Every Time Remy Ma Kept It Real 💯 Love & Hip Hop: New York | #AloneTogether

listen to me I didn't got everything taken away from me when I was sitting enough that wasn't India praying for mother song I was praying for my son I was praying for my husband I was praying for my family I was praying for my sanity [Applause] Gina Willis that I can be to you stop playing these social media games people get hurt from playing on social media [Music] not one moving then you're gonna be a Chan you can try my love whatever listen I was really annoyed the other night when I was rushed out after my performance makes me still feel like I'm in prison where I have to be rushed off to myself because it's count time or something while I was away me and pap made a plan together that when I got out that we would put all our energy into work but now that I'm out I want to breathe and just little we were in the cloud I finished performing before I even really got a chance to absorb that atmosphere what was going on I was like you grabbed me and got me out of there I just had a whole platoon of people telling me what to do how to do it for six years four months in five days I don't want to keep going by somebody's rigid plan I don't want to live like that in my opinion it's time to put the plan in motion and that's still my goal but sometimes it seemed like you know you want to step outside of that I'm not a prisoner anymore but sometimes I feel like that when you're like up let's go what are you doing oh you get ready for your show cuz you know you gotta go so no I wanna do things that I couldn't do you weren't the one that was physically in a Cell away from your kids away from your family you are first yep dad traumatizes family's not just the individual but just a straight the person who was living out here it was not about that's a bigger picture is the same equivalent to me live in prison I don't want it to be and it's not and that's what you need to understand once you up don't go experiences were similar but very different at the same time no that is not true I want to Remy to realize that even though I was physically free mentally I was locked up to being forced to see my wife suffer every day year after year is a level of confinement by itself I don't want to come home and spend my whole life focus on work or work I respect how you feel and I'm taking that into consideration I'm willing to sacrifice him you know bend a little bit your happiness is the most important part as long as you happy I'm happy and that's it Remy and I bought my daughter DJ and her son Jake's out for a nice family dinner it's a few things gonna be want to get off her chest and she felt like the kids are being a little unruly hopefully by the end of this dinner we all be together as one unit and not about to go at each other's neck I wanted to call it me in because I just want to want to be on the same page first off alright you got it okay let's just go on let's start with DJ I want to ask you this question will happen to you hi oh my gosh right no I'm not fighting again I was defending myself one time I can understand you defending yourself to taunt me with three four five and eight times I was defending myself that I'm coming that was enough excuse me look what I get it felt like like the hell just bad like what I say not what I do right the point we already know the situation to being involved in notifications like that that could land you into situations that I talked about previously and I just saw you JJ can't be out here fighting and I feel like then do listen ever since you turned like 18 you pick and choose what you want to listen to let's be clear I love DJ as if she was my own child and I made her to understand that she cannot be out here buying his people in these streets because she's gonna end up somewhere that she doesn't want to be either in prison or worse in somebody's hospital or morgue because somebody really hurt hah I hope you don't think you love cuz you're next I don't like the fact that we're blocking a social media page a lot of you guys want to invade our personal life like that you don't have a person like this I couldn't even close the door in my house what do you do what do you need the door closed so what do you do a secret I can see this is getting us nowhere so I'm just gonna change the subject [Music] tonight is the launch of Ross fashion library I've been here as promised since the crack of dawn making sure that everything is set up I brought my own personal DJ with me because I didn't trust the one that she wanted to use and guess what Little Miss always late raaah ain't nowhere to be found hey hey look who the site good in here that's even better even faster you'd have been here yes I'm happy I got here when I did it looks wonderful these are nice you strategically show that as soon as everything was done shock him name-o angry so we not start this conversation would thank you this is where I'm starting to get aggravated this is her event and I'm so all about toes why I'm gonna do this and I'm glad it's done I'm telling you this let's go hey I would love nothing more they prefer me to stop complaining she agreed to decorate my fashion show I think it looks great Hey oh my goodness look at this [ __ ] you talk about meat being late oh yeah this is Remy Remy this is Toya hey nice to meet you I would say it's nice to meet you but personally that thinks about you what's the bad things that you heard about me I'm a 1 you supposed to be at a fabric store we have schedules because your best one was always late that was not my fault careful what do you think about the decoration is no decorations where's the decorations you just seen chairs where's the flowers and I want to talk about how to drag somebody hold on one sec who's she dragging walking around all right now I'm a designer whether you all right okay and I smacked chicks they get out of line you novel's magneto alright okay you're not gonna smell me round and yellow in your mouth let's fly down this runway every single one of them bad all right back up that's right what the hell is going on I asked for me to help me not Throwdown with Toya both of these girls should know better than to have beef at my event it looks ridiculous yeah and you have a bow if my friend doesn't get this little Roach out of here I'm gonna go for me did not want a fall