I finally watched the Made In Abyss Film.

i [ __ ] love anime so i finally got around to watching the maiden abyss film dawn of the deep soul i never got to watch it if it ever came out in theaters before this i feel like there was um a very limited showing at some point in time i don't know at this point i don't care i've seen it uh but sentai in their brilliant wisdom for for the moment um decided today um to do a limited showing in some theaters but then for some people who couldn't go to the theaters they were going to offer it for streaming online you have to pay money in order to stream it and even the money that you pay you really only get the one watch i'm not entirely sure if i'm allowed to re-watch it at this point uh not sure i would re-watch it this soon because it's made in abyss let's be fair and there are a lot of things that are questionable about like the price and for some people i don't know if it would be worth it to you but for me who absolutely adores made in abyss i didn't care and i'm happy i did it i'm not going to uh god i'm emotional i literally finished watching the film like maybe five minutes ago just enough time to set all this all this stuff up ah i love anime i love the film is great like it is a horrible gut-wrenching film but it's made in abyss so if you're watching the film uh you should already know what you're getting into because you would have seen uh either the series prior to this or the the two rem the two remake films i'm not going to go into what happened in the film that's not the purpose of this video i don't know what the purpose of this video is i think this is more of just like a decompression for me right now it's something that i need and you can share with me uh if you happen to to watch the film or if you're interested in decompressing with me pause the video go spend the i don't know how much it is in the us probably still 20 bucks or so go watch don of the deep soul come back and we can decompress together because holy crap now i didn't watch no not watch i didn't read the manga i'm refusing to read the manga for maiden abyss for a number of reasons it's not that i don't want to read it eventually i will uh that is definitely on my to-do list in the far future but i have i have thought i've been pretty clear with people who have asked and i'm reiterating my point now that for made in abyss i want to watch the anime i will end up reading the manga either when the anime has reached the s the narrative conclusion or it is made absolutely clear that no more anime is going to be made for whatever reason we know how often that ends up happening with anime franchises and the reason for that is not because i don't think that the manga is good or won't be as enjoyable of an experience it's because i know it's not going to be the same experience i know that i could have and i've had the chance to read the mangas that contained the story within this film before today i know that that was something i could have done and i'm happy i didn't because to me a lot of the things that i'm liking right now about maiden abyss are a combination of everything involved in the presentation i don't have words today i don't have words right now i have to film another video later after this i don't know how i'm going to do that we're going to see but for me watching this anime is a combination of everything that it has it is more than just the narrative to me it is the art the emotion that is vis that that you can see clearly within the characters it is the music and sound design it is just everything in one tight experience that as much as i know that reading the manga will be an equally probably good experience it's different there was a point in this film that i actually thought about the manga very briefly in that there was a very fast paced scene i'm not going to explain what happened but there was a faster-paced scene and there were a couple of things that flashed up really quickly and it popped into my head the manga did popped it popped into my head because i was just like if this was a manga those flashes would be on the page assuming it was it was told and i'm assuming that those flashes are on the page in the manga and you could actually go back and analyze them properly but in the anime you can't do that well you can you can you can back up you can pause at the right moment and analyze it like you would a manga page but it's it's different you're kind of you're actively stopping the experience so that you can go back meanwhile if you're reading a manga the experience goes at your own pace so it's very different and i just kind of like i i like how the presentation is geared around that so it still shows you the information but it shows it to you in a very interesting way i'm going to be rambling a bunch probably i had expectations going into this film i knew i knew going into it it wasn't going to end things off there is still plenty of the very bottom of the abyss that needs to be talked about that needs to be shown uh in some way shape or form i knew i knew that the entire film was just getting to the fortress uh in the bottom of the fifth layer and getting past that somehow and they were gonna take close to two hours to do it which feels about right because if you were to translate that uh into into an actual anime series that's like five or six episodes uh which is almost half the show and uh considering what they had to go through um that fits it doesn't feel like it was two hours i don't think it was exactly two hours i think it was just under uh the experience that sentai offers was closer to two hours because i had the two little short ova thingies at the end of it that continued to show me that ozin is the best ozone is the freaking best and i'm i'm very hopeful that we get to see more ozen at some point in time but there was a part of me that was worried going into this film and it's probably why i avoided it for so long and i avoided the recap films and i avoided a lot of things since i first watched well the second time that i watched maine in abyss because i've watched it two or three times now oh god i've watched it several times i think i watched it twice in sub and then once in dub i was worried that it would not live up to my expectations because i do have expectations i