IS SHE TALKING TO ME OR ME? | DDLC Monika Before Story - Part 11

hey guys what is up zero here and welcome back to Monica before story in the last episode shit's getting weirder people they're making it more apparent that [ __ ] that they remember and ya know that's the night and they've also started figure out MC might be evil you might be the bad guy so we'll see what happens bad guy good guy I don't know guy he's not my guy so I have to say that's I should put down a poem hey yeah welcome to see Monica next to me the festival is coming up and you're just sitting there not sorry I need me to make you worry or anything you look troubled zero I'm probably making it seem like a bigger deal than it is I've just been thinking about say already that's all oh right I knew it still bother you yeah she's pretty down today but didn't want to admit it to me so I can't help but wonder if something happened to her Oh Monica is she's your classmate right yeah guess so then in that case you should be aware of this oh no she has crippling depression this is where it comes no never mind she talks a great deal about you you know well like guess that's true some people just have those days but say Ari she has it really rough it's not her fault she's that way if anything she probably doesn't want you to worry about her because it's not important yeah that's kind of what she said to me I mean it's not right for me to go against her wishes exactly if she needs you to worry about her then I'll it'll be a lot more obvious yeah I should have thought of that I should have thought of it that way from the start anyways try to hold things together until you're both it's while you're both kind of low on energy I've seen this happen in other clubs particularly with the ones I don't lead you go relax for now zero I've got it all under control well guess I really am useless yes yes we are Who am I kidding speed things up I should probably just start the poem activity okay everyone why don't we share our poems before I know it everything's back to normal everyone goes to achieve their poems and I do the same all right Tom the show Monica or seek poem and maybe something spooky is gonna happen hi president zero the festival's coming up soon and we should think about the poem will perform the poems will perform well meeting in this club is one thing in front of a bunch of people I'll have to give it some more thought okay no pressure whatever you do I'm sure it'll turn out great it would be also make me happy to see Hey anyways let's take a good look at today's poem sure hello Monica take the ball I'm hiding in my I'm holding in my hands the hiding in my hat you can't see it Monica she's pissed about it's a surprise okay absolutely love this poem it's almost funny this is the girl I fell in love with this is the girl I grew up with this is the girl I belong to zero oh [ __ ] Monica's small sadly zero I can't keep this charade up I know this was last time I think this will happen yeah yeah I know I I'm a terrible person Monica's voice begins to pepper I try to help people do my best in everything but I'm actually a complete failure do you know that I came and fixed a few friends I have left se re my clubs my family I'm all alone Monica Webster offer I regardless of everything they know I need to give off the illusion of control I get obsessed with details of pushing the limits but successful people they're not really all smiles and laughter you know you have people worshipping you all the time sometimes they're not really into the real you they just want what you have power well friends I always wanted a real friend someone who won't leave you when it all goes away someone who won't tease you when life gets rough someone who you can conquer life with because zero my world came crashing down right now I would take the pain I would take the suffering if it meant there was something real out there besides myself I'm not a goddess zero it's the opposite I'm a completely ordinary girl I don't want to be alone I have all these feelings well I can do with them is turn and turn it into good grades good marks at sports and successful competitions it wasn't until now and I started sharing with you that I really understood it was missing all this time but I haven't really done anything except to give out this assignment at all no that's wrong just being there and showing you who you are spending time with me again like we used to that's really important to me we've always treated me just like anyone else you saw me for who I was and you put me in my place it's rare that I feel really comfortable myself when I talk to others that's why every time I talk to you and just feel really happy I see well she's Jerry desert to be treated Monica and if other people think otherwise and screw them you can make her own little world together I mean I made this club because of you and say Orry and I would say I've had had at least some success reviving good times won't you if you put it that way yeah you really are close friends again aren't we Monica gives me a sweet smile you want me do you want to show me your palm yeah let me get it for you all right is this the same one this is the same one yeah it is because cupcakes and coffee yeah wait what wait hmm oh that was still there never mind this is always yes I have to analyze things wait a minute yes have my detective mode on all right I have to decode this this is all basics before I know it I mean your detective mode is an ox if you're looking for the inspiration behind this one well you know I feel like learning and looking for answers are the sorts of things that give life meaning not to get to philosopher or anything you know it's kind of on my mind so that's what I wrote about I see it and I really put much thought into it in a way it's almost paradoxical because if we had all the answers won't the world start to lose its meaning you know there's one thing I noticed it seems like everyone in this club before he's writing about things that are more sad than happy how are you surprised I mean if everything was okay you wouldn't really have anything to write about would we humans aren't two-dimensional creatures and you think you know that better than anyone you mean 1-dimensional yeah that anyway he was Monica's riding tip of the day hey every too shy to show your writing because you're afraid it's not that good way then we say this one can be really disheartening to get a lukewarm response something you put so much work so much into but you find what people enjoy writing and sharing becomes a lot easier because instead of just telling you that your writing is good or okay or bad you want to focus more everything went into it and the things you can work on it's so much more encouraging that way don't make you want to continue improving it's almost like having your own little leisure Club don't you think that's my advice for today thanks for listening yeah I like our guy didn't comment that we already said that let's go and say or because she's sad looks pretty happier here though hmm it's nice I guess come on all right so you don't like it well you don't need to worry about what I think after all you're someone else didn't you I guess I should have known better waking up only to repeat a bad dream hey yeah write this formula specifically maybe that's not really what I meant though all your poems are really meant for what matters is you're making new friends just like I was hoping that makes me really happy and you're happy too right leading this club well of course I am good that's all that matters to me thank you sir oh sorry is there something wrong huh no nothing I'm just a little tired today painful headache yeah all right just tell me if you need anything I will don't worry about me okay you can go play with everyone else now if you insist yay I think I might go home a little bit early