Here’s Why Erika & I Broke Up.. | Jake Paul Uncut

I feel like she just wants me to not do good it's so hard to have a good relationship we would just tear each other down pick up my shots and then they can do the rest of the scene none and nothing else matters are we gonna pull this off yeah for sure I don't think we should film it together we should have known what they were doing to each other it was just so toxic boom welcome to Jake Paul uncut I don't think something that has ever been done like this on YouTube so I need to explain a little bit to you guys why what where when who what how I am begging for the next 30 minutes of your attention whether you like me or not I really think that this is important for the YouTube community and culture as a whole we need to innovate so please set the next 30 minutes of your life aside so that you guys are able to watch Jake Paul uncut let me explain what it is in short it is a reality show of my life except the thing is it's actually real my life is crazy drama stress business lawsuits merchandise this YouTube fame da da da the list goes on and on and on but the problem is is I think everyone in this world that we live in wants to act like their life is so perfect they want to act like everything's all Gucci but Jake Paul uncut is the exact opposite of that it's gonna show my mistakes my failures the bad side all of the questions and things that you have are finally going to be answered because this Hollywood this Los Angeles lifestyle that we live is absolutely insane and I think there's a lot that you guys as an audience can learn from it I want Jake Paul uncut to be that authentic real piece of content on YouTube I want it to like really really connect with y'all I'm personally tired of a lot of the content on YouTube it feels so forced and I kinda just was like my life is crazy let's film it let's put it out there but I want you guys to learn from it I don't want you to just take it for an entertainment purpose I want you to see everything that I'm going through and relate to it and maybe take some advice or take parts of it into your own life to become a better person so I'm obviously not gonna show myself in the shower and things like that there's stuff that I can't film their stuff there's details that I can't put out there to protect reputations to protect certain things but I'm going to literally put out as much as I legally possibly can so to answer some of your guys's questions I took to Twitter and I'm gonna answer them a rapid-fire here we go how long are the episodes roughly thirty minutes what are you most afraid of about this series I think people misunderstanding why I'm doing it and my intentions behind it I think there's already been some feedback about me like exploiting certain things like just to get views specifically the situation and the most recent thing that happened with Erica and us breaking up no honey our relationship started on camera literally the whole entire thing has been on camera I'm not exploiting anything to make money to make views there's like swearing there's cursing in this I don't even know if this is this type of content is going to be monetizable next question none of it is acting right correct this isn't acting sometimes maybe when the camera is on we will communicate more but it's all of the thoughts and things that are actually in our head and it's not staged at all I promise next question did Shane Dawson have any influence on this series yes a lot he made me realize that I need to open up more and be honest and real it helped me so much to grow as a person I'm tired of like faking everything hiding everything pushing everything down and that's what I did before and it ended up with me being in a weird bad place in my life and I'm just gonna put it out there and be more open and truthful and show my mistakes and things like that someone asked how often will the episodes come out I'm going to be putting out roughly one Episode a week on Sunday so be ready for that every week people ask did you ask Erica's permission to film her in this episode she is not filmed in this episode at all however if she was I would ask for her permission however I still did send this episode to her to get her approval on everything in it and yeah that also applies to everybody else in the episode so if you're one of my friends if you know me don't be afraid that I'm gonna like put stuff out there without your permission I'm literally asking everyone in the episodes thank you also to nip this in the bud there's been some negative feedback about oh Jake you can't put everything out there like don't put raw content down and out people's lives and then there's the other side of the spectrum which is Jake put everything out there we want to see it all guys I'm not listening to either one of you I'm doing this because I want to do this if you don't like it I'm sorry if you do like it I love you and yeah let's do this thing welcome to Jake Paul on cut I don't know how y'all are gonna react to this here we go are you doing are you torturing him you're torturing him yes [Music] me no it's wrong we do something else oh yes G boy I'm fighting with Erica funny you know Erica Costello okay great you with Erica logo with glory I mean come on guys I have to do that too nobody really knows Jake at all I feel like I'm the only person actually you like knows like everything about him and nobody online ever gets to see that lifter out the crowd so so boy you filming this for um Jake Paul and cut yeah man it's like people don't get how like hard how