Playground Stalker Stories | 10 True Creepy Subscriber Submission Horror Stories (Vol. 10)

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[Music] it happened three years<font color="#E5E5E5"> ago I was then</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">living</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in a small city</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in Romania it was</font> summer<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and my friend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Andrew both aged</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">eighteen then used to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> play</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> basketball at</font> an outside basketball hoop in our town <font color="#CCCCCC">we were playing for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a long time there so</font> we started to know everybody<font color="#E5E5E5"> that was</font> coming<font color="#CCCCCC"> there one day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a new</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> guy came to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the hoop</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was rather short with short</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">blond hair and blue eyes one thing I</font> noticed about<font color="#CCCCCC"> him was a scar on his</font> forehead<font color="#E5E5E5"> he shyly asked us do you guys</font> want to play horse<font color="#E5E5E5"> for those who don't</font> know horse<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's a game of basketball</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> can be played in more</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> than two</font> players but I won't<font color="#E5E5E5"> go into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> any more</font> details because there's no relevance at <font color="#E5E5E5">all to the story we finished the game</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with Andrew</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> coming in first place me and</font> second and the other<font color="#CCCCCC"> guy last he then</font> asked for<font color="#E5E5E5"> our</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> names and said</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his name is</font> Alex<font color="#E5E5E5"> he asked for our phone numbers and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Facebook he seemed like a nice guy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so we</font> hope<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> see him again there it was not</font> until<font color="#E5E5E5"> that midnight when I started to</font> believe<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something wrong</font> with Alex<font color="#CCCCCC"> I woke</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up to a text message on</font> my phone it was from a number I didn't have in my<font color="#CCCCCC"> agenda</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and it said hey</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wanna</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">play some basketball</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm at the hoop</font> Alex<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was so angry then as I just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wanted to sleep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I ignore the text</font> message<font color="#CCCCCC"> 15 minutes later I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> got</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> another</font> message<font color="#E5E5E5"> hello with an exclamation point</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I ignored it but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> five</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> minutes later my</font> phone<font color="#E5E5E5"> rang I picked up in a voice on the</font> other side said to me are you sleeping it was Alex<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> try not to seem angry so I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">jerk Emily said I was come outside</font> he said at<font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> point I was starting to</font> become<font color="#E5E5E5"> really</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> annoyed</font> I shouted<font color="#E5E5E5"> at him it it's freakin</font> midnight<font color="#E5E5E5"> and hung up the next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> day I told</font> Andrew would it<font color="#E5E5E5"> happen last night and he</font> told me something<font color="#CCCCCC"> that really freaked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> he also got a text message</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Alex</font> but he also heard a silent knock on his window he<font color="#CCCCCC"> looked outside but he saw</font> nothing<font color="#E5E5E5"> he said that maybe it was just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his mind playing tricks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on him we told</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">each other that he</font> might have followed<font color="#E5E5E5"> us home after the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">game of basketball</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was maybe jokingly</font> playing with us<font color="#CCCCCC"> we wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to call him</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that day but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> eventually forgot about the</font> story<font color="#CCCCCC"> that night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 2:00 a.m.</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I got</font> a message from Alex<font color="#E5E5E5"> come outside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> texted<font color="#E5E5E5"> them back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no and put my phone on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">silent I fell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> asleep again</font> when I woke up<font color="#CCCCCC"> that morning and opened</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my phone I saw</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> received</font> another<font color="#E5E5E5"> 20 messages</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from Alex</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this time</font> they were not text messages but photos on<font color="#CCCCCC"> Facebook Messenger</font> as we were friends on Facebook now<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> first two were photos<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the hoop</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> next two were selfies of<font color="#E5E5E5"> him but what I</font> saw<font color="#CCCCCC"> next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had me completely shocked they</font> were<font color="#E5E5E5"> pictures taken outside of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my house</font> and one<font color="#E5E5E5"> of them I could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> see myself</font> watching<font color="#CCCCCC"> the TV</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there was another with</font> me brushing my teeth another of me looking<font color="#E5E5E5"> at my phone but then there were</font> others<font color="#E5E5E5"> even worse I saw photos of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Andrews house and then another one of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Andrew fighting Alex in his own yard</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">then there was a photo of Andrew</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">blacked-out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with Alex on his right side</font> smiling and another guy on<font color="#E5E5E5"> his left side</font> smiling<font color="#E5E5E5"> too I immediately called Andrew</font> his mother picked<font color="#E5E5E5"> up she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> told me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> Andrew<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in hospital and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that Alex</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wasn't found by</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the police yet</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Andrew was taking out the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> trash</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 10:00</font> p.m.<font color="#CCCCCC"> that night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was attacked by</font> Alex<font color="#E5E5E5"> and his friends Andrews mother</font> heard nothing outside but after<font color="#CCCCCC"> ten</font> minutes<font color="#CCCCCC"> of her son yet not returning</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> went into<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> yard</font> Andrew was laying there<font color="#CCCCCC"> on his back she</font> called the<font color="#CCCCCC"> ambulance</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> than the police and</font> Andrew couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> remember anything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nights me and my family self at my</font> uncle's house around<font color="#E5E5E5"> midnight my phone</font> rang<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't know the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> number and so I</font> knew I shouldn't pick up but then my father told me it could<font color="#E5E5E5"> be Alex so the</font> police could track him<font color="#E5E5E5"> down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I answered</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and it was Alex you're gonna die</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he said</font> I asked him why he<font color="#CCCCCC"> was doing this and he</font> replied<font color="#E5E5E5"> because you're ignoring me they</font> started shouting at me saying that he <font color="#CCCCCC">deserved the tension and then he hung</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and this time my dad was on the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> phone</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with police I then received</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> another</font> photo<font color="#E5E5E5"> of my house from Alex</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my dad gave</font> the policeman our home address and<font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> Alex and his friend were eventually apprehended<font color="#E5E5E5"> by the police</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it seemed like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he had some serious mental</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> problems so I</font> hope he<font color="#CCCCCC"> is getting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> full medical</font> attention and kept away<font color="#CCCCCC"> from the public</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his friend who</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was a homeless man</font> received money from Alex to attack me <font color="#CCCCCC">and my friend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and Andrew was getting</font> better<font color="#CCCCCC"> thankfully and soon</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> left the</font> hospital<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> took a long time for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> us to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ever go back and play basketball at that</font> hoop<font color="#E5E5E5"> again</font> [Music] at the time<font color="#E5E5E5"> of writing this story I'm a</font> 19 year old teenage guy who is<font color="#CCCCCC"> about to</font> go to<font color="#E5E5E5"> college my grandfather owned an</font> old house on a farm<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'll give you a</font> little<font color="#E5E5E5"> description of the building it</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> built in 1927</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the date is inscribed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the house and was originally</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> used as</font> a sort<font color="#E5E5E5"> of police station it survived</font> World War<font color="#CCCCCC"> two when there are still</font> bullets left<font color="#E5E5E5"> by German soldiers</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">walls</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it has two floors</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a cellar and an</font> attic<font color="#CCCCCC"> that was sealed off and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">inaccessible when I live in the house in</font> fact the whole second floor<font color="#CCCCCC"> was sealed</font> off<font color="#E5E5E5"> as well except for one room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that was</font> occupied<font color="#E5E5E5"> by my grandmother and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">grandfather we lived</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the first</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> floor</font> which<font color="#CCCCCC"> is made up of the square-shaped</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hall that leads to the kitchen and to my</font> parents<font color="#CCCCCC"> large bedroom that was used as a</font> living room<font color="#CCCCCC"> during</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">square-shaped</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Hall continued into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> two</font> narrow tunnel like halls<font color="#E5E5E5"> one leads to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the boiler</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bathroom the</font> other<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the room that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me and my sister</font> slept in near our bedroom there<font color="#CCCCCC"> was a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">chamber</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that had an entrance covered</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by</font> a<font color="#E5E5E5"> curtain there were no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> light Senate's</font> and if he pulled the curtain away and peered into<font color="#CCCCCC"> the room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you could not see</font> the end<font color="#E5E5E5"> of it to get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into the cellar you</font> had to go outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> the entrance</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> house wasn't originally the same it was <font color="#E5E5E5">where the boiler room is now I suppose</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the house had been renovated once there</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">are three chimneys on the roof but no</font> room has a<font color="#E5E5E5"> fireplace anymore</font> people like to<font color="#E5E5E5"> point out that it's a</font> nice house<font color="#E5E5E5"> but that's just the decorated</font> exterior anyone who walks into<font color="#CCCCCC"> it can</font> feel<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's frigid and gloomy atmosphere</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my grandfather moved into the house with</font> his sister named Maria<font color="#E5E5E5"> she married a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> man</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Joseph who too moved into the house</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shortly after my grandfather married my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">grandmother my grandmother and Maria</font> both gave birth to<font color="#CCCCCC"> a boy and a girl</font> now what's weird about<font color="#E5E5E5"> our family in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">general is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that everyone seems to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only</font> have two children who are not the<font color="#E5E5E5"> same</font> sex<font color="#CCCCCC"> people's such as our neighbors and</font> family and<font color="#E5E5E5"> friends frequently pointed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">this out Maria's husband got a job offer</font> on the other side of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the country and</font> they decided<font color="#E5E5E5"> to move out Joseph</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> became</font> pretty successful eventually but he <font color="#E5E5E5">tragically passed away of a heart attack</font> the peak of<font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> career my grandpa died</font> of a sudden heart attack<font color="#E5E5E5"> as well aunt</font> Maria would often<font color="#CCCCCC"> visit my grandmother</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and they would commiserate over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> their</font> lives<font color="#CCCCCC"> but as time passed Maria stopped</font> visiting my grandma she was a single <font color="#CCCCCC">mother</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and needed to work hard to feed</font> and race her children<font color="#E5E5E5"> my grandma and her</font> children<font color="#E5E5E5"> were rather poor but since they</font> lived<font color="#E5E5E5"> on a farm it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was easier for them</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get food when Maria's daughter and</font> son grew up they followed in their father's<font color="#CCCCCC"> footsteps</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> became quite wealthy</font> and both started the family<font color="#E5E5E5"> they seldom</font> visited my grandmother but would occasionally bring Maria over for a few days<font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I first met Maria</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she was</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> 60 years</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> old</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I always thought that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she was a gossipy old woman it's</font> important to<font color="#CCCCCC"> this story</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because she used</font> to tell<font color="#E5E5E5"> me about my grandpa in the past</font> of the<font color="#E5E5E5"> old house which my grandma</font> refused to<font color="#E5E5E5"> talk about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told me my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">grandfather had died in a boat he had</font> been fishing<font color="#CCCCCC"> on the pond</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> near our garden</font> while my grandmother<font color="#CCCCCC"> had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been picking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">herbs for an infusion</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> grandpa hadn't</font> returned home till the<font color="#CCCCCC"> evening so my</font> grandmother had gone to<font color="#E5E5E5"> look</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for him she</font> had found his lifeless<font color="#CCCCCC"> body in the boat</font> which<font color="#E5E5E5"> had cast ashore</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I spent most of my</font> childhood in this house when I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">3 years</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> old my grandmother moved down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> the room me and<font color="#CCCCCC"> my sister slept in a</font> tall<font color="#E5E5E5"> quiet man would sometimes stay up</font> in that room<font color="#E5E5E5"> to this day I'm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sure</font> who he was he would never<font color="#E5E5E5"> speak to me</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> did seem</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> rather fond of our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cat one</font> day he came down<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the kitchen and said</font> he was<font color="#CCCCCC"> leaving</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and he never came back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my aunt father's sister Halina had moved</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> by this time she married a guy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> gave birth<font color="#E5E5E5"> to a boy and girl when I and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my sister</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> became older we started</font> exploring the house our parents <font color="#E5E5E5">prohibited us to go to the second floor</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">saying it's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not a safe place</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and we</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> really feel</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> doing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> anyway for it creeped us out<font color="#CCCCCC"> in fact as</font> far<font color="#E5E5E5"> as I remember I was always afraid to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> alone in the house the floors creaked</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> there were strange draft in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">house my father said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had to</font> be some<font color="#CCCCCC"> way the wind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was getting into</font> the house perhaps there were<font color="#E5E5E5"> tunnels in</font> the ceiling above<font color="#E5E5E5"> the second floor once</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> took me up there and explained the</font> doors are fastened with<font color="#E5E5E5"> the chains</font> they don't open fully<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> smashing to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> walls because<font color="#E5E5E5"> the wind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I always had</font> nightmares if I slept<font color="#E5E5E5"> on my own so I</font> frequently slept<font color="#CCCCCC"> with my parents and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">even my sister who had more courage</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> than</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I did and was sometimes too afraid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> sleep<font color="#E5E5E5"> in our room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the fact that my</font> grandmother<font color="#E5E5E5"> slept in our room only added</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to my fear I was always</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> afraid of her as</font> a child<font color="#CCCCCC"> she wouldn't murmur to herself</font> and it always seemed like<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was</font> talking<font color="#CCCCCC"> to someone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my father said that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she was weird ever since grandpa died</font> whenever I and my<font color="#CCCCCC"> sister did something</font> wrong she<font color="#E5E5E5"> would lash out the diligent</font> woman<font color="#CCCCCC"> from Maria's stories with nothing</font> like the grandmother I knew she<font color="#E5E5E5"> looked</font> beautiful<font color="#CCCCCC"> in her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wedding photo but in</font> real life she had a part of her nose missing due<font color="#CCCCCC"> to skin cancer and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> some of</font> her teeth had fallen out<font color="#E5E5E5"> a few of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> dreams involved<font color="#E5E5E5"> a woman similar to her</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in my nightmares</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> usually in my</font> house or<font color="#CCCCCC"> around it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sometimes I dreamt</font> that I woke up and<font color="#E5E5E5"> looked around the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">darkroom