Fighting Natsuki | Doki Doki New Eyes Part 2

[Music] heyo spaghetto here and welcome back to sad doki hours I'm happy to be back from my vacation and to finally be able to get to play this again I am sorry for the delay it had in between but it's just kind of how life goes you know you just have stuff that you need to do it gets in the way and whatnot but now that I'm back I can't wait to go through more of this with you guys it just it's really lots of fun so yeah let's just any where we left off I don't even quite remember where we were but I think I saved right oh yeah we were going to see netsuke okay I locked the door behind me and begin searching for netsuke she's at the other end of the street that's Suki people turn to look at me why did I just yell this is so embarrassing this is sorry I looked down it seems like netsuke heard me though she's walking towards me now gosh you're in your load what got into you this morning I it's it's it's just I just wanted to walk with you and I thought I wouldn't be fast enough to catch up with you so oh I see just call me on my phone next time alright of course I just panicked yesterday's events shook me a little so I'm not thinking straight how am I even supposed to apologize don't just stand there dummy you don't want to be late to school right of course not hey Yuri is everything alright you're you're just answering with of course and of course not you're usually a lot more expressive don't tell me you didn't sleep because of a book again no I'm just I don't know I'm having mixed feelings it's just one of those days you know I see then let's make sure this day is an interesting one ha ha ha Thank You netsuke that's my duty as a role model Yuri I'm guessing a role model shouldn't be late then didn't you say we should hurry oh that's right let's go that Sookie picks up the pace despite her small size it's hard to catch up to her she's always so full of energy doesn't she ever get tired that Sookie's all out of breath hey what is it first were you seriously challenging me to race that me even knowing possibly you totally act like a kid sometimes that Sookie life is about having fun you know one piece of advice I'd give you is stop worrying about everyone else well I mean don't chop my name in the street either but you see what I mean right I I really appreciate that Sookie's concern but I don't think she really understands that this is who I am I'm not really sad or anything I'm satisfied with my life as far as I'm concerned I'm passionate about a few things and that's all I need thank you for their life advice aunt Sookie I'll think about it my advice is the best after all here you go again you just don't understand my philosophy Gary open your eyes and you'll see you and you shall see the light you're in surprisingly good mood are you happy to see new to a boy maybe that was way too direct it sounded it sounds weird I'm asking you this way what are you saying Yuri I already told you I hate him I abhor him actually I don't want to see him at all hmm is that so well then we'll see what kind of home he came up with yesterday so don't get ahead of yourself just yet I'll teach him a thing or two Oh how did your poem writing go oh um fine I guess I'll just show you I'll just show you this evening she sounds really nervous and all honesty I am too I hope my poem will be success I wrote it for myself of course but I just like everyone to understand the message behind it all right then by the way I'll probably be late this evening so don't wait for me all right just wait for me in the club room oh how come that's sorry it's a little personal personal I don't want to push her too much but that's a little weird that Sookie is always an open person my shrug it's fine I'll see you this evening then all right have a good day Yuri same goes for you now Sookie she slowly walks towards the entrance of her building what a weird conversation but talking about poems again really piqued my interest what should I expect from a middle voice poem I don't want to wait I shake my head and I answer the building so many students some of them are looking at me I continuously I'm glanced at my uniform to check for any wrinkles or embarrassing imperfections but I can't find any what's wrong why are they looking at me I walk at a faster pace I enter my classroom I sigh as I place my bag near the desk I feel incredibly tired for some reason would it be okay to call mom again this evening no of course not that'd only bother her while she's hard at work once again I sigh suddenly I jerked my head up unless looked like an idiot sighing at my table looking down to the class already start I wasn't paying attention seems like it started a while ago too I was facing out even more than usual maybe I should think about actually sleeping in my bed one of these nights I open my notebook and I started taking a few notes never have I been so happy to hear the school bell I look outside the students are already running everywhere and heading back home are their parents waiting for them actually questioning myself like that isn't going to change anything the members of the club or my family I smile to myself I shouldn't worry about that I love them all so much I put my things in my bag in it I get up Monika must be in the club room already maybe she could show me pictures of what she took yesterday as usual on the last one to exit the room just as I prepare to go to the staircase I spot a familiar figure is that Monika I left my hand to Sharlee wave at her Oh Yuri last one to leave I see haha indeed I was just lost to my thoughts as usual well if anything's bothering you feel free to talk to me about it with her feel free to talk to feel free to talk about it with everyone we were glad to have a friendly talk Thank You Monica what are you doing here by the way shouldn't you be at the club room oh um no I'll be joining you guys a little later as for now I'm just looking for say Yuri have you seen her anywhere no sorry I don't think I have why are you looking for her so coming to the club later as usual don't worry about that Yuri I'll see you later at the club how strange first netsuke and then she has something on my face and why would Monica suddenly look for say Orie this is none of my business but it's bothering me I walked to the stairs I guess I'll be alone in the club room then unless oh gosh what if noodle boys they already I can't stay alone with him what will I say it'll be so awkward I slowly exhale I can do this after all that wouldn't kill me I may be feeling embarrassed but everything will be fine also she said that wouldn't kill her now nee is this foreshadowing before entering the room I placed my ear against the door I can't really hear anything so he's probably not in there but he may be reading reading doesn't make noise though middle boy told me he doesn't read but what if he's starting what if he started reading because of us what am I supposed to do I slowly opened the door on peek inside thank you they said slowly for once instead of the other word that I can't say thank God I sigh in relief he's not in here the air feels cool it looks like someone opened the window earlier did monican come in here before I did I look around this place is much different atmosphere for when nobody's here I can say it I can't say it's not peaceful but it feels surreal netsuke should be here soon though so I won't have to wait too long for her arrival I placed my bag on the usual chair and I get my poem out and after reading it again I think I did a good job with the symbolism I'm not too much but not too little I hope I won't have to give it an in-depth explanation of it though I never sleep my notebooks cover with my index finger why do I feel so uneasy I can't even bring myself to read a book Monica why would you make us write poems in the first place I hear steps in the corridor probably netsuke the door opens oh hello again Monica well it wasn't that Sookie after all I'm relieved though that means I won't have to be alone when noodle boy will come in hello there did you find say Ari I didn't sadly I guess I'll just hear when she'll come to the club oh of course you should sit down rest for a bit mind