Playing as Yuri! | Doki Doki New Eyes Part 1

[Music] heyo spaghetto here and welcome to Doki Doki new eyes now I cannot tell you how excited I am that I have this game right now because this is made by the same person that made the the rainclouds mod and you know rain clouds if you've seen that that you're gonna freakin bawl your eyes out because rain clouds man oh it was a tearjerker but just sit down get comfortable just sit back and enjoy this on this long ride because I know I sure as heck am and make sure you have your tissues next to you ironically I actually do have a box of tissues next to me but as always here we go and also if you guys did know you play as Yuri through this just letting you know that what's his name oh let's just call him noodle boy as always yeah I like that oh I like save whoops enter huh Birds I can hear them but I'm not sure if I'm still dreaming or not where am I everything feels so warm wait Birds is that my ringtone oh is this Yuri's room we never got to see Yuri's room or her house why would anyone call me this early especially on a school morning I stretch in my bed and I reach for my cell phone mom I can't help but smile I've been waiting for her call for so long hello mom Yuri how are you doing sweetheart but excuse me I'm sorry everything's fine how about you still traveling yeah work has been crazy lately I've barely had any time to rest but I wanted to call you as soon as I had a few moments to spare you should rest some more you're slowly worsening your own health you know all right well enough about me I have a little surprise for you a surprise what do you mean well your birthday is coming up next week and we haven't seen each other in so long wait don't tell me will you be coming home I am I can barely contain my excitement it's been three months three whole months without seeing my mother and she's coming home this weekend I are you all right eery yes I thank you so much of course I would never miss your birthday I smile on myself it's hard to keep in my happy to keep me in my happiness all to myself this is the best birthday gift I could have ever received well I think you have to go to school now right I'll get back to work I'll see you Sunday sweetheart thank you I love you oh she hung up before hearing me I gently put my phone on the bed mom's coming home I softly laughs I can't wait I grabbed my uniform from the closet and glanced over at the clock I still have some time left before I have to head out I quickly get dressed and head for the living room it seems like it's a really nice day out today I can already tell I'm going to enjoy my walk I take some eggs from the fridge and turn on the stove nothing tastes better than eggs in the morning oh that's right I'm in the literature Club now that means I should bring in a book to read and I walk over to my bookshelf it's so full maybe I should eventually sell some of these hmm that one I grabbed an old book from the top shelf perfect I smell something coming from the kitchen oh no her eggs did I oh gosh I hurry over the stove I had completely forgotten that I was cooking something no eggs for me then I saw yeah I throw out what's left of the eggs and into the bin I wasn't really that hungry anyway I carefully placed the book inside my school bag I'm already excited to read it and I can't wait to see the other girls too I turn on my phone and I look at the picture I took of Monica say Orion Itsuki there are the best people I've ever met I shake my head I'm getting lost in my own thoughts again I'll be I'll I'll end up being late if I keep wasting my time like this I throw on a coat and head outside oh wow that's so pretty the sun is shining brightly it's really peaceful around here I just love the scenery I lock my door and I start walking down the street towards the school I take a slow deep breath as I make my way down the street everyone around me is happily chatting amongst themselves and wishfully gazing at the cherry trees it makes me smile to see them all enjoying their time here suddenly I see a familiar figure in the distance and that's some people turn around and give me concerned glances I lower my head as I pick up my pace and walk towards the familiar figure Natsuki hi oh you're out early today seems like you are too though of course a part of the literature Club made me too excited to stay at home any longer it's always weird to see netsuke so interested in the literature Club she only reads manga no not that that bothers me of course but I still don't find manga to be adequate literature why don't we walk to school together sure I thought these two hated each other huh now Sookie blissfully looks around at our surroundings like she doesn't have a care in the world once that gotta address my mic here we go we both love nature so we always end up staying a little too long in the empty streets looking at the trees I turn my head to see that Sookie staring at me oh [ __ ] I mean is there something wrong that Sookie well it looks like you're in a good mood today is there any particular reason for that oh that's right my mother called me this morning she'll be visiting this weekend that's great news do you think I can come by and say hi I haven't seen her in so long that would be great I'll let you know when you can drop by thank you soon enough the entrance of the school becomes visible to us we both make our way to the main courtyard I'll get going classes are starting soon I'll see you later of course have a good day now Sookie you too she turns as she waves at me and heads towards her class I sigh as I began walking towards mine it's a shame that Sookie and I aren't in the same class I barely know anyone in mine and I find myself to be slightly uncomfortable around the other students everybody's already getting ready to work and I sit at my desk and take my notebook out of my bag I flipped through it skimming through some of the poems I've written over the last few weeks it's not right to be writing poems instead of paying attention in class but I can't simply ignore my passions like that i heavily sigh let's get to work then it's music so pretty and relaxing the Sun is still shining God maybe I shouldn't shouldn't have brought a coat well it wasn't this