I Am Psycho

you see when i was 16 years old my life took an unexpected turn i was born and raised in what people consider to be a prestigious family i had everything i could wish for yet it wasn't the life i wanted as any teenage girl i wanted to party hang out with friends and find true love but according to my family rules i can't date anyone i wanted and as a stubborn kid i broke the rules and to make a long story short i ended up being pregnant from the love of my life owen or so i thought well my story is not about getting pregnant by mistake no though i was 16 i wanted to be a mom a lot of you might judge me for that but all i wanted was a child of my own plus it sounded like a great idea to convince my parents to let me live my life as i wanted however what i was not expecting was my parents reaction when they heard the news they treated me as if i was their enemy they locked me in my room so that no one would notice my belly bump and threatened my boyfriend to stay away from me i was devastated and i cried my eyes out every single day but my boyfriend promised me that when i turned 18 he'll be waiting for me we will live at his apartment and he'll take care of us i spent nine months locked in my own room suffering i tried to break out a couple of times but it didn't work my parents brought a private doctor to her house and prepared my room to let me give birth there they spent a fortune in order to protect their reputation which apparently is more valuable than their daughter they were so cruel to me they didn't even allow me to know the gender of my child all they said is that i won't be able to see it once it's born because they will and i quote get rid of it i begged them to let me hold it or even see it before they took it away but they just refused they were heartless when it was time to give birth i saw the doctor's tag and memorized his name i memorized as many details as possible so that when i find a way out i'll go and look for my baby i promised to find and protect my child no matter what after they took my baby away i was in a deep depression i felt like part of me was missing and i just couldn't take it anymore each passing day i hated my parents even more and aspired for the day i'd break free years passed and i turned 18. for the passing two years i was planning my escape and saving money and when the day had come i left a note to my parents telling them that i'm gone for good i was heartbroken for how they treated me so i never looked back i even wish that they would suffer as much as i did when they took my child away the first thing i did was go to my boyfriend's house i was so naive thinking that he would wait two years to be with me i caught him living with another woman that claimed to be his girlfriend when he saw me that day he was in a huge shock he told me that he had lost hope and never expected to see me again i asked him about the baby but he had no clue he said that he tried to search for it but he had nothing to direct him so he just had to give up and start over i was surprised by him i mean this is his child how could he just give up and start over as if nothing happened i was heartbroken yet i guess he's right you look at the situation from his point of view he might be right my parents were too strict towards him threatened him a couple of times and he hadn't any piece of information about our child plus he was kind and promised to help me look for our baby he cooked me some dinner and we talked i gave him all the information i had and he assured me that he'll find our baby once we were done and i was about to leave he asked me if i had anywhere else to go i replied no but it's okay i can rent a room at a motel or something however owen was a good guy and offered me to stay for a while at his apartment honestly i couldn't say no because this was part of my plan from the beginning his girlfriend was mad i could tell from the look she had on her face yet i didn't care i am the mother of his child and i have a right to stay at his place more than she does but what i didn't expect was what happened next as i was unpacking my stuff i heard their voices kissing i mean i know i'm the outsider in this house yet i expected a little respect for being the mother of his child the next day when owen's girlfriend left for work he came to my room and apologized for what had happened he explained that it was hard for her to accept what he'd done for me and she wanted to prove to me that he's hers i appreciated his apology and actually felt kind of bad for him i mean he is facing a heart issue after our conversation we looked up the doctor's name and found the name of the hospital he works for when i arrived there i was shaking when i saw the doctor the whole thing flashed back to my memory and i could hear my baby's voice crying i had a breakdown and i started sobbing owen held me in his arms and the doctors rushed to help me after that incident i was finally calm and able to speak to the doctor however he refused to tell me anything he just asked me to leave and never return but i couldn't give up on my baby so i came back the next day and looked for him but to my surprise there were huge guards that dragged me to a black car outside of the hospital no one even dared to help me they drove for what seemed like an hour until we arrived at an abandoned house in the middle of the woods but what made my jaw drop was when i saw my father standing in front of me he was the one who did this to me i couldn't believe a normal person would do such a thing to his daughter but that was just not enough for him it's not enough that he didn't apologize or anything he gave me a plane ticket and some money and said you are a disgrace to our family just leave and start a new life away from us that is just unbelievable what a cruel father he continued saying that i should just disappear and never try to come back or look for my child again or else i was helpless and powerless so i just had to obey the whole thing just ended there and my life took another direction i went abroad and started a new life you might be shocked but 16 years have passed since that day and i spend my entire life in a foreign country away from everyone but i can assure you that i haven't forgotten about my kid this whole time after those years i finally managed to get back to my country because i had to attend my father's funeral yes the heartless man had died and i was finally kind of free when i arrived home i couldn't feel pity for my mother though she was broken and needed her daughter yet i just couldn't she agreed to my father's cruelness and tortured me for the past 18 years from the day they locked me inside my room till this