if I sit next to you oh no not at all I gave Monica a big smile she moves for chair thanks to mine so tell me did you write a poem yesterday is she already planning on reading mine uh I did yeah I don't know if everyone will like it but I did my best then that's good writing is about enjoying your hobby you can keep saying that I think you're some kind of role model for all of us you know I think I'm blushing oh is that so of course say Orion I talked about you a few days ago it's impressive to see you so devoted to your hobbies I mean it's just a passion so that's pretty normal you know trust me it isn't having a passion is good but you're displaying a lot of motivation that's why you're part of our club after all say Ari thinks the same ha ha ha well thank you Monica say you already thinks I'm a role model I'm the one looking up to her though she's so funny and always full of energy I wish I could talk to her more Oh sounds like someone's coming in indeed I hear some footsteps in the corridor I concentrate to hear what's going on behind the door I think I can hear voices netsuke and say or maybe a few seconds later netsuke opens the door and enters the club followed by say re both of them looked really uneasy what were they talking about I look at say Orie and I wave at her she brightly smiles at us and sits at the table across from me I've been feeling lately like she doesn't really want to talk to me but I wanted to say hello suddenly the club door opens again without even without even wanting to I smile when I see noodle boy walking in Monica gets up and immediately greets him hi again noodle boy glad to see you didn't run away on us and now don't worry this might be a little strange for me but I at least keep my word he looks around him taking a few seconds to look at every one of us as he looks at me I get up and I greet him thanks for keeping your promise noodle boy I hope this isn't too overwhelming of a commitment for you making you dive headfirst into literature when you're not accustomed to it before I get the time to finish my sentence no suki joins it along the conversation oh come on like you sirs any slack so you already told me you didn't even want to join any clubs this year and last year too I don't know if you're playing you just come here and hang out or what what if you don't take it seriously then you won't see the end of it that's Suki you certainly have a big mouth for someone who keeps their manga collection in the club room I can't help it I want to laugh that Sookie's reaction is priceless she goes back to a chair without saying another word I give a compassionate smile but she doesn't smile back is she really that hurt don't worry guys needlepoint oh he's gifted his best as long he's had as long as he's having fun he helps me with busy work without me even asking like cooking and my room how dependable so noodle boy is someone say oh he can count on the more I learn about him the more interesting he becomes it looks like he didn't even really wants a re to tell us about this though he looks all embarrassed now say Orie that's because your room is so messy it's distracting and you almost set your house on fire once is that so this you really look good together you two are really good friends aren't you I might be a little jealous oh gosh I didn't mean to say that uh I say that at all I mean I'd like to get to know noodle boy but I didn't mean to flat out say I'm jealous how come you a noodle boy can become good friends to say Yuri is always so straightforward but it's not really that easy to talk to someone someone whom you barely know I glanced at noodle boy he looks really uneasy say Yuri is he embarrassed about the situation or is it because he doesn't want to be my friend I don't want to act pushy with him but I look at my bag and I see the book I chose for him sticking out it looks like say oh he saw me glancing at it suddenly she bursts out with excitement oh you're even brought you something today you know hello wait say Yuri he wasn't supposed to know already I wasn't even ready to give it to him what if he doesn't like it it'll make everything even more awkward huh me not really I can't just openly say I brought him a book don't be shy it's really nothing what is it mridu noodle boys talking to me why can't I just speak normally and then never mind say you already made it sound like a big deal when it's really not uh what do I do how did she even know about the how how she even know that the book was for noodle boy I know I usually read works of lodge and links but just how am I supposed to react to this I'm sorry Yuri I wasn't thinking noodle boy sighs and turns towards me I just can't bring myself to look at his eyes hey don't worry about it first of all I wasn't expecting anything in the first place so any nice gesture from you is a pleasant surprise it'll make me happy no matter what it is that so I immediately feel slightly more at ease maybe noodle boy doesn't read but he's really good with words yeah I won't make a big deal of it if you don't want it to be all right well here I grab the book from my back I'd like to tell him to be gent gentle with it but I know he'll I know he will be I just know he's a gentle person I didn't want you to feel left out so I picked out a book that I thought you might enjoy it's a short read so it should keep you attention even if you don't usually read and we could you know discuss it if you want it there I did it okay intermission like how Monica is totally just standing there like I'm totally gonna kill these kids later like a man that Yuri over there thicker than a bowl of oatmeal I'm so jealous capturing noodle boy's attention like that man if she would just totally just stab herself or something yeah not for shadowing at all let's say Ari over there man I guess I could invite her out back to play some jump rope if she wanted okay enough of that I'm sorry I'm so sorry hey I said it I stare at noodle bull's-eyes for a second he's smiling at me he looks happy now that I think about it he does look handsome his facial features are delicate and his eyes have that beautiful crimson color I looked down again in the end everything went well I'll have to think say all Aida if I get a chance to URI thank you I'll definitely read this he takes the book from my hands and looks at it Hugh well you could read it at your own pace I look forward to hearing what you think noodle Boyd nods at me and goes back to his chair followed by say Orie I sit - and I grab my book from my bag I'm trying as hard as I can to find as I can to read but I just can't doodle boys smile is stuck inside my head I want to look up to see what he's doing though is is he reading up the book I gave him I slowly look away from my book huh he's not sitting at the table anymore where did he oh he's talking to netsuke I guess she's going to start complaining once again but it's a good idea to try and make her feel a bit more at ease I think noodle boy understands how to do it at least URI oh I wasn't paying attention Monika is right next to me and watching me with a weird stare I called your name a few times now but I suppose it seems like you're bothered by something are you looking at those two I'm not oh why would I even look at them in the first place because you're curious to be honest I thought that Sookie would already be getting audibly angry at noodle boy right now it's quite surprising well I don't think she hates him as much as she pretends to she's just not used to seeing other people let alone boys since noodle boy is a nice person I'm pretty sure she'll end up enjoying his company soon enough do you enjoy his company these questions are so embarrassing to answer Monica is always so curious of course it's always hard to talk to him but I like seeing him around hmm I see well then you should try talking to him some more I know I know but say or he's his friend and they've always they're always together I don't want to separate them what are you talking about Yuri I'm pretty sure say or II would love to see noodle boy hang out with other people you you think of course I told you you're our role model don't hesitate to talk to him and show him how you feel how I