The Death Of Josh Taylor: Argument Turns Fatal (True Crime Documentary) | Real Stories

[Music] they should be the most innocent members of society but children can be capable of the most horrific premeditated and violent murders i thought they are so sadistic what they do to my soul evil just pure evil what drives these children to kill strangers their family even their closest friends i have completely blocked him out of my life i've pretended like he has died along with ellie with access to police officers and their evidence [Music] charging a 16 year old with with with murder is heartbreaking because because they are children they are kids and the insight of a leading criminologist when you render your victim less human it's much easier for you to be able to attack and kill them we ask if they're victims of their environment or are they born evil what sort of person can do that we hear first-time testimony from the families of innocent victims the scumbags through and through and i hope they have a terrible time in jail which they should being child killers as they reveal the devastating impact of losing a loved one [Music] twenty minutes that role is okay um and um yeah and she died in my arms [Music] on monday the 7th of october 2019 in hinckley near leicester cctv captured 17 year old dylan west leaving his house he was on his way to confront one of his best friends 18 year old josh taylor he called him bonehead i've seen it all the videos plenty of times more than i've wanted to see her i've heard his voice the anger in his voice i'm gonna [ __ ] you up bonad like most teenage boys they often fall out but tonight this fight would end in tragedy it was shocking when i learned that the 17 year old had been accused of such an awful crime on the streets of an ordinary town it was about power about being in charge who was dominant in this relationship a witness filmed the confrontation and another saw everything from no more than 10 feet away one of the lads just turned round and got his fist out and he went like that straight into the other one's chest it wasn't just a punch because in dylan west's hand was a kitchen knife it pierced josh's heart and he was dead in minutes i can't forgive he he killed my best friend in cold blood there is no way that i will ever forgive him and the only way you can make this better is if you can bring josh back and nobody can so it's never going to get any better it's never going to get any better never for the family this tragedy is twice as sickening after the killer was acquitted of murder and sentenced to just eight years for manslaughter if it was an accident like drugs or car crash or it'd hurt himself people would be able to come to terms with that and accept that but because it was a it was it was no accident this was murder and we all know that he's got away with it josh taylor was a popular and active teenager much loved by his friends and adored by his little sister yeah we were really close i think that's what makes it harder because it's only one sibling it's such a special bond so it's like your other half is it's gone it's missing he was cheeky just so cheeky like smiling all the time he was so nice like most of the caring one of the most caring people i've ever met to be honest i'm not saying that just because he's my brother but he really was like when we were younger he'd always watch out for me always put his arms around me josh was born on the 3rd of march 2001. from a baby he was the best baby you know she could wish for he slept all through feeds brilliant a bit fussy with his meals but you know he was a baby he would be the best baby could wish for another word we noticed how good he was when lucy came along you see because she actually were a bit of a screamer lucy was just over a year younger than josh because he's the only thing i had like apart from my mom and dad he was just like more like my best mate as well like i felt like he was always there you know even though i'm more probably more spoiled than him he'd always never seen me without so caring and kind considerate and he didn't have a bad breath in his body honestly he didn't he was just he was great he couldn't wish for a bad brother josh had a passion for anything on wheels he'd always wanted to be a mechanic so i think he could have made something of himself eventually definitely he wasn't dumb he wasn't stupid you know josh and lucy grew up in a quiet leicestershire village but after their parents split up they moved to the town of hinckley to live with their mum hinckley is an ordinary town it doesn't really have that many issues that i'm aware of i cover the crown court for the whole of leicestershire and we don't get a lot of major cases from the hinckley area occasionally we do but it doesn't seem to be a major crime area it's an ordinary town and people just get on with their everyday lives there it used to be a hosiery market town and quite an unremarkable town really it's not a crime hotspot josh had never enjoyed school and moving to a new one only made matters worse we both moved to the jcc school in hinckley i don't think we liked it very well because we were just chucked in and it's like a big college you know and it's he didn't really like it so he left school just after he did his gcses he didn't really like to go so he used to skype off a lot i thought god kept me on this one because he's just like me and he he was he tried to be like me and i didn't want him to be like me i wanted to you know i didn't i'm a bit of a tear away at school and didn't do very well and come out with no qualification i didn't want that for him i wanted him to you know wanted him to knuckle down at school and you know get on in hinckley josh met other like-minded teenagers who also often skipped school he just doesn't like authority figures and he just found it boring same as most people you know i mean they they don't like school it's just something we have to do he was my best friend he was the