Tell Me Why Chapter 1 Playthrough

let's [ __ ] do this [ __ ] dude i'm ready we go choose wisely alaska hey kiddo i need to ask you a few questions okay is that swedish bread can you tell me what happened tonight i went to show her my haircut she had a gun she take your time freaked out i i it's okay no it's not it's not okay my mom tried to kill me so so i stabbed her i killed my mother holy [ __ ] holy [ __ ] chat coming in hot not wasting any time come on give me some good intro music baby [Music] much [Music] ready [Music] get those ready [Music] [Music] it seems [Music] [Applause] [Music] oh [Music] i like his haircut [Music] chocolate snacks [Music] underneath [Music] [Music] okay first i'm gonna find the keys to the old house all right we're allison i'm gonna drive to fireweed i'm not going to freak out fireweed i need to bring this with me to juno not here let's look at some [ __ ] i've got to make solid plans to see the geminids i wonder if tyler'd want to go i think tyler's our brother wanna freeze your ass off watching burning rocks fall through the sky yeah i might need to work on my sales pitch oh yeah i'm down to do that oh we could read that marijuana oh right what was that what are the keys so that's where you've been hiding there we go we got the keys all right i think i'm ready to go now i can fix this oh repair manual okay i don't really have time to dig through this right now but i wanna oh probably not gonna see any stars at this time of day it's pointed at the wall you're never gonna see any stars hello i could look at this artwork all day okay sorry i haven't practiced since high school i'm probably super rusty oh are these hockey pucks oh we're gamers damn we're hockey gamers oh [ __ ] oh damn i can't even see the camera immersion maintained what's in here have we already checked open come on let me open it okay prom pic can't believe we're gonna go back to that how why do i still have this every time i look at it it reminds me of how very single i am when this single hits allison and bobby caribbean prom senior 2012 prom 2012. okay we should i should take that right kai oh i can't take it i can only turn it okay we got the keys that's what we needed i think we've looked at everything oh there's a couple things over here books i should probably get rid of this i mean i can stream it anytime i want but it makes me happy just to look at the box okay i think we've looked at everything oh what's this oh i can't wait to force tyler to watch this with me he's totally gonna hate it one more season what am i even gonna do with myself when it's over get invested in the lives of real people i'll just rewatch it that's what i do all right i think we can go we go ally she's gonna be so awkward let's read it dear tyler i know you're thinking a letter well weird informal what's wrong with an email well i just figured hey bro just wanted to give my twin a shout before reuniting after 10 years of swank juvie is more like letter territory so we were in juvie for 10 years whatever you'll thank me when we're 90 and the machines have taken over you still have something to read by candle i'd see always thinking ahead anyway i can't believe uh you'll be out for real in a few weeks oh wait wait wait wait wait wait maybe he was in juvie i can't believe you'll be out for real in a few weeks i'm definitely going to be awkward when i see you so please not try not to notice okay how's your last month going are you sad about leaving your mentees i bet they're going to miss you okay so it sounds like tyler was in jubilee i got my tires replaced so i'm all good to pick you up and you can save the snark when you see my ride she's been through a lot we can't be all can't all be car guys anyway the veggies let me take the day off so we can go straight to the old house and get ready for sale and everything can't wait to never think about that place again i really can't wait to see you don't know if i made that clear love you allison okay so [Music] okay okay so we're tyler i'm about to leave this room for the last time okay i'm pretty much done here i just need to grab my goblin and i'm off goblin i know most of these juvies gets kid jail basically i know most of these by heart at this point i wish i could have finished this before i left but god it was a slog sounds like this might be my room in juvie hey little guy you're gonna be reunited with your sister soon bye herbert name to plan herbert oh wait wait chat celebrate educate unite trans visibility march on juneau march 31st let's go denali i need to get my application ready for next summer what's in denali finders keepers okay schedule i don't know what today is oh wait what's is it does it say oh it's the second wait i don't know hey aaron you know i'm bad at this but just wanted to say you've been the best counselor an at-risk yet redeemable youth could want thank you for putting up with me and always helping me in ways more than you know i'll try to make it count outside fireweed survival is rebellion thanks tyler okay looks like a dope movie what do we need to find the goblin oh gonna miss these dum-dums been listening to this in a loop lately man the soundtrack to my angsty teen years i'll leave heard that i'm to have to leave this behind look at the other goblins if i blasted this inside didn't allison have the same one this thing hey little guy okay you reunited with your sister soon oh i didn't see the take prompt okay cool i guess i'm totally ready to go now pause menu collectibles all right we got our goblin man i'm gonna miss that view and he's going places and i'll be able to say i helped him on his way hmm is there any way i can no that's someone else's problem now i think we're good chat already read that we go all right so we're tyler we also play allison we're brother and sister we're twins i believe tyler is trans tyler has gone to juve for ten years apparently for killing his mom i think i think that's right [Music] littering yeah hi tyler hi first time we see each other in 10 years and it's hi tyler oh sorry i it's fine alison hi is a good place to start god it's good to see you likewise you have anything else you need to get nope this is it my last 10 years in a bag then we should get going we just have time to make the morning fairy you look good in that thanks one of my mentees designed it that's really good yeah he's so incredibly talented i got a couple of local coffee shops to hang his arm tyler ronan shaping the leaders of tomorrow yep we're screwed so are you gonna miss anything about this place oh [ __ ] the people oh the food though i don't know pad thai every night i think is there a timer we can take all the time we need on this one uh if we're playing honestly i'm gonna miss the food but if we're playing to try to answer the right the right way it's the people right we didn't even know what we got to eat though didn't even talk about it [Music] hmm the sweet taste of overcooked halibut oh that's the food but i should have chose people yeah it was home for a while you know oh yeah that makes sense i'm also really happy to never eat that halibut again we planning to drive to delos crossing or push you are welcome to walk nah i'll take my chances need one last look or anything looked let's go [ __ ] halibut i can't believe we just got debated by halibut when the hell hits i got an achievement we escaped [Music] no really i am 100 not creative enough to make that stuff up oh and just last week they had to turn the ferry around because a bear was on board no way someone heard a commotion in the back of a delivery truck so they opened it up and there was the bear fat and happy on a literal mountain of empty chip bags you go where the food is oh i can relate to that so then what happened oh we're on the ferry i was like why are we going so slowly oh poor buddy shot in the ass just for getting the munchies yeah well you know what they say safety first in bear country yeah but prevention is best common sense goes a long way in keeping them from getting shot the bear is fine tyler for now my dude tyler care about animals do you hear they've been talking about loosening up regulations on trophy hunting again higher bag limits inhumane ground traps even bringing back hibernation hunting what kind of [ __ ] gets off on killing a sleeping animal i'm not against hunting but predators play a vital role in the health of our natural parks what why are you smiling i'm being serious oh i can tell ranger tyler not yet but at least i got the school part out of the way hell yeah tyler can't believe you've got a bachelor's already while i boast a half-completed certificate in accounting from an online college that may have stolen my credit card number you'll figure out what you want you have time how are you feeling like i'm about to drive straight into a white out and my fog lights are dead damn this game is pretty who are we which one are we what about you allison zoned out there for a second sorry what's up i'm sorry i'm just trying to wrap my head around the fact that you're right here standing in a nice shot on our way to delos you don't have to apologize it's coverage we'll close up fix that in post oh look why did we take the ferry instead of the coast road because i didn't want to be stuck in the car with you for an extra two hours we have to take the ferry it's the only way to reach delos from fireweed i see well good i don't think my stomach could have taken two more hours of how you handle curves i'm sorry do you want to take over driving when we dock no you're gonna have to get back behind that wheel at some point you know look i put a fireweed van nose first in a ditch hey at least you missed the porcupine i'm guessing things haven't changed much you mean in delos still the capital of east jesus nowhere can't wait to get out of here what hold to reply is it that bad was it really that bad pretty much but it could definitely have been worse like if you'd been tucked away in a center for troubled youth right at least you had michael yeah i don't think i'd have survived high school without him bet you're gonna miss him when you move to juneau how's he doing good good good but i haven't seen him much outside of work lately he's been busy with his dance and helping his clan organize a potlatch is that smoke coming out of stone house guess someone finally bought that old shack that or the ghosts are cozying up by the fire think the new owners know it's totally haunted i'm sure tina did her best to keep them from figuring it out at least until the paperwork was signed this is so pretty oh my god that house always gave me the crepes those windows are like huge gawking eyes you think people talk about powerhouse this way probably so we're really going back there huh just stone house and then we're going home yeah yeah we are you think the house will sell no interested buyers yet turns out people don't line up to buy murder houses with no electricity at least it's got one hell of a view unlike juno hey juno has mountain views of plenty it just also has people and fun are you still thinking you might be my roomie thinking about it hey can i ask you a question shoot i was told i'm i mean after you well graduated i guess and became a mentor three years ago you still basically spent all your time at fireweed right pretty much there were a few times i tried to go to these meetups for trans people in juneau but something always came up i probably should have put myself out there more but it was better to be around in case the residents needed me so you were free to come and go as you pleased yeah why do you ask oh nothing just being an overly invested sister curious how you spent your time alison yeah spit it out okay you need to promise not to freak out what is it it's a gift from eddie i know he's not your favorite person but i'm sorry when you said eddie i thought you meant chief brown as in the police officer who arrested me come on ty don't and your adopted father the man who didn't let you visit me for seven years the fireweed administration backed him off that was who interviewed us at the beginning for both of us yeah well it wasn't it's a peace offering and you're the two most important people in my life for me he can't buy my forgiveness with some cheap ass trinkets it's a gift tyler he's kind of a cool reason i know what gift-giving