she just leaves and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm back in bed dog next to me perusing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my choices on Netflix</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I hear our</font> gate open<font color="#E5E5E5"> not the dog hears it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> too she's</font> a cattle dog so she's very<font color="#E5E5E5"> protective</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">over her turf than me so she's growling</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at first I think it's my brother and his</font> friend going<font color="#E5E5E5"> to soak in the hot tub then</font> I get a<font color="#E5E5E5"> text it's my brother he and his</font> lady friend are headed to the store and <font color="#E5E5E5">asking if I won</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> anything I freeze so if</font> he's not<font color="#E5E5E5"> here</font> Hulu<font color="#CCCCCC"> buck is outside my yard I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> grab my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">rifle</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's not loaded so head loaded</font> while the dogs making<font color="#E5E5E5"> a racket my</font> windows<font color="#CCCCCC"> open ass Mitch and I approach it</font> the way my windows are are that they well<font color="#E5E5E5"> their windows there's a ladder that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">leads to the yard on both windows and</font> two grates<font color="#CCCCCC"> that open I shout out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> who the</font> fuck's there<font color="#E5E5E5"> no answer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just giggling so</font> I say fuck this<font color="#E5E5E5"> and dial nine-one-one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> the midst of<font color="#E5E5E5"> doing this the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> great swings</font> open<font color="#CCCCCC"> in a string hair blonde chick</font> starts coming down<font color="#E5E5E5"> the ladder</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she sees</font> me rifle in<font color="#E5E5E5"> hand and bangs on the window</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">while I'm telling dispatch what's going</font> on and they tell me<font color="#E5E5E5"> a units on the way</font> this chicks going<font color="#E5E5E5"> on about Zenith and</font> vibrations<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the aliens told her and</font> her<font color="#E5E5E5"> best</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> friend I have drugs</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I tell her</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> her friend to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get the fuck out I</font> hear the male yell cops<font color="#CCCCCC"> and her skinny</font> ass books it so I run upstairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> my dog</font> hot on my heel<font color="#E5E5E5"> open the back door my dog</font> runs out<font color="#E5E5E5"> after them</font> both of them<font color="#CCCCCC"> hop</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over my yard to my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">neighbors I hear the cops</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> coming into my</font> yard<font color="#CCCCCC"> I let them know I have a gun and</font> set it<font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the grass I point to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">neighbor's wall and one cop</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lifts</font> himself<font color="#E5E5E5"> over what they've already</font> escaped<font color="#E5E5E5"> now let them know what happened</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there pretty sure they know</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font> particular duo<font color="#E5E5E5"> by this time my brother's</font> home<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> feel him and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his girlfriend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> cops tell us to keep the windows and doors<font color="#CCCCCC"> locked and if they come</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back to</font> call them<font color="#CCCCCC"> again now I'm back in my room</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to fuckin keyed up to sleep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rifle in</font> hand<font color="#E5E5E5"> hopefully I don't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> see</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> those</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fucking</font> druggies<font color="#E5E5E5"> again at the time I was a few</font> months<font color="#CCCCCC"> into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> undergrad in Austin Texas</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and had just become comfortable enough</font> with<font color="#CCCCCC"> myself to come out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the closet</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that were new</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dating apps</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> available so</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> fine dates I used Craigslist in big</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mistake I started chatting with a guy</font> off Craigslist<font color="#CCCCCC"> Craig</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and we hit it off</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> decided</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to set a time and place for</font> a date to<font color="#CCCCCC"> meet in person</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his ad said he</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> 27 and I was 18 at the time at first</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he was very insistent on meeting at his</font> place<font color="#CCCCCC"> which I later found out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">trailer and it kind of made me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">suspicious but in his pictures he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> very<font color="#E5E5E5"> good-looking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had a nice smile etc</font> so I decided to<font color="#E5E5E5"> let</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go</font> eventually we agreed to get coffee <font color="#CCCCCC">before going to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his place</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so the day</font> arrived and I went to get<font color="#CCCCCC"> coffee and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> pretty excited I had showed my</font> roommate pictures of Craig<font color="#E5E5E5"> and talked</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about how I was looking forward</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">meeting him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I showed up at the coffee</font> shop<font color="#CCCCCC"> and he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> already there he</font> actually<font color="#CCCCCC"> did look like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his pictures so</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that was a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> good start we got coffee and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ended up chatting for several hours</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before he asked whether I wanted to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go</font> back<font color="#E5E5E5"> to his place</font> luckily my room<font color="#CCCCCC"> man called to check up</font> on me and<font color="#E5E5E5"> it also happened that he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> stranded<font color="#E5E5E5"> because his car had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> broken down</font> so I told Craig that I would take<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> friend back<font color="#CCCCCC"> home before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> heading over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">his place well by the time I picked up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my friend Craig was no longer answering</font> his phone or <font color="#E5E5E5">or anything when he finally answered he</font> accused me<font color="#E5E5E5"> of making up some excuse so I</font> wouldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> have to go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back to his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> place</font> with him<font color="#E5E5E5"> and basically was very angry</font> annoyed<font color="#E5E5E5"> despite her great conversation</font> earlier that was a bit bummed but <font color="#E5E5E5">basically didn't think of him again</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">until</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> years later when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my old roommate</font> sent me a link for a news article<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Craig apparently he had been running a</font> sex trafficking ring using<font color="#E5E5E5"> underage boys</font> that he would lure through his good looks<font color="#E5E5E5"> and promises</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I can</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only imagine</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what would have happened to me if I had</font> gone back<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his trailer with him that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">day back in December of 2012</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I received</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a notice from the manager of the Grocery</font> Outlet<font color="#CCCCCC"> I worked at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that we were getting</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a new member of our overnight crew</font> scheduled to be in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> following night</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the crew who consisted of myself and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">several others worked together</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> quite</font> some<font color="#CCCCCC"> time and we all grew into good</font> friends so the<font color="#E5E5E5"> next night it's myself</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and two others on schedule when the new</font> guy comes in I already knew his<font color="#CCCCCC"> name to</font> be<font color="#CCCCCC"> Cole</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I immediately went</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up to</font> introduce myself and all that jazz <font color="#CCCCCC">before showing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him around and telling</font> him exactly<font color="#E5E5E5"> what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to expect</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on any given</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">night surprisingly he seemed to be a</font> quick learner <font color="#E5E5E5">not that this shit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is complicated</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but it</font> can be a bit<font color="#CCCCCC"> tricky at first but he</font> never asked any questions are made in the comments almost acting as if he either knew what he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> being told or</font> that he wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> interested</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> being the</font> supervisor<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was pretty much</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> authority but I never used it everyone was used to allowed atmosphere as we would play music<font color="#E5E5E5"> and yell a lot it</font> helped keep us awake and somewhat energized<font color="#CCCCCC"> as I tried to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> break him in</font> Cole didn't seem<font color="#CCCCCC"> interested preferring</font> to work alone and<font color="#CCCCCC"> not take part</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in our</font> antics as time went on<font color="#E5E5E5"> his work began to</font> falter<font color="#E5E5E5"> soon he began</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to slow down and</font> disappear to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the back of the store for a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">while to do whatever</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then returned an</font> hour or so later<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I always figured</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> was being productive<font color="#E5E5E5"> and left him alone</font> what did surprise<font color="#E5E5E5"> me though was when</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">coal would use a box cutter</font> he wouldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> cut off the tape but instead</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> would stab the boxes and rip them</font> open<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told him to be careful but he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">merely gave me a shrug each time one day</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> manager called me and asked me to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">talk about how Cole's been doing at</font> night<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told him about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> how he became</font> slower with work<font color="#E5E5E5"> and seemed much less</font> interested seemingly<font color="#CCCCCC"> doing the bare</font> minimum<font color="#CCCCCC"> to get by</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he suggested that I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">should talk to him and I agreed three</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nights later</font> it's just Brad and myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> on the</font> schedule after<font color="#CCCCCC"> doing the usual stuff for</font> a while<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was finally break time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">decided to walk over to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the gas station</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">convenience store nearby and buy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> some</font> stuff<font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lunch break</font> as we got back<font color="#CCCCCC"> I noticed that the</font> entrance door was left open<font color="#E5E5E5"> shit that's</font> not<font color="#E5E5E5"> good I thought must have forgotten</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to close it but Brad said that he did</font> that's odd we had inside and<font color="#E5E5E5"> continued working into</font> lunch break<font color="#E5E5E5"> we're sitting in the break</font> room<font color="#CCCCCC"> eating and chatting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when we both</font> simultaneously heard something that <font color="#CCCCCC">sounded like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one of the freights moving</font> and happened again shortly thereafter<font color="#CCCCCC"> so</font> I got<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to check it out while Brad</font> stayed inside the<font color="#E5E5E5"> break room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I got to</font> the sales floor<font color="#CCCCCC"> and noticed that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one of</font> the freights had moved a few feet away from<font color="#E5E5E5"> where he left it originally</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> also</font> some<font color="#CCCCCC"> merchandise ed fallen off and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> lying<font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ground</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I began to put</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> stuff<font color="#CCCCCC"> back on the freight when I heard</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Brad yell my name</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> completely used to</font> yelling<font color="#E5E5E5"> I casually walked back towards</font> the break room to meet up<font color="#CCCCCC"> with Brad he</font> pointed towards<font color="#CCCCCC"> the emergency exit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> said that someone<font color="#CCCCCC"> had just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> walked out</font> but the alarm didn't go off <font color="#CCCCCC">I jogged up to it and peered outside and</font> saw<font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing at first</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought this was</font> a<font color="#E5E5E5"> joke</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> laughed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it off and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> stop<font color="#E5E5E5"> fucking with me but he insisted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> went out of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the emergency</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door and</font> walked around<font color="#E5E5E5"> the store but didn't see</font> anybody<font color="#CCCCCC"> I came back in through</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the front</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">entrance and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> met up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with Brad once again</font> near the<font color="#E5E5E5"> break room what did scare me</font> though was when Brad and I walked up to <font color="#CCCCCC">the emergency exit</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Brad suddenly turned around</font> and saw somebody walking he nudged me and I just<font color="#CCCCCC"> turned around to barely</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> see</font> the person walked towards the freezer <font color="#E5E5E5">and around the corner which was all the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">way</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the opposite end of the back</font> store area I ran to catch up<font color="#CCCCCC"> with whoever it was</font> but didn't see<font color="#E5E5E5"> anyone when I turned the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">corner the freezer was locked so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> whoever</font> it was couldn't have<font color="#E5E5E5"> gotten inside</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">unless they had a key but only I have</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> key Brad came out to me and asked me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">if I believed him now</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I did</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">who could be in the store and how did</font> they get in<font color="#CCCCCC"> I then</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thought</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the left</font> open entrance<font color="#E5E5E5"> from earlier and the fact</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that the emergency exit door alarms were</font> disabled and must<font color="#E5E5E5"> be someone who either</font> works here<font color="#E5E5E5"> and or is aware of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our</font> movements in the alarm system<font color="#E5E5E5"> we headed</font> back<font color="#CCCCCC"> to the sales floor to investigate</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">some more nothing was knocked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> off of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shelves nor was the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> freight moved this</font> time<font color="#E5E5E5"> I walked him near the front</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">entrance</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and peered out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a window</font> towards the parking lot but saw<font color="#E5E5E5"> nobody</font> but then as I turned towards the front entrance<font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw somebody walking from the</font> parking<font color="#CCCCCC"> lot to the back side of the</font> store this<font color="#E5E5E5"> time I recognized the person</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it was called what the fuck</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he's not</font> supposed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to be working</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I yelled</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to Brad who came up to me</font> as I told<font color="#CCCCCC"> him that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Cole's outside and</font> he's heading towards the<font color="#E5E5E5"> back side of</font> the store<font color="#E5E5E5"> he nods and runs off while I</font> follow <font color="#E5E5E5">we waited by the emergency exits for</font> about five minutes<font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Cole never</font> entered a<font color="#E5E5E5"> yell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dr. Brad to head to the</font> sales floor while I stayed back there<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> could hear<font color="#E5E5E5"> him run off as I stayed by</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the emergency exit out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nowhere I</font> turned around and<font color="#CCCCCC"> suddenly saw Cole's</font> standing about<font color="#E5E5E5"> 20 feet from me with a</font> box<font color="#E5E5E5"> cutter in his hand</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I've watched dawn as he glared at me how</font> the fuck did<font color="#CCCCCC"> he end</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up behind me I asked</font> him what the<font color="#CCCCCC"> fuck he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> doing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> that this wasn't funny he didn't seem to pick up on that though<font color="#E5E5E5"> finally when he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">did move</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was to position the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> box</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">cutter in an upwards cutting position</font> like<font color="#CCCCCC"> he was going to stab my chest or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">something but he eventually lowered it</font> down<font color="#E5E5E5"> and spoke</font> to me tell the manager I quit cold<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> turned put the box cutter in his pocket <font color="#E5E5E5">then walked towards the opposite end</font> once again<font color="#E5E5E5"> towards the freezer and</font> turned the corner<font color="#E5E5E5"> disappearing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I stood</font> there in shock<font color="#E5E5E5"> for about a minute</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when</font> Brad came running back<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me he asked if</font> I saw<font color="#CCCCCC"> Cole and I told him I did heading</font> off towards the freezer<font color="#CCCCCC"> Brad asked what</font> we should do<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told him what happened</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but insisted we just let it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for now</font> a<font color="#CCCCCC"> Witten and Silvia manager arrived a</font> couple<font color="#E5E5E5"> of hours later and told him that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Cole had told me he quit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but didn't go</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into any detail</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided not to tell</font> the manager about<font color="#E5E5E5"> what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had happened nor</font> any other co-workers for<font color="#E5E5E5"> that matter</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> didn't want<font color="#E5E5E5"> to escalate this in further</font> than it had<font color="#E5E5E5"> already</font> it wasn't until Brad said something that the police<font color="#CCCCCC"> became involved</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I then</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">learned after talking with the</font> authorities that<font color="#E5E5E5"> Cole has a mental</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">health record</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I should have reported</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">what happened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and not kept it a secret</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">regardless of my reasoning when I was 19</font> years old I had hit a dating rut<font color="#E5E5E5"> between</font> college and<font color="#E5E5E5"> work I was unable to put</font> much effort<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the meeting new people or</font> forming new relationships<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm a female</font> by the<font color="#E5E5E5"> way my best friend at the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">had just recently married and with no</font> dating life for herself<font color="#CCCCCC"> anymore she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">decided</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that helping me find</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the right</font> guy would<font color="#CCCCCC"> be the next best thing I</font> honestly wasn't even that interested in <font color="#CCCCCC">dating at the time I just wanted to</font> finish my<font color="#E5E5E5"> basics and transfer to a large</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">University but she insisted I give</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it a</font> chance<font color="#E5E5E5"> and she asked if it was alright</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> give this guy she knows</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my phone</font> number<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wary and refused at first</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">until she starts begging she pleads</font> about how handsome<font color="#E5E5E5"> this guy is and how</font> he's 25 and<font color="#CCCCCC"> has a stable life she tells</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> well-paying job e has about</font> the house he built itself<font color="#CCCCCC"> about the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ranch and his horses he owns she</font> glorifies<font color="#E5E5E5"> him as the sensitive caring</font> attractive<font color="#CCCCCC"> put-together guy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I know</font> no one is that perfect<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I asked</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">all right what's the catch she replies</font> he only has<font color="#CCCCCC"> one leg not that in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and of</font> itself<font color="#CCCCCC"> is not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> problem</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> until</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she says</font> he accidentally shot<font color="#CCCCCC"> his self in the leg</font> and it had to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be amputated</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I look at her</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">like she's just said the dumbest thing I</font> have<font color="#E5E5E5"> ever heard in my life</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I explained</font> that I don't think I want<font color="#CCCCCC"> to date</font> someone<font color="#CCCCCC"> who mishandles a gun so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> badly</font> they shoot their own leg off but after <font color="#CCCCCC">all her begging and pleading</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my cave and</font> me and hen<font color="#CCCCCC"> began chatting I can't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> quite</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">remember his name so let's just call him</font> Steve<font color="#E5E5E5"> the first couple of days</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">texting was pretty</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> okay</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was charming</font> funny<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it was easy to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> keep a</font> conversation going between us<font color="#E5E5E5"> he had a</font> slight arrogant tone and bragged a bit but I excused it I mean if I had my own <font color="#E5E5E5">house and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> high-paying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> job at 25 I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">think I would be a little smug too he</font> had made a<font color="#E5E5E5"> few comments that sent up a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">warning flag like how when we discussed</font> meeting in<font color="#E5E5E5"> person he talked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> wanting<font color="#E5E5E5"> to wait for a while before we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">meet and that before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we meet he would</font> like to<font color="#CCCCCC"> see me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> public</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but like me not</font> seeing him in public<font color="#CCCCCC"> he wanted me to go</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to a public place</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> where he could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then</font> observe me with me not<font color="#E5E5E5"> realizing he's</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that's some creepy shit I told</font> myself I was looking<font color="#E5E5E5"> too deep into it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and to give this guy a chance</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but on the</font> third<font color="#E5E5E5"> day</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> more specifically at night he</font> suddenly decided<font color="#E5E5E5"> things weren't moving</font> fast<font color="#E5E5E5"> enough</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he began asking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">inappropriate questions</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like what my</font> sexual experience was what my deepest darkest hidden kinks were had I ever masturbated<font color="#CCCCCC"> etc I expressed my</font> discomfort with this<font color="#E5E5E5"> do to us only</font> knowing each other<font color="#E5E5E5"> for three days he</font> backed off and apologized and began a guilt<font color="#E5E5E5"> trip on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me that at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the time I</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> really notice he said</font> manipulative things like I didn't mean anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> by it I just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> want you to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trust</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I don't want our</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> relationship to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">be a normal relationship</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I want us to be</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">open with one another and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> want to be the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only person that</font> you<font color="#E5E5E5"> trust your fears with another day in</font> night<font color="#CCCCCC"> of this and I very stupidly</font> told<font color="#E5E5E5"> him one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the deepest darkest</font> kinks that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I have never and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> will never</font> tell anyone<font color="#E5E5E5"> about and won't even name</font> what it is in<font color="#CCCCCC"> this story he immediately</font> sympathizes with me and assures me that <font color="#E5E5E5">he feels the same while wanting me to go</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into further detail</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I immediately feel</font> regretted<font color="#E5E5E5"> and trying to change the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> topic</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he keeps trying to bring it up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again and</font> I<font color="#CCCCCC"> explained that I'm not comfortable and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> don't think I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> should</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have told</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him those</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> things because it was too soon</font> I explained<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to take it</font> slow<font color="#E5E5E5"> he agrees and we change topics we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">started talking about his home and his</font> ranch and I asked him to send pictures <font color="#CCCCCC">of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because he built it herself</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he immediately starts</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sending me photo</font> after photo of his home<font color="#CCCCCC"> and ranch and</font> all<font color="#E5E5E5"> of his horses for a while it's no</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">text just pictures being sent one after</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the other</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> picture of a house of a yard</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">horse huge erect dick fence</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I immediately</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> interrupt him with what</font> the fuck<font color="#E5E5E5"> he asked if I liked it to which</font> I reply with a big fat no<font color="#E5E5E5"> I try to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">explain how inappropriate that is and</font> try to understand why<font color="#CCCCCC"> he thought it was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">okay to send that when it had nothing to</font> do<font color="#CCCCCC"> with what we were talking about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> gets irritated<font color="#E5E5E5"> and says damn just chill</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stop freaking out it wasn't even my dick</font> excuse me it wasn't your dick<font color="#E5E5E5"> then whose dick was</font> it I proceeded to<font color="#E5E5E5"> blow up and we get</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into a fight</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I contact the friend who</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">set</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us up and explained what has</font> happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> she tells me that Steve has</font> also contacted her and that he was calling<font color="#CCCCCC"> me a bitch</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and saying that I was</font> a psycho<font color="#E5E5E5"> me my friend agreed to just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ignore him and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> end the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> conversation this</font> completely infuriates him<font color="#E5E5E5"> he begins</font> threatening not just me but<font color="#E5E5E5"> my friend</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">too saying he's going to kill</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> us in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our</font> families and<font color="#CCCCCC"> that we would be sorry and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">all that bullshit we just ignored until</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he literally</font> recites<font color="#E5E5E5"> our fucking home addresses to us</font> we pay attention<font color="#CCCCCC"> after</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that no I never</font> told him which<font color="#E5E5E5"> city I lived in or</font> anything like<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I asked my friend how</font> exactly she knew him<font color="#E5E5E5"> and she said that</font> she<font color="#E5E5E5"> kind of lied and didn't really know</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him that well she used to work in an FYE</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at the local mall and apparently this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">psycho was a customer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> who stopped there</font> and one<font color="#CCCCCC"> day she just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> randomly asked if</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> was single and if he might be</font> interested in me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I proceeded to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lose my</font> shit<font color="#E5E5E5"> she didn't even know the guy the</font> guy shouldn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> even know our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> last names</font> and here he is<font color="#E5E5E5"> now telling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the names</font> of our parents and<font color="#E5E5E5"> our siblings</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and our</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">telephone numbers we immediately take</font> screenshots of everything<font color="#CCCCCC"> he's saying</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and inform him that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if he doesn't stop</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">then we're involving the police he of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">course continues with his threats</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> friend's mom is the<font color="#E5E5E5"> secretary of a</font> lawyer<font color="#E5E5E5"> so after reporting Steve to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">authorities and blocking him we took the</font> situation to my friend's mom and she took care<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have the exact</font> details<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we never heard from him</font> again <font color="#E5E5E5">reading this might</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not seem too scary to</font> you retelling it now makes it seem quite hilarious<font color="#CCCCCC"> but when a stranger is</font> reciting your own address<font color="#E5E5E5"> to you and</font> threatening your<font color="#CCCCCC"> well-being</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it can be</font> pretty damn terrifying a few days<font color="#E5E5E5"> later I came to the</font> realization<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I should have known the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dick-pic wasn't a pic of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his own dick</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the guy in the picture has two</font> legs<font color="#CCCCCC"> so one-legged</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Steve who has pics of</font> other dudes dicks<font color="#E5E5E5"> let's not meet I have</font> a<font color="#CCCCCC"> restraining order we have an iMessage</font> group chat going<font color="#E5E5E5"> of about seven friends</font> and myself<font color="#CCCCCC"> one of our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friends Kay is</font> kind<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the annoying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> little sister type</font> and gets on all of our nerves but we tolerate<font color="#CCCCCC"> her kay sends us a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> screenshot</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> a conversation with her younger</font> cousin who was either a senior in high <font color="#CCCCCC">school</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or a freshman in college he tells</font> her that he is<font color="#E5E5E5"> on tumblr and that a</font> photo of<font color="#E5E5E5"> case showed up on his feet</font> he proceeded<font color="#CCCCCC"> to reblog and show her kay</font> is confused because<font color="#E5E5E5"> the photo is a</font> random selfie from her Instagram which <font color="#E5E5E5">she rarely uses and has set the private</font> in addition neither she nor<font color="#E5E5E5"> any of the</font> people in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> group chat even used</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">tumblr</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> asked her cousin for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a link</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the site upon skimming the website we</font> find to our<font color="#E5E5E5"> horror that the tumblr is</font> brimming with photographs of all five girls in the group<font color="#CCCCCC"> chat individual posts</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> personalized captions of photos</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">taken from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a respective instagrams</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> most</font> of which<font color="#E5E5E5"> are private the further back we</font> viewed the page<font color="#E5E5E5"> the creepier had got</font> because it seemed<font color="#CCCCCC"> like the page was</font> targeting one particular girl in<font