Brooke Schofield Talks Inviting Her Ex On Cancelled & New Influencer Friendships | Just Trish Ep. 73

realistically I'm like if my main boyfriend you know the one walked in he would be kicked to the curb so fast wait if Clinton walked in you would to make which boy like my favorite boyfriend at the [Music] moment hey guys guys welcome back to just Trish we're super excited for today's guest I don't think she really needs an introduction at this point she's just another co-host Brook scoffield is here I get so excited every time you ask me to come I'm like please oh my I was so excited I literally dm'd you I think like two days ago and I was like I know you're leaving for tour soon you yeah leave this Saturday and I was like oh my God so you only had Thursday and Friday maybe cuz he said youring I was like can you come Thursday you're like absolutely like wow duh I'm like I don't care what I'm doing oh my God I was so cuz you're so busy Oscar's here too Oscar we stands I feel like there's there's you know yeah were you supposed to work today and then you like took off or what oh we say I'm here God I love you you know it's like 7 o'clock at night so we're so excited I love the first of all the fit we try to we both try to guess what Brooke we're going for I was thinking jumpsuit Brooke cuz but I guess it's not your era I wanted to wear I I had a pink I've been buying like pink clothes because I'm like what if I have to go into church but the shirt that I was wearing it said the f word on the front and I was like I don't want to ruin their mon monetization what did it say F what or just f it just said in a pink heart and it that's kind of cute what's that do what is that it was it's a BL or a brand called blonda shop okay but I was like yeah it's probably not the best to wear I thought you were going to say f a for a second I was like that's kind ofier that's so Fierce if you that's everything I live I don't I try to stay away from that one yeah I know I never know it's like I know some people like use it now and I'm like I don't know if we can't use it like I don't think we're allowed to maybe I think there's like a like a recruitment process like you have to like go through the steps and then you can say it I'll say you guys can say it oh you gave us a p is there a cuter way of saying instead of f heg there's like a cuter way now of saying it right like what I don't know I thought there was like fruit fly or something that's the first time I've heard of that wa really okay I thought there was like a cuter name I don't know anyways you look great and I love the accessories we're both wearing sunglasses on her head I remember last cancelled you had them and they were like falling off but then you kept putting them on and I oh this is like an accessory I like I like I know I had to get tighter ones cuz I don't have a contrary to popular belief I don't have a very big head wait people think you have a big head everybody calls me bobblehead Brook wait what do breaking news no they do and there's a video going viral right now that's like some people are not supposed to have like lose weight because you look like a bobblehead and I'm getting tagged in it like over and over again I'm like I hate you guys you don't have a bobblehead I know they're talking about I like trying to put it behind me all bobblehead would be everything that's just what want know my goals but I really don't have a big head I think I've just I don't know I think I have a l head but that's no I don't think you do that's so funny people say that the things that people come up with like you can have the most perfect body and people are like you got a Bubblehead though damn yeah you can't win with anyone so the sunglasses and then the necklace is Amazon what is it um I don't know it's so cute it I think it has a leaf oh it has a bee oh a bumblebee cuz you have a necklace too I was like how did you know she was going to wear a necklace I just had a feeling I was like I need a silver necklace mine is a Taylor Swift one though but it's the only silver necklace I had we much cuz it's is it a heart yeah I have my heart earrings cuz I thought I had to be girly I'm coming on just I love it I was like we're all trying to match and then you went shopping for a whole new outfit you went toia and Alo I went to aritzia first shout out aloe are we sponsored by Aloe are you sponsored I'm getting in with aloe these days I'm like you I mean I've saided on this before all I wanted to do in life was work with aloe and now I'm going there every day literally every day are they pay they should pay you because we're like obsessed with Alo and I don't even fit their clothes you know what I think they should pay me too soon but so long as they're letting me come there and utilize all the it's so amazing like you get to go and like you can do whatever recovery you want and Ice baths and saunas and workout what's recovery what does that mean like after you work out like when you if you do like a cold plunge or cryo or whatever it's like supposed to make you like recover what do what does it do like do you know cryo cold plunge gun to my head no idea no idea do you do it I do it all the time both mhm and what is it you just go into freezing water mhm and it's supposed to just make you like euphoric and like just feel a lot better and then you burn more calories all throughout the day cuz your body's like trying to heat up oh my gosh really I never heard I knew that I went to make a trainer's house her backyard she has one she has like a plunge pool in her back she is her house is like crazy bie she doesn't even show like the bougie part of it and I was like her house is insane have you been on her podcast uhuh oh it's like out of her house and it's like the craziest house you've ever seen I'm like oh my God this is everything God she you don't really think about like she has so like so many huge huge huge songs yeah and still on Tik to like everything with Jason dero like just every superstar and she writes for a lot of other people like I forgot she did that Jennifer Lopez song which one I mama oh that's right that was like when JLA was like liked people lik her she cracking me I am so into that right now I think she should go on J that would be everything her on cancel that makes sense she would never she probably is like e what is that I don't think so I feel like she's like boots on the ground right now I feel like she'll like do go anywhere not to say the cancel is not popping but I'm sure she would reminds me of my time in the Bron her hair is I mean she's funny I think she's funny I think it's camp at this point right like it's kind of cute yeah I think it's adorable it comes around we both have bad JLo experiences so that's like really tainted our our view of her but it's kind of coming around right I don't know if I've ever met someone with a good JLo experence that's what that's the thing that is the thing with everybody come forward right if you liked working with JLo I forget though I forget any bad and I'm just like I don't know when someone gets so canceled and they just are so like dulu I kind of love them again I'm like okay happen I know like I'm yeah that's the thing I'm into it now I'm like okay cool someone else is doing that or oh not not uh canceled but like do you guys know like Nara Smith the Tik tocker people are like it's so funny cuz people hated on her so much and it's like but now everybody's so into it because it's like we didn't realize like it's actually just her being funny right that's so interesting because it's like is it a character or is it real and it's like kind of seems I saw someone unpack it the other day they were just saying like um like she saw how how much people like thought her over it and like were hating on her for it that she just used the same formula over and over and over again like I my kids wait 12 hours to eat their PB&J right that makes cuz I look at it I'm like oh my God that's like wild but I'm like okay she probably actually doesn't do that she probably actually doesn't even like maybe she doesn't know how to cook but I we always say like there's probably like a sue Chef or something that's like preparing it for her and stuff God I can't make anything no same could you imagine like making we should try it one day though making like homemade peanut butter and jelly like nuts and stuff oh my we got to eat the bulul oh my God you know I almost brought you some but then I was like I think it would literally like do something horrible to a baby oh really is it not good for it's it's just is so spicy and like it has to be like Radioactive in some way like because of the microwave or because of the noodles because of the it just is like I I don't know it has to be just so unhealthy and there's so much there's like 2,000 grams of sodium in it oh my God but it's so good and I've been eating it so much me not even the baby I'd probably just fall is it pink it's pink that's why that's why I was like oh my God how cute that would be really cute oh my gosh I love it do you still Vlog on your main Channel I do but I've been doing really badly I'm I'm going to have to get an editor cuz I just like the editing helps so much it's just just hard cuz it's like every time I get have a video edited I'm like I hate this and then I just want to change the whole thing you edit it right now yourself yeah we should do a bulld duck mukbang oh my God I would love to we have to do it I miss I missed doing mukbang yeah guess maybe after my birth cuz I don't know the baby just comes out like extra early cuz it's spicy seriously isn't that like how you get um like induced flavor yeah spicy food right they say that I've been eating spicy all week and it's like not happening I feel like she's coming like tomorrow that's why I'm like literally just like okay I got to get everything done in the next week but yeah they say spicy does it we'll see I a lot of spicy food um okay let's talk about Coach first of all I also love that your hair is down I was trying to figure out I tried to change cuz I think about like what I've done in the last I did straight on my first episode I did up on my second and now I have my hair the because I seen you doing the waves and I was like I remember last time I was like your hair is like so beautiful and so gorgeous I like it down who knew you always wore it up and now it's like I know and I I don't know what it was because I feel so much more comfortable with my hair up because I always know what it looks like smart and like like it can't really change cuz it's just up yeah but when it's down and like it can look horrible it can be like sideways backwards your never looks horrible but well that's what the glasses are for out of my face so I don't have to like touch it is that why you do it cuz I saw you readjust them before I don't I hate wearing sunglasses I don't like to see in the dark I never ever wear sunglasses if you see me doing I'm faking it do you pull him down when you drive no cuz I can't see I'm the same way oh yeah you were no contacts either right and why don't you I don't I can I have perfect vision I just you can't see no I can't see with sunglass the dark I can't see with sunglasses on it just feels so dark I'm like God what happened to the world that's interesting but when you put them down I don't know people drive with sunglasses I don't know how they do it well that's how you avoid like the little crow's feet cuz I'm probably like wait where's the crow's feet the one on this side like the well I don't have any I see them if you have them I definitely have in my forehead but you don't have them really I feel like I must I haven't gotten Botox in like nine months that's so amazing I I kind of want to take some out of my for not take some out but I kind of want like fade Let It Fade in my forward cuz I have no emotions right now I'm like oh my God I think that's Fierce though that's I want I feel like it didn't put enough in me like I really want to just be like one and then have the eyes you I've been seeing all these people with like super expressive faces and I get really jealous cuz I'm like wow yours though you're good at expressing because you can like still cry and if you see the tears it doesn't matter what the rest are doing you know what I mean but it's so funny cuz it just like all of a sudden I'm just sobbing I noticed that earlier though cuz when we were talking about something sad right before this you were like tearing up and I was just like but you're such a pretty crier because you're not doing this like weird ugly like crank so much practice you were like just tearing up and just like the eyes were just glistening and they weren't coming down your face I know cuz I try so I'm so off like so many times in a day I have to like stop myself from crying so I just why you've been saying that you said like recently you've been in a crying era I'm just like so emot not even necessarily bad things but I get so overwhelmed that I just cry interesting like good happy too mhm just all of it you know when you see like videos of babies like hearing a song for the first time and they just like are so overwhelmed that's like me all the time oh my gosh that is cute what is the last thing you cried at well I ran over a bird on the here oh yeah that was sad like a squirrel too right squir got away almost the squirrel was was spared but did you see the bird did you don't maybe the bird's still alive the oh the bird is not still I saw it in my rear viiew I but you said it fell so maybe it just out it was like it was like someone shot it down it literally like maybe it was already falling I think it was but then it just was not I I think it was s word what's s word idle s suicidal what is it un right I'm a li prone yeah and then yesterday I was just crying the whole day cuz I'm like I just have so many things that I'm supposed to be doing and I can't do any of it and I'm like like stuff before you leave for tour like you're like I have to get all this done and I can't so you just like are stuck yeah it just is so like I thought I was like so excited to come home cuz I'm like I'm going to be able to relax and it's like I was less stressed on tour because I'm like now I have all these things that I have to make up for and do that I didn't do or I'm not going to be able to do yeah what did you have to do yesterday that you're just like I can't I'm overwhelmed oh just well just all all my videos all my like Partnerships and stuff like and it's so easy it's not like hard work but it's just like I just am so bad at doing tasks Partnerships are actually like there's so many guidelines I just got one the other day that I literally had like seven pages of like little small text of like this don't do this don't do this do this it's actually like it's not hard work but it's like it can be and I spent like so long on these videos the other day like like I tried to knock them all out in one day and they're all in my Tik Tok drafts and then I get my phone stolen you know when you redownload Tik Tok they're all gone oh that's right oh and that was did you have any brand deals in those drafts all of them literally like like four videos and so I'm like oh my God see you later that's my worst fear that happened we couldn't find my phone either and I was like I had like two brand deals and I like couldn't get the footage back but I'm like finally we found my phone but that is the absolute worst yeah I didn't I like it wasn't even stressed about it cuz I'm like whatever you can get a new phone and then just yesterday I noticed the thing and I was like oh my God you're brand you're like the brand Queen you're like the sponsorship Queen you're trying to do as many as I can before they go away never go away I don't think they're ever going to go away I think you're going to be like 40 you're going to be like brck Shield well she's like 50 like brck Shield just getting like Jean campaign revolve Alo white Bo you are very influential like I went to aloe just for you yesterday I couldn't buy anything and I was like girl this hat was $68 it is really like really overpriced I almost fell to my knees I'm not going to lie like I got nauseous but I was like oh but it's for book and I was like let me just look for something else it is I just like something mentally I know if I spend the money on it I'll wear it all the time yeah and like I I'm weird about like if I buy something that is like super inex like something from Sheen I won't want to wear it because I'm like this that's true you know it's going to be thrown away you should got the Hat you wear hats all the time I feel sad now I always I I grow math and I'm like okay if I wear it x amount of times it's only 10 cents a day but at least you go to the aloe gym so you have an excuse like if I was going to the aloe gym every day I'd be like well I have to buy the aloe well that's the thing so they they gift a lot every time they get like a new color or something they'll send you home with with all of it it's amazing so like but then my girl math is like okay they gave me two free outfits today so I can go buy two outfits and now and now everything was 50% off oh my God that's actually everything that's so smart on their part they're giving you free clothes and you're still buying you're like you know what thank you now I can go buy some clothes too that's so smart because it just I want it all I feel the same way shout out fashion NOA I get free clothes from them now but I still buy clothes too CU I'm always just like oh I need to clothes tomorrow or something yeah that's how I am with re revolve it's so quick that it comes like immediately and I'm like you sponsor by revolve um I get like gifted by revolve wow oh my Alo is aloe is where it's at though shout out aloe once I'm done with this baby I'm going to get in an aloe size large I'm going to go to we're going to go to the gym yeah you're going to see us it's I would love it so you guys it's so fun and it's like honestly it's more so the social experience cuz like yeah of course it's been so long since like I've been able to meet new people I never meet new people doing the job that we do cuz it's like what where canel well they come on the podcast well yeah but like Alo is every every day it's like all these new people and it's like true good people it's not like meeting people at the club it's like people who are into the same things as me and so I'm like socially I feel like I'm making all these friends now and it's fun wait so there's more than I always just think it's like just you and like octopus there and then like that's it like you know what I mean just for the private session sometimes it's but like well so if we like him and I are doing Pilates then some other people are getting like trained and then all the people who work there are like now my friends now so I get there early to gossip oh my gosh and it's just fun what did you say you have a trainer that trained hair styles there yeah we love hair styles he's my new obsession right now he is everything him and I are separated at Birth wait who Harry and I wait why if you were to like we have no if you see our baby photo side but I made a Tik Tok about it and it went so crazy cuz we are identical babies crazy really I'm like maybe he's my brother Bor the same year I love hariry I'm in the hair I'm like down the hairy rabbit hold are you guys born the same year I don't think so okay I was like maybe maybe it's a possibility I was kind of late to the hariry game too and now I'm like oh my God what made you fall in love with him um I don't know I think just the like when everyone's in love with somebody I like to do it to I'm the same but I couldn't be like that with Harry I was like I don't get this like I never got it when everyone went Al was like I don't get this at all um and then mine was don't worry darling I was kind of like okay kind oh that was really great I feel that way about Justin Bieber like I've never been a Believer really and now you are no same yeah I'm I'm a Haley Haley believer like I love Haley how interesting really I think Haley is more interesting to me than Justin I don't know why I just think she's so like bright like she's so happy yeah and Ro is kind of honestly right everyone has those phone do you have the phone case the road one with the I so bad haly please me too it's been sold out for a long hey we all want it I saw her this weekend a few times and she looked amazing do you want to go up to her like will you go up to celebrities I don't go up to her I'm scared of her wait really I so nice and met I met her a couple times at catch and she was so sweet that's why I was so upset when that video went viral of her being like rude to servers and stuff cuz she was so so sweet I was like