OnlyFans/Cam Model interview-Kazumi

you know what's crazy I'm not going to say this in this interview because I say it every in every interview ever my parents don't know what I do and they live like 10 minutes away they're gonna find out that I won't how could they not know the Internet is just so big yeah that's a problem it is it's so it's so big and if you're just not in that world it's like you're just not in it if you don't watch porn you wouldn't have known I did porn well I guess that's true yeah how long have you been doing porn I've been making my own porn for about two years so two years you only been doing it for two years so I started doing porn um in 2019 during covid mostly because I just wanted residual income like I wanted to be able to just stay at home and work remotely and not actually enter an office space um but I was just a horny [ __ ] depraved Twisted person like way long before that like I used to throw parties like sex parties and I would just get [ __ ] on the mattress on the floor in front of like all these guys just jacking off and like all these dudes just [ __ ] me and that was before you were in independent yeah that was way before porn and then I would throw like sex parties like every Friday and have a bunch of people come over and I just like like I luckily was able to do this in a place that made me feel really safe and honestly was really great about consent and establishing boundaries so even though it was a crazy sexual experience I felt like I was able to really explore my sexuality in a safe way where I didn't really feel judged or like had to experience consequences for being hypersexual so you've always been a very sexual yeah and and I feel like I just like love Horrors like when a [ __ ] would be on the TV screen I would just like be inspired by her I would find her so powerful I would really see so much power in her yeah I've heard that from some of the sex workers I've interviewed they said even when they were like seven years old they saw something about like a stripper or a strip club or something to do with sex and they that's for me yeah I just gravitate towards it and I feel like it's just so fun to make people feel good it's interesting what was your childhood like see people always ask what my childhood is like and they expect like some crazy abusive traumatic story as if people just can't be twisted and disgusting just because they want to be like there needs to be some moral justification for why I like gang bangs um my family life was pretty normal my parents kicked me out when I was 19 but a lot of people get kicked out when they're 19 and they don't end up like me you know I feel like sexually I just always wanted to experience more and more and more and more and I feel like people are the best books and I'll try anything twice and as long as I did it safely and consensually and ethically I didn't feel like there was anything wrong with doing anything in excess as long as my goals were still being met yeah you get a lot of flack in the comments section because you are such a sexual overtly sexual young lady yeah dude do you feel like sex is uh you know Americans are just uptight about sex I do think because you're not hurting anybody you're right I don't think I'm hurting anybody yeah I'll get a slew of negative comments when I talk about like how hypersexual I am as if that's like as if like I represent something evil like something they can't control and that makes them just really [ __ ] mad and I feel like with the Advent of more and more women especially becoming more comfortable with their sexuality and making more informed choices about what they want to do with their body I feel like it makes a lot of people mad because it makes them insecure because they don't they don't know what else they can offer if I've already experienced squirting or deep throating or gang bangs like what else can I offer and it just means that you have to focus on on yourself and making sure that we have shared values and you see me as a person how old are you I'm 25. 25. so you're still very young yeah I started sex parties when I was 19. um and I it was really fun like throwing these like sex parties every Friday because everyone started becoming best friends like we would all go get tested together we would all get dinner together spend birthdays dinners um important life moments together and it was like one big family where we all just had sex with each other sounds fun was there a uh any kind of abuse in your childhood that would lead you down this road I would say hypersexual there was never really any abuse in my childhood I would just say my parents were extremely strict I wasn't allowed outside till I turned 17 so after school I went to bell rang my parents were already there ready to pick me up I wasn't allowed to go outside during the weekends the holidays summer time I was just at home making sure I was a good girl um getting good grades and doing everything I'm supposed to do and I didn't have a phone until I turned 18. I feel like my parents must have known I was different or I don't know I remember holding a boy's hand in the eighth grade and my dad saw and he sent me to a different School District in a different city and I wasn't allowed to have any social media anything sexual would have been like yeah so I feel like you know I was always questions like you're going to get pregnant and then you're going to go to jail and you're just going to be a loser so just make sure you're not around that [ __ ] at all and I don't know if that was just his Assumption of me or if I already was just a really sexual person so that would