futile for me don't even let a [ __ ] attempt to try to maybe think about disrespecting me then I relax go all I know is that she's gonna crash in industry and I felt like she would be a good partner go son who look I'll go talk you just wanted me to be upset as Judas upset now now the show's over it's hope she's about to go down blames soda bye-bye practice the let's go cat yowls daddy I know DJ let's go how about that right she know that I'm tick tick boom all day why would you put me in a situation where I would have dragged somebody so I'm gonna take everything that I contributed and I'm just gonna leave with it including the ZJ silent fashion show time you told you DJ let's go after you told me to fight in my DJ so yeah DJ Cabiria that's a little bad you are so like for real dawg you will never in your life get opportunity to play me again that is just right just ride the plane all these people kissing nobody's ass I need the company shy shy the plain people with fake asses died in here I have some [ __ ] that don't try to talk to me crazy I never try the babies none of my friends ever none of them I trusted my friend for me to help me one of the most important nights of my life and in turn she's being spiteful and this [ __ ] is trying to take her DJ off the middle of the runway this whole entire fashion show feels like a nightmare that I can't wake up from you just tried to try to walk one me a bunch of nobody in I swear to god there's never classes me twice I'm good that is super wet no one crosses me one super wack no one forces me one nice so I gave rod the very important task of securing my dress unlike Andi she knows exactly what I want if she does not have some good news for me it's gonna be a problem no pressure boo I'll say this guy is kicking my butt you always look beautiful but you can see the wages dropping off of you I don't want no favish is a modem including all my bridesmaids which you happen to be one of you know I'm like what what 7 pounds 10 pounds oh the plan my maid of honor skinny my sister's skinny enough do you have both your sisters in the wedding about that we're supposed to be down here looking at wedding dresses but dr. Felicia over here wants to be discussing family issues my two sisters burmecia we call my sister a Moni that's another story every now and then she tries to step out of boundaries like she could beat me or something I'm just saying so the last time here ray got into it I promise took on disorder that the next time I think I was gonna track her don't know we need to point B on site but then you know half just been on this whole Martin Luther King you know journey then he wants me to make up at Macy's right so you know I'm a her Brides me good I know you told me that your dress you were in love with the one that I wanted those six thousand years to have the fabric has to be flown in from Pluto right I made some phone calls I don't work with the dams I'm addicts I'm gonna show can you say it I got bad news drum roll Oh [Applause] after many long hours of searching I finally got Remy her dream wedding dress at least let me know she has one good girlfriend who can deliver but of course I have bigger fish to fry I mean my sister's roomie sherry monique are both part of my bridal party nevertheless I haven't really been speaking to them that much in the past couple of months ever since my sister Ramona blamed me for not being there for her while I was in prison as if I went to jail on purpose don't what we cool we is not cold it's your wedding it's your big day it's all about you honestly I'm like I'm over it I'm just tired of arguing try to fight you I feel like this is the how our conversations always go when we're like this it's crazy how people be keyboard killers and social media murderers but then you see them in person and you'll see later that it's even more crazy when that person's your own sister growing up I was like a mother figure to me Monique so I can only imagine how hard it must have been for her with me being away in prison for although she is but that wasn't my choice and it does not give her the right to disrespect me that's it you got locked up I used to come I used to write you all the time hey oh how could you do this you had everything you was all talk and now this is what you do you just do like I needed Julian he wasn't there a lot of people not just you a lot of people were doing things and saying things to me because I was in prison because they knew I couldn't physically come over there I couldn't physically be there I was very pissed off I could've been the same Eddie me like bottom I'm having my one sister be my bridesmaid my cousin and that's it I didn't want that that's what I'm saying you must have done I love you I love you too let's be clear here I love my little sister a morning to death regardless are all the foul stuff she did to me while I was in prison I want her to be able to look up to me as a big sister and someone who's been through stuff made mistakes change their life and it's just moving off for the better I felt like when you went away I did some crazy to me and I'm so sorry that I said that I'm sorry so now we can hang out together summertime I'm not hanging out with you I'm on parole hey little munchkins doing here ain't no his family night at the studio mmm-hmm something like that I love Mazdas is that he's so where he's manager of the yeah he's out here trying to pick up new artists so I'm at the studio today to see his new prospects I have the final say as to who does and does not join this union version two artists all that right in front of you J Jahnavi and Chanel number nine dude that ass there's a new artists dead serious okay what hey God so hey I got you hook line and sinker would pay him oh my god so alright now what go tell y'all cuz I'm not gonna say any trying to sell it to her you heard the man Kevin's really tripping right now how does he think he's gonna side our children my son and my daughter and it's not gonna be a problem how does something like this doesn't get ran by me I don't want you I can Boleyn with our lives you tell me you want to do something like be a doctor or lawyer I could tell you which route to go what classes you need to take with degrees you need to get I was gonna tell you it was it was luck it's not easy I feel like yah-ha think it's easy money look at this