It's Okay Not to Be Okay | Sheila Walsh

[Music] Wow hey um I've said this in a long time I believe it to be true one of the ways in which you can sense a revival getting ready to break out in a movement it see just that excitement right there because tell me where I'm going is the volume level at which folks worship their God there's some there's a corresponding connection la between how are people worship God how they seem to God and what God is about to do in our fist come on now come on [Music] if you believe your Bible is on the horizon let me hear you Church let me [Music] week last week I sent right up here and I told you God had given me a word for this church in the next season you remember what it was change the count of three said out loud one two three change change is in the air up in this place and I praise God for what he is doing [Music] let's pray together come on All Hands bow let's just just cry out for revival pray to God father we love you today father we thank you for what you are doing in our midst God I can speak on behalf of a meal and myself we have never sinned so deeply in the very core of our being God that you are unleashing revival in our midst you're unleashing great anointing in our midst you are unleashing unparalleled favour in our midst father God and we want to thank you and we want to humbly pray O God that you would continue to bring it in the strong and powerful name of Jesus Christ father we thank you for 17 years of New Hope but Lord we firmly believe that in and through you we have not seen anything yet father God we praise you we exalt you and we worship you but we we're faithful enough to praise you even in advance we believe by faith Lord God that our best days are ahead we give you all honor we give you all glory and we thank you for the never ending reckless love of God in Jesus name let me hear you church Church [Applause] [Music] y'all bout fired up aren't you praise His Holy Name you can be seated Wow God it's good all the time hey would you help me just welcome all of our campuses you know who they are where one church in 10 locations online community come on just celebrate at all of our campuses welcome welcome welcome Monday night crowd welcome we love you guys make just a couple of quick things that I'm telling you you came to church on an amazing day you are in for a treat but first things first today is Super Bowl and I know it's already been mentioned and some of you don't give a flying flip about football and that's okay we're not gonna we're not going to belabor the point but like if I just wanna give you a warning like if you came today with a new you I mean with a um Boston New England Patriots a Jersey nut no I've already told security they're gonna escort you out yeah so I just letting you know no we're not gonna do that we're just kidding um but I did want to say I know you all brought a bunch of cans of non-perishable soup items and food items so we can feed the hungry and we're excited about that but it happens every year some of you show up in you're like oh I forgot no worries you can bring them up through the worship concert Wednesday night and guys I'm telling you if you've never been to one of our nights of worship you need to come this Wednesday at what time 7:00 p.m. all of our worship pastors from all of our campuses get on this stage and we just worship God and I'll bring a little word I'll keep unpacking a little bit this whole concept of change that's on the horizon and you don't want to miss that that's this Wednesday hey grab your teacher notes grab your pen I can say this because I've already sat through a message and I've got a page full of notes you are in for a special special treat today I hope you know that anytime I have a guest speaker on this stage here's my commitment to you I will always bring in some of the best speakers I can possibly bring in I know pastors who when they get a guest speaker they bring in a mediocre guest speaker so that they can follow that guest speaker next week and feel good about themselves not even kidding I will always bring in the very best I can find and I knew this woman hello women I knew this woman of God was anointed I just didn't know how timely how timely of a message she was bringing to the new Hope House today I first heard about her from my friend your friend he's he's preached here several times pastored Erwin gray from transformation Church in Charlotte and Derman and I talk on a regular basis and he just kept going dude you got to bring Sheila up in the new Hope House and so we've been trying to make this happen for a while Barry this is her husband well you get buried some love her husband's on the front row right here Thank You Barry but Durman was like you got to get her in the house and we've been planning that for about it seems like a year or so now but let me tell you a little bit about Sheila she is a Scottish woman who loves to teach God's Word to people and in fact she has spoken to over six million people around the globe she loves making the Bible practical and relevant and sharing her own story and you're gonna hear parts of her story today that I'm venturing to guess you will never forget she loves to communicate the fact listen and some of you've never really even marinated in this for a moment God is for you some of you think God is against you and I apologize on behalf of pastors or parents or churches who have ever taught you that God is for you look at your neighbor and say God is for you God is for you now check this out Sheila also enjoys being an author in fact she likes to write everyday and she has sold more than 5 million books her newest book in 2018 in which she's talking you about today is titled and I love this I wish I had grabbed this before she did it's okay to not be okay and I wish I could tell you that we have copies available to show you how