‘What Really Happened On Tour?’ Eating With My Ex l Tizzy & Ella

did you physically cheat on me or not and just be a hundred thousand percent honest i know that's something i need to tell ella but i don't even know how to say it right now the first time i met tiddy was at an event of his i saw her across the room and i had to go up and say hi to her immediately we just got along really well when it was just us two he was very down-to-earth very goofy and we just used to have the best time but because of his whole rapper lifestyle i was very wary i'm on the tour we're staying at hotels every night girls are literally throwing themselves like guys and it could be definitely very tempting we put his phone on airplane mode and we're together it all just seemed a little bit sus when she went on my phone is when all the trust went he did the whole oh it's just dms it doesn't mean anything i didn't see anything that had proven that he'd physically cheated but i did end up ending the relationship hello hello hello how are we today i'm good how are you good to see you yeah it's been a while oh he actually does look really good was my phone too much to handle um if you dealt with it properly i would not have had a problem with the fame at all you just weren't being transparent about things so it was making me think okay is he going and doing stuff i feel like i just wanted to keep the fact i had a relationship somewhat secret i need something of my life that's private i've got my whole life out for people to see why can't i have something for myself thank you what questions what happened on tour are we talking about a specific tour we're talking about when you went on tour what were you getting up to what was i getting up to i would get on a tour bus go to the venue go to the hotel probably chill then go to the show perform he did not need to give me the itinerary for his tour i just need to know did you cheat did you physically cheat on me or not and just be a hundred thousand percent honest i know there's something i need to tell ella but i don't even know how to say it right now i kiss someone but that's it it's actually a bit of a shock to the system to hear that it's the first time he's actually admitted physically cheating on me so you're telling me on one occasion you kiss someone that's the only time you've ever physically cheated on me i'm not too sure he's not giving me the 100 truth and i just need him to tell me everything so i'm gonna keep pushing did you cheat physically on me with more than one girl just be honest more than likely i probably did kiss more than one person yeah did you have sex with anyone in a relationship no i don't believe you i didn't have sex with someone else you know what i'm saying you have a reason not to believe me and i understand that but for most of the time i was just being loyal to you it's actually going better than i thought because i'm starting to hear stuff that i needed to hear from my own peace of mind why did you let jealousy ruin us jealousy if you're acting the way you were supposed to be acting in the relationship we could even still be together it made me so insecure and that's why i went on your phone i just seen a whole host of dms messaging girls saying you know you're so beautiful i just thought i'd let you know for someone that i cared for so much i couldn't believe you were doing that behind my back yeah um when i was seeing these dms it changed me as a person completely like after seeing your phone i was even looking at the girl's profile saying like what's the difference between me and them i can't believe it i felt so bad i haven't really been thinking about how emotional this is for her i don't like seeing her sad my confidence was on the floor every day i was just trying to be more than what i was i just thought you actually didn't think i was enough he was more than enough i don't want you to think it's that because it's really not you shouldn't even be upset that i should be upset you get it because i'm the one who messed up like you were nothing but a good girlfriend you did nothing wrong i didn't value what i had at the time enough and i'm sorry it's nice to hear him finally admit that he actually wasn't treating me how i supposed to be treated all i can put it down to is immaturity and not being ready for a relationship yeah you're lit you're too lit to be crying i'm trying to stop i feel like right now we're in a good place he's saying his honest truth which is good for once do you still love me it'd be hard for me to say that i'm still in love with you of course i understand that i don't think you should love anyone that hurts you like that like it's not right it's not right yeah what about you then i might have to bounce that question back i don't feel like i have a reason to stop loving me you know what i'm saying i've kind of seen that relationship life is better than single life i'm just ready to be with one person i'm surprised like he seems to be telling me what i want to hear and i want to hear more you were one million out of a million sick i think about you a lot like should we give it another go i think she might want to give it a go maybe from our convo she wants to see if i've actually changed a bit a day never hurt i didn't i feel like it's been a long time i don't know if we'd even feel any different or if we just still know that we should just be friends i guess we'll never find out if we don't do a date every time we could do a date care about him so much but i'm not sure if we could get back into a relationship if you probably put the effort in then maybe there could be a future one day see you later [Music] um

Channel: BBC Three

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Id: 7ckCM172XbY

Length: 6min 54sec (414 seconds)

Published: Wed Apr 14 2021