when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> suddenly a cold hand</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pinned me down and hissed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to fall asleep</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after dreams like these I would wake up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and hurry to my parents room but one</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">night when I jumped out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of bed and ran</font> out my room to the hall<font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw the</font> curtain<font color="#CCCCCC"> covering the chamber entrance</font> swaying back and forth<font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> dark<font color="#E5E5E5"> abyss of the chamber and I got that</font> strange feeling<font color="#E5E5E5"> like someone I can't see</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">is staring back at me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the chamber I</font> felt a very<font color="#E5E5E5"> strong</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> current of air that</font> made a stack<font color="#CCCCCC"> of boxes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the chamber</font> fall over and then I heard a very loud <font color="#E5E5E5">smack I cried out loud and everyone woke</font> up<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was sitting in the corner</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the</font> hall<font color="#E5E5E5"> sobbing my mother comforted me but</font> my grandmother called<font color="#E5E5E5"> me a coward and</font> laughed at me my father went<font color="#E5E5E5"> upstairs and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when he came</font> back<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> said the chain on one of the</font> doors<font color="#CCCCCC"> was broken so the door smashed</font> into a wall<font color="#CCCCCC"> I slept in my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> parents room</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that night we had no chains left so my</font> father opened<font color="#CCCCCC"> the door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ajar and put a</font> heavy vase<font color="#CCCCCC"> next to the door so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> wouldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> close and smash in another</font> direction<font color="#E5E5E5"> it never made sense</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> how</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> draught</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> could move in so many</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">different</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> directions</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that night was</font> particularly<font color="#E5E5E5"> cold because of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> open</font> door and<font color="#E5E5E5"> draught was so strong that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> could hear howling sounds after<font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nights my other nightmare started</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I would dream I am</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> alone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the house</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> something sucked me into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the dark</font> chamber and I couldn't get out<font color="#CCCCCC"> I would</font> hear something approached me in the dark and<font color="#CCCCCC"> grab me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the legs I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> afraid to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">go near the chamber even during the</font> daytime<font color="#CCCCCC"> on the bathroom door there was a</font> strange shape that looked like<font color="#E5E5E5"> a dark</font> figure reaching out<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was probably</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font> paranoid but I felt like<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font> constantly<font color="#CCCCCC"> changing its shape</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sometimes</font> it appeared as if<font color="#E5E5E5"> though it was waving</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and my dreams I sometimes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had to go to</font> the bathroom and<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I entered the</font> bathroom<font color="#CCCCCC"> the door would close by itself</font> and the figure on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> door would go</font> bigger and<font color="#E5E5E5"> bigger</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> until the whole door</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">turned dark and then the door slowly</font> opened and a very creepy<font color="#E5E5E5"> old man would</font> walk in he usually<font color="#E5E5E5"> had a nosebleed and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">licked his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lips when the blood reached</font> his lips and smiled<font color="#E5E5E5"> he looked like</font> penguin from the old Batman movie with Catwoman<font color="#CCCCCC"> in it the bathroom was too</font> narrow<font color="#E5E5E5"> to slip</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> past him I tried to run</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> would always catch</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me by the</font> collar<font color="#CCCCCC"> stuff me into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the washing</font> machines<font color="#E5E5E5"> and watch me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> drown while</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> still</font> licking his lips<font color="#E5E5E5"> and a lot of my dreams</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I would go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> outside and the big hairy</font> beasts would<font color="#E5E5E5"> grab me and pull me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into a</font> room<font color="#E5E5E5"> on the second floor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he would put me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in a cage and tell his wife who looked</font> like<font color="#E5E5E5"> a normal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> human to cut</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me up and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> put</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> freezer she would say of</font> course<font color="#E5E5E5"> honey and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we'll go to sleep the</font> lady would walk up<font color="#CCCCCC"> to me and say she</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> want to hurt me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so she always</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">left me out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cage she would tell</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> to run down the stairs and lock</font> myself in my parents room<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> usually did</font> as I was told<font color="#CCCCCC"> when the thing woke up he</font> slaughtered his wife<font color="#E5E5E5"> and she would</font> scream<font color="#E5E5E5"> in pain then the monster would</font> crawl around<font color="#E5E5E5"> the house looking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for me</font> sometimes he found the<font color="#E5E5E5"> room I was in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> jumped out of the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> window on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my head</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">broke my neck and died if I killed</font> myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my dreams it usually didn't</font> hurt<font color="#CCCCCC"> but getting hurt by others made me</font> very uncomfortable after<font color="#CCCCCC"> I woke</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up to</font> this day if I want to wake up<font color="#E5E5E5"> from a bad</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dream</font> I'd have to die one of the rare kind<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dreams was about an old hag with no</font> teeth she was<font color="#E5E5E5"> very short and had long</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> gray</font> hair<font color="#E5E5E5"> these were the only dreams that</font> contain my family we would sit in the <font color="#E5E5E5">kitchen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or another room and</font> suddenly everything<font color="#CCCCCC"> would go quiet</font> everyone except me would fall asleep<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> old lady would appear and<font color="#E5E5E5"> she would make</font> weird sucking sounds with her mouth<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> would<font color="#CCCCCC"> try to scream and wake my family</font> up but I couldn't make a sound<font color="#CCCCCC"> I would</font> become petrified<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the old lady would</font> come up to<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> staring at my face trying</font> to laugh but she<font color="#CCCCCC"> couldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> make any</font> sounds either<font color="#E5E5E5"> she would stretch my mouth</font> open<font color="#E5E5E5"> and want to crawl inside my body</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she wanted me to eat her the scariest</font> dreams for me were of<font color="#CCCCCC"> a lady that looked</font> remarkably like<font color="#CCCCCC"> my grandmother</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> carried a butcher's knife and had<font color="#CCCCCC"> grey</font> eyes with no pupils and<font color="#E5E5E5"> sharp teeth</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> looked like a<font color="#CCCCCC"> rabid</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> gray fox</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she would</font> appear if no monster had caught me in<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nightmares she screamed for me to come</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">out and if I didn't she would correctly</font> shout which room I was hiding in what scared me<font color="#CCCCCC"> the most</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> were the sounds</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> made<font color="#E5E5E5"> I suppose sounds can't really be</font> loud<font color="#CCCCCC"> in dreams but the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ones she made</font> were ear-splitting she would bang<font color="#E5E5E5"> on the</font> doors and growl<font color="#E5E5E5"> deeply it was hard</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me to find a proper way to end myself</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for she walked very</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fast</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my dreams</font> stopped when my<font color="#CCCCCC"> parents got</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> divorced</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one</font> day they<font color="#E5E5E5"> had a huge fight and my mother</font> yelled she can't stand this house my father<font color="#CCCCCC"> nor my grandmother</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> father had</font> always had anger management issues but I've never seen him<font color="#E5E5E5"> this furious before</font> he let my mother walk<font color="#CCCCCC"> halfway through</font> the outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the door then he smashed</font> her into the door she fell in half of her body<font color="#E5E5E5"> was outside and half inside he</font> tried<font color="#E5E5E5"> to forcibly closed the door and</font> kept hitting my mother with it<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">neighbors called the police</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my mother</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">when she came out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hospital took</font> us to the village<font color="#E5E5E5"> she grew up in we</font> stayed there<font color="#CCCCCC"> for a few weeks</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then we</font> moved<font color="#CCCCCC"> around the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> country</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a lot because</font> my mother<font color="#E5E5E5"> desperately tried to find a</font> cheap apartment<font color="#CCCCCC"> and a job</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we ended up in</font> a<font color="#E5E5E5"> small apartment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in some town we all</font> slept in the same<font color="#E5E5E5"> room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> weird things</font> started<font color="#E5E5E5"> to happen to her</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she would sleep all day she didn't take</font> me and my sister<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> school when we would</font> tell her we<font color="#CCCCCC"> are hungry</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she just mumbles</font> something<font color="#E5E5E5"> get up and make something one</font> time<font color="#CCCCCC"> when I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> said I was hungry she got up</font> took a loaf of bread<font color="#CCCCCC"> and she threw it at</font> my face eventually<font color="#E5E5E5"> the school found out</font> what was<font color="#E5E5E5"> going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on and my mother was</font> diagnosed schizophrenic<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I and my sister</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> moved</font> back<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the old house we found out my</font> aunt<font color="#E5E5E5"> Elena's husband had died in a car</font> crash<font color="#CCCCCC"> basically if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you would look at my</font> family<font color="#CCCCCC"> tree you would see that every</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">family has a parent that is deceased</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or</font> something else happened to them<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sometimes feels like a curse</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had</font> issues<font color="#E5E5E5"> with anxiety</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all my life but</font> strangely<font color="#E5E5E5"> I wasn't that afraid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font> old<font color="#E5E5E5"> house anymore</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sure I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was still afraid to walk around</font> it at night<font color="#E5E5E5"> the floor still creaked the</font> cold<font color="#E5E5E5"> draft was still present</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but I</font> rarely dreamed<font color="#CCCCCC"> about those monsters</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> father built<font color="#E5E5E5"> a new house near our old</font> house<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's in such a decrepit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> state</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> point</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that it isn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> safe to live</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> it my grandmother was against moving<font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> it in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> spite of this she sometimes</font> visits it<font color="#CCCCCC"> I often have dreams that I</font> still live there<font color="#E5E5E5"> they aren't exactly</font> nightmares but they aren't<font color="#E5E5E5"> very pleasant</font> dreams<font color="#E5E5E5"> usually just things</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that have</font> happened in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> past</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I returned</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">home for my evening walks I always stare</font> at the old house sometimes the curtains are moving in it and it's probably<font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the draft but if I look</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> more closely</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it's almost as if though I could see a</font> face in<font color="#CCCCCC"> one of the windows</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the second</font> floor [Music] I'm 19<font color="#CCCCCC"> years old and I have lived in</font> North Carolina all of my life that was<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> year from<font color="#E5E5E5"> graduating high school and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">started</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> working in a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> local neighborhood</font> grocery store<font color="#CCCCCC"> I started working at this</font> grocery<font color="#E5E5E5"> store as a junior in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> high school</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 17</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> years old</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and spent most of my</font> time<font color="#CCCCCC"> here</font> my shifts had me working<font color="#E5E5E5"> well into the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">evening and this is when I first saw</font> this man he would come in<font color="#CCCCCC"> every week</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 5:00 to 6:00 p.m. and buy a steak</font> and a<font color="#CCCCCC"> 40 ounce Budweiser</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> every time he</font> came<font color="#CCCCCC"> in he would always go through my</font> cashier line<font color="#E5E5E5"> no matter</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> how long when</font> line was I didn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> think much</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of this at</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> time but he started</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to engage</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> conversation with me<font color="#CCCCCC"> about where he</font> worked<font color="#E5E5E5"> his family and kids and more</font> specifically<font color="#E5E5E5"> his daughter and how she</font> had a horrible<font color="#CCCCCC"> boyfriend and how he</font> wished she was<font color="#E5E5E5"> more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like me red flag</font> number<font color="#E5E5E5"> one he continued to do these over</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> course of my first</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> year of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> working</font> there he would<font color="#E5E5E5"> also pull me aside to</font> talk to me about<font color="#E5E5E5"> me and his daughter and</font> would tell me how he always enjoyed seeing me and this weirded me out<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> didn't know how<font color="#CCCCCC"> to escape</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this guy but</font> it's about to get<font color="#CCCCCC"> even weirder</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his next</font> visit<font color="#CCCCCC"> which I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thought was his last and</font> he proceeded to tell<font color="#CCCCCC"> me hey my sweetie</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my work is moving</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me away and I won't be</font> coming<font color="#CCCCCC"> here much more in my head I</font> erupted with joy<font color="#E5E5E5"> because I thought</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> would finally be over but no now I</font> was so so wrong<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the next year and I</font> continued<font color="#CCCCCC"> to work there as normal when</font> was being<font color="#E5E5E5"> moved up to another position</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it was around April</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of my senior year</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> high<font color="#CCCCCC"> school that he began showing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">again</font> I was working behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> our cigarette</font> counter and the floor digging into the shelves<font color="#E5E5E5"> he happened to walk in and he</font> walked<font color="#CCCCCC"> around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the back of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the cigarette</font> counter and just<font color="#E5E5E5"> powered down at me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> didn't know until I hear him call me by the<font color="#CCCCCC"> nickname he gave me my skin began</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> crawl and as he started<font color="#E5E5E5"> the talk I acted</font> as if someone had asked me to do something<font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I ran off into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our office</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and just sat by the cameras he just</font> walked around the store<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it was</font> almost like<font color="#E5E5E5"> he avoided the cameras</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ten minutes go by</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he bought cheese</font> and left my cashiers told me he asked where I went<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he wanted to see his</font> sweet girl<font color="#CCCCCC"> I wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to cry</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't know</font> what to do and it was as if<font color="#CCCCCC"> my managers</font> didn't believe me now he began to show up<font color="#E5E5E5"> every</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">working Saturday Sunday</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Tuesday</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> Thursday<font color="#E5E5E5"> every time I saw his car pull</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> parking lot</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I ran to hide he</font> would walk around<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> look for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me and</font> asked for<font color="#E5E5E5"> me now he wouldn't even buy</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">anything</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he also knew that I was the one</font> who would<font color="#E5E5E5"> bring the carts into the store</font> from<font color="#CCCCCC"> the parking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so he would sit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">his car and wait for me</font> I went out to<font color="#CCCCCC"> get shopping</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> carts one day</font> and didn't know he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> there because the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">parking lot was full</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was gathering</font> carts and he was<font color="#CCCCCC"> walking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up behind me</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> said I finally have my girl to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">myself if I ever</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out here when</font> no one's around<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm going to hold</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and do what I want to you I was</font> horrified<font color="#CCCCCC"> I started to cry and this was</font> a<font color="#E5E5E5"> 50-plus year old man saying this to me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I ran</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back inside and he left now I knew</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> knew