means in clinkett culture and what it means to refuse one we accepting it we're out for peace y'all that means that choice made a difference right there i'll take it but i'm not going to wear it really really just so we're clear this was for you not chief brown you know you could call him eddie or even uncle we have no we don't know anything about idiots and she it's him he's important to her and she oh yeah she is wearing a similar ring did you hear that is that a bear thank you hero oh it's a bear oh no it's a whale yeah this did by that much would it ruin the moments if i said i needed to call home uh yes completely sorry go ahead and stop apologizing all the time okay sorry thanks can we run a run beer is my sport check my six pack i'm good are we snooping this dude's a hunter calling it he's a he's got a fishing rod he's got a knife binoculars is that ammo we're just saying that's the butt of a gun that's a shotgun or something impressive ain't she if you say so i know some folks think about six is old and boring i've dropped moose from the thump with this one for years you hunt never had the chance no too bad ain't nothing like laying down the hammer on a big damn animal to make you feel alive hey [ __ ] you guys hey [ __ ] you guys same here you from around here why don't you stop talking to me i don't need to tell you [ __ ] i'm lying just in town for a few days i see any relatives in the area i'd rather do this than talk to your ass my sister and she's moving soon there's a goodbye trip then something like that i'm alex by the way alex gershwin no relation huh to george gershwin um gershwin the pianist folks are always asking for related so i try to hit it off in the past oh uh what'd you say your name was you don't get my last name just call me tyler all right good to meet you tyler likewise sir i'm gonna sneak attack all right we're done talking to this dummy when everything else fails try doing what the captain suggested yikes what are you doing find a different hobby just watching me hey allison can we take the scenic route instead of the highway allison oh my god hello oh we got a lot of stuff to watch okay do drop in bed and breakfast now open canoe for sale strong and sturdy fiberglass okay didn't allison say we were this what is it telling it how do you say it that's what she said we were or like that's this area or something it's part of the culture to accept gifts i think she said maybe it's like just this local area oh we should take this axe and go pay what's his name a visit alex [ __ ] you allison's down on the phone so [Music] i love his jacket he's got life is strange vibes with the stitching on the back wow it's basically exactly like i remember it only faded like a polaroid left on a windowsill from the outside it almost looks charming charms not the problem structural integrity may be an issue you think there's a chance whoever buys it will just tear it down if someone buys it they can do whatever they want with it you wouldn't care at all would you sure everywhere i look i see a piece of one of our adventures everywhere i look i just see her alison we could go grab a bite start this tomorrow no the only way to get this done i hear they have some good pad thai in the area after you uh did you smoke something before you left fireweed the door is right there okay allison all right i get it locked hell yeah we got the same haircut well i do know stop remember this you sure that's the right key yes maybe someone changed the lock who would change the lock on us i don't know we're screwed you got a plan b yeah we find another way in like the window that you just mocked me from looking at keep the crafty goblins out yeah we had a million ways in and out of this old house at least one of them's gotta work window window window window i could break a window you know civilized people don't do that right oh so we're civilized now well maybe not but we are trying to sell this place and broken windows aren't exactly amenities you know all right let's see what else there is the crafty goblins i haven't thought about them in forever or should i say us we almost spent more time as goblins than we did as kids oh we're all masters do you remember all the other characters the moon hack remember how mad she'd get if we didn't use the compost and she always knew when we were lying waste not or kiss the planet goodbye you need a hand with that no it should be fine all right if we just get this board out of the way i could probably squeeze through so we need something to pry it off it screwed in pretty good we need a screwdriver what button is punch open sesame let me guess it's locked yup no any other secret passwords honeydew nope okay oh shovel at least we don't have any use for this right now luckily remember the snowstorm in 2004 marianne had us digging for hours i remember she made it a game at least that's right we made tunnels to escape the ice troll gotta hand it to her she could make us do anything if she turned it into a goblin tail doesn't seem like the greenest source of energy not like she had the money for solar panels where's the screwdriver one more lap chat or maybe down here or something dude he's running perfectly on beat you really want to go out there oh [ __ ] no you're right hit him with the 180. you really want to go out there no you're right when you go into the lake and you smell pad thai in the house oh you really want to go out there no you're right i wonder if there are still fish in the lake uncle eddie taught us to fish here you still fish nope you every sunday morning once i could leave fireweed of course totally at first it kind of made me crazy and then i started to really like it it was relaxing really yeah you know the lake the water the sky me just a speck in the middle of it all right a spec just the spec always oh [ __ ] going high fishing oh over here i didn't even see this area i can't believe these are still here yeah we should hide them so they don't frighten away potential buyers at least the shed's still standing yep i don't want to think about what might be living inside it though well better alive than dead ugh yes let's deal with that later plenty else to do first at least the shed's still standing yep i don't want to think about what might be living inside it though well better alive than dead just have the same conversation come on window okay there should be something in here that'll work screwdriver hey i see a screwdriver now all we need to do is get inside wait i um i'm feeling something strange oh hold space to focus your on your bond and don't leave this room until everything looks as clean as a whistle ugh this is the millionth time i've gotten in trouble because of you you and your big mouth hey you were thinking the same thing you just weren't brave enough to tell her what good would it do it's not like she ever listens to us anyway well i'd rather scream it right in her stupid face than be a quiet little mouse oh we forgot the key we need to put it back maybe we could hide it somewhere you know for fun goblins are supposed to help the princess not play mean tricks whatever you're not fun i'm only trying not to make her even worse whoa did that just happen i don't know but i saw it too it felt like it did when we used to share thoughts with our voice it did but that was a memory of us 10 years ago right i vaguely remember it happening i think so we both have the ability to like project memories yeah okay we could share thoughts and feelings but we never replayed memories like that why would it happen and why that memory i don't know it's pretty eerie it's weird but our voice was always a good thing when being a twin hits this could be too i'm feeling something again oh near the barn yeah me too use the sensor to locate shared memory hurry let's go see the silent frog coming i'm coming what stop sulking i told you already i'm sorry no you're not what's up memory i guess you don't want to see what i put in the treasure room then what no i want to see i guess we know where to search now we just have to remember which one is the silent frog it's the left one calling it not this [ __ ] [ __ ] so which one of you is hiding the key right one for 100 100 nothing here [ __ ] we've guessed the last the left one we've guessed the right one what's left uh left one no not this one oh no right one right one nothing here what the hell should we try the left one damn where's the key seriously kidding oh come on yes it was the middle one chad i knew it okay sorry yes nice job keeping a secret we're better at least the shed's still standing yep i don't want to think about what might be living inside unlock well better alive than dead damn how much does therapist buy this key for deal with that later plenty else to do first oh we got supplies now what is this seed mix okay we got birds turn take take give me huh who left this box here it looks brand new hello has someone been out here recently i guess it's your lucky day bird friends got it all this for a screwdriver you got a better idea how to get in what's this how did she get around on these roads with this thing she'd rather have broken her neck than spend money on a new one yeah still waiting for those bikes she promised us uncle eddie got me one but i hardly ever used it all right so oh the items are in the top right we got the bird feed and we got the screwdriver unscrew it yep hmm lizzy you got noodles i have some when he a handyman are you sure you want to go in there this was our very first den remember who knows what lives down there now everything okay down there no tyler okay fine but you're still an idiot so toxic why am i laughing going in for real this time okay i'll see you at the front door in a few minutes it's about to go down chat where the bear ow [ __ ] are you okay what happened i just hit my head like an idiot wait what where are you ty i'm outside how does she see that i can't hear you in my head oh what the heck our voice it's i think so we'll figure it out together so we can talk in our heads let's go we need to go do i have to move this slow and left again after the goblins oh moose wow can't say i ever expected to see you again it's been a long time buddy this is where she told us to go nope it was on the right my bad hell yeah it's your bad giving us wrong directions and [ __ ] goblin den treasure treasure room oh that was from when we were kids a little den wait that was our treasure it's just trash we could make treasure out of anything our imaginations were that powerful pink it always had to be pink i found your old kite i think his wings have been clipped though rest in peace brave bird marianne grilled us about all these missing dishes but a goblin never gives up their treasure we're goblins okay past the treasure straight ahead you know i almost convinced myself our voice was just another childhood fantasy me too but we really are connected beware the mad hunter the mad hunter why am i still afraid to say his name he was marianne's creation she made all the creepy characters can i go under this no spider [Music] um [ __ ] here be dragons your bm you were right nothing here of course i was oh taking that thing olympic event we got the mad hunter that was the mad hunter that we just found not even in your dreams we would have taken gold chat she's lying as hell okay we can't even exit the way we came so we must be missing something all right pick up the pace ty the mad hunter why am i still afraid to say his name it was marianne's creation she made all the creepy characters all right we'll find it we'll find it all right we'll double back okay nothing by the tea party i should make sure i'm not missing any props on the ceiling because we're trying to like bust in through the ground right okay what the hell oh i can hold i can hold spacebar to see if anything appears like memories oh [ __ ] okay oh let's try to go back and check for memories no memories over here no memories over here oh my gosh why is this taking me so long you am i dumb um all right one more run we got this speeder maybe it's on the ground i haven't really been checking the ground is this one no no oh [ __ ] we're gamers thank you mods tyler are you in there hella ignoring her tyler coming yeah this fit is dope he's got the canadian tux on basically are you okay i'll live good to hear your voice