Strangers Read A Secret, Leave A Secret

out of all mother Secrets I chose that secret oh my gosh read it out loud yeah read the other person's out loud but oh God okay okay all right I'm ready [Music] Queen I can go this person secret says I am 25 years old and I have never had a friend uh I don't know friendships are hard to come across honestly genuine friendships but I hope you find one one day it's emotional for me no I'm going to keep going out of all mother Secrets I chose that secret I just lost a best friend recently not not not not to death or anything just I lost that friendship so I'm just dealing with that yeah that's why but I genuinely hope whoever if you guys see this that you do find a genuine friendship because when you do have a genuine friendship they're genuine every time I go to a party I think I'm going to meet the love of my life but it never happens I met my husband at a party so it can happen just keep looking when I was young I drank so much alcohol because I was sad and I wanted to die I made it such a habit that I am now older and happy and can't quit I will still probably die from it even though I no longer want to as far as alcoholism just keep yourself busy like every second of every day find a hobby find something that you like and try to just drown the thoughts out with that I've been I've been through alcoholism it's not fun sad oh my God I told my grandmother that I love her I whispered in her ear after she told me at age 75 that no one ever told her that she is loved that was rough that hit that hit dude cuz I don't really get along with my family like that and it's sad cuz I feel like family should be everything but not for me I guess once when I lived in student housing I was woken up during the night by some scuffling I was groggy looked like some type of rat was messing with my drafting papers so I caught it and threw it in the dumpster across the property oh next morning my roommate wakes up telling me his pet hamster tofu had escaped his cage overnight I didn't know he even had a hamster and immediately knew I had thrown out his beloved pet I couldn't tell him the truth and helped him look all around the apartment for him when I had a chance I looked for hours around the dumpster and property but there was no way that little hamsters should a chance out there I eventually adopted a hamster of my own to atone for that mistake and gave him the best life I could that's awful literally I'm vegan and his name was tofu that's so awful oh my gosh that poor hamster how do you not know that your roommate has a pet hamster like are you guys living in the same room that's awful oh no I don't even I want to forget about that most of the characteristics are I've adopted to build my identity are only because I'm terrified of being anything like my dad and not because that's actually how I want to be wow you have you have complete autonomy over who you want to be though um I think it's like very cognizant of you to realize that there's like different sources of where that can come from but at the end of the day as long as you're aware of that you can always compare the person you are to the influences that are around you and kind of make decisions on whether or not you know you want to let the people in your lives influence the person that you are or if you want to make something of yourself I think this person's got a good head on their shoulders uh thank you for letting me read it I lied to the guy I am seeing and told him I loved him because he said it and I felt bad maybe he needed to hear that and as long as you're sharing love it's okay don't feel bad I don't hate life the past year I have gone through the most awful roller coaster in the history of my existence I was depressed and took medication I've convinced myself and everyone around me that I wish I was never born that I wish I could die right this second but I love life I love sunsets and warm tea curling up in blankets and holding hands being heartbroken and being loved swimming cycling dancing eating fruit and kissing I was so good at convincing myself and the ones around me that now I am afraid to be judged if I admit how much I love being a Human After All yeah that was so good that was good this is uh yeah seriously this is kind of like poetry um hey uh person who don't hate life don't be afraid to be judged um I think all of those people would love to know that you love being a human after all I really do I think they would love knowing that I think so every secret I could ever write down has to do with my dad being awful to me I hate that the deepest parts of me are still just him a secret is so holy oneself and yet even that is not mine wow no matter what after a formal education and health policy and medical sociology a decade of therapy impatient treatment all of the work and additional education endless support and determination although I know the Deep truth about bodies some days I still want smaller thighs there you go desires are hard to let go of my siblings and I had a horrible childhood our parents are no longer in our lives not that they were there to begin with I wanted to be loved by a mom and a dad more than anything in the world I think about how alone I feel every single day when I see dads hanging out with their kids I wish I could run up and hug them there was the sweetest mom at the store with her daughter and it brought me to tears looking at something I have never had I'm 30 years old and every day I hope to find parents that will love me it's the most painful secret I have ever lived with G it makes me want to cry and it makes me miss my parents who I've lost cuz they were great parents the person that wrote that I hope that you can find expounding love in other areas of your life and maybe one day you'll become a parent and you can love your kids the way that you never were loved by your parents sometimes I'll drink just because other people around me are I have a incent need to relate to people at all times to an extent that I forget how to find enjoyment in myself sometimes oh that's sad I mean try try just a mocktail or having a drink in your hand because then you just it might just be the comfort of holding something it you might not actually need the alcohol or the drink if you just have something in your hand that might help you but I'm sorry that you feel that [Music] way they say you need to learn to be alone but when you are ready wake up alone go to the movies alone go to the museums alone you feel me go to the shows alone go to bed alone I don't really know how much alone I can learn to be we're better off by ourselves I'll let y'all know a secret though for real should I read one more okay this is an internet one I think okay I'm a guy that really enjoys wearing women's panties and underwear all sorts thongs too I do it partly because I enjoy the great variety and options as well as the comfort is way better than what is offered for men for mainstream options the only person who knows is my significant other she loves me the way I am but at times it bothers her especially if she can tell I'm wearing a thong or some other panty out in public which can make me feel a bit stifled one another reason I wear panties is because I'm hopeful that if someone were to see the Victoria Secret tag or thong whale tail perhaps it will make them chuckle and have a funny laugh just for a moment I hope not not to weird anyone out it's just a small secret part of me that makes me feel alive in a special way I'm only human I'm dead I know I this is fantastic okay now I write a secret so I can write my secret now I don't say it though right like I just write it okay cool they'll know it's me cuz it's a Sandy one all right so just put it in here I feel good I feel like I contributed thank you it's nice I like the idea that someone else is going to read it feels good to like get it off your chest a little bit kind of like an anonymous therapy session it's cool that like no one's going to know that it's me and like I can just like let it go a little bit more like in cm like without weight you know and now I feel better because I can speak about that many years ago I I can do I I can't talk about it because I was going to trouble with me and yes I I feel better now is that all okay hi everyone thank you for watching I'll be posting bonus footage from this episode on my patreon that means more answers and extended cuts of each answer if you want to see it you can sign up I'll have it linked in my description and if I ever do follow-ups on the people you see in this episode that'll be on my patreon as well thank you guys for watching I love you all and I'll see you next [Music] time

Channel: Thoraya

Views: 430,391

Keywords: Strangers answer, people share their secret anonymously, thoraya, make you cry, emotional video, touching video, getting to know strangers, interviewing strangers, street interviews, meaningful content, meaningful conversation, meaningful question, anonymous secrets, people share, confessions, people opening up, asking deep questions, asking people deep questions, asking people personal questions, strangers answer, humanity, truth

Id: lyeCdOZBv70

Length: 10min 28sec (628 seconds)

Published: Fri Dec 08 2023