color="#E5E5E5"> our</font> group<font color="#CCCCCC"> q 90% of the photos the individual</font> posted were just a few mostly taken from her Instagram there were love poems dedicated to her<font color="#E5E5E5"> sentimental captions</font> accompanying some photos such as<font color="#CCCCCC"> Q and</font> her loving<font color="#E5E5E5"> parents and even some photos</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> obtained from her Facebook</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">account despite those settings being set</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> private the owner the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Tumblr seems to</font> be an adult male from a country <font color="#CCCCCC">different to where we live</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> who</font> occasionally posted<font color="#E5E5E5"> things that were</font> more personal to him such as a photo of an ice skating<font color="#E5E5E5"> rink</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> childhood</font> neighborhood<font color="#E5E5E5"> or a youtube link to a</font> homemade footage from like<font color="#E5E5E5"> eight years</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ago that he helped produce the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> owner of</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> count doesn't seem to be the same</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">person</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the owner</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tumblr</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">through my own investigation the person</font> does seem to be<font color="#E5E5E5"> real though the primary</font> purpose of that site<font color="#CCCCCC"> look like a shrine</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> sorts dedicated to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Q there were in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">fact other posts such as lyrics to</font> random old songs by obscure artists which hinted at the owners age<font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font> were photos<font color="#CCCCCC"> pulled from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my own Instagram</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">such as a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> zoomed-in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and crop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pic of my</font> face<font color="#CCCCCC"> taken</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from a group shot the most</font> horrifying<font color="#CCCCCC"> part</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was one of the older</font> photos he had<font color="#E5E5E5"> posted this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> photo was not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just one of Q's pulled from her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> social</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">media</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a photograph of two</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> real</font> framed photos in the person's home of <font color="#CCCCCC">q the caption for that photo indicated</font> that the stalker had been dedicated<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her since 2012 2012</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we just came across</font> this tumblr here in 2017 needless<font color="#CCCCCC"> to say</font> we were<font color="#CCCCCC"> all thoroughly stunned and</font> frightened<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we have no idea what to</font> do<font color="#E5E5E5"> Q proceeded to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sent an angry</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> message</font> to the owner via some link on their page and just<font color="#E5E5E5"> like that the page was deleted</font> we have no more leads<font color="#E5E5E5"> although I've been</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">doing my own</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> research on trying to find</font> out the<font color="#CCCCCC"> identity of the person I'm not</font> even sure what we<font color="#E5E5E5"> can do from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> here</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">seeing how we no longer have evidence</font> except for screenshots<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the site that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we took as well as a way back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> archived</font> link of the site any<font color="#CCCCCC"> vice</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would be</font> appreciated this<font color="#E5E5E5"> literally</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> happened</font> to me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and now I'm sitting in my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">apartment all the blinds drawn and the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">doors locked</font> I live in a city<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I worked third</font> shift<font color="#CCCCCC"> so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> needless to say I've seen some</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">weird shit at night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> due</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to my schedule</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">even when I'm off I'm up the whole night</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that being said I was in the military</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I've worked in security forever so</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even though I'm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pretty skinny five seven</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and a female</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I rarely get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nervous being</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">out and about at night anywho I live</font> alone<font color="#E5E5E5"> with no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one to keep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me company but</font> my cat and my fur child<font color="#CCCCCC"> a six month old</font> lab boxer around<font color="#E5E5E5"> 4 a.m.</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pop went to the</font> door<font color="#CCCCCC"> and indicated he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> needed to go out</font> now<font color="#CCCCCC"> and signaling</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that he needs to go</font> pee is kind of a new thing<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I jumped</font> at the chance to<font color="#CCCCCC"> take him outside so i</font> bundled myself up<font color="#E5E5E5"> hook the puppy up to</font> the leash<font color="#CCCCCC"> and out we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go to get to the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">stretch of land where the dogs are</font> allowed to use<font color="#CCCCCC"> the restroom you have to</font> walk<font color="#CCCCCC"> past one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other apartment complex</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">enough a hill it's late so it's dark but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the apartment parking lot which runs</font> alongside it is<font color="#E5E5E5"> well lit so I've never</font> felt nervous<font color="#E5E5E5"> or that it was too dark pup</font> starts to sniff<font color="#CCCCCC"> around and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I light</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up a</font> cigarette washed with what was<font color="#CCCCCC"> probably a</font> disproportionate sense of<font color="#E5E5E5"> victory as my</font> dog pees outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> suddenly pup stops</font> midstream <font color="#E5E5E5">his entire</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> body went still in a way I've</font> only ever<font color="#CCCCCC"> seen concerning squirrels</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> ears perk up<font color="#E5E5E5"> his tail is straight up and</font> then slowly his ears started the pin back<font color="#E5E5E5"> his tail quivered and a low</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> angry</font> sounding growling ever heard my pup make starts at the same moment<font color="#E5E5E5"> I felt the</font> hair on the back<font color="#CCCCCC"> of my neck</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stand up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">some</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> long-buried</font> instinct flared up<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I became</font> instantly<font color="#E5E5E5"> wary</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I turned and put my back</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the brick of the nearest apartment</font> building and<font color="#E5E5E5"> scan the parking lot</font> nothing<font color="#E5E5E5"> nobody out walking their dogs</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no</font> one out throwing trash away<font color="#E5E5E5"> you're</font> walking to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> car no one on their</font> balcony pumps<font color="#CCCCCC"> growling started to get</font> louder and<font color="#CCCCCC"> louder and he actually</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">started to lower his head at this point</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'd gone completely still and my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">reaction to his discomfort was so severe</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that I'd fallen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on old</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> habits</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> curled the palm of<font color="#E5E5E5"> my hand to hide the</font> cherry<font color="#E5E5E5"> of my cigarette</font> so it wasn't giving off as much light this is pointless by the way<font color="#E5E5E5"> as I was</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> in a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> seafoam green</font> North Face<font color="#E5E5E5"> and brown</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> uggs that stand out</font> like a<font color="#E5E5E5"> beacon in the darkness</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> never mind</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> fact that I was standing underneath</font> a light at this point<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had pretty much</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">decided to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> note the fuck out and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> head</font> back<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my apartment because I trust</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> dog's<font color="#E5E5E5"> judgment of the situation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> started shuffling<font color="#CCCCCC"> towards the walkway</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that would lead</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me back down to my</font> entryway<font color="#E5E5E5"> hesitant to even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> turn my back</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to the area despite</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the fact I couldn't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">see</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> any more to my surprise</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">pop started following</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> without</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> any</font> complaints normally he would fight tooth and nail<font color="#CCCCCC"> to avoid</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> going back inside</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I didn't want to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> turn my back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the lot</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but I also didn't want to just stumble</font> backwards down the hill<font color="#E5E5E5"> finally I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">decided fuck it and just swung around</font> and walked briskly back to my apartment <font color="#CCCCCC">as I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> going up the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> outside stairs my</font> dog paused at<font color="#CCCCCC"> the top landing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I reached it</font> daring behind me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I punched the code to</font> get<font color="#E5E5E5"> into my building</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before turning</font> around<font color="#CCCCCC"> holding</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> open and</font> standing at the top<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the hill</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is a guy</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">know I've</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> seen this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> guy before</font> but what the hell I don't<font color="#CCCCCC"> know everyone</font> in the complex<font color="#CCCCCC"> but he was just standing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there watching me from the path I just</font> walked<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I had no idea</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> where the hell</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he came</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pup was still growling so I</font> moved back<font color="#E5E5E5"> pulling him inside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I made</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sure</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the door was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shut and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> locked then</font> ran up three<font color="#E5E5E5"> flights of stairs</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">floor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I paused at the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> top where there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was a big window and the guy had moved</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">further down the hill and was just</font> standing there watching me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I backed up</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> past the fire door but I still</font> didn't feel safe<font color="#CCCCCC"> even with the closed</font> and me finally removed from the<font color="#CCCCCC"> guys</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sight I ran back to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my apartment and</font> locked the door I called my apartments 24/7 helpline but despite the<font color="#E5E5E5"> fact</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> it's called<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 24-7 helpline</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no one was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a meeting cookies with a huge</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">assam</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bowie knife watching Rocko's</font> Modern Life <font color="#CCCCCC">I always watch cartoons when freaked out</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> my poor pup probably still needs to</font> pee I have no idea if I'm ever<font color="#E5E5E5"> going to</font> take him out late at night<font color="#E5E5E5"> again I work</font> at an outdoor<font color="#E5E5E5"> mall in a great</font> neighborhood<font color="#E5E5E5"> you'd assume that it's safe</font> as hell to be here<font color="#E5E5E5"> but then again you</font> just can't be<font color="#CCCCCC"> sure anymore</font> there are creepy<font color="#E5E5E5"> people everywhere and I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just can't help shake the feeling that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> isn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my last encounter</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> man I'm<font color="#E5E5E5"> 19 years old and I work at a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">kiosk that sells all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kinds of wonky</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">jewelry it's usually teens young adults</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and occasionally some older adults that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shop with us every once in a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> while this</font> man comes up<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the kiosk easily</font> recognizable<font color="#CCCCCC"> sing leather jacket</font> crinkled corners of his eyes<font color="#E5E5E5"> one front</font> tooth shorter than the other <font color="#CCCCCC">same slouched way of walking he's</font> usually<font color="#CCCCCC"> harmless</font> oh my good god the last few<font color="#E5E5E5"> times</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he's</font> come by have made me so uncomfortable <font color="#CCCCCC">agreed every customer with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hey can I</font> help you find<font color="#E5E5E5"> anything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and most of them</font> saying they're<font color="#E5E5E5"> just looking he always</font> smiles at me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and says just looking</font> darling at first it was fine<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't care</font> whatsoever<font color="#CCCCCC"> he seemed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like a harmless</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 50</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">or so years old man they always spent a</font> very<font color="#CCCCCC"> long time looking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at the display</font> and never bought anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> most of the</font> time I'm<font color="#E5E5E5"> working the night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shift at the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">kiosk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> while I'm surrounded by</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other</font> shoppers and other<font color="#CCCCCC"> kiosk workers - kind</font> of all by itself in<font color="#CCCCCC"> between</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> two empty</font> ones in the back<font color="#E5E5E5"> the mall sales have</font> been<font color="#E5E5E5"> going downhill the last few years</font> and I'm<font color="#CCCCCC"> usually left alone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> - the</font> friendly security woman that stops<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> chats with me on her rounds<font color="#E5E5E5"> she comes by</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">every 30 minutes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and she's one of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the few</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> friends I have at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> work the only</font> stores in my view are Reebok and<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> Macy's<font color="#CCCCCC"> a few nights ago I was sitting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> kiosk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bored out of my mind and the</font> security lady had already continued on her way I had scrolled through<font color="#CCCCCC"> Reddit</font> already and was<font color="#CCCCCC"> getting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ready to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> open up</font> Netflix<font color="#E5E5E5"> and continue watching</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> terrace</font> house<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I hear footsteps coming up I</font> look up<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> see the creepy man staring</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me but not actually at the kiosk yet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> wave<font color="#E5E5E5"> at him and it gives a little smile</font> but one that sends<font color="#CCCCCC"> chills down my spine</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a customer walks up and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I immediately</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">jump at the chance to help them trying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to shake</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the creepy feeling I had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font> I checked out the customer and written <font color="#E5E5E5">down the receipt</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I glanced up to see the</font> man still staring at me before<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could</font> say<font color="#CCCCCC"> anything he started walking over</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">taking my eye contact as permission to</font> come join me evening darlin he said doing<font color="#CCCCCC"> an almost bow good evening I told</font> him he proceeded<font color="#CCCCCC"> to do as usual checking</font> the display<font color="#E5E5E5"> not buying anything</font> movements instead<font color="#CCCCCC"> of walking around the</font> cart<font color="#E5E5E5"> he stayed by</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the register where I</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> walk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> behind my chair to check</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">besides but never went</font> where he couldn't see me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and then he</font> started asking<font color="#CCCCCC"> questions like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we were</font> longtime<font color="#E5E5E5"> friends or something</font> so<font color="#E5E5E5"> darling do you have a boyfriend</font> I kind of guffawed at that<font color="#E5E5E5"> because I'd</font> been<font color="#E5E5E5"> single for over a year</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> now</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">know</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't have a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> boyfriend but there</font> was a checkout<font color="#E5E5E5"> girl</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I found pretty damn</font> cute at my local<font color="#CCCCCC"> grocery store ah see</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> said do you<font color="#E5E5E5"> have any plans after work</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> asked me I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> getting uneasy at this</font> point but I told him yes I was going to a<font color="#E5E5E5"> party are you gonna</font> hook up with<font color="#E5E5E5"> any boys</font> he asked my jaw dropped<font color="#E5E5E5"> whether or not I</font> was hooking up<font color="#E5E5E5"> with any boys was in no</font> way<font color="#E5E5E5"> any of his business but I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just told</font> him no<font color="#E5E5E5"> he smiled a little and said good</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you're too pretty for them little</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> boys</font> anyways he faced me again and<font color="#E5E5E5"> came up to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hug</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me until this point I hadn't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">realized my heart rate increasing and it</font> only became apparent<font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> found it</font> harder<font color="#CCCCCC"> to breathe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before he could</font> actually do so Linda the security woman walked up<font color="#E5E5E5"> and glared at him sir</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you're not going to be buying anything</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> this young woman I would suggest</font> you<font color="#CCCCCC"> go loiter somewhere else he</font> stiffened at the sound of Linda's voice <font color="#E5E5E5">she's a very intimidating woman and he</font> left you<font color="#CCCCCC"> alright honey</font> she asked me I shrugged he's always here <font color="#CCCCCC">I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told her she shook her head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> let me in</font> Russ walk you to your car<font color="#E5E5E5"> after work</font> today<font color="#CCCCCC"> okay I nodded</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> relieved that she</font> offered<font color="#CCCCCC"> without me even having</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to ask</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the rest of my shift was fine I get</font> through it and managed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to make my bosses</font> a bit of money that's<font color="#E5E5E5"> an o'clock on the dot Linda and</font> her boyfriend<font color="#E5E5E5"> Russ are at my kiosk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they</font> wait for<font color="#CCCCCC"> me to pack up my purse and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then</font> walk me to<font color="#E5E5E5"> my little Prius they wait for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me to drive away as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> well on my way to</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> party I stopped by a gas station to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">fill up the tank</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I'm waiting for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> fill I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> glance over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and see the man</font> from the<font color="#E5E5E5"> mall</font> the mini-mart<font color="#E5E5E5"> he's buying a pack of</font> cigarettes<font color="#CCCCCC"> and he looks out the window</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and sees me when he does</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he smiles and</font> waves<font color="#E5E5E5"> he holds up one finger asking me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to wait a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> minute</font> I don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd yank out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the fuel hose and</font> jump in my<font color="#CCCCCC"> car</font> booking it out of there I take<font color="#E5E5E5"> several</font> detours<font color="#E5E5E5"> before arriving</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 30 minutes late</font> to the<font color="#CCCCCC"> party I had to make sure</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I would</font> lose him<font color="#CCCCCC"> before showing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up there it's</font> been a few nights since that happened <font color="#E5E5E5">and the only reason I'm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> submitting this</font> now is because<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm actually</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> working the</font> morning shift<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I just saw him walk</font> out of the<font color="#CCCCCC"> Macy's across from me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Linda</font> has someone biking<font color="#CCCCCC"> around this after the</font> mall<font color="#E5E5E5"> so he won't come near me today back</font> in 1989 to<font color="#E5E5E5"> 1990</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I work for a large</font> drugstore chain that<font color="#E5E5E5"> was about 19 years</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">old</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> female as I was a college</font> student<font color="#E5E5E5"> I worked the closing shift which</font> ended usually at<font color="#E5E5E5"> 9:00 p.m. after facing</font> the shelves and counting out the<font color="#E5E5E5"> cash</font> drawers<font color="#CCCCCC"> I get out between</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 9:30 to 10:00</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">p.m. my home in college was about a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 25</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">minute drive so I would drive this</font> rather desolate highway home it's busier on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the road during the day but nearly no</font> one on it<font color="#CCCCCC"> at that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hour</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was driving and</font> saw police<font color="#E5E5E5"> lights in my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> rearview mirror</font> thinking<font color="#E5E5E5"> back on it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I noticed something</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> wrong with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the lights</font> but it wasn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> enough to really register</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I pulled over but that little</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> voice that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">keeps you safe was telling me to proceed</font> with<font color="#CCCCCC"> caution I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rolled down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> window</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> 3 inches</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and waited the cop</font> approached me and I was still<font color="#E5E5E5"> racking my</font> brain with what I<font color="#E5E5E5"> could have done wrong</font> probably<font color="#CCCCCC"> speeding the cop walks up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to my</font> car<font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> kind of angles himself so I had</font> to really turn around in my seat to see <font color="#E5E5E5">him he was mid-30s clean-cut and wearing</font> a uniform<font color="#E5E5E5"> he asked me to roll down my</font> window<font color="#E5E5E5"> further and I did another inch</font> something<font color="#E5E5E5"> about him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just was wrong so</font> wrong I couldn't put my<font color="#CCCCCC"> finger on it</font> when he tried to<font color="#CCCCCC"> open my door I knew it</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> wrong</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I kept asking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him why he</font> pulled me over<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he said I needed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">step out of the car</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I told him I would</font> but he needed to call<font color="#E5E5E5"> backup</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he said I</font> needed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to listen to him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I told him again</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I wanted someone else</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and that I was uncomfortable they</font> started pulling<font color="#E5E5E5"> my door handle harder I</font> don't know what that<font color="#E5E5E5"> was going to</font> accomplish<font color="#E5E5E5"> and they started beating on</font> my window<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was scared for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> life</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">especially because I didn't know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a real cop or an</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> impostor he started</font> screaming<font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me to get out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the car</font> now<font color="#E5E5E5"> he tried reaching through the window</font> to grab me<font color="#E5E5E5"> any part of me as he kept</font> hitting my window<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm screaming and</font> crying and<font color="#CCCCCC"> it always been such a rule</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">follower that I didn't know what to do</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">finally I gathered all my courage and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">gun my car back then I drove an older</font> Mustang so that thing<font color="#E5E5E5"> took off like</font> crazy<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm pretty sure I ran over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> foot in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the process no regrets once I got</font> back to<font color="#E5E5E5"> my dorm I told my boyfriend what</font> happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> and was afraid to call the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">police because I was sure they were</font> going<font color="#E5E5E5"> to arrest</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> he called them<font color="#CCCCCC"> they came</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the dorm</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> took a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> report from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what I remember</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> the first young woman that this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to and yes it was a fake</font> cop<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm so grateful I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> listened to that</font> little voice<font color="#CCCCCC"> that told me not to roll my</font> window down<font color="#CCCCCC"> and told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to take</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> off it</font> was only years<font color="#CCCCCC"> later that I realized</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> guy almost</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> certainly had to follow</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> from when I got</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> off of work</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> how else</font> would he<font color="#CCCCCC"> know that the car had a young</font> female occupant<font color="#E5E5E5"> from what I understand</font> and they never caught him<font color="#E5E5E5"> magis hope he</font> walks<font color="#E5E5E5"> with a limp and rethinks targeting</font> young women on empty highways this happened to me<font color="#CCCCCC"> when I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> around</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">five to eight years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> old</font> it started<font color="#E5E5E5"> when my mom's mother died</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> grandma had a husband my mom's stepfather who she married later in<font color="#E5E5E5"> life my mom didn't know him</font> well but<font color="#CCCCCC"> thought he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was an okay guy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font> over time my grandparents<font color="#CCCCCC"> relationship</font> soured<font color="#CCCCCC"> my grandma complained</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that they</font> fought<font color="#CCCCCC"> all the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time there wasn't any</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">signs that the relationship was actually</font> abusive although in retrospect maybe it was anyway my grandma died suddenly<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my mom and I went to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stay with my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> step</font> grandfather for a while so we<font color="#E5E5E5"> could sort</font> through my<font color="#E5E5E5"> grandma's stuff</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she had</font> hoarding tendencies<font color="#E5E5E5"> and helped him with</font> all<font color="#E5E5E5"> the shit you have to take care of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">after death</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but my mom started to notice</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">some</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> things didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> add up</font> my grandma had been healthy<font color="#CCCCCC"> and active</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and she just suddenly stopped breathing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and her sleep okay it happens I guess</font> but why was my step grandfather so cheerful<font color="#E5E5E5"> and why did he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have an</font> expensive<font color="#CCCCCC"> vacation plan</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> next month</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">booked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before her death with no ticket</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for my grandma</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when they always vacation</font> together<font color="#E5E5E5"> before and in a house full of</font> disorganized clutter<font color="#E5E5E5"> isn't it convenient</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that he had already</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had all the relevant</font> insurance<font color="#CCCCCC"> will legal documents and</font> information<font color="#E5E5E5"> already gathered neatly in a</font> folder which my<font color="#E5E5E5"> mother was prevented</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> looking at just lots of little</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">things that made my mom wonder it seemed</font> like he had prepared<font color="#CCCCCC"> for a death</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no one</font> else saw<font color="#E5E5E5"> coming so she started asking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">questions</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and that's when we started</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">getting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stomachaches</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happened</font> regularly<font color="#E5E5E5"> after meals and got worse</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">towards the end</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of each day previously</font> my mom and step grandfather had alternated cooking but he started insisting<font color="#E5E5E5"> that he'd take care</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all the</font> cooking<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the point where he was</font> aggressive<font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it being</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> young my</font> memory of<font color="#E5E5E5"> all this is quite foggy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> mixture of my true memories and what my mom has told me but I do have some clear memories and one is this my mom sent<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> down at the table then</font> walked over<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the counter where he was</font> finishing<font color="#E5E5E5"> the meal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> unaware</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of her</font> approaching<font color="#E5E5E5"> when she reached out to grab</font> a finished dish and<font color="#E5E5E5"> set it on the table</font> he noticed at<font color="#CCCCCC"> the last minute and</font> screamed at her hey leave<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> alone</font> I got it<font color="#E5E5E5"> and snatched it away from her</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she watched him carefully after that and</font> noticed that<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> always seemed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to fiddle</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with two of the dishes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> right before</font> serving them<font color="#E5E5E5"> always</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to me and my mother</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she was getting scared now</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so early one</font> morning she<font color="#E5E5E5"> snuck a look at that folder</font> of insurance and legal<font color="#CCCCCC"> documents I</font> mentioned earlier the details are too <font color="#E5E5E5">personal to go into but suffice</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what she saw there convinced her she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">believes an</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the my step</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">grandfather tired of being married</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hated</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and not wanting to lose</font> his assets in<font color="#E5E5E5"> a divorce</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> smothered my</font> grandmother to death in her sleep<font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font> we<font color="#E5E5E5"> came around and started asking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">questions he poisoned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us either to kill</font> us to cover up the<font color="#CCCCCC"> murder or to make us</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sick enough</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that we'd want to go home to</font> recover<font color="#CCCCCC"> I think the latter is more</font> likely but<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was