today say hurry give me this little break is your vice-president okay huh see you tomorrow I can say anything else sera cheerfully walks out of classroom humming to herself [ __ ] she's always sad can't change sadness kids this one's alright alright well yeah yesterday's anyway I see what you're going for but it's not really my style I mean that's fine I'm mostly just glad you're trying a little bit she's a lot less of a dick as she wasn't the default game I think I've said this before like now going down Nazis around the default game she's just pissed at you but it's like I write down this one she's like it's not my style but at least you're trying like she appreciates your poem of course I'm at least trying why are you so emotionally invested in my poems anyway isn't that more of a compliment to me yeah no gross it's not like I care it's just that one of us in this club has to make sure you're not slacking off you're terribly being club president really well what if I ditched everything and turn it into a dictatorship that's um it's not like you would actually do that also she's right we do suck I've said this before don't try to say really we're bad to be fair Monica's not any better but we're still pretty bad to just left the judge which one's better by the end of us I mean considering this guy's kind of evil - he might be worse we'll see yeah you're right game what that was weird it's kind of fun to have things this way even if I have to put up with you know that's mean good nose elbow connects on my stomach oh maybe I won't mind having say Ori it's called president I was just joking no hey no don't worry I was - hey how the hell do you call that a joke that's seriously hurt well maybe I was funny to her I guess that's kind of the point I should really just wash my mouth around outski anyway now skills are pulling out to me like nothing even happened I'll be your Beach yeah Jack I like real Beach right now now - yeah disagrees I felt like I kept riding on negative things so I wanted to write something with a nice message for once besides the beach is awesome kind of kind of hard to write anything negative about the beach so you decided to write about the beach first and then Kim with the message later yeah well it's only because of what happened yesterday I mean after URI and I realized we kind of wrote about the same thing she wanted to pick a topic and I was both right about it or whatever no you really see you can't really see her doing that to me just write about simple topic - trying to impress him about coming up with something all fancy well it's not like I care I just did it anyway I mean I guess I might a mine end up being kind of metaphorical - look there's nothing wrong with that doing that once in a while at the very least it was good practice makes me happy - this kind of development no it does - makes me happy too well done zero you've definitely improved your writing over the course of these few days how's my advice been helpful to you yeah definitely I started picking more words if anything I almost [ __ ] up this time maybe your advice has been horrible to me I'm glad sharing our writing like this it's a lot more fun rewarding than I anticipated need to remember to thank you for this assignment I think we all felt a little awkward at first but now it seems like everyone's enjoying the sharing their writing and seeing what others think I guess I can't really disagree I was afraid this whole thing would be a chore it's a great way for me to spend some personal time with all the girls in the club it's when the fronton buds have been fun getting to know everyone in their writing and I guess doing some writing myself well have you learned anything about yourself zero yeah well you know I know how I'd like to say that writing is a very personal way to get in touch with yourself in the end it doesn't matter if you're a good writer or a bad writer and even in my opinion just opinions you know as always I believe what's more important is exploring to discovering yourself well I've discovered myself I've discovered that apparently I might be evil URI help the MC this is me I'm talking help [Laughter] that's comforting I'm kind of afraid of disappointing you in some way or another uh-huh why me well you're always sophisticated with your writing and have the most advice to share is that so Jerry thinks we're good for a good minute that must be terrible yeah I mean I've become someone whose opinion is fearsome how unlikable of me URI not as bad as you're making a sound in your head you just meant that I respect your opinion I see I'm sorry that always overthink and come to these sort of conclusions I'm just a little used to it overthinking being disliked URI what am I saying I'm sorry I didn't mean to bring that up let's move on all right you want to share your poem now okay here and skip it's the same poem it's okay I don't even remember her Beach BOMs doll mom I'm worth the beach skyvan inane thing to write about I keep thinking this is insane and I'm like yeah your that is insane I did my best to take a metaphorical approach to it yeah how's he already told me about it she did she didn't say anything weird did she she just wanted write about the same topic again to be fair I feel like it was Natsuki we did say to do that I feel like it wasn't URI you know no-nos he seems like she would be the one to lie about pose say it was totally URI I don't think URI would like I suppose to better compare the difference to our writing styles or thought processes anyway it was our idea knowing her it's no surprise that she'd want to do something like that she probably wants to show off it's not like I have a particular interest in her writing style I just went with her request but well I supposing that so bad I write something about something simple on occasion I think can be refreshing you know it's good for me to call my thoughts once in a while yeah I agree thanks for sharing guys good everyone shared okay you three we're all done sharing poems all right why don't we start figuring out hold on a second is it just me or did you say something strange just now yeah something did sound a bit unusual that's right you deviated from usual catchphrase and addressing the club catchphrase I don't have a catchphrase geez why is the mood so weird today look even URI is an immune to it well stagnating air is common for shadowing there's something terrible is about to happen indoor books maybe look the only thing different is that say Ori isn't here yeah seems you're right ah see I really self-flying the mood a little bit doesn't she it's almost like everyone's balance is thrown off a little when she's not around where the heck did she run off to anyway I thought she just went to pee Natsuki please show some decency oh come on she actually wasn't feeling too well and went home early is that so I hope she's all right seriously of all the times to go home she picked up Friday just for the festival so much of being vice president no first of all it's it's just a brain cloud for her and second she's kind of been avoiding me today today I want to force it whoa that cure is expressing him URI of all people calm down guys I talked to her earlier and everything is fine what does she say we did this kind of thing before pretty sure they're always seen it already Hey Oh I have but just gonna point that out oh yeah seen it already oh yeah I have C or II just need some time alone and plenty of love she has some difficulties to deal with anyway with the festival coming up she needs to figure out the rest of the preparations himself so if you need a temporary vice president or anything I can fill in oh I already know what I'm doing that's right nots gonna be making cupcakes we might need a lot of them and different flavors peen handle that all by yourself not Sookie challenge accepted hmm probably since they're at