Hill farm | The Sims 4 Speed build/w CC

thank you hi everybody it's me Monica and welcome to another Speed Build how are you doing guys I'm so happy to be back with you once again and it makes me so happy and I'm so excited that I cannot even tell you um today we are going to be doing a hill farm in Hanford and Bagley in my favorite world as you can see I want a 50 by 40 lots and it's a residential house made for five sims for um two parents and three children um two children in an infant and I'm gonna go ahead and talk about me right now just a little bit so if you are here for the first time and you don't care what happened to me uh feel free to mute this part or just skip this part or whatever you want but I think that I need to explain myself uh because I'm so sorry that I just left you like that um maybe some of you know but I have ADHD which means attention deficit hyperactivity disorder and which basically means that well I have attention deficit you know and um I need a lot of time to build something because that's the only thing where I'm like hyper focused when I'm creating anything um and when you get into your hyper Focus you just cannot focus on anything else uh which is a problem especially with my my social media for example I just cannot follow it all I can't um I don't know it's it's really it's really hard for me basically to manage um all of the things that I have to manage if I want to do this job uh so basically Tick Tock became very popular at one point and you all stopped watching speed builds and everybody started watching shorts videos and things like that and that was a huge project for me I really wanted to kind of keep going with shorts but I kind of got anxiety attacks all the time because that's something new for me and I'm very uncomfortable with doing new things I actually needed around two years of really wanting to make a channel but I still needed two years to really start with this Channel and unfortunately after two years of working like 12 around 12 hours every single day like I mean during weekends holidays summer time always I just snapped uh because basically because of my attention uh I need almost more than a half I mean I I need for somebody who who I don't know working on his house for around six hours I need around 12 hours so double double the time because I'm such a perfectionist and every single detail matters to me sometimes I can lose around 15 minutes uh just on tilting a bench or something crazy like that something that nobody is going to even notice but I just can't um leave something that I don't find finished so yeah after some time and they're like putting myself to such a pressure like pressured levels that everything needs to be perfect and then people telling me that I don't know I have the uncomplete CC list or ah that I am using too many packs or whatever the reason is and I really didn't get you know any money for it um I was just doing it because I want you to use my houses I became very hurt and my self-esteem really really suffered because I felt like a failure so basically I've been through the therapy a long therapy like four months of therapy and I'm still on a therapy uh first I went on the therapy for my anxiety and now I'm on the therapy for my hdhd but the problem with me is that I really don't like taking any pill s uh because usually I'm very like friendly open person um positive person but I became so much different because of all the stress and all the pressure that I was feeling uh but I'm so so much better now you guys I I don't even want to talk about the past because I feel now that's my past I'm so much more positive and now I understand what what's really important you know and uh my friend boyana came along so thank you so much Juana you're saving my life literally every day uh my girl was here with me while I was building and she supported me all the way um because of her I started building again and I feel motivated again and also you know that we've got some IES um so maybe I'm going to use some kind of IE to make myself some shorts or things like that but the plan for now is to make one speed build for a week and then some shorts out of it because as I said I really really need a long long long time to finish a build so I just decided to go for it and do one speed build for a week and then it's some shorts with that and I think that would be enough uh by the way you guys while I was away uh I was doing some rooms actually uh when I was inspired so you can find all of my rooms uh in the curse Forge site I'm going to link my Chris Fort site down below uh so you can download everything what I was building while I was away um I'm hoping that you are going to like some of those rooms that I made and also I started building a few builds this is one of them and this build is amazing it's probably one of my favorite builds of all time just because of this crazy landscape and a lot of activities that you can find Outside um it's a perfect like Cottage Farm Life in the wild and I really really love it so so much so you are going to be able to download this on the curse Forge as well and I was trying um I mean I wasn't trying I achieved it I used CC that is available for free so everything that you can find in this house is available for free and most of these packs are already coming with my file that you are going to download on the curseforge website uh but I think that I also used here is Coastal sets so I'm going to link that separately in the description on purse Forge so please if you are downloading my things from the curse Forge just uh make sure that you read my description and that you have everything you needed for this build and I'm so happy that we've got Chris Forge because it's so much easier for me to make a cc list and to download all of the things so I'm really really grateful for both EA and curse Forge for their collaboration and that we finally have adequate platform where you can download mods or upload if you are a creator of course so that's that's really amazing you can also support me there if you want or on my coffee that would be also amazing because my financial situation right now is like the worst uh because I didn't work for months but I'm still happy I didn't I didn't want to leave all of this behind and just quit [Music] um I don't think that I'm a quitter uh I do quit things in life because I get bored of them but the Simpsons is that one thing that I've been doing since I was a little kid and it always made me so so happy and so inspired and so happy and I'm just so sad because I forgot about that I forgot how