good this message was they sold out in like 10 minutes after the first celebration sorry but they've made it available you can go on Amazon you can get these books and I'm telling you I'm telling you I'm telling you you don't want to miss it and the book comes with an 8 week Bible study that you're gonna be able to tap in I think through Amazon or let us know we'll give you a pass code the code is Sheila if you want to go ahead and write that down to get that 8 week Bible study she calls Texas home any Texas people in the house Texas forever clear eyes clear eyes there's my people clear eyes full heart what can't lose Texas forever I'm sorry I'm sorry I just got all wrapped up into Friday Night Lights I'm sorry hey she's married to her husband Barry and just an amazing amazing couple and they have one boy which you might hear about and two little puppy dogs for you dog lovers hey get ready grab your pen lean in and do what you always do New Hope welcome the woman of God into the house of God to preach the Word of God to you and me the people of God give it up for good morning good morning pastor Benjy is hilarious I'm so grateful to be in this house though to see what God is doing and hi to all of you on different campuses you're looking lovely speaking that face knowing it to be true but it's really a joy to be here I'm I'm very excited at what God is doing in and through this family and I believe you are just on the brink the tipping point of seeing amazing things that God is gonna do in and through you and I'm I'm excited pastor Benjy told you I'm from Scotland which explains that funny accent and if I'm new to you I brought a photo of my family so you can see my husband and my son that's yep that's our son Christian he's 22 senior at Texas A&M just one of the kindest most godly hilarious wonderful human beings in the planet if you have a single daughter I'm taking reservations so and yes we also have two daughters that's our girls they look just like their father yeah Super Bowl Sunday and now my husband and I we are a house divided or set we're supporting separate teams and he told me that I cannot say which team I am supporting I'll just say it rhymes with hams but that's all I'm going to tell you should be a great day um there's three things that over the last however many years I gave my life to Christ when I was eleven and I'm now 62 that is 51 years of the faithfulness of God 51 years of me falling down and God picking me up again 51 years of leaning on the promises of God and discovering that they will hold you fast in the middle of a storm but I wanted just to share three things that I have learned that I believe as deep as the marrow and my bones but they didn't come easily they were fought for first thing is this God is in control no matter how things appear God is in control he is still on the throne no matter how things appear or what other people say one of the first adversities I ever learned as a child growing up and a small fishing town on the west coast of Scotland is a very familiar text Romans chapter 8 verse 28 says this and we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them it doesn't say that all things feel good it doesn't say that all things are good there are things that happen that we know are not good but what it says is that God Almighty God who is still on the throne causes everything to work together for the good of those who love Him and a called according to his purpose for them I was brought up in a small fishing town on the west coast of Scotland my mum and dad didn't just go to church they loved Jesus which wouldn't be unusual in a lot of towns and cities in America but I don't know if you realize this less than 4% of the entire population of Scotland even go to church and that's not saying how many of those are committed to following Christ Chuck Scotland is now a largely untouched nation so to be placed in a home where my mom and dad didn't just take us to church but modeled the love of Christ for us Monday through Saturday night it was a real gift I have a sister who's two years older than me and she's kind of what every mother hopes for you know she like to wear all those sticky-outy dresses and ribbons and I was very much a tomboy and I just thought there was nobody on this earth like my dad tall and strong and had a voice like an angel in fact when I was back in Scotland a couple of years ago for my mom's memorial service a man that I'd never met in my life before it came up and said I gave my life to Christ one night listening as your dad sang about him so it was a real gift but when I was 5 years old everything in our family changed drastically I don't know if you remember the movie The Wizard of Oz remember that movie and there's a scene before Dorothy is transported into the wonderful world of ours when she's standing in this bleak landscape in Kansas and she's looking out and she sings that song this so familiar somewhere over the rainbow there's a place where every dream that you dare to dream will come true well Dorothy has no way of knowing it's not a rainbow that's heading for her it's a tornado I've never been there just out of nowhere something you weren't expecting something you didn't sign up for something suddenly hits your life and changes the landscape and nothing is ever quite the same again and that's what happened in our family it was really close to Christmas and all I wanted for Christmas was a dog I've always loved dogs so I said to my dad dad do you think for Christmas I could just have a dog he said well honey your mom's got three of you under seven at the moment maybe next year I was like Oh dad please a wee dog a three-legged dog any kind of dog he said well leave it to me so a couple of nights later my dad came into the bedroom and he was holding something behind his back and he said to my sister and I okay I have an early