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- We're gonna talk about how love, authentic love, authentic love in our life is the only thing that will heal broken love. That's it, that's the only thing in life that will heal our broken loves. - [Ralph] Can't you just feel it? The conflict is becoming apparent in our culture. It reminds me of those words of John Paul II, we're now living in the final confrontation between the gospel and the anti-gospel, between the Church and the anti-Church, between Christ and the anti-Christ. And if we don't choose to know God's word and to believe God's word and follow God's word, we're gonna be a sitting duck for all kinds of confusion, all kinds of disorder. Those are really important choices that people have to make. - [Man] And these choices are difficult. Who am I gonna marry? What kind of life am I gonna live? How am I gonna raise my kids? What am I gonna do with my time, my talent and my treasure? But I have to make a choice today. Jesus says to each one of us, I came that you might have life and have it to the full. The question is, do we want it? (inspirational music) - Hey welcome to another week of The Choices We Face. We're so happy we could share with you again. Some tremendously inspiring words from Sister Miriam James from The Society of our Lady of the Most Holy Trinity. Who spoke at our annual gathering, Renewal Ministries gathering we have each year, which you're all welcome to. Check it out on our website. Peter, Sister Miriam's just a beautiful testim- witness really to the love of God and to the healing power of God. - Yeah and she has a capacity that really help people feel free to look at their own wounds that they're carrying and to help take steps toward opening them self up to the Lord. So I'm excited for our listeners today because I do think they're gonna be blessed - Yeah. - [Peter] by her story. - Let's listen. - So I'm gonna talk a little bit about the process of healing and just about what I would call facing our brokenness and I'm going to borrow heavily from a mentor of mine, the material of the mentor of mine, named Dr. Bob Schuchts. Dr. Bob Schuchts heads up the JPII Healing Center in Tallahassee, Florida. He has a book in the back called 'Be Healed'. It's a blue-green book. That is the number one book I recommend across the country. Okay, so it's called 'Be Healed', it's for sale in the back and if they sell out today you can find it on Amazon. I'm gonna borrow a lot from his material here, which is just really, really wonderful stuff. And so, we're gonna talk about how love, authentic love, authentic love in our life is the only thing that will heal broken love. That's it. That's the only thing in life that will heal our broken loves. And so, wherever we find authentic love, we find healing and you see that very easily in the gospels. You see that when Christ is encountering people, like we talked about Peter earlier today, that authentic love brings healing to broken love. So, in our life wherever we find parts of our hearts that are disintegrated. So, if we're talking about holiness, my dear friends, and sanctity being wholeness. So that means I don't have part of my life over here and part of this over here and part of this over here and part of this over here. This whole thing as Christ recapitulates all of salvation history, he's calling, he's bringing all the parts of our hearts together, all the parts of us together, to make us whole. We're living out of our identity, our objective identity, and whatever subjective experience you and I have, it's not going to mitigate against the objective reality that I am his, I'm his daughter, we're sons and daughters of God. Any parts of our hearts that we find are disintegrated, parts of our hearts that are maybe living in lies or have parts of our hearts that are just don't believe. Which is one of the reasons why I love this story of where Christ comes to encounter Thomas. (laughs) Because he comes to heal him of his doubt, which is really beautiful. And don't all of us have doubts in our life? We have doubts about who God is, who we are, what life is about, and so Jesus comes to heal our doubt. So all the parts that are disintegrated, Jesus comes to bring us into wholeness. So we're gonna talk a lot about authentic love because it's only authentic love that heals broken love. And when we talk about love we're talking about to will the good of the other, right? To bring the other in to communion, to will what is good for them. So, God is always willing, he wills what is good for us to bring us in to his own beautiful life, his own beautiful heart. I wanna talk a bit about story because see, story is very important and I guarantee you that you know as we talked about how we all have a story and stories have many chapters to them. And so, if you look at any good story, if you think right now of your favorite story, you have a hero of this story, you have a protagonist, an antagonist, you have a mission. The story's going somewhere. It's on a journey so, for example, one of my favorite stories is 'Lord of the Rings' okay. So here, this ring has been given to Frodo and Sam, these little hobbits. That ring is not given to elves or dwarves or to men, it's given to these little