Philosophical Reality of Life - Local Gathering Seminar

okey-dokey well [Laughter] so you may have already guessed there esther and i here just for the fun of it so um we've always counted on you guys to uh to create the agenda it's up to you but i mean if anything meaningful is going to happen here this week it's going to be up to you so get yourself ready and we're ready to go uh would you bring our dear friends with i think they came say hi to esther hello hello hi bye yeah i love my part well maybe not did you know the ship's moving lock my knees in here good morning we are extremely pleased that you are here it is good to come together for the purpose of co-creating do you agree come to our dimension and you do not need your feet on the ground you know what you are wanting it moves about a bit yes you have reached the place where you are enjoying the contrast so much get ready the answer to this is yes that even those desires that you hold that are not yet fulfilled are pleasing to you lies in some cases yes we can feel you we want you to come to the place where when the desire is born you feel the freshness of it and even though it is not manifest you do not worry about it because it is not for the manifestation that the desire exists to begin with do you get that not really not so much we need an anchor a sandbag around esther's ankle would be good so the contrast helps you to want yes and as the contrast causes a rocket of desire to shoot from you as that rocket of desire emanates from you vibrationally it is answered immediately but you usually don't know that because you have forgotten that you are vibrational beings you are here in this time-space reality in these magnificent bodies with all of the manifestational stuff around you and you've become so good at interpreting your time space reality through the physical sensors physical sensors that really do not do anything other than translate vibration but you're so good at it you don't even know you're doing it you translate vibration and that's why you see and you translate vibration and that's why you hear and you translate vibration and that's why you smell and taste that's what your sense of touch is all about you are vibrational translators and so you've gotten so good at translating through your physical senses that you see your world and it is a wonderful world to see through your physical senses but you tend to forget that it is a vibrational world and so then what happens to you as you are observing the manifestations of things that have been created through your vibration then you tend to want to manipulate or control the manifestations you live very conditional lives most of you because when you observe something that makes you happy you say i would like more of those things i will vote for those things i will support more of those things with my energy and time and money but when you look at things that you do not like that you would not like to experience yourself you tend to say i would vote no i would vote against those things but in a vibrational universe there is no such thing as voting against anything because when you see something wanted and you say yes to it you include it in your vibration but when you see something not wanted and you say no to it you include included in your vibration so what happens without knowing it for most humans you are including many things in your vibration some of them you want to include and some of them you do not but because you are not remembering that you are vibrational beings you don't tend to your vibration you tend to wait until things manifest and then you deal with what is manifesting and this gathering is about helping you to realize that you are vibrational beings and that you are vibrational transmitters and receivers and that law of attraction is matching all of these signals up and that the way you control your experience is by deliberately offering your vibrations what you think and therefore what you feel which is a an indicator of your vibration of thought and what manifests is always a vibrational match no exception but if you wait until something has manifested we call that post-manifestational awareness and it's not all that helpful because 99 more than 99 99.99 and even then some percent of every creation is complete before you begin to see physical evidence of it so you have creations well along the way before they begin to show up in your experience and once something manifests while you always have the ability to be where you are and to move from where you are to where you want to be once something is manifested and you get that habit of observing what is going then the tendency to continue to perpetuate what is is a very strong tendency we want you as you are visiting with us and the hours that are before us in these days that are before us we want you to come to the most keen awareness that you have ever found that you are the creator of your own experience and that you create by deliberately projecting your thought we want you to realize that as you give thought whether you are projecting your thought about the past or about the present or about the future whether you are observing or pondering or musing or imagining whether you are wondering whether you are having a conversation whatever it is you are focused upon is causing an activation of a thought vibration within you and law of attraction is responding to that thought vibration so it works like this the contrast which we mean the variety the things wanted and not wanted the things really wanted and the things really not wanted the contrast of your time and place causes you to come to conclusions of your personal preferences or your desire it just happens it's the way the entire universe is established it's not something that you need to work at or learn to do if you were the one celled amoeba in the ocean you would be having your experience and those personal preferences would be being born within you so as you evaluate or even observe or even move around in without conscious awareness as you are moving through contrast your personal desires or preferences are being born and they shoot we like to call it like rockets of desire into what we lovingly refer to as your vibrational escrow in other words they are there being held for you waiting for you to become in vibrational alignment with them now this is something that you may not have heard from us before we really want you to get this because it's the basis of the way your guidance system works when your contrast causes you to desire something or prefer something in the moment that that preference is born source energy agrees with that preference how wonderful is that do you realize how known you are to be leading edge genius creators do you understand how worthy you are known to be there is no question or no misunderstanding on the part of source energy that you out here on this leading edge of creation have the ability the wherewithal and the right to have an experience which causes you to conclude your personal preference and when that preference is concluded when that preference happens within you even if you don't speak words about it when that preference happens within you a vibration emanates from you and source becomes immediately one with that vibration so now there is a strong current or signal that is pulsing within you jerry and esther have navigational systems in their vehicles and the way they work is the computer in the coach and the antennas on the roof let the satellites in the sky know where they are so they program in their destination and then magellan calculates the route between where they are and where they want to go and then gives them turn-by-turn descriptions both verbally and visually magellan never says to them where have you been because it is not relevant where they have been magellan has only one function to determine the route between where they are and where they now want to be your emotional guidance system is exactly the same you are where you are and you have desires that are being born within you constantly that are being held for you in vibrational escrow so those same two points of vibrational relativity are there for you and your emotional guidance system is based upon those so day by day experience by experience you have preferences born you know how it works someone is not nice to you and you want them to be nicer you're not nice to someone you wish you had been nicer you don't have enough money you would like more money you are disorganized you want to be more organized your body doesn't feel good you want it to feel better constant information being sent for source to align with and so there is this constant steady projection of your intention that is born from your day-to-day experience and sources saying yes we agree yes we agree yes we agree yes we agree and do you know what that agreement means that means that all of the resources of the universe are put toward your achievement of whatever it is that you have set into motion in other words there is nothing that you cannot be or do or have if this time space reality has the ability to inspire that desire within you this time space reality has the ability to deliver it and source who is in alignment immediately not only with what you just said but with everything that you've been projecting oh what a magnificent array of creations are awaiting your alignment that alignment is what we call the art of allowing it's bringing yourself into vibrational alignment with what you have projected and source is agreeing with that is in your vibrational escrow and the better you feel the more in vibrational alignment with it you are the worse you feel the more out of alignment with it you are one of the things that we find extremely interesting as we are interacting with our human friends is that many of you have come to the place where you're not all that interested or aware and not concerned often about the way you feel and that does not make sense at all from our standpoint because the way you feel is your indication of your alignment with what you have been saying you want in other words you have not enough money you go to the mailbox you get your bill the american express bill it takes your breath away when you open it and you launch a rocket of desire i would really like a significant amount of extra money coming in and source says we agree it's on the way but then you say i don't have enough money and then you say what was i thinking when i spent this money and then you say look at them they've got more money than they need and then you say look at them they probably inherited it the lazy ones and then you say i don't know why i don't do better financially and as you beat the drum of where you are in relationship to money you hold yourself apart not on purpose but you hold yourself apart from all that's waiting for you that's been accumulating for you that not only has been accumulating and amassing but it's being massaged and aligned with circumstances and events to accommodate you in a wonderful unfolding but as you worry about not having enough money as you complain about not having enough money you hold yourself unwittingly usually out of alignment with the things that you are asking for we call this gathering the art of allowing and it really is about the art of allowing yourself vibrational alignment with who you really are and what you are asking for do you understand that you are source energy in physical bodies do you get it that your worthiness is not in question do you understand that you are source out here on the leading edge assisting in the expansion of the universe this physical life that you're living is not about you catching up with the non-physical energy that is already perfect this time space reality and your exposure and experience within it is the leading edge of thought and source is right here with you all of the time if you will but allow yourself to get up to vibrational speed with that which source is so we'll talk a lot in the hours and days that are before us about your emotions and this emotional guidance scale we'll talk about how your emotions are your indicator of what you are doing right now with your vibration because you cannot set your radio dial on 6 30 am and receive what's being broadcast on 98.7 fm the frequencies have got to match up and if you want more money but you've got your frequency set on i don't have enough money more money cannot come to you most of our physical friends offer the majority of their vibration in response to what they are observing so what happens is you're living what you're living and in many cases it's wonderful in some cases there are things you want and things that you want not so much but as you are observing what is what happens is you offer a vibration that matches what you're observing and then the universe matches the vibration and gives you more and then you observe more of what is and then you get more of what is and then you observe more of what is and then the universe gives you more of what is and then you observe more of what is so if you want what is to change you have to begin offering a different vibration which means you have to ignore what is or we like to say make peace with what is in other words stop fighting against what is if you will try to find a way of looking at what is and make yourself feel better somehow and we'll show you how to do that today and tomorrow and the next day as you begin to make an effort to find a way of making peace with what is what happens is you begin to open your vibrational portals and you begin to then allow in those things that have been waiting for you in vibrational escrow now we want to say to you that as you've been giving thought today and yesterday and all the days before in this physical body you have been projecting all kinds of things into your vibrational escrow some things you want and some things you want not so much and you can tell by the way you feel what it is you are systematically moving toward it's wonderful that you live in an environment with this glorious buffer of time it's so nice that your thoughts do not instantly manifest there would be much more for you to deal with than you really want to it's such a lovely thing that you have this buffer of time which means 99.9999 of everything is complete vibrationally before you begin to see the evidence of it so what happens is often you are well along your path to what it is you are wanting but because you are not taking score based upon the way you feel you often are taking score based upon what you're seeing manifested many times you're well along the way nearly on the brink of a manifestation but as you stop and take score and see that it has not yet come then your vibration turns to one that is reflected by disappointment and then you are moving in the opposite direction as jerry and esther are traveling as they do a great deal one of their trips that they make often is from phoenix to san diego it's about a 400 mile journey and it's easy for them to understand they know that they head west and if they keep a reasonable speed they will arrive at their destination and they never get to the halfway point which is about yuma arizona and get so unhappy about not yet being in san diego that they get disoriented and turn around and go back to phoenix in other words that journey is easy for them to understand but sometimes we see you in a body that has been given a label of sickness finding some optimism or some hope and moving well along your way to full recovery because there is nothing that you cannot be or do or have but because the manifestation is not evident yet and because it's not showing up on the doctor's scans or tests your assumption is that you are not on your way to recovery and when you get the remarks from the doctor regarding the test you freak out and turn around and go back to phoenix we see you struggling in not enough money finding a vibration just out of sheer willpower or desire doing a pretty good job of lining up with it and we see your financial future turning around we see you moving steadily toward the increase in dollars that you want and then something happens that causes you to look abruptly at what is and you find yourself focused upon the lack or opposite of what you want and the disappointment or worry or even anger surges within you to indicate that you've lost your vibrational bead on your vibrational frequency and you've turned around and are going back to phoenix we want so much for you to finally once and for all make a decision in these hours that we are together that you are going to use the guidance system that you were born with that you are going to begin to use the guidance system that you use even when you do not have a physical body that you are going to be the vibrational being that you are and be aware of your vibrational frequency and then do your work about lining up the frequencies within you you know it's not about lining your frequencies up with any other person on the planet or anyone or anything it's about aligning the frequencies within you that's all it's about it's about bringing yourself into vibrational energy balance and the only way to do that is to be aware of your guidance system your guidance system is the emotional guidance system that you are often aware of sometimes not so much your emotions are your indication of the mix of vibration now this is important it's the mix of vibration do not lose sight of these two points of vibrational relativity magellan wants to know where you want to go because magellan knows where you are and can guide you but if you are not paying attention to how you feel you may not know where you are in other words you have to know where you are as you are making your way to someplace else and the feeling of relief that you feel as you begin to move up the emotional scale is your indication of your improved vibration so the emotional scale on one end of it are those good feeling emotions feels like joy feels like love appreciation passion is there and on the other end of the scale feels like fear feels like disempowerment feels like depression and so as you are paying attention to the way you feel you can tell which end of the scale you are leaning toward we want to remind you you may be aware of this but this is a very important basis of understanding about your emotional guidance system on the end of the scale that feels so wonderful to you is your perception of freedom it's your perception of empowerment and the reason that we say that to you is because it's your freedom or your ability to be free is really not in question you are so free you can choose bondage but if you are not aware it is your perception of freedom that is important because you are the one that is projecting thought so on the good and feeling end of the scale is your perception of freedom on the not so good feeling end of the scale is your perception of empowerment or disempowerment or not freedom and as you understand that basis then you understand that as you improve your place on the emotional scale you feel the feeling of relief because each time you move even the slightest little bit on the emotional scale the subsequent feeling to you is one of releasing resistance and releasing resistance always feels like relief so there is allowing on the good into the scale resisting on the not feeling good into the scale when we say we want you to make peace with where you are we really mean that because it doesn't matter where you are on the emotional scale in relationship with where anybody else is on the emotional scale the only thing that matters is your vibrational relativity in other words you are the one that has been living the life that has been letting the universe know what it is you are wanting relative to every subject imaginable and you are the one who's living your life right now thinking the thoughts having the conversations beating the drum and here's the key word activating the vibration within you that is either matching that or not matching that and so as you are paying attention to the way you feel you can get a very good sense in time of how well you are doing in terms of bringing yourself into vibrational compliance with what you have already established over there in your vibrational escrow magellan kicks up quite a squawk when jerry and esther deviate from the route that she has set out she will say please return to the highlighted route please return to the highlighted route please return to the highlighted route please return to the highlighted route jerry will say shut that broad up it is a woman's voice the man's voice was too bossy return to the highlighted route and if they should enter the freeway and get going in the opposite direction magellan will say when possible make a legal u-turn because it is clear to magellan that they are not on the highlighted route your emotions are giving you similar information when you want more money or when you want an improved bodily condition or when you want a relationship that just knocks your socks off and you are standing in the middle of observing something or remembering something you're having a conversation with someone else or with yourself and you're complaining about not enough money or something about your body or something about your relationship that negative emotion that you feel that you may call fear or you may call worry or you may call anger that negative emotion that you feel is your magellan saying please return to the highlighted route so as we are moving forward it is our desire that you will come away from this gathering with a new decision firmly in place and that decision is i'm going to disregard let us make it clear we'll try to find good words i don't give a rip about what anybody else thinks about what i'm doing i'm going to begin to pay attention to my guidance system because you are leading edge creators and you are so known to be that and so trusted by source energy and it is so understood that no one has the ability to choose for you more effectively than you do so when you have exposure to an experience whether you are a genius creator in a human body or the one-celled amoeba in the ocean when a preference is born within you source comes into immediate agreement that's what the evolution of the universe is all about that's what the evolution of every species about that's why every moment that any of us are living is an improved moment from those that have come before you did not come into these physical bodies intending to take a few good ideas and then whittle them down to even fewer good ideas you didn't say let's take all that everyone is living and just get a philosophy that we can all agree on you said let's take all of the ideas that exist and let's expand them to even more and let's let whatever is there be there while we control what comes into our physical experience it's like your chefs in a well-stocked kitchen with every ingredient imaginable and so you've decided that you want to make a delicious pie and so you pull your ingredients for your pie and you mix them together and you do you make a lovely pie that pleases you it's just what you wanted but then you notice but wait there is tabasco sauce in this kitchen and i do not want tabasco sauce in my pie and so then you say the tabasco sauce should be removed from the kitchen and we say just don't put it in your pie and you say but it's in the kitchen it could get in my pie and we say it can't get in your pie unless you put it in your pie and you say it might get in my pie i would feel so much better if we're not in the kitchen at all and we say but someone else might want it in their pie and you say yes but if they put it in their pie they might splash some in my pie i really want it taken out of the kitchen altogether and we say just don't put it in your pie and they say but i'm afraid that it will get in my pie and we say it can't get in your pie unless you put it in your pie and you say but what if it gets in my pie i don't want it in my pie and then you say look some of it got in my pie someone put tabasco sauce in my pie and we say no one can put anything in your pie you're putting everything in your pie and you say i didn't put it in my pie i didn't want it in my pie how did it get in my pie and we say your attention to anything puts it in your pie and when you say i want everything that i don't want in my pie removed from the kitchen you are attempting the impossible you are attempting the limiting of the universe and you can't agree on what kind of pie you want to make have you noticed and you shouldn't have to agree on what kind of pie you should be able to make the unique pie that is pleasing to you but you must keep your nose out of everybody else's pie and it is only putting your noses in their pie that gets what they are doing in your pie does anyone have any pie we are eager to talk with you about anything that is important to you you're going to notice a wonderful unfolding here we're going to show you how to move up the emotional scale we see our value to you in helping you find a way from right where you are to release resistance there is no subject that is off limits you will notice a nice unfolding sometimes someone will ask your question and they will do a better job of it that you could sometimes you will hear your answer if someone else asks your question even better than if you were in the hot seat asking but it is our promise to you that anything you have come to understand or improve will happen in these hours that we are together because there is nothing that you are wanting that we are not fully aware of and we are also aware of the best probability of putting you in the place of least resistance so that you will allow the answer to your question to flow so don't allow yourself to feel frustration if you are not immediately or ever called upon sit with the intention that what you have come to understand you will understand and it is our promise to you that together we will find a way to make that happen we'll move up the emotional scale on a variety of topics and you will leave this gathering finally once and for all knowing that you are the creator of your own reality that you are the offer of your own vibration and most important you will have clear conscious awareness of how to control your own vibrational offering in order to be the receiver of all things that you want there is one thing that we would like to say as we are beginning here and that is we really want you to make peace with where you are because as you are standing in a place where you are unhappy with your incompletion you hold yourself in a place where you do not allow what's ready to come in to come in but we want to remind you that you never get it done there will never be a time when you will say there there is nothing more that i am wanting because the contrast causes the new desire to be born and as the new desire is born at first it is odd you're not a vibrational match to it it was a sort of fleeting desire that was born out of this contrasting experience so as the desire is born now your work is to become a vibrational match to your own desire and that's that moving up the emotional scale that we're talking about you look at it you imagine it you pretend it you remember things like it and in time you become a vibrational match to your own desire and when you do everything's in alignment and when everything's in alignment then the manifestation occurs and now you have a new set of contrasting experiences which will give birth to another rocket of desire which you are not a vibrational match to and so now your work is to come into vibrational alignment with that new desire and as you do it will become a manifestation and now you have a new set of contrasting experiences which give birth to another rocket of desire and as you today or any day you choose but the sooner the better is our recommendation as you remember as you realize that there will always be another unfulfilled desire there will always be something that you are working toward coming into vibrational alignment with when you relax in that now you have it now you can stand in a relaxed attitude in a place of constant joy allowing the contrast as it comes to you to produce the new clear idea knowing that you can come easily into alignment and when you really get it that there is nothing that you cannot be or do or have now you'll be like the sculptor who stands in a place with the materials and you will not be unhappy when you've got your hands on this first big glob of clay you never see them throw it down and then complain oh it didn't turn out right every time they know that they have to do some work so that the clay on the table begins to match the image in their mind and some of them have a pretty clear idea of what they're going for in the beginning and some of them the idea continues to evolve as they work with the clay and there is always another clump of clay that they can work with but they discovered long ago as genius creators the joy of making the clay match the image and that really is what your work is you've got all this contrast that is giving birth to these ideas that are formulated and now it is your work to make the vibrational content of you match the images that are being held for you in vibrational escrow all right how much time you ready to go some of you are ready to go begin right here stand if you think it's you yes you are the one you're about to discover the true meaning of the hot seat [Laughter] wait for a moment till everything is ready first i'd just like to thank you abraham for being such a profound teacher uh in my life and that's we are all in this together aren't we yes that's a question i have because i've noticed that uh as i've grown in my life the teachers have changed in my life and we've moved from teacher to teacher to teacher and now i'm in the midst of abraham and i expect that that too at some point will move and i will get more practice in that well you have to understand that once you are having this experience you are tapped into infinite intelligence in other words there is no limit to the vortex of intelligence that you have access to and you don't need esther to tap into this vortex it's there for all of you you see that's my question i i do tap into that vortex quite a lot through different form than esther does mostly through journaling and writing and the question is it continues to not be a certainty all the time their doubts appear i guess that's a contrast in a way as as the answers come in well in time you will come to trust more here's what we've noticed with those of you are just beginning to first even desire it to begin with and then to begin to allow it here's what we've noticed if you have a question that is really important to you that you've been working on quite a long time then there's a very high probability that while the question is pulsing within you there may be some contrasting doubt that is pulsing within you also and when you are receiving from source energy the resistance that's within you has to subside in other words you have to get up to speed with the energy and the thing that's little tricky about that is that if you're in a situation that is causing you to not feel good and we're exaggerating that just for sake of explanation here if you're in a situation where you're worried about something or really not understanding something that you want to understand you are not vibrationally up to speed with the answer that you hope to receive that's the reason that the process of meditation is so helpful in opening this passageway because when you meditate you quiet your mind when you quiet your mind you stop thought when you stop thought you stop resistant thought and when you've stopped resistant thought then your vibration raises and you can begin to hear so the most effective way if you are one person who is wanting to ask the question and receive the answer you have to remember that step one of the process is to ask step two is the answer comes source is doing step two step three is you must be in the place of vibrationally allowing the answer well when you have a question and you're doing step one and you are aware that you don't know the answer now you're not a vibrational match to allowing the answer to come in so for esther it was very nice because jerry was the one with all of the questions esther was just dipping along living happily ever after she really did not have an unfulfilled question in her being and jerry was brimming with unfulfilled questions that was the magic that that brought abraham to the two of them jerry could not get enough of his questions asked and esther was in a place where she could relax and just allow the answers to flow through so if you have someone else that you can get to do the asking while you relax and allow the answering that's very helpful or understand that they are two very different segments spend a day or two or three or four or five even a week spend as much time as you want formulating the question let your universal experiences help you to clarify your question write it down and be clear about your question and say every day as you're writing the question down i'm expecting an answer to this and i will listen for an answer for this and then one day once you're certain that you've got your question in a very clear place then sit and bring yourself into a quieted place of receiving quiet your mind feel your vibration raise and then just relax and allow those answers to drift through you and in time you will be able to receive clearly and you will not have any question about the authenticity of what you're receiving it's important for you to do it and relax in doing it and then do it more and relax in doing it the more you do it the more confident you will be esther received us clearly in the first moment that she began receiving but she did not know it because when you are the receiver you've got to be up to speed with the vibration before you can receive it and when you're up to speed with the vibration you are the vibration and so esther would say to jerry that did not sound any more important than what we are going to have for lunch or what we already had for lunch and jerry would say to her it was much more than that believe me in other words from his perspective he could feel the clarity of it so you are not a good judge of your own ability to receive you see because you've got to be up to speed with it in order to receive it and when you're up to speed with it you already are it and then you say i'm not sure if this is me or if this is what i'm receiving you see there's only one thing that we want to guide you about and that is as long as you are feeling good in the receiving of it and by good we mean elated or joyful or or interested or enthusiastic or passion as long as the vibration that you are feeling as you are receiving feels good to you then know that you are up to speed and that the source of what you're receiving is something beneficial if you are receiving warnings if you're angry if it comes from this place of fear then you are not picking up from source energy because source energy is not delivering that kind of information you're picking up on the accumulation of the spin-off of men's conscious thought so really we're saying the same thing to you that we've been saying already already here today and that is get yourself in a place of non-resistance get yourself feeling as good as you can on the emotional scale and then trust what comes and do it as often as you have time for and you will develop a relationship that is so meaningful that you will never again question that you are an extension of source energy and that source energy is right there assisting you not telling you what to do supporting you not because you need it assisting you in living a fuller broader more amazing experience yes it's interesting how easy it is to forget that emotional guidance system we talked about it's with practice that i understand but i had never actually applied it to my meditation how good do i feel when the answer comes through i hadn't thought about that i was just looking at answers and sometimes they they resonate and sometimes they don't but i never really thought well does that feel good a lot of people when they're asking a question because they're in a dilemma so they've got the dilemma vibration going on and when they've got that dilemma vibration going on they can't hear in other words even as a physical friend talking to another physical friend if you're up here all bright-eyed and bushy-tailed and your friend is in despair or anger not feeling good they can't hear you you're just annoying to them have you ever had someone all bright-eyed and bushy-tailed say to you you create your own reality you know you need to cheer up and you want to say that could not be true or you'd be gone i'm certain that i don't create my own reality i do that with myself and so tending to vibration is everything anything that is important to you you've got to find a way of talking about it and thinking about it that feels good to you that's what the work is it's talking yourself into vibrational alignment with your own desire and most people don't do that very effectively because they're too interested in what everybody else thinks what do you think what do you think what do you think drive you crazy because they all have different vantage points and they want different things from you to serve their selfish interests often you see and so you have to be very clear about what you want and vigilant about paying attention the way you feel if ever you are going to know whether you are moving toward or away from your own desires so the first thing is really always to formulate the question in a way that's step one step one make sure that you have the question formulated but then here's what we're giving to you that is new for you here let there be some separation between step one and step two and the best separation that we know of between asking a question that you are frustrated with not knowing the answer to and being in a place where you can receive the answer is meditation which quiets your mind you see yes yes excellent may ask one more quick one on i think it was last week's weekly cd you actually said timing is none of your business and how rude of us yeah timing is none of your business in the sense that if you can take timing out of the equation and just understand that there is a universal timing here's what we mean alignment is what is everything and when where you are is a perfect match to what you desire it's happening now and so if you're measuring how much time that takes you're missing the point if you're measuring how good you can feel right now now you're on the point so there are those who have desires that have been being held for them in vibrational escrow for a very long time and they will die with them being unfulfilled still being held for them in vibrational escrow because they're so involved with noticing where they are that they are keeping a vibration active that's very far apart from the vibration of their desire so timing is controlled by the vibrational alignment so how long it will take you to achieve anything has nothing to do with anything not one thing outside of you it only has to do with how much time it takes you to find a way to release the resistance and you can tell you're releasing resistance by finding thoughts that feel better do you have something that you do we have time for this do you i think the the question that i had around that was you have answered uh essentially my thought about it was that timing is an automatic preference too and that it's in vibrational escrow and it needs to be allowed it timing just needs to be allowed like well you see when you're saying things like that you really are making peace with things you're saying all things in good time and when it feels like the next logical step it will unfold but just understand that if there is something that you want and you really want it and it hasn't happened yet and you are more often noticing that it hasn't happened and feeling uncomfortable that it hasn't happened then you are looking forward to it happening then you can hold yourself for a long period of time out of vibrational alignment as we're moving forward here today with people who have things that they want and have wanted for a while that aren't coming will demonstrate how to find softer and softer better feeling ways of looking at it and even if you are listening in you may very well feel your own resistance uh beginning to dissipate as you begin to move up the emotional scale because this gathering is about closing that gap and closing that gap is what equals the timing but we don't want you to be thinking about closing that gap in terms of time we want you to think about closing that gap in terms of oh this feels better and this feels better because it's what we were getting at earlier today there is always going to be something more that you want that is unfulfilled and so you've just got to get used to that you've just got to say i'm an eternal being on the leading edge of thought and i'm going to keep hatching new ideas there's always going to be something i want that is not yet manifested and that's a good thing not a bad thing and when you get into that place of knowing that it's not a question of whether it will come or not it's not if it will happen it must happen it is law that it happened when you become in vibrational alignment with it the question is when will it happen that's why we're talking about time when will it happen and we say well the win is completely up to you how long is it going to take you to feel good about where you are in relationship to what you want make peace with where you are find a way of softening your discord or discomfort and when that discord and discomfort goes away the resistance goes away and when the resistance goes away you've only got one signal going and when you've got one signal going you're going to lock right on you see and you can feel it when you start approaching that brink you you begin to feel the current coming together you begin to feel the energy moving if you are in the range of enthusiasm you begin to feel more passionate you begin to feel you esther will say i can feel that we're right on the brink of something i can feel it by the way the energy is moving or she'll say i can feel that there's something that i want out there and i'm nowhere near it i can feel the discord in that you get so you are so aware of the vibration within your being that it is just as effective as having your hands in that clay in other words it it feels just that much in your control you get so you can just move a thought here and move a thought here and move a thought here and all that feels a little better and that feels a little better than that and all that doesn't feel so good can actually chart where you are on the emotional scale so if you are in despair and you find an angry thought isn't that angry thought and improvement wouldn't you rather be angry any time than fearful or depressed and so as you reach for the thought that feels better that release of resistance is indicated to you by that feeling of relief and so there is relief moving into anger what a breath of fresh air anger can be from fear or despair and frustration oh there's even more relief moving into hopefulness there's even more relief moving into believing there's even more relief and what we know is that there is no end to the possibility of relief even from the non-physical realm we can find even more allowing thoughts you see and so when you realize that you have the ability to continue to release resistance and that that's what the work is it has always been the work of the mind the manifestations come to reflect what the work you are doing with your mind is but it has always been the work of the mind but we don't want you to think too hard it's why for a while we called this gathering the science of deliberate creation and people got so worried about it they they worried about their thoughts they tried to suck them back cancel cancel they would say they were afraid that they were thinking of thought that the universe would get hold of and then manifest and so we began calling this the art of allowing because it puts it more in the place where you can recognize by the way you feel whether you are allowing yourself vibrational alignment or not very good you'll hear much more as we are moving forward okay thank you good time for segment of refreshment we are complete and are you refreshed you have some things you're wanting to talk about you do have some things you're wanting to talk about stand if you think it's you this way further back you are the one you are the one you are the one hello abraham um i'm on a winning streak and uh it works that way doesn't it yeah the better it gets the better it gets what do you think causes a winning streak uh letting go of resistance your expectation when you begin winning you begin to expect to win and when you expect something it happens expectancy is a powerful state of being now get out um and i had the experience on the last cruise of winning the singing contest and i had never won a singing contest before so that was a really great experience and um my my question was or my you know my wanting more clarity uh to you know to work together with you and everyone here is how do we take an experience like that into our everyday lives and because i had the experience of going back to my life and other things are going well and that didn't really seem to the singing didn't really go anywhere so well the best way to parlay a positive experience into more is to remember that experience if you can remember how you felt coming up to it and remember how it felt because whenever you remember something you activate the vibration so to keep something like that going you remember the best parts of it and keep the best parts of that active in your vibration and if the best part of that is what is most often active in your vibration the universe has to deliver things like that to you again and again and again but the thing that's interesting about any experience that you have in other words you got something that you wanted and you loved the process of it and that's a strong vibration within you but then you're also taking score of where you are relative to what's happening now and that's a vibration that's within you and you can tell by the way you feel in any moment which of those vibrations is the most active you see you don't have to get rid of a memory you don't have to get rid of a vibration you don't have to open yourself up and clean yourself out and get rid of all the thoughts that you used to think you just don't want them to be active it's only the active vibrations that are affecting anything that's happening in your point of attraction so it's just remembering the best of things and ignoring the things that aren't going so well but it takes some practice to disregard the manifestational reality of what is while you use some moment or memory or imagination as your point of attention but that really is all that it is about wow what's interesting too is um like win wins are happening like in the old realm of you know a competition or something like that there was a winner and then there were losers but like for instance uh the the two people that i was tied with at the end um i've kept in touch with them and they're you know they're recording and they're doing their own music and we're in touch and you know there was this whole energy that like they took it with them also and you know we're all sharing the experience it wasn't like someone won and someone lost and we want you to realize that even in an environment like that there is no competition because what causes things to happen for you in any way that they do wanted or unwanted is this alignment of energy in other words let's say that you set some worrisome thoughts in motion negative what ifs what if that were to happen or what if that were to happen well all of those things you are projecting into your future experience it's just a matter of time and a matter of vibrational alignment which things you walk toward and so let's say that you set some worrisome thing in motion and there are some worries and things in your vibrational escrow and you set some not worrisome things some really things that make you feel good and those things are in vibrational escrow waiting for you and then you are observing what is well as you observe what is you might feel unhappy you might feel disappointed you might feel impatient you might feel that things aren't moving fast enough for you and so those emotions are your indication that you're marching forward into a manifestation of something that's going to unfold and you can tell by the way you feel that what you're marching toward as it unfolds is not going to please you and so that's the power of keeping track of how you're feeling and working to feel as good about the things that really matter to you as you possibly can and so we really want you to hear us when we say there is no competition but there is your own vibrational relativity and if you are feeling concerned or jealousy we don't feel that from you but it is disappointing to want something to have won the contest to have other people that you're in touch with that didn't win the contest that are now getting some of the other things that they want and when people are getting things that you want and you're not getting them that's what that feeling of jealousy is it's that their win or they're getting what they want is activating your desire more and when your desire is activated more in relationship to what your day-to-day thinking has been about the subject then you feel the discord more so that wonderful guidance is saying to you good time for you to clean up your vibration and cleaning up your vibration is what we mean when we say there is no competition because if there's something that you want that's active within you and you're not offering a vibration that opposes it the universe has to deliver it to you has to deliver it to you it's not possible for it not to come to you you see so one way or another you're going to find yourself in alignment with the wind that you want and the more those winds come the more you expect it and the more you expect it the more they come haven't you wondered why the actors or the performers that you see the most are the ones you see the most when there are so many other talented people that are not seeming to be chosen as much and it isn't because they have proven themselves to be the ones that can do the performance it is that they have through their experience honed their vibration into a place where they really expect to be chosen and when that expectancy is in place it must be there is no competition none sometimes you say well i want it to come specifically through this avenue and we say well that's sort of like our friend said earlier not any of your business either let it come through the crack of least resistance and you just work on making the resistance as little as possible and amazing things will unfold for you something more no good thank you for helping us clean up