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<font color="#CCCCCC">one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm female</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 18 or 19 at the time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and working as a receptionist in the</font> offices<font color="#E5E5E5"> of an electronics company in</font> Ontario<font color="#E5E5E5"> the building where I worked with</font> two<font color="#E5E5E5"> stories the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> first</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> floor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were my</font> death was consisted of my reception room <font color="#E5E5E5">the lunch room and some meeting rooms</font> all the<font color="#CCCCCC"> other employees around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 20 of</font> them worked in cubicles upstairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> as a</font> receptionist<font color="#CCCCCC"> part</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of my job was to</font> receive and sign for<font color="#CCCCCC"> all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> deliveries</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">typically I would be interacting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font> the same delivery<font color="#E5E5E5"> guys every day</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> then</font> one company put a new guy on<font color="#CCCCCC"> a route I</font> wasn't too alarmed with him at<font color="#CCCCCC"> first I</font> was pretty friendly<font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> everyone would</font> have some small talk about<font color="#E5E5E5"> how their</font> days were and such<font color="#E5E5E5"> this new guy would</font> only want<font color="#E5E5E5"> to talk about me though how I</font> liked my<font color="#CCCCCC"> job</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if I was happy that day etc</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wasn't too bad but then the small talk</font> stopped and he started with the compliments<font color="#CCCCCC"> nayaa</font> you are so beautiful I guess I didn't mind<font color="#E5E5E5"> that this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wasn't something I was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">used</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to hearing what weirded me out is</font> that that's all he would<font color="#CCCCCC"> say sometimes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">repeating himself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> two or three times he</font> began to say much longer than<font color="#CCCCCC"> necessary</font> at the office even sometimes popping in when he<font color="#E5E5E5"> wouldn't have a delivery</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> would compliment me and then sigh loudly and<font color="#E5E5E5"> lean on my desk when I wouldn't</font> respond after one delivery when he was <font color="#CCCCCC">lynnie on my desk I looked up and he was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">staring at me smiling getting frustrated</font> I asked if I<font color="#E5E5E5"> could help them can I sit</font> yes and pointed behind<font color="#CCCCCC"> my desk I asked</font> him what he meant<font color="#CCCCCC"> I want to sit with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and what she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> worked before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I could</font> respond he began to walk around my<font color="#CCCCCC"> desk</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and was really invading my personal</font> space<font color="#E5E5E5"> thankfully at that moment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> someone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">began walking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down the stairs</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> beside my</font> desk<font color="#CCCCCC"> and the delivery guy grabbed his</font> paperwork and left for a<font color="#E5E5E5"> few days</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">everything was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> normal and his creep</font> level went down<font color="#CCCCCC"> a lot now usually I</font> would<font color="#E5E5E5"> drive one of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my parents</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cars to</font> work<font color="#E5E5E5"> in our parking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lot we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would have a</font> bunch<font color="#E5E5E5"> of cars in it none</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them with</font> any identifiable<font color="#CCCCCC"> features</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the only time</font> I would ever<font color="#E5E5E5"> be near my car was when I</font> was getting to<font color="#CCCCCC"> work or leaving this</font> particular day I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> dropped off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> work</font> so my car wasn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font> delivery guy rushes in at his usual<font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font> looking worried he sees me and<font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">obviously relief before I can say</font> anything<font color="#CCCCCC"> he blurts out nyaaa</font> where's your car I was scared I<font color="#E5E5E5"> wouldn't</font> see you<font color="#E5E5E5"> today</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I stammered that I had gotten dropped</font> off freaked out that<font color="#CCCCCC"> he knew which car</font> was mine and then the question started coming is it broken<font color="#CCCCCC"> who</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dropped you off</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">- you have a boyfriend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he started to get</font> a little<font color="#E5E5E5"> upset</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> asking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> these questions in</font> quick succession<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't answer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> quickly<font color="#E5E5E5"> signed the papers he had in</font> front<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me I didn't look at him and he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">eventually left I made</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a comment</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to my</font> boss that<font color="#CCCCCC"> day that the delivery guy had</font> made me pretty<font color="#CCCCCC"> uncomfortable just</font> mentioned<font color="#E5E5E5"> that some of the things he</font> would<font color="#E5E5E5"> say</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were a little</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> strange</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">know if she called and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> asked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for the</font> drivers<font color="#CCCCCC"> to be switched but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was really</font> glad when<font color="#CCCCCC"> I never saw him again</font> - so I'll start with landscape <font color="#E5E5E5">background so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you can better understand</font> the story<font color="#E5E5E5"> my boyfriend and I live</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">little house</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> right in the middle of all</font> the businesses<font color="#E5E5E5"> in our town</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our backyard</font> is facing a sort of alley<font color="#E5E5E5"> and our front</font> yard is facing the main road it is a parking lot<font color="#E5E5E5"> on one side and a</font> strip mall type building with about five or so businesses in it one summer night <font color="#E5E5E5">me boyfriend and his cousin are all</font> sitting in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> backyard having a fire</font> and a few drinks<font color="#CCCCCC"> when this random older</font> man wanders in our yard<font color="#E5E5E5"> and asks if he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">could join we didn't have a fence at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> time so we were<font color="#E5E5E5"> kind of used to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> people</font> wandering<font color="#E5E5E5"> in trying to join our fun most</font> times we just<font color="#E5E5E5"> tell them as a closed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">party and they will leave without a</font> prompt sometimes they won't<font color="#E5E5E5"> leave but those are</font> whole other stories<font color="#E5E5E5"> but this guy</font> mentions he owns a computer<font color="#E5E5E5"> store next</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">door so boyfriend being the neighborly</font> type<font color="#E5E5E5"> tells him he can sit and offers him</font> a beer couldn't hurt to<font color="#E5E5E5"> know a local</font> business owner<font color="#E5E5E5"> right</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> well about 5 to 10</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">minutes into him being there he reaches</font> in his pocket<font color="#E5E5E5"> and pulls out some pills</font> and says<font color="#E5E5E5"> they're ecstasy and asks if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">want some we tell him no thanks buddy</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> go hard he then starts very</font> persistently trying to push these pills on me<font color="#CCCCCC"> Oh have some</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fun</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he keeps saying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so this pisses off boyfriend and he</font> tells him to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get lost and not so many</font> nice words<font color="#E5E5E5"> then after that I see him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">every day</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> between noon and 2:00 like</font> clockwork<font color="#E5E5E5"> walking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> past my house to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> liquor store<font color="#E5E5E5"> he always has his little</font> dog with him and stomps at my front<font color="#CCCCCC"> yard</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to let his dog to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> business</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I think</font> he does this on<font color="#CCCCCC"> purpose</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to drive my dogs</font> nuts and get them barking because there's like<font color="#E5E5E5"> a thousand other spawns for</font> his dog to go anyway<font color="#E5E5E5"> fast forward about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a year I'm home alone waiting for</font> boyfriend to get home from work being a cautious young lady<font color="#E5E5E5"> I always lock my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">doors when I'm home alone so it's like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">9:30 or 10:00 and I hear screeching</font> tires outside and see headlights<font color="#E5E5E5"> canna</font> shining through the<font color="#E5E5E5"> cracks of my</font> curtains<font color="#E5E5E5"> then I hear yelling so now I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">run outside to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> see what's going on and</font> his<font color="#CCCCCC"> boyfriend and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his cousin they caught</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">creepy computer guy but two feet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">facing my living room window</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> where I was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">watching TV trying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to peek in at me but</font> just retelling the story gives me the creeps imagine if I forgot to lock<font color="#E5E5E5"> the doors or</font> fell asleep on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the couch with my</font> curtains open I'm not sure exactly<font color="#E5E5E5"> what</font> he was<font color="#CCCCCC"> up to but it couldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been</font> any<font color="#CCCCCC"> good if he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> creeping late at</font> night<font color="#E5E5E5"> now he walks clear across the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">street to get his beer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he won't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">face our house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I know this because I</font> stare him down<font color="#CCCCCC"> every</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time and sometimes</font> I open<font color="#E5E5E5"> my curtain fast to try catch him</font> in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> act</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> myself the freaky the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night</font> boyfriend<font color="#E5E5E5"> got a security camera so I'll</font> update<font color="#E5E5E5"> if we ever catch</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that creeper</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or</font> any other creeper<font color="#CCCCCC"> 3 although it is not</font> my first time<font color="#E5E5E5"> struggling with someone</font> with<font color="#CCCCCC"> mal-intent</font> this is my first time posting so bear with<font color="#CCCCCC"> me a bit of background</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm a very</font> small<font color="#E5E5E5"> person</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> both in size and in</font> personality<font color="#CCCCCC"> I am a 5-2 Mick</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> female with</font> a<font color="#E5E5E5"> pearl equip it a for staring at the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ground as she walks and assuming the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">best in people when I really should be</font> running<font color="#E5E5E5"> the opposite direction</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in short</font> I'm an easy target<font color="#CCCCCC"> for people like the</font> man I'm about<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> describe I live about a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">six-hour train ride from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the college I</font> currently attend fortunately the train tickets are<font color="#CCCCCC"> very</font> cheap so<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm able to visit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> home rather</font> frequently my mother had<font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dropped me</font> off at this train<font color="#E5E5E5"> station in order for</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> to take my first train back to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> school</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I had already bought</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ticket</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and was</font> there a bit early so<font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sit</font> down in the foyer of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the train station</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and here's the Wi-Fi to watch some</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">podcasts</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and a very anxious person when</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> comes to being on time for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> trains so</font> I kept frequently<font color="#E5E5E5"> looking at the</font> departure<font color="#CCCCCC"> board</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to watch for my train</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at least a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> half hour I finally</font> noticed<font color="#CCCCCC"> that my train</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't going to</font> the stop I needed to go to the<font color="#CCCCCC"> tracks</font> had needed maintenance<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I had</font> forgotten<font color="#CCCCCC"> to check the train website</font> before I planned<font color="#CCCCCC"> my return trip</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> having</font> no<font color="#E5E5E5"> idea how to return to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> school I called</font> my mom told her the problem<font color="#E5E5E5"> she said</font> that she<font color="#E5E5E5"> would return in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about an hour</font> due<font color="#E5E5E5"> to traffic problems no big deal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> would just sit there<font color="#CCCCCC"> quietly and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wait</font> except he decided to<font color="#E5E5E5"> sit next to me he</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> a young</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> man</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> probably in his late 20s</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tirelessly dressed and groomed he looked</font> entirely<font color="#E5E5E5"> harmless</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I ignored him and</font> continued to watch my podcast<font color="#CCCCCC"> a few</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">moments later right here a slight</font> mumbling in his direction<font color="#CCCCCC"> and fill a</font> light tap on my shoulders pulling my<font color="#E5E5E5"> earbuds out I turned and see</font> that the stylish man was trying<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> instigate<font color="#E5E5E5"> a conversation by asking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what</font> I was<font color="#CCCCCC"> watching as mentioned above I saw</font> the best in the stranger and answered his questions about the<font color="#E5E5E5"> podcast I was</font> listening to and we soon devolved into casual banter<font color="#CCCCCC"> but as the conversation</font> progressed<font color="#CCCCCC"> I became</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> more and more</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">anxious he started asking more personal</font> questions like my name my social media accounts<font color="#CCCCCC"> where I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> went to school</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my age I</font> lied on<font color="#E5E5E5"> every question</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> specifically</font> when I said I was 17<font color="#E5E5E5"> 9 19 I meant to</font> deter him<font color="#CCCCCC"> from venturing into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the creepy</font> territory<font color="#E5E5E5"> of flirting by saying I was</font> underage<font color="#E5E5E5"> unfortunately this did nothing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">rather it seemed to encourage him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">complimented my appearance mentioned how</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we should hang out try to give me his</font> number all the stereotypical creeper statements I faked answering my phone<font color="#E5E5E5"> claiming my</font> mother had called me and<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> almost here</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and that I was to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wait for her outside</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> station</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I got up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> said goodbye and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">left I decided</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> since my mother was</font> in fact not actually outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I</font> would grab myself a snack<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the</font> Starbucks<font color="#E5E5E5"> go to the bathroom and then go</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">outside to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> find some other</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> place to hole</font> up in I got in line at the<font color="#E5E5E5"> Starbucks and</font> when I got<font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> front</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I hear him call out to me my heart drops</font> in my<font color="#E5E5E5"> chest</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and he starts talking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font> how it<font color="#CCCCCC"> was funny we kept running</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">each other</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and that it must be destiny</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we were to meet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I avoided eye</font> contact<font color="#E5E5E5"> purchase my snack and bolted out</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the store to the bathroom I do my</font> business<font color="#CCCCCC"> quickly and move to leave</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font> I see him<font color="#CCCCCC"> standing outside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he hadn't</font> seen me so<font color="#E5E5E5"> I whirled back around and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hide in a stall after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a couple minutes I</font> leave because the lion was getting long and<font color="#CCCCCC"> I see him walk</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into the male</font> bathroom<font color="#CCCCCC"> adjacent to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the female</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 1</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">take my chance and run outside as far</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as I can while still</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">trying to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stay surrounded by</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> people</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> stay safe fortunately it seemed like I <font color="#E5E5E5">had lost him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I stayed outside and ate</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> sandwich for another 20<font color="#CCCCCC"> minutes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and then</font> my mom showed<font color="#CCCCCC"> up and I left</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a little</font> shaken safe so creepy stylish man at the train station<font color="#CCCCCC"> let's never</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ever meet again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thank</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you for this happened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just this</font> past weekend<font color="#CCCCCC"> somewhere between Temecula</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and rainbow California and the whole</font> incident<font color="#E5E5E5"> took about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ten minutes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> long</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">story</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> short driving back home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> early</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">afternoon from Palm Springs on what</font> would be a<font color="#CCCCCC"> two-hour drive</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> earlier</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">day me and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a male friend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> were out hiking</font> on<font color="#CCCCCC"> Montecito</font> I was tired so<font color="#E5E5E5"> I fell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> asleep on the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">first</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hour drive</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> home this happened</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around 2:30 p.m. when we stopped for gas</font> somewhere between Murrieta<font color="#E5E5E5"> or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Rainbow</font> California the<font color="#CCCCCC"> blazes well populated and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even had a target down the road and was</font> not far away<font color="#E5E5E5"> from a freeway exit while</font> my friend was pumping<font color="#CCCCCC"> gas</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> team</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> aged 17 to 19</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> came up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to my friend</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">asking for a ride even said he'd pay I</font> was just<font color="#CCCCCC"> waking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up from my nap so by the</font> time I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was fully awake I saw this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> teen</font> already outside my passenger side door and<font color="#CCCCCC"> my friend agreed to give the kid a</font> lift<font color="#CCCCCC"> I gave my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friend the silent what</font> the fuck<font color="#E5E5E5"> dude look as they both got in</font> the car but kept quiet<font color="#CCCCCC"> as not to stir</font> anything<font color="#CCCCCC"> I wasn't able to get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a good</font> look at this<font color="#E5E5E5"> teen but from my</font> observation he was a white<font color="#CCCCCC"> kid dark</font> brown or black<font color="#CCCCCC"> hair</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> possibly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 17 to 19 21</font> being the oldest<font color="#CCCCCC"> they were all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> black</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">possibly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a beanie</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had a backpack and an</font> older model LG phone or similar he smells<font color="#E5E5E5"> strongly of weed and some other</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">musk</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it looked like an</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> emo kid to me</font> moment creepy kid got<font color="#E5E5E5"> into the car</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">went all crazy and weird</font> tried to<font color="#E5E5E5"> sell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> us drugs and weed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">eying the beats headphone my friend was</font> wearing<font color="#E5E5E5"> attempting a trade for drugs</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">trying to convince my friend to do a</font> porn flick<font color="#E5E5E5"> said there was good money in</font> it kept<font color="#E5E5E5"> telling my friend he can do a</font> casting<font color="#CCCCCC"> call for porn</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that they should</font> shoot some videos<font color="#CCCCCC"> and even gave bogus</font> website<font color="#E5E5E5"> on where to get bitches</font> he spoke<font color="#E5E5E5"> like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a gangster wannabe and to</font> be honest<font color="#E5E5E5"> I barely understood what he</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> saying he also tried to ask for</font> money<font color="#E5E5E5"> which means he lied</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about having</font> money for a ride in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> first place he</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">mumbled to himself a lot</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> laughing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font> nothing<font color="#CCCCCC"> to which I assumed he was really</font> high off<font color="#CCCCCC"> of his rockers creepy teen also</font> told my friend the car was trash<font color="#E5E5E5"> since</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Oliver camping gear was in the backseat</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his murdered would jump from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> super</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">excited to super quiet and pretty</font> I was quite<font color="#CCCCCC"> to near silent this whole</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">time and obviously</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> scared</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what I did not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">know was that he could see my facial</font> expressions<font color="#E5E5E5"> which was mostly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about to</font> cry from<font color="#CCCCCC"> the passenger</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of your</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mirror the kid noticed this and asked me</font> in a serious tone<font color="#E5E5E5"> my acting weird and</font> went really quiet from that point<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> friend tried<font color="#CCCCCC"> to distract him a lot with</font> small talk while I scanned the road for a possible escape<font color="#E5E5E5"> plan every time we</font> asked the kid where he should<font color="#E5E5E5"> be dropped</font> off as we originally<font color="#CCCCCC"> agreed to drop him</font> a few<font color="#CCCCCC"> streets</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> down the creepy teens tone</font> changed<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he says keep driving then</font> would switch<font color="#CCCCCC"> back into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pimp happy mode I</font> finally and quietly signaled my friend to drive<font color="#CCCCCC"> onto a crowded exit where there</font> was a diner<font color="#E5E5E5"> and gas station at least</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there would be witnesses in case this</font> goes south bad thank heavens for<font color="#E5E5E5"> rush</font> hour<font color="#E5E5E5"> traffic</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wide we were doing a store</font> stop because creepy teen<font color="#CCCCCC"> noticed we</font> exited<font color="#E5E5E5"> then once we parked told him</font> nicely<font color="#E5E5E5"> and calmly he needs to go took a</font> while to<font color="#E5E5E5"> convince him to get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out clearly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">creepy kid didn't like me I was scared</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">out of my mind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my friend's car was this</font> old clunker<font color="#CCCCCC"> stick shift</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it tends to die</font> or sputter<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the gears sometimes get</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">stuck</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so it took us a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> good 10 to 15</font> seconds to get<font color="#CCCCCC"> back out of the parking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lot the creepy teen gave me a long</font> I can tell he was pissed at me<font color="#E5E5E5"> though he</font> seems to have<font color="#E5E5E5"> liked my friend by the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">time we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pulled out I can see he was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">calling someone on his phone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after we</font> laughed and drove<font color="#CCCCCC"> back to the freeway</font> that's<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I broke down and asked my</font> friend why the hell he did such a stupid <font color="#E5E5E5">reckless thing as he was the most</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">paranoid person I know when it comes to</font> strangers friend told me<font color="#E5E5E5"> that the teen</font> originally approached him saying his mom either forgot to pick<font color="#E5E5E5"> him up and he just</font> needs a ride a few blocks down was almost<font color="#E5E5E5"> close to tears</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> - spoke normal</font> although desperate when my friend said no the<font color="#CCCCCC"> team motioned that he will ask</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for my permission and went straight for</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was still</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> napping</font> this creep was determined<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get into</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">our car my friend panicked and felt</font> cornered as the creepy teen was about to go<font color="#E5E5E5"> to my side of the passenger car so he</font> decided to<font color="#E5E5E5"> play along</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and do what the</font> kid wants my friend doesn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> do well with</font> confrontations<font color="#E5E5E5"> and in his panicked state</font> of mind made a huge mistake<font color="#E5E5E5"> he at least</font> admitted he fucked up big time<font color="#CCCCCC"> I pointed</font> out the kid could<font color="#CCCCCC"> have easily lured us</font> somewhere<font color="#E5E5E5"> we could have been jumped or</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">godness carjacked and we are very lucky</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hopefully the kid was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only a high and</font> crazy<font color="#CCCCCC"> runaway rather than a criminal</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is a harsh lesson to my friend</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> the dangers of taking up</font> hitchhikers on the road<font color="#CCCCCC"> I also told my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friend if he had money and a working</font> cell he could have just<font color="#E5E5E5"> taken the bus or</font> called<font color="#E5E5E5"> anyone for a ride from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the gas</font> station<font color="#E5E5E5"> later</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that night I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> spoke to my</font> cousin who<font color="#CCCCCC"> is familiar with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> area</font> it told<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that place has a huge</font> transient<font color="#E5E5E5"> and homelessness problem and</font> is known<font color="#E5E5E5"> for a lot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of drug dens</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mostly</font> meth and heroin<font color="#E5E5E5"> since that kid if he was</font> homeless had a working mobile phone it's possible he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> a drug dealer and was</font> luring<font color="#CCCCCC"> as to his accomplices to get</font> jumped and carjacked <font color="#CCCCCC">I guess we really were lucky</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I had a few</font> more camping and road trips<font color="#CCCCCC"> planned</font> throughout the year<font color="#CCCCCC"> I have to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> admit the</font> experience rattled me bad and I had a few<font color="#CCCCCC"> nightmares since I was a near victim</font> once of a road assault<font color="#E5E5E5"> so this brought</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a lot of bad memories</font> I just bought some pepper spray yesterday and<font color="#CCCCCC"> will carefully plan our</font> route for the next trip<font color="#CCCCCC"> to be safe and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">travel with more people also</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we'll keep</font> an eye on<font color="#E5E5E5"> my coolest friend to make sure</font> he doesn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> pick up strange hitchhikers</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Edit as of this afternoon my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friend's</font> car got broken into<font color="#E5E5E5"> and was stolen it</font> took the police about<font color="#E5E5E5"> two hours before</font> they found the<font color="#E5E5E5"> car abandoned in a</font> Chinese<font color="#CCCCCC"> restaurant</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the most expensive</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thing that was taken in the car</font> was his Beats headphones<font color="#E5E5E5"> five I was</font> driving back to my<font color="#E5E5E5"> college for my</font> family's house after Thanksgiving break <font color="#CCCCCC">I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> traveling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> through a rural</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> area in</font> the Midwest<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I suddenly had the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> urge</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> pee badly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> reading all the road</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">signs I came across</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to see if there was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a nearby town</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that I could stop had to</font> find a gas station<font color="#E5E5E5"> or something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to use</font> the restrooms unfortunately the nearest aisle was<font color="#CCCCCC"> 30</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ish miles away and I had to pee so so</font> badly<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was unbearable</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I finally made</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> decision to get off at the next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> exit</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I found even though they don't lead</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to any tons</font> shortly after<font color="#E5E5E5"> I pulled off on the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> next</font> exit<font color="#CCCCCC"> I came across a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> gravel road I</font> thought this was perfect<font color="#E5E5E5"> because I</font> didn't want<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> trouble</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font> exposing<font color="#E5E5E5"> myself in front of anybody it</font> was a very private<font color="#E5E5E5"> road just so you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font> all<font color="#E5E5E5"> aware I'm a female it is very</font> difficult<font color="#E5E5E5"> for females to pee</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the side</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of the road I thought the best course of</font> action would be<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> take my auntie</font> McDonald's cup and pee into<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I did</font> just<font color="#CCCCCC"> that inside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of my car just in case</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">anyone drove down the lonely road I had</font> finished my<font color="#CCCCCC"> business and dumped the cup</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I did not litter only dump the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> contents</font> into the<font color="#CCCCCC"> grass on the side of the road I</font> was starting my<font color="#E5E5E5"> car and getting ready to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">turn my car around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> way I came</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when I saw</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a bright red car</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> speeding</font> down the<font color="#E5E5E5"> road</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was on it startled me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but they drove right on past</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought</font> to myself<font color="#CCCCCC"> must</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be the locals out messing</font> around<font color="#CCCCCC"> I started to drive off and I saw</font> a dingy rusted red pickup truck<font color="#CCCCCC"> coming</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">down