closest thing i had to a brother if that makes sense like he was inseparable without him there was no me and vice versa in the friendship group that josh joined was 17 year old dylan west i met dylan when he was like 13 and it was the same again really we just clicked we played football and we just clipped you i mean and then he ended up being our friend he was in the friendship group and we all got along west grew up in a loving home with his mum but some that knew him thought west showed signs of being a more volatile character i don't know how to put it just feels like he's been drinking all the time or like on something all the time that's how it would be because like and you know when he's angry as well because his eyes would go really wide and you'd see like anger in his eyes and you'd think what's wrong with you what's anyone done to you as i thought he was a decent person you know i mean as i thought he was a good friend of mine but obviously what happens behind closed doors is a completely different story he told us basically that his mum said that a lot she was thinking about kicking him out because she couldn't control him and stuff like that so obviously the side was there it was just we never really thought about it and there was evidence of a more destructive temperament that would one day end in tragedy we had a big paddling pool up in the garden and obviously dylan west he said he claiming he was pissed off about something they've come into the garden through my back gate my brother's walked into the kitchen with his other friend and all of a sudden we can hear my mum and josh can hear water rushing everywhere and my mum looked out the window and seen a burn mark in the paddling pool so he's come in the garden and set fire to my paddling pool and then ran off just out of anger never ignore that part of the context that we're dealing with here is childish immaturity dylan west was known for engaging in sporadic acts of irrational violent often violent behavior he was showing off apparently he's always had this anger in them ever since he was young but why come into my house and and touch things that aren't yours and especially with only at the paddling pool like about a week you know it was just a bit you know you can tell you're not quite wired up right if you're doing something like that young men perform masculinity in ways that are often incredibly unhelpful and incredibly violent and that's what comes with maturity a way of being masculine without resorting to violence there was also volatility between josh and dylan west i think josh felt a little bit intimidated by him sometimes you know but then again dylan was jealous of josh you know he just got got the girls you know he he would upper body strength like i say he was strong you know he could do things that he couldn't but uh i think josh because i think josh sawyer was a bit of a nutter i think he knew you were a bit of a nutter you know but not dangerous enough that he's going to do something like that so he you know he thought it was mates teenage kicks for josh and west's group of friends usually involved drinking and making mischief so we have nowhere to go really so just get pissed in the park cause trouble i was normal teenagers day um a lot of smash bottles and be loud and stuff like that like cause disturbances start walking down the street or something being loud tipping bins over and yeah just stupid [ __ ] drugs also featured heavily with the group there were no angels i can tell you josh was no angel at all you know they'd do drugs you know i wouldn't say it was anything really really bad hard drugs i know they'd smoke weed and you know have beers down there and probably have a bit of cocaine if that's what they did on a weekend um they were all close though in october 2019 an apparently normal night of drinking and drug taking would end in tragedy the tragedy is that young men who fall out with each other need to save face and some immature young men or young men who are not thinking rationally try to save face by attacking the person who they believe has disrespected them and because of a stupid argument i left him and that i will always hold myself sort of responsible for what happened that night because i left him dylan did not like to be wrong he didn't like to be proved wrong he didn't like being told what to do you know and that's how it happened that night in 2017 sixteen-year-old josh taylor moved to hinckley leicestershire he was a popular teenager but one of the boys in his friendship group called dylan west hid a temper that would one day boil over and josh would pay with his life josh's life feels like he's had that for nothing and he's lived to the age of what 18 he's still a baby he's only just beginning his life is you know and it's just been snatched away from him [Music] to this group of lads the 6th of october 2019 was just like any other i'd message josh in the morning brought sound bro i'm coming down get the kettle on and uh yeah not every single day that i wasn't at work we'd be sat here having a cup of tea in the morning i'd wait for josh to have a shower and we'd go out go and meet dylan go meet kieran and go to the park through the day go play football and then i went home to go and get food and a shower and then they i didn't go back out until like 10 o'clock that night and then our josh messaged me saying i'll come out we've got a bottle the lads josh dylan west cameron and two others had managed to be served three bottles of vodka and headed to richmond park near josh's home richmond park's just down the road from here it's where they always go they went there every single day it's quite a big open space to be honest so they just you know they used to have a smoke down there and a drink down there and there's literally shops around the corner a big football court so they'd play football there a big green bench that they'd sit on you know and just listen to music they just chill out there that's what