my schedule and what I did</font> at work I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was afraid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to go to work and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was starting to carry pepper spray on my</font> belt at work on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> next weekend I</font> worked he had come in twice during the <font color="#E5E5E5">shift but the second time he just came</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">through the door I saw him and he didn't</font> see me<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I ran I watched the cameras</font> and this was the absolute<font color="#E5E5E5"> most awful</font> thing he did I watched him walk<font color="#CCCCCC"> through</font> my store<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I searched the parking lot</font> for his creepy Toyota minivan<font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">find his car anywhere this really</font> freaked me<font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was now in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the store</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> 20 minutes bought a beer and started</font> to walk<font color="#E5E5E5"> out of the store but he walked</font> out to the<font color="#CCCCCC"> parking lot and walked</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">straight to my car he stood by my car</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">looked inside my windows and just walked</font> away to the side<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the building</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">meanwhile me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and my coworker are just</font> standing<font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> watching in shock we</font> tried contacting the police<font color="#E5E5E5"> but there</font> was nothing<font color="#CCCCCC"> they could do unless he was</font> present when they were so I had to live <font color="#CCCCCC">with the constant fear that he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would</font> come<font color="#E5E5E5"> back but eventually my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dad came</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to my work to talk to my managers about</font> what to do about<font color="#CCCCCC"> the situation and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> man showed<font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I went to hide but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my managers barred</font> him from coming into the store and told him<font color="#CCCCCC"> you make my employees uncomfortable</font> and we asked that you<font color="#E5E5E5"> don't come back he</font> said my girl is<font color="#CCCCCC"> so sensitive</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I guess</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just like most people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> these days he</font> turned around to leave and my dad walked up to him<font color="#E5E5E5"> and said hey</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> can I talk</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to you</font> for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> minute buddy and he ran to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his car</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tried</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to leave</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cops told me that</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> classic predator</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> behavior</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">trying to run from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the problem my dad</font> proceeded to chase<font color="#E5E5E5"> him by car to a</font> neighboring<font color="#CCCCCC"> County</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and lost him in a</font> neighborhood near another chain of my grocery<font color="#E5E5E5"> stores he drove all the way</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> my store to see me<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was another</font> store<font color="#E5E5E5"> five minutes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his house</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">apparently he hasn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been back but the</font> police are still investigating<font color="#CCCCCC"> because</font> he<font color="#CCCCCC"> has daughters</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I can only think of</font> what they had to<font color="#E5E5E5"> go through</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I hope</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">rots in hell for what he's done to other</font> girls<font color="#CCCCCC"> no one should have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> through</font> this [Music] well I live not a lot of<font color="#E5E5E5"> creepy things</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">happen since I live in the upper-middle</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">class and everyone is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> extremely nice</font> probably the worst<font color="#CCCCCC"> person you can meet</font> where I live would just have a twisted <font color="#E5E5E5">sense of humor at least that's what I</font> thought until<font color="#E5E5E5"> junior</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> year of high school</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my algebra class was filled with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">different kinds of people despite it</font> being a small<font color="#E5E5E5"> class though I didn't fit</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into a lot of groups since I mostly kept</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to myself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I did this boy who I will</font> call<font color="#CCCCCC"> tanked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at the time I felt</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tank was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one in the class I could</font> actually get along<font color="#E5E5E5"> with he was really</font> good with math so<font color="#E5E5E5"> whenever I was stuck</font> on<font color="#CCCCCC"> something or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> missed how to do a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">problem</font> I always knew tank could help me out<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> when we<font color="#CCCCCC"> did group projects</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he would</font> always be my go-to guy even if I knew what we were doing<font color="#E5E5E5"> but when we were done</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with our work</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we would talk</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font> anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> we liked such as metal and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">creepypastas yeah we were those kids</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">however</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one thing he liked to talk about</font> was weapons and how much he knew about <font color="#E5E5E5">them I didn't see this as a red flag</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">because there are people</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out there who</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">are into weapons</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> such as guns and swords</font> but are pretty chill people<font color="#E5E5E5"> and wouldn't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">think about hurting someone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but as I</font> talked about weapons<font color="#E5E5E5"> is when I should</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> listened to the red flags</font> sometimes tank would talk about how<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> could use a<font color="#CCCCCC"> pencil and stab people with</font> it two things I vividly remember him saying are it's ironic<font color="#E5E5E5"> because say weapons</font> aren't<font color="#E5E5E5"> a lot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of schools and pencils</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> can</font> be weapons<font color="#E5E5E5"> and anything can be used as a</font> weapon <font color="#E5E5E5">the latter was true and me being stupid</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I brushed it off thinking he was just</font> saying facts<font color="#E5E5E5"> one other red flag I</font> stupidly ignored was how tank talked about his grandmother<font color="#E5E5E5"> who lived with him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he always complained about how she was</font> lazy and<font color="#E5E5E5"> never did anything but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> watch TV</font> and told tank to do things that she <font color="#E5E5E5">could easily do herself like get her</font> water or food he told me how<font color="#E5E5E5"> he wanted</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> hurt her but idiotically I</font> sympathized with him but<font color="#E5E5E5"> this wasn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">worst thing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about this twisted</font> individual but I should<font color="#E5E5E5"> have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> taken note</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> but didn't was when he said how he</font> would love<font color="#E5E5E5"> to destroy the school it did</font> unnerve me<font color="#CCCCCC"> a little</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bit but I didn't</font> take the hint<font color="#CCCCCC"> before I go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on I need</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> say<font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> if you were a student<font color="#E5E5E5"> and anyone says</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that they want to hurt somewhere and</font> destroy the school<font color="#CCCCCC"> even if you hate the</font> school with a<font color="#E5E5E5"> burning</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> passion</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tell</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">someone of authority</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> even if the school</font> you go<font color="#E5E5E5"> to is filled with teachers</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> who</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">could care less</font> please let someone know<font color="#E5E5E5"> if someone is</font> thinking or<font color="#CCCCCC"> talking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about violent</font> behavior as violence<font color="#E5E5E5"> only makes things</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">worse don't be like I was and simply</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">brush it off later</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on as my junior</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> year</font> was mere months from ending I began to notice that<font color="#E5E5E5"> tank had stopped showing up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> class at first I thought he was sick</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but as the days passed by he never</font> showed up<font color="#E5E5E5"> soon I was approached by a man</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from the dean's office who</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I will</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> call</font> mr. Baldwin now<font color="#E5E5E5"> this man was outgoing and despite</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">being friendly was a serious man and</font> nobody<font color="#CCCCCC"> messed with him he took me into</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his office which scared me because I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thought I screwed up at something</font> because<font color="#E5E5E5"> as you can</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> screwing up is</font> what I do best however mr. Baldwin<font color="#E5E5E5"> told me I wasn't in</font> trouble<font color="#E5E5E5"> but he did have some</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> questions</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ask me he asked me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if tank told me</font> that he had plans to<font color="#E5E5E5"> take down the</font> school at<font color="#E5E5E5"> that moment everything hit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> all at<font color="#CCCCCC"> once I told mr. Baldwin that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> did but I never<font color="#E5E5E5"> thought he would harm</font> anyone<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was in so much shock</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that I</font> could feel my<font color="#CCCCCC"> heart pounding in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my chest</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after a few questions he sent me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">class</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I later heard the tank was</font> suspended from school<font color="#E5E5E5"> and taken to</font> juvenile<font color="#CCCCCC"> detention after harming an old</font> woman and robbing her with<font color="#E5E5E5"> another</font> student<font color="#E5E5E5"> at least that's what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the rumor</font> is but it's one rumor that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I honestly</font> hope is true [Music] <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm the 16 year</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> old daughter of an</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">atheist father and devout Christian</font> mother that was raised in a religion <font color="#E5E5E5">where I never celebrated holidays made</font> friends<font color="#E5E5E5"> in school</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or did anything</font> remotely childlike<font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font> children<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the church were supposed to</font> prepare<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the end of this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">quote/unquote wicked system of things</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Saturdays were dedicated towards going</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> door-to-door and preaching the good</font> news<font color="#E5E5E5"> by handing out magazines and</font> brochures about<font color="#E5E5E5"> God's kingdom school</font> years were spent<font color="#E5E5E5"> being</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> outcasted by</font> classmates<font color="#CCCCCC"> watching them celebrate</font> holidays all the while<font color="#CCCCCC"> of thinking about</font> how one<font color="#CCCCCC"> day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> God would eliminate each and</font> every one of them<font color="#E5E5E5"> my childhood as a</font> whole was spent training<font color="#CCCCCC"> myself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> become the archetypical spiritually enlightened<font color="#CCCCCC"> sister's so that one day I</font> could<font color="#E5E5E5"> marry an equally enlightened</font> brother have many<font color="#CCCCCC"> children</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and teach</font> them<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the ways of the church up until</font> a few<font color="#CCCCCC"> years</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ago I had an estranged</font> relationship with my father after<font color="#CCCCCC"> all I</font> wasn't supposed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to love my father</font> because as I mentioned<font color="#CCCCCC"> before he's</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Nathan the church leaders commonly</font> referred to as elders discouraged me from<font color="#E5E5E5"> pursuing a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> relationship with him as</font> they insisted his worldly viewpoints would damage my relationship<font color="#E5E5E5"> with God</font> and I believe this wholeheartedly<font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font> does my younger brother<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had many</font> friends<font color="#CCCCCC"> within the church</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> however</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> particularly close<font color="#CCCCCC"> to a girl who for</font> privacy<font color="#E5E5E5"> reasons</font> I'll call Winnie Carter Winnie Carter was a beautiful intelligent kind-hearted <font color="#E5E5E5">young woman who carried a perfect</font> reputation<font color="#E5E5E5"> within the congregation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her</font> father and mother<font color="#CCCCCC"> brother and sister</font> Carter were equally beloved by everyone <font color="#E5E5E5">in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the church alongside her older</font> brother<font color="#E5E5E5"> the fun-loving and incredibly</font> goofy<font color="#E5E5E5"> Eric Carter the Carter family owns</font> around<font color="#CCCCCC"> fifty to sixty acres of land and</font> every year hosts a<font color="#E5E5E5"> campout in their</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">backyard</font> inviting everyone<font color="#E5E5E5"> than a church</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">including members of their previous</font> congregation which is a couple counties <font color="#CCCCCC">away from eros through these annual</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">campouts</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I met and befriended Jonathan</font> mind you I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> 13 around the time I</font> first met Jonathan<font color="#E5E5E5"> and was in no</font> position to<font color="#CCCCCC"> become friends with a 17</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">year old member of the opposite</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sex</font> however<font color="#E5E5E5"> Jonathan often flattered me with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">compliments varying from my looks to a</font> couple of my more embarrassing social quirks<font color="#E5E5E5"> the catch was though Jonathan</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lived two hours away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our</font> congregation<font color="#CCCCCC"> so our relationship</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> dependent on text messages and selfies things were<font color="#E5E5E5"> initially light-hearted and</font> our messages basically revolved around memes and anime<font color="#E5E5E5"> aloe vera has time</font> progressed and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I physically matured so</font> to speak our relationship escalated<font color="#E5E5E5"> into</font> something more sexual as a fan of<font color="#E5E5E5"> Conan</font> O'Brien<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> often imitate his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">self-deprecating sense of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> humor nine out</font> of ten times<font color="#E5E5E5"> joking about the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fact that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I have a smaller chest I've never been</font> insecure<font color="#CCCCCC"> about my body nor have I been</font> ashamed<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the fact that I have small</font> breasts however while making this specific joke <font color="#E5E5E5">Jonathan interpreted that as me acting</font> shine and secure and as a response replied saying that I was naturally <font color="#E5E5E5">beautiful and shouldn't be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ashamed of my</font> chest<font color="#CCCCCC"> the conversation went something</font> like this ah<font color="#E5E5E5"> no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just joking oh okay well now</font> you have<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> curious</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> curious</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about what</font> your chest<font color="#E5E5E5"> surely it can't be that small</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">why don't you send a pic so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I can see</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">very funny</font> I generally thought he was goofing <font color="#CCCCCC">around since we had never once flirted</font> in any way shape or form<font color="#CCCCCC"> yes I did have</font> feelings<font color="#E5E5E5"> for this person</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was aware</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of the limitations of my social skills</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and never bothered attempting to flirt</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with someone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> who at that point seemed</font> completely<font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my league</font> however it eventually became clear that <font color="#E5E5E5">Jonathan</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was serious about wanting to</font> see my chest and<font color="#CCCCCC"> that the conversation</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wasn't going to change until I did I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">uncomfortable about the idea of sending</font> newts from the beginning first of all never since I was nothing but a kindergartner I was taught about<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">birds and the bees and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> why I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> should</font> abstain from anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> until marriage</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that is I was told to avoid things of</font> that nature and<font color="#CCCCCC"> discourage</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from self</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pleasure</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I viewed sex is something</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">immoral and the concept of sending nude</font> pictures<font color="#E5E5E5"> genuinely horrified me however</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so did the thought of disappointing</font> Jonathan <font color="#CCCCCC">I eventually sent a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> picture of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> myself</font> and one of my more seductive bras<font color="#E5E5E5"> in a</font> lousy attempt to be somewhat presentable <font color="#E5E5E5">he responds Wow</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I must say I'm impressed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you've definitely grown</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> since we last</font> saw each<font color="#E5E5E5"> other and by the way are those</font> curves I see looking<font color="#CCCCCC"> back I cursed</font> myself for blushing while reading this says<font color="#E5E5E5"> all it does now is send shivers</font> down<font color="#CCCCCC"> my spine</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time passes and eventually</font> I'm a 15 year old<font color="#CCCCCC"> freshman in high</font> school<font color="#CCCCCC"> therefore making Jonathan 19</font> years old<font color="#E5E5E5"> as summer vacation progressed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the Carter Family announced their annual</font> campout and I was a static to see Jonathan once more<font color="#E5E5E5"> throughout the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">campout I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> made an</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> effort</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> avoid</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Jonathan</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> socialize with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> different</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">members</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> congregation