Kim Kardashian | Not Skinny But Not Fat

how do I even introduce Kim Kardashian I don't know I don't know I'm not gonna okay don't I'm not gonna I'm going to start by saying omf [ __ ] G I Can't Believe Kim Kardashian is on my podcast oh my God I'm so excited to be on your podcast if I like if someone was like in 10 years would Kim I wouldn't even put it as a goal because I wouldn't think it would happen just you know how major this is for me in this moment oh I'm so excited for real also that I'm wearing skim thongs right now you are one like the really the fits everyone the really stretchy and like really see-through yes that one and you remember when you said you used to never wear underwear until skins totally and now you wear and now now I wear the fits everyone thong the dipped front thong that's my thing so or a little boy short like at night but that's pretty much all I wear underwear wise so I will tell people I used to never wear a thong like be against it not get it only wor scams thongs right now wow forever and always wow wow lit I love that I'll wear shapewear like shorts you know or like the the leggings uhhuh but I've just never been an underwear girl until fits everyone and now I wear it like every day well lucky for whoever dates you you've never been an underwear girl um I also want to just tell you about I mean I've told you how special this is for me but how special the day you started following me on Instagram was really what do you think oh my god of course I died and I thought I mean people laughed when I said this cuz I was like how like down to earth of her that she's following me because people well I used to follow you from my Fina and then I was like oh but I I don't go to my Fina that often so I just wanted it on my regular feed how am I continuing this interview that you just gave that piece of information wait you have a Fina right now so I had a Fina that was like a real Fina and like it was only girls following and I would just post like really wild [ __ ] and then I was like this is so lame I don't want to be in the fina game but then I need a stocking Fina and so my friend Lala um she had a Fina and I was like I don't want to make one again like just what's your password so I just use her Fina and I kicked her out of her Fina and now I just use hers just to like stock people like like dudes or no like fan accounts or like sometimes like fashiony things or just everyone you could possibly think of oh my God so you were like doing me a favor like oh really I'll look at from my f yeah but I got like the real deal yeah I started following you so I just want to tell you that that for me was like insane I couldn't fathom and it was kind of like I like it was like my mom w i was knowing that my mom was watching but like in the best way and also in the way that like what I I love about you guys and what everyone loves is like how you can laugh at yourself and how all day all day if you can't it's like I mean there were times I feel like when we would get really sensitive and there are times when other family members will get sensitive and I understand it so I want to talk about SNL yes so fun to do and I know we're going to see a lot about it in the show right the whole process how you got to do it yeah it was like one of the first times I think SNL has allowed I mean I think definitely the first time a reality show has been behind the scenes of SNL so they were able to film everything and you'll see my whole journey behind the scenes so when it first came about you were like okay I'll do it and then people stress you out and we're like that's the craziest thing ever and like you started spinning it had been like talked about a few seasons ago and I was just like oh no I can never I can never like hats off to anyone that does it and now after doing it I see how crazy it is and I see why people freak but it wasn't ever really like super official and so Lauren Michaels came in town and had lunch with me and my mom and officially asked me to do it and just was so charming and explained why he really wanted me to and once I commit to something I commit so I said yes had no idea really what I was getting myself into and then I started freaking out a little bit after cuz everyone knows that it's like such a big deal and that it's so it's such a an amazing thing to do you want at the end of this for people to be like wait she's she's funny yeah and I just I didn't want to go and embarrass myself and get up there and not be funny or just I but I had never seen an episode really of SNL I'd gone and watched Parts obviously because you know Kanye performed so many times so I'd been there in the audience and then i' I seen a full show in person once but as far as watching the show I didn't really know what the monologue entailed and so I watched one episode and saw someone and was like okay I got this I feel confident as long as it's like me and a camera I can block everything out and I can talk into the camera and I'm good so I knew that like once I got past the monologue I wasn't worried about the monologue I was worried about all the skits all the acting stuff yeah and were you more like excited or more nervous before I was more nervous before more than excited but then I got excited when everyone was saying what a big deal it was I was getting so many calls and um and then I was like I I I have to own this and I came prepared with my monologue ready to go did that you have to memorize or was that something that was that like on tell no it was in a teleprompter but you have to know like the punch like you yeah and you practice it so many times that you you know but you there's a whole team of writers and staff I got amazing help writing my monologue and um I'll never take credit for it um Dave Chappelle introduced me to Michelle wolf and she is so funny and she really wrote my monologue and we were going over you know all the jokes and what feels right and Amy Schumer helped and you know so I had just so many amazing funny friends that wanted to help and wanted to jump in and so I came fully prepared with my own monologue does that not usually happen that way no I think you go and they write it with you and you have like sessions