Printesa Diana - de la depresie la loving kindness

had you always wanted to have a family yes i came from a family where there were four of us so we had enormous fun there and then william and harry arrived it has been quite a difficult pregnancy i hadn't been very well throughout it so by the time william arrived was great relief because he was all peaceful again and i was well for time then i was unwell with postnatal depression which no one ever discusses postnatal depression you'll have to read about it afterwards and that in itself was a bit of a difficult time you'd wake up in the morning feeling you didn't want to get out of bed uh you felt misunderstood and um just very very low in yourself so what treatment did you actually receive i received a great deal of treatment but i knew myself that actually what i needed was space and time to adapt to all the different roles that have come my way i knew i could do it but i needed people to be patient and give me the space to do it according to press reports it was suggested that it was around this time things became so difficult that you actually tried to injure yourself is that true when no one listens to you or you feel no one's listening to you all sorts of things start to happen for instance you have so much pain inside yourself that you try and hurt yourself on the outside because you want help but it's the wrong help you're asking for people see it as crying wolf or attention seeking and they think because you're in the media all the time you've got enough attention inverted comments but i was actually crying out i wanted to get better in order to go forward and continue my duty and my role as wife mother princess of wales so i yes i did inflict that by myself i didn't like myself i was ashamed because i couldn't cope with the precious what did you actually do well i just hurt my arms and my legs and i work in environments now where i see women doing similar things and i'm able to understand completely where they're coming from i've been in a privileged position for 15 years and i've got tremendous knowledge about people and how to communicate i've learned that i've got it and i want to use it and when i look at people in public life i'm not a political animal but i think the biggest disease this world suffers from in this day and age is a disease of people feeling unloved and i know that i can give love for a minute for half an hour for a day for a month but i can give and i'm very happy to do that and i want to do that i understand that change is frightening for people especially if there's nothing to go to it's best to stay where you are i understand that but i do think that there are a few things that could change that would alleviate this doubt do you think you'll ever be queen no i don't no why do you think that i'd like to be a queen of people's hearts in people's hearts but i don't see myself being queen this country i don't think many people would want me to be queen actually when i say many people i mean the establishment that i'm married into because they've decided that i'm a non-starter why do you think they've decided that because i do things differently because i don't go by a rule book because i lead from the heart not the head and albeit that's got me into trouble in my work i understand that but someone's got to go out there and love people and show it i think every strong woman in history has had to walk down a similar path and i think it's the strength that causes the confusion of fear why is she strong where does she get it from where is she taking it where is she going to use it [Music]

Channel: Chirea Bogdan

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Keywords: voi fi bine, printesa diana, depresie, depresie postnatala, loving kindness

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Length: 4min 21sec (261 seconds)

Published: Fri Aug 21 2020