so as to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">avoid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> suspicion of our intimate</font> relationship<font color="#E5E5E5"> nevertheless well never</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">actually witnessing it for myself I</font> could feel Jonathan I am<font color="#E5E5E5"> me from head to</font> toe<font color="#E5E5E5"> and examining my now fully mature</font> figure as I dreaded<font color="#E5E5E5"> though I wasn't the</font> only<font color="#E5E5E5"> one who noticed Jonathan's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> behavior</font> as confirmed when around midnight when <font color="#CCCCCC">he approached</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me her expression</font> worrisome<font color="#E5E5E5"> and anxious hey is there</font> something<font color="#CCCCCC"> going on between</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you and</font> Jonathan what no why would you<font color="#E5E5E5"> say</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">well it's just I saw the way he was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">looking at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't know it just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">made me think</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that there was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">going</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on between you know you sure you</font> guys<font color="#E5E5E5"> are just friends</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> right geez when he</font> what are<font color="#CCCCCC"> you my mom I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just I don't want</font> to see anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> bad</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happen to you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that's</font> all<font color="#E5E5E5"> okay well as I said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before there's</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nothing going on between the two of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> us</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> next morning Jonathan</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Eric</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Winnie</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I headed over to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a nearby trail</font> where we went hiking for<font color="#E5E5E5"> about four</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">six hours</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as we delved further into the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">woods</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I could feel myself grow unusually</font> fatigued<font color="#E5E5E5"> losing my sense of appetite and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">growing pale in the process by the time</font> we<font color="#CCCCCC"> approached the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> end of the hike I was</font> on the brink of collapsing from exhaustion <font color="#E5E5E5">when Jonathan swooped me off the ground</font> like a majestic<font color="#CCCCCC"> prince of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> some sorts and</font> carried<font color="#E5E5E5"> me to Eric's car</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I blushed and</font> felt my heart<font color="#E5E5E5"> race</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as his eyes met mine</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">however</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as I</font> noticed when<font color="#CCCCCC"> his expression</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> transitioned</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> loving concern to pure rage the</font> romance of it all faded immediately as I had laid in bed<font color="#E5E5E5"> that evening texting</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Jonathan who was showering me with texts</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> how wonderful would felt to have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my body pressed against his all I could</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">truly think about was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Winnie</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and well</font> everything<font color="#E5E5E5"> that happened during the camp</font> out from our<font color="#CCCCCC"> late night conversation</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> her reaction towards Jonathan carrying me during the hike<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was tempted to text</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her and looking back I should</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have</font> however<font color="#CCCCCC"> my mind was completely fixated</font> on my new boyfriend<font color="#CCCCCC"> as a nightly routine</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Jonathan would explain an explicit</font> detail of all<font color="#E5E5E5"> the things he would do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> me if<font color="#CCCCCC"> we were ever alone in a room</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">together and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> return would do the</font> same it wasn't until late August however I <font color="#E5E5E5">realized</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that ever since</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the day of the</font> campout my best friend had become<font color="#E5E5E5"> a complete</font> stranger<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me whether it being during</font> congregational get-togethers or the mandatory services when he would always make<font color="#CCCCCC"> an</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> effort to engage</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in conversation</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> someone else</font> so as to<font color="#CCCCCC"> avoid me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> realization of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this immediately made me feel</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">uncomfortable almost nervous</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the</font> sense that I suspected Winnie bard feelings for Jonathan<font color="#E5E5E5"> and jealousy was</font> destroying our friendship<font color="#CCCCCC"> I attempted</font> resolving the situation<font color="#CCCCCC"> through texts as</font> talking her in person<font color="#CCCCCC"> was nearly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">impossible however each</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> message I sent</font> was always left<font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> read and no less than</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a week after sending</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> those desperate</font> attempts to reconcile and make peace when he vanished<font color="#CCCCCC"> completely</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I often approached Erik asking him about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Winnie's whereabouts only to get the</font> same undoubtedly scripted response<font color="#E5E5E5"> she's</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">not feeling well</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I think the stomach bugs going around or</font> something I continued texting<font color="#E5E5E5"> Winnie</font> with frantic<font color="#CCCCCC"> remarks says where</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> are you</font> is something<font color="#CCCCCC"> wrong please text back and</font> let<font color="#E5E5E5"> me know you're okay Winnie however</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to no</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> response</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I confided my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> anxieties</font> to Jonathan<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he assured me revealing</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was going on vacation with the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Carter family and when he saw</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Winnie</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that he'd do some</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> detective work this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> first time I heard Jonathan</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> talk</font> about going out of state with the<font color="#CCCCCC"> Carter</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">family and was immediately reminded of</font> my recent<font color="#CCCCCC"> suspicion of Winnie possibly</font> being in love<font color="#E5E5E5"> with Jonathan</font> the sir recent behavior I began visualizing a scenario where she seduced my boyfriend<font color="#CCCCCC"> during their vacation and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as I replayed the scene in my head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font> the possessive overtly dependent girlfriend I was my nervousness developed into irritation towards <font color="#E5E5E5">Jonathon</font> despite the erotic<font color="#CCCCCC"> nature of our</font> relationship<font color="#CCCCCC"> Jonathan</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I rarely</font> associated<font color="#E5E5E5"> with one another in person</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">throughout the years of us knowing each</font> other <font color="#E5E5E5">Jonathan had never once made an effort</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to go out on dates with me everything</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was only ever sexual and sending</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">pictures</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the beginning of sophomore</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">year coincided with Jonathan's departure</font> to Delaware<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was in a depressive</font> state<font color="#CCCCCC"> of mind as the supposed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> love of my</font> life<font color="#CCCCCC"> gradually became</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a stranger</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">much like my best friend</font> several of my<font color="#E5E5E5"> classmates noticed the</font> negativity radiating from<font color="#E5E5E5"> my presence</font> and confronted me<font color="#CCCCCC"> about this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> asking if I</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> alright and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wanted the talk I was</font> initially reluctant as I was constantly <font color="#E5E5E5">being told by</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> both my mother</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and fellow</font> avid churchgoers that my schoolmates were<font color="#E5E5E5"> obstacles placed by the devil</font> himself <font color="#CCCCCC">so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as to destroy my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> relationship with</font> God however<font color="#CCCCCC"> although my mind</font> urged me to abstain from worldly <font color="#E5E5E5">Association as taught within</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the church</font> my heart practically forced me<font color="#E5E5E5"> otherwise</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I remember</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> crying hysterically in the</font> arms of<font color="#E5E5E5"> a girl I barely knew while she</font> whispered reassuringly that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was going</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to be okay ever since that fateful</font> moment<font color="#E5E5E5"> that girl the one who even</font> despite hardly<font color="#E5E5E5"> knowing me cried as I</font> cried<font color="#E5E5E5"> Heidi and her group of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> friends</font> Pete Maria<font color="#E5E5E5"> Julia and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Darren have become</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> greatest friends I had ever had the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pleasure of knowing through the company</font> of my new set of<font color="#E5E5E5"> friends I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have found</font> myself eventually<font color="#E5E5E5"> losing interest in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Jonathan</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> recognizing the unhealthy</font> abusive nature<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our relationship</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> addition I became a supporter<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font> LGBTQ<font color="#CCCCCC"> community despite the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> church's and</font> tolerance for homosexuality<font color="#E5E5E5"> since Pete</font> and Erin were gay<font color="#E5E5E5"> and Heidi</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and Julia</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font> I later<font color="#CCCCCC"> discovered were bisexual I also</font> became close<font color="#CCCCCC"> friends and developed</font> feelings for<font color="#E5E5E5"> a classmate of mine named</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Owen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as we both enjoyed the band the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">guerrillas and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Marvel</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Comics</font> Jonathan took notice of how I had recently<font color="#CCCCCC"> begun</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> refusing to send him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">photos of my body and rightfully so</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">accused me of having</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> feelings for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">someone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> else</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I became</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> furious with Jonathan as his</font> main complaint in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> entirety of the</font> situation was the fact<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I no longer</font> wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to be his little slave</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so as</font> irrational<font color="#E5E5E5"> as it was looking back I told</font> him with full<font color="#CCCCCC"> sincerity</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> call me whatever</font> you<font color="#CCCCCC"> want</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">be my guest it doesn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> change the fact</font> that you're a terrible person<font color="#CCCCCC"> see you in</font> hell weeks after<font color="#E5E5E5"> sending my avoir to</font> Jonathan Owen asked me out<font color="#E5E5E5"> to homecoming</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to which I gladly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> accepted and for the</font> first time<font color="#E5E5E5"> in about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a month</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> have finally felt some sort</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of relief</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">life was peaceful the world around me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was starting to make sense once more and</font> I couldn't have been<font color="#CCCCCC"> happier when Owen</font> asked if I wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to stay after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> school</font> and play<font color="#E5E5E5"> our favorite game</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Super Smash</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Brothers in the Student Center</font> as it neared<font color="#E5E5E5"> five o'clock Owen and I</font> packed her bags and waited outside where the late<font color="#CCCCCC"> buses were designated</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to arrive</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we were holding</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hands and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> talking about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the upcoming Justice League movie when a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">worn-down kiyose worked towards us</font> aggressively by then several<font color="#E5E5E5"> other</font> students<font color="#E5E5E5"> were outside waiting</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">impatiently</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for the buses</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and the sounds</font> of the tires<font color="#E5E5E5"> screeching against the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pavement had also raised their attention</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> the engine still running</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a tall</font> figure emerge from the vehicle<font color="#E5E5E5"> and my</font> heart<font color="#E5E5E5"> nearly exploded when I made out</font> who it<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Jonathan</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I vaguely remember</font> Jonathan calling me all sorts<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> terrible<font color="#E5E5E5"> names something along those</font> lines before<font color="#E5E5E5"> charging towards us and</font> Owen has a response jolting me away and <font color="#E5E5E5">punching Jonathan right in the nose I</font> fell<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ground and watched in horror</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as Jonathan grabbed Owen by the wrists</font> and twisted<font color="#E5E5E5"> it in ways I didn't think</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was physically possible</font> an eerie<font color="#CCCCCC"> Kraken</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Norris piercing my ears</font> in the process the psycho of an ex-boyfriend shoved<font color="#E5E5E5"> Owen to the ground</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> began dragging me to the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> backseat of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">his car as I tried desperately to escape</font> Jonathan's grasp<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was when I began</font> losing<font color="#E5E5E5"> a sense of hope basically every</font> student who witnessed the ordeal from afar charged towards our direction<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> pushed Jonathan onto the ground<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> police arrived shortly afterwards alongside an ambulance<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the rest of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the night was a blur</font> the following morning my family was visited by<font color="#CCCCCC"> the local elders of the</font> congregation who were informed by<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> mother of what had just happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> remember<font color="#CCCCCC"> sitting shamefully as the two</font> church leaders coerced me into revealing everything<font color="#E5E5E5"> that had happened from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">perspective</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and drunk with tears I</font> revealed Jonathan and I were once intimate<font color="#E5E5E5"> to one another purposely</font> excluding the aspects of<font color="#E5E5E5"> our</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">relationship that I didn't want</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">reveal and I had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> recently ended</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> things</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">between us as I was in love with a</font> classmate<font color="#CCCCCC"> that was then harassed by both</font> elders to share whether or not I had plans to press<font color="#CCCCCC"> charges against Jonathan</font> and when I revealed<font color="#E5E5E5"> that at the very</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">least I wanted to file for a restraining</font> order against him<font color="#CCCCCC"> I received the most</font> menacing<font color="#E5E5E5"> bone-chilling glare</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> ridiculed<font color="#E5E5E5"> by both church leaders for my</font> actions from<font color="#E5E5E5"> leaving a spiritual brother</font> for a worldly classmate to admitting<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> wanting a restraining order<font color="#E5E5E5"> through my</font> actions<font color="#CCCCCC"> I supposedly disrupted the Peace</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the congregation and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was rewritten as</font> the villain in<font color="#CCCCCC"> this entire situation</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> time my father returned home from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">work unaware of the elders visit I told</font> him with extreme hesitancy as scripted<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> wouldn't press charges<font color="#E5E5E5"> on Jonathan as I</font> had forgiven<font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font> Jonathan was released from the police's custody with the<font color="#E5E5E5"> help of several church</font> leaders<font color="#E5E5E5"> and from what I understood went</font> about his merry way as though nothing significant happened weeks<font color="#E5E5E5"> passed like</font> months months<font color="#E5E5E5"> dragon-like years and my</font> personality<font color="#E5E5E5"> as a whole changed entirely</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I became obsessed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> supernatural</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> treeck by the concept of suicide</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> abandoned my love for art<font color="#CCCCCC"> It was as</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">though the uptight religious</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> zealot I</font> once was died<font color="#E5E5E5"> within me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I drifted away</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> teachings of the church ever</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">since the moment I discovered that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> elders bailed Jonathan for his unspeakable<font color="#E5E5E5"> actions and grew resentment</font> towards basically everyone in the <font color="#E5E5E5">congregation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt betrayed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and even</font> more so<font color="#E5E5E5"> confused as I began noticing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">other shortcomings of the seemingly</font> perfect religion more<font color="#E5E5E5"> often than not I</font> was forced to attend meetings<font color="#E5E5E5"> alongside</font> my brother<font color="#E5E5E5"> and mother and socialized to</font> a minimal whenever I encountered a fellow brother or sister<font color="#E5E5E5"> later</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> week</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">lo and behold our family is visited by</font> the same<font color="#E5E5E5"> two elders that harassed me</font> several<font color="#E5E5E5"> weeks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ago</font> conveniently<font color="#E5E5E5"> my father who they were</font> aware of the<font color="#CCCCCC"> fact was an atheist was</font> scheduled<font color="#E5E5E5"> to work late</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> even<font color="#E5E5E5"> now I believe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that them coming to</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> house on that