What Paris Hilton's documentary reveals about society

everyone says i'm the original influencer but sometimes i feel like i helped create a monster something happened to my childhood that i've never talked about with anyone i still have nightmares about it i can't sleep why my mind won't stop moving i approached this documentary with a mindset that i will come on here and do a review of it so the whole documentary starts off with a quick recap of why she's famous for what she has done it paints her as this you know this persona that the entire world has known so far but the thing that got me the most was the song in the background like the first song that played in the background was just like honey by the jesus and mary chain and that song has this you know joy division manic pixie chick vibe to it and the entire soundtrack actually was carefully carefully selected and i put a lot of attention into songs that are being used let me just read you some of the lyrics don't mind if you're mean to everybody but me in fact i'd rather be hated together than love the part because if they had a heart they'd see that you're just hurt all sad and twisted inside and i think that is exactly who she is so kudos to the person selecting these songs i think they added a very nice layer to the entire documentary you would think that she was just born into acting and modeling was actually the opposite because her mom was born into modeling and acting so she wanted different life for her daughters and she wanted to raise them very strictly she aimed for her daughters to be perfect little figurines and obviously that comes from the way that she was raised i wasn't allowed to go out or go on dates or school dances my parents were so strict no dating no makeup know this know that everyone had late curfews no you had to be home early no no no no and then finally she was just like doing what i want so that's why she got sent away a lot as a kid because they were trying to correct her behavior there's all these places called emotional growth schools the guys that worked at the camp grabbed us and then we got back and they literally just beat the hell out of us you're sitting on a chair staring at a wall all day long i felt like a lot of the people who work there got off on torturing children and seeing them naked prescribe everyone all these pills i didn't know what they were giving me so eventually i found out a way to not take the pills i found a kleenex with all of the pills in it solitary confinement and nobody knew nobody knew what was happening in those camps and uh that's where all of her childhood trauma from the ages of like 14 to 18 is coming from from being in those places for so many years i always have this recurring nightmare i'm in bed and these two people come into my room i'm trying to just run i can't sleep why my mind won't stop moving and as a person who suffers from night terrors and sleep paralysis and insomnia it is always comforting to find another soul out there who gets it because it's not just you know oh you had a bad dream do you need a hug it's literally you know you're afraid to go to sleep sleep was supposed to be a place where you rest and you escape your mind but your mind won't let you escape she pretty much put her trauma her anger and her everything she went through into work the only thing that saved my sanity was thinking about what i wanted to do and who i wanted to become when i got out of there i was gonna do everything in my power to be so successful that my parents could never control me again and that she would say things to me after like i still have nightmares still in the middle of my night i feel like you know she would say that and i always take what people say with a grain of salt like i think yeah it did bother her but it was it was our way of saving you tell you she was put into solitary when you mean solitary what do you mean solitary confinement treating children like they're in a prison instead of a school are you serious she's never told me that that's the part that actually enraged me a lot because i absolutely hate when people down play night terrors they don't happen just here and there they are there every night even if you have one pleasant dream you will have two nightmares per night um i don't know how deep your memory goes but i can remember up to five dreams per night and most of them are nightmares so when people are like oh you know just drink some sleepy tea oh just you know take a pill or you know it's it doesn't [ __ ] work because it's it's it's just your mind but the reason why the world never knew any of this is because after she got out and she was 18 she made several bad decisions she started also dating a guy that ended up leaking a sex tape of hers it was my first real relationship 18 i was just so in love with him and i wanted to make him happy and i just remember him just pulling out the camera no one will ever see it if that happened today it would not be the same story at all but they made me the bad person like i did something bad in society i think we often talk about toxic relationships romantic relationships that leave you scarred that leave you traumatized that make you not trust people that make you want to stay alone but i don't think there's a lot of conversation on what parenting can do and i think it's even another level of trust issues that could come from that she never even got a chance all she knew is people being abusive towards her and pushing her away and locking her away and hiding her away so when she got out she was involved in so many toxic relationships and in a lot of relationships where people they just get so controlling and get so angry that they become physical how many five five guys i really appreciated the fact that the a good chunk of documentary was dedicated just towards bringing attention and starting conversation about all these different schools out there that parents send their kids to and nobody knows what's happening over there and kids are being abused and she brought in a bunch of people who went to school with her or other survivors who share their experience ever since i got kidnapped at 16 like a pin drops that i wake up this like hyper vigilance of like every situation and i think like i still take that with me and like work and stuff like that where i'm like scoping out like how do i get out of here like what's in the situation like i feel the exact same way about everything if you were to look and be like whoa paris has a lot of issues these issues aren't issues that you like decided to create one day and have and walk around in the world with you know what i mean this isn't your shame just the fact that you know celebrities we said that in another video already we hold them to these imaginary insane standards and we dehumanize them i had over 100 guys in los angeles all of them making a living of paris for a photograph at that time it could range between 50 000 up to a million dollars your celebrity your fault why did you go into acting why did you go into singing i mean you don't know trauma you don't know pain i know everybody's aware that like money doesn't bring you happiness yeah it makes your life a little bit easier but it doesn't shield you from being a human being it doesn't shield you from heartbreak it doesn't shield you from pain from sadness from loneliness it doesn't make you less human we don't even know what we're doing to people that we don't know and i think yeah on one hand the society did progress because if what happened to her when she was you know in her early 20s happened right now they would eat the dude alive they said that i raped her and she was incapacitated and you couldn't see the whites of her eyes and you know i have a full color version on trustfundgirls.com trustfundgirls.com you can see it was two people in love and joined so everybody has you know two people very much in love and having a good time but then on the other hand the society is declining a little bit because now nobody even wonders anymore about anybody not just celebrities random strangers online nobody takes time to think about what they're gonna say to somebody that they've never met and they don't know and it's the first interaction they will ever have and it makes it okay to just be an [ __ ] i really didn't think that you know paris hilton documentary will make my hamster spin faster than anything i have watched in the past week it just made me feel like i wasn't alone anymore i've worked so hard to build this brand and it's been all about this perfect happy life and that story was never part of this brand so yeah i wanted to come on here and analyze it and review it and you know wave my finger a little bit it doesn't take a lot to not be an [ __ ] and uh can we all just like collectively stop being so judgmental you got your own [ __ ] to take care of and you know that very well so that's my message for today i hope the audio was a little bit better let me know in the comments down below what you think on any of the topics that i have brought up and don't forget to subscribe to my other channel i do more lighthearted content on there this one is now more for like my thoughts and my train of thoughts which is obviously very great um yeah that'll be it don't forget to check out my merch go link in the description box support my channel and that'll be it stay awesome stay positive i love you all and i'll see you in the next video [Music] see you

Channel: Barbara4u2rlx

Views: 36,254

Rating: 4.8814816 out of 5

Keywords: paris hilton, documentary, this is paris, provo, school, teenager, camps, society, influencer, celebrity, original, instagram, celebs, money, truth

Id: j1fZ5VKq_5E

Length: 11min 44sec (704 seconds)

Published: Sun Sep 27 2020