i'm bad at adulting... | paris VLOG

foreign [Music] just take a few moments okay [Music] [Music] just got back from the gym did my laundry just reading I'm gonna clean up wash up have a shower and then make some coffee and I feel so out of practice speaking on a camera because I haven't filmed for the past months it's okay we'll chat we'll chat foreign [Music] thank you [Music] hey guys I even switch on the camera in a hot minute like a hot minute maybe a month which I apologize for we're buck in Paris it is so hot it's it's like 30 something degrees I've had like family and friends come to visit the past month and I've just been a little bit more offline trying to be a bit more present and then it kind of made me a little more anxious to start filming again because I got into a lot of practice with it so the little bit of a what's that word destructive Loop yeah but we're gonna move past it it's a new day I was gonna start filming a few days ago and then I got my period And I was real sad and I just ended up watching realized watching the projector for a few days to it today's a new day and we gotta talk we gotta talk because it is the end of August I moved into this space around April I don't own any furniture apart from my bed thank goodness I made a decision on the bed I realized that I have a really bad treat and it appears in other areas of my life not just in apartment decoration that I can't make decisions on my own I'm really bad at making decisions which is I feel like a really important factor in adopting so we've kind of been struggling I think for the past few months I've been ruminating in my head of whether a circular or a rectangular table will be better in this space I I just needed I need a table like I spend a lot of time at home I work from home I cook I eat I have social activities and the only place for sad activities is the bed which is great but not for working or eating or like hosting friends you guys know how long it took me to find an apartment I do know that I want to be here for a long time which is really it's like such a nice feeling I know I also do want to invest in certain pieces that I will have in future spaces hence why it's taken me so long to make any decisions on what I'm going to buy but over the past few days when I was in my sad girl bed I was doing a lot of pinteresting I found some pieces on silenci and Le boncoin which I'm going to check out which are based in Paris for the table and I think I've decided on what kind of like sofa chair situation I would like we're going to go just to the supermarket and get some masking tape because I need to like work out how the dimensions will feel in this space and hopefully I don't feel so weird talking on camera oh yeah it's all in your head so this is how things are kind of looking I put a bunch of my books under my bed because I need a little bit more storage I think I might get like a tall bookshelf here maybe a little bedside table and then we have the main section this is where I would Envision two armchairs like two sectional armchairs that I can maybe make into a sofa and then over here either rectangular dining table or a circular dining table [Music] s [Music] nothing personal ities [Music] Begin by taking a big deep breath as I was telling you guys earlier on the video I've seen increasingly overthinking a lot and even with like really minor issues I find it very hard to come to a decision find it hard to trust my own judgment which is something I'm trying to work on and a quality that is a really good thing to have as an adult I was journaling about it this morning and I've always been an avid genre like you've seen it and basically all my previous videos it's been a way for me to clear my thoughts and try to like see things from a detached perspective I never thought of it as like a form of meditation in the past I've kind of been like intimidated by what I guess is seen as like traditional meditation anytime I would try to get into it or start my thoughts were just like exponentially increase or my attention span wouldn't last longer than a few minutes and that is until I find the headspace app who I'm so excited has sponsored tonight's video over the past few weeks of settling back into life here I've been following along with a guiding my editions either first thing in the morning or later on the day after I've journaled and they have so many options and programs but headspace is really perfect if you're a beginner like me I find I've been able to be a lot more consistent with my practice by using their like three to five minute meditations it really feels like you have a teacher just holding your hands and like reminding you need to be gentle with yourself even though it's only for a few minutes a day it's crazy how much calmer and more balanced I'll feel really love doing a husband's meditation after I've journaled for a bit I'll stream of conscious writes on what I'm feeling the thoughts are on paper and then I'm able to like reflect on them accept them and just release it release it into the air into the universe and it's been really helping with my more negative patterns of overthinking and thinking things are bigger deal than they really are headspace also have so much other content that you can try from Mindful movement to sunscapes and they're offering a 6 day free trial if you sign up with my link in the description or by using the QR code which will be here I cannot recommend them enough and this is the perfect way to start and see how hazbears can work for you check them out and let me know down below how they've helped and what you've been enjoying hey guys this style of sofa which I was looking at I was messaging a bunch of vintage dealers to see if they either had it in stock or could Source it and we just ordered I'm so I'm so excited this is what I ordered I didn't get all the pieces obviously because it would not fit in my apartment but I bought the corner and one regular one it's been hard to track darn because it's from the 70s and they're not doing any re-editions of it but what I love about it is that when I do get a bigger space I can like find more sectionals and add to it also like in the future if I want to reupholster it to a different fabric I do love the fluffy white though I feel like that's gonna be super comfy and it's just so freaking cute this Gallery it's called modern a B I think they're pissed in Milan have amazing pieces like when I have a bigger space I'm definitely going to buy some more from them also they were so sweet and so helpful and sent me like extra pictures and you know measurements and authentication all that and organize like the delivery so coach secured I really thought I was gonna get the table and dining chairs before that but that has been a bit of an issue I'm definitely settled on the rowing table I just need to find one that's about 100 centimeters diameter I'm gonna hit up some more flea markets this week and at least once this sofa Pieces come I'll have somewhere else to sit other than my bed foreign [Music] how much extra space should I take into consideration for chairs kind of like a 750 [Music] . kind of looks like a little crime scene in here so I just finished doing the masking tape this is for the dimensions of a 120 table not really taking to account the extra space that turns are going to take on the side I don't know if it's a little bit too big this is the dimensions of the section I'm not sure if I'll have both of them against the wall maybe one there and one here but what I love about the idea of a sectional is that it's completely flexible I can move it around throughout my time here and in the future I can also bring it with me to a new space add new pieces I left some space here for where the windows open and I think I get like a bookcase up there coffee table mess ing um making such a random dinner I got Indian a few nights ago and then some leftover sauces and mixed it in with some additional lentils so I'm just going to eat stir fries and veg out to that juice um quinoa on this side she's an incredibly sweaty girl the park was hot imaginative I mean this wine is so good and how is your French and then when I got into I was gonna have a very quiet chill like self-care evening with my friend Riley was in time from there like I met him for a little drink he has one a little drink we actually had a bottle of wine so I'm like half a bottle from one deep um we went to the Mary Celeste and then right which is cute I'd recommend it's crazy how quiet Paris is in August so many restaurants businesses shops basically all clothes for the holidays which I think is really great the work life balance here is something I can really get behind but it means whenever you have people visiting in August a lot of a lot of my favorite places are closed I'm gonna do a little face mask my skin has been kind of getting better from Greece I did get a mosquito bite slash spot here it was like the two but it's kind of gone don't know a little I hate mosquitoes why are there mosquitoes and parts I didn't realize to get mosquitoes in the city every time I see a girl put on one of these like sheet fismus online she still looks so hot and I look like an actual Halloween character like scary scary scary no matter what's stressing you out no matter how many thoughts there are in the mind just take a moment right now as the pause to sit down does it get any more perfect money or no I'm gonna watch Real Housewives and relax you know that I've had a love of course little girl [Music]

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Length: 13min 17sec (797 seconds)

Published: Sun Sep 03 2023