If i die tomorrow i've won, i
have to write the world a cheque I have to pay for my sins How much is that you can take before you
say let's just be finished with this? You know what i mean, he
wants to show you something, he wants to see how much you can
take, how much you can handle for life You say you love life, you want
to live life, i'ma show you life. Life is beautiful but you have to accept
the good and the bad as being beautiful You can't accept the girl distributing
we lose someone our life sucks Life is beautiful because life gave us the
ability to just know them on our journey in life We met them, we love them, we cared
about them, they cared about us That's the purpose of life, just to enjoy
what we have while we journey through it because sometimes we don't understand like what
is this thing? What is my purpose? Why am i here? Why do i have to go through this pain? Why
do i have to go to this fear all the time?
Why can't it just be peaceful all the time? Then
it wouldn't be life you know, it wouldn't be life We have to take life on it's terms, life on
life terms, not on our, life on our terms We have to live life on
life terms, not on our terms I keep thinking um it's all about love, love
is the essence of life. I keep believing that come on [ __ ] they can't, is it that simple? Is it that simple that we're
fighting for something that's just so right there you can do it
but you just don't want to let go? Listen when you really find real love and
stuff, my first experience with real love, the first you know i've never
experienced, i ran other way There is no way that you're going to accept
it full heartedly scarriest sh.t, the thing is that somebody really loves you
regardless of all your flaws and everything and you feel like you're a disgusting piece
of sh_t and somebody says i love you though You might want to kill that person,
i hate me, how do you love me? You know love is scary because it's so beautiful I'm aware that a lot of people
actually watch me and me look up to me and think i'm a certain kind of guy, i'm a good guy but they have to understand
that i'm not worthy of their prayers They do these things, I look at youtube
and i see guys say mike tyson immortal, mike tyson god, and um, i'm not
worthy of that. You are Mike Hey stop. I know me. You can think what you want
but i know i am not for somebody to worry to, praise me or anything now. I'm always just mike I was one of those people that
worshipped people because i had nothing Imagine that how low i had to
be the worshiper but nothing. Somebody that's nothing and i worship them And when i did the toe the last time, all i did was, um my whole life was telling
me when i die all i'm gonna do is apologize I felt all the pain i ever caused
somebody, all the pain i ever caused people in my journey in this world. I
didn't see anybody, i was soaked to pain I couldn't apologize enough, i was
so happy that i woke up, you know People can forgive themselves too ,we do, i do
forgive myself, i want to be, i'm a megalomaniac, yeah i forgive myself. I am f_cking perfect
but the reality of it is that you did something motherf_cker, you gotta pay up. This is my
world, that's just what i'm experiencing now I'll never be forgiven. I believe we
have to pay for our sins you know. I do it out of fear. I know um from my experience,
i know i'm gonna wind up in some way, i have to be questioned for this. It is
going to be a challenge you know Sometimes you know um life is difficult to even
live, you know that life is pretty difficult and then besides life being difficult, you have
to be a responsible individual. You have to establish yourself for your children and
your family and your wife and everything. Life sometimes it comes fast
at me, it comes real fast [Cus D'Amato] I can't say honestly i
have a very deep affection for him, i do To me he's my boy, he's with me. i
often say to him, you know i owe you a lot. He doesn't know what i mean but
i'm going to tell him now what i mean If he weren't here, i probably wouldn't be alive The fact that he is here and doing what he's
doing and doing as well as as he's doing and improving as he has gives me the
motivation and interest to stay alive Because i believe that a person
dies when he no longer wants to live but i have a reason with Mike here
and he gives me the motivation. I will stay alive and i will
watch him become a success because i will not leave until that happens [Eben Britton] You had to go through all of
that so that you could change the world dude [Mike] Really i don't see that i don't know [Eben Britton] You don't realize how
many lives you're changing, saving because of who you are and
what you've been through and how you're willing to speak about it now
