Have you ever wanted to ask God, "Before I do this, before I trust you on this,
what level of pressure is it going to involve?" The truth be told, if some of you would have
known the level of pressure that came along with parenting, you would have stayed celibate, because
you prayed for the baby, but along with the baby came the pressure. Write this down: with privilege
comes pressure. Sometimes I see people who want certain privileges but don't welcome the
pressure that comes with the privilege. When we see Paul in 2 Corinthians, we are
getting a picture of a minister and a man who is at that point. Have you ever been at that
point of pressure where it feels like something is unraveling on the inside of you? I don't
necessarily mean it's a clinical breakdown. Paul is under pressure, he says, from
every side. Let's read it again in verse 8, because I think it describes something that
maybe you've experienced. Maybe not on Paul's level, because there are levels to it, but one
thing I have learned is that pressure is relative. When a 16-year-old gets their heart broken,
they don't have the wisdom of experience to know that there will be others, so it
really does feel like they want to die. A lot of times you minimize other people's misery
because you have graduated beyond that season, but if you could find the compassion to
remember there was a time when you, too, listened to Milli Vanilli "Blame it
on the Rain" 17 times. Oh, just me? There was a time when the pressure felt so great… Paul said, "We are hard pressed on every side."
That means it was all of the areas at once. I believe that the times in our lives
when we are able to pick our battles and focus our concentration… Generally, most
of us are able to stand up under pressure if it is coming from one direction.
It's when I can't find any relief on any side… Sometimes when I preach,
I'll be preaching to one side, and then I'll turn to another side,
and then I'll turn to another side to see, "Is this helping anybody?" If I can't find any love in
the middle, on the right, on the left, sometimes I just turn around and
look at LJ, because I pay him to look happy. Paul says, "It was coming at us from every side."
Now understand what this means for Paul, because last week we were talking about Paul on an island
called Malta a little later in his ministry. He's there as a prisoner, and he makes
it through a shipwreck. Luke gives us a picture of Paul that is kind of a heroic
portrait, because Luke respected Paul so much. He talks about how Paul got up and
gave a motivational speech to the other prisoners about courage and faith in
God no matter the circumstance and how Paul prayed and had a vision and then relayed that
vision to the people to inspire their faith, because sometimes somebody is waiting on you to
encourage them, to put courage in them that they don't have right now. So Paul did that. Then when
Paul gets to the shore he gets bitten by a snake. Did anybody listen to the message and watch
how cool and calm and collected Paul was on the shore of Malta? The snake didn't even seem
to bother him. He didn't rebuke the snake. He didn't cry out to God. He didn't "In the name
of Jesus" plead the blood of Christ the Lamb. He just shook it off. So cool. Don't
you admire people who are like that, by the way? Don't you hate people who
are like that, by the way? Just people who never get rattled. Just people who nothing
bothers them. Just people who shake stuff off. Luke is telling us, "Man, it was amazing.
I was there. Paul just shook the snake off into the fire. It was amazing, and
they thought he was going to die, and he didn't die. He just stood there,
and they thought he was going to swell up, but he didn't even say anything, and he just
stood there. Then he went to Publius' house, and he started healing everybody, and it was
amazing. Then Paul went to Rome and lived in a rented house for two years." Paul says, "Wait
a minute. It wasn't that easy on the inside." "What you saw was what I did, but you did not
see the doubts I had while I was doing it." You make it look so easy
sometimes that nobody even knows you need to be encouraged, because you
just do that. You just pay the bills. You just smile at people. You just dress well.
You just walk strong and walk tall and walk proud. "But on the inside," Paul said, "I was so
pressured. I couldn't find relief on the right, on the left, in the middle. I looked
up. I looked down. I looked all around. I couldn't find a companion. I couldn't find a
helper, but I didn't die at the pressure point." Pressured but not crushed. They have sayings they put out
to encourage you under pressure. We say that pressure makes diamonds. Have you ever
heard that? Pressure does make diamonds, but it also makes dumb decisions. For real. Pressure
does make diamonds, but it also makes divorces. Pressure does make diamonds, but it also can leave you the proud owner of a timeshare.
Some of the things you do under pressure… I don't think God wants to prevent pressure
in our lives, though. Let's read it again. I think there's a point to the pressure. Maybe today you have come to that point.
Paul describes it. He said in verse 10, "We carry around in our body the death of Jesus."
