Tear stains on her prayer mat

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The number of women embracing Islam continues to grow at an unprecedented rate (Her story) I became Muslim in 1995 It was 2006 I actually became a Muslim I became Muslim in 2002 2017 I became Muslim in 2009 (Her fondest memory) When that moment came, you know, when Allah (God) touched my heart and I took I took my shahaadah, it's almost as though my heart started to beat I remember that imam saying to me, you know, it's like you're a newborn baby now and then just feeling like, wow, it's just like from the starting, from the beginning again, you know, alhamdulillah (All praise and thanks is to God) Liberating, cause... for lack of a better word, but yeah, liberating in that moment. I felt liberated I felt like there was a whole weight shifted off me, there was no stress, there was no worry, there was no, there was nothing like it was just so right I just felt like I'd really become myself straight afterwards hearing everyone say, "Allahu Akbar" (God is the Greatest) It's the best feeling However, there has also been an increase in these women experiencing struggles while holding on to their Deen alienated, isolated, on the receiving end of abuse and rejection It is often a far cry from their vision of what life as a Muslimah would be That's a hard one. That's really hard. I just felt quite alone And you feel you have nowhere to go, you have no one to reach out to And it's really hard and there's been many moments where I've cried into my prayer mat and I'm sure there's tear stains on my prayer mat At my most lowest ebb, I just pray to Allah (God) "Just give me strength" "Give me strength because I know this is the right way for me but... Sometimes it's so hard when your nearest and dearest are pulling away from you and you don't want them to, you want them to be there with you but... They just... They don't want to be there with you Been used and abused, and having no one Feeling like you can't tell anyone, feeling more trapped, feeling like... If you were to tell anyone you would be judged as a person Like she should know better But also be blamed and that it would be blamed on religion You know, "This wouldn't have happened if you didn't become Muslim" "This wouldn't have happened if you didn't go around Muslims" Being an ex-Hindu revert, parents are the closest people in your lives and I think when you lose a parent, if they pass away That's pain that you know is hard to overcome But when they purposely stay away from you, I can't express... I can't express that pain I just realized how young I was and how much support I really did need And that's actually difficult to talk about We have a duty towards these sisters that goes way beyond the shahaadah There are other revert sisters out there who have had a far more challenging time than I have People should really support Solace because as an organization, they're doing amazing work for revert sisters There's so many revert sisters that I know that have had terrible stories They have to leave their homes They even get thrown out of their own homes and they do an excellent job of supporting these sisters People should support Solace because to support these young women who have embraced a new religion and are transitioning from one part of their life to another they need support and that support takes time, it takes people, it takes training, it takes money For over seven years, Solace has offered them support and well, solace. And now, Solace needs your help. Donate now: solaceuk.org/donate
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Channel: Solace UK for Muslim Revert Women
Views: 16,581
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Keywords: ramadan, islam, revert, convert, marriage in islam, Muhammad, Allah, Hijab, Ummah, Eid, Muslim women, Muslim men, Quran, Makkah, Madinah, UAE
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Length: 5min 3sec (303 seconds)
Published: Wed May 16 2018
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