our vibration thank you yes indeed on the aisle here [Applause] you again me again you know how you are seen in this room you are not seen by your beautiful clothing or by your face you are seen by your energy combination of desire and vibration of expectancy what brings you here today well i was here at the last cruise as well and just to to set the context for my question in our dialogue there i realized a new set point for myself in the release of striving we talked about how i'd given it up as part of healing my back and in that freedom of abiding in trust and then acting from inspiration rather than making it happen and it's been wonderful it's uh just as you said all of what i had in escrow has just been walking through the door and people around me are noticing how everything is coming to me as opposed to me going to it and the number of times that people have said you need to write a book you need to be teaching this i i can't tell you how many times it happens at least once a day which is an interesting point in another teaching that you've given me over and over and that we never get it done because at this new set point now i'm revisiting some desires from the past about 10 years ago in the early 90s i had a pretty successful business as a meditation teacher i was being invited to the whole life expos and negotiating a book and i loved you know it was a fulfillment of a desire i love to inspire and uplift but i also noticed i had internal contradictions i struggled with some aspects of it and i didn't have the language of abraham then but i knew i wasn't ready and i backed away from it i i ready wasn't the right word i knew that i was conflicted so i backed away from it and with a desire to get myself lined up with what i really want being happy and then i found abraham and began the process that we've been on together for the last decade or so so now i found this new set point and here i am again considering the idea of putting myself into a public avenue again as a a teacher a channel a writer whatever it may show up as and i know that it's all just going to come to me there's nothing i need to do so what does that mean to me it means that the way i would want to do it is that it's fun and it's playful and requires no effort on my part no making it happen or striving in any way shape or form which led me to the next step i'm really getting close to my question here they've got the tar boiling even as we speak i was on the internet one day and i was looking at the ellen degeneres website she i really get a kick out of her i really appreciate her humor and she had to let us help you make your dream come true opportunity and i wrote in and said i'd like her to make my dream come true i'd like to be the honorary fairy godmother on her show seeing this as an opportunity for me to have the venue and have it be fun and playful now here's my question it didn't work it hasn't walked through my door yet that was a couple of months ago it may still be on its way i could still be on my way to san diego i'm not sure and partly so it's also a reflection of my vibration i it leads me to think well maybe i could use some further clarification and refinement in my vibration since it didn't walk in as soon as i sent in the application and therein comes my opportunity here with you my question is would you please help me clarify and bring my set point even further in alignment with what i desire there are a number of things that we want to say to you from what we've received from you so far and most significant thing is this you say as it unfolds or when it comes you want it to come with no effort you want it to be easy and yet we can hear all of this struggle as you're trying to figure out how to make it happen in other words when something comes as the process is unfolding the way it unfolds almost from the inception is very much to do with the way that it will become in the end in other words because it's the same vibrational stream that is carrying it as you began you said i've reached back into a desire that was active within me about 10 years ago and we wanted to stop you then and say why are we going back and trying to resurrect 10 year old desires why not just be who you are because magellan is not asking you where you've been uh the only thing that is necessary to understand is where you are in relationship to where you want to go and we noticed that as you went back and revisited that with us here that's what caused all the chaos in the vibration you reactivated what you weren't ready for then which has nothing to do with who you are now you reactivated where you were in terms of knowledge then which has nothing to do with where you are now so you reactivated through your attention to the past a vibration within you that felt like insecurity that has nothing to do with who you are now right and so the thing that you want to ask yourself now is what is it that i really want to do because and it's an interesting thing we watch so many of you because all of you have had experiences like you may have had a marriage or you may have had a relationship that had ups and downs and ups and downs and downs and downs and downs and things you wanted and things you didn't want and didn't want and didn't want and didn't want and so now as you are thinking about a new relationship you are usually most of you factoring in all that stuff that doesn't have anything to do with who you are now but because you remember it and it's the stories that you continue to tell and some of them are entertaining dinner time stories and and so on you keep things activated in your vibration that just aren't necessary so you end up with a sloppy vibration and you end and that's what makes it hard work it's not hard work when you realize that it's just a matter of identifying what you want and then getting out of the way out of it which means identifying what you want and then feeling good when you think about the aspects of it what happens is in that clear vibration the universe will arrange the circumstances and events that are the next logical step for you and the thing that we so much want you to hear when you say well i'll send in this application that really is a little bit like trying to bang it into place but what we would encourage you to do rather than if the if the idea comes for something and it seems like a wonderful idea then do it we're not trying to discourage you from action but when you take an action then don't measure the consequences of the action because every time you do that you're looking at where you are that's that turning around and going back to phoenix thing so if you send in an application and you say oh just the process of doing that was wonderful for me and it felt good just to do it and and it got my juices flowing in a new way then sending in an application like that has been beneficial to you but now as you take score about how long it's been it's been two months and now that action or your attention to that action is not serving you very well now i'm resonant with the vibration of 10 years ago when i backed away from it those are the things i didn't enjoy please understand that we know that you or anyone is the composite of who you have been in other words you can't just start right now offering a vibration that has nothing to do with the vibrations that you offered yesterday and yesterday you couldn't start a new vibration that didn't have anything to do with the vibrations that you offered the day before now it's it's logical that there is a continuum we like this platform this it gives you a basis of stability we just want you to understand that where you have come from really is primarily irrelevant to where you are now and where you want to go so we'd start beating the drum i know so much now and i've shown myself how the principles of the universe work and i understand law of attraction and i've got some really good stories to tell about my personal experiences with law of attraction i know how to line up my energy i'm good at articulating things i can use this language in a very productive effective way i know that i'm a good teacher because people come to me all the time wanting to hear what i have to say i have experience i'm in a place that feels really good i want to help others to understand what i know right now we're going to give you something here that we really think is what's stuck in your vibrational cross so to speak and it would be beneficial because this is a room full of teachers so all of you will benefit from this so just relax and let this sort of settle into you the people that you are meeting have different places along that emotional scale where they have sort of practiced themselves into being and you through your life experience through your work with many teachers through your work with the emotional scale through your own personal experience you've brought yourself to a knowing place where you can hold yourself rather consistently in a good feeling vibration now teachers don't like to hear this but we like to tell it to you anyway a teacher who is mostly vibrating between frustration at the low point and joy and ecstasy and appreciation and love on the high points in other words a teacher who usually vibrates there is not a good match for someone who's vibrationally in despair or even in anger or even in rage or in fear in other words they can't hear you and you can't hear them and we think what's happened to you is that as you've begun to from your now position re-approach this idea of teaching you have reactivated in yourself where you were and those that you wanted to teach before and that vibration is so far from where you are that you can't really get a handle on it and we want to say to you those are not your students right there's never a crowd on the leading edge but there is enormous satisfaction on the leading edge and you can't go back from where you have been you see and so we think that as you revisited that and you thought about that we in fact we think that was always your resonance we think that was always what the primary point of resistance was for you why you were never quite comfortable because the people that you thought you were there to teach or assist were in a much more needy category than you were normally or willing to be and you would have had to adjusted your vibration dramatically for them to hear you and your own sense of joy was more important to you even then even before hearing from abraham and so you just weren't willing to do it and we don't think anything has changed with you about that we would not encourage you to lower your vibration we would say instead universe i have set my eyes on someone who could use some help could you line up a teacher who's the next logical step for them someone that they could hear someone that can get them to a place that maybe eventually they may hear me but i am not the teacher of all of the physical world i am not the teacher that needs to adjust my vibration so that everyone can hear i am the teacher that teaches what i teach and i trust that law of attraction will bring those who are ready to hear what i have to me you see and then it all just cleans up then you be the joyful being that you are you get to do it all on your terms what is ready for you comes to you what isn't ready for you doesn't come to you so you don't have to sort and sift through it yes that's it that's exactly it thank you so very [Applause] much um i saw a movie recently called what the bleep do we know yeah we talked about what do you know well it made clear we didn't know much and the things that we thought we knew we didn't but they talked about the timeline being fluctuating i mean we can we create our own reality from this point our power is now but you when for instance when esther had all those wonderful numbers lining up for her on her odometer and jerry at the same time do you or does the universe or someone go back in into the timeline because there's no time from where you are so you can enter at any point and alter things so that the numbers line up it's not really about that in fact it's not really about time this is a big subject but we are going to bring it round for you in a way that you can really hear it as you're here in these physical bodies in your time space reality all of this time and space that you are interpreting is so that you have a stable platform from which to move forward in other words every now and again esther will awaken from a dream and in her dreams she is in different places different times she moves forward in time backwards in time she's all over the planet and when she awakens she always feels such a sense of appreciation as she reaches over to make sure it's the first thing she does whenever she awakens she reaches over for where jerry is or where he has been and looks for her sense of continuity she just loves going to sleep and waking up and having a sense of continuity although sometimes when she pushes the buttons that makes the shades go up in the monster bus she is a bit surprised at where they are because she's forgotten they drove there yesterday but it's a nice continuity this time space reality in which you're living and that's what the time really is about it's so that you can interface with one another interact with one another in a way that you can sort of get your thoughts around but whether you are on the west coast or the east coast or on the other side of the planet or whether you are in the non-physical where there is no time zone at all it is all happening now and that's the thing that we most want you to understand when you're thinking in terms of time the one factor that you have to accept is that it is all happening now any point of consciousness this is a big universe and there is a lot of thought that is happening but no matter where it is happening and no matter with whom it is happening it is all happening now you see and so when you think about it all happening now and then you say well then how is it that things line up and we say because law of attraction knows what's in everybody's vibrational escrow in other words that vibrational escrow is the preparatory place that's where things are coming together and law of attraction is the manager of that you see so sometimes something will happen like you were talking about odometers will line up or mile posts will line up esther has a clock on the ceiling that shines on the ceiling in the monster bus and she wakes up often in the night at waiting for six 222-333-444-5555 six she's a little worried about that one but and so the other morning she awakened several times she saw eleven eleven when she laid down she saw one one one two two two three three three four four four it was such an interesting night and after she saw 555 she said there that's done there's no more ceiling alignment for me tonight and when she awakened next the time and temperature were the identical numbers and she said there's no end to the universe's ability to surprise and delight us so is that fairies of the universe manipulating things or is it fairies of the universe inspiring you who have desire to the focus and the action to cause you to rendezvous with those things that you want and that's the way law of attraction works when you have a desire and you have focused upon it often so that it's very active in your vibration so active in fact and you've made such peace with where you are in relationship that the only vibration within you on that subject is the active vibration of what you are desiring the universe has to line you up with things like that and the timing of it really is about how fast you got you don't set your radio dial we don't ever see you at the tuner on your radio dial saying well i've got it on the right channel and i guess it'll be about an hour or two hours before i get the signal you don't say i've set the radio station on the channel and tomorrow i will hear the music you expect that once you get the alignment in place that it's going to be an immediate manifestation and the same thing is true with the timing of all of these things that you're talking about the timing is about the perfection of the alignment and we want you to hear and oh if you could hear this it would revolutionize the way you live your life the timing or the the alignment that we're talking about is your personal alignment between what you want and where you are on the subject it doesn't have anything to do like you think it does with all those others out there with whom you think you are rendezvous because the universe has the ability once you're in alignment with your desires to fill in the missing parts of those with whom you will create with a myriad of other possibilities there are so many ways of pleasing you and giving you what you want this time space reality is abundant with probabilities and the probabilities that show up in your life don't have to do with the universe match mixing and matching and getting all the cups lined up in just the right way it has to do with what's out there in your immediate vicinity when you lock onto your alignment and when you lock on that's when you're going to have your point you see so it is potentially possible for you to get so in sync with who you are and what you want and so expectant as our friend was saying once one thing happens it's easy to expect the next that you just move from wonderful experience to wonderful experience to wonderful experience it's like everybody's there to open your door to pave the way for you to say yes to be there with the right words the right experience the right equipment the right whatever at the right time but the time is only about your alignment we prefer rather than talking about time to talk about the expansion in other words before you had this conversation with us less had been expressed in this time space reality on this subject we really have gone into a leading-edge place as a result of this conversation this combination of projectors of thought has never been before unto all of the universe and so because of this interaction the universe has expanded so that means it is now more than it just was before our conversation it was less and now it is more and when you think in terms of it becoming more then you realize there's no going back to what was before in fact that's one of the troubles that so many of you have is that you can't go back from where you are when the time space reality in which you are living has caused a rocket of desire to exude out of you that rocket of desire that is now accompanied by source and all of its resources you cannot pull back from that you cannot become less than you have been so those who talk about other times or those who talk about moving back in time or room moving around in time they're just trying to find a way to help physical beings get a sense of the broader universe but we promise you you are not moving back from now you're always now moving forward and if you could get your thoughts around that relative to time it would serve you thank you very much enough yes i appreciate it very much thank you yes indeed [Applause] stand if you think it's you you we would like a very long stick please thank you abraham to follow on with your the last question i'd like you to expand on the subject and now and the power of being in your now and why it's so difficult for us to stay there seems to me like i'm always looking in the future look in the past don't misunderstand we're not trying to get you to only focus upon now this rumpled rug is not enough in other words we don't want you to only give your attention to what is happening now we want you to be aware in your now that what you are giving your attention to is serving you in other words you can focus past present future there are endless possibilities of where you give your attention we want your awareness relative to now to be in this now while i'm choosing this whatever it is to focus upon is my choice of it matching the choice that i have made and the choice that my source is making in other words let's say that you are thinking about yourself and you're thinking about yourself from the past and let's say that you are sort of moving around through thoughts of a less secure time you are remembering not being good at something and as you're remembering not being good at something you remember somebody pointing out to you that you weren't very good at something and you begin feeling discouraged and uneasy and unworthy and unhappy now what's just happened to you as you've used your powerful now and your ability to focus in your now you're fixated on a vibration that your inner being would never find because your inner being is always seeing you as brilliant and worthy and capable and when you choose a thought that's very far from that then your vibration of your thought causes resistance within you that does not allow your connection to source in the way that it would be otherwise so look wherever you want past present or future but the power of now the importance of your now awareness is this vibrational relativity we want you to remember these words these two points the point of vibration that i'm activating right now by whatever i'm focused upon past present or future and and how it feels in relationship to everything that i know and want about that and who i really am does that make sense to you yes um a little bit more though if like you said if you go in the past and there's some energy around that that didn't feel good you you don't want to stay there and if you go into the future you want to um there's a probability that you're making up something that may or may not exist so from my readings through eckhart tolle's what do you mean what do you mean about you may be making up something that may or may not exist it's probability paths from what i understand for future so in in your now but what is the reason that you might be doing that in your imagination what's the purpose of that because your desire you want you want to match your desire so you're only using that future visualization in order to adjust your current vibration to match the desires that you're moving through contrast has caused you to specifically identify right in other words you've already identified through trial and error who you are and what you want so you don't need to worry about that being amazing and wonderful you've been working on it even before you got here in this physical body and you've been adding to it every moment of every day since so there's a really clear picture of what your absolute preferences are and they are so perfect for you that source is in complete alignment with them so now every other effort that you're making in your now and now is all you've ever got now now there went again now and again there went again it's now now now now there when again so every effort that you're making in your now is just to find that vibrational visceral emotional alignment with all that good stuff that's over there yes yes so your question is it just seems seems to me anyway that um you have a desire and to get in alignment with that desire is um is tough i guess for example um well let's see first i don't call it the hot seat for now yeah i know don't you love it um okay energy work energy balancing so my desire is to do more of that okay so kind of a healing but i call it energy balancing be more specific uh leading edge energy balance be more specific hot c um so when i do energy sessions there's an expectation of the person that you're working with maybe the session lasts half hour 45 minutes i'm more in alignment with three minutes i'm out of there next next next so that's my desire so that the person is balanced and there's not a lot of time taking place so that's my desire let's see if we hear you correctly so your desire is to be in such alignment with source energy that when someone sits in your hot seat that you are able to do your thing with them and bring them into immediate alignment with what with energy with source so you work to get yourself vibrationally up to speed and then your goal is to help them get vibrationally up to speed with their own source energy this is true so do you believe that you can be so in alignment that you can project that pure alignment and that you can therefore affect their alignment i believe i can be like an extension cord of source yes in effect that alignment the reason that we're probing just a little bit here is because you see we are that source energy that you're talking about that's true and we know that if you are out of alignment that are projecting more of that which we are at you is not going to help you because the discord that you're already feeling is because you're out of whack with the energy that's already there so giving you more of that same energy that you're out of whack with is only going to make you more out of whack it's this part of it that has to be adjusted not this part it's it's it's the in other words it's the vibration of where you are part it's the moving up the emotional scale part it's the releasing of the resistance and so we just want to make sure because we have not seen your process but we just want to make sure that you understand because there are a lot of teachers and healers here and around who believe that the path for healing is to take the energy of healing and then zap it towards someone who needs it and that it will affect healing when what we want you to understand is that all of that energy is already being summoned that's why they're out of alignment they're already summoning that energy something's going on in their vibration that's not letting them let it in and so our work as teachers and your work as teacher and healer is to find some way to help them soften the resistance so that they allow it in and and it usually is not something that you can make happen fast it's usually something that happens gradually because even if you could offer some sort of a powerful stream of energy and dominate their energy field for a time that really is sort of what jesus was doing he just knew their wellness so powerfully that he did not allow himself to see their illness and his knowledge of their wellness made it easier for them to gravitate toward that knowing but it's usually not something that happens fast and if it does it usually does not last it's much better if they in a knowing way bring themselves consistently into a place of expecting what they're reaching for yes yes all right so now come back around to the question that started all of this trouble the question was more about now and and staying in or now and you've seen our our power is our now and that everything should come from that space because that's all we have we have now now now now now so i just wanted you more really to embellish upon that well here's the way we would approach what you're talking about so we'll take the analogy that you've offered so here i am we'll take your vantage point here i am i'm a teacher and i'm a healer and i have spent the day focusing upon the things in my life that i appreciate so i'm tuned in tapped in turned on i feel really really good and i like the work that i'm doing because i know that i'm of value to other people and so now someone's coming into my atmosphere and it's someone who really needs to be here because they're not feeling good their life isn't going well maybe they're even in physical discomfort they've come because somebody's told them that i can be of value to them and so as i see them my first order of business must be i must be able to let them be where they are without pushing against where they are in other words i have to make peace with where they are because i'm going to chart vibrationally a rather clear path from where they are to where they want to be and if i'm pushing against where they are now i'm becoming part of that vibration of where they are and what i'm wanting to do is be one who can coax them sort of like a satellite dish i've got the signal beamed in and now i can offer it to them because they seemingly don't have access right now to the satellite so i'm just going to give them a sort of booster cable to help them along so before they got there i saw them as coming and receiving benefit and when they walk in the door i know that when they walk out of the door they're going to be in a better place than they were and i'm not making any claims about how much will happen i just know that it's going to be an improvement and that they will feel better and i know i'm good at what i do and so i have no angst or concern about it as they come forward now that's a powerful use of now before they get there so now they walk in and i don't take really a great amount of time to identify how they're doing in other words i don't notice they're limping i don't notice they're hunting i don't notice they're holding their head i do my best not to get too caught up in where they are i accept that they're there because they're wanting an improvement in their experience and so they come in and right away i know i can feel because i'm good at what i do i can feel that there's a vibrational variance in them from where they are and where they want to be and in fact they've caused for just a moment that same vibrational variance in me because being the teacher that i am i'm aware that they're not where they want to be but i am more focused upon where they want to be than where they are which they are not usually able to do because they're in pain or they're living the circumstances that they're living and so i am sort of carving out an energy path for them because i'm beholding them and i've taken all of their vibrations into my awareness but i'm focused upon where we're going not on where they are and as you're holding those thoughts then whatever it is that you're wanting to do energy balance wise will happen in a soft comfortable and usually rather quick and effective way yeah that's what i want that's good so you can tell that you are making the best use of your now when the emotions that you feel feel good so confidence would mean i'm making good use of them now expecting them to have improvement that's a good use of your now worrying about them not improving not a good use of your now wondering if they've ever had improvement ever not a good use of your now noticing that they keep coming week after week and they keep coming back not a good use of your now in other words you can tell by the way you're feeling and so it's interesting whenever we visit with teachers or healers or so many of you doing such wonderful work we notice that the questions that you ask and the way you are approaching your clients or patients very often you forget that your work is about your energy not about theirs that's the biggest difficulty we have in interacting with people who call themselves energy workers you think you're working in their energy and you're not working in their energy you're working in your own energy now your energy has been affected by your desire to help them but it's still your energy that you're working in you see i agree yes so you sort of have to disregard where they are but get a sense of where they'd want where they want to be and then give that your undivided attention and people will find you to be magic very well thank you and then we want you to say to them this is how you do it otherwise there will be a line at your door that will ruin your life you must give them self-empowerment i do that yes very well thank you hello for the past five years i've been diligently cleaning out my energy and emotions cleaning it out cleaning it out cleaning up painful sometimes mostly joyful though the inner beings of my birth family friends and co-workers have noticed that i have wonderful coherent energy to the point that they are energy vampires then i feel drained how can i continue to purify my own energy while preventing others from claiming a free ride well when you are really in alignment with the stream it is infinite and no one can ever take so much that you would feel any deficiency there was when you're really tuned in tapped in turned on there's no such thing as an energy vampire because that implies that there is this limited quantifiable amount of energy and like oxygen in a tank and if you get too many people breathing on your tube then you'll be out and it isn't like that at all it's an infinite stream but we think what sometimes happens is you get yourself into alignment because it's easier to do when you're off by yourself it's easier to control your thoughts and to project your attention into places or areas that make you feel good and then sometimes when others enter your environment and you give your attention to them you let their vibration become too big of a vibrational factor in your own and then you lose your connection and you associate it with them because it happened in response to you're now giving your attention to them you see so the point is i need to focus on my own clarification what we really want you to hear all of you relative to everything that we're talking about here today we want you to focus with an ear to the ground so to speak as how it feels while you focus we want how what you're thinking feels to be more important than the subject of what you're thinking esther watched the presidential debates for heaven's sakes and her excuse was i want to be informed or i think it might be interesting or i might want to sway the effect of it in some way and then she watched the second one and we said to her when you found out how watching the first one made you feel why would you dive in for more and it's because esther and almost all of you use many things as your criteria for what you focus upon in your now other than how it feels and we want how it feels to be the first priority and everything else to fall into place long after that you see and so sometimes out of commitment or obligation you engage with people or you interact with them on some points and so you can get a vibration pretty active in yourself that goes against the grain of the vibration of your source and of the intent that you hold and all of the good stuff that's there for you in vibrational escrow but you just have to care more about how you feel than anything else and guide your thoughts accordingly can you give us an example and we'll show you what we mean well it resonated when you said something about obligation things like that i work for an energy company oil and gas company and yes it's ironic i know well they believe in shortage but it is economically to their advantage so that's why they do it in other words they actually contrive shortage in order to economically benefit but don't let their contrived shortage make you think that the universal energy stream has any potential of shortage it is infinite and expanding well actually we find lots of i find natural gas and there are lots we keep finding more and more more and more there is no shortage no there's that or anything no i guess an example is that i noticed that when i'm focusing on something and i have an alignment in a particular topic that i'm interested in a technical topic um that someone will come in um i'm thinking one particular individual down the hall and he'll come in and talk and engage and then he'll leave and then i feel totally drained afterward while it was an interesting topic it was off what i was thinking you see your vibration in any moment is where it is so let's just start with that starting point whatever's been happening you are where you are so let's say someone enters your environment and they cause you to focus upon something that they are living that they want to live that they are living successfully that you want to live that you are not yet living successfully so the conversation activates within you an awareness of a desire that you hold that you are not right now a vibrational match to that would give you a feeling of discord but in that sense you were not in the vibrational place you thought you were in other words all they did was through their conversation speed up your energy of desire and the vibration of belief where you are now sticks out like a bigger sore thumb it's the same story as when you are driving a car 100 miles an hour and it hits a tree it's a bigger problem than when you're driving a car five miles an hour and it hits a tree so sometimes if you're not aware of how you're really feeling you're just percolating along you've got your energy going in a certain way you're feeling the way you're feeling and then someone else enters the experience they have the potential of talking about something that inflames your desire which points out your discord or how they have the potential of beating the drum of something that's lower in vibrational alignment than where you are so in any case any time that you feel worse after a conversation with someone else or even a thought of your own than you did before it's one of two things either one part of your vibrational relativity has received more emphasis which has made your guidance system kick into higher gear are you getting the point of this vibrational relativity do you get it that the reason that you feel emotions at all is because there is a vibration that is your source that is really who you are that is giving you this steady vibrational current all the time and that your thoughts are moving around giving you that feeling of separation or closeness can't you feel in the emotions that you would call negative emotions that you things like despair or fear can't you feel that emptiness can't you feel that it is a sort of absence of the fullness of who you are don't those emotions feel that way to you the reason that they feel that way to you is because when you choose a vibration that does not allow the fullness of who you are to be present in this moment then you don't feel so good so now let's go back to the beginning and see what you're saying so you're saying i can feel sometimes that when someone else enters into a interaction with me or conversation with me that something happens then in my vibration that keeps me from being as fully in alignment as i was before they got there and we say well then after that happens after the fact you can say well i don't want that i know what i do want i want to be in more control of my own vibration i want i'm up for leverage then say again use that for leverage you use the contrast just like you use all contrast to help you to identify more clearly what you do want but you could potentially have a negative conversation which makes you want to have better conversations and then have another which makes you want to have better conversations you could go on like that indefinitely people do that where they have an experience that they don't like which causes them to launch a clear rocket about what they do want but if they don't do anything about cleaning up their vibration in order to match the rocket then they just stay in that more and more uncomfortable place and there are a lot of people who say i don't want to be around people at all because i can't control the way people behave i can't control what they think or what they want or what they believe or even what they say to me or what they want from me but when you get it that you don't have to control what any of them are doing you just have to maintain your own vibrational alignment no matter what they're doing and the best way to maintain your vibrational alignment relative to other people is to maintain it about them when they're not around because if you haven't practiced maintaining your vibrational alignment about people when they're not there you're certainly not going to be able to do it when they are there so when you talk about cleaning up your vibration give us we are out of time here but give us a very quick example of someone who disrupts your energy i think a better comment might be to say that this is actually probably a smaller problem than saying that i've been able to use the comment that you had and ask and it was given about asking non-physical beings to help in this same project i'd ask for that in my meditation and now the project which originally had probably 150 people now has probably 400 and is ever expanding and so from that standpoint i was able to allow with the guidance that you had given in a way that everyone has a similar desire well the thing that we must want you to hear is that when you get it out of your mind that your work in co-creation with others has anything to do with their behavior in other words just give that up because you can't control their behavior they don't want you to and you couldn't do it even if they wanted you to in other words so just give up any idea that you're going to control anybody else's behavior and just make up your mind that you can control the way you feel about anyone in in your own thoughts in which you can control what you choose to focus upon about any situation or about any person and so we think it is a wonderful thing when someone comes into your experience and you feel less good after they got there than you did before we think they've given you a wonderful gift because they've given you an opportunity to realize that your energy can easily get out of balance that you can easily be dissuaded to something that is not in alignment with who you really are and as you experience by experience person by person bring yourself back to feeling good bring yourself back to feeling good in time what they're thinking and what they're saying and what they're doing will be irrelevant to you in other words they can be contrasting data that helps you to get clear and clear about what you want but who they are at any point in time has nothing to do with you when you get control of your own energy field between those two points of vibrational relativity you have control of your life experience and then just as you said the people who then law of attraction bring to you will be those that will please you when they get there the law of attraction is always bringing to you those who are a vibrational match to what you've got going on and so it sounds to us that you are a bit like so many people who are letting your vibration be about what you're observing and so you're observing all over the place offering a vibration all over the place so law of attraction is bringing you a bit of everything and a bit of everything is not a match to the specifics of what you're wanting you'll hear much more as we're moving forward we're just getting started on this business of vibrational relativity before this gathering has come to completion you will understand it as well as we do and then you will have the rest of your life to practice yourself into vibrational alignment and it is so much fun to get an idea and line up with it and then watch everything in the universe conspire to bring to you the manifestation of what you've lined up it is so exhilarating to feel within yourself your alignment or misalignment in other words that's the molding of the clay this is the fun stuff you keep thinking that the fun stuff is getting to the manifestation that's fun too but not nearly as fun as the process of molding things into place i should also say that i work closely with the geophysicist and we use seismic data seismic data is acoustic waves into the ground so it's all about frequency good time for segment of refresh we are complete [Applause] we're gonna come back at 1 30. [Music] if you want it it can happen [Music] this is different isn't it and are you refreshed yes esther is enjoying our conversation she wasn't sure if she was going to let you in now what are you wanting to talk about more things begin right here stand if you think it's you no here you come forward if you will and then here stand if you think it's you you come forward if you will and sit in these seats there you are good afternoon it is are we ready begin begin the question is in the field of hypnosis there is what is dealt with the conscious mind and the unconscious mind what is that difference in human beings we hear your conversation about conscious and unconscious we hear people worry from time to time that they have some unconscious thoughts going on and that the unconscious thoughts may then be negatively affecting their experience they are afraid sometimes that they are creating from a point of unconscious thought and we like to explain it to you in this way if the thought is strong enough to affect your vibration you're having an emotional response to it and if the thought is not strong enough that you are feeling it then it is not strong enough to affect your point of attraction so really we would not try to worry too much about conscious and unconscious we would think about activated thoughts and a thought that is activated will affect your point of attraction yes yeah as we're working with a patient or a client and so often times what seems to be a block for that particular individual once they remove the critical factor of conscious thought a simple suggestion that was based on their idea then all of a sudden they can act on that idea how is that process accomplished well are you talking about it happening at a conscious level or when they are under hypnosis at an unconscious level what happens is they're in an unconscious level and then bring that new conscience or that new unconscious thought into consciousness and then maintain what we've noticed you see because your point of attraction is so much about what you're thinking about what you're speaking about your point of attraction the vibration that is active within you is about what you are giving your attention to so when you are in a situation under hypnosis where someone else is offering suggestions to the degree that those suggestions are activating thoughts within you then they would affect your point of attraction but we are not very interested in coaching people from a state of hypnosis so much as we are wanting them in their full conscious state to do something about bridging their thoughts or bridging their beliefs or activating on purpose the thoughts that they are offering we really want you to hear it that if your thought is active enough that it is a strong player in your point of attraction you're getting a great deal of emotional feedback about it so the only thoughts that you really need to give your attention to are those that are giving you negative emotion feedback those are the ones that you want to bridge the strong thoughts the thoughts that are giving you strong emotional response and the emotion feels good those thoughts are all just putting you closer and closer into alignment with what you want and the thoughts that you have that give you mild negative emotion or no negative emotion at all are not indicators either you have to remember that the emotional indicators are coming in response to the vibration of where you are relative to the vibration of something that's important to you so if you're not getting any emotional feedback then there's nothing being challenged between those two vibrational points of relativity you say yes that was all i had good thank you yes indeed hello abraham um abraham there's something i don't understand it's about emotions who were talking before um i heard you talking about death and the transition and and the wonderful about death what i don't understand is the emotion of sorrow the profound sorrow that a mother or father can have when his son is killed you don't what is it about it that you don't understand there are people that are devastating when their children or relatives are killed and they last years in this sorrow this is a big contrast between the one that has the transition go to the other world and it's good but the relatives stay here in a tremendous sorrow well anytime any of you focus upon the absence of something you want you're going to feel a negative emotion that is proportionate to the degree to which you want something so what you're saying is when someone dies and they re-emerge into pure positive energy and then a high good feeling place your question is why does someone who is still physically focused why are they not able to recover from that yes there are a lot of people that don't know that this person make the transition and they're people that stay here in very very deep sorrow well any time you're focusing upon the absence of something you want you are going to activate within yourself a vibration that's different from the vibration of what you want and so what has happened here this is a very good opportunity to talk about vibration and the way your source is responding so a mother or a father anyone that you love as you focus upon them and you interact with them and you adore them and they are in your experience in other words the lack of them is not there but the presence of them is there you can see that there could be a vibrational alignment between what you're wanting and what you're giving your attention to but when they have what you call the death experience and they re-emerge into non-physical and now they are no longer physically focused to play with you and now instead of focusing upon who they now are and the full energy that they are instead you focus upon the absence of them as you focus upon the absence of something that you want the vibrations are contradictory and what we want you to hear from us and we know you can hear it easily is that that's what your emotional guidance system is in other words you just can't look at the absence of something that you want without feeling bad and so most people would say well abraham then i'm in a situation where i cannot win that's what so many of these grieving parents feel they feel that they cannot ever bring themselves out of it because what they want is their son back or their daughter back and they know that that cannot be and so they are lost in that crack between wanting something that they know they cannot have and the more they focus upon the absence of it then the worse they feel time often helps but they could receive immediate relief by making an effort to move up the emotional scale and by acknowledging that there is no such thing as death that no one ever ceases to be and that the vibration of this person that is now missing from their life is still an active vibration that they do have access to but they've got to get on the same vibrational wavelength in order to have access to it we see so many people who have experienced the death of someone they love and they are in that serious grief situation and then something will happen to distract them and so they will not be vibrating in that vibration that is disallowing the fullness of who they are for a moment something has distracted them from it and then they are on the vibrational wavelength with this person who is very much aware in other words when someone you love makes their transition in a non-physical they have full and active view of you and they are often offering blocks of thought they are looking for every way they can to interact with you in some meaningful way but for most physical humans who are in their grieving state all of that bounces off of them they can't rendezvous with meaningful things because they've got their radio dial set on 6 30 a.m while the other frequencies on 98.7 fm and there's just not a matchup of frequencies so the key is to do your