My Heart NEVER Pounded THAT HARD - Celebrity Ghost Stories (S2, E20) | Full Episode | LMN

my i'm sitting there and i look over it was  like a glow or a sparkle and it scares the   living crap out of me and my heart my heart never  pounded that hard of my life it was an old house   there were always bizarre electrical things  happening it became weirder and sort of snowballed i have to stop it as a child i was  scared a lot you know really scared   this particular night it was my turn  to spend the night with my grandmother   suddenly i'm sort of awoken to a  feeling and they're sort of jolting i started really hearing sounds that you  can't really explain away the sound of water   the sound of steps as if somebody was  in the house walking up the stairs   if you are open to an experience it will find you i'm not a person and every time i hear a crackle  or a sound or something on the roof or something   in the closet or something in the attic i  don't immediately say it's a ghost however   i believe i have absolutely for sure have  seen an apparition in my life for sure at 17 i was at an absolute crossroads  my parents were getting divorced   um just a year earlier my grandmother had died and  she was a diabetic and of all the grandchildren   she had loved me the best i'm about to go from a  boy to being a man school was not going very good   for me let's just put it that way i was extremely  independent a rebel bullheaded and i knew in my   soul that i want to make music in a band but i  came from an extremely extremely small town with   a lot of people that absolutely didn't believe  that you can make it out of that small town   i'll never forget in my life what happened to  me at this period that changed everything for me it was it was very cold snowy outside  and it was january-esque here i was   at this unbelievable period in my  life where everything was caving in i will never ever forget setting in the snow  in my car barely able to run barely any gas i was thinking about my grandma and and just looking around and saying man  what is going to my life going to become   and this is it on this day i've got  to decide where i'm going in my life   that's a scary moment in your life coming to  that absolute crossroads musically in my life   i'd always had a band i mean even when i was  young young we always had a band and here i was   i had a band of guys that just i had two believers  myself and our drummer ricky and two non-believers   that really just didn't  believe we were going anywhere truthfully they were holding us back very very  tough time in our life because we're all friends   people always say and i want  to straighten this out one myth   people always say that it's drugs and and  women and alcohol that break up bands not   when you're starting out you know what breaks  up your ban when you don't have enough gas   money to get over to rehearsal or you can't  get out of work and you can't get there to   play guitar or sing that night and next thing  you know they get another singer in the band   if you couldn't buy a music gear to afford to go  to the next level to play a club you were out so   believe me we didn't have enough money at that  point to have drugs or hot women in our life i went over to visit a friend of mine  and we were in his basement right so we're sitting down in this basement i just  had this horrible morning and and i'm sitting   there just hanging out and that's what we  did we hung out we listened to tunes i had   the old-school headphones where you stick these  big headphones on your head and i'm leaning back and all of a sudden just kind of out of the  corner of my eye i'm sitting there and i look   over and i see this sort of it was like a glow  or a sparkle and at first i thought to myself   okay that's really strange i'm like thinking is  that electricity i i you know there's electricity   popping i think that's what i think it is so  i take the headphones off my friend doesn't   notice it so i say do you notice anything going  on and he's like no and i kind of checked the area   and there's nothing there's no water on the  floor there's no you know electricity that   could be sparking there's nothing it was just this  glow it was much more than a sparkle was a glow i put the headphones back on i'm sitting  there again and i'm looking around the   room and my friend leaves i remember i'm going  upstairs my friend abandons me goes upstairs i looked over in the corner and as plain as day this ball of just light and energy appears at  that moment i knew i am seeing this i'm looking   and i'm seeing this and it's floating and it's  strange it was just this orb that was glowing   and my heart and i say this my heart has never  pounded that hard of my life i mean i felt it   boom boom boom i was like okay i looked around  i'm seeing if someone's playing a trick on me   and it scares the living crap out of me and  i'm one of those guys i've got to believe   in common sense i'm like there's  got to be a reason and i'm telling   you right now there was no rhyme and  no reason for this or this ball this   this electricity that was happening and it  glowed and it just moved across the room slow there was no rhyme and no reason for this  orb and that that for me right then and   there i'll tell you what i don't know what  it did what it motivated all i knew was   i was getting the hell out of there and i've  never got out of a basement so fast in my life   it was insane now it scared the hell out of me but  when i think back about it it just motivated me   enough to let me know that my life hanging out  with