feel oh I just meant I just meant that you could show him you want to be his friend I'm sure he'd be really happy to know it I smile at Monica it's true that I want to be his friend but it's so hard to talk to him when he's so close to say Ari if he's around her it surely means he likes that kind of personality and I'm her polar opposite hey now and don't forget I'm here oh sorry Monica I don't feel so good right now would you mind if I went to the bathroom for a little while why would I mind of course he could go just make sure you're back in time to share your poem with the rest of us rest the group all right oh right poems I had forgotten all about that sure I'll be right back I stuffed the book back in my bag and I get up and that zucchini noodle boy are both happily chatting near the closet what a surprising sight I opened the club door and I step out of the room I saw I'm feeling incredibly nervous there's no particular reason for it though everything went well with noodle boy and my purse net my personal problems should be sorted out so what's this feeling I'm having I shake my head and I walk to the nearest bathroom and put my hands on the other side on the sides of the sink whoa so that's what the girls bathroom looks like oh all my life I've always wondered what they've looked like in its this it's truly amazing I feel like this is a forbidden site though and I shouldn't be witnessing it I look at my reflection in the mirror I don't even look that tired so what am I feeling probably is an exhaustion this is frustrating I lift my sleeves the little cut I got yesterday is now almost gone I touch it with my finger it feels a little weird just what was I thinking I wash my face with some cold water I just have to share my poem and it'll be over I'll finally backed by a daily routine maybe sharing poems will give me an opportunity to talk with noodle boy I dry my hands and I walk out into the corridor what were you doing gosh Monica don't scare me like that I wasn't expecting her to be here that wasn't expected I'm sorry you were taking a long time so I was getting worried I'm just feeling a little uneasy no big deal don't worry about that do you want to go on a walk for a little bit fresh air could help mm-hmm why not are you coming too of course Monica walks down the stairs first and signs me to follow her I look behind me on that zucchini noodle boy still talking I'll have to ask her how it went later Monica was right breathing a bit of fresh air instantly makes me feel better I feel like feeling better a bit thank you for accompanying me Monica man uh I hate playing through this knowing Monica as a total jerk that's why giving her the sinister creepy voice because she's awful don't worry about that that's what friends are for after all you told me that you weren't feeling really good yes well no I mean I just can't understand what I'm feeling it's a little strange I'm not really tired of stressed everything's has been going well - so it's just bothering me that I have an uneasy sensation you know hmm well to me it's pretty clear it's not so are you feeling the same I do sometimes tell me Yuri this is just a guess but aren't you feeling a little jealous oh wow jealous why would I be jealous it seems like you've really enjoyed talking the noodle boy yesterday and today even though you chose a book for him to read he's spending time with netsuke I'd understand if you were jealous and it's not as bad as the thing not at all you said it yourself he might be a little jealous of CRE and noodle boy but I've never been jealous from Tatsuki she's one of my best friends that's why you don't understand what you're feeling in my opinion then again this is my own this is only my guess it could be something else but take it easy alright don't overthink it things will happen in due time oh no things will happen in due time I just don't know if I should believe what Monica's saying it sounds like jealousy could be a possibility in a way but I just can't bring myself to accept that Natsuki hates little boy after all that makes sense I'll think about it then you've said you felt it before - was it because of one of us it'd take a little too much time to explain but you know that horrible feeling you get when you see something you can't have that kind of jealousy don't be ridiculous Monica you're so motivated you can get about anything you want the amount of foreshadowing knowing what's gonna happen this is so strong here I trust you oh man no you just stop though you don't trust her yeah well I don't think it'll be possible this time well that doesn't matter I trust you Shou noodle boy that you want to be a closer to him right all right i-i'll do my best Monica smiles at me sweetly in turns around I really wonder what exactly she was talking about she's always so determined her personality in her body makes her the perfect high school student what could be so inaccessible all right URI let me break the fourth wall just a little bit Monica doesn't have a route in the game there you go without another word I follow Monica inside the building get closer to noodle boy I guess reading his poem will give me a better idea of who he is it should make me able to figure out his interests I hope mine will give him an opportunity to express his opinion Monica's silent that's unlike her she usually likes talking when she isn't doing something else something's on her mind that's for sure by the way Monica hmm you were searching for say Rory earlier right did you finally ask her what you needed when I need it it was nothing like that then what was it just it's hard to explain as I said let's just say it was a link to what I told you about jealousy just say you already have anything to do with it anyway why don't we head back to the club now oh my gosh okay little Theory right here remember when say Rory like was was say Rory like having a conversation with demon Monica like she wasn't rainclouds and that's why I'm Monica didn't want to explain it to Yuri man that that that's like a strange thing to think about but it's possible because these two take place during the same time the others may be waiting for us you know she's being a little too evasive it doesn't bother me but it just makes me a little curious huh oh my gosh that really got we hand over why okay I'm looking at here yeah huh where's history Oh scroll all the way down okay yeah see it doesn't bother me but it makes me a little curious maybe I should ask say Yuri and then the glitch huh that's weird and then it switches this isn't my business after all if Monica doesn't want to talk about it then I shouldn't keep bringing it up wait are there any secrets in the files hold on I'm gonna refresh this okay what about characters there are hidden files on they are okay what if I open this huh just a bunch of code are they all like that and Sookie is hurt um are you fight is your file like Monica's it's taking a little longer to open huh it's not opening weird okay yeah oh well let's go to game see if there's anything here images scripts fonts and first-run nothing really okay yeah that Sookie's file just didn't open okay that's lovely if Mona couldn't how can Monica climbs up the stairs I talk behind her to keep up the pace I close the club door behind me I immediately granted that Sookie what what she's sitting on the floor next to noodle boy they are both reading one of her manga how am I supposed to talk to him now without a warning Monica speaks with a great projection oh I think it rain clouds noodle boy chose the netsuke route as well so it's interesting that he's going with the same girl and this one's too okay everyone little boy stares at her with in Krita this look are you all ready for today's poems oh gosh I knew I knew it was coming but I really don't want to share mine with anyone that's it's not going to oh come on it's your tiny be any worse sorry I just needed to make sure we had enough time though you do look pretty cozy over there that Sookie looks at noodle boy and realizes he's a little too close to him just now why was that Sookie so aggressive towards Monica this is unlike her she values friendship as much as I do Monica comes next to me and whispers