sex mushrooms our Gary to help design poetry pamphlets Monica should work on assembling and printing Plus maybe advertising since she's pretty smart and famous that makes sense not to mention being really pretty glad to hear it I already got some plans going on in my head I think maybe here's a cool slogan or put up some join the literature Club papers on public boards also yes Monica is pretty and then take this break to drink water this is brought to you by water sponsored by water I wish water I wish water what sponsor just the company water and as for Yuri Yuri you can die dumb guys can you help zero come up with something for Yuri the step line still doesn't make sense whose guys it's only not I I'm useless no that's not know that most talented person here you know no I'm not skis pouting - jeez even I can tell now I guess I never gifts over enough credit but I can tell things even harder when she's not around we're all having a rough time uh that may be the case but if we can't take initiative then we won't rope grow as a club so Gary you have beautiful handwriting you know so you should make some banners and decorations helps at the atmosphere atmosphere um about that I I love atmosphere yours especially suddenly changes as she stares at her desk and focus that's not into herself your mind is already racing I see st. Monica take charge is really interesting that's great he'll be a wonderful help Yuri but anyway and that just leaves you zero no one who is truly useless hell you came up with all this on your own I don't even know why or how I got the president title doesn't say that in fact he'll have some pretty heavy tasks the handle and probably go a long way to get one of us a hand you could always help me out as well hon be really appreciative of that ah that's is Monica suggesting I spend the weekend with all my club members won't earth are they going to respond was suggestion like that uh-huh I suppose I wouldn't mind a bit of help well even if you don't know how to bake little is some dirty work I could give to you it's not like you're going to give me a choice you show me sit on your butt anyway and I said them all a bunch of excuses like that um I recall not ski you mention that you would like to handle the baking on your own cuz your own may not like to be around if you only make him out to be a nuisance so therefore he may be more suited to assisting with the decorations hold on I never said that how hard can it be to make a few decorations anyway sounds more like you're just making excuses for 0-2 what are you saying who've extremely meticulous work and baking isn't just what do you think guys guys let's settle down for a moment in the end I think it's up to 0 to decide how he'd like to contribute besides he has to go train to Stamper a vice president you know so I'm sure he's interested in did you literally just suggest you were replacing I'm surprised as well this is sorry sorry I was just saying though geez can we just settle this already yeah zero you're okay with this right in the end it's up to you of course hmm very well in that case everybody look straight at me where's me wanna be by myself I don't wanna be with any of you alright then I accidentally click URI well I guess I should probably be helping Monika yay you picked me hold on one second yeah Monica you're the one who needs the least help out of all of us hey but I agree with not ski your work is already most suitable for you it would be unfair of zero guys you have to respect authority here else the club president and it's not easy task for him to choose it's quite obvious that given the situation he's done his research and having weighed out all the other options he knows I could use a partner for advertising her club over the weekend it's all simple algorithms guys that doesn't matter you're the one who scared him into picking you in the first place I was not scared I just picked her so I'm making something mad at me I'm sorry not ski right I wasn't scared not scared of girls I'm a man sir scared of you go what I'm scared of you though yes you you know why you're scary plus he's the club president Monica you should make responsible decisions for the club Monica you shouldn't any ulterior motives interfere with this decision I'll tear your motives what are you saying Yuri in fact that sounds like you guys are the ones with ulterior motives excuse me otherwise it's what I've been means is such a big deal in the first place that's completely false Monica yeah we have a lot of work to do do that a lot of work to do you know you won't do as good a job if you make us work alone no maybe that's true think of the club Monica if we want our vet to secede do we need to appropriately distribute our sort of resources it's obvious I'm not senior I feel a little sour about this Yuri you know when I first found you in the library we were starting this club I was overjoyed I've met someone who could embody the literature Club you you mean that Monica yeah I do and not ski when you and say or he met by the vending machine she said you brought her a snack say Ari she was she was hungry yeah you have a good heart and a knack for making people's stomachs feel good yeah they do have that talent see I'm sure all amazing people we should stick together remember that and all boils down to that so let's not argue over zeros decision and he is pretty to the president after all Monica's right yeah fine Monica you're in Oscar surprised Monica of all people he's saying such encouraging encouraging things I begin to understand Monica's trying to sound like say Ari even if it didn't work perfectly she tried to say something say Ari what's at a time this because say or he always helps everyone smile feels good about themselves no zero and here the president I guess you made your decision so you've got everything we need to go over of course sure I guess that works we should all make use of the remaining time to have some fun and we had fun now's good those good time of fun wasn't it we just sat there didn't know that yes the day's about the end every once in a good time I'm gonna say or he left a little earlier well I could Monica took the time to put your ideas for raising awareness over the larger problem there the festival Gary tolls by her selection of her almost for the club the raise atmosphere as well as having to bring enough Cubs for visitors and there's my own serious concerns about purchasing ingredients to which we all pulled money for all that's left to do with my all have to do is make my age make do on my tip of the day okay you three before we leave there's zeros writing tip of the day sometimes you find yourself facing a difficult decision I'll just the save one when that happens don't forget to save your game right me yeah you never know when you might change your mind wellthat something unexpected may happen that's my advice for today thanks for listening you're all dismissed uh he really is crazy saving your game has you getting to pack my things to head home Monica approaches me zero no turn around sorry I realize they never any way of contacting you this weekend oh you're right I can't believe this let my mind is your phone number still the same I don't think so you see I have changed a lot over these years lots of stalkers and admirers and got kind of tiring at one point alright then I guess you should have done those days ago come actually been meaning to text you Monica I exchanged phone numbers ok guess I'll be stopping by your house tomorrow yeah my house is that a problem no no I just thought that I would be the one going to your house no one helping you suppose that makes sense you can coordinate either way most of work can be done in school and at home so chance put up the papers and all all right in that case it won't be a problem she's being practical and I think that works for the two of us I hope I