these friends and this certain amount of   people was about to go nowhere so badly that day  i needed a sign and i got it i truly believe that   as much as it scared me that day i will never  forget this because i had banned rehearsal that   night with my band i'll never forget going to  the rehearsal walking down in that basement   and feeling really apprehensive there was no  question about what needed to be done we need   to get in the car right now and i need to get  to los angeles i need to move on with my life what i saw is exactly what motivated me to  tell the guys i'm giving you an ultimatum   i'm going to go make an attempt to try  to make it big who's coming with me and on that night two of my  friends were gone forever and   ricky and me hung tight put our  band together and moved out to la we got out to los angeles and we fought  really hard and we fought really hard from that moment on completely were unbelievably  self-motivated and in the early 90s i was living   in malibu california we've now sold 18 19 million  records right and and have had a really great   career starting i just bought a house in malibu  and i'm looking out over this balcony at this time   you know my girlfriend living with me and it  was one of those unbelievable beautiful sunsets you know she went downstairs and  i'm standing there looking at this   and i thought that my girlfriend had come back  behind me and had wrapped her arms around me   i felt the presence of someone come  up and put their hands on my shoulders   it was a warm feeling it was almost like a friend  i turned around it was my grandma she was with me and i had chills up and down  my arm from that moment on this wasn't a you know oh a breeze blew by that's  how physical it felt and i thought that they were   kind of talking to me it was almost like a like  i i wish you well my grandmother and me were very   close i was six years old when i was diagnosed  with type 1 diabetes and my grandmother had fought   the battle with diabetes almost her whole life and  it eventually took her life when she passed away   um i will never forget at that funeral um that i i  cried so hard i cried so hard that i couldn't even   barely walk into the room i couldn't look  i couldn't let go this was her coming back   and helping me not only guide my life but  also let me know that that she's still there   in my life i look at all the things that  have happened to me i i feel like i have a   guardian angel out there and i truly believe  that maybe just maybe this is one of those   um stories that may be more beautifully haunting  than just haunting and i think maybe just maybe   what haunted me and what scared me may  have also been what motivated me in my life my grandmother was mick mac indian my grandfather  was mac indian and and i always wondered if there   was something there maybe i just feel more in  tune maybe i'm more open to it than i realize   i believe but i'm not okay with it my mother and father and i when i was a  little girl were living in newfoundland   and we were staying in that we were in the house  and i guess i was scared that night and my dad had   gotten in bed with me um and read to me and sort  of decided that he was sleeping with me that night   and my mom in the middle of the night she felt somebody get in bed with her   who she thought was my father just climbing back  in bed with her and he put his arms around her   and she was laying on her side and he put his  arms around her and it felt different it was   not his arms around her and she looked and the  guy was getting out of bed and leaving the room she only saw half of his body  it was from the the waist up   that's how she always described it that she saw  this half a person leaving her bed having been in   bed with her with his arms around her leaving the  room and she just caught him on the way out the   door i i remember being really shocked um when  she told me the story about the man in bed with   her i remember being really really scared for  her and seeing her reaction and i just remember   feeling uneasy about that the knowledge that  those things could could actually happen then i'd moved here to la in 96 i'd shot my first film  made a lot of money wanted to settle down and find   you know build some roots and and found this  house i was not even driving i didn't even   have a car at this point it was an old  house and although i'd renovated it and   and tried to bring it back to new there were  always bizarre electrical things happening   flickering lights which which you know you  can kind of chalk up to just being electrical   issues but they became weirder and sort of  snowballed into into a very strange circumstance   we had an office on one side of the house and it  was sort of on the edge of the house and one day i walked in and the cd play  player was opening closing and the music coming on on its own and going off it was just weird i mean you feel like  there's somebody in the room with you it was scary and yet you want to  rationalize things there's got to be some   explanation for this but you know not really  being able to put my finger on what it was i always felt the more you believe  and the more you recognize and accept   that that might actually be happening the  more it was going to happen and that scared   me it definitely played slightly into  my decision i think to sell the house and then i bought a brand new house in sherman  oaks for me there was a piece of mind about moving   into a brand new house that hadn't had a history  that hadn't had anyone sort of living in those   walls and my ex