see and that Sookie feels a little bit more at ease now well a little bit too much maybe but still was it just me or has she been acting differently than usual I've noticed it too no Sookie never acts this way anyway it does look like she's appreciating her time with little boy though so that's a pretty good thing don't you think indeed I knew she wouldn't pretend for too long though I guess you know her too well remember though it's your turn to try and speak to him alright gosh dangit Monica trying to cause issues Monica Oh Monica winks at being walks away to sit on the chair I turned my head and look at noodle boy Natsuki and they're both getting up now I can't hear what they're saying but it looks like noodle boys trying to give her the manga back they talked for a few seconds and he keeps the manga but I I lent him a book I looked down he probably prefers reading manga anyway I hated the two of them walking back to the main table noodle boy puts the manga in his bag over the book I lent him Monica was patiently waiting for them to finish arms crossed by the way did you remember to write a poem last night yeah noodle boy looks slightly worried now did he even write a poem well now that everyone's ready why don't you find someone to share with I can't wait Sayuri is the best she's so great I love her she's just so happy but like sad on the inside oh okay everybody's getting their poems out of their bags I reluctantly grabbed my notebook it looks like noodle boy actually wrote a poem after all I stand still to get a good look at what he's written but I can't see a thing it looks like he's written quite a lot though I can't wait noodle boy stands in the middle of the room for a few seconds looking at everyone one by one is he hesitating to decide who he'll share his poem with suddenly he takes a step towards netsuke she looks very surprised but at least she doesn't seem to be angry as she was yesterday I'm pretty sure she's really looking forward to reading his poem she quickly reads it and looks at him I can't tell I can tell she I you all right I stay at Monica without understanding what she said for a few seconds I was so absorbed in that suki noodle boy I didn't even see her standing right next to me oh yeah you do know we have to share poems right oh that's right has a Aria shown in her shown you hers yet it looks like she's not really in the mood to do so well why is that she's just waiting for someone to share a poem she's staring in that zucchini noodle boy in my opinion she's trying to get some information about other poems let's just leave her alone for a bit and share our poems with each other all right all right then I wanted to see say arias poem but I guess it'd be better for us to just leave her be let's share our poems then what have you written Yuri I opened my notebook and to the page I wrote yesterday gosh my writing is all shaky i shy Li hand the notebook to Monica she reads it if a few times they squints her eyes were you a little tired when you wrote this Harry your writings all shaky yeah just just just a bit I was so worried about my mother that I didn't really work on my poems presentation this is so sorry oh I didn't mean it to hurt your feelings actually even though your writing is a little shaky I really liked your poem I haven't read all your a lot of your work before works before so correct me if I'm wrong but this one is a little different from the ones you usually write right indeed I wanted to try something that was deep with more symbolism something with some kind of meeting I wasn't too sure about what I wanted to say in this poem but I think it just came out nicely have you understood something from it except it's superficial nature of course hmm I'm not too sure but is this about the past and it's linked to the present the way I see it the person described in this poem is like a ghost in a way excuse me hmm they're here under the spotlight but they're unable to let go of the past while at the same time being part of the present well that's merely my interpretation but I think some people are a bit like that Monica chuckles so how did I do fascinating Monica's interpretation was impressive when I when I'm writing those poems I had the concept is always a little abstract in my head however Monica managed to take all the abstract concepts and explain them I smile at Monica really impressive it was on point you really understood what I meant my poem well that was to be expected of you you know the club president after all why thank you your II want to read my poem I'd be glad to know what you think about it of course Monica hands me a poem with a big smile on her face I take it with my two hands and I slowly read it oh this is different than in the original game I couldn't have been me see the direction the spackle protrudes a noisy neighbor oh I have read this an angry boyfriend I'll never know I wasn't home I peer inside for a clue no I can't see I real blind like a film left out in the Sun but it's too late my retinas already scorched with the permanent copy of meaningless image that's just like a little hole it wasn't too bright it was too deep stretching forever into everything a whole of infinite choices I realized now that I wasn't looking in I was looking out and he on the other side was looking in oh my gosh is this partially different question mark because that end part is Monica looking through the game at us and we're looking into our computer at her oh my gosh that's so cool okay huh that was cool okay I get chills just by reading a poem this is a masterpiece it's easy to tell she wanted to put a message in a poem too but I can't seem to figure out what it is one thing's for sure it's heartfelt so how was it I spent a while on this one you know it's honestly really good I can't find any flaws in your writing I feel some kind of rhythm when reading it and it's pretty easy to picture what you wrote in my head the only thing I don't really understand here is the message you wanted to put in it correct me if I'm wrong but is oh but that was your objective too wasn't it but since he wrote it out of something you personally wanted to convey with your own meaning I'd say it's pretty normal for me not to understand but I could it could have a link to that story about jealousy you told me earlier in a way seeing an infinite amount of possibilities and choices you can't reach well a poem really makes me think that much but as I said it's really good I look up from the poem see Monica's listening to me oh I'm sorry I didn't did I overthink it I mean I just URI that's all right actually it's fascinating to hear you trip you hear your train of thought I indeed wanted to talk about a personal experience in that poem I can't really tell you what it's about as I'm not too sure myself but I think your interpretation isn't too far from the truth mine is nothing next to us Monica well only noodle boy will tell us don't forget you have to share your poem with him too if you speak with all your passion just like the way you did to me there's no doubt things will be interesting Monica winks at me and goes back to a chair I look at my poem again hmm turns out I may have made something a little better than I initially expected suddenly I hear some steps towards me I stare at noodle boy looks like he's son sharing his poem with NAT Sookie she has an odd smile on her face I've never seen her this way without a word noodle boy stops next to me smiling I Oh does he want me to show does he want me to show him my poem I gently take the poem from his hands that sums up my drawing skills I can't adventure alone amazing awesome beauty bed bless broken called charm cheer childhood clumsy color comfort cry dad start daydream dazzle the noodle boy just pull out a dictionary be like all right guys for writing the first 10 words we find in alphabetical order gosh well what did I just read it's a little weird his poem has that simplistic vibe to it I can clearly see he's put some effort in it no and what's with that drawing mm-hmm well there are so many questions I wished I could ask him but it just frustrate him I can easily feel that it's a beginner's work he's tried mixing styles and doing some