It means that I feel like I'm dying inside. That's the kind of pressure that Paul, "snake
shaker" Paul, "shipwreck survivor" Paul… He says earlier in his ministry, "There was
so much pressure I thought I was dying." He says, "I was hard pressed on every side,
but not crushed." Now I always heard people shout about that verse, but realize that it's not
automatic. When I read that verse, some people are like, "Yeah, hard pressed but not crushed," but
that verse suggests that pressure can crush you. Oh yeah. I've met so many people who
let the pressure… I had a friend whose family had a recycling plant, and you'd
see the cans just crushed into these cubes. I have seen people crushed into cubes
and melted into a little bit of nothing and sent away and their dreams deferred
and their hope crushed because of pressure. So before you shout, "I'm pressed but not
crushed," realize that if you don't know what to do with the pressure it will crush you.
If you don't know what to do with the snake, the poison will kill you.
"I'm pressed," Paul said, "but I'm not crushed. I'm perplexed…" That's
mental pressure. "…but not in despair." "I'm persecuted…" That's pressure from other
people. "…but not abandoned. I'm struck down but not destroyed." Now I see a contrast. It
is the contrast between what is pushing on Paul and what is pushing in Paul.
Can I preach a little bit? I'm going to help you today. Your
pressure is trying to point to something. So many times in my life, the reason I was
under pressure is that I was full of pride. He said, "We have this power, this
treasure in earthen vessels," or vessels of clay. An ordinary vessel,
and it's an extraordinary power. I'm an ordinary person with an extraordinary
promise of the presence of God, but sometimes I get confused and forget that I'm just the pot;
I'm not the power. Sometimes I get so burdened because I put the weight of the world on my
shoulders and carry a cross I'm not strong enough to carry that has already been carried for me.
So I'm under pressure sometimes because I'm full of pride. Sometimes (not all the time) pressure
comes into your life not because of what you're handling but because of how you're handling it.
You forgot your source and you lose your strength. Pressure sometimes points to pride in
your life. I'm going to help you today. I'm going to help three people
today who are under pressure, because when pressure comes, some of us begin
to perform to a standard that we have projected that isn't even true to our purpose. I saw
it like this. Maybe I could illustrate. I've been preaching a lot in the last year
about the gap. I've been preaching this message really all over the country, all over
the world, I guess, about the gap, and it's the gap between where I am and where I
want to be, where I am and where I used to be. I think I'm going to keep preaching it,
because it continues to speak to me, that there are two gaps in my life: one is
for my gratitude and one is for my growth. One is how far I've come. I look back and it
makes me grateful. I can't stay there too long, though, because I have to grow or I die. This
week, I was seeing a different gap in my mind, and it's the pressure gap. Again, I'm not saying
that all pressure is bad, but there is a type of pressure that is rooted in pride and
manifest in performance, and this is it. This is the gap between who I think I
need to be and who I believe I really am. Stay right there with me,
because when you think you need to be something you secretly believe
you are not, the pressure is crushing. When you secretly believe that you need to have
an ability, that you need to have a strength… This is what I do all the
time. Therapy session. Bill me. Holly says I do it. She says I got it from my dad.
He's not here anymore, so he can't defend himself, so we talk about this genetic stuff all the
time, but my mom is perfect. She's right over there in the front row. Holly says, "You've got
to quit drawing thought bubbles on other people." She says, "You project expectations on
people that they don't even have of you, and you disappoint imaginary expectations that
don't even really exist." Can you believe my wife would talk to me like this? She didn't read
that Bible verse about "Submit, woman." But she's right. I do it all the
time, and then guess what I do? Because of the pressure, I start
blowing up and exploding at people with frustration because of projection
of expectations they didn't even have. So now I'm mad on the inside, and
I'm walking around with all this combustible pressure. "What do you want from
me?" and people are like, "Nothing, man." One time I was getting up to preach… Actually,
it was when the podium comes up. We have some traditions here at Elevation Church. My little
pulpit comes out right at a certain moment during a certain song. It's just little things we
do, because it has to get out here at some time, so we just put it out there right then. They were carrying the pulpit out, and I felt this
weird pressure to perform, and God spoke to me. "When you were 16, did I
call you to be a performer?" The moment I realized I was projecting an
expectation that was not from the heart of God, the pressure left the building
and I was free to preach. But it was right when that pulpit was
coming out and they were doing the last song and Chris was hitting a high note. It was a
pressure point. I wonder what it is for you.