again yeah same here so coming in or what just working up to it i never know how to turn off steam right here lower notifications like i'm getting here your friends log on is there a way to turn that off so how do we get started we figured yeah jake i saw your message and see what else don't approve of it just don't have friends hope that helps okay i didn't show stream your message jake nor am i going to it's not pg it doesn't matter and it defends me greatly mary anne's room let's not go in there so basically we have to basically [ __ ] marianne right that's that's the one who pulled a gun on us so we had to who we had to deal with don't share with the class jake we're not sharing with the class we should take down the creepy masks if we don't want to scare the buyers away oh so now you don't want to scare someone with those masks are these authentic lincoln i doubt it i'm surprised marianne would buy fakes klingon 20 years ago everyone was buying fakes is that a real thing or is that made up for this universe huh this bathroom still smells like marianne i tried to bury this dress in the backyard but marianne caught me it's real it's real okay yeah well we both know pretty well for my thing mm-hmm damn mirrors dude let's go work it baby sorry what are we going to do with all her jewelry well i'm certainly not going to wear it smash donation sell it handmade soap still here after 10 years impressive you could say that about the entire house wow on top left steam click view friends list click the gear icon click notifications [Music] okay view friends list notifications all right thank you chad what are we gonna do with all her jewelry well i'm certainly not gonna wear it donation pile it is then ads chat is it ads time all right we're gonna run some ads real quick i'm gonna stand here tyler is gonna stand here just looking at himself in the mirror because we're [ __ ] feeling ourself today we got a dope jacket on i'm gonna do a quick brb i'm sure it's still there i should check our bedroom upstairs has he been talking this whole time i got cheese sticks you want one chat oh chat you're really going to like this ready nice i'm sure it's still there i should check our bedroom upstairs we go again [Music] hmm all right not a total disaster ronin not a total disaster we're looking good all right wow i forgot all about her weird concoctions uh diabetes testing them on us like we were lab rats tyler punch me with your fade we were so competitive about who measured taller like we actually had anything to do with it and after all that it ended in a tie yeah none of that crazy stretching i did made any difference well how long has she been there what the hell all right nothing else in here go upstairs why is she walking backwards if you don't come up soon i'm gonna take whatever i want from our bedroom no way wait for me know this this feels like home so much for my dream of being a hockey star mary ann thought sports were too aggressive too competitive and too group thinking marianne sucks [ __ ] how did you convince me to let you put this up it was my favorite movie back then hey the postcard we sent ourselves from juno forever alone what we barely had any friends we even had to be our own pen pals oh let's read it allison and ollie we're writing from the past what's it like in the future anyway juno's super cool we took the tramway all the way up ollie was scared liar got some books but mommy went to the restaurant at night and forgot him nice real nice it was cool there were a lot of whales on the ferry no there wasn't they were in the water stupid anyway here's the postcard okay wow whoa look how small these beds are we were so little yeah hey you i just found your twin under the house he's seen better days oh this one wasn't mine we never appreciated this view as kids whenever we asked for a tv she'd just bring home a big stack of books i think she did us a favor our moose is under the house hers is in the room do not agree when we start digging into the hbo back catalog we'll see i was here the book of goblins marianne hated us seriously it was in that chest the whole all these stories oh [ __ ] i had ideas for so many more marianne wrote a lot of them yeah it's one of the only times i remember her being at peace okay i'm not trying to be rude here but do we we want to read all these right i'm chris trigger i read all them ah where is it you looking for something in particular my diary you never told me about it yeah with the way marianne was i tried extra hard to keep it a secret marianne yeah that day she found out about it why are we looking here oh [ __ ] [Music] mom mom mom where is it what did you do with it what now i can't find my diary i know you stole it give it back sweetie whatever i do it's just for your benefit you read it didn't you you had no right to do that i have the right to do whatever i need to protect my little girl i'm not your girl i hate you you will always be my little girl and no matter how hard you fight me i'll fight twice as hard to keep you [Music] safe laughs i don't know how i never saw it coming she told me right to my face she was willing to hurt me to keep me from transitioning tyler there is no way you could have known she'd go that far i want my diary back her room was the only place i didn't look okay but do you need to get it like now that diary was important to me allison writing down my thoughts helped me realize who i am well let's go find it [Music] you think her room is still locked it always was i'm not looking forward to going in there i know but we'll have to eventually and i need it back where'd you come from move oh right in here we got a memory yes ice king finally caught the hag his furious voice could be heard throughout the forest for your wickedness you will be eternally bound to the lake what no way quiet let me finish you will no longer be allowed to leave not even under a full moon the moon had was imprisoned in the lake and she never again tried to escape and then the title what do you think not bad right i guess that's okay but i would have changed the end what no way it's a dope for it i totally forgot about him because it was dangerous to mention his name he was too powerful move you gotta go to dum dum's room oh apron best mom yikes do you think we ever really believed that or were we just trying to make her happy either way it wasn't true mary anne burnt water i thought i'd feel more guess we never had a kid complete the collection and then magic out pops a sticker nut sorry i'm five all right check the living room i didn't realize how much i missed the smell of firewood they missed the cold winter nights curl we got a memory in here for sure she was trying to save the planet way before al gore made it cool has al gore ever made anything cool nah i guess she was right about remember memory mom about me joining the hockey team mom sorry what can we punch her retroactively maybe next year catch these hands marianne keep whining and my next year will become never can you cut my hair your hair is fine but i want to cut it short really short what look i'm tired and i'm busy let's talk about this later you always say that nope marianne said no to everything made me so pissed she was always on edge those last few months yeah and completely deaf to everything i was telling her i needed she pretty much always said no to me too true but it felt personal with me oh my god [Music] hey mom we're sorry the vase got broke we didn't know you love it so much we need to be careful and not act up in the window room next time we'll try and use good good judge mint please forgive us for doing bad things i'm sorry too we should be more careful i'm very sad we made you make you cry so much we should play outside instead i'll tell ollie not to be wild all the time we weren't going to we aren't going to be doing anymore sorry what are you reading a letter we wrote her to apologize for breaking that stupid face remember bore your kids into good behavior great parenting strategy old textbooks tessa gave them to us right these are hell overdoses we cannot show our face at the library anymore what about you you think you're gifted i wouldn't be here if i was what like in this house with me i mean anywhere near here i'd be working in juneau or seattle or something oh tyler's dead name is all i got it i was wondering who all he was she pinched every penny young tyler though that's what we say 2005 of course the last few months are almost all blank only a few appointments most of them canceled what kind of appointments hairdressing i think oh yeah she did that for a while fix the window no string glue duct tape the holy trinity of house repair marianne loved having something to fix i wish she fixed herself yeah well she could have tried a little harder to fix her own head can you picture marianne talking to a shrink no and speaking of therapy is expensive and i'm fine okay so we don't bring up therapy with allison because she gets defensive got it what was she hoping to do with all these jars she used to barter for our clothes with homemade jam she tried everything to make ends meet well not ever have we been in here no we haven't right let's see broken shelf broken jar and the washing machine broken the dryer never worked to begin with mary ann thought dryers were straight up evil energy hogs therapy absolutely could be a touchy subject underneath it hasn't changed for a few weeks once so i wouldn't have i'm not saying it isn't chat let's call them i'm just kidding don't call those numbers is this the dum dum room what remember this unfortunately you must solve my riddle to earn the right to enter the princess's sanctum nothing a good hard shove won't take care of i mean yes we could brute force it but it might be kind of fun to finally solve it right we have different definitions of the word fun okay well if we break it we're just gonna have to fix it for the sale so let's at least try not to i want to break it i want to break it yep hand it over what are you looking for the image on the door it's making me think of a story from the book one that marianne wrote you have a way better memory than me well the book of goblins was my creation and you'll never let anyone forget it here it is the one about the princess's party give it a read i think the symbols may represent something in the story first ghost memories now storybook puzzles what a weird day what a weird childhood touche so there's a clue in one of the books one of the stories i'm probably skipping over right now there's three things here there's a torch sword bag nope that doesn't help us oh wait there's the moose frog and then bear so let's try that loose frog oh i think i'm just gonna force this open you sure we're not in a rush and we'll have to fix it all right one more try it wait frog bear okay i guess that wasn't it i'm not even gonna look at chat i'm not gonna look maybe frog bear frog hmm do we read old bear was there with his claw so sharp as well as the big frog rattling away even with the hearty muskrat they're invited to take a ride oh okay um oh i saw the word puzzle when the princess went to open her gifts she found three identical boxes at the edge of the glen puzzle she turned back and gassed the entire party advantage because you've taken your friends for granted okay so her friends were this little rat guy this little rat guy and a bird what was what is this guy all right so i think that's one the bird is the third one will it make a noise if we finished it it will play what okay uh like we could just read every story i guess oh there's there's more pages oh i don't even know that wait yeah there's more pages okay she turned back the entire party had vanished because you're taking your friends for granted we've hidden them from you but we like games guess who has given you each of these presents and you'll get your friends back the princess opened the first box inside there was a torch which when lit revealed the truth hmm said the princess someone wants to make sure i don't get lost in the woods when it's dark and i always see right from wrong which one of my friends would give me a gift like that she opened the second box inside there was a magic sword which would leap right out of the bear's hands to defend them that's a frog the second one's a frog hmm said the princess someone wants