hobbits and they're set out upon a journey which they have no idea what they've signed up for. (laughs) And how many times I was saying this the other night? How many times in our life do we have parts of our story where we say to ourselves, I did not sign up for this part. (laughs) Like, this, yeah not this part, like not this part of marriage, not this part of the priesthood, not this part of Christianity, I did not sign up for that part. And so we have these parts of our hearts, that kind of mitigate against us. What's the response that we're going to give? In all of this I wanna say one thing to you. I'm all about growing on maturity and I give you a lot of talks on how to grow on maturity but one of the things that my spiritual director often will say to me, which I've really taken in to heart in a lot of ways. Many times in our life, especially I think as we begin to, and I'm going to very reverently today look at some wounds in our life, okay, and sometimes in our lives we say, not unlike Job, but many times we say, why did this happen to me? Why? Like, why did you allow this to happen to me? Which is a very human question, right? Many times we want to understand because we think if we could understand, we could accept it. I think there's a certain truth to that. If you've ever had something happen in your life where you've said to yourself, I remember when my father was, when I was in Rome as a novice, the phone rang one night and you know when the phone rings at night it's usually never good news. I remember being upstairs in my room in Rome and I heard the phone ring downstairs and nobody ever called us in the middle of the night. I can't explain it to you but I just had this kind of sick feeling in my stomach, like mmm this is not good, and five minutes later my superior came up to my room and she had tears in her eyes and I could see them cause I could see in the streetlight had the tears were glistening in her eyes. She said, Sister your mom and dad are on the phone, and I said, okay. So I went downstairs and I picked up the phone and I knew whatever it was, was not good news. My mom, it was my mom, and my parents were very healthy. Actually my dad retired early to do volunteer work for my religious community. They're just wonderful people, wonderful people. It was my mother on the phone and she said, honey your dad went to the doctor today, their actually volunteering at a mission it wasn't even their regular doctor. She said, your dad went to the doctor today and your dad is very sick. And I said how sick is he? She said he was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer today. That was fat Tuesday, it was the day before Ash Wednesday and we buried my dad on Ascension Thursday. I remember coming home when I was 24 and saying to myself, this is the worst thing that has ever happened to our family. Like, this is, well one of 'em. It was like one of the worst things that had ever happened to our family. I remember thinking, my dad's a good man. Like he's like, Lord have you noticed him (laughs) cause he's like a really good man and he retired early to do volunteer work for you, like, who does that? You know, like, who? And they would pay for all the repairs for our convent out of their own pocket and they just gave and they serve and my mom is President of Legion of Mary and brings communion to the shut in. You know and we had all these holy priests pray over my dad and I really thought, I was not unlike the Disciples on the Road to Emmaus, I really thought God was gonna heal my dad. So many people prayed for my dad. They had novenas of masses prayed for him. Everybody came and prayed for my dad and we were at the hospital that night and it was very interesting because the journey started with my mom and I and it ended with my mom and I. We were there in the hospital the night he died. I remember just the room was very quiet. They took him out of intensive care and they put him upstairs in a room and it was just the three of us and my mom and I began to pray The Rosary and as we finished The Rosary and as we said amen, my dad went home. There was something very beautiful about that moment. It's still one of the most beautiful and one of the most sorrowful moments in my entire life. I just remember sitting there in the stillness and realizing at that moment, and not like in a pious way because we were in deep grief, but remembering and seeing for the first time that God did heal my dad. Took him home. At his funeral we had the reading that where Jesus says, I'm going ahead of you to prepare a place for you. So I remind my dad of that a lot and like don't forget me, okay cause I (laughs) you know? But something else that happened that night is my mother and I had a huge healing in our relationship. Because as I told you before in the earlier talk, my mom and I were not getting along. We had so much, I was very broken, she was broken and we were transmitting our brokenness onto each other and so out of that, as you know very well, when you're taking care of somebody that's dying it makes life very clear, very quickly doesn't it? You just do not have time for such nonsense. So my mother and I had a huge healing in our relationship that began during that time and it just continued. It's