there's no way wait what video there was like she had like a whole Scandal where everybody was like Haley Bieber's mean to service people but was there video footage of it or a girl made a video and said she had a bad experience but I was like that's kind of hard I don't know I probably so many people have had bad experiences with me in the service Place well but I was I was the service worker you the problem in it I'm like your table's not ready would you were you that server 100 I was in a server was a Hostess but I'd be like well do you think it's ready did I call your name cuz you were at catch so that's like people being just extra bougie and then you have to be like yeah assertive back yeah but I'm out of that face I actually went there last night catch is it catch or catch steak that you worked at I worked at catch and catch steak is where down down down or up across the street is it two separate right I don't know I'm directionally like really stupid but it's two separate things that's what I was confused everyone like no you have to go to catch Ste and I'm like okay which one is it is great it's more like decadent foods like it's like a lot of pastas and potatoes and it's just it is really good we got go we never go to Hollywood but we should go there I love catch though I do love catch cuz they like a didn't they have like a dnut wheel I had it last night it was so good oh you went who' you go with um it was my friend Brook's birthday so you guys have so many friends like every time I go on a story it's always like happy birthday to my best friend I love you so like both of you both you and T I love you so much I don't know what I would do without you I was like oh my God you have so many friends I love I'm try I'm trying so hard to make like new friends right now it's fun do you want new friends uhuh I love that I love that for you so that's why you're at aloe I yeah I'm not kidding and I'm collecting them like um Stones I'm not kidding I like I just manif manifested a friend and I made so many videos about her and talked about her so many times and I'm like I love her so much I want to be her friend so bad and then I met her at Alo and now she's my friend who is it mine RG wait is she someone that's known or just a random person she is known she's like she's from London but she's a huge influencer okay she's so so smart like she makes videos just talking her her camera the same way I do except hers are like eloquent and like she's British she's better like well spoken and so smart so funny and I was obsessed with her and I was like I'm never going to meet her she lives in London and then one day she's in my pilates class I'm like wow and now you're friends uhhuh we did all of Coachella together I'm like obsessed with her and so now I'm like I'm like great I can manifest friends I'm like next who um Devon Le Carlson oh I love all these people you know are they like influencers I just like have people that I want to be friends with I manifested you really 100% I I said a million times how much I loved you and now I'm your friends now we're besties you and T are like my only besties and Holly I manifested Holly too I feel like you can manifest friends so cute I've never met her still in person she always says we need to do like a cosplay she wants to do like Beauty and the Beast I think in the episode that we just did with her she's like we should do the be and the Beast and Brook sh be Bell and there's like three love I'm like where would we go she was just take pictures I'm like I love that she's so cute I just looked up to her so much I'm like I can't believe it no I feel like manifesting people are so real I think it works like with friendships more than like relationships but I think you I'm not good at manifesting a relationship that's for sure oh so she was at Alo okay so Al's the place to go we really need to get there yeah is Jake Shane your bestie though he I love him so much but he I just made a joke about this he's like auditioning workout partner he has like um so Tate Tate McCrae is like the one who he always works out with Tate and obviously she's just like Tate McCrae but she's on tour so like you're the back so I'm like who's going to fill her spot and I was so excited cuz he invited me to work out and I worked out and I like I really was I was like doing the most to try and like win him over and I was like I nailed it I left the next day he's working out with Olivia Jade I'm like wow he's two timing me he's did he say he's like auditioning no it was just it was just funny cuz she's like oh I just worked out with Jake too and I'm like jealous like he's my boyfriend that's I know I would get like that too I would love to work out Jake if you need a workout partner I still think I could keep up I feel like I want to do like workout dates and stuff like that but I just like feel like what if you can't keep up like when people want to talk to you and you can't like breathe like how would you do it I have the hardest time with that like one of when I do Pilates in particular the instructor she's always like so how's your day and stuff I'm like girl I can't talk do you try I I feel like you're in good shape I feel like you're good sh I try I'm getting better but it's hard you have abs now and everything which is just like you I've been working really hard I feel like but you get them easy you said right like you're like I can get abs in two days well I always like growing up I always like cuz I was dancer but just can you do like back flips and stuff yet that was your last the last thing you said here was that that was going to be your goal was to be a gymnast oh I don't think I've um yeah no I you haven't you didn't do it no but cuz you were doing a doll horse right well I guess now I'm in better shape so I probably could I just figured if I like tried to do adult gymnastics at the point that my body was at at that time I would have 100% died you would be so good at it do you know where to go for it no I just Googled like adult gymnastics I need someone who will do it with me like I know Amari will do it with me oh cuz he does like dance and stuff too right and I could like I figure like I'll be able to cuz I always could tumble and stuff so I figure yeah how hard can it be but I'm like I am about to be 28 like I don't think I'm supposed to be flipping anymore oh my but no you're 28's a little bit you're November right yeah cuz I going to be like when's your birthday like oh I remember the Bronco we remember the birthdays we're going to be at your birthday party this year yay did you do one last year I know it was like a thing um I didn't I just went to the ranch and here up here oh my gosh so you're still horse riding I am I love that although I'm not very good at it I think I give up because I keep trying to go faster and I'm so scared that I can't I feel like horse riding would not be my thing I don't think that would be it's terrifying I also think I would break the horse like I feel like the horse would like fall I feel like there's a weight limit to horses that is absolutely not true do you see true could you IM 250 lbs on a horse that poor horse do you see what they pull on like in carriages and stuff they'll they'll pull like 60 people but don't they like and horsepower like I mean that's a like it's a horse car I kind of live for that I love that you're still doing that that's kind of everything I just love well I just love to be like outside right now CU it's getting warmer it's getting nice we're I'm an indoor cat for the most part I love to be indoor cuz I just get hot I just get so hot like coala which we should talk about was any about Alo I feel like we want to know so much TOA about Alo and I'm so curious hot trainer it's so exciting cuz it's like you'll go in sometime like and you never know who you're going to see like it'll be I was obsessed with Vampire Diaries and I keep having Nina doev there and I'm like Oh my oh I like the guy what was the guy that's like short but he's kind of mean to people Ian Sumer yeah I like him have you seen him no but I would die Damon Salvatore I need to watch a show are you have you watch it no what is it Vampire Diaries yeah it was that's my comfort show every time I like go through a breakup or something I return to that because I'll fall so like in love with Damon that I am over the man that I'm worried about oh really when the last time you watched that one like recently Vampire Diaries I I I I should get into it I like vampires but I haven't seen the show I'm good you would love it when you go to Al you said recently about a hot trainer do you still see him like does he ever see those Tik toks like oh my God yes he showed everybody I was like I was so mortified and I like went out with all the aloe people the next night and he was like sitting across from me and I just had to like swallow it I'm like I'm so sorry did you say that yeah I'm like yeah sorry made that video about you he's like oh my God ha it's funny was he into it though like I think he loved it I think he thinks it's funny cuz like who doesn't want to get called hot that's yeah yeah I I never know I never know if you're like think no one will ever see it you know sometimes I do T to I think no one's going to see this but I like I wonder if you know and you're like okay I'm glad he knows or I struggle with that like realizing I like I there are consequences to your actions you will see these people again I'm learning that too just in general I'm always just like oh my God I forget people who are friends with certain people and stuff like I'm just like I need to stop talking about people but that's literally all we do so it's never serious our job and it keeps the lights on and everything's fine you guys have such a good setup though where it's like it's really not too drama based your like it sometimes it can be drama but I feel like the podcast and general just like your lives it's your own drama yeah I try to I try to avoid everyone else's but sometimes I want to dabble it's so fun I like talking about other people's me too I love in in my personal life I'm like what's going on I I love when you get here and I'm just like okay I need to know the team we don't talk about this on the podcast but I need to know all of this which would be such a great podcast to just be fully real but you know we would be ruined so quickly yeah I think it's I always tell people I'm like just gossip behind someone's back like I don't know it's better it's better than polite yeah right like when people are like say it to my face it's just like no like I don't want to know also in the same way I don't want like when my friends tell me like oh this person said this about you I'm like why'd you tell me that that's the worst that's what I struggle with is when someone's like this person hates you I'm like why would you tell me that that's yeah I had I had a friend like that growing up she always beg this person said you were annoying and then it's like yeah like now I'm going to think about it for the rest of my life you know what those those are kind of toxic friends I used to have friends like all in my 20s that would tell me like stuff people would say about me and I'm like that just made me feel horrible like yeah and I just wouldn't do it to somebody El I would never be like yeah this person said you're ugly like right doesn't come to my mind ever no they'll eventually find out if that person sucks or not but yeah I think that well that's a good format do you ever feel like you have to date for the plot though cuz that's what I was wondering like if I were you and I had access to so many hot men I would like de Gaff and just date just have a story to tell I don't think I have the access that you think I well I just also don't have the um like willingness like I don't want to go out and like go on dates and stuff but I do sometimes like get nervous cuz I'm like if I don't have stories to tell the people are bored and it it's true cuz people like people are like this they're so boring now and stuff but it's hard cuz I'm like what do you I I have to self-destruct to entertain you guys and I like that is hard and so that's when that's when we start having to dabble in other people's dramas yeah cuz I'm like I've got nothing of my own like I'm I'm pulling teeth here it's so real though like I always felt like that too I like if I'm not a mess like who's going to watch you know I know and when you're happy no one no one's no one was to he about that but you guys are like killing it more than ever like I like I again I don't really check views but I check your views and you always get a million prepis so like that's like more than like anybody right now like it's like actually popping so much that is crazy I've been trying to avoid like I'm avoiding all like all Reddit all comments everything cuz it's been so good for me I've like really been good at it that's the best when you like don't read I never I never go on rdit I went on your guys's Reddit right before Tana came on just to see and I was like even other people's reddits I don't love I'm kind of like they're not even that mean obviously and I wouldn't tell you if they were but they weren't that mean and I was just like God this is kind of like weird I don't know just too much I guess it's good I guess it's like why people watch it but it's just like a lot well I was telling like Jake was talking about this the other day Jake Shane he was saying like um he he also has like snark pages on Reddit and stuff too but I'm like Tana always tells me like if it hasn't made it to the real internet like and it's just it's limited there then it doesn't matter and that's so true like all the horrible things that people say on Reddit no one's saying on Tik Tok no one's saying on any like anywhere else and I'm like they probably will now but but you're right if it's not on your fyp over and over again then you know that's not an issue yeah that's why I don't check anything I'm like if I see it it'll come on my 40 page enough times so I was like easier way to go but yeah the dating though I just feel like your dating life is so interesting I always say this and I know you like hate talking about it but like all the guys you get I'm just like damn I would be dating everybody but that it's like just because they give me attention for one second none none of those guys are dating me you know what I mean that one I love dating for the plot I want you to dat him for the plot everyone wants to know everyone's like so curious I know and everybody's like I love seeing like all the speculation about like who it is and it's such a variety too I like it cuz some of the people they think like it is I'm like you think I you think I could do that it's like Brad Pit I know L people think Zack afron can't confirm or deny can't confirm oh my God if it was Zack afron I would like literally scream it I first of all I would not be rolling my eyes at a text from Zack Efron at all in fact Zack Efron if you are listening do you love him I love him he's my favorite actually he's my all-time favorite and so many people that come on here have like a Zack afron hookup story and I was just like really yeah so many girls are like yeah like we I have a friend who dabbled in it but God everyone gets a Dabble with it I'm so jealous it never happened I would do anything my god well just like for to fulfill like my childhood yeah like situation manifest that I'll manifest it and this is the time to manifest I think April 20th is coming up and that's like the manifestation day oh I need to write that down oh my God I would actually gag oh my God that'd be everything canell imagine yeah I just like I never close and I also like I I again I don't like to go on dates cuz it makes me so so nervous that like it I can't really do much with it it's just a matter of perspective cuz to us you're like the ultimate like cool hot it girl and I think you just have to go in with the power that like I don't care like what happens after this state because I know I can have a hundred other guys after you I try to feel that way I have been better about that though cuz I've been feeling like good about myself and it's it's easier now like to see like when a guy rejects me I'm I'm like grossed out by him I'm like bad taste yeah because I'm just feeling like good and so I'm like ew like what H what's wrong with you that's what everyone needs for sure and like you are really that girl like you're making like so much money now and you look so good and it's like all this stuff is happening so it's like yeah that confidence is like so key but then I'm like God like even then I'm like you don't want me seriously yeah no but I only will like the guys who don't it's like there's probably guys who do but oh yeah there's guys that would like kill themselves to you 100% but I don't want them I want the guy who doesn't even know what I do for a living but those guys I always feel like are like yeah the insecure ones though you know what I mean the ones that like don't cuz they just can't see or they just have a totally time sometimes you see someone and you're like oh my God I was like not even their type or something you know yeah I feel that way like there's a lot of guys who are like perfect in every way and I'm just like yeah like I don't get it do you know Ted nion No you said I think you sent me I looked him up when you sent me that uh his Instagram I said you should date him I've been on AIO L who is he he's a YouTuber comedian um filmmaker he's coming on tomorrow yeah he's coming tomorrow he's my um straight Boy Crush so I'm like if I can't get him Brook oh my God I love that that is such an honor he's a big INF did you look at him or did you check him out I didn't really look I just like I was like going through and and I have a whole thing right now where I'm avoiding everything maybe your type I think well he's my type and every guy that you said that you've like dated besides Clinton I'm like oh so hot you know so I feel like if I like him you might like him he's tall he wears glasses he's like a comedian so I'm like oh you like comedians I don't I think I might be out well he's also a YouTuber so get I'm trying to get I'm trying to get out of the entertainers cuz I'm like wait what out of entertainment completely well I mean what no not forever but like I'm not having any luck with entertainers and there's like kind of a common theme with them it's like the ego and but then I'm like what am I I mean I have the same job kind of yeah I feel like you need someone that would understand what your job is especially yours cuz you're so like it's yeah you're so like influencer in like the best way possible like you and tan are like influencers you but that is unattractive to a lot of people I don't think I would want to be with a male influencer you know what I mean he's not like other influenc so he's like cool he barely posts but every time he post he gets like millions of views it's like he's just very like well I'll I'll have to check him out yeah we'll chat with him tomorrow and see we'll pick it up he just like goes to all the rainforest cafes in the country or something oh really or McDonald's that's the dream it is yeah I don't even know influencer Wise I don't know who your match would be but J CH was straight maybe oh my God I love him so much I have a lot of like I have a thing too where I'm like attracted to so many gay people and it's like name like Conan gray who's con I have such a huge crush on Conan gray how we not talked about him who's con Gray he's singer he's a singer he's he's like best friends with Olivia Rodrigo and he has like he's really great music and stuff but he is like so gay and I am in love with him oh I know I I love Choy saon he's my at the moment like but I almost feel like it's like cuz because they're feminine that like I'm I'm like I feel like it's almost like lesbian yeah but like but they the boy parts which is like fun you know what I mean I love that so like perfect match that's why I always think I like too like cuz I love I love feminine guys in general like even feminine straight guys I just like feminine guys so I feel like yeah when you see like a gay guy when they're really into their feminity you're just like oh I love that so which is why I like Harry dial because he kind of like Taps into his feminine we don't know if he's straight or G we don't know he's not out as anything but I think he has a little feminine energy yeah he does he's not like afraid of it at all I I just I just had my first experience where I was seeing a guy who's very masculine though and I had never done that before and I loved it cuz it made me feel so like feminine and girly and like do this for me like whereas in the my last relationships I'm