managed to make myself useful in some way I'm not nearly as popular or as cool as you are underestimate yourself zero yeah don't I'm cool all right I'll have you know this guy isn't me he's not cool unlike me who's cool there's the equation him equals not cool but zero equals cool there you go simple math ology you're welcome zeros math tip of the day don't expect those every video I think he'll make a very I think will make a very productive team you only chose me because you felt bad or something wait you don't actually think that do you hey you look cute when you do that face no Monica you really make me go red anyway I'm really looking forward to tomorrow yeah I am too if I change I make my way out the door Monica follows the bolts of today put me in and I kept a static a static mood what's wrong with me where does the mob spend a lot of time Monica tomorrow a static yes my anxiety shoots through the roof and I've gotten pretty used to handling her at this point no time I end up happening we're outside of school it's just a chance I have to I have to make something happen between us is it too early for that only time will tell but till then they will take my mind off of it I seriously can't wait it's a chocolate store my favorite it's already Saturday they've been getting increasingly anxious about Monica's upcoming visit I keep telling myself to never reason to be nervous but doesn't help much Monica is a really popular girl I'm sorry binding school no sir it's kind of good to have her number as we've started texting each other a lot after changing numbers double-check it turned to some really long conversations she's extremely smart diving into philosophy stuff and to save the earth chitchat about carbon and whatever we even had to take it down into an online messenger I think it was a little bit sleepy can really keep it up Monica aside I haven't heard a thing from say Ori since you left the club early the other day like we text each other all the time or anything it's really mostly about homework or needing some help sometimes I've been worried about her in the back of my mind come on say or he said meanwhile Monica said it's really okay for me to put say where he's feelings aside when she might need me there right let's go to her house inside of this area before Monica comes over all right then asking I simply text her I'm coming over which I've done the past I had to tutor her once in mathematics but ended up doing her homework well search service house I'm not gonna to over entering myself again just play so often their habit of simply entering each other's houses like we're a family now house is quiet see or isn't anywhere on the first floor so I see she's up in her room it's already stranger or not to run down and greet me that's our bedroom I finally find you say re-hide 0 ok now I'm hoping this conversation might be different maybe who knows because things are all weird and screwing I sit down in a room sorry for us to smile but easy to tell she's different there's a minute of silence between us you haven't come over like this in a long time have you no I guess you're right it's been a long time it was like a year now changed has it so his room is as messy it's always been I also recognize the same stuffed animals and Lord they're crazy this yeah it's my first visit hey if you come over more often there won't be such a mess well we never really did like like math or language class so I guess I'm gonna find a reason other than the tutoring lessons I see how can be the only one to come over today aren't supposed to Monica today yeah but wait how did you know that she had already left just today by the time we decided the last meeting Monica told me she's my new childhood friend right huh no it's only natural for her to keep me informed about the Faysal preparations yeah that's true what about you you're working on your test for Monday and of course I'm coordinating with our other members online we didn't plan to meet up or anything no it's just me and Monica then yep there's more silence between us sorry stairs in a random direction you think about her behaviors are really uncharacteristic I finally get to the point I just wanted to see how you were doing after you left on Friday something's wrong you can't hide it from me I know you too well I'm sorry smiles shaking your head it's just no good zero yeah something feels wrong about everything he peels off I don't know how to explain it almost like the club like the world it's like everything is wrong yeah what do you mean by wrong you shouldn't even be thinking about me right now they feel out of place like I'm floating alone I think that's why the world decided to have you come over today whenever I see you I feel more and more broken yeah sorry I grabbed sorry about the shoulders earth are you saying you listening to yourself right now I know something happened to you there's no other explanation for you to be like this so tell me already until I know I won't be able to stop thinking about it hey sorry gonna be an empty smile anything any think you already know what's wrong zero I've always been like this the problem isn't with me it's with this world this world are you talking about say Ari he it really doesn't matter zero he just hurts and I wish the pain will stop you never really understand you're right but I don't understand I don't understand your feelings at all say alright I don't need to understand whatever it takes for me to help you stop hurting that's what I'll do no zero there's nothing nothing at all the only thing that could help is if everything could be as it always was but it's broken that sounds stupid explaining myself to your streak down Sarah's face I had you make the literature club because I was selfish and I was punished with my heart hurting in a way that I couldn't understand now you came here and I made you hurt too I'm just weak and selfish that's all I am and that's why I'm going to accept these punishments because I deserve every last one not thinking of one thing grabs your shoulders just time to pull into a tight embrace zero say Ari I don't care if you feel selfish that vice president I'm really happy there by my side see every day makes it worthwhile enough if I make friends and everyone else that's just a bonus please never underestimate how much I care about you I wouldn't have it any other way I enjoy your company in class I love the way you 0 salary isn't how I give me back my arms being wrapped around her his arms are made at her sides starts sobbing next to my ear no don't do this to me please don't do this zero I sorry barely manages to speak between her sobs I don't know if I'm doing the right thing I want it for her to know that I care having needed your car yourself selfish you have to let me be selfish to what it takes sir girl one needs to change I'll make these feelings go away if there's anything that you need me to do and you'd better tell me I'll get mad if you don't I don't know I don't know you know no gently Sarah finally puts her arms around me returned I don't know anything it's all really scary I don't understand any of this zero anytime I headache goes away is if we do things we used to do but your hugs are so cold now and that's really scary too wait wait what your hugs are cold they used to be you say your hugs are so warm you did yes okay well good sir he lets me go and she does so I let her go as well vessels on Monday yeah it's going to be fun right yeah how would you like it if if you and me spent some time together in a post festival activity um [Music] that's what I want I promise president and vice president just you and me I I think that would be nice then yeah sorry Webster eyes I could spend the whole day here my would mewling the club I'm sure it's a sexist a successful festival my god I mean it's almost time for Monica meet me at my house can I count on