''I Regret ever Working in the South Pole'' | EXCLUSIVE NOSLEEP CLASSIC

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[Music] so last week<font color="#E5E5E5"> I read you the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> story</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> prison</font> is<font color="#E5E5E5"> hell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and it was the first time I'd</font> read a story by the author Sam<font color="#CCCCCC"> Marduk</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'll tell you I was instantly hooked</font> on his<font color="#E5E5E5"> stories so I went out and</font> investigated read a little is his other stuff<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I found another great story</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for you which I'm gonna read this</font> evening well to my surprise<font color="#E5E5E5"> this has</font> never been<font color="#E5E5E5"> done</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before by any other</font> narrator so not only are<font color="#E5E5E5"> you in for a</font> treat you are in for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a treat</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that has never</font> been what never been<font color="#E5E5E5"> done</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before by</font> anywhere else<font color="#CCCCCC"> so my dear friends I think</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you know what tyranny is you start</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> sit<font color="#E5E5E5"> back and relax on hump day with your</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">favorite drink because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it's time to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">listen</font> [Music] <font color="#CCCCCC">I work in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the South Pole yeah I'm aware</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that sounds exciting and it truly is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it's a difficult job</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with taxing hours</font> we were sent to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the middle of Antarctica</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with a thousand miles of snow and ice on</font> all sides<font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> worked a solid seven to</font> five and with a lack of recreation<font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> typically do 18-hour days<font color="#E5E5E5"> however we do</font> have slow<font color="#E5E5E5"> satellite</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Wi-Fi which is what</font> keeps me sane<font color="#E5E5E5"> during the long days</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">regardless all this wasn't the problem</font> the problem was the sheer atmosphere of oppression the whole place<font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">feel right</font> most of the facility is subterranean we've covered heaters atop the roof and an entrance into<font color="#CCCCCC"> a cement stairwell the</font> bunker is what you'd<font color="#E5E5E5"> expect a gray</font> concrete<font color="#E5E5E5"> square with men and women's</font> bunking areas<font color="#E5E5E5"> and a few couples rooms</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> large bathroom facility with shower and toilet stalls<font color="#E5E5E5"> plus three labs and a</font> fully<font color="#E5E5E5"> stocked cafeteria all with no</font> windows there was also a<font color="#E5E5E5"> medical</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bay and</font> two rooms with couches<font color="#E5E5E5"> for therapy after</font> the double section entrance was<font color="#E5E5E5"> the rec</font> room <font color="#E5E5E5">he had a pool table and bar the wall was</font> knotty pine wood paneling<font color="#E5E5E5"> like from the</font> 70s<font color="#E5E5E5"> the rooms were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all attached by a</font> long dingy hallway including two offices with desks and chairs<font color="#CCCCCC"> I spent most of my</font> time there atop the station was an observation deck reachable<font color="#CCCCCC"> with a ladder</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with the windows</font> where we could see and hear the outdoors <font color="#CCCCCC">but we usually</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only went up to smoke</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">since it was nearly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> always as cold as</font> the outside the whole place was<font color="#E5E5E5"> poorly</font> lit fluorescent lights<font color="#E5E5E5"> and a few lamps</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in corners but overall it looked like a</font> dingy<font color="#CCCCCC"> green underground</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cements hell</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">outside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is exactly what you would expect</font> from Antarctica<font color="#E5E5E5"> snow for hundreds of</font> miles in all<font color="#CCCCCC"> directions</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if you have a</font> fear of<font color="#CCCCCC"> open water</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it feels like that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">except you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> walk in it I was a</font> little surprised as to<font color="#E5E5E5"> why they invited</font> so<font color="#CCCCCC"> many on this particular expedition</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there were 12 of us in total usually</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> six</font> would suffice<font color="#E5E5E5"> all professionals in our</font> fields<font color="#E5E5E5"> however the range of work each of</font> us did was surprising typically it would <font color="#E5E5E5">be a singular field of study to</font> accomplish a common goal<font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on this</font> expedition<font color="#E5E5E5"> there were several different</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">professions the first was an older</font> Finnish gentleman<font color="#E5E5E5"> her medical doctor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> who</font> was skilled in healing<font color="#E5E5E5"> injuries in</font> frozen climates the next was a physicist <font color="#E5E5E5">who really was a surprises us to be in</font> the South Pole<font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> their work is often</font> theoretical and when in practice requires a team<font color="#E5E5E5"> in and of itself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">next two were a British husband-and-wife</font> team both geologists there were three men in their 30s<font color="#CCCCCC"> for maintenance and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">driving</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> specialize</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in sub-zero</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">conditions and masters in any repair</font> field also there was<font color="#CCCCCC"> biologist a young</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> black</font> lady who wore her hair<font color="#CCCCCC"> in a bun and kept</font> her lab coat<font color="#CCCCCC"> on at all times inside she</font> was all worked<font color="#CCCCCC"> no far</font> then there were even two therapists<font color="#E5E5E5"> yes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">two therapists the first is what you'd</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">expect a middle-aged lady with blonde</font> bangs and a clipboard<font color="#E5E5E5"> always wearing a</font> warm smile<font color="#E5E5E5"> the other well</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was a tall</font> lanky<font color="#E5E5E5"> fella he was gaunt and his hair</font> was jet black<font color="#CCCCCC"> honestly I had no idea</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> why</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a therapist</font> I myself was intimidated you<font color="#E5E5E5"> even say</font> hello<font color="#CCCCCC"> to him I never saw</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> anyone join him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in therapy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> unless</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he specifically asked</font> them I usually tried to<font color="#E5E5E5"> avoid him there</font> was another man who<font color="#E5E5E5"> I assumed was a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kook</font> until I saw we had to make our own meals <font color="#E5E5E5">he was an odd</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mousy looking fellow we</font> didn't speak to<font color="#E5E5E5"> anyone and when I tried</font> he would<font color="#E5E5E5"> simply ignore me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I maintained</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would be my favorite person</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font> this expedition<font color="#CCCCCC"> since he kept 100% to</font> himself<font color="#E5E5E5"> me I was the chaplain yeah</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> know what you're thinking<font color="#E5E5E5"> there are half</font> a dozen professionals here<font color="#E5E5E5"> so why do</font> they need a chaplain<font color="#E5E5E5"> well I didn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> think</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it made sense but when I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> contacted</font> by the organization funding the trip<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> didn't argue<font