best to get feeling as good as you can as fast as you can we would recommend distraction focusing on other things that don't hurt quite so much in the beginning and we have to tell you that we don't know anyone who truly solves this issue of grief who does not understand that you are eternal beings once you get it that you are eternal and once you get it that there is no distance between you and your dearly departed because they have not departed that far they are an active vibration that you have access to and you can train yourself into clear reception of them esther has discovered with people that she adores who've made their transition she actually has a better relationship with most of them now than she did when they were alive because now they are in a place of pure positive energy and if she is to have any relationship with them at all she has to get into that place of non-resistance and then she can receive them fully she finds them delightful she finds them brilliant she finds them with perfect timing she finds them willing to play humorously with her in her experience everything is about vibration but it is easy for one who is not grieving to say well you've got to stop your grieving if you want to interact with those that you love who are in the non-physical because it's hard for them to hear that but in time they will be distracted from it enough and it gets easier and easier and easier if they're listening to you at all then give them the information that you've come to know tell them that this person that they love is now in a place of pure positive energy and is fully aware of them and tell them that they can have a chat with them anytime they want but they've got to learn to listen and tell them that there's no trick to listening once you get on the frequency so many people say oh i can't hear i can't do what esther does and we say it isn't that you can't hear you're just not on the frequency when you get on the frequency you'll hear are we able to listen any anyone who's been died anyone when you focus and activate the vibration of who they are they are summoned immediately and if you are in vibrational sync with them you can have a dialogue with them but here's the thing that you must understand when you knew them when they were alive you probably knew them in the fullness of their personality so if they were ornery if they were irritated if they were overworked and frustrated if they were fearful if they were lonely if they were that kind of vibration and that's the personality that you knew that's the mood or attitude that you knew them to be and now they're in a place of pure positive energy when you recall them and your vibration is about their own reness that's not who they are now when you reemerge into non-physical you leave behind all doubt and fear and worry and you become this pure positive essence being you see so the trick it's not a trick the key it is a key the rule that is a rule the law that is a law is that you must be on the same vibrational wavelength so you can't remember them as your ordinary friend or as your insecure friend you've got to readjust your thinking to now begin to see them as they really are your friend no matter who he was or what he was living now he is in non-physical is confident and secure and eager and passionate about life and filled with love and if you know him in any other way and you're now trying to access that you cannot find him now you could find the thought forms that he left behind when you are physically focused and you are looking out through your physical eyes you establish a very strong vibrational trail or pattern and as people hold you as their object of attention now there's a very strong energy swirling around that which you are and that energy swirls long after you are no longer in your physical body although it does begin to dissipate almost immediately as you are no longer looking out through your eyes and those who are accustomed to looking at you are no longer looking at you but someone who is famous for example the thoughts forms that surround them linger long after their death sometimes decades or centuries after their death because of the attention of the mass consciousness of mount saint so the point that we're wanting to make to you is that as you begin to receive someone who you know has made their transition into non-physical as you begin to receive them and what you're receiving is a joyful message know that you've adjusted your vibration and you are hearing them from their now vantage point if you're getting tips about ornery things if they're warning you about things or if it's the same old dialogue that you remember then you're not picking up on them from where they now are you're picking up on who they once were and the thought forms that's been there you have to understand that every thought that has ever been thought still exists the thoughts do not cease to be the thoughts are creations also and law of attraction amasses the thoughts of similar vibration so it's possible to tap into an energy stream we don't want you to worry about these energy streams or these pools of thoughts or these thought forms but do be aware that it is important for you to keep your vibration in the place of that which you are wanting to receive and how can we make sure that we're talking to a father or mother or son is he which is so different from when he was here as you do it more your sense of it becomes stronger when esther's father made his transition at first esther's sadness kept her from being able to hear him at all and then she remembered what she's learned from us and she brought herself more and more into vibrational alignment with who she is and with us and then usually laying in her bed at night when she was not interfering with anything that she and jerry were doing together or any of her other activities she would turn her thoughts toward her father and she would begin to receive a steady stream of him and at first it was a little awkward for her she was not quite sure she was getting her father because it didn't as you guessed it didn't exactly sound like him it was a little more positive than he usually was and it was a little more optimistic than he usually was it was a little more emphatic than he usually was and it was much more available to her than he usually was and so she chatted with him for several hours for several nights in a row and then she said abraham how do i know i'm getting my father and not you pretending to be my father just to make me feel better and we said esther you know your father you can feel his personality traits relax in this and you will rediscover your father from his new vantage point and sure enough she would be in the middle of something and she would hear him chime in just in the way that was natural for him in other words the best of him is what she now has access to and it is also familiar because the best of him was present in her relationship with him too you see it is an adjustment for you you have to retrain yourself to the best of who they now are and you might know someone like esther or someone who has been working for a while working to clean up her vibration who is for the most part playful and having a good time and when she makes her transition and you were to tap into that which is her you probably wouldn't even notice a difference it would be the same playful girl that you've been accustomed to but if you have some on retoad for a friend and they make their transition in a non-physical you'll hardly recognize them at first that's why we encourage you to get your relationships cleaned up before you croak thank you thank you everyone thank you very much while she's coming up what's next right here stand if you think it's you yes we're getting closer and closer and closer okay hi um breathe um breathe deeply and speak loudly okay um my question is about relationship uh specifically with my husband um vibrational energy question i need guidance i guess the best way i know to ask this is i'm really enjoying the drive to san diego but i find that when i'm making it with my husband of 25 years he wants to stay in yuma and and so i feel like we're not a vibrational match and well here's the thing that we really want you to hear it's not so much that you need to be a vibrational match to him that's law of attraction's job to sort that out but you do need to be a vibrational match to you and when you're a vibrational match to you the best of everything that you want will come to you in other words usually when people ask relationship questions what they really mean is how can i get him to be more the way i need him to be so that i will feel better and we say give it up because first of all it's not his job to be the way you need him to be or anybody needs him to be so that they can feel better it's your job to tune yourself or tone yourself to the parts of him that you want most to experience in the beginning when relationships are new mostly you are each looking for the best of each other you're hoping it will work out you're hoping that this person is who you really want them to be you're dreaming sometimes a little more than you're observing and your vibration is cleaner and purer but the longer you are together the more you notice the things about each other that bother you and most humans are still trying very hard to get rid of the things that they don't want thinking that if they can obliterate them you push against so many things there's a war against drugs and a war against aids and a war against cancer in a war against terrorism and war against teenage pregnancy in a war against terrorism did we mention there's a war against terrorism and all of the things that you're pushing against instead of them getting smaller and going away they become more and so when you see characteristics in your relationship or in the personality of someone else that you don't like and you give them attention and you want them to go away all that happens is you activate those things in you so not only do they not go away they show up more frequently and then you say you need to be different so that i can feel better and we say no you need to be different so that you can feel better don't ask anybody else to need to be different so that you can feel better can you feel that utter freedom in learning that it's all about your vibration and you can clean it up isn't it refreshing to realize that nobody has to do something different in order to feel good esther looks at granddaughter kate she's three and she's perfect she's easy to love there's nothing about kate that's not to love and so when esther looks at kate or talks to her on the telephone or thinks about her it immediately connects esther with source because there's no resistance whatsoever in that vibration but then frankly she sort of resents the rest of you that you're not that good in other words some of you are not that easy to love and so we know that it would be nicer for esther if you would all just figure out what she wants and be it so that all she has to do is lazily gaze in your direction and feel good and many of you would like everybody to clean themselves up so that you could just gaze in their direction and you would feel good but it's not their job to make themselves the way you need them to be so that you can feel good it's your job to make peace with where you are and find a way of aligning with your desires it's not things that are wrong with people that are upsetting you it's your attention to them and your subsequent activation of something that you don't want that then conflicts with what you do want are you getting this so here's how it works you're banging around with this person you're living with them you're watching them you're having experiences and some of the experiences are wonderful and you say yay i want more of those and some of the experiences don't make you feel so good and you say i don't want any more of those and in all of that you are sending preferences into your thought bank in the sky so to speak in other words rockets of desire are preceding you and source is agreeing with every one of them and lining all of those probabilities up for you but then you haven't trained yourself yet to be a match to what you've dreamed into place instead you're looking at this characteristic and it might be a characteristic that's really in your face in other words we understand you're looking at this characteristic that is not a match to what you want and so all of a sudden there's discord between the desire that you have been honing and putting into place and what you're observing right now now a normal person living very conditional love would say you need to do something about this that i'm observing because i can't observe this and be in alignment with what i want at the same time but if you get him whipped into shape somebody else will turn up that that isn't in other words we see mothers getting their sons all whipped into shape just the way they need them to be and then he goes off and falls in love with some girl and then he does what she wants in other words when you're counting on someone performing or changing conditions so that you can feel good you're always obliged to them you're sort of in a trap it's really what's wrong with most relationships where if you could make peace with where they are by acknowledging that there are things you like and things you don't like and turn your undivided attention to the things you do like get a book of positive aspects activate in yourself the very best parts if there are ten dominant characteristics and only one of them is lovely and the rest of them are despicable focus upon that one and let that one wonderful characteristic be what's active within you so that when you say that person's name when you think that person's name that's the vibration that is activated within you and because that vibration that is activated within you is so in alignment with what you want now you are in perfect alignment and when you are in perfect alignment and you are on your signal the universe cannot give you from that person anything that does not match that signal so if you've got relationship problems any of you what's happening is you've got vibration going all over the place you've got a sloppy vibration about that person going on within you and so law of attraction is delivering to you a myriad of things sometimes it's wonderful sometimes it's not so wonderful but it is always every time no exceptions a reflection of your own vibration so you could let everybody off the hook you could let your mates off the hook by saying you know i don't like the way you're treating me but i take full responsibility for it in other words that would be a really accurate statement i'm extracting from you something i do not want now you could get a little dig in if you wanted by saying i'm extracting from you something that i do not want because i've been observing it so present in your experience for so long and it's such a predominant part of your personality that i can hardly get my eyes off of it and because i can't get my eyes off of it i've trained that into an active part of my vibration and so now it seems dear one that i'm getting a whole lot of that from you so i'm going to do my best to ignore that aspect of you which by the way i wish you'd get rid of but i understand it's not your job to get rid of it and i'm going to train myself to the best of you and it'll take me a while because frankly i haven't been looking for the best of you for a while but i've got this long list of things i wish you'd change but never mind that's irrelevant because i realize that this long list of things that i don't like is what's active in my vibration and that's why i'm getting so much of it so excuse me for a little while i'll be gone for an hour no a day no a week i'll be gone i'm going on a cruise and and and i'm going to do my best during that time to focus upon the very best of you i'm going to tune up my vibration about you i'm going to make it impossible for you to give me something other than what i want because what i want will be only what is active in my signal i'm no longer an observer that just sloppily observes all over the place i think about you when we're not together and i train myself into vibrational alignment with what i am wanting and i'm so good at seeing you as i have written in my book of positive aspects i'm so good at seeing you as i've dreamed you when i lay on my pillow at night i'm so good at seeing you the way i want you to be when you're not being that way i don't want you to be that now i am in vibrational alignment with the best of you so then you can say carry on be whoever you need to be because law of attraction will only bring you to me when you are a match to that which is me that's always true law of attraction is bringing everybody to you just as they are a match to your vibration so what's been happening to most of you most of you do not deliberately mold your vibration about anyone or anything into place purposefully that really is what deliberate creation is but most people don't do it instead they observe what is and talk about what is and so they have so much mixture in their vibration it's why they get so much of everything from so many different places and then most people get into this very conditional love mode where they say well let's sift it all out i'm going to clean it all up and i need you to do this this and this and this and we say good luck on that one how is it working out you are selfishly wired every one of you and it just is not going to happen that somebody else is going to make how you feel their top priority it's not their job it's illogical to request that of anyone and even if you can get someone who doesn't have strong interests about what's important to them to yield all of their interests in order to please you eventually they will come to resent you that is not the kind of relationship you want you want a relationship where you're taking responsibility for what you're extracting from the other person it's so freeing to you and it is utterly freeing to them imagine what that would feel like to anyone to have you say i am no longer holding you responsible for my happiness i've got a handle on my own happiness we think those would be wonderful marriage vows i like you pretty good let's see how it goes rather than you need to do all of these things that are unnatural to your species in order to keep me in a place of security no one can find security from a place of insecurity that has spawned such vows you see yes did we get there for you yeah you did thank you very much [Applause] there are two parts to my question which is about power and about what power and the first part is what is personal power and how do i stay connected to it in my everyday life personal power is alignment personal power is alignment with the signal in other words we've been talking about it here today that there is you having your experience causing clarity about what you want and source energy in agreement with that setting forth a vibration that represents a large part of who you are so power or empowerment is about you in your day-to-day dealings being in alignment with that that you have set forth and you know that you are in your power the better you feel the better you feel the more you are in your power the worse you feel the more you've got enough contradiction going on your vibration that they're static in your signal and you're not right on signal you see okay jerry and esther have a satellite dish several of them on top of the monster bus and one of them is for internet and if they are in a nice clear space where there are no trees around esther can set her computer into a mode and the satellite dish on the roof of the monster bus goes up and begins searching the sky and sometimes it takes quite a while in other words it's looking everywhere for its signal and sometimes esther will go out and watch it and she can see it as it's looking here and looking here and looking here and looking here and looking here and looking here and looking here and looking here and then it's as if it says well it's not over there so then it will look over there and then we'll look over there and then it will look over there and then it will look over there and then we'll look over there and as long as it's still moving around esther knows it's nowhere near but then all of a sudden she will see it she can feel the attitude of it he will say oh you're somewhere in here and she can see it just a light and then all of a sudden she sees it stop and she will announce it's locked on in other words it's locked onto the signal and now i can receive my internet or whatever i am wanting but as long as it's not locked on she can play with her computer all day long and she's not going to get anything in other words the signals have to be locked on that's where your power is it's when you lock on only it's not a visual thing for you it's a visceral thing it's something that you feel in your solar plexus is the emotions that you feel okay thank you if you want to goose up your ability to recognize when you're locked on then fan the flames of your desire a little bit because the more actively you have fanned the flames of your desire the more you will be able to feel the vibrational relativity between those active desires and where you stand relative to it people sometimes say abraham is it normal for all hell to break loose in one's life when they begin doing abraham work and we say yes because the first thing that happens is you start clarifying your desire and so you get that part of your vibration playing a more active part within you and then what you're doing on a day-to-day basis with your thoughts really shows up you can really feel when you're in alignment when you're in your power and when you're not have you noticed that on some subjects you're in your power and on some subjects you're not do you know people who are utterly feeling secure about money but not relative to relationships so it's possible isn't it to be in your power on one subject and not on another because on one subject your thoughts track right along with everything that you want while on another subject you're still looking at what is instead of about what you're wanting okay that's why we're encouraging you to play this game where you do your best to make peace with where you are and making peace with where you are goes like this it's like well here i am and there's where i want to be and eventually i will be there in in good time not making the best of it or not being at peace with where you are is i want to be over there but i'm over here but i want to be over there but i'm over here you've got to soften that feeling of discord between where you are and where you want to be and as you begin to practice that on any subject that comes up before you know it you will have released so much resistance you will be truly doing what we call the art of allowing where so many of the things that you've been asking for that are just ripe and ready for you to receive you now let into your experience because you're relaxed and no longer pushing them away with a contradictory vibration okay thank you so the second part of my question is about power politics and the law of attraction back home my husband is the leader of a political party and he wants to be in government after the next general election now because he's not remotely interested in abraham he's pursuing his goals both positively and negatively so the people who are in government well he is in politics he is in politics and the the people who who are in government they're not interested in abraham either so they're doing exactly the same thing he's doing and the voters are being love bombed by both sides so then i come along and because i am interested in abraham every day i hold my intention which is that i will see him leading a lean effective efficient government that's working for the people so my question is how does the law of attraction work with all of these different elements of wanting well the most significant thing we want to say to you is that as you are doing a wonderful thing as you are looking at his situation in a way that feels good to you in other words you're choosing thoughts that bring you into alignment when you choose them so your work as far as alignment and our work as far as coaching you into alignment is really done but then you say but abraham i would like to take this further i would like to come into alignment and then i would like to influence the outcome of something else and we say that's not your job your job is to come into alignment law of attraction is going to affect the outcome you see right so as you demonstrate alignment in other words what could be better for your husband than to hear your confidence and your belief in him and your compliments about his wisdom and his caring what could be better to help him to find alignment you see and so you teach through the power of your example but what we've noticed in terms of law of attraction and politics is that for the most part we're wanting to find a tactful way of saying this oh there isn't one the democrats did not seem to win the most recent u.s election but they contributed most votes toward the republican win right because there were more of them who cared and more of them who cared more and more of them who focused upon that what they did not want and so those who won were pushing against the other two but they were not pushing against the other as much as the other was pushing against the other you get a sense what we're talking about and so we don't want to hurt your feelings or your husband's feelings either but we want to say to you that you are casting your votes vibrationally anyway and the universe is responding to the vibrational casting of votes and the politics which want to take so much credit about the way the world is moving are not as significant as a tiny little flea on the back of a very big dog okay in other words they are living their world and it is what they are doing is important to their lives but in terms of the world effect it is not the big deal that they are all making it out to be you see so play in whatever game you want to play in and make yourself happy in whatever way you want to in other words we are not saying that what they're doing isn't beneficial for them or that they should stop doing it we think everyone should do what they're wanting to do but don't sit in a place believing that you have to find some way of changing the tide of politics in order to make the world a better place because there are billions of people on the planet having their individual experiences and with every experience they have they are launching rockets of desire that sources receiving fully and so everyone is being heard and everyone is being heard all day every day it's huge the problem with the individual lives not being satisfied is not that they are not being heard and it is not that they are not being answered is that they are then pushing so hard about what they do not want that they are few most everyone is holding themselves in a place where they are not letting in the very things that they are asking for and that's what you are going to demonstrate to your mate in other words he doesn't have to hear about abraham or even listen to the idea of law of attraction but as you feel good as you hold him as your object of attention you benefit him and it wouldn't hurt to let him know that you work to do that that you care about feeling good and you don't hold him in a positive light because you're trying to change him or alter him or fix him or change him in any way you do it because it helps you feel better and you're feeling good and your alignment is of primary importance to you and as he begins to recognize your magic because it appears like that to those who do not understand then little by little you'll start hearing him holding his thought more the way he wants it to be and it doesn't take too many having wonderful results before people start sitting up and taking notice you see okay no one is happy until they are in full empowerment of their own experience and everything that you see happening that's of a negative nature including the terrorism and all the wars that are surrounding it is about people feeling insecure it's about believing that i have no control over what happens to me and i need to do something to you to keep you from doing something to me the whole basis of it is a feeling of disempowerment okay it will be wonderful to see a few people in a place where they are receiving some public attention who have brought their own personal lives into their own control and once you do that and you demonstrate in a meaningful way to others that can catch on pretty fast because that's what everyone wants okay thank you very much thank you [Applause] thank you good afternoon abraham monster buses are fun it seems like suffering surrounds us from every direction we see children being abused by adults by priests looking at the news we see murders suicides automobile accidents tragedies after tragedy the tsunami and things like this the war that's going on right now why is there so much suffering what purpose does this serve well it isn't that suffering serves purpose in other words you don't come forth intending to enact suffering on yourself or on others in order to have some growth spurt or anything like that it is a consequence of living in an environment of contrast and it is also a consequence of living in an environment of free will where everyone gets to create their own experience through the vibration that they offer we have to say that suffering especially in the dramatic way that you have described it here is mostly a consequence of people who have at some point stopped listening to their own guidance system who are now listening to something outside of them for direction recently jerry and esther were in a hotel in terrytown or somewhere always a different one and as esther went to take her morning bath she noticed that there was a sign on this valve that moved this way or this way that said push it that way for cold and push it that way for hot and as esther pushed the valve she found her personal experience to be actually the opposite of what the sign said and she thought it is fortunate that i can tell the difference between a cold bath and a hot bath because the sign is clearly wrong and we see so many of you who have set aside your own personal feedback about the path that you're on where you are listening to someone else's explanation of what you should be doing when almost without exception the explanation that they are giving you about what you should be doing is they want you to do something that would change the condition of something that they're observing so that they can feel better in other words it's an interesting thing people sometimes say abraham you teach selfishness and we say indeed we do because if you are not selfish enough to make sure that you're connected to source then you don't have anything to give anyone else anyway and it's interesting that the people who are accusing you of selfishness would like you to do something different because they selfishly want to feel better and they believe that you should subvert your selfish desire for their own we're not really as far off the track as it seems we're laying a little basis here for you so the most important thing that we want to say so many of our physical friends have said to us abraham there is something screwy with this physical time-space reality leading-edge adventure that we are upon because if we are in a place of pure positive energy and then we make our decision to come into this physical environment why would we come from pure positive energy into contrast that could potentially turn out like some of the things that you have described here and we say the intention of coming into this environment and into this sea of magnificent contrast has such a huge basis and meaning because you know that you are leading edge creators and that you cannot cease expanding so it's really not about choosing to come forth it's about the inevitability of continuing to be on the leading edge where there is variety to choose from and it is known so powerfully from your non-physical perspective the power of that variety because it is known that moving around through that is going to stimulate within you important you worthy you leading ed you perfect powerful personal preferences so that you get to uniquely conclude you're like a scout out there for source or for god that's having exposure to an experience and a desire is being born within you a powerful desire that source in the moment says yes to how good is that in other words the contrast is necessary for the new idea and the new idea source says immediately yes to and so the expansion of this powerful perfect glorious world is underway so then why if contrast has caused me to conclude and you see by contrast we mean you could just like it to be a little better you could be living a perfect life and just wanted a little better or you could be living a tragic life and want it to be a lot better but whether you want it to be a little better or a lot better sources saying yes every single time there's nothing wrong with that system we think most everybody would acknowledge that that sounds like a wonderful system where everybody even the one cell to me be even the cells in your body even the genius consciousness known as you in your physical human personality you get to have exposure to these experiences and you all get to choose and when you choose source says yes that would be better for you therefore it is and in the moment the everything moves into place to bring that about so the dilemma or the question or the problem isn't that the contrast is giving you the data or the fodder in order to give birth to these desires the problem is that so many of you are not then listening to your guidance and bringing yourselves into vibrational alignment with your desires you see it's interesting we we have to give this to you in a way that will really reach you your generation and the generations that are present on the planet today can bang around and give birth to all kinds of rockets of desires that future generations will receive the benefit from because future generations are less resistant to the new ideas that you have launched but this gathering is about helping you to be less resistance to what you've launched so that you can begin to receive the benefit of what you've launched right here while you're still in this physical body that's what you intended as you came forth so you said i'll go forth and the contrast will be good it's like the wellstock kitchen i might not choose some of it and put it in my pie but i'm in agreement that it all should be allowed and there's no possibility of ever removing anything because every thought that ever existed still exists so i'm all right with all of that and i trust that my experience will give me desires and i trust that i will be able to tell by the way i feel whether i'm moving towards something that will please me when it manifests or whether i'm moving towards something that won't please me when it manifests so now you have a world and media and newspapers and television and all of this influence of media who see it as valuable to scour the world and find pockets of things going wrong and amplify them and dramatize them and put music behind them and bring them to you in your homes and through your papers through in a disproportionate manner so that you get a distorted view of the well-being of your planet versus the not well-being of your planet the well-being is huge you see there is so much more that is going well than is not going well and when you put all of the time of history together of man and history together you realize that it is infinitesimal in comparison what has not gone well but we agree with you when you shine the spotlight on what you do not want and you make that such an active part of your vibration that you then disallow yourself receiving what you do want we can see how it would feel that way we want you to realize that there is only a stream of well-being which you are allowing or not and the perspectives of source is that there is only a stream of well-being that is expanding into endless leading-edge delicious ways and the fact that humans here and there or maybe lots of them don't allow themselves to receive the benefit of this leading-edge ride does not mean that there's something wrong with the system it means that somewhere along the way they have lost sight of their own guidance and they're not guiding themselves into the stream that feels good it would be like making a decision that you're going to take your first trip to france and you're going to go to paris and you get there and you travel across the sea and you get out of your the airplane into a taxi cab and you go and the cab driver lets you out and you step right into a recently overflowed sewer and you say so this is paris and then you get back in the cab and you go back to the airport and you go back to where you come from and you announce i did not like it at all and we say but you saw so little in other words you had an experience and you responded to the experience but you did not allow yourself to have a full enough experience to really see it the way that it really is you see so that's the best answer we can give you we know that there are things that you don't want to see and we're not saying to you that you should hide your eyes from them we are in fact saying that as you look at those things unwanted tragic as many of them are that in the moment that you lay eyes on them you give birth to a rocket of desire for an improvement so that news media is not doing a terrible disservice because they are causing millions maybe billions to see and launch rockets of desire and sources saying yes every time that's why we get so exhilarated so worked up in wanting you all to recognize you have no idea of the fabulous future experience that is being held for this planet in vibrational escrow for you as individuals and for you as mass consciousness you see but you can't worry about what the others as parts of mass consciousness are doing you can only clean up your own vibration and when you do you'll live heaven on earth when you do there'll be no sign of anything going wrong in your life experience when you do people will stand back and say who made you king how is it that all things come to you and you say i found my guidance system and i can tell when i'm moving toward something that i'm gonna like when i get there and i can tell when i'm moving towards something that i'm not going to like when i get there i'm paying attention to my guidance system and hopefully through my example others will learn how to pay attention to their guidance system we like you we would like it if everyone could in this moment and every moment be living a joyful experience but you know what's really interesting we are the leading edge through you in other words we are source energy having your leading edge experiences so here you are banging around and in your discomfort you launch a rocket and we ride the rocket so you are providing for us an endless universal ride of well-being and the reason that you feel negative emotion is because we never look back to the vibration that is you in other words we don't allow ourselves to beat the drum of lack in fact the feeling of negative emotion is the sensation of you not going where we are or you not allowing yourself to be in the same vibration that is us you see you do not walk into a room and look for a dark switch because you do not expect there to be some misty inky darkness that's going to come in and cover the light you know that there is a resistor that you can put on the light and in the same way there's not a source of badness and there's not a source of evil and there's not a source of sickness there is only a stream of well-being which is being allowed or not and so the next powerful question we feel it bubbling within you and many others in the room and beyond but what about the little ones in other words how can a little one have gotten themselves into such a vibrational place that they are disallowing their well-being and we say power of influence just because they're not talking doesn't mean that they're not picking up on the vibrations you are communicating a thousand times more through your vibration and beyond than you are through your words so the children are picking up on the vibration even when they are in their mother's womb they are picking up on vibration they are picking up on the vibration of mass consciousness you see and so as you understand that everyone is vibrational and then you also realize that you cannot really do a very good job of evaluating the rightness or the wrongness of somebody else's experience unless you're standing in the middle of it and it is your experience because you do not know what desires they hold and so you cannot understand either one of the points of vibrational relativity that's why you just have to do your best to feel the best you can about whatever it is that you are giving your attention to and as you do your world will get brighter and brighter you won't have access to those things that are not wanted and some say oh then i should put my head in the sand and just not worry about the people that are downtrodden or the people that are being bombed or the people that are being abused and we say if you could help them by your attention to them would tell you something else but your attention to what's going wrong in their life only adds emphasis to that and makes it more probable that it will be in your life but you could look at what's going wrong in their life and let the universe do for you what it always does which helps you to realize that you would prefer something else but once you see something tragic and you prefer something else please turn your attention to your new preference and ride the same wave the source is writing and you will begin to recognize that this world is as bright and beautiful as it has ever been more so there is nothing broken about this world everything is functioning perfectly and we know that's hard to hear when you're standing in the sewer of paris but it is our promise to you well-being truly does abound good time for segment of refreshing thank you you're good and are you refreshed yes good now what more things you know we only have one answer we think you should adapt that one answer to everything come forward if you will hello abraham it's great to be here i'm a politician and turn off the microphone [Laughter] i've been not yours ours i've been in elected office and now i serve in leadership positions and i got the snickers when the other woman asked the question about her husband and you know i know that the field is one where we do what we do because we don't know what we don't know you know we don't know any better and in the years that i have been involved as a leader and i seem to be compelled to continue to be a leader it's been my desire since i've found law of attraction to know what it's like or to inspire myself inspire others through my own example to be a leader in politics or part of a political movement or something like that where we lead from perspective of law of attraction you know an awareness of that a connection to source and well let us interject something here because we don't want to give anyone a misimpression we think that politics is as wonderful as anything else you might choose yes we think it is a wonderful thing to be sincerely involved in an aspect of life on this planet where you from a personal standpoint come to powerful conclusions because of what you are observing where your desire on behalf of others for the well-being of the good of the whole is formulated within you and you launch powerful rockets of desire and we can think of nothing more wonderful than for you then to gather together with others who in a like-minded way wish for things to get better and we also agree that it is possible for several different factions or parties or even households to have differing views on what should be done there are only two primary areas of true distortion that politics brings to mind right away the first is you are very action oriented in other words most are jumping into what we can do to solve some condition and so very little attention is given to the thought that is causing it and so it's just always trying to fix something after the fact instead of create it the way you would like it to be to begin with yes so if you could be in a political seat where you could get people dreaming and talking who actually have the power to make things happen so their desires are believable to them because they are understanding from where they stand that it could happen this could be a very powerful thing and then the other thing that causes the political arena to not be as productive as it could be and certainly not be as pleasant as it could be is there is usually more attention upon what somebody else wants that you don't want then there is attention upon what you want so it becomes one of pushing against more than one of dreaming about what you're wanting and that's what we meant when we said often the other political party is responsible for your win because they are pushing so hard against what they do not want that they cast more votes for that because when you look at something wanted and you say yes to it you are included in your vibration when you look at something and say no to it you are including it in your vibration so you could become a very powerful politician or your party could be a very powerful party if it could talk about what it wants and push not against what it does not want in other words most people are even beginning to get a sense of that in this nation as they look at the political arena and they realize that there are many people especially on the democratic side that cannot speak clearly about what it is that they are wanting but they are very verbal about what they don't want on the other side not even realizing they're casting votes for the very thing that they do not want you see how do i be a leader and and stay focused because the dynamics of the field is there's so much thrown at you on the daily basis what makes it choose the arena to begin with why did you say this is the place where i will affect my power and value and influence the desire to be of service to make a contribution to feel and and think and and to be an example and to help others be lifted into potentials greater than what they are and has that changed in other words is that desire still within you oh very much and do you still believe that you can accomplish that through this political venue i do believe it and i what i'm inspired by is i listen i have the weekly cds and i hear you speak about the medical profession and some of the conversations you're having to help doctors to look at sickness in another way and i've taken on helping leaders to look at being in politics and leading in a different way leading from a background with these kinds of ideas of focusing on what we do want not getting so caught up in what we don't want and you know my own efforts to to be that kind of focus i mean you said it in the last when you were in seattle and i'm from seattle workshop and i hear it every time you say it on the tape you talk about how there can be a person you know who is so clear and it is through their own clarity that you know others gain clarity as well and i'd like for you to just say a little bit more about what that looks like you know what would i be thinking and being to be that kind of clarity well see yourself as one who collects data and see the data collecting stage as the one where you are trying to figure out what is going on and during the process of gathering that data your own personal preferences about what would make your world through your eyes a better place let that just formulate naturally you don't even have to work hard at that just involve yourself in your system and let those natural desires be born but when you find yourself feeling the true passion about something then as quickly as you can turn your undivided attention to what you want and why you want it and the reason that it's a little tricky in the political arena is because most people believe that they have to talk down or defeat what they do not want not realizing that they're diffusing their own power when they do that and so it really is a matter of being clear about what you want and staying on message about what you want and letting what you want be heard not because you need to say it so that the others can hear it so that they can all finally come into agreement but because when you say it so much that you come into agreement now you are a force to be reckoned with in other words one who is completely connected to their dream who is in sync with the power of the universe in utter alignment with your desire did you hear us earlier when we said your desire once it is formulated source energy says yes to it so source energy is saying yes to what you want source energy is saying yes to what the others want and so if you are a competitive lot you're saying well abraham how can source be saying yes to my team that wins and yes to the other team that wins who's going to win and we say the team that's most in alignment with their own desire and so when you realize that all you have to do is get into alignment with what you want which means it's got to feel good to you when you talk about it now everything will fall into place for you there is another thing that we would like to give to you and that is that when you think about creating your own reality can you hear us when we talk about the importance of your perception of your own personal power yes can't you just feel that resonate with you in other words and can't you feel that the way you feel is about that perception of your degrees of empowerment and isn't the feeling of disempowerment the worst feeling in the world yes so as a leader your work is to feel your own empowerment but not to gain the empowerment so that you can dole it out to those who need it because that goes against the universal system what you want to do is demonstrate how to gain your personal power with an eye to helping others understand how to gain their personal empowerment because an individual will not be truly happy until they acknowledge that they are in control of their own experience nor will your constituency in other words it's the same for everyone you've got to feel your power and nobody likes somebody else having the power you see another thing that we'd like to say to you is that and you already know this but we're going to just lay it out here in very clear and blatant terms and that is did we mention that you probably already know this but we really want you to hear this that because this universe is selfishly driven and we mean that in the most wonderful way when you think about it that every point of consciousness gets to selfishly choose what's best for them and source agrees right away step one step two taken care of