free foam writing how am I supposed to tell him without hurting him but that may be a good occasion to talk to him just like Monica told me what shall I start with what is oh so sorry I forgot to start speaking it's fine don't force yourself I'm not I just needed to put my thoughts into words hold on I can't just deduce that this is his first poem first for all I know he may already have written in the past so I can't start giving him advice like that I need to know if it's a first for him or not this is embarrassing but seeing him look at me this way makes me want to talk to him more okay this is your first time writing a poem right oh yeah why do you ask I'm just making sure I guess that it might be after a reading through it so it's that bad no did I just raise my voice I'm so sorry gosh I sound way too harsh I thought this would go well but I'm just getting lost my thoughts again I need to be outgoing but not too harsh I need to be interesting this is too hard for a person like me I sigh it's fine I really didn't even know I really didn't notice what were you saying right here it goes it's just that there are specific writing habits that are usually typical of neuritis and having been through that myself I kind of learn to pick up on them I think the most noticeable thing that I recognize in new writers is they try to make their style very deliberate in other words they tend to pick a writing style separate form the topic matter and they form fit the two together the end result is that both style and the expressiveness are weakened of course that's not something you can be blamed for there are so many different skills and techniques that go into writing that even simple form not that finding them and building them but getting them to work together is probably the most challenging part it might take you some time but it all comes with practice and learning by example and trying new things I also hope that everyone in the club gives you valuable feedback now Sookie could be a little bit biased though biased how what did I just say I didn't mean to that Sookie said so many bad things about noodle boys so I just assumed though they looked like they got along well together who am I to say such things I have to apologize to netsuke for saying that I just got lost on my train of thoughts again and I wasn't thinking straight well never mind I shouldn't be talking about people like that sorry it's fine do you mind if I read your poem no I take a deep breath now it's the time to know that what he'll think about it please do I'd love to share my thought process behind it I smile at noodle boy as he takes the poem from my hands well he understand what I meant in it I hope he will his poem wasn't as great as I expected it to be but it has shown me that he's able to understand some things I crossed my fingers behind my back a minute passes he's still reading my poem oh I remember what Monica told me maybe he's just struggling to read my handwriting I'm sorry I have such terrible handwriting little boy jerked his head up and looks at me with a confused expression what I wasn't thinking that at all but it took you a long time to read well I just don't read script very often I actually think your handwriting is pretty huh that's a relief it's a noodle I liked my writing for some reason that makes me a little happy also I like the poem even though it's short it was really descriptive it wasn't too short I usually write longer poems not at all I'm really glad you liked it I'll be honest since it's our first time sharing I wanted to write something a little more mild something easy to digest I suppose are you into ghosts Yuri oh well he he didn't understand my poem that's a bit disappointing uh-huh actually the story isn't about a ghost at all noodle boy really I must have totally missed the point mm-hmm well I suppose you did only glanced over it after all but remember that poets often expressed their own thoughts feelings and experiences in their work they usually do more than just tell a simple story or paint a picture in this case perhaps the subject of the poem is only being symbolically compared to a ghost lingering in her last remaining place of comfort unable to let go of the past and soon to be left with nothing that's a lot more solemn putting it that way I hadn't even thought of that that's impressive it's nothing really well it makes me happy that you think that just remember that it won't be long before you pick up on these things - yeah maybe you're right I guess I'll have to keep trying I'm counting on you little boy nods at me with a big smile and takes his poem back I slowly sigh I wasn't as horrible as I expected it to be I end up having to explain my poem a little too much but it wasn't yeah but it was pretty interesting it's a bit disappointing to see that noodle boy didn't understand the main message of my poem but I'm I'd radley do it again noodle boy walks towards Monica she's already smiling at him say are we still at the table looking around her and listening to Monica a noodle boy then Suki is just reading her manga in the corner of the room I take a step towards her she lifts her head Oh Yuri shared your poem with everyone already well I've shared it with Monika a noodle boy and say oh he looks like she's focusing on something else how did it go what are you talking about well you were with mutable a bit earlier am i right it looks like things went well see and there was no reason to oh don't talk don't talk about that what that Sookie's tone was so cold just now how come you should be happy to talk to him right he's not that bad after all uh-huh Yuri I said no it just makes me feel uneasy being around him so please just don't talk about him what's she saying this isn't that Sookie that Sookie would never talk like that she's still just reading her manga as if nothing's wrong hey netsuke what's wrong did he say something that embarrassed you I just she closes her manga hi I did I just sound did I just sound harsh sherry that Sookie looks hurt kind of I just wanted to know how it went and you suddenly answered me in a cold manner oh gosh I'm so sorry it's just that I'm fearing the worst did middle boy tell her something awful no he wouldn't do that he probably just I'm so sorry Yuri but I was reading that particularly upsetting passage of my manga my mood easily fluctuates when I'm concentrated on a story so didn't answer your question I hate admitting that but he isn't as horrible as I thought his poem was actually really good of course I couldn't tell him that else he'd start bleeding he's some kind of master of poems or some sort did you see it - I did to be completely honest it was kind of I was kind of disappointed I think he has potential but his poem wasn't really powerful really well I kind of disagree there was a certain presence emanating from it something that compelled me to liking you know it's called programming you're programmed to like it ha ha ha what are you laughing for to think that you were hating him yesterday you made a complete 180 well he you know what he doesn't matter after all it's not like I want to get closer to him or anything dummy well I wouldn't mind I put my hand in front of my mouth Oh what am I saying this is too awkward you what what do you mean you'd like to get closer to him as a friend of course I don't want to you know well then if you say so that Sookie gives me a weird stir suddenly Monica sis next to her how's everything going girls Oh Oh Monica it's all going well your I already shared our palms in middle voice and we're talking about when he wrote we don't really agree on what we think about it though remember the way you see a poem or any type of art in general is really subjective you just have to talk it out to say what you liked and what you disliked actually I just read his phone and if my interpret interpretation is correct URI you just liked his poem right what how did you know it's pretty obvious he clearly wrote a row with a certain style of knowing that Sookie it was clear that she liked it isn't that true netsuke gosh Monica don't just start seeing those things it's true that his style is interesting it's very simplistic yet it is meaning