specific day was no</font> coincidence<font color="#CCCCCC"> their</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> expressions were grim</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">somewhat irritable as they sat across</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I prepared</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> myself for the worse</font> and thank goodness<font color="#E5E5E5"> I did because what I</font> heard<font color="#E5E5E5"> next left me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> completely and</font> utterly speechless<font color="#CCCCCC"> a couple hours</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ago</font> dozens of brothers and sisters within the congregation<font color="#CCCCCC"> specifically those that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">were close family friends</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of ours</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">complained about having received several</font> erotic photographs of myself<font color="#CCCCCC"> from an</font> unknown<font color="#E5E5E5"> number</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I immediately had my</font> suspicions<font color="#E5E5E5"> as to who was responsible</font> obviously<font color="#CCCCCC"> Jonathan however what I</font> couldn't fathom was how exactly he got <font color="#CCCCCC">ahold</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of these brothers and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sisters</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">private</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cell phone numbers considering</font> he hadn't even met most of<font color="#E5E5E5"> them in</font> person<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was no longer furious at</font> Jonathan though but rather furious at myself<font color="#CCCCCC"> I genuinely thought that I was</font> terrible and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I deserved the humiliation</font> to make matters<font color="#CCCCCC"> worse the outers in no</font> way showed any concern for my <font color="#E5E5E5">self-destructive way of thinking and</font> instead encouraged it by<font color="#E5E5E5"> reciting</font> biblical passages which<font color="#E5E5E5"> disapproved of</font> my depressive attitude towards life later that night my father witnessed as I attempted to<font color="#E5E5E5"> end my own</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> life</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> through</font> overdose<font color="#E5E5E5"> and immediately afterwards</font> scheduled<font color="#E5E5E5"> six months worth of extensive</font> psychiatry which would eventually lead <font color="#CCCCCC">me the being disfellowshipped or shunned</font> by the congregation<font color="#E5E5E5"> because of my doctor</font> recommending that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> longer attend</font> services<font color="#E5E5E5"> as a therapeutic tactic</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I began</font> volunteering<font color="#E5E5E5"> in different</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> festivals</font> throughout<font color="#CCCCCC"> the county and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> helped manage</font> an<font color="#E5E5E5"> arts and crafts station for young</font> children<font color="#CCCCCC"> I often worked alongside a</font> senior<font color="#E5E5E5"> from the same school as me and</font> every so often we'd take turns<font color="#E5E5E5"> running</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> stands so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that one of us could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> take</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 45</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> minute lunch break</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as I was</font> returning<font color="#CCCCCC"> to my arts</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> crafts station</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I couldn't help but notice a booth for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the religious organization I now</font> despised more than anything in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> world</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">however before I could even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> think about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the thought of dismissing the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> site</font> entirely<font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw someone I hadn't seen and</font> what basically<font color="#E5E5E5"> felt like forever</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">whinny whinny I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> exclaimed</font> she looked up<font color="#CCCCCC"> from the ground</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and as her</font> eyes met<font color="#E5E5E5"> I immediately knew</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> something</font> was wrong<font color="#CCCCCC"> she had put</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on weight</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tremendous amount</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to be specific</font> her eyes were bloodshot<font color="#E5E5E5"> expression grim</font> and hair unkempt<font color="#E5E5E5"> this I thought to</font> myself was not the whinny I knew what are you doing here<font color="#CCCCCC"> she asked her voice</font> was full of uncertainty contrasting greatly from the tone of<font color="#E5E5E5"> her former</font> outgoing self volunteering<font color="#E5E5E5"> how's</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">everything going I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> feel like I haven't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">seen you in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> well forever</font> I heard you got disfellowshipped<font color="#E5E5E5"> word</font> travels fast<font color="#E5E5E5"> huh I'm still trying to</font> figure<font color="#E5E5E5"> out how this all works</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sorry</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'll</font> leave you<font color="#E5E5E5"> so it's true</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Oh God I'm so</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sorry</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm so sorry tears began to fall from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Winnie's eyes it's all my fault</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> gave him everybody's number I'm the one who did it<font color="#E5E5E5"> what are you talk wait you</font> did what<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm so sorry I had no choice</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> practically<font color="#CCCCCC"> forced me to you knew about</font> the pictures when he<font color="#E5E5E5"> nodded her head as</font> a whimper escaped her mouth<font color="#E5E5E5"> and still</font> you gave him those numbers<font color="#E5E5E5"> knowing what</font> he'd do I'm sorry<font color="#E5E5E5"> how could you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wait</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't understand I texted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you for</font> months<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to make things</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> right</font> between us<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't even know what went</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wrong</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought we were friends</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he did</font> nothing<font color="#CCCCCC"> wrong</font> please<font color="#E5E5E5"> listen this whole</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thing it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> goes</font> back<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> don't care</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is all your fault</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my mom won't talk to me stay out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> life I left the booth then apologized to the senior running<font color="#E5E5E5"> the arts and crafts</font> station saying that I was<font color="#CCCCCC"> feeling ill</font> and would be leaving<font color="#E5E5E5"> the festival early</font> through the unspeakable actions of my best friend and former lover<font color="#CCCCCC"> and nearly</font> took<font color="#E5E5E5"> my own</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> life I had spent months</font> suffering from depression and<font color="#E5E5E5"> being</font> shunned by<font color="#E5E5E5"> an entire half of my family</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">whereas when he was preaching the truth</font> and festivals<font color="#E5E5E5"> and Jonathan was partying</font> with<font color="#CCCCCC"> the local brothers</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and sisters I</font> contacted<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sac</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">kayat wrist as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> verge of</font> having<font color="#E5E5E5"> an anxiety attack</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> luckily was</font> able<font color="#CCCCCC"> to schedule</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a last-minute</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">appointment later that day upon</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">returning home that evening my mother</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">received</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> frantic phone call</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font> sister Carter who I hear<font color="#CCCCCC"> screaming on</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> other end of the line that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Winnie</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was missing</font> the search for<font color="#CCCCCC"> Minny lasted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for months</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">members</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the religious in the secular</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">world alike combined efforts to discover</font> the whereabouts of the 17 year<font color="#E5E5E5"> old</font> Winnie Carter<font color="#E5E5E5"> however to no avail</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> would have<font color="#E5E5E5"> nightmares about finding</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Winnie's body in my basement with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Jonathan doing terrible</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> things to her</font> corpse<font color="#E5E5E5"> before I could scream for help</font> Jonathan<font color="#E5E5E5"> would leave us however not</font> before handing me a bloodied knife the one he presumably<font color="#E5E5E5"> used on Winnie I would</font> then be<font color="#CCCCCC"> convicted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as the police dragged</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me to jail in a cell with me begging</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was innocent I'd wake up to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">thankfully find myself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the comfort of</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> own room on one occasion after</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> having</font> the same usual nightmare<font color="#CCCCCC"> I woke up</font> gasping<font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> breath when in the corner of</font> my eye I saw the<font color="#E5E5E5"> silhouette of a person</font> staring inside through<font color="#CCCCCC"> the glass of my</font> window<font color="#E5E5E5"> however</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as I rubbed my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> eyes and</font> squinted toward the direction<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font> window the silhouette vanished<font color="#CCCCCC"> nearing the</font> conclusion of April<font color="#E5E5E5"> the investigation</font> after<font color="#CCCCCC"> months of constant failure</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> eventually abandoned leaving sister and brother Carter heartbroken beyond words <font color="#E5E5E5">once</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> waiting outside for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> late<font color="#CCCCCC"> buses to arrive when a familiar</font> golden Volkswagen made its way towards where I stood<font color="#E5E5E5"> the window to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">passenger seat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> rolled open and strangely</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">enough</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw Eric sitting at the</font> driver's seat<font color="#E5E5E5"> hey don't worry I'm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">gonna</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> drag you into the car why don't</font> you hop in<font color="#CCCCCC"> I trusted Eric as he was</font> basically an older brother<font color="#E5E5E5"> to me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and at</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> point in time my mother couldn't</font> care less about how late I arrived home so I shrugged<font color="#E5E5E5"> and entered the car we</font> exited my school<font color="#E5E5E5"> and drove towards town</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">knock</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> words silence raining our presence</font> I'm really sorry about Winnie<font color="#CCCCCC"> I finally</font> mustered the courage to say thanks how <font color="#E5E5E5">are you holding up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">kidoh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that's all everyone asked me I'm</font> exhausted<font color="#CCCCCC"> I just wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to move on with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my life I can't deal with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> any</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> anymore <font color="#E5E5E5">Eric Eric wiped a tear from his eyes he</font> slowed the<font color="#CCCCCC"> car down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> preparing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to stop at</font> an approaching light and says when he loved you more<font color="#CCCCCC"> than</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> anything I love</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">more than anything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I mean</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that's what</font> family<font color="#CCCCCC"> is all about right</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that's why I</font> feel<font color="#CCCCCC"> like you have the right to know</font> about everything<font color="#CCCCCC"> that's happened before</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">things went sideways okay</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before we</font> moved here we live in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> city and</font> that's how we met Jonathan Jonathan <font color="#E5E5E5">Winnie</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I were inseparable so when we</font> found<font color="#E5E5E5"> out we were moving well we were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">devastated for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the longest time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> really didn't have<font color="#CCCCCC"> a home</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were always moving from County to County</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">eventually though after about let's say</font> five to six years of<font color="#E5E5E5"> traveling around</font> the state<font color="#CCCCCC"> we came here</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and settled down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when we first moved in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we invited</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Jonathan's since we hadn't seen him for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">so long and as you'd expect</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was like</font> meeting<font color="#E5E5E5"> each other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the first time</font> all over<font color="#E5E5E5"> again so much had changed he</font> looked different<font color="#CCCCCC"> I look</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> different and</font> Winnie<font color="#E5E5E5"> she definitely looked different</font> because<font color="#E5E5E5"> god I feel weird saying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this she</font> developed at a pretty<font color="#E5E5E5"> young age</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Jonathan noticed this almost immediately</font> and it became clear<font color="#CCCCCC"> to all of us that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the two of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> them were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> totally crushing on</font> each other<font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> know what I was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">thinking I just thought it would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be cool</font> if<font color="#E5E5E5"> Jonathan married</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Winnie's so that way</font> we'd be like actual brothers you know<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> young and stupid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I pretty much</font> told them that they should go at it I didn't realize how far that disgusting monster would go though they shared their first kiss with each other held hands when no one was<font color="#E5E5E5"> looking of course</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">cute stuff like that when they each got</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">their</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> own phones forget it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all they ever</font> did<font color="#E5E5E5"> was text each other non-stop when he</font> began developing severe anxiety though she did have panic<font color="#CCCCCC"> attacks over the</font> littlest things which is why my mom <font color="#CCCCCC">eventually had to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> home-school</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> err she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">grew incredibly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sensitive and had these</font> weird esteem shoes<font color="#CCCCCC"> and none of us knew why</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the first</font> time we hosted a campout well we didn't invite<font color="#CCCCCC"> you because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at that point</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hardly knew you and God we should have</font> known<font color="#CCCCCC"> right then and there that psycho</font> was bad news I was playing volleyball<font color="#CCCCCC"> with a couple</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> friends and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that's when I realized</font> that I hadn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> seen Jonathan in a while</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as a matter of fact I hadn't seen Winnie</font> either<font color="#CCCCCC"> I started</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> looking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for them asking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">around until finally someone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mentioned</font> how they saw Jonathan<font color="#CCCCCC"> go inside a while</font> ago<font color="#E5E5E5"> the minute I stepped foot in there</font> though I<font color="#E5E5E5"> just knew something was off so</font> I made my way<font color="#CCCCCC"> over to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Winnie's room and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">weirdly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> enough the door was locked I</font> knew they were in there<font color="#E5E5E5"> though</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">did</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so when they didn't open the door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> slammed against it until<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> broke down</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and that's when I saw it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my little sister crying and shirtless</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with Jonathan on top of her we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told the</font> elders about it's almost instantly and I just couldn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> believe I considered that</font> monster as my best<font color="#E5E5E5"> friend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I told the</font> elder this though and they told me I was <font color="#E5E5E5">looking at the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> situation the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wrong way</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> said they said I had to forgive</font> Jonathan because<font color="#CCCCCC"> he was brother</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the fault was on Winnie because she</font> seduced him<font color="#E5E5E5"> with her body that's what</font> they told<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my mom and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dad and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they</font> kept<font color="#E5E5E5"> telling this that until we believed</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> still instead of shunning this person</font> this horrible<font color="#CCCCCC"> person from our lives</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> just kept<font color="#E5E5E5"> inviting him to these campouts</font> regardless of how uncomfortable it made <font color="#E5E5E5">Winnie</font> although<font color="#E5E5E5"> Winnie said she ended things</font> with Jonathan<font color="#CCCCCC"> I always had my suspicions</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that things were never really</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">between them as time passed when his</font> anxieties just became worse<font color="#E5E5E5"> however we</font> truly<font color="#E5E5E5"> thought</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that she deserved to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be in</font> all<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that pain the elders told winning</font> that if she got baptized then she'd feel better<font color="#E5E5E5"> after baptism it was a matter</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> oh you should go preaching more but that nothing the elders recommended work however<font color="#CCCCCC"> I think</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it just made everything</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">worse</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> right before our most recent</font> campout our family went to<font color="#E5E5E5"> Delaware for</font> vacation<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we invited him and his</font> sister to join us since there was extra <font color="#E5E5E5">space the vacation lasted for three</font> weeks<font color="#CCCCCC"> before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we ended up having the</font> leave early<font color="#CCCCCC"> because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when he supposedly</font> had the<font color="#E5E5E5"> stomach bug every morning</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> puking her guts out and mom wanted</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> her go get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her checked out at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">doctors</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just in case it was something</font> serious turns out<font color="#CCCCCC"> Winnie</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was