hot in the morning huh I look around me everybody's gone did I space out I look at the clock classes have been over for 30 minutes what was I thinking I get up from my chair and I pack up my belongings others may already be waiting for me in the club room silence fills the corridors that's a bit odd the girls are usually talking and audibly having fun suddenly I feel a little tap on my waist why were you doing you dummy I've been searching for you everywhere I think I spaced out during my class always the same huh I guess I can't really change that about you after all hey that's mean I'm just kidding dummy I still haven't found say Yuri isn't she here already that's weird she's always the first one I know I just can't seem to find her she might be in another building but I just don't feel like walking all the way over there oh yeah netsuke gets tired easily because her father doesn't feed her uh-huh and say Ori is over convincing noodle boy to join the literature Club most likely because this takes place during act 1 and act 2 of the original doki literature club game and also a fun little fact if you guys didn't know this this overlaps with rain clouds let's just go in and relax for a bit okay well alright I'm a bit worried about say Ori though it's unusual for her to be late to the club that Sookie and I enter the room without a second thought as we enter were welcomed by Monica who's looking out the window she turns around to greet us oh hey it's Monica the Burnet demon I mean Oh Yuri hello I was worried you were a bit late oh she was just last and her thoughts as usual don't worry I'm more worried about Sayuri though I couldn't find her anywhere is that so that's weird I think I saw her enter the secondary building but I'm not too sure why would she leave our building most likely to go and see noodle boy I believe his classes usually finished around this time and she said she tried to make him join the club so say or he keeps talking about her childhood friend but I'd never been him I wonder what type of person he is dense oh so that's why well then no need to worry let's all have some fun and wait for say Orie and her friend oh by the way what is it I made cupcakes I told you I'm makes them yesterday so I spent my evening slaving away to produce these delicious treats I glanced around the room until I spot the tray on top of the desk now that I think about it the room does have a slightly different scent to it oh so you really made them let's wait for say Orie before we eat them alright alright I put my bag near my chair and I sit at our table I guess I could kill some time by reading for a little while I take the book that I packed that I picked this morning out of my bag I've already read it a few times but I suppose that doesn't really matter after all you only start to really appreciate a story after reading through it a few times before opening the book I glanced at netsuke she's already looking through the closet she's probably looking for a mom gotta read as I started reading the introduction I hear the classroom door open I jerked my head up and I see say are you followed by another person enter the room presumably noodle boy everyone the new members here I told you don't call me a new member he when say Ori was describing him to us I thought she was overdoing it but I can just sense a great aura around him okay then I step forward to greet him welcome to the literature Club it's a pleasure meeting you say Ori is it always says nice things about you seriously you private boy we didn't kill the atmosphere it's obvious that netsuke is embarrassed by noodle boy's presence she knew that this situation was coming though I too feel slightly uncomfortable but something is compelling me to go talk to him oh man noodle boys really tall ha ha a noodle boy what a nice surprise welcome to the club your boy has a bloated look on his face I don't know what he was expecting my coming here but it certainly wasn't us he shyly smiles at us I feel a little dumb just standing here I sit on the nearest chair noodle boys gaze is locked on that tsuki that'll just make her even more uneasy if you want to say something see uh sorry that's Suki she's always mean in these situations whenever there's a boy involved in that sick he becomes extremely overwhelmed although it doesn't seem like she hates noodle boy I quietly sigh no matter how much I keep telling her to stay calm she just keeps acting this way as she said I can't really change that about you say Orie whispers something into noodle boy's ear he looks disappointed what did she tell him anyway this is not tsuki always full of energy and this is Gary the smartest in the club she points her finger at me with a big smile on her face I'm not really that smart actually I just like reading god this is embarrassing don't say things like that noodle boy's expression softens oh well it's nice to meet the both of you and it sounds like you already know Monica is that right that's right it's great to see you again noodle boy so Monica knew him already that's why she didn't look too surprised when he entered the room she looks happy to see him were they already friends before uh you you - Monica come sit down noodle boy we made room for you at the table so you could sit next to me or Monica I'll get the cupcakes hey I made them I'll get them sorry yeah I just got a little too excited maybe I should go get some tea ready what if he doesn't like tea well let's just hope he does then how about I make some tea as well netsuke nods at me and we both walk to the back corner of the room I opened the closet and I pick up the old tea set I don't even remember where we got this one from doesn't even know you already know Sookie what he's being annoying he barely talks and now he does look around like an idiot well I mean she's not wrong he is kind of moronic kind of person here she's being more aggressive than usual calm down calm down he's not here to bother us you know plus it looks like he's actually interested he may be a bit shy that's why I'll keep an eye on him she sighs and she brings tray to the table oh no more water I guess I could go get some at the fountain then I head for the door water fountain there should be one by the top of