behind it it's not too elaborate of course it's the first it's a first for him but I was impressed oh so you found meaning in his poem I thought it was well-written but I couldn't find a deeper meaning to it mind telling us what it was about Monica's right by criticizing his poem I didn't even take the time to try and understand what he wanted to convey that Sookie's hesitating to give her full opinion though actually how can I say this gosh I can't explain it you know that feeling of ah this is frustrating poems Cheston trick pose transcend words you know that's icky I don't mean to be harsh but poems are words well you get what I meant am I dreaming or you're actually quoted one of your manga of course I didn't why would I do that Monica and I burst into laughter this situation is so ridiculous that seek you have that Sookie overlooks is to looking at us with an exasperated expression you to our children says the small one what just teasing you netsuke know by the way Monica ordered noodle boy think of your poem oh my poem I don't think he really understood what it was about he actually called my poem freeform free-foam but your poems so great Monica it's far from being freeform I don't I don't mind though I think he enjoyed it he asked for an explanation so I think he ended up learning a bit about more about the process of writing a poem oh that's right hi they read your poem Monica come and take a look at it of course here you go Monica Henson I'm not Sookie her poem she grabs in and she starts eagerly reading it hmm I like it it's not my style of writing obviously but I can see a lot of effort went into it what's that about looking through a hole though I didn't really get that part it's supposed to be in the main part of the poem actually well sorry but I really enjoyed the writing though that's alright by the way have you two shared your poems with each other yet oh um no we haven't we were too busy discussing noodle boys poem so we haven't done it yet well then I'll let you two get to it I'll go talk to see Yuri for a little bit alright let's do it that's Yuki no I exchanged our poems oh no it's this poem I hate this one I don't like that Sookie's writing I'm sorry guys I just don't monkeys can climb crickets can leap horses can race house can seek genus can run Eagles can fly people can try but that's about it well this isn't really surprising but I expected that Sookie to put a little more effort into it I smile a little obviously she didn't really try what's with this language yeah did you say something oh it's nothing we both put our respective palms back on the desk I could see that in that Sookie's eyes so that she didn't she isn't too impressed by my poem IVA it's through that we're never really shared our writing before though I guess you could say it's fancy Thanks how am I supposed to answer that I can't really find any adjectives to describe her poem yours is cute cute did you completely miss the symbolism or something it's clearly about feeling of giving up how can that be cute what's with that Sookie's behavior she's never been this aggressive towards me is she just saying that because I said her poem is cute I didn't want to be mean I just wanted to compliment her I know that I just meant the language I guess I was just trying to say something nice you mean you have to try hard to come up with something nice to say thanks but I really didn't come out nice at all I can't just I can't just lie to her and tell her that the poem was great how can I tell her about what I think she needs to fix it sounds like she really isn't in a good mood today so she'll most likely get upset that's her friend I have to tell her well I do have a couple of suggestions if I was looking for suggestions I would have asked someone who actually liked it which people did by the way she already liked it I knew tably did too she's losing her temper I glanced at say Yuri she looks a little surprised I thought she didn't want to purchase fate in the sharing of poems now Sookie never even told me that she shared hers with C or E in the first place so based on that I gladly gave you some suggestions on my own first of all excuse me I appreciate the offer but I spent a long time establishing my form of writing I don't expect it to change anytime soon unless of course I come across something particularly inspiring which I haven't yet that was unnecessarily passive-aggressive but non Sookie's acting so strangely this kind of fight never happened before so why now it's her behaviour linked to noodle boy is she just trying to act tough in front of him I know I shouldn't be doing this but that Sookie needs to have some sense knocked into her and noodle boy liked my poem too you know he even told me he was impressed by it now Sookie stands up and looks at me I could see the anger burning in her eyes this isn't the netsuke I know oh I didn't realize you were so invested in trying to impress our newest member yuri she can't just she can't just use that as arguments she knows perfectly well it's hard for me to talk to people this is uh that's not what I you you're just without even thinking I stand up and I looked down at NAT Sookie maybe you're just jealous that noodle boy appreciates my advice more than he appreciates yours I said it just a few minutes ago we were all peacefully talking to each other what is her fault she wanted it she's in a bad mood for god knows what reason and she's just letting her anger out on me this is unfair you know you didn't appreciate my advice more are you that full of yourself I clench my fists I don't think I've ever felt such an amount of anger that Sookie's just making herself look like a fool I no if I was full of myself I wouldn't I would deliberately go out of my way to make everything I do overly cutesy faking her cuteness in her poems no thank you this is just this is just lame Sayuri Sai Lea walks over to one okay new boy started showing up then Natsuki oh so she went and said it my best friend actually said it I feel my nails digging into my skin as i clenched my fists even hotter how can she even say something like that just because she wants to be the tough one does she want to be admired by noodle boy that badly I'm sure he doesn't want to be near such a hopeless girl anyway that's tsuki that's a little I yelled at Monika without even thinking this is between me and NAT Sookie I don't like fighting guys I appreciate it's a always concerned to you but this is none of her business I can feel the tension growing between me and Natsuki I wish I didn't have to come to that but I can't let netsuke ruin my reputation her poem needs some fixing and she's acting so tried with childish over it I turned in Doodle boy and I look at him straight in the eye noodle boy she's she's trying to make me look bad that's not true she started it she couldn't get over herself and learn to appreciate that simple writing is more effective then this wouldn't have happened in the first place what's the point in making her poems all convoluted for no reason the meaning should jump out to the reader not force them to have to figure it out help me explain that to her noodle boy her arguments are totally wrong so why is she making them sound so true why is she acting all cute in front of new boy it makes me want to shout at her even more but wait there's a reason we have so many deep and expressive words in our language it's the only way to convey our complex feelings and meanings of the most effectively avoiding them it's not only unnecessarily limiting yourself it's also a waste you understand that right noodle boy well noodle boy standing there looking alternate alternatively and that's Suki at me the choice shouldn't be too hard right my arguments are on point there's no way he'd go for netsuke she's just being overly cutesy ain't making any not making any proper sense who is he gonna side with in this most likely at Suki since I think he's doing the netsuke route Yuri you're really talented well I saw him with a relief so noodley understood what I meant but our but complimenting me like that that's a little but Natsu ki has a point I think that I think that conveying feelings with few words can be just as