this game affects me um because you know I made it into a job um maybe some of you will say oh don't make it the job if that's so hard for you but as I said I really need a lot of time to finish something and especially the Sims I just don't have enough time to do something else if I'm going to make a Content this is going to be my primary job and like that's it I'm also a makeup artist which is fine uh that's a job that I'm doing on weekends sometimes and I'm good at it but it's not you don't you know it doesn't fill my heart completely and this job really really fills my heart so [Music] um for all of you who believes in me and for all of you who've been waiting for me thank you so much because I'm back and I'm hoping to bring you more amazing and inspired content that I'm always doing because you guys believe me believe me every single belt that I ever done was from the heart um full of details and just for you you know for me and for you as well and I feel very bad uh because I didn't I wasn't really replying your comments uh I don't have an explanation I can just say that I blocked I blocked myself in and I just couldn't speak I felt so bad I felt as a victim and right now I feel ashamed of it uh because right now and now I know that I'm not a victim and that I can do whatever the hell I want uh yeah I came I came to that sort of mindset and I'm so so happy about that because now I feel inspired again I want to build again and I actually started a few projects so I'm really hoping to finish them all so you can see them as I said I started this build like four months ago I believe and I loved it and I really thought that uh that build is going to get out very very soon but then I snapped and got into the anxiety era of my life and I just couldn't finish it and I'm so happy that I did after all and it's so so beautiful I've I really love this build the house by itself it's not so humongous um it's more the ba about the exterior and landscape and a lot of outdoor family activities that I was able to incorporate in here and also um I changed a few things off camera um maybe you are not going to even notice it but I changed a few things I added a few things [Music] um there were a few reasons for that I'm not going to talk about it right now but um it's almost exactly the same what we have in here is like living room kitchen as always we have three bathrooms [Music] three bedrooms and we also have like small Greenhouse uh for doing flower arrangements uh and that's basically it for the interior I believe uh as I said it's not a big house it's kind of a middle sized and in this house in a house this big I would usually like put one bedroom or two bedrooms but this time I decided to fit a fit three and also look at this little trick I use this window from Pierre Sim and then um I added this item with a lot of wood planks so I basically use this space under the stairs and I thought that trick was super super cute I loved it a lot so if you like it do it yourself I think it's a very very good trick as I said everything every single thing in here is available for free right now I didn't want to use any Uh custom content that is not available for free right now so you can easily easily download it I'm really hoping that your computers are strong enough because I cannot lie I'm always adding a ton of custom content in my builds but I just can't do it without it anymore I mean I can but not in every single build and also while we are doing Farm let's talk about horses you guys I'm so excited like I was super excited when cottage living came out because all of the animals uh like little boxes and llamas cows bunnies Birds everything but now I'm excited even more because horses are oh I I just love horses unfortunately I don't know how to ride horses but that's on my to-do list before I die if you know what I mean so ah I'm just I'm thrilled I'm thrilled and also I saw all of the amazing items that we are going to get with the pack and I love that rustic uh old western design and I think some of the items I would be able to use all of the time I don't know did you check them out or not but if you didn't please do I'm so hyped uh I just I think that we all wanted horses for such a long time and that we are all so happy I mean I saw some complaints but let's be realistic guys our community is so negative sometimes like nothing is good enough you know and I'm not in that mindset I really appreciate what I'm getting um I don't know how the world is going to look like um I I'm really kind of hoping that it's not going to be too similar like Oasis Springs because I don't often build there and [Music] I don't know I just prefer Greenery and uh Seaside or something like that that's that's just me uh you know over desert kind of Worlds but I'm still happy I'm always happy when we are getting new worlds and yeah we are going to see also I added like a little house outside like a Mill House um maybe you are you notice it already and for this purposes I made it as a playroom so you know we don't have really meals in in The Sims 4. so I decided to make it as a playroom because you can see that this children's rooms are not quite big enough so I decided to put something like an art table and some toys and things like that inside so that is going to be the the last room basically for this build and you guys I'm I'm so happy to see you in here I'm really hoping that a lot of you will come because I missed you a lot and I'm really hoping that I you missed me as well [Music] um so yeah I just you know my heart is full of joy just because I'm here um I don't know how many views or whatever I'm going to get for this video but for all of my friends I just wanted to say thank you I I love you so much thank you for all of your support uh I've read all of your comments even though I didn't reply and I'm just so grateful for you to have this amazing Community by my side and you really pushed me through this you know um I'm back because of you guys mostly and thank you so much for that thank you so much for believing in me loving my content playing with my houses it just makes me feel so happy and if you are here for the first time please subscribe to this channel if you like what I'm doing um press like if you don't mind it and I'm hoping I'll be seeing you again very very soon to be precise next week I'm sending you a lot a lot of kisses and bye bye you guys [Music] thank you foreign thank you foreign foreign [Music]

Channel: Simsphony

Views: 832

Keywords: #thesims4 #sims4

Id: 9naAa_I5CWE

Length: 24min 35sec (1475 seconds)

Published: Sat Jul 15 2023