like God Jesus Christ like can you not kill that but like oh I see oh yeah you need someone to come get the maggots out of your apartment seriously can you believe that well you found someone you said right you got a girl it was traumatic it was like had all over her all over is you have a bougie apartment you're in a fancy building could you believe that it was so tucked away that like to where I couldn't see it from like when I'm standing up I would have had to be like on all fours and I'm not really usually that on all fours in my apartment so what SE of your apartment it was in the kitchen but yeah but it didn't smell cuz it was closed it was like mostly closed so I was like oh my God how did this happen it's easier than you think cuz I remember hearing that and I was like that could totally happen cuz they don't come out of nowhere I think that's what you guys were saying yeah oh yeah that's what I heard where do they come from they're like fly babies I know but where do the flies come from oh fly has to a pregnant fly has to like fly in there and then investigate how but how did it fly in there cuz it's what no at all no never cuz your windows don't open right right they open and I have like my balcony and stuff but I never go out there like where' the fly come from maybe the vents I don't know plants do you have plants sometimes we get flies in I need get some plants no they produce big ass flies we had one that gave like 5,000 flies really I was so scary we had these huge flies all over our house and I was like where' they come from cuz we don't have our door open either and there's flies everywhere yeah and I also I can't really take care of things like that I don't think plants yeah I can't keep it alive I can barely keep myself alive I mean why do people have plants that is kind of silly huh people have a lot of plants too there's like all the plant gaze and B yeah it's pretty wild like their whole it's like a Rainforest Cafe in there almost yeah like people have to hire like babysitters for their plants te yeah every time they go away that would not be it's hard enough to find a cats sitter oh yeah and then you want to get a second cat after tour right I know I can't wait but then they just keep adding more dates I'm like I'm never going to be happy I'm just kidding how many dates are you guys have now so you're going back out again this Saturday yes and then we um we just added a third leg I think now in total it's like 80 something shows that is we've already done 35 that's crazy that's so wild it's crazy but it is so fun it's like it's just crazy like what the you miss it um yeah I'm excited to go back out and I knew I would be too but when I was there I was like oh my God I can't wait to go home and you were sleeping in the bunk I was like so shook I was like oh my God first of all that I would get two buses I would get two buses because like how you sleep in the so expensive I think like oh my gosh it's so expensive and tana paid like I got a lot of money for her to not or for her to have that bedroom so I was like have it oh you want pay for like you don't want to pay for or we were splitting it evenly and she has a bedroom so I was like that's not going to work and so she literally had to write me a check for like a lot of money oh my wait I think I would pay anything to get that big room I think I would spend my whole it made more sense cuz she had her boyfriend with her and I honestly loved the bunk and like she and I should have like kind of separate areas I think yeah CU like but I was thinking if you get two buses like uh jelly roll and bunny have two buses I know but they got bud I think jelly rolls but I was like that's so bougie bu Stadium you guys should open for him that' be everything could you imagine that'd be so unbread it would just make perfect s that would be everything cuz you said he does AR what does he do Arenas Arenas he does like I mean he doesn't do like Sofi but he does like Arenas is lower than Stadium right I don't know none of it makes sense arena is like Staple Center or whatever it is now crypto and then like so is so whatever is a stadium so you guys could do stadiums with him cuz it's like you guys together that would be like everything we have a really crazy venue for La we're excited about that I don't know if we're supposed to when is it can you say it or no you can't say it yet I don't know if I can say it that's going to be in October I think oh my God why is it so far away I don't know have a million other dayses before is that your like last show I know and we just keep adding more cuz it really I mean it's so I didn't expect toor to be so profitable I think it's because we're not musicians like musicians a lot of musicians lose money on tour cuz you have to pay so many people and we don't yeah you guys have like such a simple show in the best way like you guys just like go on the chairs and talk and yeah it's just video we have like a someone for Merch tour manager and that's like literally in our assistance and that's it yeah that's like literally the best I know my tour I just always lost money I loved it but I was paying like dancers fun it's it is worth it but it is just like like for how much like how hard it is on your like mental and everything it's like and it needs to be profitable physical too the fact that you guys do so many meet and greets after like standing for a meet and greet is the wildest like three or four hours after a show is like so hard I just think it's hard for me socially CU it's already hard for me like think about like going to out to a party and how having to you know have all these interactions with people and then you go home and you have so much anxiety about like what you said or at least I do and so doing that every night with so many people I'm like this is so like it just makes me anxious and just wanting to get them like the attention and like the they like yeah and I want them to get their money's worth and like get what they paid for and like enjoy them themselves it's like having a wedding you just want everyone to have a good time yeah and so it's I mean it's amazing and I love meeting everybody but it's so hard for me to like conversate I just never knew like conversations I'm always just like I'm cuz I'm bad any I'm so awkward I stutter over my words like with you or you I'm just like so bad me too me and find ourselves being like Oh my God I love your ear loes we're like What like we make fun of each other cuz sometimes I'll hear something she said I'm like wait D what oh my God I know or you think I think too much in my head and then like I don't even hear what they say and then I feel so bad I'm like oh my God I didn't hear what you just said I'm thinking in my own head me too I had to like I had to drink the almost the whole time because it makes everything easier for me and I hate to say that but it did oh yeah drinking I know how T is so on tour cuz I'm not even a drinker but I would drink every show like not crazy but yeah like shot I I don't get drunk or anything but like I definitely take a few shots before every show those were the best I love doing that like taking shot and I again I don't even like them it's fun and because cuz we have our friends with us and stuff too so it's like fun in the green rooms and stuff but I tried to do one show without drinking and I literally went like this I forgot what I was saying just in the middle of my sentence forgot what I was saying and I'm just looking and tana goes you okay oh my God like I don't know what I was saying do you guys are you guys having the same stories as the second leg of tour no we're going we're going to switch it up so when do you get to tell the stories you told on tour cuz I we want to know we're always like where's the clips where's the leaks I don't know like the first we did some stories for some shows that we I had to like retire cuz I was having so much anxiety about like ruining people like people oh people you like dated yeah or like I just told like a kind of a horrible story about a guy for like a lot of shows felt bad yeah no one you talked about before mm so I don't I don't know if we'll ever tell them cuz I just feel like that's mean but it's hard stories are so hard cuz they're your stories and should definitely share them but then yeah when you have such a big and we don't we don't want to bore the actual podcast listeners by like sparing or like leaving our stories for the live shows but then we don't it's hard to not repeat cuz if we only have like you know x amount of crazy stories I think naming names is smart on tour because it's not leaked you know what it means that way you don't but you don't know how like you would think that everybody who comes to the show are fans but there I don't think they are there's a lot of people who literally come to go on Reddit and do like a whole that's what I that's what I was saying that was like why are those people the haters not filming you know what I mean cuz you're like oh they TR we trust everyone but like how come the haters I would be far we've had good experience with like not having people leak stuff but like they'll write about it and they'll tell the names and they'll tell everything W respectful haters yeah but well it's just like it's like why come you I mean you paid for it so that is interesting H maybe I have to go look more often I never like I said I really don't like to go on Reddit either I just don't like to even like give the energy but yeah me need I had a girl um we cuz we cancelled uh the Norfolk show and it was like it was a really good reason we weren't allowed to say it but it was a really good reason and I got a DM from a girl who was literally like I hate you are you kidding me like just so crazy and I'm like I wanted to respond and be like I didn't want you there anyway if you're this like mean and me because we canceled a show for a really really valid reason then we don't want you there yeah that's wild she was so and she goes you're such a pck you're such a little pck me brat like all this crazy stuff like oh my God cuz you canceled the show did you DM did you DM back or no I wanted to so bad but I I chose peace I love that you look are you looking in your requests you just look I look in my request all the time really I never do me neither what are you looking for it's a lot of like I get a lot of nice people I get very few mean people in the DM we talk about all the time but I always just get anxious even responding to you I'm like when you added me to your close friends it was like it was literally like better than winning Miami I was like this is so cool I was what Miami Miami Ohi oh Miami I thought you said Miami too where is that me do always have it behind you I I should keep it you I would bring it in my pocket everywhere I went for sure yeah no like your close friends was like it was more of an honor to me I think and I get but I get so anxious I'm like should I respond no we are all exactly the same I'm the same way like like she said something nice to me I couldn't even open it cuz I'm like I don't know why I don't know what that is but I turned it helped me that they turned off like the scene like you can't see that someone's seen a message anymore but even even then like I'm so conditioned now that I just won't open the same way I'm the I don't I almost had you were going to DM I let me DM because I always feel like I ask you to and I was like I'll DM just I don't know I get but I get anxious too cuz I like I know I wonder what that is it's like nothing's that serious but it's not that serious and I always want to be like I know you're busy don't worry about it if you can't like I'm very just bad person it stems from like me feeling like people don't want to be talking to me so like so I'm like I don't want to be annoying or like the rejection is real it's like yeah it is crazy cuz we were talking about that the other day just like rejection in general I'm like I actually haven't gotten rejected that much and in fact like would you prefer to be left on scene or like someone just straight up like be like stop messaging me um it would depend on the circumstance like if it were like a a boy I would probably rather be just ghosted ghosted what if you're like asking like like you want to be friends with someone you know like the aloe girl or something like that the ones that I would for sure rather be left on scene oh my gosh I would hate to be like oh no sorry like you're not my vibe or something I think being left that's why I've always said I got canceled for ghosting nikado avocado like five years ago and well that was different I he flew to La I guess I shouldn't have ghosted him because he did fly to LA to see me that's different but I think in general I think ghosting and I'm still so sorry Nick aado I want him on the podcast please reach out but um I think ghosting in general is like just plighter like I've been ghosted by so many guys on like Bumble and stuff and I'm just like it's better that than like I've had guys also tell me you're too chubby or something and I'm like I that's like the worst feeling yeah well I've had like I've had situations where like a guy will like or he will want to stop talking to me or something and then he'll want to have a conversation about it I'm like you first of all you don't want me and now you want me to sit through a phone call of you telling me why I don't want to know why that doesn't make sense to me either at all I don't know I'm just so nosy that I want to know even though like well sometimes I pretend I want to know and then I find out and then I did not want to yeah never they just don't like you just peie at that you know what I mean like that's all I need to know I I said that to a guy recently I'm like you literally basically you just don't like me I don't I don't need to hear the lowdown for why he wanted to like explain to you he's like he's like let me yeah I'm like huh did he did he get any far far at all telling you why he didn't like you nope I said you could go ahead and keep that one to yourself no I'm curious though like not for me I'm like I would love to know like you cuz I just feel like you're you're kind of like the perfect catch that's so nice but you know what it had there there's got to be a little something I know I want to know now we should interview your exes I know well God you know you know what I wonder like CU I've been going on so many podcasts and stuff like now that I am over the Clinton thing I'm just saying it left and right I always talk about it love it and I would love to hear what he says about it when asked and stuff I God I would be do anything to be like a fly on the wall to hear him like say what's wrong with me or like would you have a c would do you have on canel yes oh my God please come on I'm sure he would right like he he absolutely not he wouldn't go anywhere near me wait I don't know I feel like you know want enough time has passed no but I like I have had girls reach out to me and be like yeah he told me that you were crazy and you had BPD and you just made all this up and like I'm like okay that's crazy wait till you you learn on your own yeah yeah there's like proof of him like lying and stuff like that that's like crazy but I would love to see that crossover episode oh my God he's going to have to come out one day I'm going to see him where are you come on just trash we had first blessing I know he's like you know my friends or one of my friends say run into him like three times I'm like God I would do anything to run into him and just to be like cuz I haven't seen him cuz that time that I put like stuff outside my door and said like see you later never talk to me again I never have seen him again wow isn't that crazy and then you're just like yeah then like it was someone I saw every single day and then I just actually never saw him again that I've never had a situation like that before in my life looking back do you like obviously you were attracted to him in the moment but now is there cuz we were talking about that I don't know why we were talking about that like because we always talk about Brooke every episode ever we're like why would she be with Clinton when she's so much hotter but but well I don't I really don't care I don't think I care about that at all like I if a guy was like super amazing and ALS like he could be uglier than Clinton and I would probably still like him but that situ yeah no I wasn't I wasn't super like now you look at him and you're not like oh he's i l him I for sure like loved him and I wanted to be around him and stuff but I don't know I thought I was asexual when you were with him fully oh geez I was like oh my God what's happening to me wrong wait really wrong wait but you were in love with him but you felt but you weren't like turned on at all I've never had but I also I had historically always been with like kind of kind of unattractive guys so I didn't until I like started dabbling in hot guys I was like oh yeah that's what's daing hot guys it's so fun I never oh Moses he's my only hot guy I've dabbled in but I've never dabbled in a hot guy before I was just like I don't even know what that is like anything well me neither cuz I was like I don't know I just wasn't into it that's so interesting cuz I definitely dat lots of uggos and it's like I was definitely into it though I was definitely always like horny for it you know what I mean but they were like definitely and looking back you're like oh my God they're so ugly too I also like some of the people that I've been like most the most like sexually attracted to are not attracted like Attractive people at all interesting but that's interesting that you're in love with someone and not like sexually attracted that's interesting yeah well also like it could have been just like a weird like if when you're with somebody that much I get like physically attached to somebody like I feel like even friends and stuff like I just who maybe I didn't even love him no I feel like you did I'm just I really am like trying to think cuz I know what you're saying and you feel like you just want to be around all the time which means I would think you'd want to have sex all the time cuz that's even like closer you're just like as close as you could possibly be oh there's nothing wrong with I think that's interesting I just think that's such an interesting thing and only with him or have you experien that with other guys that you've liked no that that was it wow did you ever like talk to like a therapist about it when you were like with him being like why am I not like sexually attracted to him no because I think I knew why oh interest but you were that is so interesting but you in love with him I'm so shooked by this I know even even how horrible he is though I like feel mean saying that cuz it's like it really like to me I don't care if you're ugly but but you can't have an ugly personality choose a struggle so at the time you thought you had an ugly personality too like while you were dating you're kind like you kind of knew in the back of your mind yeah for sure but you kind of I know I've been there I've been there where you just know like something's off and you're like I'm still in love with you like I totally get it I just wanted to have a I loved having a boyfriend I loved being a girlfriend like yeah I loved having someone to do everything with and what we were doing and stuff I loved that so I think I just loved being in a relationship no there it's amazing it is the best thing I was like I was in love with this guy from like 21 to 24 and like in love and it was kind of the same situation I ended up doing like a video exposing him like just calling him out finding out he had like a whole living girlfriend and stuff so I did this whole thing oh my God you got Bamboozled too I was Bamboozled and like I was 23 at the time and then maybe hindsight I should look back and like I should have known something somewhere was a Miss but um it is weird and I didn't hear from him for years either and i' would always constantly talk about him and stuff like that and literally like last year it was like 15 years later I get a text it's like hi oh my God I think I heard you talking about this on the and it was someone that I was like in love with I he was like literally 50 something but I was like in love with and I remember I was like literally I mean I already had Malibu I remember I like screenshot it sent to my sister sent it to Moses I'm like oh my God what do I do cuz it was like so how trauma he had like a hold not like an in love hold but like this weird hold where I'm like i' like heavy like oh my God like yeah I don't know if I heard from him I would die that's what I'm saying like you would lose your breath you'd be