my vice president savory nods her head I'm sorry about earlier zero I'll make it up to you alright that sounds good I'll do my best to make sure you feel good you can trust me it's okay don't worry too much about it alright I'll look forward to it I'll see you on Monday okay okay love you they say goodbye to Sara in extra house home I found myself still feeling uneasy that's all for me to keep thinking about it what Monica's about to come over to take Sara's right I shouldn't be worrying too much and we're definitely going to have a great time with the festival this Monday I just focus on what's headed me water sponsored yeah I burped on camera we're unprofessional no has a made my way back home my thoughts gonna do all on Monica the wrong times he did things together outside school no we live close to each other it's almost as if I've never seen her in anything I've learned her school uniform they do have seen her in a white dress like used to be used to wear or her notable fashion getup gives me a little excitement before I know it I check my phone to say a barrage of wall punctuated enquiries I'm late seems like at Monica waiting on my house more than an hour she went head to school and told me to bring my uniform seems the guards want a lot of casual wear for school related activities I can already tell that a lot of the clubs would be there to fix up their booths in all to run ahead and catch up by further delay I'm running ahead to the main hallway of our school heart is racing for embarrassment I'm gonna grab the first set of clothes in my room hey Monica how are you I'm such a disappointment we were just born to Lee it didn't made for greatness and all the good things in life yes I'm just not one of those paper hey zero what were you here ah there you are sorry that I wasn't at home I was checking up on se are you it's all right zero I had a hunch you'd be doing that there's not much time as the festivals on Monday so I thought of finishing up early yeah always out to get things done man she's gonna be a long day should I put a lot of effort into working with Monica or do I go ahead and try to get this errand and so as possible I mean I put there's no rush so I'll put again there's no rush unless let's just finish it I skip the [ __ ] dialogue is that what is this I'm curious with this route there's some options that if you click them it'll take you off okay it's not a rush Monica a forgiving person is worse some of the classrooms and they're Kuwait aback to find announcement boards let's get to work zero Monaco bums are bagged alone a stack of neatly printed and decorated papers in the large and decorative font I could read the words join allergic alive next clip parts of books acute leafy graphic designs poly Monica's personal touch things it's get really creative last night all right now we just post these in most of the rooms you should be pretty easy I printed just enough for us to split up and maximize time on all the floors oh I see something wrong and that Oh sounded not nothing really thought we would spend the Saturday together I mean technically already more efficient if we split up as we would concede would cover more rooms we could possibly finish my earlier would defeat the purpose again closer to each other you think something quick Monica's back I open on the desk and it was one does it sing white rat chocolate bars the knots key brought on the first day of club well seems you've got a lucky for Nazis chocolate brand hey Monica laughs softly making sense of my inference I swear this brand came out of nowhere you know otherwise I would have heard of it you know I have a thing for sweets at first like you to design made it look cheap that was really good I guess you really shouldn't judge a book by its cover we relevant quote for a literature club I really enjoyed even engaging conversations keep it engaging yeah there's nothing deep and engaging about chocolate I was just about to say that that's not a deep engaging conversation was wrong with us all right well chocolates amazing but I thought defines amazing to begin with it's like a total idiot you don't but I think it's working hmm listen you get the ladies dawna thumbs it shows dominance right Monica oh I got you with my yarn blow it off she seems a completely forgotten about splitting up it's the dumbest idea ever come Monica we're still a couple of rooms we should be working on after moving room the room and raising awareness for club Monica I decided to take a break Monica this is really boring hmm true I had to be doing something else with someone else to be honest Oh what she sees that whistles Oh last line over my shoulder did you see it I rather be doing something else with someone else to be honest I think you tried mask it maximize the time yeah sure but like what else can we do I have an idea to spice things up No truth or dare yeah that reminds us something to a fish is to play when we were kids we can do that okay zero sighs this is the game you go first truth or dare sounds fun I remember before I pick truth and then she said the truth is to pick a dare and I said dare hey she's a dares the picture so I'm gonna do it we got picked dare again dare Monica I dare you to pick truth okay oh very funny good all right I lied you then you sure that was an obvious joke but yeah I'll go pick truth okay zero here the boss sounds fun truth Monica hmm Monica's doing a they'll spin the bottle question if they make a person blush then again this is Monica she's going to make a full use of the situation okay I have a question now and and wanted to come from the real you um me or him of course it'll come from the real me what's the question okay here goes oh it's that how old are you really yeah how old are you really why I think she's either talking to I don't know I think she just really wants to know how old I am Monica I told you I am 19 it's all there you go I've answered the question that was answer how many days did the old letter Club really last look at three very sad they make a week just like we said we need to make a week I remember though it's three looks like I lost count those a few days at best I think remember to go back to your history zero if you forgot the question and the answer to it very funny and no save loading okay okay now we're just breaking everything Riza's don't care anymore no save loading did you know we're playing a game oh [ __ ] oh wow wait no save loading just like hey we said no save loading I can say if I just can't load it oh [ __ ] yeah nah nah it's really not more than 15 yeah not more than 15 really Oh oh my did you read the die read the white did I read the white was this something you were supposed to see I'm so some what there's nothing in the history [Music] I'm so confused what did you say I'm like looking to see if there's like a file that just showed they just show it up or something cuz I'm just like maybe there was like a file that's like told me no there's nothing okay is she okay with it did you read the you sure yeah pretty sure here really young zero all she met my age what was the other question not more than 25 yeah well then I was right you picked more than 15 Monica I didn't understand the question Subban zero what the [ __ ] it's this I'm sorry I didn't think about clever Dave not more than 35 really well she's like why did you load never mind what I'm okay then you need pretty good there wait she said never mind is it because I loaded I messed up [ __ ] the true route well this is it [ __ ] the true hook it probably didn't still you should get back to work those have been unfair maybe but I had a good time today I didn't understand what we were asking I don't want it to be Ken and then I'm like 14 we get back to work and play around but chasing each other like we used to one of the guards that a reprimand us for all the laughing we did in the corridors