color="#E5E5E5"> they were offering a lot of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">money and in my line of work that is a</font> rarity the expedition was<font color="#CCCCCC"> to be six</font> months<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we were to each conduct</font> specific experiments<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't know what</font> the others were assigned but I was to journal on the religious implications of the expedition<font color="#E5E5E5"> and provide any counsel</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> all the other participants on the</font> trip<font color="#CCCCCC"> of any sect or faith</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> council assignment I didn't have a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">problem with but the journaling</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that's</font> the kind of thing college<font color="#CCCCCC"> freshman</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">journal on in theology 101 hi the way I</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> getting paid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I sucked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it up and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">spent the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rest of my free time</font> downloading<font color="#CCCCCC"> movies and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> games to pass the</font> long hours<font color="#CCCCCC"> in between counseling</font> surprisingly<font color="#E5E5E5"> a lot of people came to me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for religious discussion</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over the</font> maintenance<font color="#CCCCCC"> guys approval when I cracked</font> open a beer with them and talked Catholicism on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the old red</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> heretic room</font> couch<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm a Protestant minister so they</font> were a little<font color="#E5E5E5"> standoffish at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> first</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> became fast friends<font color="#E5E5E5"> and even though I</font> couldn't bless them or give confession<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> think it helped<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stress to feel like</font> they could disclose matters of<font color="#E5E5E5"> faith as</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">well as just have a fun conversation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> by</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the way I got along well with everyone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after enough time the physicist was a</font> staunch atheist<font color="#E5E5E5"> so we played pranks on</font> each other<font color="#CCCCCC"> frequently</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I would hide</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his</font> laptop<font color="#E5E5E5"> out of easy reach blaring oh</font> jesus take the wheel<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he would wake</font> me up half the days with no church in the wild<font color="#CCCCCC"> I considered him my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> second best</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friend in the compound</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> even though that</font> song did give me chills when<font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> how far away we were from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> civilization<font color="#E5E5E5"> my best friend was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the old</font> man he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> always in the rec room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when I</font> was and he never spoke<font color="#E5E5E5"> he wore an orange</font> hoodie<font color="#E5E5E5"> and jeans indoors and always</font> seemed<font color="#E5E5E5"> like he was drinking alone at the</font> dimly lit<font color="#E5E5E5"> makeshift bar</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought</font> nothing of it since<font color="#E5E5E5"> our schedules were</font> all<font color="#CCCCCC"> different</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I could absolutely</font> condone drinking yourself senseless in a place<font color="#E5E5E5"> like this it was lonely most days</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we did our own thing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at our own stations</font> often eating lunch there frozen meals or MREs usually <font color="#CCCCCC">I did</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> spend quite some time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> talking with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the doctor he was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a Buddhist</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so we spent</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">many mornings meditating in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his medical</font> station<font color="#E5E5E5"> under the buzzing fluorescent</font> lights<font color="#E5E5E5"> he said that the place gave him</font> an odd feeling<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was hard</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to be</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">centered here in this cement brick</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">buried in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> snow</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it did get to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> after a while when I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> alone and the</font> lights were quiet<font color="#CCCCCC"> I swear I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> could hear</font> whispering after one<font color="#CCCCCC"> particular incident</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">where I swore I heard clear words I</font> started wearing<font color="#E5E5E5"> headphones they helped</font> quite<font color="#E5E5E5"> a bit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with filling my ears with</font> noise and<font color="#E5E5E5"> blocking out the outside world</font> once the<font color="#CCCCCC"> week supplies were dropped in</font> from the coastal base hundreds of miles away we<font color="#E5E5E5"> restock the cigarettes whiskey</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> other non essentials like food and<font color="#E5E5E5"> water</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I say that to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> point out whoever was</font> paying<font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this was dropping serious</font> money<font color="#E5E5E5"> I never met the main client rather</font> I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> contacted through their</font> representatives<font color="#E5E5E5"> apparently the man</font> funding it was very<font color="#E5E5E5"> wealthy very</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> driven</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and very religious he was highly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">invested in this expedition he wanted a</font> success<font color="#CCCCCC"> but no one knew his goal with</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> ordeal that he was funding also</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">once a week we would go out in the snow</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">over a giant SUV that could ride over</font> the snow and ice we would take samples of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ice and examine a previous dig</font> site from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the last crew</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I could not</font> imagine<font color="#E5E5E5"> the crew that had come all the</font> way<font color="#CCCCCC"> out here</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to build the facility</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but I</font> bet they got paid crazy money<font color="#CCCCCC"> some days</font> we<font color="#E5E5E5"> would all just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> go to get out and see</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the Sun we couldn't leave during a</font> blizzard<font color="#E5E5E5"> but most days only they're</font> necessary crew for the excavation would go whenever we went we had<font color="#E5E5E5"> to wear a</font> harness attached by rope to the SUV<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> avoid slipping<font color="#E5E5E5"> down the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ice and being</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">injured</font> we can only go once a week due to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> outside<font color="#CCCCCC"> conditions and distance to the</font> dig site<font color="#CCCCCC"> I mentioned both of these to</font> say that we were alone out here<font color="#CCCCCC"> and if a</font> plane<font color="#E5E5E5"> came Monday</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> then we had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> seven days</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">until it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> returned then was the first big</font> shift<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was exactly two months in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">base the team who left</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that day were the</font> geologists the<font color="#E5E5E5"> biologists