Multifandom ● I'm Lost

it's like this is all a game and I haven't been told what the rules are sorry but I just have to call you on this bullshit that's what everybody's been saying from the beginning you'll feel better and don't worry this is all fine, like it's not you know I don't know why everybody's so fuckin scared to just say like you're dying sam it makes it worse that no one will just say it i can't do it without you you can barely do it with me I mean you think I screw up everything I try you think I need a chaperone remember come on man that's not what i meant, no it's exactly what i meant what you wan't me to do just... scott just tell me how to fix this alright you wanna know what I confessed in there what my greatest sin it was how many times i let you down think if I disappear tomorrow think anybody will notice I remember what it was like to do the right thing so i'm going through the motions for as long as I can hey, you okay i'm not fearless i'm terrified I'm always terrified i try, i act like I know what I'm doing that I don't why have you done this to you self sophie to know that i'm here all those voices so much pain it's like no thinks they're a bad person i don't think i'm a good one no please please plea... no chuck hey hey chuck come on, come on wake up it's gonna be alright you can control your destiny you can control this you can control that you can't control shit it's like my old life is coming after me or something like it doesn't want me to be happy what is a life does to live any longer have a how does it any longer have a why you abandoned me you took her away and you abandoned me you abandoned us all what about us huh waht mom's not supposed to live her life Sammy's not supposed to get married why do we have to sacrifice everything dad you'll be a fool they'll make you a fool will i rather be a sober fool then a drunk and cowered you are not crazy then what's wrong with me huh what the fuck is going on inside my head listen to me, it's better this way what?! this is not the end in my culture, dead is not the end

Channel: Sultan A.

Views: 2,756,410

Keywords: Fanmade, TVShow, Fandom, Multifandom, Southpaw, Anesthesia, Men Women and Children, Batman V Superman Dawn Of Justice, 50-50, Supernatural, Teen Wolf, Collateral, X Men Days of Future Past, We Are Your Friends, The Amazing Spider Man 2, The Maze Runner, Blindespot, Daredevil, Equals, Hawaii 5-0, Chloe, Hannibal, Eddie The Eagle, Girl Interrupted, Captain America Civil War.

Id: dcqSV45XL_E

Length: 4min 28sec (268 seconds)

Published: Mon Dec 26 2016