the stairs if I recall correctly ha I check a little bit seems like say Orie just sign that Sookie's cupcakes she's always so expressive I'd love to be as straightforward as she is as I walk away from the club room I hear everyone happily chatting here it is I put the kettle down on it of the pots and it's incredibly slow to fill who's this God why won't this work it should be huh is that Monica's voice shouldn't she be in the club room I look around me but she's nowhere to be found did I just imagine it maybe I should have eaten more this morning ha ha ha if I hadn't burnt those sakes I grabbed the kettle now full and head back to the club room man that's weird Monica it's probably trying to edit people's codes in the hallway ok who noodle boy looks at me for an instant this is embarrassing I get some tea ready and I place down the tea cups in front of everyone you keep a hole tea set in this classroom don't worry the teachers gave us permission after all doesn't a hot cup of tea help you enjoy a good book I guess oh maybe he really doesn't like tea did I do something wrong don't let yourself get intimidated you're he's just trying to impress you ah that that's not that was mean I'm just trying to be nice I meant that you know I believe you well tea and reading may not be a pastime for me but at least I enjoy tea I'm glad I slowly sigh and relief that at least makes a similarity between us Monica chuckles and smiles at noodle boy so what made you consider the literature club he ponders for a moment it looks like he doesn't even know why he's here in the first place well I haven't joined any clubs yet and so you already seemed really happy here so that's okay don't be embarrassed we'll make sure you feel right at home okay as the president of the literature Club it's my duty to make the club as fun as he and exciting for everyone it's ready to see Monica this cheerful I glanced at netsuke contrary to Monica and myself it seems though she's still not willing to kindly acknowledge a little boys presence Monica I'm surprised how come you decided to start your own Club you could have probably been a board member for any of the major clubs by now weren't you a leader of the debate club last year well you know to be honest I can't stand all the politics around the major clubs it feels like nothing about arguing about the budget publicity and how to prepare for events I'd much rather take something I personally enjoy make something special out of it and if it encourages others to get into literature and I'm fulfilling that dream Monica really is a great leader I do go on night it's a Orie indeed Monica has been making this Club welcoming place for everyone I really should thank her someday then I assume I'm surprised there aren't more people in this club yet it must be hard to start a new club you could put it that way not many people are very interested in putting out all the efforts start something brand new especially when it's something that doesn't grab your attention like literature you have to work hard and convince people that you're in you're both fun and worthwhile but it makes school events like the festival that much more important I'm confident that we can all really grow this club before we graduate right everyone yeah we'll do our best I'm looking forward to the cultural festival actually I wonder what kind of exciting activities Monica will come up with you know noodle boy looks amused it's hard to tell if he finds this entertaining or he's just nervous about being in the situation to which he's not accustomed to I take a sip of my tea florp that looks like he's already done drinking his so he liked my tea for some reason that makes me a tad happy and the guy recall that he said literature is in the common pastime for him but if he's here he may have a slight interested in it I like to know more about him so noodle boy what kind of things do you like to read well manga his voice is very barely audible it looks like he isn't really interested in literature then I know someone who has the same who has the same hobby though I go and sit in that Sookie she opens her mouth but stay silent she's most likely trying to choose whether to be hostile or friendly man that's me every time I meet someone new I'm like hmm do I want to be nice to this person and shared some spaghetti oh I ripped their head off I don't know tough choice makes sense she doesn't really have any friends that are also interested in Monica in Mon manga not Monica not that much of a reader I guess well that can change that can change is he seriously willing to try reading enact an actual literature maybe I could introduce him that some of my favorite works I'm just getting ahead of myself again anyway what about you Yuri well let's see so many things I want to say is it really okay my favourites are usually novels that build a deep in complex fantasy worlds the level of creativity and craftsmanship behind them is amazing to me and telling a good story in such a fallen world is equally impressive there are so many possibilities when writing a story some people write because they want to convey emotions others because they want to create their own world in my opinion both reading and writing are two incredibly beautiful occupations but you know I like a lot of things like you I mean stories with deep psychological elements usually immerse me as well isn't it amazing how a writer can so deliberately take advantage of your own lack of imagination to completely throw you for a loop anyway I've been reading a lot of horror lately ah I read a horror book once huh What did he say I was so absorbed in when I was saying I didn't even hear him Oh Yuri Monica looks at me with a surprised expression really I wouldn't have expected that eerie or someone as gentle as you I guess he could say that but if a story makes me think or takes me to another world then I really can't put it down it's a real horror is often very successful in changing the way you look at the world if only for a brief moment ah oh why is that well I just she glances at noodle boy I know her well but this is the first time I've seen her act this way she was aggressive than quiet now embarrassed this is weird mind that's right you usually