like if he's like high El us but did did you he never did CU Matt R did but he didn't yeah no well he has actually no he has he called me um June of last year so like not I mean like a year ago you Pi up I picked up and he's he goes I'm in a like come meet me I go wa and I almost did honest to God just cuz I was like I want to see you I want to have a conversation and I got in the shower and then I like came to my senses and I called him back and I was like yeah I'm not coming over oh CU you kind of got that a little bit already then that little bit of to himing all I wanted to know was that he wanted me to come over especially now you're like the hottest ever not just physically but also just like blowing up everywhere you know that's so I'm like honestly it was the best thing that ever happened to me he I like thought he was ugly no cuz he well I love you I love it that spiral was like same thing as like getting like fired for my job I'm like that led me to this you know what I mean that's true yeah like that kind of stuff I totally believe in all the time like you're like oh man I like lost the best thing ever and then something else like comes along I don't know I know what to look for now of course to avoid what's your biggest red flag lying of course but how do you know someone's lying like you know well I know away you do yeah well he was I knew when he was lying cuz he wasn't even good at it knew right away like this is not your accent you're not Australian I didn't know that part okay that's what I'm saying like I haven't spent enough time around if I maybe heard it now I'd be like yeah that's not quite right that's not real interesting oh my God that's a whole new bag of worms I didn't know about this it it makes like sense though like more of it makes sense like that was just so strange you have to wonder like what is what kind of mental illness is that that's a whole different one maybe it's a new one you know like borderland's very like new like people talk about maybe there's like a new one is definitely not in the like what it's called um the book the book book yall know the book that one is know it's DM oh DBT yeah I don't know I've been I dropped out oh like a Therapy book or a college book it's like the it's basically book of all the mental illnesses oh I didn't know that was a thing yeah audible just just start going through like what we it's a dictionary literally cuz you were doing all those podcast you're saying you're doing so many podcasts and stuff like that are you still saying yes to all of them cuz I know that was like your resolution this year say yes to more I'm not saying yes to all of them and that's why I'm like honestly you can't really shame Britney I like I've been ghosting a couple people I don't once again not to bring that up but that's what I'm saying is I definitely have too I definitely have said like I've also said I'll pass to people like you know what I mean I think it's like just like a normal thing obviously you can't do everyone's podcast yeah I think it was just particularly for me I was like I just am so protective of Tanner right now I'm like that was mean but same yeah i' I've been turning people like not a lot of people down but like I've turned down probably a couple and you just leave them on scene you don't say I'll pass yeah I think that's better I think I've said I I'll pass like sometimes when if it goes through like now that I have like you know agents and stuff like that I feel like now I have to tell them I'll pass otherwise I think it's rude to like ghost them because they're like literally my agents but if it's like someone directly I usually just like oh my God wait how have you liked being with your agency I mean so far so good brand new yeah and also like I'm about to give birth in a couple weeks so I think like after more things will like but they're like they're really good in the sense of like connecting me with people and things to do I want to do more I'm so excited cuz you you're so huge like you're like that's to me like you are the most famous like you should be doing like God everything uh I would love I would just love to do we talked about it you know like just doing acting like the stuff like like you said like I feel like to get on Dancing With the Stars or movies like I want to do like a lifetime movie or something you know what I mean and I think you have to like must have an aging I've done I've been in Hollywood now for like 18 years and I'm just like I've never gotten like sometimes like I didn't realize how much help I needed until like cuz now I'm with Greg like Charlie's manager you know and he has all the Charlie people and so since I've been with him I feel like I've had so much more opportunity you got it's going to be so much like you're with many con like he's just so good at what he does you have to find those people that have those connections already cuz like no matter how out there you are I mean yeah you can try all day you can do it yourself all day but like if you don't have those relationships like it's going to be harder so I feel like I'm just so excited to see all the things you do no I'm excited for you too I was like thinking like now that you're with him I'm like you'll get so money like when you're talking about daning stars I'm like I see it for sure I want to go on so bad that for sure is going to happen like they've had like influencers like Olivia Jade hay Greer Jojo Jojo but she's pretty mainstream I guess but Harry he's like you know he's to me he's pretty he's pretty huge like I mean he was so involved with Netflix and stuff that I feel didn't know yeah he was on like four different I literally thought he did like o and I was like and he definitely has like a crazy like PR team no I know I was asking to when I did call her daddy I'm like how did you get on like Jimmy Fallon like I'm those are things I always like she is making killing she has a big she has a big publicist I was like man need get on that well I bet gosh the 60 million dollar deal I'm like she's trying to get 100 million now I know that's I heard someone told me that Spotify is not giving money like that no Spotify is broke in my opinion I feel like they spent all their money I know cuz I was thinking this whole time that was kind of our end goal like we wanted a Spotify deal but I'm like I don't think they're doing that much they're not like renewing and um Amazon is the money now right Amazon Prime has the money that's where Zach is but that's where everyone is now I thought I thought they like cancelled his show or they went bankrupt or something Zach's at the Amazon building um who else do they have they have big shows they've been doing like Mr Beast one Mr Beast are doing like they I think they have money now oh I know what you're talking about he was with something else that was like a subsidary of Amazon okay the on a date with that you said was like masculine like what was the masculine qualities that he had was it personality or was like he's a big guy well he was he was like someone I was actually see you guys know about him but oh the one you okay yeah he's like he's just ve like very outdoorsy like I would call him for like anything manly whereas I would never do that for any of my other like boyfriends and stuff I would be like he cannot do that he can't change a tire he cannot help me with this like so this one was fun cuz I felt very feminine and it just felt like just a little girl that is the best when you find kind of guy like that that's I always call I always say Moses like feminine but that's because he's like creative in arts but he's like definitely takes care of everything trash that's kind of what I mean is just like like not that I'm into gender roles but I think I might be a little into gender roles I nor sometimes you just want to feel like a little girl I do I do and it just was nice to feel like just like like somebody was there to help me and stuff and do things I think that's what you need even still like we're not even really like together I'm I'll call him I'll be like can you take the top off my car like and he does it mm I that's what that's definitely what you need I feel like finding someone who like actually like does stuff for me I always did everything myself and then I would take care of that person too and as like finding someone that like takes care of you it really doesn't make such a difference like oh my life is so easier I think that's like what I'm going to look for I think because I don't want to marry someone who doesn't want to who can't change attire my grandpa always tells me that he's he'll say like well can that guy change attire that is actually or he call somebody is he calling triaa embarrassing that's so real though every guy I've dated would always be called triaa person and like he'll just be like I'll change the tire I'll do this I'll build it I'm like okay you know what I mean I can't be with like a little diva guy who like needs somebody like other people to do I'm like do it yourself you're a man and entertainment people are the worst because they are the people that want to be catered to so it is kind of hard you need someone to cater to you for sure I feel like aloe is a good place to me guys though wouldn't it yeah it is and that's what I was kind of saying like I really do think just socially it's good for me because I go in there you don't know who's going to be there it was like kind of like how when I was working at catch she'd be like who am I going to meet today that is fun yeah when I was single at the gym that's where I met a lot of guys me yeah like they come up to you or you go to them or what you see each other yeah like see each other one of them was a trainer that was like when my Peak skinny when when I was a bobblehead oh it was so fun I miss being a little bobblehead I love bobblehead you that shirt you're bobblehead one of them was in trainer and then I would see some on grinder but then I'd be too scared cuz I still I was like um body dismorphic and I thought it was still fat but then they would come up to me after seeing me on grind or whatever yeah I was like really getting at the gym that's where it was at yeah isn't it like I hear that like Equinox like West Hollywood is like the gay like all 24-hour West Hollywood 2o like it's where it's at yeah that's where it's at like I hear the steam rooms over there are wild oh really really kind of fun I just love it so much like I see just so many athletes in the day and like just people that I never would be around normally and I'm like oh my God maybe that's my husband oh my and I have like there's this girl Sophie who she's the one who coordinates like who comes she makes the schedule and stuff and she's like one of my really close friends now and I'll like I'll literally be like set me up with that guy oh my God just yesterday I was like who's that hot guy and she's like that's literally my cousin oh my God it's just she has in be like you can connect us well she's yeah no she's the one she's the one who decides who comes and stuff and she's just the cutest so you are open to dating you just said you don't love going on dates but you're open to dating yeah I think so I think I have to meet somebody first it's it makes me really nervous to like meet someone who I haven't met already like if I organically meet somebody out and then they want to go out that's different right that's why I think your aess person is great because you've already seen him out a couple times but I run into him like that's the thing like the date that we're talking about I ran into him that's Destiny that's fate it's not and it was so funny too because because I they wouldn't give me a table too they were like they were like sorry like we're booked and then of course he comes up to me and now all of a sudden they have a table for me so I'm like everything I like panty drop I'm like yeah that's so hot thank you everything that's meant to be how often first of all do you run into anyone you know but then someone like him like if I ran to him I'd be like oh my gosh you know what you mean like that's crazy it's easy to do that man is everywhere I've never once seen him out I used to DM him too I used to be DM him back in the day and be like hey hi He's Just Not That does not feel like mat for me at all do you know who it is he's not changing anyone's Tire well that's fine him someone like C is fine like yeah that makes sense don't I'll change your tire that's you have to stop living by car sleep through book like she can't date Ted cuz of me she can't date this guy cuz of you I kind of like it though I know I do love it I do love it just because you really can get anyone and I think that's what's amazing I love that but God I'm like I wish it were true it literally is not true but I also think like it's a thing too when you're not ready or like ready to date you'll intentionally go for people you know also aren't ready to date that's kind of like the situations I keep getting myself into right and you're like touring and stuff now so it's kind of like not the right time I just am so jealous of T like cuz Tana just it's so nice for her to have her like boyfriend on the road and stuff and not that everyone can just like drop their lives and come on the road right but I love the concept of like being on tour with my boyfriend yeah come with me that's how was that how was that cuz you guys were like a little Threes Company you guys were always together yeah it was really actually fun he I love him so much he's like he's really great and he just just helps her he makes her like want to be better I think too so it just was good for no she definitely is like glowing when you guys came back from to her your first podcast back she was like glowing she was like tan and just like it's CRA like it's crazy we thought that we were going to die thought we thought we were going to come back hating each other and like like burn the place to the ground like no more podcast like we were really prepared for that cuz we fought so much the first time and this one was like it's it is like scary cuz now when we see each other we're like oh my gosh oh I love that you both look yeah you both look just like so happy and like thriving and I think that's like you guys bonded in a good way I guess the bus was good yeah it well it was good cuz like I almost feel like like we somewhere along the way we stopped being like so much friends as we were like business part and we she's still my friend and stuff but we were seeing each other so much for the podcast and stuff that we weren't spending hardly any time together like outside of that and it's like it felt like we had a kid like we were like married and we had a kid and now all our focus is going into the kid that was like the podcast and so this was like the first time we got to really spend time together and like remember why we were friends yeah without just that it was so fun and that's the best when you can be friends and make money and do all yeah what is hard like just working with anybody you have any sort of relationship with already is just like complicated anyway and we start like resenting each other and fighting over things and we were in a place where we were like just fighting all the time so it was nice to like oh like this is I forgot why I loved you so much and you guys were matching every like tour you guys have the matching were they Steve Madden or mum boots which one uh Steve Madden you you know I'm not you know I'm not buying anyone's me boot I love them although there is a muum cowboy hat that I keep seeing people wearing and I'm like I I think I do have to invest had one I think atella so cute I just went on their podcast yesterday wait really wait which one oh pretty basic I know they have like seven they have 17 now are you on pretty unfiltered because that's iconic I would to go on that one no yeah I went have 10 people talking pretty basic their set is insane they have a whole um oh my God cuz you can't see all of it on their on camera it's like not even in the wide shot like you cannot see they're set like goes so high it's so crazy my God it's not an apartment I thought it used to be in an apartment it is in an apartment but but it has really tall ceiling it's just amazing I'm like who built this is there is there a second set in there the pretty unfiltered one that they do with Z Heath I want know where that is I don't know might have been I if it would have had to be like behind the one that I was in oh I want to know so bad I want to know everything about a Hot Topic yeah I have I have such a fasination with both all of them Alicia and I don't know them at all but I love them oh they're C they're so cute I'm obsessed with Remy she's like my one of my comfort people that I just watch all the time I used to watch her all the time like literally like even 10 years ago I used to watch her like when she was in college she was like a swardy girl and I was like obsessed with her I thought she was love you know who watches them Lana that's wild do they get VIP but does that make you think that Lana do probably knows or has like seen our faces at one point in Life or time loves us she loves just yeah I that makes me feel like she's really like online I feel like she's more like you and tana coded for sure I don't know what she would think about us definitely not us she does not like us no I don't know Lana's like funny she I feel like she's with it right that's why she likes Remy not us no you need to give yourself more credit oh but she'll probably watch your episode then and then yeah she'll see you if she knows Ollie no offense but she like you know I'm really like getting too my head's getting too big I'm like Lana probably knows that I she I wonder if she would go on your I wonder if she goes on their podcast I I don't think she goes anywhere honestly really she go I don't I know how was that real live yeah yeah well I don't know she obviously wasn't working but they probably just did you know gave her a uniform God I love her so much the only place to let you do that I did that with r and Kane's like you want to work I didn't get any like money or anything oh my God wait I want to work somewhere that would be remember when Charlie got in trouble for oh T yeah yeah it is weird it's like a double standard again cuz like people yeah I kind of felt bad for them because people kind of live when I do it and then it's like Charlie does it and they're like oh no it's like I don't know I guess they hold it it might make a difference to that like I don't think those girls have ever had to have a real job cuz they're so young that's true so it might be like like maybe if I were to do it it's like okay wait no I like literally worked at Walmart did you work at Walmart no but like oh stri CL so I worked I've worked so many random places where's like a chain you worked at the only chain I worked at was well I worked at a z house which is like I don't think that that's a you would know about it but it's like a like Texas Roadhouse kind of vibe but I also worked at nectar the juice bar and not kidding to this day that was the hardest job I've ever had it was so hard and everyone was so mean to me I quit I pretended to break my leg and I quit and then I forgot that I was why did you do yeah exactly sometimes I don't think about the consequences of my own actions because I was going to see those people again so you know who had to commit to the broken leg for a long time me I I was wobbling I love that you like do a dramatic exit cuz you really could just I felt so oh my God I was so anxious about it but I I had to quit cuz I was it was so hard and I was doing everything wrong one time I accidentally charged someone $3,000 what and did it go through yes and it was like such a scandal but it was cuz like I I don't know what he just didn't do the nut but juice is really hard juice is hard I've work juice bar well juicing is physically hard like oh you had to do the actual juicing yeah and I was like making the smoothies and stuff and I didn't know what I was doing and it was so like fast paced and there were so many orders I could not handle it so you would take the fruit and like literally just chice that is actually crazy and it's it's hard like like cuz there's so many and I'm like oh my gosh I was so bad at it doing I used to work at like coffee bean and just doing the different pumps and how hot people want their coffee yeah I would you would never get your coffee right if I were working same it's so hard we're Target girly so we actually did work at Target so that would make sense yeah we Electronics I think that would be it was fun yeah right it wasn't terrible I didn't love mine but I didn't love any job I had I would just lie about like