WE FIND THE DIARY OF A HIGH SCHOOL STALKER AND IT GOT ME SCREAMING LIKE A SCHOOL GIRL | Love, Sam

[Music] hey [Music] is it here you don't deserve a face why not who said that october 10 2006 the book report was finished days ago but i can't stop thinking about me he just says psycho hey mj from the cub scouts welcome to a game called love sam now i'm very horrible at explaining what these games are about so i have the description of it right here and it says you're alone in your room you see a diary sitting on your desk it wants to tell you a story a story about a high school crush a story about small town romance a story about how everyone is against you and nobody will ever love you again well hopefully somebody loves me in this episode because we are gonna go through love sam right here right now if you guys cool day down with that everybody get ready and buckle up because there we go okay so kind of just starts you off in a dark room i already see the light on the desk so that's gonna be where the diary is oh i didn't even know i was in a room i thought that was a hallway and i had to enter the light or something like that whoa what kind of apartment is this looks dirty as hell but it has like automatic lights the [ __ ] stains on the walls okay it is 9 38 p.m am am pm i don't even know what i'm talking about okay you know what let's just read the diary it says my dirty little secrets okay let's read some dirty little secrets read on to move on all right there's an arrow through a heart that's cute the last human on earth was sitting alone in a room there came a knock on the door did there no battery no battery damn that's a long-ass pencil i need to sharpen that a few times the [ __ ] oh that's how you turn the page okay it's top right everybody i've never cared for keeping a diary but now seems to be a good time to start keeping one why because after all these years i just can't forget about what used to be the light of my life i know over dramatic much what what did the lights flicker did the lights flicker or was that my paranoia settling in knowing brian colmer as much as i did is bound to leave that big chunk of residue okay my bad brian calmer looking all snazzy let's just say this diary is what's left of our relationship three years ago oh he says three years no three years have passed and the world around me is still the same well except for me i look like a mummified corpse what would be say if he saw me again b left rosen peak the moment he graduated high school to go to a fancy college of his dreams since then i can only rely on my memories of him to keep going i wonder if it was the same for him too and this says sb with a little heart when you love someone his whole existence just gets etched into your brain so no matter how much b changes i will always know it's him but will b do the same for me i know b liked me a lot too but he was not the most likely person to remember stuff considering how long three years felt for me it's possible he did forget about me or am i giving him little credit so here comes the big question will he remember me wait why was it red a little bit oh so i can go back ouija board yes or no i don't mess with those things i don't like how i'm so close to the desk like my eyeballs are just like onto the table or some [ __ ] okay i don't want to mess with the ouija wait i can't do it wait i actually have to do this hold on what is going on what is happening i can't turn the page one of the damn oh my god no no no no no no no no i did not know that was the bathroom oh crap i got the chills okay we got the microwave that's cool it's cute can i turn on some lights please i don't like it in here there you go let's keep that on and um we got our kia furniture we have our ensemble of freaking clothes that nobody would wear for a thousand alex and let me go back here what is this i don't know do i click yes what do i do do i get the pencil yes yes yes oh no the thunder vlog who am i kidding it's b we're talking about we didn't have the most perfect relationship but he won't just dump his memory of me down the toilet or something he's too much of a nice guy for that and don't forget q i'll never forget how cute he is i just hope our time together was meaningful enough to him enough to make him cherish even the darkest ones speaking of cherishable memories i wonder what happened to joe's diner used to be my favorite place naturally because it was b's favorite place to begin with if there were two things that were too good for rose and peak it would be brian and joe's diner home of the best pancakes in the world i beg to differ i make a mean pancake okay i make a mean flapjack things were so much easier back then b could just go hey and i would be like hey nothing but hanging out after that was some occasional visit to colton hill we had such a good thing going is everybody following along everybody following the good stuff will he remember my voice whoa isn't my phone dead hello oh what the oh [ __ ] yo i got the chills low was goody okay all right yeah yeah wise guy oh shoot i don't like that my nipples are hard why is the carpet all messed up like you know when a dog gets on it and starts humping it why does it look like that okay turn the page turn the page i just wanted to say hello every time i called him but what i want to do and can do are two different things as always just enjoying these presents on the other side of the phone was satisfying too in a way though i imagine him eagerly waiting to hear something other than my breath that hot ass onion breath i doubt it i wish i could sneak into people's minds i knew that was gonna happen it was right there right there yo what the oh my god yo this is some magic diary or cursed depending how you look at it hold on what what what is that hold on i need to read that again i got to sit down and read that sorry everybody let's see august 21st 2006 if somebody's looking at me through that window gunshots i'm not playing around august 21st 2006 that as a debut outfit i admire your confidence sam and with that my whole high school years were probably over first day of new school and the new girl in town got classified as undesirable by what seems to be the queen of waywright academy i spent last night telling myself confidence sam confidence but looks like i should have spent that time picking better clothes i try not to care too much about blending in but these kids already look at me like i'm a candy handed out by strangers the package seems fine but you know there's something fishy in there judging from their whispers i could figure out they didn't know wayright even accepted transfers it's been less than 24 hours since i moved to rosen peak and i already enjoy sitting alone in my dorm room more than attempt socializing with people who call me a city girl well screw you two hillbillies besides i decided not to force myself into making friends after how my old friends decided to turn on me i just hope these guys leave me alone at least keeping a diary sure can help keep things together in all the chaos i haven't kept the diary since kindergarten but this seems like a good time to start kudos to mom for giving me the advice oh shoot almost forgot calling her write you later diary my only true friend love sam hey sam this your diary you need to calm the hell down all right if i had that power i would never stop looking through b's window oh my god that is terrifying though that was well done i like that what what the heck will be remember the moment he came to my life for me it is as clear as the moment he left so clear that the downfall of our relationship still cuts deep into my heart whoa okay so it says stranger friend special someone in blood oh no not the blood yeah life in rosen peak was a jar filled with bittersweet candies not exactly tasteful but i learned to enjoy it nevertheless it's where my heart lies hold on that word was flickering a little bit right it was flickering a little bit i saw that wrote a poem in b's memory he used to struggle with miss lasley's poetry practices even if he didn't have to try that hard miss lasley always told us poetry is not about using fancy words let your feelings do all the work well this is how i feel i stand at his doorstep heart filled with desire he rushes down the stairs heart read like fire but before his spirit can soar first he must answer the door that sucks that poem sucks knock knock whoa bro this game is actually so freaking cool what the heck yo i'm loving this the these automatic lights okay let's look through nothing can ever go right with looking through a uh what who is that hold on at the burp who's that what who is that yo whose ghostly figure is that why they got a six-pack whoa oh goodness okay i can't even open it anyway the page already turned porque august wait was that door open in the thing oh my god the door was open in the thing in the in the in the diary i can't even speak right i'm like remixing my own words i'm like in the in the in the august 22nd 2006. stacy is a classic fyi she's the one who talked crap about