Christmas gift and it's alive so close your eyes and hold out your hands well my sister wouldn't do it but I did but the minute my dad put whatever it was in my hands it ran up the sleeve of my pajamas and I thought I don't know what that is but I thought well it's got a tail and I'm giving it a name and it turned out to be a little wiener dog a little dachshund yeah I mean perfect just one of those times in life where you think everything has fallen into place everything's great I had no idea although I might have been dreaming on a rainbow that night a tornado was about to hit her family by the time we woke up the next morning my dad was in intensive care and not expected to survive but he'd had a massive brain aneurysm but after a few weeks he made enough of a recovery to come home and my mum explained to my sister and I my baby brother was too little she explained that he'd had a massive stroke he was now paralyzed on one side and he couldn't speak but I thought I don't care he's my dad and he's coming home and I thought I'll just learn his new language whatever sounds he makes I'll learn what he means which worked until it didn't anymore and his anger and his violence towards me started in little ways interestingly enough until the last day he never touched my mom or my sister or my brother the only person he took his rage out on was me which was confusing to me because I thought I was closest to my dad a few years ago a friend of mine who's a neurosurgeon explained that sometimes when there's an extreme brain injury the person instinctively hits out one person they believe will love them no matter what but you don't understand that when you're five I would walk past his chair and he would spit in my face and then he began to he would reach grab hold of my hair and pull up a handful over there's a good arm he would punch me and I never told my mom cuz I saw I'm doing something wrong I have to try harder but the last day I ever saw my dad I was sitting by the fire playing with my little dog and she started to growl and the hair in the back of her neck stood up and I turned just in time to see that my dad was about to bring his cane down on my skull and I don't remember whether I pushed him or pulled his cane but he lost his balance and he hit the ground hard and just lay there roaring like an animal and I remember looking in his eyes and all I could see was absolute hatred my mom heard what was happening and she took my sister my brother night she locked us in a room while she dialed 911 in a little fishing village probably only took three or four minutes for help to get there but it felt like a lifetime I stood with my ear to the door and I could hear my dad banging my mom's head off one wall and off the other wall and I thought he was gonna kill her and I couldn't help it took five men to carry my dad out of the house that day and he was taken to what was called in those days our local lunatic asylum it's what we call a psych hospital these days he was 34 years old but because he was becoming increasingly violent they placed him in the maximum-security ward and all the men in there were in their 70s and 80s and really had lost touch with reality so my mom asked my dad's doctor could you perhaps put Frank in a unit with some younger men which they did but it was a less secure ward and my dad managed to escape and they searched for him through the night and they found him just as dawn was breaking he had drowned himself in the river and was caught in the fishing nets and in those days you didn't take children to a funeral or to a gravesite all I remember is my coming home in a black dress for the black hat on and she took every single photograph of my father off the walls and off the table and she placed him in a little suitcase which she locked and she pushed under her bed and we never mentioned his name again I think she thought if Sheila wants to talk about what happened I'll let her she had no idea the question that would torment me for the next twenty thirty years what did my dad see in me that made him hate me so much you know it's interesting if we had time and all the campuses and here to hear a little bit of every one of your stories because we all have one and I don't know what your childhood looked like perhaps it wasn't physical abuse like mine perhaps it was sexual abuse which leaves such a stain on your soul and you think no matter how hard I scrub I will never get this out perhaps it was a verbal abuse and I was speaking at a conference in Los Angeles and a gentleman came up to me at the end and I knew who he was because I've been reading Time magazine on the way out there and he was in it one of the richest men in America and he said to me you know I don't know if you know who I am and I said actually I was just reading about you and he said well what the magazine will never tell you is that every night when I put my head on the pillow I hear my mother's voice saying I wish you'd never been born having you ruined my health you know children are the best recorders of information you can think they're not listening they're missing nothing but they are the purest interpreters of that information children always think it's something I did and when you don't know what to do with that kind of pain you just push it into the cellar of your soul and you find some way of going on some mask to where you know sometimes we turn to drugs you know street drugs or prescription medication anything just numb the pain we turn to alcohol or relationships sometimes as women we spend too much money because we think if I just look better on the outside maybe I'll feel better on the inside it doesn't work but we find it hard to change well I've found the perfect place to hide Christian ministry I mean think about it who's gonna come up to me and say put that Bible down or we're gonna have an intervention no more