a small kid and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was</font> getting<font color="#CCCCCC"> very sick and it would have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been</font> easy<font color="#E5E5E5"> to overdose me even if he didn't</font> intend<font color="#E5E5E5"> to my mom woke me and we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">immediately fled the stomachaches</font> stopped<font color="#CCCCCC"> a few weeks later we broke the</font> lease on our<font color="#E5E5E5"> apartment and moved</font> somewhere he would<font color="#E5E5E5"> never find us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just in</font> case he never spoke<font color="#E5E5E5"> to him again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I asked</font> my mom<font color="#E5E5E5"> years later why she didn't go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> the police <font color="#E5E5E5">and she said she didn't know</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">still reeling from the death of her</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">mother</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and was panicked and did what</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">felt right</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at the time my mother was 13</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> this would have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been mid to late</font> 1960s<font color="#E5E5E5"> she's the second oldest of seven</font> children<font color="#E5E5E5"> her drunk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wife-beating dad had</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just left</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them all and promptly</font> remarried<font color="#E5E5E5"> and started a new</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> family</font> within<font color="#E5E5E5"> months thus my grandmother and my</font> older aunt<font color="#E5E5E5"> 15 years old were both</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">working to make ends meet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for such a</font> huge<font color="#E5E5E5"> family</font> my mom was left the baby said all the younger kids on her own<font color="#E5E5E5"> almost every</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">night of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> week</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they're in the main</font> bedroom<font color="#E5E5E5"> playing games and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> talking one</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">bed is pushed against the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wall</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> almost</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> same level as a large window this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was a very rural area and the only thing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">outside that side of the house was a</font> patch<font color="#CCCCCC"> of woods with a cow field</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">other side so they often</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> left the blinds</font> open<font color="#E5E5E5"> mom is sitting on the bed with her</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">siblings and really paying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> attention to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the darkness</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> outside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> point my</font> uncle Robbie<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> five at the time goes</font> to the bathroom<font color="#CCCCCC"> and when he was walking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">back into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the room as when he starts</font> screaming<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the top of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his lungs</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pointing over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my mother's shoulder at</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> window no words just a long scream</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before taking a breath and screaming</font> again mom looks over and<font color="#CCCCCC"> lesson the</font> width of a bed from her a guy is against the glass<font color="#E5E5E5"> and grinning like only</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a true</font> nutjob can she said it looked<font color="#E5E5E5"> like it</font> would hurt<font color="#CCCCCC"> to smile that heart he had</font> one hand against the window and the <font color="#E5E5E5">other in his pants with a jerking motion</font> yeah really<font color="#E5E5E5"> classy mom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wasn't having any</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> she told<font color="#E5E5E5"> her next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> oldest sister</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to get</font> the baby out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the crib and to get</font> against the<font color="#E5E5E5"> door as she slid off the bed</font> never breaking eye<font color="#CCCCCC"> contact with him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she bent over to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the floor and pulled</font> the shotgun<font color="#CCCCCC"> out from under the bed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> guy didn't seem to understand what<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> was seeing at<font color="#CCCCCC"> first</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and still stood</font> there so she fired<font color="#CCCCCC"> a slug right into the</font> wall under<font color="#CCCCCC"> the window the guy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lit out of</font> there tripping over himself she called granny at work and granny came home<font color="#E5E5E5"> after that event she'd have an</font> elderly couple from down the<font color="#E5E5E5"> street stay</font> with them until<font color="#E5E5E5"> they finally moved years</font> later the<font color="#CCCCCC"> next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> day they could see it</font> actually<font color="#E5E5E5"> puckered the wall outward on</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> outside of the house she was close</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> actually shooting him right through</font> that crappy<font color="#CCCCCC"> old houses</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> walls now my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mother ended up becoming a military</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">officer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> obvious reasons now the only</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">good thing my grandfather did was make</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sure his kids</font> over the age<font color="#CCCCCC"> of eight</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> knew how to work a</font> gun against bad men without<font color="#E5E5E5"> being afraid</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it and it may just saved all of their</font> lives when I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> younger I was diagnosed with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">bipolar disorder at 14 it was very</font> difficult for<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to socialize with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">people</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> person so I turned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Internet there I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stumbled into the world</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the type based</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> roleplay</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it became my</font> passion<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even set me on the path</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">towards</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> becoming</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the artist I am today</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> original interest was Dragon Age and</font> I joined an RP group<font color="#E5E5E5"> on deviantART</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> EMM</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">loved that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> group and spent all my time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in the IRC chat which naturally led to a</font> decline<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my grades but I met</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Maiko</font> after I gained a bit<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an interest</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Slenderman I had stumbled across the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">blog space RP world of Slender blogging</font> and followed as many as I could <font color="#E5E5E5">dedicated a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> gmail to it and dived in</font> creating my own slender<font color="#E5E5E5"> block I played a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">character that was basically myself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sharing my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> own name I would even</font> frequently post little videos<font color="#CCCCCC"> of myself</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">running</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> through the woods</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or even just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">talking to the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> camera</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Michael was another player and his</font> character was<font color="#CCCCCC"> the enemy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> team you see I</font> played what was known as a runner<font color="#E5E5E5"> or</font> someone who was fleeing<font color="#E5E5E5"> the eldritch</font> horror<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he was a proxy which is a</font> servant of Slenderman the kicker was <font color="#E5E5E5">that he was more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> than</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just a grunt and</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> basically one of slenderman's elite</font> soldiers regardless we ended up chatting <font color="#E5E5E5">over email but he never broke</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> character</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so I didn't either we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> continued</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to play</font> with each<font color="#E5E5E5"> other for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over a year</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and a</font> half before<font color="#CCCCCC"> I ended up breaking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">character to another</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> player</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> who was</font> friends with<font color="#E5E5E5"> Michael as well he of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">course immediately told Michael oh my</font> god<font color="#E5E5E5"> she's not insane as we all kind of</font> thought everyone else<font color="#E5E5E5"> actually thought</font> this stuff<font color="#CCCCCC"> was real</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so Michael messaged me excitedly</font> announcing that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I wasn't insane</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> quickly<font color="#E5E5E5"> became pretty close personal</font> friends<font color="#E5E5E5"> and referred to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that moment as</font> the best moment in<font color="#CCCCCC"> RP history</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for most</font> of the time we knew each<font color="#E5E5E5"> other we talked</font> in an<font color="#E5E5E5"> almost</font> daily basis and he always seemed to<font color="#E5E5E5"> go</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his way</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to match my schedule</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even</font> though he lived two hours behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> me and</font> I was<font color="#CCCCCC"> a 15 year old high school student</font> by this point<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I was getting up at</font> 5:30<font color="#E5E5E5"> every morning</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to go to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> school</font> it was pretty honest with his age and being<font color="#E5E5E5"> mature for my age it didn't bother</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was 19 almost 20 and I was 15</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pretty close to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the end</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> year when<font color="#CCCCCC"> we started talking out of</font> character<font color="#CCCCCC"> so summer break came quickly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that just opened the door to us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> talking</font> all the<font color="#CCCCCC"> time I remember one night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> convinced me<font color="#CCCCCC"> to stay up and video chat</font> with him for the first<font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I had never</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">actually seen his face</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font> was ecstatic<font color="#CCCCCC"> I hid in my closet and we</font> talked<font color="#E5E5E5"> all night my dad busted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in at</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">4:00</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the morning and confiscated my</font> computer which I was not allowed to<font color="#E5E5E5"> have</font> in my<font color="#E5E5E5"> room at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night after that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> point but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I just ended</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up giving</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Michael my phone</font> number<font color="#CCCCCC"> and we grew closer later</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> while I</font> was spending<font color="#E5E5E5"> some</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time at a friend's</font> house<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told him that I didn't think he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was capable of surprising me and he</font> responded<font color="#CCCCCC"> by asking me out</font> being a 15 year old<font color="#CCCCCC"> girl I was ecstatic</font> but reluctant my friend did well to ground me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and think it through and he'd</font> been nothing if not a gentleman<font color="#E5E5E5"> to me so</font> after<font color="#CCCCCC"> a 45-minute</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> walk with my friend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> called him and ecstatically told him yes <font color="#CCCCCC">he had during</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that time sent me so many</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">texts expressing his concern</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that he'd</font> upset me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I ended up apologizing</font> profusely for making him wait the first few months were amazing we were so close and<font color="#E5E5E5"> talked every night on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> phone even</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sleeping while still in a call</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> fortunately<font color="#E5E5E5"> had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> unlimited text and call</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> had gotten weird once the school</font> year started<font color="#E5E5E5"> back up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over the summer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> had been able<font color="#CCCCCC"> to dedicate pretty much</font> all<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my time to him and with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> school it</font> would limit the time<font color="#E5E5E5"> we could talk to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">each</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other quite a bit</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it didn't occur to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me that all that</font> talking to<font color="#E5E5E5"> someone Fournier</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on 18</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hours</font> a day was an unhealthy dependency issue so we had her<font color="#E5E5E5"> first argument about</font> texting<font color="#E5E5E5"> he wanted me to text him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">whenever</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> able to be in call with him but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> wasn't allowed<font color="#CCCCCC"> to text</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in class he came</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to a compromise when I told</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him that I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">would text him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> between classes and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">column at lunch</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really have any</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friends at that school as it was a bit</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of a recluse and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the ones I did have</font> didn't share my lunch period so it didn't affect my social life that<font color="#E5E5E5"> much</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it went well for a while until</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I ran</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> an old friend from my middle school</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">who happened to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be a guy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> always</font> gotten along<font color="#E5E5E5"> better</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with the guys and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">girls but Michel freaked out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had been</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on the phone when it happened and had</font> brushed Michael off to talk to him<font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my friend and I parted ways I was</font> harshly told off and told that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> couldn't talk to<font color="#E5E5E5"> other guys</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> completely shocked<font color="#E5E5E5"> and tried</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> explain</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the guy had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been a friend of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mine</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Michael</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> then had a complete breakdown</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that his ex had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cheated on</font> him and<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he couldn't trust any other</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">guy to behave around me he was terrified</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that I'd be stolen he even cried I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">upset but I agreed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to mollify him and</font> began<font color="#CCCCCC"> to avoid my male friends</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> whenever</font> I was on the phone which was a lot quickly<font color="#E5E5E5"> school got pretty heavy and it</font> would take<font color="#E5E5E5"> me longer and longer to call</font> him after<font color="#CCCCCC"> school he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> began accusing me of</font> not<font color="#E5E5E5"> loving him enough to talk to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him and</font> claimed he had never had enough time with me<font color="#E5E5E5"> he gave me the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> option of texting</font> him in class or calling him as soon as<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">got home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from school I went with the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ladder which completely cut off any time</font> that I spent with<font color="#CCCCCC"> my family save</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for a</font> brief dinner after which I<font color="#CCCCCC"> immediately</font> returned to my room<font color="#E5E5E5"> things</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only</font> escalated from there<font color="#CCCCCC"> I would get held</font> after class for<font color="#E5E5E5"> falling asleep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because</font> it kept me up<font color="#E5E5E5"> all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night and he would</font> explode at me for not contacting<font color="#E5E5E5"> him the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">moment the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bail</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was scheduled to ring</font> he had a written copy of my exact schedule to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the minute and any</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> deviation</font> would freak him out<font color="#CCCCCC"> I began pushing away</font> all my<font color="#E5E5E5"> friends as he didn't approve of</font> any of<font color="#E5E5E5"> them he even claimed that a</font> particular friend was the human personification<font color="#E5E5E5"> of a demon that was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">trying to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kill him</font> his mental state<font color="#E5E5E5"> was revealed to be</font> extremely<font color="#E5E5E5"> fragile</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and he told me that he</font> had a second personality<font color="#CCCCCC"> whom was quite</font> literally<font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Slenderman character named</font> Strider<font color="#E5E5E5"> Mike spoke</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> frequently of this</font> constant battle<font color="#CCCCCC"> to keep Strider under</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> surface because while he wasn't a</font> bad<font color="#CCCCCC"> person he was irrevocably a major</font> douche bag he blamed his outbursts on this character<font color="#CCCCCC"> and even</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> texted me in at</font> Alex's Strider<font color="#E5E5E5"> as if his body had been</font> taken<font color="#CCCCCC"> over for the sole purpose of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">belittling a 15 year old girl over the</font> phone<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was sympathetic</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as my bipolar</font> was at its worst<font color="#CCCCCC"> and my therapist was</font> whispering the word schizoaffective to my mother when she<font color="#E5E5E5"> thought I couldn't</font> hear for the next year and a half he played<font color="#E5E5E5"> me like a puppet distancing me</font> from my<font color="#E5E5E5"> family and friends convincing me</font> the teachers only wanted to turn<font color="#E5E5E5"> me into</font> a mindless tool for the government<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> persuading and coercing me into performing sexually for him it felt disgusting but<font color="#E5E5E5"> he promised me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that he'd</font> marry me and we'd have beautiful children<font color="#CCCCCC"> he was frequently abusive but</font> we would quickly<font color="#E5E5E5"> get better and suddenly</font> everything would be<font color="#CCCCCC"> perfect again until</font> it deteriorated<font color="#CCCCCC"> into another</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> explosive</font> argument<font color="#E5E5E5"> eventually he convinced me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> call<font color="#E5E5E5"> CPS on my family and reported them</font> for abuse<font color="#E5E5E5"> now I won't claim that my</font> family was perfect my dad is an alcoholic<font color="#CCCCCC"> and he could get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pretty</font> violent<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he and I had vicious</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">arguments my mother mostly just</font> supported whatever my dad<font color="#E5E5E5"> did and I was</font> always incredibly resentful that<font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> wouldn't defend me even when<font color="#CCCCCC"> my dad</font> slapped me<font color="#E5E5E5"> kicked me out of the house</font> barefoot<font color="#E5E5E5"> and was generally overly</font> aggressive<font color="#CCCCCC"> with me but they did care</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> my home<font color="#E5E5E5"> was clean warm well stocked with</font> food my sisters and I never really wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font> much physically and<font color="#E5E5E5"> we often got things</font> we wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the system would have</font> destroyed my<font color="#E5E5E5"> sisters who were pretty</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">young at the time</font> when my parents found<font color="#CCCCCC"> out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I placed</font> the call<font color="#CCCCCC"> I panicked and ran away from</font> home crashing at my friend's house<font color="#E5E5E5"> Michael</font> wanted me to<font color="#E5E5E5"> stay</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> put until he could get</font> a friend of his from<font color="#CCCCCC"> Austin to come get</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> but when I turned on my phone in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">morning to see the text from my family</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> knew</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I had terrified</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my sisters</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and the police had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been called</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ahead</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ranged from my dad to bring me home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> wouldn't let him pick me up<font color="#E5E5E5"> from my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friend's house because I knew he would</font> threaten<font color="#E5E5E5"> to sue her parents for</font> assisting a<font color="#E5E5E5"> runaway I served six</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> months</font> of juvenile probation<font color="#CCCCCC"> and had to endure</font> several<font color="#E5E5E5"> meetings with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a state-appointed</font> therapist for falsely<font color="#E5E5E5"> accusing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my family</font> of abuse and my parents were subject to <font color="#E5E5E5">a second inquiry from CPS due to me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">running away and by the end we were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">breaking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up every other week and getting</font> back together when he<font color="#E5E5E5"> would send me</font> pictures of terrible gouges in<font color="#E5E5E5"> his arms</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">threatened to kill himself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I actively</font> hated him by then but still loved<font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font> and didn't want him to die<font color="#CCCCCC"> I escaped</font> when he discovered<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I've</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">talking to a male friend who he</font> particularly hated<font color="#E5E5E5"> and dumped me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Valentine's Day it took him two months</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> realize I wasn't coming back but he</font> would still<font color="#CCCCCC"> try</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to text me and I blocked</font> so many numbers and email<font color="#CCCCCC"> accounts</font> because he would change them just<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> message me<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was completely terrifying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I was constantly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> terrified</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he knew my address</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but eventually he</font> disappeared<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I slowly started trying</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to put my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> life back together</font> after a year or<font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ago he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> texted me and</font> I indulged him he claimed that he'd been married<font color="#CCCCCC"> I really doubted it despite the</font> single picture<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he sent I asked what</font> data's wedding had been on but<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> couldn't tell<font color="#E5E5E5"> me and first tried to</font> claim<font color="#E5E5E5"> that had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> December two</font> months<font color="#CCCCCC"> before he dumped me when I called</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back pedaled and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> got</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">defensive I blocked him after that</font> satisfied<font color="#E5E5E5"> that he was still a miserable</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mess and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that he hadn't snared another</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">poor miner</font> so I just turned 16 a couple weeks<font color="#CCCCCC"> ago</font> and where I'm from<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> means you can</font> get<font color="#CCCCCC"> your driver's license</font> I couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> get mine right away so I</font> waited<font color="#E5E5E5"> about a month when the time came</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> dad and I drove over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> local</font> friendly DMV<font color="#E5E5E5"> when we first got in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">through the door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the</font> employees<font color="#E5E5E5"> over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the counter that was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">signing some papers or whatever shit an</font> employee does at these places <font color="#E5E5E5">he had long frizzy hair with a beer that</font> looks like he hadn't shaved in months for some reason<font color="#E5E5E5"> red flags go off</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">immediately in my head and I didn't want</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> riding in the car</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with me when I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">took this test fast forward a bit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> lucky enough<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had him with me taking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">test</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we both got into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the car and</font> started<font color="#CCCCCC"> driving</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> while we were driving he</font> starts asking<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all these weird</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">questions</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like if I had a girlfriend and</font> where I'm<font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I laughed nervously and</font> told him that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one even though I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">don't so we start heading in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> direction<font color="#E5E5E5"> of a secluded part of the town</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and we came upon</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> an alleyway he</font> instructed me<font color="#E5E5E5"> to pull into it and I did</font> with massive red flags<font color="#E5E5E5"> going off in my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">head he tells</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me to put the car in park</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> put on the parking brake I do so he</font> tells<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I look beautiful</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for a 16</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">year old</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> boy I said thanks and a very</font> shaken voice then he says why<font color="#CCCCCC"> don't we</font> take<font color="#CCCCCC"> our clothes off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and explore each</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">other a little bit huh by this point I'm</font> too scared<font color="#E5E5E5"> to move I tell him why</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> don't</font> we do<font color="#CCCCCC"> it outside to my surprise he</font> agrees and we both<font color="#E5E5E5"> step out of the car</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he can say a single</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> word I rushed</font> back<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the car jump in and nope the</font> fuck out of there before<font color="#E5E5E5"> he could react</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and I got back to the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> DMV and told my</font> dad<font color="#CCCCCC"> what happened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we then got home</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">called the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cops and the DMV to report</font> the man<font color="#E5E5E5"> I never found out if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they ever</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">caught</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him but creepy driving instructor</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">let's not meet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again</font> this is a story about<font color="#E5E5E5"> a friend and a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">roommate who I used</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to have who I</font> blocked out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of my life I've known</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font> for<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> three years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I have to start</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from the top to really explain what a</font> sick and<font color="#E5E5E5"> mentally ill man he is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was a</font> bit of a<font color="#CCCCCC"> stoner a few years ago</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">girlfriend had recently broken up with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me and all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I wanted to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> do was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">self-medicate to forget her</font> me and my cousin<font color="#CCCCCC"> were out looking for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">weed one night that's how we meet Joey</font> Joey was four<font color="#CCCCCC"> years older</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> than the both</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and he just like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a typical kid who</font> wanted to be ghetto<font color="#CCCCCC"> we're gangster</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">looking he stood six foot five and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">weighed 240 pounds</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was a massive Hulk</font> of a man<font color="#E5E5E5"> his personality at the time</font> seemed like that<font color="#E5E5E5"> of a big friendly dog</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> bit dumb<font color="#E5E5E5"> but funny and kind nevertheless</font> so we both let it slide<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hardcore stoner and collected numerous</font> exotic pets like snakes into such although<font color="#E5E5E5"> something was off about how he</font> dressed <font color="#CCCCCC">he'd matches</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> do-rag to his sneakers and</font> t-shirts and pants<font color="#E5E5E5"> which was a bit funny</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there's not many gangs in my area</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but I would imagine in his all red or</font> all yellow<font color="#E5E5E5"> outfits with bandanas on he'd</font> attract unwanted attention elsewhere<font color="#CCCCCC"> if</font> Joey<font color="#CCCCCC"> was anything</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was a storyteller</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he had a story about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">everything usually and it was a subtle</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">or not so subtle brag story he was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">definitely loud in a motormouth I</font> usually<font color="#CCCCCC"> just ignored him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when he annoyed</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> or went home</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my cousin had moved back</font> home to<font color="#CCCCCC"> work and I stayed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> behind so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and Joey quickly became pretty good</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friends</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as I had no</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one else besides</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Joey and his roommates fast forward a</font> few<font color="#E5E5E5"> months</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Joey appears to be the</font> ladies man sort of<font color="#E5E5E5"> guy an influx of</font> women always passed through<font color="#E5E5E5"> oddly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> enough</font> they were all usually<font color="#E5E5E5"> single mothers</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or</font> way older<font color="#CCCCCC"> than him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> left it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">now after knowing him in retrospect</font> I'd say it's part<font color="#E5E5E5"> of his mental illness</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and how he portrays</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> himself to desperate</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">women</font> Joey moved<font color="#CCCCCC"> away for a few months but</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">then moves home and he gets a new</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">girlfriend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Tara and the same week</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> moved back<font color="#CCCCCC"> Tara is a pretty normal</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">college</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> student and definitely not as</font> usual<font color="#E5E5E5"> overweight single mom type one</font> thing I<font color="#E5E5E5"> learned was Joey portrayed</font> himself as a sort of feminist<font color="#E5E5E5"> and knight</font> in shining armor<font color="#E5E5E5"> to women writing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> them</font> poetry and such<font color="#E5E5E5"> what happened over the</font> next<font color="#CCCCCC"> two years revealed a dark side of</font> Joey I never thought he had and one of them glad to be<font color="#CCCCCC"> free</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from it was</font> absolutely terrifying<font color="#CCCCCC"> and while I</font> chastised myself now for<font color="#E5E5E5"> sticking around</font> I've had many abusive relationships as the victim<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I just grew so used to it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">unfortunately I do blame myself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a lot</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for what transpired anyways to continue</font> with the story<font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> move in with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">them and another