I Googled Myself And Found Out I'm Dead

it was a normal day at school when i had to go to the guidance counselor to talk about applying to colleges i went in super excited and ready because i had been told that with my grades and accomplishments all i had to do was pick my guidance counselor greeted me at the door to her office saying hi sweetie let's get started before this crazy story continues please take a second to like subscribe and hit that notification bell i began babbling on and on about what i wanted to do in the future and then she brought my attention to college essays my shoulders fell and my smile collapsed ugh i really didn't want to write one she began explaining to me the different topics i could talk about and i knew what she had in mind without her needing to say it my adoption it could really make you stand out she said i replied i know it's just not something we talk about at home the interaction reminded me of when i was little and nobody believed i was even related to my siblings at birthday parties they would always ask me where's your mommy when she was standing right next to me my adoption was never a secret because it was obvious i looked completely different from my family when i got home i brought it up during dinner my parents visibly choked on their food wasn't that weird i mean it's obvious to all of us why is it taboo i didn't want to make them uncomfortable so i just changed the subject now don't imagine the conversation was ever lively it wasn't like that at my house even as a kid i was always running around and trying to live to the fullest while my family was always tame and my siblings preferred to walk after dinner i began looking through photo albums the dusty ones at the back of the shelves we never really touched i saw baby pictures of me and how young my mom and dad looked i started digging through cabinets and drawers trying to find my adoption papers or my birth certificate every time i thought i was finally pulling out the file i was looking for it wasn't it i was looking through my siblings papers which my organized parents kept in the same folder but mine were missing wasn't that strange i thought maybe they had mine separate because i was adopted but why would they i nearly turned the house upside down looking for those damn papers looking in every corner of the house nothing i was absent-mindedly scrolling on my laptop i was stressed because that really could have been a good college essay when i thought why not google myself who knows maybe i could find something i typed my name in honestly not expecting much but what i saw changed my life there was a website dedicated to me me i thought why would someone make a website for me it had my full name my birthday and even the hospital i was born at it had to be me there was no way someone exactly like me just happened to be born at the same hospital with the same name my eyes widened as i read the text i was dead how was that possible i was very much alive sitting there reading about my death there were pictures of my family there my biological family they all looked like me in one way or another some had my same nose and others my exact eye color and shape but they gave me up for adoption why did they think i was dead my head was spinning i felt faint days passed and i found myself looking at that family all the time i downloaded the picture of them on my phone and i'd look at it wondering if they're like me in personality too i almost got caught looking at this seemingly random group of people by my little sister but i quickly turned my phone off even in my dreams i saw these people i had a dream that i came home from school but that when i opened the door i was in this warm loud environment full of lively chatter and that i found my biological family in the kitchen making dinner together like i've always wanted to do with my family when i woke up from that dream i raced into my parents bedroom and found them watching a movie together why does it say i'm dead on the internet i asked them i saw the look they shared and immediately knew i was right to be suspicious well i demanded i know i sounded spoiled talking to my parents like that but i was scared and i was right to be my mom began tearing up something i had never seen before my dad started yelling at me for upsetting my mom and told me to get out i huffed and grabbing my keys ran out of the house i took the bus for a few stops and then got off at the hospital where i was born i went to the front desk and asked if they had any information about a baby who was declared dead some years ago the lady at the desk shook her head and said the information was confidential which honestly i expected i then started crying i mean fully sobbing into my hands that got her attention and she assumed i was related to a baby that had died she called over this old nurse and told me to follow her the old lady was sketchy to say the least she looked really grumpy and suspicious of me as she walked to a room down the hall very far from everything else when she opened the door i noticed it was quite a large room she stood there watching me but i asked her for privacy and she left the room was full of filing cabinets oh my god i thought all of them had years on them and were full to the brim with files each one with a death certificate for a baby i had a feeling there were just too many to be normal the most recent file was from the day before there was an address in there and although i felt disrespectful i snapped a picture of it i also found my own file and took pictures of that but i felt fine doing that because it was me i went to the most recent couple's home i don't know what came over me but as soon as the door opened and a tired looking woman stood before me i told her everything i started ranting about everything i had seen and even tearing up i