second Kings for you lady it's not gonna happen but God's the only one who knows if we're genuinely serving for a passion for him or a pain inside we don't know where else to hide if it's an absolute calling or just an escape where we wear a good face you know in here whatever campus you're on it should be the most honest transparent place of our whole life but so often you know you have some argument with your husband or your wife or your kids on the way to church you call them things that are not in the New Testament they may have been in the old but they didn't make it into the New Covenant and then we come through those doors and people like hey how are you doing you're like I'm so close to Jesus I'm nearly flying here's the thing though God knows the truth you see every one of us whether you're eight or 80 every one of us longs to be fully known and fully loved but we're so afraid if we're fully knowing that we won't be loved so desperate for love we trade away being known it's a lonely place to live one of the things I know I used to believe is this when things were going well I felt that God loved me but when things were hard I felt alone but the unfolding that was about to take place in my life showed me he is always always near which leads me to this second thing that I believe God is with you even when you can't see his plan God is always with you even when you can't see his plan the book of Philippians is just it's the most lovely letter to read if you haven't read it in a while do yourself a favor and just sit down and read it as a letter it is absolutely dripping with joy and what's interesting to me about that is that Paul is in shackles as he writes he's in prison he's waiting to hear am I going to be released or am I going to be executed am I going to be beheaded but some of the people have an Philip I are worried about him he's in Rome and they've written and they said listen but you need to remember this is before Twitter this is before Instagram and Facebook and they just hear Paul's in jail and they're totally panicking and Paul writes them say hey listen you need to know God's endless this is all working for good but then he says this in Philippians one five and six and the word he uses for certain here the Greek word that you would use if you're presenting evidence to the Supreme Court it is irrefutable so he says in Chains and I am certain that God who began the good work within you will continue his work until it's finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns I know the verse but I didn't get it see what he's saying is God started the work in you and you're like this was God's idea he started it and he will continue until it's done but I thought it was all up to me when I was 11 years old my mum took me to hear Scotland's only gospel group they were awful but why do remember is this the guy at the end he was amazing said God has no grandchildren the only his sons and daughters and just because your parents are christians doesn't mean you are you get to choose for yourself and people went forward that night I couldn't move I was shaken to my core so when I got home I said to my mom do i I want I want to know Jesus like that do I have to wait till Sunday and my mom assured me God was open 24/7 so she led me into relationship with Christ but she said something that would be good news to almost everybody but if you noticed the Sun is you hear what people say through the broken window of your own experience she said Sheila not only is Christ your Savior and you get to make him Lord of every area of your life you have a Heavenly Father watching over you and I remember at 11:00 thinking wow I've got one more chance to get it right whatever my earthly dad saw in me that made him hate me my heavenly father is never going to see I am going to be the perfect Christian if it kills me and it nearly did I went to seminary in London to train to be a missionary but God redirected my steps I ended up working with Youth for Christ then I was a contemporary Christian artist and I came to America and I was working with Billy Graham in lots of his Crusades in fact I'd actually been at a crusade in Canada and when I came back home there was a message on my answering machine from someone who said that she represented the 700 club and could I fly in and co-host for three days well I've never heard of that we didn't have any Christian television in Scotland and I hadn't been in the States long so I thought well I better find out what it is before I say yes so I flicked through channels till I found it at that point I had short spiky hair and I wore lit actually still wear leather pants forget that they're a short spiky hair and I'm watching the program and thinking I do not have the Wardrobe for that so I went to the mall and I don't know if this ever made its way to the Carolinas if it did I apologize it's called Laura Ashley god bless you just think flowers flowers and a few more flowers so I went to the store and I said I have an emergency I need three Christian dresses and I need them quick and unfortunately they knew exactly what I meant and produced them so I bought them and I flew to Virginia Beach and the next morning I met Pat Robertson five minutes before word live across America they miked as happen to Krista studio with cameras and lights and a studio audience and sat me down beside him and began this countdown five four three I have never prayed so fervently for the return of Christ in my life as I did that morning and for the first few minutes Pat was talking to a reporter in Washington so kind of ignoring me and I stayed quiet and then he turned and asked me a question he said Sheila what is your perspective of the current situation on the West Bank my mind was a total blank unfortunately my lips kept moving and what I said was oh I'm with the Bank of America [Applause] unfortunately