If Tomorrow Starts Without Me (read by Tom O'Bedlam)

if tomorrow starts without me by David Romano possibly when tomorrow starts without me and I'm not there to see if the Sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today while thinking of the many things we didn't get to say I know how much you love me as much as I love you and each time that you think of me I know you'll miss me too but when tomorrow starts without me please try to understand that an angel came and I called my name and took me by the hand and said my place was ready it happened far above and that I'd have to leave me higher all those I dearly love but as I turned to walk away a tear fell through my rule my life I'd always thought I didn't want to die I had so much to live for so much left yet to do it seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you I thought all the yesterday's the good ones has the bad I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had if I could relive yesterday just even for a while I'd say goodbye and kiss you and maybe see you smile but then I fully realized that this could never be / emptiness and memories would take the place of me and when I thought of worldly things am I to miss come tomorrow I thought of you and when I did my heart was filled with sorrow but when I walked through heaven's gates I felt so much at home when God looked down and smiled at me from his great golden throne he said this is eternity and all I promised you today your life on earth is past and here life starts in you I promise no tomorrow but today law was lost since each day is the same there's no longing for the past you have been so faithful so trusting and so true well there were times you did some things you knew you shouldn't do but you have been forgiven and now at last you free so won't you gonna take my hand and share my life with me so when tomorrow starts without me don't think we're far apart for every time you think of me I'm right here in your heart

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Id: 8YMJcIvpUlc

Length: 3min 15sec (195 seconds)

Published: Thu Feb 07 2019

Reddit Comments

[u/victorygal96]

I miss you so much Mom. You left two little girls behind who are now grown up. My heart has always ached for you and it always will. I still can't describe the engulfing emptiness that I dealt with since I was eight years old. That kind of sorrow will never go away in this lifetime and I'm sorry about that. I know you don't want me to be sad. But that's just how the world works. But I know that I am strong and blessed. I know that God will carry me through this and I know deep down you'll always be with me.

Life can be so full of grief and sorrow. But it's also full of happiness and hope. I'm going to carry on, facing many tomorrows without you. My memories of you may fade as time goes by but my love for you won't. You'll always be my mother and I wouldn't want anyone one else to be my mom. And I'll always be your daughter. Your baby girl. No matter what.

As more days pass, I will be getting further and further away from my past. The past where you used to be. The past where my memories of you are. But I'm not getting further away from you. I'm getting closer to you. My future with you. My eternal life with you. This isn't the end. This is my journey of finding you again. There will be a new beginning for us. A new life as mother and daughter that'll never end. So right now, as much as it hurts, I will continue moving forward. I will live my life to the fullest and I will live my life according to God's plan. I can get through this and I will make you proud. Until we meet again, I will do my very best in this world. I love you Mom (1964-2005)