they do because there's no place for us to go you know i mean there's no that in the olden days used to be like a disco for a lot the older generation or something like that we don't have that you know i mean we don't we don't have it we we have a youth club up the road but it's it's not for us taste you know what i mean also where else are we gonna go simple as that basically we we go and get drunk because we have nothing else nothing better to do with our time so just like every other day the lads headed to the park with bottles of vodka but on this day things would turn out differently lucy was with them for the first part of the evening they've got a bottle vodka bottle of lemonade cups so we've gone around the park around the corner they've sat there listening to music for a bit everything's fine so by the time we've left there there must have been a drip left in the bottle i said it started spitting it's gotta be about half ten now i said come on josh you can walk me home now cause he's only around the corner so they've all walked me home up here to the end of my road says all right josh love you i'll see you later and he said love you bye-bye but ten minutes later josh came back home so he's come in and took his jumper in the washing machine and then he's obviously gone into the drawer and got the smallest knife out the collection to give to them to slashing tires because that's what they were doing so that's why josh had a knife in the first place because there was flashing tyres west was already carrying a knife but now josh also had one a fact that would have devastating consequences as he rejoined the group dylan west's violent side came to the surface and then we were walking back up to the park and uh then dylan has um put a knife straight through the tire of the car and then i've gone i've i lived not near where he did it so obviously i started going mad at him saying what are you doing that road i've i've gotta live on the street that's i've gotta walk up and down the street every day just trying to make us laugh and trying to show off and trying to be something he ain't really as most people are when they're drunk but in my eyes that's that's an idiotic move you know i mean that's that's a very stupid thing to do like you have to walk up and down the street as well to go to josh's to go to the departure i mean so it's just stupid in my eyes cameron confronted west and uh we've squared up and i had my i had my fist cleaned she had his face clean she was stepped in front of us and said cam go home it's not worth it he's drunk just go home so i did cameron took josh's advice and went home my last words to dylan was that you're a prick for doing what you did and i'm i'm angry with y'all just leave me alone and then i turned turn my back and walked home the rest of the group reached the park benches and continued to drink i know that three bottles had been purchased that evening they had consumed a vast amount and they were lagging about the atmosphere was perfectly okay things took a sinister turn however at some stage dylan west had borrowed josh's bluetooth speaker and then josh asked for it back which appeared according to the witnesses to um annoy dylan west a bit and he either threw it down or threw it towards him and as a result that was broken that might seem very insignificant but this was the key turning point in the events that evening josh was furious josh erupted angrily because his beloved speaker had been broken dylan appeared angry and stormed off josh went after him and a scuffle took place and at one point josh was on top of dylan west and one of the other boys pulled him away and that should have been the end of the matter west ran off towards this alleyway that led to a local supermarket near his home josh and the others chased him to the supermarket car park where west climbed up onto the roof of the petrol station it's called the fire engine boy [Music] oh [ __ ] oh my god dylan and at that point something strange happened because josh produced a small um pen knife or a small knife and said something about let's get him and one of the boys told him don't be stupid put that away west jumped and ran off as he fell he tore his jacket josh and the others sprinted after him but west made it safely to his home just a few hundred meters away so dylan went back home and he was there for under two minutes and he armed himself with two knives a small one and a large one and went back outside when west left his house he was caught on camera before moving on he stopped and adjusted his clothing but police believed he was doing something far more sinister dylan ducked down or was putting one of the knives the smaller knife in his sock at that point a further camera in the street then captured west as he continued and then other footage catches him storming down the street shouting loudly all the neighbors will have been woken up by this and he was shouting come on bonehead [Music] i've seen it all the videos plenty of times more than i've wanted to see it i've heard his voice the anger in his voice i'm gonna [ __ ] you up bonad that's what he called my brother bonad you know i'm gonna [ __ ] you up over and over and over again i can hear it in my head even when i close my eyes at night i can hear it i know he meant it he was out for blood that night and that's what he got west caught up with josh and the two other friends at the end of his road a parked up taxi driver saw what happened next yeah the it was approximately 12 30ish i think it was 12 30 12 40 when the lads walked past two of the lads were walking ahead and i don't know what they were they were talking loud i don't know if they were trying to annoy neighbours or annoy each other or whatever they were doing josh and west were arguing at the top of their voices but keeping their distance they had both been drinking heavily using cannabis and both had knives cannabis use especially cannabis abuse will increase your sense of paranoia