my favorite vintage shirt it's like she jumps straight out of a cheesy teen drama blonde hot always talking and a cheerleader she even has a beefy jock for a boyfriend i didn't want to start talking [ __ ] about someone already but how could i resist every time i get in stacy's view triggered an obvious back bite back bite is that what it says back bite i've never heard someone use the word backbite before i'm seriously starting to think she's under a curse that kills her if she stop talking about someone else sadly coping with her bitchiness wasn't the hardest part of the day mom called again as far as she knows it's just rainbows and butterflies here in rosenpeak i can still remember the complicated face she made when i told her that my application was accepted by waywright none of us were expecting them to approve a transfer request of an 11th grader even if she told me she understands my need to move out of the city i really feel guilty for leaving her alone you already used up your last runaway chance sam get yourself together if not for you for mom oh whoops oh it says hey oh my god no way are you kidding me bro no freaking way these lights man these lights oh that is creepy don't do that diary i thought we were friends i'm over here reading you i'm reading you like i know you you're just gonna say hey with the door wide open don't do that to me other way right kids were so predictable the doors were already open before i put my hand on the knob but b's door was closed shut and so beautifully painted everyone liked him but couldn't get him to open up i knew there was something more behind that pretty paint something behind his bright smile it's not that bright it's a little yellow but on the other hand being able to hang out with him was a good enough blessing for me enough to make me want to never leave his side never ever oh never ever never for never ever for never ever never forever never for never ever forever wait wait please please please oh no the light's turned off oh it is darker than godzilla's butthole in here [ __ ] what do i do who do i do okay somebody please tell me who do i do august 24th 2006 my first rosen peak weekend as the name itself gives away the small town fits perfectly as a setting for a mystery horror genre lush forest endless hills and a lake that i'm certain is hiding a couple of dead bodies i could pay a visit one day and take some gorgeous shots as for now i'm just gonna leave those poi on my to-do list which is already filled with crazy amount of homework i now know why youngsters of wayright will try their best to get as far away from school as possible after class to escape from choking on the pressure that teachers give them even on weekdays pretty girls like stacy will have their boyfriends give them a ride and others make use of the power of public transportation to get the more crowded part of town it does feel too quiet with no one left in school but at least i don't feel as lonely as i was in san diego at least i don't have to watch everyone i know turn their faces away like i'm some kind of demon spawn at least i don't have to be reminded how [ __ ] up things can be in a single moment moving on won't be easy but as long as i keep myself busy it won't be that hard as for my weekend plan i'll just improvise in the morning write you later love sam love you sam b was always pushing his limits well it was more like he was always being pushed but he was good at it that's why he naturally became the best quarterback of the team while maintaining a high grade for a star player are we brian like is this who we are or are we just some random dude i don't even know b was the best quarterback waywright could ask for seeing him running all sweaty on the field always triggered something tingly within me something that made me want to catch him behind his back and never let go oh my god is she behind me no way is she behind me oh god all sorts of feelings and thoughts were pumped restlessly into my what is oh my god i keep seeing like flickering lights behind me all sorts of feelings and thoughts were pumped restlessly into my brain with every heartbeat it gave me a bad headache a good kind of bad headache i wanted it to stop i wanted it to never stop but as soon as bee gave me that hey all those headaches were washed away it used to be the best prescription i could ask for take away the pain and let only the good things stay hey uh oh hi what oh no oh god what what is what is happening do you want me to turn this on i'll turn it on so hard oh god i am so freaked out right now i am sweating sit down oh you want me to write with a pencil this long [ __ ] this long dong hi right what are you oh okay i get it oh my god oh [ __ ] hi hi hi hi hey oh thank you for just letting to my dm like that august 31st 2006 for boarding school way right intellectuals are not that interested in becoming intelligent i visited the library today and two things surprised me one the place was much bigger than the one in my old school someone could get lost in here two i had a strong feeling that people rarely visit the library maybe because they feared being lost in there the place was too clean even the book showed little sign of human touch now i feel sorry for complaining about miss leslie's book assignment i wonder if stacy is even thinking of picking a book with her admiring her boyfriend kyle's tattoo all day i doubt she has spare time to do that is she depending on kyle to do the reading for her seriously according to what i saw so far he's either busy reacting to whatever's coming out of stacy's mouth or working up some shenanigans with his jock buddy brian was it so yeah right in the meantime i should be more concerned about myself than the well-being of the whole school we too cool for books who's too cool for books not i open those eyes no need for words the sweetest love songs those eyes udders what the [ __ ] is that was that the grudge behind me oh why was she croaking like that what is that arrow doing over there what do you want me to you want me to wash the dishes [ __ ] wash them yourself what what do you want me to what is okay what do you want me to do you want me to grab a sponge and get to work i don't know oh who took that who took that i have a log now i will beat that ass who took my picture without consent oh september 4th 2006 visited the library again a bit more people than before and among them was brian it's not worth a bother but seeing a major skank's boyfriend bud wandering around in a library is uncanny by anyone's standards he must have been there to pick the book for miss leslie's assignment i almost got too close to him trying to see what he was going to pick i really hope he didn't notice that i'd rather be known as a regular geek than a creepy one a jock in a library now i've seen everything woe is me hate to admit but seeing brian at the library was today's only diary worthy event probably because it's the only human interaction that didn't give me the sensation of someone talking behind my back at least today's entry is a tad more meaningful than what i wrote yesterday i need to revise my book options now write you later love sam okay let me sit down with my log i think i just put that stick in my ass okay you want me to sing for you who took that picture oh my god somebody took my picture from under the bed oh dude that is creepy as hell wait wait i can actually go under the bed oh my god what okay oh i actually don't want to see that i don't want to see that my back is sweating holy [ __ ] like i've been put in that work what is that what capturing mountains ain't nobody want to capture mountains can i use my stick i'm going to beat whatever's down there oh and then you just hear a cat go right oh no come on more reading september 7th 2006 it was mr kane's ninth psychology class and he still managed to come up with another lame activity this time he gave each of us a sheet and made us write down some of our own personal traits for the next 10 cringy minutes i managed to squeeze out some of the aspects of myself that i could hate less after that mr cain told us to think about whether or not others would agree to each of them he called it reengaging the perspective toward oneself blah blah wow like i really needed to reevaluate my stupid self but it's not the dumb subconscious exercise that's bugging me right now when the papers were being passed around brian yep him again kinda smiled at me it's 11 p.m now why am i writing about this it's most likely an accidental glance but i still don't know why the very image hovered in my head for the rest of the class okay the rest of the day stupid brain probs wanted an excuse for screwing up today's math test get out of my brain what the [ __ ] bro i hate that croaking noise oh and then the paper just freaking zuma zoom zooms over there that's freaking disturbing i miss him even when i'm with him i see him even when he is not looking how is that even possible like how is that even possible this game is nuts dude this game is my nuts as the time we spent together grew longer