of talking what you want to say and what you want to do I mean all the comedians come I think with obviously their they'll do their own stuff but I didn't know how it worked so I was like I want to be so prepared I want to just show up and have everything all ready and and how did you feel at the end like did from The public's opinion not that we care did you feel like you got that s approval I do I felt like people were cuz I first started asking family members like are is are you okay if I say this and this sister was like like no I don't want you to say that and why are you singling me out and I was like okay you know what guys I'm just going to have to do my thing and you're going to have to be mad at me you'll get over it and I'm not going to ask anyone else and um but after seeing the response and you know it's such a rush but like my team is all in the back and they're like you killed it everyone's loving it and they're this and they're that and so once the monologue is done you can breathe and we got such a good response from it like truly such a good response that it made me feel so confident it made me feel so good about myself I was like on cloud n and I really felt like oh [ __ ] I did this like that was so cool like just a goal that I never thought I wanted to accomplish and I did and it just made me feel so good you killed it like I feel like that's just the line I was there sorry I remember you were there and I we didn't get a chance to meet I know and it was I was I took it as like the fact that I'm even here getting to witness you do that and kill it thank you like I I felt like a proud mom in the a once I walked out I wasn't nervous I was like as long as I just don't tripping my heels like that was the only thing I was worried about and like I saw how they were rushing it was even watching that part being at SNL and seeing the stages kind of it was crazy go like move and like this Chang and I couldn't get my earring on because you have to like take off a wig from a skit put on on earrings so one of them my hair was supposed to be back with two earrings I couldn't get my earring on in time so I just had to go and announce you know the musical guest covered with no earring on I could I was wearing those pants boots yeah you always do know that one time I was wearing fants boots yeah I could not get them on and I ripped them uh like one of the Lacy ones I was freaking out that I wouldn't be able to get dressed in time you have I think I had like a minute and 30 seconds in between looks I saw them that was the like such a fascinating part to see you on a train right there was a woman like were holding her shoulders and she was rushing you in and out would you do it again I would do it again I would yeah I left feeling like oh I I could do this again yeah and it was so funny all the parts with your family obviously like hit they just hit and it was so so good yeah they were such good sports thank God for them thank God for them yeah and obviously that's where everybody thinks you met your now boyfriend Pete David in on the the carpet that is where we met okay that is well I knew I mean I knew him and even I saw him at the Met his story is that he was like you know had been asking around for my number a little bit and everyone like wasn't really sure like you know is she going through a like he just wanted to wait a little bit but I saw him at the Met and he knew I was hosting SNL but it wasn't announced yet and so I was like he came up to me and we were talking about SNL and I was like they better hurry up and announce it because I will not you know back out as soon as they you know announce it but I'm so nervous and so he just gave me good advice and he's like hey take my number if you if you need anything and I had gloves on and I couldn't get in my phone with the gloves and I was like oh I have gloves and I can't and he was like all right cool and he like walked away but I was going to be like oh but take my you know and then but it was like No And so we never connected or anything until that not even that night we didn't he was like the one cast member that we were filming our show he was like the one cast member that wouldn't sign off to to be filmed and he wasn't there until just the the day of yeah um so I didn't see him all week during rehearsals nothing that's what I'm saying people think that you guys started this during rehearsals but that part isn't true you met that night yeah we met that day he came and we did one uh one dress rehearsal we did our dress rehearsal and then the real thing and so the whole time when I was rehearsing it was like with a stand in and I was like oh my god did you have to kiss the stand in no I didn't I didn't and um and then we kissed but we had to hold hands while we were you know in dress to her so that was like a part of it but was there an inkling of like like did you see the bde that everyone talks about I was like not even focused on that and then when we kissed I was just like hm really but I was like a stage kiss yeah it was a stage kiss but it was like still like a little Zing you know but not not even in rehearsal so it wasn't anything like a super crazy feeling I was just like hm and then I was like wow I really haven't kissed anyone else in 10 years so maybe I'm just like being stupid and it's just nothing and it's just a stage kiss and then a few days later I was like hm there is some bde action and like where how am I gonna I I just got to get myself out there wait what about the after party nothing happened he never came to the Afterparty he is too cool for school I know he was the only person did not come everyone came the the next guest host Ry everyone was there yeah do you think it's like part of the thing or he just really is no I think he really was just like I don't go out I don't I don't he doesn't really party so he just wanted but were you like looking back were you like where he at the party no not really no okay but like I thought about it later and I was like damn he's the only person that didn't come I thought about it after the fact was the first date the date that we saw at not scary farm no no we privately hung out first I don't think our first date to even see