like to write cute things don't you not Sookie gives you that idea he left a piece of scrap paper behind last Club meeting it looked like you were working on a poem called fine fine in the end I never really got to finish my conversation little boy maybe this talk was boring for him your cupcakes your poems everything you do is just as cute as you are she slides up behind that Sookie and puts her hands on her shoulders oh it's getting spicy I laugh these two words are childish but it makes them even more interesting I'd love to eventually spend some time with say Rory maybe she could teach me how to be more outgoing after all she's noodle boy's friend so she must know how to be interesting net Sookie you write your own poems sometimes why do you care I think that's impressive why don't you share them sometime no behind that Sookie seemingly confident stature I could see that she's afraid of people's opinions she doesn't want noodle boy to judge her why I thought she made it clear that she hated him so many questions I can't ask right now she's at the tsundere case closed he was like them uh not a very confident writer yet I understand how that Sookie feels sharing that level of writing takes more than just confidence the truest form of writing is writing to oneself you must be willing to open up your to your readers and exposing your vulnerabilities and showing even the deepest reaches of your heart one of the valuable lessons I have learned in my writing sessions is that it's important to write for oneself I've never wanted to share my writing with the others either one of the reasons being that I'm uneasy around classmates another even thing that I'm scared of what they'll think this is probably what netsuke is feeling right now do you have writing experience to Erie maybe if you share some of your works you can set an example to help netsuke feel comfortable enough to share hers maybe I've said too much man that's me and every time I'm in a social situation I'm a dress mom that I said too much bye I really want to share my work that but in noodle boy what if noodle boy doesn't like it I want I don't want to sound fooling myself what am I supposed to do and I guess it's the same for Yuri oh I wanted to read everyone's poems isn't she concerned about writing poems now that I think about it I've never seen her right I wonder what kind of poems she's written before there's an awkward silence in the room so fun little thing as I'm playing through this I keep thinking to myself of all the dialogue noodle boy has in his head as I'm playing through this and then I keep thinking about all the say orys dialogue that she has in you're in her head that she thought during rain clouds and I'm just like ah it's so sad and then I'm just like ah he's so dense I thought it was like oh you're he's so nervous and sweet I have an idea everyone I know that tone Monica's probably come up with a great idea once again let's all go home and write a poem of our own then next time we meet well I'll share them with each other that way everyone's even what I was expecting anything but this I can't share my poems just like that I look at that Sookie she looks even more stressed than before um no this is embarrassing situation yeah let's do it NVC or ease enthusiasm Plus now that we have a new member I think it will help us I'll get a little more comfortable with each other and strengthen the bond of the club isn't that right noodle boy she happily smiles at him uh hold on there's still one problem and what's that I never said I would join this club say already made of may have convinced me to stop by but I never made any decision I still have other clubs to look at and oh I see why did I get my hopes up anyway it doesn't really matter I just thought it he'd be an interesting person but but I'm sorry I thought needle boy yeah you you all even that Sookie looks disappointed I have trouble understanding him why would he even come here if he doesn't want to join this is making me think way too much right okay I've decided then I'll join the literature club I sigh in relief whoo thank God yes I'm so happy say oh he wraps her arms around noodle boy seeing her this excited is so heartwarming hey hey you really did scare me there for a moment just cupcakes I would have been super mad then that makes this official welcome to the leadership Club I smile at noodle boy he still looks a little embarrassed but I feel like he's already getting used to us I hope I'll be able to share my interests with him thanks I guess okay everyone I think with that we can officially end today's meeting on a good note everyone remember tonight's Simon Wright at home to bring to the next meeting so we can all share she intensely stares at noodle boy noodle boy I look forward to seeing how you express yourself yeah he doesn't really seem too thrilled even though we have to write poems although I'm looking forward to seeing what he comes up with for the poems we have to write I'm certain his writing is good considering the positive aura around him hey [ __ ] boy since we're already here do you um want to walk home together sure might as well yay the two of them head to the door waving at us is the exit it's just me Monica and NAT Sookie now Monica sighs and looks at me well that was stressful wasn't it but I feel like he make a great member I tell you something's off with him come on NAT Sookie it didn't seem like you hated him that much towards the end of our meeting I saw that look on your face when he talked about manga and I'm loving all this behind-the-scenes stuff it's so great he doesn't really look like a bad person in my opinion well he didn't talk all that much but it looks like you had fun talking to him Yuri oh um I it's true that our talk was enjoyable I really talked to boys but as embarrassing as it was it wasn't a bad experience I think he has an enjoyable personality did he corrupt you what that's that's a new insult I'm using from now on whenever I'm like people are talking about me I'm just calling myself a bean sprout because I'm so freakin skinny what anyway say Yuri noodle boy may be gone but we still have a few things to do Monica points at the table indeed the cupcakes tray is still dirty and the tea sets