impressive as well it lets the reader's imagination take over and that Sookie's poem did a really good job at that oh so in the end he doesn't agree with me I should have expected that after all my arguments aren't that good and that Suki is so much cuter than I am yeah it did didn't it shows how much you know that that's not she keeps trying to irritate me in front of noodle boy does she want me to start yelling again that won't happen I'm not that type of person it seems like she doesn't me after all and here I thought we were friends then Sookie I think that's enough huh me but she was so mean to me she's trying to sound all whiney to get noodle boys pity huh who started it after all she was the mean one she was talking about my my it was entirely her fault look what we talked about yesterday was right rioting is a really personal thing and sharing a Kiwi definitely be hard it looks like we learned that today even small criticism can lead to something pretty heated say always stands behind noodle boy nodding in agreement I wonder whose side she's on she's been very quiet today if that's unusual yeah so you don't need to feel threatened you're a great writer netsuke ah that Sookie's all surprised why did she react this way if she knows that her writing is good thanks for nothing oh wait thanks for noticing whoops she looks down not saying another word I see look she should be happy to get some praise she loves it Yuri I look at noodle boy judging from the expression on his face I must seem awful to him I'm sure that netsuke didn't mean everything she said so you don't need to feel threatened either his smiling is so soothing just looking at him makes my heart flutter oh the hatred I felt seconds ago has been replaced with some sort of happiness oh well if you say so hey it sound like you need to apologize for me noodle boy sheesh she inhales and quickly glances at me hi the thing about what she looks around the room she's obviously in an embarrassing situation I can't help but feel a little sorry for her just a little when everyone stopped staring at me say Yuri and Monica still watching from the back of the room look away I keep my attention focused on her I know this is childish but I'd like to hear her apologize anyway the thing about your boobs I didn't mean it okay that's all she looks away ignoring my gaze I may have sounded a little harsh or maybe way too harsh now that I think about it what was I thinking and that Sookie's my friend how could I even be so mean yeah you're naturally beautiful Yuri oh gosh say Yuri with some reason this sounds too embarrassing for me to handle saying it in front of noodle boy oh go make some tea I turn around leaving everyone where they were before while I opened the closet to grab the tea set I hear say you're already talking to noodle boy yeah I was just trying to help I'm sure she appreciated it's a Orie but you can't just say that about her in front of me I shake my head of course I appreciated it but it just wasn't the right moment I put the tea set on the table and I take the kettle I guess I need some more water again I head to the door and I leave the club room as fast as possible I close the door behind me what happened what happened to our friendship the good mood of the club this was both in that Suki's and my fault and mine not only should I apologize to netsuke but also to apologize everyone else and what will noodle boy think too now he probably sees us as mean people I slammed my head against my floor I slept my I slammed my head against my forehead I was such a stupid thing to do there was little boys first day at the club as a real member we managed to ruin it i sigh I slowly walk to the nearest fountain next to the staircase now put the kettle under the faucet and let it fill up meanwhile I go sitting on the steps I'm burying my face in my hands I was so stupid I probably hurt in that Sookie - well she end up leaving me alone I shouldn't have told her all those things she's been trying she's been trying her best to be outgoing and talk to noodle boy I told her to wait and see how it goes with him didn't I maybe what Monica said was right it was jealousy I've never felt that angry in my entire life and seeing her destroy my reputation in front of him irritated me even more but why would I be jealous he's just a random person that joined our club isn't he but it's is that what you call love no no there's no way I'm in love with little boy I've only known him for a day and it seems like he doesn't really like me anyway I chuckle one of my thinking that's I suddenly jerked my head up oh oh oh no the tea kettle is overflowing with water just how long did I sit here thinking I quickly stand up and I empty out some of the water from the kettle and the sink if you time to get back to business then I quickly walked back to the clubroom kettle in hand I make the water boil while I prepare myself a cup of tea I like to ask the out of theirs if they wanted some but that'd probably be too awkward considering my lively discussion there the live discussion there having suddenly Monica raises her voice presumably for me to hear okay everyone it's about time for us to leave so how did you all feel about sharing poems it was a lot of fun I hesitate for a second if I ignore have a little argument we've had I had with Matt Sookie it was pretty interesting to share poems well I'd say it was worth it it was alright well mostly that Sookie glances at me the cold stash he gives me sends a chill down my spine are we still friends little boy how about you yeah I'd say the same there was a neat thing to talk about with everyone awesome in that case we'll do the same thing tomorrow and maybe you learned something from your friends too so your poems will turn out even better it's funny to see how everyone reacted to his poem behind his back because of course they're gonna say nice things to my face but but in reality they are gonna be more honest with each other another poem it's not that I don't want to of course but do I have to come up with another poem idea for tomorrow since suitable I didn't understand the one I wrote today oh that's right I wanted to ask him what his poem was about new boy we need to walk home sure let's go he say Aria beams at noodle boy say Ori beams at Luke noodle boy lookout noodle boy she's shooting her laser eyes at you you pew little game grumps reference there I guess now's not really the moment to talk to him then the two of them exit the collab room waving at us just like yesterday they look perfect together I am definitely jealous the club rooms all silent now I take a sip of my tea in the end I made too much of it nobody wanted to drink son Liam Wanaka comes next to me well then girls what happened and that Sookie's at the back of the room listening to Monica from afar come here NAT Sookie she lazily gets up and walks towards us what is it I know this is none of my business but I wanted to let you both know that those arguments are pretty common when you're friends you know so please try to take it easy alright noodle boy I didn't have to see that I am terribly sorry Monica yeah me too then it's all good make sure you two have a nice talk and settle everything all right I know how much you two value each other so let's not have that go to waste anyway I'm going have to leave now so already but you stayed longer yesterday I know I know but if I have I have things to do sorry please close the room when you have to leave when you leave Monica has the keys in that Sookie alright I'll take care of it see you tomorrow Monica laughs Sookie grabs the keys from Monica's hand and walks to the back of the class stop looking at me despite it despite the fact that she said things are fine between us I could see they're not Monica lowers her voice make sure you apologize you've got a truly valuable friend don't forget that she gives me one last smile before turning around and exiting the room it's just that Sookie told on me in the club room now this is awkward that Sookie's just looking out the window not making a sound I pour some tea in a cup and I shyly call her and then NAT Sookie she doesn't even turn her head hmm do you want some tea no thank you how