one question kept on growing with it what does the me in bee's eyes look like does he see me as i see him does he see me as i see myself does he see me as i want him to i screamed in agony but there was nobody to even hear it will others think that i do not overthink oh okay um i need my long ass pencil do not overthink yes would never lie to my friends no never use others for my own personal gains no won't betray anyone close to me no never act on impulse yes don't run away from my responsibilities yes okay my bad no no wha why is that a syringe what okay you want me to change change gang oh that is um that's not an answer that i was expecting but we have another letter september 11 2006 i was returning some of the books i checked out when he came out of nowhere hey anything worth reading i never thought the voice was aimed at me but my heart was somehow already skipping a beat brian had to tap me on the shoulder to get my complete attention sam right i saw you going in and out of the library he said with a buttery voice it's not like i've been stalking you or anything i came here from time to time to to get the stupid assignment out of the way so i can focus on my games he said he couldn't find anything interesting to read and since all he could think of were comics he could use some guidance my mind was still jumbled up from the ambush all i remember saying is how about misery stephen king's works are good enough to get you started cause boys like any story with blood and breaking bones right oh god i don't recall how the rest of the conversation went but i'm certain he said see you later at some point and i said yeah see ya misery real nice sam if brian didn't know you were a weirdo he does now it's not bad to be a weirdo just letting y'all know that it's cool to be a weirdo i mean i'm on team weirdo and i feel pretty cool what i did i did for b all of them because i loved him why couldn't he just understand others were nothing but poison i was the one who truly cared but b didn't even appreciate the things i've done for him what did she do what did sam do i never wanted a drama i wanted a poemish life a tender subtle love story written only for his eyes it's totally fine if no one else gets it as long as bee does b was always welcome in my world i gave him the key to it even if he lost it he could always come back to our world to find it and i think it's a good time to come back now b is it i don't want to come back yet i want to stay here i think i'm comfy here let's go back to our small world where i placed my heart at everywhere you looked let's go back okay what is this do i need the pencil again no it's not pencil time put that [ __ ] down oh do i do i go back wait what do you want me to do you want me to go to where you placed your heart at everywhere you loved do i get these hearts huh okay we love joe's diner didn't we and did we love the arcade i think we did can i place a heart because i can't get out of here interesting oh the key what the [ __ ] oh that is creepy okay get the key i'll take you what does that mean oh i don't want to place that down the key is mine okay let's get out of here i think come on automatic lights need to stop scaring me like this wait i can't do that why not who the hell said i can't leave okay maybe i need to find something that unlocks this [ __ ] oh it's the middle drawer and then those are some hearts and then another letter september 16 2006. turns out the lake does have a history of having a dead body in it i know this because i visited there i visited there because brian took me there it all happened so fast i was outside the yard reading when brian appeared out of nowhere again he said hey and started telling me how he actually enjoyed the book and how he never read the same book twice in his life and since he was heading out he offered me to give me a tour of the town ten minutes later we were passing jill's diner home of the world famous pancakes says brian there was also an arcade across the diner brian hates the place because it's teeming with 10 year olds okay so he hates the arcade the donut shop was brian's must go to place okay so joe's diner and the donut shop unlike the music store which according to him seriously needs to restock so no on the music store i found my own p.o.i a bookstore it was weird seeing a bookstore and a gym standing side by side though why am i still holding these two fingers up at the end of the tour i finally got to taste that sweet pancake brine worshiped out the window i could see the weird gigantic hill that was also visible from my dorm room brian revealed that it's his secret base of some kind since few people actually visit colton hill he jokingly said he could take me there when i'm cool enough after dinner brian dropped me off at the bus station and drove me off to meet up with his friends i was exhausted but hyped up beyond my limits i can't sleep how can i when the whole day just feels like a dream you're right and i want that red sharpie because i'm a barbie girl in a barbie world okay so you want me to put hearts where we love each other or something like that right so joe's diner and then where is it again what did you like again the donut shop and then um wait i need more the heck or do i just put it here do i do that i did it okay so that was it it was the hill and it was the donut shop broken memories what what what the heck whoa that was random okay yo we're just gonna get it cracking like that it's a little little krakatoa and then i just pass out all right i don't understand what just happened okay i don't think that i did it right yeah broken memories broken heart broken neck oh broken neck oh i'm gonna crack my neck okay so i actually need another heart because i only have two and one of his places is joe's diner the donut shop and colton hill that's why i keep getting it wrong there is actually a heart that was by the light in the beginning right here little bitty heart it was a little cute little heart yeah it's a cute little tiny little heart that i'm gonna place right over there i'm sorry everybody i'm sorry i'm just getting a little too into this a little too into this joe's diner and donut shop hey kelton yeah that's it i miss morning dew bakery b never shut up about its donuts so tasty they did taste sweet just like bee's heart each bite was another memory to savor that was kind of cute and kind of weird at the same time like sweet like his heart like you've eaten his heart on some cannibal [ __ ] but just like a donut it had an expiration date it turned cold and bitter i miss its warmth i miss its sweetness i need it i need to eat it up do you okay well i can't do anything so i'm scared oh [ __ ] okay what do you want me to do i need to eat it up oh shoot why is that open oh it's a donut um damn that [ __ ] fine [ __ ] fine as hell okay what do you want me to do with the simpsons ass donut i miss its warmth i miss it sweetness okay warmth is in red does that mean i put in that microwave over there because i do you warm up donuts like that i thought you baked them shits i think we just have to warm this hoe right yeah there you go can i warm you there you go all right perfect whoa see this is why you don't microwave donuts you just eat it cold or you don't do it at all whoa what september 25th 2006 the golems just obliterated the hammerheads today now i know why they say brian and kyle are more than buds i would have called them an awesome duo too if only kyle wasn't an assload of a douche i mean the guy has his name tattooed on his arm call me old-fashioned but i think he should go to a hospital and get that ego checked out because it must be swollen huge at least he leaves me alone other than giving me that creepy stare when i pass by i understand how stacy can keep hanging out with him but brian they do say we sometimes become friends with those who are at the opposite ends so maybe it's not such a weird thing for me the real win was the photos i took of brian watch out for sam holt the rising teenage stalker bringing the polaroid camera i bought years ago during my camera geek phase seemed like a good idea now i know i promised myself to stay away from people stay away from the drama but when i look at brian when he talks to me it feels like maybe just maybe it's okay to have a little drama for myself i'm not ready to define what this feeling is but for now i'm going to label it as looking for a shoulder to cry on and just shove it under my bed just like the pictures i took today what why is she talking like this is actually happening right now but she's writing from the past that is disturbing and i like how the paper is just like magnetized to that cork board okay let's keep going i hated every moment i was not with b i was helpless every day i wanted to call him just so we could chat but i was afraid of what brian would think of it it could even hurt his reputation when i finally worked up the nerve to call all i could do was listen to him say hello that was as far as our late night phone call chit chat could go i hung up wondering if he knew who was