it was a great experience overall and totally worth it just like that Monica and I leave the school it feels like the days went by in a flash more than that Amy take that what you need to go sort of keturah like I wanted well zero I guess I'll be off then yeah apologies again for keeping you waiting this morning I got a man I got tired look you probably tell I want to do more than just work on festival preparations and stuff after all it's been a really long time since we had had it together like this and I kind of picked up on the feeling that both of us wanted to do more today I ended up taking the whole day for such a short activity hey um I know I was a bit of a disappointment myself I do my best Excel and everything and it looks effortless at times when in reality zero I'm actually running away from it all I can't I can't really explain it running away but Wyant from what no one really asks how I'm doing it's always a ton of praise and I wish I was her and all that superficial crap and a lot of people hate me yeah she's checked the reddit the words the lot don't even do justice to it Monica website air sometimes the only satisfaction in life is to get a sense of accomplishment you know the point if you people play video games or create artistic masterpieces are depressing novels this is all free at least you've kind of contributed to humanity it doesn't matter what people think of you if that makes sense yeah yeah I understand anyways wait Monica hmm well you said before about time being short I was asking you out and and well you cut you cut it short as one salary's place instead so uh it's Sunday tomorrow maybe we can do something tomorrow after afternoon I think that's possible it's more time like this if we need chocolate or go out somewhere um I'm at a ton of guys asking me out before another were sincere as you geez I only know 0 mana vixen me teasingly if I could tell from her soft tone she's been nervous herself Hey spend more time with you maybe a chocolate store or something I know I know off one Newton school I love it zero my love for chocolate yeah I did lost no meat and dairy products no I'm fine with dairy I'm a vegetarian not a vegan zero there's a difference between two though I look smug enough just pointing it out so maybe you can just read up on it doesn't figured out the differences by now Oh anyways I gotta go thanks again for today well that went real smooth for a moment I thought things would go worse I got some time with this outcome she's up tomorrow's date with Monica they're gonna buy my best Cologne as well as just a braid I think it's a very fashionable girl and we want to look like her cousin or something so I'm looking like your cousin that was kind of weird why would I want to look like her cousin it's Sunday it feels like a different day after a long exchange of Monica via text yesterday degrees show up at the chocolate stores down the road I'm really nervous zero oh hey Monica whoa oh my god it's like the first time but it's not Monica's I'm lost I'm gonna loss of words you look beautiful I'm about to end this episode real quick in like five minutes so let's see how far we can get thanks Sarah you look great too I mean if you're still working the same clothes as before yeah well my best for today what did she mean all she means me oh no come on Monica dressed nice I got my tank top my sweatpants I would look horrible in a store that's Monica knows the store on me but met with an array of delicious scents to my surprise her met by the waiter at the door he leads us in and start setting up a booth for the two of us Monica's give me uncertain looks but I can see the Wonder in her eyes she looks at the treats on display is it her earring or her earrings all I'm sent the elegance that our movement soon enough we take our seats like this the waiter asked us if we'd like anything to drink could I get a coffee no it's promised coffee coffee's wonderful for a Sunday morning the waiter says no I'll take a coffee as well did hear that coffee here was amazing later shoots me a look and that's rewarding right away or if we need a few minutes um well I guess it depends on you zero you did offer to pay after all should we get do you see anything of interest I mean it all looks good he has to like pastries and chocolates and I spent some really unique dessert I've seen some really unique desserts hmm my grin slyly I seem to hover over the sweet so in that case given him everything sweet Monica looks at me in surprise and has does our waiter I hear us am i flustered are you sure sir before I give them our core Dias nod yes better way to make the morning special you guys men down response takes both of our menus and steps away zero I appreciate this and all but you didn't have to do that I wanted to don't worry about it but I didn't get a chance to see their prices at least let me split the bill and here acting too generous for the first date a good rule is to always treat the girl isn't equal she's right but then again I've done a lot of things on the side of new president of lurcher Club I should tell her but my newfound fortune hey like kind of on the lottery recently lottery show Monica my wallet it's filled with a ton of really expensive bills oh you're really rich for some reason I call that a cop-out I suppose yeah I can take the rest home if need be I don't want either of us to die from a sugar overload yeah hope this doesn't bother you Monica just have a good time my money's not your concern I've got plenty to burn see I am good at poems my money is none of your concern and I've got plenty to burn beautiful besides I racked my brain to think of it couples get a 50% discount let's go yeah that's the right one so I'm just gonna save though but still that's the one we're going with because couples get a 50% discount Monica and 50% discount for couples on Sundays hey so we hear there are a couple now huh you pick the right place on this date then it may not be just the discount [ __ ] she knows I really just wanted to discount otherwise it'd be really pissed oh no no I guess she's fine another restaurant then Oh see he made the joke no I don't want to be like him [ __ ] I'm very funny zero whew I've got worse she that's the where to right along just doing about the money at all you know I actually didn't even look to see how much money I had with me I know it's a trouble I've caused it directly with was such a reckless action truth really do want Monica to have a good time this is the first time I've seen her like this and the first time we've actually gone on a date you can count on me I know I could be really terrible at this we're here to have a good time I'm so relaxed Monica they take a moment to try to collect myself after that scene scare why it's a scene no this is the best time to give her the rig the gift I brought along maybe I should wait you'll enjoy one thing at a time and I'm sure I'll know the right moment when I see it the waiter seems arrived with a ton of trace that's a lot of trace oh my this is a small-time chocolate store how do you have this much variety my neck it looks just as stunned as I am let me help you with those they look heavy I'm not really thinking about it and I start moving trays and arranging them on the table to make room for the rest I'm working nervously looking back and forth the incoming trays and the ones that are already on the table with the waiter seems perfectly calm looks like everything will fit in the end Monica looks as red as a strawberry she watches me go she's adorable like that when all the dishes are in place one of the waiters takes the empty trays back to their kitchen somehow it makes me feel even more nervous Monica's going back and forth all over the plates trying to decide where to start and I'm famished I didn't even have breakfast before we came over here I shouldn't start before her right well hey