healthier than ever</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and the reason she was puking so much</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> because she was pregnant with you</font> know<font color="#CCCCCC"> whose kid once again</font> the elders<font color="#E5E5E5"> got involved in of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> course</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> just made the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> situation much worse</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they told us that when he had to deal</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with the consequences of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her immoral</font> actions<font color="#E5E5E5"> and that she was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> forbidden from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">having</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> abortion</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'll</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never forget</font> what when he said when they told us this she screamed like<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> maniac and shouted</font> please<font color="#E5E5E5"> have mercy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> please for once</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">human from that day forward when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was</font> expected<font color="#CCCCCC"> to act subservient towards</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Jonathon until they got legally married</font> since he was the<font color="#E5E5E5"> father of her child God</font> it sounds<font color="#E5E5E5"> so crazy saying it now but</font> then<font color="#E5E5E5"> we were convinced that she's</font> deserved all of this nonsense<font color="#CCCCCC"> things</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">escalated to the point where we had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> get rid<font color="#CCCCCC"> of all the alcohol in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> house</font> because sometimes we'd fight her trying <font color="#E5E5E5">to chug an entire bottle</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of wine so she</font> could<font color="#E5E5E5"> end the baby she would do crazy</font> things like<font color="#E5E5E5"> hit herself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the stomach I</font> mean it was downright scary<font color="#E5E5E5"> and that's</font> where you come into the whole<font color="#E5E5E5"> story</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Jonathan as crazy as it sounds didn't</font> attack you and your friends because he was upset with<font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no he did it to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> prove</font> a point <font color="#CCCCCC">to Winnie Winnie and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Jonathan got into a</font> fight she refused<font color="#E5E5E5"> to act submissive towards</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> because she rightfully felt it was</font> undeserved<font color="#E5E5E5"> when news of what happened</font> broke out<font color="#E5E5E5"> between you and her friend</font> when he<font color="#E5E5E5"> realized that he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> take</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down</font> a<font color="#CCCCCC"> guy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> who's six foot two with that much</font> ease that she<font color="#E5E5E5"> basically was living at</font> his mercy when he apologized to<font color="#E5E5E5"> Jonathan but I'm</font> sorry wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> enough no he wanted more he</font> wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to make sure his little</font> soon-to-be wife wouldn't rebel again and what could<font color="#E5E5E5"> be better</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> than</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ruining her</font> friendship<font color="#CCCCCC"> with the one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> person</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the</font> world<font color="#E5E5E5"> who maybe just maybe could</font> understand the pain she was<font color="#E5E5E5"> going</font> through<font color="#E5E5E5"> because our dad is or was an</font> elder he had basically<font color="#E5E5E5"> everyone's</font> contact info<font color="#E5E5E5"> on his phones who was easy</font> enough<font color="#CCCCCC"> for winning</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">send him all of your friends numbers</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">jonathan threatened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when he's saying</font> that if she<font color="#CCCCCC"> didn't send him those</font> numbers he would do the same<font color="#CCCCCC"> thing to</font> you as he did to her saying<font color="#E5E5E5"> that was</font> enough<font color="#CCCCCC"> to make</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her give in so that's why</font> they're parked the car we<font color="#E5E5E5"> were directly</font> outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> of a local playground and looked</font> at me I didn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> realize up until that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">moment I had tears streaming</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down my</font> eyes like<font color="#E5E5E5"> waterfalls he leaned over</font> kissed my forehead<font color="#E5E5E5"> and held me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in a</font> tight embrace<font color="#E5E5E5"> while whispering I'm so</font> sorry little<font color="#E5E5E5"> sis by then I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sobbing I</font> haven't seen heard<font color="#E5E5E5"> anything regarding</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Eric Carter ever since we last saw each</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">other in April</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when we shared our final</font> conversation<font color="#E5E5E5"> five months ago he was 21</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">years old although I think</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his birthday</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">passed just recently</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Eric revealed he</font> renounced his<font color="#E5E5E5"> faith shortly after</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Jonathan confessed to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all of this and</font> received little<font color="#CCCCCC"> to no punishment a</font> couple of days<font color="#CCCCCC"> prior before dropping me</font> off at<font color="#CCCCCC"> my house he also admitted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that's</font> as selfish as it may seem<font color="#E5E5E5"> he planned to</font> start life anew so as to forget<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> tragic story of<font color="#E5E5E5"> his sister Winnie Carter</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">meanwhile brother and sister Carter have</font> dedicated<font color="#E5E5E5"> their entire lives serving</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> church<font color="#E5E5E5"> and from what I understand even</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">now believe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that all of which that</font> happened was no way Jonathan<font color="#E5E5E5"> or the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">elders fault</font> but rather<font color="#E5E5E5"> Winnie's completely to this</font> day<font color="#E5E5E5"> I deeply regret my last words</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> Winnie Carter being what<font color="#CCCCCC"> they were and</font> every so often<font color="#CCCCCC"> I can't help</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but feel my</font> saying<font color="#E5E5E5"> that was what led her to resort</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to such drastic actions whether she had</font> ended her own life or ran away to live life anew similar to her brother<font color="#CCCCCC"> and to</font> this day I cannot fathom how Jonathan <font color="#E5E5E5">someone who had spent his entire life</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">studying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the Bible and being taught how</font> to be<font color="#E5E5E5"> respectful to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his brothers</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> sisters<font color="#E5E5E5"> could bring himself to do</font> something so absolutely wretched<font color="#CCCCCC"> - not</font> one not two but seven<font color="#E5E5E5"> innocent girls</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">which at this point I'd</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> rather</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">discuss I'm also confused about why</font> Jonathan would lie about<font color="#E5E5E5"> something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so</font> little<font color="#E5E5E5"> and meaningless like going to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Delaware in the beginning of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> September</font> when<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had already taken</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the vacation</font> in June I will<font color="#CCCCCC"> never comprehend why the</font> elders of this particular<font color="#CCCCCC"> Church</font> defended<font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> we'll excuse for a human<font color="#CCCCCC"> being when he</font> did<font color="#E5E5E5"> terrible things to a defenseless</font> minor assault at a high school<font color="#CCCCCC"> are</font> trying to protect his girlfriend<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">obtain pictures from a naive girl who</font> wanted nothing<font color="#E5E5E5"> more than to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be loved in</font> addition I will<font color="#CCCCCC"> always be at a loss of</font> words when I think about<font color="#CCCCCC"> the couple</font> dozens of brothers and<font color="#CCCCCC"> sisters in the</font> congregation who have pictures of<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as</font> a<font color="#CCCCCC"> miner on their</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> handheld devices and</font> still<font color="#E5E5E5"> refuse</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to report to the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">authorities merely because of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> elders</font> commands<font color="#CCCCCC"> I truly believe that the fact</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Jonathan is somewhere roaming around our</font> state deceiving young girls and<font color="#E5E5E5"> being</font> defended by<font color="#E5E5E5"> several church leaders is a</font> crime on its own which is<font color="#E5E5E5"> exactly why as</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> next week</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that will</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be pressing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">charges</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Jonathan you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> are a despicable</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">creature the devil incarnate himself and</font> you're<font color="#E5E5E5"> quite fortunate you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were away</font> during<font color="#E5E5E5"> the time of Winnie's</font> disappearance<font color="#E5E5E5"> before you ask</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm not</font> pressing charges<font color="#E5E5E5"> so as to prove myself</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to the world</font> and seek justice<font color="#E5E5E5"> on my own terms I'm</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pressing charges so as to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> become the</font> voice of<font color="#E5E5E5"> seven girls who have mentally</font> and physically damaged<font color="#E5E5E5"> but more</font> specifically the voice of my best friend Winnie Carter you stole someone I love more than<font color="#E5E5E5"> anything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the world</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sister my best friend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and for that I</font> hope<font color="#CCCCCC"> that your future</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> entails only</font> darkness<font color="#CCCCCC"> and misery</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and for Winnie</font> Carter<font color="#E5E5E5"> if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you're somewhere out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wherever you are please know that I'm</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sorry</font> I'm sorry that someone as beautiful<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> precious<font color="#E5E5E5"> as you had to experience</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> downright horrific and that</font> you had to<font color="#E5E5E5"> experience it all alone I'm</font> sorry about what<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> last words do you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">learn I hope one day I can make it up to</font> you with<font color="#CCCCCC"> a nice</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> coffee date at Starbucks</font> just<font color="#E5E5E5"> like we used to do every weekend</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Winnie</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I love you and if you ever</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> see</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this one day please know that none of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this was your</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fault</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you Winnie Carter are not the monster</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they say you are sincerely your best</font> friend forever<font color="#E5E5E5"> and always my family has</font> always<font color="#E5E5E5"> been spiritual and I was raised</font> as much that<font color="#E5E5E5"> was more or less always</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">aware</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the paranormal I have strong</font> reasons<font color="#E5E5E5"> to believe that a spirit has</font> been following<font color="#CCCCCC"> me around throughout my</font> lifetime<font color="#CCCCCC"> perhaps it's just a guardian</font> angel<font color="#E5E5E5"> since I'm just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as religious as I</font> am spiritual for some extra context<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was born and raised on<font color="#E5E5E5"> a little island</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the Mediterranean</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Sea southern Europe</font> called Cyprus<font color="#CCCCCC"> I've always</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> moved</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around a lot</font> with my<font color="#E5E5E5"> single mother and my brother in</font> pursuit of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> perfect home I've lived</font> at three homes<font color="#CCCCCC"> in and near the capital</font> of Cyprus<font color="#E5E5E5"> two homes at a coastal city</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and I've even</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> moved out of Cyprus all</font> the way to Sweden five years ago and <font color="#E5E5E5">moved into two different homes during</font> that five-year period<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm currently a</font> high school graduate with a job only <font color="#E5E5E5">enough to sustain a casual cannabis use</font> the earliest encounter with the paranormal that I can recall occurred when I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> five years of age we lived in</font> a<font color="#E5E5E5"> run-down apartment which is now at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> very<font color="#CCCCCC"> least 30 to 40 years old</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> smack in</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> centre of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Cyprus so chances are</font> things went down there perhaps someone died<font color="#CCCCCC"> and that's the spirit I witnessed</font> when<font color="#E5E5E5"> you enter the apartment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> here in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">living room my room is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the first room to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the rights once you take a left</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> turning</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the living room into the hall if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">goes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> straight instead</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there's the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">restroom once you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> passed the kitchen</font> which is the first door to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the left and</font> my mother's room<font color="#E5E5E5"> which is the second to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the right most</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> information</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font> essential<font color="#CCCCCC"> as it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> explains the mindset one</font> may have<font color="#E5E5E5"> when there are three long paths</font> in every<font color="#E5E5E5"> direction as soon as you leave</font> your<font color="#E5E5E5"> room so keep that in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mind I</font> remember I had<font color="#CCCCCC"> this stuffed gorilla at</font> the top of my<font color="#E5E5E5"> bookshop which I would</font> wake up<font color="#CCCCCC"> every</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now and then and then</font> start crying because I was<font color="#CCCCCC"> in a dark</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">room with a massive gorilla staring me</font> down<font color="#E5E5E5"> you'll realize the irony later on</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> basically I remember waking up</font> probably<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the thought of said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> gorilla</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and walking towards my mom's room out of</font> desperation<font color="#E5E5E5"> for some security but to do</font> so I had to<font color="#E5E5E5"> enter the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hall and once I</font> did<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">an urge to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> look towards</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the living room</font> which was the<font color="#CCCCCC"> opposite direction</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from my</font> mom's room just<font color="#E5E5E5"> to make sure</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> messed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font> monster and doesn't come from behind me <font color="#E5E5E5">and call me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to death</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> which is when I saw</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> spirit it was big maybe I was just</font> young and experienced it as out of proportion but if<font color="#CCCCCC"> I go by the image I</font> have engraved in my mind<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd say it's at</font> least<font color="#CCCCCC"> six feet tall reaper like and keep</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that in mind as well for the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> other</font> experiences<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was staring right</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">or rather right through me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font> nothing but emptiness <font color="#E5E5E5">it says if though it expected me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to come</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the room at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that very moment like</font> it was waiting<font color="#E5E5E5"> I unfortunately don't</font> remember what<font color="#E5E5E5"> happened after and if you</font> have theories by all means please enlighten<font color="#E5E5E5"> me nothing paranormal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I can</font> recall<font color="#CCCCCC"> occurred between</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and the</font> next paranormal occurrence but<font color="#E5E5E5"> we didn't</font> move twice<font color="#E5E5E5"> until we settled at home we</font> finally purchased instead of<font color="#E5E5E5"> Brent and</font> expecting<font color="#CCCCCC"> that to be our final</font> destination<font color="#E5E5E5"> we live there for four</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> years</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and actually quite a lot happened</font> throughout those years<font color="#CCCCCC"> I have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> probably</font> experienced more paranormal activities <font color="#E5E5E5">during these four years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> than the rest of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the 14 years combined</font> both before and after that<font color="#E5E5E5"> four year</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">period</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our new home which we moved to</font> when I was about<font color="#E5E5E5"> nine years old was much</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">more straightforward</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you could see the</font> door to every room in the home as you walk through the<font color="#CCCCCC"> front door which brings</font> you again<font color="#E5E5E5"> directly into the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> living room</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a common</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> structure for every home in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Cyprus which isn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the case in Sweden</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">two steps in and you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> find the sliding</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">door to the right leading into the</font> kitchen<font color="#E5E5E5"> another two steps and there's a</font> washing machine<font color="#CCCCCC"> to the left</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to keep in</font> mind for later<font color="#E5E5E5"> experience and a door to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the right for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> restroom another three</font> steps and there's the bathroom<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the</font> right in<font color="#E5E5E5"> my brother's room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the left</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">another step in you reached the end of</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> rather long hall which has my room</font> to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> left and my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mum's to the right I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 12 when I found myself sick</font> one day<font color="#CCCCCC"> and to make sure</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that my mom can</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">help me if need be</font> I slept in her<font color="#CCCCCC"> room that night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> implies that<font color="#E5E5E5"> there were no night lights</font> on the only<font color="#E5E5E5"> lights illuminating</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our</font> apartment at<font color="#CCCCCC"> the