on the other end of the line was this before caller id i remember the strong burning sensation that came every time i called him that red fiery sensation oh no another one of these so [ __ ] red red everywhere sam and brian s plus b sam and brian sam and brian oh okay whoa finish what you started or what or what you want me to you want me to grab this red [ __ ] and finish when i started what do i do how do i finish what i started right here oh okay oh that's a perfect what the [ __ ] what the what the what the [ __ ] was that that was the painless [ __ ] i ever seen all right get me down get me down get me down i'm done i'm done no more drawn hearts for me i'm cold-blooded now i can't why okay i have to finish some of the hearts that aren't connected i guess hold on let me see what are we doing here what are we doing here oh my god close it please whoa oh it's right here sweet barbecue sauce on my titties that's not good oh that's not good oh these flickering lights everybody don't look i don't want y'all to look got it whoa what's that please hold it it's cold i can't okay ah getting rain all over my face it hurts who is that who is that no i failed i failed i think i failed because i just woke up in my bed like this no no no no no no look look pale pale as [ __ ] like this person needs some vitamin d watch this oh [ __ ] my bad get in my van go on look at this look somebody's gonna be down there right no it was a one-time thing don't mess this one up even though the rain's like that bat i'm sorry let's go focus focus focus come on man i don't care i don't care if this [ __ ] blurry come on now i can see this is what helen keller saw what did i do that's what i get for making fun of helen keller bro that's what i get for making a helen keller joke i apologize helen keller i didn't mean it in a mean way okay where are we going why are we in this forest what the heck dan this place sucks this town does suck all right my head is on a swivel everybody a note on a rock really you're gonna make me read out here [ __ ] don't do that sam meet me at colton hill you know where to find me brian thank you for not actually doing something to me because that would have been scary as [ __ ] can i close this it's already closed the hell oh sammy at colton hill you know where to find me yeah yeah i do okay let's read this everybody this game is dope september 28th 2006 due date for miss lasley's book report is right around the corner and i'm still not finished only if i wasn't too disturbed normally i wouldn't bother reading a teen romance story but for some reason i thought hey why not the premise for mingled itself is pretty generic jenny has a huge crush on her childhood friend michael but she can't get michael to think of her as more than just friends she reaches the conclusion that it's because of all those girls around him so she starts making a list of all the basic girls who also have a crush on michael what she's planning to do with the list is yet to be revealed if i can finish reading the book by tomorrow i'll be able to finish the report with enough time for a revise ps i wonder how brian is doing with his assignments why am i interested because he's been asking for my help with some of his works and i gladly agreed to why would i do that because by helping brian focus on his practices so he can bring trophies to our beloved school it's safe to say i'm part of a bigger cause not like i'm doing this for personal reasons right right i wanted to read brian like a book peep into his beautiful head is that oh that's the thing that already happened huh okay no way fill it with the desires i had to secretly incubate you that's me come on man my head ain't that big desires of whispering words like don't leave me don't go away don't smile for others i can smile at who i damn well wanna smile at please don't look away okay i won't i won't look away i promise i promise oh mike i promised and i lied it was telling me a million times please don't look away and yet i looked away i'm a bad listener okay i'm not looking away i am no no don't don't touch me with that hand it's trying to pull me off the thing don't don't stop stop it with that doodle butter coming out of your eyes stop my hands sweaty please don't holy crap this game holy crap this game october 4th 2006. i am so sweaty like i am like moist i am like a moist towelette october 4 2006 stacy invited everyone to the late post victory party at her place this friday weird that she told me this at the hallway herself the sudden act of courtesy was enough to leave me frozen but to think of it a self-conscious beauty queen like stacy would love showing off how tolerant she could be i'd prefer celebrating quietly in my room but since the party is practically being held for brian i thought it would be sort of rude of me not to be there i'm the same way when it comes to parties i'd rather celebrate quietly in my room just you know just enjoying and basking in whatever celebration that you know anybody achieved i don't want to just be like yeah put that [ __ ] on my titties he was nothing but nice to me since i met him so the least i could do is show up plus i could probably witness the face stacy makes when she sees i actually had the nerve to show up maybe just maybe i could even piss her off if i managed to strike a conversation with brian and omega hanging out with an alpha kyle would be busy comforting stacy fuming about how i mess up her ecosystem no peer pressure sam just clean drinks and hopefully some casual talk with brian what could possibly go wrong well this is a horror game and i think a lot of things are about to go very wrong very fast and it's saving so something is not going to be good like staring into closed eyes i could never know if b knew i was looking at him did he even know i was there maybe he knew but he simply didn't care the only thing looking back is my decaying sanity i wanted to look away so much but what's the point when the stench is still there i don't know maybe you gotta wipe your ass i started to think the only way to get b's attention was to throw myself off colton hill what how did i come so low all i wanted was a chance to show how i feel about b without only noise getting in the way i still could have had some peace with brian despite all the [ __ ] i had to deal with brian was super likable everyone liked everything about him they couldn't stop smiling when brian started talking the smiles they gave him made me want to puke they smile as if their relationships with brian mean much more than the one i have would be and yet i was the only one left with a broken heart when he left rosen peak you know what she keeps mixing it up with b and brian i wonder if that means anything or sometimes she's just lazy to write out the word brian but she does it just fine like right here when she says brian was super likable and was saying it in the past tense so either he's not alive or something's not right here b was so determined like she's saying was but it says b was so determined about leaving that being a star player wasn't enough for him b needed to be a freaking model student nothing says pick me to college admissions like a spotless student record he can't just shake up [Music] what is that whoa what in the world what is happening what the heck is that oh there's a whole bunch of pencils october 7 2006 oh man everything's gone wrong all my senses are screaming in pain i don't even remember drinking any booze the pain only escalated the moment brian texted me you feeling okay no i was not okay and why is brian asking me this did i do something to him according to brian i went from being quiet to crazy happy and cute his words not mine real quick i was so close to being the center of the party that he had to bring me back to the dorm why can't i remember any of them congrats sam you've reached a new low in life [ __ ] is this it is this how i die i sincerely asked brian if there was a good place to kill myself he said maybe now is a good time to show you my secret hideout since i passed the test by showing the whole school a different me is he seriously gonna take me to his colton hill hideout tomorrow i'm going to the so-called most romantic place in rosen peak with brian there's something in my head that's keeping me awake and it's not the hangover okay i think this is starting to get a lot darker i don't know if brian did something bad suicide suspected in death of missing teenager the girl of 17 who was found dead at colton hill likely ended her own life police says sam holt a transfer student of way right academy had been reported missing for six days until rosen peak authorities discovered her body in the forest holy [ __ ] due to days of heavy rain around the time of her death the investigation of miss holt's death faced a new challenge i have chills all through my body did brian kill her i don't know if brian killed her or somebody else killed her or whoever i am maybe she's haunting the person that i am and i have the freaking chills that kill due to days of heavy rain around the time of her