paranoia is an irrational suspicion that someone is out to do harm to you and again therefore we can think about how paranoid the group dynamic became when people are fighting with one another when people are using violence to try and reestablish a sense of identity a personal identity within a group dynamic that paranoia is overladen in all the dynamics that we see that would lead to josh losing his life the argument alerted others on the street and an off-duty police officer started recording the scuffle on his phone what happened next would wreck a family send shock waves throughout the community and cause massive controversy in court no i've never seen anything like that before but it's common sense when somebody's on the floor and he's not moving and there's no blood pumping out when you're trying to pump his heart then you know it's not good news i wish i was there because i would just told him that how many people love him and that he's still loved in october 2019 18 year old josh taylor from hinckley leicestershire was out drinking with his mates late into the night one of the group seventeen-year-old dylan west was known for sporadic violent outbursts his mother had already said that she can't control him he got but like we we'd never seen that side of him we'd never seen the angry side of him [Music] after west had broken josh's bluetooth speaker they briefly fought then west ran home and armed himself with two kitchen knives of course friendships break down inevitably over time you fall out with your best friend but your best friend is someone with whom you share more intense moments of joy and pleasure it's the person you seek out to share an experience with and of course if that falls apart this is also the person you want to do the greatest amount of damage to because you've opened up to them in the past they know secrets that you might never have wanted to share with anyone else and so don't ignore the intensity of the relationship that's going on here and don't ignore the fact that when young men fall out with each other and try to regain a sense of face they might resort in extreme circumstances to killing one another as josh and two other friends walked towards dylan west's house they met him coming the other way dylan and josh were on opposite sides of the road shouting at each other they'd already passed a taxi driver parked up waiting for his next fare now they came back they're all walking towards me again and one of the lads was walking one side of the road the other lad was walking on the other side of the road but as they were getting closer and closer to me they were sort of vee in in onto me josh and dylan got closer and closer i was just minding my home business there sitting there waiting for the phone and then as they come towards me i it just come to my mind i can't turn around there's no not enough room here to turn around so i stayed there and then all i've seen was one of the lads his right fist come round and punched the other lad straight in the chest so as they come in front of the car and as the lead into in front of the car and they stood there one of the lads just turned round and got his fist out and he went like that straight into the other one's chest and that's all i saw a few doors down an off-duty police officer had been recording the unruly teenagers on his mobile phone so the police officer couldn't have realized what he was filming or about to film from his mobile phone that was the moment that dylan west stabbed joshua in the heart it was one single blow [Music] at this point joshua said what the [ __ ] bruv before he collapsed and fell to the floor and dylan west left his great mate bleeding to death in the road what appeared to be an innocent punch to the chest turned out to be much more deadly hidden up west's sleeve was one of his kitchen knives i did not see no knife no nothing and then the lad that got punched he started struggling to walk past my mini bus my vehicle and as i was looking at him through the driver's side mirror i just turned around and started looking it was walking and walking and walking and as i was walking you could see him going out of breath and then all of a sudden he just fell flat on his face behind the bus west ran josh's other friends froze i just drove 20 feet forward sort of thing dialed 999 and as i was talking to the police i just took a small drive around the block to go back to where it all happened it there was no other way off the estate anyway you know whichever way you go on that estate or off that estate there's one way in one way out another passing witness stopped their car and ran to help by the time i got back to the scene again there was a white mini parked on the opposite side of the road to where it happened and there was a young lad and he was giving cpr to the lad on the floor and uh he was on the phone with the ambulance telling them what he was doing and all the rest of it and i parked on the opposite side of the road as well where the white mini was as well and i walked over to see what the extent of the damage was all i seen was blood around his chest josh lay motionless his heart had been punctured and he was bleeding to death i realized when i seen the young lad giving him cpr the mid 20 year old like giving him the cpr that's where i realized to myself something's more serious than what i thought it was yeah but again because i didn't see no knife no nothing it didn't come to my mind how it happened josh taylor died on that spot in hinckley from a single stab wound that pissed his heart dylan west had disappeared police were on the scene quickly having identified the victim as josh taylor their next task was to inform the family the next minute i've got ding dong ding dong at the door at two in the morning telling me josh is dead and i'm saying you're lying because i was with him an hour ago two policemen just standing there trying to say that josh is dead and i'm saying no you lie him because i was only with