told her everything about the file cabinets and she started tearing up too she called her husband over and they both listened eagerly to what i had to say when i was done ranting they invited me into their home and we had a cup of coffee i thanked them and the man said you gave us hope that we really will get to see our child it's the least we can do they told me everything that had occurred the day before and the only thing that really stood out was the sketchy nurse they described her to me in detail shocking detail because she was so sketchy that they remembered her perfectly well her name was on every single document in that room so i connected the dots and realized she took the babies the nurse must have sold those babies to other couples she was stealing them and faking their deaths to get away with it i couldn't believe how people could be so cruel and even worse i was one of those stolen babies it was getting late so i said goodbye to the couple and went home when i arrived my parents were waiting for me in the living room my siblings were all upstairs and they wanted to talk to me alone my dad started asking me to stop talking about that subject because it made my mom uncomfortable he didn't get a chance to get another word in because i interrupted them asking how they could adopt a stolen baby my mom broke down crying and my dad comforted her you have no idea how hard we tried to have a baby she cried she said they felt guilty when she finally did get pregnant and had my siblings everything she said felt like a slap in the face i demanded why didn't you tell me why didn't you take me to my family my mom screamed back because we love you but did they really they always treated me worse than the rest so did they really love me i went up to my room and locked myself in morning came but i didn't want to face my parents i grabbed some cash and stuff i needed shoved them in a bag and climbed out of my window i got lost for a while but soon enough i was in a cozy neighborhood very different from mine there were loads of people on their gardens and lawns or kids playing on the street i walked around and felt like i was home i knew there was a big chance that the family had moved but my gut told me they were there i stood in front of a beautiful house i could hear chatter all the way from the sidewalk in front when i rang the doorbell the chatter stopped my heart was beating out of my chest what if they weren't here what if they forgot about me what if they just don't want me what if my last thought was cut off by someone opening the door in front of me stood a girl she looked exactly like me a few years ago i could tell she saw it too mom she called out a woman came to the door wiping her hands on an apron she had a smile on her face when she approached but it fell when she saw me she told the girl to go play with her brothers i said hi my name is anna i know this is super weird but i think i'm your daughter the woman started tearing up out of nowhere she pulled me into a tight hug she then started asking me questions like my birthday where i was born etc after i answered her questions she grabbed my shoulders well then hi my name is louisa she sobbed i'm your mother louisa led me into their home and it was just as i had hoped it would be i had two little brothers one little sister and one older sister who wasn't there at the time my interaction with my father oscar was similar to my mother's we hugged and he asked me a million questions they invited me in to eat with them which i gladly did they didn't stop talking one second all of them were so excited to have me there and louisa was constantly tearing up that day i went back to the hospital with my biological parents we witnessed the police arresting the old nurse for everything she had done to innocent families i sat down with louisa and oscar and we talked for a long time everything i learned about them made them better in my eyes than my parents when i thought of my life with my parents all i saw was gray it was quiet and boring and nobody understood me there but louisa in oscar's home was a dream i decided then and there that i wanted to leave my parents and go live with louise and oscar i opened the door to my house as quietly as i could and slipped into my room unnoticed i packed everything i needed into a big duffel bag but when i looked up i saw my brother looking at me through the window he was doing yard work but paused when he saw me he ran inside and into my mom immediately asking a million questions where are you going he asked to which i responded none of your business he then asked when are you coming back and when i didn't reply he started screaming the question at me repeatedly i finally snapped and yelled i'm not coming back he looked shocked and then he ran out of my room i thought i was good to go but then my parents came into my room you're not going anywhere you ungrateful girl my dad snapped at me snatching the bag from my hands how could you leave us for strangers when we raised you and provided for you all these years my mom asked me clearly trying to manipulate me my parents pushed me down on my bed and started yelling at me to get me to stay this went on for a long time so long that i was getting desperate and then louisa and oscar burst through the door my parents jumped them but louisa and oscar were stronger than both of them get in the car go oscar said to me while holding back my dad i locked myself into the car only opening the doors when i saw louisa and oscar running towards me we were all so shocked at what happened louisa and oscar were having a conversation on whether my parents were dangerous for my siblings in the front of the car but i was just thinking about how i was going to write the ultimate college essay

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Published: Mon Sep 07 2020