death the investigation on miss holt's death faced new challenges however interviews with school faculty members and its students led to the possibility that she threw herself off of the cliff of colton hill after months of rejection from her peers she was rarely seen with others says one of the former teachers she was even publicly humiliated just before her disappearance it must have worked as the tipping point for her so something messed up probably happened at that party and we're probably gonna find out what it is rosen peak police say the fall did not kill sam instantly it is possible she gasped for air through her broken neck before dying that is so freaking disturbing weird academy now faces a suspicion of neglecting its students led by the mother of the mother of who oh my god i'm so freaking out i'm so freaking out i'm so freaking scared sorry i'm so freaking out please who is it i'm so freaking out so scared i can't even act right oh is is that a bathroom what [Music] whoa this game is this game is trippy this game is so freaking scary i love it who's that is this colton hill is that sam that's sam oh [ __ ] i think i'm playing as the killer and sam is just trying to make me own up to what i to what i did right no oh no oh my gosh whoa oh my god yo this game this game is crazy i love this game what are those syringes october 8th 2006 oh my gosh brian actually took me to colton hill the hideout brian mentioned had a wonderful view of the small town the whole place under the golden sunset the best part of this spot was that it was quite hidden and unsafe that's the best part of it that it's hidden and unsafe you could easily roll down the hill if you are careless or drunk and no one could find you for days how awesome is that being drunk with that wonderful moment didn't cause any accident though we sat there for less than an hour but it felt like an eternity i can't even remember what we talked about i do remember saying how beautiful rosen peak is and brian being all man about it i guess he could get fed up with views like this too today's only regret is that i failed to bring the true essence of the hill's view back with me there's a reason why i gave up photography as a hobby in the first place at least a close-up shot of brian was not half as bad when i came back down from the hill it became clear that my life just became a bit more messed up now i know because i really want to talk to brian again soon help me get to sleep quickly today diary love sam interesting so if she died that day then how did she even write that unless i'm reading whatever the hell her like ghost said or something brian's secret hideout a closed colton hill hiking route discovered by himself so he can hide from the world around him not a flashy place but had a great view what okay the lights flickered again all of life's problems do i grab that and put on the thing no colton hill's own sanctuary i wished it could be our special place ours and ours only colton hill is nothing but a rock pile of blood-soaked memories now why did he have to break my [ __ ] heart was i just one of his many friends maybe that's it that's why he wanted to leave even after i told him we won't be together anymore he thought he was too good for rosenpeak and me to him i was just a background in this picture oh no something's gonna happen who's taking these pictures is it here are you down here yo are you down are you down or nah i don't even know why i said that what the [ __ ] bro this game this game where is it where is it hey is here you don't deserve a face why not who said that october 10 2006 the book report was finished days ago but i can't stop thinking about me he just says psycho whoa [Music] sam i'm sorry sam [Music] what the sam stop [Music] please sam how do i get to you oh oh these flashing lights okay what do i do do i take a picture of myself or do i just take pictures of the oh hope you remember how to take a picture okay let me read this real quick okay everybody let me read this real quick and then we're just gonna figure out what to do with the polaroid the book report was finished days ago but i can't stop thinking about mingled also because my stupid brain thinks i'm sort of like the main character jenny to summarize the rest of the book jenny goes on this jealousy fueled sabotage rampage on every girl who has a crush on michael i know it sounds horrible without context but it's actually kind of cute she finally stands on top but michael finds out what she's done he breaks jenny's heart saying he can't be sure of who she is anymore things work out in the end but that's not why i sympathize with a dorky psycho girl brian is just like michael popular has killer biceps busy hanging out with people i can't see what he wants because of all the noise around him i know he wants to go to college but what about beyond the boring stuff what kind of person does he like what does he think about me he told me about his mom how she died of cancer last year it must have been so hard trying to look okay in front of everyone who's depending on him i sometimes feel like he can't see me because he's so busy trying to meet everyone's expectations i know how those around us can be hurtful and it's dangerous to rely on them so much i just wish i could tell brian one day that i'm here for him okay she said i hope you can remember how to take a picture okay i did do i just get these off no whoa all right i'm going back let's see what happens brian got what he wanted in the end he left rosen peak as soon as he was given the chance it seemed like brian murdered her and then left rosen peak when there wasn't any evidence so it felt like he was trying to get away with murder as for me i was left to suffocate in the hole of tainted memories until i drown in my own endless nightmare don't leave me every day every night i'm surrounded by whispers whispers that lie whispers that eat away my brain piece by piece no matter how i try to that's creepy oh god i hear them again do you are you in a healthy relationship take this quick survey to find out okay i thought there was horny melts in my area all right let's do it i did it one must take as much as one gives yes obsession is a stronger form of love no no one can have what you want i totally read that wrong no one can have what you can't no one can have what you can't no b never loved you no or no i guess we'll go with no because you are a selfish little [ __ ] no i'm not all your problems are caused by you no it's all your faults not my fault oh your survey results it looks like your eyes are still closed it's like listening to your own voice only keep listening then maybe you'll understand something this time i mean of course we're gonna answer an unknown number why wouldn't we hello ah the old breed technique huh okay in oh i was gonna say inhale for three exhale for five let's put that down can we turn the page it's getting worse the freaking [ __ ] town left a disgusting crack on my heart and it's getting bigger and bigger the voices i hear from the crack are getting louder i see more and more eyes staring at me through the gap i need to read this october 13th 2006 miss lasley gave us an easy poetry assignment for once she said it was okay to make a parody of the classics as long as we stick to the abcb pattern hold on you know what i just realized why are there random entries from these random papers and then entries from the diary like did sam write these ones and did somebody else write the ones inside the diary or are they both sam or none of them sam i'm really trying to figure this out because this sounds like sam right here these entries right here but why do they keep popping up that's what i'm trying to wonder so i took the liberty of letting my imagination go abc berserk here is a slight taste of my early work roses are red violets are blue my life would have sucked if it wasn't for you i could have waited for brian to ask for my help with homework again but i decided to make the first move this time and guess what he said he can handle it alone call me paranoid but i'm worried i might have hurt brian's pride that's what happens when sam opens her idiot mouth or uses her idiot brain ps i've decided to carry my diary in my bag the doors in the girls dorm are way too easy to open it's not as easy as stacy though if you know what i mean i even saw one of the girls using a notepad to crack her door open besides i have this weird hunch someone's been reading my diary i've decided not to ignore this hunch whoops that was me sorry oopsie when i ran out of places to run i had only one solution now my memories are scattered all over in the dark now i must look for them one two three four oh okay what do we have to do oh oh [ __ ] what was that on the top what did i say i inside what whoa i indulge your gaze don't worry about my gaze don't you dare worry about this gaze okay how do i put that there i indulge in your gaze did we indulge in the gaze okay let's let's do that we got the eyes right is that not it oh it's creepy i cherish your smile okay put that there