if we liked each other would be um so public holding hands on a ride yeah but my security like we turned off the cameras we had we made sure that like those pictures wouldn't be up so it was pretty shady that whoever sold all those photos oh at the at the at the park I don't know who I'm not accusing anyone but someone it was probably someone that was just there I'm assuming well no because they had every single one every ride so it had to be someone that had access to the cameras of every single ride wow and never Del into that no one will fess up so we didn't see the first date obviously no we just chill hung out so how did that happen at the bhh you guys love the bhh you're living there loving it we love the BH so how did that happen though because you're saying no Afterparty there was nothing really going on at that point yeah I talk about it on my show that is the one thing that I talk about so I think I'll get I'll think I'll be that girl and be like you have to tune in first of all everybody tune in cuz I was at the premiere and oh my God oh my God like I was first of all I took a popcorn and I was like I was Ling like cringing at points like it was everything you could want in an episode of something it was like a movie honestly I'm so happy with how how the show turned out I really think people will like it people are going to love it yeah do we know how many EP are in the first season 10 I like almost don't want to talk about the the Kanye divorce stuff because I know that it's like less of a fun topic but I just want to say because we did see everything really so publicly but you know what we have so much love for each other we really do and like I'm we're always family we're always going to have so much love and we love our kids and we we both love the time we spent together you know I think that we'll always have that and and always cherish that and sometimes it just doesn't work out for whatever reasons but no matter what like I always just think of like the positive times like think about if you were in a situation and you were hurting and that was your way of expressing yourself like I don't I don't judge I just you know we're always going to be cool and in family even if it doesn't look that way like it'll always end up that way so everything will always be okay and there's just I have so much love and respect for him and who he's been in my life and what he's brought to me and our amazing kids that you know he's given me and he's changed my life so that'll never change so much credit to everyone and that's such a beautiful respectable admirable thing about you was like you'll still say about peris hton oh and I and I she gave me a career like I'll never be but that's so big of you because so many people would be like yeah that 20 years ago whatever like it's not you know what I mean but you still remember that and give her that like credit and even with kannie it's like you became a fashion icon in your own right but you still even when you accepted the the fashion award because it's like it's that's my truth you know I loved fashion but I never would have gotten to where I got without him and I never would have gotten I think my taste level or my love for like architecture and art I wouldn't have learned it all unless it was from him so I'll always give my props like no matter what it's just my it's just the truth yeah you know and I I'll never act like I wasn't super influenced by what he taught me or what Paris taught me and even things you know from Paris that no one would know or be able to have learned unless you spent that kind of time with her whether it's like the grace she showed all of her fans I don't care what time or day it was it was like she stopped She paid attention she like I just I learned so much from everyone that I'm around and you know I'll always be grateful that's really amazing and what I wonder is like because I as I said we watch this is like at the beginning when the divorce was announced it seemed like you guys were doing so well I mean we know that he spent the week with you before SNL and and and you came to the donda like it looked like it was like oh my God you know co-parenting goals like did you so did he accept the divorce at first like really well and then it kind of shifted I think we went off and on you know we went about eight months without even speaking to each other at the beginning of the divorce and then you know we started talking again and I went to the dond premiere I mean he would still see the kids and stuff it's just you know him and I just took a minute of not talking and I think it all in Rel relationships it'll it'll be like that and I only hope for you know I hope we you know are the co-parenting goals at the end of the day and you know I look back and my mom and dad went through their hard time and it took people a minute to readjust and my mom was with you know my stepdad soon after and and I've Seen It All Before I think we just have a different kind of platform now but you know it doesn't mean that maybe because he expressed himself in a certain way that he's not an amazing person an amazing friend I do believe that we'll have that again I'm always really hopeful and you know he's an amazing dad and and I never really also judge the way someone wants to communicate whether it's the way I would or not I try to just like I know who he is inside and and I know that he I know what he means means to say and I know what he means to express and and that's the beauty of knowing someone for so many years so it can be stressful and it can be you know a lot of things but I think you just have to be positive when you have kids and you just have to look at the positive as hard as it is it doesn't mean that it's easy especially behind closed doors yeah but it means that I feel so empowered in the way that I react to things now and the way that I choose to communicate back and at the end of the day what is it going to do if people are fighting back and forth sometimes you know I'll say something like out of anger and want to stand and then I'm just like why did I do that or or so do you reget you did there was like one thing that like you were like that's it and you did comment you were