hard like Hollywood and all this stuff is and like correct they don't think you just open your mouth and do it yeah or do something you got like you know it's a hard work I'll be there you know that song all right thank you I woke up in the morning on that that Friday I believe it was and Erica and I had been in a fight from the from the night before bro it's just like I can't even make it through like a singing lesson without like fighting you guys fighting about stupid [ __ ] I don't ya know it's to the point where it's like I don't even know he's at a point now where he's been [ __ ] over so many times by friends family you know you know Celal camera like it's not hard to to let go of could you picture being on someone after something like that happen to you I give Erica all the credit in the world and like she did help me out so much but she made it just seemed like she was like the only thing good in my life that I had which like I don't think was fair if I'm gonna do that for the past like month or so organized relationship has been like super rocky like I said it turned into this like downward spiral where we were just like super super toxic for each other and we like know everything about each other and like we know how to hurt each other and it's so sad that it got to that point but it did where she's supposed to be here today and like she's now saying that she's not even gonna come and that she doesn't even want to be here because she thinks that I don't want her to be here but I do feel like I don't owe her that but she was like I need to change my mood around and but get in a better mood so that I can actually shoot today we're shooting for Justin Roberts new series that he's doing called work in progress and I think it's like I think what we're reenacting like a team 10 film or something that we're like a team 10 reunion so I think there's gonna be actors here today that look like the old team members an hour till don't we until I am on set as Shane Dawson Shane Dawson's docu-series concludes Jake pol teases team 10 relaunch with new members it's so hard to find the right people for team 10 you think people are amazing and then they stab you in the back or they get the fame and they get the clout and they start to get the money and then they start to get lazy and they give up it just is just hard and it's hard to find those people who are the total package we're gonna I think we're just gonna have to figure out a new business model what is this life of Paul and I won't tell my real feelings about Jake not today I wish he was mine today camera's not there Chad bro I don't know like I'm just like so in a funk like I don't know would you rather have a normal life or everything's perfect and whack if you go nine-to-five job and you never have excitements of when you go on a honeymoon or like a date or like vacation everyday the vacation yeah yeah no I is it so emotional I've never I've never like I've never had like emotions or like feelings bro like real feelings for someone yeah so I don't know how to [ __ ] the hand of it Loki I was talking to Sarah about it and we both think that you should not text until she takes it back because I did that [ __ ] Sarah well we're just we're just that we're just in it we're just in like a text like battle what people don't realize like the lifestyles we live like my life is nowhere near Jake's lifestyle but it's very similar in a lot of ways and when you're in that lifestyle it's so hard to have a committed like good relationship so many people are the left him and [ __ ] with him and took from him and took and talking some of his best friends I'm your best friend Jake I love you to the moon oh oh oh oh the world isn't like you right now Jimmy oh I'm sorry but I have to leave and make money and try to be famous it's a girl that's like well people don't realize is like ten tons of family yeah we make money together yeah we made content yeah we do this but at the end of the day we're family you don't want you don't you want to [ __ ] over your family would you know I guess some people would you know but back to working out [Music] oh these may progress from day one and the final thing everybody doesn't realize is that when I got here he left to go on tour so we had like maybe 2-3 weeks to work before that once or even less than that if anyone on twelve or a month leaking it back it was almost better than one loved so this progress is tremendously he's skyrocketing I mean he's relaxed is comfortable today he's studying harder he started realizing what he's doing and for him I mean boxing could be a future if he wants to take it to the next level our relationship is just like so so complicated because of the business and the personal side and she used to be my assistant and and we all have our insecurities and I have I have like trust issues and we got to a point in our relationship where we would just tear each other down and tear each other down and we went into this downward spiral that we couldn't control first off I want to say I truly believe that they both really loved each other maybe it wasn't in the most mature way there wasn't maybe the truest relationship but I do really believe that they cared about each other I know Jake's gonna grow from this hundred percent I've seen it already but he's really hurt and that hurts me really bad I don't he's been hurt enough for the past like month or so organized relationship has been like super Rocky she's broken up with me like five times and like I've like threatened to break up with her and she would break up