couple</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I felt like why</font> not<font color="#E5E5E5"> move in with my best friend he's a</font> bit annoying sometimes<font color="#E5E5E5"> but everyone has</font> their<font color="#CCCCCC"> faults</font> I'm sure I'm annoying to people<font color="#E5E5E5"> at times</font> as if some switch flipped on in Joey's very core he began to become<font color="#CCCCCC"> very angry</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and explosive about the slightest thing</font> going wrong always<font color="#E5E5E5"> threatening</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> violently attack other people and bad-mouthing me<font color="#CCCCCC"> to his girlfriend and</font> the other roommates<font color="#E5E5E5"> one night I</font> accidentally knocked<font color="#CCCCCC"> his weed off of his</font> dresser<font color="#CCCCCC"> on the floor and to my surprise</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he slaps me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for it I'm shocked and I</font> move out<font color="#CCCCCC"> a few</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> weeks later</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I decide</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm</font> never going<font color="#CCCCCC"> back to live with that guy</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">again I moved</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out and slowly Joey tries</font> to get<font color="#CCCCCC"> on my good side again and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> keep</font> saying he was abused by<font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> ex-girlfriend<font color="#E5E5E5"> when he moved away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that the other roommates stole from him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and his girlfriend Tara</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so he was just</font> in a volatile mood after everything went <font color="#E5E5E5">wrong being a naive forgiving type I</font> accept his apology<font color="#CCCCCC"> and for the few</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">months we hang out he's generally okay</font> in small doses<font color="#E5E5E5"> however a few months</font> later<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had moved out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> apartment</font> and I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> flat broke</font> so<font color="#E5E5E5"> Joey offers again to give me a place</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> stay until</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I get back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on my feet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">accept</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> having nowhere else to go</font> and they move all my things for me it's only<font color="#E5E5E5"> a few weeks later and Joey is worse</font> than<font color="#E5E5E5"> he had ever been he beats his</font> girlfriend's dog brutally<font color="#E5E5E5"> the police are</font> called<font color="#E5E5E5"> but since the dog is the typical</font> dumb loving lug type<font color="#E5E5E5"> he runs to Joey all</font> happy and playful<font color="#CCCCCC"> the police</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> don't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">believe it</font> so they leave<font color="#E5E5E5"> Joey begins to hoard cats</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like almost a dozen cats</font> he used to hoard reptiles in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> same</font> way but he neglects them and lets them die<font color="#E5E5E5"> he's fairly neglectful and abusive</font> of his cats as well<font color="#E5E5E5"> he never gives them</font> clean water<font color="#CCCCCC"> just leaves the toilet up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and hardly ever changes their litter box</font> the smell<font color="#E5E5E5"> becomes unbearable Joey starts</font> to break and throw things<font color="#E5E5E5"> around the</font> house<font color="#CCCCCC"> I usually lock myself in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room</font> and let it unfold<font color="#CCCCCC"> scared to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> death with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">9:1 already dialed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on my cell phone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in case one day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he pushes his girlfriend</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">down in the floor they make up so I feel</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">like if I call the police they'll not</font> believe me<font color="#E5E5E5"> he starts verbally abusing</font> her<font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> college</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about sleeping with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">guys before they met and one of them was</font> a black guy and Joey becomes<font color="#E5E5E5"> openly</font> racist and calls black people he sees on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> streets monkeys and acts rude to</font> them I'm surprised he never got beaten <font color="#E5E5E5">up for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and they break up a few weeks</font> later and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I plan on getting the hell out</font> of there as well<font color="#E5E5E5"> but secretly as I don't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">want to deal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with his bullshit he</font> explodes one night and I<font color="#E5E5E5"> finally have</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> balls to say if you lay one finger</font> on me<font color="#CCCCCC"> or your girlfriend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm calling the</font> police<font color="#CCCCCC"> leave us the hell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> alone</font> and goes back<font color="#E5E5E5"> to trying to be a</font> sentimental romantic<font color="#E5E5E5"> type guy to win her</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">back but she doesn't want any</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of it he</font> eventually explodes and calls her a dirty whore<font color="#CCCCCC"> May dates a few different</font> girls but they find out he<font color="#E5E5E5"> should just</font> using them for<font color="#E5E5E5"> money or marijuana he</font> puts a lot<font color="#CCCCCC"> of weird and desperate</font> statuses on<font color="#E5E5E5"> Facebook and writes his</font> poems again his poems are all pretty <font color="#E5E5E5">much I loved you</font> then he left and<font color="#CCCCCC"> I wanted to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> die type</font> poem <font color="#CCCCCC">I find a new place in and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the weeks</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before I move</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that's when I learned</font> something more disturbing about<font color="#E5E5E5"> Joey</font> than him just<font color="#CCCCCC"> being an abusive asshole</font> one night<font color="#E5E5E5"> Joey</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> isn't anywhere to be</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">found</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> good I think I get a phone call a</font> few<font color="#CCCCCC"> days later at 6:00 in the morning</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">apparently Joey had exposed himself to a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">15 year old girl</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> even though he was</font> nearing<font color="#E5E5E5"> 30 he sent her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pictures of his</font> erect penis her parents had called the police<font color="#CCCCCC"> on him</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I pretend to care than hang up and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">report</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it to the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> police as well</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a day</font> later or so he comes back home and <font color="#CCCCCC">starts moving out he tells</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me this isn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> first</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time this had happened and he</font> likes to<font color="#E5E5E5"> take out the young girls to get</font> ice<font color="#E5E5E5"> cream and such sometimes he would</font> point out little girls and say they were attractive<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thought all this time</font> he<font color="#CCCCCC"> just had a sick sense of humor I</font> block him<font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> social media and his phone</font> number and<font color="#CCCCCC"> tell him I'm moving to a fake</font> street address<font color="#E5E5E5"> so he doesn't bother</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> it's been a month or so and haven't heard from him I'm hoping the<font color="#E5E5E5"> police</font> charged him with luring <font color="#CCCCCC">I grew up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in a dry County in a southern</font> state<font color="#CCCCCC"> that just means you can't purchase</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">alcohol</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the county but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you can</font> consume it in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the county</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if you bought</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it outside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> county and you're of</font> legal age<font color="#CCCCCC"> makes sense</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> course</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">why</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would it anyway that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> doesn't really</font> matter specifically to<font color="#E5E5E5"> this story but it</font> adds something<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the setting I guess</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the plot of this story is much more</font> twisted<font color="#CCCCCC"> in that silly County law see</font> when I was about<font color="#E5E5E5"> 10 there was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a girl in</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> class named Janice I think</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> fourth<font color="#CCCCCC"> grade she was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so pretty and</font> always nice to me her and<font color="#CCCCCC"> her family</font> eventually moved<font color="#E5E5E5"> in across the street</font> from<font color="#CCCCCC"> my house and she had to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> walk home</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from school every day like I did</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in our</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">houses were about two miles from school</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">so since I walked that way as well I</font> would walk<font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her she was such a nice</font> smiley<font color="#CCCCCC"> person she laughed at all my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">silly ADHD cause jokes and comments</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> really made me smile<font color="#E5E5E5"> knowing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I</font> could make her<font color="#CCCCCC"> laugh pretty soon though</font> the school put a bus route near<font color="#E5E5E5"> our</font> house so<font color="#CCCCCC"> we just got the bus all the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I missed our walks but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> eventually</font> she invited<font color="#CCCCCC"> me over to meet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her mom and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> two brothers Jason who was 12</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> Johnny who was 14 at the<font color="#E5E5E5"> start they</font> seemed very<font color="#CCCCCC"> nice</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tell they were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">rough and kind of poor but so was I so</font> that didn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> really matter to me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pretty soon I got to know the real Jason</font> and the real Johnny<font color="#E5E5E5"> I started seeing</font> them a lot more<font color="#CCCCCC"> than I saw</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Janice</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> since they<font color="#E5E5E5"> were always nice to my mom</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she thought they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> were lovely</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and didn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mind me hanging out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all the</font> time<font color="#CCCCCC"> but first I started</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> noticing that</font> something<font color="#E5E5E5"> was up with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Jason he would get</font> extremely<font color="#E5E5E5"> angry</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at me when I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would win</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">on the Sega or football or Nintendo or</font> any kind of sports we did and he would start screaming<font color="#CCCCCC"> he'd get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really</font> aggressive<font color="#E5E5E5"> and just bully me</font> Jason was two<font color="#E5E5E5"> years older than me but I</font> was bigger<font color="#CCCCCC"> but at 10</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> years of age 12</font> year old looks huge<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was so scared of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Jason and Johnny's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> father wasn't</font> around<font color="#E5E5E5"> the house it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just the mother</font> who stayed inside most<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the time and</font> it seemed like Jason's attitude was just worse and worse now<font color="#E5E5E5"> Johnny the 14 year</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">old</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> very sexual</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he loved to talk</font> about pussy pubic<font color="#E5E5E5"> hair</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cum sex etc and</font> for a while I<font color="#CCCCCC"> just thought this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">character and he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was all talk until he</font> started dropping comments about<font color="#E5E5E5"> sneaking</font> into the<font color="#CCCCCC"> sisters</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room at night to try</font> and have sex with<font color="#CCCCCC"> her I didn't know how</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to respond to this I didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even realize</font> what it<font color="#E5E5E5"> meant but I knew damn well that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it wasn't good</font> I was just<font color="#E5E5E5"> honestly too scared to say</font> anything<font color="#CCCCCC"> one time 14-year</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> old Johnny was</font> secretly dating<font color="#E5E5E5"> a second grade girl from</font> next<font color="#CCCCCC"> door</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I remember him trying to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> talk Janice</font> into getting the little<font color="#E5E5E5"> girl to try and</font> have sex with<font color="#E5E5E5"> him he said just tell her</font> how good it feels<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I do it to you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Janice looked terrified and kept saying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">no I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> don't want to I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> don't want to at</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> point alarm bells were ringing in</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> fragile mind and I told him that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> doing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was wrong</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he wasn't too</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">happy about that and at the time I</font> didn't realize<font color="#E5E5E5"> it but Jason knew exactly</font> what Johnny was doing as a matter of fact<font color="#CCCCCC"> Jason was in on it and so was their</font> 16-year<font color="#E5E5E5"> old Uncle Bobby</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all three of</font> them were abusing Janice<font color="#E5E5E5"> but their Uncle</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Bobby was also abusing Jason and Johnny</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as far as I know</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> their mother</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> completely unaware<font color="#CCCCCC"> of what was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> going on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I stopped hanging out with him after</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> told my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> best</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> friend at school</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what was going on he let it slip</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 14</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">year old girl</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the bus she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just so</font> happened to be Johnny's ex-girlfriend <font color="#E5E5E5">this caused a shitstorm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the brothers</font> constantly tried to fight me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> harassed me<font color="#E5E5E5"> all the time finally after a</font> few<font color="#E5E5E5"> weeks of sheer terror</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Janice</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and her</font> family just packed up and moved and oddly<font color="#E5E5E5"> enough</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the rumors about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Jason and</font> Johnny didn't spread very<font color="#E5E5E5"> far</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the day</font> they moved<font color="#CCCCCC"> Jason came over to my house</font> one more time to try<font color="#E5E5E5"> and fight me</font> this time he was alone normally he would have had Bobby or Jeremy or some other cousin with them to help<font color="#E5E5E5"> have his back</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">well</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was my first fight and it ended</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">up with him crying for his mama</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">repeatedly I haven't seen the brother</font> since and<font color="#E5E5E5"> Janice moved to a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> different</font> school<font color="#E5E5E5"> over 20 years later I finally</font> made contact<font color="#CCCCCC"> with Janice via myspace</font> from this very<font color="#E5E5E5"> keyboard</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her life had</font> crumbled<font color="#CCCCCC"> and her mental stability</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> absent<font color="#CCCCCC"> she was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> very</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happy to hear from</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me though while we talked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she informed</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> that she hadn't spoke to her brothers</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in years and I said I wasn't surprised</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after what they did</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to her and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that I</font> wasn't speaking to<font color="#E5E5E5"> them either</font> that's when she<font color="#E5E5E5"> asked why what did they</font> do<font color="#CCCCCC"> I said</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you don't remember the house</font> on Cottage Drive<font color="#E5E5E5"> she said yeah she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">remembered but she couldn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> remember</font> what they<font color="#E5E5E5"> did wrong back then she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> begged</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me to tell her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what happened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> said most</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the memories from her childhood had</font> gone blank and disappeared maybe it was the wrong<font color="#CCCCCC"> thing to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> do but I declined to</font> inform her of<font color="#E5E5E5"> her past</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I never did I</font> honestly didn't know<font color="#CCCCCC"> what to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> say</font> if there's any<font color="#E5E5E5"> advice out there for this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">topic</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> please help</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I recently drove from Philadelphia PA to</font> Buffalo<font color="#CCCCCC"> New York with my cat the ride</font> was long<font color="#E5E5E5"> but we were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> making decent</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time</font> for the most part<font color="#E5E5E5"> she and I had gotten</font> up toward right before<font color="#E5E5E5"> you got into New</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">York</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 5:30 p.m.</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but that</font> also meant it was around<font color="#CCCCCC"> pitch black -</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we'd</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only stopped once</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to get something</font> in McDonald's<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I drank their iced tea</font> quickly<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> try to stay awake</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> definitely had to<font color="#E5E5E5"> pee</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't want to</font> leave my cat in the car so I put her leash on and we walked into the gas <font color="#E5E5E5">station</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I said do you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mind if we use</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> restroom here the man<font color="#E5E5E5"> behind the counter</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">said sure and she and I entered into the</font> bathroom she sat on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the counter while I</font> did<font color="#E5E5E5"> my thing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and the store was nem T</font> there were some dudes around browsing for honey buns<font color="#CCCCCC"> tasty cakes and cheaper</font> cigarettes than those in New York<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> there was a<font color="#E5E5E5"> woman talking to the clerk</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">up front she was probably a regular or</font> something based<font color="#E5E5E5"> on the seeming</font> familiarity with each<font color="#E5E5E5"> other</font> my cat jumped<font color="#E5E5E5"> about a foot when we heard</font> the doorknob rattling and said sorry <font color="#CCCCCC">it's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> occupied right now my cat is a</font> trained animal she is trained to<font color="#CCCCCC"> handle</font> people<font color="#E5E5E5"> stimulating situations crowds and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">relatively loud noise she hates cars</font> though I looked over<font color="#E5E5E5"> at her after the</font> jump<font color="#E5E5E5"> and her tail was as full as could</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and she got low and slipped up to her</font> favorite<font color="#CCCCCC"> position on my shoulders</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> dug into my<font color="#CCCCCC"> hair with her nails and did</font> her little grumble at me that<font color="#E5E5E5"> she does</font> when she wants<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be let outside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">doorknob rattles again and she reached</font> out toward the<font color="#E5E5E5"> door like in a quick way</font> like a strike<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's still occupied</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> called out<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I wasn't laughing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font> time we then<font color="#CCCCCC"> heard someone speak it was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a man's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> voice</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and honestly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it kind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> made my blood run<font color="#E5E5E5"> cold</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and they were</font> speaking<font color="#E5E5E5"> a cousin of my native language</font> and in English<font color="#E5E5E5"> is not my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> first they were</font> saying should I<font color="#E5E5E5"> grab her when she comes</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my native tongue</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> gram doesn't</font> really have the<font color="#E5E5E5"> multiple connotations</font> like<font color="#E5E5E5"> it does</font> they used what<font color="#CCCCCC"> is similar to take as far</font> as I could<font color="#E5E5E5"> tell through the door</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">no the cashier</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is right there we can go</font> outside I think her car is the blue one my cat did her angry grumble bug sound and I tried to pet her to reassure<font color="#E5E5E5"> her there</font> weren't any windows<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the bathroom and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> car was parked unwisely around the</font> side of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I parked it a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> little way</font> from the<font color="#E5E5E5"> lights because I had a lot of</font> stuff<font color="#E5E5E5"> in it and didn't want</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the items to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">be lit and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the blue one we heard</font> their steps retreat and we<font color="#E5E5E5"> sat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what felt like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a long time we both</font> jumped when<font color="#E5E5E5"> we heard a knock on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the door</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">come out quickly and my girlfriend will</font> lead you through the back to<font color="#CCCCCC"> your car</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> are</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> standing out by</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the pumps it</font> was the clerk who I thought was<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> regular I opened the door<font color="#E5E5E5"> and she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ushered me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the back not the smartest</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">move</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but I wasn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sure what else to do</font> she opened<font color="#E5E5E5"> the door and I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> could see my</font> car<font color="#E5E5E5"> about 20 feet away</font> I wanted to<font color="#E5E5E5"> sprint but I remembered I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">used my key to set the alarm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I unlocked</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the car with my keys and the alarm went</font> off<font color="#CCCCCC"> I threw myself into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the driver's</font> seat<font color="#E5E5E5"> unlocked it with the key thing and</font> quickly press the<font color="#E5E5E5"> button to lock it</font> again<font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt my heart in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> throat as I</font> threw the car into reverse<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> got the</font> fuck out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of there on my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> way</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out I</font> noticed<font color="#CCCCCC"> the guy standing near the blue</font> car on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the other side of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the lot</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to nonchalantly smoke they didn't even</font> know I got<font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font> when I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> about three my mother was a</font> late night<font color="#CCCCCC"> pizza delivery girl for a</font> pizza<font color="#E5E5E5"> chain called Pizza Inn they made</font> the best<font color="#E5E5E5"> chocolate chip pizzas my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">20-something year old mother would</font> usually<font color="#E5E5E5"> finish work around 3:00 a.m. and</font> come pick me<font color="#CCCCCC"> up for my grandmother's</font> house when<font color="#E5E5E5"> my grandmother couldn't watch</font> me my mom<font color="#CCCCCC"> usually had a babysitter lined</font> up I even remember<font color="#E5E5E5"> spending the night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the back of the pizza place a couple</font> times<font color="#E5E5E5"> while my mom worked my mom was</font> working<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> late night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> double at Pizza Inn</font> one Saturday and needed to<font color="#E5E5E5"> drop me off</font> at<font color="#E5E5E5"> the babysitter's house around 7:00</font> p.m. just<font color="#CCCCCC"> before her shift Laura</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> babysitter told<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mother that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she would</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">meet her on the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> road between Laura's</font> house and our town<font color="#E5E5E5"> Laura explained that</font> she<font color="#CCCCCC"> had to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be somewhere and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font> wouldn't be home at the time<font color="#CCCCCC"> but she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">said I could jump into her car at the</font> bus stop and tag<font color="#CCCCCC"> along with her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when my</font> mother spotted Laura's car and pulled over<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> let me go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to Laura</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I started</font> screaming<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> crying I had never</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> done</font> this before<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was very fond of other</font> people my mother said I was shaking <font color="#E5E5E5">teeth chattering and all when Laura</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">touched me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I visibly shuddered and kept</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">crying louder for my mother I'd stayed</font> with Laura<font color="#CCCCCC"> a time or two before that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">night and some other babysitter's too</font> but my mom swears<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I had never lost</font> it like this before<font color="#E5E5E5"> or since that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> work my mom just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> couldn't shake the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">feeling that something was terribly</font> wrong<font color="#E5E5E5"> she didn't like my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> reaction to</font> Laura<font color="#E5E5E5"> at all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it bothered her so much</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> she couldn't take it and left work</font> early to come and get<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> now there were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">no cell phones to call ahead as this was</font> roughly<font color="#E5E5E5"> around 1987 but she sped as fast</font> as<font color="#CCCCCC"> she could out to Laura's house down a</font> local<font color="#E5E5E5"> country road when she arrived and</font> knocked on<font color="#CCCCCC"> the door</font> Laura<font color="#E5E5E5"> answered totally shocked to see my</font> mother<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mom said she'd finished work</font> early<font color="#E5E5E5"> and was just here to pick up her</font> son that's when Laura's face changed<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she said well you're not getting him and</font> tried to<font color="#E5E5E5"> close the door my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mother but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Laura was small and my mother was a huge</font> woman<font color="#E5E5E5"> if you don't let me have my son</font> I'll kick your ass<font color="#E5E5E5"> bitch</font> mother roared at<font color="#CCCCCC"> Laura shoving the door</font> down<font color="#CCCCCC"> on top of her just before grabbing</font> me up<font color="#E5E5E5"> and nope enough fuck</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away from</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> crazy-ass</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> house the intuition of a</font> troubled mother<font color="#E5E5E5"> speaks volumes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I have</font> broken memories<font color="#E5E5E5"> tied to that house as a</font> matter of fact<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was molested there by a</font> man who was<font color="#CCCCCC"> naked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the couch watching</font> porn<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I have broken memories tied to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I won't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go into the fuzzy</font> details<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mother believes that Laura</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was renting out the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> children she was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">babysitting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> probably to feed a drug</font> habit<font color="#CCCCCC"> who knows</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> within</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nine</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">months</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Laura had died of a heroin</font> overdose and there was a<font color="#CCCCCC"> thread on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the main page</font> asking cops if they have ever experienced<font color="#E5E5E5"> anything creepy or odd at a</font> crime scene<font color="#CCCCCC"> I posted the following</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> story</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and some people said I should submit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> over here<font color="#E5E5E5"> I've seen a lot of suicides</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one sticks out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this elderly female</font> had her adult<font color="#E5E5E5"> daughter living with her</font> she called us<font color="#CCCCCC"> because she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hadn't seen</font> her<font color="#E5E5E5"> daughter for two days and hadn't</font> heard her<font color="#CCCCCC"> moving around upstairs</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> stairway<font color="#E5E5E5"> going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up was very narrow and at</font> the top was a direct 90-degree turn into the bedroom<font color="#CCCCCC"> and the mother was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> too</font> elderly to climb the stairs so she called us we<font color="#E5E5E5"> get there and enter the</font> bedroom<font color="#CCCCCC"> and fine the daughter dead she</font> hung herself by tying the rope from<font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font> robe<font color="#E5E5E5"> around her neck and the other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> end</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to the bedpost</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> then she just laid on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">floor and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> let her wait compressed the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Rope seemed odd because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she could have</font> easily just<font color="#E5E5E5"> sat up or lifted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> herself up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to keep from being strangled almost</font> wouldn't thought her body would<font color="#E5E5E5"> have</font> done it on its own as a defense mechanism anyway we untie her and check vitals<font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she's gone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we need</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to check the body for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">signs of trauma</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so we do that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as we're</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">turning her over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> air</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> escapes from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her lungs and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she goes</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I feel the air blow over my arm and</font> grossed me out big time anyway<font color="#E5E5E5"> we couldn't get her out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> room because<font color="#E5E5E5"> the stairway was too narrow</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ambulance arrives and we strap her to a</font> backboard and<font color="#E5E5E5"> lower her out the window</font> and down the ladder of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fire truck</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> felt terrible<font color="#CCCCCC"> for the mother because she</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> in hysterics and her daughter being</font> tossed out the upstairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> window with the</font> whole<font color="#E5E5E5"> neighborhood watching</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I never</font> found out any details<font color="#E5E5E5"> about her body</font> afterwards<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I don't know if she took</font> pills and then laid down<font color="#CCCCCC"> and passed out</font> etc<font color="#E5E5E5"> but that method of suicide struck me</font> as very<font color="#E5E5E5"> odd next got an alarm call to a</font> home where<font color="#CCCCCC"> someone had committed suicide</font> the year before the house was<font color="#CCCCCC"> still</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">owned by the family but it's at unused</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">no one lived there another officer and I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">cleared the house and advised dispatch</font> that everything is kosher<font color="#E5E5E5"> no forced</font> entry<font color="#CCCCCC"> anywhere</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but the back door was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">unlocked</font> we contacted<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> owner and he told us he</font> leaves it unlocked<font color="#E5E5E5"> whatever anyway we're</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in the house just looking around we're</font> marking how it's a shame that<font color="#CCCCCC"> the house</font> just sits there unused<font color="#CCCCCC"> the other officer</font> goes<font color="#CCCCCC"> to take a leak and I'm standing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there in the living</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room when I hear</font> footsteps upstairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> now we check</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">entire