continued the 17 years since my father has passed away. I can look at that situation, and even though we still miss my dad to this very day, when I visit my mom at home I still will expect my dad sometimes to come downstairs with coffee, you know just those little things where you're like oh, he's having coffee where he belongs but (laughs) you know we miss him but I can honestly say that there are threads. So, the threads of God's will, the threads of God's plan that I can see. I can see that something that was so epically sorrowful for our family, that I can see these golden threads of like, wow had that not happened, this wouldn't have happened. Have you had those moments in your life, okay. But I do, so many times, we say God why did you allow this to happen? And so we have, just cause we're so little, but we have these little understandings of kind of God's plan. But I really do believe there's certain things in life that we will not understand until we see God face-to-face. When we finally see him face-to-face-to-face with unveiled faces as Saint Paul says, we will gaze upon him with unveiled faces, we will finally see as we are seen and known as we are known and all will be made clear. And I think there'll be many things in our life where we will say, oh. That thing that I rallied against you my whole life about was the one thing, one of the very things that actually saved me. The things that we have in our life and so my spiritual director will often say to me, Sister Miriam, he said, the question in your life is not why did God allow this to happen, the question in your life is how will I respond? So that's the true reason, the truly mature spiritual person, the truly spiritually mature person, does not sit in the question of why, they sit in the question of how will I respond? Because if God is good, if we believe the premise, that if God is good that he will bring all things to good out of what has happened in our life. As we talked about, in the divine economy of salvation, nothing is wasted. So, Saint Augustine says, God will not allow anything to happen in your life that he does not plan to bring something even greater out of, that he gives us beauty for ashes. There's nothing that's beyond his redemption. There's nothing beyond, in our lives, is beyond his redemption. He's going to bring authentic love in to our life and what that love does is that love resurrects us. I was listening this morning to a praise and worship song and the chorus of the song says the resurrected King is resurrecting me. (laughs) I was like, amen bring it on. Like, bring on the resurrection, you know? The resurrected King is resurrecting me. And so he's coming in to our life and he's bringing us authentic love and what authentic love does is it heals the cold parts of our hearts, the calcified parts, the parts that remain in doubt, the parts that remain in self reliance and self righteousness and all the ways we try to make ourselves right. Which if you've ever tried to do that is exhausting, isn't it? It really is exhausting to continually try to prove to God why he should love us. It's exhausting. It's exhausting. Because what we find at the end of the day is that we're lovable because he loves us. It all just seems too simple, doesn't it? Like, it can't be that easy. (laughs) All beautiful things I think are really simple, like God it ultimately is very simple, very simple, and how he loves us and so I think if I could just kind of illustrate this with a story, we talk about story, let's talk about narrative. One of my favorite stories is a story that's a tale as old as time, is called Beauty and the Beast. Beautiful story of a girl, a lovable but a funny girl named Belle, who is in a small French countryside who just wants more out of life. She just wants more. And so there's a wonderful part in the story and it's in every version that you see, whether it's on Broadway, whether it's the cartoon or the live action version of Beauty and the Beast, where she's just kind of had enough of the smarmy man named Gaston who is pursuing her and she runs out in to the clearing of this mountain and she has a beautiful Sound of Music moment because you know well, every musical leads back to The Sound of Music. (audience laughing) So she is out in the hill and she says this, she just sings from the top of her voice, from the depths of heart, and she says, I want adventure in the great white somewhere, I want it more than I can tell and for once it would be grand to have someone understand, I want so much more than they've got planned. She goes back to her dad and she asks her dad and she says, dad am I odd? And her dad's a bit eccentric himself and says, is my daughter odd why would you say that? She says, well the town people says so. And he says, they say that because they're small minded but let me tell you something, there was once a woman that people considered odd until one day they found themselves imitating her. She walked forward towards her father and she says to her father, tell me one more thing about my mother, tell me on more thing about her, and he looks at her and says, you're mother, she was fearless. She was fearless and what we find out is that when her mother, in Paris at that time when the plague