Girl shares her sad past - VRChat Stories

so to start off I was born into a family with three older sisters stay-at-home mom who love to sell week dresses and all that stuff and dad who loved Disney but really likes goofy and he was also in the military as a Navy SEAL since he was in the military my family was able to go to Disneyland with a discount so we went and all of our Christmas ornaments were Disney themed and made to look like the characters we we like Disney so much that we means two of our cats Pumbaa and Timon from blankie and I was never actually able to go to Disneyland or even play a video game with my father a month later after I was born 44 days actually my father died of colon cancer leaving my mom a little of four little girls to take care of after a few ex-boyfriends my mom at my now stepdad he was pretty kind when they were dating so they eventually got married that that wasn't a great place um not long after the marriage I remembered my mom crying while my stepfather stormed out of the house turning to us she got into her knees and said do you want mommy and daddy to get a divorce and us being little kids and not knowing what was really going on we just hugged our mom and said no so skip maybe 12 years after I was born one day I came home started working on my homework I heard yelling and I went downstairs to what was happening and saw him hitting one of my sister's up against the wall and well the oldest sister was trying to stop him and I think she eventually got like pushed to the floor to the wall as well so me being the person I am I found my little brother and hid in my closet so I made sure he wouldn't get touched or hurt in any way five hours later he had taken one of his guns out of the safe yeah had fur and a shoot himself and maybe yes but we all gathered into the car and my mom would making him give the guns to us and I remember like when he was next to the open door of the van he cocked the gun which made us terrified before he put it in the back and we drove off to a nearby park and then we just went on like normal without telling anyone I never got to meet my dad but I've seen pictures of him like he would play Luigi's Mansion like every October and he'd always set my speaking on his legs while he was playing the game so he could watch us while still playing he loves video games I guess well she was sold here because he probably would be really really cool and you could play video games together instead of having a stepfather who only cares about biking and teaching and never about his own children he wishes that my dad died sooner um I actually have sweater the Navy gave him it's just really nice to have along with having a big sweater that is why he the varsity jacket like a letter boy jacket but it has scar and symptoms uh fighting on the back and it's just reminds me of him that he was obsessed with goofy like we have maybe over 20 25 30 goofy plushies along with Mickey Minnie Donald plushies that we used to have up in our house but now they're just in our storage soon enough my stepfather got fired his job as a teacher cuz he was being rude to a kid or something and he couldn't give it another teacher job until a few years so he was started working at a hardware store and every day he'd come home like not happy girl I just want to get out of this toxic situation didn't take the cats that I have with me because he's threatened to kill them in different ways different brutalities like if it's just a gunshot to the head or throwing up against the wall until they die that's happened just because he found a single cat in his bike room he wanted to kill but I just don't want to be in this toxic household my brother was getting up from the couch he had a cane and he accidentally poked my mom in the eye with it and she of course said crying because that would hurt and instead of asking my mother she was okay he started yelling at my little brother and then my mom went off on him for the first time in a while about how he cared more about disciplining his son than actually caring about someone else's well-being my mom has acknowledged that he's not the best she shouldn't be with him but she wouldn't be able to take care of five kids on her own my stepfather kind of just makes it not worth it I never really called him dad I called him either his real name or father just out of habit because I don't want him to be my dad and one day school down in his hometown needed a tea and of course he went for even though my mom said to not do it and then we moved I feel like that's eventually where my anxiety came from mainly social when I first went to the school I judged hard and I eventually started developing depression because I had no one to talk to you the kids at school were nice that's when I started to get online and try to find people to talk to instead of going out into my small town to get people then a year later chilly usually when I did one thing wrong he yell at me he'd quote unquote news makes an example yeah if someone was being off-task talking to me and I was trying to ignore the he played me for it instead of asking the person to stop eventually I got really into theater and drama so that was one of the reasons I wanted to go to a public high school so I could be in the school play and tried to pursue a job as an actor it seems fun to be able to be someone you are you're not and someone who might have a better or worse life but not too long ago we were making cuts for a final dance scene and out of 23 people I was chosen as one of the five worst that night I kind of just broke down and and I ended up doing something I really regret I found a razor and when I took a bath I kinda I just don't like myself at all I once was clean from it for almost like maybe six five months how I broke my trail being clean was when I started King Viking the guy and he just never paid attention to me which we ended up getting together for three months but he started asking for things that I didn't really what I want to do and he kind of forced me to do something multiple times letting people know what's happening and that some people are going through this kind of stuff and thought they should have just judged some if they're like if they're quiet is their boisterous but are annoying that doesn't mean that they have a perfect life they could be going through something that you could never imagine I'm glad someone wanted to listen hey guys it's me I hope you enjoyed that video press this button to subscribe or press this box or this box to watch a previous video make sure to leave a like and comment below for any future video ideas see you guys next time hold on wait coming back oh hey you're still here well why don't you check down below for this quarter page you're on

Channel: MetaMike Gaming

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Length: 10min 45sec (645 seconds)

Published: Mon Nov 04 2019