upstairs each room every closet</font> bathroom<font color="#CCCCCC"> etc</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my partner yells from the</font> bathroom are those footsteps he comes out zipping up and we rush <font color="#CCCCCC">upstairs</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nothing doors to the rooms are open we</font> check each room again each closet <font color="#E5E5E5">everywhere the upstairs</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is flat-out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">empty there wasn't even furniture left</font> in the house he's in one room and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm in</font> another when I filled this coldness<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to the room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was just a cold that felt</font> like<font color="#CCCCCC"> it encompassed my entire body</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then</font> it was as if someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> in front of me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">shoved</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me with both hands it was a very</font> distinct feeling<font color="#E5E5E5"> of two hands shoving me</font> backwards by<font color="#E5E5E5"> pushing my chest</font> I'm a cop normally someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> shoves you</font> and it's game on<font color="#CCCCCC"> but this time there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">no one there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just an empty</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room</font> I must have sat there<font color="#E5E5E5"> with a stupid look</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">on my face for maybe a second or two</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">then I left the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> completely creeped</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> I met my buddy in the hallway and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tells me I look weird</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I tell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him what</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">happened and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he says yeah this place is</font> fucking<font color="#E5E5E5"> creepy let's bounce it was</font> daytime<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the house was fully lit as</font> there were no curtains or shades on<font color="#CCCCCC"> any</font> of the windows later<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told my</font> supervisor<font color="#E5E5E5"> about it and he said he went</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to an alarm called</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> air as well and as</font> soon as<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> went inside he got</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> creepy<font color="#E5E5E5"> feeling where it feels</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font> you're being<font color="#E5E5E5"> watched</font> when I was about<font color="#E5E5E5"> 14</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I started going to a</font> non-denominational Christian Church<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> Northeast Arkansas I'm not religious anymore but I remember liking<font color="#CCCCCC"> the church</font> because it was open<font color="#CCCCCC"> to homosexuals</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> uncle is a gay preacher in Arizona so this was important<font color="#E5E5E5"> to me for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my family's</font> sake<font color="#E5E5E5"> the pastor of the church</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Ron was</font> great and<font color="#CCCCCC"> very animated</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been preaching</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but not in that southern cult kind of</font> way<font color="#E5E5E5"> Ron and his wife had a lot of</font> children<font color="#E5E5E5"> while they weren't fire and</font> brimstone kind of Christians they did take their faith quite<font color="#E5E5E5"> seriously all of</font> their kids were<font color="#E5E5E5"> named after prophets and</font> important people in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the Bible</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I think at</font> the time they had about three boys and three<font color="#E5E5E5"> younger girls and maybe one on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> way<font color="#E5E5E5"> their oldest kid was a teenager</font> named Isaiah who was a year older<font color="#CCCCCC"> than</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me he was just the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> coolest guy and by</font> far<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> most</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> popular in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our youth group</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was funny</font> good-looking and pretty much good at everything he attempted from athletic games to art I really liked Isaiah <font color="#E5E5E5">because he was the guy who always said</font> the right<font color="#E5E5E5"> thing at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> right time I</font> always<font color="#CCCCCC"> wanted to be like that one</font> Wednesday night after<font color="#CCCCCC"> our youth group</font> meeting<font color="#E5E5E5"> pastor Ron and his wife</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> invited</font> us all back to their house for<font color="#CCCCCC"> snacks</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> a chat it was quite common for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our</font> youth<font color="#CCCCCC"> group to meet up after church</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sometimes we'd all go to a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fast-food</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">restaurant and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other times someone's</font> house or<font color="#E5E5E5"> apartment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we were a teen youth</font> group and<font color="#E5E5E5"> getting to meet up after</font> services was always great but getting<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> meet up at the<font color="#E5E5E5"> pastor's house was a real</font> treat to us Isaiah's father<font color="#E5E5E5"> pastor Ron</font> is where Isaiah got all his charm<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> two of<font color="#E5E5E5"> them were basically just aged to</font> find copies<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> each</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font> arriving at<font color="#CCCCCC"> Pastor Ron's house we were</font> all<font color="#E5E5E5"> just enjoying our kool-aid not that</font> kind of kool-aid<font color="#E5E5E5"> real safe delicious</font> kool-aid<font color="#E5E5E5"> not the permanent sleep aid</font> kind of kool-aid<font color="#CCCCCC"> not the kool-aid stuff</font> that's not where this is going anyway<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was sitting in a big leather</font> chair<font color="#E5E5E5"> thinking about the message the</font> youth pastor<font color="#CCCCCC"> Jerry was talking about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">earlier the lesson was on demons and</font> angels<font color="#CCCCCC"> I hadn't really made up my mind</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">if I thought</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kind of stuff was real</font> or<font color="#CCCCCC"> not so I decided</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to ask Pastor Ron</font> for his take on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> subject when I did</font> his face drained of<font color="#CCCCCC"> it school</font> no not kool-aid<font color="#E5E5E5"> just cool I mean his</font> face completely<font color="#E5E5E5"> dropped and his eyes</font> went<font color="#E5E5E5"> all white</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and watery I looked at</font> Isaiah<font color="#E5E5E5"> his face looked exactly the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> same</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as his father's sunken by the light</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the antique lamp in the room casting</font> shadows on everything<font color="#E5E5E5"> pastor Ron told us</font> a<font color="#CCCCCC"> story that still raises the hairs on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my body</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to this day he told us about</font> when Isaiah was younger maybe<font color="#E5E5E5"> 10 Isaiah</font> had his own room back then before the sisters were<font color="#E5E5E5"> born and his room was on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ground floor in his room there was a</font> big massive window facing into<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">backyard of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the house the curtains on</font> the window were<font color="#CCCCCC"> rarely</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> closed as they</font> had quite a secure structure<font color="#E5E5E5"> around</font> their backyard<font color="#CCCCCC"> and no one could even</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> see</font> into<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if they tried one night while</font> Isaiah was sleeping he woke up<font color="#E5E5E5"> with an</font> awful<font color="#CCCCCC"> feeling in his stomach a feeling</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like something was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> coming for him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or</font> waiting<font color="#E5E5E5"> for him something evil his wide</font> eyes<font color="#E5E5E5"> immediately begin</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to fill up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tears as they begin to adjust</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he could</font> see out<font color="#E5E5E5"> the massive window at the foot</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> his bed facing into the backyard what</font> he saw took his breath away<font color="#CCCCCC"> and caused him to</font> seize<font color="#CCCCCC"> up in a silent coma</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of fear there</font> in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> moonlight was an enormous dark</font> creature<font color="#E5E5E5"> pacing back and forth in a fit</font> of rage<font color="#CCCCCC"> only ten feet from the child's</font> window pastor Ron said it walked upright <font color="#CCCCCC">and stood</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about ten feet tall and was</font> snorting<font color="#E5E5E5"> like a bull but the sound was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> little more guttural<font color="#E5E5E5"> it would stop every</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">once in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a while</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> down so we could</font> see<font color="#CCCCCC"> riding through the window cock its</font> head to one<font color="#CCCCCC"> side</font> stared<font color="#CCCCCC"> Isaiah silently and then screamed</font> bloody murder for a few seconds after that it<font color="#CCCCCC"> would stand back up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and go</font> back<font color="#CCCCCC"> to its angry pacing again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and it</font> didn't seem<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be tiring as a matter of</font> fact<font color="#E5E5E5"> whatever</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was seem</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">getting itself more more wound up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> its</font> eyes were<font color="#E5E5E5"> unreal and human and unearthly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they lit up dark</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> red through the mask of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nests and burned right through</font> Isaiah Isaiah said it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> lurking in the</font> shadows<font color="#CCCCCC"> so he couldn't tell if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it had</font> skin or fur but he said it was so tall <font color="#CCCCCC">that it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hitting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> some of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the lower</font> branches on the trees near<font color="#E5E5E5"> its head in</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> backyard</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Isaiah finally got the nerve up to try</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> scream for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his father but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all that</font> came out was<font color="#E5E5E5"> a roar of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fear that woke up</font> the whole house pastor<font color="#E5E5E5"> Ron burst in</font> through the door after hearing<font color="#E5E5E5"> Isaiah</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and immediately Ron's blood ran</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">completely cold as he saw the creature</font> that was<font color="#CCCCCC"> stalking his son outside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> window immediately<font color="#E5E5E5"> they got down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">their knees</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and started</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to pray the</font> scary<font color="#CCCCCC"> beasts began to fucking laugh at</font> them<font color="#E5E5E5"> pastor Ron repeatedly shouted the</font> word what what what<font color="#E5E5E5"> what he couldn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even finish his sentence the giant dark</font> thing stopped silently<font color="#E5E5E5"> and said hungry</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">then it went absolutely wild charging</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">forward</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at the air like it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to</font> get<font color="#E5E5E5"> in through whatever was holding it</font> back from breaking<font color="#CCCCCC"> the window and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">getting in the room Ron and Isaiah</font> prayed for<font color="#E5E5E5"> an hour straight</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and thing</font> gradually moved further and<font color="#CCCCCC"> further back</font> until<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was completely</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> gone away from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Isaiah said he wasn't ashamed</font> to say stayed in his parents room that night but he<font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't sleep he said he</font> read the Bible<font color="#CCCCCC"> all night until the Sun</font> came<font color="#CCCCCC"> up that morning</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Ron said they never</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">saw the thing again</font> but that story<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the face of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Pastor Ron</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> his eldest son Isaiah have stuck</font> with me to this<font color="#E5E5E5"> day</font> [Music] <font color="#CCCCCC">I should start</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> off by saying my brother</font> is not<font color="#E5E5E5"> only a military man</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but he's your</font> basic<font color="#E5E5E5"> hetero never let them see</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you cry</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">cliche of a military man he's not afraid</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of anything well except for the entire</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">country</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of Japan</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this is his story my</font> brother joined<font color="#E5E5E5"> the Marines when he was</font> 18 and was stationed in<font color="#CCCCCC"> Japan</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he really</font> enjoyed his time<font color="#E5E5E5"> there for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> while the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">girl specifically he made friends</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">some of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the Japanese guys his age who</font> worked around<font color="#CCCCCC"> the base on nights where</font> him and<font color="#CCCCCC"> his soldier friends had the</font> night off the local Japanese guys would<font color="#CCCCCC"> show them</font> around<font color="#CCCCCC"> bring them the bars</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> introduce</font> them<font color="#CCCCCC"> to girls</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> etc</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one night after a</font> little<font color="#E5E5E5"> drinking and no luck</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with girls</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the guy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> invited my brother home to play</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">video games</font> my brother accepted the invite and<font color="#E5E5E5"> they</font> played video<font color="#CCCCCC"> games for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a few hours</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">during</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this time he tells my brother the</font> main reason he<font color="#E5E5E5"> wanted to get home early</font> was because his<font color="#E5E5E5"> little sister had been</font> suffering from night<font color="#E5E5E5"> terrors causing her</font> to wake<font color="#CCCCCC"> up screaming</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> crying and</font> sometimes vomiting he was worried about her and wanted<font color="#CCCCCC"> to be home in case she</font> had an<font color="#E5E5E5"> episode at this point the story</font> as she'd explained how this guy's house was shaped<font color="#E5E5E5"> the house was built in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">shape of a horseshoe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the garden in</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> middle</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his bedroom was at the very</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">edge of one side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the u-shape</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sisters all the way on the other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> end so</font> they are essentially<font color="#E5E5E5"> across the garden</font> from each other if he looks<font color="#E5E5E5"> out of his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">window</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he can see into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hers and vice</font> versa<font color="#E5E5E5"> so anyways they decide to call</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> a night<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the Japanese guy walks over</font> to the window<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> look across the garden</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> his sister's window to check on her</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he lifts the blind and peers out for a</font> fraction<font color="#E5E5E5"> of a second before jumping back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">screaming and looking him a brother like</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he'd</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just saw something horrible my</font> brother then goes<font color="#CCCCCC"> to look and he stops</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> he tells him that he saw a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dark</font> cloud with red eyes hovering over his <font color="#CCCCCC">sister's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sleeping body</font> my brother naturally doesn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> believe him</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> decides to look for himself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> creeps quietly<font color="#E5E5E5"> over to the window and</font> lifts the<font color="#E5E5E5"> blind but this time he finds</font> himself<font color="#CCCCCC"> I to I with what he describes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font> a dark black puff of smoke<font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the face</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my brother</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this other guy admit that</font> they got<font color="#E5E5E5"> under the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> covers and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stayed</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> until it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was light outside too</font> afraid<font color="#E5E5E5"> the lift the blankets and see</font> that the<font color="#CCCCCC"> smokey figure had come a little</font> closer<font color="#E5E5E5"> and was in the room with them</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just on the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> other side of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the thin</font> sheets<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't know what to believe or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">maybe they drank more</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> than</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what they</font> said they did that night and imagined it all but I know my brother<font color="#E5E5E5"> believes what</font> he saw he<font color="#CCCCCC"> sticks to his story and when</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> tells it he looks like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> someone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> who</font> saw<font color="#E5E5E5"> something truly sinister</font> [Music] you can choose<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> believe me or not</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">whatever it's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fine</font> but after my dogs got transported<font color="#CCCCCC"> across</font> the house<font color="#E5E5E5"> things have just been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> getting</font> weirder here<font color="#E5E5E5"> I've been forcing myself to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sleep in my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lately because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> school and my mom keeps<font color="#E5E5E5"> telling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I can't sleep on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> couch on weeknights</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I stopped</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to tell her that I'm</font> too<font color="#E5E5E5"> scared to sleep in my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room because</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm 17 years old right and that makes me</font> an honorary big girl<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I guess a big</font> girl<font color="#CCCCCC"> doesn't cry about monsters in her</font> closet right anyway<font color="#E5E5E5"> I decided</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm completely</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">insane for thinking there's a ghost in</font> my room so I<font color="#E5E5E5"> forced myself to sleep in</font> there every night<font color="#E5E5E5"> about three weeks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ago</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I woke</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up for the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> first time around 4</font> a.m. talking to my closet<font color="#CCCCCC"> sitting almost</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">completely up staring into the dark</font> space<font color="#CCCCCC"> I have no idea what I said but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> freaked me out for the next<font color="#CCCCCC"> two weeks I woke up either</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">talking to the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> closet or sitting upright</font> staring<font color="#CCCCCC"> directly in it and I bought a</font> Ouija board with my sister because<font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> had suggested<font color="#E5E5E5"> it the first time we tried</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it was in my room she asked about my</font> late-night talks<font color="#E5E5E5"> the spirit that we were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">talking to you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was called</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">es and it said that I've been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> talking to</font> it every night and<font color="#E5E5E5"> asking it to leave me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">alone I felt as though this confirmed</font> that there was<font color="#E5E5E5"> something in my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room that</font> made my sleeping on bearable I've also noticed bruising<font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the leg</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that's</font> closest<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the closet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my left</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> leg</font> because I always<font color="#E5E5E5"> sleep on my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stomach and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> closet is on the right side of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my bed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and things have gone missing light</font> stopped working<font color="#CCCCCC"> for no reason I didn't</font> think<font color="#E5E5E5"> much of it until</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had to sleep in</font> complete darkness I become drained of energy<font color="#CCCCCC"> every</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time I</font> enter<font color="#CCCCCC"> my room I heard that entities can</font> do that like drain power<font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of things</font> and stuff<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's extremely</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cold at night</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">no matter what I do to warm myself up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">all I'm waiting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for now</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is some kind of</font> growling or full-on<font color="#E5E5E5"> attack</font> honestly one time I was home<font color="#CCCCCC"> alone</font> knocking coming from my<font color="#E5E5E5"> room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I froze to</font> see if it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the house settling</font> but it didn't stop<font color="#E5E5E5"> it sounded like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">someone was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> knocking on my wall</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with no</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">real rhythm</font> well this freaked me out so<font color="#CCCCCC"> I logged it</font> down the stairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> but the knocking</font> followed me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was terrified</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I stood</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">shaking in my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> kitchen waiting for the</font> end but then the knocking started coming from inside the cabinets<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm pretty sure</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that was the last thing to happen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before</font> all the activity stopped<font color="#CCCCCC"> but that was</font> only like<font color="#E5E5E5"> a week ago it all seems like</font> it happened a long<font color="#CCCCCC"> long time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ago but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">really it all just happened and then</font> stopped happening<font color="#E5E5E5"> so quickly you know</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> have no<font color="#E5E5E5"> idea how long that thing's been</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in my room can someone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> please help</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> get rid of this<font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't even know where</font> to start<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm scared I pray before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I go</font> to sleep<font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> protection but I still wake</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">up every night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> between</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 3:00 and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 4:00</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a.m. this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> happened to me two</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> years ago</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it was my first month on the job and I</font> worked<font color="#CCCCCC"> night security</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at this pretty</font> interesting place<font color="#CCCCCC"> for the record I still</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">work there and have more strange stories</font> possibly to tell in the future<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm a 38</font> year<font color="#CCCCCC"> old male I've worked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> security jobs</font> most<font color="#E5E5E5"> of my life and the graveyard shift</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was an event</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> security guard for</font> various<font color="#E5E5E5"> well-known concert venues for</font> years so I've seen<font color="#CCCCCC"> my fair share of</font> strange things and crazy people<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other</font> words I don't scare easily and hardly ever go into<font color="#E5E5E5"> a panic mode when a crisis</font> comes up the place I currently work is a resort-style apartment complex<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> layout there are</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> three floors of</font> apartments with<font color="#E5E5E5"> 50 units on each floor</font> this place takes up one city block<font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> a golf course<font color="#E5E5E5"> and back indoor swimming</font> pools hot tubs<font color="#CCCCCC"> and a small movie theater</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you name it this place has it most of</font> the residents are<font color="#E5E5E5"> retired doctors</font> lawyers and<font color="#CCCCCC"> otherwise wealthy</font> individuals there<font color="#E5E5E5"> are some younger</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that live there as well stock</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">brokers and real estate agents and so on</font> some just<font color="#E5E5E5"> use their apartment in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">summer and leave as soon as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the snow</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">falls</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it is located in well-known</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tourist town in the United States the</font> building<font color="#E5E5E5"> itself has 12 exits on the</font> first floor the doors are locked at <font color="#E5E5E5">11:00 p.m. you can exit but you can't</font> get back in<font color="#E5E5E5"> unless</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the front</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> building</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and ask to be buzzed in</font> or pick up the call box phone next<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">whatever exit you're at it'll ring the</font> company's cell phone and I answer and can come let you in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> front lobby is</font> set up much like<font color="#E5E5E5"> a hotel with sliding</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">glass doors which I lock when I start my</font> shift<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the middle of the building on</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> first floor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> two big slider doors</font> which I also<font color="#E5E5E5"> lock they lead to the</font> private parking lot<font color="#E5E5E5"> the parking lot</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">itself is gated and you need a code to</font> get in this was<font color="#CCCCCC"> midsummer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and while it's</font> never<font color="#E5E5E5"> really hot here tonight was an</font> exception it was still very<font color="#CCCCCC"> warm after</font> the Sun had set I came in<font color="#CCCCCC"> ten minutes to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">11:00 to start my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shift</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we have a</font> routine to hand off<font color="#E5E5E5"> the keys event</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> log</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> phone to the next person on duty</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">despite its size I am the only security</font> person here at night my coworker who was leaving<font color="#CCCCCC"> told me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the side iron gates that</font> led to the parking<font color="#CCCCCC"> lot are open on one</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">side</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because they're stuck this is</font> nothing<font color="#CCCCCC"> new</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and they often do get jammed</font> she told<font color="#CCCCCC"> me the repair people would be</font> in tomorrow<font color="#CCCCCC"> sometime to fix them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but to</font> just do some extra patrol out there tonight<font color="#E5E5E5"> this place</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sits across</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the road</font> from<font color="#CCCCCC"> a public park and while the area</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pretty</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> decent the park tends to breed</font> druggies<font color="#CCCCCC"> and homeless people at night</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">who sometimes like to try and wander on</font> the property<font color="#CCCCCC"> or cause trouble</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> night started out as uneventful is it</font> good as a<font color="#E5E5E5"> security</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> guard in this place</font> we only have pepper spray<font color="#CCCCCC"> a large</font> flashlight<font color="#E5E5E5"> keys and a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> company's</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">cellphone to call 9-1-1 if need be we</font> are told not to<font color="#E5E5E5"> confront anyone with</font> bodily<font color="#E5E5E5"> harm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nor</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> can we detain anyone</font> we're simply eyes and ears<font color="#CCCCCC"> and to call</font> the police<font color="#CCCCCC"> if something comes up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> course you can defend yourself<font color="#E5E5E5"> if you</font> need to but in all cases if you<font color="#E5E5E5"> are in</font> danger<font color="#CCCCCC"> call the police</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and that's the</font> company policy basically<font color="#E5E5E5"> I am to walk</font> the grounds and floors<font color="#CCCCCC"> and look for</font> anyone suspicious<font color="#CCCCCC"> watch the cameras in</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> Security office which is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the lobby</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and otherwise try to stay alert if a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">resident calls for a maintenance request</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I would take the information down in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">computer for day shift or if a resident</font> called<font color="#E5E5E5"> with a security issue</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I would</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">attend to it pretty easy job I thought I</font> locked the doors to the parking<font color="#CCCCCC"> lot and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the lobby doors headed a sweep of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all</font> the floors<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then found myself back at</font> the desk<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was really quiet and it just</font> rolled<font color="#CCCCCC"> around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 3:00 a.m.