was ravaging Paris, her mother became sick with the plague and rather than have her husband and her child die, she sent them away so that they could live. Cause that's what mature love does, mature love wills the good of the other and you see already in Belle, this mature love. How her love, her heart is different. She desires an epic adventure, and she desires authentic love and she desires a life that's worth living. So you know, the story of she comes in to contact with a beast and this beast was a man, a very narcissistic self-centered man, who had the world at his fingertips but his heart was cold. And you see a woman shows up to the castle one night and all she wants is one night's shelter from the cold winter and he mocks her and he makes fun of her and he won't give it to her. And she offers him one rose in exchange for just one night stay of shelter and he will not let her do it and he makes fun of her. At that moment when he sends her away, when he rejects her, she changed into a sorceress and she cast a spell on the entire castle, now everything that's inside of him that's already there is now on the outside. Now I don't know what your worse sin is or what you struggle with or what you're most ashamed of but could you imagine that if that was that, what's on the inside of most of us, all of us have those parts of our hearts, let's be really honest. Imagine is that's now on the outside for everybody to see. And he's become a beast, what he was already inside is now it's outside, it's manifested. You see, when people struggle with that kind of shame there's a lot of anger that comes out of it. People that are very angry a lot of times what's at the heart is deep fear and shame. But it's manifested in anger that's often destructive or it's passive-aggressive but so you see he's very full of shame inside for his behavior. It's like these things about him that he is broken and that he can't help in a certain respect but also that he keeps indulging. So like, there's this wound, it's such a great analogy for our lives, and so as you know very well she comes in contact with him and he comes in to contact with her and what they realize is that she realizes that that's not really who he is and they each have a moment of self sacrificial love. Where she saves him, he saves her and she saves him, actually he saves her twice. And she realizes that at the heart of who he is, is not a beast but he's a man worthy of love. And at the end of this, and if I'm spoiling this story for you, I don't even know where you've been your whole life, okay I just wanna say that right now, (laughs) (audience laughing) if I'm ruining Beauty and the Beast for you, wow, okay. At the very end of the story he gives his life for her and as you know the prophecy of the sorceress said once the last rose petal falls, that everybody in the castle will remain the same forever. There is no hope of redemption. No hope of restoration and only love can heal this curse. But the tagline of the whole movie, it says, who could ever love a beast? So what we find out at the very end of the movie as he gives his life for her, the beast gives his life for her and as the last rose petal is falling off the rose, she finds him at the top of the castle and she speaks out her love for him and she says, I love you. As the rose petal is falling her words are falling also. They come out of her mouth and they cascade down upon him and they penetrate this deep, thick furry beast-like, you know, exterior and they penetrate to the depths of his soul and her words get there before the last rose petal hits the ground and they resurrect him. One of the best resurrection scenes in cinematic history is The Beauty and the Beast, I'm telling you, okay? Because what happens is her words penetrate the depths of his soul and as that happens he begins to resurrect and light, light just shoots out from him. It shoots out from his fingertips, from his eyes, from his heart and it literally lifts him off the ground and he's being transformed from this beast and he's being transformed into a man and he's restored as a man but he's not the man he was, he's a man who's authentically loved, who knows who he is. And when he lives in that kind of love, the kingdom is restored, what happens? When the beast is restored, the kingdom is at peace. And it's her love that heals him. So there is nothing else in our life, my dear friends, that is going to heal us. It is not lust, it is not recognition, it is not degrees, it is not money, it is not- there's nothing else in our life that will heal broken love other than authentic love. And this is what God offers to us at every moment. This is what God offers to us through people that authentically love us. I don't know if you've ever had a moment in your life where, I know many times in my life as especially in the beginning stages of healing for me when I had secrets that I had never uttered before. There's a wonderful saying in the 12-step group, this 12-step meeting is one of the best ones, and they say we're only as sick as our secrets. We're only as sick as our secrets. And I had a lot of secrets, I mean, you know, marriages have secrets, families have secrets, churches have secrets, and secrets as we know, the dark ones destroy, they