and i lived there together and  uh i felt pretty confident about about you know   moving it moving into a place that was just gonna  be ours i was gonna go down to the kitchen to get   to grab a drink and so i walked down the stairs  i'm in the house by myself i'm so anal about the   locking of the doors especially when i was alone i  had an alarm system and you know all of that but i   was locking up the house and sort of securing  the place for the night and there was a door   and it was a dead like a deadbolt i had a lock  on it and i grabbed my drink and the door was   wide open it was just unexplainable  and that's when things got even weirder there was a door and it was a dead  like a deadbolt that had a lock on it   and and the door was wide  open it was just unexplainable   and that's when things got even weirder i  remember one specific incident my son was   very little at the time he was about two and  a half years old and he was sitting with me the daddy and the baby it was just the clearest  thing for him and showing me look at the baby and   the daddy and i just remember getting chills up  and down my back and not wanting to turn around   and i just remembered sitting there i'm all alone  with my son and just not wanting to turn around   just thinking oh god please don't don't be there  but of course you know begrudgingly turning around and of course nothing's there but that was  just that was one of those moments i didn't   even want to live in the house anymore the first  thing i wanted to do was leave i was terrified i have to stop it i have to stop before it  gets to that point where i'm gonna actually   see something you know an apparition or  something in front of me and i ended up   selling the house i then bought a house  from the 1930s in sherman oaks in the hills   there was on the side of the house there was a  deck a very long deck off the house a wooden deck   and my ex and i we were putting luggage  away and and sort of getting moved in um   so we have a long deck here where there's a  barbecue a huge six burner gigantic very heavy   you know with burners on the side and and the  big giant grill even to move the barbecue from   from place to place was a huge feat that took   two or three people to like move it and it was  the middle of the day beautiful sunny california   day and we were going around to this to the  side of the house and just just as we turned the heavy barbecue had moved and completely  flipped over into this arrangement within a second   the barbecue had completely moved all the  way in front of us i mean it was blocking us   in the in that little side area of the  house it was absolutely blocking us in there   definitely afraid very afraid and   chills and not knowing how to how to explain it  it was terrifying i mean it was really terrifying   and it was really the thing that made me realize  for the first time really realized for the first   time oh my goodness something is following us  because you know it happened at laurel canyon and   now it's happening here i feel like something's  following me i did look around and i heard   something about burning sage in the corners of  the room and i did do that so i was walking around   the house with sage and the corners of the rooms  and i think it was also just something for me to   some sort of action that i could  take but even after i burnt the sage the electrical things and the  tv things they kept happening   anyway i almost put my hands up now  and i'm just like there's a part of   me that's kind of just accepting of it and  as long as it's not too intense i just go fine maybe there is something in  particular that i need to investigate   something specific that i need to find out  about why these things keep happening the   incidents that have happened to myself and then  my son seeing things and my mother's had several   different experiences these genetic connections  between us three and and we all have had these   strange experiences and is there something  genetically or spiritually in our lineage i still go to bed at night still   feel at times that something is very  much in the room and still afraid   and all i do is say please don't show yourself  to me i don't want it i don't want to see it   i don't want to see you i don't want to see  you please don't show yourself to me i mean   that to me has become something that i live with  become kind of normal way of life for life for me i as a child was very scared of the  paranormal or ghosts or nighttime basically i would have night fears and it  was those dreams where you're   stuck somewhere and you  can't escape and it was awful wow i would think that i saw  things or i heard things and it was   pretty horrible it was pretty traumatic for me i was scared a lot you know really scared i was about nine and um we were traveling  to visit my grandmother who lived in texas   she's my father's mother and we called her nanny  we just loved it we loved going to texas it was   just so homey and everybody's making you know  buttermilk pancakes and biscuits and gravy and   fried chicken and everybody eats all together  and everybody's very loving and warm and funny   and loud and it was just always a very very happy  time for us my grandmother was just so funny and   so full of life and she always wore you know these  sort of funny looking house coats you know those   quilted ones and she was just neat she was  just really really neat i really feel like   she and i had a great connection and the humor  and the laughter and the the closeness she just   was really special to me very special to me