the road after the car they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> two</font> drove past me<font color="#E5E5E5"> as they passed though I</font> saw two<font color="#E5E5E5"> male passengers who were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> staring</font> straight at me this freaks<font color="#E5E5E5"> me out but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">told myself all the more reason</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get a</font> move on<font color="#E5E5E5"> I still kept</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my eye on the</font> pickup<font color="#E5E5E5"> truck though and I saw them</font> turning around coming straight at<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this freaks me out so much I decided</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> best<font color="#CCCCCC"> course of action would be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> drive</font> in their direction <font color="#E5E5E5">continuing on the gravel road as opposed</font> to turning<font color="#E5E5E5"> around giving them</font> opportunity to<font color="#CCCCCC"> chase after me I drove</font> right<font color="#E5E5E5"> by the Macan and saw that they</font> were grinning at me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so scared I</font> had<font color="#E5E5E5"> the gas which on gravel road doesn't</font> do much good<font color="#CCCCCC"> I finally got a grip on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> road and headed along<font color="#E5E5E5"> the gravel</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> road</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> looked in<font color="#CCCCCC"> my rearview</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mirror and they</font> were following<font color="#CCCCCC"> me again I was freaked</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> my hands were shaking my foot was</font> flooring the accelerator<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I reached</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> phone now I'm not the person to</font> call<font color="#CCCCCC"> 911</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in just any situation in fact I</font> was scared to call 9-1-1<font color="#E5E5E5"> because I was</font> afraid<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was just being paranoid but as</font> I looked in my<font color="#CCCCCC"> rearview</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mirror again and</font> saw them gaining<font color="#E5E5E5"> on me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I called the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">police</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when I called the police the</font> operator picked up and I explained to <font color="#E5E5E5">her what was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happening during this phone</font> call the<font color="#CCCCCC"> men in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pickup truck were so</font> close<font color="#CCCCCC"> but I couldn't see their front</font> tires<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was sliding all around the</font> gravel road trying to stay on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the phone</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with the operator she was giving me</font> directions<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the nearest</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> town</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> several</font> miles away<font color="#E5E5E5"> they followed me the entire</font> way<font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font> all the way<font color="#E5E5E5"> until</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I reached</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the police</font> station I saw them turn<font color="#CCCCCC"> around very</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> quickly</font> because they knew I was<font color="#CCCCCC"> out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of their</font> reach<font color="#CCCCCC"> I definitely learned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my lesson</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> this and I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> think from now on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'll</font> stick to<font color="#E5E5E5"> peeing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> public restrooms</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so</font> creepy man in the pickup<font color="#E5E5E5"> truck let's not</font> meet again<font color="#CCCCCC"> six</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm in my 20s now and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">unfortunately</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me have had a ton of</font> creepy encounters probably the worst is this guy from high school who developed a crush<font color="#E5E5E5"> on me I'll call him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Mark</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and use</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">different names</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other people tons of</font> people<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my time know this story and</font> I'm<font color="#CCCCCC"> going to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> try</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to avoid</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> giving away a</font> lot<font color="#CCCCCC"> of hints</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because honestly he still</font> creeps me<font color="#CCCCCC"> out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and this whole situation</font> makes me uneasy<font color="#E5E5E5"> mark was the same age as</font> me and had been held back a<font color="#CCCCCC"> year so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> met him when I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was a sophomore and he</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was a freshman I want to start out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">saying Mark wasn't a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bad looking guy it</font> wasn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> even socially awkward and was a</font> talented singer<font color="#CCCCCC"> and musician</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> despite him</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">not having your typical something's off</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">vibe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something was definitely</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> off I was</font> pretty popular and had some anger<font color="#CCCCCC"> issues</font> back<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I brushed off mark</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">without even a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thought</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about him but</font> everyone was uneasy around<font color="#E5E5E5"> him this</font> included teachers and parents of<font color="#E5E5E5"> other</font> students I had to deal<font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mark because</font> we were both in<font color="#CCCCCC"> theater</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for sake of</font> length I will<font color="#E5E5E5"> skip the endless strange</font> things he did<font color="#E5E5E5"> and focus on what really</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">put me off he started telling everyone</font> myself included<font color="#CCCCCC"> that he had a crush on</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> barely</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a day after</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> knowing me he used</font> to try<font color="#CCCCCC"> to hang out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with my friends and I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">constantly he started doing weird things</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like asking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> people where I was when I</font> was absent<font color="#E5E5E5"> or not at rehearsal because</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my role didn't require</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it if you're in a</font> show you<font color="#CCCCCC"> can</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go to all the rehearsals</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even if you're not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> rehearsing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on stage</font> that day and he started<font color="#CCCCCC"> going to every rehearsal</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just stare at me and soon he</font> got to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> point of staying after much</font> longer than required<font color="#E5E5E5"> perhaps that would</font> have been a strange if when he<font color="#E5E5E5"> turned</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 16</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> had a truck he didn't turn it in a</font> parking spot<font color="#E5E5E5"> facing the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> theatre accent</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and wait for me to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> come out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> always</font> offering<font color="#E5E5E5"> rides by my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> junior year</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> amount<font color="#E5E5E5"> of times he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> would approach</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me and</font> other people<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> how great I was was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">getting less annoying and more</font> disturbing being as I had a reputation <font color="#E5E5E5">of being tough I basically just cursed</font> him out and became exceptionally<font color="#E5E5E5"> rude</font> which really<font color="#E5E5E5"> only made him try more</font> something<font color="#CCCCCC"> to note about me is I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> am a</font> very<font color="#E5E5E5"> picky eater</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and people who have</font> known me<font color="#CCCCCC"> for years can't keep up with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I do eat and what I hate but Mark</font> started buying me food and<font color="#E5E5E5"> giving it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it would always</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be these</font> particular things<font color="#CCCCCC"> that there was no way</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he should</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have known</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> unless he just</font> watched me<font color="#E5E5E5"> constantly he started trying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to give me money</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> too and I always told</font> him to get away from me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and would</font> threaten him in one way<font color="#CCCCCC"> or another I</font> noticed at rehearsals that money ended <font color="#E5E5E5">up in my backpack</font> the same amount<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was always trying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">give me so it obviously</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was him winter</font> started to roll around<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I was just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">creeped out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> everyone basically said he</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> the creepiest dude ever</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and how I</font> hadn't been completely<font color="#E5E5E5"> freaking out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before now was beyond them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was very</font> close<font color="#E5E5E5"> with three guys to her brothers</font> Jason<font color="#E5E5E5"> and Mike and my best friend Toby</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Jason and Mike went to church twice a</font> week and announced<font color="#CCCCCC"> to myself and some</font> mutual<font color="#CCCCCC"> friends that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Mark had been kicked</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the youth group for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> inappropriate</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">advances on girls</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they're</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> apparently of</font> all ages it was around this time<font color="#CCCCCC"> mark</font> just started<font color="#E5E5E5"> following me sitting across</font> from me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rooms at lunch in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">theater</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> being rude hadn't worked being</font> neutral hadn't worked so I was just<font color="#CCCCCC"> acting like he didn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">exist at this point it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hard</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">considering</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he started following</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us to</font> dinner<font color="#E5E5E5"> after shows and sitting at other</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tables next to us in restaurants here's</font> where<font color="#E5E5E5"> it gets bad</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I didn't even</font> realize<font color="#E5E5E5"> this was as potentially bad as</font> it could<font color="#CCCCCC"> have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been until I was an</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> adult</font> after<font color="#E5E5E5"> rehearsal Jason and Mike headed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">home in Jason's car and I got in Toby's</font> car<font color="#E5E5E5"> they all lived in the same</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> community</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and there was a park and a lake there</font> and we<font color="#E5E5E5"> decided to go walk around</font> apparently<font color="#E5E5E5"> mark decided following us</font> wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the question and as we got</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> parking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lot he did</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> two night</font> security<font color="#E5E5E5"> told him flat out they knew he</font> didn't live there<font color="#E5E5E5"> and to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> leave knowing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me because I was friends with many</font> people<font color="#CCCCCC"> who</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lived there</font> only later did<font color="#CCCCCC"> mark</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tell us the night</font> security<font color="#E5E5E5"> asked him to leave and he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> said</font> he was with us<font color="#E5E5E5"> Jason Mike Toby and I</font> just walked around throwing<font color="#E5E5E5"> rocks into</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the lake</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and talking and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Mark followed</font> us being that it<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cold he literally took</font> it upon<font color="#E5E5E5"> himself to try and put his coat</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">on me and he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> assisted as I refused and</font> finally I just<font color="#E5E5E5"> gave in mistake Jason and</font> Mike got into Jason's car<font color="#E5E5E5"> because they</font> were over<font color="#E5E5E5"> mark being creepy and said we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">needed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to get out of there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mark tried to</font> leave his coat with me but I didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> want</font> anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> to do with anything of his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> till</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">B insisted he take the jacket</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and tell</font> him<font color="#CCCCCC"> to get lost</font> as everyone knew we were best friends <font color="#E5E5E5">and he was over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> six foot four I said I</font> could take<font color="#E5E5E5"> care of it second mistake</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> took it off<font color="#E5E5E5"> and handed it to him through</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the window of his truck</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and he said in a</font> dead serious voice I'm going to put this in my<font color="#E5E5E5"> shrine to</font> you<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> remember i huffed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> angrily but</font> didn't say anything and as I went<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> walk back<font color="#CCCCCC"> to my friends his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> eyes went</font> dead<font color="#CCCCCC"> and he said so blankly you know</font> you're the type<font color="#CCCCCC"> of girl that makes guys</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like me bring guns to skull that was it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I excused myself nicely</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> without</font> being too nice and got into<font color="#CCCCCC"> Toby's car</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it goodell something happened and asked</font> what when I repeated what<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had been</font> told he instantly waved Jason back to his car who had gotten out<font color="#CCCCCC"> to come ask</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me why we weren't following them</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to his</font> house once Jason<font color="#E5E5E5"> was back in his car</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">till</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they called him and told</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him what</font> happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> and said not to go anywhere</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">until Marc left after about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> five minutes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he did we all went to Jason's house and</font> the three of them<font color="#CCCCCC"> including Jason at</font> Mike's<font color="#CCCCCC"> parents said this had gone on</font> long enough and that was a threat<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I needed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> tell someone<font color="#CCCCCC"> but I refused</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> saying he was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just trying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> scare me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> luckily</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for me</font> Jason<font color="#CCCCCC"> and Mike's mom knew my mom very</font> well and after Toby and I<font color="#E5E5E5"> left so he</font> could drive me home<font color="#E5E5E5"> she called my mom</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> told</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what happened</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Toby decided to spill the beans the</font> second he saw my parents saying if I wouldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> tell them he would my mother</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just heard the same story of this dude</font> mentioning bringing a gun<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> school over</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> from two</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> different</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> people she called</font> her friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> who was a cop and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she went to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the school the next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> day</font> what exactly happened to<font color="#E5E5E5"> Marc I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> don't</font> know all my mother<font color="#CCCCCC"> our cop friend and</font> the administration at our school did say was<font color="#CCCCCC"> that it was taken care</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of and he was</font> no longer<font color="#E5E5E5"> allowed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be within</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 100 feet</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after this my senior year was</font> filled<font color="#E5E5E5"> with him staring at me but never</font> coming up to me but throughout this year <font color="#E5E5E5">and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the entire year</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after his comment to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me</font> people I<font color="#E5E5E5"> barely knew would approach</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> saying<font color="#CCCCCC"> mark said weird stuff</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wanting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to marry me and even creepier</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that he had a shrine to me I like to</font> believe<font color="#CCCCCC"> that there was never a shrine</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and he was just being weird but everyone</font> in my life swears they<font color="#E5E5E5"> believe this</font> shrine existed<font color="#CCCCCC"> I hate to think</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">would have happened had I not been with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Toby</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Jason and Mike if Jason and Mike's</font> mom didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> tell my mom and Toby also</font> told her<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> originally mad that they</font> were going to adults<font color="#E5E5E5"> about it but now</font> realize that<font color="#CCCCCC"> there is a chance that</font> comment<font color="#CCCCCC"> was more of a threat</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> every now</font> and then I wonder<font color="#CCCCCC"> what would have</font> happened if no one told if I hadn't obviously looked scared<font color="#CCCCCC"> and Toby picked</font> up on it could this guy have<font color="#E5E5E5"> shot up our</font> school<font color="#E5E5E5"> killed me my friends and innocent</font> people<font color="#CCCCCC"> I like to think this was all a</font> bunch<font color="#E5E5E5"> of talk from a weird guy but so</font> often<font color="#E5E5E5"> people do end up acting on their</font> insane ramblings<font color="#E5E5E5"> Toby and I are still</font> best<font color="#CCCCCC"> friends and here and then mention</font> it and I can never stop thanking<font color="#E5E5E5"> him for</font> involving Jason and<font color="#CCCCCC"> Mike's parents</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font> well<font color="#E5E5E5"> as my parents</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> seven a few months</font> ago<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> visiting a friend in South</font> London<font color="#CCCCCC"> and my car</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> parked a few</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">streets away I was walking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> past the</font> train station and my attention<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> focused on my phone<font color="#CCCCCC"> as I was replying to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a text message this is not something I</font> would<font color="#CCCCCC"> usually do as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this area is prone</font> to theft<font color="#E5E5E5"> but it was important</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to reply</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">suddenly this disheveled looking man has</font> stood<font color="#CCCCCC"> directly in my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> path and put his</font> hand over<font color="#E5E5E5"> my phone to get my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> attention</font> before<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could react to this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he started</font> asking me<font color="#E5E5E5"> for money so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he could get</font> a taxi I apologized<font color="#E5E5E5"> because I couldn't offer</font> any money<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I never carry cash on the</font> cards<font color="#E5E5E5"> he kept telling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was fresh</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> of prison</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and knows the type of</font> person I am but I kept being polite<font color="#CCCCCC"> and apologizing</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> he wasn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> listening to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me at all</font> he started forcing<font color="#E5E5E5"> his hands down my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">jacket pockets and suddenly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my mind just</font> switched and I started<font color="#CCCCCC"> yelling at him</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and pushing him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> away from me this made</font> him even<font color="#E5E5E5"> more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> crazy as he started</font> grabbing<font color="#CCCCCC"> my waist</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to get to my</font> trouser pockets<font color="#E5E5E5"> the area was crowded</font> with<font color="#CCCCCC"> people watching us but luckily</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me two men stepped in and got this crazy</font> man away<font color="#CCCCCC"> from me just as he pushed me</font> back and I tripped<font color="#E5E5E5"> over my own heels and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fell flat on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my arse we screamed a few</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">insults at each other before the man</font> walked off<font color="#E5E5E5"> disappearing out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sight</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the altercation must have only lasted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> few<font color="#CCCCCC"> minutes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but it felt longer</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I felt so overwhelmed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by anger and upset</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had to try very hard not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cry I</font> wasn't going to<font color="#E5E5E5"> let myself cry over the</font> actions of<font color="#E5E5E5"> this horrible man I made my</font> way to my<font color="#E5E5E5"> car and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> composed myself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> that I could set off<font color="#E5E5E5"> on my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> journey home</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I didn't realize I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was going to have any</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">more trouble</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was driving down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> road</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but had to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stop for all the traffic</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> had built up<font color="#E5E5E5"> in front of me the vehicle</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> front of me was a large van so it was</font> completely<font color="#E5E5E5"> blocking my view of the road</font> and I had no<font color="#E5E5E5"> idea</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> why cars further down</font> the road we're all sounding<font color="#CCCCCC"> there car</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">horns so anyway the van in front</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of me</font> decides to drive<font color="#CCCCCC"> around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into the other</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Lane and I see that all the commotion</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was being caused by</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that same man that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> harassing me 15 minutes prior he was</font> in front<font color="#E5E5E5"> of me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> walking forward and I</font> drove slowly behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> just praying that he</font> wouldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> turn around and cause problems</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> me but he came to a stop and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">stood there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> motionless</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I stopped behind</font> him and I had nowhere<font color="#CCCCCC"> to go the other</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">lane was busy and I didn't want</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to get</font> this man's attention<font color="#E5E5E5"> but the traffic</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">behind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me started Horning the crap out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of their cars and a man turned around</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thinking I was Horning the shit out of</font> my car<font color="#E5E5E5"> and ran to my driver's side when</font> it was cracked down<font color="#E5E5E5"> a few inches</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as I</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> smoking a cigarette to calm my</font> nerves<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was swearing and trying to</font> spit at<font color="#CCCCCC"> me through the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> gap he kept</font> trying to<font color="#E5E5E5"> grab at me through the window</font> so I stubbed my cigarette on his hands to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get him to stop it worked as he</font> jumped back<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I quickly took off now</font> that the<font color="#E5E5E5"> ruled ahead of me was clear</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after I had driven down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a few</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> streets I</font> called 999<font color="#CCCCCC"> pleas</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and reported that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> lunatic was causing<font color="#CCCCCC"> trouble in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the road</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the officer took a description</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over the</font> phone and told me a few people have called them<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this situation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> entire drive home<font color="#CCCCCC"> I kept imagining the</font> argument<font color="#CCCCCC"> over and over again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I was</font> so angry<font color="#E5E5E5"> at myself for not punching that</font> guy in the face<font color="#CCCCCC"> I just hope that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">future</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I would be able to defend and</font> stand up for<font color="#CCCCCC"> myself against creeps like</font> that as anything like this happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">anyone else listening to this eight this</font> was about<font color="#E5E5E5"> nine or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ten</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ago when the</font> Nightmare Before Christmas in 3d came out in<font color="#CCCCCC"> theaters I was about 12 at the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">time and was one of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> those kids</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> who was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">obsessed with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the movie</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had explained</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> my parents why it was necessary that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I see this movie in 3d</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so we decided</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> go out<font color="#CCCCCC"> to Dublin a city my dad worked in</font> that's<font color="#E5E5E5"> about an hour away from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> where I</font> lived<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we go visit my dad's workplace</font> then for lunch and a movie<font color="#E5E5E5"> now since I</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> an edgy preteen</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I explained to my parents that I needed</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> sit by myself they compromised</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">said they would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sit in the row behind me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so they can at least keep an eye</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on me</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> theater made us go through what</font> seemed like<font color="#E5E5E5"> an hour of previews before</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> actual movie started but that was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">okay because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> halfway into the previews I</font> needed to go<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the bathroom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I turned</font> around to tell my mom<font color="#CCCCCC"> and she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> offered to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">go with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> I got mad and<font color="#CCCCCC"> said I can go by myself</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">then she pulled out my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cell phone from</font> her purse this was around<font color="#E5E5E5"> the time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> foot phones<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I never really cared to</font> have a <font color="#E5E5E5">phone so I always</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> left it lying around</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and told me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something happens to</font> call her<font color="#CCCCCC"> I rolled my eyes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and said okay</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and left for the bathroom</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> while walking</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bathroom I felt the presence of</font> this guy walking<font color="#CCCCCC"> behind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me but he was</font> walking uncomfortably close<font color="#E5E5E5"> I could hear</font> him<font color="#CCCCCC"> breathing out of his mouth I get to</font> the bathroom<font color="#CCCCCC"> and opened the door and</font> surprise surprise<font color="#CCCCCC"> the bathroom was</font> filled with<font color="#E5E5E5"> other women and girls</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I turn</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">around and see the guy had sat on a</font> bench<font color="#CCCCCC"> and started staring</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at the floor</font> he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> tall and lanky with long greasy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">blond hair</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I turned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back and went</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into</font> the bathroom<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a line in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bathroom</font> so I<font color="#E5E5E5"> have spent a good five</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> minutes just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">waiting to go finally my turn to go came</font> afterwards I washed my hands<font color="#CCCCCC"> and my mom</font> called me asking if<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was okay</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> explained to<font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the long</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> line and that</font> I'll be<font color="#CCCCCC"> back soon and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hung up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I got out</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the bathroom</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and the guy was still on</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> bench as I walked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> past him he got up</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> started</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> walking behind me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again I</font> had my phone gripped in my hand<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font> know what you're thinking<font color="#E5E5E5"> but no I</font> wasn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> planning</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on calling my mom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> thought I was a badass<font color="#E5E5E5"> and was planning</font> on throwing my phone at him and then proceeding to<font color="#E5E5E5"> kick his ass my dad had</font> spent most<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my childhood</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> teaching me</font> how to<font color="#E5E5E5"> fight and defend myself in case</font> something like<font color="#E5E5E5"> this happens</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I got in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">theater</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and sat back in my seat and the</font> guy sat in the same row a few seats down the movie had finally<font color="#E5E5E5"> started and I</font> couldn't even<font color="#E5E5E5"> enjoy it because I felt</font> the cold stare coming from<font color="#E5E5E5"> this guy the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">theater</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was somewhat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> empty</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so this guy</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">could have sat wherever he wanted but he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">chose</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to sit by me about 15</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> minutes into</font> the movie<font color="#CCCCCC"> I noticed him shifting one</font> seat closer<font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at my parents</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to see if they noticed</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> instead they're enjoying the movie</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so I start to think if this guy moves</font> one seat closer I'll start a scene<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> must have zoned<font color="#CCCCCC"> out on the movie because</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> movie</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> half way in and