become very destructive. So I had a lot of secrets and I remember part of my journey was just finally speaking out those secrets. I was sure, I was sure and you know you don't speak out your secrets to everybody. I mean you hear me sharing my story with you and I'm very honest about my story but I can also tell you there's part of my story that will never be uttered in public, right? So like, you speak your story to people who can receive it, people who can bear the weight of it, people where in your own journey of where you can reveal your story and I know for myself at the very beginning of my story and I was revealing my story to a very wise woman who God had sent in to my life to help me and I actually couldn't speak it out loud. I couldn't utter the words of the things that had happened to me, the things that I had done in my life. So for an entire year, this might seem silly to you, but for an entire year all I would do is I would email her once a week with a different installment of my story. (laughs) And I would tell her, okay well when I was 11, this is what happened and this is the story of what happened. Just as I am typing those words on the computer, that was the first time I had gave an utter what had happened to me. And she would read that and she would receive it and she would respond and our journey continued, then. So it's a process of speaking out, right, the secrets of our life. The dark parts of our hearts. I was very convinced every week, it was very funny, and this is how God loves us, his love is so beautiful for us, the people that he sends in to our life, that we call it Jesus with skin on. The people that come in to our life that just love us. Cause I was so convinced, not just with her but also just parts of my story when I started to speak it out verbally and maybe new areas of my life or even areas of my life now that I find that I'm like, oh my gosh it's so embarrassing I can't believe I still struggle with that or whatever. And telling somebody that and you think for sure, well this is the part of the story where there gonna be like so disgusted with me, they're not gonna want to talk to me anymore, you know? Or this is finally the point where the person in your life says, alright well, that's enough. I've just had enough of you, I'm just, ugh, ugh, you know? And unfortunately we have people that, that happens with but with people that authentically love us never, ever, ever do that. And I've been so convinced many times, okay when I finally tell this person this they're going to be disgusted with me and I can't tell you how many times I would finally tell the secret, I would tell the struggle, I would tell the shame and I would look at that person in the eye and they were just looking at me with complete and total love. Complete and total love. When you know that you're loved, we only heal from what we feel safe to heal with. So this is why the healing journey continues, this is why love continues as the shores of love are shored up so-to-speak, right, and the rivers of love flow, the deeper the love goes, the deeper the roots of the tree go, the more that the tree can bloom. So love is always deepening, healing is always deepening and I think, honestly if I were to be very honest with you and just as a religious Sister, you become by default in a sense a leader and people are looking to you. And so I hear, like I said, I hear stories from people all over the nation. I hear stories all the time and I hear stories from people from every walks of life. I hear stories from leaders in the church. I hear stories from priests. I hear stories from religious sisters. A lot of them who have addictions, that are really struggling, that have nobody else to talk to and there's an unfortunate kind of reality a lot of people buy in to is that if I'm a leader in the church then I can't have any problems. If I'm the leader in the church then I can't admit that I need help. If I'm the leader in the church, I can't admit that I'm still in my day struggling with doubt or I'm still having this or I can't be accountable to anybody, like, if I'm a leader I can't be vulnerable. I'm telling you right now, my dear friends, that is death to leadership. (laughs) Because it might not be where you're out in public telling your whole story and I don't recommend that, you know, I don't, that's certainly a marched call for certain people. But you and I must have people in our life as leaders in the church, you and I must have people in our life that love us as people. They just love us. That can hear our story, that we can be accountable to that call us up in to glory that are with us on the journey. Christianity is meant to be lived as a fellowship. And it's not just a gathering of bodies but a gathering of hearts, you know? So, I just want to say that, just as a caveat, because I think it's very easy, I know for myself I went back to counseling this last year just because I needed some extra help in certain areas and I tell you I can see that in myself. Saying, Lord have mercy girl, (laughs) you've been working on this a long time are you really gonna go through yet another layer of it? And that was like, that was a lot of my own stuff coming out right there and I could see the truth, thank God. I'm