to make sure i'm protected if i'm ever under threat open the third box inside there was a bag of coins she always that always provided money if it was for something the bearer truly needed who said the princess someone wants to make sure i have money to buy food when i'm hungry and clothes when i'm cold which of my friends would give me a gift like that she gave her answers one by one she gave the animals a hug okay torch okay so the middle one's a frog pretty sure first one a torch when lit revealed the truth someone wants to make sure i don't get lost in the woods when it's dark and that i always see right from wrong it's either a bear a moose let's go with bear third bag of coins someone wants to make sure i have money to buy food when i'm hungry money to buy food close when i'm cold there's a bear clothes on now first lost in the woods do we know if it's gonna make a noise mackie what do you want from me i'm trying my best here i think we have to try it you sure you're done no maybe if we put our heads together okay it's not done yeah i could try again ah is this even the right story even [Music] hmm all right let's read the first page again once upon a time in a deep ancient forest the princess was melancholy because it was one year anniversary when she had run away from home sensing her sadness her for his friends showed up at the door they were headed by the pelican pious and attentive and organized by the oh by the moose okay so pelican moose the old bear was there his claw's so sharp as well as a big frog okay we read this even the haunted muskrat the bear invited her right on the back there was a buffet of seafood the pelican had served from her never emptying beak and the air was filled with winking fairy lights the moose had arranged lights moose maybe the first one first one's moose only the muskrat had done nothing in particular mooching off of everyone's hard work the princess had a very good time at her party such a good time that she forgot to say thank you to any of her friends noticing this the fairies devised a bit of mischief when the princess went to open her gifts she found three identical boxes at the edge of the glen puzzle she turned back and gas their entire party vanished because you taken your friends for granted called the naughty face we've hidden from you but we like games okay princess open the first box inside there was a torch has to be a moose fairy lights from the moose at a range so okay second magic sword leap right out of the bears hands has to be the frog third i think the third is the last one or wait maybe hold on first one could be pelican actually you sure you're done damn it allison if we don't help me out yeah all right let's just try again i'm assuming it's not going to make a noise moose you sure you're done damn it allison maybe if we put our heads together yeah i could try again all right this one could be moose let's see the lights okay the lights one could be moose second one let's see the second one again inside there was a magic sword which would leap right out of the bear's hands to defend them to the princess someone wants to make sure i'm protected if a man ever under threat i guess that might not be the frog should we just do it until it makes noise will it make a noise my scratch my scrat frog muskrat fair let's grab pelican frog pelican muskrat yup what was it moose bear pelican okay we did it on accident still don't understand the puzzle at all and boom we're in [Music] you have the electricity still on in this place or what after so many years i expected this to feel more you know like a win speak for yourself i'm the one who solved the riddle yeah no thanks to you allison he literally just stood there you forget oh the that finally gave out where do you think we should start looking right caleb where in this mess would she stash someone else's personal thoughts straight in the trash no i bet we could sell it on the internet true garbage you could sell it to the guy who collects john wayne casey's clown paintings damn i called it a clown [ __ ] clown art over here she and tessa were best friends until suddenly they weren't wonder what happened either tessa got sick of marianne's moods or marianne got sick of tess's judgment hmm i tried to read this one i can never figure out the order of the chapters though didn't the author go insane or something no wonder marianne liked it ugh sewing lessons were the absolute worst she made all our clothes i'm sure she needed the help and i for one am happy i can fix it shut up alison i got a memory i just can't get through whatever is going on they won't let me in they used to tell me everything but they shut me out tessa they've shut me out i've had so much on my plate lately and and they're convinced i'm the enemy and i don't know why i need them i need my goblins i remember now we heard her crying we listen through the door seeing her like this as if she's still here this really sucks she was really coming apart those last few months wasn't she we got the wise princess oh the drugs this explains a lot they're mostly full she was too stubborn to take medication she always had to have a picture of us close by why this picture though i mean do you see the expression on our faces it's here yeah we found out i [ __ ] knew it do you think she read it of course she was nosy as hell awesome give us a minute please um tyler tyler what look what where did you find that it was on her desk with her papers seriously are you [ __ ] kidding me look we gotta be really careful not to overthink this but it doesn't make any sense sh she was mad right was mad i i cut my hair she attacked me because i cut my hair she was mad and she attacked you we both saw it then what is this [ __ ] i don't know i don't know tyler come here she can't do this to me not now when i've finally made sense of a few things that was your first mistake thinking the world made any kind of sense ten years in the grave and she's still finding new ways to piss us off i think i need some air do are you really really sure i am do it okay here we go [Music] whoa is it all gone it looks amazing really yeah i can't wait to show mom she's been so sad lately more than sad she's been scary you have not tonight though it was almost like a party thank you alison you don't have to thank me you're my sister i feel more like like your brother brother sister we look out for each other but i'm pretty sure i just gave you a really bad haircut mom mom [Music] maybe trigger warning god okay mom oh no no no no this is wrong this is all wrong wait stop i have chills glad we found your diary me too i guess she was trying to figure out where you were at yeah well she should have asked i wasn't some goddamn research project i was her child about the book raising your transgender child do you even know how rare these books were in 2005 was she trying to figure out how to support me which she wasn't trying she never it doesn't make sense i know you cutting your hair was what set her off right allison she read my diary she already knew it wasn't my hair and if we were wrong about that [ __ ] you think she read it it's possible she never even opened the diary and that things are exactly like we always thought they were she seemed to be sure i mean we could have been wrong but what good does it do to ask the question now you mean other than not having to live with the thought that my mom tried to kill me for being me what if the book was planted by her friend or something to be something to find something that'll make it all make sense but she was unhinged so that's it then they mentioned that she had meds because she wasn't taking the meds nothing else to say so maybe she had something i think we'd be better off if we tried something why don't we talk to a few people who knew her see if that book makes any sense to them people don't want to talk about marianne they pretend like that night never happened what about tessa she was marianne's closest friend let's ask her about it sure but i'll warn you she's particularly touchy about this subject well maybe she'll talk to me i was always her favorite operative word was but we need to go by the store anyway to get a few things for the repairs great two seagulls one stale hunger bread i'm not sure i like that analogy listen i know you don't want to keep talking about this but you're obviously not gonna be satisfied until we do so let's talk you've been on edge all day is there something more going on with you it's nothing pretty sure it's not nothing i'd like us to be on the same page i thought we were on the same page sell this place as quick as possible and move on hmm i wouldn't say that book changed everything but it definitely it definitely adds complication to everything i just feel like between seeing the book there and also that cut scene of marianne in the shed who is clearly having like some sort of episode out there where she's like talking to herself loading up a double barrel something was going on that wasn't just our hair like there had to be something more that we're not like talking about um and also allison keeping her cards close to the chest is pretty weird because like what's the point with what's what's the point in doing that like why not be open so i feel like we should say the book changed everything just to try to open that dialogue and then we found the book and things changed you really don't get that it's just with the way you avoided this place for the last three years i thought you wouldn't want to spend any extra time here oh so that's she's like projecting her maybe a little yeah it's just you graduated three years ago and this is the first time we've seen each other in person it's not that i didn't want to see you i just wasn't ready to be tyler in delos crossing i tried to visit you i tried to go to your fireweed graduation i wanted to bake you a crappy boxed cake and take awkwardly post photos i know but you shut me out all i got was non-responses and half-assed evasions look i didn't want to see anyone i just started testosterone and oh god i had the worst acne my emotions were all over the place kind of feel like allison's making it about her smell even though i didn't say that men smell kind of that's what's happening no i've dated a few look i needed some time to figure my [ __ ] out before i asked anyone else to try does that make sense yeah yeah it does so we have a plan yep we ask around about marianne but we also stick to our repair schedule that's really what you need all right deal ollie's diary it's been a long time since i heard that name was i the only one who ever called you that actually no i used it at fireweed for a while until i settled on tyler most people were pretty chill about the switch not everyone though mom and allison argued again at least i'm not the only one mom is screaming again he didn't want my help mom almost seemed jealous we didn't tell her what we were planning to do in the force ali thinks we should tell her about our voice by the way thanks i think she knows already mom seemed really upset when i asked her to join the hockey team like it was wrong for me to play a boys sport i'm gonna keep asking i'll try again next week she said no again i'm so mad at her why does she always say no why doesn't she ever let me do what i want to do allison and i started writing a story well allison did she didn't like it when i tried to change anything why can't one of the goblins be a boy goblin i saw star wars yesterday at bobby's place luke was so great but my mom found out we watched it and got so mad she said it gloried war it was like sound effects saturday 5th february 2005 would mom be hap happier if i could do what she wanted me to when she looks at me she just doesn't see me i wish i could show her i wish i could make her understand but i don't think she wants to i think she doesn't want to allison told me again and it was my fault mom got angry at us she's such a suck-up mom's barely said anything to us in the past few days ali said she's our throwing away pages from the book of goblins do this do that i'm sick of her voice i'm sick of that dumb name too i'm ollie the goblin if you squint you can almost forget talos crossings only a few miles away i'm sure marianne tried to can't blame her we're headed there for supplies later you ready for that yeah but