with one</font> maintenance man to drive<font color="#E5E5E5"> and man the</font> harnesses<font color="#E5E5E5"> they left in good spirits and</font> remained at the site for<font color="#CCCCCC"> hours</font> however they returned<font color="#E5E5E5"> shaken they burst</font> in the door<font color="#CCCCCC"> while I was in the rec room</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a therapist and we immediately</font> noticed the fear in their<font color="#CCCCCC"> eyes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the lady</font> geologists ran to the couple's room without saying<font color="#E5E5E5"> a word</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">her husband chased after</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> calling her</font> name we asked what had happened and noticed the biologist was crying the other<font color="#CCCCCC"> therapist entered the room like a</font> ghost<font color="#CCCCCC"> and without a word he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> assured her</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> his office and closed the door the</font> doctor burst in<font color="#E5E5E5"> and boomed what the hell</font> is going on<font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't know said the first</font> therapist<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was anxious</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as was I</font> where's jack the<font color="#E5E5E5"> maintenance worker who</font> drove the SUV<font color="#CCCCCC"> or wait where's the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> car</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">inquired opening the door to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the outside</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I saw</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing but our flag a long set</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> footprints<font color="#E5E5E5"> and miles of ice gleaming in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the sunlight we sat for what felt like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hours in the rec room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us who</font> didn't go on<font color="#CCCCCC"> the field expedition</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> is the others were in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the tour</font> therapists office panic voices could be heard behind<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> door<font color="#E5E5E5"> finally they all exited the</font> geologists went to their room<font color="#E5E5E5"> without</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">saying a word</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the biologist sat in one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of the empty folding chairs the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">therapist</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> took behind her hands on the</font> back<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the seats</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she'd clearly been crying since she'd</font> returned<font color="#E5E5E5"> we got there ahead of schedule</font> she started<font color="#E5E5E5"> gathering her composure the</font> dig site<font color="#CCCCCC"> we arrived at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> oh seven hundred</font> instead<font color="#E5E5E5"> of eight so we got to work early</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but first</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all was fine</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">jack was in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> SUV</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mining the harnesses</font> I was chiseling away at<font color="#CCCCCC"> a small patch of</font> ice<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I heard the others call from</font> below<font color="#E5E5E5"> we all looked at her hanging</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font> her every shaking<font color="#E5E5E5"> word she continued I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">slid down to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the base of the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hole about</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">thirty</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> meters down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I think</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they had</font> struck a hard surface we all dug together and<font color="#CCCCCC"> poured</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out a massive</font> lockbox immediately we assumed it was left from <font color="#E5E5E5">the last</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dig but the design it was old</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it looked like something</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from World War</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">two</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was heavy and sealed shut</font> we tugged the<font color="#E5E5E5"> rope to signal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> jack</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there was no response we started calling</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> for him but he never called back we</font> couldn't see him<font color="#E5E5E5"> from our vantage point</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">so after a solid ten minutes of</font> screaming<font color="#E5E5E5"> we made our way</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up a hill</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">using our tools we used an extra length</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> cord to pull the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> box up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> oh it took</font> all<font color="#CCCCCC"> three of us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but we got</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it up when we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">reached the top</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> jack was nowhere to be</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">found</font> we<font color="#E5E5E5"> searched the perimeter for well</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over</font> an<font color="#CCCCCC"> hour but without maximum visibility</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we couldn't have seen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him we check for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">holes in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ice and size of footprints</font> but his earlier tracks never left the side of the SUV<font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> loaded the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> box in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and kept searching we noticed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> then something we absolutely</font> should<font color="#E5E5E5"> have seen already</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when we climbed</font> atop the vehicle for a better vantage <font color="#CCCCCC">point we saw a massive single message in</font> the snow Ron we looked at her in disbelief<font color="#CCCCCC"> the mutual feeling of sympathy</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Emmett I could have searched better</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">people tend to have she started tearing</font> up<font color="#E5E5E5"> again we panicked we drove away but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">none of us can operate a vehicle design</font> for snow and ice<font color="#E5E5E5"> we crashed into a</font> massive pothole about a mile south<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">here we left the car and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> walk</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back the</font> find is still there<font color="#CCCCCC"> and jack is</font> somewhere in<font color="#CCCCCC"> that deserted wasteland</font> after this she broke down<font color="#CCCCCC"> in soaps and</font> left to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> dorm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> jack hadn't answered a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">single radio call or even made an</font> attempt at reaching<font color="#E5E5E5"> us the dig site was</font> an hour's drive<font color="#E5E5E5"> from our base and we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were thousands of miles from any other</font> researchers we were essentially powerless<font color="#E5E5E5"> to do anything first things</font> first said one<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the other repair men we need</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to get our ride back he suited up then</font> he and the other maintenance<font color="#E5E5E5"> worker left</font> on a snowmobile<font color="#E5E5E5"> design for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">short-distance</font> now<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't know how they did</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they managed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to bring the SUV back</font> safely<font color="#E5E5E5"> in less than an hour by now it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was getting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dark</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and the search for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Jack</font> will be too dangerous<font color="#E5E5E5"> to continue</font> tonight<font color="#E5E5E5"> we didn't sleep that night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> odd