him an hour ago i'd only felt like i'd been asleep for about 10 minutes you know thinking this can't be possible because i was with them lucy called cameron he sprinted round to josh and lucy's house to be confronted by a police officer a policewoman came up to me and said do you know why he did this to him so obviously we didn't know anything at this point so i said so you're telling me someone did this to him and she said i'm not allowed to tell you i was like well you practically have so i've come straight through the front door and i had to look everyone in their eyes and tell them that something that someone did this to josh and honestly it was the hardest moment of my life having to look his mum in the eyes and tell her that someone had murdered her son and it was horrible i will never ever ever forget that moment now i'm here and i'm now thinking about it because it hurts to this day because of like that was my that was my best friend that was my brother you know what i mean and i had to come and tell his family that what had happened to him and it was the hardest thing i've ever heard to do and i felt like i just wasn't a person anymore you know i felt like a part of me had died had gone it was missing and it's worse because i didn't know where josh was i didn't know where they're taking him you don't think anything's gonna be ever that bad you know you don't you know you don't even know you hear the words you'd never believe it you'd never believe it i just still don't believe it now police were hunting for dylan west he'd run back to his home seen and heard by many witnesses on his estate he washed the knife i think his mum already knew about this as well he washed the knife didn't wash all the blood off obviously went down his guard and jumped over his back fence down the alleyway at the back and someone was watching from the top window the whole time of him shoving it underneath her car the police would recover that knife and it took them only 10 minutes to find west back at his house where he was arrested he denied murder and continued to deny it all the way to court i've got a daughter to think of so i can't i can't leave her because you know when her mom and dad had gone when i'm gone and tyler was gone she's not got a brother now to to share that with you know that's all been stolen away from her you know it's ruined my daughter's life it's destroyed us it's destroyed our family it's destroying my mom and dad i couldn't sit into that courtroom when he was on the stand because i couldn't trust myself i'm not getting up and strangling him to death or poking his eyes out because that's what i would have done in the early hours of monday the 7th of october 2019 18 year old josh taylor from hinckley near leicester died of a single stab wound to the heart josh's killer was one of his best friends 17 year old dylan west within minutes of the attack he was arrested at home and charged with murder the next morning he appeared in court i first saw dylan west when he entered his play at the crown court the first impressions were he just looked like an ordinary young boy really and what on earth was he doing in this situation it didn't make sense for someone who looked like a an ordinary kid facing such a major charge because he was originally charged with murder and he pleaded not guilty to that the trial date was set for march 2020 josh's sister had the task of identifying her brother's body yeah it was a i say the hardest thing i've ever done in my life all i wanted to do really was just hold his hand and i couldn't even do that because second autopsy was on his hands so he had to wear thick gloves um he was a mess it was disgusting he made a mess of him big time yeah it was uh not nice to see but i'm glad i did no dad wants to see see the sun dead just knowing about it it's bad enough you know just knowing and every day you wake up and it's there every day you know he's gone you know he's gone and you just think what's the point what is the point anymore you know it's my purpose in life you know both of them are and half of it's gone and lucy would have to bury her brother horrendous horrendous was horrible especially because i had to do it all on my own as well because my mum she was in bits so she couldn't deal with that so it was like the flowers the coffin the the service card his clothes that he was wearing everything was done by me basically the where it was where the wake was the burial it was all done by me dylan west's murder trial was scheduled for march 2020 in the time that passed josh's family would have to cope as best they could sleepless you know emotions everywhere it's crazy because like i'm running them people that's always like oh i like to do my hair and makeup and ever since this has happened i've not been like that dillon west's trial began on the 11th of march 2020 at leicester crown court so there was a 17 year old boy in the dock at leicester crown court behind a very thick pane of glass which is completely separate from the rest of the court fenced off if you like and then his parents were in the public gallery joshua's family were there and it was just an air of terrible sadness and you knew that whatever the outcome there definitely weren't going to be any winners the prosecution were confident of gaining a conviction for murder but dylan west's defense would try their best to argue that this was all just a tragic accident i couldn't sit into that courtroom when he was on the stand because i couldn't trust myself i'm not getting up and strangling him to death or poking his eyes out because that's what i would have done i wanted to kill him i was going to kill him west's defence team claimed that the tears in his coat were not caused by jumping off the roof of the petrol station that night but that josh had tried to stab him he slipped and cut uh ripped his coat both sides at the back and on his cuffs and tried to say that my brother was trying to stab him in the back while