i was really enjoying a day without [ __ ] just a little longer and every day will be [ __ ] free that might be asking a lot at least the glacier's still there you have to wonder just what kind of stories it could tell you know if it had a mouth remember the ice cave the old bears den that's the one it would have made a perfect secret base if we'd ever been able to find it again you know i actually went looking for it a few years ago really no way so we found it but the entrance had collapsed ah bummer not a bad view right i forgot how beautiful it is so pretty remember that time we tried to cross the lake after it froze over oh yeah how can i forget marianne lectured us for an hour well she wasn't wrong at least it was really dangerous if we'd fallen in no more goblins we grew up on this lake we know how to spot thin ice i think i'd like to end up somewhere like this just not here somewhere with more trees than people exactly just go into it with a little more of a plan than marianne did already working on it with my degree it'll be easy to get a job as a ranger after you spend a little time in juneau uh still a maybe on that one well guess we better get going and here i thought you'd never tear yourself away yeah sorry views like this i just tend to get lost in them go ahead i'll catch up i need to respond to a message my sister the social butterfly tell us who you're messaging you're being suss allison seems we gotta trust us no no no no no no no you got five seconds to talk me out of defending my property your property five four oh i'm tyler don't know any tylers three two sam ellie what are you doing out here girl this is our house was i talking to you sam put the gun down this is tyler my brother are you brother oh [ __ ] huh i guess i heard about all that but never damn you look like a real man so do you sam you know what i mean i just didn't know they could make a woman look so much like a man not a woman who looks like a man sam a man a real man just like you oh [ __ ] yes i'm the [ __ ] again you got to excuse us old guys no we don't come on you kids keep changing the rules you can't expect us to keep up just respect the people are who they say they are it's not hard no it ain't hard but it just takes some getting used to we'll get used to it because we aren't going anywhere yeah [ __ ] so what are you doing here exactly oh well yeah i've been kind of keeping an eye on this tiny mind sam it's like patching the roof checking pipes and all that stuff thank you sam oh yeah that's that's no big deal i just you know your mama she was uh she was a special lady she deserved much better than you know uh what you got didn't you used to help marianne with repairs and building projects oh yeah yeah as soon as your mama never had a man around i took it on myself to help her keep this place standing how antiquated of you thanks yeah i guess you two are still aiming to sell the place that's the plan which by the way we need your keys since apparently you went and changed the locks oh yeah absolutely but uh selling your mother's house are you sure bad or good it's all you've got left of her hmm i feel like the first answer even though we have the right to say it is a little hostile and this will open up kind of a can of worms too like he doesn't seem to be looking for a fight he seems like small-minded and he doesn't really care enough to be respectful but i don't think he's exactly a bad guy i think he's just ignorant and old and uses that as an excuse to be disrespectful um that's kind of why i feel like the first answer is a little hostile go with this one not all i'm sure the gun she tried to kill us with is still somewhere in there tyler what what tyler means is a fresh start is what we both need of course this place has got to be full of all kinds of bad memories but maybe some good ones too oh let's talk using our voice [Music] we should get going that's all you think will get out of him [Music] but he's too wasted to be of any more help i'll tell him to get a move on then well we've got a supply run to make and uncle eddie's expecting a visit so right yeah of course get going you two um sam we all gotta get going oh uh of course of course yeah i got lost to do myself i lots of to do is on old sam's list and you don't want to keep brown waiting you know thanks for looking out for this place happy to do it i don't hesitate to reach out if you need anything anything at all you hear sam uh sam the keys oh yeah of course of course yeah they're yours this place it meant a lot to your mother you almost yeah you already said that it was a part of her my god it's like some part of her is alive here still hopefully the house doesn't turn out to be a murderous psycho that tries to kill us in our sleep huh yeah well uh take care of yourself uh both of you shut the hell up [ __ ] hey so we really do have a lot to do okay go on i'll be right behind you foreign yeah we do need that sound sample quick break chat quick little break just a gentle reminder about their childhood dog named nut a little break let's do a quick break robert i appreciate that chat we appreciate listen i just want to say this game is i know it's not my place and this isn't for me to say but i do appreciate the representation of this game and i know that even though it is just a video game there are trans people everywhere who go through [ __ ] like this all the time and have had probably myriads of experiences like these and um i just think um i think it's so important to have this representation in video games it also feels like a really authentic um attempt at doing that like having the voice actor be voiced by a trans person and everything just feels again not my place to say this right it's not my like opinion to have but i do appreciate it and i think it's good that it starts a conversation and it's sort of secondhand can give people a taste of what the experience might feel like sometimes but i love you chat and you guys are great and we have a lot of amazing people in our community and i'm grateful for that there we go you talk to tessa just try to keep in mind that your memory of her is 10 years out of date yeah well it wouldn't be if she reached out to me while i was in fireweed which she didn't so i'm guessing this is michael oh we're allison now let me just warm up warm up the old wheels all right hey you hey isn't it your day off yep we're here as patrons tyler meet michael this is the annoying co-worker i was telling you about i was there for your introduction of marshmallow vodka and wine coolers and i've only worked my way up to annoying co-worker rude don't worry she told me exactly how miserable she'd be in this town without you it's so good to finally meet you the tyler talk goes on 24 7 so i feel like i already know you so uh you here to grab some stuff for the homestead or yeah we decided it'd be easiest if we just stayed out there we'll get it cleaned up faster if we literally cannot escape it hey i'm all for efficiency cannot wait for us to get out of here what's that michael is moving to juno too we were thinking of being roommates oh okay thinking about it you better not be backing out on me the only thing that gets me up some mornings is marking one more day off the calendar don't worry she won't we'll get the house sold and you guys can move on there could be room for you too for sure the more ronin's the merrier i'm studying to be a chef so uh hello i like this guy and hey only snore during allergy season and baseball how can i say no to that i don't like this guy anymore are you okay i don't like him anymore on my feet girl got up at four to fish before work it's been a day oh you like to fish yeah there's a spot called buzzard hall i go to at least twice a week it's like an hour drive but it's so chill especially first thing in the morning shut up i used to go there all the time for real yeah hey well if you want to go sometime holler at me i don't mind sharing cool most guys i know get all smeagle about their fishing spots oh look at you two bonding over the most slow and boring way to kill an animal she came for baseball she couldn't catch a fish even if she filled the lake with cyanide first never mind tyler we better get started with our show you go fishing with this sign right around if you need anything no he seems good just cool with the baseball hate my guy oh that was the vecchi joke the future mayor of delos crossing tom vecchi yep is it really that big of a shock he owns the only store in delos crossing and he's telling me what are you looking at step up step up where's punch how do i punch what the [ __ ] don't you look at me like that [ __ ] [Music] and noodles and spring rolls and can we get the coconut cake for dessert easy easy my hungry goblins we have to leave some food for the other customers but auntie tessa said we can have whatever we want spring rolls y'all ever eat spring rolls in the summer just just to feel something she still make those what are they called fried banana rolls tehran right um no i'm pretty sure she made them special for us how are you still doing here sorry oh should we go inside or stand around until we become human popsicles uh well hello miss ronan did you forget something in the office no just doing some shopping you remember my brother tyler your brother oh right tyler what a pleasant surprise didn't allison tell you i'd be by today yes i think she did i just didn't expect to see such a dapper young man well i did shower this morning did you just get back into town or more or less we've been working out at the old house but surprise surprise after 10 years of sitting empty it was missing a few things hence the supply run oh right well we'll get you set right up it must be nice to be home uh i'm not sure nice is the word for it excuse me better knock the carrot off that guy's stupid face i will dude i [ __ ] will oh of course thank you matt i assume there feels that's one way to describe it well don't let me keep you any longer i'll be here if you need anything oh hey is tessa around today um the wife's not in at the moment i'm sure she'll be around later though um he's married to tessa the wife okay so we need candles and an all-purpose cleaner plus snacks and drinks oh [ __ ] chat chat all the good fishing spots oh [ __ ] oh [ __ ] we gotta answer we gotta answer we'd be lying if we said we forgot our phone later we've got some shopping to do we got some shopping to do got some stepping to do [Music] um do we have to examine every item in the store any opinion on cleaning products only that using them is an unfortunate way to spend an afternoon hey tyler remember the trout king yeah i saw it i thought tom might have retired him by now are you kidding he never misses a chance to tell customers you want to trout derby can't wait to have a midlife crisis and buy a boat maybe sail to the caribbean you know if juno doesn't work out maybe i'll join you stealing into the sunset inspected the one two step killing you'll be welcome on my ship the naughty boy oh i like that hey tom when'd you get that new california plate you remember that nice young couple who came from town last summer they sent you their license plate then i pulled some strings to get it out so by pulled strings you mean you gave eddie a discount on those new waiters imagine if one of these was from like a life is strange let's see fresh cut panties triple layer chocolate chip cake toasted marshmallow are you doing a dramatic reading of a fancy ass cookbook nope just browsing these fancy ass candles tea light regular unscented glacier scented we're getting the glacier you only live once oh yeah [ __ ] let's go how many hours did we spend michael you want me to pick up some bird syrup for you you just cut them off my world famous pancake hell yeah chef michael we're gonna watch baseball while you cook for us that really is one enormous pumpkin i thought it said [ __ ] syrup they just make you crazy athletic graceful and spirited sounds like you sorry i might be movie star handsome but i can't act for [ __ ] hmm i should write down their info for after the move roller derby let's [ __ ] go tyler you want water soda soda whatever you want i'm not picky wish any of it sounded good oh i want orange soda oj sound good to you oh that's orange juice [ __ ] what if that affected the whole outcome of the game