the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">guys</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> know two seats away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from me he's</font> leaning in<font color="#CCCCCC"> and his arm is resting on the</font> seat<font color="#E5E5E5"> next to him as if he's ready to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">grab me without taking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my eyes off the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">screen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I thought this is it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm gonna</font> knock this guy out<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I hear my dad</font> yell get the fuck<font color="#CCCCCC"> away from my daughter</font> before<font color="#CCCCCC"> I break</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> your neck my mom</font> threatens to call the cops<font color="#CCCCCC"> I look and</font> see the guy starts to run out<font color="#E5E5E5"> but really</font> wanting to<font color="#E5E5E5"> go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out with the promise I</font> made<font color="#CCCCCC"> to myself I throw my phone at him I</font> missed and hit<font color="#E5E5E5"> the wall the movie stops</font> and the lights turn on<font color="#CCCCCC"> the manager</font> rushes in and<font color="#CCCCCC"> asks what's going on my</font> dad tells him he saw some guy<font color="#CCCCCC"> try to</font> reach over<font color="#E5E5E5"> and grab me the manager calls</font> the cops<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I give them my statement</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the entire ride home was a lecture from</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my parents</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about being careful when</font> you're alone in<font color="#CCCCCC"> public</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I just sat in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the back of the car beating myself up</font> about my<font color="#CCCCCC"> parain that being said</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> creepy</font> movie<font color="#E5E5E5"> theater guy let's not meet again</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">9</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was a teenager I took a job at</font> a local grocery<font color="#E5E5E5"> store my job description</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was basically to be the gofer I fetched</font> carts<font color="#E5E5E5"> bag groceries clean messes set up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">displays under like it wasn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> glamorous<font color="#CCCCCC"> job but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was young</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">money but I digress one day I was out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> lot in the middle</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my fetching</font> carts<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> couple so I</font> grabbed them and began walking back to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> entrance of the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> store I was passing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the last</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> few parking spaces before</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">crossing the little roadway in front of</font> the entrance<font color="#CCCCCC"> when I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hear hey excuse me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">coming for my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> left I turned my head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">see a man in the passenger seat of a big</font> truck<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was facing the store and the</font> truck had pulled into<font color="#E5E5E5"> a spot and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> last <font color="#E5E5E5">row to the left</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the store</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in a way</font> that I was nearest the passenger and<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> driver was closest to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> front</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> doors of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the store</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I replied yes and he motioned</font> me to<font color="#E5E5E5"> come closer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I approached the truck</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">carefully</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I was just close enough to</font> see<font color="#E5E5E5"> n it has</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> years so I can't give</font> a very<font color="#E5E5E5"> detailed description but they</font> were both broad and<font color="#E5E5E5"> had beards and were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">probably in their</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mid 30s</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when I stopped</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the passenger asked there's a woman</font> named April work here there was a woman who worked there<font color="#E5E5E5"> with that name but she</font> wasn't there that<font color="#E5E5E5"> day</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was young but</font> not<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> total idiot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I didn't want to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tell him yes because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> anyone who knew her</font> would just go in and<font color="#E5E5E5"> ask for her right</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> couldn't find the<font color="#E5E5E5"> words but I guess my</font> look told him yes<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was just kind of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">standing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there muttering arms and as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> looks kind of exasperated<font color="#E5E5E5"> with me and</font> reaches down and pulls up<font color="#CCCCCC"> his wallet and</font> pulls<font color="#E5E5E5"> out a $100 bill and a piece of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">paper that says look we know she works</font> here<font color="#CCCCCC"> I will give you this now and</font> another one as a reward later<font color="#E5E5E5"> if you</font> just call me next<font color="#E5E5E5"> time she comes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">work</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and don't mention</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to her or anyone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about this he sticks his arm at the</font> window with the money<font color="#E5E5E5"> and what I assume</font> is his phone number<font color="#E5E5E5"> now I'm scared</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">two big men are offering a young looking</font> girl<font color="#CCCCCC"> $200</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to tell them when another</font> woman<font color="#CCCCCC"> comes into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> work shady</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is an</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">understatement</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I hadn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> worked there too</font> long<font color="#E5E5E5"> and April was older late</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 20s I</font> think but<font color="#CCCCCC"> she was a co-worker and this</font> was creepy<font color="#E5E5E5"> my loyalty was to her not to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">weird strangers I quickly went from</font> scared to mad and when I found<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> voice</font> I very sternly said absolutely not<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> ditched<font color="#CCCCCC"> the cars I had and practically</font> ran back into<font color="#E5E5E5"> the store I heard the</font> truck start up and back out to leave on <font color="#E5E5E5">the side exit of the lot when I got</font> inside<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was shaking and breath</font> and my manager<font color="#E5E5E5"> immediately asked me what</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> wrong</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I relayed this story with my</font> shaky voice and he went outside to check <font color="#CCCCCC">but they were long gone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we went up to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the office and he called the police and</font> then called April to tell her the story <font color="#CCCCCC">I ended up having</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to write down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> account<font color="#E5E5E5"> of what happened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and talked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to a</font> couple officers that showed up <font color="#E5E5E5">I reviewed the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> surveillance tapes with</font> my manager<font color="#E5E5E5"> and boss but the truck</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had</font> parked out of range of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the cameras</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">unlike I said Shady I was allowed to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go</font> home after<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and had the next two</font> days off for<font color="#CCCCCC"> about two weeks April</font> didn't work<font color="#CCCCCC"> and when I asked my manager</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">if we had any idea</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> who those</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">people were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he didn't know when</font> April did come back<font color="#E5E5E5"> she took me aside in</font> fact me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I just told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her I did what I</font> thought<font color="#CCCCCC"> was right and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that was that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> tell me what was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> going on and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> didn't ask<font color="#CCCCCC"> I never heard anything more</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it I left that job</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a few</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> months</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">later for a better one and still don't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">know the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> full</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> story</font> I'm just glad April wasn't in<font color="#CCCCCC"> that day</font> and her and the<font color="#CCCCCC"> shady truck guys never</font> had to meet<font color="#CCCCCC"> ten</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> boring intro I live in a</font> cabin<font color="#E5E5E5"> on about 50</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> acres of fields and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">woods with my mom we've been enjoying a</font> day of sitting<font color="#CCCCCC"> on her asses</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and watching</font> television<font color="#E5E5E5"> however I had to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> move my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">grandmother's yard this afternoon I told</font> my mom<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I have a yard to mow today</font> and it went as follows<font color="#E5E5E5"> me it's color</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">outside I guess it's a good</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get</font> off my<font color="#CCCCCC"> ass mom or you could just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> call</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> tell her you'll do that tomorrow me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">now I'm gonna get my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> things together and</font> go<font color="#E5E5E5"> proceeds to grab headphones</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ecig etc</font> juicy part so I headed<font color="#CCCCCC"> down the driveway</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">top the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hill and lo behold there were at</font> least<font color="#E5E5E5"> 20</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> MS highway patrol cars in the</font> middle<font color="#CCCCCC"> of my field</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about 70</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> feet from my</font> truck I just<font color="#CCCCCC"> assumed that our neighbor</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">who has a history of cutting up had</font> gotten himself into huge trouble<font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font> the law<font color="#CCCCCC"> over</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">rugs or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something when I was pulling out</font> of the gate I told one of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the local cops</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that I'm the landowner and asked if</font> everything's all right<font color="#E5E5E5"> he said it's</font> going to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be whatever that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> means</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on my</font> way to my grandmother's<font color="#CCCCCC"> house I called</font> my mom and said<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> don't know any other</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">way</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to put this other than there are</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">like 100 cops in our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> field she said that</font> she's on the way to check it out<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> called her a few<font color="#CCCCCC"> times with no answer</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">assuming that she's talking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the cops</font> or<font color="#CCCCCC"> something I knew she'd be safe with</font> all those cops<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I went ahead and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">started mowing the grass plus my</font> grandmother is<font color="#CCCCCC"> only a couple</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of miles</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">down the road when I was about halfway</font> done<font color="#CCCCCC"> Moines</font> she called me saying that<font color="#CCCCCC"> the troopers</font> had nothing to<font color="#E5E5E5"> say</font> but one of the local cops that we know said it was this guy wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> in Texas</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shooting three people killing two and</font> injuring<font color="#E5E5E5"> one the guy drove into our</font> field and shot himself<font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> being</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">confronted and surrounded</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> by troopers</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when I was done mowing I headed back</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">home to pick her up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and we drove back to</font> talk<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the last few troopers I told</font> them that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I am</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the property owner and</font> asked if it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was all clear and if</font> everything's safe now<font color="#E5E5E5"> they said that</font> they had<font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> moved the body and car out</font> so it's clear<font color="#E5E5E5"> I said Wow all the way</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from Texas huh well be safe Thanks we</font> drove over<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the site after the</font> troopers left<font color="#E5E5E5"> right behind her old pecan</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tree were a bunch of tire treads and a</font> giant bloody spot in the grass we are still in a<font color="#CCCCCC"> state of what the fuck</font> going<font color="#CCCCCC"> by the press conference we just</font> watched as I was typing<font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this guy</font> shot himself as I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> going up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> driveway<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't even hear the gunshot</font> of sirens<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I remember having my radio</font> turned up so<font color="#E5E5E5"> Randall</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Lieber olds I'm</font> glad we didn't meet<font color="#CCCCCC"> 11</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> please be aware</font> the following story contains themes of animal cruelty<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I cast my mind back</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the events I'm about to describe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> see images<font color="#E5E5E5"> that could almost be from a</font> dream or a fevered imagination it was utterly bizarre and I can't<font color="#E5E5E5"> believe that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> happened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I grew up in Paisley a town</font> in Scotland<font color="#CCCCCC"> I used to hang out with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> load of alternative kids and being too <font color="#CCCCCC">young to go to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a pub we would stock up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on booze at weekends and go adventuring</font> we had heard about<font color="#E5E5E5"> a huge abandoned</font> insane asylum just outside of town<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> was called<font color="#E5E5E5"> leaven Dale look</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so we</font> decided to<font color="#E5E5E5"> hit it one weekend and make a</font> day of it<font color="#E5E5E5"> the old place</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> located not</font> far from the high school most<font color="#E5E5E5"> of us went</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to and was close to a housing estate</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> clothes I mean<font color="#CCCCCC"> about a mile into</font> undeveloped land<font color="#E5E5E5"> we got the booze</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shall</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">get into our backpacks and made our way</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">out to the place it was quite hard</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> get<font color="#E5E5E5"> to we didn't realize</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there was an</font> easier route yet so the eight or nine of <font color="#CCCCCC">us ended up jumping a fence into some</font> little<font color="#E5E5E5"> woodland that was nestled between</font> a bunch<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> buildings</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> see if we could</font> push<font color="#E5E5E5"> through to the abandoned complex</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">weirdly enough there was a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> little path</font> in there that led through various tiny <font color="#CCCCCC">meadows and then into pockets of trees</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there was a small stream as well running</font> near to the path but<font color="#E5E5E5"> hidden by really</font> tall grass as we made<font color="#E5E5E5"> our way</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> along I</font> heard some sounds from<font color="#E5E5E5"> behind me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> last in the group and saw a figure <font color="#CCCCCC">darting away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from view into the grass</font> surrounded by smoke <font color="#CCCCCC">I was really confused for a second and</font> then<font color="#E5E5E5"> shouted to everyone else to stop</font> and take a look as<font color="#CCCCCC"> we stood transfixed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> grass suddenly started being</font> consumed by ever-growing<font color="#E5E5E5"> flames as it</font> was a roasting<font color="#E5E5E5"> summer's day the flames</font> seemed to grow really fast<font color="#E5E5E5"> and quickly</font> I felt panic setting<font color="#E5E5E5"> in it wasn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> long</font> before<font color="#E5E5E5"> the flames were starting to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">spread all around us as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> practically</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pushed forward</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> through the grass to the</font> next forest a bit of the trail<font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw a</font> deer in there<font color="#E5E5E5"> terrified and it wouldn't</font> run<font color="#E5E5E5"> because the past ahead beyond the</font> trees was on fire as well<font color="#CCCCCC"> there was</font> smoke everywhere<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I remember a friend</font> of mine shouting to run down the river and wait in there we all ran down through literal fire to the water there<font color="#E5E5E5"> was no way</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out as the</font> whole area was<font color="#E5E5E5"> surrounded</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> by</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really high</font> walls with fences on top at this point so we had to crouch down with our heads <font color="#E5E5E5">right beside the water to breathe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at all</font> the fire burned<font color="#CCCCCC"> for ages and we could</font> hear<font color="#E5E5E5"> animals screaming from what used to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">be the tree area</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we had been standing in</font> it was now a huge fireball<font color="#E5E5E5"> eventually</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">after what seemed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like forever</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the fire</font> burned down enough<font color="#CCCCCC"> for us to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> try and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">move out there was limited material to</font> burn<font color="#E5E5E5"> since it was a pretty confined area</font> we pushed on up the<font color="#E5E5E5"> river for a bit but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it ended up going underground into a</font> wall shaft or something<font color="#E5E5E5"> so we had to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">double back and work up the path</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ended up having to go through</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the trees</font> and we were horrified<font color="#CCCCCC"> by</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what we saw</font> those of deer were stacked up near an opening that must have had air and were burned really<font color="#E5E5E5"> badly the heat was still</font> intense and there were still flames licking off the trees<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I for one</font> didn't want to hang around<font color="#E5E5E5"> for too long</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but I'll never forget the image of those</font> deer twitching<font color="#E5E5E5"> and dying we made</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it out</font> the other<font color="#E5E5E5"> side and made it through</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Laverne Dale complex ahead of</font> all we could<font color="#CCCCCC"> think</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of was finding a safe</font> place to<font color="#E5E5E5"> stop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have a drink and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> maybe</font> another route home<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was the only one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">who saw the figure but we were all</font> pretty convinced<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> some group of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">people had set fire to the path from</font> both ends<font color="#E5E5E5"> whether it was meant as a</font> prank<font color="#E5E5E5"> that went</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> too far</font> we won't<font color="#E5E5E5"> ever know but it was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">life-threatening in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the end we ended up</font> finding another path back to civilization<font color="#CCCCCC"> thankfully that didn't</font> involve<font color="#E5E5E5"> walking through a confined area</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I wonder</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sometimes if it was a prank or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">if some</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really sick people wanted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> kill<font color="#CCCCCC"> us</font> the heat is something I can't forget either<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was like being in an oven or</font> under a grill<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our eyebrows</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> were all</font> singed<font color="#E5E5E5"> off and we looked like we'd been</font> covered in soot won't ever forget it<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> as ever<font color="#E5E5E5"> team of pyromaniacs please let's</font> not meet<font color="#CCCCCC"> again twelve I grew up in a</font> small<font color="#CCCCCC"> city</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so when I moved up into the</font> mountains<font color="#E5E5E5"> in Colorado</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> took the</font> opportunity<font color="#E5E5E5"> to go on a fair</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> amount of</font> walks out in the woods all around<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> house<font color="#E5E5E5"> or the most part I would only walk</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> woods behind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our house since we had</font> a very large property one day feeling bored of the woods behind her house I asked my<font color="#CCCCCC"> parents</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and they told me I</font> could walk the<font color="#E5E5E5"> woods across the street I</font> excitedly rushed<font color="#CCCCCC"> knocked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to go walking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">across the street as soon</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as I got to</font> the edge of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the woods though I was</font> already<font color="#CCCCCC"> a bit unnerved on the ground I</font> saw the shell of a bullet<font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt</font> especially frightened<font color="#CCCCCC"> because I have a</font> fairly irrational fear<font color="#CCCCCC"> of guns but I</font> decided<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get over my fear and continue</font> on<font color="#E5E5E5"> because the case was obviously old</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">covered in dirt and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> such and we lived by</font> a big hunting town<font color="#CCCCCC"> so it was to be</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">expected the next weird thing I came</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">across</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was a pile of deer hair</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">obviously not knowing much</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about hunting</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">saw it and thought that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a doe must have</font> laid there when she was having<font color="#E5E5E5"> her babies at that</font> moment<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was excited not realizing that</font> the hair was most<font color="#E5E5E5"> likely the result of a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">deer being shot in that spot the final</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">weirdest and worst thing I found was at</font> a clearing<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the woods</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a clearing I</font> didn't realize was on a person's property<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time as soon</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I got</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the clearing I saw a large block</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> styrofoam with two iron rods stuck</font> through<font color="#CCCCCC"> it to keep it standing in place</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and it was full of bullet holes looking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around I noticed deer bones scattered</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around and the bones of some other</font> animals<font color="#E5E5E5"> including a full set of some</font> small animals bones<font color="#E5E5E5"> laying on a rock</font> beside the styrofoam<font color="#E5E5E5"> confused and not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">quite</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure what I had found</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I decided to</font> go and get my parents when I got them to come<font color="#E5E5E5"> I first showed them the pile of</font> hair and they pointed<font color="#E5E5E5"> out to me how it</font> was probably where a deer had been shot then I led them to the styrofoam and the first thing they pointed out<font color="#E5E5E5"> was that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were right in someone's front yard</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mind</font> you it was a giant<font color="#E5E5E5"> front yard and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> house<font color="#E5E5E5"> was small</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> off in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the distance</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> looking at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the dead animals we</font> noticed<font color="#E5E5E5"> two</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> things not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only did one of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the animals have a chain around it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Cheney</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to one of the poles the styrofoam</font> was on but some of the animals I couldn't recognize<font color="#E5E5E5"> at first</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font> obviously domestic cats and dogs at<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> end of the day all we<font color="#CCCCCC"> could do was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> walk</font> home<font color="#CCCCCC"> it sounds</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> terrible but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the animals</font> were obviously dead for a<font color="#CCCCCC"> long time and</font> we<font color="#E5E5E5"> believe they were killed by the crazy</font> former owner<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the property</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we were on</font> the owner was long gone<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the police</font> force in our<font color="#CCCCCC"> town was so small and</font> poorly<font color="#E5E5E5"> trained that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they probably would</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">have simply</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> gotten mad at us for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> being</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">on someone's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> property and not really</font> care<font color="#E5E5E5"> about what we found</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm sad that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">couldn't do more but I genuinely</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> believe</font> no justice would have<font color="#E5E5E5"> come from calling</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the police</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">13 I live about 20</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> miles from the city</font> in which<font color="#E5E5E5"> I work I live out in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">country</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and about a short walking</font> distance from<font color="#E5E5E5"> my house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a highway and</font> on the corner is a<font color="#E5E5E5"> 24/7 gas station last</font> week<font color="#E5E5E5"> Saturday</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night I went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by there</font> before<font color="#CCCCCC"> midnight to grab some</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Cajun</font> peanuts<font color="#CCCCCC"> I see one car parked on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the side</font> which is normal<font color="#E5E5E5"> usually</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just a guy</font> working and<font color="#E5E5E5"> rarely any customers at this</font> time<font color="#E5E5E5"> do you ever feel this dread</font> overcome you like you know something is wrong<font color="#CCCCCC"> while I walk in and don't see</font> anyone nobody<font color="#CCCCCC"> behind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the counter or in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the store</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I take my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time and assume</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they're in the bathroom or a step to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">back of the store surely they heard the</font> chime on the door when I<font color="#CCCCCC"> came in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm</font> feeling<font color="#CCCCCC"> weird and uncomfortable</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I</font> wait a minute even<font color="#CCCCCC"> though it seemed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like</font> forever<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I call out anyone here I wait</font> a minute more<font color="#E5E5E5"> and put the peanuts down</font> and walk out the door<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> check the car</font> parked on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the side and there wasn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anything troubling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they even glanced on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the back side of the store and there was</font> nobody<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm pretty uncomfortable</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I</font> just called the<font color="#E5E5E5"> police they show up 10</font> to 15 minutes later but<font color="#E5E5E5"> it really did</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">feel</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like an hour and they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> search</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> place<font color="#E5E5E5"> they find the cashier dad in the</font> men's<font color="#E5E5E5"> bathroom beaten</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to death</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they call</font> them back up asked<font color="#E5E5E5"> me to recap what I</font> experienced and then I went home<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ain't even</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the fucked-up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> part so I get</font> home<font color="#E5E5E5"> and my dog is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the front yard</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pissing and just staring at me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he is an</font> inside dog and my front door is cracked open<font color="#E5E5E5"> my heart is racing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I grabbed my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dog and head back to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> gas</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> station</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> let the police know they send one<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the</font> guys to search my house<font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing is</font> stolen<font color="#E5E5E5"> or out of place but there was</font> sign of forced entry this was last<font color="#E5E5E5"> week and about five hours</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ago I get a call</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from my brother who</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">works for the County Sheriff's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Office</font> supposedly they pulled the camera <font color="#E5E5E5">footage and about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ten minutes before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> walked<font color="#E5E5E5"> into the store someone came in</font> started<font color="#CCCCCC"> punching on the cashier and then</font> dragged him into<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bathroom</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the</font> footage you can see me walk in and look <font color="#E5E5E5">around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and call out and then you can see</font> me walk out<font color="#E5E5E5"> and check out the car</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> walk</font> to my<font color="#CCCCCC"> vehicle</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and make a call around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> time I'm in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the vehicle the alleged</font> murderer walks out of the bathroom<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> sneaks out the back door<font color="#E5E5E5"> and before</font> leaving the view of the camera<font color="#E5E5E5"> he takes</font> off in the general<font color="#CCCCCC"> direction of my house</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fortunately my wife was out with some</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">friends watching Beauty and the Beast</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">again but I'm convinced</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I missed a</font> murderer<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the gas station and then he</font> broke into<font color="#E5E5E5"> my house this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> weekend had a</font> new<font color="#E5E5E5"> security system installed alongside</font> a new front door<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I'm pretty sure</font> whoever did this is<font color="#CCCCCC"> still out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it I can address some comments I think</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it was a coincidence that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he broke</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my house if he actually did break</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was late at night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and there were</font> no vehicles<font color="#CCCCCC"> and since my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> house is within</font> 200 yards<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> probably just an</font> opportunity<font color="#E5E5E5"> I