with me and ignore me for three days and then I would like come back to her she would come back to me and like it was just turning it like I said it turned into this like downward spiral where we were just like super super toxic for each other and we like know everything about each other and like we know to hurt each other and it's so sad that it got to that point but it did I just like I just feel so trapped because the ecers offends and like my and like my shame that just came out which really is the only thing people get from it there was the best witch like she was great and she is great and she's an amazing girl but it's just like we just were just toxic to each other it's not her fault it's not my fault it's just like we just [ __ ] like beat each other up all the time and like just a lot you guys you know I woke up late like I was like 30 minutes until shootings I didn't really like know like what happened like earlier in the day but I could definitely tell that Jake was on edge because he's just always like and it was like when he's on edge like you know he's on edge cause every little thing like triggers him I tried to but she just like she freaks out and they're just like [ __ ] you and her just being like [ __ ] you like I knew that I think like yeah we're just like in this like cycle of [ __ ] and like I think if we break up and like maybe go a month or so like three agree nice [ __ ] out then like there could be hope but I just knew deep down that it would be better for both of us to just to move forward without each other as boyfriend and girlfriend I'm not breaking up with her because I want to I'm breaking up over there because that's what we both need to be better people like we love each other like almost too much to the point where like she says one thing and it like throws me off for the whole day or if I say one thing like messes her up for the whole day I was like overreacting because like I said like I hadn't been through this I had I've still haven't felt this much emotion like before I met Erica I hadn't cried in like four years and like luckily Anthony was there to like talk some sense into me and like tell me that I overreacted because like I was just like losing it oh you're Kate Kate you're Nathan right now you're Nathan oh wait you're Jeong woo you is how could your plane so we need to pull you and you're obviously Nick Crompton oh this is chance yeah you're a Martinez twin Tessa Martinez Trudeau Brave Brothers you know Derek real fast trust me it all makes sense yeah she's coming and she'll be here we're filming scene 8 right now okay and then scene 10 which don't require Erica and then when she gets here we're going back to the start and coming all the way through okay awesome any other no no yeah cool thanks all he sees his rent like he like blacks out you know I'm saying and like he was like that on set like he was getting annoyed with like certain shots like he was like I got this I got this y'all all right you're gonna shoot the scene you have a wide yeah you already I should already have wives of this yeah and like the end like the tight or you guys have that okay so then all we need to do is pick up this shot we're gonna move them here for this and you're gonna shoot over the shoulder you're just gonna pick up my shots and then they can do the rest of the scene none nothing else matters so you just have one shot here I'll just grab the camera through here come on so just get this I'm gonna do my sociopath face and then I'll do my psychopath face and nothing else matters already all right so just action on my sociopath face I just hope these team 10 look-alikes don't make any videos about us when they leave hey I was a team 10 look like Jake calls an [ __ ] you guys aren't gonna make any videos about it not with a knife you guys aren't gonna make any videos about it you're experienced here right [Music] yeah I don't know if I can I don't know what the [ __ ] to actor I know I think I should just be really [ __ ] nice because I just [ __ ] love her and like I don't want to deal with [ __ ] yeah you should definitely be really nice and the issue is that you don't know you don't know 100% in your head yet where you're leaning I feel like we have silver all we should have told me my heart instantly shattered like I we get makes me want to cry just thinking about it I don't know like every third that like what they were doing to each other was just so toxic and like that's like better for both of them right now I feel like our relationship just it's too toxic you got too toxic I go through all of that [ __ ] like when we break up we get into a huge fight like and then I'm like supposed to act and like go back on the set and like just go about my day and like be on camera like that's like so hard for me and it's like almost emotionally scarring and like but at the same time like you keep like the like I just want to make everyone happy sometimes I feel like that's my downfall because it's like they've had that Justin had this like whole big production in like I couldn't adjust all right I will tomorrow night this girl in Victorville are we gonna pull this off yeah for sure so we have to Sochi how far but it's like an hour-and-a-half Drive right five minutes I did it from your house I'll send you the you can do it just click on that address but whatever you want to be but here this would be great because it are you know again that's just a one thing she she is she genuinely feels like you save complain and I'm sure yeah I'm sure that you did like she had that's all she had going