is still there I'll take care of the tea set Nessa Sookie can you put the tray away sure I stare at noodle boys cup well seems like he enjoyed the tea I just wish he would enjoy me I mean I gather all the teacups and I put them on the tray I'll have to clean them oh hey Yuri I have to clean the tray why don't we head to the fountain together um yeah sure Monica is just sitting at a desk reading a book I suppose she doesn't really have anything else to do we'll be right back Monica no answer the book she's reading must be quite captivating let's just go it won't take too long netsuke opens the door and blissfully heads over to the staircase I was never about to I was never about to find out whose voice I heard earlier I wanted to ask Monica but that'd be too awkward there's no need to worry about it after all I grabbed the cuffs and clean them one by one I could since nice to keep looking at me without looking behind me I started talking I know she's listening is everything all right NAT Sookie of course it's it just irritates me see you see that you like such a weight what do you mean by like you what don't tell me no not at all this isn't God NAT Sikhi don't just imagine things I mean you know like whoever you want but that guy just forget it I'm I'm merely enjoying his company it's his first day here after all that's Sookie man who she's a little fireball I put all the clean cuts back on the tray yeah yeah we'll see how he does tomorrow maybe it won't be that bad if a writer of course she's looking forward to it but it's always been hard for her to admit with that kind of thing oh whoa what just happened what just happened I just read that netsuke was gonna say hurry be careful and then Yuri just says ow seems like I tripped over something I was absorbed in my thoughts and that kind of the Sookie grass my arms and helps me back up are you all right did you hurt yourself I looked down at my hand there's a huge cut on my index finger one of the shards that now broken cups must have sliced it a few drops of blood falling before making funny little patterns oh no this is how Yuri gets introduced to arming herself ah no blood red is a beautiful color I'm sorry what were you saying don't just stand there staring at your finger you need to disinfect that immediately God what would you do without me just follow me what about the tea set you're always worrying about the wrong stuff I'm not gonna take care of it just wait for me here that's the key Reds to the club room she acts much different when she's not around the other people I glanced at my finger again I did cut myself pretty deeply I should have been more careful soon enough I hear NAT Sookie running back take care of your mess let's just go to the infirmary and disinfect your poor little finger and this isn't necessary that's Sookie I can manage no what if it gets infected don't even think about arguing come with me now okay small one I chuckle how could she still be cute when she's trying to be Authority we go down to the stairs to the first floor that Sookie's holding my hand and dragging me behind her oh that's so sweet this must look kind of ridiculous considering the height difference oh yeah your is like a tall giant boy and that Sookie's like oh look a little cute come quiet yeah that Sookie's the cute little kumquat however she doesn't seem to care I can't help but smile that Sookie's a great friend that's for sure suddenly she looks behind her straight at me why are you smiling for you're supposed to be agonizing over your poor little finger I could see she's simply suppressing her laughter come on don't tease me Natsuki you're the one he's being excessively dramatic over it you're the one you trip dummy me both laugh it always ends up this way and when we're together that Sookie's a funny girl and she just has trouble showing it to some people about your deadly wound let's just get going she opens the door of the infirmary we both walk inside this is like the music and them being happy together it's just so sweet and cute huh it makes me forget that they fight all the time this room makes me shiver every single time I'm in here I just don't like it I'm generally scared of hospitals and such I'm Sookie heads to the Student pantry and grab some disinfectant along with a heesu bandage she gently I mean sorry who it's my trigger word huh she gently takes my hand spray some disinfectant on the wound that's Sookie how come you're so worried over a little cut uh because because I'm your friend dummy do you think I'd like to see my friends getting hurt we're talking about a little cut you know I wasn't going to die of course I know that what is a friend it's my duty to take care of you well then thank you Natsu gunner he told you not to call me Natsu my full name is good enough you know not to it small / what poetic it reminds me of summer why is that I don't know it just does but if you insist that Sookie puts the bandages on my finger in size be more careful next time alright I will don't worry thanks for your help yeah you owe me one now I don't think I'd be any of you see you you know who knows who knows I'll strike you when you least expect it ooh spicy I mean that Sookie laughs and opens the door of the infirmary we quickly walk out to the staircase Monica must be waiting for us I glanced at the fountain it seems like Monica cleaned up everything all I have to thank her for cleaning my mess don't trip again dummy you really should stop getting lost in your thoughts that's not my fault you know I've always thinking about something I know that I mean it's pretty obvious but one day you might hurt yourself pretty badly if you're not more careful don't worry netsuke I'll be fine how could I not think about anything there has been so many good things happening lately noodle boy's arrival my mother coming back home I'm truly thankful I opened the club door and I step in you sure took your time girls that Sookie didn't even explain what happened I just tripped over the corridor and sliced my finger but no Sookie wanted to disinfect it so I saved her life basically oh my gosh oh my gosh what happens when I go home from the club geez Monica laughs at that Sookie well I thank you Natsuki what a dangerous situation