and that if every point of consciousness is choosing and source is answering then what a wonderful world it is where everybody's asking for what they personally need and universal forces are providing it so what goes wrong why are some people disallowing the well-being from flowing to them while others are allowing it and we say you can't take that pie and split it up in some way where you take the pieces from people who have been allowing it to flow and give it to the people who have not been allowing it to flow and expect it to stick because in a very short period of time that pie will put itself back where it vibrationally belongs you see and so when you realize now this is the part that we want to make sure that you hear that because this universe is selfishly motivated which is a wonderful thing then from a political standpoint or from any standpoint really understand that everything is therefore driven by economics and when you understand that everything is driven by economics and you don't ask it to be other than that and then you get in the flow of that in other words let your questions as you are trying to figure out what to do let your questions be questions like what is the greatest benefit that that person could derive from this system in other words how can this person personally benefit the most from what we've got going and then remind yourself that self-empowerment is at the heart of their joy you can take money from someplace else you can give them programs you can put all kinds of things in place but unless a person is connected to the stream and understanding their own self-empowerment they will eternally be dissatisfied so if we were talking to you and you were asking how to be a good parent or if you were a teacher asking how to be a good teacher or if you're a politician asking to how to be a wonderful politician our answer is the same in every case teach self-empowerment and expect things to go well for them and stop seeing them as broken and stop putting programs into place that say i do this for you because i see that you cannot do it for yourself because every time you do something for someone with that attitude you disempower them more you fan the flames of their own recognition of their own disempowerment and no matter how much they you give to them they will continue to hate you for it you see because they do not want the things that you can give them they want to know that they can achieve for themselves we know this because we know the hearts and minds of everyone who exists on this planet there is not one there is not one who could sincerely say i would like you to take all of my power from me and just treat me in the way that will be pleasing to me because it's not the stuff you want it's a vibrational alignment that you crave really it is well that's one of the reasons why i've combined now politics with being a spiritual teacher and you know i i do workshops lectures and seminars on spirituality with this idea of combining interweaving politics you see spirituality is ready to be received by some and abhorrent to others spirituality has is a very broad spectrum in other words your spirituality might not be the spirituality that they want to hear about there's all kinds of of prickly spines that go up around that subject but when you're talking about personal empowerment everyone resonates with that you see so that's a better conversation it's certainly a broader conversation and one that won't get you shut down in the first moments of opening your mouth and isn't really the basis of politics the upliftment of the whole isn't that what they would tell you in words that we're working for the greater good and we say liars liars all of them because no one really has the ability to want for the greater good everyone has the ability to want for the individual want for their their own individual desires and we're not saying that you cannot care about others you do but you've got to care about them fighting personal empowerment otherwise your political system will follow its own economic weight you you just cannot keep working against the forces of the universe and maintain anything for very long and that's the way the political tide always turns do you notice it always goes where the money is you see and the money will always follow the personal empowerment every time and is personal power meant above money you know is that supreme in terms of yes it is because once you are personally empowered then you can achieve anything that you are wanting it can be dollars if you wanted or more time if you wanted or more love if you wanted or more clarity if you wanted or more wellness if you wanted in other words abundance of all things comes to you when you understand your personal empowerment so what is the key then with someone like myself in the leadership position i'm going to see what i don't want i'm i'm focused on what i do want what is a good perspective for me to have about the don't want you know i'd like to look at it and see it but not don't want it well but just let it be there make peace with it in this sense if you didn't have the ability to know what you don't want you wouldn't have the ability to know what you do want so it's part of the focusing mechanism but once what you don't want has helped you to define at least for now what you think you do want now do your very best to turn your undivided attention toward what you do want so you're talking about what you do want you're imagining you're pretending it you're looking for evidence of it that seems logical and obvious it's just not all that easy to do when you're faced with what you don't want but the missing piece that we think would help you and anyone no matter what it is that you're working on is that when you make peace with what is in other words give us an example of something that you would like to see improvement about and we'll show you what we mean well one of the things is um world hunger or people being hungry when i i used to cheer a community called human services and it was about giving people food and i would get very frustrated because in my mind i know we have enough food on the planet to feed all of the people and it's like well why don't we just feed them you know that would just be such a simple solution you know the food is there but the system doesn't support just giving food to people just because we have plenty all right so now as we were listening to you just now we know that you've been observing the hunger and of course it makes you want the food to be distributed but then as you continue to talk you talked much more about it as it is in other words we could all feel that the hungry children are still hungry and that the system is breaking down and that it's bogged down in many different ways and that it's not as you want it and so just in this brief dialogue that we had your vibration was much more about what isn't working than with what is working and this is the thing that is a little tricky about being human with manifestations all around you the tendency is to look at what is and keep insisting on an improvement of what is but you can't let what is be the thing that you are looking mostly at without what is being the thing that's mostly dominant in your vibration so even though we can feel a part of you really in line with wanting the world to be fed your vibration is not yet a match to it you are being too objective you're being too observant you are giving too much attention to what is and so what would happen usually in your political arena if you were to pull back from the reality of what is and just continue to talk about your dream at first they would make fun of you they would call you a dreamer they would call you not a realist they would say to you that you've got to face reality and so a lot of the time you don't want to be open about it all in other words you don't want to talk to everybody about every thought that you have in your head you're doing a lot of your creation in the privacy of your own mind and the privacy of your own bed in the privacy of your own car you've got to find yourself envisioning it the way you want and that vibration to be so dominant within you that when you speak of that subject you speak of it from a framework of how you see it not how it is people will say abraham i'm stuck where i am when we say you can't be stuck because energy is always in motion they say no i'm pretty sure i'm stuck because it keeps happening for me the same way and we say you can't be stuck because things are constantly changing but they are changing to the vibration that you've got going so they might be changing to the same thing over and over again but they are changing and so isn't it time that we stop talking about how hungry everyone is and we start talking about how easy it is to feed them isn't it time to begin talking about as you said how much food is around jerry and esther say that all the time as they are driving around and looking at all the crops that are growing and recognizing how much food looking at the technology and the ability understanding that the earth continues to produce understanding that there's surplus in one place and not enough to eat in another and yet you have the most magnificent distribution system that has ever been present upon the earth in other words there is no logical reason that the food is not moved around that people are not taught to grow food and that the food does not come more easily and so as you give your attention to that what begins to happen is that people that know the answers to those questions begin flowing to you and before you know it you're not one voice out there sounding like a weird lady you are a voice among many other voices and instead of it sounding like something that i don't need to worry about or something that is illogical in time it begins to feel like the next logical step everybody begins asking and wondering why is this not so because it is it becomes something that feels so logical and there will be a sort of tipping point we want to say to you we've said it already but we want to say it to you about this 99.9999 99 99 of every creation is complete before you begin to see any physical evidence you haven't been affecting world hunger yet because you have not come into alignment with your own dream and so there are a lot of people that don't take the time to come into alignment with their own dream and then just keep lamenting the fact that it never comes to fruition and we say get into alignment with it and find out how powerful you are find out that you reach far beyond the boundaries of politics find out how when you find vibrational alignment it's like you beamed a satellite dish in and source energy that knows every leader and every farmer and every possibility every distributor source energy law of attraction puts all of the pieces together but it's those like you who are willing to dream it that put it into place we think that the greatest role of a politician is that you have face-to-face nitty-gritty experience which gives you the contrasting experience that makes you clear about your desire than almost anybody else on the planet but we promise you you will not solve the problems that you are discovering through politics through politics those problems must be solved on a higher plane and so be the politician to collect the data and be the politician to hone your dream and be the politician to earn your money if you want be the politician to serve yourself in whatever way you want be the politician to put that dream in place but then go home and be who you are and dream yourself into alignment with your own dream and if you don't care who gets the credit you will watch your world transform you could pick any subject that you want to shine influence on and clean up your vibration about it and the universe will show you the evidence of your power every single time because you have that kind of power you see just don't ask other people to fall into action in alignment with it let the universe hand pick those that are a vibrational match to your dream and let it come about in that way you see and when you play politics in that way the data collecting is fun and when you play politics in that way all of the frustration level goes away because those weren't the people that you needed to fulfill your dream anyway those were the people that you needed to grow your dream to put your dream in place you see source energy will help you in ways that you have not begun to imagine because source energy went with you on your dream source energy agrees with you is queued up and ready you see and through the crack of least resistance each one of you that opens another little avenue resources will flow in and before you know the entire tide of this on your planet has shifted and you will lay on your bed one day and you will watch it across the television screen and you will smile and you will know your important part in this yes very good thank you very good hmm hello abraham i really like your teachings they resonate with me greatly i try to put them in practice on a daily basis but there's but there's some there's one part of your teachings that i just can't seem to reconcile i'm sorry leave it out leave it out well it's it's there every day and i think a lot of people deal with it too and it has to do with subconscious thought subconscious creation we've had some questions earlier today about it and you said then to focus on now what you're feeling now we'd like to say something even more blatant to you subconscious thought doesn't mean diddly squat subconscious thought is below your level of recognition so it is below your level of being able to feel it emotionally is not a big enough vibrational player to worry about in any way i hear you say that but in in my life i know i've met people and it's happened in my life where things seem to manifest in the first first teachings of yours i came across you said this frequently about um abraham i would not have created this but yet it's there in their lives but you weren't creating it from an unconscious or subconscious level what's happening is people look at things they don't want and talk about things they don't want and feel negative emotion as they're doing it and ignore their guidance system and then call it subconscious that we don't call that subconscious anything you're feeling emotion around is not subconscious it's conscious and you're getting a vibrational indicator to let you know that you're moving towards something that you do not want so you're saying it's conscious thought but we're ignoring it we're saying it's conscious thought if you are having an emotion around it and if you're not having an emotion around it it's not a big conscious thought what you might be talking about is you might become accustomed to negative emotion but we want you to realize that negative emotion always means that you are eventually moving towards something that you will not like when you get there i think some things appear in our lives that seem to come out of the blue and we wonder we know that how in the world we have created but you see the reason for that is because 99 of every creation is complete before you see any physical evidence so for example let's say i've decided because of my experience that i want more money i want more money so i launched this rocket of desire so walking this way is toward more money and walking this way is away from more money and so you say i want more money i really do but i don't have enough money and i hardly know anybody who has enough money and i'd like more money but i don't have enough money and i wish i had more money and and oh you don't have any money either well let's get together and complain about not having money and and i would like more money but i don't have enough money and so what's happening is you are consistently walking toward what you do not want vibrationally but you don't realize that you're doing it because you are not taking score based upon the way you feel you're taking score based upon other criteria we're visiting with a woman one day who said i have arthritis in my hips and it's very painful and it's hard for me she said to focus upon feeling better when i feel so bad and we said well the arthritis in your hips that's just what is see that as a sort of action journey culmination to where you are but at the same time you've got this action journey going on about with arthritis in your hips you've got an emotional journey going on and feel the difference between arthritis in your hips and fear or arthritis in your hips and hope because the vibrational difference between fear and hope is the difference between recovery or not so what happens so often is that someone is offering thoughts that are in opposition to what they want offering thoughts that are in opposition to what they want in opposition to what they want in opposition to what they want moving steadily toward what they do not want toward what they do not want 99.99 of it is complete before there's any physical evidence i'm hungry i don't feel good i'm joining groups that feel the same way i don't feel good i'm honored i don't feel good i'm honored i don't feel good i'm honored i don't feel good i'm monday i don't feel good manifestation where did that come from it came out of the blue and we say it didn't come out of the blue it came out of the vibration that you've been offering but in your not being aware of the way you were feeling you were steadily moving towards something without recognizing it and we do not agree that it is subconscious what about when the arthritis first showed up did that woman was she thinking before oh i'm afraid of arthritis i'm afraid of arthritis and brought it in maybe not she might not have even heard of arthritis but then how did it get there she created it because the arthritis is symptomatic of the essence of the vibration that she was offering in other words the vibration was one of resisting the vibration was one of not allowing maybe many things that she wanted she might have felt disempowered when we come back uh in the days that follow we'll talk more about how in the same way that there are emotions along this emotional scale there are different illnesses that are consistent with different spots on the emotional scale we just want to say to you that every illness or every being in any situation that is not as you want it to be is always without exception that you are resistant to what you do want so the question is is my resistance something that i could be aware of or not you say well i don't think i'm aware of it because i wouldn't let it happen if i were aware of it so maybe it's subconscious and we say we don't believe that it's because it's subconscious we believe it's because you're getting guidance from your emotional system that you are ignoring and we believe the reason that you ignore guidance in other words esther watched the political debates even though she knows that feeling good is most important and her excuse was it's interesting so she put interest in stimulation of thought above what feels good you say a lot of people are saying well i think i should give this my attention because it's true and we say we would not use the fact that it's true as the criteria of whether we would activate it in our vibration because there are true things that you want to activate and repeat in your experience and true things that you don't want to activate and repeat in your experience we would use the criteria of how does it feel when i focus upon it we will begin with you in the morning if you are wanting and chew through this in a more emphatic way because we can feel the power of your question and we have a powerful answer in return good time for segment of refresh we are confused that's that beautiful little note again that we used to start our sessions today we're going to go about 60 something minutes across the face of a cd and i think they're going to be parking the uh the vessel and uh and there'll be a little thing going have you been on this before where the the uh the jets start propelling us pushing us into the wharf so there'll be some jiggling and we may take our our break then and then we'll come back and have about another 60 something minutes recorded and we expect to be finished here at 11 30 and at that point the gangplank will be down and they'll have the blindfolds and everything and well we've been having fun last last night we we we learned all about the new play-doh crayola stuff we were with our grandkids kevin and laurel they taught us more new stuff i didn't know you could do so much stuff with clay this new stuff is multi-colored it bounces like a ball it tastes like no no no no mine did and and and and as they they had a wonderful conclusion you make all these delightful little animals and worms and creatures and snails and elephants and things and then you create a giant blob that eats them all and then you've got this one big hunk for multi-color it's a wonderful idea all right so we're going to guess some for ourselves [Laughter] then this morning we watched the snowy mountains go by and the whales i watched the pilot change over what anybody see them change the pilot oh the new pilot on the ship that was like five this morning boy isn't it beautiful up here did you see the glaciers coming down and the big hunks of floating down i don't know if they're not floating by us so much as we're going by them but whatever it's beautiful and getting prettier all the time uh we met a lot of you through our new book ask and it's given i wanted to mention that i've read it on to uh recorded it and so we now have the cd version that hay house is is uh doing and uh and then esther and i are are publishing the it's funny hey house doesn't publish uh cassettes anymore so we're gonna handle those how many of you all have a cassette player oh still a lot of folks have them so i guess that's why we'll keep doing that all right how many of you use your cassette players oh yeah yeah and mike and karen sherlock have informed me that there will be dvds of this event available and it'll take a little while as they put them all to edit them all together and they'll be coming to you whenever whenever they're done no promises on that either ah let's see anything important i wanted to discuss well i one thing that's really intriguing me is it has been for quite a while as i watch kind of the the new age moving on as with all this high-tech stuff and how wonderful it is and i've been fascinated by it because i'm from the old old old old time of times it was a hard time just back when it was so hard and i know you don't like to hear that no nobody nobody ever likes to hear them say it was really hard back in our days well but it was it was really hard i mean well you don't know you had to have been there i can still remember me taking dictation you know i mean that was way back then but i had this huge slab of marble and this chisel in this hammer and i'm just taking the notes i'm just writing it as fast as i can write it you know it i've got nine of them i said tens are all you're going to get you know they wonder why there weren't 12. that's why there weren't 12. it's just too much work i mentioned earlier that we have a subscription program it's kind of like the book of the month club if you remember how that worked where you could sign up and they'd just send you a book each month they'd pick one out and i liked that idea that i didn't have to make the decision and they'd always send me a nice book the only downside of that was you couldn't cancel it it's like once they started it they just wanted them to come to you forever and i and i was my lifestyle changed a little and i just didn't want to continue and i tried to cancel but they couldn't hear that just keep sending me another book and i started just sending the books back to them and then they send back the book that i'd sent back in the new book of the new month and another bill man that's marketing we've copied it we have two programs like that now we learn from the masters you know so we have a weekly and a monthly subscription program where you can sign up and you can get either a cd or a cassette uh once a month and i i'm gonna these are sign up sheets and i'm just gonna pass these amongst you and if you'd like to play with us you can just put your name on there i think we already have your address and just check if you want to have a weekly or monthly or if you want to receive a tape or a cd or if you prefer to have them they can either send you an invoice or they can apply it to your credit card and so it's really simple and we'll just pass these sign up sheets among you and i want to mention before i do get these out there some of you most of you i guess have been in contact with our staff in san antonio but you really don't know you know how nice they are but what you don't know probably is how sensitive they are and i'm only bringing this up because a lot of people think well well this isn't like the book of the month club days you know these days the law says you have to be able to cancel if you want to cancel and that's true you can cancel if you really don't mind hurting somebody's feelings back in san antonio so anyway if you don't see this as a lifetime commitment you probably shouldn't fool with it but i'll let you all make that decision how many of you are already on one of our programs oh well i don't know why we're passing them around they can't they can't get off they can't get off sir would you join us and uh esther would you join us i will hey there hi there what have you been into uh and are you refreshed yes yes and are you ready to continue and are you ready to continue i am bring us back round to where we are we were talking about subconscious and whether or not we create with subconscious thought and the last thing we talked about was you gave an example of a woman with arthritis and i understand to not focus on that you know if you want to get rid of it to not focus on it but the last thing i asked was well what about when the arthritis first showed up sometimes it seems to me we get things that we aren't thinking about and i i've listened to your teachings on that and i'm not in alignment with it yet so i'm asking for help with that and i have a specific problem myself um that's probably is a good example where i have sinus drainage and it happened very suddenly on just one day it was there and it's never left and i understand that we create illness we're energetic beings and illnesses about energy blockages and so when we create something like this problem i have i've tried to explore what emotion or what what might be causing the energy block and i just haven't been able to put my finger on it so it seems to me that it's something subconscious that i'm not aware of that's causing it so well let's go along with your terminology for just a little bit and let's define subconscious in the way we think you mean it which means i'm doing something i'm not conscious of that's fair enough yes so if i'm doing something that i'm not conscious of what we want to say to you is we want you to get conscious of what you're doing we want i do too we want you to be sensitive to the way you feel which is your indicator of what you're doing so we understand what you're getting at when you try to identify what thoughts you've been thinking or what thoughts might lead to some response or reaction it can be a bit overwhelming because there are so many thoughts on so many subjects that are moving through your experience so that's why we are making an effort to help you understand that rather than monitoring thoughts or even trying to control thoughts if you will set your vibrational tone by looking for the emotional feeling place and you do that by making an association between what you're thinking and how you're feeling and when you decide that it matters to you very much that you feel good and you start then and only then in other words you will not start noticing that you're not feeling great until you decide that it's important that you do feel great so once you make a decision that it's important to you how you feel then you will begin to make that very important association between what you're thinking and feeling and then the more you do that the more you will be able to fine-tune your awareness so that you will be able to recognize that and i'm moving into that place more and more on a daily basis where i notice that i'm feeling something and i get control of it it's very helpful when you say things like that because what you're saying is i now understand that i create my own reality and i now understand that i am offering a vibration and now i'm beginning to understand that my emotions will give me a reading on the vibration that i'm offering and now what we're saying to you that we think is new to your ears in in this hours that have just happened yesterday is we want you to understand that the way that your emotions work and the reason that your emotions are able to give you the significant and precise feedback that they give you is because of the vibrational relativity points between what you really want which may be unconscious to you and where you are which may be unconscious to you so let's talk about that so you're moving through your days and someone is rude to you and so you without even having conscious awareness of it let's say you offer a vibration a rocket of desire that says i would like to be treated better and source hears that and agrees with it so that becomes factored in to your one point of vibrational relativity and then you don't have enough money so you want more money and then you get bogged down in traffic and you want to find clear routes and on and on and on it goes all day every day you are contributing to this one point of vibrational relativity and then in any point in time you are offering a vibration because of something that you are giving your attention to you might be offering your vibration because you're watching a movie you might be offering your vibration because you're remembering something someone said to you you might be offering your vibration because of something you're thinking about saying or because of something you're doing it could be something you're observing in your present or remembering from your past or imagining in your future but something that you're focused on right now has got you activating the vibration and now your guidance system is responding to this always active vibration which you are continually amending but which is backed up with the energy of source with the energy that creates worlds in other words who you really are is pulsing powerfully within you whether you are conscious of it or not and what you are thinking about right now is pulsing powerfully within you whether you are conscious of it or not so what we are suggesting is since all of this vibrational stuff is happening there is an emotional response that's giving you the reading of that and the closer you are right now in the moment thoughts are to who you really are and what you really want then the better you feel and the further those thoughts are vibrationally then the worse you feel so when you begin saying i care how i feel because how i feel is my indication of my alignment of my energy balance of my allowing there's allowing and resisting allowing and resisting of what of the source who is in agreement with all that i have personally concluded as i've moved through the contrast that i prefer or desire to live in this physical life experience so that's why we sort of gave you a hard time yesterday because we really wanted to lay a significant ground work here we want you to leave this gathering if nothing else admitting consciously to yourself that i can tell by the way i feel how i'm doing on this emotional scale how i'm doing in this vibrational relativity and then we're going to say something to you that most don't like very much but we like to say it anyway and that is it really doesn't matter what thoughts you've been thinking or even what thoughts you might think today the thing that really matters is your awareness of your emotional guidance system and your awareness of if i'm walking toward through my conversation through my contemplation through my musing if i'm walking toward vibrationally something that matches who i am then every step in that direction feels like an improvement in other words every step you take toward vibrational alignment with who you are feels like the release of resistance so it's relief relief relief relief or better and better and better and better feeling so so in those moments when you are in alignment and you're feeling good is there all those things like the problem i just mentioned i have are they being corrected they are that 99.99 being done without manifesting that's what we were saying yesterday when we were talking about jerry and esther traveling from phoenix to san diego and the majority of that 400 miles they're not in san diego where they want to be but they are happily moving in the direction of that knowing that the manifestation will be there and we want you to think in terms that when you are happily moving along you are moving in the direction of what you are wanting and the manifestation will be there but here's the thing that we really want you to hear and this is the making peace with where i am part if you are happily moving along to where you are then you're not at the same time noticing that you're not where you want to be what i'm thinking and what i'm feeling what i'm thinking and therefore what i'm feeling in response to what i'm thinking and what manifests is always a vibrational match but once it manifests then it's more difficult to clean your vibration up about it because now you've got the sinus draining that's hard to get your attention off of so it's much easier to guide your vibration before it manifests but it does not matter if it manifests you could have every deadly disease known to man in your body right now and we could promise you that if you could guide your thoughts toward better and better feeling things you would move away from the resistance which is the disallowing factor of the wellness so we don't have to identify any thought that triggered the illness whatever you don't have to get back to the basis of it but what will begin to happen as you decide to be consciously aware of the way you feel and as it matters to you that you feel good and you begin to contour your thoughts one at a time what begins to happen is the not good feeling thoughts become less and less pleasant and more and more acknowledged and you become less and less tolerant of them so we don't think that any of you are negatively creating because you have unconscious thought we think you're negatively creating because you are willing to put up with negative emotion you're you're not you're not as picky as we want you to be we want you to care that you feel good and to guide your thoughts in order to feel good where the tendency is to want to change the conditions so that i can feel good and you can't do that there are too many conditions that keep moving around on you so there is a cure-all and that's just feeling good all the time that is the fountain of youth it is the river of wellness it is the stream of abundance it is the way to all things that are important to you it's feeling good and so when you realize that you have control of the way you feel and you start exercising it now we would encourage all of you start with easy things don't take the thing that's been plaguing you most and decide that that will be the thing you clean your vibration up about but decide that you want to feel good and then be aware of how you are feeling and we really like the picture and you have spoken it even more clearly we really like you to hold this image because this will help you you have without knowing it that's the reason you want to call it unconscious you have been without being aware launching all kinds of things into your vibrational escrow so you are on the brink of manifestation of many things wanted and maybe many things not wanted and you can tell by the way you feel in this moment which of those you are walking toward so every honorary moment is a moment closer to a manifestation that did not just come out of the blue you've been working hard at it every emotional step along the way is a step closer to some of these manifestations so your inner being is always calling you toward the things that it knows you want and that it knows you will like when you get there you see so joseph campbell said follow your bliss and we think that there were no better words that were ever spoken by a human tongue if you were following your bliss you would be following the trail to vibrational alignment you would be in vibrational alignment with all of the things that you have added to the clear being that you are in other words you would be tuned in tapped in turned on you would be thriving in all ways but we notice that sometimes you can't get a whiff of bliss especially when your sinuses are clogged up in other words sometimes if you are frustrated or in despair or something is happening you are you don't have vibrational access to those wonderful thoughts and that is the thing that we think is sort of stuck in the craw of so many because when we say you create your own reality and the way you feel is your indication of how you're doing and you're dealing with some situation that is clearly not in alignment with what you want it's normal that when you are looking right at something that is clearly not what you want that you're going to have negative emotion we do not want to give you the impression that we want you to rid yourself of negative emotion we would not ask of that in any more than we would say lose the sensitivity in your fingertips i understand that we want you to be aware of negative emotion and we want you to bless negative emotion we want you to appreciate negative emotion for the guidance that it gives you and so let's get around to this making peace with where you are so as you are living something less than what you want and you are clear that you would like it to be different than it is and you're mad at yourself that it isn't different than it is that self-directed anger does it feel good or bad it doesn't feel it doesn't feel good and so when you find yourself there say to yourself i'm going to do my best now in my awareness of this emotion to find the best feeling thought i have access to not the best feeling thought i've ever thought and not the best feeling thought anybody has ever thought i'm not trying to mimic my bright-eyed bushy-tailed abraham friend i wish that person would go away frankly just to do the best i'm just going to do the best i can right now and when you are in fear or even despair and you reach into that breath of fresh air that revenge will give you and you acknowledge that this revenge does feel better than that fear or despair that i was feeling before the key to this deliberate reaching for a thought that you have access to is to stop and say i have deliberately chosen this improvement and i do feel better and this is where the emotional journey comes in we want you to care right along while you're suffering with your sinuses we want you to care about what your emotional response is to it and we want you to take your attention away from the physical discomfort if you can and put more of your attention upon the improvement of which you have utter control and what you'll notice is when you make yourself feel better say to your friends i'm really really angry and if you don't like it then stay clear of me but i feel so much better than where i was i'm gonna beat this drum for a while because i want to be sure that i'm stable here so that i can move on to the next and when you show yourself that you can do that then you will feel a relaxing come over you because you will realize that you truly can go anywhere that you want do we add in in addition to reaching for the better thought does it help to sort of pull yourself into that new reality without the sinus problem by imagining or shooting a rocket of desire that i want clear and free sinuses and focus on that will that help pull you to it well it would now if you were in frustration and you were then just wanting to fan the flames of your desire so you imagine what it will be like you possibly could make that jump it depends upon how you feel in other words it's a good recommendation to reach as far up the emotional scale as you can understanding that if you don't reach that far you can just start where you are and not get frustrated about not getting there but that's that's precisely what we were about to say what we've noticed with so many of you is if you try to reach further than you can and you fall in the crevasse then you just get more irritated and usually you don't in that moment at least do much good work about moving out but eventually what happens is you just you watch for every opportunity in other words you could be bogged down in traffic and frustrated about that every day and that could be the basis of your sinus situation in other words it's funny you say that i don't like traffic you you could be irritated with the atmosphere you could be irritated with the smog you could in other words those kinds of thoughts over a steady basis where you beat the drum of it so that 99 of that was in place and then one day out of the blue here come the sign and then once they've come then you don't usually do anything to clean up the vibration about it and so then it just self perpetuates because now you're looking at what is and so you're offering even more of a vibration about what is well you've helped me greatly with mine but since i knew i was going to be coming back here with you this morning we know you have been sent on a mission haven't you well i started it i think but um another question along the same lines things that show up on us physically our physical bodies we create i think i understand you in that that we don't get anything that we do not create ourselves you don't get anything that is not in vibrational alignment with the vibration that you are offering okay the example we were discussing last night what about someone who manifests something on their body and i'll use the extreme a mole with hair growing on it out of your forehead i know a person didn't think god i'm so scared i'm going to get a mole with hair on it out of my forehead so how does something like that manifest usually the vibrational set point on the emotional scale that causes that is an attitude of self-awareness self-criticism self-consciousness i i i want to look good i fear that i don't i want to look good uh you're looking at me and i can tell that you don't think that i do look good in other words it's it's usually it's a it's a soft vibration in other words let's talk about these because the the different set points so what do you think from what you know of the emotions that you feel what do you think would be a logical equivalent in terms of physical disallowance of well-being now let's start this in the right way well-being is flowing and unless you're doing that thing that you do that doesn't allow it to flow you will be thriving in this attitude of well-being which means you'll be vital in life you'll be good feeling you'll be flexible you'll feel good because all of you are wanting that well-being in other words that is a given we'll talk about that a little bit about those who come forth that are born differently that's a different thing altogether but when you come forth and your body is the way you have intended it to be and then it begins migrating toward unwanted things it is because of a sustained vibrational pattern that you're offering so what do you think would be a vibrational equivalent in terms of diagnosis to overwhelm it and frustration things like headaches things like physical discomfort muscle aches maybe even cramping in your feet that sort of thing things that can rather easily be resolved because there's not much tension in that so then what do you think would be a vibrational equivalent to something that is like despair or fear something a little more chronic something much more serious something something something that it replicates your feeling of powerlessness bad like cancer exactly something that that where they would say to you we have very little control over this because it replicates your feeling of lack of control that you have no power in your life so where do you think strokes and heart attacks would fall rage anger in other words for the most part now of course there are exceptions to this and the reason that it is really not accurate for us to try to nail any disease to any exact emotion is because everyone has different emotional set points relative to different things in their life but if there is something in your life that is really really bothering you meaning that you are giving a lot of attention and it's interesting as we watch you you've come into this environment of deciphering contrast in order to give birth to desires but we notice that in that deciphering process the first thing that you usually do is identify what is wrong and there's a tendency to get too hung up for too long on what is wrong and not fast enough turning your attention to the desire that is born out of your awareness of what is wrong and so when you beat the drum of something that's bothering you you tend to work a little groove into that set point and so in time you just without meaning to you call it unconscious we call it not having vibrational awareness but we don't want to call it unconscious because the guidance is always there so we want to call it ignoring the way i feel because someone outside of me has said that i'm not supposed to feel good somebody outside of me has said it's better for me to do what they say i should do than to do what i want to do or what would feel good to me to do it is unconscious a word that you don't like in this context or does it have another meaning that that you understand the reason that we are avoiding the word is because it sounds like i am incapable of garnering control of my experience and we do not acknowledge that in other words we have no control over you were born with guidance that gives you the control and when you utilize the guidance in other words it's all about this vibrational relativity every moment of every day the way you feel is about who you really are and what you really want and what you're doing with your thoughts right here right now and you have utter control about what you're doing right now with these thoughts so that the thing that i was talking about the things that we're thinking about but we're not consciously aware that we're thinking about them or well that's not what we want to say to you is don't be unconscious about your thoughts pay attention to the way you feel so that you're always conscious and you don't have to know what the thought is or where it came from or who gave it to you you just have to know how it felt when it got there and and if when it got there it felt good then try to stay on the same vibe with it and when it got there if it feels bad then try to distract yourself from something that doesn't feel so good so the the mole example or someone with a a back that's a carpet of hair i know they didn't manifest that is that is that um hereditary what is where does gene makeup come into that or i'm trying to understand that we create our reality everything in it in the balance between that and g now you're going into the area that we were talking about earlier that as we are guiding you toward in your now directing your thoughts you have to acknowledge that you didn't begin just now that you were a creator who made the decision to come forth into this time space reality and in this body and so it's logical that you had set thoughts into motion and so the timing of your birth and the placement of your birth all of that is about the intentions that you held but the thing that we really want to say to you from your non-physical perspective you were not precise about the placement or timing of your birth esther said i'm sure that something went wrong i should have been born in malibu and and but your your intentions from non-physical are about who you really are and what you want to achieve and so in this the best example we've given this over time and we think that you can hear it easily the best example is if you were a really good tennis player you would not be looking for a partner who you could beat every time you played them you would want a partner who brought more skill forth from you and so well some of you are looking for that one you can beat occasionally but for the most part you want something and certainly from your non-physical perspective you're looking for something that will be the platform that gives you the best likelihood of remembering who you are rediscovering who you are and going beyond who you have ever been so you didn't say i'll come forth but clean it all up before i get there and then when i get there i can just observe pleasant conditions and i can just regurgitate what is you said i am a creator and i look forward to an environment that will stimulate the new desire within me because a new desire that is born within me summons source summons life force and that is the vitality that is life i want to be on this leading edge riding this wave of creativity that's who you are that's what you want you see and so all of that is within you and all of that is pulsing over here in that point of vibrational relativity it's all there for you plus this vibrational point of relativity is being constantly added to by your day-to-day preferences you get to decide who you want to live with how you want to live how much money you want to make what kind of car you want to drive you get to decide every bit of that and for those who worry that that's not spiritual that that's too materialistic you are living in a physical world that is meant to manifest for you in a material way it is meant to reflect every dream that you hold and so the question is not whether you are worthy of that the question is that are you on the vibration of that you see and your emotions tell you every time how far you are the children play a game hot and cold where they identify an object and if you get closer to it they say hotter hotter hotter hotter hotter if you get further from it colder colder colder colder colder is the same sort of thing where did you lose track of the fact that good is good if it feels good it is good you see and people worry about that they say well won't some mass murderer get some idea i saw the picture in the paper he had a grin on his face he liked chopping those people up i know he did and we say you have no idea how disconnected from who he really is he was feeling before he came to that in other words if this were a world where more of you were in tune with who you are and in vibrational alignment there would be no mass murders there would be no bombs dropped on other cities there would be none of that that all comes from disconnection which is fear-based which is disallowance of who i am and then try to control conditions so that i can feel better