what if everyone in the game dies because i just chose that instead of soda remember what do we want candy corn when do we want it before we go home inventory huh yeah my mind is so numb right now anyway how's the shopping spree going finding everything you need weird for him to be back here yeah i don't know but today's been crazy defined crazy candy corn is a mood candy corn is a bad mood oh let's tell him can we tell him man yeah everything from the pork belly we found some stuff in marianne's room that really threw us for a loop do you want to talk about it i do but not here and i think it also might not be my story to tell but maybe all of us can correct you can get the whole messy story all right well i'll be here if you need me we gotta talk to tyler now oh got it what do we still need to get i haven't found the cleaning stuff yet what it was right here strawberries in november any opinion on cleaning products only that using them isn't i'll take the strong one we're all gonna die because i took the strawberry i think we're done here tom will ring us up at the counter wait a minute wait a minute wait a minute where did you put that cleaning supply i'm waiting let's pay for the groceries it's not in either of your hands oh no will that be all yes thank you tom oh hi tessa we were just meaning to come talk to you hi tessa long time no see my god you look like a completely different person it's me plus beard yes so we were out at the old house today a bad feeling about her why would you go there surprise it's even still standing we found some stuff in mary ann's room that took us by surprise oh really we want to ask you some questions about her you're the only person who might have known marianne better than us i i don't know about that it's been a decade kids i know but i need to ask what is it why can't she look us in the eye did she ever talk about me being a boy no it never came up i found out much later just like everybody else marianne was obviously concerned she really didn't confide in you at all your mother was intensely private she didn't need anyone else and she made that clear but this was about tyler she was always willing to ask for help when it came to us not at the end look i have a lot on my plate today i'm sorry oh yeah sorry to bother you we're just talking about our entire life's purpose in this traumatic event go do your paperwork what happened that night you can't understand something like that but it was god's plan that's all we can know i need to go now best of luck to you truly what the hell was that i told you she wouldn't talk it's like she's got cia training [Music] something's weird here it's weird right yeah i feel it too it's like something's on the tip of my tongue quick hold out your purse we're getting all the beans we can get we're getting out of here do it do it allison where's our purse should we go to the office let's hide and scare her let's jumper is there something i can do for you what are you up to so what are you doing there oh just inventory i guess i'm lucky i had the day off huh yes what a lucky coin why does the calendar say g to five you see that what's g to five g dash five don't [ __ ] tell me that's a nine don't even tell me that's a nine that is not a nine there's no way that is a nine those are all g's should we teach her how to write a nine no never mind let's see let's press read all right moment of truth damn it it's a nine there's no way i disagree respectfully the hell the hell's even that all right what do we got to do here let's see a memory or something when you're looking for a memory what's that [ __ ] snowman i'm telling you oh right here remember hey guys you all done yet yeah mom can we go outside while you intensify cards i'm afraid there's no time for games today sweetie now let's go marianne can you come here sorry tess i'm in a bit of a hurry oh what's your excuse this time emergency repairs for the beaver dam tessa look no i don't want to hear it i want to talk to you now or do i need to start calling in your debts oh [ __ ] they had beef i'd completely forgotten about that i remember it but not exactly like that here let's see if we can call up my version okay hit him with the tyler version remix can we go outside while you intensify cars no there's no time for games today marianne can we talk no we can't just leave the groceries kids let's go don't please let's just talk for a few minutes okay okay we remember that slightly differently i guess that makes sense rashmon you know but whatever happened after that they walked to the counter are you looking like that and lashed out at tessa right he's walking all shifty right rand defended us because tessa got all preachy which is it going to be choose which memory you want to remember please let's just talk okay you hearing this marianne was looking for a fight please let's just talk for a few minutes okay please let's just talk for a few minutes i want to talk to you now or do i need to start calling in your debts no tessa was she went on jack thompson on her i wanna talk so we gotta pick which memory we're gonna go with which is it going to be i feel like tessa isn't being straight up with us she's not telling us the whole truth um but i also feel like picking memories is like kind of gnarly please let's just talk for a few minutes okay marianne was angry please let's just talk for a few minutes okay i want to talk to you now or do i need to start calling like the tessa being angry would probably i want to talk to you for reasons that marianne had done something wrong and the marianne being angry would do the opposite just talk for a few minutes okay please let's just also do we do we like since this is sort of like tyler's journey do we go with tyler's memory is it going to be you know or does that not matter please let's just talk for a few minutes okay please let's just talk for a few minutes okay wrong with tyler's are we please let's just talk for a few minutes okay please marianne i'm just trying stay away from my children they don't need your guidance i'm just trying to help i don't need help not from you not from anyone else in this [ __ ] town i'm done with all of you you're done with the food i give you the fuel maybe you are but the kids are my children tessa mine not yours please let's not do this here let's go fine okay two wait here i'm still skeptical but okay for now let's say marianne was being marianne but once they got into the office they both went at it hard what do you think they were arguing about me don't know it was impossible to hear anything after she cranked up the music but hey now that we know she was lying to our faces let's ask her we know you're lying punk is there something i can do for you earlier you said marianne kept everything to herself but you two had a big fight a few months before her death didn't you we argued all the time you'll have to be more specific this wasn't about who cheated at canasta this was intense you locked yourselves in the office so we couldn't hear i'm sorry it was a long time ago now i was in the middle of something okay we'll leave you to it damn it i think she knows more than she's letting on a duh but there's no way to nail her down when we don't even know what we mean if we could pinpoint what it was about she'd be out of excuses sure but how do we do that the music was too loud to make out what they were saying marianne and tessa were obsessed with that song it was on all the time what are you thinking we've been getting these visions whenever we see or hear something really emotional maybe listening to it will trigger something nice i like the idea you may be onto something here ronan we can't go back to her with anything half-assed we should go talk to tom make sure we build as strong of a case as possible okay let's see if we can figure out what song it was hey tom there's something i can help you with straight to the point this might be a weird question but do you remember the song that tessa and marianne used to love they played it all the time how could i forget ah i think she's still got the cd back here a little worse for the wear of course oh hold on here it is i was happy when it got put away to be honest a bit cheesy for my tastes okay that could be edited in a lot of ways right there this is it right i think so whoa i just got hit with a flood of memories you've seen what i'm seeing should we check this one out mom stop that's so embarrassing oh yeah tessa come join me i know you love this song no i couldn't possibly some of us are actually trying to get work done are they lovers or something my guy you sipping or what you sipping for tesla back here i think there's more memories lurking around i don't know let's see wow the kids keep pestering me for these candies they're so expensive don't just grab it it's fine oh no i i can't tessa it's nothing okay but write it down in your little notebook okay okay whatever you want there happy yes so tessa hooked it up with free from wednesday to help you close like i promised i think you mean tessa was self-righteous and treated marianne like in charity case she was trying to help we should see if we can find that notebook she was holding i know tessa still keeps a bunch of them in here what are you doing here i thought you needed help i needed help two hours ago have you been drinking what no i just had a day okay i took a pill i'm fine there he is i said i'm fine kids come on let's go wait please i have something take a look at this when you get home okay make it handle this confusion i've been working with these people for years they can help what do you think that pamphlet was tested that was the [ __ ] that was the the pamphlet of like conversion therapy right it was bad though like maybe conversion therapy bad i'm sorry this is true i want to know how marion felt about it and we need to hit tessa with some heart proof shouldn't we try to find something about the pamphlet tessa gave mary ann good idea what was the organization called the alliance against other people's business there was some religious thing can you believe tessa and tom were ever young i heard that i may have a little less going on in the hair department but you should see the rest of delos high class of 81. fair enough at my desk now uh tessa is it okay if i run a quick google search my phone's dead sure but make it quick i'm going to need the computer elephant in the room from barbara mayfield i'm bored virtue seekers youth camp wait what virtue secrets is that what she recommended for tyler i don't know what to say i'm sorry tyler yeah articulating god's design for sexuality jesus 10 powerful christian quotes that will change okay okay this is the email we found it fbi this is the email it's this one oh she's [ __ ] falling for fishing scams and [ __ ] here's a newsletter from the alliance for traditional families it's [ __ ] yikes let's let's brick her pc kill her right now can i help you allison oh no no thanks i'm good i'm just looking for something that i forgot what's this doing here i'm thieving ah 2004. anything interesting june 24 for a meal the restaurant paid off september 11 doll for the kid february 50 march paid off february's debt september twenty dollars for gas paid in full so this looks like what marianne owed tessa no it looks like marianne started flaking on her debt in october this is really heartbreaking already because it's starting to it's starting to seem like tessa was the evil influence who wasn't who wasn't approving of tyler being trans and marianne might not have like that that book of how how to raise a transgender child was probably marianne's she probably bought that because she actually cared that's what's heartbreaking already oh all right what do we do now what are we waiting for let's go talk to tessa i'll get her kneecaps we've seen enough yeah you drag her by the scarf is there something i can do for you we remember the details but we're back with details that should help your memory oh really yes really yes really marianne was having one of her days you were trying to talk but she wasn't cooperating the two of you started arguing and you went in the office and cranked up that song you both loved hmm and when was that well our memories don't exactly have time stamps october 2004 that was when she stopped trying to pay her debts right yes