time was the street</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lights which barely shone into our</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">second-floor</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> apartment</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I needed to go take a leak and so I did</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I turned the lights off to turn</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lights off though it was the scariest</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thing that could ever have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happened</font> since I always<font color="#E5E5E5"> had to look towards the</font> living<font color="#E5E5E5"> room in order</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> see the switch</font> light as I turned the lights<font color="#E5E5E5"> off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something I can only describe as the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">same exact spirit I witnessed seven</font> years prior<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only this time</font> it wasn't staring at me it was moving<font color="#E5E5E5"> it came from the living</font> room like<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hovering Reaper but without</font> his sight<font color="#CCCCCC"> than went straight through the</font> wall separating<font color="#CCCCCC"> the kitchen from the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">living room I was terrified scared out</font> of my mind<font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I dipped</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I booked it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">five thousand I could hear no car nearby</font> which I would<font color="#E5E5E5"> have if there was one as I</font> always<font color="#E5E5E5"> hear them so there couldn't have</font> been headlights given the<font color="#E5E5E5"> illusion of</font> what I saw<font color="#E5E5E5"> even if there was a car due</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to the roads</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> angle the headlights</font> wouldn't have been capable<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> reaching</font> all the<font color="#CCCCCC"> way to where I saw the entity I</font> discussed<font color="#E5E5E5"> this with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my mom the day after</font> and she claimed that<font color="#E5E5E5"> when you're sick</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you're at the border between the dead</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> the living which makes it more</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">likely</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for you to experience the</font> paranormal growing up at<font color="#E5E5E5"> that home I</font> spent a lot<font color="#CCCCCC"> of time outside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the house we</font> purchased was in a<font color="#E5E5E5"> brand new</font> neighborhood and<font color="#E5E5E5"> everyone who lived</font> there was the first<font color="#E5E5E5"> to do so families</font> with children are the ones<font color="#E5E5E5"> who are most</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">likely to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> move into a new home which is</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">why I had so many friends</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there we would</font> stay outside for hours on<font color="#E5E5E5"> end and come</font> up with<font color="#E5E5E5"> fun</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stuff to do since we lived a</font> bit<font color="#CCCCCC"> outside the city our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> neighborhood</font> was surrounded by<font color="#E5E5E5"> fields which</font> cultivated wheat and corn so there were hay bales<font color="#E5E5E5"> stacked just over 50</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> metres</font> roughly 160 feet<font color="#E5E5E5"> away from one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">corners</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the neighborhood we used to</font> play at those hay bales a lot but when the Sun went<font color="#E5E5E5"> down we didn't dare set</font> foot there<font color="#CCCCCC"> as we would scare each</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other</font> off with stories about the<font color="#E5E5E5"> human bird as</font> it's called in<font color="#E5E5E5"> Greek which was just an</font> owl like bird but because none of<font color="#E5E5E5"> us was</font> aware of<font color="#CCCCCC"> that the name</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> alone was enough</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> scare us away from setting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> foot</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anywhere near that place</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one day when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> were playing<font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the side</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">neighborhood me and my friend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> decided</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> just sit and<font color="#E5E5E5"> admire the beauty of our</font> local<font color="#E5E5E5"> nature when we saw something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> look like a man standing on the<font color="#CCCCCC"> bales</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> staring</font> right at us <font color="#CCCCCC">I didn't make the connection until now</font> but it looked just<font color="#E5E5E5"> like the Reaper I saw</font> multiple<font color="#E5E5E5"> times in the past</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">time you can make out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> arms my friend</font> and I decided<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go tell the others but</font> in that<font color="#CCCCCC"> split-second</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of us turning</font> around<font color="#CCCCCC"> the creature had disappeared</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> why</font> is that<font color="#E5E5E5"> thing following me why me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what</font> does<font color="#CCCCCC"> it want many creepy things happen</font> at that<font color="#E5E5E5"> time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> life and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I just can't</font> understand<font color="#CCCCCC"> why a year later I moved to</font> Sweden<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I still visited Cyprus every</font> summer as we kept the apartment and it <font color="#E5E5E5">was a nice place to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> visit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> during the</font> summer we had two cats which I forgot<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">mention</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> during the summer my grandmother</font> would take care<font color="#E5E5E5"> of them while</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> spend</font> time at<font color="#CCCCCC"> the apartment</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in Cyprus one day</font> while on vacation<font color="#E5E5E5"> there I was up late</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">had visited the restroom one last time</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before going to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sleep at around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 2 a.m.</font> when everyone was sleeping<font color="#CCCCCC"> I came out of</font> this restroom<font color="#E5E5E5"> right in front</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> washing machine that<font color="#CCCCCC"> was a creature or</font> staring right at me<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was like a cat</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">only our cats were in Sweden at the time</font> so<font color="#CCCCCC"> it couldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been that it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pitch black</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> even though there was light</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">coming from the room and should have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">illuminated the thing but it didn't a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">pitch-black</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cat-like creature with two</font> bright glowing reddish eyes staring right at me<font color="#CCCCCC"> as if frozen in time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> didn't make<font color="#E5E5E5"> a single move</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">terrified and had sped walk up to my</font> room<font color="#CCCCCC"> I just assumed it was the laundry</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">basket</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> since it was in front</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> washing machine<font color="#CCCCCC"> and although I couldn't</font> justify the eyes<font color="#E5E5E5"> I just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> assumed I</font> imagined it when I woke up the next <font color="#CCCCCC">morning I realized</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that I was the first</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> have woken up and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I walked out</font> of my<font color="#E5E5E5"> room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the laundry basket wasn't</font> there but since I was the first to<font color="#CCCCCC"> have</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">woken up my mother couldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have moved</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it in the case</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that the creature was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">indeed just an illusion</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> caused by the</font> darkness combined with the<font color="#E5E5E5"> laundry</font> basket<font color="#CCCCCC"> I really</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> loved</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that place but I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">can't look at it the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> same way after</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that it haunts me to this day</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">minor creepy things happened even in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">broad daylight that same summer while</font> sitting<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the kitchen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> doing absolutely</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nothing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and the deafening silence of a</font> hot summer where everyone is at home hiding<font color="#CCCCCC"> from the scorching</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sunlight</font> I heard the noise<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> metal trash can</font> makes when the lid it's closed<font color="#CCCCCC"> for the last time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what is</font> going on<font color="#E5E5E5"> why am i experiencing all of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this it really makes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no sense to me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">someone please explain even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> next-door</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">neighbor has stories to tell me but</font> those are stories<font color="#CCCCCC"> for another time for</font> those<font color="#E5E5E5"> who are curious it's stories that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">revolve around being possessed seeing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">really messed-up dreams vigorous shaking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">right before sleep as well as seeing</font> silhouettes standing at the corner<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his bed staring at him he even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> about this<font color="#E5E5E5"> one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was the</font> middle<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the night he was under his</font> blanket out<font color="#E5E5E5"> of fear</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shadows</font> staring at him<font color="#E5E5E5"> he had just a little</font> opening at the<font color="#E5E5E5"> side so he wouldn't</font> suffocate under the blanket thinking the shadows wouldn't really<font color="#E5E5E5"> get up in his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">space when what seemed like a man bent</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">over as if to peek at my friend for a</font> split second<font color="#CCCCCC"> then went upright again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">kind of like in the movies when there's</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">gunfire and you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> want to peek for a split</font> second but don't want to risk<font color="#E5E5E5"> your life</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">by looking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for too long when he told me</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> stuff I just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> freaked out his mother</font> made him<font color="#E5E5E5"> read some verses</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the Bible</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">as she noticed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> how he was getting more</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> more</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> aggressive with her he told me</font> he enjoyed making<font color="#E5E5E5"> her cry or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as he put</font> it using a<font color="#CCCCCC"> cyprus expression it was my</font> life to make her miserable<font color="#E5E5E5"> reading those</font> religious verses he said it's as if though he forgot how to read the words were distorted and he couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> make out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">what it said all he could make out was</font> Satan so he read<font color="#CCCCCC"> that his mom didn't</font> waste a second and purify the house with a religious ritual<font color="#CCCCCC"> one made an</font> appointment with a priest she knew when they visited<font color="#E5E5E5"> the priest my priest was</font> rebaptised in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> priest used an</font> extensive blessed palm oil<font color="#E5E5E5"> the priest</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">kept for his son that's he applied on my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">friend's chest in a cross shape and the</font> palm oil turned his skin red as if burning the devil out of<font color="#CCCCCC"> him</font> he hasn't experienced<font color="#CCCCCC"> anything since</font> which makes me really<font color="#CCCCCC"> happy for him as</font> he really<font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> deserve any of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it there</font> are many stories<font color="#E5E5E5"> to tell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> those</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> are</font> for<font color="#CCCCCC"> another time</font> [Music] my space<font color="#CCCCCC"> good old</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my space</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 16</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">always on they're doing teenage stuff</font> making my layout changing my music <font color="#E5E5E5">talking with friends this one kid would</font> keep messaging me I would reply sometimes typical hello what's up kind <font color="#E5E5E5">of thing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought nothing of it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one day</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my friend Hannah were walking</font> around<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> city as per usual</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we stopped</font> in this<font color="#E5E5E5"> complex building that is near my</font> house just<font color="#E5E5E5"> to take a break it was about</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">10:00 p.m.</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I had to be home by 11:00</font> we were sitting on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the stairs when some</font> guy came up<font color="#CCCCCC"> behind us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> said to Hannah</font> give a lighter<font color="#E5E5E5"> she says no he walks away</font> in about<font color="#E5E5E5"> 15 minutes he came back and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stood behind me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I see in my peripheral a</font> hand movement<font color="#E5E5E5"> happening so I turned a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">little more and saw his hand of his</font> pants<font color="#E5E5E5"> moving up and down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> while facing me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my heart instantly went into my stomach</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I wrote</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on my phone in the text to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Hannah and said I think he's touching</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">himself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we felt stuck he sat down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> next</font> to Hannah<font color="#E5E5E5"> so close he was touching her</font> arm<font color="#CCCCCC"> I pretended to be on the phone so</font> maybe he would leave he looks at the hand and goes<font color="#E5E5E5"> is her name</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Nadia</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not my</font> real name<font color="#CCCCCC"> but you get it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Hannah was instantly scared and blurted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">out to ask yourself but and I was still</font> pretending to be on the phone<font color="#E5E5E5"> about five</font> minutes<font color="#E5E5E5"> later the security guard walked</font> around and said hello to us<font color="#CCCCCC"> and talked</font> to the kid we'll call him Antonio what's up Antonio hanging out with the<font color="#E5E5E5"> ladies</font> tonight I knew help had to be written<font color="#E5E5E5"> all over</font> my face<font color="#CCCCCC"> why can't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he see it then he says</font> well if I hear two white girls go missing<font color="#CCCCCC"> I know who to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> call at this point</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> felt more sick than</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I already</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> did he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">leaves and yet Hannah and I are still</font> feeling stuck a few minutes later his <font color="#E5E5E5">friends come along and go want to come</font> inside<font color="#CCCCCC"> I finally have enough energy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> say no I<font color="#E5E5E5"> have to go meet up with my</font> cousin<font color="#CCCCCC"> we start to get up in Antonia's</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">friend's stands in front</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of me and says</font> come<font color="#E5E5E5"> on just for a little bit I said no</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and Hannah start walking towards the</font> exit my house is up the<font color="#E5E5E5"> hill</font> they start following<font color="#E5E5E5"> us we get inside</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the tunnel and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Anna says to take</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> off</font> your shoes<font color="#CCCCCC"> so we can run we don't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> want</font> them hearing where we go<font color="#E5E5E5"> so there we are</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">barefoot running like our lives</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> depended</font> on<font color="#E5E5E5"> it we get on in my street ramp to my</font> house<font color="#E5E5E5"> go into the back hallway and it</font> was so quiet<font color="#CCCCCC"> all I heard was myself</font> trying to catch my breath<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I heard my</font> heart<font color="#E5E5E5"> beating in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ears</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Hannah scared just hiding</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> behind a wall</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">staring at the glass door waiting to see</font> someone<font color="#CCCCCC"> pop-up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we eventually calmed each</font> other down<font color="#E5E5E5"> thought everything was over</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">until the next morning when I logged</font> into my space<font color="#E5E5E5"> and had a message</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from him</font> saying<font color="#E5E5E5"> I know what house you live in</font> with my street name<font color="#CCCCCC"> I blocked him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> never<font color="#CCCCCC"> walked past</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that complex again a</font> few<font color="#E5E5E5"> weeks later I found out that he was</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> jail and from what I know now at 25</font> years old<font color="#E5E5E5"> he's still in jail</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I can only</font> imagine what<font color="#E5E5E5"> he did but I hope I never</font> run<font color="#CCCCCC"> into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him again</font> [Music] <font color="#CCCCCC">I have lived</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the same duplex with my</font> mom for<font color="#CCCCCC"> almost</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 11 years as a small</font> two-bedroom that mirrors connected by the garage to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> other unit though we</font> had lived there for a long<font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">almost seemed new people were moving in</font> and out almost<font color="#E5E5E5"> yearly some people were</font> friendly<font color="#CCCCCC"> and wanted to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hang out with us</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in someone had to keep to themselves the</font> story is about a couple that fit the ladder<font color="#E5E5E5"> we hardly ever saw either of them</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> knew next to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nothing I knew she was</font> much younger than him<font color="#E5E5E5"> by the looks of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">things when seeing them coming home or</font> leaving<font color="#E5E5E5"> the house I knew they had dogs</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">seeing toys and hearing a bark every</font> once in a while<font color="#E5E5E5"> but never seeing them</font> outside<font color="#CCCCCC"> and we knew they shopped at the</font> same stores at us running<font color="#E5E5E5"> into the wife</font> once and her telling us she knew us<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> was long and short of it we never</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">heard a peep that was until I had a</font> friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> over playing games in the living</font> room<font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> heard</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it first and we paused</font> her game wondering what the strange noise was but