cold I lower my gaze not Sookie again what do you need do you do you hate me I don't dare look at her she's silent for a few seconds no I don't but what you said hurt me are we still friends all the things you said is making you doubt that we are I said that completely in shock I feel a terrible down my cheek and that Sookie my best friend I I I'm I'm sorry without another word I get up from my chair and I run out of the club room to the nearest bathroom by the time I've entered my sleeve was already drenched with tears oh my gosh I didn't think the fights between URI Natsuki were this bad that they weren't even friends at the start I sit on one of the toilets I quietly sob into my sleeve of course not Sookie would react this way I was so mean I'm so sorry net Sookie I'm so sorry I rest my head against the stall my breath feels uneven I didn't cry for long but my throat hurts and my muscles feel tense I'd take a few seconds to calm down just how can I apologize to her I'm so bad at this serving some tea or trying to talk won't help me I messed up everything maybe that's why mom doesn't want to oh we got interrupted okay URI I know you're there stop hiding my eyes wide what should I say should I say anything at all I opened my mouth to speak but no words come out I push open the door the saw and I seen that Sookie patiently waiting for me why would you even oh hey did you did you actually cry I looked down hiding my eyes from that Sookie's view I must look miserable for her to suddenly change your behavior like that I hear her steps get closer Harry hi gosh don't just sit in the stall like that it's way too small you guys my hand and drugs me out of the bathroom let's sit down for a little bit her voice is so soft now how could she be so soothing after our argument this isn't right and that's it don't let me talk first I sit down on the steps that Sookie sits next to me our shoulders are touching ooh I ship it I mean I saw why is she doing this she takes a deep breath alright so listen I'm sorry Yuri I act a child like a childish and I realize that I ended up hurting you so it's just it's my job as a role model to show you how to be responsible right after all this time we spent together why would everything collapse now because of noodle boy that'd be incredibly cliche so again I'm sorry alright it's just that I've been going through some tough times lately I just reacted too quickly but you said some mean things to you know I almost thought you hated me just because of a poem that's ridiculous Yuri don't tell me you're crying again dummy sorry Natsuki sorry for all the mean things I said I thought you hated me I rest my head against my knees I start to weep but I can't even look her right look at her right now suddenly I feel a hand on my back hey no of course I don't hate you gosh stop crying will you it hurts to see you like this everything's fine now see it's all settled now dry those tears and come help me clean up everything in the club all right I take a moment to catch my breath I feel dizzy will you forgive me of course I will my question is will you yes yes I forgive you your poem wasn't actually as bad as I made it sound I guess noodle voice president's just shook us all a little bit right I guess so she looks a tad embarrassed tell me Natsuki how come you want a noodle boy to side with you that much didn't you just tell me you hated him no well yes but I've been thinking maybe he's not that bad I've enjoyed his poem and that matters I certain that Sookie with a quizzical look hey don't give me that look he's just a friend all right nothing more I burst into laughter come on I'm just teasing you i grin at NAT Sookie shall we forget about this whole argument then oh well if you implore me and I guess I can consider it please fine that Sookie gets up and signs me to follow her I guess I still need to put the tea set back in the closet we both enter the club room now Sookie directly heads to the closet it seems like she was searching for something to read while I was away meanwhile I walked to the desk and I get my cup of tea I finish it in a sip and I put it back on the tray I pick it up but I guess I need to wash everything again right I turn around but not Sookie cost me before I get the chance to leave hearing what do you think you're doing huh well I'm going to clean the teacups across have you forgotten about yesterday when I saved you from certain death just leave it to me and go sit a little you look tired after all that crying that Sookie grabs the tray for my hands and quickly walks to the exit so she really doesn't want me to get hurt again I sit at my table waiting for her to come back guess it seems like she doesn't hate me I have to make sure that this doesn't happen again I almost lost someone close to me I don't want to let this happen again I glanced at my cell phone hoping for a text message from my mother nothing I'm not really surprised suddenly in the club door opens and then Sookie proudly enters tray in hand there we go I cleaned it all by myself who's the dependable one now right she didn't even let me clean it though sheesh that doesn't matter you owe me one again she's already back to her usual teasing I shake my head according to you I owe you my life you know well obviously you do she winks at me and she puts the tea back into the closet she snaps her fingers I turned my head come on it's already getting late you know why I could told us to close the club room so let's not scent subtle here forever all right all right I get up from my chair and I put it back under the table that Sookie tosses me the keys I wait for her to exit the room she comes out and directly looks out the window as I walk the door I hear her mumbling behind me is there anything the matter netsuke well I was looking at the main park and since no one's there I thought maybe you'd like to go and take a walk I mean I know we already went out with Monica yesterday but I thought that maybe it'd be good after what happened you know of course I'd be glad to take a walk with you sweet now Sookie laughs and runs down the stairs without waiting for me I take some time to look out the window the main park is right in front of our school is that Sookie said no one's there it may be getting a little late so everyone's probably back home already that'll be more peaceful walk at least I really back on my shoulder and I quickly walked down the stairs looking from that Sookie now Sookie's standing there waiting for me why are you taking your time come on be a little bit more active not Sookie you do know this is who I am right we still have some time left to take it easy I don't have that much time you know someone's waiting for me at home I look down I'm happy for that Sookie I must feel nice to have someone waiting for her when she comes home oh no no no no Matt Sookie's dad it's not okay he's not okay that's not something to be jealous of Yuri hmm I see then let's get going I walked past that Sookie to the exit just a few days left and I'll probably see my mother again just a few more days I suddenly turned in that Sookie she stares at me with the quizzical look and that is where I'm calling this episode thank you guys so much for watching if you stuck through to this point I this game man hits you right in the feeley's like a man well this has been sad sad dokie hours with spaghetto on I hope you enjoyed this comment down below if you only cried three times past some tissues around in the comments section maybe give each other a hug or two and stop that guy in the corner from cutting onions because it's getting real bothersome and as always I'll see you guys in the next episode goodbye [Music]

Channel: Spaghetto

Views: 5,709

Rating: 4.9712229 out of 5

Keywords: Fight, natsuki, yuri, monika, sayori, new, game, ddlc, doki, literature, club, mod, fangame, custom, side, before, after, story, do, you, lift, rainclouds, act 5, brand, day, ourtime, afterstory, gaming, Spaghetto, pewdiepie, markiplier, jacksepticeye, bijuu mike, main, character, protag, characters, dad, father, playing, as, Clean, commentary, no, swearing, LP, playthrough

Id: LlEiiCdDWpM

Length: 90min 11sec (5411 seconds)

Published: Mon May 28 2018