I was in you two I swear anyway since it's still early why don't we hang out together we could go and have a walk near the park don't you think yeah it's been a while since we spend time together outside of school it's a shame so Yuri isn't here though do you think we should call her she's probably spending time with theater boy let's not bother her she went home early so she's probably not willing to go out we definitely have to ask her to hang out with us sometime this week I feel like she's avoiding been avoiding us lately I don't think she is she just enjoys spending time with noodle boy in my opinion oh well shall we get going then I'd be back I like to be back home before it gets dark yeah let's go we all grab our bags and out of the club room Monica locks the door behind her she stuffs the keys in her bag and we walked down the stairs and exiting the school it's still warm out this walk is going to be enjoyable I just know it where should we go it'll be too many students at the main park so let's go somewhere else I know let's go and see the cherry blossoms there's a path nearby that leads right to them it could be cool good idea I saw them this morning they're really beautiful cherry blossoms it is then I like how I'm still doing my creepy voice for Monica because I know she's awful as we walk that Sookie hums to herself she seems like she's in a much better mood then now than she was when we were back at the club Monica walks with grace and elegance looking all around her as she does so and as usual I'm thinking I can't wait to see mom again I want to walk here with me too we make a left and we go down a little side street oh that's so pretty I love cherry blossoms they're so pretty okay wow I didn't know there was such a place so close to our school me neither I just happened to find it while roaming around one day I often come here when I feel like being alone well I know why she wants to be alone like cry man we've had a mob where you play from say or east point of view which is rain clouds behind closed doors where he plays Natsuki by the way that was an amazing mod and now we are playing his yuri can't wait to play as monica next oh wait never mind Monica's diabolical never mind you enjoy being alone well of course sometimes I do it can feel good to get away from all the people that are close to you well sometimes I don't really understand that I hate being alone back before I met NAT Sookie I always felt rejected I don't ever want to be alone again anyway that doesn't matter now you know about this place what do you think about it Monica Monica turns around she was taking a picture of the scenery with her phone yeah it's absolutely incredible all these colors and the sweet scent it's amazing thanks for showing us your secret place Tatsuki it's not really my secret place but I'm glad you enjoy it anyway girls I wanted to know what do you honestly think of noodle boy doesn't even take its split second for netsuke to start talking oh no I don't think he's a bad person but I can't seem to find a reason as to why he's join the club Sayuri had to go and get him so I'm pretty sure he wasn't really interested it's just I'm uneasy around him and I don't like him or maybe I do to a certain extent you know what I don't even know all I know is he's breaking my routine and it bothers me I'm pretty sure netsuke isn't really sure what she's saying really only people she's actually used to so I can understand how she's feeling I look over at Monica who's staring straight at me oh that's right she's waiting for my feedback well I'd say he's an enjoyable person it looks like he's interested in what we're saying and even though he doesn't read any kind of literature he's trying his best he did say he could change his habits in order to read some more that's because the club is full of incredibly cute girls ah okay sorry we're not playing it's doodle boy we'll just have to see where this goes but I have a good feeling about it what about you Monica you look pretty happy to see him considering no it's re considering a nice thing say or he says about him I was definitely looking forward to having him stop by I wasn't disappointed he's a calm person as you said he's trying his best for us unlike when Tatsuki says I'm like what Natsuki saying I have a good feeling about him being in the club it doesn't feel out of place you know but you'll get to like him at some point in that Sookie I'm sure of that we'll see honestly I just want to see what he can write that'll definitely give me an idea of who he is and if I can trust him that Sookie's right analyzing someone's writing is a good way to learn more about his or her personality this conversation is making me even more curious about well he'll come up with it's already getting late I think I'm going to head home I enjoyed spending time with you guys let's do this again would say you're a noodle what noodle boy someday with the noodle boy of course they after the festival when everyone will know him a bit better the festival oh no anyways I'll see you guys tomorrow she turns around and quickly walks towards the Main Street I saw with noodle boy only get bored at some point hey you know I'm still here right don't just get lost in your thoughts while I'm here I'm sorry that Sookie shouldn't you be heading home too not really I'm in no particular rush are you of course not since I live alone I have to purchase something at the mall so if you want to come with me of course I do what are we going to buy it's a bit well you'll see alright then I take a quick picture of the scenery with my phone and I put it back in my bag we both whack walk back to the Main Street the mall is right next to us it's weird that there are no students around us did we really stay in the alley that long and then Sookie and I enter the mall oh hey I think that's the same image they used in the art I'm Maude I make it immediate turn out after the entrance I head to the back of the one of the halls cutlery oh yeah your ease knife collection why would you even want to go in there well do you remember how I told you my father had a knife collection of course I do that's not a typical thing to hear well before he left us he asked me to keep an eye on it since