like no, this is what I need and I'm gonna go for it. And here we are, right? So you and I, no matter where we find ourself in leadership, we must have people in our life that have permission to speak in to our life and that we can be people with. That we can have no pretenses with. Okay, so, we just wanna kind of go there as we talk about authentic love. - You know Peter, I'm so happy to hear about the healing processes that Sister Miriam James has gone through and is going through and the way the lord has given her spiritual directors and counselors and people that she can reveal her heart to and love her but there's a lot of people who don't have that available to them, you know? Like the Catholic church right now in many places isn't a communion of hearts it's a communion of bodies and people are isolated but I know at the same time people can look for the kind of help they need and get it. - Yeah, I mean I'd say if you don't know of anybody, I'd say begin to pray and just ask, Lord help me. Help me find somebody and other people who I can speak to, who I can trust the rest of it. You might be able to find someone, almost every parish has at least pockets of people - Yes. - [Peter] or people working the parish. It can be the pastor himself, who can be a source of helping direct and give some advice. I think there's some wonderful ministries out there like Unbound Ministry, where that's really grown across, it's a simple five step prayer. What ends up happening is people are in a safe environment where they can receive prayer for a place where they can describe the battles, the wounds, the hurts that they're dealing with and they can receive prayer for that. And then those people often also know other people who are on the process in the road to healing and are experiencing the kind of grace of God and you start coming in to a living community of people who are growing in the Lord. I think she makes a really great point, Ralph, about the importance of authenticity, kind of transparency and there's a risk. Is there anybody in the world, the question you raise, is there anybody in the world that would be willing from their heart to hear my story or - And stand, still love me- - hear what I'm battling with, - and still love me - Yeah, right. - [Peter] and not judge me. Sometimes that is true, it's hard to find people but sometimes there are people like that but we hold back - Yeah. - Because of the, because we're afraid. We're just afraid - Right - to take that step. - [Ralph] And you know, even if there's no Unbound seminar being offered in their parish they can get the book - Yeah. - by Neal Lozano called 'Unbound' and go through it themselves and get a lot of help or get a lot of freedom by- - I think Bob Schuchts' Ministry that Sister Miriam - Yes exactly, - [Peter] works for to be healed - The book that she recommend would also be good. - Look up Bob Schuchts, Sister Miriam James and the work they're doing - Yeah. - [Peter] and they could help direct you. They could, they put on seminars - Yeah. you can go to. - [Peter] They travel to parishes and things like that. - So there are resources. There's resources they can reach out to, yeah. Hey, we got a resource, her name is Mary the Mother of Jesus, the Mother of God, our Mother. I've written a book that's called, 'Mary's Mission Our Response' we'd like to make it available to you at no cost, just for the asking, just go to our website, renewalministries.net, click on the free booklet button and we'll get it right out to you. We're not alone, even if we don't have a friend right now we could talk to, we have some heavenly friends that are very real friends and very much want to be with us. Everything Sister Miriam said particularly about the negative things in our life that are permitted by God, they don't come from God, they come from the evil of the world. God has a plan for redeeming them. God has a plan for bringing out good out of the most horrible thing that we've ever suffered that other people have done to us, or that we've done to ourselves. I wanna encourage you, along with Peter Herbeck, to trust in Jesus. Say if I was standing here and was told, just say that prayer, Jesus I trust in you, Jesus I trust in you, Jesus I trust in you. At times of great crisis for the church and for humanity, God has sent a very special messenger. When the New World is not responding to the gospel, he sent Mary at Guadalupe. When Atheism was aggressively growing in Europe, he sent Mary at Lourdes and the living waters began to flow. When perhaps the greatest crisis began to unfold the domination of the world by an Atheistic materialism, which is still growing, he sent Mary at Fatima. The world is again in danger, the church is again confused, and she is here again to help us. I've written a booklet about her and her role and her mission today and we'd like to give it to you at no cost, just for the asking. Go to our website renewalministries.net and we'll send it right off to you. (uplifting spiritual music)
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Channel: Renewal Ministries
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Length: 28min 32sec (1712 seconds)
Published: Fri Jun 21 2019
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