put that there please please oh it's up there what is that hold on i hate the noises i'm sorry everybody keep me forever warm is that me right now that's me right now i'm a [ __ ] boy from the back wait i saw right here i think my mouth farted i was like okay how'd i get out of here how do i get out of here the hell am i bro where am i the [ __ ] oh god damn i got disoriented okay is this it that's not it okay i indulge in your gaze keep me forever warm i cherish your smile be my endless sun rays okay um i cherish your smile it should be first okay so i cherish your smile i indulge in your i did it tada right hello can i can i go back oh there's another thing i didn't even notice that october 20th 2006 with brian preparing for the rematch with the hammerheads i once again gladly gave him a hand with the non-important homework stuff i must say the teachers here don't give their poor students a break just because the test is over it's not like i'm burned with helping him out but brian is really trying hard to get good grades from what i heard he doesn't have much to worry about going to college since he's practically a local football star maybe his pushy police chief dad raised him to be an overachiever it's funny how a model athlete like brian got friends like kyle who always found excuses to pull him out of school it's unfair really as long as you are a sports star you'll end up with douches like him no matter how nice of a person you are i don't speak with kyle much but i don't need talk to know what he's like first of all his girlfriend is friggin stacy lannings the stare he gives me when i pass by is enough to creep me out for the whole day i'll be lucky if stacy didn't come along and start yapping about how brian is out of my league she has kyle to play with so why would she even care like ask your boyfriend out for a drive jeez have a nice life with him so brian can stay out of the poison he does not deserve [ __ ] should i go can i not do it i can't do it okay well i'm gonna go answer that i'm already used to the automatic light let's just see what we have behind the third hole huh wait wait is that me looking into the thing wait why do i have long hair though is that her writing into the journal wait what uh oh oh i can't take a pic hey sam oh my god no whoa hello [Music] oh you know you know i love it when you croak girl still here it's still here oh [ __ ] that is so well done i'm just gonna look back i'm such a little [ __ ] i covered my eyes i covered my eyes playing this damn game i can't believe myself this game is so good did i just see feet and then feet be gone i think i did this is the girls bathroom [Music] green heart university discover your potential with our early admission program now i'm good i'll be all right okay so this is the boys bathroom because there's some urinals right here [Music] can't do any of that what do you want me to do you want me to take a tinkle oh okay i'm supposed to look at that okay that's good what the [ __ ] are you smiling at i'm not even smiling i mean i'm doing quite the opposite i'm promised i'm actually mad don't come for me okay i'm not smiling i'm literally backed up ass first into a urinal that probably stinks like [ __ ] okay that thing ripped i'm not smiling by the way that's a beautiful smile nothing against you what what get away okay i have no idea i guess i'm supposed to get away from that thing ah yeah i'm supposed to get away from that thing i think i'm supposed to go inside of that um bathroom stall this one's kind of confusing this doesn't make that much sense to me but i'm just going to ring around the rosie because i know the lights are going to turn off right right right right right yep there you go i don't like this at all come on open the door got it yep come on open it gone right [Music] it's darkness oh this is for b don't push out push the shutter okay i'll try this is for b whoa [Music] what [Music] okay oh that doesn't do anything candles in the bathroom freaked me out for some reason what was that you belong to the streets you belong in a trash can i belong in a chase she told me to belong in the shish you belong here oh yeah but oh what is that what did i just get hold on what do i look like oh imagine if it showed me i didn't even show me what i look like okay cover that up is that what you want me to do you want me to shut that mouth i will i'll shut it sometimes i need to shove my mouth like honestly but i don't and i won't what who the who jack my note what does that say effing what having trash i told you i belong in the chesh what is that is that a classroom no that's the room that i'm in ah of course of course we gotta go i think somebody's gonna come get me we gotta go we gotta go we gotta go we gotta go oh my god go go no oh god i don't like the laughter it brings back childhood memories they're not laughing with me open up open up yeah head back to that [ __ ] i said head bat what the heck i'm making up my own words head back through that [ __ ] come on jay you're better than this also on my to-do list clean up the freaking place do some laundry starting to smell like balls in here okay let's have a seat and let's read this note my throat is dry from all this reading october 23rd 2006. there was a consulting session for greenheart university students program they called it gusp hello what the [ __ ] at the gym today i've seen its posters all over the school since the day i arrived i had nothing better to do so i decided to give a visit and spend my precious after-school time reading brochures and once again just like at the library i was surprised to see brian there he was at the early decision program booth i wanted to talk to him but instead i ran from my room jumped to my bed and out of nowhere tears started to drop i bet it was because of those stupid hearts yep i saw those hearts again now they were on the gym walls too whoever drew them must be very insecure about their relationship insecure like me deep down i know i want my own hearts on the walls too but seeing brian at the university booth felt like finally getting punched by reality i have no idea what i'll be doing in a couple years i thought of staying here at rosen peak but with brian preparing to leave there's just no point to it no brian no hearts on the wall god it's like my brain's creating a storm i'm just gonna lie down for a bit hopefully i'll wake up next week next week my life is nothing but a repetition of waking up with nothing to live for not even a false hope to look forward to this time long ago when i finally got to accept my feelings for brian i thought everything was going to change but every day was still just like every day he was still a school star i was still his friend when you live in rosen peak people expect things to stay the same if anything changed between us it could ruin b and everything about him so that's how it went nothing changed when my whole world burned i kept telling myself maybe after graduation i'll be able to express my feelings for him i let the fire in my heart eat through my soul and body i call myself a coward i chose to keep what little i had to enjoy i was a poor kid crawled up in bed and her okay so there's a him and there's a her poor do i really deserve that charity title am i really the victim of all this who is here to judge me anyway it's all over everyone left me so why do i have to feel like i'm being chased like someone's always watching me like what stacy like someone's always trying to judge me stacy calm down stacy how did the invite go she in or not also is this what's gonna happen with the party oh she's coming dorks like her can't say no to a party like this sweet time to give her the drama she wants so bad who am i who am i why is this so messed up i feel bad for sam she don't deserve this november 2nd 2006. i know i used half of this diary writing about stacy being a [ __ ] but now she's just unstable it wasn't even past the first class when i saw her arguing like crazy with kyle heard her shouting something like i'm done doing [ __ ] for you before storming away then she saw me i was her next target she strutted toward me and said this is all your fault why don't you go back to [ __ ] san diego whoa what did i do she was off before i could even open my mouth i turned to kyle for answers but he was gone too come to think of it i really saw them hanging out recently but i didn't know things were this intense brian's been acting weird too he hasn't talked to me much recently he even looks somewhat more upset than usual i finally tried to ask him what was wrong but he cut me short asking if i called him last night again all i could give was a blank face until brian said never mind and walked away what was that about what did he mean by again calling him in the middle of the night for no reason is something i've dreamed of but that doesn't mean i actually did it what the hell is going on i have no idea sam it's because of her the moment she came into our lives well little i had to enjoy started to crumble only bad changes happen in my life no matter how