have been obvious but I feel like I know myself really well and I have sex with people that respect me and as long as I'm having sex with people that respect me even if it's a [ __ ] ton of people I feel like there's nothing wrong with that do you have friends that disapprove of this lifestyle of yours or have you weeded those friends out of your life when they talk to me and get to know me and see that I'm like [ __ ] sentient and this isn't like a response to anything traumatic in my life they realize it's like sex doesn't always have to have consequences um and and so they realize it's not that big of a deal or such a bad thing to want sex or like to make sex and have a bunch of people watch sex are you making a good living I'm making a really good living really and I mean I feel like we're lucky right now because if the Advent of only fans and becoming an independent content creator people are able to do exactly what they want to do while cutting the middleman out you know I'm not part of an agency I don't have a pimp I'm just doing exactly what I want to do and finding my Niche and whoever wants to see me get [ __ ] knows where they can see that and that doesn't affect you emotionally it doesn't make you feel like any shame or anything like that no if I if I could do this all if my lifestyle didn't change I would do this all for free I I feel like it's a great attitude this this fulfills me and makes me happy to make people horny it makes me happy to broaden perspectives and Horizons and I feel like a lot of people don't have healed perspectives on sex they don't want to like sex too much they don't want to see too much of it because they're afraid of the person they'll become if they are exposed to Too Much sexuality you know they I feel like a lot of the times people's argument argument with me is you know like well what's next like what are you gonna do that's crazier like as if there's like like a progressive linear path of sexuality where I'm just going to go nuts and like now I'm gonna get fisted and now I'm gonna get Triple gang bang and I want to [ __ ] random [ __ ] people you know like it's like that's not I'm going to do exactly what I want to do and I feel like people are afraid of that because it's hot the bravest thing you can do is to be completely yourself and I feel like women like me that love sex represent like the like proof of consonant you can love all the parts of yourself all the disgusting nasty parts that the world wants to say that I shouldn't deserve love or I shouldn't be taken seriously because they don't love that part about themselves and and I hope people learn to love all of themselves even the gross parts and even the parts the world says that you shouldn't you seem to be making good money you enjoy your work you feel like you're breaking ground a little bit with with advancing New Attitudes right yeah what are the downsides of of your life the downsides of my life lifestyle of my lifestyle I would say you have to think about it maybe there aren't any yeah I would say right now I'm really lucky but I have to make it clear like I'm an extremely privileged position where my story happened to resonate with a lot of people and I had a good look and I'm privileged enough to be you know in Los Angeles where people give opportunities to people that look like me but sex work isn't all amazing for everyone you know as we've seen stories on this channel of people who are sex workers and it's a very traumatic experience and it's hurtful um obviously being a sex worker will always come with social stigmas you know I find myself to be successful in terms of numbers but a lot of people still think I'm not worth that respect you know it's still hard for me to get an apartment it's still hard for you know some certain people to think I'm smart or multifaceted and nuanced and as long as we play these respectability politics and not really question who creates these standards of what's acceptable or not people like me will always be in danger no matter how much money I make no matter how visible I am or how pretty I am I'm still I I'm still so offensive to so many parts of the world and you know so many people hate me and people like me because I represent something they can't control and I just feel like I don't know why why [ __ ] can't change the world why Horrors like me that are disgusting they're like triple dicks in their ass can't be just as worthy of of thoughts and intelligence and empathy as as anyone else and sometimes we don't have to rationalize why we're depraved and twisted and want to lick a [ __ ] toilet seat sometimes I just want to [ __ ] do that you know and it's and it's not about making sense all the time it's just about feeling good and being safe enjoy this what you do yeah and I feel like a thing I like about Los Angeles is that I am a really gross sex worker [ __ ] bag but that's not the most interesting part about me and that's what this is all about right is like I'm all these dirty things but that are shocking and you know easy easy to exploit but there's so many other things about me that aren't as easily digestible for the internet that may not go viral or may not get views but are still just as valid as every other part of me you're probably a great neighbor I'm I'm a horny neighbor yeah and you had romantic relationships in your your own life I'm in an open relationship right now over three years and um I'm really happy because I it's kind of crazy a lot of people love my partner when they meet them because they're they always say I I could never do what you do dude I could never love a woman like that I could never do that