then I've been occasionally buying knives add to the collection you know knives are beautiful items they're a good representation of a country's culture now the best tools humans have ever created Yuriy the best tool ever created was the spoon because have you ever had some good schloop because soup is like the best thing ever and if you have some good soup then you shouldn't just go swarf and be like that wasn't my - tasty in my belly oh I see it's nice of you to spend time spend your money on to contribute to your own father's hobby let's see what they haven't stopped in now look at all the different knives the shop has to offer I've already purchased most of them but there are a few new ones I haven't that have really caught my attention it's hard to decide which one would dad have liked purple dagger pocket knife butterfly knife hoo butterfly knives are really cool whoo I love those when we pick that there aren't many butterfly knives here but there's one I really like I open it I flip it around a few times butterfly knives are really expensive but it's a really good product I'll just take it I put the knife on the counter and I pay for it oh I thought Yuri was gonna steal it for a second like Oh Gary it's beautiful I really liked it make sure you don't slice your finger again though or netsuke you'll have to save our life God how about we going to tease me about this that's Sookie last and exit the shop I follow her out of the mall I'm gonna have to head back home now thanks for letting me come with you I hope you didn't think that was too weird was that too straightforward of course not it was cool in you're totally right knives aren't interesting you'll have to show me your collection one day well then I will see you tomorrow netsuke see you see away upset me and I walked and walks away that was an incredibly good day I stopped walking for a second oh it's so pretty and that Sookie is acting the way she is with middle boy it can't mean no she'd act differently I'm just imagining things right I'm why do you keep saying gently so much stop I gently opened my front door and answer my house you're not clever deaf developer I stopped it I put my bag on the floor and I sit on the couch I'm exhausted a text message I literally just left NAT Sookie I'm Monica a few moments ago why would they need something so soon what if it's Sayuri I get my phone out of my bag mom again call me back did something happen she's supposed to be working right now i dial her number Yuri hello didn't you already call me this morning I did but I'm afraid I have some bad news oh no she's not gonna come oh no no no please don't tell me she what is it it's something wrong oh it's nothing serious but I'm afraid I'm out I may not be able to come this weekend I'll try and come anyways of course but I have a big meeting scheduled for Saturday and I won't be able to cancel it but you said I know Yuri but my work is really important I'll keep you updated later this week all right all right mom good have a lovely evening sweetheart she hung up I know she said she wasn't entirely sure she would be able to come but why is my heart feels so broken I just wanted to see my mother nothing more what's more important than seeing your own family maybe she didn't even want to visit me in the first place I guess there's not much I can do about it I glanced at my bag that's right I bought a new knife for dads collection I pick up the knife and I walked to the office the door is locked as usual I turned the key and I step in oh well that's a nice office it smells like dust I should clean the room someday dad's folders are still on the desk I never really thought about tidying up his things that way it just looks like he's still here deep down I'm hoping I'll come in and see him drinking his coffee at his desk like he used to did URIs parents divorce each other or split up I place the knife on the shelf along with his other ones as I do so I noticed a bit that bandaged and Sookie is placed on my finger now that I think about it it didn't hurt when I cut my finger oh no actually I didn't really feel that bad at all it didn't feel good either or did it I can't tell him that Sookie was so worried seeing the color of my blood was captivating I hesitantly grabbed the knife I just put on the Shelf oh just just one I slowly touched my forearm with the blade ah no a few drops of blood slide down my arm it tickles a bit but it still doesn't hurt fascinating all those beautiful deep colors inside my own body this is what what am i doing I put the knife back on the shelf why did I even do that am i insane is it because I'm sad or just because I'm curious this is wrong this is very wrong thank you I turn around I quickly exit the office without looking behind me I slowly exhale what are you doing Yuri this isn't you maybe I should just write something for tomorrow I need to get my mind off things and here I thought mom would come this weekend she did say she wasn't sure though maybe she's just planning a surprise yes that's probably it she must be planning a surprise I grabbed my notebook and pen and I get ready to write a poem I need to write something the others will like something about nature symbolic you know what let's be honest maybe writing about the past is a good way to realize how lucky I am I have a pretty good idea what I want to write I put my pen down I look at my poem from childhoods hour I have not been as others were I have not seen as others saw I could not bring my passions from a common spring from the same source I have not taken my sorrow I could not awaken my heart to joy at the same tone and all I loved I left alone didn't really turn out like I wanted it to I'm a bit disappointed I turned the page and I stare the writing on a blank sheet oh I guess she didn't want that nature after going out with NAT Sookie and Monika and seeing cherry blossoms I feel inspired I write a few lines in my notebook it's not too bad but it may be a bit short but it's not bad all nature has a feeling woods fields Brookes life eternal and in silence they speak happiness beyond the reach of books there's nothing mortal and that--okay is a green life of change to pass away and come again in blossoms read or Reva Phi I'm and