don't you begin well once you do hmm I think I'll start with the cake first hey love its aroma all right which one that one I know if Monica points out her cake a choice and carves out and I carve out a piece with serving paddle I carefully set on to the dessert plate reach across the set in front of her here you are then Monica we don't speak Spanish is it gracias I'm gonna say gracias gracias cuz [ __ ] I don't I should I should know that I'm just I'm not very good at Spanish I'm like I'd know some Spanish hola como estas me llamo zero bien okay she a police tears down her cake slice for a moment probably taking in every detail about looks poor she tasted well it looks like restrained excitement she takes her first bite to my phone and take a quick picture on silent mode it's kind of creepy you stop doing these mmm o0 it's light and spongy but it's not quite light enough to be Airy you know so it's got all the texture you can hope for but it's leaving the flavor to the frosting in the filling it's heavenly it's sublime and holy just gotten started taking some of my coffee John had a chuckle on a smile what the monies being spent well you know your face alone tells me the cake is great mind if I have some of course go ahead go ahead I mean you are the one paying for it it's not like you need my permission thank God finally I don't mind being the gentleman like this but I am still starving as much as composure as I can manage I carve another slice of myself and dig into it somehow tastes even better than Monica made it sound I was that even possible trying to eat you quickly and to keep a sophisticated aired for no Monica it's possible she's trying to do the same thing quickly enough I can tell she's excited I might actually right-click I'm barely two bites into my cake and cake slice for sipping her coffee and serving herself another sweet his food is so good yeah have you tried baking not not skis baking let's not talk about not ski so Jarrett try baking with your mother yeah actually good question my mom always sat me down in the kitchen table when she baked she plays baked in front of me when I was looking tell her she was a big fan of it then she was she made me taste all the stuff to first test that's like a frequent sweet treat mm-hmm actually as I got older I started taking over the baking I put up pull up news recipes and would also bake with my mom with all that cause I've been handling I just kind of stopped over these years - so I guess my retirement helped revive old hobbies in a way if that makes sense so there's a memorable baking moment yes I'm glad you asked this one time my parents had their anniversary I stopped buying a cake from somewhere they handling rad home picked by me on my own Monica that's amazing is there anything this girl can't do actually I can't wait for our anniversary that's just weird stop it well okay master chef I never learn baking from you then yeah sure I'd love to teach you but it's not skis tariff now if you really insist maybe on our next date then Oh next they confirm like that already yeah you know one time and a baking oh why did you make uh try to pick a cake we're doing it up so good I pups at assaulting the cake warrants better instead of sugar hey she laughed at us I'm bad with the laughs so I'm not doing it I feel pretty embarrassed with Monica's laughing zarnitz laugh along with her it happens to the best of us zero funny thing is I realized once I took a bite I thought the recipe was bad but hey memories like these are the ones you value right I mean if it's embarrassing yeah you have a point sometimes in life we tend to want to not make mistakes but in reality if you never make mistakes who never really succeed remember one of those cliche quilts on success and attempt to back her up back up her train of thought you miss 100% of the shots you don't take no that's a good one thanks I've read it on a fortune cookie basketball right no I think I just saw it on the Internet really that's just as bad as a fortune cookie ah-hoo anyway that cake was great but I'm not done just yet go over the table for us to try next I've settled on reaching for the chocolate Oh Monica really makes it sound but I know us her eyes are following my hands I just really want some chocolate she's probably waiting on me and maybe try try a piece or I feed her some you know last time we went in you know what we're doing again we're going in and open up huh whoa surprisingly pop a piece of chocolate in her mouth from omics mortified no maybe she's embarrassed looks more shock than anything I myself worry but but now she looks adorable again it's heavenly yeah hell I've hardly ever thirty members on the goal of reaching for just the right chocolate piece for myself um you know shy you must really like me for doing that yeah I must really like you a lot then hey she has some crumbs oh but she's got some crumbs in her mouth now another quick picture one hurt on the table reach my phone lifted slowly and then smile for the camera what you know your glory I turn the phone the show or the silly picture hey that picture only states mean you and me where's the fun in that pretty please you know how others think of me as professional all the time so please don't I'm just kidding don't worry you do look really cute in this picture hmm yeah I guess I do look funny you just started a war I'll get back at you know we'll see who wins then actually maybe change the subject before she figures out how to make good on that threat maybe it's time for some compliments ask about the ribbon hey so um never kids you are a white ribbon der heir uh-huh do you like it did you just have the same one how does that work you just buy she says ever since you were kids we had the same white ribbon so it's like did she just have the same one their entire life yeah like you grow out of it I was about to sales like this in her hair like grow more or like in the ribbon doesn't fit doesn't stop her from tying it up I don't know the human anatomy of a robot I don't tie my hair okay I'm not a girl I don't know this stuff okay I'm not a not a smart I don't have common sense do you like it I do I like it a lot it makes you stand out you look really cute that's why I started wearing it I always want to try something new even as a kid so my parents got me this ribbon and well maybe because I wanted you to notice too what really you feel my face heating up Rach you're my drink oh yeah coffee coffee can only do so much to help me keep my cool but it will do maybe it's time for some common oh yeah that's marry rings hey so I noticed your earrings they look really good on you you think so Thanks my dad gave it to me after I did really well in a debate competition you always worked active in a debate club mm-hmm I really like these earrings they just have a special attachment to them their first jewelry accessory there they are for ones that are made of real diamonds you did do really well in the competition I'm not surprised he'd give you that for all your hard work throughout the years you really think so I almost feel like they're more special because they're given me by someone I care about then I guess I can be proud of them too my heart skips a beat no no not now and we'll compete with the earrings and we're dad need to keep waiting for now how do you know maybe was earring suck Lupita we can't even see them I can barely see him they look like white dots maybe they're not even that good okay the diamonds they look like salt salt particles oh okay well I give you salt diamonds they salt earrings exactly I have to take that off my list of gifts to give you salt earrings pepper earrings still on the table well I think I've had enough for now all right let me just pay the bill where's my hand signal waiter I'm paying and somebody go bags boxes for what's left please hey can I keep some of the leftovers of