day i promised myself not to forgive either of them my mother tried to talk to me every single day but i just kept on refusing until the day she said rose i named her rose after your grandmother she's as beautiful as you and she was sent to an orphanage my heart almost stopped when i heard those words she gave me some papers and the address to that orphanage she asked me if we could talk for a bit but i just refused i told her that i appreciate her help but that is not enough to fix what she had broken inside of me as i was leaving i saw her shedding some tears though i felt bad i was too angry to just forgive her so i headed to the orphanage as fast as possible when i arrived there i was trembling and shaking i was terrified and started wondering how rose would react when i finally tell her that i'm her biological mother however as i expected she wasn't there i mean she's 18 years old and probably she'd been adopted or left to live on her own but what they told me there made me at the edge of collapsing my poor daughter had been transferred into a couple of foster homes and five years ago she was last adopted by a grown-up couple who lived in the countryside after proving that i'm her biological mother the lady approved of giving me her new address i was overjoyed and relieved i'm finally going to meet my daughter after all these years when i arrived at her foster parents house i felt something weird suddenly i had a pain in my stomach and i had trouble breathing i pulled my car next to their house and noticed that i'm sweating i guess after all i'm too nervous to meet my daughter for the first time i walked towards the door shivering and when i knocked a weird-looking man in his 30s opened it i immediately asked him about rose and to my surprise he was shocked he tried to pretend that he never heard of her i knew he was lying therefore i offered him money and it worked after all no one can say no to benjamin franklin that man said that she used to live at this house with his aunt and when she died rose refused to stay with him so she went to live on her own i was heartbroken and immediately started to cry my poor daughter she must have suffered a lot in her life with my red eyes and puffy nose i went around asking for her until i found out the whole ugly truth my poor daughter was in jail i couldn't forgive myself or my parents after hearing her story i was told the man who lived in the house was mean to her he tried to harm her and left her without food or money he used to let her sleep outside sometimes if she didn't bring enough money from begging he used her as a beggar and one time she had to steal because she had nothing to give him and was afraid to face him but that day she was caught and sent to jail after hearing what happened to my poor child i wanted to smash his face into the ground i wanted to get back to his place and let him wish he was never born however i decided to think rationally and reasonably and let justice decide his destiny after a long hard day i went to the jail looking for rose and when i finally found her i burst into tears like a baby i asked for permission to meet her yet the police officer apologized and said ma'am your daughter refused to accept your visit she said she doesn't want to see you at that moment my whole world collapsed i suddenly realized i was too busy looking for her i didn't think about her feelings all i cared about was myself and how bad i wanted to find her however i never thought about how she might feel or if she even knows about my existence i guess she thought that i gave her up yet at the same time she has to know the truth i won't surrender just like that after what i've been through therefore i kept trying to visit her every single day for the last couple of months but she kept on refusing i felt helpless and almost gave up but then an idea popped into my head you might think i'm stupid or mentally ill for what i did next well let me just tell you yes it was but at the same time i was desperate to see my daughter and therefore i decided to join her yes join her in prison i planned on doing something that might get me the least jail sentence however it turned into something unexpected i messed the whole thing up and ended with a 20-year sentence i was devastated i mean i know what i did was wrong but it was not on purpose i just ended up ruining my life and the chance of having a normal life with rose but on the bright side i was finally able to see my daughter though it's been like 18 years and i was not able to watch her first steps and blow out candles for her birthday i felt satisfied seeing her in front of me i tried to approach her a couple of times and when we finally got to talk i explained everything to her it was a big burden for her to carry but i just couldn't wait to spend another minute without her days passed and as i was trying to build a relationship with my daughter i got notified that a family member is here to visit me it was my mom i was bursting with fury and blamed her and my dad for what happened to me and my daughter but when i was about to refuse her visit i remembered myself how desperate i was to meet my daughter i suddenly noticed that she's been trying to do the same thing with me she was trying to explain to me that my father is the one that forced her to do what she'd done i felt like my daughter was treating me like how i treated my mother i kept on blaming her for something she was forced to do therefore i accepted her visit when she saw me she burst into tears and hugged me tight we sat and talked as i expected my father was behind everything and he threatened her as well but to my surprise she said that she tried to approach owen a couple of times and he just ignored her i was mad at him at first but i guess after all he's either scared or acting like a jerk in either case i didn't want him in my life again after our conversation my mother asked to meet my daughter as well and to my surprise rose agreed when the three of us sat and talked we almost cried our eyes out yet we agreed that from now on our future would be different and we will live our happily ever after however the biggest problem was that i had to serve 20 years but then my mom said she hired a good lawyer for my case and he ordered an appeal i was super excited my mother's words brought joy to my ears and i just wished that it would work and we'd finally be able to live as we wanted fortunately it worked and i had to serve a much lower sentence i spent a year with my daughter until she was finally free we spent a lot of time together and we were lucky enough to become cellmates

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Published: Mon Aug 17 2020