that's you must be such a strong person to date someone like that and I feel like people don't understand like how how I would internalize something like that but it's honestly unfortunately something that I'm used to and a lot of people like me are used to is that the world rubs in our rubs it in our face how how dirty they think they are and how we don't deserve love and honestly it's it's it's possible it's possible to have your cake and eat it too it's possible to have the relationship Dynamic you want without sacrificing your dignity or compromising values to yourself interesting do you what nationality are you is your family I'm Philip Warfield we're Filipino you're Filipino yeah are Filipinos typically like how a lot of Asian families will be super strict with their with their children yeah my parents were super strict I mean I had a tracking device on my phone until I was like 21 22. um my parents kicked me out when I was 19 because my curfew was 10 and I got home at 10 30 and they kicked me out and I stayed with my ex-boyfriend who was my boyfriend at the time and he cheated on me and then he kicked me out and so I was chronically unhoused for um a few years of my life just kind of on and off sometimes finding a place sometimes living in a co-op sometimes um having my Elite an apartment but never for too long I'm stable now and I feel like those chap that chapter of my life is really important to me because I felt like my life was wholly dependent on how much a man liked me directly and not on my own career and my own goals and I feel like Financial Independence Financial Independence and owning your own money especially as a woman is so important because I want women to be wanted and not needed I want if a situation is bad for me I want to know that I can leave if a situation is bad for me I don't want to feel like I need this guy even if he disrespects me and hurts me um to live so I feel like I'm really happy because everything in my life is something I want and not something I need I I can you know I can I only do what I want I don't have to do anything I don't want to do now sex work just a discovery that you realize I can pay the bills this way I can get a roof over my head sex work was something I feel like I was just I would say I wouldn't even say I was doing for free for such a long time it was just my calling it was something I wanted to do I loved having sex and I love telling stories and I love expressing myself and I loved it when people watched and that was my hobby and luckily it also paid my last job before this I was in direct marketing as a marketing executive and I would go door to door and they would and business to business they would send me to Skid Row they would send me to Jordan downs and I would really just be in people's faces all the time day in and day out and I feel like that trained me to kind of like not give as much of a [ __ ] because it's such an like like I was intense you know I was I was actually having extended conversations with people who were so much more different than me and sex work during covid I just didn't want to do that anymore I didn't want to go outside I when it was quarantine time I also wanted to buy some [ __ ] titties and I did after I found out how I could make money selling my own content and that was content that was stuff I like to do anyways it was and I feel like that's the whole beauty of it all right it's like you know that it's ethically sourced and ethically created it's it's not something that's like not real it's something I just wanted to do and I'm just letting you in the porn industry has changed a lot in the last 10 years or so right yeah where do you make most of your money on only fans yeah I make most of my money on only fans because I mean that that that's me that's my source that's I'm not cutting a middleman I shoot as much as I want I'm shooting right after this I I do Post every day I would say yeah I post every day and I I make a video and making videos is awesome because I just I would just message someone I would want to have sex with and then we just have amazing sex and then I record it and then people buy it and it's it's awesome it almost doesn't even feel real because I feel like the world tells us that you're supposed to suffer you're supposed to have a consequence at some point something bad is supposed to happen to you and and it's not happening I'm just I'm just really at peace with myself you're making good money you're having a good time you're not hurting anybody yeah it seems to make perfect sense I I've done a little bit of mainstream porn I signed a vixen but even then I it was just like being on a normal movie setup is that is that part of the industry over I wouldn't say it's over I feel like right now I would love it if everyone in the world at least fought about jacking off to me once you know like I like doing mainstream because you just get way more eyes it's a great commercial to seeing what I'm capable of and obviously it would bring you to my only fans or my other sites where you see how I make porn myself when it's just me in my room you know making something that I'm directly passionate about but I like mainstream porn because even though it's a little archaic to me um in terms of like you show up you get paid one time and then boom it's it's still a fun it's still probably the primary means that people consume porn because it's the most easily accessible only fans makes it where the money goes into your pocket mostly yeah and I'm and you're in control of it yeah and I'm control of all of it so when people have issues because it's like what what are you actually mad