</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had just sat</font> down<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eat my lunch when the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> company's</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">cell phone rang the caller ID let me</font> know it was from one of<font color="#CCCCCC"> her outside call</font> box bones<font color="#CCCCCC"> I picked it up and said thanks</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> calling this is security officer</font> James how can I help<font color="#E5E5E5"> you all I heard was</font> some heavy breathing<font color="#E5E5E5"> I glanced at the</font> cameras and could see<font color="#E5E5E5"> the shadow of a</font> figure<font color="#CCCCCC"> standing just out of reach from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the door camera view all I could see is</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the open call box in the metal cord from</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the phone</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> asked how</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> can I help you the man</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">started to breathe heavier and laugh</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">then</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> silence it was one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> those laughs</font> you hear in a movie when the lunatic is about to do<font color="#E5E5E5"> something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> terrible</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I got up</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> chair and started to walk out of</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> office into the door he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was at when</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> rang</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time from call box</font> number<font color="#E5E5E5"> two which was further down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> quickly looked<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the camera and seen</font> this large figure<font color="#CCCCCC"> and a hooded</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> jacket</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> knew this was strange as it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> very</font> warm<font color="#CCCCCC"> outside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> holding a black bag</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> his hands</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but had his back to the</font> camera<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm coming for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and you're gonna die this voice said in</font> a<font color="#CCCCCC"> raspy deep tone he hung up before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> had the chance<font color="#CCCCCC"> to say</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> anything then the</font> phone rang<font color="#E5E5E5"> again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this time I picked up</font> and before<font color="#CCCCCC"> he could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> speak</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I let</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him know</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the cops are on their</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> way and to leave</font> the property<font color="#CCCCCC"> now as he is on camera</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> tried<font color="#E5E5E5"> the doors and both were locked</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was at yet another</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> call box</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> guy had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> running at top speed</font> to make it to the next call box<font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> good distance between doors on the</font> outside I can see you<font color="#E5E5E5"> are you ready to die the</font> cops won't<font color="#E5E5E5"> make it here in time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the guy</font> said<font color="#E5E5E5"> I spoke loud and pretended like I</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> talking to another security</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> officer</font> and asked him to<font color="#E5E5E5"> send three other</font> security guards<font color="#E5E5E5"> to such in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> such location</font> and that police<font color="#E5E5E5"> are dispatched the guy</font> slammed the phone down loud against the call box receiver<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I watched him on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">camera</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> take off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into the darkness to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> park<font color="#E5E5E5"> area</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I figured it scared</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was going to call<font color="#E5E5E5"> the police but</font> honestly the location of this place it would take<font color="#E5E5E5"> them at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> least</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 15</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> minutes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> get here<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I figured this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> guy was just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">some Tweaker from the park</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> scanned the</font> cameras and walked to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the back lot just</font> to be sure<font color="#E5E5E5"> no one was there I had my</font> pepper spray<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hands just in case but</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">no one was out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there a return to my desk</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> wrote would happen in the incident</font> log<font color="#E5E5E5"> about half an hour later</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I finished</font> lunch<font color="#CCCCCC"> and was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just about to do rounds</font> when the phone rang again <font color="#E5E5E5">this time it was from an unknown number</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I thought it would be a resident calling</font> for a repair issue or something<font color="#CCCCCC"> I picked</font> up and said<font color="#CCCCCC"> my normal line where are the</font> cops<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't see them but I see you the</font> voice said fuck<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was that guy again I</font> scanned the cameras and didn't see anything<font color="#CCCCCC"> I went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the front door to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">look out and there was nothing but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">darkness and a few front floodlights on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I know you're alone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and you are going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> die soon<font color="#E5E5E5"> he said I basically told him to</font> get fucked and hung up<font color="#CCCCCC"> I called</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> non-emergency<font color="#CCCCCC"> number to 911 Oh what was</font> going on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the dispatcher said she would</font> send out a car to check the area<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> make contact with<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> next thing I hear<font color="#CCCCCC"> is a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> loud thud against</font> the glass windows to the day manager's office which sits across from<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> security room<font color="#E5E5E5"> another three loud bangs</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> run to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the door and unlock</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it I pull up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the shades and shine my flashlight</font> through<font color="#E5E5E5"> the window into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the darkness I</font> catch the face of this<font color="#CCCCCC"> hooded man he</font> looked to be<font color="#CCCCCC"> about forty with long</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stringy hair poking down and these wild</font> eyes he looked right at me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and grinned</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">before slamming his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> head into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the window</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and trying to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> break it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I started</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> yelling</font> at him<font color="#CCCCCC"> and told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him the cops are coming</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get the fuck out of here</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that's when</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> pulled</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> biggest damn butcher knife</font> I've ever seen and made a<font color="#E5E5E5"> slicing motion</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like he was going to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> use it to cut my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">throat</font> this guy was crazy<font color="#CCCCCC"> and probably on drugs</font> he continued slamming his body against the<font color="#E5E5E5"> glass</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> trying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to break it he used his</font> head to try and break the window but managed<font color="#CCCCCC"> to bust his head open so the</font> window now has blood all<font color="#CCCCCC"> over it I</font> backed out the office and locked the door to it I then decided to wait for cops as<font color="#E5E5E5"> this guy was out of control and</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> pepper spray wasn't going to stop him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and the last thing I wanted was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> handle<font color="#E5E5E5"> a bloody crazy person he then ran</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to the nearest side door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and took</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">call</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> box phone off the hook</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he then ran</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to each call box and removed all the</font> phones which cost a<font color="#E5E5E5"> company's cell phone</font> to ring<font color="#CCCCCC"> and jam up the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> line this guy had</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be on meth or something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ran as fast as I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> could imagine</font> I watched the camera and noticed to<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> horror<font color="#CCCCCC"> the sliding door to the garage</font> was open<font color="#E5E5E5"> now it was common for residents</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to go out to their cars and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> unlock the</font> door<font color="#E5E5E5"> themselves it's just a sliding lock</font> like the kind<font color="#E5E5E5"> and department stores but</font> this is the last<font color="#E5E5E5"> thing I need with this</font> nutjob<font color="#CCCCCC"> running around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I sprinted across</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> building and took a shortcut</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> through</font> a couple banquet rooms to make<font color="#CCCCCC"> it to the</font> garage<font color="#CCCCCC"> as it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was doing so I saw that</font> crazy guy running up the garage pathway <font color="#E5E5E5">I slid that door as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fast as I could</font> and locked it before he got to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> entryway<font color="#E5E5E5"> he then slammed his body</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the glass</font> over and over<font color="#CCCCCC"> but the door didn't move I</font> locked the second set<font color="#CCCCCC"> of doors in case</font> he got<font color="#E5E5E5"> through the outside once he would</font> at least<font color="#E5E5E5"> be trapped door it would slow</font> him down<font color="#CCCCCC"> I reached</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for my pepper spray</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">thinking maybe he would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just leave and I</font> yelled that<font color="#E5E5E5"> the cops are here he started</font> to laugh and<font color="#E5E5E5"> how then held that knife up</font> again before<font color="#E5E5E5"> running into the darkness</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the parking garages</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I called the cops</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my personal cell phone to let them know</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the man had a knife the dispatcher</font> told<font color="#E5E5E5"> me the cops will be there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shortly</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and I will let</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her know</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> happened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> made my way to the<font color="#CCCCCC"> front again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">locked myself in the Security office at</font> least this<font color="#E5E5E5"> place had no windows and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> could watch on camera<font color="#CCCCCC"> I heard another</font> loud thud and<font color="#E5E5E5"> bang and realized he was</font> at the<font color="#E5E5E5"> front lobby doors trying to get</font> in I was hoping the cops would roll<font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font> any<font color="#E5E5E5"> minute</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they didn't and while it</font> probably<font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't take them long it felt</font> like<font color="#E5E5E5"> forever at this point the guy was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">standing at the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lobby doors with a knife</font> in hand<font color="#E5E5E5"> he faced the camera</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and by this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">time his hood had fallen back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was</font> bald-headed with wild long stringy crazy hair on the sides of<font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> head his eyes</font> were huge<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I will never forget that</font> grin on his<font color="#CCCCCC"> face as he mouth</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">camera</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> died died</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> while making stabbing</font> motions with a knife<font color="#E5E5E5"> blood running</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">across his face from slamming into the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">glass he then ran</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the darkness</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> five minutes later the cops show</font> up they sent one officer he asked me what the<font color="#E5E5E5"> guy looked like and I told</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him</font> I have camera footage<font color="#E5E5E5"> he drove through</font> the area first and shined a spotlight <font color="#E5E5E5">the cop returned to tell me he couldn't</font> find anyone and he had<font color="#E5E5E5"> driven around the</font> entire block and back<font color="#E5E5E5"> area behind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">golf course I showed him the footage and</font> printed<font color="#E5E5E5"> out a picture from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the camera</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the cop said he didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> see any sign of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the guy and that he would patrol</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> area and for me to call back if he came <font color="#E5E5E5">again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it was now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nearly 5:00 a.m.</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when the cop</font> left<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> waited until 6:00 a.m. when it</font> was daylight<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> people were starting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> get out and about before I walked around <font color="#E5E5E5">and hung up all the phones from the call</font> boxes this guy<font color="#E5E5E5"> literally took all 12</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">phones off the hook when my manager came</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> during the morning</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shift at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 8 a.m.</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> told her what happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> and she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> said they</font> would<font color="#E5E5E5"> keep an eye out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and have a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> meeting</font> to let everyone know who worked here<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> be aware they had an extra security <font color="#E5E5E5">guard on my shift</font> for two weeks after but thankfully the guy never returned for context<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm a female</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and was 14 at</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> time of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> event it was December</font> and my parents were<font color="#E5E5E5"> driving</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me and my</font> brother down to my aunts to drop off Christmas<font color="#E5E5E5"> presents when we arrived my</font> parents<font color="#E5E5E5"> decided to stay and chat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for a</font> bit<font color="#CCCCCC"> and naturally I got bored so I</font> offered to<font color="#E5E5E5"> take</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> their dog Dan</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for a walk</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he's a golden retriever</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so a pretty</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">laid-back dog and not very</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> intimidating</font> at all they agreed but warned<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to stay on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Main Street</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and not to go down any</font> poorly-lit <font color="#CCCCCC">road since</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my aunt lives in quite a</font> rough area<font color="#CCCCCC"> of England I mumbled</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something and walked out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the door</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thinking I was able to protect myself me</font> and Dan walked for about<font color="#CCCCCC"> five minutes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I got bored and was curious</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> check<font color="#E5E5E5"> out a smaller</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Street on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my left</font> this road<font color="#E5E5E5"> seems slightly eerie and the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">houses were a lot more beat-up than the</font> ones on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> Main Street</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I ignored this</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> continued and walked to the end of</font> the road as I turned the<font color="#E5E5E5"> corner</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> noticed a figure<font color="#E5E5E5"> dressed head to toe in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">black and holding</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what seemed to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be a</font> crowbar<font color="#CCCCCC"> I think he was attempting to</font> break into<font color="#CCCCCC"> a car</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I couldn't quite</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">tell as the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only light was a dim</font> flickering orange coming from the street lamps<font color="#CCCCCC"> I stood</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there and stared at him</font> blankly<font color="#E5E5E5"> and on shock before coming to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">senses and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> swiftly making my escape he</font> hadn't noticed me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I was planning to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">walk back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> aunts house to call the</font> police<font color="#CCCCCC"> but I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> realised that I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> be sure<font color="#CCCCCC"> that he was actually</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> breaking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into the car before causing any</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">commotion</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I turn left</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> main street and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">walked down an alley which led</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the same road</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there was a car parked up</font> against the<font color="#CCCCCC"> pavement</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I used that to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my advantage by crouching behind it and</font> peering my head around<font color="#E5E5E5"> the side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> squinted<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to get a better view</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font> Dan went crazy<font color="#CCCCCC"> then began</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> barking and</font> growling<font color="#CCCCCC"> i hissed at him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to stop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was too late the man was already turned</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> our direction</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't make out his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">face because he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wearing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a hood but I</font> knew that<font color="#E5E5E5"> he must have seen me as it</font> began<font color="#E5E5E5"> to slowly walk towards the car</font> with inconsistent steps<font color="#E5E5E5"> my brain told me</font> that I needed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get the fuck out of</font> there so I yanked<font color="#E5E5E5"> Dan by the collar and we</font> bolted<font color="#E5E5E5"> down the nearest alleyway</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I could</font> hear him closing in but I kept running <font color="#E5E5E5">taking random turns and trying to lose</font> him<font color="#CCCCCC"> but it didn't work at one point he</font> even<font color="#E5E5E5"> managed to get right behind me and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">grabbed my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> leg but I pulled it away</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">causing him to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> trip</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I took</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that as my</font> chance and ran left and right down any road I came<font color="#E5E5E5"> across I didn't know where I</font> was going<font color="#CCCCCC"> but I didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> care as long as</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it was away from him he was still</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> behind</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me but not as close as anymore so I</font> turned<font color="#E5E5E5"> on a road and crouched in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">neighbor's bush before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> holding my breath</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the man ran straight past me and down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">another Street he didn't come back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> bush for a good 20 minutes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sobbing</font> into Dan's fur<font color="#E5E5E5"> before I had the courage</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> come</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I managed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> find</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my way</font> back<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we called the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> police</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> think the man</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> found since I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">couldn't make out his features to this</font> day I still<font color="#CCCCCC"> hate to think what would</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">have happened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if that man with that</font> crowbar<font color="#CCCCCC"> had caught me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Brazilian military</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> brat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I've</font> lived in quite a few<font color="#CCCCCC"> places</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in 2007 when</font> I was 11<font color="#E5E5E5"> we had to move to a small city</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in the middle of the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Amazon close to the</font> Colombian border the city was<font color="#CCCCCC"> very</font> isolated<font color="#CCCCCC"> and we lived in an even more</font> isolated military village and there were three villages the privates village<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sergeant's village and the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> officer's</font> village<font color="#CCCCCC"> these villages were linked</font> through trails that cut through<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> heavy woods<font color="#E5E5E5"> one of these trails was</font> crossed<font color="#E5E5E5"> by a water stream</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the internet</font> was very slow I remember my downloads having the crazy velocity of<font color="#CCCCCC"> three</font> kilobytes per second we have no cell phone service<font color="#CCCCCC"> and the TV</font> only received signal from two channels <font color="#E5E5E5">we had almost nothing to do so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kids were</font> very<font color="#E5E5E5"> United we spent the day riding our</font> bicycles going through the trails <font color="#E5E5E5">spending the day in someone's house it</font> was great and one<font color="#CCCCCC"> of those trails one day a man's</font> started showing up<font color="#E5E5E5"> he had the features</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> a native person and always seemed to</font> be<font color="#E5E5E5"> taking care of the nature collecting</font> trash that someone left behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> calling</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for birds and tending to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trees we</font> talked to him sometimes and we named him <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rainforest man because he knew</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a lot</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the trees and the animals</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> remember asking him<font color="#E5E5E5"> one day why he was</font> there<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he said that the command</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> the base hired him to help<font color="#CCCCCC"> them explore</font> the area because he knew the area very <font color="#CCCCCC">well it seemed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> logical to me</font> so<font color="#E5E5E5"> I brushed it off one particular day</font> two<font color="#E5E5E5"> girlfriends of mine and I were in</font> the other<font color="#E5E5E5"> girl's house her house was in</font> a different<font color="#CCCCCC"> village than ours and while</font> we were there<font color="#CCCCCC"> a boy showed up this boy</font> was a couple<font color="#E5E5E5"> years older than us and my</font> friends were very interested<font color="#E5E5E5"> in him it</font> was starting to get dark and I told them that we should<font color="#CCCCCC"> probably go home but they</font> wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to stay and talk to this boy and</font> I was too<font color="#E5E5E5"> scared to go back alone so I</font> waited when we decided<font color="#E5E5E5"> to go home it was very</font> dark the trails weren't illuminated and<font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> could see very<font color="#CCCCCC"> little so in the middle</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of the dark</font> we saw light in<font color="#CCCCCC"> our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> path but more</font> precisely<font color="#E5E5E5"> through the water stream we</font> got<font color="#E5E5E5"> scared and decided to hide and see</font> who it was <font color="#E5E5E5">after a while we could see that the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">person holding</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the flashlight was the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">rainforest guy he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> furiously looking</font> for something waving his flashlight around<font color="#E5E5E5"> he probably heard us the thing is</font> he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> holding a very large knife called</font> a<font color="#E5E5E5"> Shanda it's commonly used there to cut</font> big fish we stayed quiet for<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> while</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> getting even</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> darker we decided</font> to reveal ourselves<font color="#E5E5E5"> we got into our</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bikes and went straight to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> water</font> stream<font color="#E5E5E5"> where he was and then we needed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to cross but before we arrived there he</font> saw us he was right in<font color="#CCCCCC"> front</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of us with</font> his knife pointed<font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> us we couldn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">cross</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the water stream riding our bikes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so we dropped it there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and ran for our</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">lives after we passed him he turned off</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">his flashlight and was absolutely dark</font> we could see close to<font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing we just</font> ran<font color="#CCCCCC"> straight ahead</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I got into the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">other side of the stream I fell down and</font> hurt my knees he probably thought I was <font color="#E5E5E5">still</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> running with the other girls</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I</font> decided to stay there<font color="#CCCCCC"> where I was</font> instead of<font color="#CCCCCC"> getting up trying not to make</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">too much noise or reveal my location</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> then<font color="#E5E5E5"> turned the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> flashlight on again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> I could see he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> stealing one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of our</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bikes he brought it to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the water stream</font> and carried the bike on his back <font color="#E5E5E5">following</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the water</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> path into the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> woods</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I remember he walked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really close to me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and one of the scariest moments</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">life was what he said when he stood</font> nearly<font color="#E5E5E5"> 5 feet away from me come out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">little swine</font> after he was considerably far away<font color="#CCCCCC"> I got</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">up and ran straight ahead again when I</font> finally<font color="#E5E5E5"> got</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the village our parents</font> were<font color="#E5E5E5"> already running to me</font> since the<font color="#E5E5E5"> other girls had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> already</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told</font> them what had happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> I never saw the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">rainforest man again and it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> turns out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they never hired anyone as the guy had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">told me after this soldiers started to</font> supervise the trails<font color="#E5E5E5"> and no one ever</font> showed up<font color="#E5E5E5"> again at least while I lived</font> there it was 2005<font color="#E5E5E5"> only</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a few short</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">months after Hurricane</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Katrina</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">devastated much of the southern coast at</font> the time<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just turned 15</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the beginning of my I want</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> attention</font> desperately from any guy<font color="#E5E5E5"> willing to give</font> it<font color="#CCCCCC"> staged looking back on that mentality</font> some<font color="#E5E5E5"> 11 years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> later I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> can only shake my</font> head and wonder how I managed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to be</font> lucky enough<font color="#CCCCCC"> to live through those</font> teenage<font color="#CCCCCC"> years with all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the horrible</font> situations I put myself through<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> family and I had just<font color="#E5E5E5"> moved from an area</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> New</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Orleans that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was practically</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wiped out from the storm exactly a month</font> before<font color="#CCCCCC"> it initially hit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the area</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> moved to was<font color="#CCCCCC"> about 15</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> minutes away</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from New Orleans depending on traffic</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> the first home I ever</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lived in that</font> had an actual<font color="#E5E5E5"> neighborhood with other</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">teenagers my age quickly I befriended</font> the two sisters who lived down the street from<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and we became</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> inseparable</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and the other sister my age</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was one of</font> the best friends I ever<font color="#E5E5E5"> had to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be exact</font> it was October<font color="#E5E5E5"> 2005 when I met the man</font> who<font color="#E5E5E5"> lived behind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our house on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> opposite<font color="#CCCCCC"> street</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shortly before the Sun</font> began to set that was outside my <font color="#E5E5E5">friend's house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'll call her V smoking a</font> cigarette<font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a cute little dog came</font> running<font color="#CCCCCC"> up to me I'd always</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> loved dogs</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">typically more than most people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">didn't hesitate to smother this animal</font> with never-ending belly rubs and butt scratches<font color="#CCCCCC"> a couple of rubs later I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">noticed he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had the collar with his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">owner's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> information on it</font> using<font color="#CCCCCC"> these cellphone I gave the listed</font> number<font color="#CCCCCC"> accom</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's important and very</font> relevant<font color="#E5E5E5"> to my story in stating that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">this time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I had quite a thing for</font> Spanish men in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> perfectly tan skin</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dark eyes and accents would make my skin</font> mouth perhaps this preference came to be <font color="#E5E5E5">because I was the complete opposite</font> platinum<font color="#CCCCCC"> blonde hair</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> blue eyes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> paler</font> skin<font color="#E5E5E5"> as he promptly guessed by now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> voice that answered<font color="#CCCCCC"> the call was coated</font> heavily in a Spanish accent almost like<font color="#E5E5E5"> Antonio</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Banderas smooth and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">elegant in his tone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I began explaining</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that I had found his dog</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or rather his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">dog</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it found me an excitement the voice</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">exclaimed his dog had been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> missing for a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">couple of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> weeks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at this point we</font> arranged a time to meet so I could return<font color="#E5E5E5"> the beloved pup as his owner was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">still at work during my wait I tried to</font> match a face with a boy so that<font color="#E5E5E5"> became</font> immediately infatuated<font color="#CCCCCC"> with until</font> finally someone pulled<font color="#E5E5E5"> into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> v's driveway</font> and I just knew this was<font color="#CCCCCC"> the man behind</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that voice his car less appealing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the</font> outside didn't bother me<font color="#E5E5E5"> much as I</font> walked to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> driver's side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I noticed he</font> had<font color="#E5E5E5"> clearly spent a lot of money on a</font> sound system<font color="#E5E5E5"> complete with ridiculously</font> decked out<font color="#E5E5E5"> rims and several monitors on</font> each set including one installed into his dashboard<font color="#CCCCCC"> at the time I hadn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">noticed what he was actually</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> watching</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font> the face<font color="#E5E5E5"> I tried to visualize before</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">having met him was almost identical</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what I imagined he was beautiful nervous</font> and shy<font color="#E5E5E5"> I gave him his dog and he began</font> trying to<font color="#E5E5E5"> make small</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> talk</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> first it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was typical conversation complaining</font> about work or home life<font color="#E5E5E5"> but then the</font> flood of<font color="#E5E5E5"> compliments came your beautiful</font> that one line was enough to give me<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> confidence to conquer earth eventually<font color="#E5E5E5"> he asked me my age to which I</font> responded I'm only<font color="#E5E5E5"> 15 it didn't seem to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">faze him at all really and he said I am</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">33 being the young naive desperately</font> craving attention teen I was his age meant nothing to<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">here was a grown man</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> feeding</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> compliments<font color="#E5E5E5"> too stupid to realize how</font> disgusting it actually was at the time <font color="#E5E5E5">at this point</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I snapped out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my trance</font> just enough to notice<font color="#E5E5E5"> what had been</font> playing in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the background horn a little</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">unnerved that brushed it off and figured</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> just what adults do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he had been</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">watching and listening to the entire</font> conversation<font color="#CCCCCC"> rightfully shaking her head</font> and disapproval until finally she<font color="#E5E5E5"> walked</font> over and said you<font color="#CCCCCC"> need to leave</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my mom</font> is<font color="#E5E5E5"> on the way home the man was very</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">insistent on showing his gratitude by</font> taking me out<font color="#CCCCCC"> on a date</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> being that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Vee</font> was standing next to<font color="#E5E5E5"> me by then</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> simply</font> said I'd let<font color="#E5E5E5"> him know later as began</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">driving away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Vee let me have it</font> she was smart<font color="#CCCCCC"> enough to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know that it was</font> extremely<font color="#E5E5E5"> inappropriate for us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to ever</font> date eventually listening to a reasoning <font color="#E5E5E5">I had come to the conclusion</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was right