the TVs and stuff cuz I didn't really know so I would just make stuff up yeah that's the thing I don't think I've ever been like good at like good at a job like or known enough it's hard I mean that's hard like to be good like I that's why I always commend anyone fast food employees anybody because it's actually like so hard to get like the orders right and all stuff like it's just like tedious too it's a lot of work it's and people who can do it and the ones that do it and have like a smile on their face like every time go to Arby they're always so freaking happy and I was like I love Arby's and everyone is so mean about Arby's it is so good we had Arby's we sold it in my high school and I had an Arby sandwich every single day high school they sponsored your high school or what yeah well like they they just had them like so many of them every day and they had dominoes too and wow Domino's has a new New York like style pizza right now it sounds so good what do you get at Arby you get the sandwiches I just a roast beef sandwich the Arby sauce it's so good and I haven't had it in so many years I drive literally 30 minutes like once a week to go get Arby's it's in SE Valley honestly you know what I'm about to go to Arby's so good there's one in Hollywood right on Sunset oh yeah there is yeah they used to have one with a big hat it used to be a big AR hat I think it still is there the Hat cuz that's what I'm thinking of right now it's right by like the KTLA Studios I'd always go for auditions and I'd go get ARP it's so good their cheese sticks are amazing everyone so mean about it I'm like gosh I think it's like such a SL they have mozzarella sticks cheese fries like all their stuff is so good I just get the sides Justice for Arby's seriously I love it too it get a bad we like fast we like Wendy's Arby's all of it we respect it I think that's the thing too it's like you know we respect the art of fast food so it's like when I put on the uniform it's like I'm a fan it's not like I'm trying to like insult anybody yeah I just have a hard time like the Walmart thing it's like you know when somebody clearly was not in Creative control you can't like you know what I mean if someone's G you know they got paid probably hundreds of thousands of dollars and they were and they were just like oh my God how cute yeah we're going to work at Walmart and her like little when she tucked her hair behind her ear she was like scanning I was all looking back at was camp but like is so I'm so into her right now like she's dancing again I am obsessed with her learn that dance right before you came the one where she's like I don't drive cuz I have a chauffeur like that one it's so she's whatever she's doing I know I can't do oh she got 23 million on that one too that little one where she's like doing I'm like like she look so good I love Charlie to Charli I love her I saw her so much this weekend she's just the cutest oh my gosh you were hanging out coella with so did you hang out with Tana at Coachella or you just hang out like by yourselves well Tana gets to Coachella super late so I'm I always like go way before her but I'll see her usually late at night but I was with yeah I my I brought my friend BB my best friend and then rexa yeah no oh I call her B cuz her name is Brooke too and I don't want to get us mixed up I like B it's cute but uh so we would go early in the day and then we we met up with meline the whole time and I was like I love you wow and you guys were not at the tar house you just went to tarte parties I didn't go to Tar anything oh okay you went to guest I went to guest for an Afterparty I need know that was where I saw Justin and Haley everyone was at the guest house that was like the place to be it's not it's the craziest thing it's not even it's not a house it's a neighborhood like it's an entire neighborhood all the are exactly like the big white amazing houses all the pools and stff and so were like like the houses are numbered and you have to like get in it's a compound but like wow it's actually like a little I don't want to say creepy cuz I'm really hoping to be invited eventually yeah shout out Gest I love that brand but it's kind it reminds me of don't worry darling like the This creepy like perfect neighborhood it's like kind of like Eerie well they shot it down there didn't they don't worry darling was in Palm Springs I think oh maybe it was the neighborhood yeah well that's what it felt well no it just feels like everything's so uniform and like kind of it's just kind of like creepy I love that though I love guest guest is my dream brand cuz Anna Nicole Smith used to model for them and I'm like I remember seeing her ads on like the bags the black and white ads it reminds me of like Brook Shields or like like because it's the classics like Tommy hillfigure all of those like I would love to do like I don't know anything and guess has like guest jeans now and I'm obsessed with jeans oh my God no that would be so iconic I wish they'd bring back the bags too like the black and white bags and you could be on there that'd be so cool everything about Guest is cool they're like my dream too I love them and I'm like let us in maybe they'll invite us next year I did not get invited at all to anything but at least you got invited to the house that was good only because mine was staying there oh she staying there hundreds literally I was a little jealous like ice spice was staying there wait what she was actually staying overnight uhhuh she she had one of the houses um like everybody was like in different houses like like just the one house like house eight had like lay quenlin like everybody that was one time I was jealous I wasn't in the Vlog Squad I'm like damn missed out I know they they were really like all of them get to go like and they all were like modeling they had their guest shirts on and I was kind of like the content I have a hard time I don't think I was telling you before I don't think I would go with a brand again cuz I it's just like lot of pressure wait pressure like how like you can't do your own thing cuz I if I'm at a festival I'm already like overwhelmed and I'm probably drunk and I'm like dying I don't want to think about having to take content and stuff and like having to do cuz you you have to like show up to the things that they want you to show up to and do everything it's almost like it's it's a job you can't really just like enjoy yourself who did you like the best at Coachella Oh Renee really yeah well Lana I mean of course Lana was like a spiritual experience but I was so excited to see Renee cuz I just love her wow Rene and there's like one performance of hers that I watch every single day over and over and over again snow angel on SNL and I fast forward to 2 minutes and 42 seconds to hear her say the words uh blame him cuz it is so amazing that's the one when she's on the ground is she like yeah she starts on the ground I haven't seen it oh my gosh CH I have I'm going to send it to you it is the mo like I can't describe how it makes me feel so I got to see her sing it live and I was sick wow how close were you not that close I don't know how well Jake should have got you up there I know well Rene Renee follows me randomly she followed me like a like over a year ago before she came out yes well no she dm' me a couple like she dm' me like a month ago and she go oh my God I was so gagged like she was like did you frame it I want I was I sent it to everyone I know cuz I'm like I can't believe this she said like she goes oh my God like you're so funny or something she goes I love you and I was like I responded I go you can't you literally can't say that to me I like going to die and then what happened did she reply or that's it she replied and then I don't think I could reply cuz I'm well I don't I don't know I I don't even know but I was so scared of her I like I just love her oh my God that's so exciting yeah I know when you get like that DM and you're just like what do I say I screenshot to everyone I'm like what do I say the weekend liter like just thank you for your support I was like what do I say I back I texted all my pictures of wearing his shirts I'm like look how big of a fan I am I love you so funny I know I oh my God I was I feel like that's so exciting Renee rap I yeah as soon as a celebrity like DM me then M stand forever it's like they can do no wrong I'm like okay we we're friends now we like each other yeah if I feel like someone's like a good person I'm like I will support you until the day I die and she's just so talented yeah yeah and she's cool like just her personality her brand she doesn't give a she just like she'll say anything and she's funny she's not afraid of getting cancelled like which I'm terrified personally getting canceled well influencer world is just like that like you just can't be canceled for anything even though you have a podcast called canceled I know I said the other day in in an episode that I peed in the middle of Coachella and I've been like losing sleep over it cuz I'm like what if people are like mad at me about it no you pee yourself or you well I didn't me we did it on purpose wait what you were trying to get out of something we we like went to a little corner and we just we were going to die so we all had to pee Oh people do that like a little squat yeah people throw up and know if a man did it it'd be no biggie that is true a men do it all the time they just but it's so much hard as a girl how did you wipe oh drip dry who knows I was shaking it's Coachella like nothing like Survivor almost I was literally in Survivor I mean also yeah have the there's no there bathrooms I don't know how it works out there there's bathrooms um yeah yeah I would I maybe would have just peed myself maybe so that way it just goes down your boot or something I know well I don't I didn't want a soggy boot did you wear boots oh you did what to did we see oh the white shorts with the black was there boots with that mhm I wear boots every day with the earrings everyone was wearing boots it was a hot or cold cuz everyone had boots with shorts freezing super hot during the day and then freezing cold at night we couldn't tell the temperature based on people's looks a lot of furry boots furry boots were definitely the in thing yeah yeah Tana were the furry boots I almost had to burn them you hated them I I'm not into the furry boots they remind me of like a Yeti I kind of live for that they make their people's legs look so skinny I'm always just like wow they have my god look so cute be not existent they'd be like little sticks they would be cute I would hate I've always had like these chicken legs and it's so someone and there's like a video of you know the the dance that's like with your boot stop working there was someone had Chopsticks in pan pasta like and I got tagged in that so many times I was like oh my gosh like the pan noodles oh that's kind everything those were boots it's actually the cutest video you kind of started that Trend cuz you did that like months ago I don't think I started it but I I love that dud it was definitely not as popular cuz I went to go see on the sound like popular and like it was you were on there it was the one where you're like holding your chest and you're like boots I was like oh yeah but now the trend is like showing your chest like the boot well I just that was that outfit was going to I was someone was going to get hit in eye but she's that was her you know that's like well she I mean she did like a pop album before but um she's a friend of mine she's like I went to Catalina Island with Lauren G Zack s or wait no not Zack s um Justin Horwitz like I went like on a trip with them randomly like and I wasn't even friends with them but Lauren Gray randomly called me she's like do you want to go to Cataline Island and I was like sure and she was at the time she had no songs out or anything and then she just has blown up we're like oh my God you like pictures with her and stuff like that yeah she was so fun she was my friend of the weekend cuz it was like Lauren was with her boyfriend but you're so connected to everybody like that's crazy it it's so cool when I like see somebody who like wants to do like cuz she was telling us like how she did music and stuff and at the time she hadn't I mean I mean she hadn't done it so it's so cool cuz now she's like performing at the like award shows and stuff I'm like oh my God Dasha no that's kind of everything I feel like that would be like you you when I see you like in a movie I'll be like oh my God she did it she like what it's I think it's kind of fun cuz we really are like like we know so many of these people who like maybe in 10 years from now are going to be like the like the people yeah you I feel like this younger generation has way more of that like know you guys know people that have become like big stars I'm trying to think like my generation I don't know if anyone's become like a big star from like 2006 right you know like people that oh I remember when they did YouTube Charlie poth I guess that's all we got I mean that's that's a stretch on that she cracks me up you love Charlie uh no do you know him no I don't know him you're just like he's I do not know Char CRA up like bad or good just like his him with his like little Perfect Pitch oh my God yeah it's like love it but I like we get it I have whatever is the opposite of that like wait you don't sing I thought you did sing oh no no no wait why why do I remember you singing I better not oh really yeah I don't I don't even know what pitch is when people are like you're on a different key I'm like I don't know what key means me neither I don't understand that and I don't think I ever could yeah I feel like musicians you like did you see any at Coachella that you would have hooked up with is there men musicians there I don't even know I had a Coachella romance see this is the title no this is no this is horrible and I bet this will I talked about it on canceled too but it was actually horrible I had this guy that I um had hooked up with like years ago and I've been in love with him since like I love him and I've like hardly ever seen I mean I see him a lot cuz he's like our friend but I've obviously never hooked up with him again and I just was like I had to think about it every single time and I'm like oh I love you and then he was my little Coachella boyfriend like randomly we latched on to each other it's day two of Coachella after I lost my phone oh wow and so he was like oh I'll just you just come with me like come with me and my friends and stuff so we like went back to his house went to a party like all this stuff and we were having the time of our lives we're like making out in the car whatever wow we get to Neon Carnival this Afterparty I blink I blink I tell you and I turned around he's making out with some other girl I go there is genuinely no way and keep in mind I am Str and he brought me here I don't have a phone oh no I'm like there's no way I almost killed the band what happened see like I just I was like okay how'd you get home I practically had to hitchhike cuz I didn't have I I tried to set up my phone to or my Apple pay to BB's phone cuz BB's banned from Uber so then I'm like oh my gosh I just it was a whole thing and you were not with her at this point you're with this guy no she she was also at the party so I was like I could I was lucky to be able to like oh my God but I was like did you say anything to him yeah for sure I went up to him I tapped him right on the shoulder and said uh hello was he are you doing ring something I go do you agree this is very rude and he goes yeah this is very rude you're ballsy to do that though I don't know if I would I think I would just I had videos of me like dancing like pointing at them wait I was just drunk so drunk and I was like whatever no I wouldn't post it cuz he's like what sucks is he's like my he's really my friend and like I see him all the time he's roommates with like one of my best friends so I like is he your friend still now yeah I'm like whatever it's kind of funny for the bit oh my go CU I don't like him if he if I liked him I would have killed him right but you're like this is just like a fling or whatever he's just like I just think he's hot I I definitely know when I saw someone else make out I only happened to me once my New Year's Eve party and I saw the guy I was dating he meet out with someone else at midnight and I threw my drink at him I just threw wine at him I was like done I should have done more I like in that moment like yeah that's like so rude I'm like it's at my house you made me throw this party it's like countdown 321 claims he she kissed him but I still looked and I was just like doesn't matter you I'm like New Year's Eve and I was just like yeah I wish what yeah no that was the thing I'm like standing there first of all I wouldn't have even come to this party I didn't want to come to this party you made me come to this party I'm standing there wearing your jacket and now you're like making out with this girl I'm like uh did you keep the jacket or did you throw it at I'm like no I I I took it off I went I should have kept it but oh man that's wild I know but he text me he text me the next day and he's like I'm so sorry like I don't even know he's like he was out of just like what do they call rolling it was like no it was I found out he you he actually was yeah that's why I heard people say oh they're rolling for sure and I was like okay and also it was like somebody who he like previously dated so it was like and I'm realistically I'm like if my main boyfriend you know the one walked in I he would be kicked to the curb so fast wait if Clinton walked in you would have which one you boyf like my favorite boyfriend at the moment like if he walked in I would I would have like gotten rid of this guy got it got it yeah yeah yeah you're like okay I'm going to make out with you that's a wild I would have done the same thing I'm like you know what can't can't shame you can't hit the game where did you lose your phone and how well I was at the D lab which is somewhere I shouldn't go was a d lab a DB exactly it is like it's a tent at Coachella where like everybody does the most drugs it's like house music oh really okay exactly right so it's like you I used to go there in college and like I would literally never go there again now except for that Billy ish was doing a surprise set there and I'm obsessed with Billy is so I showed up there I was all excited I'm like phone gone no idea what happened to it where was the phone I think it was in my hand which is like really concerning wait someone just like grabbed it out of your hands I must have or dropped well it was like I was drunk and it happened to so many people we like the next day we were at the AT&T store and like 70 people were there getting new phones and I like you always hear about that Co there's always someone with a story it's a whole like crime operation that they have going on it's like some people's job for the entire year is to get all those phones and sell them I remember there was a girl on Tik Tok for like a so a long story about how her Uber driver helped her find her phone like it was a whole thing I was that girl I was supposed to have a podcast with oh wait really wait what happened with that when before it canceled I don't know we had like all this like internet beef you and who Becca but you guys were to doing a podcast together after the beef or before the beef before the beef and then we had the beef because of the podcast happened wait do you know this D oh I didn't know no she like pulled from it like super last minute like randomly and then she went on another podcast and was like I was supposed to do this project with this person but I found out they were like a really bad person but she didn't say your name no but I knew she was talking about me so I said check this one out oh my God that's wild but I will say like I mean since she reached out to me um I forget what I was something was going on like publicly with me bad like really bad and she reached out to me and she was like I'm really like I hope you're doing well and stuff and so I was like I like her did you ever find out why she thought you were a bad person that's like the most wild thing I've ever heard I think no well I I don't know it was like something that I had said on a podcast like about her like that I didn't think was negative and she did what did you say I forget I really I honestly forget what it was it was like I don't know I don't remember what it was but it was like she she was she was like why would you say this about me and in my head I was like why that bad yeah yeah I always get that too sometimes some people like oh my God why did you say