will</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> address</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the comment</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> proof I had mentioned that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> house<font color="#CCCCCC"> is so close</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so if I give the</font> article<font color="#E5E5E5"> it will be essentially easy to</font> know where<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> houses</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">14 this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is an</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> experience that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> has been</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">bothering me for years</font> so I felt as you finally post something <font color="#CCCCCC">about it in case it's helpful</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in some</font> way I used to live<font color="#CCCCCC"> in a subdivision in</font> the middle of nowhere <font color="#CCCCCC">north of divide</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Colorado our gravel</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">street ended in a cul-de-sac</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and we were</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> middle house of the three at the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> end</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of the street which was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of a</font> hill<font color="#E5E5E5"> because we were pretty far away</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from anything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was a latchkey kid</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> usually was home<font color="#E5E5E5"> alone for a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> few hours</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">after school</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this took place in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">early 80s when I was about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 8 or 9 years</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">old</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one day shortly after the bus</font> dropped me<font color="#CCCCCC"> off and I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> got home I saw</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">someone pull into the driveway</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">recognize him so I hid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> behind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our</font> wood-burning stove in the corner<font color="#E5E5E5"> he came</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">up and started insistently knocking on</font> the door and looking in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> window he</font> then strangely tried the doorknob<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> just<font color="#E5E5E5"> wouldn't stop knocking so I came</font> out thinking<font color="#E5E5E5"> if this guy was a burglar</font> and he saw me he<font color="#CCCCCC"> would go away when he</font> saw me he<font color="#E5E5E5"> asked me through the door</font> which had a<font color="#E5E5E5"> windowpane</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">if I could open the door and I replied</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my dad was in the shower he didn't react</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and said that he was here</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to see my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">neighbors mention them by name I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told</font> him they lived next<font color="#CCCCCC"> door in the house on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the left he said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> okay seemed a bit</font> frustrated<font color="#E5E5E5"> and started walking away to</font> his car but<font color="#E5E5E5"> instead</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> getting in his car he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">started walking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around my house</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> house was<font color="#E5E5E5"> built on the side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of a hill so</font> it had a walkout basement<font color="#CCCCCC"> I started</font> freaking<font color="#E5E5E5"> out because at this point this</font> wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> normal and I thought he was going</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to try to get in through the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sliding</font> glass<font color="#CCCCCC"> door in the basement which was</font> locked<font color="#CCCCCC"> I got ready to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> jet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out the door</font> and into<font color="#CCCCCC"> the woods but then I saw him</font> come up<font color="#CCCCCC"> the other side of the house get</font> into his car<font color="#CCCCCC"> and tear out my driveway</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font> the gravel<font color="#CCCCCC"> road he never did go to my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">neighbor's who he said he was looking</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> solving I picked up the phone and</font> called my<font color="#E5E5E5"> neighbor halfway up the street</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Sun my age and used to watch</font> me sometimes<font color="#CCCCCC"> she had seen the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> car speed</font> up the gravel<font color="#CCCCCC"> road and told me to come</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">over so I took off running</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> through the</font> woods<font color="#E5E5E5"> to my neighbor's house avoiding</font> the road in case he turned around and came<font color="#CCCCCC"> back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of course</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I told my parents</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> don't really think they'd let</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> sink in and since my<font color="#CCCCCC"> neighbors were at</font> home<font color="#E5E5E5"> they said he probably mistook the</font> house from my standpoint<font color="#E5E5E5"> I am pretty sure if I</font> opened<font color="#CCCCCC"> that door I would not be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> here</font> today no one randomly drives down my street <font color="#E5E5E5">much less into the subdivision in the</font> middle of the mountains where<font color="#E5E5E5"> I lived</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I never saw the guy at my neighbor's</font> house<font color="#CCCCCC"> I vaguely remember my parents</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">asking my neighbors if they knew the guy</font> based on the description<font color="#E5E5E5"> short a white</font> guy<font color="#E5E5E5"> round glasses long brown hair</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">slightly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> balding and a long ish beard</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but they didn't know who that might</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I've always felt</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he knew I was there</font> alone<font color="#CCCCCC"> based on his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> non reaction to me</font> saying<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dad was in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shower</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> knew the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">layout of the house which is why he</font> walked<font color="#CCCCCC"> down the side of the house to the</font> walkout basement<font color="#E5E5E5"> and prefer to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not leave</font> any physical evidence<font color="#E5E5E5"> which is why</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> break in not sure</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my neighbors</font> knew him or not but<font color="#CCCCCC"> because of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> remoteness of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the location and the fact</font> that we often<font color="#E5E5E5"> played in the woods</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm</font> pretty sure if I<font color="#CCCCCC"> did get snatched they</font> would have<font color="#E5E5E5"> chalked it up to me getting</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">lost or hurt</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wandering around we moved</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of state a year or so later</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never</font> heard of any<font color="#E5E5E5"> other local kids go missing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but I can't believe that this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> guy didn't</font> try to make someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> else</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> disappear</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 15 I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">had gotten out of the Trailways bus that</font> I had been stuck in for<font color="#CCCCCC"> five hours my</font> roommate<font color="#E5E5E5"> was with me and we had been</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">travelling back to New York</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> City to</font> conclude the fall<font color="#CCCCCC"> semester at her</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">college</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was winter break for the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">students</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so most of them had a suitcase</font> or bag to bring home I had graduated<font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font> that point so I had<font color="#E5E5E5"> two large duffel</font> bags and one large paper<font color="#E5E5E5"> shopping bag that held</font> my pillows and<font color="#E5E5E5"> comforter my other things</font> had been picked up and<font color="#E5E5E5"> driven</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down by</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> parents<font color="#E5E5E5"> during</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the graduation</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ceremony</font> so I literally<font color="#E5E5E5"> only had the clothes on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and some other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nonsens like flip-flops</font> and remaining school notes<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was weary</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> anxious</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to be finally home I said</font> bye to my now former roommate and I continued towards the a strain<font color="#E5E5E5"> awkwardly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lugging my things suddenly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> woman spots</font> me from the crowd she's<font color="#E5E5E5"> much taller than</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and built whiter but seemed very meek</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her voice</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was shaking and her clothes</font> were dirty<font color="#CCCCCC"> and mismatched</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was winter</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> she didn't have a coat but was still</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wearing a braided scarf</font> excuse me<font color="#E5E5E5"> uh where</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the bus to Boston</font> she asked<font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was clearly American but</font> had an unusual accent like a Midwest Minnesotan twang her eyes were darting towards a<font color="#E5E5E5"> direction behind me I'm</font> already<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> little suspicious and New</font> Yorkers<font color="#E5E5E5"> aren't known as the warmest</font> people<font color="#CCCCCC"> I also felt</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the vulnerable</font> because<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had so much literal baggage on</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I quickly told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her to ask</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an</font> attendant<font color="#E5E5E5"> and went to pass her she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">quickly stepped in front</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of me again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">very closely she wore very thick</font> eyeliner that<font color="#E5E5E5"> was smudged and had</font> bruises on her neck<font color="#E5E5E5"> which her scarf was</font> covering she never made eye contact with me but kept staring past my direction <font color="#E5E5E5">nobody's helped me you got to help</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">find my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bus she cried almost sounding</font> like she was acting I pointed to<font color="#CCCCCC"> a woman</font> by an information<font color="#CCCCCC"> desk</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no you have to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">show me where it is</font> I don't know ma'am I have to go<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> managed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to say in a low voice</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it felt</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like a setup where is the Boston</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bus she</font> yelled<font color="#E5E5E5"> at me and once again nodded</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">towards a woman</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tending</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the information</font> desk<font color="#CCCCCC"> but she was clearly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> focused on me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Red Alert</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> went through my head because</font> she<font color="#CCCCCC"> insisted so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> strongly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I had to</font> help<font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font> and there were dozens<font color="#E5E5E5"> of other people</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and attendants around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and my hands were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">tied</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> look to my side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and saw dark figures</font> in the corner<font color="#E5E5E5"> maybe 25 feet from me and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a woman awkwardly kept her hands tucked</font> in her pants not a<font color="#E5E5E5"> pocket I began distancing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> myself</font> as the figures<font color="#CCCCCC"> began moving</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> towards me I</font> finally yelled at her to<font color="#CCCCCC"> get the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fuck</font> away<font color="#CCCCCC"> from me while pretending</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to reach</font> for<font color="#CCCCCC"> something in my jacket</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her eyes</font> flashed to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the dark figures and suddenly</font> her demeanor changed<font color="#E5E5E5"> she backed up for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me and said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Oh up but I need to get to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bus and bus um she was clearly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">distracted now looking back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and forth</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into my big paper bag</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and then at the</font> people she may have been<font color="#CCCCCC"> working with</font> now she looked nervous<font color="#CCCCCC"> and after a few</font> long moments she turned and walked away <font color="#CCCCCC">quietly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into the women's restroom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> now</font> looking at the sketchy guys in the <font color="#E5E5E5">corner I quickly turned and went towards</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the upstairs portion of the terminal</font> left and<font color="#E5E5E5"> hailed a cab I just wanted to</font> get home at that point<font color="#E5E5E5"> thinking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">now I'm wondering if she were someone</font> who<font color="#E5E5E5"> was trafficked or manipulated into</font> drugs it was like she<font color="#E5E5E5"> was an empty shell</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of a person</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but she was still</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> young mid</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">20s</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or so 16 my idiot mom dated a</font> convict while she worked as a psychologist at the<font color="#CCCCCC"> Kingston pen he was</font> in for a<font color="#E5E5E5"> very long sentence for</font> aggravated<font color="#CCCCCC"> assault</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and my mother met him</font> close<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the end of his sentence she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">eventually was fired for being caught</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for the second or third</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time having sex</font> with him in<font color="#CCCCCC"> a utility</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> closet but I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">digress when he was being released my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">mother asked me to pick him up from</font> prison<font color="#E5E5E5"> and drive him to the airport and</font> I embarrassed to admit stupidly agreed <font color="#E5E5E5">so my boyfriend at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the time and I go to</font> pick up<font color="#E5E5E5"> technical and not 45 minutes</font> into<font color="#CCCCCC"> our three-hour trip after picking</font> him up he turns around and starts <font color="#E5E5E5">punching my boyfriend in the face</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">busting his nose and lip</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I started</font> yelling at<font color="#CCCCCC"> him to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so he starts</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">beating on me punching me in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the arms</font> and eggs mind you<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm driving about 90 miles</font> per<font color="#E5E5E5"> hour on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the highway</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with no exit in</font> sight<font color="#CCCCCC"> I just want to add this guy is a</font> big<font color="#CCCCCC"> fucking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dude</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">six foot something and probably over 200</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pounds of muscle covered in tats</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> whole shebang<font color="#E5E5E5"> anyway</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I pull off to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the highway get out</font> throw his bag on the side of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the road</font> and scream at him until<font color="#E5E5E5"> he gets out of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my car</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before speeding home I want to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">remind you all this happened on a Monday</font> Wednesday rolls around<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I get a text</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my brother telling me to call him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ASAP</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I do and he tells me mom is in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the hospital in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a coma hooked up to</font> machines<font color="#CCCCCC"> feeding tube etc dead broken</font> orbital sockets<font color="#E5E5E5"> her jaw was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> broken she</font> was missing many teeth<font color="#E5E5E5"> shattered</font> collarbone<font color="#E5E5E5"> she cracked her sternum and</font> had broken<font color="#CCCCCC"> multiple ribs</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she needed reconstructive surgery on her</font> face and metal plates pretend she has nerve damage now and can't smile on the right side of her face<font color="#CCCCCC"> she has trouble</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">eating</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> too because she can't tell</font> whether or<font color="#E5E5E5"> not she has food dripping</font> down her face<font color="#CCCCCC"> and for the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> longest time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she could only drink through a straw</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what had happened was after I kicked</font> dipshit out of my car<font color="#CCCCCC"> the cops</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> found him</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wandering on the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> side of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the freeway and</font> took him<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the airport</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Tuesday night he</font> arrived<font color="#E5E5E5"> he got hammered drunk and beat</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> shit out of my mother</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he started at</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">11:00 p.m.</font> and nobody stepped in until 3:00<font color="#CCCCCC"> a.m.</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">first responders didn't show up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> until</font> 4:00<font color="#CCCCCC"> I guess a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> couple people witnessed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it going down but didn't intervene until</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">they saw Dushku new choke my mom out and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">start carrying her towards the tree</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> line</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> finish the job in privacy my mom now</font> suffers from extreme PTSD<font color="#E5E5E5"> it controls</font> every aspect<font color="#CCCCCC"> of her life she is a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fucking mess</font> the equivalent of<font color="#E5E5E5"> a human puddle I'd say</font> so convict<font color="#CCCCCC"> that will not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be named</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> let's</font> not meet again edit<font color="#CCCCCC"> I want to add my mother dug her own</font> grave<font color="#E5E5E5"> don't pity her that's absurd</font> there's a lot<font color="#E5E5E5"> more to her crazy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">relationship with him that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I left out</font> because<font color="#E5E5E5"> I didn't feel that it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">relevant</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the story things like her</font> smuggling drugs<font color="#E5E5E5"> into the prison for him</font> the police busting down the door<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> arresting him in the house<font color="#E5E5E5"> for another</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">crime</font> the blood my mom had to clean off the <font color="#E5E5E5">walls after was insane</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in drinking again</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and jumping out of my car to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> harass</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">other drivers</font> whilst waiting<font color="#CCCCCC"> at a red light</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I was</font> taking him to the store things<font color="#E5E5E5"> like that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">17 this happened in 1979 when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was a 17</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">year old</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> girl I was in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> London</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for summer</font> school<font color="#E5E5E5"> and stayed with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a family</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friend</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Jane in her apartment one night I went</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to a party and ended up staying really</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">late being a poor student</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided to</font> bus home<font color="#CCCCCC"> and got off at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the closest bus</font> stop to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the apartment which was still a</font> good<font color="#E5E5E5"> 20 to 30 minute walk by then it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after midnight and the streets</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font> completely<font color="#E5E5E5"> empty</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I walked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> down the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">street hearing nothing but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sound of</font> my shoes clapping against the pavement<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> noticed this<font color="#E5E5E5"> guy come out of one of the</font> houses<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the street he was walking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">towards me on the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the road</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> passed each<font color="#E5E5E5"> other without incident I</font> continued walking down the dimly<font color="#E5E5E5"> lit</font> streets<font color="#E5E5E5"> turning my head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to see behind me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at one point</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and saw the same guy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">now he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> walking behind me keeping his</font> distance <font color="#E5E5E5">not wanting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to assume he was following</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me or show any fear</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked straight</font> ahead and increased my<font color="#E5E5E5"> walking speed a</font> bit<font color="#CCCCCC"> after 10 long</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> minutes of walking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">down several deserted blocks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I finally</font> turned the dark corner into my<font color="#CCCCCC"> Street</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> was still about five minutes left</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">till I got home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I still</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one more glass</font> behind me<font color="#E5E5E5"> that he was still keeping his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">distance</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in that moment it became quite</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">clear that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was following</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me a sense</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> dread spread through me on the dark</font> alone<font color="#CCCCCC"> the streets as I tried to remain</font> calm<font color="#E5E5E5"> and just get home as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> soon as</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">possible the apartment was part of a</font> and the front door<font color="#CCCCCC"> was located at the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you had to go around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to get to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it</font> this meant that<font color="#E5E5E5"> if I was fast enough</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there was a good chance he wouldn't see</font> which apartment was mine<font color="#CCCCCC"> I walked as</font> fast<font color="#E5E5E5"> as I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> could without</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> running and</font> finally reached the door no<font color="#CCCCCC"> sign of him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">good with the key in my badly shaking</font> hand<font color="#CCCCCC"> I fumbled at the doorknob</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> terrified</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">praying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to get it open</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> finds</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me and I've never seen or heard</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">again my prayers were answered and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> managed to<font color="#CCCCCC"> unlock it finally</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I hurried</font> inside<font color="#E5E5E5"> and locked the door safe to be</font> able<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> breathe again</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I went upstairs to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my bedroom then I</font> made a mistake<font color="#E5E5E5"> my bedroom faced the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">street</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and when I entered I turned on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the light the curtains weren't drawn and</font> I saw him standing<font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> looking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">straight</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up at me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thing you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know he</font> is ringing<font color="#E5E5E5"> the doorbell panicking I ran</font> downstairs<font color="#CCCCCC"> into Jaynes room who</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> woken up<font color="#E5E5E5"> by</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the doorbell explained the</font> situation to<font color="#CCCCCC"> her and asked her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">open the door she said</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she had to</font> because she didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> want him to wake the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">neighbors</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I watched her go staying in</font> her bedroom<font color="#CCCCCC"> he asked is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Mary there he</font> must have decided to pretend<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ask for</font> someone<font color="#CCCCCC"> when he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> realized I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wasn't there</font> alone<font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> responded there's no one here</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">called Mary he apologized and then left</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I've read this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eye of relief and watched</font> him through the<font color="#E5E5E5"> window as he laughed as</font> he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> walking he turned around and I</font> had the<font color="#E5E5E5"> unfortunate opportunity to meet</font> his eyes once<font color="#CCCCCC"> more he scowled at me</font> through the<font color="#CCCCCC"> glass I shuddered</font> the next day Jane told me about<font color="#E5E5E5"> all the</font> dodgy things and crimes that happened in that<font color="#E5E5E5"> area turns out it wasn't a</font> particularly safe area after<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I only</font> ever<font color="#CCCCCC"> went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out during the day I</font> thankfully never<font color="#E5E5E5"> saw that guy again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font> sometimes I<font color="#CCCCCC"> wonder what could have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">happened if Jane wasn't there that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">eighteen years ago I worked night shift</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at a very lonely and deserted mini</font> office that had no security<font color="#CCCCCC"> and only me on</font> staff from<font color="#CCCCCC"> 6</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> p.m. to 3 a.m.</font> despite being<font color="#E5E5E5"> located in a rather busy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and night by filled part of the city</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">food delivery pickings were more than a</font> tad<font color="#E5E5E5"> slim so you can imagine how</font> delighted<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was when I found a great</font> Chinese place that was<font color="#CCCCCC"> open late and</font> delivered<font color="#CCCCCC"> to my work</font> they had great portions and killer egg rolls<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I end</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up ordering from there</font> most<font color="#E5E5E5"> nights and everything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was great</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">until phone guy entered the picture the</font> owner had decided<font color="#E5E5E5"> that he wanted a</font> native English speaker<font color="#E5E5E5"> to man the phones</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he could run the register and</font> everyone else could just focus<font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font> cooking<font color="#CCCCCC"> and delivery</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we will call the</font> person they<font color="#E5E5E5"> hired phone guy and I know</font> all of this because<font color="#CCCCCC"> phone guy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and phone guy told</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he loved</font> to talk this<font color="#E5E5E5"> guy was a chatterbox</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> made every order feel like I had called him<font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> home</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to chat instead</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of actually</font> get my food<font color="#E5E5E5"> well the normal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> order call</font> started getting longer and<font color="#E5E5E5"> longer as</font> phone guy starts<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to chat me up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">while waiting for the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> credit-card</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">machine he starts asking me about my age</font> my race where I went to<font color="#E5E5E5"> school</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all the</font> red<font color="#E5E5E5"> flags</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> i</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> deflected most of his</font> questions except the one about race<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm</font> white<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I thought if I just told</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him</font> maybe<font color="#E5E5E5"> he would lose</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> interest</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nope</font> now he wants to<font color="#E5E5E5"> know what kind of white</font> which is not<font color="#CCCCCC"> a question</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I had ever</font> really<font color="#E5E5E5"> been asked so I just answered</font> honestly<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I'm mostly German well</font> turns out this dude has a thing for German chicks<font color="#E5E5E5"> doesn't matter I'm second</font> generation<font color="#CCCCCC"> or that I've never</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been to</font> Germany<font color="#E5E5E5"> this dude is now full-on</font> interested and starts<font color="#E5E5E5"> going on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about how</font> Germans are so that sense so that<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> they make the best<font color="#E5E5E5"> porn and so on and so</font> forth <font color="#E5E5E5">this has cemented in me that I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> will no</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">longer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be ordering</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from these people as</font> this is getting ridiculous eventually the<font color="#CCCCCC"> Machine fries up and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> call ends and I think I'm<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> clear</font> nope the guy who has<font color="#E5E5E5"> been delivering my</font> food<font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to this point</font> looked like<font color="#E5E5E5"> Ken from Street Fighter with</font> a<font color="#E5E5E5"> math problem</font> complete with sleeveless red shirt and <font color="#E5E5E5">bandana the guy who shows up with my</font> foot is not the<font color="#E5E5E5"> regular delivery guy he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">is huge and as soon as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he opens his</font> mouth<font color="#E5E5E5"> I realize he is phone guy internal</font> screaming commences he hands me the food and just starts to talk and talk and <font color="#CCCCCC">talk</font> I can't leave since he is blocking<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> only exit I can't shove him at the door since<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> has a foot and about<font color="#E5E5E5"> 200 pounds</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on me so</font> I<font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> keep bringing up that I need to</font> get<font color="#E5E5E5"> back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to work and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> oh</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so very</font> late and boy oh boy<font color="#E5E5E5"> will my boss be mad</font> if I<font color="#CCCCCC"> don't check in I finally bring up</font> the fact that<font color="#CCCCCC"> he should</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really be</font> getting<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> move on himself</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what with the other deliveries he must</font> have<font color="#E5E5E5"> to make nope he proceeds</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to tell me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that he paid the regular delivery guy to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">switch out with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">delivery just so he could meet his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">proline internal screaming</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> intensifies</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">eventually he even admits he has</font> overstayed his welcome<font color="#E5E5E5"> and leaves for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the