and we say it's time to give that up it has never worked and it will never work well thank you for helping me get to a better place i have one quick question then i'll let someone else come up you abraham do you ever get frustrated with us when we're here in front of you you are the very first one it's easy to feel good when you truly know that all is well it's easy to feel good when you know the outcome is always good and so we never feel frustration we never feel worry we never fear for you we only feel knowing of your well-being and an intense desire to help you know it too thank you there's great love here for you that is great good morning it is i have several questions but i'll ask the one about myself first within the art world there are several rather strict rules and codes to follow it has been very confusing for me to know whether to stay within the codes or to follow my own desires so far i have followed my own desires but i haven't reached the point that i would really like to reach have the masters followed that code those dead masters those paintings that are in the museums that are now the most revered of all have you given any thought to how well those masters followed the code i don't know whether they follow the code i know that the church controlled a lot of the code then so well we will tell you okay the further they were from the code the greater the master they are today seem to be thank you that's what i've always felt in my heart but and but think about why in other words it is only in your acknowledgment of your freedom that you connect completely with who you really are and it's only in that connection with who you really are that you paint your masterpiece yes otherwise you're just mimicking what somebody else thinks you should do and what do they know yeah i feel like i've just become an open channel to let it come forth often we speak with artists of music or painting or literature and very often we notice that they have this sense that they need to find out what the world is looking for and then they try to contour their offering to match that thinking that there will be a greater market if they please more people but there is an enormous sacrifice of connection to source when they do that a diminishment of who they are almost on a day-to-day basis and so what we encourage you to do is not worry about anybody else's codes just be aware of this vibrational proximity between your vibrational point of relativity that is what you want and what you've added to and who you really are and where you are right now tend to that and in that alignment everything else will fall into place and let law of attraction bring the audience that is perfect to you to you thank you um i have a couple questions when a person passes do they stay on the other side in the energy flow and hang out for a while or do they re-emerge into another body immediately well your question comes from a little bit of flaw in that the assumption is that you're either dead or alive physical or non-physical when what is really happening is you are always non-physical energy and sometimes you express that non-physical energy into a particular physical apparatus it would be a little bit like saying as you look at your toaster and you know that the electricity will come through the wall so you plug your toaster in and now the toaster makes toast it would be like saying to the electricity in the wall i want you to come forth and be the toaster and the electricity in the wall says i am the source of the energy and i will work in conjunction with the toaster for a meaningful co-creation you get the sense of it and so you are always non-physical energy and when you withdraw your focus from a physical body that focus re-emerges back into non-physical and you just donner fuller view but you do not for a moment lose sense of who you are in other words you're just clearer and wiser sometimes people say oh esther it is so nice of you to sacrifice yourself and allow abraham to possess your body and speak and esther will say there's no sacrifice at all because i am not off somewhere else i am not less than when abraham flows through me i am all that i am and more in other words i have all of that infinite wisdom flowing through me and that's what it is like when you re-emerge in a non-physical you know who you are but you are who you are from that broader perspective no sense of loss of continuity at all so that would explain how there are several people that can sort of look alike or when you meet someone you you know that you've known them it's like a greater part of yourself you come forth in clusters you come forth in what seth has referred to as families of consciousness but it is just vibrational equivalent from the non-physical point of view everyone on your planet is soulmate of sorts because you all come forth from the non-physical energy stream but there are different intentions from non-physical which is what makes the mix of the balance of your planet so divine and as you play off of one another to stimulate each other to newer and greater more expansive ideas it is the perfect fit for everyone you see and so every now and again you will meet someone and there will be a familiarity and almost without exception when you meet someone and you feel that way it is someone with whom you've spent many physical life experiences but we want to say to you often that one who irritates you the very most of all is one of those two yes someone to learn from because you said let's go forth and mix it up let's give each other things to think about let's give each other opportunities to remember that we are not practicing conditional love let's not just lay down and be what everybody wants us to be let's be who we really are and let's allow whoever is interacting with us to have to connect to their source energy and practice a little bit of the art of allowing because if they don't learn the art of allowing they will not be in conscious creative control of their life experience at all in other words it doesn't matter whether they call it law of attraction or art of allowing but it is important that they follow their heart it is important that they march to the beat of their own drum because if you are allowing anyone else to be the one who guides you then they cannot possibly factor in those two points of relativity that are everything you see yes yes what about our animal connection i have a great connection with some of those too do they humans don't like that humans are worried about that karmic wheel thing but very often part of the consciousness that is you will participate in one of your beasts do you have more allowing friends than your beasts is there anyone that you can count on to make you feel better more of the time than your beasts non-physical energy adores flowing through beast but it's important that you understand that in the non-physical it's not a clump of energy assigned to a clump of flesh you think that you are that you're clumps sitting in your seats but you are you are not it is a stream of non-physical energy and this stream of non-physical energy is flowing and it flows toward beasts and it flows toward frogs and it flows toward birds and it flows toward flowers and it flows towards humans and when you get in sync with who you are you are in sync with that stream it is usually only the human consciousness that is wanting to assign a definition of that clump because you are wanting ownership in order to make your claim about appropriate place but once you get in sync with the stream and you begin to feel the flow of that source energy pulsing through you you become less possessive of it and less wanting to dictate and name it and more just allowing it to be the life force that flows through you do we always stay as humans or do we switch around and become animal and human and well the energy stream that is you is really some of all of that but in the strictest sense of the word you are not only human you are leading edge creator remember what we were talking about yesterday that once you as this teacher get out here on this leading edge you want to be there and here's the distinction that we can give you that will really make sense to you the beasts of your planet do for the most part a much better job of allowing their connection to source that's why they have what you call instinct we would call it instinct if you like the word but we would call it in the moment guidance in other words that point of vibrational relativity that was them when they were born and that has been somewhat added to as they have been in this physical body is so much in closer proximity to where they stand in terms of their thoughts you rarely meet a beast who is harboring ill will towards someone in other words they're tuned in tapped in turned on and so the beasts are more allowing in nature while the humans who have the potential to consciously be allowers by utilizing their guidance system and working to bring themselves steadily and consistently into vibrational compliance because you are factoring more things in and because you are considering more things you are exploring the contrast in a more emphatic way and because of the human leading edge on planet earth time space reality emphatic contouring and sifting through the contrast you are contributing to the leading edge of thought in a powerful way but now think about those beasts that were upon your planet before you got here were not they the leading edge and so we don't want to say that they were the leading edge and that you have evolved past them we want to say that you were them when you were that leading edge in other words you were having that experience you were getting this planet ready this planet that is continually evolving you were sniffing out the air you were feeling the atmosphere you will you were learning how to survive in this environment you see and so as you were here and as you were expanding as you were experiencing then that which is god expands further and further and further and here you are but do not assume ever that you will be the final always as you are leading edge being on this planet the evolution of that which you are will continue to expand and that which is the non-physical essence of you will continue to expand right along with it so our answer is you would not from who you are be satisfied to be only the cat that is sitting and purring all day although some of you when you are stressed out would like to trade lives with your cats every now and again yes but we want you to understand that it isn't either or there's enough non-physical life stream to go around and from the non-physical point of view you get to experience it all think about what it is like to be non-physical energy in this place of leading edge expansion getting to experience the flight of the bird or the swim of the dolphin or the idea of the mother or the idea of the painter or the idea of the leading edge engineer think what it is like for non-physical in this free-flowing knowledge of knowing that all is well and knowing that there is no end to the possibilities of creation and being in an environment as we are in non-physical where there is no resistance that would be even close to discernible from a human standpoint imagine what it is like to be flowing through you that's who you are that's why you came forth and what this gathering is about is to help you use your guidance so that you can get into vibrational alignment so you can have that experience too you see so when you get tuned in tapped in turned on from your human perspective now you have the vantage point of all that source has which means you get to know anything that is important to you you can have the expanded experience and awareness of anything that you choose if your environment has given you the inclination to want it your environment can give you the fulfillment of it but you've got to be a vibrational match to what it is you want for that to happen how do you explain that there are more beings coming to the planet and we seem to be growing in population oh you've not come anywhere near your capacity for population on your planet you've had greater populations on your planet at other times ah okay thank you very much so what is your question about that i was just if if we keep recirculating i was wondering why we are increasing at such a fast rate the balance of population with human and animal is something that is tended to from broader perspective the impulse is offered and it really doesn't matter what laws you put into place the impulse that comes forth from within is the impulse that keeps that always in balance haven't you noticed that an area will be overpopulated and even without man's interference in time it will write itself we're not talking necessarily about the human population but that too but we're talking about the population of the beast in other words that is something that is so understood and tended to from broader non-physical perspective yes thank you yes indeed what is the time hello now what have you gotten yourself into i feel ecstatic today and do you know how much i love you i've been having so much fun with those words that um you offered a few maybe a few weeks ago the cds that came out and um i'm using them on my roommate she can't get mad at me no matter what i do to irritate her and anyways yesterday i feel great today yesterday i sat in the back row in despair a complete seasickness that has sort of been with me since i was a child and i was listening to you kind of in that sleep state awake asleep and it came to me that i just needed to take the emotional journey and i was a little drugged up too but i almost didn't have i think the drugs almost took away my desire to even change and a drug will dull the edge in other words you could have quite a bit of vibrational difference between what you want and where you are and the drug will haze your ability to feel the difference exactly sometimes is a blessing but right but doesn't help you in closing yeah it's no fun yeah it's just yeah and um anyway so i sat in the back row and um i hope i don't offend you all but i i went through anger and i i kind of said you know geez thanks a lot mom you probably shook this off on me when i was a kid and i went to revenge and said you know it's not fair that i should be sick here alone and i imagined everybody in the room throwing up with me and then i felt started to feel better yeah it was kind of fun nice to have a friend like you but do you know how much i love you see now i've i'm you know it's changed do you know that through all of that we had no awareness of that in your experience because this is the you that we know to be i believe that and so we will never be that friend that is there for you when you are down in the dumps right we will always be that friend that is here for you as a light that you can find if you want to right yes exactly and when you are that friend to your friends right yep my poor roommate but anyways and then i went on from there and i decided now i'm going to make peace with where i'm at and i went through that sort of step of just saying well you know i don't feel that bad and i've got fresh air and i've got a really comfortable bed delay where i even i even get to be here and lay in the back row and i've even got these pills which kind of make me feel better but they don't you know they're not really doing what i want them to do and then i um went to bed and did affirmations in my head all night of sort of just self love and tried to raise my vibration up there and i woke up feeling like a million bucks and um and i feel great and so my question today sorry your time is up i'm so sorry i have a fun question i when i was about 10 years old my i used to ride the school bus and my head would sort of vibrate against the side of the bus and i would kind of get into that sort of sleepy state and then we'd get to my stop and i'd get off this bus and uh this is maybe a question about time and space or something um a song would come to me and it was kind of this weird song that had nothing to do with anything else in my life and it was a mysterious little gothic sort of maybe childhood ring around the rosy type song from you know a hundred thousand years ago i don't know and um and every day the song would kind of come back or you know on and off and it was the cheery little song and then finally one day i said why does this song what is it with the song and i'm done with the song i don't want to hear it anymore because i don't get it and then i remember thinking um that the the words in the song don't matter just remember the song and then so now we're gonna move ahead in time and space to my daughter who i gave a guitar to when she was about 10 and she we found this great guitar teacher that just said here's how you write a song and forget all those songs in the books and stuff you don't need those just write a song and so she started to write songs and about her third song i she came home from school one day and said mom i just wrote the song do you want to hear it and she played that song and it was the same tune the same words and this is like a song that is very just it's very different what are the words um i was afraid you were going to ask me it kind of goes somewhere evil curses lie out in the universe spells and secrets of the earth and then of course she jams on her guitar and everything makes it makes it into a really cool song i have no talent with that but um she she's beautifully talented and and so how did that happen well there are a number of things that we want to give you about that and we'll give them quickly to you first we want to talk about that relaxed state of contemplation that you were on riding on a vehicle where there's nothing that is required of you where you are withdrawing you had your head against the wall of the bus so you were feeling the vibration of the bus almost in a meditative state and when you are in a state of meditation or in a state of non-resistance you are in a state of allowing which means you are then receptive to the vibration of non-physical and the vibration of non-physical is often translated by song it is interesting to us however because usually the words that you translate and even the music of the song has a message or something about the song that is meaningful to what's being offered to you and here's what we mean by this as we are visiting with you here we are not whispering words into esther's ear that she is then repeating to you we are offering blocks of thought that she is receiving in large capacity like a radio signal download and then at an unconscious level she's translating them into the physical word equivalent and so esther is finding the meaningful matching words to the vibration and very often when you are beginning it's happening to all of you all the time where a song will pop into your head and it really is worth stopping and listening to the way the song makes you feel and to the meaning of the song because very often that's the way you are at that unconscious level translating the vibration that's being offered to you now we do not believe that there was someone from non-physical that was giving you those words we believe that you were the translator of that and we think it is an interesting thing that the identical words and identical music the same force but all that means is that it was the same energy that was being projected and that you and your daughter are similar in your ability to translate it you see we are not really big on making too much of things like that because you are the creator of your own reality you are not a puppet on the string there is not some non-physical energy that's decided that it wants to have a famous song and is singing it in the ears of lots of people waiting for them to play it it's that there is an essence that's being offered that you are picking up on in some way you see and it is not unusual that your daughter would have similar translation abilities that you would she's been hanging around in the vibration that is you listening to the things that you talk about in the vibration of that which you're about you see it's a wonderful thing when you recognize even in your now as you think back on that time it's a wonderful thing to bring that active in your vibration and remember the feeling of it because in the same way that you were able to translate energy then you can translate energy now it's a important to remember and we we really want to get this in here in this context you are the creator not the hearer not the listener not the regurgitator you are the creator and so you have access to all of the energies of all of the masters of all time and you don't even have to wait for the masters to die because they're getting it from somewhere and as you have access to what they are translating you can bring yourself into the same vibration so that you have access to that same energy stream but every creator out here on the leading edge is the unique translator of the energy in other words you're the synthesizer of that which is you and your world and that stream that you are receiving really you are good time for a segment of refreshments thank you we are complete and are you refreshed yes you are rowdy bunch now what stand if you think it's you further forward you are the one hi i'm so excited um well the last woman of course asked a lot of my questions about the animals and when we leave this particular clump of clay and when we go away there was just one extra little bit i wanted to ask about that and i have to breathe um so say for example someone that you're close with returns to non-physical pure non-physical energy they're what we call dead croak we prefer the word okay so they've croaked it's disrespectful i love that since there is no death okay so they've croaked and you are able to contact with them or feel like you're still in communication with them and so you have a relationship or they're a guide for you and then say they are then kind of refocused back into another physical body you could so but you still feel like you're communicating with them it's both true like they're still your spirit guide and they're still baby dolphin over there remember this non-physical inner being part of you is the culmination of all that you are and so when someone that you know makes their transition they re-emerge into non-physical and that aspect of them you always have access to look at it in this way every thought that has ever been thought still exists so actually you could pick up on the vibrational essence of who someone was forevermore from the physical atmosphere in other words the things that they've thought about the experiences that they've had you become once you've been in these physical bodies for a while not even a very long while you become very powerful energy focal points and those focal points are there to interact with other vibrations that are of similar vibrational quality it's not the easiest thing to hear when you are an extreme human genius creative consciousness that there are many points of consciousness that are far different than you are but every for example when you think a thought that thought is a vibration that now has the potential to think isn't that interesting you think a thought and that thought now is a vibrational entity unto itself that has the ability to think so there is the thinker who thinks the thought and then there's the thought that becomes the thinker in other words it's quite a tangle for you to decipher and sort out so we want to just give you the highlights and help you to understand that when you have been focused in a physical body for a while you become a powerful focal point that's why sometimes a psychic will tap in to someone that you love who is dead and the psychic will interpret information warnings or things that your mother is worried about or where she buried the money in the backyard or something and often with great accuracy and esther said abraham you said that when someone dies they re-emerge into pure positive energy and some of this doesn't sound all that much like pure positive energy and we say you have the ability to tap into a lot of different vibrational frequencies someone called esther said the sheriff was looking for her in texas where they are from and she said i knew he would catch me sooner or later what does he want and when esther called him he was trying to solve a mystery murder an unsolved mystery and esther said it's not the work i do and he said well we i've been told that you could help us and we could really use your help and esther said i would have to tune my vibration to a place that i'm not willing to tune my vibration it's it's just not the work i do but you can tune your vibration to anything and pick up those vibrational frequencies there are thought forms all around first there is thought thought as thought upon longer becomes thought form and thought that is thought upon longer becomes manifestation and of course that's a very scanty explanation but that is the general progress of this thought so when you are wanting to have conversation with someone who you love who has re-emerged into non-physical or even someone you don't know who is a master of something or other you have to become a vibrational match to that which they now are to receive the essence of who they are from their broader non-physical perspective but you could get in an unremoved and tap right into some honorary dead friend but you would not be receiving them as they now are you'd be receiving them as they were and you'd be picking up on that swirl of vibration which continues to exist eternally nothing ever ceases to be once it has become great and so i could be in communication with an energy that used to be my grandfather and also be in communication with a part of him that's come into a new being all at the same time yes excellent and my other little question is i'm doing so good all the time i'm happy most of the time and i'm pretty sure i know the answer to this but i get little annoyances or a little an ornerinesses and it bothers me more now to feel a little ornery than it used to bother me to feel depressed for a day and so i want to keep getting you know yes more and more higher more often and i i think i'm just a little bit of negative emotion goes a long way once you've tuned yourself into the higher frequencies and so here's what's happening at this vibrational relativity again once you have tasted this connection and once you have worked to hold yourself there more your emotional set point becomes activated there more of the time and then when you dip into those lower frequencies it's just a like you're sticking out even more it's a very good indicator and it falls into something that we really want you to hear which is you get the sense that from despair that revenge would feel pretty good right and we would encourage you to take not take revenge but find the vibration of revenge hopefully you'll move out of it before you take action but find the vibration of revenge because it is better for you than where you were before and then as you move from revenge into anger anger is a nice place because there's lots of flexibility within it there are those things you're really angry about and those things that you are less angry about so there is some movement there but as you move up this emotional scale there is relief every step along the way as you make the next step you feel the resistance falling away and the sensation is one of relief and so we want to say to you that your capacity to continue to expand never ceases therefore your ability to release resistance never ceases so you will never get to a place that there is not the potential of yet feeling better and so that's why we see it with esther too when something happens where she's not close to the vibration that she's used to living in she takes it very hard because she's accustomed to this high flying vibration it's who you really are and we like it when you get picky like that we never want you to settle back in our friend earlier we agreed uh awkwardly and under great duress that we could maybe call that subconscious but what we really want to call it is insensitivity insensitivity to vibration and so a sensitivity to vibration will give you more information but that's good information you see what's happening is as you move through contrast and you define more of the specifics of what you prefer those specifics become absolutely possible and wouldn't you rather live the specifics the specific details that you have honed out rather than a general manifestation wouldn't you like your manifestations to be exactly what your life experience has pointed to you and isn't it ever so much fun to be deliberately involved don't you just love the feeling of contrast which gives you some clarity and at first it just doesn't feel all that good but then you turn to the idea of the clarity and you let your thoughts move around that and and then you become one with those thoughts and then you fill in the gaps a little more and all of that is a life-giving process and then you feel yourself coming into alignment you can actually feel it vibrationally click into place and now even though it hasn't manifested it doesn't matter because the idea of it is so life-giving to you and now you're in this place of feeling good and now you also now have access to a whole array of contrasting experiences but the contrasting experiences from this new better feeling place are not the range of contrasting experiences that you had before you've cleaned your vibration up so now the range of contrasting experiences is much cleaner much better feeling the low point may be frustration while the high point is ecstasy you're not dipping down into worry or disappointment or discouragement or fear or any of that but still that vibrational relativity is there and so this new idea is born out of that and at first it's an awkward idea but you work on it until it becomes familiar it begins to feel more and more like the next logical step and all of that is life-giving it all feels so good and now you're in alignment with it and now you're in a whole new place with a new set of contrasting experiences you can parlay yourself into such fabulous feeling emotions in other words you don't need ecstasy and agony in order to carve out your life experience you can have ecstasy and less ecstasy you can say it is fabulous and even more fabulous you can say i'm full of love and and like in other words right you don't have to move into not good feeling emotions now we acknowledge that you do human dear hearts you do tend to launch more dramatic rockets of desire from broader ranges of contrast and frankly a lot of you seem to like the drama of that in other words there's something sort of exhilarating about really knowing what you don't want which really helps you to know what you do want and sometimes you tend to like the struggle of climbing out of the hole it makes you feel worthy er and more vigilant and and it makes for good books because your society loves it when you have been in a terrible place and you climb out in other words audiences stand to their feet and applaud where we're encouraging you to get up here in this happy place and just be happy you're happy happy or happy to have you but they don't write many books about that well i uh when i was a kid people always said you're overly sensitive you're too sensitive and now i can see that that level of sensitivity i have i'll be able to crawl out of this hole of joy into you know the when you said on the last cruise there's relief from joy that was like the most profound thing i'd ever heard and now i'm just well you said it to us from your true point of knowing when you said things that should only bother me a little bother me a lot so what's happening is a person could theoretically have this range desire over here and vibrational habit of thought over here then your low point could maybe be anger and your high point could be love i love about a few things and anger about a few things or maybe a lot of things but as you work your way up the emotional scale what begins to happen to you is you begin to close the gap and as you maintain a vibration that goes maybe from frustration to joy you begin living a different life experience it's fascinating to watch that the things that were accessible only to you because you were in this range now are out of range you literally vibrate yourself out of the possibility of having any of those experiences and people who are watching you begin to see the changes reflected in your manifestations and they say what's going on with you and you have to say i just came to the place where i stopped giving a rip what any of you think i should do and i began to care intensely about how i feel and on a moment-to-moment basis i just pay attention to how i feel because i don't want how i feel to be unconscious and as i am aware of how i feel i am now deliberately moving myself consistently into a better and better vibration so that more of the things that have been held for me in vibrational escrow are flowing into my experience and there is such a steady stream of wonderful stuff flowing in that i'm no longer worrying about the things that i want that haven't yet flowed in because i'm frankly pacing myself through all this good stuff yes thank you very much yes indeed good morning i've been listening to you about two years now and i'm having uh an interesting experience of the all hell breaking loose i came back from the chicago workshop and i got giardia on the way home i came back from the detroit workshop and i smashed my finger cut some tendons i came back from the cruise and my finances crashed i am definitely doing better about feeling better than i've ever felt i have a list of all the best feeling thoughts i can find and i read them twice or three times a day and it feels great but my manifestations are like well now let us let us ask you some questions all right we're done with you you may go let us ask you some questions do you think that your life experience is deteriorating or do you think your conscious vantage point of what you want relative to where you are is just easier for you to view and now that's an awkward question to answer because you only have the vantage point that you have now and you really can't go back to an earlier perspective and really answer it absolutely accurately but is your sense that your life is generally getting better absolutely and so would you say that through your conscious decision to be a deliberate creator that you are doing a more specific job of identifying what you want and that your desires are in a clearer place than they've ever been before i've never been more aware of what i want so do you think that the adding to the specifics of what you want has increased the speed of the energy that is flowing through you that's exactly the way that it works you identify through contrast an object of attention and your inner being becomes in alignment with that and becomes the then the attractor or drawer of the energy through you to that which you have identified as your desire now did you get that we've not said that before did you get that in other words here hear what we're getting at we've talked before about how your desires summon energy through you but the reason that your desires summon energy through you is because the part of you that is source that is in agreement with the newfound decision that you've made becomes that point of summoning power and that point of absolute allowing power in your vibration and so when you identify that you want something that part of you that is source begins calling that to that part that is source and it's coming through you so any resistant that you've got going on within you becomes more apparent once the energy moves faster it's the same thing that a car that's going 100 miles an hour and hits a tree is a bigger problem than a car going five miles an hour and hits a tree and so your resistance or the trees in the way just show up more so to speak so then your work becomes just more about doing something about releasing the resistance are you working on that um yeah i i have experiences of like broad opening very regularly my meditations are clear more frequently well let's talk about resistance points because when you're feeling negative emotion that's stronger than usual that's a good point to stop and say ah there's something significant here and here's something that's very helpful when you feel some negative emotion about something that's happening in your now it certainly is about your perspective of what's happening now but the reason that it's feeling as big as it is in any moment is because it's tied in to a significant number of vibrations on similar subjects in other words when you feel strong negative emotion about something that's happened it's usually a very good time for you to do your best to try to move up the emotional scale just a little bit because this is an indication of much more that's lurking there in other words you usually don't feel strong negative emotion over something that's just happening for the first time in this moment and we have to say things don't just happen for the first time in this moment that you don't have some vibrational habit about and so when you catch yourself in the moment of that feeling of all hell breaking loose where you're feeling strong negative emotion about something it's a gold mine of information for you because you're right then in that moment doing that thing that you're doing that is activating the resistance point that's keeping you from moving swiftly with the energy that source is summoning on your behalf you see and so as you stop in the middle of that and you don't try to figure out how did i get here or what's wrong with me but instead you make peace with it in the attitude of ah my guidance system is working and ah aren't i clever to be aware of it and ah isn't it interesting that i can feel that i've got this emotion percolating within me that i would call anger or very strong frustration and what can i think about this that's happening right now that would feel less angry or or less powerless so give us an example let's take an opportunity we haven't done much of that yet let's let's move up the emotional scale what happened that made you feel what way you said all hell is breaking loose pick pick one that you can remember with some sense of detail and and give it to us briefly well the thing at the moment that's coming to mind is my money circumstance i had a certain rhythm going it was it's kind of loaded but i was keeping up with it and i came back from the mexico cruise and my body got into the rhythm but the finances stopped flowing all right so how did it show up in other words at what point did you have that sensation of sort of freaking out over it probably about a week after i returned it started looking like oh things are so what were you doing were you looking at your checkbook were you were the bill collectors knocking on your door what was the circumstance that amplified that in the moment awareness that you were out of whack the bill collectors are certainly attention grabbing all right so you're in this place where you've spent more money than you have the ability to pay comfortably you've been working it so that you were making things happen you let your desires get out a little hi in other words it's sort of like breathing in and breathing out and breathing in and breathing out and breathing in and breathing out you just breathe out more than you breathed in a little bit so you're just a little bit out of balance here and so what would you say is the emotion that you felt would you call it fear fear is a good word so it felt out of control it felt like you were in a situation that you could not control so give us some of the dialogue if you can some of the things that are going through your mind when you're in place of that fear over finances well in previous times in my life i've had at least an idea of what direction i could go and now it looks like it's bigger than i have any ideas for so it's i don't know how to get more money to come in i know how to make it go out i just don't know how to get it to come in in a strong way so give us a little more dialogue in detail about that the kinds of thoughts that you were thinking about that because they're fear-based and everyone understands why so just put some words to it so that you can activate the vibration of it just a little bit at a previous time in my life there was uh i was in a flop house and cockroaches and suicidal and all kinds of things and so i've come from a place i've come from a place where i really was not doing well and as i am analyzing this current circumstance it's reactivating that feeling of absurd powerlessness could be as far as terror well that's good it's good to identify that and so now let that settle in for just a little bit because it's it's easy to sort of go back there we won't stay there long and then acknowledge now you've heard enough we know you know this and intellectually conceptually this makes sense to you so that's just what is in other words that's where i'm at i've spent more money than i have coming in i don't really know what i'm going to do about it i have high dreams about things that i want to do but i'm a far cry from where i want to be financially and the emotion that i'm feeling is fear or terror or powerlessness so now try to improve the way you feel and this is the thing that we really want you to hear don't try to improve your financial situation right now that's not the work the work is not to figure out how you're going to get more money to come the work is to improve your emotional sensation because when you take the emotional journey everything else will take care of itself really so here's a piece i've gotten pretty good at uh feeling into and having an experience of say a quarter million dollars in each pocket you know that it gets kind of manic i can have that experience and hang out in it and feel just rich and ignore all that yep that's going on over there and i can have this feeling instead well here's the thing if you really did have that feeling then that would not be going on over there because the universe doesn't know the difference between whether you've really got the money in your pocket or whether you just pretending that you've got the money in your pocket when you're really in that vibration the universe accepts that and that gap closes and when that gap closes between the vibration that you've got going and the vibration of your desire and where your sources when that gap closes you are locked on to a powerful signal and law of attraction is responding now to that one singular consistent signal and floodgates open and the abundance starts pouring in and so we like you talking about having that feeling because remember we said that 99 of every creation is complete before there is any physical evidence so when you get yourself to places like that where for periods of time you feel that way you are moving systematically toward that point where after the 99.99 percent of the vibration is in place there's going to be some manifestation but what's happening to you and it ha it don't feel bad about it it happens to a lot of people who don't really have a bead on this emotional journey yet is that you'll have those moments where you really move strongly toward the abundance that you're looking for and then the bill collector calls which sort of jerks you back to reality and then you begin walking in the direction of what you do not want for a while and so as you're you're moving toward it and then you're moving away from it and then you're moving toward it and then you're moving away from it in other words you you have to move pretty consistently so the weight and balance of it is how much time am i feeling affluent how much time am i feeling prosperous how much time am i not worrying in relationship to how much time am i worrying and as i promise to you that as you tip that balance things begin to improve in other words manifestations start showing up in your experience that are along the line of what you're looking for that give you evidence that you're on the right path you see i see jaguars and armored cars every day they're great signs so it's just a matter of bringing yourself into as best feeling place as you can but we want to do this and we want you to make the trek up the emotional scale because you're in an extreme place and we know sometimes you are here but you're not there now and you're not there consistently so you do the work we won't do it for you because we'll just show you how good we are at it we want you to find some words that feel better to you than the terror or fear or despair that you've got going around money say some words pick something that you can reach and don't try to jump too far on the emotional scale or you'll end up in the ditch in other words choose something that just feels better than where you are and go for it well overall i'm doing very well too big of a jump and sort of off the subject and you know how you would know that because the words just sound like words you don't get any movement now do you think that we've gotten to you soon enough or do you think you're already in a better feeling place in other words can you find that feeling of discomfort poke at it with a stick until you find it a little bit because unless you find that feeling of discomfort you won't know if you've received movement on it so poke around with it what are the bill collectors telling you oh i don't listen to them at all i haven't opened a letter in a little while so it's not bothering you it's hanging out there someplace so it's not it's not the bill collector that's bothering you it's the fear of what you use the word terror fear of what [Music] permanent despair fear of not really being able to get this fear of not being in control of my own experience fear of not being the manifestor of what i want yes like i'm not understanding something it's not getting through fear of not getting it so now make yourself feel better on that subject i should have been taught better wouldn't it have been nice to have been born into circumstances where it was just the way people thought wouldn't it be nice to have had a a clearer signal earlier on wouldn't it have been nice if i hadn't been traumatized early on and had been so disconnected from my guidance system so early on that i just sort of had to stuff all of those feelings would have been nice if i could have been more of a normal person and kept my emotions out there in a place that they could have been more useful that would have certainly been nice would have wouldn't it but uh no point in trying to go back and rework something but the question is did that casting of blame give you any relief not really that doesn't doesn't what i want to do is like recognize further my ability to to shape my thoughts well see here's the way we want you to realize if if you say you're in terror and we lead you cleverly as we did into the life-giving fresh breath of air of blame and it doesn't give you any movement then maybe you weren't in terror in other words if the blame didn't feel better to you maybe you were up here and we were trying to take you the wrong way on the scale yeah i'm not in terror right now that's only a possibility so where do you think you are frustration you're in frustration make sense are you getting the sense of what we're talking about so he used the word terror and he used the word fear but it wasn't actually where the vibration was so as we try to coax you from your uh thought of terror into blame it didn't do anything for you it didn't give you any feeling of relief because we were actually taking you in the wrong direction on the emotional scale so now you're saying i'm frustrated over my finances do you think does that does that word resonate more so talk to us about where you are right now never mind where you've been but where you are right now give us the sense of this frustration well it i've gotten very good at continuing to focus where i want to be imagining how it can be how i want it to be what's possible and my manifestations are showing up a little rough right now all right so i'm ready for myself to be able to put my money where my mouth is in other words i want to begin to demonstrate some of this so as we feel you it feels to us that you have some way to go to frustration it feels that you are in a strong frustration or maybe even an anger in other words and it feels to us that is self-directed in other words you are not certain that you have the ability to do what you want to do you certainly want to do it you want to demonstrate it you got anybody watching you and is there anybody that you're wanting to demonstrate for or is it just something that you're wanting to prove to yourself i have a community of people watching me so it's a feeling of responsibility maybe in other words you've been talking about this deliberate creation stuff haven't you and so and now you're wanting to be a demonstrator of deliberate creation and so what's that emotion what is that emotion [Music] my stomach as butterflies what's that feeling of responsibility what is that feeling when the spotlight's on you and you've got to make something happen what what what is that emotion that emotion that revolves around responsibility um well it feels like it could be excitement but excitement can like you know fear and excitement are a lot of the same thing not really excitement is on one end of the scale and fears on the other in other words you could be focused upon what you really really want and it could cause a sensation of fear or a sensation of excitement but the sensation of fear only comes forth when you are focused upon the exact opposite of what you want while the feeling of excitement is present when you're focused upon what you want there is excitement is on one in the emotional scale and fear is on the other and so try to give us some words that give you relief from this frustration now you started to do that earlier you tried it and we cut you off and said it was too big of a jump and maybe it wasn't too big of a jump we were listening to your words about being in fear or or despair or terror and trying to bring you up the emotional scale when in reality you were up here closer to frustration and so from frustration you can move into feeling good feeling vibrations you just have to do it consistently so try to make the jump and see if you can well let's go back to that overall i think i'm doing very well my life is definitely improving over the years and specifically in the past couple of years listening to what you say yeah how you doing with money um i see lots of jaguars and armored cars all the time and i did not see jaguars before i didn't recognize how many there were around i'm i actually had an offer to test drive one the other day and i i called the dealership and they're sending me a color chart keep talking those armored i had one follow me 25 miles from breakfast to my job site the other day come on fella i live right over this way uh those types of experiences are fun uh kind of giggly i like telling