had expectations for this film because made an abyss and i've said this before maiden abyss is like my favorite anime currently it may be surpassed in the future i hope that it is not because i don't want it to be my favorite anymore because but because i i do like constantly hoping that there will always be a better thing on the horizon a better thing beyond the dawn but because it is my favorite anime and one of them i have several but it's pretty much there right now it's hard going in going into this experience i've only ever done that once before uh back in the day back when i first watched uh the disappearance of haruhi suzumiya i don't think hatahi at the time was my favorite anime but it's definitely it was definitely one of my favorites and it uh still is uh all of harihi has been a favorite of mine for a very long time it's also been out for over a decade now so it'll stay in my favorites list permanently at this point but i remember going into that film with super high expectations and being able to walk away from that film feeling like my expectations were absolutely met despite the fact that there were so many loose ends to the story still present and that's the same here this is not the end of the story and i very much hope that we are going to get more because if they pulled the same thing that ended up happening with disappearance and we don't get any more made in abyss in animated format i am going to be oh i'm gonna be really sad because i want to know i want to know what happens beyond this point but i want to see it animated i desperately want to see it animated that is how i want to experience it i know that i can go read the manga i know that i will enjoy reading the manga but it won't be the same when i started this video and i said that i can love anime that was something i said when i turned on this film just after the opening scene i said that out loud and i didn't even realize i said it until i did and i i was just like ah this film is going to be painful and it had me second guessing myself so many times i thought one thing was going to happen and it didn't i thought a couple of things were going to occur and then they didn't and then the things that i didn't think were going to happen are what did which is inevitably what happens in almost everything in in in life for me i do love being wrong in predictions of what's going to happen in anything that i watch because it it it makes me question why i thought a particular thing was going to happen and why i didn't catch uh any signs as to what actually did happen before it did i'm just taking a good moment to breathe it's good film man it's a really good film and it's weird too because it's like i've watched other films this year and i've watched other good films this year i'm going to be talking about one soon but maybe just for me made in abyss is such a such an experience that i've like loved for so long this rocking back and forth motion is helping a bit it's probably screwing with the focus of the camera and if that's the case i apologize that i may be going in and out of focus ah but i need to calm myself down a couple of weeks ago i did a video talking about well i basically was talking about maiden abyss and how i was afraid to watch this film because i knew i knew that i would feel like this i knew that this would be me right now and oh i didn't want to get i didn't want to come here i'm i'm like happy i'm here now that i've done it what's it like it's like going and running a marathon you you know it's going to be painful you know you're going to hate it and there are a lot of parts of the experience that are not fun but when when it's done and it's over you're happy that it happened i think that's kind of where i am now and that was kind of my my opinion and thought process on it that that's kind of what what this is for me because i love this series so much and i didn't want to get here because i knew it was going to be really tough to get here first world problems yeah really tough i sat in front of a screen and watched the movie yeah that's so tough man my life is hard it's really not uh but it's also been a rough couple of weeks and i needed this so where do we go from here i probably should have looked up some things before turning on the camera i should have looked into and confirmed whether or not there is an absolute announcement of a future anime i hope there is i really really really want to know that there is some confirmation that there is going to be a continuation beyond this i feel like there is i feel like i've read that but again because i've been afraid of getting to this point any time i've seen news of maiden abyss i kind of brushed it off because i didn't want to know i didn't want to i didn't want to think about that for a while because if i thought about it then i might wanted to have watched it sooner uh and i wanted to avoid this because i don't know this is a weird feeling it's like you feel relieved there there is this feeling of relief there is this feeling of euphoria but then on the other side of it i feel like garbage i don't know how to explain that but that's where we are i'm wondering why i never did this before because i could have i when i watched uh the disappearance of hadahi way back when i was making i was making videos at the time i i even watched that film for the first time in the same chair and location that i recorded videos at the time i'm pretty sure that my lights and camera were a permanent setup and it would have been even easier for me to have turned on a camera at then at that point i really wish i did because i want to know for absolute certain if i actually felt the same way then that i do now because i feel like it's weird i feel like garbage but i still want to say that i feel great god i can't explain this made an abyss for me is just a series that makes me think a lot it makes me feel things a lot there are oh god there were some things in this film that were just so perfect other things there's one scene that i questioned so hard it has to deal with a pole if you've seen the film you know what i'm talking about why was that there i didn't need to question or think about that at all thank you film but it's like i i had theories and predictions as to how this film was going to go like the