running after him lies they told the jury that wes was in fear of his life and that he had come back out of his house to smoke a joint and chill out but he'd armed himself with two kitchen knives and was seen by witnesses charging down his street screaming at the top of his voice [Music] for dylan to say he was a scared man just taking um some knives in order to protect himself if he was to encounter an enraged josh it didn't make sense it didn't support the defense case when you could see him charging down the street shouting his head off shouting come on bonehead he was challenging him to a fight nothing could have been clearer the defense also claimed that josh had run onto west's knife and the stabbing was in self-defense a claim disputed by a key witness nobody ran to each other no they just walked normal walking shouting whatever they were shouting to each other and then when they got close to each other all that happened was one punch the way the lad punched his friend it it was meant to be it was so hard that it was meant to be i i don't think it was an accidental punch because it was so hard that even me sitting in the vehicle i felt it dylan said that josh appeared from around the corner and ran at him he claimed that josh was armed and in fear of his safety he had a fight or flight moment and he just hit out whilst holding the knife in his hand he never raised that knife to dylan he never touched in him with that knife i think he believes his own lies i do i think he believes that josh ran into that knife and he didn't i've seen it for myself you know he's i don't know if he does believe his own lies or he's tripping up on his lies or he's just trying to make more lies but everything he said on that stand was not true the jury were also told of dylan west's actions after the killing why did you get another night two knives dylan why did you hide the knife after dinner why did you wash the knife after dinner why did you get changed after dylan it was all about that and i feel like in court none of that was relevant the question for the jury to consider was whether or not west had intended to kill josh if he hadn't then they could only convict him of manslaughter so what did he intend he was angry in the moment this happened in the heat of the moment in drink it was something that should never have happened these were two friends it's an absolute tragedy [Music] and the jury must have found this a very difficult case indeed they did because on the 23rd of march 2020 they found west not guilty of murder and guilty only of manslaughter the family were devastated they were deeply distressed they were looking for a conviction to murder [Music] um but as far as the jury were concerned the evidence didn't stack up the crown prosecutors were even shocked by the verdict they were gobsmacked they were absolutely gobsmacked and they said i don't know what they're looking at i don't know what the jury is looking at she says i really don't know what they're looking at but it's obviously not what we're seeing because you know it's guilty of murder he was guilty of murder not manslaughter he's a murderer he's a murderer manslaughter means there wasn't a clear deliberate intent to kill but when you stick a knife into someone's chest what is it that you were intending to do are you intending that they get up and go home afterwards well joshua never got up and he just died where he fell more or less for the manslaughter of josh taylor west was sentenced to eight and a half years when west was sentenced for the manslaughter of josh the judge said this was an insignificant falling out over a trivial incident that seems to me to get things fundamentally wrong in trying to explain what happened here because this clearly wasn't a trivial incident and nor was the falling out insignificant in fact it seems to me to have been filled with meaning this is about two friends they had known each other for two years fundamentally falling out with one another it was about power about being in charge who was dominant in this relationship therefore this wasn't insignificant this was filled with meaning he did this he meaningful it was meaningful it was meaningful what he did he meant to take my song that night he meant to take his life that night during their deliberations one of the jury was sent home sick the remaining 11 delivered their manslaughter verdict by a majority of ten to one the family don't believe that justice has been done there are no winners two lives and two families have been devastated by this one of them is no longer with us and the other one is locked up with good behavior dylan west could be released from prison in four years i can't forgive he killed my best friend in cold blood there is no way that i will ever forgive him there is no way i will ever be able to look that guy in there that got dylan in the eye and ever ever call him an acquaintance a friend anything he's he meant it there's 100 percent he dementor there's no forgiveness there never will be not there this is my only son he's my only son and he's took him he took him away lucy tends her brother's grave every day when i'm 40 years old i'm always going to look and see my brother as an 18 year old boy and that scares me growing up without him and one day i'm going to lose my mum and dad and nothing to go through that on my own it really just scared me and i know he wouldn't want that for me either you know i'm going to remember him as he was as a kid for the rest of my life you know i'm never going to hear his voice change i'm never going to see him change i've never seen him grow up to be a man he's never going to give me grandkids you know just miss him every day i just miss him so much i've it's horrible the house feels dead without him you know it's it's not nice at all when i think about him i'm just feel sorry for him that he got to go through that alone because he didn't deserve that [Music] you

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