and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was being stupid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> texted<font color="#E5E5E5"> him later that night and let him</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">know I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not interested</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was</font> far<font color="#CCCCCC"> too old</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and his response wasn't rude or angry</font> just<font color="#E5E5E5"> a simple okay</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as weeks pass by</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> would get random<font color="#CCCCCC"> text</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from this man</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">probably assuming it was my cell phone</font> since I had contacted him from her number the messages started off fine <font color="#E5E5E5">asking how I was doing sending</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him</font> pictures of<font color="#E5E5E5"> he and his dog while</font> thanking me for<font color="#CCCCCC"> finding him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he never</font> responded<font color="#CCCCCC"> and it seemed to only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> agitate</font> him then<font color="#E5E5E5"> these messages became a little</font> threatening<font color="#E5E5E5"> saying things such as the</font> world is a dangerous place<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I can</font> protect you <font color="#E5E5E5">I can't keep you alive if you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> won't even</font> talk to<font color="#E5E5E5"> me fine I'll be the one to hurt</font> you then<font color="#E5E5E5"> by then</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> well the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> V and I were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">completely freaked out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but never once</font> told our<font color="#E5E5E5"> parents or anyone for that</font> matter eventually the messages stopped and we went<font color="#CCCCCC"> on with our lives</font> almost<font color="#CCCCCC"> forgetting this situation</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even</font> happened until one day I noticed that same car driving by my house<font color="#CCCCCC"> weakly</font> having told B what was happening we <font color="#E5E5E5">decided to text him luckily she saved</font> his number<font color="#E5E5E5"> of what I can only assume was</font> in case his threats ever escalated and let him<font color="#CCCCCC"> know we would be contacting the</font> police<font color="#CCCCCC"> I never saw or heard from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the summer of 2012 now married</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I received a text from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my mother with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">only a link</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> inside it was an article</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from our local</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> news station with a</font> picture<font color="#E5E5E5"> of this man I had crossed paths</font> with so long ago stating he was wanted for<font color="#E5E5E5"> multiple counts of murder as it was</font> apparently a local hit man and possibly a suspect for human trafficking<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> couldn't believe it<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> most torturous</font> part of all<font color="#E5E5E5"> was reading his last known</font> address<font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so happened to be the house</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that overlooked our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> backyard he wasn't</font> actually<font color="#E5E5E5"> living in that house though he</font> was living in<font color="#E5E5E5"> one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the sheds behind it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">although</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we had a privacy fence the shed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was elevated to easily see over and into</font> our yard<font color="#CCCCCC"> and remember on many occasions</font> seeing a silhouette peeking out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> sheds window <font color="#E5E5E5">anytime</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd take our dogs out everything</font> made sense<font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that point on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I had only</font> met him in front<font color="#E5E5E5"> of these house so I</font> always<font color="#E5E5E5"> found it odd that I'd see him</font> passing by mine as slowly and creepily as possible <font color="#CCCCCC">I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> often think what would have happened</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">had I not befriended</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Vee</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she was always</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my voice of reason</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in fact she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">undoubtedly saved</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me from a lot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">situations such as this one to my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">knowledge he was never found</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> takes place over the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> course of the</font> first<font color="#E5E5E5"> semester of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my senior year of high</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">school</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> being lonely girl at the time I</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> have many friends</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and became</font> rather attached to the people<font color="#CCCCCC"> I believed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to be my friends there's a boy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">had a crush on who</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> will call Keith he</font> was the silent genius of the school who knew a lot<font color="#CCCCCC"> about a lot but never</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> took</font> the initiative to participate in class or take<font color="#E5E5E5"> his classwork seriously</font> usually reading<font color="#E5E5E5"> a book doing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> evenings homework when he cared<font color="#E5E5E5"> enough</font> to or<font color="#E5E5E5"> browsing the internet on our</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">schools issued laptops during class</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">one day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in English class</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm sitting</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">next to him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back row of desks</font> when our teacher pairs us up to work on <font color="#CCCCCC">a project</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> together</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Keith's seeming</font> disinterested<font color="#E5E5E5"> looked at me and then back</font> at his laptop<font color="#E5E5E5"> to continue whatever he</font> was doing<font color="#CCCCCC"> while I tried to talk to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font> finally<font color="#E5E5E5"> we began to talk he was rather</font> quick to<font color="#CCCCCC"> open up to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me about some stuff</font> I thought he may be<font color="#E5E5E5"> interested in me by</font> the way he smiled at<font color="#E5E5E5"> me while</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> talking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about things I didn't even</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> his vocabulary<font color="#E5E5E5"> was extensive and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was</font> funny too<font color="#E5E5E5"> this is a side of him I had</font> never seen<font color="#E5E5E5"> before</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I felt like I was growing to like</font> him<font color="#CCCCCC"> even more than I did</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before</font> so<font color="#CCCCCC"> we began working on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a project when</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the bell rings and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we go our separate</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ways</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I didn't see him the rest of the</font> day but I wanted to<font color="#E5E5E5"> incredibly bad I had</font> a crush<font color="#E5E5E5"> on this boy whenever I saw him</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the hallways I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> smiled he even came</font> and sat next<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me at lunch one day and</font> my heart<font color="#E5E5E5"> almost leapt out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my mouth</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> was outgoing<font color="#E5E5E5"> with my friends and they</font> quickly liked him too they asked if he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> my boyfriend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and despite wishing it</font> was true I denied it during my astronomy<font color="#E5E5E5"> class one day</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> surprised to see<font color="#E5E5E5"> Keith come in despite</font> him not<font color="#E5E5E5"> being part of our class he told</font> her<font color="#E5E5E5"> teacher that he switched classes and</font> the teacher confirmed it awesome<font color="#CCCCCC"> I get</font> to see him more<font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought he smiled at</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sat down in his seat as the class</font> resumed<font color="#CCCCCC"> during which he exchanged looks</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> smiles</font> everything went<font color="#E5E5E5"> fine</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for about a month</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Keith and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had exchanged phone numbers</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">during that period and we hung out over</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the weekends usually on a regular basis</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I was waiting for him to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ask me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out but</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never did</font> I felt disappointed<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the longest time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">then one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> day in English Keith gets up to</font> use the<font color="#CCCCCC"> bathroom and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had decided to look</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at his laptop overly attached friend I</font> know<font color="#CCCCCC"> don't remind me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Keith always took his time in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> bathroom<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I felt safe looking through</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> without him coming in out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of nowhere</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and seeing me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I opened up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> several</font> folders on his<font color="#E5E5E5"> desktop to find</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nothing</font> but schoolwork in the occasional photo of his favorite sports team I then opened up a folder<font color="#E5E5E5"> marked anatomy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">physiology Keith told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> school</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">schedule in the past and he didn't have</font> this class<font color="#E5E5E5"> I got curious and opened it</font> up<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was shocked after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> opening</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up a</font> photo file to see a<font color="#E5E5E5"> picture</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dead</font> girl lying on the ground<font color="#CCCCCC"> naked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I felt my</font> heart<font color="#CCCCCC"> dropped as I opened up a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Microsoft</font> Word file entitled<font color="#E5E5E5"> a and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> P HW and found</font> lists of websites<font color="#E5E5E5"> like that I didn't</font> even<font color="#E5E5E5"> want</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about I felt like I</font> had to<font color="#E5E5E5"> open up one more photo which was</font> the last one<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the folder</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I almost</font> cried as I opened it<font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to see a photo</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> me that he took one day when we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> house</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> except he had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> photoshopped</font> blood on my body<font color="#CCCCCC"> and the letter x</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over</font> my eyes<font color="#CCCCCC"> I shrieked in horror</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and jumped</font> back<font color="#E5E5E5"> into my seat the teacher somehow</font> not hearing me<font color="#CCCCCC"> but several students did</font> and asked me what<font color="#E5E5E5"> was wrong</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and began</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">crying and asked to go see the guidance</font> counselor<font color="#E5E5E5"> as I walked past the restrooms</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I didn't see Keith when I got to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">guidance counselor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I waited until he</font> came<font color="#E5E5E5"> out and asked him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to talk</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font> Keith<font color="#E5E5E5"> he didn't believe me at first</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thinking I was doing it for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> attention</font> but eventually<font color="#E5E5E5"> he told me that he would</font> talk with<font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I didn't hear</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> anything about it for the</font> rest<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the year</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but one day</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Keith was</font> absent<font color="#E5E5E5"> and didn't return for the rest of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the year I'm a 24 year old guy and this</font> happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> to me about six months ago</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> live in a rather<font color="#E5E5E5"> large apartment complex</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one that is very open and social people</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">are always outside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> waving to each other</font> having drinks and barbecues<font color="#E5E5E5"> and stuff</font> like that<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's quite a safe place with</font> people<font color="#CCCCCC"> looking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out for each other all</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font> and if anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> happens everyone is</font> usually in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the know I live at the higher</font> part<font color="#E5E5E5"> of my building very close</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> roof<font color="#E5E5E5"> in fact there's a door near my</font> place<font color="#E5E5E5"> next to some stairs leading up to</font> it so it<font color="#E5E5E5"> isn't that hard to get up there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I've personally only ever been up there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">once before and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after.this I don't plan</font> on going<font color="#CCCCCC"> up there alone it was about</font> 8:00 at<font color="#CCCCCC"> night and I was in my computer</font> checking<font color="#E5E5E5"> my email as well as just</font> relaxing and browsing different sites well at<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> moment my internet decides</font> to up and<font color="#E5E5E5"> shit itself now this is pretty</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">common as I use my buildings Wi-Fi and</font> it does this at certain points this <font color="#E5E5E5">would be okay</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> reading about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">three important emails and couldn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">check the other two at the time because</font> I hadn't opened any other tabs so I decided to<font color="#E5E5E5"> head outside around to</font> another building<font color="#CCCCCC"> at a friend's house who</font> I know they're really<font color="#E5E5E5"> nice</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about letting</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me use</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Internet when things like</font> this happen<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm getting up to leave</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> place<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I get out into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the hallway</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when I hear a thump up above on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the roof</font> the students surprised me that<font color="#CCCCCC"> much</font> though<font color="#E5E5E5"> I thought it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> probably someone</font> up there drinking or hanging out sometimes it<font color="#E5E5E5"> happens so I get to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bottom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the building and I'm leaving</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and I hear a loud rattle</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from the roof I</font> look<font color="#E5E5E5"> up and I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> don't see anything I brush</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it off as a random person</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the roof</font> who Fowler<font color="#E5E5E5"> something like that</font> so I<font color="#CCCCCC"> continued walking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a few minutes</font> later I'm nearing<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> friends building</font> and I hear a nearby bush<font color="#CCCCCC"> shake</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> getting a little<font color="#E5E5E5"> weirded out at this</font> point but I dismiss it as a cat or lizard moving around in the bush and just keep<font color="#E5E5E5"> walking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I arrived to my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friend's place</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and sit down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the curb</font> near the entrance<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pull up my phone</font> unlock<font color="#CCCCCC"> it and go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to my email</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> continue where<font color="#E5E5E5"> I left off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a few minutes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into reading it I hear</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> another rattle</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like at my building only now it's here</font> I'm getting an increasingly bad feeling about this<font color="#CCCCCC"> but I keep telling myself</font> it's nothing about five<font color="#E5E5E5"> minutes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> later</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> happen to look<font color="#E5E5E5"> up at the roof and get</font> startled for<font color="#E5E5E5"> a moment</font> there's a guy<font color="#E5E5E5"> peering down at me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">crouching</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I figured he's just enjoying</font> the view of the place and<font color="#CCCCCC"> just happened</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to be looking at me for that moment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> shine the<font color="#E5E5E5"> light up from my phone at him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I can make out more features he's</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wearing tattered pants a black hoodie</font> and a mask one of<font color="#E5E5E5"> those white masks you</font> buy at a party store<font color="#E5E5E5"> only on it has</font> drawn<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really large smile now this</font> creep me the fuck out for a moment but again<font color="#E5E5E5"> I give myself an excuse to</font> brush it off<font color="#CCCCCC"> I laugh nervously at the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">guy and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to reading I look</font> up a few<font color="#E5E5E5"> minutes later and the guy is</font> sticking his head out even more<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I'm</font> starting<font color="#CCCCCC"> to get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> scared</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> now</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this is</font> beginning<font color="#E5E5E5"> to feel</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like some strange</font> horror story<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was just me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and this guy</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> there and I really didn't know what</font> the fuck he<font color="#E5E5E5"> wanted so I decided to get</font> up<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just walk</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back to my place</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I get</font> back in with no trouble<font color="#E5E5E5"> and started</font> laughing<font color="#E5E5E5"> by that time I get here</font> thinking about<font color="#E5E5E5"> how silly and ridiculous</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that situation was the guy was probably</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">some prankster trying to scare me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">something so I'm in a good mood</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> walking</font> to the entrance<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I'd look up and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">immediately feel all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my good mood drain</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">away that same</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fucking guy is there</font> only now he's on<font color="#CCCCCC"> my roof in the same</font> creepy manner<font color="#CCCCCC"> staring down at me I</font> figured<font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> must have run</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I</font> left and gotten on<font color="#E5E5E5"> top of the roof</font> before<font color="#CCCCCC"> I got there so I'm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just standing</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> frozen for a moment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this guy</font> tilts his head<font color="#CCCCCC"> as if he's wondering</font> what's<font color="#CCCCCC"> wrong</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I quickly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> head inside and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> try to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">forget it going to my place</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and locking</font> my door thankfully my internet<font color="#CCCCCC"> is working now</font> anyway<font color="#E5E5E5"> so later that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> decide to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">go to sleep and I lay in my bed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> while<font color="#E5E5E5"> finally</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I start getting sleepy and</font> shut my eyes a while<font color="#CCCCCC"> later I hear</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tapping on my window near my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> balcony</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> I get up<font color="#E5E5E5"> to go investigate the noise</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> go to my balconies glass door<font color="#E5E5E5"> pull back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the curtain</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and immediately screen the</font> guy who I'll called the roof man for obvious reasons<font color="#E5E5E5"> is fucking hanging from</font> the roof<font color="#E5E5E5"> and staring at me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> upside-down</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he tilts his head and I'm standing there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">frozen wondering where the fuck this</font> psychopath came from what he<font color="#E5E5E5"> does next</font> frightens me<font color="#E5E5E5"> even more he climbs down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">onto my balcony and knocks on my glass</font> like he wants in and I<font color="#E5E5E5"> don't comply he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">starts banging lightly this process</font> escalates until<font color="#CCCCCC"> he rams</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into the glass</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">full force</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cracking it by this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time I'm</font> scrambling<font color="#E5E5E5"> up and unlocking my door to</font> get the fuck out of there<font color="#CCCCCC"> I opened the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">door and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> got out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> quickly as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I hear glass</font> shatter<font color="#E5E5E5"> I shut the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and run down the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hall and bang on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a neighbor's door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> hear my<font color="#CCCCCC"> neighbor come to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> answer and look</font> back at my<font color="#CCCCCC"> place down the hall and see</font> my door<font color="#CCCCCC"> open and the roof man</font> peeks out at this<font color="#CCCCCC"> moment my neighbor</font> answers and looks at<font color="#E5E5E5"> me worried</font> I pointed down the hall and he looks <font color="#CCCCCC">Rufe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> man is standing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> staring us</font> down hey suddenly breaks into a sprint <font color="#E5E5E5">running at us crazily my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> neighbor pulls</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> into his place quickly and closes the</font> door<font color="#CCCCCC"> a couple of seconds</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> later we feel</font> loud banging at the door<font color="#E5E5E5"> much louder</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">than my bangin earlier we look out the</font> people<font color="#E5E5E5"> and see he's relentlessly ramming</font> the door the door holds up though<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> after a while<font color="#E5E5E5"> he gives up and runs off</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we called the police and they searched</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the complex for him but he wasn't there</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I don't know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what scares me more that</font> horrific<font color="#CCCCCC"> night or knowing he's still out</font> there<font color="#CCCCCC"> and he could do that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to me again</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> potentially someone else my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> neighbor</font> kindly allowed me to stay at<font color="#E5E5E5"> his place</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a while saying he understood and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that if something like that ever</font> happened again he'd have my back<font color="#CCCCCC"> I can't thank him</font> enough<font color="#CCCCCC"> so now here I sit still at my</font> neighbor's place<font color="#E5E5E5"> relaxing and watching</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">TV I haven't seen that psychopath since</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> six months</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ago but I always</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">check out my window keeping an eye</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out</font> for the roof man so this has been going<font color="#CCCCCC"> on for a very</font> very long<font color="#CCCCCC"> time three</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> years to be exact</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I'm a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> long time lurker on here and</font> thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was finally</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time for my</font> creepy story to be told<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm going to</font> keep it as<font color="#CCCCCC"> short and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> accurate as</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">possible</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> has been happening for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> long that<font color="#E5E5E5"> sometimes things have become</font> muddled in my mind about<font color="#E5E5E5"> three years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ago</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> recently broken</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up with my partner</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> about three years once this happened</font> I began getting<font color="#E5E5E5"> very creepy messages</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from a phone number</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought this was</font> my ex at first but I'm still friends <font color="#E5E5E5">with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> them and I know it's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not them the</font> messages ranged from saying nice things <font color="#CCCCCC">to me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> such as you're beautiful I love</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you then the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> saying awful</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> things to me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about how they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> knew my deep dark secrets</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and wanted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to blackmail me honestly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> didn't creep me out so<font color="#CCCCCC"> much</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I</font> continued to<font color="#E5E5E5"> block the number but they</font> always<font color="#CCCCCC"> make a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> new number I'm assuming</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> a text free app this continued on</font> for a<font color="#E5E5E5"> few months until things got very</font> very<font color="#E5E5E5"> creepy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I began to never respond to</font> these<font color="#CCCCCC"> messages</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I always ignored them</font> but one night I<font color="#CCCCCC"> received a call</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from my</font> best<font color="#E5E5E5"> friend she was very alarmed and</font> told me that<font color="#CCCCCC"> the person who had been</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">texting me all that time was doing</font> things<font color="#E5E5E5"> to her now she was house-sitting</font> at<font color="#E5E5E5"> a neighbor's house which I had</font> previously<font color="#E5E5E5"> gone over to the night before</font> that night she<font color="#E5E5E5"> was with some friends</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> she was<font color="#E5E5E5"> receiving</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> text from the same</font> person<font color="#CCCCCC"> who was texting me obsessively</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but this time he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> something along</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the lines of this is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> your</font> beautiful friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> won't answer me and he</font> assuming it's a man at this time<font color="#E5E5E5"> sent</font> her multiple<font color="#E5E5E5"> pictures of the inside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> the house she<font color="#CCCCCC"> was in through the window</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she closed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the blinds after this and had</font> a friend check outside but no one was <font color="#E5E5E5">there</font> lastly she<font color="#E5E5E5"> received a message describing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">their appearances so at this point I was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">very freaked out</font> immediately<font color="#CCCCCC"> the next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> day when into the</font> police office to<font color="#CCCCCC"> report it and sent in</font> evidence and that they<font color="#CCCCCC"> said that they</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">would look</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into it they didn't take it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">very seriously though</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> six months or so</font> goes by<font color="#CCCCCC"> and didn't receive any</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> more</font> messages<font color="#CCCCCC"> but did always</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> receive phone</font> calls<font color="#E5E5E5"> from unknown</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> numbers which I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">assume was him so I then began dating</font> this girl who<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm currently still with</font> now once this happens<font color="#E5E5E5"> more things start</font> happening once again<font color="#E5E5E5"> first I find out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that this person for the past few months</font> has been obsessively stalking my current girlfriends<font color="#CCCCCC"> ex</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fling</font> I don't know how he knows about<font color="#E5E5E5"> her but</font> he's been<font color="#CCCCCC"> following her to and from work</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sending her strange messages and notes</font> etc<font color="#E5E5E5"> she also files a police report</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font> nothing happens<font color="#E5E5E5"> icing on the cake he</font> pretends<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was me the entire</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time so</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">not only is he stalking me but he's</font> pretending<font color="#E5E5E5"> to me to get me into trouble</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> law</font> once it<font color="#CCCCCC"> gets tired of his game with this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">other girl he comes back to harassing me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and they begin</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to follow me everywhere</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sending my girlfriend text messages</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> where I last was such as food<font color="#CCCCCC"> places or</font> if I'm at school<font color="#CCCCCC"> I continue to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> report</font> this to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the police but at this point</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they can't do anything they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> say I don't</font> know<font color="#E5E5E5"> he hacked my phone or what but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">every time I mentioned to my girlfriend</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">our plan on catching him or taking</font> measures<font color="#CCCCCC"> to stay safe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he sends me a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">message or her a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> message saying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> has<font color="#E5E5E5"> put everything under</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> information</font> such as<font color="#E5E5E5"> my IP address or email so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I</font> can never find him and he never will <font color="#E5E5E5">stop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't even know if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this is</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">possible the past few months</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> things have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">become</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> more intense</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> first he is made a</font> fake email<font color="#E5E5E5"> account under my girlfriend's</font> name and emails me pretending to be her asking<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to meet up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or sending me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">strange poems about his love for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me he</font> also says about<font color="#E5E5E5"> how I can never find him</font> or get rid of him<font color="#E5E5E5"> that he's always</font> watching<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> then on Halloween<font color="#E5E5E5"> I receive a package</font> exactly on<font color="#CCCCCC"> that day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as a strange purple</font> mask<font color="#CCCCCC"> at first I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thought it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was an</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">accident</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> Damus on just sent it to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">accidentally</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but then I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> receive a text</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from an unknown</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> number saying something</font> like<font color="#E5E5E5"> I hope you enjoy your gift and then</font> it clicks it's my stalker<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> freaked out</font> my girlfriend freaks out<font color="#E5E5E5"> we end up</font> calling<font color="#E5E5E5"> Amazon to track the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> package to</font> see<font color="#CCCCCC"> who it is but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they can't find the</font> package<font color="#E5E5E5"> anywhere</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in their database</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">things lay low for another month</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I go to</font> the gym every<font color="#CCCCCC"> day same time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> typically</font> this day it's cold<font color="#CCCCCC"> very gloomy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm leaving the gym and I look over and</font> there's<font color="#E5E5E5"> this man standing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there I don't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">have my glasses on so I can hardly see</font> his facial features<font color="#E5E5E5"> but he's wearing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> hood<font color="#CCCCCC"> and he seems relatively</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tall