about the fact that because it's not like you don't consume porn or or you never have and inherently I don't think porn is wrong I I think anything done in excess is that that takes you away from your goals and your focus and what makes you happy can be detrimental and that's bad for you but I don't think as long as you understand the differences between reality and and fit and fiction you understand that porn is entertainment and not meant to be educational or a supplement for real life relationships what is it that that you like so much about sex because you sound like a very sexual girl right I I love I feel like I understand pleasure and for me I I like sex where I feel vulnerable and I feel seen I feel like like understanding the language of another person and and seeing how to express themselves with their body is something so beautiful and oftentimes it's the most vulnerable you'll ever see someone I mean obviously we could have conversations that are a million times more vulnerable than what you can share with your body but it's something that I feel like it's it's just it's it's just me getting like us becoming a thing you know it's just it's a moment you know and I wouldn't say that all sex is amazing I would say like whatever sexual whatever interaction you have of another person or yourself has just as much value as you directly give it so if I want to have sex with you and I feel like this would be important to me then of course it would be important and it'd be amazing and if it wasn't important to me then it's just a thing we did and it's just a moment but it doesn't take away from my value or add or add to it it's just a thing I do I do hmm and you where do you see yourself going in in five or ten years what would you like to be doing actual property of my content so for that's great so as long as anyone wants to watch a video of me getting [ __ ] I will always make money off of it now will I always actively be creating porn with my physically maybe not I probably will be using that money that I've invested into other projects and I feel like sex work for me has offered has offered me the ability to wear many hats like obviously I'm doing this podcast I'm getting better at speaking to people I'm growing skill sets because I'm now financially stable and I have the time to explore those resources and I do want to say like as another disclaimer I am again in an extremely privileged position as a successful sex worker that makes a lot of money but all sex workers deserve money even when I was selling [ __ ] for 200 even when I was getting [ __ ] on the mattress on the floor we all deserve respect and it's horror for horror for horror for [ __ ] no matter what I like even the girl even the people that don't look respectable even the people that you know are doing it for fun or doing it for sad reasons or doing it for whatever the [ __ ] reason that they're doing it for all sex workers deserve respect and they deserve the feeling of feeling safe so you you were selling sex I was a sugar baby super briefly and not even as a thing like for like a maybe a small chapter of my sex worker Hood and it mostly was just a it mostly was a form of self-exploration for me like I I did a lot of doming work I did a lot of like dinners I did a lot of tge to girlfriend experience I mostly just love to have a good story and I'll try anything twice so I I found a lot of joy and experiences like that even if they just because I liked the story do you have siblings yeah I have a little better are you the black sheep of the family I think my parents my parents think I'm a [ __ ] loser I think the the whole world probably thinks I'm like a giant [ __ ] loser because I dropped out of college and they don't really know what I'm doing more money than your dad yeah absolutely I mean I spoil my dad me and my dad had beef because he kicked me out when I was 19. but we finally have such a good relationship now because it looks like I'm doing well and I am doing well what does he think you're doing just social media influencing just that's what you're doing yeah I mean that's what I am doing right and then I happen to also make porn and I'm happy but he'll never understand that and sometimes it hurts that you know I want to share these accomplishments like I won an awarded expose or I got on Playboy and I can't share these experiences with him but I never really did so I guess it's fine what do you wish was different about your relationship with your parents you wish they could open up their minds a bit I I feel like I don't think they ever would open up their minds so I've never even entertained that so it's like we our relationship is finally okay and it's it used to be really not okay for a long time there was so much pain between us when they kicked me out and then me finally getting back home and you know like now I'm suddenly you know on my feet living in a penthouse and my retirement's maxed out and life is perfect and I got tits now and um I I just can't imagine my parents being open-minded and loving me unconditionally like that and that's kind of crazy but I don't feel I feel like most parents wouldn't love their kid if they knew how [ __ ] and dirty they were some could some do yeah hats off to them but yeah my I just feel like I'm afraid that the moment I tell my parents you know this small window of us being happy is is gone and it's like wow I really should have just never said anything since you know obviously you give a [ __ ] about [ __ ] like that and and tell me about some of the exploits you'll get into you do some extreme sexual things right yeah not that I want all the details you