hard i try to protect it i'm trying to figure out who the hell i'm playing as right now a city girl just asking to become an outsider that was all she was to me hell that was all she was to everyone else even to be but then i saw them talking at the library i couldn't see clearly but i could know it was from b's face he was making her smile it was another smile taunting my feelings for b no one would ever know what kind of emotions i was hit with at that moment a change was happening and i didn't like it at all stacy didn't like it either and she could never stand letting an easy social prey slip away from her naturally stacy took a peek into her diary one day she took pictures of some of the entries and sent them to me and her gang she wanted everyone to join her twisted and childish game [Music] what bummer was hoping to do some nasty stuff to her drunk ass still can't believe brian had to take her away like that so we're not brian who the [ __ ] are we well needy [ __ ] like sam do make some people feel sorry she did mention something about her dad and her diary but bet she has some nasty daddy issues too got an idea how about we show everyone how needy a [ __ ] can be what the [ __ ] hmm sounds fun but how leave it to me just keep reading her diary once in a while whoa oh dude is this school what the every time i walk what is that whoa is that brian talking to somebody who is that i did not expect the game to be like this this is crazy november 6 2006 this is what is is scribbled out it says i don't even know how to describe what happened this morning this is messed up my hands are shaking again it started when i opened my locker and something poured out for a few seconds my brain was cut off from whatever was happening when i finally looked down there were dozens of pictures scattered on the hallway floor all of them were pictures of brine with gibberish written on them the whole school was at the hall they looked at the pictures then at me and then at the pictures brian was there too the face he gave me the face of disgust he turned away and left he didn't even say anything i tried to chase him say something anything to him but the floor started spinning and people started whispering like they knew what was going on the air soon began to choke my throat i swept what was on the floor and ran off to class of course stacey must have something to do with this i looked for her but she was nowhere to be found the rest of the day was about nothing but avoiding eye contact with anyone i can't sleep brian's not answering any of my texts there's no one to talk to let's keep going this is so interesting bee kept saying nothing was going on between them but i wasn't about to believe everything was just rainbows and butterflies so this isn't sam's diary this is somebody else's diary the pages that we are reading right here these are from sam whoa why are these eyes there what the what is what is going on what is that oh that's just a random hook that you could put a towel on okay let's go back let's go back let's go back let's keep going in my eyes sam was using brian to fill her sad empty life i couldn't let that happen she wanted drama she didn't deserve she doesn't deserve [ __ ] she doesn't get to barge in and start stealing the life i've only dreamed of stacy kept doing what she does best digging into other secrets she sent pictures of the little shit's diary pages to me that's how i found out about their little trip to colton hill it was our hideout since first year of high school and her presence turned it into freaking nothing how could bee do this to us oh so this is from another girl that liked brian and she saw what was happening between sam and brian and she want to mess things up or at least this girl is just like obsessed with brian and she has nothing to do with sam like she's not sam and she's not stacy this is a completely new person that we haven't seen holy [ __ ] the only way to break them apart was to show brian what a creep she was i saw that i saw that literally pun intended i kept reading the disgusting words she wrote on her diary they weren't even nasty or disgusting at the same time i felt something a reminder of how i felt when i fell for b how it felt so right and terribly wrong screaming into my pillow never helped with making the feelings go away stacy said oh i said did you find the diary yet and we're just waiting for stace babe i think you're taking this too seriously did you find it or not yeah we're a girl that's obsessed with brian but friends with stacy i think she knows i'm sneaking into her room i can't find it anywhere babe don't you think you're too obsessed with breaking them up you're giving up now forget it wait or am i the boyfriend am i kyle no please maybe brian doesn't even like the girl oh [ __ ] i said forget it what am i doing i'm so tired am i kyle wait am i confused am i confused everybody now there's no way i'm confused november 7th 2006. the school counselor called me today mr ferns asked me if the rumors were true rumors that i've been leaving heart drawings all over the school rumors that i've been stalking brian at this point the whole school must be out of its mind i didn't even know the letters in the freaking hearts spelled s and b and what just because the initials are s and b suddenly every name that starts with them are either sam or brian and guess what's even crazier words are on the streets sam holt the daughter of a child molester craves forbidden love how on earth did stacey find out about dad why would she do so much to [ __ ] up my life and where the [ __ ] is she you know what i'm tired i'm tired of waiting for brian to listen to me i'm tired of looking for words that describe this messed up situation i can't believe i have to go through this again so far from home and so soon brian please please say something so yeah these are all of sam's entries this is kyle then i remembered oh my gosh how could sam holt not kill herself if my dad went on the news for touching teenage girls that's bye-bye world for me then i remembered she wrote something about her dad it must have had something to do with her existence in my life i started digging it wasn't even a challenge keith holt arrested for sexually assaulting a teenager it was beautiful i found the perfect ending all i had to do was fill in the rest of the story sam holt calls brian from a payphone in the middle of the night and suddenly listens to his voice sam holt takes brian's picture and keeps them hidden in her locker sam holt draws hearts all over the school to let others know brian is hers what a needy city girl with serious issues she was just a disaster waiting to happen no one even brian would think otherwise i made all the preparations while stacy spread the rumors i created it was never easy i once almost got caught taking a picture of brian using the restroom but i kept going every picture i took was a love confession i could never make every heart i drew was my sacrifice for him and in the end i got what i wanted when enough suspicion piled up on sam i stuff all the pictures i took into her locker it was a happy coincidence that b was there to see the spectacular unfold when it happened it was over things were about to turn back to normal and then stacy's drama filled head exploded did it hide coward in here what is whoa oh okay um what do i do what okay i didn't know that was a game over i'm confused do you want me to keep hiding i guess i'll keep hiding yeah ah what what's happening okay when that noise happens that means the eye is open got it okay all right i got it i got it i got it okay go maybe you can run forever mom dude maybe you'll be able to live again okay go this way oh [ __ ] what man come on okay where do i go i have no idea where to go um maybe i run over there to the bathroom okay go go go go go go go oh my god finally move on hello just kidding you're gonna die give me that give me that i'm done watching you get away with the [ __ ] you've done to me did you really think i wouldn't find you that you've been using me to break sam and brian apart so you can have some fun with her well i had my share of the fun when i told brian what you've been doing you should have seen the face he made when i got to the part of you drawing those hearts all over school hope you enjoy your happy life now that there is no brian to get in your way oh by the way i saw you staring at that college poster what did you like the girl in the poster too is it why you tore her face off you need help and don't bother calling me stacy we knew who that was we knew who it was wait what's behind there nothing it's just a bunch of hoo-ha okay why did we keep stacy's note whatever let's just turn the page oh it's blank blankie please man stacy got it all wrong so this is kyle it's just a misunderstanding i was just trying to prevent sam from getting into your head please beat don't do this text me back please the day stacy told brian was the last day he talked to me he was so angry at me he would never understand what i did for him typical so freaking typical