narrative parts of it and in the end in the end the ending i think was correct and i was right on that but there are so many aspects to how they got to that point that i didn't know how it was going to go i had thoughts but as with the nature of this series you couldn't have possibly guessed how this film was going to end before going into it and i really do like that i need to take like a little breather after after i after i record this video and i record the other video i need to do today i need to not think about made in abyss for a while and then i'm going to sit down and i'm going to write a proper review this is not a proper review by the way don't consider this this exasperated mess of me right now to be a review of this film even though god damn it it is amazing and if you enjoyed maiden abyss please watch this film please join me in my suffering i would very much appreciate it if you did this is something to be shared i guess another problem that i have uh with trying to record how i'm feeling right now is that i don't know how to end this because i know i need to huh i know i need to eventually put it to put it to the side for a bit and actually get on with the rest of my day uh maybe that was a mistake maybe maybe deciding to watch this film on a day i had work to do it was a horrible idea but i have work to do almost every day for the rest of this week so uh i guess this is just me taking a moment to appreciate the film to appreciate everything that went into it to appreciate the experience because i could i could just push it aside i could continue to work and then i feel like if i wasn't able to properly appreciate it now it would be different later maybe i'm wrong i don't know i can't think right now i'm gonna have to have like a cup of tea after this and then just cool cool off even more so though talking helps talking is definitely helping this is probably the most ramblest video i've ever made i don't know if you're enjoying this are you maybe it's just like a film for me in the future a video of a video for my family who's gonna watch this in the future and be like what the hell was wrong with you you watched a film get over yourself if you are watching this in the future by the way family uh i hope i'm not in the room if i am in the room and you can hear this future me i'm sorry but you know you don't like being in the room for this sort of thing i love anime i love made in abyss am i going to feel this way when i watch the shirobako movie am i going to feel this way when i finally start watching re zero because i i still haven't done that yet i've been holding off because i i remember watching re-zero week by week and that was painful so i've been waiting but things have been slipping through the cracks of social media because the that that series is what it is but i'm happy i've been able to make it this far without without being spoiled on what was going to happen without anything that could have inhibited the experience that i went through this morning while watching this film because it's a damn good film how do i not be emotional about this how do i be calm and logical maiden abyss it's blah made in abyss dawn of the deep soul is an anime film in 2020 oh i'm trying to come up to what i normally would say but normally i have a script in front of me which is not helping made by kinema citrus based on the manga of the same name by artists who are so great mine my memory is blanking of their freaking names i think instead of letting myself ramble constantly i should probably just end it and yeah assume that what i do after finishing this video is that i'm going to go into an empty room next door i'm just going to lie on the ground and exist for like half an hour then i'm going to get some tea and continue with my day because i just need i just need some time because this film was great watch this film enjoy me and my suffering and if you don't feel like i i am after watching this film if you think that i'm absolutely crazy if you feel like man he's getting way too emotional over this you're probably right let's be fair you are probably 100 right but i hope in that case that you can one day watch something to make you feel like this as garbage as it is there is still a level of enjoyment and happiness to where i am sitting right now and i hope that you can get there if not for made in abyss then for something else cause i needed this if anybody if anybody is watching this video that was that that helped make this film that contributed to maiden abyss at at any level thank you i love this series i love this film i need to collect my thoughts and i'm going to make a proper video on this film i don't know when it'll come out it might be a few months because there are a lot of other things i need to handle and a lot of other things i need to do and i want to do this video right so it may be a bit but i'm going to come back to this because this is something worth coming back to so if for whatever reason you enjoyed this video whatever the hell it is whatever hell whatever the hell it is going to be by the time i edit it thank you for watching this is why i want people to watch more anime because getting these kinds of experiences is why i do what i do it is why i sometimes watch piles upon upon piles of crap and mediocre stuff because eventually you watch [ __ ] like this this is the good [ __ ] and i love it so thank you for watching please watch more anime because even if maiden abyss is not to your liking i hope that there is something else that is and i hope that you find it and maybe i might be able to help you get there and help you locate that thing and if i can do that i want to be able to do that for you because we're in this together so until next time ladies gentlemen and others watch more anime and stay frosty i'm not gonna twitch away i'm i control my camera through my phone uh so stay frosty

Channel: Glass Reflection

Views: 168,382

Keywords: anime, review, opening, op, Reviews, DVD, Collection, dub, First Reaction, should I watch, should you watch, worth watching, grarkada, arkada, anime (tv genre), anime review, ed, glass reflection, reaction, Made In Abyss, Dawn of the Deep Soul

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Length: 21min 16sec (1276 seconds)

Published: Fri Sep 18 2020