i don't know why she always found a way to pay before that but we never argued about money i i was frustrated but you can't squeeze blood from a stone weirdest thing ever we didn't think you guys were arguing about money we know you support the alliance for traditional families and that you gave her the pamphlet about their camp what camp the virtue seekers youth camp it was conversion therapy you told her that tyler should go there i um what look your mother was in a bad place it was clear she was coming apart at the seams she told me she'd been struggling with you and i'd heard such good things about that camp oh your answer to my mother's bad moods was to send me to conversion therapy it's what i thought would help both of you at the time tyler it was worse than bad moods she was not well not well at all do you know what they do to kids in those places i do now how did marianne take your helpful suggestion badly she wanted to let you be whatever perfect little butterfly no i'm sad and yes we argued about it so she was cool with who i was she was more than that she loved you listen i don't mean to be rude but i really do have a lot on my plate today okay we'll get out of your way then thanks tessa snatch our wig tom you're a simp in your store groceries ah um michael already put them in your trunk okay thanks bye tom see you later what are you thinking just trying to wrap my brain around all that i can't believe you got tessa becky to talk about the past bravo yeah marianne she had my back it it really doesn't change much right she was still [ __ ] crazy she still tried to kill me but knowing she was trying to protect me before whatever the hell happened that pushed her over the edge it feels good allison hey look at me you are allowed to feel however you are feeling about this god i could use a smoke you're speaking my language what sorry i'm just thinking about what this means yeah me too well it's a good thing eddie's expecting us he knew marianne pretty well and he was in charge of her case did he ever mention anything about the investigation to you no i never asked and i'm sure he thought i was better off not knowing i guess that might have made for some awkward dinner conversation exactly but i mean he's a good cop thorough i'm sure he's got something let's go full confession we got an achievement i think this is about this is about where it's gonna go down this is eddie right the guy who interviewed us at the beginning this is kind of bleak it's usually more crowded that the other officers punch out at six o'clock sharp there's no crime after six in the mean streets of delos crossing just bears and drunken disorderlies and uncle eddie can usually handle them on his own but what about drunk bears anyway he's probably in his office upstairs damn they still got this creepy mascot huh yeah i keep telling eddie to get rid of it he terrifies all the kids that come through here chapter 2 is not out it comes out wednesday on the 3rd and chapter 3 comes out on the 10th hold on i want to catch up on all the delos crossing gossip have fun meet me in the open space when you're done home sweet home huh you spent a lot of time here growing up yeah whenever eddie was working the whole precincts basically remember mr haynes vaguely he had that workshop in his garage right made those huge glass sculptures yeah he's been missing for a couple months damn i always liked his art they never did find him this happened when we were kids right yeah marianne freaked out and wouldn't drive after dark for a few weeks what claire brown went missing on a snowmobile trip yeah i thought you were still here when it happened i don't remember it oh greg's just leaving this out on display again great like officer greggs the one who was with you remember dan and shelby i think so the high schoolers who are always pissing tessa off because they would blast fish and make out in the vecchi's parking lot yep dan's a cop now they're married and have a kid a dog the whole oh my god that's the cutest it's cute but don't tell me you've got baby fever ew no why do men always jump to that that's denise wilson's desk remember her oh no it was her birthday i completely forgot remember this fella no way is that jay yep yeah no he died last year putting himself right damn 4d i think dee was a dog in a past life oh that's cute dog sled race she's obsessed with sled dog races now is that even a thing oh yeah she goes to the iditarod every year and she's got a fantasy league called musher's little helpers it's really cool man i forgot what kind of kooky [ __ ] people are into out here hey now i'm in the league that is going to smell lovely tomorrow it's from tesla's restaurant right uh-hum everyone eats there all the time it's as exciting as food gets in delos crossing so many things to examine they are never gonna catch this guy what exactly did he do this guy keeps stealing out of people's mailboxes [ __ ] snagged a box of fancy washi tape i ordered online uh see i was picturing an actual mailbox bandit you know like hopping around on a post with a little mask on the door huh you know the mailbox is the bandit sorry it was a bad joke damn it it's locked well what did you expect dumb dumb it's a police station kick it down something's in the way all right [ __ ] it let's go upstairs tyler you coming allison hey just finishing up a call trying to convince melinda the ravens in her garbage aren't police business give me a few minutes sure make yourselves a cup of coffee here's the key to the break room thanks come back upstairs when you're done okay hello sound good machine is in the break room downstairs remember [Music] here we go again god not here too i'm not ready me neither something's in the way allison how about that coffee we were talking about thing is the break room let's go in nope locker room that's the break room yep it's locked something's vibrating didn't tessa bust dawn for smoking weed yeah they've let this place get gross we just cut him off completely this crazy deez locker yep i think so we need a key to open it you okay yeah this corridor just creeps me out when oh that's gotta be a new record you sure you want coffee this late in the day you'll be up all night uh i don't think i'll sleep much anyways too much in my mind these dusty couches won't make it any easier hey you okay we got a memory in here for sure remember hurry up [Music] i can't do this calm down allison stick to the plan come on don't freak out on me now i can't please i can't lie we already lied it's all gonna be fine okay you okay honestly no do you ever regret no no way well maybe once or twice early on but now no way i mean look where we're at look where i'm at [Music] i'm glad he's probably done by now we should go find him do you mind if i go inside that room for a second uh you sure she's been unlocked bound to a lie what is the secret you're hiding allison remember it one bean thanks for the two too i'll catch up on subscribe this is heavier than i expected oh we were already in here it's the first time i've been in here since that night eddie was so uncomfortable he dropped a vase what does this relationship eddie has with allison anyway what even is that the hell is even that remember here have a seat all right ah damn it sorry huh they kept this what it's that vase they glued it back together huh what's that back there no way let's have you been hiding back here shoplift so so got it thanks remember [Music] why did you separate us is ollie okay ollie's just fine honey they're all in the other room having cocoa everything's gonna be okay i need to ask you a few questions now come with me [Music] you know i really thought i'd lock those memories in some deep deep part of my brain same here i need to find out what we're lying about check out this masterpiece you made it uh-huh i glued it to the pot one day when i was bored and nobody has bothered to peel it off there's the key locker key locker key she won't notice if we borrow this right not going to sign the card no [ __ ] no we really shouldn't want to grief her locker you never know where we might find information about that night alto came through so wilson leaves her locker key in her desk and her password reminder in her locker that's so irresponsible an intruder could easily access all kinds of police files with this yeah like two goblin intruders with the introduction of our new administrative software all employees must reset their password please note that the reception desk computer can now be accessed using any officer id and password talk to sally okay let's ditch the key and reset the password that's the wrong sound effect she's gonna give me so much crap for forgetting her birthday reception desk computer i should take her out for a birthday drink rose never lets me back here huh rose left the computer on password big boobs with a z ah damn it oh there's not enough characters what the hell dammit dammit uh this is way now uh damn it okay we gotta look on their desks oh remember where are we going we're just gonna sit down in here and i'm gonna ask you a few questions okay okay it's crazy that allison's remembering all this why are you hiding all right you okay yeah let's find some [ __ ] passwords i usually try my best not to remember that night when i'm here i would too jet jet could be the password jet's the dog right thank you notice so what's oh wilson denise wilson okay we gotta make sure we're on that username one more guess and passwords when we're hacking the mainframe okay winner on my 20th birthday winner on my 20th birthday rat what is that rata chad don't start with me i'm not even gonna look at you alto came through alto what's balto balto came through what is balto balto came through does it say winner winner on my 20th birthday all right [ __ ] out of here let's go try balto grand union hotel i don't know what baltha was but let's try it damn it let's look at the birthday card again nope [ __ ] i pressed the wrong thing she won't notice if we back to the locker right long as we put it back right where we found it we're good okay back to the locker you good tyler good my guy winner on my 20th birthday hmm rat winner w-i no that's too many letters why is birthday underlined birth birthday i'm gonna try rata and then birthday also there's no numbers on the keyboard so it wouldn't be her actual birthday damn it damn it um oh my god that's the cutest it's cute but don't tell me you've got baby you remember dan and shelby i think so the high schoolers who were always pissing tessa off because they would blast fish and make out in the vecchi's parking lot yep dan's a cop now they're married and have a kid a dog the whole should be i should take her out for a birthday drink oof i should have gotten her something you're a terrible person it's your fault one month i'm excited to see you that it completely slipped my mind her birthday is like today remember this fella no way is that jay yep he uh he died last year putting himself between d and a bear oh damn or d happy birthday let's look at this happy 29th birthday denise hmm do we know what month it is right now back to the locker she won't notice if we borrow this right long as we put it back right where we found it we're good um winner on my 20th birthday hmm damn y'all gotta put an emote only um okay this has to be your hint or her password winner on my 20th birthday it's not birth it's a cat kitty crown move so isn't brown waiting for us we should head back to his office let's look at the birthday card one more time happy 29th birthday so nine years ago she had her 20th birthday enjoy your last year of the youth before joining the bitter 30 year old lady club don't waste it rosie help you enjoy these spicy chocolates spicy chocolate another year to prove [Music] okay doesn't help it might be really really dumb here this might this memo might be might be the answer um maybe not damn it winner on my 20th birthday winner i feel stupid but i don't know what i'm missing rosie sally i'm stuck damn it damn it damn it damn it hmm let's look at the rest of the rest of her death oh it's the same thing same memo she's obsessed with sled dog races now is that even a thing oh winner ah what year is it 2013 uh okay it's 2013 it was her 20th birthday it was nine years ago because today is her 29th birthday all right so it's either okay