I was like I don't I don't know things I don't think are bad and sometimes I overthink things and they're like not that bad the things I think like like on cancel I remember thinking like I should cut this out cuz then it's like stuff that no one even picked up on no one cared and stuff that people cared about I was like oh I didn't like think sometimes I accid skip over like the big ones and then I get in trouble for things I'm like wow I should have probably thought about that and cancel tricky to because it is so casual you guys have such a casual Vibe it's like literally on the couch and like so casual so you really think you're just talking and there's so many times literally where I'm just like edit this edit this edit this cuz I'm like I'm just so scared and then I'm like what if they don't listen back to it and know where to edit out you know what I mean like I know I well I've had a lot of edits for on my part go unnoticed cuz like tana and I send in our edits separately and usually it's just Tana's edits that get done CU it's like i s mine on so like so far before her oh my god really I'm like I just like I mean sometimes but I've had things get left in that like were so horrible and I have to call and like literally like take it out that's like my biggest yeah that's I that's why I was asking like do you think because we have a different editor now too for our Hot Topic like do you think he like listens to all three hours because I'm so scared I'll say edit this out and like it'll stay in or something like that well I think they have to I wouldn't I would just be like this is fine it goes up as is I don't know it's never it's usually like not things that like the public would care about it's things that I care about like I don't want people in my like I say maybe I say something too much about like somebody I'm talking to and I'm like say that or something sounds like aggressive sometimes I'm like that sounds like mean the way I said it or something like that I don't know it is hard I know with podcasting it's just hard in general cuz it's like but that's why I was going before where you're saying you're on all these podcasts now it's interesting CU like people always have your back like I feel like when you go on different podcasts people like there's one with the boys you went on there's like two straight boys and everyone's like they were being so mean to broo but when I was talking to you about it I think it wasn't even on cancel just like personally you're like oh I never think anything of it or like Whitney or I I think maybe I'm just used to that like Behavior I don't think I don't know I I don't have good judgment when it comes to like when people are being mean to me and stuff I always just assume people are like being funny like the boy yeah I felt bad like not felt bad but I felt I felt like that was their humor I felt like that was the bit the whole time it was kind of like their their literal whole stick is being like these like boy like and people just didn't get it like your a too good for everybody like cuz he's like you know he jokes he's like yeah I'm a nepo kid like it it was either they comedians so I didn't think anything of it but like your audience just like stands so hard for you that they're like completely different Audi there are audiences like who Matt re audiences like you know what I mean like like people who like that like masculine like humor do you did you know them beforehand um I knew Lucas one of them okay so you were like friends with them and Stu I always wonder that like too like sometimes I got on people's podcast I don't I've never like met them before and I'm like like fita I love her and i' never met her but they asked me about I'm like yeah absolutely I love her and then you just never know you're like I wonder if this person likes me or doesn't like me or Their audience or whatever yeah well I can't imagine inviting someone on the podcast if you don't like them I feel like I've seen people do or they don't know who I am sometimes like back in the day I used to go on podcast and people like don't know anything about me it's like actually so funny I'm always like wow they do like no research about it like wait so I we we are guilty of that sometimes with some people but it's cuz sometimes I won't even know who the guest is going to be until like the day minute but that's kind of cool about your guys is like you guys kind of do go with like the flow and just like learning about the person as they're there and I think there is something to that for sure yeah that's our approach cuz we're really not interviewers that's why we try not to do that many guest episodes but like yeah I'm not good at it and it's hard cuz it's like people are like well that's your job like get good at it but I'm like I don't know how like I'm not a journalist what's on the ground over here and I just some like sometimes like it is like just a natural conversation sometimes I don't have a lot to contribute and then they're like seriously like right cuz interviews like interviewing a person is like so much harder than like this you know like or when you go on cancel or anything cuz the way you guys do it is more of like what do they call it a key it's like a key you know what I mean where it's just like chatchat like what's going on with your life you know yeah and that's why like sometimes people are like you guys didn't know preparation I'm like do you prepare for a conversation with your best friend oh I with you I was like oh let me see what I want to ask her today cuz I've seen you so many times but I still have like so many questions I'm I was like I need to know about this but it's almost like I follow you so I just like know in my head I'm like okay what did I see in this past two weeks and it's been so much but yeah no I didn't know those guys were being mean to me same thing Whitney got like in a lot of trouble for yeah her and I felt bad about that too I felt more bad about that cuz she like she had reached out to me so many times being like Oh my God like I'm so sorry this is not what I me came yeah and like she didn't understand like well not that she didn't understand she understood after like what she read all the things but she was like that is not what I meant and she explained it to me cuz her sister has uh BPD oh I see and she was saying like she doesn't she thought that like you're never supposed to tell somebody who has BPD that they have BPD cuz it's like triggering so she was like I don't know it was like this whole thing but she like I mean Whitney I love her so much much do not think that she meant any like any malice I think people go so hard for you so like any little thing they're like how dare you say that I I feel bad sometimes I'm like afraid for the PE whoever's podcast I'm going on cuz I'm like damn that's good love it feels I love that people have my back but sometimes I'm wait I don't think they were being mean I feel like that yeah if you don't think they were being mean then yeah if I'm not offended by something it's kind of hard like when everybody else is cuz I'm like I really like I wasn't offended by that whole BPT thing at all in the moment only because I kind of like question it sometimes when people tell me like because everyone's out here like just of like watching a Tik Tok and thinking like oh I must have this diagnosing themselves and so I don't like I don't know I'm just like okay well trust me yeah take take my word for it I will show you I feel like yeah because you're not so like outwardly um Chaotic online you know what I mean you don't show your like UPS your Downs really and even sometimes like sometimes I I don't know if you relate to this but when I'm in like a good place I'm like yeah no I don't got it right right you know what I mean it's almost like I have no sense of like emotional permanence like I can't even remember feeling that way or acting or behaving that way I'm like no I'm like completely mentally normal and then it takes like one major Trigg I'm like oh I feel that way for sure too I really think I'm like oh my God my baby cured me of my mental illness you know or eating disorder like I'm being being like Oh I don't like overeat anymore and I'm cured of eating disorder and then like something else creeps up and you're like oh yeah or me locking myself in a bathroom for like 4 hours oh yeah actually have this yeah in phases but sometimes I have like periods of time for a long time where I'm like you know what I'm cured I've gotten that like I'm doing just fine and maybe I was wrong I think that proves you're a BPT right there they're always like I'm good now actually like are you well people clipped it too and they were like she's self- diagnosed everyone went crazy with it online I'm like nobody said that that's crazy yeah people just run with it that's the problem like yeah going on that's I'm so scared to go on podcast in general cuz it's like knowing something will be clipped you know and I know people like just someone made that up but it's like it doesn't matter like where it came from because they hear it from one other person and then everyone runs with it and it becomes like that was weird but I also like I don't know if I even agree with that like situation CU I'm like if somebody did self- diagnose for some people don't have the resources or the money or whatever to even get diagnosed and if they think you know what I mean I don't know kind of think it's weird I get that yeah cuz people want to like feel like they understand why they are the way they are so they hear people with borderline and like that sounds like something I definitely got in trouble for that because during the whole disassociative identity identity sort of thing there was a time when Anthony Bia interviewed this girl who had did and I like my initial video was just very much like oh my God that's probably what I have like I wasn't like diagnosed but I was like that sounds like something I have where you have like these multiple personalities and voices in your head you know yourself the best yeah so I was like I did the video and obviously yeah that's when people got offended then of course then my borderline kicked in where I was like now I'm going to get pissed because everyone hates me so it's like all this like weird stuff but um I think it makes sense because people just want to identify like what the problem is and like you said people don't don't have the money to go to therapy yeah well I feel bad for the people like what you it doesn't exist if you haven't been diagnosed that's what bothered me is like like cuz I I have and like but that to me is like so like I I probably like I would have figured it out whether someone told me or not yeah my original diagnosis was just like I had a therapist tell me like you have traits of it and everyone kept saying traits of it and then I saw Dr Drew and it was just like he's like oh yeah you're a borderline so it's like it was all just like traits trait traits but I'm like okay so does that mean I'm certified borderline I'm going to the classes I don't know if it's like a they they write it down and say like like put a stamp on it but my mind's kind of same thing like especially cuz I had my mom and I that's what I got myself in trouble saying is like my well my mom has it but I was saying that cuz it's hereditary yeah yeah yeah so but I I had always seen it in them and I'm like well here it comes it is interesting yeah how people they take well I get it I get it mental Health's like such a serious thing but people yeah take it and go one way me too they get offended for you I don't know and then but then it's like everyone else diagnoses you I'm like that's true you should see what I was getting on tour I'm like oh my gosh wait what did they say on tour person no like my DMs everyone's like oh my God yeah know you imagine they narcist no it's I don't even it's not even worth talking about but like that's why you shouldn't check your DMs though like then you get those bad ones and the nice ones like make me so happy you need a moderator in your DMs you need someone to go through and just delete the nasty ones I really do or like filter words or something yeah oh yeah I'm surprised you don't I probably should yeah you're getting to the point you need an editor you need to start like a little moderation yeah yeah I'm sure someone yeah I'm sure you can find someone honestly I was I was slaying with no phone I'm like maybe I'll just throw it out isn't it the best when you don't like not have a phone it kind of is like freeing it's kind of like oh man I don't have to like check anything had the best time at cotel I think because of that cuz I just felt like I was in college again and like I had no nothing to do except for like Frolic oh that's the best were you down there all three nights mhm is there food down there yeah oh my gosh she would die like it's music foods and arts like Festival so like places come from all over the country and it's like the best of everything that you can find so the best pizza the best noodles the best like Chinese it's so good oh I always thought you had to like prepare like you're in the desert for like ever no I ate enough this weekend like I can probably like stop for like weeks you always had the best food yeah you said you had a Cheesy egg bacon thing or something this morning I did it's my it's literally the other half is in my car and I'm going to eat it after this you always have the best like food things so you always find like good food I eat like a 12-year-old I only eat like really like fried or I love that that's so then you just go to Al and work it off yeah I was like you look so good like it's if I ate like that it be like crazy but I think it's because I'm very satisfied by what I'm eating like it's just I I'm not like thinking about other food and yeah cuz when I'm when I try to eat healthy or like in high school and stuff when I was like really trying to like lose weight and stuff I was binge eating so bad cuz I was like the whole day I like restricted myself and then all of a sudden I'm like at night I'm just that's my problem too is I restrict myself so much always that's why I've never been able to lose weight cuz then I just like binge and I just eat so much it just is so bad like it's more mentally bad for you cuz it's like I don't know when I started really just like eating like honestly unhealthy things it just felt I was sad it like scratches the itch and then I'm like I don't have to eat all this food cuz I'm going to end up eating it at the end of the night anyway right so it's like now I'm eating that in also all the healthy stuff and now it's like I'm eating more than I would have if I just ate the otherself that makes sense yeah they say mental health like you should eat better if you have like bad mental health eat better makes you feel better but you're yeah well I think which I've noticed such a difference in how I feel like mentally since I've been working out and I hate say I hate to admit it cuz I every time someone would tell me that I'm like I hate you endorphins really be wild they really do a difference yeah we used to yeah we used to go for walks every day I was like I definitely was happier I do feel that way I feel like I'm sassier these days I'm just like not working out oh that's it yeah and you are literally pregnant maybe that too just all of it just me laying around all day eating and doing nothing I'm just like okay but but pregnant people like work out they run like Meg and trainer was like working out like that is crazy to me I see people doing like crunches pregnant I'm like are they okay in there that's wild to me cuz like I don't think you're supposed to like even getting out of bed they're like you're supposed to go to your side cuz you're literally like crunching a baby that is so crazy bab doing a little crunch too that is true cuz they're the whole thing where do they go like that's crazy I don't know it's so crazy that seen a pregnant person at ATO that would be tea wait I think I did oh yes yes someone was doing reformer pilates with a big old belly I was like that's like dangerous cuz i' I've like fallen off the machine like oh those machine ones look crazy the ones you guys do you and octopus do it a lot where you guys are like putting the legs up you call them octop octopus lover is that it octopus lover yes and it is it looks so easy it is so hard hard oh my God you guys are synchronized you guys are all synced up doing it I love it it's it's fun just cuz everyone's there I I probably wouldn't want to do that by myself that's so crazy cuz it just looks like only two people are there but like it's like people who I want to be with like yeah if I were just sometimes I actually do buy do it by myself but I'm still there and I'm like I love it is it like in a like a Lobby like in a part like a floor it is literally like like a mall like you walk in and it's aloe everything it's there's like the ceilings up like seven stories literally it's just huge cuz everyone works out of there it's Alo headquarters oh so they have their little so all the office people like all the people who just work at Alo also work out of there and then the gym is just like a little component of it damn Al really popped off I feel like it was like not that big a couple years ago someone tried to make a video the other day well she did make video and she I'm was talking about how aloe is like falling off and this is why and I was like you can never make me hate wait why why did they say that that's so that's like saying you fall off like when you have a million views it's like you didn't fall off I think she well she she said like they're just too influencer focused and stuff which I I get why they would say that but also like I don't know I'm going to go so long as I'm invited so yeah and everyone's buying it because of you guys so that like makes sense I love the bag I got like an aloe thing and I just love that like tie-dye bag they have the gray one me too I if you spend like x amount of dollars they give you one and I just like keep collecting them yeah we have so many of those I used to buy Alo like I was like in my aloe phase like a couple years ago when I could fit into it but maybe I'll get back to it if you could pick one brand what would you pick aloe revolve or white fox oh aloe well I can't I shouldn't say no white fox cuz oh you look great in White Fox you influen me to buy it I love it I love I mean I love all of those rins but I just I'm really in my Alo yeah you've been saying that you're like I like aloe forever and then the dream brand cuz you had aloe was your dream brand you new one I said that see I'm manifesting I said that on this show is my dream brand and now you're there and Celsius and I got Celsius too oh you were drinking your C yes oh my gosh that's kind of everything I really like I left it in my car I was just looking for it but I um I really like want that's my dream is to only have things that I actually use in a day like I just want I want a redkin deal so bad that's a good one because it's like I use redkin I always talk about how I've used red kitten for years I saw someone saying brke uses redkin so I I'm like but does she actually I do but I'm like pay me well it's a soft one what's it called Soft redkin all soft i' I've never ever even so much has gotten it gifted to me I like I actually use that every single time so red I'm like come on redkin I want to buy it what's it it's redkin all soft redkin all soft it's my favorite and I you sometimes I'll switch cuz you're supposed to switch your shampoo and conditioner like every few months sometimes I'll switch but I always go back and then I'm like oh my God I can't believe I ever didn't use this oh my God that's like the dream to have that your hair is like so perfect it's actually crazy most my hair is mostly genetic next week you're going to be in like redkin headquarters or something so I'm like I know but now I know that it works I feel like C I should really put some thought into that but red wait what about you guys what are your dream Brands that's a good question IA yeah that one's free we got I got it sponsored from them it's coming up wait yay I used to work with fashion Nova but I was so bad at posting I'm really bad sometimes at doing like the fashion deals cuz I don't really post fashion content generally but anything you just wear everyone like wants everyone's like oh where did BR get this he does anyone know like that's like the number one thing every time like a new like episode comes out like that's why I love like really like organic like things like that cuz it's like the best deal some people like there are some influencers who are so good at or influencers who are so good