Lucifer Morningstar - Why do I hate myself so much? [Lucifer]

now do you think i'm the devil because i'm inherently evil just because dear old dad decided i was that's why you asked me remember someone crafty smart and evil evil well if you want to find a deplorable criminal you just ask well you know what i mean lucy come on you are the devil after all damn why would i be happy i'm not evil i'd punish evil you really think i'd do these vile things the devil yes and you think you know that is don't you the whole world does these kids were pretending to be bad but they weren't they were innocent so i would never hurt them i'm not a monster a torturer [Music] don't please you sound rooney lonely look i have no idea what happened to you or what's going on with you now but they were just trying to do a joke not everyone's out to get you job no one else wanted suppose it was when my mother abandoned me no one wants to be custodian of the world's filth why would they absorbing the worst humanity has to offer day in and day out changes you i think you don't just enjoy punishing the bad guys i think you're starting to like seeking justice for the good ones god cast you out because he needed you to do the most difficult i think a long time ago somebody wronged lucifer i think he avoided dealing with it and he hides behind the parting and the women and the drinking and who knows what else he was a gift gift he shunned me he vilified me he made me a torturer i'm trying to protect you protect me from the evil or the world from evil me [Music] [Music] accepting my role in all of this all of humanity's sins are the devil's fault right i mean i thought you knew different but i was wrong why not add one more murder to the pile that's not what this is lucifer come on what are you waiting for what are you bad guy well here he is gift frat just for you don't shoot him he's unarmed oh you don't know that maybe i have a gun that's in the air you killed your so-called son refusing to play a part i want someone dead now that is pure evil [Music] and what has this person done to deserve death what the hell is wrong with him why are you so surprised detective i'm the devil remember i'm evil you just did it's extremely reckless i'm stupid not just his enemies but you saved that woman's life i couldn't care less about that woman's like those close to him as well so what you were just trying to get yourself killed in fact i think it hurts them most of all every time you say that you don't care or you're evil or you're the devil i know that's not who you really are i don't know a thing about who i am detective or what i've done you want to be punished for something every time i look in the mirror all i see is a monster you've been acting hours if you think that i don't know who you really are by now you're wrong the last person i opened up to i hurt you do have a weakness once evil always evil right no listen you're not evil you want to be good you punish evil your words who does deserve me someone someone better you can't outrun what you've done what you truly are i am the devil no you're not not to me lucifer you're not that guy what if i am that guy could you accept me like this if i'm doing this to myself then then the real truth is is what you have to help me out the real truth is what there is something rotten inside of me i find it near impossible to drown out the constant cacophony of voices whispering in my ear telling me i am evil this is not who you are stop i don't want to be the monster why do i hate myself so much i ruled hell bad people were sent to me so they could get what they deserve and it is my job to do the same here on earth because when i don't evil will be released never tortured a white one the only question that remains is what kind of monster will i be when it's done releasing you will not lay your hand on anyone you should stay away from everyone you cared about sooner or later you are going to disappoint them all over again this is who i am now hate myself because everything i touch i ruin and so you'd rather stay away from eternity i am poisoned for anyone who dares to care about me why don't you hate me you're the devil but you're also an angel because i love you you need to forgive yourself i can't why i don't know how to i don't even know where to begin what [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] i want to [Music] lucifer i think you just took the first step you

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Length: 7min 5sec (425 seconds)

Published: Wed Mar 31 2021