so it's i think it's m-a-r-t abuser i think it's abuser or sorely abuser or sorely damn it damn it mitch maybe mitch mi tc mitch cv s-e-a-s-e-a-v now lance damn it oh baker damn it it's 2014 nine years ago would be 2005 robert sorley damn it it's her 29th birthday right what [ __ ] year is it dude wait oh oh hold on 2015 yeah it's 2015. okay winner on i said winner on my 20th birthday jeff king salem maybe s-a-l damn it damn it let's just double check that sheet oh that was the wrong profile no way no way i'm so dumb chad so we're right then let me see yeah we're better anything juicy easy just denise's work emails easiest puzzle of my life come on give me something harder knock that out in no time only lost about 100 viewers trying to do that puzzle oh [ __ ] first try [ __ ] easy what am i looking for again uh oh sam what about him he got arrested for public intoxication last week and that was not his first offense he's on a bit of a downward spiral i forget why we're even looking at this what are we looking for again lecture at youth center hmm just a heads up since you're picking up the relief shift tomorrow sam kante spent the night in the drunk tank again maria picked him up outside bernie's last night drunk out of his mind and terrorizing customers he dozed off pretty quickly once he got to the station so he should be better by the time you get here he might have a huge hangover though so i'd bring him a big ass coffee and donuts if i were you hmm 28th 26th that's funny unplayable fix your game dead game broken game i don't know i don't even know what i'm [ __ ] looking for all that time hacking 101. we just got an achievement all right let's go up to the office this took way longer than i should have chad if you would have just let me do that puzzle i would have the easiest puzzle of my life dude hey sorry that took so long sometimes these old folks want us to come out just because they're don't only no worries uncle is he gonna say hi to tyler at all you remember this guy yeah of course how can i forget tyler ronan back in delos crossing it's uh good to be back and just look at you a man grown yep guess i ate my wheaties whole clan's so proud of you how you work with those kids at fireweed i always say children are the future i thought that was whitney houston come on bro she stole her entire act from me everybody knows that look at you two reunited and it feels so good huh yeah not sure how i got by without this dork look eddie we aren't here just to say hi we found something in marianne's room things aren't really adding up anymore and we've got questions oh yeah did anyone mention anything about her behavior in the days leading up to that day anything at all no everyone i talked to said it took them by surprise did you see her at all like in those last few days no i hadn't seen her for weeks maybe a month before did she mention anything about us that might have been worrying her about tyler in particular no she dealt with those kind of worries all on her own kept the rest of us at arm's length i see i will tell you one thing though your mom never knew her to hate anyone for being unconventional usually it's the other way around thanks uncle eddie if you want my advice nothing good comes from stirring up old memories we didn't want her to have a choice about that there's always a choice son i know sometimes it doesn't seem like it but there is can we take a look at her file maybe we'd see something you didn't or file her case file or police file whatever you call it you keep those pretty much forever right we do but i can't just pull it out right here right now they're perceived you're the chief which makes it even more important that i follow procedures chief brown are you going to help us are you going to be a cop tyler no it's fine tyler i know you resent me but fireweed was the best deal i could get you i'm not mad about fireweed but i may be a little salty you kept my sister away for seven [ __ ] years yeah what the hell eddie about look go talk to my sister they're the experts i just went along yeah sure you did trust me son we all believed that what happened that night was self-defense but we couldn't be sure i can't believe this look we couldn't be sure okay i was in the trailer so you still not sure what so what they cap you still think keeping us apart was the right call she was traumatized we needed each other to heal and you took that away from us so why didn't you let your sister visit when you turned 18 then huh please let's move on she's never going to tell you how much that hurt her but it did that was about me it wasn't about her alison gets that and three years is nothing compared to seven right ally look uncle separating us like that did not help me heal if anything it was the opposite even if he had been dangerous i'd have taken the risk being a part was that miserable i didn't know you felt that way little moose it was hard to talk to you about it i didn't want to seem ungrateful look we've all [ __ ] up we've all heard each other but isn't that what family's for can't we just move on sounds like the right call times like this i i wonder who raised two we're gonna stay the night at the old house we better get going you want to grab a bite first it's on me do you want to send you out there with empty stomachs i would not turn that down okay let's go yo yo what the hell is even that that was the that was the monster what's the monster's name again the scary one that we saw the pictures of spooky one [Music] warning chat matt hunter hunter please mom i'm sorry i cut my hair i won't do it again i'm going to kill you please tyler didn't do it it was allison we took the phone for her killed her i killed her allison we need to call for help i killed her no you didn't i killed her and when they come that's what we're gonna tell them no we took the fall for her and then we blocked out the memory we look out for each other that's what goblins do and brothers and sisters we're gonna be okay oh my god remember i remember damn [Music] that is the end of chapter one yes okay so here's what i think happened i think marianne was not mentally well and she wasn't taking her medication so there was i think the mad hunter was created by marianne as sort of like an apparition or um hallucination of like this evil entity that was like telling her to do things maybe it was made up of all the things tessa had told her and she drew the mad hunter so it scared us as a kid because it's a spooky ghost looking guy but in real life that's what she was seeing and that's what she was pointing the gun at but it wasn't real so she was pointing the gun at the mad hunter that wasn't real so she was pointing the gun at us but she wasn't well and our sister stepped up and killed her and then we took the fall which i think honestly is sort of a fair trade because she saved her life we took the fall for her right i don't know when i lack in what i lack in password guessing i make up for in game theory video game theory uh no that's i mean honestly a really really great story i'm excited for chapter two i'm really excited for chapter two i wonder where this is gonna go because this was sort of the mystery and we solved it right but god damn that is that um you guys saw it right at the police station when tyler looks back you saw the mad hunter just like standing in the corner all slunched over you saw that right that was so creepy and then um at the end when you saw it in real life and not ooh creepy when it's chapter two it comes out wednesday we'll probably play it on thursday or friday there's so many angles to this though because marianne clearly marianne clearly didn't hate us and she didn't hate tyler for who tyler was and that's both hard to handle but also like somehow makes it better it like hurts because she died and she wasn't evil she just wasn't well but would it hurt more if she was bad and she was a bad guy you know and she was the the person in our life who was preventing us or tyler from being who they want to be i don't know what's worse i kind of feel like i don't know i didn't expect marianne to end up being good and like i i understand oh man it's such a good story dude there's such a good story because like i the whole like remembering memories is obviously really exaggerated and played up so it can be like a really cool component to this video game where they have these like visual memories but it is so real that like you unknowingly repress memories and remember certain things and forget certain things because of how you process them and that 100 contributed to the way that marianne was portrayed as a character for the whole like first two hours of the of the chapter so it all feels so real you're like you have these childhood experiences and you think you know exactly what happened and then you start to revisit them you're like wait a minute and you start to question it you know question your memories and you start to remember different things and then you discover new things and then it doesn't add up anymore just crazy you think the mad hunter is real dude well there's chapter two and three coming there's chapter two and three coming first of all tessa's got a [ __ ] answer for what she did okay because tessa was a bad influence and from what we know and we've discovered upon revisiting memories not a great person but yeah what there's got to be more to the mad hunter what's the mad hunter all about they all they talk a lot about bears maybe the mad hunter is real is there a trailer for episode two i don't know there's so much more story there's gotta be um oh there is a trailer let's go let's go here we go chat trailer for episode two chapter two so what now well he's obviously not going to give us the truth so i say we go get it ourselves wait you're not seriously thinking of breaking and entering a police archive go baker go home oh no we gotta get more passwords oh no this is what i want oh what this reminds me of life is strange partners where did you come from what the who even are you oh [ __ ] oh damn okay so tyler and allison where did that guy come from allison was happy that tyler accepted eddie's peace offering 78 accepted the ring yes allison was delighted to solve the princess riddle with her brother 14 busted the door open uh tyler felt supported by allison trust at the store [Music] this was pretty split but we still got the majority with tyler's memory okay tyler was reassured of his bond to allison when she sided with him at the station 70 side of the tyler imagine dude imagine how much of a [ __ ] betrayal it would have been if allison as alison we decided with eddie that would have been the worst [ __ ] thing ever i'm so glad we didn't do that tyler earned sam's respect and he's drunk [ __ ] him tessa opened up to the twins about marianne 49 learned the truth 25 didn't get answered 26 antagonized tessa oh i want to antagonize her eddie felt rejected by allison when she didn't side with him at the station good literally [ __ ] off oh my god the trailer is here so what now well all we have to do is finish that screen give us the truth so i say we go get it ourselves what if that guy pops up again you're not serious thinking of breaking and entering a police archive oh no i was ready for it five out of five yes all right chapter one is finito ads rolly ads baby i'm gonna read some subs i'll catch up on subs we'll uh we'll roll the ads yeah i think we did pretty good i think our choices were pretty solid felt like good choices but i also i kind of just went with my gut to be honest yeah chat honestly you did well too you behaved well you had to chill in emote only mode for a couple of moments but for the most part i appreciate the behavior and we all did it as a team so chapter one team effort we did it to him

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Id: c7STmbgxLB0

Length: 219min 48sec (13188 seconds)

Published: Sun Sep 06 2020

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[u/sisterjerry83]

I love the somr in the background

[u/rosemarylilac]

Part 2 is already up!!!!!

https://youtu.be/XpoCPhlsjiU

Also recommend Julen reacting to Twilight Saga

https://youtu.be/oGRvjcV5oLA

[u/raspberry_muffins]

I am so happy Julien is playing this game. As a trans person, it means so much to see one of my favorite creators lifting up trans stories.