like stop you had the kids you know this morning or or sometimes I'm in the mood where I'm just like okay I'm not going to let this be said this way but I mean the one thing that I just felt like was super frustrating was that like when the fan bases get involved because you know he has such a supportive and amazing strong fan base and they're amazing and I'm just because people aren't together anymore doesn't mean that now those people have to not like me and my fan base does doesn't have to not like him it's just not like that like there shouldn't be all this like external beef like it's hard enough already for for families to go through a divorce like and then especially in the public eye and then especially then these like fan bases get involved and everyone's it's like my my fan base is not nasty it's like let's just be happy for everyone wherever that takes you it just it was so wild to me just to see people chime in dude I got the fan base on me yeah I got his man baseed on me really yeah and it's like they're so cool like everyone's all good and I'm like and what sucks is everyone's going to see that at some point it's going to be all good again and so there's no need to get involved because there's so much love there that it's like that will just never go away well on the flip side though because in my perspective I saw a lot of people you know really protecting you you know and really quote unquote siding with you even though I know that's not you know the goal yeah there's no sides there'll never be sides like I am a grown-up like I can handle this I will handle this I will handle it you know hopefully as privately as possible with him and like I said there will be no I think that's just the thing is it's like you want it to be private you want it but then I live my life on a reality show so it's like I also can't say like guys I want my privacy right now in this moment you know I can't pick and choose and and I understand that but within us in our private life you know hope that that's the goal but it's good we're going to be good and right now how would you describe right now right now is it's good when things are calm we don't really communicate but I think that's okay sometimes you know and I think that we will we always will I'm always his biggest fan I'm always will be supportive that's just who I am I spent a decade of my life with this person and I just have so much love for him so that'll never change yeah but it doesn't mean that they're the right one for you and that's okay too and he's been also dating some women that he's been dating I mean kind of like look like either they were huge fans of yours were um you were an inspiration or uh even kind of dress like you or tried to does that make you feel weird to like look alike Vibe no I mean I just want him to be happy and like every she seems like the sweetest like I'm just whatever makes you happy I don't care what it is I just I think that it'll reflect in your life and your you know in your work in your everything you know and how you are a parent so I just as long as he's happy I'm so I'm genuinely just want that truly okay so we all saw the variety interview which was amazing and then there was the work comment how did you deal with that getting so big you probably weren't weren't expecting it I just because I'm I try to be so positive it really did teach me something and no matter what even if you're having an off day in the way that you communicate you really can't when you're in my situation and in my position I think some people really it resonated with them and then some people it really offended people and if you know me you would know that I would never ever try to single a certain group of women out especially women and especially I'm just I want everyone to win like truly I think there's always enough to go around I love supporting all my friends and small businesses and any any women that I I meet I just want them to win so you know I think that it it will definitely teach me to be more careful in a sense of like I don't care what kind of day or mood or what other question was coming from that that tripped me out that got me to just maybe my tone was different but I still you know it it was it made me sad that that it was perceived that way cuz I would never want to hurt anybody or intend for that to be offensive I the moment that I obviously not just me but so many people wanted to know about was like when you guys were talking about your days and Courtney was talking about having to wake up early and workout like you and Chloe had this like moment where you looked at each other do you remember that yeah can you tell me why did she not wake up early to work out or something was it to that question I think she was just like yeah you know Chloe and I were like okay okay oh was that so as we know like so many people talk about your family all day all day every day all day and you're saying some of the family members are more sensitive what is something that like to you is like a no like you hear that that really pisses you off when people say my mom is like the puppet master or things like that I'm like she lit literally only makes the best deals for us and has no say in what we do or how we move like she's never been like okay this sister do this and you do this and this drama is going on so you deflect and you do that like none of those conversations have ever happened I've personally defended Chris like the fact that people think all the time that it's like she's controlling every s single if anything I feel like it would be me where I'm the one calling the sister and be like okay some shit's going down over here okay guys do this do this or you know I'm the one that's more like that and then they're just like Kim sh up like give me the credit yeah I control everything totally yeah I mean what did Scott say in like one of the first Seasons I don't know that you gave them their careers oh do you ever hold that above them still like I feel like I would never never I I mean I've said really Petty things that have all been caught on camera where I was like buy her shoes like are you kidding me water a [ __ ] career like I've said really bratty things like that but