man<font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't even come to bed he just</font> wandered the halls drinking<font color="#CCCCCC"> I lay there</font> listening<font color="#CCCCCC"> to music to drown out the</font> sounds<font color="#E5E5E5"> of silence sobs coming from down</font> the hall<font color="#E5E5E5"> yes this concrete slab</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font> tomb in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the middle of a frozen dead</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> zone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we were completely and utterly alone the</font> doctor remarked before<font color="#E5E5E5"> bed if Jack is</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">still alive he may be better off out</font> there the<font color="#E5E5E5"> next morning we set</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out all of</font> us except<font color="#E5E5E5"> the two therapists in the odd</font> man who I assumed was sleeping off a hangover<font color="#CCCCCC"> we dragged the lockbox out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> the vehicle<font color="#E5E5E5"> and laid it in the rec room</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> loaded up and decided</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> deal with</font> opening it later<font color="#E5E5E5"> we searched the dig</font> site and surrounding area until evening <font color="#E5E5E5">and turned up nothing the message in the</font> snow was nowhere<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be found</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and there have been no snowfall that</font> night we<font color="#E5E5E5"> found no tracks no signs no</font> body<font color="#E5E5E5"> no anything we returned depressed</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> feeling responsible for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our missing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">companion when we returned however we</font> were greeted<font color="#CCCCCC"> by an odd sight a jet on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the snow was a ski fitted jet and not</font> like the crappy junk plane that had <font color="#E5E5E5">dropped us off no this was an expensive</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">private jet</font> we<font color="#E5E5E5"> entered the facility to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the sounds</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> loud booming<font color="#CCCCCC"> laughter a short bald man</font> with<font color="#CCCCCC"> a white goatee sat in the rec room</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the shrinks he was smoking a cigar</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and wore a very nice suit two very large</font> men<font color="#CCCCCC"> in sunglasses stood on either side</font> of the door we was slightly stunned well<font color="#E5E5E5"> the man</font> said in a heart<font color="#CCCCCC"> southern</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> drawl turning</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> us if it ain't the rest of the party</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">who</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was cut short</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> allow me to</font> introduce myself he stood extending his ringed hand<font color="#CCCCCC"> Oh</font> pleased<font color="#E5E5E5"> to meet y'all</font> finally we took turns awkwardly <font color="#E5E5E5">introducing ourselves</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> realizing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> must be the guy in<font color="#CCCCCC"> charge</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he invited us</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into the cafeteria to have an official</font> meeting this was the second weird shift in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> trend</font> he offered condolences in regards to <font color="#E5E5E5">Jack and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> expressed that it was no one's</font> fault<font color="#CCCCCC"> that he went missing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as for that</font> message<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the snow he said lowering</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">voice I would say this whole place</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tells</font> you to run at some point<font color="#E5E5E5"> don't let</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> get to you he<font color="#E5E5E5"> finally revealed his focus</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of the expedition that we were to</font> discover any signs<font color="#E5E5E5"> of past visits man</font> had ventured<font color="#E5E5E5"> he also expressed that he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wanted to colonize the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> South Pole but</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">needed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to know the psychological effects</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> living here that's why</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he sent to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mental health associates and a minister</font> he pointed<font color="#CCCCCC"> at me saying this making</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> feel exposed<font color="#CCCCCC"> and awkward he again</font> thanked us<font color="#E5E5E5"> and sent us to bed after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> best steak dinner<font color="#E5E5E5"> I've ever had prepared</font> this guy was serious he flew<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> personal<font color="#CCCCCC"> chef to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thank us for our work</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the next morning after a bacon and eggs</font> breakfast<font color="#CCCCCC"> he took us into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the tour</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">therapists office one at a time to shoot</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">this shit as he so delicately put it</font> when it was my turn<font color="#CCCCCC"> he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> very</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">respectful</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a gesture I appreciate</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font> no one knows<font color="#E5E5E5"> our minister but it feels</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">forced at times</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is a pretense</font> how are you<font color="#E5E5E5"> Reverend he asked softly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">well</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I replied</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not sure how to answer</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> question in light of the past few</font> days<font color="#CCCCCC"> glad to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hear it</font> he smiled at the ground<font color="#E5E5E5"> son I'm gonna</font> level<font color="#E5E5E5"> with you you are</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the most</font> important person<font color="#E5E5E5"> here how's that I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">inquire wondering if he's flattering me</font> or not<font color="#E5E5E5"> well he started looking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> right words<font color="#E5E5E5"> this trip is more for</font> psychological<font color="#E5E5E5"> research than anything</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what he cut me off</font> we wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> a religious figure</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">least two therapists to love the mental</font> strain of<font color="#E5E5E5"> living out here we want to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">build a new civilization</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but we've been</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">testing different groups in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> small</font> segments of<font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> why me it was the</font> foremost<font color="#E5E5E5"> of my many pressing questions</font> well he said smiling<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm a Methodist by</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ourselves but I picked you because of an</font> article<font color="#E5E5E5"> you wrote a while</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back you said</font> in the final line<font color="#E5E5E5"> that you have the same</font> philosophy<font color="#CCCCCC"> as me what's that I inquired</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as I'd written a few</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> articles in my time</font> and wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> sure which one he meant</font> to truly<font color="#E5E5E5"> understand God we must also</font> understand his counterpart<font color="#CCCCCC"> I immediately</font> knew the article to<font color="#CCCCCC"> which he referred it</font> was an article<font color="#E5E5E5"> I wrote after seminary on</font> demonology in modern society<font color="#CCCCCC"> I shuddered</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as this was an well an unpleasant field</font> of research<font color="#E5E5E5"> either way</font> the man had<font color="#E5E5E5"> done his homework on me but</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> still wasn't sure why a short article</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">on demons qualified