people myself i'm on the fringe of dollars flowing into my experience i'm becoming surrounded by more things that are a appearance of prosperity and how and i'm seeing signs of it in my own experience in what way an experience i'd like to return to about a year ago someone wrote me a check for sixty thousand dollars with uh just a suggestion hmm that's possible well 240 grand is possible two well four times that or my all right so now the vision of possibility question that we want to put to you is is this self dialogue that we've sort of been prodding you along has it giving you any sense of relief in other words do you feel any less resistance than when we first began the dialogue just in these 10 minutes how it was when i was looking at terror and how it is when i look at what i'm doing now all right so much better so now keep going in other words from this place of feeling better and you're the only one that can really discern that you do feel better your guidance system is letting you know that you've released some resistance and if you can let go of the temptation to try to find some way of solving the problem so that you can jump into action instead accept that the work really is about improving the way you feel then let's go a little further let's see how good we can feel in this period of time so see if you can goose it up a little more well as i settle myself into what i have already learned so far about what's possible about how i can feel about how i can direct my thinking um the the future gets very bright and very open lots of energy there are many people who at one time were standing financially about where i am who broke through this and found a stream of abundance and i can feel the stream of abundance approaching me because things that have never happened to me before beginning to show up so i know my vibration around money is improving and there's no end to what that improvement will be and it's going to be fun for me over the next days to watch different evidences showing me that i'm really sniffing out the trail of abundance and i accept that 99 of every creation is complete before i see any physical evidence and so it's all right if it doesn't flow right into my hands this red hot minute i can be patient here a little bit i've learned to settle in here and i'm i'm all right in waiting for this and i'm actually beginning to feel my impatience turning to a little bit of eagerness it's going to be exciting to watch the way the universe displays to me in a way that is meaningful where i can consciously recognize that my energy is shifting and i can feel that even in this conversation that i'm having with myself that i'm moving systematically into that stream of money that i'm wanting and i'm not asking for it to come all at once although it can i'm asking it to come through my crack of least resistance which i'm working on right now and it's exciting to me to anticipate the adventure and the surprises and the ways in which it will flow and i'm appreciating already my knowledge about my own guidance system and appreciating my understanding of the law of attraction and i'm appreciating the people that are showing in a demonstrating way that abundance can flow into their experiences and i'm looking forward to meeting people who can tell me their stories about how they were in desperate straits not very long ago and then money began to flow and i like hearing from them especially the part where they say i can't believe that it was always there for me or i have the sensation of oh where have you been all along in other words it's an interesting thing to be on one side of the manifestation in one moment and on the other side of the manifestation in the other moment and i'm looking forward to breaking through that but in the meantime i'm happy to be on this side of the manifestation because i'm feeling better and better and better i've improved my life in so many different ways and i'm eager to begin to see the stream of money flow into my experience i know that i'm worthy of it i know that that's not what the question is i know now that i've just been a little bit vibrationally out of whack and i can feel that conversations that i'm having with myself like this are bringing me vibrationally into alignment i'm understanding that my work is this emotional journey it's not about getting out there and beating the pavement it's not about finding the vortex the specific vortex through which the money will flow i don't want only one specific vortex i want many vortexes to open i want to be the focal point where enormous sums of money begin to flow into my experience i have activated my imagination there's no end to my ideas of what i will do with this stream of money it's great fun i love the idea of playing the game where i'm spending the money i love the sensation of the money being in my pocket and i love the sensation of expressing it out there into the universe and i love the economy that i benefit as i hire one more to do one more thing or as i buy one more thing and bring it home but most of all i enjoy the sensation of freedom and it's interesting to note that i am having that sensation of freedom right now even though my dollars have not changed at all in this moment i've broken through the emotional journey i can feel that i've cleaned up my vibration i'm much closer maybe 70 percent of that 99.99 is in place i'm willing to play this game who wouldn't want to play this game it's exhilarating to play this game it's life-giving to play this game i could play this game all day every day or wouldn't it be nice if i have that won't it be nice when i have that won't it be nice if i have that i feel such appreciation for the abundance that's flowing into my experience there's abundance that's coming to me in so many ways i have the abundance of clarity i have the abundance of stamina i have the abundance of health i have the abundance of friends i have the abundance of so many things and now the universe is getting ready to give me the abundance of dollars the abundance of being able to prove to myself that i am in alignment with all that i want and that it is true that there is nothing that i cannot be or do or have that's what i want most of all i say to the universe i want personal acknowledgement that there is nothing that i cannot be or do or have and money is part of it money might even be a big part of it i can feel money on its way to me and i'm grateful for it even as it begins to flow and i'm proud of myself for the work that i am doing and i'm eager to improve where i am and i'm happy where i am i'm doing very well i've come so far i'm proud of where i am i know that the universe sees me as i am i can get on these rampages anytime that i want to i'm going to work on these rampages more and more because they just feel so darn good in fact in a rampage like this where the money comes or not right now this red hot minute is no big issue to me i know it's coming i'm not even wondering if it's coming i'm not hoping that it's coming i'm not even believing that it's coming i know that it's coming it's just a matter of time no it's not even a matter of time it's just a matter of my alignment with what i want and it's all right that i want it time space reality has given me the ability to discern it i've launched rockets of desire and they're over there pulsing with me and source and intervene are in alignment with them saying come this way come this way come this way come this way come this way and i can tell by the thoughts that i'm thinking right now i have come that way i'm there i'm there vibrationally and now let the money roll in yes good and so be it you're such a delight namaste we realize he was the only one in the room who cares about money and creation and knowing self hello what high energy is here i loved what we were talking about earlier about breaking the code because i think many of us feel that we're wanting to step outside of the limits that we perceive that our society is placing on us so we love we love the words that you're offering here because we want you to break loose of all codes and pay only attention to this vibrational proximity in other words let your guidance be your complete awareness and watch what happens for you when you leave those others out of the equation who have no way of understanding where you are in relationship to that yes so my question is really as we're making our way through this creative process and we get ideas we get rockets of desire in particular my husband and i are are stepping into a new venture where we're wanting to create beautiful homes and wonderful places that are uplifting that are beautiful to look at and that work for everyone and so i find that we have ideas and yet we're trying to make our way within the time space reality of this world with budgets and responsibility you know wanting to move ahead in a way that nurtures our future and so i guess my question is how do we how do we make our way through that creative process in a way it reminds me of the discussion that we used to have when we would talk about i want a new red car but then i i can't afford it you know we see an idea for a fabulous door system or some really magnificent creative element to include and so how what guidance do you have for us to work through the process good we heard several things from you that we think will clarify something for you we're going to start with a comment that we want you to just let settle into you and by the time we're finished you'll understand why it's such an important basis when you are exposed to such a well-stocked kitchen with so many ingredients for so much potential focus is a key element in not only the effectiveness of your creation but in your satisfaction along the way because you can just make yourself crazy if you're trying to keep up with the latest innovation on this and that and the other technology is moving at an unprecedented rate and so is manufacturing and so is the gathering of materials and ideas in other words it is an arena that is really moving that's part of the reason that you're so enticed by it is because it's such a fast-moving energy so you said something a little bit ago about how we want to create this home that is perfect or good for everyone and we say that's not even possible because all kinds of people are in all kinds of different places in their point of desires there's great variation but in their points of readiness to allow themselves what they are wanting and so it feels to us that you have been caught sort of in the crack a sort of mass consciousness stream of energy between those desires of magnificent homes and those who are in the place of being able to allow them right now and you can't serve both of those masters in fact you can't serve any of those masters what you've got to do is decide what it is that you are going to create and then trust that law of attraction will bring to you those who have already brought themselves to that place of wanting and to that place of allowing it's just not your job to get in there and work with law of attraction we don't see you getting in your automobile and telling the someone else you drive i'm going to get under the hood and pull some belts and push some pistons in other words you let the engine do its work while you do your work and law of attraction is the engine that really will do this work also it is not helpful when you try to factor in what even one other really wants let alone all of the other potential buyers that you're trying you're talking about wanting to understand this market and wanting to create something that's good for a whole lot of people and not only do you want to do that with all of them now but you want to do something that's going to secure you off into the future and so you're asking a lot of yourselves and in the process you're losing your focus so that your energy split all over the place and when your energy is split then you don't feel your power and then you attract to you those who don't feel their power then you attract to you those ineffective people the more clear you are about what you want and the more in alignment you are so the better you are feeling then the more you attract people that are already up to speed not only those who will purchase the homes but those who will help you in the construction of it and in the procuring of the materials that you'll need for the homes you see and so this is the statement that we think is very beneficial for you and that is make a decision and then make it the right decision someone said in one of the workshops recently it was interesting it wasn't our friend earlier but it was another who was maybe feeling a little bit like he is feeling she said abraham we went on the first cruise and then we barely got home and we heard there was another cruise and we really don't feel like we can afford to go on the next cruise but we're torn we can't find anything that feels good because we had such a fabulous time we don't want to leave ourselves out of something so magical and something so good feeling but at the same time we don't feel like we can spend the money right now and so it doesn't feel good to go and it doesn't feel good to not go and we said well that's quite a dilemma isn't it where the only two options that you're offering yourself don't feel good we said pick one and it doesn't matter which one you pick and then make it feel good we said decide to go and then remind yourself that you have the ability to do what you want and that things always come to you and the way will work out and and line up with that or decide that you're not going to go and then acknowledge that the good times will come to you wherever you are and you do not need to be on a specific cruise at a specific time in other words pick something and then line up with what you've picked as you've been moving through life you know what you like let the things that ring your bells be the things that you put in this house build the house that rings your bells don't try to build the house to ring somebody else's bills build the house that rings your bills and then line up with that and then trust law of attraction to bring everything that is necessary for the comfortable unfolding of that i am developing a sense of knowing that whatever is coming through me is a part of the creative process that is a part of this undertaking so i trust more than i ever did before that if there's an idea that's coming through me there's an idea there's a but here's the thing that you're missing that we really want you to hear so the new idea comes about a new garage door or a new heating system or new stove or a new sink a new one every day in fact and so as these as the as the idea comes to you and it feels like oh this information is interesting and i feel like we should move on it the thing that we really want you to hear is your work is not then to figure out how to make that happen your work is to figure out how to make yourself comfortable with that thought and if you can't bring yourself in very short period of time to a place of being comfortable with that thought then don't attempt to take the action that's really our message to you make yourself comfortable with the idea so much so that you can't live without it in other words make yourself so comfortable with the idea that anything else just is out of the question and when you reach that point of clarity the universe will deliver the means to accommodate you but when you get an idea for something and then you don't become one with your own idea but then you attempt to orchestrate it by getting others to do whatever they need to do in order to bring it about there are not efficient enough people in the world to buck your current you see so that's the exact question is you know as we're moving through this and we get that desire how do you get to that place of clarity you just microsoft what you love about it by talking about it how wonderful it would be and by figuring out where you are with it give us an example of the most recent thing that cropped up well nowadays they're creating these new wall systems of glass so the outside the inside is becomes one and they're quite expensive so they're beautiful and they're new to the area where we're building so there isn't a lot of experience so there are there are reasons why it feels like the world is saying no but they're so magnificent and i love that idea of of creating of losing the barrier of inside and outside so i can imagine someone coming and seeing such a wall and never having seen it before it would really get their attention and because the potential for doing something stunning with light and with pattern is so enormous i can hardly wait to put it somewhere where everybody that walks through will stop and be amazed by it and i know that when people see things that it reaches them in a way that a pitcher doesn't or that an advertisement doesn't i can feel people really really loving this and i know that people are going to see it and recognize that they can't really afford it but i want them to see it to know what the potential is there's never been a material like it before there's never been a material that could add so much beauty it's like a functional work of art and so as this functional work of art becomes more maybe the center pinning of our home we maybe could eliminate even some of the other things that we're doing but there's such a wow factor with this that i really feel like it's really worth putting into place because anything that rings my bells like this i know that there are going to be plenty of other people who want something that is new want something that is cutting edge want something that everybody doesn't have want something that they'll have some control about want something that there's some flexibility about i really must have this i'm i'm we're gonna have these in every one of our models in different samples and different examples i want people to see this this is a new thing this is a wave of the future it won't be very long before many places that have been dark before and undecorated before will be decorated like this people will walk in and say this room doesn't need anything else they will be able to see themselves no matter what their furniture array is they'll be able to see themselves in this environment i really really really really want this i don't care how much it costs i really really really really want it we're going to find a way of doing this i think people are really really really going to want this and do you know in your rampage as you bring yourself along like that not only do you line up with the best of everybody you'll bring the people who know the best about that to you just from this rampage that we've done together but not only that you've reached to the far corners of not just your environment not just the area people are going to come from people that are you don't even know they're going to live in your area are being summoned by the energy that you've put forth here in other words potential clients potential home builders are now on their way to you because of this energy vortex that you've opened relative to this one subject you see it's all about energy everything's about energy nothing's about action only act in inspiration to that kind of energy get yourself tuned in tap ten turned on get yourself to the point where you must have it and the universe must give it to you perfect thank you so your understanding that you can be or do or have anything that you're wanting you're understanding that it's not about action it's about alignment of energy your understanding that you get to choose your understanding that your source will agree with you as you choose that you are leading edge genius creators and the source is backing you up all the way you understand that you have guidance within you in every moment to let you know whether you're moving toward the manifestation of something that will please you or not your understanding that nothing drops out of the blue and you're understanding that the main event is not the manifestation it's the joy of the journey manifestations are coming too worry not but let your journey be joyful and in the next two days be playful don't work hard but pay attention to the way you feel there is great love here for you we are complete [Music] [Music] if you want it it can happen when you get out of the way [Applause] hi bye good afternoon you are refreshed clear about what you are wanting enjoying the contrast of your time and place you've reached that place where no matter what you are able to find joy and the unfulfilled desire we keep pushing don't we you're relaxing into the idea that you never get it done that there will ever be something that will stimulate more desire within you you recognize that you're on the leading edge of thought are you riding the wave or are you being beat up by it you have some things you're wanting to talk about you feel clear enough to ask then let's get started this finger points at several at once so stand if you think it is you and we will sort it out later stand if you think it's you further back yes come forward if you will stand if you think it's you the closest one yes come forward if you will yes hi we are um my question is about addiction and kind of how that works and if it is how come some people haven't and others don't and if is it the same with substances is alcohol drugs food shopping relationships all intertwined and used the same way well consider that law of attraction is at the heart of everything start there and then think about activation of something and how much easier it is to continue something that is activated than to get it activated to begin with that's the sort of basis that we want you to start with what type of addiction would you like to discuss first well i've had experience with a lot of them so i've had certain ones where i've gotten over them and it took a really extreme contrast on one occasion and i was able to have the desire to change my life and not look back for many years and then i've had other addictions that keep coming up over and over and over and i feel really good but then something happens and i'm back in the cycle of it well let's start with the physiological part of the addiction because what happens when you introduce something to your body that your body is not at a cellular level requesting in other words it's something that you are doing oh there are so many places that we can begin this often someone will reach for something to make them feel better in order to compensate for some emotional imbalance that they have going and it doesn't matter the reason for it let's just say that for whatever reason maybe a friend encouraged you maybe everybody was doing it maybe you were trying to fill a void of your own with it but rather than talking about the emotional reasons for it at first let's just talk about getting the stuff into your body so you've introduced something to your body maybe it's a cigarette maybe it's caffeine maybe it's alcohol or drugs so you introduce it to your body and at first your body does not know what to do with it or it seems in other words it's a shock to your system always in the beginning because you're introducing something that the cells of your body are not accustomed to now your body is like a chemical factory the resiliency of your body is amazing and it is for a large part because of the enormous number of cellular entities that make up your body so you have a huge facility to adjust and adapt much more so than any of you realize your body is changing tremendously much more than you realize when you're looking at it from the outside perspective so you introduce this substance to your body and your body receives it and immediately your body or the cells of your body do what they always do they begin to find their balance instantaneously in other words they work to come into alignment given this new set of cellular circumstances was they're dealing with the contrast just like we're encouraging you to deal with the contrast so what happens is the cells adjust to this new substance they compensate for this introduction of this new substance into your system and in their compensation or in their adjustment your body begins to regulate now to the new adjustments that they have made in order to compensate and then those compensations or adjustments translate to you as a craving in other words that really is what is at the heart of everything that you would call physical addiction now we want to say to you that if you were understanding that your cellular body is just adjusting to all of this if you could restrain yourself from re-introducing the substance for a period for as short as three days all of this would work its way through your body and that craving or what you're calling an addiction would subside now that's just talking about the physiological part of it it's not talking about the energy imbalance or the degree of resistance that had you enough out of whack that in some cases you were trying to utilize something in order to make yourself feel better emotionally but leaving the emotions out of it and just talking about it in terms of your body anything that you do not introduce to your body within three days will have worked itself through your system enough that those cravings will have substantially subsided we encourage you not to be too worried about any addiction and instead talk to yourself about making peace with where you are and as with all things we are encouraging that you little by little thought by thought emotion by motion get to the bottom of what is really the reason for all of that you see there are so many people who are beating up on themselves so vociferously over addictions and if we were standing in your physical shoes we would lighten up about it of course you know what we are teaching we want you to get happy and stay there and then anything like that would be a side issue but something more um i think that answers my question i guess i just um when people let us get right to the heart of the reason that so many are reaching for something else because the thing that we really want you to remember is that your source energy who have come forth into these physical bodies and so you know at many levels of your being that you are supposed to feel good you know that you are worthy from that non-physical perspective and you know that you have value and you know that you've come here in order to expand you know that you're a creator you don't feel unworthy you don't feel incapable you don't feel unloved you you know who you are and so sometimes as you are moving around in your circumstances things happen that cause you to not remember all of those things and so you sort of freak out at many levels of your being you know that you're supposed to feel good but you don't know how to get back to that place of feeling good and we believe that it is that inner awareness that you're supposed to feel good and that you're supposed to be highly regarded and that you're supposed to feel good about others and that others are supposed to feel good about you that really is at the root of trying to find something to suppress your conscious awareness that things sometimes are not that way and so that's why we say that the heart of the addiction is a vibrational imbalance and then the vibrational imbalance then leads to introducing something to your body that then causes a physiological imbalance but we do not know very many people who are able to comfortably release addictions once they've got started unless they are able to get to the heart of the energy imbalance and bring themselves back into alignment with loving self you see and that's why so many people just move from one addiction to another to another to another they're trying to fill a void but it's a void that can only be filled through the connection to that source energy and at some levels you keep feeling that hunger for something and keep trying to find something to satisfy that hunger but the only thing that ever really satisfies it is vibrational connection or allowance of the energy that is really you it's life you're craving you see it's being tuned into the energy stream it's being out here on the leading edge and feeling the fullness of who you are flowing through you that's what you're craving and anything else is just a sort of temporary fix but if we were standing in your physical shoes we would stop right now all of this pushing against the idea of addictions your bodies are much more capable of coping and much more resilient than you know and so what happens now people who are out of balance because they haven't yet remembered about vibration and they're not paying attention to their emotions so they're not gently or even in a strong way bringing themselves back into vibrational alignment with source and yet at an unconscious level at that level of craving of knowing that it is supposed to be better then they reach for something to make them feel better and they often find something that does soothe that discomfort but then those around them even your societies now are pushing so hard against that that it just exacerbates the disconnection that they were feeling which was the reason that they began that to begin with so most of the programs that are being offered are not very effective because they want to beat you up and punish you for your bad behavior they want to scold you into your alignment as if that could happen you see and we know we've never seen anyone get reprimanded or scolded back into alignment you get loved back into alignment you get understood back into alignment you see so the war against drugs is failing dramatically because at the basis of the war as an attempt to try to get you to alter your behavior with no regard to your vibration and when there's just not enough action in the world to compensate for that energy stream you see yes very helpful answers thank you yes indeed yes indeed people really don't want to hear it do they get happy and then all of your troubles will go away like i don't know that they say yes i feel amazing today it's great to be up here i've been curious about a couple of things um can you talk to us about angels and spirit guides well there are a lot of different names and labels that you give in your attempt to explain your interpretation of non-physical what specifically are you wanting from us how do angels or spirit guides work are they real how do we experience them how do we call on them well it's a big question because a lot of different people use those labels and mean somewhat different things by them but in essence what you're asking about you are extensions of source energy and so of course all of that is real in other words as esther is allowing us to visit with you as she translates we're offering radio signals or blocks of thought that are like radio signals and she's translating them and there are people who when they receive those blocks of thoughts or radio signals can translate visually esther is translating verbally and so the non-physical is interacting with you in many different ways and depending upon the intensity of your desire to know and your ability to allow in any given moment is what makes for the variety of experiences that different people are having esther said to us one night early on in her new relationship with us consciously abraham i want to see you and we said we don't think you really do because we had seen her lying in her bed with her eyes closed afraid that she might see us she was beginning to develop a very nice relationship with us and she didn't want anything weird to happen that would upset her in any way and so she said no really abraham i do want to see you and we said then open your eyes it was very dark bedroom out under a texas sky jerry was sound asleep and esther opened her eyes and she saw a room full of fireflies what looked like millions of fireflies too many to count and then all of the fireflies gathered together in one corner emitting a light that was so bright that esther could not look into it and then the bright light dispersed into several lights around the room not millions and not one bright light but several lights around the room that esther could behold and then she said i see that you are energy and we said this is your visual translation of that which we are and it is the most accurate translation that esther and her practical mindedness could find because it was the translation in the way that we were projecting it in other words we want esther to understand that we are energy there are those who want their spirit guide or their non-physical energy stream to be translated to them in ways that match the stories that they've been told one day early and also in jerry and esther's experience they did a radio broadcast in dallas texas and one of the women who heard the broadcast came to the first meeting and later became a very good friend with jerry and esther and she later told them that at that first meeting or on that way to that meeting she had said all right abraham whoever you are are you good or evil which sort of gives you an idea of where she was at at that time she did not yet know what we had to say and she was not sure how it all broke down into physical terminology and so as the meeting unfolded esther remembers abraham sitting in a chair and opening her eyes and then pausing in silence for what fell to esther like a very long time and then the meeting got underway and the questions and answers began and a few weeks later once jerry and esther became very good friends with this dear woman she told them about her story about how she had quizzed us on her way to the meeting and that when esther abraham opened their eyes that the room filled with wings of angels and so we were offering a block of thought to this woman who was asking this intense question a woman who was able to interpret visually on many occasions and her interpretation gave her the answer that she was looking for you see and so we want to say to you in a soft way that it is in the eye of the beholder in the sense that everyone has the ability to interact with non-physical but you cannot interact apart from the beliefs you already hold so sometimes in the beginning what you will receive in terms of what you see or even what you hear will match the belief system that you hold and in time as you get more in sync with who you are and you are able to relax and release some of the folklore that you've picked up along your physical trail then you can begin to have more of your own authentic experience but we want to say to you one who sees light in a room or fireflies in a room is not more accurate than one who sees a room filled with angels wings or angels in other words you get to interpret this in whatever way that you want to it is offered to you purely but you are the interpreter of it and so you make it what it is and so over time it is extraordinary the amount of stories that physical man tells about his interaction with non-physical we would call all of it real we would call all of it valid and then we would say if we were standing in your physical shoes in what way do i want to interact esther was not coming from a religious basis and she did not want any distortion whatsoever she was the purest slate that we had seen in that she had not come to any conclusions of her own that would prohibit her from being able to receive clearly what we were offering and so as esther finds words there are always words that match the intention that we're offering and then over time as we offer words and esther depicts our meaning with words and we're able to feel your response to her words and then we're able to feel your vibration in response to her words over time we have literally created a language that depicts purely the intent of abraham but that does not mean that it is the only language that is authentic there are many ways of interpreting non-physical i read a book a couple months ago and i loved the book it was by a woman named lynn grabhorn excuse me your life is waiting and it was based on your teachings and it was just said in a very powerful way so then i picked up her next book which was very disturbing to me she talked about the others and um i was wondering if that is just her disturbed perception or if such malevolent uh beings exist well we'll begin by saying to you that there is only a stream of well-being and that that which is non-physical is of that stream but we also say to you that every thought that has ever been thought still exists and so as the spin-off of men's conscious mind continues experience after experience century after century there's a lot of thought data that is there in your lifetime the movie industry has added dramatically to the way man spins his thoughts around the subject the religions the information that is coming from the pulpit so much more information about the devil and evil than about good and god and so if you talk to little children who go to church often they will tell you more about the devil than they will about god it gets their attention more it is something more to worry about you see and so what we notice is that in your environment where contrast helps you to identify what is wanted sometimes humans get a little uh bent on pushing against the part they don't want and they don't get tuned quick enough to the new idea that is coming out of the contrast and so there is a lot of thought but all of it coming from man's conscious mind people said to esther in the beginning esther aren't you afraid as you begin to receive abraham and by the time she began receiving those questions there was no fear within her at all she had come to sense who we were she could feel who we were she knew that there was no sense of possession because any time the telephone would ring while jerry was having a chat with us we would release her immediately esther could feel that they were that we were there in response to their request that we were not asserting ourselves into their experience in any way that they were asking and that we were answering and so esther was not in a place of fear at all and then people would say don't you need to protect yourself in some way and as esther heard more and more of them saying that she began asking us about that and we said it's just like saying if i set my radio dial on 6 30 do i need to worry about getting something from all of the other stations and the answer is no when you set your tuner law of attraction is going to bring you that which is a vibrational match to the signal that you yourself are set at you see and so lynn grabhorn was a woman a wonderful woman who came to many of jerry and esther's gatherings she came to them one day wanted to have lunch with them and explain to them that she was going to write a book and that she was going to base it on what abraham had to say and she also said and i'm not going to tell anyone where i'm getting the material because i think there are people out there that are very afraid of this kind of thing and esther and jerry said well anyone is free to use our material we are not keeping it a secret we want people to understand that they create their own reality but it would be ever so nice if you would let people know where you got the information so that if they want to go further with it then they will be able to find the source of it and now esther can see as she gets feedback from the second book that this woman this dear woman was fearful of many things prior to coming to jerry and esther and clearly there was that which was still active in her vibration she was not the receiver of the material she was the mimicker of the material everything that is written in her book she transcribed from one of the recordings you see and so she was reaching for that feeling of well-being but she had never really found it herself and so there are many reasons that people are attracting what they are attracting but it is our absolute promise to you that there is not some source of evil being out there that has the ability to assert itself in your experience but you get what you think about and it will come to you will find a way to manifest you see the best way of describing this that we can that will give you a sense of all of this was one day we were visiting with a woman who lived in the san francisco area and she said abraham i've been crossing these big bay bridges for many many years and i have never felt any fear about it at all and recently as i'm crossing these bridges i am having what i must describe as panic attacks she said i want to lie on the floor of my car my fear is so intense what's happening with me and we said you must be bumping into some thought forms on the bridge well she didn't like the sense of that at all in other words there are thought forms on the bridge she said whatever do you mean and we said well you have to understand that everything that everyone thinks about is broadcast for everyone else to pick up if they are in the vibrational vicinity and so people have been crossing these bridges often they're tourists and it's a sort of precarious feeling often they're in a monster bust like jerry and esther's and it's a even more precarious feeling because of the the width of the lanes and going through the toll booths there had recently been earthquakes and some of the bridges had fallen down which had increased people's concern about being on a bridge maybe at a time of another earthquake and we said so all of these people are offering all of these thoughts and these thoughts are being broadcast around the vicinity of this and law of attraction is causing a coalescing of these so there is thought and then there is thought that is thought upon longer and there these thoughts have come into thought form but we said they have been there when you have crossed the bridge all of the days that you've crossed the bridge we said the question is not where are the thought forms coming from or why are the thought forms there we said the question to ask is why are you now picking up on these thought forms when you never have before what's been going on in your experience that is making you a vibrational receiver of this she knew right away she said my neighbor was burglarized and it made me feel very vulnerable i've been going to meetings we're organizing a neighborhood watch system i called someone to come to put an alarm system in my house i'm considering even putting bars in my house and so something not even related to the bridge but related to a feeling of insecurity had been activated within her which brought her into vibrational range of something that she had never been in vibrational range of before you see so we want you to understand that they're not big bad things out there that are of a supernatural nature you do a plenty good job of creating the things that you do not want in your reality just by focusing on sickness and cancer and burglaries and terrorism in other words don't bring them from outer space we promise you they are not coming but whatever it is that you are giving your attention to is that which you will have an experience about and that was nothing more than a creation of this woman based upon the vibrational balance of her being thank you for clarifying that i didn't really think that her second book was uh an accurate uh oh it's accurate it's an accurate depiction of where she was at the time that she remembered it's not anything that the rest of us need to work well you see this is the reason that we want you to realize that you create your own reality in other words there are all kinds of influences out there as you watch television and they point out to you that one out of every five has it and you're probably the one and then they just that long stream of symptoms and then they encourage you to eat that stuff and then they tell you the side effects that that stuff will give you in other words you can't listen to anything without an activation but that's why we want you to relax and understand that you have this wonderful buffer of time and that the basis of your life is one of well-being and that when you read something and it makes you feel uneasy utilize your own guidance system and understand that the reason it feels uneasy because it is not a vibrational match to who you are and what you want if that were accurate information that your inner being were utterly in agreement with when you read that you would have swooned in the energy you would have felt elation about the energy you would have felt the harmonics of your inner beings agreement with it but that's not what you felt was it no you felt fear intention maybe even little anger your guidance system was saying to you this that you are reading right here has activated within you a vibration that is keeping you apart from the vibration of your source that's why we want so much for all of you no matter what the subject trust the guidance that comes forth from within you you can every single time you say thank you very much yes indeed since i've been listening to your teachings my life has gotten incredibly wonderful in every area and i came on the mexican cruise with my partner and a few weeks after the cruise our relationship fell apart i'm still kind of surprised and in shock about it and i understand intellectually what happened and even understand what you might say vibrationally i understand what happened however the amount of like kind of vibrational muscle it's taking for me to keep my vibration good is exhausting and i then then you are not succeeding in other words if it's tiring just let it go be mad in other words don't don't strain so hard we'll hear you i had gotten accustomed to really joyous vibration and it's i'm being i guess i'm feeling really stubborn about going into angered frustration i'm trying to stay in appreciation because i i think this is a good thing yet i like i wake up in the morning panicking and especially being on the same ship again everywhere and even even my relationship with with you and the teachings is kind of still infused with that expectation of that other person and it's it's just being hard to to feel like i'm a contained individual like there's like almost like there's pieces of me missing that i'm having trouble getting back it can you feel a desire formulating yes and is it a desire to get back together with that particular person no so how has the desire changed in other words what's new as a result of this contrasting situation what new leading edge for you desire has blown out of this uh to reach a state of personal wholeness that i haven't ever experienced or maybe my belief is i haven't experienced it part maybe my belief from not experience that i've never experienced is part of why the relationship ended in the first place what we notice with so many people who are involved in relationships especially relationships that are as intense as that one was is that without meaning to as you have very perfectly stated who you are intertwines so powerfully with who they are that it's hard to separate who's who and when you are being held as the object of attention of someone and as they are holding you as their object of attention they are appreciating you and they are tapped into source energy in their appreciation there is a flooding of pure positive energy all over you that is a very good feeling in fact for many people the first time they really feel the gaze of source energy upon them is in that situation of being in love where someone cares about them enough to give them a lot of attention and wants enough to feel good about them that they are pretty much especially in the first part of the relationship connected with source energy as they are doing their gazing so you say oh this feels good and there is such a thirst for that for most people all of their life because you came from that energy that felt like that and then into an environment of enough contrast that many of you sort of lost sight of that and so when you find it again it is so delicious that you want to maintain it and often you struggle to maintain it through this one relationship forever more just because you remember so much tasting it through that relationship but what we want you to realize is that what that was even though there was another person involved what that was was the other person's ability through your interaction to influence you in a stronger more often way than you were accustomed to before you're coming together to your connection with source energy and so it was that connection with source energy that really is at the basis of all of what you call being in love now the two of you as you may have already discovered on your own if not we're going to give it to you here you're very long long long long long time friends we're talking about long before this physical life experience you are teachers to the core of your being and what both of you so much want to come forth and teach and of course you can't teach what you don't know what you want to come forth and teach through the clarity of your example is your own self-empowerment you see and so what could be better than to have an experience like that where you are sort of coaxed into alignment with source and it was a powerful coaxing for both of you in other words you got tapped in so well with one another that you lined up through this work and other to the very source energy that is you in other words it was all of those things those synchronistic things that happened led you right back into vibrational alignment and it was that alignment that you were reaching for and now as you understand that that really is the primary thing that both of you were offering to each other now you know how to find that alignment on your own and don't beat up on yourself if it doesn't come back instantly it will return it as our promise to you but now not only will you be in a place where you can rediscover your true empowerment but now you are in a place through the details of the nitty-gritty of the relationship that you are living and all of the adding to the amending of desires that you did now you have an even more delicious relationship in the making in fact we want to say to you that there was a strikingly amazing relationship in the making for each of you before either one of you became consciously aware that you were going to end that relationship and what we mean by that is the nitty-gritty of what you were living was causing each of you to amend your desires i know what i don't like this is what i do want i know what i don't want this is what i do want you see and so if you can just relax a little bit and get over the sensation of emptiness of not being connected with this powerful wonderful person and instead just relax a little bit and remind yourself who you are and using your wonderful words reach for as many thoughts as appreciation as you can find because that is the quickest key and we think you're close enough to it that you could aside from an occasional uh spell where you're really far from it we do not think it would be much trouble for you to get consistently into a vibration of appreciation and then what will happen as you do that you'll relax back into vibrational alignment with the desires that you launched even during that relationship and a