at it like you don't even know certain things are deals because they're like and like the brand agrees to it I have a hard time with Brands sometimes because they don't know a lot of them don't know what's going to do well and stuff and like like if I post a video where I'm just like I love this and this is why it's not going to do well but if I'm like in a normal video you know what I mean I just just not even paying attention to it like your boots on tour I feel like everyone was trying to figure out like where you guys got your boots the matching ones the SE outed ones I was like wait where are those from and then they were and then I think I saw on Reddit someone's like oh no these are yeah I feel like that's almost like a more effective way to do it for sure cuz people want those or your outfits on tour just anything that you guys didn't mention I was like oh yeah or when on your podcast I think Tana had a Brandy Melville and I was like oh my God that's like everything they should sponsor her I think they're getting in trouble canc I think are they canceled well I feel like they've been canceled for so many years I mean they've been hating fat people for a long time it really is so crazy but they're just they really come through with the basics yeah your tea was is Brandy right cuz I remember I remember on the podcast you had like a little like fitted Brandy and I was like you're the smallest person I know and you're like it fits you perfectly so I could imagine anyone else yeah it's just a good white T-shirt and they're so cheap there's like $15 see they're uncan that's what I'm saying some people are just uncan it's like just like people don't care they just forgive I mean what did they get they're just getting canceled because of the one size thing I guess so yeah no I think it's deeper than that I I want to watch the owner or something right yeah and I think they're like they were like discriminating like like certain or girls could work on the floor and certain girls had to work in the back and it was just like it was not the Vibes and I have since not been shopping there that's the tea yeah you can't just like burn just cuz it's like now you know no but this is my favorite white T-shirt yeah if you've already bought it you don't need to destroy it you know I don't want it to go to waste because that's even worse yeah that's t-shirt is cute on you and the jeans are cute the whole thing is cute this whole thing where the jeans from um a Goldie and the shoes these shoes these shoes showed up in the mail I don't even know what their what brand they are but they were in the mail the other day and I was like oh I kind of like them and the red nails are just like such just like I've been having red nails but they're all snapped off because I don't know why I love I always have red nails pretty much really I was get them during Christmas time I I just had green nails by a mistake that green is in green yeah Green in no no no it was Shrek green the color was literally called get out me swamp o I kind of love it matches your Jeep your bronos I know well that's what I was like that was was in my head but as soon as I started getting them I was like oh no then you you never say anything you're never like I don't like these no I couldn't and so I just had to like rock with the green nails it was so green is in though I see everyone wearing even like the forest green green is my favorite color but every car now emerald too I feel like we had I had my car as Emerald but there's another car too I saw I was like oh everything's Emerald right now it's very color and it looks good on everybody I usually green they put in like movies if you want to look sick they put you in green really yeah you like if they like if you ever notice in movies when someone's sick they always put them in like green to make them look sicker wow oh that's not good I know I have a lot of green too do you oh yeah I guess you do yeah was it Alo the one that you said you weren't sure wanted to work with you is that the one oh my God and that turned around so fast I know I tell we joke about it now cuz they they're like we had no idea that you even wanted to come here and I'm like well that's crazy cuz I was literally going on every single week talk about it everywhere yeah we got Wendy's hats we got hat that was big F us oh we did get a gift card for them I think that's about it I try not to like have too many things cuz it's hard for me like I don't have anywhere to put them yeah oh you need a storage unit or something like that I know but I just like I don't like having stuff like a lot of stuff really you're minimalist makes me no no but I'm anxious and I just hate like feeling like I don't have places for things and then my space is just a mess I kind of believe it or not get like that people think my house oh my God I have so much but I had so much more before I mean we get rid of stuff I mean I have a Poshmark and my mom posts like 30 things a day on there cuz I'm just like I need to get rid of things all the time like me too I just there's a little like um like outside of um this the coffee shop by my house there's a thing that you can just put clothes in it's like for the Women's Center I go there like twice a week and I'll just throw so much stuff in there cuz I'm I can't have L have it do you think you'll ever go to like a bigger space cuz right now you're like in a high-rise bougie but yes but but I'm cheap like not cheap but I if I'm going to spend like what what a two-bedroom cost in my building like that would be so stupid if to not just like be in a house would you buy the buy it or rent I would buy a house I don't know I don't know a lot about buying a house I don't know I didn't know anything about buying a house either also like have you guys had like issue like a lot of people say that it's like so much more trouble whole house and I think it helps that you are married cuz if I like I almost feel like as a single person I don't think I would be able to handle that I would leave this house if something happened to Moses I would leave the house because it's just too much all the time happening and it's just like so frustrating just abandon it yeah I just saw Janette mcer was on a podcast and she said she was like I owned a house and now I live in an apartment she's like cuz it was more trouble than it was worth yeah I think you're right if you're like a single it's just so I'm overwhelmed I don't even do it like we have we F finally fix leaks and then there's ant problem and then it's like it's always something it's always likees today I can't handle that like God forbid there's a the cat food with maggots in my apartment and I nearly burn the place to the ground and then you like house too like you know we live in a mountain so then you get like mice and he's changing mice traps and then there's one that's dead in the thing so when we turn the heat on we hear like we smell a burning Mouse and it's just like oh my God it's crazy but he can't find it so I'm like should we call Pest Control he's like I put cuz he'll put the traps up there but then they eat the it's just crazy so there's like a dead mouse somewhere that we keep smelling see that's so like I don't I don't know if I could handle all that but then I feel stupid cuz renting is just so it feels like you're wasting money well you are you're you're literally throwing all your money away I support renting 100% like I mean again a Moses but like if you don't like I just think it's so it's actually so hard like I actually would like move to like a condo or something and but I also like I so I love apartment living I love like I feel so safe and just I like I love being in the highrise I love the amenities like I love that stuff me how I I think I would feel alone it's scarier if you live by yourself I the one I rented in Studio City when I met him I was like terrified and rightfully so people were always showing up to my house really cuz like you know they know you live alone and nowadays if you even renting like any influencer like when I rented that house like immediately goes on like is like dirty or something like that it's like one of these sites that show everything that is so horrible and they put it even when I was just renting a house they put it up right away so it's like sucks but yeah if I got a two-bedroom I would I think I couldn't sleep at night because of the amount of money and like it doesn't matter how much money I make like I don't like to spend a lot of money yeah and when you think back about it too like just like spending money on rent is a lot I mean that's the only that's the only bad thing but at the same time you are getting like everything kept up and stuff cuz I think Janette mcer who said she spent more money on her house than she ended up getting back so and that's usually what happen yeah she lost money on it it was just like a whole thing yeah I love her we should get her on the podcast you she oh my God she makes she is so good on a podcast I love hearing her just speak she's so smart no she is I there's certain podcast guests that are just like so good everywhere they go and it's like but that's like you I love seeing you on all the podcasts like the one you did with uh was it Wendy Gabby Wy cute yeah you're I love it I love that you're like the first guest on people's podcast too like that's everything really happy I'm like a I love it and you're just like yeah absolutely I love people who do that like we'll go on a podcast before it's even like you know like Holly did that for me she came on my podcast before it was even I was like I love that like you don't even care you're an icon also I was like I was also fan like a big fan of Gabby when she did Bachelorette and stuff I I was so excited when she asked me I was like no way is there a podcast that you regret going on I've had like times when I like regret saying things and I wish I didn't oh I yes I do I regret going on Zach sang show really there's Clips out of it right that that was crazy to me cuz it's like you did the episode but there's Clips out yeah so I let them put some of the clips I I I felt bad ultim because their thing is like such a whole production there's like when you film Zach s show there's like nine people there and like there's people who edit there's people like there's someone for everything so I felt bad like I had wasted all these people's time and stuff but I also wasn't the one who said that that episode couldn't come out it was like a mutual decision and then he told everybody I said it couldn't come out oh jeez I it was more so like we were kind of worried like I don't know when you say something horrible about people you have to like still worry about that person's mental health like whether they're horrible or not although I'm not really that concerned about it these days now you're like whatever let's air it Zach saying let's air that episode well now that everybody knows it's like whatever well I also just I just I know he wanted that story so bad that's why he leaked it before I had the chance to say anything about it so it like kind of made me feel like gross about it that I'm like why am I giving I don't want to do it here for something like that you want to go somewhere that like you know where I feel and like respected you know yeah and I that's exactly right like I would have loved to like I feel comfortable like talking with you and like saying certain things whereas I didn't yeah for sure someone I know doesn't even have my best at her I'm like I don't know why I'm going to do that that is interesting yeah that's the funny about podcast is when you go on someone's that you don't know and you're just all of a sudden spilling everything I felt like that with like call her daddy like she was nice and she obviously was very like sweet and stuff like that but I'm like why am I saying so much like why am I telling her my whole life story yeah know sometimes I'm nervous and I just am talking talking talking and I'm like oh my God I have to shut the up yeah I was telling your St no one knows about and I literally had to like had I send a letter to the editor and be like can you edit all that out because like I've never told anyone that here I'm just like saying every like childhood trauma I've ever had on this show that I don't even know yeah I I I understand how that could happen though I feel like people do that with call her daddy a lot too cuz it's just so like it's interesting because she's actually just like really bubbly she's not like an Oprah where it's like I want to just confess my whole feeling to you it's just like I don't know it's like a weird thing I guess it's a comfortability thing you're just like okay I can share whatever and then yeah your dream podcast was the ovon what is it now is it still him um oh I don't know I don't think I would even want to go on theovon though I would be so nervous to talk to him you have to fly to Nashville too yeah no he has a studio in La too oh he does I think he has the same Studio both places which is interesting oh you never know if he's in Nashville or La I know he it's crazy cuz he doesn't seem he has so much money really he has to cuz like I I mean he's doing 10 times the size rooms that we're doing and like all the time oh he's on tour he's always tour yeah what's he do he does stand up or the podcast uh stand up and then his podcast is like makes has to make him so much money too oh okay I didn't know I was like two oh interesting yeah see I'm surprised I have more podcasts like I'm more people don't do it like comedians I almost feel like every comedian has like every Matt right he doesn't have a podcast he would he can't even go on a podcast without ruining his own life that's true that's true that's true poor guy he really does air out all the dirty laundry I him on someone's podcast talking about how he bought a house for his mom and how his mom was like then he just said his mom was like greedy and wanted more and I'm like why are you talking so bad about your mom like Honestly though I get that what did you think about seeing his ticket prices by the way are they wait were they low or high they were low I think the Hollywood Bowl was like $5 or something I think what happened was I think most of his like cuz it sold out so fast it was a lot of people who bought them to resell them not not to say he can't sell out a show but I think they just found out that they couldn't sell them or like weren't selling them so they had to make them super cheap oh just so that was real the $5 thing yeah cuz I looked it up I did some journalism to fact check but in Canada he was doing really well but in every yeah I feel like he just got what two more Netflix specials yeah that's what I'm saying I mean he's like yeah that's the thing like the joke is he's still doing really yeah like no he is not losing sleep over anything but guys are so uncan it's like I know it's like so always going to be like it's so funny cuz I had like so many like middle-aged women who were like commenting like saying I was just like they're like she's just a little clout Chaser she's mad cuz he didn't choose her I'm like honestly well you know you have a podcast I'm kidding but I'm like I don't know hell that's my job sorry got to keep the lights on and it's true it's like when something like that big happens it's like and you were so had his back for so long until like really hit the fan and then you're like okay yeah and I got to give the people something hello yeah I love that and that's why we love you because I was just like yeah you have to share your life you know I know and I try sometimes like to like not and then everyone hates it cuz they're like hello you this was your whole thing people are mad at me right not mad at me but like I get a lot of things that are saying like she's too afraid of like um criticism or she's too afraid of being judged I'm like yeah because you're criticizing me and judging me well every little thing every little thing you do it's like so scary I know I go back and forth with it being like Oh my God I don't want to get canceled and I'm like oh well that's why people watch though it's like you know what I mean I just I look up so much to like tana and stuff who just doesn't even she it doesn't phase her really she and it's made her so much bigger you know what I mean every little Scandal she's been in she just gets bigger because it's real you know it's like it's like the Wendy Williams I wish I love her but it's like I could never be her it's like she's just real she just says like what's on her mind you know and they have the very similar scandals to death to all them you know it's like it's CU it's like obviously like this joke but it's also like so real you know what I mean it's like yeah yeah I just also have like literally two personalities so sometimes like sometimes my like reserved personality will watch my other one and be like you're like give more please stop or like I'll just Pi shut up like you're ruining your own image well that's what's cool about you you have both it's like sometimes the spicy one comes out you know what I mean I know but then the like the anxiety I feel even after like a live show I'm like I cannot believe I said that I cannot believe I said that like yeah but you said it it's out there there's worse jobs to have uh we have a question from our P one of our patrons Jason from patreon says where do you see you in Tana in 5 years o hopefully still touring I feel like we're going to want to tour until like we literally can't tour any we love it's so much fun and like it's just special it's so cool for people to like actually physically show up for you cuz it's like it's one thing for people to just like click on your video and hopefully with a really really big Alex Cooper style deal oh my are you just chopping it around at all like are you trying to um I think yeah I think so but I think we've got our deal that we're going to sign wait oh right cuz you guys go by like Seasons right you said like ended a season so we just were about to I think resign with the same company oh okay that's good so they're giving you a good deal MH and are you I'm like Spotify if you're listening your company's like weit what well whoever's paying the most yeah yeah that's good so you're happy with your deal is it just a go by year by year like season by season or I think this one's a two will be a two-year deal do you guys get cash up front and not that's like no I think I think so or this one no Tana's or our last one t got well it was her podcast only at the time so she got like a crazy signing bonus this next one then do you guys have any difference in changes of seasons like what like separates a season like season one to Season Two Season nothing we're we've already like the last three episodes have been season two no one knows about it oh okay I thought you do like just because we were like the original contract was 43 episodes and now we're on like more than that I think damn when's our season 2 right now it up I don't know that's a good question maybe after I don't know we just make it up we don't have a contract with anyone season 2 Starts Now maybe after the baby cuz we are trying to change up a little bit then so maybe but then what how do we change it do we change the set cuz you know they always change things for season that's what I want I want to have a set again cuz it really cool but it's hard to get like it would have to be like in Tana's house cuz to get it to get her anywhere else is like sometimes a little complicated it's wild to me when people don't want to do it in their house like I it's like crazy I'm like if you can do it in your house do it in your house it's so much easier I know rather than like go to cuz people want to go Al Spotify studios are pretty BGE I was like so well but like have you ever been to Deer media what is this I see this literally everywhere it's like so many podcasts are dear media podcasts but they um they have a studio out of uh the PDC PDC uh Pacific Design Center the one like right next to catch the big red blue green building last time I there was like abandoned that place like I nobody was in there it used to be so crowded and a lot of like random businesses will work out of there and they'll have like random like Emmy parties and stuff there but all the dear media studios are in there and it's so official like you go up there and there's like feels like you're in like the devil we's prod or something like there's someone at the desk and it's like who do they have like what kind of podcast um they have oh God they have like all the bachelor girls I feel like are dear dear media do they all have the same set like the white is it the white background oh yeah and I see the little