it was quiet again<font color="#E5E5E5"> once</font> the game began again I heard it a scream <font color="#E5E5E5">we paused and for a moment we thought of</font> playing<font color="#E5E5E5"> it off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I shared a fence with an</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">elementary school when kids screamed all</font> day long while<font color="#E5E5E5"> playing but then it was</font> louder<font color="#CCCCCC"> a woman was screaming</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> help</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> both ran to see what<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> outside</font> saw my neighbor<font color="#E5E5E5"> hanging out of her</font> bedroom window naked<font color="#E5E5E5"> screaming for help</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I told my</font> friend<font color="#CCCCCC"> to grab a blanket both</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because</font> she was naked and because she was <font color="#E5E5E5">dangling above rose bushes and I ran to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">try and catch her before I even made</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> their front door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a hand reached out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and pulled her back inside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I ran back to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> house and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> told my friend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to call</font> 9-1-1 while I woke my<font color="#E5E5E5"> mom who was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sleeping</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just home from work it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">deathly quiet as we waited</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for the</font> police<font color="#E5E5E5"> wondering what to do - 20</font> year-old girls wondering if they<font color="#E5E5E5"> should</font> storm the house we didn't because<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> wouldn't have been<font color="#E5E5E5"> smart luckily the</font> police came before the anxious energy <font color="#CCCCCC">and adrenaline made us do something</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dumb</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and took my friend and me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> four</font> statements<font color="#E5E5E5"> we watched my crazy eyed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">neighbor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be loaded into a police car</font> staring<font color="#E5E5E5"> daggers at us we asked about his</font> wife and we're told she was going<font color="#CCCCCC"> to be</font> taken<font color="#CCCCCC"> to the hospital I didn't see or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hear from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them for</font> couple of weeks<font color="#CCCCCC"> the dogs were still</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there and I would hear them</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> barking</font> wildly<font color="#E5E5E5"> whenever I got home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> work</font> finally a truck showed up<font color="#CCCCCC"> and all the</font> woman's things were packed up<font color="#E5E5E5"> and moved</font> our weirdo landlady<font color="#E5E5E5"> told my mother and</font> me sternly<font color="#CCCCCC"> that if the man ever came</font> back we<font color="#E5E5E5"> were to tell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> leave</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">call the cops if he refused</font> finally mom got more<font color="#E5E5E5"> details from the</font> landlady<font color="#E5E5E5"> he had been beating her for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sometimes it turns</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out silently next</font> door locking<font color="#E5E5E5"> her naked and with the dogs</font> in the extra room built in the garage <font color="#E5E5E5">that day he tried to choke</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her to death</font> after<font color="#E5E5E5"> she tried to escape he came by</font> once<font color="#E5E5E5"> wanting to get his things and then</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">locked myself in my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> house with the</font> lights<font color="#CCCCCC"> off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to keep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my puppy quiet</font> when he<font color="#E5E5E5"> pounded on the door angrily that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he was locked out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the other house</font> other neighbors<font color="#E5E5E5"> have come and gone since</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">then and I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even made friends with one</font> but I hated<font color="#E5E5E5"> going into that house</font> somehow walking<font color="#CCCCCC"> this familiar</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> mirrored halls and seeing<font color="#E5E5E5"> that spare</font> room<font color="#E5E5E5"> gave me the creeps</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I wish I could</font> have saved her that day<font color="#E5E5E5"> I wish I could</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">have saved her earlier</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I wish I could</font> meet her<font color="#CCCCCC"> again and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her how sorry I</font> am I<font color="#E5E5E5"> couldn't help more but more than</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I hope I never meet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> man again</font> [Music] <font color="#E5E5E5">I used to see dead people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they used to</font> stare at me until I blinked<font color="#E5E5E5"> not just</font> your typical<font color="#CCCCCC"> see-through spirits and</font> dated clothing but literal decomposing bodies<font color="#CCCCCC"> I recently thought about how</font> strange this recent experience was well outside the obvious<font color="#E5E5E5"> my family is gifted</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> seeing hearing and feeling the</font> paranormal some of us are<font color="#CCCCCC"> also gifted in</font> dreaming<font color="#CCCCCC"> things I can</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cover those in</font> later stories<font color="#CCCCCC"> I live with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">great-grandmother in a two apartment</font> building she owned<font color="#CCCCCC"> I hadn't had too many</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">terrifying experiences until after she</font> passed away<font color="#CCCCCC"> when we moved</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the first</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">floor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my sister and I shared a room with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a curtain covering the doorway I slept</font> on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> top bunk and she slept on the</font> bottom<font color="#CCCCCC"> I remember always being</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> afraid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> close my<font color="#CCCCCC"> eyes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when it was bedtime at</font> first I didn't know<font color="#E5E5E5"> why and I always</font> ended up<font color="#E5E5E5"> facing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the wall or covering my</font> face<font color="#CCCCCC"> with my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> blanket before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> long I would</font> wake up<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> facing the room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I remember</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thinking they know him awake now I can't</font> turn my<font color="#CCCCCC"> back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my heart would start racing</font> and there was a person standing by the doorway<font color="#E5E5E5"> not moving but staring right at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me one time I decided to sleep with my</font> head by the bedroom doorway<font color="#E5E5E5"> since they</font> never<font color="#E5E5E5"> walked past it maybe I wouldn't</font> see them anymore<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was so wrong</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I had</font> not taken<font color="#E5E5E5"> into consideration the body</font> length mirror<font color="#E5E5E5"> we had right across the</font> doorway<font color="#E5E5E5"> that showed the dark living room</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there one was standing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> by</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the doorway</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> this time it seemed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like he was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">walking into our bedroom yet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he only got</font> closer in the mirror he still never<font color="#E5E5E5"> took</font> his decaying eyes off of<font color="#E5E5E5"> me his dirty</font> blonde<font color="#E5E5E5"> hair</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was in patches</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dirt under</font> his nails<font color="#CCCCCC"> and bags under his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> eyes with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his skin pressed to his skull</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like it</font> was ripping<font color="#CCCCCC"> away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was frozen from what</font> seemed<font color="#CCCCCC"> like forever</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> until I blinked and</font> he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> gone from then</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> knowin I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> decided I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">needed to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sleep in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my sister's bed with</font> her she didn't see what I was seeing and <font color="#CCCCCC">I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't going to tell her either</font> after all I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> 12 and she was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> seven</font> they kept<font color="#E5E5E5"> coming closer and closer to</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> point where one was standing across</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from the bed so close that they could</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">touch the bunk bed with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her body if they</font> were alive<font color="#E5E5E5"> but this one didn't seem</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">no we were lying on the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bottom bunk I</font> didn't have eyes piercing my very being this time<font color="#E5E5E5"> they just stood there probably</font> looking at the empty<font color="#E5E5E5"> top bunk for me my</font> sister<font color="#CCCCCC"> felt claustrophobic sleeping by</font> the wall so<font color="#E5E5E5"> she slept on the outside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> held her every night when I would<font color="#E5E5E5"> wake</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and see them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or I would at least wrap</font> my legs around her<font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt as if though</font> they were trying<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> take her away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> wasn't only afraid<font color="#E5E5E5"> to sleep</font> I was afraid<font color="#E5E5E5"> to shower</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to close my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> eyes</font> when<font color="#E5E5E5"> I wash my hair</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and face so I tried</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never do it that first part</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> took</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> long time<font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this part shouldn't be as</font> long<font color="#CCCCCC"> six years</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> later</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and we moved out</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> I stopped</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> seeing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> them I forgot about</font> them<font color="#CCCCCC"> until last year when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was 28 when</font> I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> sleeping over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at a friend's</font> apartment<font color="#CCCCCC"> we were in her room so as not</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> disturb</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her roommates and she was</font> smoking<font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided to try it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> since I</font> trusted her<font color="#CCCCCC"> and we were just having fun</font> drinking<font color="#CCCCCC"> and watching Rocky Horror</font> before long she<font color="#CCCCCC"> fell asleep on the couch</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">across from me and I fell asleep half on</font> her bed and<font color="#CCCCCC"> half on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the floor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because</font> her bed was<font color="#CCCCCC"> on the floor</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I woke up my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">vision</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> blurred and I saw a horde of</font> decomposing<font color="#E5E5E5"> bodies standing across</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font> me pointing and twisting their figures <font color="#E5E5E5">about by her door they were inching</font> closer and<font color="#E5E5E5"> suddenly appeared to be</font> hovering<font color="#E5E5E5"> over me like they wanted to</font> grab me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I started panicking and crying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">trying to move my body but I couldn't</font> budge I<font color="#E5E5E5"> finally calmed myself down and</font> was able<font color="#CCCCCC"> to let out one forceful kick to</font> her leg<font color="#E5E5E5"> she automatically woke up I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">could move again and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they were gone I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">don't know why they came back or why</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> i</font> attracted whatever these kinds<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> spirits are but I think<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's just odd</font> that's<font color="#E5E5E5"> after 16 years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they appeared</font> again<font color="#E5E5E5"> they among other things made my</font> childhood<font color="#CCCCCC"> a nightmare I really hope I</font> don't experience anything like<font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> again [Music] thus event occurred a little over two <font color="#CCCCCC">years ago</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm from Texas but this happen</font> in Tennessee one summer I<font color="#CCCCCC"> took a road</font> trip<font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my friend for privacy reasons</font> we'll call her<font color="#E5E5E5"> Sarah I traveled with my</font> friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> Sarah and her family on the</font> second day of our trip Sarah's mom allowed Sarah and I to go<font color="#E5E5E5"> ziplining by</font> ourselves<font color="#CCCCCC"> so Sarah</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I arrived in the</font> place to<font color="#CCCCCC"> see a big group of people</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ranging from all ages ready to zipline</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> instructor's started lining us up</font> and dividing us into van numbers because our group<font color="#E5E5E5"> was so big</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we needed multiple</font> vans to take us to the campsite<font color="#E5E5E5"> where we</font> would be ziplining<font color="#CCCCCC"> while me and Sarah</font> were standing in<font color="#E5E5E5"> line</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we realized a man</font> in front<font color="#CCCCCC"> of us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to take a selfie</font> with this big camera he had his<font color="#E5E5E5"> hands so</font> high up that<font color="#E5E5E5"> me and her were in the</font> background<font color="#CCCCCC"> he realized us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> staring and</font> quickly turned around and smiled we all laughed about<font color="#CCCCCC"> it he started up a</font> conversation<font color="#E5E5E5"> with me and Sarah he</font> started asking where we were from <font color="#E5E5E5">considering we were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in a tourist area</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> point I had no weird feelings about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this guy I thought he was just being</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">friendly and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wanted to have small talk</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Sarah did most of the talking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> silently stood next to her<font color="#CCCCCC"> he started</font> telling<font color="#E5E5E5"> us stuff</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> toes who</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">is 22 years old and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> traveling we</font> thought this was<font color="#E5E5E5"> cool and was interested</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in what he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was saying</font> eventually the instructors had us get in <font color="#E5E5E5">the vans vans had about eight seats</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was first to get into the van and<font color="#CCCCCC"> then</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Sarah was after me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had realized that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there was a woman</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to get into the</font> van<font color="#E5E5E5"> but the camera guy quickly jumped in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">front of her and took the seat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">next to Sarah quickly there and filled</font> up in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> people leftover went to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">another one while in the van the camera</font> guy continued to talk to us at<font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">point I had a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> weird</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> feeling about him he</font> started<font color="#E5E5E5"> to ask us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> more detailed</font> questions<font color="#E5E5E5"> he asked us what her names</font> were I quickly told Sarah and had to tell him<font color="#E5E5E5"> our real names but she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> didn't</font> listen to me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and told</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our real name</font> I never told him mine on the trip to the site the camera guy contained to ask my friend more questions like what her Instagram and snapchat were sad me feeling weird<font color="#E5E5E5"> considering we had told</font> him our ages back at the<font color="#E5E5E5"> zipline</font> building <font color="#CCCCCC">we were 14</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and this made me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> feel off</font> considering<font color="#E5E5E5"> that he was 22</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he then</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">proceeded to ask</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Sara and I to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> take</font> pictures<font color="#CCCCCC"> with him I then told him no and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">held up my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hand to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> block the camera</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> tried telling her not to engage<font color="#E5E5E5"> with him</font> but<font color="#CCCCCC"> she thought everything was fine</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she did take pictures with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">eventually we reached the campsite and</font> everyone got<font color="#CCCCCC"> out the instructor then</font> began<font color="#E5E5E5"> telling us the rules and giving us</font> directions<font color="#E5E5E5"> as me and Sara moved to the</font> front<font color="#CCCCCC"> to hear better camera guy moved</font> slowly<font color="#E5E5E5"> behind us Sara finally caught on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to what I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> feeling which was</font> discomfort from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the sky so me and her</font> kept moving<font color="#CCCCCC"> around the group to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get away</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> kept following us</font> the instructors finally ended their talk <font color="#CCCCCC">and asked us who</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wanted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to go first I</font> volunteered first and then my friend Sara after<font color="#E5E5E5"> me we wanted to get away from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fast as we could but then he has</font> predicted went right after<font color="#E5E5E5"> us me and her</font> did the right thing<font color="#E5E5E5"> and told the</font> instructors that<font color="#CCCCCC"> he wouldn't stop</font> following<font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to talk to us</font> the instructors then held him up and <font color="#E5E5E5">allowed people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in front</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt</font> like I needed<font color="#CCCCCC"> to say something</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so he</font> would leave<font color="#CCCCCC"> us alone when he finally met</font> back up<font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> us I walk up to him and</font> said hey<font color="#CCCCCC"> so don't know what you're</font> trying<font color="#CCCCCC"> to do but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> can stop following</font> us<font color="#E5E5E5"> now I'm not trying to be rude or</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anything I'm just informing you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you're much older than us and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> know</font> our age<font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't think it's right so just</font> please stop<font color="#E5E5E5"> following us he then</font> proceeded to<font color="#CCCCCC"> throw his hands up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">defense and back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> away saying he didn't</font> mean<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but they 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Length: 86min 22sec (5182 seconds)
Published: Mon Sep 10 2018
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