me for a mission</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the Antarctic</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I left the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room with Earl</font> and we proceeded<font color="#E5E5E5"> to rejoin</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the others we</font> predominantly listen to him rant on <font color="#E5E5E5">rather than talk amongst ourselves we</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just didn't feel</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> right</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we were here in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the warmth while this man was bellowing</font> on and our friend was out there cold and alone<font color="#CCCCCC"> I overheard many times the</font> biologists and geologists<font color="#E5E5E5"> asked to leave</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at first their requests were simply</font> brushed off<font color="#E5E5E5"> but by the last requests he</font> sternly reminded them<font color="#CCCCCC"> that they were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">under contract they resolved themselves</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to their rooms after that left that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">night with the instruction</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to report our</font> findings<font color="#E5E5E5"> if there were any he then</font> boarded his plane with his bodyguards and left promptly before<font color="#E5E5E5"> bed I swear I</font> heard whispering from the observation deck<font color="#CCCCCC"> but when I went to sea there was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">nothing the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> next day a massive</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> blizzard</font> rolled in we resolved<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Jack had died</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the snow outside no person could</font> survive a sub-zero blizzard after three days and<font color="#CCCCCC"> this is officially where things</font> went bad we decided<font color="#E5E5E5"> to open</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the lockbox</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font> sealed by metal welding all the way around<font color="#E5E5E5"> it took a little while</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but the</font> other two<font color="#E5E5E5"> maintenance men used blow</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">torches on the chest</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> until it finally</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">came free they strained to pull the lid</font> off its container we gathered around <font color="#CCCCCC">clothes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I found myself closest to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">box they flipped the heavy lid over</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">which shook some black soot loose from</font> the chest <font color="#E5E5E5">we coughed and when it cleared</font> we saw the contents<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was nothing or</font> at least nothing important<font color="#E5E5E5"> we found</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> piece<font color="#CCCCCC"> of string a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thimble and some salt</font> scattered<font color="#E5E5E5"> about we sat there rubbing our</font> heads and looking at each<font color="#E5E5E5"> other we</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">discussed why this would be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out there in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the ice</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so many</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> layers deep we talked a</font> little<font color="#E5E5E5"> while until I noticed the</font> physicists leaving he was as pale as<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> ghost<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I chased</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him to ask what the</font> matter was<font color="#CCCCCC"> Hey I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shouted as I caught up</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> him in the door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> are you good he stood</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there shaking his head after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a long</font> pause<font color="#CCCCCC"> he responded</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no what is it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was curious as to why he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> acting so</font> strange out of nowhere<font color="#E5E5E5"> meanwhile I saw</font> the other participants walk down the hall<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the cafeteria</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only I noticed</font> that the man in the orange hoodie<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> nowhere<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be seen</font> my thoughts<font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shaken</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">physicist spoke up</font> did you see the word on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> head he</font> asked quietly<font color="#E5E5E5"> no I was confused</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I must</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">have missed it can you read Hebrew he</font> asked choking back tears it sounded<font color="#CCCCCC"> no I</font> replied<font color="#CCCCCC"> I studied Greek</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wait can you</font> yeah<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Jewish of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> who I was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I can read well enough</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Hebrew at least</font> his voice shook<font color="#CCCCCC"> I wish I couldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> why</font> did<font color="#CCCCCC"> it say</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> new book he said as a tear</font> rolled down<font color="#E5E5E5"> his face I'd never seen him</font> like<font color="#CCCCCC"> this before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and frankly I was a</font> little<font color="#E5E5E5"> scared</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">oh you can't buy into no he shouted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">cutting me off you know as well as I do</font> that this<font color="#E5E5E5"> place is wrong he does things</font> to you<font color="#E5E5E5"> God</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the first week I chase</font> footsteps around the shower every morning<font color="#E5E5E5"> only</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to realize I was alone</font> every single time<font color="#CCCCCC"> I listen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I place my</font> hand on<font color="#E5E5E5"> his shoulder</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we're gonna be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> okay</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I wish I could say I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was telling the</font> truth<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> box did have some sort of</font> weird feeling<font color="#E5E5E5"> around it that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night</font> around<font color="#E5E5E5"> 2:00 a.m. I awoke to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the sound of</font> footsteps<font color="#E5E5E5"> they were so loud I heard them</font> over<font color="#E5E5E5"> my headphones</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I went to check</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no one was awake</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> besides me I</font> heard soft sobbing<font color="#E5E5E5"> from the couples room</font> but knew better than to disturb them they had it pretty<font color="#CCCCCC"> rough right now</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">returned to my bunk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I walked by the</font> cafeteria<font color="#E5E5E5"> and caught sight of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> something</font> awful<font color="#CCCCCC"> I turned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to see</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the most</font> horrendous<font color="#E5E5E5"> sight</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I've ever seen all the</font> chairs and<font color="#CCCCCC"> tables were scattered</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">flipped food was smeared all along the</font> walls<font color="#E5E5E5"> and ceilings and utensils and</font> appliances were scattered around<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the</font> center<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the floor was a massive rusted</font> steel cross and nailed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to it was Jack he</font> was soaked<font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> head-to-toe in blood and</font> his eyes looked as if every vein had burst<font color="#E5E5E5"> about why I covered his arms and</font> legs<font color="#E5E5E5"> and nails were driven through his</font> wrists<font color="#E5E5E5"> and ankles</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was bald</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and thin</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and when we made eye contact