one shaking I had no y'all know the average rapper is broke gonna you know like musicians is like struggling artist you have heard that terminology duh why would you shatter the dreams though I'm not shutting anything I'm selling y'all the reality there's a lot of people out here that think they could just wake up one day and be a rapper and it's not that easy don't think just because that's your dad or I'm your mom that you're gonna get all these doors open like automatically because it doesn't work like that no listen I understand Remy concerns but if it was nobody out there to push us and give us a shot when we needed a chance then we wouldn't even be here today that's the reason why I got them in the studio so they can start craft and they float we need you cosign right now because we're going we're going to the top I don't know gonna have to show me something let's do it I'm ready so sign up yeah so burn are we talking oh I'm gonna bring it in Jason's EJ's better blow me away with a little rapping skills because if I'm not impressed the only thing I'm sorry North on is a check for college tuition that better not be whack and people know that shot kids like that's not yeah I gotta be out here having me looking crazy [Music] it's one thing to talk about women unifying in but it's a whole nother animal to actually act on it and make it happen so I'm feeling the networking party make some toys for the queen of the hour Remy [Music] [Applause] [Music] today celebrates women United so I want everybody to drink up have fun everyone's eject oh I have to hand it to my wife when she sees something that she wants to tackle she goes all the years I think sometimes where people be afraid of like oh I want to show her love something like no matter how hard you work or how positive you try to be it's only somebody just hating on it's just being negative this one wants to tell you buddy you run here talk about Opie don't make that face I saw this young lady she know with a hoodie yes I had to drag this brie at the club a while ago but she had it coming always promised about me year after year at the year from like 2007 oh I'm better than you oh you want to be like me oh you got blue hair because I got blue hair I told you about this girl before it's the brie girl I've been hearing about forever it is never like we'll have money so oldest caddy let's go I don't want you to be like me I know where Bianca's been because I've been there but that's not the move and I know exactly where that's not Lance huh and she don't want to be there trust me I don't lean nothing else about the bomb guard dragging nobody okay I'm working on it black loves - you suck tonight's the night hey babe I'm fine now who's the best female hip-hop artist of the best female hip-hop award I notice award has been going to the same place for the past seven years but got a feeling come be a little different tonight the winner is [Music] [Music] this is a what is the way a balloon with me I mean it's great to know that people appreciate and see that work that I'm putting it first and foremost I've been through a lot my husband black love I love you typhoons when I didn't believe in myself you believed in me I love the fact that my fans my older fans have remaining boy you through all these years and I've gained some new fans in the process yes to you I am so proud of Remy we both worked so hard to get to this moment and victory feels so good I don't think it's a word that could describe like how you feel like in that moment yeah [ __ ] got that why we stop shutting your ass pads and abroad [Applause] [Music] [Applause] anytime he was going to spit those balls like that it was from the Bronx at that one you say all that everybody and bet the hills correction facility Albion Correctional Facility anybody or parole it's hard but you can do it you can get second chance you can make mistakes to come back one thing bears courageous people that I care about and people that's really still in these prisons where I spent a large chunk of my life although things are going great for me right now I figured those hard times I mean when you are alone in the cell night after night year after year it's easy to want to give up and stop believing in yourself you have to find the strength in yourself and the support to just keep going I remember what things to tell me when I did you're not gonna be nothing always over for you do that shoot and I want people in that situation to know like the old a lock into you I just felt like like now I gotta work even more hard and I wanna start working on my album listening to you speaking you just took off you just taking on more and more responsibilities and by now we supposed to be focused on you know doing the in vitro procedure and you're taking on too much I want to know after devastating miscarriage last year with finally in the space are we ready to move forward and try again our family and it's IVF process we're about to go through is my first and number-one priority first of all most of the things I can do simultaneously like I could work on my album when I'm just walking around like that right in my head it's not you're not being realistic good thing no one's paying you to think of what I can do the only more person miss home I want was again I like that conversation better even though Mariah and I record under the same studio sometimes we both be so busy we very rarely get to interact and the spirits of female unity I'm gonna stop by his question is she doing it sounds good nobody but I actually been really like working on the mixtape and you know I have no collaborations and itself always ask me if you have one choice to choose somebody to put on a record who would it be and of course I will wanted to be you like for me I just feel it's been a dream of mine to work with someone like Remy on a track someone who has influenced me so much with my music and now it's about to become reality I thought what I see right now is kind of cool I mean I got time today I've always told you I think that there's a lane that's open and you you have infinite sake and I take it out all the time right you have the ear you know what the people in here that I told you my [ __ ] is I think that the way you do your hair and the way you dress I think it doesn't fit with your look I think you should go super sleek actress glam