course well it looks good deal are you sure and we're gonna steal well your favorites whatever I take all them will get eaten don't worry well okay Monica stack some empty plates on each other and just the remaining ones around organizing by who will take home what so be honest I would not even take home that much I do not like chocolate that much exactly ain't that good they had more too often I expected easy there easily enough desserts left here for a week you could actually bring the rest of the festival tomorrow well then again it might offend Nazis efforts on the cupcakes so maybe I'll pass on that hmm the waiter sent some boxes on the table and handed the bill to me well he goes with the ring things up Monica stacking desserts in the boxes she's a very organized approach and she's using napkins stacked in just won't stick and to keep different things separate from each other do you need a hand you've done enough just leave this part to me I know it once it turned to the waiter as he returns all right then I tried to persist in the receipt where Monica won't be able to see the total while I sign the place was really heavy on the wallet and here's the tip thanks for the food nice tan as Monica finishes closing up the boxes I still think we should've gave him a zero writing tip of the day that was a missed opportunity we should have told him don't forget to save before hard decisions I think he would have really appreciated it I stand as Monica finishes closing up the boxes she hands me one stack of two boxes and picks up another for herself I hold them just right and carry them the one arm even though they're free to get the door so what I get to keep you'll see but I hope you weren't too attached to the chocolate don't worry I can always come back of all more and I won't be coming back for a very long time but I thought all of it was chocolate did you just take everything what's even in mine it's just one crumb it's one slice of like a pie that wasn't chocolate apparently Monica stops me at the door um by the way zero how much does everything cost yeah well what's wrong let you shoulder everything so do me to pay for part of it be a honey nah we be a honey we don't accept the money hey tell me this did you enjoy it yeah it was great after all it was my first time going to this chocolate story no was a frequent thing for her well then the price is very small I'd said that before cleaning it okay then thank you happy she had a good time the only warrior in the long run if she pitched in Monica takes note of the way I'm carrying my boxes and does the same to free up one arm not so much as words she holds my hand when we walk as a chocolate story spend a lot of time touring the city one window shopping and eating some of our take-home desserts when I got hungry wow thanks I walk up to a nearby bridge our hands to holding each other I guess it really spent the whole day together didn't we yeah I really knows the time going by hey no right no though I guess when I think of how many flavors I got the taste it kind of makes sense the balls for a moment goes the breeze catches up on us she slowly raised my hand no sets her boxes on the ground before turning to face me I follow her leading something line down as well she gives me a hug I see why hey thanks for the great time he really means a lot to me heck I'm glad you came he really made me happy oh wait a minute and nervously pull away from her as I check my pockets before I forget I have the only one to give you close your eyes okay really well okay Monica covers her eyes with her hands no actually I need your hand so I really need you to just close them no all right then this better not be a ring or anything not quite no that's all I figures off yet what what I saw that I generally take her hand this is my gift onto her wrist what do you think a lot of opens our eyes and quickly spots looked over my gift for a green bracelet matching the color of her eyes zero it's beautiful when did you get this you made me think of you when I saw it I thought that you should have it it looks perfect I love it thank you did I say it looks perfect okay I thought misread that it's funny just made you think of me because well now when I see it I'm going to think of you me or him you can't just say you cuz you're aware that there's two people here so it's all on me or me or not me really you've done so much for me today I now you should close your eyes okay now I need your hands this time I have time to process what's happening what I'm in shock I am too does she just yeah did she just get in front of that text box I agree her lips they're so soft my first kiss with Monika the most popular or what's my childhood oh well I'm still convincing myself that really just happened Monica picks up her boxes of sweets insert direction of her home and call me soon for our next date by zero so I think she was there because she was like sad that she couldn't actually kiss me so she's like I'm sorry Monica runs in the opposite direction no yeah bye pick up my own boxes still stunned on what just happened that was amazing my first kiss already I should get going okay started off great phone vibrates I'm pocket as I walk home take it all my friend take a look who's Monica send me a message thanks again a hard Wow I can't believe I pulled it off he set the heart back to look at this man he knows the sea knows the strat I slammed my phone back into my pocket wait what's this I gave her the bracelet my wallet goes in the other pot mints shootin my mouth oh you smell horrible how could I mess up the kiss again probably have chocolate taste to it no I'll get fun that's all that matters I had a really good time geez vessels coming up soon hope things go well I knew too I must save him the black darkness it's the day of the festival I have done the episode I just want to pull a little bit damn it it is an hour and 17 know what's gonna happen this shit's probably gonna pop off Oh anyway I'm cliff-hanging them but I'm also cliff angry myself I want to record it right after Italy you're not gonna let this on you guys anyway shits about to go down I feel I feel it this is when things are gonna hit the fan cease now it's like it's the festival things are gonna go weird but yeah anyway hope you guys enjoyed monica being in that text box i still don't understand why was she there was it because she wanted to like kiss me is that what they were trying to emphasize there just I feel like they're trying to because her her face did change in the sex box as he clicked a box were faced it like have different emotions anyway I hope you guys enjoyed I I think next episode might be the last one from before story maybe it's not I don't know it might be because I mean the festival I'm pretty sure is the last day in the other routes so I'm like I'm pretty sure yeah it might be the next episode maybe the last one before story so not doing not skis route told you this multiple times all your people and I'm not doing URIs or say or ease all their routes just feel worthless in this mod just do Monica's cuz it's even called before story might as well go down Monica's route anyway that's it guys if one place mod for yourself the links in the description so you can go on Nazis write yourself just play it and have fun cuz I'm not doing it and you can see that I was right about it being pretty vanilla and also there's butch other endings you can get in this round this mod like heard there's a loner ending where if you don't go for any of them you just you just fail just by yourself sad yeah so there's tons of endings even getting this anyway hope you guys enjoyed this has been zero [Music]

Channel: AfroZer0

Views: 8,603

Keywords: DDLC, Doki Doki Literature Club, Sayori, Monika, Natsuki, Yuri, Zero, DDLCMods, Monika Before Story

Id: Q6oAKWBCjPU

Length: 79min 44sec (4784 seconds)

Published: Sat Sep 29 2018