this  particular trip was more or less to spend time   with her we knew she'd been ill she had gone  through a double mastectomy and she had gone   through chemo and radiation i believe she was  still battling it when we went to stay with her   my older sister and i would take turns sleeping  in her bed with her this particular night it   was my turn to spend the night with her in her  bed that day my nanny had to go to the hospital   and when my father came home he said that they  were gonna keep her there and they wanted to   keep her there to run more tests she's okay but  i still wanted to sleep in her bed that night i ended up going to bed that night in her bed   knowing that she wasn't going  to come home but it was still   on some level comforting to know i could have  her smells and her things around and everything i ended up going to bed that night in her bed  knowing that she wasn't going to come home suddenly i'm sort of awoken to a  feeling and and sort of jolting and at the foot of the bed right at the end  of the bed i see my nanny standing there   and i thought oh well nanny came home i guess  from the hospital and she has her long nightie   and then this colorful house coat there she  is like a couple feet away from me and i s   you know i said hi nanny it was very peaceful  in her tone and she said i came to say goodbye   and i know when she was talking to me she sounded  very serene very sort of almost whispery it's okay i want to say goodbye when she said it's me it's  nanny i want to say goodbye i was confused by that   it's okay man and then i sort of settled  back thinking okay well she's gonna   get into bed with me so i scooted over   it was a relief i mean i was like oh i can sleep  tonight i'm not gonna get scared i'm not gonna   have to wake up and run into my parents room  and it was comforting to me especially knowing   that i had night fears and nightmares and had  trouble going to sleep at night and always   wanting to sleep with someone so i loved that i  could spend the night with her in her bed so i   just kind of lulled myself back to sleep i was  slept like a baby i was it was very sound sleep i woke up and i didn't see nanny next to me  and i heard noises downstairs and so i just   assumed well she might have just gone  down to the kitchen to make breakfast   i went down into the kitchen and  there was my father and mother they said we need to talk to you and they said last night you know she was really sick and  she didn't make it through the night she died last night and um so i couldn't believe it and i  i thought to myself because i thought   i would find her there and i i  just couldn't believe she died   and i saw her she came into her room she  came into the room and she was talking to me they said well nanny didn't come home last night  she was in the hospital she didn't come home i don't think i was that aware  that she was as sick as she was   i think because of her personality just she didn't  act sickly so you know it was it was pretty i   didn't expect her to go like that i didn't think  she would go i didn't think she was gonna die and then it kind of hit me and it's like  oh that's why she was saying goodbye   she came and appeared to me to  say goodbye to me before she left i really was struck by that and and  just knowing that i guess she felt   that it was important to do that maybe it was  important for her to comfort me in some way   knowing that nighttime scared me and maybe it  was in some way of her saying well i'll always   be with you i definitely took great comfort  in knowing that maybe i was being protected   it helped me you know it helped me believe that i  wasn't alone and that i that i could be comforted   by the unknown and that's really what  scared me was a lot of the unknown   really she is there even though she might have  left in her body she's still a presence and her   spirit is still around and she's there to comfort  me and protect me that's how it feels to me and   that's what it felt like then is what that meant  to me was that she was letting me know i was   gonna be okay and yes she was saying goodbye she  was also not saying goodbye she was also saying   here i am it was a very profound experience  for me as a child it obviously stayed with me it was it was it was very special i kind of always knew and accepted the fact  that i would have one of these experiences   at some point i know that if  you're open to those things   they find you i mean that i grew  up with that idea i mean my mother   really is of the school of thought that if  you are open to an experience it will find you three months ago i was going with my boyfriend  to visit friends in charleston south carolina   it was the first time that i was coming  to visit there with him he has family   in charleston and they had a family home in  downtown charleston in a really historic area   it's a carriage house among all these  different carriage houses that are really well   preserved i mean things are really kept  the way they were you can kind of step   back in time when you're there the house is just  exquisite it's been there forever and uh really   like immaculately kept the clean lady had just  been there and it's like a really lovely place upstairs on one side there's a  master bedroom that has an ensuite   bathroom with a big tub in it and then next  to the stairs there's another bedroom there my boyfriend he said sort of in passing that  there was a ghost and he was saying no you have   to understand it's totally fine we've all been  around it it doesn't feel bad it's not one of   these