night at which point I lock the door</font> behind him<font color="#CCCCCC"> and stop ordering after that</font> through<font color="#CCCCCC"> happenstance</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I end up quitting</font> my job about<font color="#CCCCCC"> a week later for a better</font> one<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> think I am in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the clear</font> well months go by and my roommate orders from them turns out they had<font color="#E5E5E5"> expanded</font> their delivery area<font color="#E5E5E5"> and asks if I could</font> snag it when it gets<font color="#E5E5E5"> there since she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">needs to hop in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shower I think it</font> should<font color="#CCCCCC"> be fine I mean this is a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">different address and not in my name so</font> there's<font color="#E5E5E5"> no way the phone guy will show</font> up well I answered the<font color="#CCCCCC"> door and the mask</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and takes one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> look at me and says oh man</font> I can't<font color="#CCCCCC"> believe it's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you do you live</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">here some guy has been looking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for you</font> everywhere since you stopped ordering <font color="#E5E5E5">and quit your job</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I can't wait to tell</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tell him not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to do that and he</font> laughs <font color="#E5E5E5">he hands me the food and leaves</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I hadn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">worked that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> job or ordered in months</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">fungi was looking for me this whole time</font> well<font color="#E5E5E5"> I am 100% done Yin rings my</font> roommate<font color="#E5E5E5"> gets out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the shower and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> tell her what<font color="#E5E5E5"> happened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and she tries to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">brush it off just as there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is a knock at</font> the door<font color="#CCCCCC"> I tell her I'm going upstairs</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> whoever it is don't let them in if</font> we<font color="#E5E5E5"> don't know them</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I listen at the top</font> of the stairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it is phone guy the</font> delivery<font color="#E5E5E5"> dude had gone straight back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> work<font color="#CCCCCC"> told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> phone guy and phone guy had</font> thrown a bunch<font color="#E5E5E5"> of egg rolls</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into a bag I</font> used to order<font color="#E5E5E5"> them</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all the time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> got the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">address from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the order my roommate had</font> placed and despite us not ordering <font color="#E5E5E5">anything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> else</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had raced to my house he</font> handed my roommate the egg rolls and just kept trying<font color="#CCCCCC"> to get her to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> let him</font> in and answer questions<font color="#CCCCCC"> about where I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">went where I worked now and what not</font> she was smart<font color="#CCCCCC"> enough to get creeped out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and tell him to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> leave and as soon as the</font> door<font color="#CCCCCC"> shut I called the place and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">complained since I knew he wouldn't be</font> there to answer<font color="#E5E5E5"> the phone</font> the owner answered and<font color="#E5E5E5"> apologized</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after</font> I explained what<font color="#E5E5E5"> was going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on he said he</font> had daughters<font color="#E5E5E5"> of his own and would take</font> care<font color="#E5E5E5"> of it phone guy shows up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again an</font> hour later<font color="#E5E5E5"> banging on my door and</font> screaming<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I got him fired blah blah</font> blah<font color="#E5E5E5"> so we called the cops</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was gone before they showed up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> explained<font color="#E5E5E5"> what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but they said</font> there wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> much they could do we were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">moving in two weeks anyway to the other</font> side<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the city</font> so the problem solved itself due to amazing<font color="#E5E5E5"> timing for those wondering</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> in the area months later that<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">restaurant</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was located in and the place</font> had shut down<font color="#CCCCCC"> also I didn't want the egg</font> rolls<font color="#CCCCCC"> so my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> roommate ate them 19 a few</font> weeks ago<font color="#E5E5E5"> my boyfriend was running late</font> to work so instead of dropping<font color="#CCCCCC"> me off at</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my work</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he dropped me off at the metro</font> station stopped<font color="#CCCCCC"> next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to his work there's</font> a stop that's only<font color="#E5E5E5"> a few minute walk</font> from<font color="#CCCCCC"> campus so I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't too worried</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as I'm waiting for the trainer</font> to stop <font color="#CCCCCC">a random person thanks me for my service</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm caught off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> guard</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but realized that I</font> had my<font color="#CCCCCC"> military backpack</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on complete</font> with my last name<font color="#E5E5E5"> stitched on a man</font> covered<font color="#CCCCCC"> in face tattoos and wearing</font> dirty smelly clothes<font color="#CCCCCC"> overhears and walks</font> over to<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as well oh you're</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">military</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my wife goes to choose the x</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">position for Y</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> unit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and she'll</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you look</font> really<font color="#E5E5E5"> familiar</font> were<font color="#CCCCCC"> you dolled a party</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at the racetrack</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the specifics checked out but I</font> definitely<font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> remember a guy with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">face tattoos showing up at the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> event</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> tell him that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I might know her but it's</font> a big unit<font color="#E5E5E5"> the train comes and I walk on</font> to take my seat<font color="#CCCCCC"> smooth</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Amanda Smith and</font> you were recognized you<font color="#E5E5E5"> I turn around</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and it's face tattoo man</font> he knows my whole name and decides<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> sit down next to<font color="#E5E5E5"> me on the train he</font> starts asking me questions about<font color="#E5E5E5"> my job</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and how his wife</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is doing he says that</font> she<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> feeling stressed out with her</font> job and that she was worried she<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> going to get<font color="#E5E5E5"> fired</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought it was a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">little weird considering</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that she had</font> been fired<font color="#CCCCCC"> over a week prior but maybe</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> was trying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to be polite and not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">embarrass her but then he started asking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">some strange questions</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">where do we go for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> off-site training</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">when do</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when's the next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> will train with<font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I realized something</font> was really wrong<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I get off at the</font> next<font color="#E5E5E5"> stop to try</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to get away from this</font> guy<font color="#E5E5E5"> he gets off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the train too</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> let's go</font> together<font color="#CCCCCC"> you never answered</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my questions</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I look for my phone to call someone to</font> get me out of<font color="#E5E5E5"> this situation</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I realize I left it in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> boyfriend's car I<font color="#CCCCCC"> decide to tell him I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">got off at the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wrong</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stop and tried to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">get on a different car than him when the</font> next train arrives<font color="#CCCCCC"> just kidding he gives</font> off<font color="#CCCCCC"> that car and on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to mine at the next</font> stop he starts threatening me about<font color="#E5E5E5"> giving</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">information about her so I stand</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font> start making a scene saying<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I need</font> help a man intervenes and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I get off at</font> the next<font color="#E5E5E5"> stop which is actually my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">top</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eye contact that woman and it turns</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> since the holiday party he has</font> started<font color="#E5E5E5"> doing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> heroin</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and became violent</font> toward her<font color="#CCCCCC"> she and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the kids moved out to</font> an undisclosed location<font color="#CCCCCC"> and he tried</font> abducting them<font color="#E5E5E5"> at least once he had</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">become homeless so that explains</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> why I</font> didn't recognize<font color="#CCCCCC"> him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at all he did</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">recognize me from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> party and he was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">trying to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> figure out when she would next</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">be around she had a restraining and no</font> contact order against him so she encouraged me<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> contact the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> police if</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this ever happened again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not</font> to take<font color="#E5E5E5"> the train anymore</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and bitch my</font> backpack<font color="#CCCCCC"> altogether</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> last week I was</font> working<font color="#CCCCCC"> late and decided to walk over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by</font> the train<font color="#CCCCCC"> stop to get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> some food as I'm</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">waiting to cross the sidewalk I hear</font> Amanda good to<font color="#E5E5E5"> see you I looked behind</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and faced</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her two guys standing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">behind me no no no let's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not meet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and to</font> have dinner as you try to figure<font color="#CCCCCC"> out how</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to kidnap</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> your wife I turn and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> take off</font> sprinting down<font color="#CCCCCC"> the busy road to get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> away</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I'm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> definitely staying away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from the</font> whole line<font color="#E5E5E5"> forever</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">24 contacts time female at the time I</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> 19 years old I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> living in a</font> central<font color="#E5E5E5"> flat with my older sister</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were out this one weekend celebrating</font> st. Patrick's<font color="#CCCCCC"> Day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sister and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a few</font> friends<font color="#E5E5E5"> starting out having pints at an</font> Irish<font color="#CCCCCC"> pub we soon moved on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a popular</font> hotel bar<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was a bit tipsy at this</font> point so I decided to switch<font color="#CCCCCC"> to water</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font> I had work early the next morning<font color="#CCCCCC"> they</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were having a great</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing</font> really seemed out of the<font color="#E5E5E5"> ordinary but I</font> decided anyway that I'd head home<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font> a<font color="#CCCCCC"> 10-minute walk</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the very most</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thankfully due to my early start the</font> next<font color="#E5E5E5"> day anyway I said goodbye to my</font> friends and headed out<font color="#E5E5E5"> into the nice</font> clear evening I walked a couple of <font color="#CCCCCC">blocks and went to a 7-eleven on the</font> corner<font color="#E5E5E5"> to buy a bottle</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of juice</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font> are always some semi sketchy types<font color="#E5E5E5"> hi</font> around on that street corner<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> surra</font> black cab drivers tend to hang around <font color="#E5E5E5">waiting for customers</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I didn't pay</font> much attention to<font color="#E5E5E5"> any of them</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I exited</font> the shop and turned the corner to<font color="#E5E5E5"> an</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">empty street and hear footsteps behind</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me</font> look behind<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's a pretty big guy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">seemingly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> advancing on me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I lifted my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">phone from my pocket and dialed 911 the</font> call button cross the<font color="#E5E5E5"> street</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to see if</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he would follow</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> which he immediately did</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I was heading in a direction immediately</font> away from<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shops and I couldn't turn</font> around<font color="#CCCCCC"> without ending</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up face to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> face</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with him shit turned another</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> street</font> corner towards my door<font color="#E5E5E5"> important to note</font> is that this house didn't have<font color="#E5E5E5"> a front</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">door key as such it was a four digit</font> passcode that<font color="#E5E5E5"> granted access to the</font> building<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you have to open your</font> own door with a key<font color="#E5E5E5"> the only</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thing I can</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">think is don't let him see the code if</font> he sees the code you're dead etc this type of<font color="#E5E5E5"> sentence was pulsating</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in my</font> mind<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I started</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> running in stiletto</font> heels he too<font color="#CCCCCC"> is picking up the pace</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and is</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">running after me at this point I'm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">really feeling anything it was so</font> strange it was like I had<font color="#CCCCCC"> the actions</font> laid out in<font color="#CCCCCC"> front of me I had to outrun</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> reach my door before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he did there</font> was no option as I made it to the door I covered my keypad with my hand before hurriedly punching in the code<font color="#CCCCCC"> he didn't</font> catch<font color="#E5E5E5"> it nevertheless he is trying to</font> forcibly push his way<font color="#E5E5E5"> in I've often</font> wondered how exactly I'd react in a <font color="#CCCCCC">situation like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> never know until</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you're actually exposed well apparently</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I get angry started shouting at him to</font> get the fuck away<font color="#CCCCCC"> etc he responds with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">laughter and no way you know I live here</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">too so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> asked him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for the passcode and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he is trying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to laugh it off and keeps</font> pushing the end<font color="#E5E5E5"> I remembered I still had</font> a sturdy<font color="#E5E5E5"> grip in my phone and showed him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the screen where I had keyed in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 9-1-1</font> triumphantly<font color="#E5E5E5"> I kept shouting abuse that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he needed to leave right call</font> thankfully he got a terrified expression <font color="#CCCCCC">on his face</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and ran on shaky legs</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> managed<font color="#CCCCCC"> to get to the lift</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my flat</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">secured the door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what felt like a</font> thousand<font color="#E5E5E5"> times</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I called my sister</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font> first<font color="#E5E5E5"> no answer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I called my boyfriend</font> panicking he hadn't been<font color="#E5E5E5"> out with us at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">night he too was laughing it off told me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that it was probably</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just some guy that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">fancied me and decided to fool around a</font> bit<font color="#CCCCCC"> I wasn't convinced</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and barely slept</font> that night<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told my sister</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the next</font> morning after she'd asked me about<font color="#E5E5E5"> all</font> those missed calls<font color="#CCCCCC"> my sister told me at</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> point that she got a weird vibe</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from a guy sitting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> across from the bar</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that he was staring at us</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we compared descriptions and they seemed</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> match she didn't remember seeing him</font> at<font color="#E5E5E5"> all after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I laughed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I still wonder sometimes if something</font> serious<font color="#CCCCCC"> could have happened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and how</font> strange it<font color="#CCCCCC"> was that my mind fixated</font> completely on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> pass code 21 this</font> story happened back in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the late 90s</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was in second grade at that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">uncle my mom's younger</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> brother was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">enlisted in the u.s. Navy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> due</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the</font> nature of his job<font color="#E5E5E5"> he constantly traveled</font> to other<font color="#E5E5E5"> parts of the world he was</font> frequently stationed in different countries<font color="#E5E5E5"> sometimes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for years</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at a time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">since he was usually so far away my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">family did not get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to see him very</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> often</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my mother and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him were very close and I</font> had a special<font color="#E5E5E5"> relationship</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with him as</font> well<font color="#E5E5E5"> every time he visited a new place</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he would send me a gift</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a magic lamp</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Saudi Arabia</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> castanets from Spain</font> rosary beads from<font color="#E5E5E5"> Notre Dame and so on</font> he always had a lot<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fun and I</font> treasured<font color="#E5E5E5"> the time that we spent</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">together this particular year he</font> received<font color="#E5E5E5"> some time off and informed us</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that he would come stay with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for the</font> holidays<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was beyond thrilled</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to be</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">seeing one of my favorite relatives one</font> day while both of<font color="#E5E5E5"> my parents were at</font> work he decided<font color="#E5E5E5"> to take my brother</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I</font> to a nearby mall at the time my brother<font color="#E5E5E5"> was 12 and I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">7 we had a good</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the</font> various<font color="#E5E5E5"> stores getting lunch and</font> watching skateboarders at an indoor park <font color="#E5E5E5">although my uncle loved us dearly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> wouldn't exactly call<font color="#CCCCCC"> him the most</font> attentive babysitter<font color="#E5E5E5"> while the three of</font> us were heading<font color="#E5E5E5"> out my brother and uncle</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were much further ahead of me both of</font> them walked extremely fast<font color="#CCCCCC"> and seemed to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">be engaged in their conversation being a</font> very small girl for my age combined<font color="#E5E5E5"> with having</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mime disease made</font> it difficult<font color="#CCCCCC"> for me to walk at their</font> pace<font color="#E5E5E5"> as hard as I try to catch up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font> them I only<font color="#CCCCCC"> seemed to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be falling further</font> behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> suddenly from the left side I</font> felt someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> grab me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it happened in an</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">instant</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and my mind raced trying to</font> process what<font color="#E5E5E5"> was happening looking up I</font> saw<font color="#E5E5E5"> him a face that I recall clear as</font> day 20 years later<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was an old man</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">perhaps late 70s but his face</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> horribly<font color="#CCCCCC"> disfigured</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all of his skin hung</font> low and pored over<font color="#E5E5E5"> his other features</font> what I remember most<font color="#CCCCCC"> was his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nose was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">more of a giant tumor so large that it</font> covered his entire<font color="#CCCCCC"> mouth</font> looking back it's now clear<font color="#CCCCCC"> that he had</font> Elephant Man disease<font color="#E5E5E5"> the man did not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> say</font> anything<font color="#CCCCCC"> to me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> instead he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> crushed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> down</font> to my level<font color="#CCCCCC"> and put his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> face</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just inches</font> in front of mine then he made the most intense eye contact<font color="#CCCCCC"> I have ever</font> experienced<font color="#E5E5E5"> both of his hands were</font> wrapped around my arm so tightly<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I</font> winced in pain abruptly<font color="#E5E5E5"> he began shaking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me as if forcing me to look at him</font> I was so paralyzed in fear that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could</font> not make<font color="#E5E5E5"> a sound for some reason</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> simply stood there frozen<font color="#E5E5E5"> staring</font> directly at him<font color="#E5E5E5"> while this was happening</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the mall was by no means</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> empty people</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">passed by but they either didn't notice</font> or didn't care after about a minute <font color="#E5E5E5">which seemed far longer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> adrenaline got</font> the better of<font color="#CCCCCC"> me and I violently</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wriggled from his grip</font> in tears I moved as briskly as<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could</font> towards<font color="#E5E5E5"> my uncle and brother</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> luckily the</font> man<font color="#E5E5E5"> did not follow me by this time my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">family members had finally realized that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I was gone and both turned around while</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I approached them their backs were to me</font> during the<font color="#CCCCCC"> entire encounter</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so they had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">no idea</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what just occurred</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I didn't see</font> anything to either<font color="#E5E5E5"> of them because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> afraid<font color="#CCCCCC"> somehow I had done something</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wrong</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when I got home I had bruises from</font> where the man had grabbed me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I hid them</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from my mom so I didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have to explain</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">what had happened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the incident left me</font> so traumatized<font color="#CCCCCC"> that the very same night</font> I went<font color="#E5E5E5"> vegetarian</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in my seven-year-old</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">mind every time I looked at meat I would</font> think<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that man's face and the way he</font> had stared so intently at me<font color="#E5E5E5"> I would</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">have nightmares</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> coming back</font> for me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and was petrified to go back to</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> mall for many years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> now that I am</font> an adult<font color="#E5E5E5"> I will</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> look back and wonder</font> what exactly<font color="#CCCCCC"> transpired</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> did he want to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">kidnap me was he tired of being</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ignored</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">by society perhaps he had dementia</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> will<font color="#E5E5E5"> never know</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">even though I have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> empathy and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wish him</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">well I will also take solace in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the fact</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> we will probably never meet again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">disclaimer in no way shape or form</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> my intention<font color="#E5E5E5"> to speak ill of individuals</font> who have any<font color="#E5E5E5"> type of deformity or</font> condition this story is<font color="#E5E5E5"> simply my</font> recollection<font color="#E5E5E5"> of an event that occurred</font> when<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was a child please keep this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> mind in<font color="#E5E5E5"> your comments as I would never</font> judge<font color="#CCCCCC"> someone based on physical</font> characteristics<font color="#CCCCCC"> that they cannot control</font> 22<font color="#CCCCCC"> okay so I live</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in northern British</font> Columbia<font color="#CCCCCC"> and this first incident</font> happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the middle of winter my</font> boyfriend and I were<font color="#CCCCCC"> having</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a huge fight</font> at around 11:30<font color="#CCCCCC"> p.m.</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> snow plows in the winter so his hours</font> are<font color="#CCCCCC"> really whack</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I soon retired to</font> the front steps<font color="#E5E5E5"> of my house to have a</font> cigarette<font color="#E5E5E5"> and feel sorry for myself my</font> pity party was short-lived<font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I heard</font> some faint screams it sounded<font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> could have<font color="#CCCCCC"> been a block or two away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wasn't</font> at first I<font color="#CCCCCC"> just started with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> teenager</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">screaming and goofing around late</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font> night<font color="#E5E5E5"> we've all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> right then I</font> saw some cats in the middle of my street and thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> maybe it's their meow</font> scurrying in the wind<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then I saw a</font> couple voters<font color="#CCCCCC"> making the rounds and I</font> thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> it could be their backup signals</font> I was hearing the whole thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> process</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was about a minute</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that's when I heard</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> again</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a bit clearer this time I got</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up and</font> walked about<font color="#CCCCCC"> a dozen or so steps to my</font> front gate<font color="#E5E5E5"> and that's when I heard it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">again</font> except this time<font color="#CCCCCC"> I heard them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> scream</font> help keeping<font color="#E5E5E5"> in mind everything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I've</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">heard so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> far</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he's just faint enough that</font> I can't really tell<font color="#E5E5E5"> where it's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> coming</font> from<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I walk out to the sidewalk and</font> my eyesight<font color="#E5E5E5"> is shit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I think I see my</font> across-the-street neighbor<font color="#CCCCCC"> peeking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her front door</font> so<font color="#E5E5E5"> I muster up as much courage as I can</font> and yell<font color="#E5E5E5"> hey did you hear</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that screaming</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I've really bad anxiety so taking a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">chance at looking like some crazy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> person</font> who's<font color="#E5E5E5"> hearing shit was a big deal for me</font> not<font color="#CCCCCC"> to mention</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that if I felt like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">someone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was getting assaulted that my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">anxiety could hold off one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> embarrassing</font> encounter<font color="#E5E5E5"> moving on my neighbor</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">immediately said yes she did</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was</font> outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> having a cigarette before bed in</font> her backyard when she heard<font color="#E5E5E5"> it see folks</font> smoking really<font color="#E5E5E5"> does save she said she</font> was going<font color="#E5E5E5"> to go drive</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around the block</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and asked if I would</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> come with her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> said yes we live in a really small<font color="#CCCCCC"> town</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and it's Canada</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> everyone is pretty nice</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we drove around for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about 15 minutes</font> calling out hello<font color="#E5E5E5"> but we found nothing</font> I was looking specifically for someone laying unconscious<font color="#CCCCCC"> in a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> snowbank or</font> patterns in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the snow that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> may show signs</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that there was a fight we called the</font> cops<font color="#CCCCCC"> and nothing came of it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sadly I just</font> hope whoever was screaming<font color="#CCCCCC"> that night is</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">okay now it's been a few months since</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">then and I was just coming home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from an</font> appointment today May 13th<font color="#E5E5E5"> 2017 when my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">neighbor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> same one from earlier</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> came up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to me and asked if I saw anything last</font> night apparently there was someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> going</font> door-to-door knocking on people's doors at 8:30 last night<font color="#E5E5E5"> and when people</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">weren't answering</font> they were jiggling the<font color="#E5E5E5"> door handles she</font> said she was going<font color="#E5E5E5"> around asking</font> neighbors<font color="#CCCCCC"> to see who else had happened</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to