relationship will flow into your experience and when you meet you will know in other words we know that it never feels good to someone who is feeling lonely in the missing of someone to say don't worry there's something else coming along but don't worry there's something else coming along and it is so much more than what you had before because it is made from what you had before now there are many who worry oh does that mean that it's just going to be another and another and another in other words when will i find that one that is the end all for me and we say well you are never complete but it is our expectation that you will have another experience or two as you are fine-tuning who you really are and we want so much for all of you who are reaching for relationships to never stand in your now with the vibrational offering which is all that you have to offer in your powerful now and say universe bring to me now that which will satisfy me forever and ever and ever and ever you must allow yourself the leeway to change and that's why as we begin these gatherings and we say have you reached the place where even though that which you are seeking has not yet manifest that you are still joyful in the anticipation of it coming because you're not ever going to get it done each person with whom you interact is going to give you another piece of who you are it's going to add to the clarity of who you are and what you want and you are an intense being you came with powerful purpose you didn't say let it be easy you didn't say get it all cleaned up and then i'll come forth look at the characteristics of your life you're a powerful teacher wanting to teach in every way you can the message that i didn't come forth to be a square peg pounded into a round hole i came forth to discover who i am as this ever changing being you see and so it's going to take a powerful deliberate creative partner to keep up with the likes of you and when when you meet you'll know so it is possible and even likely that you will have another experience or two as you are finding your sea legs again and then there will be a meeting in the not so distant future and you will recognize this partner as one with whom the two of you can evolve and change together we will not say to you that your last relationship was not meant to be but you can feel from your own sifting and sorting that out of it came so much more clarification about who you are and you are stubbornly we know this because we know you so well not someone who wants to subvert who you are to make peace with anyone in other words you have to be in an environment where you are allowed if not by the other at least by you to be who you are you say and so that's what that was all about bless that relationship every day and thank that other for the clarity that it is brought to you and then stand in anticipation of that which is to come and before you know it the missing will subside altogether and the anticipation of that which is coming will replace it fully thank you now what stand if you think it's you yes come forward if you will on the aisle here yes so i do feel that you know each of us intimately and um don't worry we won't embarrass you and i've always felt like jesus was my best friend and that every time i talked to him he was there answering all my questions and now it's you the minute i i say abraham you say what and i know what [Laughter] [Music] and you answer everything i feel like you've become my personal coach that you're writing right by my side just like jesus so not to him i did have the overlay of the christian religion deeply in me and as far as i can tell it's the same energy abraham jesus kuan yen saint francis whoever these people are it feels the same to me as esther was reaching for a way to interpret that which we are reaching for a label she did not have a religious vocabulary and did not even really understand the history of the one known as abraham and we are not the abraham that is known in that way anyway but the reason that that name was the logical name for her to find was because it represents that which isn't the basis of all religion in other words at the heart of everything that man has received is that which is us we are a collective consciousness and so that is what you are feeling there is so much more harmony among all religions than those who are now experiencing the religions realize because you tend to in your quest to make everyone think exactly the same way that you do nitpick over the things that you have differences about but at the heart of everything that you are is that which we are and so that's why you are feeling that familiarity but it is probably not a good idea to try to explain that to those who are not ready to hear it in other words let everyone have their god the way they need it to be because there are a lot of people who are exploring religion that are doing just fine in it in other words we are not here to try to change the way anyone views any of that we just be what we are and esther does her best to interpret what we are and we are pleased that you have received us in the way that she is offering it yes i feel that we were all together that i was with you and then i came down to the physical as the foot and you stayed up there as the head well that's a good way of describing it because source energy is always source energy and then that which you know is physical is an extension of that source energy and so that is an accurate depiction yes something more you really do ride by my side and answer all of my questions in the moment i ask them don't you anything you are wanting about any subject you have access to infinite intelligence and it is the power of your belief that makes you able to receive it in other words it is not so because we are projecting it to you in an intense way it is so because when you ask it is always given and in your belief you will fully receive yes thank you yes indeed [Applause] hi isn't this fun so i was sitting there thinking i've been schlepping around in the rain all day and wouldn't just be the worst if i got called on today so and then you immediately raised your hand absolutely and all as well so um the thing that i was curious about is you were talking um previously to someone about a physical condition and you're talking about how over a period of time you offer a vibration that kind of creates a rut that you kind of get into and so when i was very young i created or i had resistance i guess that manifested in a physical condition and apparently for over 30 years i've been re-manifesting that and recreating that and so when you said that to that person it really resonated with me and and so then i've tried to connect in the last couple days with what that is and my first question is um is is the the vibration that created that is that necessarily the same vibration that has keep it that has kept it manifested for all these years or has that transformed over the years that is a perfect question and the answer to it is it has transformed but we want to give it to you in a dif in a way that will serve you enormously well if you were vibrating then as you are now that condition could not have gotten started to begin with can you hear that clearly yes in other words from where you are now you can perpetuate it but you could not begin it from that same vibration which means it is it has transformed those are very good words we've touched on this briefly before but the thing that we really want you to hear is that when you are offering a vibration we talked earlier about having these unknown to you thoughts or you know that you're thinking the thoughts and you're aware that the thoughts don't necessarily feel all that good but it's just the way everybody thinks it's just the normal way that life is and so you go ahead and offer the thought and then you manifest something that is not wanted as a result of that steady offering of thought well once something manifests now not only is there still the tendency to be thinking the same things that god has started to begin with but now you are looking at the condition which is perpetuating it still further and so it is possible to transform to have enough changes in your life that you are no longer offering the vibration that caused it to begin with but your awareness of the condition just continues to perpetuate it we are not really big proponents or little proponents at all of going back and trying to get to the bottom of everything we are much more encouragers of standing right where you are and establishing the route from where you are to where you want to be and utilizing the guidance that is within you to let you know what thoughts you might now be thinking that are causing you to maintain a condition that you are no longer wanting to maintain your emotions will point right at it every single time the thing that is a little tricky for most people is when they begin to realize that they create their own reality someone may come up with a condition and they'll say i honestly don't believe that i ever actually thought about that specific condition before i didn't even know anybody who had it or i didn't even know the name of it and we say but you had to be vibrating somewhere in the vibrational vicinity of it and always through the crack of least resistance there was some impression within you that made that the logical way that it manifested and of course as you heard us say earlier the manifestation is always a vibrational match match or a vibrational equivalent to whatever emotion that you were feeling so you want to go further with that just i would bridge from it um and i i what i love about this condition is it's the perfect metaphor it's a literal tug of war and i really connect with the the vibrational tug of war that created it and and then what i've come to in the last couple of days since i heard what you said to the other person is now i think that the vibration that is sustaining it and keeping it active is is a vibration where i am disappointed in myself because i see it as a metaphor and then and i see that it still being there is is like a symbol of my own failure um as well that happens to so many of you who are teachers of all of this you feel that you need must be the perfect example for everyone else and that really is the reason that we're encouraging all of you to just sort of make peace with yourself to make peace with where you are because it is only the vibration within you that matters and we think that that is a perfect metaphor for you because it's what you've come to teach it's what you've come to know and so as you realize that you've got that tug of war going on inside of you and you feel the emotion of it and then you work to sort of soften that when give us a little more detail about how it's manifesting for you well it's a it's it's a condition called scoliosis and literally it's just the spine is just twisted and turned and and there's two points of it right now that just tug against each other so instead of being straight it pulls this way and it pulls this way and it pulls against each other so i mean i really get what it is and that part of it doesn't bother me and and as a matter of fact in so many ways um as a physical condition i've totally transcended it because it it prevents me from doing nothing and people with the severity that i have are in wheelchairs and so it's not the physical condition it's what it represents that bothers me well let's get to the heart of that for just a moment because we don't want to go back and and sift through the things that you've been thinking or living through your life to try to sort this out when we say get to the bottom of it we really mean that it is the perfect metaphor for wanting something that for whatever reason you're not yet a vibrational match to in other words it it really is as simple as that so let's talk about the condition itself for just a moment all is well with you when we come back from segment of refreshment we'll begin with you because we want to help you to see that when you have a vibration of desire and a vibration of belief that are not in vibrational alignment with one another that the physical response at first is just a physical discomfort of an emotion in other words it always starts there but if you've not been trained to pay attention to the emotion that you're feeling so you don't do anything about choosing a vibration that causes a release of that resistance then what happens is the emotion gets stronger into what you would call sensation and if you still don't do anything about releasing the resistance then it just gets stronger until at some point you've got to do something about releasing the resistance and we want to show you that it's not about anything other than consciously acknowledging that i can choose a thought that feels better in other words if once you understand that you don't have to get to the heart of it you just have to find a vibration that allows the energy to flow and that the emotions that you feel are your indication of whether the energy is being allowed to flow or whether it isn't then in a matter of days hours weeks months at the most it wouldn't matter what dramatic illness was in someone's body as you release that resistance it has to subside it just must because well-being is the true nature of your being good time for a segment of refreshment we'll begin with you when we return we are complete uh and are you refreshed good you're ready to begin while she's coming what more we're saving you for later yes bring us back around to where we are um i really don't know where we were but i became the most popular person on the ship at break so if i have the opportunity i have 83 new questions [Laughter] so um where i was was um we were talking about a physical uh condition that had manifested 30 some odd years ago how selfish of you to address your own question ain't it the truth me first them second so um so uh and what i was saying is it's not the physical condition that bothers me it's it's what it represents to me and what it represents to me is my own disappointment with myself but hear what you're saying this is so wonderful because you're understanding that everything is about vibration so then you say well my physical condition is disappointing to me which reminds me that i've got this disappointed in me thing going and we say well it's the disappointed in me thing going that the physical condition is a reflection of absolutely i totally get that and and i don't know how to not be disappointed in my human expression because um in this kind of work and in all the other kind of work that i've done i totally get the magnificence of of what my spirit is and my connection to source and and to me there's my spirit self and there is my human expression of that and it is the human expression that i feel like could be more should be more and and i feel like i'm living this like small piece of what i could be let me see break free how long has this condition been with you over 30 years and so the conditions been there for a while and are you saying to us that the condition was never a concern until you discovered that you're the creator of your own reality and now it's such a symbol of your failure to create your reality in the way that you want that only now it's an issue again i don't really want to go into the whole deal of it but at the point that it occurred it was a symbol of freedom for me because i had been sick a lot as a kid and i had i at that point where now this doctor was saying okay now what you need to do after these many surgeries you've had in your life and then these many near-death experience you've had as a child now what you need to do is stick a steel rod up your back and live with that for the rest of your life and i took my power back at that point and i said no i'm not going to do that and so in that it was a very good thing it's very positive right now as we hear that from you don't you feel that that's something to be proud of absolutely and so as you remember all of that in other words you can think about it in any way that you want to but what you just projected to us did not feel anything like disappointment in yourself or disempowerment or not being able to do what you intended to do it sounded like taking control of your own situation in other words that's a very different vibration isn't it right and so we think really that this is a lot simpler than you think that it is and one of the reasons that we wanted to chew with you as we have done a little bit is because we want to help you to realize that just because a condition has been with you for thirty years doesn't mean that you can't change the vibration around it in a matter of a few days and just because you haven't changed the vibration around it in a matter of a few days doesn't mean that there's something wrong with you in other words give yourself a break in saying well this is something that i've lived with for a very long time and i've grown accustomed to looking at it in a certain way and why am i using this thing that i don't even know how it got started which is really a big deal in terms of how i've been living my physical life why am i taking this thing that is probably the hardest issue and using it as my measurement of how i'm doing in this ability to create my own reality and why do you think you might do that in other words why is this issue is it because it's the last one is it is it the last thing that needs to be tended to or is it because it was the biggest thing or is it because you're accustomed to a challenge and so you wanted to make that the thing why do you think that this is the issue that you are using to evaluate your worthiness well okay so um i don't think i use it to evaluate my worthiness but i do feel like i i use it as a yardstick of how how much i am embracing what i could be well that's what we meant in other words the word worthiness is a tricky word but we can feel you beating up on yourself about this saying this is something that as a teacher or as somebody who understands deliberate creation i should be able to get a handle on this i should figure out what it is that's bothering me and what we want you to hear is that that's what's bothering you in other words it's not more than that it's this feeling that i should be more than i am it is not any bigger than that and you know usually the basis of that is you are more aware of how you are being viewed by those who are important to you than you are about how you are looking out through your own eyes it's a very common thing for people who are teachers as you are powerful teachers to the very core of your being to feel that you must express an example that will be what others need to see and that they will benefit by the example that you are displaying and so instead of being the selfish one that we're encouraging you to be who is tending only to the vibrational relativity between where you are and where you are wanting to be you're trying to factor so many other things in that it just becomes a sort of confusing thing and it's interesting to us to watch it because it's the same thing that we were talking about the other day about how if you can't quantify the journey then you can't tell when you're moving toward your improvement or away from your improvement and so you've talked quite a bit and we have to about all of this and everybody sort of understands where you are so now let's just lay out that emotional path from where you are to where you want to be and you just offer us a series of statements don't worry about it just let anything ramble and we will sort of demonstrate through our indication of which way you're moving on the emotional scale whether the statement that you're making is first of all one that you are able to make whether the words are different from the vibration that you're offering but most important which direction are those words and that vibration taking you and remember that the object of this exercise is not to give you an improvement in the manifestation this red-hot minute it's only to soothe your discord over being mad at yourself for not being able to be the deliberate creator can you feel the catch-22 that's happening here i've got this condition that as long as i have it i'm using it as the club to beat myself over the head that says that i can't get a handle on my vibration and therefore i can't get a handle on my vibration and we want to say to you set the condition aside and get a handle on your vibration and then still set the condition aside and get a handle on your vibration and then still set the condition aside and get a handle on your vibration and pretty soon you'll have such a handle on your vibration that this thing that you've been living with for 30 years anyway will be the non-issue that we want it to be and the handle on your vibration will be the thing we want you to be aware of and you'll just close that gap between where you are and then you'll begin saying things like i'm really good at what i do and there are so many aspects of my life that are wonderful and i'm having a very good life and it's fun learning to be a deliberate creator and i wish i could have gotten started earlier but it doesn't matter you can start wherever you are and as a teacher of this stuff they're going to be plenty of people that are not going to be where they want to be and for heaven's sakes isn't it a nice thing that i can jump in and let them know that i'm not yet where i want to be either but it doesn't keep me from being able to take the emotional journey and clean up my vibration and as i get feeling better i have faith or belief that that feeling better is going to eventually bring me to a better better bodily condition but meanwhile that's not the issue that i'm working on i'm not working on an improved bodily condition i'm working on an improved emotional condition the bodily condition must follow otherwise you're saying i got a condition that's bothering me and the fact that it's bothering me keeps the condition but i've got this condition that's bothering me and i'm bothered that i have the condition and i'm only bothered that i have the condition but i'm bothered that i can't do anything about my emotion we say so you just spin there when you start spinning over here everything gets better so ramble a little bit and we'll guide you see how i think people are so brave when they do this and and you thought it was your hair you were worried about yeah i'm feeling looks pretty good now okay so just start where you are and start talking about the issue that is at hand and what is the issue the issue is i feel like i my life should be bigger than it is i feel like i should be expressing bigger than i am i feel like i should be doing i should be embracing this and demonstrating it more all right so those words don't feel very good do they in other words those are beating up on me words so now improve them not so much that you fly off the stage but improve them enough that you can feel the improvement find a way to make yourself feel better about those statements soothe yourself like you would any friend and that's a and i'm not trying to avoid this but yes you are very but very often that's what i do is i try to think i try to think of what would i say to a friend if this if a friend said that to me because i'm a great advice giver and so you know i try to think of that and then give myself my own advice and this is really one thing that i don't don't let it be something that you're thinking your way through so much as feeling your way through and there was feel the discomfort what what is the emotion that you'd call this what it's disappointment disappointment in me what else frustrated and frustrated all right so does it feel more like frustration or disappointment those vibrations are pretty far apart is it frustration more disappointment it is more disappointment so start with the feeling of disappointment and poke around at it as you just did a little bit and now try to offer some words for the singular purpose of making yourself feel less disappointed well even though i would love to be expressing larger there are some things that i express that are of positive value to people on an individual level on a small scale now you're looking at us as if you want some feedback from us but what we want to say to you is is that soothing at all does that make you feel a little bit it sounds like crap so so take take another attack at in other words it it might have been too big of a jump or it might have been something you've said to try to soothe yourself with for a while and it's never worked and so saying it again and it might be something that you're saying to someone just trying to make them feel better with no personal feedback on whether it does actually feel better so you got the personal feedback that didn't feel any better so go again this is the work in other words we're not asking you to get feeling really really good we're just saying if right now you can feel a little better and you can stabilize there you've adjusted your vibration and then you can do something else but for right now all you got to do the entire body of work is about finding a way to feel a little better right now that's all a little better you can do it you see the thing that we are enjoying most about this and don't let it hurt your feelings that we are enjoying this but but the thing that we are enjoying most about this is that you represent so many who are so accustomed to the way you feel and it's so easy to offer that vibration and it's so easy to offer words around that and you've been doing that for so long that it's almost like there's no other frequency available it's like that's the frequency that you're so tuned into so you gotta really sort of listen and reach for something that feels a little better and don't be afraid of of reaching and not making you just have to sort of poke around until you find something that gives you a little bit of relief easier to do when you're not sitting in a room full of people but so many of them will benefit by what they witness as you find that they'll feel you break through as you break through so so sometimes it helps to remind you what's bothering you so much in other words poke around at the stick about where you are and then as you move off of it you'll feel it i i want to be better i want to break free of my own self-imposed limitations i want to be but you stop being my own those are really big words those are words that would jump you way over here if you could do it it's too big of a jump in other words you're saying i want to do this thing that i can't do and i'm so mad at myself because i want to do this thing that i can't do and i've wanted to do it for a really long time and i'm so mad and it's really important that i do this thing that i can't do and so can you feel the tug of war that you are self-perpetuating here you see so yeah so now when we say make peace with where you are see if that gives you any relief in other words just go for that okay i promise i will try to do that can i ask just one question no stay focused on the task at hand you see this is why i don't know the difference this is why you've got this tug of war going on inside of you and the reason that we ask you to come forward here is because you will demonstrate in a powerful way what almost everybody in the room is doing on one issue or another and so you are even though you say i promise you i'm not avoiding it yes you are and so just find a way to make yourself feel a little better and when you do the relief will be palpable and the tug of war will be softened okay i like that i am aware enough to even know that what i consider to be the truth about this we like that too i like we like that you can feel that there's tension within you and that you don't want that tension anymore and do you also like the idea that you know that you can relieve the tension that absolutely that you'll recognize it when you find it yeah and so doesn't it feel like worth making the effort just to find a little bit of relief of that tension yeah and i also feel very confident that i am just stubborn enough that you know that it's that i'm not gonna give in and i'm going to keep looking and seeking and finding and we agree but an inflaming of the stubborn quality is part of the tug of war that's going on so so let's tip that a little bit the other way by saying in the same way that i've been stubbornly holding to something that's not serving me when i get hold of a feeling of relief i'll stubbornly hold to that too so i'm looking forward to finding something that once i get hold of it i can beat the drum of it a little bit so now keep reaching and be patient because this is the work in other words it's so interesting people think that it's about finding the solution or solving the problem in some big way or finding the remedy or eating the right thing or getting on the right massage table or finding the right surgery or enacting the right action and it's not about any of that stuff it's about finding the vibration that frees you of the bind you see we love that your body bound up in response to the bound up vibration it's just the way it is supposed to work and we are going to love the way your body releases the bind when you release the bind in the vibration and you're about to find a piece of it here keep going uh yes and um i i really i like the fact that what you said about you know when i find when i do find that place of relief that i that i hold on to it i do really like that when i do grasp something i grasp it at a very deep level and i know this is just one more thing there are so many examples of things that i have transformed um in the past one more like what um oh my gosh so many things like what uh relationships i i very i'm so very clear about how other people are just reflections of me and and so when things come up with other people and they bug me i'm so clear that it's just me and i'm so cl because i'm so clear about that it's very easy for me to then shift myself which then shifts the situation and so um conflict is is so temporary in my life because of that clarity and i know that i i know i have all right now as you're rambling on here and we're appreciating it tremendously but are you feeling any relief in her bounding up or is she just sort of rambling to feel space and are you feeling any relief we know you're trying but are you feeling any relief so what we want to point out to you is that you could ramble on for the rest of this physical life experience and not affect anything so you got to ramble with an ear to the ground of how the rambling feels that's the whole point of your guidance system to feel if you're closing the gap between what you want so what is it that you want again i want to be free of of my own self limitations but but maybe the way your wording your desire to begin with is setting you up in a perpetual bind because you're saying i want to be free of what i'm not free of i want to be free of what i'm not free of i want to be better at what i'm not good at i want to be healed of what i'm sick of you get how this in other words and so it's this way and it's this way and it's this way and it's this way and it's this way and if you were paying attention the way you feel you'd go this way and this way and this way and this way and this way and this way and this way now that felt better didn't it just sort of getting just sort of getting an understanding about that so now just make an effort to make some good feeling statements anything and just try to build on it we liked what you said i like that i can tell that i'm not where i want to be and i like that i can feel the emotion strong enough that i can really feel that when i do find some statement of relief that i will really feel the statement of relief and i recognize in myself that i've been somebody who's been trying really hard for a long time i don't know how this got started but way back somewhere i suppose i wanted to make somebody feel better and i did my very best to be an uplifter but early on in my life experience i was living something that actually instead of uplifting people around me caused people around me to feel more worried and so i wanted more than life itself to be a bright ray of light that could uplift people and make them laugh and instead i had a situation that caused them to feel sad and and worried and so it felt like i was the reason that people around me were not feeling happy and somewhere in there i made a decision that i was going to be an uplifter that i was going to get over that that i was not going to be the one that held anybody back from their happiness in fact not only was i not going to be the one that held anybody back from their happiness i was going to be the one who was a true perpetuator of happiness so somehow i managed to take upon myself a huge responsibility greater than anyone should ever try to take because i remember now but i didn't know then that it's not my job to make anybody else happy it's their job to make themselves happy and so i've been carrying this sort of big burden around where i've been sort of apologizing my whole life for being trouble apologizing for not being the uplifter that i know that i was born to be and now i'm ready to let go of that now i'm understanding that not only am i the creator of my own reality but everybody else is the creator of their own reality too and while i like i guess everybody would like to go back and undo something and do it differently i might attempt that if i thought it was possible but i'm wise enough to know it isn't so i think i'll just start right now by giving myself a break by saying it's not my job to make anybody else happy it's just my job to keep myself feeling better and i can feel that i'm on the right track in this i'm doing an amazing job i'm defying the records that the physicians have in other words i've kept myself stable and mobile under pretty extreme conditions that's got to count for something and i'm aware of my own guidance system and i know i can feel relief in fact i'm feeling some relief even as i'm rambling here and so i don't expect to make myself feel ecstatic off the charts right now but i have enjoyed this little chat i'm having with myself because i'm sort of giving myself a break i've sort of come to some understanding of how this sort of all got bound up to begin with and i can feel some relief here i haven't solved any major problems but i sure do feel better i think i'm going to continue this train of thought and this train of conversation and the theme of this is how can i give myself a break how can i be a little easier on me i think i like the theme of this conversation i'm feeling better already and tomorrow i'll pick it up and the next day i'll pick it up and it is my expectation that before i know it i'll not only feel a little better i'll feel a lot better in fact i'm really starting to like the idea that i don't create anybody else's reality and all those people all of those years that i've been feeling guilty about making them unhappy because i couldn't be the whole being that i wanted to be kind of irritated that they didn't figure it out on their own that i wasn't responsible for their happiness they should have been able to figure out how to be happy no matter what was happening with me would have been nicer if i hadn't taken that burden on myself but i did i took that burden on myself and now i'm willing to give it back to them and now i realize that those people i've worried that i've worried about them worrying about me are really not in that place of worrying about me so much and yet i've still carried with me all of that guilt about all of that and so now i'm doing to myself what i was a minute ago mad at them for doing to myself and so now i think maybe i'm ready to let go of all that blame and all that guilt and just sort of start where i am and let's see where am i i'm in a pretty darn good healthy body that looks wonderful i'm feeling very good especially under the conditions i've got hold of my thoughts i can tell when a thought feels good when a thought doesn't feel good i'm really good at directing thoughts i'm stubborn when i get fixated on something i can find something that feels good i'm doing a very good job of that i'm relaxing more i'm breathing more i'm walking more i'm getting my mind on other things feeling pretty darn good about this and my physical body is really not the issue it's my emotional body that's the issue and i've demonstrated to myself right now just by wanting to feel better that if i ramble long enough sure enough i can get hold of something that just makes me feel better i've just rambled myself into feeling better and i never intended to ramble myself into a healing on the spot i intended to ramble myself into feeling a little better and i'm going to ramble myself into feeling a little better as often as i have time to ramble myself into a place of feeling a little better that's all it is that's all the work is in other words the resistance has released dramatically the resistance in your body is nothing like it was when we first began now we know that we did the rambling here but you did the agreeing with it in other words it doesn't hurt to listen to something that's in vibrational alignment with who you are so just pick it up from there and just talk yourself up the emotional scale and don't be so dramatic about it in other words don't make it such a big hairy deal it's not the big deal that you're making it out to be it's a choice the way you feel is a choice but when you try to jump too far up the emotional scale you fail every time and then you think it isn't a choice in other words we didn't move you very far up the emotional scale and it took a little while to do it but we did move you up the emotional scale that's all the work is you see very good yes get out let them ask their own questions yes so where are you what is it you're wanting to talk about right here yes right here yes hi um i'm a pretty joyous person yes i get up every morning and i choose joy yes that's my decision yes and um two weeks ago um very dear dear friend of mine was sentenced to nine and a half years in prison that's two weeks ago today actually um and it just sort of threw me out of this joy place well are you telling us and it's all right if you are that your joy is conditional on the conditions i'm back in to join now and it took me a while to get to that place it took me a couple of days of um do you think processing do you think it's a good thing that when you look right at something that you absolutely do not want that you do not feel vibrational agreement with it in other words do you think that negative emotion is a bad thing no i don't do you feel uncomfortable when you dip out of your joy no i mean i don't feel permanently i i know that it's it's contrast for me i understand that and so when you dip out of your joy the reason that you don't sort of cave is because you know that it's a temporary situation and that you have the ability to come back into alignment yes and so that knowledge gives you good sea legs so that you can weather the storms yes right good but so my i guess my question to you is why would somebody choose that why would somebody choose incarceration i've talked to other people and they have given me their view of why they think that might happen you know the buddhists choose to be um on one hand they choose to be alone because they can't create in an environment with too much contrast of course you know you've got can you i can't imagine the contrast in prison that's something i don't even wish to contemplate so why does someone choose that well why does someone choose cancer or why does someone choose anything that is unwanted and we do not think that people choose it because they think that there's some good lesson in it or because some wonderful benefit will come from it we think people choose it because they are sloppy in their thinking we think people choose it because they become accustomed to thoughts that don't feel good and they are not aware of the guidance system that lets them know that they're moving towards something that they do not want we think people choose it things like that because they look at that and they say yes and they look at that and say no and they say no no no no no i don't want that long enough that they activate things in their vibration that they don't mean to activate and they've their vibration in other words people choose things that they do not want and choosing it is an interesting word but the reason that we are using it and we appreciate your using it is because people are choosing vibrationally things that they would not choose if they stop to think about it and the reason that they do that is because they've oriented themselves into that vibrational patterning and the reason that they allow themselves to be oriented into that vibrational patterning is because they have lost sight of the importance of feeling good way back when when somebody else convinced them that they should do what they said rather than what felt good to them if you don't have some way of quantifying your journey if you don't have some way of knowing that this thought and the good feeling that it gives you is moving toward what is wanted and this thought and the bad way it feels is moving away from what you want or toward what you don't want if you are not able to make that association then you're making all kinds of choices blindly it's like saying why would someone have who has a blindfold on their face walk off the stage and break their legs and and would say well it's pretty simple they weren't looking where they were going you say well why weren't they looking where they were going and we said because they had a blindfold over their eyes and you say why did they have a blindfold over their eyes why would they put a blindfold over their eyes over these conditions and we say we suppose it's because they didn't care enough about sight in other words maybe it's because everybody else that they know is wearing blindfolds and so they just sort of stumble around into things but as you become a deliberate creator and as you begin to recognize that you can be or do or have anything that you choose then it gets harder and harder to understand why people would choose things that they don't want and we say they're choosing by default they've learned a vibration they are unaware of what the vibrational content is until it manifests and by the time something manifests then it's more difficult to unravel it because now you have to deal with the consequences of whatever the vibration was before we don't want to sound dire about that because it doesn't matter where you are you have the ability under any condition to find a different vibration and reverse whatever the situation is but that's the answer to your question they do it because they they are not paying attention to the way they feel so they're offering vibrations which equal their point of attraction and they've been for a long time walking systematically toward this incarceration or this cancer or whatever it is that they do not want and the reason that they keep moving toward it sometimes running toward it is because they have become at one with the vibration that doesn't feel good and so it just didn't happen for instance it was an accident an automobile accident situation so that's not when the vibration started how long before that long before that the manifestation is just the very tail end of a long string of vibrational offering you see when you feel negative emotion stop and say this negative emotions in it right now is an indication that the thought that i'm thinking right now is moving me in the direction of something that when i get there i'm not gonna like it and i don't know how long it will be usually the intensity of the negative emotion is an indicator of how close you are to the manifestation just like when you're feeling pretty consistent elation over something that's a very good indication that you're on the brink of something manifesting that is really pleasing you and when you're feeling pretty consistent uh strong negative emotion about something that's a pretty good indication that you're getting close to the brink of a manifestation of something can't you just feel it coming haven't you heard yourself say well i saw that coming or i felt that coming oh absolutely and i think her gift to me in this if it's can be called a gift at all um is my absolute appreciation total appreciation of everything now i mean i look around and here i am i mean here i am it's i mean i feel so powerful i created this and i know that this is where i wanted to be well now let's take this a step further so now you have someone that you care very much about who has created something that they really don't want and that you really don't want for them either and so out of your awareness of what you don't want do you you know what you do want so whether you talk about it now or not you have been sending rockets of desire on behalf of your friend into your vibrational future so now the question that we want to put to you is are you able to move your thoughts it's easier for you not being incarcerated thinking about someone it's easier for you to hold a thought that feels good to you while you think about her then it may be for her to hold a positive thought right and so as you hold her as your object of attention and you have an attitude of appreciation or even attitude of hopefulness then you are actually vibrationally of great benefit to her anytime you hold anybody as your object of attention and you feel good while you do it the a vortex opens which assists in the improvement of whatever it is that you're focused upon you see oh that's good news that's what i thought that was my i have been doing that i've been sending her good thoughts energy whatever you all call it um since it happened and that is been her wish that all of her friends do that all right so then make peace you in other words we we're talking to you and so it's your energy is is is what is that issue here so then as you think about where she is and you make peace with that now that's where those other words that you said earlier begin to become of benefit to you in other words you say well this will give her an opportunity to really become introspective and this will give her an opportunity for her busy life to sort of slow down and it it's interesting when something culminates in a very powerful way like that because clearly she wasn't aware of the vibrational offering under the conditions that she was living and now maybe she'll have an opportunity to stop and reflect on more things and so it's possible that this could be one of the best things that ever happened to her in other words it's possible that where she might have been headed if it were not for this experience was into something that would be more permanent or less possible to turn around and i can feel the power of where she is and of who she is and who she really is in terms of source energy and so you just soothe yourself soothe yourself soothe yourself don't try to make light of it to her or even to others just work to soothe yourself because one of the things that we notice in situations like this is that you because of your determination to feel good and because of your ability to do it you've recovered rather quickly over something that's pretty extreme so as you bring yourself consistently and you're going to have to work at it in order to stay there as you bring yourself into this better feeling place about that you're going to achieve a vibration that's going to be a tremendous benefit to you and to your friend that others in fact most others who are aware of what's happening with her will not understand and so you're sort of going to want to keep your light-heartedness about this whole situation to yourself or others who are peeking in at it will sort of confront you on how it is that you can be talking like that under those conditions and so you sort of want to keep yourself for a while until you're sure you're stable in this place of privately uh celebrating what's going on and then in time you'll be so stable that you can begin talking to others even to your friend about it well i've even found that i've had to stay away from some of her other friends who aren't able to recognize that they need to be in a different place about it they want to be in a place of profound sadness well it's a natural thing but here's the thing you can't even focus upon them and maintain your vibration in other words this is what we mean by this selfishness you've got to be so selfish that you don't empathize with a friend in pain and the thing that we really want you to hear is that if you are able to maintain that selfishness enough that you don't empathize with a friend in pain you're going to connect with source energy while you hold this friend who is in pain in vibrational in other words even though your friend is in pain you're not going to be focused upon that aspect of your friend so in your connection to source energy as you focus upon other aspects of your friend there is a vibrational stream that actually helps your friend that's what power of influence is you see somebody's going to dominate the vibration here and many things have been dominating her vibration other than her intent to live happily ever after and so we think that when something dramatic like this happens and someone powerful like you holds her as your object of attention a lot of good can come from that and eventually you'll be able to convey it to her in a way that she will be able to find the good in it also and it is our expectation that in far less time than what she's been sentenced to she will be released and in far less time than that she will begin feeling better and in far less time than that as you began here good things will begin to come from this and she will be a very strong advocate one day for the statement that you do create your own reality and there are a lot of people who will hear that and there are a lot of people who are creating a reality that they do not want who resent with every fiber of their being those of you who are creating a reality that you do want in other words there's nothing more irritating than to be living something that you really don't want to live and watching someone who is really living what they want to live you see so what we're getting at here and we'll say it in as profound of words as we can save yourself in other words find vibrational alignment and don't allow yourself to dip into guilt about it and then use your powerful influence to assist her in coming out of it she will find a release of bondage while she is incarcerated because the bondage that is binding so many of you is not the bondage of being behind bars is the bondage of offering a vibration and not knowing your offering it's the bondage of not feeling good when you want to feel good but believing that you've got to change a whole lot of circumstances before you can feel good and there's no greater bondage than that than to believe that you've got to change that and that and that and that before you can feel better and not having the ability to change that and that and that and that