no I would never like everyone here's the thing it's like you hope to like put people on or inspire people like sisters like workwise or business-wise and things that we do we all do I'm inspired by them it's all the same and so if like one of us got an opportunity to help the others then it's like everyone's their own person you can live your life exactly how you want everyone has such different different lives and we're only there to support each other I would never say like hey guys I brought you on this journey at first and you owe me like it's never like that and I think everyone's worked so hard to get to where they're at yeah you know we might have just like started together but it's it's not me you know it's their they get up every day and they have thought of their businesses themselves and everyone's thought of what where they want their life to go so I've never thought that I do also feel though that they are very supportive of my Brands and like they'll be in skims ads and do whatever because they're so like that's their way P for that really I mean like a little bit but like not not you know I think they'll do me favors in ways that they don't have to because they would get paid so much more if they were going somewhere else and I think that they are always so accommodating and so kind and I think it's because they're like okay we're grateful you know and I always appreciate app that I could see that you know like they've never really said no on anything that I've like asked of them and I think that's just like a mutual respect thing and I'm always so grateful for that yeah I love seeing you guys support each other post together like about each other's Brands and everything like that because like so much of it is on social media yeah and like Chloe seems to be like your biggest supporter yeah Chloe and I have gotten I feel like Chloe and I are the new Courtney and Chloe getting at totally totally but it's also like growing up it was always me and Courtney I couldn't do anything without her I was like so quiet I just copied everything she did I was obsessed with her followed her around same friends she was so mean to me it was like the worst she was so mean to me growing up and then Chloe and Courtney became really close because I feel like I was always in relationships and I was just kind of doing my own thing then I got like the confidence to really do my own thing and they always left me out so I was just I was totally fine doing my thing and now I definitely feel like Chloe and I are the new Courtney and Chloe do you think that happened cuz what I saw happen was kind of Chloe having true then there was that moment where she said that she related more to your style of parenting so it kind of looked like from the side that like since she became a mom you guys kind of your bond really yeah Stronger Yeah I do feel like our parenting style is a little bit more similar everyone has just like a different style and um but also especially when Courtney got in her relationship with Travis I feel like they're just in their own world so so it all happened at the same time yeah so Courtney's not jelly not at all really oh not at all really she is like so in her own world with Travis there's like no room for anything oh okay good so no one's feeling left out no okay so you and Chloe are the closest wanted to know that even though we could kind of see that and regarding kvis so you're saying that all like not just me but like so many people manifested this relationship many people manifested it because they were neighbors so everyone would be like hey why don't you guys give it a try and they would like Courtney would just be like oh that's my neighbor that's my friend you know we've known him for so long that like it just I don't know but it's kind of cool cuz then the kids grew up together and they saw each other and they they walk to each other's houses they still sleep at each other's houses like they pick a house every night so they're not going to move been together you think no I think they will I know they've you know looked at other places like I think they're just figuring it out day by day right now it just works for them so maybe they'll just have two houses I don't know do you think like that because you guys knew him for so many years that he was just like accepted right away into the fam or was there like a process of changing from friend to no I think we accepted him right away right away we just know he's such a nice guy like he's such a good guy that we were like oh Court just like go for this do this you know yeah that it just seemed right and we're going to see a lot of how Scott is dealing with that on the show right because a lot of fans were worried that we weren't going to see Scott yeah you definitely see it in the first few episodes and then you know Scott's like super mature and and he expresses how he feels and you know they kind of move on from that yeah they're able to like move on and then it's the kravis show and then it's the kravis show does it make you feel weird that they're like super PDA all the time no I think it's so funny are you in PE like that now we're not that we we have our own private like PDA but I don't think we're that public PDA you're not going to do the tongue on on the carpet ever no we'll do it at home but it's so cute for them it's okay them whatever works for them yeah obviously um okay so we all know that you're shifting your Brands yes from the kkw everyone thinks like oh my God it's just to get the W off that's not it I what I really wanted to do was I felt so bad that the customer had to go from kkw beauty then would go to kkw skin then would go to kkw fragrance like that's shipping costs at three different websites right so I wanted one Beauty brand and then you can save on shipping yeah I wanted one Beauty brand and skims yeah I could literally ask you so many more questions because you know I want to know everything but I know you have to go you can always ask them here okay thank you for being on honor of my life honestly I'm G to be get branded also thank you Kim I love you so much I love you I love you

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Published: Fri Jan 19 2024