and so far is her and her left-side</font> neighbor who had the<font color="#E5E5E5"> same encounter last</font> night at around 8:30<font color="#CCCCCC"> she was letting me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">know because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she's home alone a lot</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her man is out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> working and I'm</font> home<font color="#CCCCCC"> alone a lot because my man is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font> and I have a<font color="#CCCCCC"> three-year-old</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and her left</font> side neighbor is a woman who's home alone a lot<font color="#E5E5E5"> too just a side note I live</font> in a pretty<font color="#E5E5E5"> good area</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">everyone mostly owns their homes and</font> it's a lot of<font color="#CCCCCC"> old</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> people or families</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">weirdos trying to enter people's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> homes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">while</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they're home please</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> let's not meet</font> I have<font color="#CCCCCC"> guns and dogs and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm a fierce</font> fucking mama bear<font color="#CCCCCC"> I will cut</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you 23 this</font> happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> about four years</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ago</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I guess I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">always downplayed how creepy it was in</font> my head<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I didn't get too scared at</font> the time<font color="#E5E5E5"> but thinking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it got really</font> creepy<font color="#E5E5E5"> a side note that helps the story</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I lived in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Massachusetts at the time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about an hour outside Boston</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I met Jack</font> over<font color="#E5E5E5"> the summer of 2013</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was at a local</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">country bar</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Jack was tall skinny bald</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> little nerdy<font color="#CCCCCC"> but I liked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it at the end</font> of the night he asked for my number and I excitedly gave it to him<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> texted me</font> almost<font color="#CCCCCC"> immediately</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and asked if we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> could</font> hang out together<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had to work the next</font> few days<font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we couldn't hang out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> that didn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> stop him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from texting me</font> almost 24/7<font color="#CCCCCC"> I worked at a Children's</font> Museum as a guide<font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a treetop walkway</font> so when we got busy it was hard to text <font color="#E5E5E5">back immediately</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Jack was never truly</font> understanding of this but<font color="#CCCCCC"> always had the</font> frustration under lots of I just<font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font> talking<font color="#E5E5E5"> to you and just making sure he</font> didn't fall her <font color="#CCCCCC">I didn't know any better finally there</font> came<font color="#E5E5E5"> five days where I didn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> work at all<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> man did he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> make the best</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of them I had Tuesday to Saturday off</font> and he had<font color="#CCCCCC"> a plan for each day clingy</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> I ignored</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> here was our schedule</font> Tuesday<font color="#E5E5E5"> and Wednesday</font> it took marathon dates it was pretty average aside from the<font color="#E5E5E5"> fact that it took</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a lot of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> convincing to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get him to take</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> home at the end of the night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he kept</font> saying how<font color="#E5E5E5"> much</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> enjoying our time</font> together<font color="#E5E5E5"> and didn't want it to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> end</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> was at this<font color="#E5E5E5"> point</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I noticed that he</font> wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> just emotionally clean but</font> physically clingy<font color="#CCCCCC"> - if any guy even</font> glanced my way he would have<font color="#CCCCCC"> his arm</font> around me<font color="#CCCCCC"> so firmly it would hurt one</font> older gentleman held the door<font color="#CCCCCC"> for me</font> once<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Jack rambled on for hours about</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">how the man was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hitting on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me he</font> declared he was<font color="#CCCCCC"> lucky to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have me all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> himself creepy Thursday<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was the fourth of</font> July and<font color="#E5E5E5"> he asked if I wanted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to take</font> the train into Boston to see the fireworks I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> excited until he told me that we</font> were going to<font color="#E5E5E5"> head into the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> city at</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">10:00 in the morning it was a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 90 degree</font> day not exactly the kind of weather you <font color="#E5E5E5">want to be gallivanting around Boston</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> n</font> he said he had fun things planned<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font> believed him<font color="#CCCCCC"> we arrived in Boston get</font> off the train and start walking several <font color="#CCCCCC">times I asked him where we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> are headed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and if he can slow</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down a little since</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he was speed walking but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he ignored me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and said he was figuring it out finally</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he admitted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that he didn't really have</font> any plans<font color="#E5E5E5"> made and was hoping to stumble</font> across something<font color="#E5E5E5"> I suggested a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> few</font> things that I knew about<font color="#E5E5E5"> but he said no</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> all of them we walked around for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hours it was so hot that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I started to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">feel</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dehydrated and exhausted I</font> suggested<font color="#CCCCCC"> we stopped for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> water and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sunscreen he said we would soon</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> wasn't until an hour<font color="#E5E5E5"> later</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I</font> convinced him we<font color="#E5E5E5"> needed to stop</font> at this<font color="#E5E5E5"> point I had such blisters on the</font> back of my<font color="#E5E5E5"> heels that my socks were a</font> little bloodied<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I had folded the</font> backs of my<font color="#E5E5E5"> sneakers and socks down and</font> attempted some relief<font color="#E5E5E5"> we stopped for</font> five<font color="#E5E5E5"> minutes to get water and band-aids</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">then off we went again it was only</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">matter of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time before I started begging</font> him to<font color="#E5E5E5"> stop me please let's just take</font> the subway we can sit and<font color="#E5E5E5"> it'll be</font> cooler<font color="#CCCCCC"> Jack I'll come hon walking is the</font> only way to see Boston me<font color="#E5E5E5"> Jack I need to</font> rest my feet are<font color="#CCCCCC"> bleeding</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we have been</font> walking<font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hours the fireworks start in</font> two hours<font color="#E5E5E5"> let's just find some shade and</font> sit<font color="#E5E5E5"> until then</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> jack</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no that's too much</font> time to wait an hour and a half before the<font color="#CCCCCC"> show started we were sitting on a</font> bench<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had convinced him to give me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 30</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">minutes to sit and said I felt like I</font> would<font color="#E5E5E5"> pass out if I didn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> by now I was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pain every second I was walking and</font> had a<font color="#E5E5E5"> nasty sunburn suddenly Jack got</font> very sentimental<font color="#E5E5E5"> he started going on</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> how amazing I was and how</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he had</font> his heart broken<font color="#CCCCCC"> before but I proved</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that love was still</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> possible for him he</font> claimed<font color="#E5E5E5"> that he was falling in love</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me and never wanted to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> leave my side</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">then he decided that fireworks</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> were</font> stupid<font color="#E5E5E5"> and demanded we immediately</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> walk</font> back to the train station<font color="#E5E5E5"> and go home we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ended the night on his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> friend's front</font> lawn where despite my best efforts<font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> made me<font color="#E5E5E5"> stay until 1:00 a.m. at this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">point I was completely over it it had</font> been a miserable day Friday<font color="#E5E5E5"> he wanted to</font> do something<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the morning but I lied</font> and said<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> busy he called me and in</font> a desperate voice asked what I was<font color="#CCCCCC"> doing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that night I told him I'd</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be at the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Country</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bar where we had met but I was</font> going<font color="#E5E5E5"> with a friend</font> he acted okay with it but kept texting me<font color="#E5E5E5"> every few minutes to see</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">doing that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night I confided in my friend</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> how weird this was all going she</font> agreed it was getting to be<font color="#CCCCCC"> a bit much</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and that he was going to show up at the</font> bar tonight sure enough<font color="#E5E5E5"> he did</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> halfway through</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> night he came pushed his<font color="#CCCCCC"> way over to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he greeted us and hugged me when he let</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">go he kept his hand on my arm tightly I</font> wiggled out of his grip<font color="#E5E5E5"> and asked what</font> he<font color="#CCCCCC"> was doing here</font> he said he had driven<font color="#E5E5E5"> two</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hours from his</font> house<font color="#E5E5E5"> because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he needed a kiss my friend</font> got wide eyes and<font color="#CCCCCC"> I dodged him casually</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">as he tried to hold on to my arm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> again</font> my friend faked being sick<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I said I</font> needed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to take her home and we left</font> quickly<font color="#E5E5E5"> Saturday</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided I needed a</font> break<font color="#CCCCCC"> from all this Jack I needed time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to plan how</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to get out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">relationship without</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a battle</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lied and</font> told<font color="#E5E5E5"> him I had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to work at the last</font> minute at the<font color="#E5E5E5"> Museum and I couldn't hang</font> out he was so upset and sad<font color="#E5E5E5"> that he</font> wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to hang out with me around noon I</font> got a text<font color="#E5E5E5"> Jack where are</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you I'm here</font> to have lunch<font color="#CCCCCC"> with you men</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you aren't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">here me you're at the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> museum</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Jack where</font> are<font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was shaking I quickly made up</font> a lie that I had gotten a migraine <font color="#CCCCCC">headache</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and my boss sent me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> home</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">suddenly his tone changed Jack well baby</font> I didn't you tell me let<font color="#E5E5E5"> me come home</font> and take care<font color="#CCCCCC"> of you</font> me that's<font color="#E5E5E5"> okay I need sleep that's the</font> best thing<font color="#CCCCCC"> for me I need to sleep it off</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">looking at my phone is too bright it</font> hurts<font color="#E5E5E5"> I need</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to go to bed jack</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> okay Get</font> Well baby<font color="#E5E5E5"> I love you I'll check on you</font> later I didn't reply to<font color="#E5E5E5"> any of his texts after</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that I stayed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> inside the rest of the day</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> almost forgot about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it until I woke</font> up around<font color="#E5E5E5"> midnight to my phone ringing</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was him he told me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was near my</font> house on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the way to the country bar he</font> told me he was pulling<font color="#CCCCCC"> down my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> street</font> and to come outside<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told him it was</font> late and I'd wake<font color="#E5E5E5"> up my parents</font> he started<font color="#CCCCCC"> begging me to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> let him see</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he told me he just needed one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> kiss</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> said no he<font color="#CCCCCC"> started getting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mad he told</font> me he had gone long enough<font color="#CCCCCC"> without</font> seeing me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and that I was being very rude</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he demanded I come outside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt sick I</font> crawled across my<font color="#E5E5E5"> floor and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> peeked at my</font> window<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was standing at my door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I head</font> and told<font color="#E5E5E5"> him he needed to leave</font> immediately<font color="#CCCCCC"> he told me he loved me and I</font> didn't answer he asked why I was<font color="#CCCCCC"> being</font> this way<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I finally</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> came clean</font> I broke<font color="#E5E5E5"> the whole thing off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I told him I</font> didn't love him<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he needed to leave</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> alone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I was sorry but I wasn't</font> the one<font color="#E5E5E5"> for him he hung up</font> stormed to his car and peeled away<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> noise woke up my mom<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I told her</font> everything through tears<font color="#E5E5E5"> we sat in the</font> dark living room for<font color="#E5E5E5"> the rest</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font> night<font color="#E5E5E5"> waiting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to see if he'd come back</font> he didn't the next day I had<font color="#E5E5E5"> to work</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was terrified he would show up<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told</font> everyone<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the Museum who he was and</font> what<font color="#CCCCCC"> he looked like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was not to enter</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> museum or the surrounding property</font> thankfully I worked<font color="#E5E5E5"> with three male</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">co-workers on the tree walk that day I</font> was like a little<font color="#CCCCCC"> sister to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them and</font> they protected<font color="#CCCCCC"> me all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> day one of them</font> followed me home afterward to make sure he wouldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> be there when I got home my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">mom told me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Jack had done a few passes</font> by the house<font color="#CCCCCC"> and she had called</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">police to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> make sure they knew after</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> he just<font color="#E5E5E5"> disappeared he deleted his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Facebook and I never saw him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at the</font> country bar again<font color="#CCCCCC"> 24 my family and I</font> lived in<font color="#E5E5E5"> a nice house in a relatively</font> friendly<font color="#E5E5E5"> town from the time I was six</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">until</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was 11 the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time was generally</font> safe<font color="#CCCCCC"> other than the time some guy tried</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> lure my sister into his car</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">day we moved</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the neighbors across the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">street heated my family we were never</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">quite</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure why</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but we figured it was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">because my mom had accidentally parked</font> on their side of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the street the first</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">time we visited the house</font> regardless<font color="#E5E5E5"> we embarked on a five-year</font> battle<font color="#E5E5E5"> with them that continued back and</font> forth<font color="#E5E5E5"> until the day we inevitably moved</font> out but<font color="#E5E5E5"> the story comes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the strange</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and somewhat creepy unexplainable</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> things</font> that occurred while we lived across the <font color="#E5E5E5">street</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the husband and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> father</font> of the<font color="#CCCCCC"> neighbor's household was in his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mid-40s he was bald and gave off kind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> a creepy vibe<font color="#E5E5E5"> he would always stare at</font> his teenage daughter<font color="#E5E5E5"> or my mom for the</font> sake of the<font color="#E5E5E5"> story we'll call him Joe</font> Joe's<font color="#E5E5E5"> father was important in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> township for some reason this meant<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> Joe pretty much thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> he ran my street</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">neighborhood and basically anything</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">within a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> two mile</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> radius of his house</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he did whatever he pleased</font> this included<font color="#CCCCCC"> taking my mom's parking</font> spot<font color="#E5E5E5"> cursing and yelling at her staring</font> at us<font color="#E5E5E5"> and giving us dirty looks he</font> accused us of<font color="#E5E5E5"> messing with his cars</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">after we'd lived there for two years</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we ignored it of course we hadn't</font> touched his vehicle but<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was willing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to do anything to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> make us move</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font> a<font color="#E5E5E5"> year and a half before we eventually</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">did leave</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the street</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> things took a turn</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our little</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Feud</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my mom was the type</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> person to take things as a joke so</font> she would constantly<font color="#CCCCCC"> make fun of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> accusations and insults until he put up cameras he claimed to the cops in our <font color="#E5E5E5">area that the cameras</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were to prove that</font> we were in fact messing with the cars the only issue with<font color="#E5E5E5"> his story was this</font> the cameras didn't even<font color="#E5E5E5"> face his</font> vehicles they faced our house<font color="#CCCCCC"> all the</font> way<font color="#E5E5E5"> across the street</font> this meant that<font color="#E5E5E5"> none of his cars were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">even in frame and to make matters worse</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one camera was pointed directly at my</font> window<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ten at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the time so</font> from<font color="#CCCCCC"> that point on my mom made me keep</font> my shades down and the<font color="#E5E5E5"> curtain closed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">other</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> neighbors in the time told us they</font> had gone into<font color="#E5E5E5"> his house and seen the</font> video footage which really did point straight toward my window <font color="#CCCCCC">I still get chills</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thinking about that</font> as if the cameras weren't bad<font color="#CCCCCC"> enough</font> there were various points in<font color="#E5E5E5"> which my</font> basement<font color="#E5E5E5"> would be broken into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and holes</font> would<font color="#E5E5E5"> be drilled into the pipes we had</font> doors outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> had led</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to our basement</font> stairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> and no matter how much we locked</font> them<font color="#E5E5E5"> the drilling didn't stop we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">eventually had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to nail wooden boards</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> entrance</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a few months before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> moved my mom had come<font color="#E5E5E5"> home from the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">store late one night to see someone jump</font> from the fence that separated our yard from the<font color="#CCCCCC"> street the guy just stayed in</font> his car<font color="#CCCCCC"> and stared at her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to this day</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> mom is convinced<font color="#E5E5E5"> that all of these</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">things were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just tricks</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Joe was pulling</font> to get us to leave <font color="#E5E5E5">they worked Joe let's not meet again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because quite frankly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you're creepy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even</font> if you didn't hire people<font color="#E5E5E5"> to break into</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Hut's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and basement 25 so this</font> happened over this past weekend<font color="#E5E5E5"> me and</font> my friend absolutely love to explore abandoned places<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the biggest place</font> we've been which<font color="#E5E5E5"> is where this story</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">takes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> place is an abandoned hospital</font> that is<font color="#E5E5E5"> absolutely massive it's more of</font> a campus area<font color="#E5E5E5"> so not just one big</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">building but multiple all connected by</font> underground<font color="#E5E5E5"> tunnels so the time this</font> happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was our third time there our</font> first<font color="#E5E5E5"> time there we just scoped it out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and found an entrance we didn't explore</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">second time we went in and met three</font> others there and<font color="#E5E5E5"> export some then this</font> last time we went some weird shit <font color="#CCCCCC">happened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so it's me my friend Josh and</font> my other friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> Tony and we go inside</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the same way we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> always do we end up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">exploring just the three of us alone for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bit and stumble upon three others</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> ask<font color="#E5E5E5"> if they want</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to join us they ended</font> up being<font color="#E5E5E5"> really cool guys and were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">actually film students that go to a</font> nearby<font color="#E5E5E5"> college so we explore for around</font> an hour and a half and were more showing them<font color="#E5E5E5"> around rather than us all exploring</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">because we've been there before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> anyway we were<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the upstairs of one of</font> the main buildings and they are all just<font color="#E5E5E5"> messing with the</font> things around<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room taking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pictures</font> messing with the piano<font color="#E5E5E5"> I've already seen</font> all<font color="#E5E5E5"> of this so I take a few pictures</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">then go stand</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> near the other side of the</font> room<font color="#E5E5E5"> that we came</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into which happened to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">be right around the corner from the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stairs so I'm standing there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> scrolling</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">through my phone answering</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> texts or</font> whatever and I<font color="#CCCCCC"> happen to see someone out</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> my peripherals</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I look up at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">doorway leading</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the right near the</font> stairs and I swear I see a head<font color="#E5E5E5"> poking</font> around the corner then<font color="#E5E5E5"> the head darts</font> back<font color="#E5E5E5"> around a corner but he's trying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not</font> to be seen<font color="#E5E5E5"> so staying calm I walk over</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to the rest of the group and tell them</font> what I think<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just saw</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we all go dead</font> silent and hear nothing<font color="#CCCCCC"> so my friend</font> Josh decides to be the first to look and I'm right behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> him he goes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> corner<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm getting my knife out just</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> case</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and put it in my hand in my</font> pocket<font color="#E5E5E5"> so Josh turns a corner and later</font> tells me he saw this<font color="#E5E5E5"> guy at the bottom</font> of the stairs with<font color="#E5E5E5"> a stick in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hand</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ready to hit someone then I came around</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> corner</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and he drops the stick so we</font> greet him a little sketched out that he tried to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like that and I</font> immediately had a bad feeling<font color="#E5E5E5"> as I think</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">everyone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> else</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> did first off he had no</font> backpack no camera no<font color="#E5E5E5"> mask for the best</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dose and whatever else is in the air and</font> tattered jeans and<font color="#CCCCCC"> a military hat</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> kind</font> of like a camel basic training hat <font color="#E5E5E5">little sketchy but there are six of us</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">so really what's he going to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> do so my</font> friend asks if he<font color="#E5E5E5"> wants to explore with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and he says sure but he's trying to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">find a friend so we start</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> going to look</font> for his friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> with him and I soon</font> realize he's taking us in<font color="#CCCCCC"> circles</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">literal circles around the whole</font> building<font color="#CCCCCC"> going</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> upstairs downstairs to</font> the basement <font color="#E5E5E5">upstairs all the while he is texting or</font> calling his friend every few minutes trying<font color="#E5E5E5"> to find him so he finally stops</font> after<font color="#E5E5E5"> an hour of aimlessly wandering and</font> we get a second to talk to him of the film students has been filming all<font color="#E5E5E5"> day</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and asked if he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was familiar</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with the place he says yeah he's been</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">here a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> few</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> times and knows the place</font> pretty<font color="#CCCCCC"> well</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> despite</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him taking us in</font> circles<font color="#E5E5E5"> for an hour so the film student</font> asks if<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> can get him on video</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">explaining</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> some history</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of this place</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and this sketchy guy says no no I can't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I just can't do that</font> this strikes me<font color="#CCCCCC"> as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pretty weird but</font> whatever maybe<font color="#E5E5E5"> he doesn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">videotaped or whatever so then</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> miss</font> sketchy guy insists we<font color="#E5E5E5"> stay here while</font> he goes and<font color="#CCCCCC"> gets his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friend and then</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">will meet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back up here with us if we</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hang out for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 10 or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so minutes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his</font> words<font color="#E5E5E5"> so my friend Josh says that's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fine</font> we'll wait and asks for<font color="#E5E5E5"> his phone number</font> so<font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> can get into contact</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> well this guy</font> refuses<font color="#E5E5E5"> to give Josh his phone number</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">giving</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> excuses like his phone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his dad</font> as I see him unlock his phone so<font color="#CCCCCC"> is</font> definitely<font color="#E5E5E5"> not dead</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so my friend just</font> says here take my number<font color="#E5E5E5"> then and he</font> agrees<font color="#E5E5E5"> Josh gives him his phone number</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he goes on his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> way to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> find his</font> friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> the second he is out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of earshot I</font> get everyone together<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we all share</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">how fucking sketchy we think this guy is</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and decide we need to leave before him</font> and his friend get back at this point<font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> know where we are and were all</font> turned around from going in circles for an hour so<font color="#E5E5E5"> we just go back the way we</font> came<font color="#CCCCCC"> eventually</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we were in a familiar</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">area but we can't find the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tunnel back</font> to the building<font color="#E5E5E5"> we entered at so we walk</font> up a staircase and<font color="#CCCCCC"> there he was with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> friend<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> expecting him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to be back</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> about 12 guys to do whatever to us</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so that gave me some peace of mind</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">seeing only one guy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so we follow him in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">circles for another half hour trying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">find an auditorium of some sorts then</font> finally I<font color="#E5E5E5"> recognize where</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we are</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and see</font> the tunnel we<font color="#CCCCCC"> need to go down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to get out</font> so I tell everyone this is<font color="#CCCCCC"> the way out</font> and everyone agrees we<font color="#CCCCCC"> need to go</font> and were done with<font color="#E5E5E5"> this guy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so we say</font> our goodbyes to<font color="#CCCCCC"> this sketchy guy and his</font> friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> that are now telling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he knows</font> what it<font color="#CCCCCC"> is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and to just follow him a</font> little longer luckily<font color="#E5E5E5"> Oliver's had bad vibes from this</font> guy<font color="#E5E5E5"> and just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to get the fuck out</font> so we go<font color="#CCCCCC"> through</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the last tunnel to get</font> out and as<font color="#E5E5E5"> we are in the room