Hollywood fight girl and stay in LA these two cornrows things and like no I don't know who she's like getting in her head make her feel like she's the ultra her parents and what it should be accept it like if they don't accept me the way you are on social media they have this idea of what the utopian female rapper should look like it's like big titties big ass little waist and it's like damn like can't I just be me with my body like it's always like oh you got no ass it's even been affecting me REM sort of we're like I'm ready to go down Miami and get my like I don't know maybe fix my ass on my boobs or let me say something it's you this is what makes everybody different if I listen to what people told me okay oh you said oh you're gonna love all you literally that like I would probably be colder if I had low self-esteem and I was insecure I've had been curled up in the corner somewhere is ready to just end it all literally I really want to just string like I know people like have disorders trying to look how you look I need to like get something up here like you see it's like empty up here like you want to see them though you wanna show you but they're like pink and they're like little nipples and stuff they're like first of all don't have a flash I beg of your life let's stuck with that second of all I think you look fine anything that you're unhappy with if you want to change it because of you I'll cosign all day I will never ever ever ever cosign something because everyone else says they don't like X Y Z about my body I'm just not and it's the same thing with your music I think you worked yeah ass off I've seen it firsthand you want me to what about the to the help I'm gonna do the right there send me the right care like Remy said if I'm gonna go through with this plastic surgery it's gonna be to make me happy not nobody else thank you so much man I'm like I love you to death I love you down that's why I'm glad to have somebody like you mean I'm gonna be any other way by rail when I see you I'm alone been going on for years years I knew Bianca since 2004 when I had blue hair before people thought up and this was the thing that was going on I blamed bianca with me and yet they sat down who did I blame me but the problem that I had them I think think I'm taking sides it's cuz I can't sit around just listen to you can't make threats to people you can't say anything and then what something happen so you cried a victim that's a lot of these [ __ ] do that I apologize for getting tight with you because I should have more respect for a queen like you know I appreciate you saying that but you it's not about me being the queen that's the total this is just about a rat that is queen of basketball listen to me I didn't have everything taken away from me when I was sitting enough so I wasn't in there praying for my song I was praying for my son I was praying for my husband I was playing for my family I was praying for my sanity it's awful about this rap but I want you to do it this is me just being a realist that I can be to you stop playing these social media games people get hurt today from playing on social media Brittany your 4:10 baby what does that mean that means that you really little it's impossible to be with it when you're 14 [Music] no you look you clearly look you just came from work girl it was just like Kotik man crazy so Joe asked me to go and sit down and have a woman-to-woman talk with his girl they just hit a little bump in the road and if I could help smooth out the pavement that's what I'm gonna do well I supposed to Joan we were talking I worked out the day he kind of mentions that he doesn't really understand what's going on with you so I'm like okay talk to us I need to know both sides of just started I kind of have mixed feelings about Joe asking me to talk to his friend after our huge blowup he hasn't even tried to speak to me himself but all I really care about is me and Joe finding a way to get back to our relationship I still feel like we should be in that honeymoon stage I want to get married like I want a big family I want kids right so we were like I'm ever gonna have kids in four years that happened way before and I came all this way so I sort of see myself differently like all then after giving birth now I'm dealing with postpartum depression and then while that's happening now he's getting all these jobs me and my husband although we may seem like we have the perfect relationship it's kind of cause I'm I say we go through and we also had to get to this point we had to learn ways to communicate I'm telling you how I feel from my heart I'm trying to pour my heart out you and you're like but this innocent you're talking over me it makes me feel unworthy it makes me feel less than and nobody wants to feel less than I was literally in tears like yo I'm like screaming for help you you acknowledge that I'm I'm going to postpartum depression right and you're still telling me we'll figure it out I'm pretty sure and your postpartum depression that you haven't been this the he fell in love with neither the same I would imagine been so you guys have to figure out how I can get that back when I was away I could only see my husband have sex with my husband that's the only if I didn't get in trouble which I stayed in trouble we would see each other every 6 to 7 weeks for 48 hours he has no phones I had no phone there was no internet there was nothing and now that I'm home we came to the conclusion you know what we gonna set aside that time once a weekend or every two weeks I get a babysitter and he told me about that saying oh my god let me I don't want to get in there Annie I want a nanny I'm getting a nanny because how could job really spend that instrument time if you have to keep worrying about the baby if you don't feel totally safe this cameras everywhere a visual where a body count I am 1,000% not with the nanny thing I don't think I have it in me to trust a stranger with my child but I am here for the no phone and quality time rule maybe it becomes from Remy he will take care of Iowa Safari listen thanks for watching and you are now tuned in with the brand new Love & Hip Hop YouTube I subscribe click it there's a button right here get it right there subscribe

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Length: 32min 21sec (1941 seconds)

Published: Mon Jun 15 2020