Relationship update + Getting back into a Healthy Routine | Nika

good morning to my beautifully lit bathroom i really need to change a light bulb up there but good morning how are we doing i just had like three hours to myself i woke up at six it's now nine i did yoga and like i journaled i have a new journaling routine a new morning routine i'm a new woman i want to go to the farmer's market today um and the grocery store to get some really healthy foods because i've been eating so bad and i've been drinking a lot of alcohol and it's just not good i have been drinking enough water we're not doing well in that department i want to sign up to a few gym classes um i'm going to go make my dream board so i want to print a few pictures from my pinterest um and yeah i'm just really excited so i just took a shower um i just got a refill of my skincare which i've been this is the first time in my life where i've been like consistent with my skincare and it's just because it's so good i've been going to an esthetician um her name is natasha she's amazing and um she's in slovenia and she does these like derma diagnostics where it's this machine that like figures out everything that's going on with your skin um and then she creates like a skincare plan and like treatment plan based on that i just got a treatment yesterday that's why i have like a ton of spots like red marks i mean like my skin is doing so good i'm so happy [Music] when you ask me if i'm okay i don't have a lot to say can't tell you something i do not know [Music] i thought the other side was always great i just wanted something really light usually i would add some like granola or something but i just don't feel like it um and i've signed up for pilates for next week at my gym i wanted to do it this week but they're all filled up so i might go to the gym tomorrow just like do my own thing we'll see i also i'm so excited i finally did this i signed up for driving lessons because i'm 23. i still don't have a driver's license i think for the past year or like six months at least i've been like just wanting that convenience and freedom today for example if i wanted a road trip i could go if i had a car a driver's license which i don't so i signed up today i just sent an email so i'm very excited right now i'm gonna um save photos from my pinterest so i have this like five-year vision board on pinterest and i want to get a frame today and print it i don't have a printer so i need to go somewhere so i just want to put all these photos onto like a pdf but this vision board makes me so happy and i love scrolling through it but it will just be nice to have it next to my bed so i can look at it and also so that i don't go on my phone first thing in the morning that's like the main reason why i want like a physical vision board we have quite a few errands to run and i'm just in such a good mood today because i feel like i'm getting back to my usual self and like my routine and my life and i'm like getting excited about things again i'm happy [Music] just hold me [Music] oh jesus christ we've got the goods and there's also a backpack this is why i need a car and a driver's license went to the market and the grocery store got some nutritional yeast a bunch of veggies some nuts avocados coconut flakes raspberries these look so good mango oranges these are so big this is so good like little rice paper wraps and then i make sort of like a salad like i just mix a bunch of veggies add some guac some seasoning and then i just wrap it in here and it's so good and i also got my photos printed oh i also got a jacket wait a second it's been in a desperate need of a jacket because i only have like coats and they just don't go with everything so i got this little number i'm gonna organize this at some point today or tomorrow i promise this is giving me stress [Music] if you're heading for the coast hearing voices [Music] [Music] can you kiss me slowly [Music] alrighty guys try this out okay it's pretty good i'm gonna eat this do some work on my computer i need to edit a video and then we can do the vision board or at least start because i forgot to buy the frames [Music] okay i'm just gonna have to unbutton my pants i'm so sorry guys i cannot breathe okay there's there's a few like relationship pictures on here guys oh what is going on so i've been single for who knows i can't even name the months and like i'm really happy single genuinely i don't feel like i need anyone but i would like it you know i would very much appreciate it i feel like there's room in my life and in my heart for someone really really great where is that person i don't know any candidates kidding um i just don't understand where do you meet people here's my problem okay let me tell you i hate dating apps i think if you like them that's so great for you because it makes it so easy to meet people i just feel weird i don't know i just can't do it i've had tinder like five times that i've deleted it after like a day i just can't do it it makes i don't know it's weird to me i will never slide in someone's dms because i don't know why do these things make me feel embarrassed i don't know but like if i were to actually send a guy that i find attractive a dm i would want to bury my soul like why i don't know clearly i'm the problem here in all of these situations also when i see someone attract like attractive walking by me even if like he's looking at me i just speed walk by him like why am i like this my therapist and i have been talking about this and i st i'm still confused do you know what my mom once told me because i've always been this way i tell my mom like hey mom i'm going to the library do you want to know what miss tatiana said she looked at me and she said why don't you get a boyfriend that's my mom i just don't know how to meet people i usually meet guys that i like when i travel because then it's safe because i know that i'm never going to see them again i have some commitment issues and like i have issues with like i don't want to come across as needy and like in my eyes everything is needy i'm working on it i blame all of this on my venus and aquarius so that's that can't do anything about it but you know what one day i will meet someone amazing that also has a dog i really need a dog in my life and [Music] that's gonna happen we might be here for another five ten years putting it on my vision board it's happening i don't care i do it's making me anxious anyway being single is great like for so many reasons but like when you're in a healthy let's underline that five times put a highlighter over it healthy relationship it's freaking great it just feels really safe and like comfortable and you just have like a best friend to share like with i'm gonna stop i'm gonna get really desperate in about five seconds if i don't stop talking [Music] lol and i wonder why people say i'm so [Music] [Applause] unapproachable [Music] sorry

Channel: Nika Nikita

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Length: 12min 16sec (736 seconds)

Published: Sun May 23 2021