he shook</font> violently then he shrieked<font color="#CCCCCC"> through</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> splattering</font> blood<font color="#CCCCCC"> there for now was my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> turn</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to lose</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">control I fell backward and slid on the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">tile I must have been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> screaming my lungs</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> for everyone poured into the hallway</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">asking confusion what was happening</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I'd urinated I pointed to the cafeteria</font> through tears and<font color="#CCCCCC"> panic</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> breaths the</font> inside was totally normal<font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> out of place<font color="#CCCCCC"> no cross no jack</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no</font> destruction<font color="#E5E5E5"> the last thing I remember</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was showering</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and opening a bottle of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Jack it was only three hours</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> later I</font> awoke in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rec room</font> covered<font color="#E5E5E5"> by a blanket Jane</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the therapist</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was asleep on the opposite couch she was</font> sweet through all of<font color="#E5E5E5"> this and I'm sure</font> she was disappointed<font color="#CCCCCC"> in my lack of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">professionalism</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was still drunk when I</font> stood everyone was still<font color="#CCCCCC"> asleep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">blizzard still blasted our compound</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> wandered<font color="#E5E5E5"> the hall and heard the sobbing</font> from the<font color="#CCCCCC"> couple's room again I realized</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> my stupor that I may need</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> help</font> I knocked<font color="#CCCCCC"> softly on the door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but the</font> crying continued uninterrupted<font color="#E5E5E5"> before I</font> could knock again<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had to resolve</font> myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the toilet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I ran and vomited</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> the bowl</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> now feeling slightly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> more</font> alert<font color="#E5E5E5"> as I stood wiping my mouth</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> caught the brief glimpse of a figure <font color="#E5E5E5">leaving the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bathroom</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was dark and</font> tall<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't catch any more</font> details I finally had enough<font color="#E5E5E5"> and walked my bunk</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I fell into a restless sleep that night</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but I slept nonetheless</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I wrote the next</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">day to someone shaking my arm wake up my</font> vision<font color="#CCCCCC"> focused to see one of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">maintenance men powers out and people</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">are missing I stood groggily he turned</font> to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> hallway where I could hear voices</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the cafeteria</font> I saw the<font color="#E5E5E5"> only other person in the room</font> was the physicist<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was facing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away</font> towards the<font color="#E5E5E5"> wall</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> somehow i slurred he</font> didn't stir<font color="#E5E5E5"> he just laid there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I only</font> left<font color="#CCCCCC"> because I saw him breathing I</font> walked into the cafeteria<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was lit by</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">emergency candles on the tables where I</font> saw the biologist<font color="#E5E5E5"> Jane the doctor and</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> two maintenance men counting me this</font> was less<font color="#CCCCCC"> than half of our original</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> group</font> they<font color="#CCCCCC"> turned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and the other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> maintenance</font> man said well look who<font color="#E5E5E5"> it is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he's gonna</font> scare the hell out of us again<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't</font> smile or disagree I just sat beside the doctor and asked where the geologists were they won't answer their door<font color="#E5E5E5"> Jane</font> said her age<font color="#E5E5E5"> truly beginning to show in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">her tired</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> drawn eyes the other therapist</font> as well<font color="#E5E5E5"> is missing we're gonna leave</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">chime the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> biologists as soon as the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">blizzard dies down fuck their contracts</font> how we're a thousand miles from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nearest base</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt negative for saying</font> but<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't want to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> risk certain death</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">through a little cabin fever well</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Charlie the man who woke me we have a</font> massive sled<font color="#E5E5E5"> will load</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with every tank</font> of gas<font color="#CCCCCC"> then we just have to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> within</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">50</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> miles to the nearest base</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to be</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">within radio contact</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we have GPS we'll drive in shifts</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> we'll take our time<font color="#E5E5E5"> as to avoid pitfalls</font> is<font color="#E5E5E5"> this agreeable ask the doctor</font> everyone nodded in agreement<font color="#E5E5E5"> in that</font> case<font color="#E5E5E5"> he continued I suggest we spend the</font> next few days together<font color="#E5E5E5"> hoping the</font> missing members return and if not then we will beg their forgiveness<font color="#CCCCCC"> in here I</font> spent the day sitting<font color="#CCCCCC"> in a daze I just</font> had no clue<font color="#E5E5E5"> why we were all so</font> distraught<font color="#E5E5E5"> we all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lay it up in the dark</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> hunkered down we made small talk in</font> an attempt to fill the void the dancing<font color="#E5E5E5"> candlelight played tricks on</font> our<font color="#E5E5E5"> eye</font> and the<font color="#E5E5E5"> darkness was oppressive the six</font> of us sat there just sitting<font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font> waiting finally<font color="#E5E5E5"> around 1800 hours</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 6 p.m.