I'm tired whoops all right its birth was heaven eternally it's in its stay and with the Sun and Moon shall abide beneath there day and night and having wide it's not that bad but as I said but I don't think it'll do for tomorrow I flipped the page and I get ready to write in another poem well it's cool seeing the other two poems cool I like to write something deep that as a hidden meeting in a way I write and I write and I erased quite a few lines until I come up with something I like I'm fairly happy with what I created the tendrils of my hair illuminate beneath the Emporer glow bathing it must be this one the last remaining streetlight to have withstood the test of time the last yet to be replaced by sickening blue korean hue of the future I bathe calm breathing air of the present but living in the past the light flickers i flicker back that's cool it's not bad I'm pretty sure noodle boy well well I'm not doing this for him but I hope you I hope you'll like it there we go I stuffed the poem in my bag I look at my forearm it's only one little cut yet why does it feel like one huge mistake because it is what was I thinking what would mom say if she saw it would she hate me would she leave me I can't think about this I get up from the couch and I head to the kitchen I gladly make some eggs again but I'm not going to risk it I would be pretty sad to see my house burned down I grabbed a few fruits and go back to the couch I get my book out of my bag well it's taking a bite of an apple this may not be the best way to spend an evening but it feels nice does she fall asleep on the couch is it already getting dark I guess I was too absorbed in when I was reading how can people write such captivating stories I wish I could be as talented as they are it's such an incredible power to be able to express your feelings with the right words I wonder if I'll ever get there or if I'll ever be able to communicate my feelings to think netsuke or Monica or to tell my mother I miss her oh it's sad I put the book on my lap and I look at the ceiling there are so many good people in this world it'd be great to be one of them to make a change I close my eyes I'm so tired today was a good day in the end it'll be okay mom will be home she's just planning a surprise I'll see everyone tomorrow that's Sookie you'll be there for me I will hey Angie fell asleep oh no oh no I remember these stupid dreams in the other game oh no no your dad you see things are looking good for Dad you know that he loves you but it's not it's not his fault he wants to see you again please grant his last wish he told me it was the only thing he wanted please do it eery please what was that about don't leave him alone did URIs dad commit suicide oh I thought they were just his parent her parents are divorced Oh No my breath isn't even I don't feel so good what time is it did I spend the night here I've been doing that more and more lately sleeping on the couch having bad dreams I don't want to remember I can't just keep living in the past the book I read yesterday is still on my lap I fell asleep without even finishing it I closed it and I put it back in my bag I'll have time to finish it today I guess that Sookie is probably already getting ready to leave right now I could try meeting her again this morning just like yesterday although she said she enjoyed being alone sometimes right but me meeting up with her shouldn't be that much of a bother hopefully oh god I had totally forgotten about yesterday I'll have to make sure that this cut disappears as soon as possible if anybody finds out they'll think I'm insane I shower a shower will do for now I get up from my couch and undress in the living room I guess that's the perk of living alone honestly yeah that's a good perk I chuckle and I walk to the bathroom [Music] I love this music so much that felt really nice hot water on cold skin I feel all clean now I glanced at my form again a little remnants of blood are now gone that the cut is very barely visible now I should think about gathering today's attire I grab the clothes I left in the living room and I put them in my laundry bag uniform going through all my clothes is always such a pain mom left me a ton of beautiful dresses and skirts but I've never managed to wear them out in public it's just too embarrassing oh that's sad so I just wear clothes that are modest and subtle and I just try to go unnoticed hurry you're so pretty I put my uniform on and I look out the window I think I could see Natsuki in the distance I'm going to miss her if I don't hurry I run down the stair is almost falling it's a two so well no be careful Natsuki would kill me if she saw me tripping again I grabbed my bag as I walked towards the door before opening it I looked behind me noodle boy said he would start reading maybe he would enjoy one of my books I take a few seconds to choose one that's something spectacular but I hope he'll get I hope you'll at least have an interest in something I've chosen for him I turn around without a second thought I opened the door and I step outside I locked the door behind me and began searching for knife for netsuke and that is where I am calling this episode thank you guys so much for watching if you stuck all the way through the end of this I I'm really been enjoying this mod it's nice to have something from a new perspective and I cannot wait to keep playing through this with you guys comment down below he thought and how you think things are gonna turn out and let me know what your thoughts are about this like I've really enjoyed it so yeah thank you guys so much for watching thank you psycho dev for making this it's it's just really amazing and as always I'll see you guys in the next video goodbye [Music]

Channel: Spaghetto

Views: 15,953

Rating: 4.988338 out of 5

Keywords: playing, as, yuri, ddlc, doki, literature, club, mod, new, game, dlc, natsuki, monika, Main, character, protag, Rainclouds, Do You Lift Club, CykaDev, Behind, Closed, Doors, BCD, Brand, New, Day, custom, side, after, before, story, gaming, spaghetto, pewdiepie, markiplier, jacksepticeye, Bijuu Mike, Playthrough, LP, Clean, Commentary, date, eyes

Id: xOgjKIaPPck

Length: 68min 57sec (4137 seconds)

Published: Wed May 16 2018