want all the details what they're called gang bangs yeah I mean I used to watch porn so I don't really know but this wasn't for porn This was um I've heard about it just for fun I mean I I've been to many sex parties or I've been to many I like to explore subcultures so if you're a furry and you want to you identify as an anthropomorphic dog I want to understand you because I I feel like we should learn to see things we don't understand and not want to destroy them so I explored a lot of sexual things I've been to footnites I've been to BDSM shows I've been to sex parties and my favorite thing has always been gangbangs I just [ __ ] love them it's just people don't understand from a woman's perspective because a lot of women won't openly say they want to do gang bangs but it just feels so empowering like everyone's here for me like that really feeds into my narcissism you know it's like wow everyone's here for my pleasure everyone wants to make me feel good this isn't like a rough porn style gangbang where people are just using my [ __ ] like a [ __ ] human flashlight unless that's what I want like these are people who are asking hey do you want to have sex and I'm just agreeing to like 10 of them at the same time so it would be like us going into a hotel suite or us going into like just a secret sex party and you intend guys I would just go by myself and there just would happen to be a lot of guys and you know in the hotel yeah in a hotel you just say hey you want to come in and we would they would post it online on these ads and stuff or like there would be a Text Blast once you were in like a membership group and and you're charging for that or you're not no I wasn't charging for that I I want to only have sex I want to have which in this context like at some point people offered me money and I just kind of was like I'll take it but I I wanted to just do it anyways it made me happy it still makes me happy it's not something I really do right now because I'm so responsible with my porn like you're busy yeah I get tested every five to seven days I don't have sex with strangers like that anymore but it was a crazy chapter of My Life um and I made a lot of friends like I remember like the funniest thing ever would be like you know after I [ __ ] all these guys I'd be like hey I'm hungry let's all go get Korean barbecue let's all go get dinner and it'd be me with like eight guys and we would all just be eating dinner together like one big [ __ ] date like I feel like people I wish people could see the fun and how silly it all is do you ever develop a connection with anyone yeah yeah there's definitely guys that I'm still friends with to this day that you know their lives have moved on and so have I it it's when people just realize it's just an act and not and not like a disgusting like crime against humanity it's it's it's just like who [ __ ] cares you know I've like seen I actually remember going to dinner with this guy and this girl that was also getting gang banged and they're married now you know like well that's such a [ __ ] interesting story you know you met at the gang bang and I watched him have sex and you know I saw it all and I participated and and once people realize that you know sometimes you can have sex because you want to and it's fun and you're not supposed to suffer I I feel like more people will have fun with with exploring who they are and not having to rationalize like a relationship or or any or respect for sex just have sex because you want to as long as you're doing it like safely because they're just I know there's going to become some comments saying This Girl Is Lost and she's confused and she's Disturbed and I know I know I can already guess the comments are gonna be like this girl is [ __ ] deranged I cannot wait for the moment that she falls and I always like want to ask those people and then what if it doesn't happen you know what what if I never reach my comeuppance and I'm not I'm not and I think these you have to understand the comments especially on the social media platform like this and YouTube you they reflect more about the person than the person they're commenting about you have to understand that yeah so there's something deeply unhappy about the person that's saying these things yeah no I I look at your story you know here I am looking at you I'm not judging you I'm not I I would say she owns her sexuality she's making good money she's doing it safely she's not hurting anybody let her let her have her fun let her do her thing you're probably gonna save a lot of money and you'll you'll live in a nice house in about 10 years yeah I live in an old ice house right now right now yeah yeah at 25. it's it's funny because it's like people will experience cognitive dissonance when they realize that sometimes like [ __ ] don't get a bad ending you know everyone loves [ __ ] as long as and as long and if we can create a safer space where we could have better conversations about sexuality where where women who admit that they might actually like sex aren't punished for it or receive consequences the more honest of a sexual experience we'll all have once we no longer have once we have healed perspectives on women and sexuality I know that people are going to comment like this girl's Twisted this girl's arranged I hope she wakes the [ __ ] up and as you're as you were saying it it's directly a reflection of how much they don't understand why they don't want to feel sex like they don't they don't want to embrace this feeling of being vulnerable and yearning for something it's it feels wrong it feels gross and a lot of that is the way they've grown up