with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> window I climb out off to leave<font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font> are these<font color="#E5E5E5"> three guys all dressed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">black</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> typical metalheads</font> with band t-shirts and<font color="#E5E5E5"> gauges and</font> chained<font color="#E5E5E5"> pants stuff like that one of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">them is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> kind of fat one of them has a</font> stutter<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the other has hair that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> went</font> past his eyes<font color="#E5E5E5"> the kid with his daughter</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">asked us if we've seen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> their friend</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">which he explained was the guy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">camel hat on keep in mind this guy never</font> mentioned anyone<font color="#CCCCCC"> else</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> coming with him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just his one friend he met up with so</font> the three guys asked us<font color="#E5E5E5"> if we're leaving</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> one of us says yes and they go back</font> through the window we need<font color="#CCCCCC"> to go out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to our vehicles and say we'll walk</font> you<font color="#CCCCCC"> out at this point I knew some</font> sketchy shit<font color="#E5E5E5"> was going on so I give Josh</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Lee</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this is fucking sketchy man look and</font> he just looks back wide-eyed and we proceeded to<font color="#CCCCCC"> follow them out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> well by the</font> time<font color="#CCCCCC"> any of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us get out the three weird</font> fuckers are gone<font color="#E5E5E5"> nowhere</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in sight when</font> they said they were<font color="#E5E5E5"> here to meet the</font> sketchy<font color="#CCCCCC"> guy in the camel</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hat whatever</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">their intentions</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rob us or</font> whatever their<font color="#E5E5E5"> intentions were not good</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so we all decide to part ways and leave</font> quickly<font color="#CCCCCC"> we'll make it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back to our</font> vehicles and needless to<font color="#CCCCCC"> say we will</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not</font> be going back<font color="#E5E5E5"> there so sketchy guys in</font> the abandoned<font color="#E5E5E5"> hospital let's not meet</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">26 my friend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Carrie is a very quiet girl</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she's extremely nice but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> very</font> introverted<font color="#E5E5E5"> and conserved</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I went to a</font> school<font color="#E5E5E5"> with her previous to this one and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tried to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get her involved in events</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but she always turned us down and went</font> home<font color="#CCCCCC"> to hang out with her grandmother</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> university she is still expected</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to call home almost nightly to show that</font> she's safe and in her dorm room one day <font color="#E5E5E5">Carrie had gotten friendly one lecture</font> with a girl who sat beside her we will call this girl Danielle<font color="#CCCCCC"> since they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> both</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lived on residence they walked home</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">together and decided to stop in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> dining<font color="#CCCCCC"> hall for a chat</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and get some food</font> everything<font color="#CCCCCC"> was normal</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> until Danielle</font> steered the conversation<font color="#CCCCCC"> into some</font> rather odd<font color="#E5E5E5"> topics first she began by</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">telling her how she had been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in a mental</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">health facility for trying to kill</font> someone in high school<font color="#CCCCCC"> she began</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> telling</font> my friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> that when she first arrived in</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> city</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she traveled downtown at night</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in hopes of finding an intoxicated</font> homeless person<font color="#E5E5E5"> that she would be able</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> overpower and kill</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she told my friend</font> of different ways<font color="#E5E5E5"> to disembowel cats and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">offered</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to show her how to do it she</font> told my friend of how she had<font color="#E5E5E5"> wanted to</font> kill different roommates since she had first arrived on<font color="#CCCCCC"> rez but was too worried</font> she would be caught<font color="#E5E5E5"> she also admitted</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that the only reason she was taking law</font> and forensic courses was to learn<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> commit crime better<font color="#CCCCCC"> Carrie already shy</font> and timid around<font color="#E5E5E5"> normal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> people quickly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">excused herself and left five minutes</font> after their encounter<font color="#E5E5E5"> ended</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I got a</font> message on<font color="#E5E5E5"> Facebook telling me in the</font> entire situation<font color="#CCCCCC"> and asking what she</font> should do<font color="#CCCCCC"> I advised she told a professor</font> which is<font color="#E5E5E5"> what she did both</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of us thought</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the girl</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> needed help but we assumed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that she was probably lying or at least</font> exaggerating<font color="#E5E5E5"> in order to get attention</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> few days<font color="#E5E5E5"> later I got</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> another message</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from Carrie telling me about the events</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that followed after Carrie told the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">professor she was called in the next day</font> by the <font color="#CCCCCC">please the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> school took the threats and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">claims very seriously</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the police</font> told<font color="#E5E5E5"> her not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to worry</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they also thought</font> she was<font color="#CCCCCC"> exaggerating</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or lying but said</font> they were<font color="#E5E5E5"> going to take her in that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">night for evaluation</font> not long after<font color="#CCCCCC"> Kari was told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> Danielle would not be coming<font color="#CCCCCC"> back to</font> residence<font color="#E5E5E5"> she had been admitted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> facility and<font color="#E5E5E5"> was banned from the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> school</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a few months later we were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> informed of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the charges</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> were being laid against</font> Danielle animal cruelty animal neglect <font color="#CCCCCC">and child</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pornography they had found</font> videos of her mutilating animals<font color="#E5E5E5"> with my</font> own<font color="#E5E5E5"> research I find pages of her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> online</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">discussing how she liked necrophilia</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pedophilia</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> etc she proudly boasted about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">all her fetishes and claimed online that</font> she had killed<font color="#CCCCCC"> before it turns out she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">had indeed been in care</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before because</font> she<font color="#CCCCCC"> had tried to kill someone and had</font> been kept in confinement<font color="#CCCCCC"> since she had</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">been removed from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> school as she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> considered a danger to<font color="#E5E5E5"> staff and other</font> residents<font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> rez her roommates have</font> claimed<font color="#E5E5E5"> that she was up all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">rarely left</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her room they also reported</font> a strange<font color="#E5E5E5"> smell coming</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from it and that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she was a bit weird</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in her room the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">police also found a kit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that she was</font> preparing<font color="#E5E5E5"> they found written fantasies</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> Breaking and Entering bida philia</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> rape and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> believe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that this kit was</font> being prepared for<font color="#E5E5E5"> when she would</font> finally<font color="#E5E5E5"> go and live out these fantasies</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they also told</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Carrie</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> believe</font> she<font color="#E5E5E5"> admitted all of this to her within</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">an</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hour of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> meeting because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she had</font> somehow thought that she had found <font color="#E5E5E5">someone with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> similar interests</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and was</font> looking<font color="#CCCCCC"> for a partner to help</font> last I heard she<font color="#CCCCCC"> had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pled guilty but her</font> sentencing was postponed as they are doing further psychiatric evaluations of her fun times <font color="#CCCCCC">27</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this happened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about a year ago during</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the summer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I work at a local</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> family</font> owned grocery<font color="#E5E5E5"> store that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> has its own</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">package store with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a package store</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> comes</font> a bottle return room<font color="#E5E5E5"> and ours is</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">particularly small with only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> two</font> machines that<font color="#E5E5E5"> may I add</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> jam and break</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fairly easily</font> we're located<font color="#E5E5E5"> next to a gas</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> station and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">convenience store so we get our fair</font> share of strange creepy men they love to make<font color="#CCCCCC"> young women feel uncomfortable and</font> purposely break our bottle<font color="#CCCCCC"> machines so</font> the girls will<font color="#CCCCCC"> have to fix</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> watch<font color="#E5E5E5"> will forget a handful of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> regulars</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">since we're a local shop and</font> unfortunately many<font color="#CCCCCC"> of our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> regulars are</font> those creepy perverted men our bottle room<font color="#E5E5E5"> is where this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> story starts it was a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Saturday night around 8 o'clock we</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">closed at 10:00 on Saturdays so although</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it was summer it was dark outside once</font> we left work one of our regulars I'll call him Jim came in to return some bottles<font color="#CCCCCC"> Jim is a</font> slightly<font color="#CCCCCC"> older probably in his 50s short</font> man who smelled of sweat<font color="#CCCCCC"> and beer and</font> loved<font color="#E5E5E5"> to sing while returning his</font> bottles<font color="#E5E5E5"> he didn't seem to be as creepy</font> as most of the other men<font color="#CCCCCC"> that come in</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> always cautious around him</font> naturally<font color="#E5E5E5"> my coworker I'll call him Nick</font> and I got a call<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the registers</font> letting us know the<font color="#E5E5E5"> bottle machines were</font> jammed<font color="#E5E5E5"> Nick volunteered to go and jam</font> the machines<font color="#E5E5E5"> since he knew who was</font> behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> the call Nick comes back to the</font> front<font color="#CCCCCC"> after a few minutes and everything</font> is completely<font color="#CCCCCC"> normal</font> he helps a few customers out and<font color="#E5E5E5"> wait to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">see if Jim will come up to the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> front</font> before<font color="#E5E5E5"> telling me he's going to fill the</font> milk and egg shelves in the cooler <font color="#E5E5E5">protocol for closing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the store</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> doesn't take<font color="#E5E5E5"> too long</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to restock</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> milk and eggs<font color="#E5E5E5"> maybe 10 minutes on a</font> night where the shelves are empty<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> Nick came back within<font color="#CCCCCC"> two minutes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font> he rings up another customer he told me Jim was<font color="#E5E5E5"> asking to see you personally so</font> just a<font color="#E5E5E5"> heads up</font> despite the gross<font color="#E5E5E5"> feeling that gave me</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't out of the ordinary</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Jim</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> say that<font color="#CCCCCC"> NIC cleared his throat and then</font> said<font color="#CCCCCC"> quickly and Oh and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he had a machete</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">so there's that too now weird shit going</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the bottle room isn't unusual</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but I can say</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I've</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never seen or heard</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of a customer carrying a machete in any</font> store<font color="#CCCCCC"> I suggested we call the police but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Nick told me he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wasn't threatening</font> anyone<font color="#E5E5E5"> with it</font> he was putting<font color="#E5E5E5"> it back in his backpack</font> so the<font color="#E5E5E5"> cops</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> probably wouldn't do much</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> shrug it off<font color="#CCCCCC"> for the most part</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">trusted Nick but still keep it in the</font> back<font color="#CCCCCC"> of my head to watch out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for Jim 10</font> or<font color="#E5E5E5"> 15 minutes goes by and there was no</font> sign of<font color="#E5E5E5"> Jim anywhere so I figured it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">safe for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me to assume he had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> left and</font> would redeem his bottle slip another <font color="#E5E5E5">time the next hour and a half goes by</font> smoothly<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we are getting ready to</font> close our registers and lock our doors <font color="#E5E5E5">when I see someone run by the</font> floor-to-ceiling windows at<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> front of</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> building which is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> behind our</font> registers<font color="#E5E5E5"> so while I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> am working</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the</font> register my back is to the windows<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> shrug it off again but I'm still<font color="#CCCCCC"> wary</font> and decided<font color="#CCCCCC"> to keep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> myself on high alert</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> return</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my closing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> business out of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the corner of my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eye I see the same</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">person run by the sliding doors</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to my</font> left<font color="#E5E5E5"> tripping the motion sensor causing</font> the doors to open<font color="#CCCCCC"> I recognized the</font> person as<font color="#E5E5E5"> Jim at this point I am getting</font> slightly<font color="#E5E5E5"> nervous and tell Nick</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that it</font> was close enough<font color="#CCCCCC"> to 10:00 p.m. for him</font> to lock up<font color="#E5E5E5"> he goes and locks the doors</font> and I see Jim run by again<font color="#E5E5E5"> totally</font> ignoring Nick<font color="#E5E5E5"> we finished closing and</font> Nick shuts all the lights off but I tell him not to<font color="#E5E5E5"> leave yet because I was</font> feeling even<font color="#CCCCCC"> more nervous</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about Jim</font> running<font color="#E5E5E5"> around outside as a side note</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Jim wasn't just leisurely going for a</font> run around<font color="#E5E5E5"> our store he was pacing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">almost like he was circling our store</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">waiting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us to come out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I let Nick</font> know that I was very unnerved by especially since I hadn't driven to work that<font color="#E5E5E5"> night and my mother</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wasn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there to</font> pick me<font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he said it would be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> okay from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">inside of the store and we just needed</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> wait it out</font> we were waiting<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the aisles of the</font> store<font color="#E5E5E5"> watching Jim closely when I</font> noticed a gleam of<font color="#CCCCCC"> light reflecting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> off</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of something in his hand</font> it was his<font color="#CCCCCC"> machete I texted my mom</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> tell<font color="#CCCCCC"> her to park right in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> front of the</font> back door<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I could jump straight into</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her car when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she got</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> McCann</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> deemed it<font color="#E5E5E5"> safe enough to leave we took</font> the opportunity<font color="#E5E5E5"> and booked it out of</font> there I saw Jim at the front of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the store as</font> my mom and<font color="#CCCCCC"> I drove off and I can</font> definitely<font color="#E5E5E5"> say</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that event sticks out to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me as the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> most unsafe I felt at work I</font> can't tell you why we didn't call the <font color="#CCCCCC">police I guess I trusted Nick enough to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">also trust his word against calling them</font> but looking<font color="#E5E5E5"> back I think it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dumb of</font> us not<font color="#E5E5E5"> to call them some things to add</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> a 17-year old girl at the time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> event</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and knowing that Jim was</font> asking<font color="#E5E5E5"> for me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> personally</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that situation</font> had the potential<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get a whole lot</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">worse</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> especially since we decided not to</font> call the police<font color="#CCCCCC"> I also don't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> laws of carrying weapons<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the town I</font> live in<font color="#E5E5E5"> or at my place</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of work so I'm</font> not<font color="#CCCCCC"> sure</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if it was illegal to have it on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the property</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the store let alone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">carry it so Jim</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one thing is for sure I</font> would really like<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if we never met</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">again especially if you are carrying</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that machete 28 I'd like to begin with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the notice for all who want</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> follow</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> timeline this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is the first of many</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">events</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that took</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> place during a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> very</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">terrifying time in my life the volumes</font> will span over<font color="#CCCCCC"> different</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> subreddits</font> namely our paranormal<font color="#E5E5E5"> or whatever else I</font> see fit I'll spend time describing<font color="#E5E5E5"> things that</font> will be pertinent to<font color="#E5E5E5"> future chapters as</font> well my new stepfather at the time bill invited<font color="#CCCCCC"> my mother little sister</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> myself<font color="#CCCCCC"> aged</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 14 to move into his house in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the summer of 2001</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was a small quiet</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Texas town that didn't see much in terms</font> of excitement<font color="#E5E5E5"> bill worked for the city</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> was well loved and known among</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">policemen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> city employees and citizens he</font> was about<font color="#CCCCCC"> 6 4 and around 220 pounds a</font> massive man<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was also a hippie always</font> talking<font color="#CCCCCC"> about hundreds of concert</font> experiences and his love<font color="#CCCCCC"> for music</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> particular he loved the Beatles<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> adored them so much<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he had an</font> entire music room dedicated<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the</font> Beatles<font color="#CCCCCC"> a drum set</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a wall full of</font> Beatles memorabilia<font color="#E5E5E5"> another wall with</font> hundreds of ticket stubs<font color="#E5E5E5"> stereo</font> equipment<font color="#E5E5E5"> and something bizarre and</font> disturbing<font color="#CCCCCC"> a newspaper clip of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">broomstick murders now this clip was</font> terrifying and bizarre for a couple of <font color="#E5E5E5">reasons one the story and brutal murders</font> were in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> mid</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sixties the pictures</font> were<font color="#CCCCCC"> not all censored and showed graphic</font> images<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the victims and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the crime</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">scene</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> too the clip was out of place</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> the middle<font color="#E5E5E5"> of a music room when probed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bill just spewed out about the pride he</font> had for his<font color="#E5E5E5"> small town and how he just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">found every piece</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of history</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> interesting</font> he told us that we<font color="#E5E5E5"> don't see papers like</font> that anymore<font color="#CCCCCC"> so we left it at that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> those</font> needed some<font color="#CCCCCC"> updating so we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> began placing</font> up nicer wall decor<font color="#E5E5E5"> and doing wall and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">four remodels the land was on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ten</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">acres or so and had two sheds and a</font> giant<font color="#E5E5E5"> pit to burn things</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I found</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> an old</font> restaurant booth in a shed in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the back</font> of the property<font color="#E5E5E5"> and spent some time</font> cleaning<font color="#E5E5E5"> it up hauling trash to the pit</font> and making a cool<font color="#E5E5E5"> hangout place for my</font> friends and I this would be a place<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would spend</font> a good<font color="#CCCCCC"> chunk of my time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> while living at</font> this country<font color="#CCCCCC"> home a dog</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at a small fire</font> pit and we would hang out late into the <font color="#CCCCCC">summer night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> telling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stories laughing</font> etc between creepy memorabilia<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the</font> house being stuck in the 60s<font color="#CCCCCC"> it just</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> feel inviting it felt like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Bill</font> didn't want to let any of his things go or put them away to accommodate his new family<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was particularly attached to</font> the Beatles room hand oddly<font color="#E5E5E5"> enough the</font> kitchen the kitchen<font color="#CCCCCC"> was a small</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the middle of the house floored with an</font> old stained<font color="#E5E5E5"> brown shag carpet it felt</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">more like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a regular-sized room that had</font> a stove sink<font color="#E5E5E5"> and cabinets in it he told</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that the carpet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was actually put down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">years after the house was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> built and we</font> thought it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was an odd thing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have a</font> carpeted kitchen<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mother wanted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> pull the carpet up and stain the concrete underneath<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> make it more</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fit</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> kitchen bill was extremely adamant</font> on not doing this<font color="#CCCCCC"> I vividly remember</font> them<font color="#CCCCCC"> going back and forth on the carpet</font> issue finally bill cracked<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we all</font> grabbed prying bars to pull the carpet up Bill's demeanor changed<font color="#E5E5E5"> quite a bit</font> as we pulled up<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> carpet</font> it was quite and could be described as <font color="#E5E5E5">nervous</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as we pulled up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> portion in</font> the middle<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the floor near the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stained</font> portion we began to notice<font color="#CCCCCC"> that the</font> stain bled through<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the underside of</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> carpet while it was difficult to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">determine the exact color of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the stain</font> against the<font color="#E5E5E5"> branch shag the underside of</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> carpet revealed a large red orange</font> blob we all stopped and asked him what spilled<font color="#E5E5E5"> none</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of us were prepared</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">answer</font> an old lady friend of<font color="#E5E5E5"> his was viciously</font> murdered many years<font color="#E5E5E5"> back her boyfriend</font> got high<font color="#CCCCCC"> on PCP</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and dismembered her limb</font> from limb not<font color="#E5E5E5"> before removing her head working</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the city bill was present when the</font> apartment was remodeled<font color="#E5E5E5"> he kept the</font> carpet<font color="#E5E5E5"> he seemed to grieve and was</font> sincere as he<font color="#E5E5E5"> told the story it looked</font> as though he<font color="#CCCCCC"> wasn't aware of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> how wrong</font> it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> possess something like that in</font> a home<font color="#E5E5E5"> horrified we stood back while he</font> was still rolling<font color="#E5E5E5"> up the carpet</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">spreading it out revealed what we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">couldn't see</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before the story a blood</font> and gore<font color="#CCCCCC"> stain in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the shape of a torso</font> surrounded by satellite stains my mother <font color="#E5E5E5">immediately demanded him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to roll it up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> haul it to the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pit to be burned</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> did as<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ordered and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they had a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">discussion in their room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bill suddenly</font> wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> viewed as a nice gentle giant</font> anymore<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> viewed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as a colossal</font> intimidating psycho<font color="#E5E5E5"> this also</font> immediately set off<font color="#E5E5E5"> red flags and</font> regards to why he<font color="#E5E5E5"> was so attached</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the</font> Beatles<font color="#E5E5E5"> room whether it was because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> his love for<font color="#E5E5E5"> the band or he had more</font> awful things associated with<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was up</font> for debate<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was apologetic to us about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">keeping more of an artifacts in our home</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but it didn't bring as much</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> comfort my</font> small<font color="#E5E5E5"> family had just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> moved</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in and was</font> already<font color="#CCCCCC"> plotting on how to escape the</font> situation<font color="#E5E5E5"> this would unfortunately be</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> beginning of what would turn out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">be a string of horrific events that</font> summer<font color="#CCCCCC"> 29</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm a very open-minded person</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I don't like the judge books by their</font> covers because<font color="#E5E5E5"> so many do I like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to meet</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">new people</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and sometimes more off</font> individuals take advantage of that my family attributed to the way<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dress interestingly or the fact that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm</font> very friendly<font color="#CCCCCC"> while this time it</font> backfired<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the time I was a sophomore</font> and a theater major<font color="#CCCCCC"> in college</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> constantly in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> arts building one day</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I get a</font> friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> request from this kid named Paul</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on Facebook</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw that he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friends</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> a lot of my fine arts major friends</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a year under me so I confirmed it he</font> started sending me pretty friendly messages saying that<font color="#E5E5E5"> he often saw me in</font> the art building and<font color="#E5E5E5"> wanted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to say</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hello</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was awkward no shit</font> being the person I am I kept it loose and cordial one day I was sitting outside a<font color="#E5E5E5"> building on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> campus after</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Italian doing homework before my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> next</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">class from the corner of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my eye I see</font> someone approaching very slowly<font color="#E5E5E5"> I lift</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> head and there's Paul he slowly says</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ah</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Master Masha</font> right<font color="#E5E5E5"> as if it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wasn't me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> yeah hi Paul</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> say with too much warmth<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to keep</font> it light<font color="#CCCCCC"> and what I mean awkward</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I mean</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">as awkward as you can get but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I didn't</font> want to<font color="#E5E5E5"> judge or be rude he also had</font> this distinct character to his voice <font color="#E5E5E5">very</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bizarre and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sniveling like a</font> villain in a movie he had crazy<font color="#E5E5E5"> curly</font> hair<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> always carried around his</font> sketchbook<font color="#E5E5E5"> he always came</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up with the</font> reason to show me new sketches<font color="#E5E5E5"> and tell</font> me super personal things<font color="#E5E5E5"> about his life</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">despite my not knowing him his sketches</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">freaked me out</font> not that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I displayed that and they were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">usually violent and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> full of ugly</font> cartoonish women often topless or naked <font color="#CCCCCC">on that first day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and from that day on</font> when he would<font color="#E5E5E5"> specifically find me</font> outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> that building</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on those days