he thought was trying to be funny which I was not and that day you know he and his wife took me out for lunch and said well you clearly have a lot of work to do but we believe you're the person that God has prepared so for five years I sat every day live television had talked about the love of God talked about the fact you come as you are talked about the mercy of God but inside I was still the same scared little broken girl who wouldn't let anybody get close to her in case you saw what my father saw do you know it's possible to be very well known and desperately lonely I mean if you'd asked the staff they were said oh she looks great yeah they had no idea that I was literally hanging by a thread until one day on a show my guest didn't answer my first question she kind of turned the tables and said Sheila you sit here every day asking us questions how are you doing and I wasn't expecting it and I didn't have time to pull up that wall and there was such kindness in her eyes and It was as if she just took the first brick at the wall and I fell apart and I started to cry and I couldn't stop eventually our director through to a commercial break and I took off my microphone and I walked at the studio and I locked myself in my dressing room and as far as I was concerned my life was over see I based my whole relationship with God and me being good enough me getting all right and then I fell apart I called a friend of mine a guy called dr. Henry cloud and said I think I'm losing my mind and he said no you're not but you need some help and you need it quickly and by that evening I was in the locked ward of a psychiatric hospital same age as my dad diagnosed with severe clinical depression and post-traumatic stress disorder a young nurse took me to a room that be my home for the next month but through all my stuff took away my hair dryer belt hose anything you could hurt yourself and said someone will check on you every 15 minutes during the night and I'll never forget I didn't get in the bed i sat in the corner of the room with a blanket and I thought how did I go from being co-host of the 700 club in the morning and by that evening I'm in the locked ward of a psychiatric hospital and I'm on suicide watch i sat with my head on my knees all night I didn't look up I could hear people at the door but I didn't look up but it's 3 o'clock in the morning I had an encounter with an angel I'm never aware of it happening before or since I don't have a doubt the person who came in didn't stay at the door they walked all the way to where I was I'm gonna saw their feet by my feet I looked up didn't look like an angel looked like maybe a doctor going off duty but he was holding something and he gave it to me it's like something you give a child it was a little stuffed lamb and they walked to the door and he stopped and turned around and he just said one thing he said Sheila the Shepherd knows where to find you and then he was gone the Shepherd knows where to find you there is no hole too deep there is no night too dark there's no place where you can go that the Shepherd does not know where to find you and if you think you may be tempted to think well you don't understand you don't know my story you ended up in that place really no choice of your own and maybe you're thinking I'm living in a Hell right now that nobody knows about but I chose it perhaps you're a extramarital affair or maybe you're using drugs or maybe you're back in the bottle again or whatever it is but you clean up for a Sunday and you think there's no mercy for me I just want you to know the message of the Word of God is this the Shepherd knows where to find you I don't care how you got to the place where you are I just want you to know you have a shepherd whoo there is no shadow he won't light up there is no mountain he won't climb up coming after you there's no wall he won't kick down there's no lie he won't tear down coming after you God loves you just as you are at this moment he knows everything how would you have felt if when you came in this morning we said okay slight change of plan instead of having a guest speaker we're actually gonna show a movie of your life everything you've ever done everything I've ever said unedited the things you think well that's not technically a sin because I just thought about it I didn't actually do it but it's all up there for everyone to see how would that make you feel here's the truth of the gospel God has seen your movie and he loves you do you get that God has seen your movie there's nothing you've ever done that God doesn't know about he loves you God is moving even when you can't see him God is in control even when things seem out of control which brings me to my final thing I know to be true can you think it is all over with God it is just the beginning I believe that as deep as the marrow in my bones he'll never forget first morning I had to meet with my doctor with my psychiatrist and he said who are you and I said um Sheila Walsh and he said no I know that Sheila who are you I said I'm the co-host of the 700 club he said no I didn't ask what your job description was I asked who are you and I said I have no idea and it was the beginning of God peeling away everything I had kept around myself to make me safe to help me understand that he saw me as I really am and loves me as I really am after I'd been in the hospital for three four weeks the doctor said I'd like you to take a trip outside the hospital you can go to a movie and go to the mall I'll send a young nurse with you I said no I just like to go to church I don't care which denomination if it's a bible-believing Church and I sat in the very back row lost and I don't remember the whole message that morning but I do remember this the pastor said at the end some of you feel as if you're dead inside you can almost hear them begin to keep the earth on top of