Patience | Ren Gill | M.E

and I've learned some lessons that will be so valuable for like so it's a blessing and a curse being this old because it's completely changed me like it it's turned me from a little cocky teenager into into somebody's quite um this I guess prepared for things now like like I feel like once I've gone through this throw anything at me and it'll be okay but um at the same time as much as I I I see it as a blessing I hate it I do hate it I think it was Thomas Edison that was like I haven't um failed I've just found a thousand things that don't work which is kind of nice to look at it that way like I'm just eliminating things um but it really challenges my mind and yeah it's just gotten to the point where I'm spending I say like 95% of my life life in a bedroom which kind of sucks cuz my mind is in such a different place in my body my mind craves life so much it's all right it's okay I'm feeling brave going to face this day it's so okay it's all right no tears will kiss my cheeks tonight and it's all good and I'm just fine my words ring out like Hollow shells you slow down it takes time but time moves slow I know this well and my heart breaks 1,000 times a day but for every hope that dies another one takes its place because I have the strength of a mountain and I've got the courage of the deep blue sea and I have the Heart of a Lion and the Stars Burn bright inside of me and although you test me my God I stand so proudly can't you see that I have the strength of a mountain and I'll take all you throw at [Music] [Music] me this world is quite scary I know that cuz I've been here for some time but all that prepares me for a day when I can truly shine cuz I've been so broken and picking up fragments of myself I'll glue them back together so I could stand at the edge of this world and yell that my heart breaks 1,000 times a day for every hope that dies another one takes its place but because I have the strength of a mountain and I've got the courage of the deep blue sea and I have the Heart of a Lion and the Stars Burn bright inside of me and although you test me my God I stand so proudly can't you see that I have the strength of a mountain and I'll take all you throw at [Music] me [Music] oh there the cobwebs off fish [Music] she and I'll take the sword of my [Music] belief and In This Storm I will not [Music] flinch and I will not move no not an [Music] [Applause] inch because I have the strength of a mountain I've got the courage of the de blue see and I have the Heart of a Lion and the Stars they burn bright inside of me but although you test me my God I stand so proudly can't you see I have the strength of a mountain and I'll take all you throw at [Music] me

Channel: Ayesha Jones

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Length: 4min 58sec (298 seconds)

Published: Wed Mar 18 2015