</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Jane suggested we check</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the</font> geologists we stay<font color="#CCCCCC"> close</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> down the</font> hallway and<font color="#E5E5E5"> heard the sobbing it was</font> softer but<font color="#E5E5E5"> still present</font> Jane knocked<font color="#E5E5E5"> weighted knocked again then</font> she shouted she was coming in<font color="#CCCCCC"> but the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">door was locked</font> the maintenance man began pounding<font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> fists and threatened to<font color="#E5E5E5"> break in</font> he took out a kerning<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> picked out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> key it fit the<font color="#E5E5E5"> door and he slowly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> opened</font> it to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the bedroom inside was a nightmare</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the first thing I noticed was the blood</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it was everywhere the walls</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the bed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> ceiling the floors they covered the lamp <font color="#E5E5E5">and bathe the room in a deep red on the</font> bed was<font color="#E5E5E5"> the male geologist his eyes were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wide</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> open</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in shock</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and his mouth hung</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">gate his throat was torn out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and his leg</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> chewed to the bone his wife sat</font> beside him with her back to us she turned covered in blood herself<font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> was crying<font color="#E5E5E5"> and chewing she spotted the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bloody meat while sobbing her expression</font> turned from sorrow to one of pure <font color="#E5E5E5">unadulterated rage she contorted her</font> mouth to scream<font color="#E5E5E5"> but only a horse gargle</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and bits of flesh came out maintenance</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">worker closed the door and we all</font> panicked in unison get the door<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> doctor shouted we followed him to the kitchen<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pulled tables in front of</font> the door<font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> part enough</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> furniture to</font> board<font color="#E5E5E5"> that well</font> that animal<font color="#E5E5E5"> in her cage we returned to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the rec room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> everyone was crying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Jane</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fetal position</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shaking</font> uncontrollably<font color="#CCCCCC"> oh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we leave tomorrow</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Huff</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> doctor in between shudders the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">blizzard still raged outside I swear</font> at the times the wind was so<font color="#CCCCCC"> loud I felt</font> like<font color="#CCCCCC"> he was mocking me I must have</font> fallen<font color="#E5E5E5"> asleep at some point because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> massive blast woke me<font color="#CCCCCC"> up I looked up to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">see others jumping to their feet we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> got</font> ourselves to the ladder and climbed to <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> observation deck outside we saw</font> blackness expanding all except for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> large patch<font color="#CCCCCC"> of light</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a few meters away</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">through the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> whiteout conditions we could</font> well we could<font color="#CCCCCC"> make out fire</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the SUV was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in flames</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> gas tanks stacked around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> the top the flames was a person upon closer inspection<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could see it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> naked<font color="#E5E5E5"> and dancing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Oh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> God the biologist</font> lifted her hand to her mouth Jane it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> Jane she was naked and being burned by <font color="#CCCCCC">the flames her house echo through</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> dark storm we watched as the fire consumed her body she shrieked screeched<font color="#E5E5E5"> until she finally</font> fell remaining<font color="#E5E5E5"> silent forever</font> we walked<font color="#CCCCCC"> downstairs feeling hopeless</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> sat in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the dark of the rec</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one spoke until morning the physicist</font> was still in bed<font color="#CCCCCC"> he was trying to ignore</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">everything but at this point I knew he</font> was too far<font color="#CCCCCC"> gone the footsteps were</font> allowed in the unoccupied rooms<font color="#CCCCCC"> but at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this point I given up if I was to die</font> here then<font color="#E5E5E5"> so be it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we huddled in</font> blankets and coats against<font color="#E5E5E5"> the wall we</font> sat and<font color="#E5E5E5"> we cried a candle in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> front of</font> our<font color="#E5E5E5"> feet was the only light source</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">close my eyes tight so not to see the</font> dark shadow<font color="#E5E5E5"> pacing the room in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> front of</font> us the<font color="#E5E5E5"> next morning the power returned</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the lights were flickering and we stood</font> slowly in a dim intermittent glow I heard music playing in the showers<font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> all walk together<font color="#E5E5E5"> and looked inside</font> within was the song<font color="#E5E5E5"> jesus</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> take the wheel</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">being played on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> loop</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from an mp3 player</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we walked into the dull gray room and</font> saw the<font color="#E5E5E5"> physicists naked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sitting on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> floor in front<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the iPod player blood</font> appeared to be running<font color="#E5E5E5"> into the drain</font> beneath him he slowly turned his head to me<font color="#E5E5E5"> he held up his left hand to his lips</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> histor long</font> the other hand he lifted his bloodied <font color="#E5E5E5">mutilated genitals</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he closed his eyes</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> smiled</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a large</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> truthy smile he</font> whispered behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> closed teeth</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I like</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">this song now</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Oh God said the doctor he</font> slowly approached the bloodied man attempting to keep him calm he continued it's<font color="#CCCCCC"> okay boy I'm here</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">doubt the physicists nicob again I still</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">clothes and teeth still bared in a</font> snarling grin<font color="#E5E5E5"> as the doctor got close</font> the man shrieked<font color="#E5E5E5"> with inhuman volume and</font> sprang<font color="#CCCCCC"> forwards he tackled the doctor to</font> the ground<font color="#CCCCCC"> of sunk teeth deep into the</font> old man's jugular blood ran down both the<font color="#E5E5E5"> doctors neck hang</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the physicists he</font> he stood turning his violent intent at us the doctor sputtered blood and choked for<font color="#E5E5E5"> air as the brooding man crouched a</font> leap<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> loud bang filled our ears</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I fell</font> to the<font color="#CCCCCC"> ground in agony the screeching in</font> my eardrums was unbearable<font color="#E5E5E5"> finally it</font> cleared<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I saw</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> physicists now</font> laying dead<font color="#E5E5E5"> in a pool</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of his own blood</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in his head was a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> circular wound that</font> bore all<font color="#CCCCCC"> the way through his skull</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one</font> of the<font color="#E5E5E5"> maintenance workers was holding a</font> smoking pistol<font color="#E5E5E5"> we were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> four now me the</font> biologist<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the other two maintenance</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">workers the rest were now all missing or</font> dead although<font color="#CCCCCC"> the power was on the</font> satellite was down thus renewing our chances for<font color="#E5E5E5"> radio and Wi-Fi we all paced</font> and cried<font color="#E5E5E5"> in panic for hours until</font> finally<font color="#E5E5E5"> one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the maintenance men spoke</font> up our only chance at survival<font color="#CCCCCC"> is to fix</font> that dish<font color="#E5E5E5"> we looked at him and silently</font> we knew that he spoke the