you and he said I want you to know one thing Jesus is here and you don't have to get yourself out of that hole you simply have to call on his name and he will reach in and grab hold of you and pull you free at the end of that service I didn't know what people did in that church but I ran to the front and I lay face down in front of the cross and I him that my grandmother used to sing to me when I was just a little girl the words came back and I understood them for the very first time Rock of Ages cleft for me let me hide myself indeed but these two lines nothing in my hands I bring simply to like cross I cling and I finally got I'm not the good news Jesus is when I left that hospital the doctor called across the parking lot Sheila who are you I said I'm Sheila Walsh daughter of the King of Kings I don't know what label you came in here wearing today but you are not what happened to you you are not the divorced dad the single mom the overweight person the bankrupt person you are not that those are not who you are who you are when you've trusted in Jesus you would say I am a child of God that is my identity you know there's a little church way up in the north of Scotland sweet pastor but one night the elder said to him you know you might think of retiring pastor we've not had many salvations this year and he said well don't forget about Jimmy Jimmy's 15 wandered into Church a few weeks before that and listening to the message of a God who saw him as he and invited him to come just as he was Jimmy got it and he gave his life to Christ that night this a few weeks later and Jimmy's at the Sunday evening service sitting right at the end and when there's begin to pass the offering plate Jimmy says could you put it on the floor and that he can sit no no Jimmy just pass along the raw doesn't matter if you don't offend they've just passed along and Jimmy said no please would you put it on the floor so he's okay so he put the offering plate on the floor and Jimmy stepped in I don't have a lot Lord but I'm all in until it's all over I give you every bit of me I'm all and that's my heart I'm all until this is all over but I want you to know that God sees you right now and if you have never given your heart to Jesus this is not about religion God hates religion this is about relationship it's about a relationship with a God who is crazy about you if you have never prayed that prayer could I lead you there's nothing special about my words but if you want to know this Jesus then just pray line by line after me simple prayer wherever you are just say father God thank you for loving me Jesus Christ thank you for dying for me I know I'm a sinner please forgive me I want to live a new life but thank you I get to come as I am thank you for loving me it's given me a new hope and a future in Jesus name now if I know we've passed the cards earlier on but you can grab a card in the lobby of any of the campuses and just if you prayed that prayer fill it in because we'd love to send you a book if there's anything we can do to pray for you and support you if today you want to say you know I'm dropping my baggage I'm leaving all that stuff behind today I'm gonna stand up and be a daughter a son of the Most High God because I am loved and invited to come just as I God bless you all [Applause] go go ahead and stay standing and a lot of you already popped up everybody stand to your feet if you will won't you repeat after me I am a beloved child of the Most High God now say it like you really mean it I am a beloved child of the Most High God only God could have orchestrated the timing of that message after the vision day message last week what'd she say I'm all-in until it's all over I'm all-in and if you remember last week I threw that word changeup here and I said we're never gonna take our foot off the pedal to reach people for Jesus amen but I said last week it's time that we shift pivot if you will and really go all-in in this thing called discipleship that's what she's talking about and so in two weeks we're starting that series and she already said we already collected the cards which is fine but if you want to get involved in a life group or a midsize group for the study rectum redeem we're kind of a big midsize group right here at the Durham campus just grab that card mark it on your card just say a midsize group or life group or book you know or give I just got saved and we'll get that to you or you do it next week but I'm just gonna keep letting you know this next season it's all about us deciding you know what I'm tired of playing games I'm tired of playing religious games which as she just said God can't stand religious games so we're inviting you in her language to go all in until it's all over and then guess what the best is only yet to come then then we go into heaven then we go into heaven and we're gonna see him face to face [Music] [Applause] Sheila requested a song one of her favorite songs she requested it and she didn't know that it was one of our favorite songs - we haven't done it in a little while but it's a good one so just stand to your feet stay on your feet I should say and let's sing out I will rise say that with me I will rise one more time I will rise father God be inhabited in our praises today we love you we exalt you thank you for such a timely word God would you bless the servant who has brought it to us and would you bless us as we apply it and live it out and you continue to anoint this church for great things ahead to your glory and honor and praise in Jesus name Amen

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Keywords: depression, sadness, pain, love, suicide, joy, jesus, christ, sermon, sheila walsh, dr. benji kelley, mental health, salvation, newhope church, happiness, hope

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Length: 44min 19sec (2659 seconds)

Published: Sun Feb 03 2019