we're talking about experiencing God in
prayer and you made a comment a little while earlier that one of the things you do
when you go before the Lord is you really just look at Jesus right... now, you've seen Jesus so do you call up that
memory is that what you mean? Do you ever picture Him? yeah you can... I've learned, thank
Jesus, just kind of the school of the spirit but there's been even a visions like I mentioned earlier true visions that you get taken into that
are not trance-like your conscience is often involved and so in my earlier years I would start
to slip into one of these spiritual experiences in my conscious would get so excited
I've actually lost some sometimes, I've gone
halfway in and then missed out because I got so anxious of what's next and then got so excited to be in a spiritual experience
and we don't realize how delicate the realm of the spirit is... no
flesh will enter it. The true deep realms of the spirit, the flesh does not dwell there...you start leaning
carnally in any form or fashion doubt, anxious, it will pull you down very quick I begin to learn...also hunger... what were
you saying I wanted to catch the the latter end of that, that I would, what I
could visually still picture from being in it it was branded in my eyes, I would sit in
prayer and meditate upon it and then it would open back into part B and you could slip back into it I would begin to learn really amazing dynamic with the Spirit I've learned...and it's sad to say the new ages light years ahead of us is the body of
Christ often when that's our realm, anything supernatural
is is you know inherently ours they missed
turned out for a dark purposes but a neither here nor there um but I would
say yet you can take past experiences or like I said, if you've not had any even just how you might imagine Jesus
and begin to dwell upon him you know and in specially being visually
wired how I hear really tends be a
gateway for me just to experience Him and forgive me for for saying things that seem really redundant, maybe elementary, but I'm
trying to help people who have real questions, when you say dwell upon what
does that mean yeah well, many different things like remember just well I won't go into that, but just yesterday I was taken into a different realm of seeing him just by vision and I could see reflection in his eyes, I won' t go into the meaning of it, but I went into a vision of Jesus's face... with
my intentions were just loving him because I love him so much you see I have heard his voice in so many
different topics meanings, and warnings, and corrections, and love, and whatever it may be but to me I've come to learn, I don't care what he wants to talk about I just love him,you know, and his
presence has become so so much everything to me in his voice
it's just it's hard to really put in human words but there is such a weight on it
man, there's such a jelling with him when he speaks, why I'm
kinda like any more, talk about whatever you want, you know of course I'll steward it and do my best to portray your word how you
want to use it for me but just speak just talk, "man I love you
so much" but yeah, to dwell upon him what I
do like I said earlier is you know, I'll typically just turn my
attention to him, sometimes it looks like seeing a facet of Jesus often it doesn't end up
how I intended like I was just saying this weekend I was just locked up in prayer, and I was just loving on Jesus and now to, I want to make sure there's so many different
facets of Jesus, you see in Revelation John falls as though dead, you know so
there's a glorified very sobering King who is full of authority, but yet John's got his head on his chest in in the Gospels, very
loving you know lover of our soul, so there's different
realms you can see him in for different purposes purposes and experiences but typically you know I'll just, Thanksgiving is
really really big...we enter his gates with Thanksgiving in our hearts you know I begin to just intertwine within each other seeing him thank him... just so thankful
for just him everything in life, whatever it may be
mostly he's the most "thing" I'm thankful for, so it's really
him, I can start going into the petty things of life things like the blessings, I appreciate
it, but I'm so thankful for him just him in my life, and his voice, his presence
is everything to me, he is life you know and so gratitude is massive I believe for entering into his presence
and voice, it really sets you up in a place humility which looks like need
dependency you know just realizing like I'm very
much helpless without you if you don't speak to me and guide me today,
I'd just assume to not go through it you know like Moses said, if your glory does not go
with us... and so to me what it looks like is seeing him some people may visually
be a bit hindered and that's okay I like a
said already pointed that out, I tend to see more but you can go off of unction, or sensation, or feeling meditation is massive in prayer, I think
we've also that's a lost art but internal dwelling upon, affections, and emotions,
thoughts are really really really big on triggering
experiencing God and his voice so seeing him, being thankful for him, I
need you come upon me, please speak I'm listening you know whatever it may be, and it really
attracts his presence and voice, you know well like I said, just the other day I wanted to encounter him on an intimate level cuz that's another thing I've
learned the bridal realm, there's something about it man as the bridegroom of Christ that's on an encounter level at least me personally, that I I don't
know that can be trumped He's king, He's savior, He's Lord, He's friend He's shepherd, but there's something to do
with the bride of Christ dwelling into the bridegroom, the bridal realm, the whole book is summed up at the in the spirit and the
bride say come and there's just encounters that blew me away with him in from that dynamic that's very dominant
actually not as men typically we can't we're relate to that often from a Solos Chrono mindset It's really astounding so I'm trying to
often experience him or pull from ones I may
be familiar with that often I'd say 9/10 percent of
the time direct somewhere else because I never know where He's gonna go and that happened this weekend, I saw a reflection in his eyes I'll just tell you, it's simple, but you
could see he was intently looking upon an axe at the root of a tree you could see it both eyes, the same picture He was very intently I could see it, i just
wanted to be with Jesus but then I caught, the vision got clearer and I
could see the reflection in his eyeballs and that's Matthew 3:10 I feel like the days we're in...it's very
you'll start seeing trees that aren't bearing fruit too good of fruit, hit the hay here shortly, time is short, the games are becoming over you know as for the Kingdom of God, it is very serious to Jesus right now the times we are in So are ministries start to, and I know that's a different direction but just so people know that too often his
agenda and where he wants to go with His voice may not be where you intend to start off, but just start off just focus upon Him