truth<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> outside was still completely<font color="#E5E5E5"> whited out</font> from the<font color="#E5E5E5"> amount of snow and wind I'll go</font> spoke<font color="#CCCCCC"> up the other man will go together</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">said the first the biologist and I knew</font> we could not argue we watched them in <font color="#CCCCCC">their coats</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> leave into the unforgiving</font> blizzard<font color="#CCCCCC"> we waited for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what seemed like</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hours searching</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for radio signals</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font> Wi-Fi finally it came back and<font color="#E5E5E5"> we smile</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> the first time in a while</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and prepared for the men's return we sat</font> and waited and waited and<font color="#CCCCCC"> waited</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> didn't say anything but we knew we<font color="#CCCCCC"> knew we were the last she</font> fell asleep<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my lap</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after he cried</font> ourselves tired before<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> close my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eyes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> swear<font color="#CCCCCC"> I heard</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the giggles of a child</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> awoke<font color="#E5E5E5"> some time later I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> utterly</font> alone<font color="#CCCCCC"> I yelled for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the biologist</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> searched each and every room until<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> found the last thing I wanted<font color="#CCCCCC"> to find I</font> found<font color="#E5E5E5"> her in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the observatory she'd</font> written a lovely note about wanting to see the outside world<font color="#CCCCCC"> before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she died in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her arm was an empty syringe that I</font> guess is what she had used to<font color="#E5E5E5"> end her</font> life<font color="#E5E5E5"> her eyes were blank staring into</font> oblivion<font color="#CCCCCC"> I left her to her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> peace</font> now<font color="#CCCCCC"> onto the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> reason I write this in my</font> probable last moments of clarity<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> reason we were<font color="#E5E5E5"> brought to this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> frozen</font> hell<font color="#E5E5E5"> only to die</font> the reason I'm sending out this<font color="#E5E5E5"> story</font> before<font color="#E5E5E5"> I put an emergency flare gun down</font> my mouth I returned<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the office I'd</font> been using I was<font color="#CCCCCC"> hysterical I saw my</font> reflection<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the display mirror and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">noticed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my eyes were totally</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> blank</font> the sight brought me to smash the mirror <font color="#CCCCCC">I sliced my knuckles which rocked me</font> back<font color="#E5E5E5"> to reality</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and in my second of</font> clarity and noticed the slip of<font color="#CCCCCC"> paper</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> fell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from the shattered</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pieces</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> was a note with a picture attached the note<font color="#E5E5E5"> read if you're reading this and I</font> hope it isn't too<font color="#CCCCCC"> late this place is not</font> what do you think the man<font color="#CCCCCC"> in charge is</font> not a religious kook no he is much more <font color="#CCCCCC">dangerous</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by now you may have found that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">discovered a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lock box in it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you found</font> some trinkets to spook you there's <font color="#E5E5E5">probably a minister with you to comment</font> on the materials<font color="#CCCCCC"> is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> evil this is their</font> set and<font color="#E5E5E5"> setting that black dust the flu</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">illness</font> it wasn't dust<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it wasn't evil</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> God</font> these<font color="#E5E5E5"> people don't want to colonize ever</font> wonder why it is so far<font color="#E5E5E5"> away from any</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">other basis this is a weapons testing</font> facility you have<font color="#CCCCCC"> unknowingly been</font> testing compounds for a private company this particular compound is an untraceable psychosis inducing strain of pathogen<font color="#CCCCCC"> that is meant for world</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> leaders</font> the concept is<font color="#E5E5E5"> to have the enemy kill</font> itself<font color="#E5E5E5"> if you've breathed the black dust</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">then it's too</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> late all you can do is</font> attempt<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get this message out</font> but do<font color="#E5E5E5"> not trust the maintenance men and</font> do<font color="#E5E5E5"> not trust the tall therapists they</font> are working for<font color="#CCCCCC"> oh they will disappear</font> without a trace shortly after his visit they've<font color="#E5E5E5"> logged your behaviors so even if</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> blizzard which is what I assume</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you're already in subsides</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you'll be</font> found<font color="#E5E5E5"> and killed if you escape I'm so</font> sorry<font color="#E5E5E5"> I lost my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> entire team I wish you</font> had never<font color="#CCCCCC"> come</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm sorry Dave the</font> picture attached was what I<font color="#CCCCCC"> assume</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the previous</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> team in red ink</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a man was</font> circled and labeled<font color="#E5E5E5"> me in the picture</font> was a mousy man in an orange<font color="#CCCCCC"> hoodie and</font> jeans<font color="#CCCCCC"> oh wow</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I told you that was pretty</font> good what do you think<font color="#CCCCCC"> I hope you agree</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with me I hope you had a good time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">listening to that one because I really</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">enjoyed reading</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it all for you well let</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> know what you think in the comment</font> section<font color="#CCCCCC"> below</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I of course will</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">back with you on Friday not quite sure</font> what with yet<font color="#CCCCCC"> but definitely I will</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font> back<font color="#E5E5E5"> with you so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just wait a couple</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">days and you'll have something new to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">listen to that's it for me for now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> so you have sweet<font color="#CCCCCC"> dreams everyone back</font> real soon<font color="#CCCCCC"> okay</font> [Music] thank you so<font color="#E5E5E5"> much for choosing to spend</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">your time listening</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now if you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">enjoyed that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> doctor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> creeping experience</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and come find</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on Facebook come chat</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> me on Twitter listen to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">background music and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> downloaded if you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like on soundcloud drop by the store</font> pick up a t-shirt<font color="#E5E5E5"> and importantly if</font> you've got a story you'd like me<font color="#CCCCCC"> to read</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">send it to dr. creepiness</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> walls</font> subreddit<font color="#CCCCCC"> I set up so</font><font 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