microphones with the little cubes and stuff like that yeah and they say dear media on there I wonder if they get money up front like I want to know who the money up I think they do I don't know I remember I was when I was shopping around with Becca we were like talking to Dear media but I think that they the cut was like kind of crazy oh cuz they have to like recoup it probably the Spotify one I remember I did the Julia Fox and it was like that was like 40 people working on it it was like crazy it was like such a and that was temporary cuz they film in New York but have to pay all of those people so I'm almost like I'd rather just good good point unless it's Amazon like giving you a $100 million doll then it's like was it worth it yeah God hello Amazon I'm like honestly if Amazon's listening I me shopping still yeah you're like we just signed two years you're like I don't know if we've signed it yet or not but I mean that's kind of everything and you guys do have such a great setup it's casual it's easy I know I love it but I loved having like I love seeing podcast with sets I think it's interesting it's like cute but then this is so cute but you see it in person and it's like it's literally just like it's not really a set it's just like this little room with whatever it's very much a set well you said Remy I don't want to see Remy and Alicia's now God it's well it's just like it had to be like so expensive yeah cuz it's a whole apartment right yeah they have the whole apartment for we T and I have talked about doing that too like buying an apartment and get a house like Call her daddy Style just have a whole house I don't think we I don't think we got budget like that so I think you guys totally could a year of toy yeah right but it is but the vibe is so cool and I feel like if you guys change it it's just like that the same you know what I mean like your black couch everyone has like it's so polarizing people love it or hate it so I think you need to keep that for sure yeah I guess so I mean it it gets a job like there's that doesn't make a difference in the views or anything for us so no you guys get so many views just literally chilling on a couch and I'm like that's the best thing ever you guys always look snatched maybe that's why guys always look so cool in it I'm always like wow it's it's the black couch but black is slimming and you have such a good spot cuz you're in the middle I'm so little tiny last time I was on on Forefront but also pregnant time just like humongous I was like I just knew it and I just leaned into it I was like at this point I'm just going to be the blob on the couch it is just like an it's just an interesting setup but I did the same our last one was um like a rounded couch and it was the same thing where I was in the back and then there was two people on the sides of me and I was like I love this you know it you know this and I love that it changes when different guests come on too because I think it was like I think Megan Trainer and Chris you had a different jelly roll and Bunny you had a different everybody always said they I just show up in it set up however people want to do I love that and I love when we what was it the Santa one we showed up and you're like I didn't I was wearing this today I was like I kind of live that you just go with it well yeah t will always toss things on me she be like yeah actually you're wearing this Santa's helper outfit I'm like okay perfect my legs are like my leg hair was like this long I'm like perfect you're down for it I know I wish we would have dressed up in costume last time I miss costumes after pregnancy we're going to go back costum I want to do a costume I want to come on here I get so jealous of everybody who gets to do the costume costumes God I love when people want to I never ask cuz I always think like people don't want to but it's like when people ask like uh Olivia Brian was like we should dress up I was like really okay oh my God I would love to too I have to watch that episode I love a love you o Bri oh yeah how are you doing with saving money cuz I remember our first episode you're like spending is like my we so good at saving I got so high on it cuz like it's so fun once you start saving and you're like oh my God this is so fun just seeing it stack up yeah oo not relatable to me but I love that oh I love it cuz it's so fun to put like a chunk in there and like I I have a lot of my things like set up to just go straight to the savings like YouTube Tik Tok all of that goes straight to savings so I don't even I pretend that's not even I don't get paid for that oh that's so smart I'm lucky just to keep mine at the same balance each month I'm like well we finally have savings now I just try and keep it at that Mark you well I'm saving it for taxes which I'm about to have to responsible it is crazy taxes in general like why why do we have to pay pay them it's so F like it's turning me like it's really messing me up in my head I'm like oh no it really makes no sense when you think about it it like does but it doesn't I'm like have someone else do it I think I really understand that standpoint I'm like have Bill Gates do it seriously I feel like the government should pay for the taxes I think they do we honestly it goes like this yeah cuz when you see like um you know when there's like potholes people say that's oh tax dollars at work and there's still potholes or whatever and I'm like I think it's supposed to go to fixing roads I maybe we need Hanan to just like break down taxes or something cuz I really don't know but it seems just like a waste and like a scam really because and then the really really rich people always have like toay yeah they get get out of it yeah I guess that's why they say Eat the Rich H has a shirt that says that or tax the rich I don't know I really I feel like I should we should know like maybe I should learn about this there's only so much that we can possibly know though and I feel like we know a good amount of other stuff and who wants to hear about that I know everything there is to know about Taylor Swift exctly oh wait so you're a Swifty so yeah I'm a Swifty but I don't actually know I'm just saying like the things that really matter right right right taxes cuz taxes you just got to pay them anyways you know what I mean it's like death it's like when people think about death I'm like you're just going to die don't think about it when I've had jobs obviously in the past you you it comes out and then it's you never see it I have such a hard time knowing that it was mine and now I have to give it away yeah that doesn't make sense to me either they should just take it I'm trying to do that right now like I'm having like I since I've been with Greg I haven't even let them pay me for anything so I'm like you keep that I don't need to see it wait what why so that when because I know that I'm going to have to like I just don't want that type to be in my account I don't want any of that I don't want tour money I don't want nothing oh well make sure it gets into your account at some point it will someone's got it somewhere wasn't there something crazy with podcasters I think it was like Whitney and Theo like they had this big company that was doing yeah they got scammed bad I saw Theo talking about it yeah what happened he said it was like hundreds of thousand dollars that they didn't get because the did the company go bankrupt or what happened I'm not sure I forget what but I know oh my God I would lose it it happened with YouTubers too back in like 2018 it was kind of like a full screen and they would collect your AdSense um and then yeah they kind of just folded up and everyone just lost their AdSense you remember I forgot what that one was called how is that not illegal cuz if you like fold up like who are you going to sue like the company no longer exists you know so it's like at least try to get that money out I always think that too just with my little bit of cameos I always think I'm gonna let save up in there but even for like $300 I better take that out just in case Cameo bellies up or something you know yeah I don't know I like I love feeling like I have like this imaginary savings account that I I don't even know what's in there it's going to be so fun one day I'm gon to be like oh my gosh but put it into your imaginary savings account that way at least it's there I know I people say like put get put your money in like a high or what what's it called like a high yield or something I don't know um never heard of that like someone says you're not supposed to have it in like just like a Bank of America savings account like there's like yeah that's what I have it in right now I just have it in Bank of America people like don't do that like or what is it like interest like where you want I have no idea my savings account always turned into a checking account because i' I'd keep transferring in and out of it and it's like you no longer get a savings it's checking now so I have like five checking accounts cuz my savings always turn into checking I need to go back I don't even have savings it's just in one of the checking accounts and I was like I should probably put a savings account back I don't even know the benefits of it like why I even have a I don't know I don't know anything I don't know either I just like I I'm afraid like God what if something were to happen tomorrow and I just don't have any money yeah I don't have any problem spending money though I love spending it it's fun it's like life short whatever I just have such guilt I have such Spenders guilt I get that now now that I'm here CU he's like the opposite he hates spending so now I get a little guilt so I don't I I think I stopped a little bit because I was feeling kind of bad as I while I'm spending like all of our money oh my God I can't wait to have a husband I'm like and his money too yay yeah right it goes into one pile Oh my gosh that's amazing oh my gosh I've got to get married it isn't the best because I could never afford a house like that I wanted and then when I met him he had the same amount of savings I remember you saying I so lucky and I was like o cuz I always want to buy a house but I always thought well then a guy's going to live with me and then I paid for this house and it's like no so when I met him and I was like oh we have the same amount of sa we should buy a house together and then it like finally worked CU I never would have bought a house I don't think I would have ever saved I know I want Tana to buy a house so much or so bad cuz she's God that she's so rich yeah I'm surprised she I mean doesn't want to like settle cuz it's a big decision I guess it's a huge decision of course there's a lot of things like again you have to think about but she also has people has so many people to help her and she her rent is like insane it's always been insane I'm sure I don't know it but I'm like you could just tell from where she lives oh my gosh it is crazy I can't even imag like knowing that that was losing that much money and I'm like oh my gosh it actually like stinks I think about when I used to rent houses for like $20,000 and I was just like damn I really wish I had that money now but right it's like where who has it but you know when you're young I just always look up when you're young you don't know you don't know like you said take care of a house and where you want to be it's just like so much it's a lot so I know I don't ever want to be an adult yeah you don't have to be never grow up what are you looking forward to this year besides tour honestly I think that might be it I me that's it I mean that's huge I mean it's your whole life right now is just touring so I know I'm just having I'm just having a lot of fun I'm like doing I feel like my whole life has shifted I have all new friends kind of I have all new like things that I'm doing I'm working out I'm like just doing things I wouldn't or I wasn't doing before so I'm having fun with this for a second yeah you're like a whole new person your hair's down I'm like hair my hair is down when I saw you last time with your hair down I was just like wow it like changes you completely I was just wow it does and I I no I just I don't know it's like stimulation thing like I don't if my glasses weren't here I would be like over stimulated it's just so cool you just look like clean and everything about you I'm just like I want to be you so bad stop I love you the lip gloss application like I'm like where's my lip gloss I need to apply some to everything about you make me like I I get so happy when I come here I was so happy I could not believe you were able to come like literally within like a day notice I was like so excited cuz I you could have told me you have to be here yesterday and I would have well we tried you remember we tried well I don't know we I was talking to Paige um we I think you guys were supposed to come at like 8:00 a.m. one morning before the people's Cho I know wild I love Tana love her so much but sometimes she just is too ambitious she like the morning of the People's Choice we had to be ready by like 300 p.m. and she's like We're going to go do just ch tomorrow I'm like that is like in itself we lose like that's like 4 hours at least you know what I mean I knew it wasn't going to happen cuz I was just like I that's a lot for me to get up to Glam at 6:00 a.m. and then like just here at my house at 800 a.m. I'm like there's just no way going to make it so I kind of knew I was kind of like this is not but it was like a day before you guys left for tour which I love the ambition of it cuz you guys were like we're going to film a Tavern video we're going to do P I was like and I didn't know you were going to the People's Choice Awards had I known that I was like oh they're definitely not coming but I know well I I had to call her and be like listen because I obviously I wanted you so bad but I was like that is not it's not possible like we had we had to literally I was getting my hair done at like noon I'm like yeah so P texted me at like 10:00 I just like knew that I was just like it's like whatever but it's funny anyways the point of all that was I want you both here one time cuz I think it'd be cute to have you both in this like little pink chair together love to our season 2 premiere yeah that'd be everything literally I know cuz we're like we're doing like less guests not by choice just like I'm like running out of people to DM but I was like we're you just got to start repeating all the ones that people like I mean that's what we've been doing it's literally like you Tana Holly that's it it's like cuz no people like all of them then and everyone's been really great I'm like I said I'm always like surprised anybody wants to come on here so people have been great and if people want to repeat I would love that but um it's just I I run out of people DM I'm like I don't know who else to DM to get on here I know we're the same way well also like people hate when we have guests literally unless it's you it's interesting yeah that's so it's so interesting but it's they've been good like the ones you've had lately I get maybe if we were better inter like you're a good interviewer we don't we aren't good at interviewing so people are probably like damn like give it up I love the way you interview cuz I love like the bunny jelly yeah the Jake Shane one was like so good cuz I've seen him on other people he's a friend yeah he's a friend so that's like different we try to only have friends yeah yeah yeah I think that's the best way to go then it's and now you have so many new friends so I know yeah all these girls you mentioned I'm like they could all be on your cancel podcast she just bring like hot aloe trainers one day and just like yeah that would be good I know I'm like what's Harry like oh my God does he ever talk about him kind of well he was like telling me he's like yeah I've been to Coachella a few times like my best friend headlined a couple years ago and in my head I'm like hm I love him and then he's like yeah hairry Styles I was like oh he go he goes do you know him I go yeah I think do you know I I gag when people say that it's like yeah obviously so funny I stand anyone that anyone likes honestly I'm just like if we love Billy Alish we love I know you one is Chapel Rowan now oh yeah when she coming on July she's coming wait actually oh shoot okay she come Junior she W she she's in a world tour until July just kidding you love do you know her chaperon I like her one song casual oh yeah that's a good song you see her at Coachella oh she was on the same time Sabrina was right uhuh I saw Sabrina oh Sabrina was amazing I love Sabrina Carpenter I don't know any of her songs I just think she's beautiful oh my God I love her she's just like such a little performer you know she's 4 like she's like 411 really I this big and she's just so oh my God she's so cute you can't tell cuz Barry kogan's also short so them together it's like Ariana and I think he's like 5'8 wow he looks huge he Towers over cuz she's actually that tiny I love when like small people get with small people because it's just like little cute little and then I'm like good you cancel each other out and now the rest of us have the you know what I mean I don't know what I'm tring lit 53 I'm like yeah you guys can have but 53 is kind of tall now I feel like there's so many short girls cuz I'm 53 too and it kind of like feel like a tower over so many like Tower yummy she humbled me so quick and she was at Coachella the whole time like standing next to me I'm like you better she's so tiny and short she's so tiny and what and you being like 5'3 you think like I was had to I'm like sure like a whole head taller than her I'm like this is never how is she like she's like 410 I think I mean she's like four or nothing I think she's so short w i mean she looks like so petique but she's also like little tiny like she doesn't look even that short because she's but when she like gets up from this like it's so cute like if she got down from this chair her head would be here her big boot she like tiny right it's like the what did you call was like the brat dolls cuz even like Tana's boots too made it look like a brat stll like that's such a cute that's what I'm saying if you wear the big boots you would look like a little brat stall I don't know I don't I'm trying to build up my leg like I'm really am trying to get your legs I love like a muscular leg though but in the Coachella photo we use in our in the patreon I remember like when I was editing I was looking at your legs and like the way you were posing they you could see like all the muscles that's what I've been working on that's what I tell Laura every time I get to CLA they said give me some legs you were our fav uh Coachella look oh you and Jake Jake was our our best Jak was bested man let know us I will yeah and that Jake Weber was a close but we went with octopus because he he looked just confident in himself and I'm like I love this he's so funny God you would love him you have to have okay well Jake apologies if we've ever said anything yeah pass on the good word pass on the good I never know sometimes I just talk to talk and then I'm like I don't know it sounds bad so we love him he's the it boy now he really is the it boy huh I can't think of anyone else more it boy than him no he deserves that yeah I love him Shout Out Shake Shane and octopus octop I love when he call him octopus that's his name he's octopus lover he's actually a hard a book I remember our my management before this was like oh we can get him on but like in May I was oh yeah well he's got like his opportunities right now I'm like Jesus you got to take him we love that I love when you can become like a best friend like people knew him from being like Soph range best friend and now he's just like his own thing and I think that's everything it's very Kim Kardashian out of parison Shadow oh yeah he's the Kim Kardashian new Kim K he's the new Kim K that's what they're saying yeah that's what the streets are saying yeah that's what the streets are saying Brook I love you so much I love you seriously can't believe you came on this is like such an honor check out BR on tour is it sold out I don't know can they still get tickets um I think there's still some tickets for some of the new dates soon oh yeah when the new dates are coming um new dates are coming very soon I'm not sure when I you I thought you meant like my like am I going on any Z Eon whoever else weon uh we love you guys thanks for watching um we'll see you on the next one bye

Channel: JUST TRISH PODCAST

Views: 958,553

Keywords: tana mongeau, trisha paytas, just trish, cancelled, podcast

Id: gGmCl4msb48

Length: 126min 27sec (7587 seconds)

Published: Thu Apr 25 2024