ghosts that you're aware is trying to do  something mean to you or manipulative or trying   to scare you basically and so i kept on saying to  him you know does anybody know who this ghost is i   mean i know it's an old house and he said no you  know we don't really know nobody really knows we   know it's a woman it's an old house and of course  in a lot of old houses in charleston there it goes   i think that from his behavior because he wasn't  scared at all and i didn't want to seem like that   annoying chick who just is scared of everything  so i thought you know what how bad can this be   at that point i just convinced myself  that nothing was going to happen i took a bath really quickly because there's this   beautiful bathtub in the bathroom  that was attached to the master bedroom we got change for dinner and we got back home  pretty late i was meeting a lot of people for the   first time that i had met before kyle's friends  so um the ghost in the house by the time we got   home was pretty far from my mind it was not  really something i was thinking about anymore i was kind of getting ready for  bed and i was in the bathroom   brushing my teeth and washing my face  and putting lotion on whatever girls do i heard like a the sound of water like for example as if i had been laying  in the tub and had like put a leg up   and i looked behind me and i was kind of getting ready for bed and i was  in the bathroom and i looked behind me and   there was nothing there i mean i'd taken a bath  earlier in the day but it wasn't full anymore and   you know nothing was in there that was weird  and i tried to convince myself it's nothing you can hear things all the time  and it's old house i mean i feel   like everybody has that excuse  it's an old house we went to bed   and he was fast asleep i mean i was exhausted  he was asleep by the time i even got into bed almost immediately i started really hearing  sounds that you can't really explain away sounds on the stairs definite sound of  steps just walking up not fast not slow   as if somebody was in the house walking up  the stairs and then kind of walking around   in the hallways and into the other  bedroom and it was extremely scary of course we were the only people there and we  were in the bedroom and he was asleep there's   really nothing i was gonna do about it i certainly  wasn't gonna open the door and see what's going on i was nervous but i was also exhausted and  like physically like my body went over my mind   thank god and i fell asleep and so finally morning  comes i open the door and i go into the hallway   and was about to go down the stairs when i noticed that the other bedroom door was open and the bed that had been perfectly made was  completely rumpled all of the sheets were   in a ball as if somebody had been sleeping  there there was an indentation in the pillow   i knew that we had locked the door  downstairs and our bedroom door was locked   so all of a sudden i realized  that that sound was the ghost and almost at the same moment out of  my peripheral vision next to the window   i saw a thing this presence there in the  broad daylight it was definitely a figure   of a sort of like ethereal quality it scared  me how physical it was didn't feel like it was   watching me it felt like it was  just there looking out the window   but it was daylight when you think of seeing a  ghost you don't think of seeing it during the day i felt a panic just descend on me and my heart  started beating really quickly i mean i didn't   even want to see one thing i didn't want  it to move i didn't want it to come near i   ran ran back into the bedroom where my  boyfriend was and i said you know look   in here just tell me if there's something in there he looked in the room he said well there's nothing  in here now there's no explaining that away   i started feeling more and more panicked and  he said okay well now i just have to tell you   we know who the ghost is and he went on to tell me this story 10 years  ago before the family had bought the house   there had been a young woman in her 30s  who was a schoolteacher living at the house   directly next door there was the son of a family  who was severely mentally deranged and he became   obsessed with this young schoolteacher who was  living at this house and it progressed to the   point where she had to take out a restraining  order against him and it was this whole drama and one day he violated his restraining order and he was thrown in jail the tragedy  of this story is that when they released   him from jail she had no idea that he was on  the loose again he went directly to her home broken oh he eventually was arrested and it was a local  tragedy her death happened in such a sudden and   violent way that i don't think she even realizes  that she's dead she's there and she's really a   physical presence there because she just really  thinks she still lives there and she's going about   her life the same way and when i heard  that water that's the bathtub she died in   that was her bedroom that the sheets were messed  up in and i think more than feeling scared after   that i felt really sad for her that you know  people are there living in her house and she   must be extremely lonely and she hasn't progressed  past being just dead her energy hasn't moved on   it was bizarre learning that the details that  i had picked up on were actually a part of   her story and it definitely convinced  me of the reality of her presence there you

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Length: 43min 48sec (2628 seconds)

Published: Fri Mar 12 2021