through chemo so she had cancer yeah and she went through chemo and she was watching my videos and stuff the reality is that there are people out there that genuinely needed your voice to survive she's turning 16 okay she couldn't afford the dress so so what's that the Univision and they got together with this dress design and they donated this girl's dress and I was like she was she was super grateful for it but the fact is like she just kept saying like the only thing that she ever wanted to do was be you right so okay so we go down that road a little bit so that I'm gonna fill up wow that's dope it's just crazy for me to think that like all the things that people say she said about doing that dog that other people think of you to think that like the videos that you're making this girl was just watching these videos in her bed it's sick you know I mean like and just to think that like you doing all this stuff as bad as it seems everybody else was like enough that's tricking me yeah and it saved and it saved her and in her own words it saved her but that's why I do it man that's why I like that's why I make videos and so people can just relate or like smile or laugh for one second or just not think about life you know life's hard bro so that's why I do it yeah I can tell I can tell me Jake's like really stressed out with business and and specifically today I knew for a fact that he was stressed out so it's like doing what's going on today like why are you stressed out the our R & B Oh like back-end the people who were partners with their [ __ ] slacking and so I need to I need to just figure find someone else who can do who can actually like kill it because like our embryos are already killing it and the brand is like so important to me obviously they're just not up to par they're like I need more designs I need more samples I want the material to be like the best material that it can be for the fans and I just need to find someone who can manufacture design like everything in-house and I thought they were I thought those were the people but I'm just learning that as I go I guess so the problem I have with like R&B overtures like merch like what as we're building both of these businesses there's a differentiating factor and that's what like I have to explain to my fans and so it's a little bit difficult because there is a fine line it's like oh there's like what's merchandise and what's like what's R and Bo in the RN Bo has the opportunity to become bigger than Jake Paul and that's what's so exciting to me about it my merch is just it's like you have to like Jake Paul to get my merch RN bo is gonna be a giant company and and you will see celebrities you will see huge people wearing it and that's what I want I want it for it to become bigger than Jake Paul I'm texting Shane it's insane literally every single comment is good they all like you now ha I love it also keemstar asked me to ask you to unblock him ha ha he he likes you now - I think Shane goes what a [ __ ] crazy ride I said Wow I don't know how I feel about Kim's daughter but bro I don't know if people want to squash beef I'm always down hi told me he likes you and has been nervous to say it but he just posted a Twitter video review that pretty well I guess I'm blockin we could be sitting here right now and like everything can completely change in like 24 hours we could be in 24 hours we could be in Dubai in 24 hours I might be training for a boxing match that I don't like that I don't even know who my opponent is like dealing with the dealing with like been the business side of things like lawsuits and like there's just no friendships - I was just trying to be kids like - the fun parts of all of this like the fun [ __ ] we do the like hang out with celebrities and and and partying and being 21 in Los Angeles like there's just so much that we don't like look bro he's my [ __ ] jam right now like I don't know so later that night I was kind of like an emotional wreck and I was talking to Anthony outside and we were just like I just like wasn't good and and we heard like drums I was like what is that noise and we realized that it was the Calabasas football marching band and that there was like a Friday night football game and he was like bro come on like you need to get your mind off of this like let's go to the football game so like we went there like mainly to like take his mind off of things because it was like right after like we got done talking yeah for like 30 minutes and then the band started playing so it was like a sign you know it was fun I thought the football game would be fun because like I would like to do like normal things and to feel normal again like when you're in this Hollywood environment like you can lose sense of who you are like that and so you have to do these things that to be normal again but as soon as we got there like I instantly regretted the decision I started getting like anxiety we're getting a swarm so badly at the football game that all of the sudden out of nowhere like there's like 40 people behind us and like all filming us and like literally the one girl fell through the plastic fence just like I couldn't take it I was just like oh we need to leave like let's leave like I'm losing like I'm having anxiety I'm like emotional I'm sad like feel like I can't be with our but we just keep on playing each other through so much pain right like instantly regretted it hey what's up man it's Jake Jake Paul

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Length: 29min 54sec (1794 seconds)

Published: Sun Nov 25 2018