it</font> makes a strange<font color="#CCCCCC"> noise and just waves</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">slow motion sometimes men do really</font> strange things<font color="#E5E5E5"> to me like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this I have no</font> idea<font color="#CCCCCC"> why and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm not bragging I actually</font> hate it<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I don't think much of it but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I am alarmed and I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> walk back to my car</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and get inside I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lock the doors and</font> check behind me and I always do this<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm</font> a<font color="#E5E5E5"> very paranoid person</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I see the man get</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into his car</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it's a white car I think maybe it's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font> a coincidence<font color="#CCCCCC"> and then I leave the car</font> leaves as<font color="#CCCCCC"> well and follows me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> directly</font> behind me<font color="#E5E5E5"> but not too close I'm freaking</font> out at this<font color="#E5E5E5"> point</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but my phone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is dead</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because I used it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> too much of the gym</font> listening to music this<font color="#E5E5E5"> time I'm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not</font> going<font color="#E5E5E5"> home though I'm going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to my</font> grandparents who<font color="#CCCCCC"> live close by to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> help</font> them with a few things<font color="#E5E5E5"> because they're</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">moving he continues following me and I</font> turn into<font color="#E5E5E5"> the driveway they live down</font> this very long driveway<font color="#E5E5E5"> but there's a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ton of cars there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> people walking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around turns out my grandparents are</font> having an estate<font color="#E5E5E5"> sale</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> which I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> think</font> saves me I<font color="#E5E5E5"> Drive into the driveway</font> slowly<font color="#CCCCCC"> and look behind me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I just see the same hooded man</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wave</font> again slowly<font color="#CCCCCC"> then drive off</font> I know it's my stalker<font color="#CCCCCC"> I have no idea</font> what he<font color="#E5E5E5"> was trying to do but this random</font> estate<font color="#E5E5E5"> sale</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> saved me somehow</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lastly I've</font> received constant emails<font color="#CCCCCC"> from him</font> creepy poems<font color="#CCCCCC"> but that's about it the</font> police<font color="#E5E5E5"> know</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just keep updating the</font> report but they're still<font color="#E5E5E5"> not taking it</font> seriously<font color="#E5E5E5"> he knows everything about me</font> it seems and has hacked<font color="#E5E5E5"> my account and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> girlfriend's account multiple</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> times</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">our Facebook and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Twitter we know this</font> because<font color="#E5E5E5"> we have set up those alerts to</font> let us know<font color="#E5E5E5"> if someone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> unknown has</font> logged in or is trying<font color="#E5E5E5"> to I'm tired of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">living in fear</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I don't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know what</font> he's going to<font color="#E5E5E5"> do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> next</font> it started off on a mega<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm an 18 year</font> old<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the moment since I turned 13 I</font> developed a habit of talking<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> strangers online<font color="#E5E5E5"> every day after coming</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">home from school</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> used to talk to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> numerous<font color="#E5E5E5"> idiots some decent people some</font> creeps<font color="#CCCCCC"> but nothing as bad as this for</font> some backstory<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> generally followed a</font> generally<font color="#E5E5E5"> similar routine on most days</font> Monday<font color="#E5E5E5"> through Thursdays it was go to</font> school<font color="#E5E5E5"> come home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and then</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just watch a</font> few<font color="#CCCCCC"> episodes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of friends or the middle on</font> Fridays<font color="#CCCCCC"> I usually went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out and chilled</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with my friends Saturdays was just the</font> day I went<font color="#CCCCCC"> to the town center where</font> there<font color="#CCCCCC"> is usually</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a lot of shops cinemas</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> whatnot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I prefer to go out by myself</font> on this<font color="#E5E5E5"> day though occasionally I went</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> friends</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I just got home</font> jumped onto the computer switching on my <font color="#CCCCCC">usual choice of music and just unwinding</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> a rough day at school</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> watch some</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">youtube videos</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a few episodes of friends</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and then after eating proceeded to go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to a Magel after a few strangers</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> perverts<font color="#CCCCCC"> I came across a decent guy</font> called Chris<font color="#E5E5E5"> now Chris</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I exchanged</font> messages<font color="#E5E5E5"> for around 40 to 50 minutes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when I just told him a little</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font> myself<font color="#CCCCCC"> just general information nothing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">specific to be honest what I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> liked to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> do</font> and just<font color="#E5E5E5"> basically things that I'm into</font> he told me he was<font color="#CCCCCC"> 18 years old and was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">working at an ICT company as an</font> apprentice<font color="#CCCCCC"> he seemed to have many</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the</font> same<font color="#CCCCCC"> interests I did which was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a little</font> cool because it gave<font color="#E5E5E5"> us a lot to talk</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> I casually told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him that my web</font> browser was acting up<font color="#CCCCCC"> to which he said</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hey I'm great with computers my job</font> involves<font color="#CCCCCC"> working</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with computers you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">should totally download this application</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I'll see what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I can do</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with a huge</font> amount<font color="#CCCCCC"> of enthusiasm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me being as</font> innocent as I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> I agreed the</font> application he told me to<font color="#CCCCCC"> download was</font> either<font color="#E5E5E5"> TeamViewer or Splashtop streamer</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the reason I wasn't hesitant was because</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't anything on my computer</font> no personal details<font color="#CCCCCC"> just come home</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">schoolwork</font> video games<font color="#CCCCCC"> etc it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pretty neat that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he could just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> control my computer</font> like that I thought a message<font color="#E5E5E5"> Chris</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">saying that I'm popping downstairs for</font> five minutes <font color="#E5E5E5">and then I'd be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> right back I came back</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> within three minutes seeing and</font> erasing my web history<font color="#E5E5E5"> this didn't seem</font> sketchy as I had a problem with<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> browser<font color="#E5E5E5"> I asked him after he was done</font> what he was doing<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> said that the</font> problem<font color="#E5E5E5"> is all fixed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and it was I</font> thanked him<font color="#CCCCCC"> and we spoke for about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 20</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">more minutes we plan</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to speak the</font> following<font color="#CCCCCC"> evening with some tags so the</font> system matched us together<font color="#E5E5E5"> the next</font> evening<font color="#E5E5E5"> we proceeded to speak this time</font> however he<font color="#E5E5E5"> started acting up asking why</font> I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> late</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and that I said I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> going</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to come online at 8:00 p.m. now I don't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">remember the exact time but I know for a</font> fact<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> even that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> late max</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">15 minutes I told him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to speak</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">like that and why he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was acting like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">such a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fucking idiot having I just met</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him he went on to say sorry honey</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I hope</font> you can forgive<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I love you now no</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm</font> not into<font color="#E5E5E5"> guys and these messages</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font> freaking<font color="#CCCCCC"> me out</font> I told him<font color="#E5E5E5"> to stop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he just sent me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> few smiley faces<font color="#E5E5E5"> he went on to say I</font> know where you live<font color="#CCCCCC"> and named my</font> hometown<font color="#CCCCCC"> I know where you go to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> school</font> and things of<font color="#CCCCCC"> that nature our town</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is a</font> small one<font color="#E5E5E5"> and there wasn't any way</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> could have just guessed that things</font> were uneventful<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the next few days</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">until the following Saturday when I went</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shopping with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my friends we all grab</font> something to<font color="#E5E5E5"> eat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and then</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just sort</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> just chilled on one<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> benches</font> chatting<font color="#E5E5E5"> a man then popped up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> us</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">asking if he could sit down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was a</font> little apprehensive<font color="#CCCCCC"> but my friends said</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> their public seats and we shouldn't</font> stop him he was standing<font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> friend's</font> side<font color="#E5E5E5"> but when we allowed him to sit he</font> shifted right next to me he just<font color="#CCCCCC"> sat</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">still</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not moving</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not saying a word</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just looking straight</font> they then turned towards<font color="#E5E5E5"> me and smiled I</font> tried to get<font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> grabbed my</font> shoulder<font color="#CCCCCC"> to which my friends</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> started</font> shouting<font color="#E5E5E5"> they then started shouting</font> himself<font color="#E5E5E5"> directly in my ear and casually</font> walked away my friends walked me home that<font color="#CCCCCC"> night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but it started getting worse</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">someone started posting blank letters</font> through our mail<font color="#CCCCCC"> and was unable to</font> comprehend anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was random</font> bangs on the<font color="#CCCCCC"> door and when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we went out</font> there there wasn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> anyone there also</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">when I passed my driving test I got a</font> letter congratulating me<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was typed up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we still get the letters just not as</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">frequently</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I put together a police</font> report<font color="#CCCCCC"> but still they don't seem to</font> believe a single<font color="#CCCCCC"> word I say</font> [Music] when I was about 13<font color="#CCCCCC"> my parents</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font> moved<font color="#E5E5E5"> to an old house it was at least 90</font> years old<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was large and it was pretty</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">good for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the condition that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and was an only</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> child I got the second</font> biggest room on the second<font color="#CCCCCC"> floor</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> that room was huge<font color="#E5E5E5"> sometimes my parents</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">left me at home by</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> myself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for a few</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hours whether</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they were going shopping</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">or on a date</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I always asked to stay at</font> home<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't mind staying at home</font> because<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like to think of myself as</font> responsible and trustworthy<font color="#CCCCCC"> it made me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">feel special one night at around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 6 p.m.</font> or so<font color="#E5E5E5"> my parents had to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> go run some</font> errands<font color="#CCCCCC"> and they were the kind of people</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">who spent long hours out shopping for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the best</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> deals and they used a lot of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">coupons</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> whenever they could and I</font> didn't want<font color="#E5E5E5"> to be involved in all this</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> that so I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> decided not to come I</font> stayed<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my room and watched some TV</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">then at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> around 8 p.m. I got hungry and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">decided to go down and get a snack now</font> at this point<font color="#CCCCCC"> the house is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> very dark so</font> I<font color="#CCCCCC"> grabbed my cellphone and use it as</font> best I can to light up the hallway since the hallway didn't have a light <font color="#E5E5E5">now this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cell phones had</font> built-in flashlights<font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I just used</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all</font> the light my screen<font color="#E5E5E5"> could give until it</font> made it to the kitchen<font color="#E5E5E5"> the kitchen light</font> had<font color="#CCCCCC"> been left on by my parents I put my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">cell phone on the counter</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">walking to the pantry</font> I saw<font color="#CCCCCC"> a man hunched down in the corner</font> by the back door<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was wearing black</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and red clothing and he had long greasy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">unkempt hair</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't see his face</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because his head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was facing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the wall and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he was holding</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a large knife he didn't</font> notice<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I had spotted him I wanted</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to scream</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I used my hand to cover my</font> mouth and<font color="#E5E5E5"> walked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back upstairs</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> leaving</font> my cell phone down there<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was not</font> walking<font color="#CCCCCC"> over to get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it we didn't have</font> any phones upstairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I walked into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> room<font color="#E5E5E5"> locked the door and hid in my</font> closet<font color="#CCCCCC"> I started crying silently and</font> started<font color="#E5E5E5"> thinking of the word</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he was going to find me and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kill me I</font> just knew<font color="#E5E5E5"> it then I heard someone coming</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">up the stairs heavy footsteps</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt</font> sick<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I had never been so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> afraid in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my life then I heard someone opened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> door to my parents<font color="#CCCCCC"> room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> which was two</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">rooms away from mine</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I then hear police</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sirens</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> outside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I hear the door being</font> knocked on<font color="#E5E5E5"> I breathed the sigh of relief</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I hear the man running back down the</font> stairs quickly<font color="#CCCCCC"> and he's trying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to open</font> up our back door<font color="#E5E5E5"> then I hear our front</font> door being pushed down<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I heard</font> footsteps of two people<font color="#E5E5E5"> coming upstairs</font> and they<font color="#E5E5E5"> started searching a home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> police come<font color="#CCCCCC"> to my room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and let me know</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it's safe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I opened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I later</font> found out<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our neighbors saw this</font> man<font color="#E5E5E5"> unlocking our back door with a key</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and saw that he had a knife and called</font> the police <font color="#E5E5E5">my parents arrived a few</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> minutes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> later</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and my mom started</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hugging me and crying</font> the man unfortunately escaped<font color="#CCCCCC"> I cried</font> and cried<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> got no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sleep that night</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because the man had a key we changed the</font> lock but we eventually<font color="#E5E5E5"> moved way out of</font> state<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm 23 now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I have moved past it</font> but there are<font color="#E5E5E5"> several questions</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I still</font> have how did<font color="#CCCCCC"> he get a key</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> why did he</font> want to<font color="#E5E5E5"> come in our house and what would</font> he have<font color="#CCCCCC"> done if the police showed up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> he later I'm a 25 year<font color="#E5E5E5"> old female and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I've been</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">living with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my boyfriend for the last</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">six months this was about four years ago</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> online a lot and still him and</font> then a lot of<font color="#CCCCCC"> cool people many had rough</font> backstories but I<font color="#E5E5E5"> always offered a</font> listening<font color="#E5E5E5"> ear and tried to support them</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm going to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mention that I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> autism</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and can be pretty naive so don't</font> recognize certain bad situations right away a<font color="#CCCCCC"> meta 24 year old guy from</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Australia I'm from Europe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> who had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font> broken up<font color="#CCCCCC"> with his girlfriend that he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">said was completely emotionally unstable</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and it ended up with her wanting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> kill</font> herself<font color="#CCCCCC"> and him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not being</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> able to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> handle</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> anymore</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I asked him about it a lot</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and tried to help him cope with the</font> situation we started to game together <font color="#CCCCCC">online</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I started</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to see him as a</font> friend<font color="#CCCCCC"> but after a while I started to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">notice that he was kind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of acting like I</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> his girlfriend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I glanced over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because he knew I had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a boyfriend and it</font> might have just<font color="#E5E5E5"> been kindness and I</font> mistook it<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm famous for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> being</font> oblivious<font color="#CCCCCC"> to that kind of stuff</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> started to tell<font color="#CCCCCC"> me that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I should break</font> up<font color="#E5E5E5"> with my boyfriend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> going on long</font> tangents and writing me emails how my boyfriend was like<font color="#CCCCCC"> his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ex-girlfriend</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he abused me mentally and</font> physically<font color="#CCCCCC"> that he was raping me and was</font> making<font color="#E5E5E5"> my life a living hell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and that he</font> was going<font color="#E5E5E5"> to kill me</font> potentially<font color="#E5E5E5"> one day which</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">completely absurd and I kept explaining</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that to him after a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> while it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was obvious</font> that he<font color="#E5E5E5"> indeed thought of me as his new</font> girlfriend<font color="#E5E5E5"> he made</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> clear we were</font> going to<font color="#E5E5E5"> spend the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> rest of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our lives</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">together and that he would</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> make sure of</font> it he was convinced that me telling him<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> stop<font color="#E5E5E5"> and leave me alone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was all</font> orchestrated by my boyfriend<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I was</font> actually<font color="#E5E5E5"> being held hostage luckily he</font> didn't know my full name<font color="#CCCCCC"> or so I thought</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">or where I lived</font> I started<font color="#CCCCCC"> getting messages from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> random</font> accounts with pictures of<font color="#E5E5E5"> people</font> bloodied up saying this<font color="#E5E5E5"> is going to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">happen</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Oh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with his name on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the pages itself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> went on for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> while</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I begged him to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stop but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he kept pushing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I blocked him</font> but he kept<font color="#E5E5E5"> making new accounts to get</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in contact with me I decided to just</font> delete my account on that<font color="#CCCCCC"> site</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">altogether and not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> go there anymore</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and hoped it would</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> go away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but then I</font> suddenly started<font color="#CCCCCC"> to get messages on</font> Facebook<font color="#CCCCCC"> I never told him my full name</font> and even then<font color="#E5E5E5"> I made sure my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Facebook is</font> extremely private<font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my family</font> nickname<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I only had other family</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">members on there because most of them</font> live far away my boyfriend didn't even have a Facebook<font color="#CCCCCC"> account and like I said</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I kept my full name and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> location</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> myself he made</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about a hundred</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> fifty<font color="#E5E5E5"> pages and profiles and completely</font> directed to me<font color="#E5E5E5"> with pictures</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of people</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">killing themselves telling me he was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">going</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to kill himself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> complete</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> overlays and banners of this is your fault<font color="#CCCCCC"> it seemed like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he made it his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">full-time job to send</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me messages</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font> different<font color="#CCCCCC"> platforms</font> he even found stuff like my<font color="#E5E5E5"> YouTube</font> account<font color="#CCCCCC"> and followed me around there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">eventually he started sending receipts</font> of his school books that he had sold of his current school<font color="#CCCCCC"> year and later</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one</font> plane ticket<font color="#CCCCCC"> to the airport where I</font> actually live close to and<font color="#CCCCCC"> two back to</font> Australia<font color="#E5E5E5"> he kept sending proof like of</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> moving out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his apartment and</font> putting his stuff in<font color="#E5E5E5"> storage he told me</font> he was coming<font color="#E5E5E5"> to save me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">boyfriend who kept me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hostage</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and that</font> he was going<font color="#E5E5E5"> to kill him and take me</font> back to Australia so I could be safe he had gotten rid<font color="#E5E5E5"> of all ties he had</font> quit school<font color="#E5E5E5"> quit his job so he could</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">have a blank slate telling me we'd</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have</font> to live<font color="#E5E5E5"> under the radar for a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> while</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all</font> the while he kept sending<font color="#CCCCCC"> me pictures as</font> proof<font color="#E5E5E5"> of doing these things</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because he</font> loved<font color="#E5E5E5"> me and wanted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to show it by now</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I had blocked every Facebook account</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with his unfortunately extremely common</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">name and basically deleted every</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> other</font> online<font color="#E5E5E5"> account I had even though a lot</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">were under</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> different names</font> he found me everywhere<font color="#E5E5E5"> eventually the</font> day came where he was taking<font color="#CCCCCC"> pictures</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font> the airport<font color="#E5E5E5"> which he was posting on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Facebook wall and him in the plane which</font> logos I immediately recognized as my country's official<font color="#CCCCCC"> airline they began</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">talking about the actual house I lived</font> in which was kind<font color="#E5E5E5"> of a strange place</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">live</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> lived in an industrial area</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> maintenance apartment inside<font color="#E5E5E5"> a huge</font> empty building with only one other office that was on the lease as a <font color="#E5E5E5">maintenance person but that was purely</font> for legal<font color="#CCCCCC"> reasons because the owner</font> thought he could make<font color="#CCCCCC"> some money</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the</font> side<font color="#CCCCCC"> the whole building was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> open to me</font> in there weren't any people living remotely nearby<font color="#CCCCCC"> they definitely couldn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">have known</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lived there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they started</font> messaging<font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> how perfect that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> whole</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">setup was for his plans</font> my boyfriend<font color="#E5E5E5"> was aware of everything</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that had happened by then and thought it</font> was best that if maybe we sought<font color="#CCCCCC"> out the</font> help of the police<font color="#CCCCCC"> they could give</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font> some<font color="#E5E5E5"> advice</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> course they couldn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">do anything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and suggested that if we</font> were scared<font color="#E5E5E5"> we'd better just go</font> somewhere<font color="#CCCCCC"> else and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we decided to go stay</font> at<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> parents</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we went back the next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> day</font> since we both had<font color="#E5E5E5"> school and work with</font> saw police<font color="#CCCCCC"> cars in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> front of the building</font> the owner informed us that<font color="#E5E5E5"> someone had</font> broken<font color="#E5E5E5"> in this person had tried</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to go</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into the office next to our apartment</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and they had an alarm system that went</font> off and alerted the<font color="#CCCCCC"> police at that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> point</font> I wanted to<font color="#E5E5E5"> know what the hell was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> going</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and if he had tried to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> break in since</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that was our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> first guess</font> it wasn't hard contacting him since he already sent<font color="#CCCCCC"> multiple messages</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> again on</font> Facebook<font color="#CCCCCC"> from several different</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> accounts</font> my boyfriend contacted him and<font color="#E5E5E5"> the guy</font> agreed to have a<font color="#E5E5E5"> webcam chat when he</font> turned his cam on<font color="#E5E5E5"> I immediately</font> recognized a hallmark of our city<font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font> the window behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I silently freaked</font> out not letting known I was present my boyfriend then spent more<font color="#E5E5E5"> than seven</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hours talking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to him</font> the guy was furious and still certain my boyfriend was going<font color="#E5E5E5"> to kill me with</font> nothing<font color="#CCCCCC"> that could change his mind after</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">more than seven hours</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with my normally</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">muncom boyfriend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> getting pretty annoyed</font> at this point because<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> most stupid</font> reasoning<font color="#E5E5E5"> the guy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> copy-pasted to hold</font> chat conversations and spin them in crazy ways<font color="#E5E5E5"> the guy was saying he was</font> disgusted<font color="#E5E5E5"> and started to throw out</font> profanities towards him about me <font color="#E5E5E5">basically saying that if I was so</font> adamant on staying with him I deserved what my<font color="#E5E5E5"> boyfriend was going to do to me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and he wouldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mourn me because I had</font> ruined his my own our kids and our life together I only heard<font color="#CCCCCC"> from him one more time</font> after<font color="#E5E5E5"> that a short video</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> being in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the hospital</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> saying that he had tried to</font> kill himself<font color="#CCCCCC"> and was all my fault and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> was going to bring darkness<font color="#E5E5E5"> over the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">earth instead of light like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you promised</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he said he said stuff like that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> often</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">another weird spiritual</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> promises he said</font> I made I got scared again for a while but it<font color="#E5E5E5"> got silent</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after that even though</font> it was years ago<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm still</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> afraid the</font> guy isn't over me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and will come after</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> as far</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as I know his parents had</font> locked<font color="#E5E5E5"> him in a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nursing home</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">mentally ill I got this info a year</font> later when his older brother<font color="#E5E5E5"> finally</font> responded to my facebook<font color="#CCCCCC"> messages to him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">telling him to please speak to his</font> brother<font color="#E5E5E5"> because it was not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> okay</font> stupid Facebook spam folder needless to<font color="#CCCCCC"> say this man</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was batshit</font> crazy you
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