Muslim Weeps over Jesus' Crucifixion & Converts to Christianity - Mustafa on leaving Islam

he asked me what the quran talked about salvation and if i knew personally who jesus christ was and when he asked those questions your response was i told him that i knew jesus better than he did because i'm a muslim and the quran has an accurate depiction of who christ is because it was the final revelation given by god now did he try to challenge that at all no he just asked me to look it up for myself you questioned the muslim faith when you saw a friend's dead body um at first my pursuit for god or in this case in the bible i was more so of a curiosity it wasn't i didn't see my eternity on the line uh when one of my best friends passed away and i saw his dead body in the casket for the first time ever the reality of death hit me and i realized that you know i was really living in a self-righteousness sort of idea where my works is going to get me to heaven but then i started asking myself what would make me go to this same heaven as an imam who does his five daily prayers who's way more devout than i would be and i called myself devout so i was really really challenged with the idea that maybe the bible's on to something maybe i myself can't save myself so now the challenge of knowledge turned into the challenge of where am i gonna go instead of maybe getting better things kind of got more worse and challenging because you came to a point where you wanted to take your own life i basically hit a point where i did not know between the two books i had the quran open on chapter 100 and 12 and it talks about god being one he was not begotten doesn't have a son and then i had the bible open on john 3 16. so basically everything the reverse of the quran had them both side by side rob and i was like okay god it's been three days i couldn't even sleep properly if you i was having a conversation with god just like how the christians did and i said if you are truly who you say you are come down and show me or i'm going to come up and ask you because in psalm 139 verse 8 david says where do i go from you that i may hide from your spirit if i go to heaven you're there if i make my bed in seoul you're there so i thought to myself even if i ended up in hell even if i did that at least i can have a conversation or some sort of an interaction with the lord asking him because at that point i didn't even matter where i was headed i just wanted to know who he was and it was driving me nuts so your hunger for god was at a point where god either you show up or i'm going to take my life and i'll meet you exactly now how close did you get to taking your life so i ended up swallowing 22 sleeping pills and i woke up in the psych ward and that was a very different experience on its own because um the law the lord intervened many many times in my life you know through the poverty and through the sicknesses that i've had and this time he also intervened and i didn't understand why because he wouldn't answer me but he's gonna keep me on earth for more curiosity so i didn't understand what's going on with the lord but thankfully thankful he interviewed because looking back now i was definitely not headed where i thought i was headed there was a day august the 8th 2015 that everything changed for mustafa absolutely so in 2015 i was basically getting more and more christian in my muslim faith so that meant was my five daily prayers i began understanding they were robotic they're not they were no longer coming from my heart because there's only one person i was going to look at and that person happens to be god that took a form of man and then on august 8th i had the bible open on john 3 16 and i told myself because my mind historically i can prove jesus you know archaeologically i can prove jesus but my heart wasn't quite there it was almost there so i gave myself this challenge i don't cry very much rob so i said i'm going to read john 3 16 as many times as it took until i started crying because that's when i knew now my mind and my heart are in tune so i can start believing in the lord and it took me two hours reading the bible just john 3 16 that's all i read and i started bawling my hands out and that's when i accepted jesus into my heart you've got people's attention they're watching can you tell them today looking back and answering the question why jesus formed mustafa absolutely because he's the only way if jesus is truth then all the other ideas are a lie and you don't want to buy into any other idea and you can't make it yourself that's why god shows you his love by sending you his son to die for you on the cross so that you don't have to worry about being right enough you're closing it clothing is righteousness and you're made holy and new and that's the god you want to follow because he loves [Music] you

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Length: 5min 2sec (302 seconds)

Published: Tue Nov 24 2020