he</font> would<font color="#CCCCCC"> insist on walking me to my next</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">class I kind of started avoiding that</font> spot<font color="#CCCCCC"> I really needed that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> get</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">things done he still continued to send</font> me long personal messages trying<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get</font> to know me<font color="#E5E5E5"> he also commented and I</font> pretty<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was on my pictures</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I started to</font> get<font color="#CCCCCC"> pretty uncomfortable with his</font> aggressiveness he would try to<font color="#E5E5E5"> set up times for us to</font> hang out and I just<font color="#E5E5E5"> really</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tried to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">avoid that as much as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> possible</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> a play in a company outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> school at</font> the time<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he showed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up one night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">himself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> totally</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> baked occasionally I</font> would<font color="#E5E5E5"> glance at him and he'd be staring</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at me he sent me a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> message</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after the</font> show saying I was the<font color="#CCCCCC"> best-looking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in the production</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shortly after that I</font> got<font color="#CCCCCC"> a message</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> link to a picture</font> he drew<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> he had based it off of<font color="#E5E5E5"> one from my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">facebook</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to be honest it was pretty cool</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and colorful not at all like his other</font> pictures and then I got a message from <font color="#E5E5E5">him admitting his strong feelings for me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I kind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of figured it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> coming</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but I</font> politely<font color="#E5E5E5"> told him that I appreciated his</font> feelings and<font color="#E5E5E5"> his friendship but I was</font> seeing someone<font color="#CCCCCC"> my then long-term</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">boyfriend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> whoops</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he freaked out telling</font> me that I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> awful and he did all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> those</font> things<font color="#E5E5E5"> for me</font> ie<font color="#CCCCCC"> coming to my show drawing me a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">picture telling me personal shit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">didn't want to know but he never trusts</font> anyone<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I broke that that is that had</font> died that<font color="#E5E5E5"> summer and he had nothing to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">live for so he might as well</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just kill</font> himself<font color="#E5E5E5"> that escalated quickly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> attempted to stay<font color="#E5E5E5"> friendly and rational</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but that didn't work at all he cursed me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and booked me on campus whenever I</font> would<font color="#CCCCCC"> see him he would literally make</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> 90-degree<font color="#CCCCCC"> turn and walk in a different</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">direction</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if I happen to be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> close I</font> would<font color="#CCCCCC"> see him scramble to get away about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a year</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ago</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so three or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> four years after</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> whole thing happened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I get a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> random</font> message<font color="#E5E5E5"> from a blank profile with the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">name</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Paul that said thank you for</font> contributing<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my hatred of women</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">really little old me did all that</font> asshole funny thing<font color="#E5E5E5"> is he was at another show I</font> was in with the same company recently <font color="#E5E5E5">and sat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the front row slinked all the</font> way down in his chair<font color="#E5E5E5"> nope can't see you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">at all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> buddy</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I also</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> randomly</font> see him around the<font color="#CCCCCC"> city</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and it still</font> sends<font color="#E5E5E5"> a shiver up my spine</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I often</font> wonder if<font color="#E5E5E5"> he ever drew me like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> those</font> other women<font color="#E5E5E5"> in his sketches or what he</font> did<font color="#E5E5E5"> to my picture</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ish</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 30 long ago when I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">had first gotten into college and moved</font> to a new city<font color="#CCCCCC"> in a new state because of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was approached</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to help in a haunted</font> house by the activities director<font color="#CCCCCC"> at my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">college</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't know the people who</font> were asking for<font color="#E5E5E5"> help at their event that</font> well but<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was supposed to be in a huge</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Church that looked like a castle</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> since</font> it was a former monastery<font color="#CCCCCC"> and all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">proceeds would go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to help the various</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">local charities that the church was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">involved with I thought is my chance</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> meet some new people<font color="#CCCCCC"> and make a few</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friends participants were encouraged</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">come in costume to help with the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> set up</font> and to bring<font color="#CCCCCC"> about a general festive</font> mood<font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided to go with Harley Quinn</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as this was a full decade</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Suicide Squad movie</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I thought it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">would help me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> find</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other geeks in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">process to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be frightened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I have the</font> pigtails<font color="#CCCCCC"> and whatnot and I arrived to a</font> very large<font color="#E5E5E5"> stone building that does</font> indeed<font color="#E5E5E5"> look like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> castle and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that no</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one but me the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> event coordinators and</font> one other girl showed<font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sidenote</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I have</font> always looked younger<font color="#E5E5E5"> than</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my age so I</font> was clocking<font color="#CCCCCC"> in at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 15 at the oldest in</font> this costume<font color="#E5E5E5"> even though I was well into</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">19 at the time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> people who approached</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> were will call them Bob and Sue</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> along</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> another girl</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that were able to find</font> who went to a different<font color="#CCCCCC"> college they</font> said<font color="#E5E5E5"> more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> people would show up later</font> spoiler alert the one did<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we started</font> unloading<font color="#E5E5E5"> the cars and bringing things</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> the church I very quickly found out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that this place</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 10% actual service</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hall and 90% subfloors towers and old</font> abandoned classrooms<font color="#E5E5E5"> they had mapped out</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> whole thing for a medieval themed</font> guided haunted house tour<font color="#E5E5E5"> they</font> complimented me on my gesture and I shrugged and rolled with it<font color="#CCCCCC"> happy that I</font> had accidentally matched the first sign of<font color="#CCCCCC"> trouble came</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> around 45</font> minutes<font color="#CCCCCC"> after</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we started setting up the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">concessions room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sent down into</font> one<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the lower floors to look for the</font> other girl who<font color="#CCCCCC"> hadn't yet come back</font> after<font color="#E5E5E5"> being sent to fetch cupcakes from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a fridge</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and an old</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> kitchen down there</font> she was named<font color="#E5E5E5"> Becca and was dressed as a</font> fairy princess<font color="#E5E5E5"> so the directions Bob and</font> Sue gave me<font color="#E5E5E5"> just barely got me to where</font> I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> going this place was a massive</font> maze on the inside when I suddenly hear heavy breathing<font color="#E5E5E5"> I stomp and peek my head</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">around the corner to see a dude standing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in the dimly lighted hall back to me</font> looking<font color="#CCCCCC"> through a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> space between two</font> doors into a very bright room beyond<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was having<font color="#CCCCCC"> none of this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and said in a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">very clear and overly loud voice can I</font> help you this guy spins<font color="#E5E5E5"> around like a top and</font> proceeds<font color="#E5E5E5"> to stare at me with wide</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eyes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> gaping mouth classic body language</font> for someone who was<font color="#CCCCCC"> just caught</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> doing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">something they shouldn't have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been at</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> moment the door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> behind him starts</font> opening<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he moves</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> behind it and Becca</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">coming through</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the door cupcakes in hand</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she looked scared</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and in a very fake</font> chipper voice she says that she needs <font color="#CCCCCC">help carrying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all these</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cupcakes and</font> that we should really be<font color="#E5E5E5"> heading back</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">now I looked behind her as the door</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">closes and see the creepy guy bolt away</font> down the hall and turn a<font color="#E5E5E5"> corner to who</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">knows</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> where I nod not wanting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to leave</font> her<font color="#E5E5E5"> alone and we go back up to a higher</font> floor when<font color="#E5E5E5"> we get to the room where the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">concessions were being set</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no one was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there and as Becca sets the cupcakes</font> down she informs me that<font color="#E5E5E5"> there is a lot</font> more<font color="#E5E5E5"> downstairs but she is too scared to</font> go she says that guy was following<font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font> around<font color="#CCCCCC"> for a while</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ducking behind</font> corners whenever she would turn around <font color="#E5E5E5">when she got to the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kitchen she had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">engaged a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> walk at the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> top of the door</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and had stayed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> gathering things</font> and pretending she didn't hear<font color="#CCCCCC"> that dude breathing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">heavy and being a creepazoid she didn't</font> have a<font color="#E5E5E5"> cell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> phone because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her costume</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the fairy princess</font> didn't have pockets<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was ready to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cry</font> when<font color="#CCCCCC"> she suddenly heard me call</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the guy</font> out and decided that<font color="#E5E5E5"> now was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the time to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">act and unlock the door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> come out as</font> quickly as she could<font color="#E5E5E5"> before I left Bob</font> and Sue pulled a Houdini<font color="#CCCCCC"> and were</font> nowhere<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be found in the immediate</font> area<font color="#CCCCCC"> and she said she was too scared to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back downstairs I told her she should</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stay up here</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the concessions in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> much more brightly<font color="#E5E5E5"> lit area and tell</font> someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> as soon as they came back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> that I would go back<font color="#CCCCCC"> down to snag the</font> rest of the stuff<font color="#CCCCCC"> I know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this sounds</font> like a bad idea<font color="#CCCCCC"> and it was but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that guy</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was scrawny and looked to be in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 50s</font> and the same height<font color="#E5E5E5"> as me so I was</font> pretty<font color="#E5E5E5"> sure I could take him since I was</font> still<font color="#E5E5E5"> pretty tough from constant farm</font> work all through high school<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I headed</font> back<font color="#CCCCCC"> down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and this dude tries the same</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">thing with me following</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but ducking</font> behind corners every time you turn<font color="#E5E5E5"> back</font> around<font color="#E5E5E5"> not saying anything but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> breathing</font> really heavy I was far more angry than<font color="#CCCCCC"> scared at this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">point</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and when I heard him standing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">outside the kitchen door like he had</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">done with Becca I threw the door open as</font> quick as I could so my face was about an inch<font color="#CCCCCC"> from his</font> and said I have the strongest<font color="#E5E5E5"> feeling</font> you're not<font color="#E5E5E5"> allowed within 500 feet of a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">skull zone he was once again very</font> shocked<font color="#E5E5E5"> and before he could answer I</font> slammed and locked the door I then proceeded to sing happily<font color="#E5E5E5"> and loudly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as</font> soon as I heard him scuttle<font color="#CCCCCC"> away back</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> the darkness I gathered together</font> the soda bottles<font color="#E5E5E5"> and boxes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of candy bars</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into a couple of bags to reduce trips</font> which probably<font color="#CCCCCC"> took about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 10 minutes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">unlocked the door after checking for</font> signs of creepy<font color="#CCCCCC"> McCree curtain and</font> headed back<font color="#E5E5E5"> upstairs when I got to the</font> concession room and opened the door <font color="#E5E5E5">Becca was circling the concessions table</font> to be away from<font color="#E5E5E5"> who else Crypt Castle</font> himself <font color="#CCCCCC">I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> set the bags down stood between him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and Becca and said very loudly and in</font> his face<font color="#E5E5E5"> back the hell off grandpa he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">took offense to this and proceeded to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">storm out of the room this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time rather</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">than sneak away as soon as he was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> gone</font> Becca started crying and I told<font color="#E5E5E5"> her we</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">needed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to go upstairs to find someone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and if we didn't go home and call the</font> police<font color="#E5E5E5"> from there because this was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">quickly escalating out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of hand for</font> either of<font color="#E5E5E5"> us we head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> upstairs and see no</font> one<font color="#E5E5E5"> so we had at the door when who</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">should stop</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> halfway</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> down the stairs</font> but<font color="#CCCCCC"> sue</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she wanted to know why we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font> leaving<font color="#CCCCCC"> and we told her everything</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> said that was<font color="#CCCCCC"> impossible and that they</font> had only left<font color="#CCCCCC"> 10 minutes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ago</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and that was hardly enough time for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> that to have happened I pointed out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nearest</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Costco was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> easily an</font> hour and a half away<font color="#CCCCCC"> as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> traffic but</font> before<font color="#E5E5E5"> she could respond</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Bob was behind</font> us<font color="#E5E5E5"> on the stairs saying that he would be</font> glad<font color="#CCCCCC"> to take back a home but first</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> had to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get the rest of the supplies</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of the car</font> Becca agreed<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I decided to stick</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">around since these</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> people were beyond</font> weird<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I didn't want to leave Becca</font> alone in case they<font color="#CCCCCC"> decided to go to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">movie or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ditcher here with</font> dr.<font color="#E5E5E5"> Crippen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Stein we finish unloading</font> the car and just as we<font color="#CCCCCC"> are about to</font> leave<font color="#E5E5E5"> sue pops back up and says we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have</font> to introduce<font color="#E5E5E5"> ourselves to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pastor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> church before we go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so we start</font> following her down all these hallways <font color="#E5E5E5">the whole time she is gushing about this</font> guy<font color="#E5E5E5"> like he is an anthropomorphic Bible</font> we get there and who should it be<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> barring creepy creep<font color="#E5E5E5"> now complete with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Pastor robes as soon as he sees us he</font> looks uncomfortable<font color="#CCCCCC"> and is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">look at us as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sue</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was going on and on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about this that and the other then sue</font> brings up her wild imaginations<font color="#E5E5E5"> about a</font> man in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the church and this dude actually</font> straightens<font color="#E5E5E5"> up and says that it was him</font> and he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> simply trying to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> help us</font> but we kept being disrespectful<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he</font> had to go hide in<font color="#CCCCCC"> his office from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">terrible and inappropriate behavior</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Becca looks as stunned as me and this</font> dude steps closer<font color="#E5E5E5"> to me and asks for my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">parents number so he can have a talk</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with them about raising a child that</font> knows how<font color="#CCCCCC"> to respect</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> their</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> elders I then</font> proceeded to snap so hard<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> developed a rage induced<font color="#CCCCCC"> forest whitaker</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">i first off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> i</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> am 19 years</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> old and i will</font> not<font color="#E5E5E5"> be giving some psycho with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a god</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">complex and a thing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for underage girls</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and a phone number of anyone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> care</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> secondly you're pretty tough for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">known robes in front of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> someone who</font> knows you publicly<font color="#E5E5E5"> but we both saw how</font> fast<font color="#E5E5E5"> you ran when I caught you spying on</font> my friend through the gap<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that door</font> like<font color="#CCCCCC"> you get good housekeeping lessons</font> from Michael<font color="#CCCCCC"> Myers</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thirdly newsflash</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pigtails and free wings are not antennae</font> beaming<font color="#E5E5E5"> out a signal for you to follow</font> girls<font color="#E5E5E5"> down dark hallways but hey it</font> looks like<font color="#E5E5E5"> that asthma attack you had</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> whole time we were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> alone has</font> magically cleared up must be a<font color="#CCCCCC"> miracle</font> at this point<font color="#CCCCCC"> pastor creeps a lot looks</font> mortified<font color="#E5E5E5"> I guess he thought it wasn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">going to call him on it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Becker looks like she wants</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hug me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and Sue looks like she wants to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kill</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I mean she was livid</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was at this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">point Bob who I had not noticed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> come in</font> the room<font color="#E5E5E5"> as I was ripping into his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">pastor proceeded to slap a hand on my</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> Becca shoulders at the same time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> demand we apologize<font color="#E5E5E5"> I slapped his hands</font> away<font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> both</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us told them to fuck</font> right<font color="#CCCCCC"> the hell off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> grabbed Becca and</font> marched through the<font color="#E5E5E5"> halls</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out the door</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> down the street to the bus stop to</font> downtown hoping we could figure out<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> quickest way to get her home from<font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font> we didn't say<font color="#E5E5E5"> anything while we waited</font> but once we were<font color="#CCCCCC"> on the bus she thanked</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and pointed out the worst part of</font> this story<font color="#CCCCCC"> that the church was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> going to</font> have that haunted house still and that Bob and<font color="#E5E5E5"> Sue had told her on the ride</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that the pastor was supposed to be</font> a tour guide<font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the kids while the</font> parents waited at the<font color="#CCCCCC"> concession</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stand</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was horrified<font color="#E5E5E5"> and said we had</font> to warn people<font color="#CCCCCC"> and stop this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she agreed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and said to leave it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to her since</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> had a computer<font color="#E5E5E5"> and a bit of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> clout back</font> at her<font color="#CCCCCC"> University</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I had neither as I had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just moved there so I left it to her we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">found her bus</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bugged</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as she got on and I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">never saw her again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what I did get was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">called</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into the activities director's</font> office and regaled with<font color="#CCCCCC"> a nasty message</font> left by Bob<font color="#CCCCCC"> and Sue stating that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was</font> barred<font color="#CCCCCC"> from ever returning to the church</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and because of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the lies spread about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">their beloved pastor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Bob and Sue had a</font> terrible<font color="#CCCCCC"> turnout at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the haunted house</font> and none of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> parents trusted their</font> kids with the pastor<font color="#E5E5E5"> anymore essentially</font> we had<font color="#CCCCCC"> ruined their Halloween I</font> recounted<font color="#CCCCCC"> what had happened to the</font> activities director<font color="#CCCCCC"> and they said I was</font> obviously<font color="#CCCCCC"> making it up and barred me</font> from future school events for a year I didn't fight it<font color="#E5E5E5"> since I had a job I was</font> starting in a week<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I will</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> always</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">grateful to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Becca and wonder what she</font> said and did<font color="#E5E5E5"> to save those kids</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">everyone held freezer here and thank you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">very much for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> listening to my fifth xxx</font> true scary<font color="#CCCCCC"> stories special my word I</font> kept you waiting<font color="#E5E5E5"> a long time for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font> didn't I tada and I gotta say it<font color="#CCCCCC"> was very difficult to</font> put this together<font color="#E5E5E5"> really was but we got</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the end we got it done it's not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">quite as long as the last one but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font> know<font color="#E5E5E5"> it should be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> two hours so it</font> should<font color="#E5E5E5"> be a good listen anyway</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">regardless as per usual I'll get to work</font> on the next one<font color="#E5E5E5"> but it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> might take a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bit</font> longer to<font color="#E5E5E5"> put together so I'm determined</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that this will be the last special I do</font> though the next<font color="#E5E5E5"> feature-length video</font> will<font color="#CCCCCC"> probably be at Halloween yeah</font> probably<font color="#E5E5E5"> that but I will get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to work on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">our</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> regular scary story special as well</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and I'll get out as soon as I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> can</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> okay</font> so what day is this this is Monday<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">think it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> planning on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> putting this up</font> so if all goes according<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> plan</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">should be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> getting this at some point on</font> the 29th<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was very sensible</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this time I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">didn't kill myself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't stress</font> myself<font color="#CCCCCC"> I recorded the stories over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">course of a few weeks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and very glad I</font> did<font color="#CCCCCC"> I mean I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't meant</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font> everything I<font color="#E5E5E5"> think turned out better</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not only did</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I give myself more</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">time I was just more relaxed throughout</font> the whole<font color="#CCCCCC"> process I just want to say</font> that while<font color="#E5E5E5"> these stories are becoming a</font> bit harder to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get my hands on and don't</font> worry I'm not going<font color="#E5E5E5"> to stop doing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">stories I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just might do these ones a</font> little<font color="#CCCCCC"> less frequently but I should</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font> able<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fine</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sources to do other</font> different<font color="#CCCCCC"> kinds of stories might do more</font> of the retail ones<font color="#E5E5E5"> the confessions of</font> maybe<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'll</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> slate an extra paranormal</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there once a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> week</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we'll see but I think</font> we<font color="#CCCCCC"> should be okay for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> having</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> regular</font> videos it<font color="#CCCCCC"> just it might be a bit more</font> variety<font color="#E5E5E5"> than we've usually had but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> might not<font color="#CCCCCC"> be a bad</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thing people actually</font> seem to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be enjoying the different types</font> of videos I'm trying on a Sunday<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I</font> think<font color="#E5E5E5"> we should</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> move we should be okay</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">content-wise fingers and toes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> crossed I</font> would of<font color="#CCCCCC"> course</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like to say super big</font> thanks to everybody<font color="#E5E5E5"> that allowed me to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">use their stories in this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> video I meant</font> to say that earlier<font color="#E5E5E5"> I want to make sure</font> I<font color="#CCCCCC"> get it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in before I forget</font> and this marks I think it was actually <font color="#E5E5E5">yesterday on you just double-check the</font> date<font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> according to my my best estimate</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the 28th</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> would have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> day that</font> the literal day<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> officially went</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">full-time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on YouTube so that's what this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">video is in celebration</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of I have of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">course</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been doing it for longer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> than a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">year but I've been doing a full-time for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about a year as of yesterday and I</font> probably<font color="#CCCCCC"> been getting myself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> some kind</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of a little treat might walk over to my</font> local<font color="#E5E5E5"> takeaway place not the local one</font> but hang on feeling a bit<font color="#CCCCCC"> parched</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but the there's</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fairly near body that does bear food</font> than the one that's closest the<font color="#E5E5E5"> one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that's closest doesn't that great so</font> I'll make<font color="#CCCCCC"> it some</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Chinese takeaway</font> chicken chow mein<font color="#E5E5E5"> yep</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> man so I'm leaning</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> toward got to</font> treat yourself<font color="#CCCCCC"> and with that I think</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm</font> going<font color="#CCCCCC"> to head off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for now so until next</font> time<font color="#E5E5E5"> thank you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> very much for listening</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and take very good care of yourselves</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you</font>
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Channel: Hellfreezer
Views: 59,030
Rating: 4.8349299 out of 5
Keywords: voice, vocal, voice over, acting, audio, story, entertainment
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Length: 155min 57sec (9357 seconds)
Published: Mon May 29 2017
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