again i was left alone to supper this time someone had to pay for it so is it like this whoa so kyle killed sam what the f oh dude i love this game everybody i love this game a lot so freaking cool where do i go is salmon here what is going on hold on let's uh let's go back here right actually wait do we put this letter and slip it into here whoa oh that was creepy nobody better pop out of here okay slip it through oh my goodness okay yeah so kyle's obsessed with brian and he didn't want anyone to have him that makes sense i guess what the what is who is that who is that is that sam whoa sam hold on [Laughter] wait we can talk about this we can have a healthy discussion no we can't we can't we can't we can't we can't oh that is creepy that gives me the chills okay so which way do i go [Applause] who is that that doesn't look like sam anymore but you know what i have no idea what sam really looks like is that kyle yo is that kyle my bra that's got to be sam waiting for someone kyle what are you doing here i know you couldn't stay away from him you know you don't deserve him i don't know what you're talking about our lives are ruined because of you wow oh [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] the reveal of kyle being the killer and being the person writing the diary entries is insane it's in her bag must get rid of it what's in her bag give me that i can't get it i don't even huh what are you talking about oh the stick the harry potter stick okay get it there's no way that stick is long enough to get that or maybe it is oh [ __ ] she didn't even fall that far but it did say that she was moving through her neck oh man like she was like gasping for air and now i'm just gonna burn it [ __ ] this story is so messed up sam meet me at that's the note that he wrote the incriminating evidence what else do we have sam's property new arrival that's why the papers had burn marks on them i was kind of wondering that i was going to bring that up october 20th 2006 with brian preparing for a oh okay yeah these are all the notes and he burned them all so does that mean they don't even exist is kyle just living with this in his mind for all of eternity he probably is because he hasn't been caught because it said that it was ruled as a suicide i guess nobody investigated kyle but he's going to get what's coming to him he's going to get his yeah he's going to get his i hope sam does something to him i want him to die right now i want to be jump scared by sam right now [Music] maybe i don't but maybe i do [Music] okay this game is amazing i'm a fan i'm a big fan of this game and now everything's all in trash bags everything's all rotten this is probably what his house looks like because he lives with that [ __ ] all the time oh god go sit down okay it was an accident i never meant to kill her or maybe i did did i but does it matter now did any of what i did matter i left the team soon after what happened at colton after that the school from what i've heard brian easily got accepted to the university he left town right after graduation the fact that he's a star athlete with notable school record worked like a charm he's been growing the idea of leaving rosen peak since his mom died living alone with his obnoxious dad didn't help much with being attached to his hometown we never got to talk about it seriously brian didn't really want to but every time he hinted about leaving i tried so hard to ignore what it meant to me even those college posters all over the school were laughing at me they were making fun of the impending doom they were all saying haha see you're gonna die alone here maybe i knew i knew that b took an interest in sam because she was just a clueless new girl who was lonely enough to do anything for a guy who was nice to her but jealousy is a strong creature it quickly devoured my mind soon anger took control of me and i just needed someone to be mad at other than brian even after he left me anger stayed it devoured me whole and again it's time to wake up but wake up for what to be greeted by the fact that i must start running around in circles again that i must stick needles into my body so i can forget my past for a few freaking minutes it's just like that story miss lasley once told us about the shortest horror story in the world the last man on earth heard a knock on the door i'm alone in my room i'm alone in this world there's someone knocking on the door i don't know who it is but i keep the door locked no one comes in no one gets out i'm so tired i just want it to end let's just wake up let's just open the door i don't care who or what's waiting for me but what about my diary the one i've been keeping to remind myself how i am the victim of everything that's happened okay i don't know what i would do without it what will keep me from going insane so here comes the big question should i keep it yes or no should i keep it yes so everyone will know what you did so everyone will know what you did [ __ ] it i'm not giving up the only thing that's left for me nothing's my fault i'm not letting go of anything ever again wait nothing's my fault it is your fault it is your fault that was a lie i wanted you to keep it so it would be evidence for the police [ __ ] i'm so sorry oh god i wanted you to keep the diary sam i wanted him to keep the diary so so the police could kill him you know could shoot him in the face oh my god i wanted the police to kill him and then find out all the stuff from the diary did i do it wrong i don't know it's like broad daylight in here crap it will never end oh my gosh a game by sian choi thanks to my friends of the kll for the support without you this wouldn't have been possible wow wow that was good what if we said no could we have said no please tell me please tell me i don't have to play through that again to find out what no was come on that was amazing i really had a good time with that one like it was scary but it's the kind of scary where it's so good that you just want to see what happens next and you'll take the scares with it you know what i mean and the fact that kyle was the one kyle was the one and then i just found that out at the very end i was like holy [ __ ] kyle like kai my guy damn at first we thought it was sam then you thought it was just like some random stalker and then it turns out to be kyle who is a stalker and a creep and a loser i can't believe he did that [ __ ] all right let's see this let's see this let me see what happens if i pick the other option let's get the pencil circle no now what no it's time to admit i've been keeping a memory of lies i'm the only one to blame for the [ __ ] i had to deal with it's about time i burned it but what after that i could open the door out of here face whatever's waiting for me or i could just stay with the fire and let go whatever the choice it's time to say goodbye okay um we can't do anything else right can we burn this mother sucker no okay let's go i think nope please let me go how what do i do hold on sam don't kill me please i really want to burn this [ __ ] wait can i get that please ah slide it up come on whoa whoa how did that happen from a lighter okay sam i'm making him admit his mistakes [Music] your guilt turn yourself in life in prison [Music] who is that who's that [Music] i was finally awake my head was aching from the desperate pumping of my heart my burning lungs sucked in air for what felt like an eternity but i knew nothing was over i needed to get what's coming to me i told the police everything that happened three years ago good that's exactly what i wanted to happen exactly what i wanted to happen it won't fix what i've done but at least i finally got the closure i deserve i know it doesn't mean anything now but goodbye b and rest in peace sam cause at least she got some justice for him turning himself in and going to hopefully prison forever but like i said that was a great game that was an amazing unique game to go through and i'm so happy that we played through this and yeah it was cool like i said the reveal of kyle being the one who was making that diary i was just like that was insane but yeah let me know what you all thought about this game in the comment section down below as you all can tell i loved it i enjoyed it so much it was cool it was scary the writing was awesome there was like a few like weird words that i had to like translate i guess to make sense for me but it was cool it was cool it seemed like it's something a young person would write in like a diary or like a piece of paper so i thought it was cool and nothing about it felt robotic i guess it felt like it was just like genuine diary entries so that was cool to me but yeah like i said let me know what you thought about this game in the comment section below this was love sam hopefully you all enjoyed if you did make sure you give it one big fat like and tell a friend today that jay from the cob scouts is that dude

Channel: Kubz Scouts

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Id: pFzvgGi8y2w

Length: 91min 43sec (5503 seconds)

Published: Tue Mar 15 2022