whether it was religiously or they've just grown up with shame and rejection and they've correlated that with women taking ownership of their bodies but I I just severely sincerely hope that you just choose to be whatever the [ __ ] you want to be because that's the bravest thing you can be and whether that's a sexual being or not is up to you but I am poor people to listen to things they don't understand and not want to kill them earlier what's the downside of your lifestyle I think the only downside to your lifestyle might be that you get so much judgment from you know when you're trying to rent an apartment from when you're yeah whatever you know people figure out who you are they might you might they might pass a lot of judgment yeah I feel like when a lot of sex workers become hyper successful they forget what it's like being the small guy you know being a full service sex worker being a street worker being being someone who doesn't have as much resources to escape I can talk freely about how much I don't give a [ __ ] about what anyone thinks about my body or my life but that's because I'm privileged enough to have the money and and the like the resources and contacts to be able to make sure that I'm always going to be safe and I'm always going to be respected but in all honesty like it's just it's just all all of us just deserve respect it's hard it's hard sometimes talking about the good experiences of my sexuality knowing that there are a lot of people who suffer for it and as long as they're suffering we're all suffering because because a lot of especially a lot of like what the internet believes about sex work with it being kind of condensed into sound bites and not being multifaceted and nuanced directly results in our violence and misunderstanding you're a very well spoken sex worker oh thank you thank you pretty impressive yay am I making sense you're making perfect sense yay I just don't I think people are gonna have a hard time concentrating on what you're saying though because of what you're wearing what would you say is the most important thing you've learned in all of your exploits in 25 years 25 years you've seen a lot everything comes to you but what stays is what you allow I I obviously experience a lot of hate and it's funny I didn't when you first asked me like what's a downside I didn't even register it as a downside because I just kind of just registered at that as something I just obviously would happen you know obviously duh people would throw a tomato at me if they saw me you know but it's just everything comes to you but what stays is what you allow there's going to be much hate there's going to be much Strife but there's also going to be so many opportunities to grow and so many experiences that you you're going to regret saying no to so as long as you you decide what stays you and you make sure what stays respects you and makes sure that you feel safe and supported there is absolutely nothing wrong if you're doing and I truly believe that and as I said before like being yourself is the bravest thing you can be if you're a [ __ ] and you love taking three dicks in the ass you still deserve as much respect as someone who doesn't and you know and I would even say like people who don't understand that I just hope that one day you feel comfortable in your skin and you don't see people like me as threats to your humanity and your values because I can exist and so can you you know I've always wanted to do a naked TED Talk gets as many views as any Ted Talk just get naked right here it's what I've been waiting for eign didn't have to talk you into that yeah I I feel like I've explored a lot of nudist places like I've been to nudist resorts and there's like nudist cities like COPD and like Europe and stuff country yeah and I I even interviewed um some nudist people on a jubilee video Once yeah so did I did you really oh my God a bunch of nudists I love nudists there's that place in Black's Beach and everything I like yeah Tampa and Orlando has a lot of it's funny because as soon as I show more skin I get taken less seriously like it's it's like now that my tits are out it's like harder to to like be understood it's like hey still here I'm distracted um but yeah I feel like I would really love to do a naked Tech Ted talk because there's a juxtaposition of like I need you to take me really seriously but why won't you take me seriously if I'm [ __ ] naked I get it yeah yeah if you're pushing the the understanding of of respect what what sexuality is for a female what role it has yeah and it's like all the Judgment that is associated to it it's like the reverse it's like when you're nervous and you imagine everyone else is naked what if I'm naked I feel like I'd be braver I'd be like yeah I've been working out um yeah but I feel like a life mission of mine is just showing that you know I can be depraved and like twisted and and I can still be just a [ __ ] person you know I like go to Trader Joe's I buy the kimchi's pancakes like everyone else like I just you know I like like I said earlier you're probably a great next door neighbor I am a great next door neighbor you know I'll be at the DMV waiting in line just like everyone else I'm not any more insane or inappropriate than anyone else is I'm just brave enough to do your dog really well if I had a dog yes I would treat it really well yeah Kazumi you're amazing yay very interesting thank you so much for sharing your story and thank you your lifestyle maybe you've opened up some people's minds we'll see hopefully thank you very much thanks for having me sure yay

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