so the two of you in this co-creation have got yourself in what we consider to be the perfect situation because you can't change that in other words you can't shout loud enough you can't scream loud enough you can't change that condition you've got to find a way of finding a vibrational adjustment to a condition you're going to teach each other as you promised before you came into these bodies what unconditional love really is it's feeling love and being connected to source in spite of the condition and that's a book worth writing oh thank you because i know she's going to write one she did say that that's what that was her goal about this i have one more question who's who is scarecrow [Applause] well there isn't anything that esther likes much more than wizard of oz and she loves dorothy i love you most of all scarecrow and so jerry and esther say it just about every day to one or the other something that's very active in their vibration and they were just wondering how many of you are up to the playful speed that they are absolutely i think we all are but thank you so much for everything yes indeed uh so i'm wanting more clarification and understanding on the ways that we are individuals and the ways that we're interconnected and also an understanding of it seems to me that there's a shift in consciousness that's happening on our planet now and i don't know if that's just where i'm at or if it's oh it's powerful it's palpable yeah it's stable it's feelable so can you speak a little bit more about that i mean i can talk about what you know i read lots of spiritual well we can give this to you easily you'll understand this fully you get it that the contrast that you live is what causes a preference or a desire to be born and we can feel that you're beginning to really understand that when that preference is born and source agrees with it wholeheartedly that that leading edge source energy that you are an extension of that you have given the the data of the new desire in other words let us start at another place when the contrast causes you to want something source energy is so willing and ready to join you in that desire that source energy becomes one with your desire and since you can never be separated from source energy the attraction process begins right now to that part of you that is source that part of you that is now utterly unequivocally completely in alignment with the new desire that you have just fashioned so now there is a strong pulling by law of attraction of resources toward the completion of that object of desire and so that one point of vibrational relativity is really really pooling so as that energy begins pulling through you now any resistance that you have you begin to feel it in terms of emotion it shows up to you in terms of negative emotion so as that non-physical energy now is summoning unto the new idea that you have given birth to and as you are working to become in vibrational alignment with that as you come into alignment with that you can feel that you are not separated from who you are but that you are the complete being that you've come forth uh to be and to create and to experience now bring us back round to the specifics of what you're reaching for here well is there something you know the mayan calendar ends in 2012 or whatever and i've always felt that in my lifetime some big shift would happen and that i would have a part in that and well the reason for the shift is that when you realize that there are billions of people having experiences and there are all of these rockets of desires that are being launched so the summoning power of this planet right now is more than it has ever been before in other words the energy is moving faster because the contrast is greater which is stimulating more desires and more beings and so more energy is flowing forth and so there are a number of things that you must be noticing the energy is moving faster and for those of you who are in alignment with who you are you are thriving in more profound ways than before for those who are not in alignment with who they are and what they want you are feeling stronger discord than you've ever felt before that's why the crevasse between those who are affluent financially and those who are not is becoming more distinct that's why the crevasse between those who are well and those who are sick is becoming more distinct it's like a giant magnifying glass has been laid upon you and everything that you are is being amplified that's the reason that even though you are feeling good most of the time when you don't feel good you really don't feel good because as we were talking the other day when the car is going 100 miles an hour and hits a tree it has a bigger impact than if the car is going 5 miles an hour and hits a tree so the energy of your planet is moving much faster than it even was 10 years ago noticeably faster because the degree of contrast is greater and the contrast is summoning more powerfully and is that to help the people who are not really vibrationally up to steed to notice the contrast more so they'll have bigger rockets it isn't orchestrated in order to teach anyone anything it's just the consequence of more people experiencing more contrast is the consequence of this fast-paced leading-edge environment in other words it's the reason that teachers like abraham and teachers like you are coming forth in greater abundance because there are more people wanting to know what's going on this is the time of people coming into conscious awareness that they are vibrational beings and that they are are the creators of their own experience everyone coming forth knew that this would be the time of awakening we like to call it the time of reawakening the time of remembering who you really are the time of getting in touch with your own emotions the time of molding the energy and being on the leading edge of this thought and writing the way what could be more exhilarating than to have an environment that produces within you a desire and know that you're not up to speed with it and then deliberately get up to speed with it and feel the joy of coming into vibrational alignment and then getting to feel the manifestation but it's not the manifestation you're not here to create the material things although it is certainly a material world that you are living in it is the sensation of riding that wave that brings all of you here at this time you wouldn't have missed this for anything you see i wouldn't have yes thank you yes indeed uh hi i would like to talk about animals and healing and i have spent a good part of my life on a quest to understand what true healing is and i've studied a lot of different methods and when it comes to animals i've heard some of the things that you have said and they're more connected to source than humans are in general i think uh for the most part domesticated animals begin to act like you but the animals in the wild in particular are more pure positive energy they have far less resistance within them than humans and as a result you see far less sickness in them right okay and then from from an emotional guidance standpoint when i look at animals i mean they they um they follow their emotional guidance i think they're compared to people where they're always moving towards what feels good that's just natural for animals to do that and i guess my question would be more along the lines than of the past the spiritual path that animals and other creatures on this earth are on well you see they're not on a spiritual quest because for the most part they never got separated from it in other words so many humans are trying to make their way back to alignment and the beasts aren't rampaging back to alignment because they've never left their alignment to begin with right what do you mean i guess because of of my work i'm [Music] i've been involved with doctoring animals and so what i probably should have just read my question and then i would have had it clear but what i'm interested then is what can we do for the animals what is it that they would like us to do for for them or is there anything that we can do for the animals if they're already connected to source um what can we do to help the animals when we come back from segment of refreshment we'll talk about this fully the most important thing that we want to say is that what is the first thing that an animal who is sick or hurt in some way will do if it has the opportunity to do it what have you noticed it gets off to itself in other words it for the most part does not want the influence of others who are worrying about it and so the first thing the most basic thing that we'd like to say to you about animals is that they are really your teacher in other words they would like to show you how to live and how to recover and how to die they're really not here to learn from you what you think about it and so when we come back from segment of refreshment we'll sort of unravel all of this because we're not wanting to invalidate your work you have an important place in assisting people but what we really want to say is if you could help the vibration of the people who are the the caretakers of the animals you would do your greatest help to the animals good time for segment of refreshment we are complete okay here we go i heard that hey we're having fun so and are you refreshed are you enjoying the contrast of your time and place how about now how about now how about now so i would like to know more about what we can do if anything to help animals when when i started animals have always been really important when i started it was to help the poor animals and that's come around to the reverse situation where i can see that the animals are helping the people it seems like more but it seems like there should be a reciprocity to it there's a lot of programs available now where people are using animals to help people on a physical mental emotional spiritual counseling type thing and it seems to me that there should be a reciprocity in that and that i understand that the animals are teachers but it seems to me that animals are also students from the interactions that i've seen it seems that the animals are learning along with the people we talked about this a little bit recently the other day so let's come back around to what healing really is you have to start from the premise that wellness is flowing and that wellness is the true nature of your being and that wellness is there when it is allowed to be there so when you start with that and then you see someone now let's for just sake of ease let's talk about humans first so when you see someone who's experiencing less than wellness there's a tendency to think that some stream of sickness has attacked them or that they've stepped into something or that there is the ability for something unwanted to assert itself into your experience and from that premise then you come to all kinds of conclusions that you can't find your way out of because they are conclusions that have come from a premise that is flawed to begin with so whenever we talk to anyone about the healing of anyone we always like to begin by saying that healing is natural and here's what we mean by this let's say for whatever reason doesn't matter what the reason is somebody's out of balance and it doesn't matter if it's a human or if it's an animal somebody's out of balance and in the moment that the imbalance begins to happen long before you begin to see any physical manifestation of it the cells of that body begin to make a very clear request for whatever they need to come back into balance and to the degree that the being is allowing that energy to flow then that balance comes back very quickly in fact most of you do not realize it but you have those kinds of things happening all the time your body is continually riding itself and coming back into balance the more you are in a place where you are vibrationally allowing your connection to source energy then the easier it is for you to come back into balance and you come back into balance so rapidly that often you don't even realize that you are out of balance we like to say that in the same way that contrast causes rockets of desires to be launched from you that anything that you're giving your attention to is launching forward into your vibrational escrow future and so your vibrational escrow future has things in it that you are wanting and some things in it that you are not wanting and as we've said repeatedly we just really want you to get this that the way you feel is your indication of what it is you're moving toward so when you get the sense that you're creating everything vibrationally first and you become aware of how you're feeling then you're able to bring yourself back into balance before things really get so out of balance in other words if if you are able to find the vibrational alignment with well-being before it gets too far into the manifestation it's much easier to maintain it so sometimes we'll see you in your physical experience where something has happened that has caused a strong awareness or a question to be asked or a problem to be created and you have not yet manifested the problem it's in your vibration and it's lurking nearby and depending upon the way you feel you could be moving swiftly toward it but it has not manifested yet and then if you are aware of the way you feel you could begin seeking the emotional journey solutions even before there's any need to seek physical action solutions and you could actually find the solution to your problem before the problem ever manifested do you know that you're doing that all the time you're launching without knowing you're doing it problems into your vibrational future and you're cleaning up your vibration and launching the solution into your vibrational future have you ever had the experience where the problem appeared and the solution was so close on the heels of it that you hardly even notice the problem well that really is the way the animals for the most part are living in other words they are for the most part so tapped into source energy that even though the consequences of their life experience are causing them to launch rockets of desires not the distinct kind that humans are launching but you cannot be in an environment without having preferences being born even the one celled amoeba in the ocean is launching preferences and so the beasts of your planet are launching preferences and maybe even by the consequence of what they are living they're launching some problems too but they do a better job of finding vibrational alignment haven't you ever noticed how contemplative the beasts are in other words can't you just see them meditating and owning themselves back into alignment can't you just see that there's something about their nature that makes them more capable of bringing themselves into vibrational alignment and so that's what we meant when we said the beasts of your planet have so much to offer to you so humans who are interacting with beasts hinder that process because the beast if left to his own devices would and for the most part be finding solution before the problem is even manifested but when he is interacting with human who is for the most part oriented toward looking for the problem or oriented even toward exacerbating the problem and then really focusing upon the problem once he finds the problem the influence of the human or the influence of a human on another human the human on the beast or the human on another human is such that it makes it more difficult to find your vibrational alignment once you have lost it so now we come around to your question which is how can man help the beasts and we really want to say to you get out of their way in other words don't be so worrisome don't be so quick to look for something going wrong don't be so worried in your own life which is reflecting a vibration that sometimes they pick up on it in other words the greatest gift that man could give to beasts is man could be happy when man is around beast and don't you find that that is the gift that the beast seems for the most part to want to give to you those beasts that are domesticated don't they do their best for the most part to show you that they are autonomous and that they are living happily ever after and that they are self-sufficient don't they want to be aren't they freedom seeking and don't they offer that as an example in most every way they can you see so now talk to us about your role with this how is it that the animals come to you they just show up on their own or someone brings them to you i'm a veterinarian so yeah people make appointments um but i'm sure you know there's a bigger orchestration than that on who ends up at my doorstep but yes people make appointments and i go to see them and so now having laid that basis give us an example of something that happens that you would like to find a more effective way of approaching okay the the case that comes to mind or the animal that comes to mind is is a horse that i've known for a very long time and he's he's very very angry and he has a lot of pain in his withers from a forfeiting blanket and i talked to his owner and i and i've tried to make things better for this horse and it doesn't completely get fixed but but i i feel good because i go to see this horse every couple months and do some bodywork on him that makes that he seems receptive to and makes him feel better and then i have to put the blanket back on him and he gets very angry at that so and so if you were visiting with this horse on an emotional level rather than on a physical action level what things do you think the horse would be saying to you get the blanket off leave it off and do you think his issue is only with the blanket or do you think it is bigger than that no it's bigger than that it's confinement and it's his work and it's it's it's many things and so is your question abraham you say that the beasts are for the most part pure positive energy and you are teaching us unconditional love and you're teaching us to find alignment no matter what the condition and so here i see this horse that you say is pure positive energy and i see him responding to his environment in a way where he is not able to find alignment in fact he is responding so strong to his perception of his loss of freedom that he is actually creating uh what he's creating a situation where what happens his owner takes his blanket off no i would like to take his blanket off and leave it off but why does his owner bring him to you because he has some chronic pain issues so to keep him so he can work so what we're getting at is do you think it's possible that the horse is sort of behaving like some humans do where he has accepted his incarceration and is recognizing that he's not really going to be allowed to be free and so has find a way found a way of creating an environment where he doesn't have to do the things that they want him to do yes not bad creating when you think about it in other words it's not not so different than what you would see if you were a physician treating uh people that very often because they cannot find a way to change their circumstances then they create circumstances that at least give them more of the freedom that they think they are looking for so here's what we would do how often do you see the horse every two months so not so often that you can be a strong point of influence and what is the relationship that you see between the horse and where he lives do they appreciate the horse are they do they care about the horse do they see the horse only as something to work i think the horse might be seen somewhat as a status symbol uh it's a very chaotic environment i get the sense that he doesn't appreciate the chaotic environment as well do you think that you have the ability through conversation with the horse to take the horse on an emotional journey in other words from what you've heard from us do you get the sense of the emotional journey that we're talking about do you understand that everything is vibration and that everything that manifests is as a result of something that's going on within vibration and is it harder for you to accept that it's about vibration with an animal than that it's about vibration with a human or can you accept that it is about vibration in either case and do you think that in your own experience it's possible for you to find alignment regardless of the conditions that are surrounding you in other words do you think that you have the power to focus in a way that you could allow well-being to flow to you no matter what the conditions are yeah i'm practicing that and so you think it is possible and you see it in some humans do you think it is possible for an animal to experience unconditional love in other words do you think it's possible for an animal to align his vibration regardless of the circumstances yes and what we want to say to you is we know that it is not only possible for an animal to do that it's more likely for an animal to do that in other words it truly is their nature now as we said sometimes there are situations where it is a little bit more difficult but if we were standing in your physical shoes that is the angle that we would begin to play because we just love it when even a human comes to us with some incurable disease because then they are usually finally ready to do the only thing that really brings any lasting improvement anyway in other words it usually isn't until all other options have been exercised and proven to be not working that a person really begins to clean up their own vibration and so if we were standing in your physical shoes we would be a veterinarian psychologist or psychiatrist counselor in other words we would be a soother of this horse a vibrational soother of this horse so can you tell us how you think that might play out in your experience how much time do you have with the horse when you are with him every two months i have an hour and so what is your method what what is your approach what what i what i do is i try to find a method that that suits him so uh he's he's uh he's very expressive and so he'll let you know if you're doing something that he doesn't approve of and so in that way he's a great teacher for me but uh what i would say is that i look for methods to soothe his irritation when i'm working with him and so i'm doing that on a physical level but perhaps i should talk to him more well here's what we would do before you see the horse is he transported to you in some sort of a carry or do you go to go to him so that's good because that's less disruptive to him so before you go there the night before you go there lie on your bed and envision this horse and spend some time bringing yourself into vibrational alignment relative to him and make peace with where you might find him in other words say to yourself that you are a horse soother and that you are happy that you're going to spend some time with this horse and set forth your intention in advance that the horse will be in a place that's receptive to you in other words imagine that he will just be in a place that's feeling better and as you set those thoughts into motion we really want you to understand that if you are in alignment with those thoughts and it might take a little practice for you to do that what will happen is a soothing energy will precede you in other words the horse will begin to feel that help is on the way and as you project your thoughts to this horse do it in an attitude of appreciation and that comes very easily for you in other words that you love the beasts in general but as you focus specifically upon this horse and you feel appreciation for this horse and do it with an attitude of appreciation for his willingness to put up with you uh an appreciation for his willingness to help you to learn about his energy appreciation about his willingness to help you learn about the energy of him in other words just approach it from any angle you can until you find yourself feeling utterly enthusiastic about getting there to see this horse so when you awaken the next morning you're feeling ready to go and eager about what you might find and ready for whatever you find because whatever it is is all right with you in other words you've decided that you're not going to let it be irritation about the ways being treated or irritation about the way the blanket annoys him in other words you're sort of going to separate the physical which is a bit tricky to do because your line of work is about the physical body we know but we want you to come to know that the physical body is about energy first and foremost and if you will begin to do some energy work before you begin to do your physical body work you will begin to discover that you'll have a compliant harmonious beast on your hands who will begin to be more responsive to your therapy so now you've set that into motion and you're feeling eager about going and now you're there approaching the horse and don't go in in any sort of abrupt way in other words bring yourself softly into the environment of the horse by letting the horse recognize the energy that you've been sending there in advance in other words this horse when it had no reason to resist you standing there in a place of contemplation as we promised you it was doing was in a receptive mode and because you were projecting your vibrational thoughts toward the horse the horse we're not kidding you about this has been a receiver of the energy that you have offered and has already adjusted to your energy stream so now the vibration of you who has been received by the horse who has been in a contemplative state of receiving now this horse is going to feel a familiarity in you that it has not felt before now it may have felt it to some degree because we can feel that you've been carrying and all of that about that but you have not been projecting the energy in this strong way that we're encouraging you to try just a time or two you you will discover how powerful it is and you'll want to do it every time with every beast we call it pre-paving or setting the deliberate energy flow in motion before your action becomes a factor so now you're there you've walked up you're approaching the horse and you're feeling some uh enthusiasm about what's going to happen next and you're recognizing that the horse is likely going to recognize you in a way that it has not done before and as you approach the stable where the horse is being kept sort of call out with your voice in advance and say here i'm coming i'm coming to play with you or i'm coming to be with you you don't even have to offer the words just project the thought and let the horse welcome you in do not go in uninvited don't rush in don't do anything that the horse is not asking you to do take your cues from the horse and so approach the horse from the front not from the rear in other words get where the horse saw the horse is seeing you coming and stand there and mentally project to the horse we promise you he will hear your intention he does not need your words and set forth the intention would you like me to come in and do not proceed forward until you feel and you'll get it too you'll feel an acceptance or an invitation in you'll feel that and so you'll see it in the horse's eyes you'll see it in the horse's demeanor that bristling that frisky feeling that bracing that blanching that stuff that you're accustomed to seeing from this angry horse will not be there because this horse is tuned in tapped in turned on and you have not done anything to disrupt his environment in fact we would encourage you to let the people on the horse on the day of your arrival know that you would like the horse to be for the most part left alone in other words don't get him out don't get him ready don't spend any time with him let it be as much a natural you're exposing yourself to him as you possibly can and as this horse welcomes you into his environment now most of the battle has been won because now this horse is in a mode of receiving what you're doing and now as you apply your touch you're going to notice a receptive attitude about the horse you will just feel it in his flesh you will feel him appreciating you back your eyes will fill with tears as will his in other words it will be an emotional wonderful interchange as the two of you sort of morph together vibrationally and he recognizes that you are there not in an attitude of more of the control that he's been accustomed to and doesn't like but as a friend who's really there to help him then if you can we would encourage you to say to his owners if you have time i would like to see this horse on a more regular basis in other words i think it would be to his advantage if i could come more often and it really would be because as you are an energy aligner more than you are anything else you're going to see this welcoming horse stop the resistance and you will see the well-being then resume and you know why the well-being will resume not because of any of the treatment that you're offering and we don't blame you if you don't want to tell anybody about that but not it will not be because of the treatment that you're offering it will be because your gentle touch and the energy that you have set forth in advance has put this horse for the first time in a long time in allowing receptive mode because the horse does not need you to heal him you can't bring your medicine or your magic or even your energy and assert it into this horse's experience and heal him all you can do as a healer whether you're healing a horse or a human the only thing any healer ever can do is be a catalyst to cause your patient to be more receptive to the well-being that the cells have already been summoning in other words the cells of this beast know what to do the alignment will take place in the moment that this beast stops the resistance so you are a catalyst to soften the resistance and then do anything else that you feel like doing polish his nails if you want to shine a saddle while you're there but let it be about energy not about the action or about the medicine and in time you'll come to realize that that is all that healing has ever been for anybody you don't have to sometimes healers think that they're taking their energy or whatever they have to offer and and they are somehow amping up the healing power in an environment and we say what happens is usually is it just causes more discord because the horse has more desire for well-being than it has ever had because of the consequences of what it is living and is summoning huge energy through the cells of its body and when you become a soothing factor then the cells begin to be the receivers of what they've been asking for and the tension just lifts right off this horse this horse is not so different from our friend that we were talking about earlier who has this tug of war going on inside and it is the soothing of that tug of war that is necessary no other action or medicine will ever take the place of the soothing of that tug of war and in time you can teach to those people who care to know what is up with their animals you can say to them they are freedom seeking beings just like we are and they are happy to cooperate with us but they have to know that they are free you see something more arising than that i think that's great thank you i have i have three million questions but i think that that's really great for now many of them come from the same place don't they and have we upset your equilibrium about the medicine that you offer or have you always innately known this oh i've known that that's why i've searched for so many different tools and i realize that it's not that they're all tools that they're not that's not it you know it's not a method and i understand that now and so you've added clarity you've added clarity to that um and so it is the same as what you were describing for people as far as healing is is is gen holding your center and gently encouraging the other to find their way back to sources you see when you go as the one who is looking for the problem with the horse now you are becoming a vibrational match to the energy that is chaotic and so you are doing the exact opposite of what you want to do right so by your sending forth in advance your thoughts of appreciation and your expectation of well-being and your pleasurable thoughts of making peace with the horse and your expectation that the horse will be in a soft and pliable place now you're in vibrational alignment with his well-being and everything about your touch will help guide the horse into that vibration you know that because you see a lot of different people with a lot of different animals and the vibration of the individual has to do with everything with the way the animal responds to it yes thank you very much and in time you'll be able to do preventative medicine with your beasts in other words you'll be able to interact with people it's not an easy thing to have someone bring the beast to you all out of alignment because not only is the beast out of alignment but so is his honor out of alignment you see and you're going to discover that you are first and foremost the soother of the owner but you will be able to practice preventative medicine you will be able to help them deal with the vibration of the beast and then fewer and fewer of them will come to these physical problems help them to understand what the beast is wanting them to understand and we would say for the most part every one of them wants to be cooperative but they do not want to be dominated yes and so if the owners can discover a way to cooperatively coax the behavior from them rather than dominating oh they will have ever so much more pleasant experiences with every beast that they are interacting whether it is one that they are working with pulling a plow or whether it is one that they are working with winning a race it is all the same enough yeah for now thank you they do do you believe that they are stimulated to thought through their interaction with you they are do you believe that they like you are on the leading edge of thought do you think that they've come here as creators as you have they have yes hi um i have two questions one is um i was approached by a gentleman once telling me that i had really good energy and that he's a psychic and could he give me a reading and i got the sense that he was very good and honest and nice and the next day he gave me a reading and he said that i had some energy blockage and that he would help me by giving me some crystals and incense and a little mantra to say and it all felt good it all felt fine and i just wanted to check that out with you do you think that that kind of and that sort of stuff is okay because at no time did it feel wrong or weird or bad it always felt good and i did have some relief he said that something about my opening is blocked and that something from my past does that make sense to you well you know from the way you feel as you move through your day-to-day experience that sometimes you feel better than others it sort of depends upon what you're focusing upon in the moment and so someone who is approaching you first of all law of attraction brings you together and so it is not a surprise that someone would come to you with information about something like that in other words when you want to feel better people who have solutions are flittering all about you and so when you say it felt good we would say that it was something that you absolutely attracted and it was someone who was giving you some next logical steps to sort of coax you into a better feeling place not a better feeling place that he was assigning to you but a better feeling place that you had honed out of contrast and launched into your vibrational future and you were it feels to us guided to something that would give you some remedy and some relief now having said that we also want to say to you that you have the resources to align with that and now we think the reason that you're questioning that is because while it did give you some relief now it feels sort of like an archaic way of going about it in other words if you have the ability to focus your thought and line up your energy then why do you need tools or contraptions in order to facilitate the same and we say if you really want to carry that to an extreme we expect to see you standing at your stove banging rocks together to try to make fire to cook food in other words there's nothing wrong with benefiting by the technology of your planet and there's nothing wrong with utilizing the tools and so the rule of thumb that we would use is that anything that's giving you a sense of relief absolutely is a tool that's helping you to release resistance right when esther first began receiving us a friend of hers was selling large crystal pieces and her friend told her that these crystal pieces would be conducive to esther opening her passageway and keeping it open and esther said abraham what do you think about that and we said well if that is true then we think you should get one and esther said well which one should i get and we said well if that is true then we think you should get the very biggest one and then we said and if that is true we think you should keep it with you always and so now esther is envisioning lugging this very large thing around keeping it with her always and then she began to get the point that we were making and we said esther you are the vortex in other words you are the keeper of your energy but we encourage anything that makes you feel better for any reason and as long as you are continually reaching for the next thing that feels better in the next thing that feels better we've noticed that for most of you fairly early on in your movement up the emotional scale you're able to let go of those kinds of tools and crutches because you begin to understand that it is truly all about vibration and you have control of vibration there is not anything wrong with going to a beautiful place because the beauty of the place makes you feel good and so if the beauty of the place makes you feel good then you've used that as a tool to make yourself feel better and it's hard to separate those things and we wouldn't spend very much time trying to separate them so the rule of thumb that we always encourage is if it feels good and if it feels good now then move toward it and when it stops feeling good then no longer move toward it and when you get in that sort of vibration the next thing and the next thing and the next thing and the next thing and the next thing will continue to unfold for you i kind of like the smell of the incense and i can focus on my thoughts and my little um internal well now you have touched upon the key to all of this whenever you use a symbol or a tool it is its ability to cause you to focus that is its true magic and so if someone can provide you with a fragrance or with something that has an appearance that is unusual something that you are not accustomed to seeing and as you focus upon it because you are not accustomed to seeing it or smelling it or tasting it or feeling it those kinds of tools often are conducive to a releasing of resistance if someone handed you a picture of someone who had given you so much grief that picture would not be a good symbol for you to use to release resistance but if someone were to give you a beautiful stone or a beautiful fragrance that you have no association with so you have no vibrational resistance association or attraction from it you can see how it could be conducive to releasing resistance anything that helps you feel better utilize it okay i had a second question yes and it has to do with the irs um so over the years i've been able to um do very well in my business but i still have this outstanding debt from 2001 that keeps building and building and building have you poured any incense on it or anything no and i just can't seem to earn the funds or when i do i don't want to pay the irs i want to pay the other bills and so i was wondering if you could take me through you know the from here to here to here to here well when you think about it what do you think the emotion is that you commonly feel around that the irs and the money that i owe them i feel very bad does it feel like love or hate it's sort of fun to choose those extremes just to get a sense and uh everyone sort of guessed which way it would lead so does it feel like hatred or anger it's more shame that i haven't paid it not necessarily maybe anger at myself yeah so which feels better guilt or blame blame usually that's true is it true with you i don't feel like i'm at the place of blaming anyone i feel more guilty but blame would be better so and as you poke around with this do you think that guilt embarrassment shame in other words i should have been more on top of this i should have done better i should have had more discipline i should have been keeping better records i should have done a better job of this i should have had a better accountant i should in other words there's all kinds of stuff that sort of revolves around there you can spin there indefinitely can't you so since you can't jump out of this into any place that feels really good we would encourage you to try to come to a place that feels just a little bit better so can you find any relief in blame do you think you can do that and by blame we don't mean blaming you because blaming you is what guilt is blaming you is what that feeling of shame is so we want you to see if you can find something that gives you some relief from that have you tried it um no not on this issue yeah i could blame my accountants at the time so let's try that uh all right so i have this big bill and if they had just been more on top of everything then i wouldn't have this big bill if they had just made me more aware then i wouldn't be amassing these penalties if somebody else had been on top of it this i wouldn't be in this position that feels and these are the people that i pay to do this and these are the people that i pay to do this so now you just said to us that feels better so you did manage to release some resistance now are you getting it from what you've heard so far here today that this work that you're about is not about figuring out right now how to pay the irs bill this work is about how to figure out how to clean up your energy that allows the funds to flow in that can't flow in as long as there is this energy blockage that this person told you that you have in other words we don't really resonate with the term energy blockage because energy is always in motion and it makes it sound like things are piled up and it also makes it sound a little more permanent but we think this person was accurately acknowledging that there is something that you want that you're thinking consistently in opposition with and it comes up pretty often because the subject of money is something that touches you and many times in every day so now let's beat the drum of that blame a little more let's let's stabilize there give us more about these accountants that should have been paying better attention to what they were doing they're such jerks didn't they know that i needed help didn't they didn't they notice the books that those bills weren't being paid why didn't they write out the checks why didn't they force me to pay the irs why didn't they have a better system why didn't they offer some solutions why didn't they make me more aware now doesn't that feel better in other words and do you see what you just are doing here you are letting yourself off the hook and now there are a lot of people that don't want you to let yourself off the hook and those are the people who have wanted you to be responsible they've wanted you to be responsible not only for the things about your life but they needed you to be responsible so that they could feel better as they saw you being responsible so without even knowing it you sort of got outside of your own guidance system you lost this vibrational relativity between where you are and where you want to be but now you're back on track in other words you know where you are and you can feel that you want to feel better and now you've started your trek your emotional journey into a better feeling place now we know that blame does not become you it's not your nature we know that anger doesn't become you either but could you say to us clearly and mean it that that was a worthwhile consideration just now and that you do feel a release of relief i do because yeah i've been swallowing it this whole time and it hasn't gotten me anywhere you know all right so now now you that you've sort of stabilized in this blame or maybe even anger now let's see if you can find even a softer place to go because it doesn't become you to beat up on anybody it's not your nature and so we know that doesn't feel very good to you either but it did feel better than beating up on yourself so it was a good choice for you for that moment but it isn't a good choice for you to stay there in other words we want you to move off of that into a better feeling place so now try to find something that is softer it might even be softer relative to the specifics of these people you might try to let them off the hook a little bit as you just let yourself off the hook a little bit okay how about um they probably didn't know how bad it had gotten i didn't know how bad it had gotten it could have been worse i am making payments so i'm moving in the right direction am i doing is the right stuff how does it feel okay i feel better now now i feel like i'm um rationalizing but i like rationalizing because in this case it's feeling better all right now just to see how you're doing now focus back on the irs the agency itself and what happens to that feeling within you does it take a little bit of dip in other words do you feel worse as you focus upon them not really no i feel like it's off of me i felt like before it was all me and now um because i blamed it on somebody else it's their fault and so i feel less bad all right so now you are able to understand that the irs just has a job to do and that they're not picking on you in any specific way they're just a collection agency now talk to us about taxes in general in other words what what do taxes in general feel like to you um well i feel it's restrictive i feel like um i'm not free to spend all the money that i make that i have to always set aside money for them i feel i feel like i signed up for that when i became an owner of a company but it's also confusing there are taxes everywhere and i have a hard time figuring out what taxes to pay when all right so let's beat the drum of that just a little bit about how the system is confusing and it's not the easiest thing to stay on top of it and there are taxes everywhere in other words can you feel that from another angle now you're sort of working your way up the scale again right in other words as you focus back on the irs you begin to feel that not freedom again but then as you begin to focus upon the irs and try to bring yourself into a better feeling place so just make that effort here so um anyone would be confused it is a confusing situation it's not just me i've heard it from many other owners but i feel like i'm making little steps every day and i put a system in place recently to help me remember when to pay my taxes i finally hired a bookkeeper to pay my taxes more regularly i'm having more regular meetings with my accountant i'm doing steps in the right direction so i can understand when to pay my taxes and so this problem that was sort of exacerbated has forced me into keeping better records and doing a better job of delegating and making a better plan of what i'm going to do and while there have been things that i've been very confused about before i'm getting clearer and clearer about what i need to do so actually as a result of all of this i'm a better business owner than i was before the irs has maybe in a winning way but maybe unwittingly has put me in a situation where i am taking on more control of my business and that does feel good to me that's exactly what i was thinking it's making it has by making by forcing me by having me focus little by little by little and creating new systems i am now a better business owner and so as i make these payments i'm appreciating the fact that they're allowing me to do that they didn't close me down it must happen frequently enough and so they're allowing me to make the payments as i can make the payments and now each time i make one of these payments it is a representation of how far i've come and so i realized that i'm in a partnership with a lot of people i'm in partnership with the people who purchase from me i'm in partnership with the people who work with me and in essence i'm a bit in partnership with the governmental agencies and i'm not going to revolutionize the system i'm not going to try to up pull such an upheaval that i pull out of the system altogether i understand that it is much easier to go with the flow of this and this whole thing has been a sort of educational thing for me and i'm feeling pretty good about it i certainly don't feel any shame about it anymore i feel that as with all things that are uncomfortable i've come so far in what i've learned about it and so i am appreciating now maybe for the first time in a long time the clarity that has come to me as a result of this and i know that in this clarity that all of the desires that have been born out of this contrast that are waiting for me over there in my vibrational escrow as i've released this resistance i can feel that i'm actually in a better place now than i've ever been before wouldn't it be an interesting thing if my concern and my hatred for the irs had caused enough consternation and enough rockets of desires that i created a bright and beautiful future that my hatred of the irs was keeping me from and then my willingness to focus in a way that made me feel better has actually brought me now into vibrational alignment with a bigger better picture than could have been there if it had not been for the trouble that i had with the irs so it's interesting that the very thing that i wanted the the least in other words the thing that i thought was giving me the most trouble was actually the basis that caused me to launch desires and also the reason that for my own survival i had to find a better way of feeling good the irs might be the best thing that has ever happened to me it's it's possible that it has caused a focus within me that is going to bring me maybe millions of dollars one day more than i would have been able to achieve otherwise i have many friends at the irs i love writing this check to the irs it is symbolic of how far i have come yes yes [Applause]

Channel: Life Philosophy

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Keywords: Abraham Hicks, Esther Hicks, Jerry Hicks, Abraham Hicks Publications, Law of Attraction, The Secret, Wayne Dyer, Bashar, Abraham Hicks Live, Abraham Hicks Seminar, Abraham Hicks Cruise, Abraham Hicks Workshop, Abraham Hicks Books, Abraham Hicks Audiobooks, The Vortex, Money and the Law of Attraction, The Astonishing Power of Emotions, The Law of Attraction, The Amazing Power of Deliberate Intent

Id: pm67o6y0f2s

Length: 456min 43sec (27403 seconds)

Published: Sat Nov 28 2020